Never Tickle a Sleeping Dragon - QuillQ (2024)

Table of Contents
Chapter 1: The Girl and the Giant Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 2: Lost in Translation Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 3: In the Light of the Bluebell Flames Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 4: Red and Blue Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 5: When in Pentos Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 6: The Treasure Chest Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 7: Born from the Tides Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 8: Here be Dragons Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 9: Thief in the Night Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 10: Fire in the Hall Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 11: Blood Will Tell Chapter Text Chapter 12: Dragonstone Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 13: The King’s Castle Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 14: A Lost Raven Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 15: The Prong Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 16: Witching Winter Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 17: Daydreamers Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 18: Three's a Crowd Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 19: Feverish and Nauseous Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 20: Lord of Winterfell Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 21: Shooting the Messenger Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 22: Crossroads Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 23: A Petition Race Chapter Text Chapter 24: Over Breakfast & Tea Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 25: Unfogging the Future Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 26: Of Lost Empires Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 27: Rats in the Walls Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 28: At What Cost? Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 29: Courtly Quarrels Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 30: Babybell Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 31: Bluebell Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 32: Tea Leaves and Dinner Deals Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 33: Wedding Bells Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 34: Cost of Compromise Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 35: The Prince and the Bride Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 36: Beast in the Dark Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 37: Bats in the Belfry Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 38: An Unfortunate Wedding Night Chapter Text Chapter 39: Political Entanglements Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 40: Ghost on the Coast Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 41: Ladies in Waiting and Waiting Ladies Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 42: Flesh, Blood and Bone Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 43: The Second Wife Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 44: Lily and Jon Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 45: Queens Who Never Were Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 46: Talk to the Hand Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 47: When Two Wrongs Don’t Make a Right (try three) Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 48: Aemond the Squire Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 49: Love is the Death of Duty Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 50: The Blood Oath Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 51: The Night is Dark and Full of Terrors Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 52: Words are Wind Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 53: Sweet Spring Notes: Chapter Text Notes:

Chapter 1: The Girl and the Giant

Notes:

Thank you for checking out this story :) This has turned into a very long story, so if you wish to listen to it instead, there's now a recorded reading of Never Tickle a Sleeping Dragon too! You can check out the reading of Never Tickle a Sleeping Dragon here, narrated and recorded by Najex1.
I also want to apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

A groundskeeper, a defence teacher and a phantom Dark Lord walked into a bar.

The Hog’s Head Inn to be precise.

That’s how the story started; like the opening to a joke -- and not a particularly witty one either.

It was a lively evening with drinks and gambling which ended in disaster, though the punchline was that non present within the dingy pub ever realized. Not a single person understood that the course of history changed path that eve, (and not for the better) when crucial information was shared with the wrong ears, and a dragon egg awarded to the wrong hands.

Tipsy and flushed with his success, Rubeus Hagrid stumbled home with a dragon egg in his pocket, while the defence teacher and his master began plotting the next step of their dark plans.

The very next day three students, Hariel Potter, Hermione Granger and Ronald Weasley found the groundskeeper snooping around the library -- well outside his natural habitat – picking out an unusual selection of reading materials concerning dragons.

Alarm bells ringing, this promised no good for any of them, because;

“Hagrid’s always wanted a dragon, he told me so the first time I ever met him.” said Hariel.

“But it’s against our laws,” Said Hermione. “Dragon-breeding was outlawed by the Warlocks’ Convention of 1709.”

“Yeah, it’s hard to stop muggles noticing us if we’re keeping dragons in the backyard,” Ron said. “– anyway, you can’t tame dragons, it’s dangerous.”

Bright eyed and too curious for their own good, the three Gryffindors set out to investigate this latest oddity in a long series of abnormal happenings, though a single visit to the groundskeeper’s home clarified the troubling situation at once.

“Where did you get it, Hagrid?” Ron asked, crouching over the fire to get a closer look at the dragon egg. “It must’ve cost you a fortune.”

“Won it,” Hagrid admitted. “Las’ night. I was down in the village havin’ a few drinks an’ got into a game o’ cards with a stranger. Think he was quite glad ter get rid of it, ter be honest.”

“But what are you going to do when it hatches?” said Hermione.

“Well, I’ve bin doin’ some readin’,” said Hagrid, pulling a large book from under his pillow. “Got this outta the library – Dragon Breeding for Pleasure and Profit – it’s a bit outta date, o’ course, but it’s all in here. An’ see here – how ter recognize diff’rent eggs – I think what I got there’s a Hungarian Horntail. A bit hard ter tell, o’ course, since it might be a cross breed, but close enough.”

Humming merrily Hagrid stoked the fire, looking very pleased with himself, but Hermione didn’t.

“Hagrid, you live in a wooden house,

The following events would remain an unexplained mystery - or a horrible tragedy – at any rate it'd be heavily debated and whichever version of events were deemed accurate depended on who were conversing. In the end, there was only a few things the inhabitants of Hogwarts figured out for certain.

On a Thursday afternoon, Hariel Potter had gone alone to visit Hagrid after supper, never to be seen again.

Half an hour before curfew there was a sharp screeching sound heard by everyone within the castle. In the library, Hermione Granger startled so badly she accidentally tipped her inkwell over her finished Herbology assignment. Ron’s Gobstone game against Seamus was abandoned when the boys rushed over to the window. It was so loud even the barman at the Hog’s Head Inn heard it.

Squinting through a window from Gryffindor tower, Ron’s eyes found Hagrid’s hut through the darkness. Before he could make sense of what he was seeing or even utter a startled surprise, there was a bright light, and Hagrid’s Hut was ripped away.

In confused panic, half the castle ended up pouring out onto the lawn: Teachers, students, ghosts, and even a few House Elves were spotted on the scene, staring aghast at the fresh indent hollowed into the ground. Because all that'd been left was a deep pit where Hagrid’s hut used to stand. The entire house, foundations and even the earth underneath the humble home scooped away. Only half the pumpkin patch left behind.

One could ask what was behind the disaster, and many would. The topic would be brought up in heated debates between Ministry officials in the heart of the Ministry, as well as during innocent chats between House Elves preparing breakfast.

What happened? (Hard to say, since the evidences disappeared into thin air.)

Was it accidental or intentional? (Maybe a bit of both? Most wouldn’t put it past Hagrid -- except for those who actually knew him.)

How did they do it? Was it a curse? (Most likely.)

Who was the true target? The girl or the groundskeeper?

(One side will say: they were after The-Girl-Who-Lived! She had so many enemies, just biding their time and waiting for the opportune moment. But then again, others will argue and say: Nonsense. It was Rubeus Hagrid they wanted rid of – don’t you know he was a half-giant? It was his house that was targeted.)

Yet none are able to bring forth a satisfying conclusion, because-

Who was even behind it?

Who’s at fault?

It’s something that would be heavily debated for decades to come, because this tragedy shouldn’t have happened.

No. If things had gone as expected, the egg would have hatched a few days later on Hagrid's kitchen table. It’d create a ruckus even Hagrid couldn't control, and eventually he’d be convinced to send the dragon to a sanctuary.

That’s how it should've gone down,

- but this is not that story.

Late in the year, during what was later called the ‘Night of the Falling Lights’ -- so named for the spectacular meteor shower that flashed across the sky -- something peculiar happened in Northern Essos. Something magical.

While admiring the shower of shooting stars during the hour of the ghost, the people living within a humble fishing town was brought to awe by a fierce lightning strike hitting the nearby woods. The light had been so vivid that for a split second, night had turned to day.

“Lightning? But how could it have been lightning? There’s not a cloud in the sky!” A fisherman and father of three said bewildered.

“It was a star, father!” His son cried, “A fallen star!”

So the next day, rested and with better light, a group of men gathered their hunting hounds and weapons to go investigate.

Despite the many suggestions about what they might find, all their guesses proved inaccurate. Instead, what they found was a massive chunk of charred earth that’d inexplicably landed in the middle of the forest, toppling several trees to make space, and right on top of the newly formed hill of soil was a sagging wooden hut. The most astonishing detail was the smoke wafting out of the pipe, which could only mean someone lived here.

The barking of the dogs and the talk amongst the men stirred the residents inside. From within they heard heavy footsteps, the door opened, and they were all rendered speechless when a giant of a man appeared on the broken steps.

His face was almost completely hidden by a long, shaggy mane of hair and a wild, tangled beard. Being the tallest man any of them had ever seen, weary precaution kept all eyes strained on him. So much so that half the crowd were startled when a young female voice spoke up.

It was only the most astute who’d noticed that the little girl had actually been standing next to him the entire time.

“Hagrid? What’s going on? Is this more wizarding stuff I just don’t know of yet?” She asked the groundskeeper, though his stricken expression didn’t seem promising.

After the hell of the night before and waking up feeling like she’d flown her Nimbus 2000 head first into the Hogwarts Express, Hariel hoped this could somehow be resolved peacefully. Forcing her mouth to smile Hariel waved awkwardly to the crowd. “Hi… er’, I think we might’ve been a little bit displaced... Could anyone please tell us where we are?” Hariel paused, rubbing her aching elbow while casting a dubious look around.

“Are we even still in Scotland?”

Notes:

Written because I've been watching House of the Dragon, and the idea of Daemon and Hagrid in the same world made me scribble this instead of working on any of my other stories. Also, picturing little first year Harry next to Hagrid stranded in Westeros while raising a baby dragon was a factor too.

Thanks for reading!

Chapter 2: Lost in Translation

Notes:

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

HARIEL I

Pulling on Hagrid’s comically oversized dragon-hide gloves, Hariel used the tongs by the fireplace to gently prod the egg nesting in the flames. When she rested the metal against the shell, she could feel the egg nudge against the tong, making small pecking sounds as the little one struggled to break free. The faint tear along the side of the eggshell elongated, and Hariel glanced worriedly towards the door. If Hagrid didn’t return soon, he’d miss the hatching.

Hagrid had taken his dog for another walk, as Fang’s nervous bladder didn’t wait for any egg to hatch - no sir.

Not that Hariel blamed the boarhound, he was hardly the only one with heightened anxiety these days. Hariel had barely slept, while Hagrid wasn’t eating enough.

To accommodate the egg, the temperatures within the hut was so high it wasn’t healthy for Fang to be here anymore either.

Initially Hariel suggested she could take Fang out, but someone had to stay with the egg, and Hagrid deemed it safer to lock her in his overheated wooden house with a fire breathing dragon than risk her running into the locals around here. The fact she kind of agreed really punctuated how dire the situation was. Not the least because the people living around here were… odd.

Though they were all muggles, they dressed even stranger than wizards and witches did. During their first meeting with the locals there’d been a communication mishap, and next several of the strangers drew weapons on them. Of all the peculiar things to happen to Hariel this year, being aimed at with a bow and arrow still seemed the weirdest thing to happen yet.

(Well... perhaps not. Hariel only just learned she was a witch. And famous. And been sent to magic school. And she’d been displaced through mysterious magic. So maybe it was the second strangest? Or third? At least somewhere in the top ten.

… It'd been a very strange year.)

Fortunately it hadn’t gone further than threatening behaviour, though it hadn’t been easy to convince the strangers they didn’t mean any harm – mostly because of the language barrier.

Neither Hariel or Hagrid hadn’t the foggiest what language these people spoke, and no one around here knew English either. It made communication nearly impossible.

At long last Hariel heard heavy footsteps approaching the hut. Finally. She’d seriously started fearing she’d have to hatch this dragon alone.

The keys clanked before the lock clicked, and the door opened.

“Hagrid?” Hariel turned quickly to tell him the exciting news, but then she caught sight of his face.

The words died on her lips. He’d been crying again.

Hagrid tried to hide it by ducking his head and walking straight for the wooden chest next to his bed, flipping the lid open.

“Come on boy, go inside. It’ll be cool and comfortable down there fer yeh.” Hagrid said, gesturing for Fang to get inside the wooden box.

The first time she’d seen Hagrid put his dog in a chest had been confusing. Since Hariel had been to Hagrid’s so many times for tea, she’d thought she knew his home. After all, it only took a single glance to see that Hagrid’s hut only had one room inside. Hams and pheasants were hanging from the ceiling, there was an open fireplace, and in the corner stood a massive bed with a worn wooden chest at its side.

Hariel had never thought of the worn wooden chest as anything more before Hagrid opened the lid, revealing a winding staircase spiralling down to a deeper level with three whole extra rooms.

“What? I didn’t know you had a basem*nt, Hagrid.” Hariel marvelled the first time she saw it, hurrying down the creaking steps after Hagrid.

“An’ it doesn’t. Right now we’re inside the chest.”

“We are?” Hariel gaped, “How?”

“It got an extendable charm on it, ‘makes tiny spaces larger. Anyway, I couldn’t fit a bathroom or proper storage up in the hut, so Professor Dumbledore fixed this for me. I don’ think anyone but you’ve been down here before though – no wait, Professor Sprout fetched some stuff from me storage once. She needed to borrow some Acromentula silk, and I’ve got loads.”

“Oh.” Hariel said. This made a bit more sense than assuming Hagrid used the bathroom facilities up at the castle.

That’d been during day one. They were now on day seven, and there hadn’t been much to smile about since.

“Um… Are you alright, Hagrid?” Hariel said.

With a little hiccup, Hagrid shut the lid of the wooden chest and sniffed into his handkerchief. “No. The floo isn’t workin’, the ministry doesn’t react ter yer underage magic, an’ none of me old communication tools works anymore… an’ the stars are all off… I don’ know what ter do anymore, Hariel. I don’ like this one bit.”

“Me neither.” Hariel glanced out the window. Despite a week straight of clear night skies and extraordinary bright stars, neither Hagrid or Hariel could find the constellations Canis Major, Carina, Orion, Ursa Major or any of the rest. It was like a completely different sky.

The last week had been harrowing, and the severity of their situation had her chest tightening and her stomach rolling.

Hariel had missed a week of school, and though her attendance record wasn’t anywhere near her biggest concern, the timespan felt significant. Not only had Hagrid and Hariel failed to find anyone – but everyone else had failed to find them too. Now that week signified a milestone crossed. A milestone passed. A week away from Ron and Hermione, from the towering castle, from sessions reading in the library, from meals in the Great Hall and Quidditch training.

How was Hedwig doing?

Would the school care for her? If not, Hermione had always liked Hariel’s beautiful snowy owl, and hopefully she’d take care of Hedwig until they came home. Once they returned, Hariel swore to spoil Hedwig rotten with as many owl-treats as she could stomach. She’d make aunt Petunia’s “Diddy coddling” look like strict parenting.

“Come here, Hagrid. I think you came back just in time.” Hariel said, and with gloved hands reached into the fire and grabbed the wiggling egg. “Look at it, it’s cracking and moving. Just like the book said. I think it’ll be out soon!”

“What?!” All at once, it was like the strain of the last week fell off his shoulders, and Hagrid hurried forwards with a renewed burst of energy. “Oh, look at that! Yer right! The baby's coming!”

Carefully, Hariel placed the egg on the table and together they sat down to watch it hatch. Not five minutes later there was a scraping noise, and the egg split open. The baby dragon flopped onto the table while Hariel gasped and Hagrid laughed.

“Isn’t he beautiful?” Hagrid crooned, a tear rolling down his cheek.

That’s debatable, Hariel thought. The little dragon had large spiny wings, a skinny body, long snout, and small, bumpy horn stubs. He crawled around the table with reptile movements, his bulging, yellow eyes with slitted pupils taking in his surroundings.

“He’s brilliant, Hagrid.” Hariel said, because even if he wasn’t beautiful, it was a dragon, and a dragon didn’t need to be pretty to be fascinating.

Hagrid reached out to stroke the dragon’s head. It snapped at his fingers, showing pointed fangs.

“’Bless ‘im! Look, he knows his mummy! My boy, what a beauty yeh are!”

The dragon sneezed, sending sparks shooting from his snout.

Hariel wished Ron and Hermione had gotten to see this too. She studied the dragon with awed curiosity, knowing his colour would mature as his scales grew in, and yet - “I thought it would be born pale beige, like the books said about Hungarian Horntails.”

Hariel had poured over Hagrid’s dragon books throughout the week, and even practised some of the spells they recommended for safe dragon rearing. This hatchling looked enough like a Horntail baby in shape, but the cold, greyish colour that almost had a bluish tint to it wasn’t as described in the book.

“Ah, it’s just ‘cause he’s a mixed breed,” Hagrid said.

“But which two breeds is he a mix of exactly?”

“Ter tell yeh the truth, Hariel, I’m not sure. He’s definitely got a good chunk Hungarian Horntail in ‘im, but the rest? I haven’t the foggiest. I’m hoping it’ll be easier ter tell when he grows a bit. Though right now we'll need ter get some food in 'im.”

"Right." Hariel's excitement fell slightly. "Um, I set aside the fish dinner you didn't finish. Can he eat that?"

"Nah, he's too small.” Hagrid said, “We'll need ter feed him with a bucket of brandy mixed with chicken blood every half hour, that's what they recommend in the book."

Hariel blinked. She didn't want to say it, didn't want to sour the mood now that Hagrid was finally smiling again - however:

"Hagrid… Where the hell would we get brandy and chicken blood from? I don't know about you, but I haven't seen any stores around here. And a bucket every half hour? Isn't there something easier to get a hold of? Surely wild mother dragons don’t have to brew brandy for their hatchlings?"

Hagrid chortled. “Ah, that’s actually something I prepared before,” He gestured towards his expandable chest, “I didn’t know when the egg would hatch, so I stocked up on loads of chicken blood and brandy right after I won the egg. ‘Cause I knew I wouldn’t have much time on my hands once he hatched, yeh know? Anyway, it’s all still in the chest, in the pantry down there. Remember to close up behind yeh though, or else Fang’ll try to eat it all. We’ve got to figure out something eventually, but Norbert’s meals should be set until he’s ready for solids.”

“Norbert?” Hariel asked.

“Yes, I decided to name ‘im Norbert. Suits ‘im, don’ it?” Hagrid said, looking completely besotted while he admired “Norbert’s” attempt to chew his finger off.

Holding back a snicker, Hariel stood up while pondering what Hagrid’s logic was when he named his sweet but cowardly dog Fang – only to now name a damn dragon Norbert?

Honestly, wouldn’t it’d be more fitting if the names were swapped?

Hariel grinned, knowing that once they got back home, she and Ron would have a big laugh about it.

Three Months Later

So perhaps Hariel didn’t get to have that laugh with Ron as soon as she’d thought, but she hadn’t lost hope quite yet. Even if it’d take a while, Hariel and Hagrid would get home one day.

They would.

Absolutely.

Because surely there was a way home.

Or Dumbledore would find them, like Hagrid kept saying.

At any rate Hariel would do her best to keep optimistic until it happened, and in the meanwhile she simply had to be a bit more realistic about their situation. She’d certainly developed a newfound respect and insight into the saying: ‘necessity is the mother of all invention’.

Because Merlin, wasn’t that the truth of it?

The last few months had challenged Hariel and Hagrid in ways they’d never experienced, and the adjustment hadn’t always gone smoothly. They’d persevered though, and thanks to the assistance of magic combined with a complete disregard for the Statute of Secrecy; all four of them were still healthy and well fed. Hagrid, Hariel, Fang and the growing Norbert – who was rapidly reaching the size of a lion.

While his horns and spikes remained the shade of copper characteristic of the Hungarian Horntail, his scales was steadily growing into a dark spectre of dusky blue, and though they had a few suspicions, they still weren’t sure what sort of mixed breed he was.

Since Norbert outgrew the hut within a month, they’d built him a stone fenced enclosure right outside the hut. In that time Hariel and Hagrid had become surprisingly proficient in certain spells – some of which were charms Hariel normally wouldn’t have learned for years, but fear driven urgency proved a powerful motivator.

So far the most useful spell Hariel had learned was the aguamenti charm, since access to water had been paramount, both for thirst and because of Norbert - their fire safety hazard of a housemate.

It’d been followed by the fire making spell 'incendio', then a difficult but nifty flame-freezing charm called ‘Paraignis’ that’d been popular during the witch burnings in the middle ages, since it made fire harmless to touch. When casting the Paraignis charm Hariel could step into a bonfire without burning, though her clothes didn’t fare as well. Currently she was working on Hermione’s favoured bluebell flames, which could be stored in jars and worked more as portable and permanent sources of light. Though Hagrid could cast a few of these spells with his pink umbrella, Hariel learned most of it from books.

That fateful night of their displacement to this strange, foreign place that Hariel had cautiously started calling a “different world” – if only within the privacy of her own mind – she’d had her school bag with her. Even her father’s invisibility cloak had been stuffed into it at the last second.

Hagrid also had his old school books from when he attended Hogwarts – from first to third year -- as well as a mismatch of different reading material gathered over his sixty four years alive. He’d shown Hariel where to find everything down in the expandable chest, and said in regretful murmur that since her schooling was disrupted, she was welcome to anything that struck her fancy.

“What do you think I should try learn next, Norbert?” Hariel asked, flipping through Hagrid’s old copy of ‘The Standard Book of Spells, grade 2’.

That morning Hagrid had left to get food – probably fish (again) – and had left Hariel to make sure Norbert didn’t burn down the hut.

“The shrinking charm?” She glanced over at Norbert. “That would certainly be useful on you, right? If you’d just stayed small, maybe we’d stood a chance of hiding you from that lot.”

Hariel nodded towards a stretch of steep forest, where rocks and boulders popped up between the trees. She put away the book, and almost on cue, a light childish giggle reached her ears.

A few miles through the forest was a small fishing village, and since it’d taken no more than hours between their arrival and getting discovered by an entire hunting party, keeping secret had never been an option.

After the first mob had left, there’d been groups passing by the hut regularly over the last few months. Some suspicious, others bordering on causing trouble – all of them curious.

Hariel had only ventured to the small fishing village on a couple of trips with Hagrid, and about a dozen times alone under her invisibility cloak.

But visible or not, proper communication was near impossible because of the language barrier, but that didn’t stop people from walking by the hut to gape and point, though there’d been a noticeable change. Where there once used to be only men and their dogs, the previous month was the first time Hariel had seen any women passing their hut, and soon there were children amongst them too.

At first Hariel couldn’t fathom why; until the obvious answer dawned on her. Of course they were fascinated by the dragon meandering around the hut, and by extension them as well: A giant, a child, a dog and a dragon – they made for an odd little unit, and Hariel couldn’t blame them for their curiosity. Though all of it had Hariel feeling a little like she was part of a zoo exhibition.

More laugher carried on the wind, sounding closer than Hariel expected.

This time it was a group of younger people. Hariel could see them sticking their heads out from behind boulders and trees, pointing at Norbert or her, whispering and snickering. If Hariel was to guess, the group might have sneaked off to see the dragon without their parents permission, since this was the first time she’d seen kids around the hut without an adult escorting them.

Hariel glanced over to Norbert. It was a hot summer day, and the dragon was clawing at the ground, growling and snarling at a rock. He flecked his teeth, his long reptile tongue lolling out. There weren’t any flames, but the heat of his panted breaths caused the air to ripple.

Up in the forest the kids whispered excitedly, and in that moment Hariel had enough. She didn’t want to be on this side of things; and before she could think better of it, Hariel raised her arm and waved up to the group.

The voices hushed instantly as they ducked for cover, and only a couple boys dared remain out in the open. The shorter of the two hesitated, but then waved back.

Heart thumping faster, Hariel smiled.

Hagrid had told her to stay clear of the villagers. The people here weren’t like normal muggles at all, and some of the adults had been pretty threatening the few times Hagrid ventured into the village. Yet it’d been a long while since Hariel had been around anyone her own age. It was at times like these she missed Ron and Hermione like it was a physical wound.

More giggles rang through the forest, and she heard voices speaking in that odd language. To her it was just a string of sounds that didn’t make sense, yet by now there was a specific word that’d been repeated so often that she had a pretty good idea what it meant.

While looking at the boy who’d waved to her, Hariel pointed to Norbert and tried to repeat that word.

“Zealdre-ezes” Hariel grimaced as she butchered the strange word. “Zealdrez- yikes, no.”

It was unexpectedly difficult to force her tongue to twist around the foreign vowels.

“Zaldr- Zaldrī – Zaldrīzes.”

The boy lit up, and the hidden group erupted into excitable murmurs. Too intangible to make out, but audible all the same.

Slowly but surely the boy made his way down the ridge side, looking determined as he dared come closer than anyone had before. He was around her own age, with brown hair, a wide nose and dressed in a garment uncle Vernon would call a dress, but which was in fashion between both women and men in these parts.

Hariel kept silent until he reached the stone fence Hagrid had set up for Norbert’s enclosure. She repeated the word, but laced it with a warning tone.“Zaldrīzes.”

He smiled widely, showing a row of crooked teeth, and fortunately the boy settled for leaning against the fence instead of climbing it. “Kessa! Zaldrīzes! Zaldrīzes!” He said in a thick voice, staring at Norbert with rapturous curiosity.

Zaldrīzes. Dragon.

Hariel nodded, since yes, Norbert was indeed a; “Zaldrīzes.”

Encouraged by her friendliness, the boy pointed a thumb at himself and said clearly. “Jaqo.”

Though uncertain if she’d understood correctly, Hariel pointed at the boy and repeated the word(name?) “Jaqo?”

At that, the boy (Jaqo) lit up, visibly pleased. To finish off introductions he pointed last to her, waiting for Hariel to speak. If she’d guessed the rules of this game right, he was asking her name.

“Hariel.” She told him.

Concentrating, Jaqo tried her name a few times. “Heri… Hari- Heriel... Hariel?”

Hariel.” She confirmed.

Leaves rustled in the forest, earth and gravel shifting under feet as the group of kids started making their way down. Braver now that Jaqo had tested the waters for them. They were seven in total, five boys and two girls, ranging from around seven years old to the oldest who’s close to Percy’s age.

They started speaking too much, too soon and nearly all at once. Too excited to make themselves understood by a foreigner like herself.

Hariel understood they were introducing themselves, pointing at their chests and speaking words – but there were too many words. She couldn’t differentiate between what’s introduction words and what part of the sentences was supposed to be their names. She tried her best, smiling and happy despite how overwhelming it was, but in the end she only caught one other name; Fera. It was an easy name to remember and the older girl had known to repeat the one word until Hariel caught it properly.

The excited atmosphere and loud chatter was something new and interesting to more than just Hariel though. Norbert had certainly smelled other humans, but this was his first meeting with anyone else but Hagrid, Hariel and Fang (that wasn’t dinner).

His head jerked up, the scolding hot rock he’d been playing with was discarded in favour of this new curiosity. Norbert stood up at his hind-legs and flapped his wings to make himself more imposing. His long curious screech cut through the air, sharp enough it made several stagger back.

“Sssshhh, Norbert.” Hariel hushed the dragon, stepping in between the group and Norbert while a flicker of doubt came over her.

Maybe this hadn’t been such a good idea.

Her placement stopped the dragon from using fire, but it didn’t stop him from approaching. Crouching down, his long neck arched towards the ground, the dragon shuffled forwards. The kids scared at once, several screamed and started running – which was about the worst thing they could possibly do. Hariel could see Norbert’s predatory instincts kicking in.

Because when a prey tried to run, a dragon takes flight.

“Stop!” Hariel shouted, acting without thought as she held up her hands to halt him; as if the dragon would magically understand human gestures.

In a stroke of luck, Norbert halted in his track, his yellow eyes locking with hers.

Good boy. Calm down now.” Hariel said, extremely relieved it’d worked. They'd tried to command Norbert countless times before, but this was the first time it’d worked. Normally he showed little to no interest in doing anything less than whatever he pleased.

Mindful of her movements, Hariel walked up to the dragon’s side, and reached out with her palm flat. “You want a scratch?”

Hariel might’ve imagined it, but in that moment he felt like more than a beast. She could’ve sworn there was something like understanding shimmering behind those yellow reptilian eyes, as if she was connecting with him better than she’d managed previously.

Abruptly, Norbert growled loudly, teeth glistening and tongue flapping. Hariel startled slightly, but then broke into a grin. They were alright as long as he didn’t clench his jaw: Because a clenched jaw meant biting. A clenched jaw meant heat and fire – but this wasn’t that. It’d be hard for anyone else but Hagrid to recognize, but this was just Norbert’s version of a loud, toothy laugh.

“You just like the attention, don’t you?” Hariel chuckled as Norbert allowed her to pet him, tilting his head so she’d scratch just the right spot.

Norbert’s approach had sent the group scattering, and those brave enough to remain had taken cover.

Hariel smiled to Jaqo from where he was peering around a thick trunk, hoping his obvious interest in dragons hadn’t been squashed so easily. Maybe she could salvage this? She’d like to learn a few more words in this strange language of theirs.

Jaqo was looking wearily between Norbert and Hariel, but it almost seemed it wasn’t the dragon he looked most worried about. The oldest boy in the group came up and grabbed Jaqo's arm, whispering something. Whatever he said made Jaqo follow as the group turned around to leave.

“You’re going?” Hariel asked, knowing perfectly well he wouldn’t understand, but didn’t know what else to do.

She missed having friends. Hagrid was wonderful and one of the best people she’d ever met - but he was sixty-four years old, and there was only so much they had in common.

At her words Jaqo glanced back over his shoulder, but only smiled apologetically, before the other boy dragged him out of sight.

Hariel wasn’t sure she understood why they left so suddenly, but could only assume Norbert’s charge and her own foreignness was to blame. It’s only natural, she tried to tell herself, even while a nagging feeling told her something wasn’t quite right.

Why had the kids seemed more weary of Hariel than Norbert when they left…? It’s not like she’d done magic.

Because how was Hariel to know the words flowing out of her mouth – the speech that’d suddenly captivated Norbert so, the sound that scared the other kids – wasn’t English at all?

Hariel had never heard of Parseltongue before, nor did she know she could speak it. That when Norbert long neck had crouched low and he’d been slinking forwards in an imitation of a slithering snake, it caused her parseltongue to activate in front of all those children.

No, Hariel wouldn’t figure that out until later that day, when a simple remark to Norbert had the groundskeeper struck dumb.

“Gallopin' Gorgons! What was that sound outta yer mouth?”

And that’s how both Hariel Potter and Rubeus Hagrid learned she was a parselmouth -- but more importantly that Norbert was much more receptive to snake speech than any human gibberish.

Notes:

Here's a sketch of baby Norbert,

Never Tickle a Sleeping Dragon - QuillQ (1)

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 3: In the Light of the Bluebell Flames

Notes:

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

HARIEL II

1 year later

A gust of wind swept over the coast, flickering Hariel’s raven hair into her eyes. Once again it was a warm summer morning – the same as most days had been for an entire year – and Hariel had ventured down to the seaside to fish with her friends; Jaqo and Fera. Their intentions were to bring back dinner, but things had derailed a little.

“What do you say, Hariel? Can you repair it? I will pay three milk pails for your services.” Fera asked, speaking clearly enough Hariel caught everything.

It’d been a slow start, but after befriending two local kids from town, Jaqo and Fera, her vocabulary had been improving on a daily basis.

Hariel accepted the worn book and inspected the damage it’d sustained under Fera’s hawk like attention and Jaqo’s smug confidence.

Like all books around here it was an intricate work of handcraft, and though the book wasn’t made from the best parchment quality, the careful writing and small illustrations proved someone had put in considerate effort to make it.

“To mend book… I need the… gone, er’… parts?” Hariel said hesitantly, gesturing to the book.

“The torn pages are stored at the back of the book.” Fera said.

Sure enough, the missing pages were stocked between the last page and leathery cover.

“I can mend it.”

Fera pursed her lips. “That is an important book. It belonged to my great-grandfather, and if you ruin it my family will demand compensation.”

Though Hariel was learning, that sentence had been a bit too complex. To take in the words, translate it in her head, and then come up with a reply made Hariel slow to answer. “I can mend it.” She repeated. “I make the book… um’… be beauty.”

Jaqo snickered into his hand.

Hariel sighed, knowing she’d butchered her sentences again.

“Never mind my stupid cousin. I think your Valyrian has come a long way, Hariel.” Fera said.

“Valyrian” was the spoken tongue in these parts, and once Hariel started understanding the language it’d become a thousand times easier to get information too. Hariel now knew they lived along the northern coastline of the “Shivering Sea” on a continent called “Essos”.

Hariel had heard of other places such as “Hills of Norvos” “the Axe” and “Lorath” a few times too. They were major landmarks and cities, but since the town didn’t have a single map that showed more than the town borders, Hariel had no idea just how far away any of these landmarks were.

“Thank you, I practise very much,” Hariel said. She closed the book and put it into her old schoolbag, which she carried with her on nearly all outings these days. “-and I take book home to mend. You get book back... soon, and I get the milk pails?”

“You only get the milk once it’s mended.” Fera insisted.

“I get half of milk now?” Hariel haggled. “And half when finish?”

“You already have the book, you will get the promised milk when I get the book returned whole and repaired.”

“I need food to work, Fera. One milk pail now, and two after?”

Fera hesitated until Jaqo spoke up, coming to her defence. “You know Hariel has never failed to repair anything I’ve asked of her before, cousin.”

Fera nodded. “We have a deal. Come along then, we’ll head to the farm to retrieve the milk…” Fera frowned, and then added on hesitantly. “We’ll have to go around town though.”

Yes.” Hariel agreed quietly, because she knew Jaqo and Fera got in trouble with some of the more distrustfully inclined townsfolk whenever they were seen in the company of “the dragon people”. It was a small community where everyone knew everyone, so it was just easier to meet in remote places.

This had all come about soon after their initial meeting, where Norbert scared the group of children away.

Only days later Hariel had ran into Jaqo on the outskirts of town, standing next to a broken wheelbarrow full of logs. One of the front supporters to the wheel had snapped, leaving Jaqo unable to get anywhere with his heavy cargo.

She still remembered well how Jaqo’d approached Norbert too. Either it’d been brave or reckless didn’t matter to Hariel – she figured both traits would’ve made him a good Gryffindor – so she’d decided to offer her assistance.

Though the language barrier remained a huge bother, they made due with pointed hand gesticulations and wild arm waving. They tried several things, but after half an hour of tugging, pushing and jostling, they were forced to face reality. This wasn’t working.

The problem was just one measly broken piece of timber that was supposed to keep the wheel in place, Jaqo still had a ways left to go -- and Hagrid had been teaching her the spell that’d be perfect for this.

It’d be so easy for Hariel to fix, and so difficult for Jaqo if she didn’t.

During their short meetings Hariel had already learned several words from him too. Such as Jaqo’s name, the word for ‘dragon’, ‘wheelbarrow’, ‘lift’ – and what might have been a pretty crude swearword, because Jaqo’d flushed red and shaken his head vehemently after she’d tried repeating it.

So would it really be so disastrous if she used magic? He already knew she had a dragon. That she wasn’t quite right – and this was her chance, wasn’t it?

While Jaqo was occupied inspecting his raw skinned and bleeding hand, Hariel drew her wand and whispered; “Reparo.”

When Jaqo looked up again, Hariel's wand was back in her pocket and she was grinning at him expectantly, her green eyes glinting.

They’d been friends ever since.

Walking in a line they followed the winding terrain of the shoreside until the town peaked out from behind the cliffs.

“Which ship is that?” Fera said, pointing towards the ocean.

As a seaside town their main businesses were trade and fishing, and boats were a familiar sight, but even from afar this one looked different.

“The sail’s got sigils on them.” Jaqo said.

Hariel frowned at the new word. “What is ‘sigil’?”

“The sigil is the drawing on the sail.” Jaqo responded. “I have seen that sigil before. I think the ship comes from a Master in Lorath.”

“What would bring them to our small town?” Fera wondered. “There are no Masters here, only the governor.”

Jaqo frowned. “I’ll go join father at the docks. There’ll be news there. Once you get the milk you should hurry home, Hariel. Better not be caught wandering while foreigners are about.”

Hariel rolled her eyes. After all, she knew well how most of the townsfolk felt about newcomers.

While Hariel and Fera continued towards the farm, Jaqo split off to hear the news from the docks. Hariel was sure she’d hear all about it tomorrow.

The trek from town to the hut took about an hour and a half, but that was with no breaks and without getting lost, which could happen easily. It’s not like there was a path to follow, and in the beginning Hariel had ended up wandering lost for several hours after an outing.

It was still mid afternoon when Hariel returned, carrying the milk pail with cold hands and numb fingers, arriving just as Hagrid was about to feed Norbert. His scales had hardened and his colouring had turned into rich shades of blue. He’d grown to the size of a horse, but could appear twice as large when he stretched out his leathery wings. Like a teenager in the worst of his growth-spurt, Norbert was skinny and gangly – giving him a stretched look without much meat or muscles.

“Hi, Hagrid!”

“Oh, yer back already? Did yeh have fun with yer friends? I thought yeh were goin’ fishin’?”

“We were, but nothing was biting so instead I traded us some milk from Fera.” Hariel said, appreciating the ease of speaking English. There were days the mental strain of following Valyrian conversations could wear her out more thoroughly than a quidditch match.

“Ah, I’ll never understand how they have the patience fer their muggle-fishin’.”

“They don’t have a choice but to be patient. They don’t have magic.” Hariel remarked.

“I guess. But yeh better put the milk in the pantry before it spoils.”

“And you better hurry to feed Norbert, he looks impatient.”

She focused on Norbert’s reptilian features, using his similarities to snakes to slip into parseltongue.

“Hello, Norbert.”

At once his head whipped around, long neck coiling. “Food!” He hissed urgently in snake tongue, turning back to stare at Hagrid.

Yes, it’s nice to see you too.” Hariel muttered sarcastically.

Food!” He repeated, unwilling to be distracted from his goal, making his scratchy tone particularly grating.

Hariel didn’t take offence though. The privilege of being able to converse with a dragon was awarding in itself.

To be a parselmouth was to be able to speak to snakes, but as a fire breathing dragon Norbert was absolutely no snake. No more than an alligator was a snake – or a gecko or a chameleon.

When Hariel had met a boa constricter during Dudley’s birthday, the snake had understood her perfectly from the beginning, but that wasn’t quite the case with Norbert, who did not speak snake. He spoke “dragon” – whatever that was – however: he was also reptile enough to have some overlap.

Considering everything, Hariel drew parallels between her own translation struggles and Norbert’s.

Similarly to how Hariel had only known English; Norbert only knew how to “speak dragon” – but thrust into a new place of foreign lands and people, they were forced to adapt. Norbert recognized parseltongue as a related language to his species the same way Hariel recognized Valyrian as a language too.

So though Norbert couldn’t naturally speak parseltongue, and Hariel couldn’t automatically snap her fingers to understand Valyrian; they could both learn. And they were.

With practise Norbert eventually learned the meaning behind a few simpler terms: Such as “Stop!” when he tried burning down the hut, or “Return!” Whenever he flew too far.

Norbert had never been born to speak snake, but dragons were intelligent beings, and within a few months of exposure to Hariel’s parselmouth, Norbert’s growls and roars turned huskier and more snake-like, until one day it escalated when:

“ma, ma, mala, dya, wha-pa!”

The first time she heard the scratchy, sharp pitched voice it’d been so unexpected Hariel dropped her teacup in surprise.

“I’ve got it.” Hagrid unhooked his pink umbrella from his belt and pointed it at the porcelain pieces. “Reparo.” He said, and the pieces sprang back together. Hagrid had stopped pretending the umbrella was anything but his badly disguised wand. He even admitted that Dumbledore had (secretly) repaired his wand after the Ministry initially snapped it.

“Wha- Hagrid! Did you hear that? What’s Norbert doing?”

“Hm? What do yeh mean?”

“Norbert.” She said, pointing at the dragon.

“He’s just goofin’ around.”

“He’s speaking, Hagrid.”

“Well, sure. He’s got a lot of energy, don’ he? Got a lot of feelin’s ter express - just like the rest of us – or do yeh mean the hissin’? I noticed his growls changed a bit too, but I’ll take that over the screechin’. The hissin’ ain’t nearly as loud.”

“Hissing?” Hariel asked, looking bewildered from Hagrid to Norbert.

Wha-ma-ha?” Norbert said nonsensically, though his husky babbling had an oddly questioning lilt to it.

“Yes…? He’s just hissin’.” Hagrid said.

(How was Hagrid not hearing this?! Unless-!)

“That’s not hissing, I can understand him. That sounds like English to me – kind of. It’s mostly random sounds, like baby-babbling, but... but I think he’s trying to speak parseltongue, Hagrid.”

It was one thing to make herself understood to Norbert, but it was another matter completely for the dragon to talk back.

Hagrid had walked on clouds that day, proud and excited – perhaps a little envious too – that they could communicate with Norbert this way, and Hariel had practised with him ever since. By now Norbert might have taught himself more parseltongue than Hagrid had Valyrian.

“Yeh know what I found fer you? Can yeh smell it, Norbert? Can you? I think you’ll like it, yes I do.” Hagrid cooed.

Food?” Norbert asked, shifting around agitated at the promise of a meal. “Food? Food. Food!” He demanded repeatedly.

It was one of his favourite words, being the first word he learned amongst his sacred F-bomb trinity:

Food! Fly! Fire!

Hariel pointed to Hagrid. “He’s got the food.” She reminded him in parseltongue.

Norbert eyed the half-giant speculatively. “Mama food?”

At that, Hariel quickly switched back to English. “You need to hurry, Hagrid. Norbert asked if he could eat you again.”

“Rubbish, me boy wasn’t tryin’ ter eat me.” Hagrid waved away her worry, “It was just an affectionate nip.”

“Um’… Sure.” Hariel said, arching a brow.

Norbert had affection for Hagrid, but the older he got, the harder it was to keep him controlled without parseltongue. As he grew bigger and stronger, Norbert began testing the power dynamics between them, challenging the authority and seeing what he could get away with – and the incident where he’d tried taking a bite out of Hagrid’s leg had been a close one. If they hadn’t been magical, Hariel was certain it would’ve ended in disaster.

Hariel went to put the milk away, listening with half an ear to Hagrid’s baby-talk in case things went fiery.

“Come ‘ere, Norbert, I’ve got yeh a juicy deer! Yes I ‘ave! They’re yer favourite, right? Hariel says so.”

The rest of the day was occupied completing various small tasks that’d become a familiarized routine. When the sun set and the foreign stars of this strange world emerged, Hariel made herself comfortable in Hagrid’s oversized chair, put on her reading glasses and continued where she left off on chapter 5 of ‘Animal Ghosts of Britain’. Fang sat with his head resting in Hariel’s lap, drooling over her clothes while Hagrid occupied the kitchen table sowing a new cloak for her. She’d outgrown her previous one, and Hagrid was actually a pretty skilled seamster.

When the hour grew late Hariel went to bed first, climbing down into the expandable chest where she’d been using one of the storage room as her private quarters. She’d barely put her head down, pulling her rug up under her chin as she tried to get comfortable in her hammock when something odd happened:

Someone knocked on the door.

It was so unexpected Hariel nearly fell out of the hammock. No one had ever knocked on their door before.

While Hariel hurried to get dressed, she heard Hagrid go to answer the door. When she climbed out of the chest, Hagrid stepped aside to reveal the boy standing outside in the pitch darkness, only a weak lantern for light that’d nearly burned out.

“Hariel? Come ‘ere. Yer friend’s at the door, but I don’t understand what he’s sayin’.” Hagrid said.

Jaqo? What is wrong?” Hariel said, switching to speak Valyrian. Jaqo had never walked all the way up to the hut, because it meant getting too close to the dragon enclosure. Yet here he stood, at this time of night, looking as if he’d ran all the way from the village. If that lantern was all Jaqo’d had for light it was a miracle he hadn’t gotten lost. Or maybe she was wrong, and the reason he was so ruffled and worn was because he’d been wandering the forest for hours?

Jaqo began talking at once, his words too fast and strained for Hariel to understand even half of it.

Wait, wait! You speak too fast, Jaqo.” She protested, “You want to come in? You want water to drink?”

No. There is no time!” Catching his breath, Jaqo started over, making sure to pronounce his words better. “You need to flee, Hariel. They will be here soon. They are coming to take the dragon!”

Hariel’s heart stuttered. “... Who is coming?”

The ship from Lorath – the men were sent here to take your dragon back to their master! I heard them!” Jaqo hissed urgently. “They asked after the dragon in the village, about where it lived and who owns it. They are armed, at least twenty trained warriors, and they are already on their way.”

It’s dark, how will they find the way?” These people were new to the area, and it was quite difficult to find the hut. Only the locals knew these forests well enough to have a hope of finding it in daylight – far less at night.

“… They have help,” Jaqo whispered. “from town.”

There was a terrible moment after Hariel translated Jaqo’s news to Hagrid, and they had to make a choice.

Would they stand their ground, or run and hide?

Hariel wished this development was more of a shock, but they’d suspected something could go wrong. The townsfolk had never truly warmed up to them -- though they’d never expected outsiders to be the ones to force their hands.

The thing was though; this might be all they had, but it wasn’t much and they hadn’t been here long. It chafed at her Gryffindor side to run away, but she didn’t want a fight either. She couldn’t stomach the idea of anything happening to Hagrid, Norbert or Fang.

In the end, Hagrid decided for the both of them.

“We’re packin’ up, Hariel.”

The hut descended into a whirlwind of activity. Hagrid picked up his massive bed and threw it into the expandable chest, uncaring that Jaqo was still present.

Before the boy could leave, Hariel pulled up Fera’s book from her backpack. She hadn’t gotten around to repairing it yet. She’d planned to do it in the morning, but time had ran out.

Hariel dropped the book on the kitchen table, pulled out the torn pages and put them where they were supposed to be.

Forget about Fera’s book,” Jaqo said urgently. “there isn’t time.”

Hariel pointed her wand at the book. “Reparo!” the spell slid over the book, and the pages glued themselves back together. Jaqo’s eyes grew wide as saucers, struck speechless as he watched Hariel take his lantern, whispering the incantation for Hermione’s bluebell flames. The sad little candle flickered out, only for a floating flame to take shape instead, shining a cold blue light that’d work better in the dark forest.

Hariel pushed the book into Jaqo’s numb hands. “For Fera.” She said tightly, and then gave him the lantern. “For you.”

He accepted the items, only able to stutter.

“You need to run, hurry - and…” Hariel stepped forwards and hugged him tightly. “Goodbye, Jaqo.” She said, miserable that she was being separated from yet another friend.

There wasn’t time for anything else. They rushed to pack up everything while Jaqo slipped quietly out of the door. When Hariel next looked after him, he’d already disappeared into the black forest.

Fifteen minutes after the first knock on the door, the hut had been stripped clean of objects thrown unceremoniously into the expandable chest. To make the bulky wooden box easier to carry, Hagrid made a strap by looping a rope through the iron handles, and wore the chest like an oversized duffle bag.

Hariel had only just pulled on her backpack when a ferocious shriek rang from outside.

Time was up.

“Norbert.” Hagrid said and stormed outside, the chest bouncing at his side. “Oy! What do yeh think yer doin'?!”

With a sinking feeling, Hariel rushed after him, gripping Fang’s leash in one hand and her wand in the other. “Come on, Fang.”

Outside Norbert was snarling his displeasure loudly from the air above, flying in circles over the treetops. There were flickering lights from handheld torches in the forest, spread out around the hut.

“Hagrid?” She asked timidly.

What now? They’d been found before they could run.

Hagrid rushed up to her, pushing a hand against her back to make her move. “We need ter ru-

He cut off when an arrow barely missed them, hitting the side of the hut. It was impossible to tell where exactly it’d come from, but Hariel raised her wand and fired into the dark.

“Wingardium Leviosa!”

There was a startled cry, but before she could figure out what she’d hit Hagrid pushed her along, trying to shield her with his body as they ran.

Shouting rang out behind them, the torches moving as the men set off after them. It was pitch black, the ground uneven, and it didn’t take long before they started tripping. Hariel ran head first into a branch that scraped her bloody, nearly taking her eye, and Hagrid probably had it worse. The darkness was their best shield, yet they needed light to see where they were going. If they kept going like this they were bound to run straight off a cliff and break something.

“Lumos!”

Hariel’s wand shone brighter than all the torches, illuminating the sharp branches, pointy bushes, and treacherous rocks they were running through. It sounded like the men were behind them, but just as she glanced over her shoulder she spotted a fast moving shadow from the corner of her eye. Not a man, but a-

“Dog!” Hariel shouted just as the beast lunged for Hagrid.

Completely unprepared for the attack Hagrid toppled over, the dog on top of him and unbalancing Hariel in the process. Her lumos flickered out as Hariel crashed into the ground and gasped in pain when the wooden chest smacked hard into her leg.

Hariel scrambled to her knees, her left leg throbbing unhappily. The men holding torches were easily seen, but there were those without as well, lurking in the dark and surrounding them.

“Wingardium Leviosa!”

The spell had enough punch to send two swords, several arrows, a bow, a knife and the snarling dog trying to rip out Hagrid’s throat levitating into the air.

“Petrificus Totalus! Petrificus Totalus! Petrificus Totalus!” There was no plan, no rhyme or reason: Hariel was simply aiming for whatever was closest.

The crowd screamed, and initially Hariel thought it was because of her spell-work, but it was something much more ferocious.

Zaldrīzes!”

Food!” Norbert swooped down, screeching furiously. FIRE!”

– and next the lack of lightening was fixed by a shower of dragon fire. It washed over the forest, and their screams turned to wails of terror.

“Agh!” Hariel scrambled backwards against the fierce heat of the flames – which looked too pale to be right, almost cold. The streaming flamethrower didn’t look like Norbert’s usual fire anymore. Maybe it was just a trick of the light, but Hariel could’ve sworn the fire shone blue instead of red.

She was distracted by the sight of a burning man running wildly, screaming for help. The pain in his voice made her feel horrified and sick to her stomach.

Then Hagrid’s massive hand clamped over her shoulder, picking her clean off the ground and back on her feet. “Hariel! Are yeh alright?!”

“I’m… I’m– l-let’s go!”

Dawn arrived warm but overcast, the sun looking like a flashlight shining from underneath white sheets. They’d been moving throughout the night, but at last exhaustion forced them to rest.

Hariel had no idea where they were. At some point they’d left the forest into a mountainous terrain, with rocky hills and a steep climbs.

“At least we learned what sort of breed mixture Norbert is.” Hagrid said while preparing breakfast. He was using the wooden chest he’d carried all night as a seat, with Fang stubbornly glued to his side.

Hariel had been about to nod off, so it took her a while to respond. “… We did?” She wondered, glancing at Norbert. Curled in on himself, the dragon was sleeping soundly at her side, sated and tired from a busy night.

Hariel felt conflicted, how could she not? Norbert had killed people last night.

Sure, he’d only gone after the people who’d been trying to kill them, but still… Hariel didn’t think she’d ever forget the sight of Norbert setting a man on fire and eating him. She was upset about everything, yet relieved they were alive, but mostly she felt guilty.

“Sure we did.” Hagrid said, nodding towards Norbert. “Those flames he made narrowed it down.”

“Oh right… So you saw the blue flames too? I was half convinced it was just a trick of the light – or a lack of it.”

“No, they were blue alright.” Hagrid agreed, looking away grimly. “An’ there aren’t many dragon breeds that can breathe blue fire. Even less who breathes blue fire an’ also ‘ave blue scales. I only know the Swedish Short-Snout ter posses both those traits. Their blue scales makes 'em pretty sought after ter make dragon-hide products.”

“So Norbert’s half Hungarian, half Swedish, born in Essos and raised by a couple Englishmen?” Hariel joked weakly. “A mixed breed indeed.”

The dragon rumbled in his sleep, making a reverberating sound in the back of his throat, and sniffled out a stream of smoke from his snout. Fang immediately shuffled closer to Hagrid, nearly climbing into his lap.

Hariel sighed. “He’s dangerous.” She said pointedly. Of course she’d always known that, but it was so much more real now. Either they’d deserved it or not, Hariel had watched those men die by dragon fire, the images seared into her mind.

“O' course. He’s a dragon, they’re all dangerous.” Hagrid agreed, patting Fang on the back. “But I’m sorry about last night, Hariel. So sorry.”

“What do you have to be sorry for?” She asked, genuinely nonplussed.

“I’m supposed ter take care of yeh, make sure yer safe, but yeh nearly died, Hariel!”

“But not because of you, Hagrid. What else could we’ve done?”

“We should’ve left sooner. ‘Knew those townsfolk were up to no good.”

“It wasn’t the townsfolk that attacked us though. It was those soldiers from Lorath that started things… It’s not just Norbert’s who’s dangerous in this world.”

“No, he isn’t.” Hagrid agreed, his face sombre. “Norbert scared them off real good though.”

Hariel snorted at the understatement. “They never stood a chance after they stirred Norbert awake. You know how grumpy he gets when someone disturbs his beauty sleep.”

Hagrid’s lips briefly flickered up at the corners. “Well, I’ll take better care from now on, I promise, Hariel. We’ll find somewhere better an’ safer ter live – an’ yeh know; as long as Norbert’s lookin’ after us, we’ve got nothin’ ter worry about, do we?”

“You have a point.” Hariel said tiredly. “What can possibly be a threat to a dragon?”

Maybe she shouldn’t have said that. Perchance to do so had been to challenge fate. Perhaps they jinxed themselves, (since it wouldn’t be much longer before they learned the answer).

They heard it first: a deep, rumbling growl ringing through the air. The sun was blocked out by a massive wing, before an enormous dragon landed in front of them. Long necked, red scaled and with a head larger than Hariel was tall.

Because the only threat to a dragon could only ever be another – much larger – dragon.

Notes:

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 4: Red and Blue

Notes:

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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DAEMON I

Daemon reached up to scratch his shoulder, fingers tracing over the battle mark hidden underneath the layers. A permanent reminder from a fiery arrow which had made it a pain to swing his sword for ages. The blood and tears and infection had healed in time, leaving only rough scars.

The dreary little sh*thole he’d located reeked of fish, sweat, seaweed and rotting wood, but most poignant was the brine. Though it had few geographical similarities, something about it brought forth memories of the Stepstones as well.

Gods, the f*cking crabs.

He’d first heard the dragon rumours back in Pentos. A ship journeying from Lorath Bay, to Braavos and then to Pentos were the first to talk of dragons in Northern Essos, but they hadn’t been the last.

Because of the distances, the rumours were slow to reach his ears, but his swift exit and with Caraxes assistance Daemon had regained his contenders head-start. Nothing could outpace a dragon. From the clouds Daemon had an overview that outclassed everyone, the wind under Caraxes wings carried him faster than any ship could dream to move at sea, and any horse could hope to on land.

At last Daemon had tracked the dragon rumours to a dingy little fishing town so insignificant not a single map had bothered to mark it -- only to arrive one f*cking day too late.

The night before a Magister of Lorath had attempted to seize the dragon, to his folly. They’d hoped to kill the dragon handlers and steal the dragon while it was chained down for the night. Unfortunately for them, the dragon had been unchained and the handlers ready for the attack.

So all the Magister had achieved was sending the dragon fleeing, losing both his soldiers and a son in the process. There were a few survivors from the fire who graciously took the time to answer Daemon’s questions – at least once he started feeding one after the other to Caraxes.

They spoke tales of a winged beast with blue fire and magic that froze limbs. Daemon wasn’t sure what to make of it, and found the townsfolk’s tales more informative.

“They lived in a hut up in the forest, you Grace, and the dragon was much smaller than yours” The town leader was the governor, a kneeling, terrified man sweating through his layers, hoping subservient capitulation would spare his life from Caraxes.

The man would be wiser to fear Daemon’s displeasure than his dragon’s. Caraxes had been sated on Lorathy soldiers, whilst Daemon remained in a foul mood, and he’d heard a time or two he had a reputation for impetuousness.

A day. He’d been beaten to the punch by a f*cking day.

“Who are they?”

“Foreigners, your Grace. We don’t know when they came here.” The bastardized Valyrian rolled hard off the governor’s tongue. Sharp and unpleasant compared to the melodious Pentoshi accent of Valyrian he’d become familiarized with.

“Last year, after the Night of Falling Lights, we went searching for a fallen star, but found their hut in the forest instead. Hagrid is the biggest man I ever saw, easily twice as tall as any man, and monstrously strong. There’s another as well; a young girl named Hariel. Neither spoke our language, though the girl was learning.”

“Yet you had no issue with these strangers keeping a dragon in the forest?”

“We didn’t know about the dragon at first, and afterwards... nothing happened. The two were able to keep it controlled, but…” He swallowed hesitantly.

Daemon sighed, impatient to get out of the sh*thole of a town. “Speak, and be done with it.”

“The girl’s wrong.”

“Wrong how? A lackwit? Hideous?”

“No, but looks may be deceiving. She… She’s a witch, your Grace.”

Daemon blinked. “Witch?”

“I… I can prove it, your Grace.” Pale and nervous, the governor brought forth a scruffy lantern with a blue glowing fire burning inside it, quickly placing it on the table as if afraid to touch it.

How curious.

“It belonged to the witch. It keeps burning without wick or wax. It’s not right, you Grace.”

The lantern itself was unremarkable; dirty with grime, rust and blood stains which Daemon wiped from his fingers, but the flame was captivating. A hovering ball of blue fire with a pleasant warmth – yet not too hot. Daemon could reach into the heart of the fire without being burned. Anyone could. Like Caraxes breath, it tickled his fingers, wrapping around his skin like heated fog.

A harmless flame.

Finally, something worth his attention.

And while the governor beheld the light with spooked trepidation, Daemon threw back his head and laughed.

It was two days later, and Daemon still hadn’t located them. In that time he’d spotted another ship from Lorath sailing along the coast and when he’d flown inland Daemon caught sight of a company journeying from Norvos.

The race was on.

Who would find the dragon first?

It’d been years since he’d travelled with Caraxes this way. Going from town to town chasing rumours and whispers. At the start of their marriage Daemon had explored Essos with his wife. Travelling north on dragonback from Volantis, up the river Rhoyne to Qohor and Norvos. They’d returned to Pentos when Laena learned she was with child, and neither had travelled much since the birth of their twin daughters, Baela and Rhaena.

Not until now, and the longer Daemon was on this adventure, the harder it was to deny how much he’d missed this. Craved it. It wasn’t the flying itself, not the travelling or physical exertion.

No, it was to finally have a purpose again. A worthy goal to achieve.

If the rumours proved true, these upstarts would sooner or later pose a threat to his family.

It made the memories of warring in the Stepstones resurface.

Where are you little crab? Which hole have you crawled into? Which stone has been left unturned?

(Gods, but he missed it.)

Sometimes it felt like Daemon had fought his entire life, yet he’d never been tested against another dragon rider.

Though the afternoon was waning, and Daemon would probably land soon to give Caraxes some rest.

Gripping the reins and leaning left in his saddle, Daemon reached for the spiritual spark connecting him to Caraxes. It wasn’t a communication of words or visions, but a little nudge, a mental prod which hinted to Caraxes that Daemon desired to change course -- to steer left. His dragon understood, and yet chose to ignore it, stubbornly keeping on course.

Daemon narrowed his eyes, poking harder. “Come now, my Caraxes.”

With an annoyed shake of his head, Caraxes snorted petulantly and relented to Daemon’s request.

For now.

Navigating a dragon was nothing like steering a horse.

No rider could ever truly force a dragon do their bidding, and Caraxes was a particular ferocious one for his kind. Challenging the will of such a dragon wasn’t for the weak of mind, and even after bonding with Caraxes it was matter of partnership, not servitude.

Caraxes flew where Daemon wanted because they cooperated, but it could just as easily go the other way around too. Caraxes whims of whom to burn and where to fly had oftentimes swayed Daemons desires, as such it wasn’t unheard of for his restless dragon to fly off course with his rider to explore for a day or two - just for the hell of it.

To date, Daemon’s favourite detour had been when he’d meant to fly to Tyrosh, but Caraxes wanted to visit Lys instead. Though initially embarrassingly pissed off at his lack of control of Caraxes, it turned out the pillow houses of Lys had been the remedy Daemon required after being forced to marry Rhea Royce. (May his bronze bitch burn in the Seven Hells -- hopefully in dragonfire.)

With dragons, relenting some control was imperative to achieve a good partnership. To not be unquestionably obeyed had always unnerved his brother Viserys, but Daemon had learned to revere it. Cherished the challenge as a part of the thrill of being deemed worthy of a dragon.

Case and point: It seemed Caraxes was in a mood that day and obstinately shifted course, suddenly steering back towards the hillsides instead of landing.

“Caraxes!” Daemon’s biting tone would’ve sent a servant to their knees, falling over themselves to please their prince, but his dragon just snorted dismissively.

Daemon sighed, pinching the bridge of his cold nose. When they landed Daemon rather be somewhere with a river instead of some barren mountaintop. He needed to refill his water-skins and clean up, but Caraxes had other inclinations.

They soared further away from the rich green valleys of trickling rivers and deeper into the treacherous parts of the Hills of Norvos.

It was there, as Daemon passed the time coming up with a believable explanation for how he ended up in the forest of Qohor instead of searching for the dragon -- without letting on that Caraxes had kidnapped him again -- that he finally saw it.

A creature flew out from behind a distant mountainside, so far away that it was hard to make out, yet normally it should’ve been impossible to see at all.

Because either that was a monstrously large bird, or a young dragon.

“Oh, Caraxes…” Daemon breathed, excitement boiling in his blood and affection welling in his chest. “Marvellous, my wyrm.”

Caraxes took off with no disagreements. They may not always agree on where to travel, but when it mattered they became one heart and one mind. Caraxes fire and Daemon’s blood.

The brief chase through the sky ended when the other dragon swooped down, seeking refuge on the ground. Caraxes landed with a harsh thud at the foot of the mountain. The other dragon was placed a little higher on the slope, having flown straight back to its handlers.

It didn’t take more than a glance before Daemon understood why the fishers had feared the man called Hagrid, and could reluctantly see why they’d worried to attack.

Hairy and massive in both height and width, Daemon could only marvel at the sight of his first giant. There were no other explanation for Hagrid’s size other than true giant’s blood flowing through his veins. The tales Daemon had come across claimed his kind would only be found North of the Wall – not in Essos. At most no further south than the wastelands of the North, where the blood of the First Men ran thick within the Starks, Boltons and Glovers. The Umbers could model the giant depicted on their House Sigil after this man.

Hagrid was shouting after a yowling dog fleeing for its life, his booming voice carried easily up to Caraxes back, though the language itself was nonsensical to Daemon’s ears.

From there, things quickly escalated into a loud ruckus.

The other dragon was young. No more than the size of a horse, skinny, with gleaming blue scales, bronze spikes and an attitude much too large for its size. It screeched f*cking murder at Caraxes, with its spiked tail whipping wildly from side to side.

Caraxes roared back, but it only served to make the young one screech even louder. Sparks and smoke flared from the snout as it stood up on its hind legs, flapping its wings.

A spirited little thing, Daemon thought, trying to intimidate Caraxes when even at full wingspan it stretched shorter than Caraxes tail.

Daemon calmed himself down so his dragon would pick up on his emotional cues, hopefully reminding Caraxes the blue youngling was just a babe, not a true threat. If possible, Daemon wanted it alive.

But Caraxes raised a wing, almost unbalancing Daemon from his back when he reached out and swatted the little dragon over the head. Daemon believed Hagrid might’ve been grazed by the ends of Caraxes wing, yet he barely stumbled. In the meanwhile the young dragon toppled over, but swiftly jumped back on its feet, letting out an indignant cry.

It charged forwards, chest puffing out the way Daemon recognized whenever they cast fire, when the last person in the odd group made herself seen. Completely ignorable until the child ran straight in front of the dragon.

Fool!

It was suicide.

Though Daemon would much rather the girl be bathed in dragon fire than Caraxes.

A strange sound carried on the wind, a hoarse hiss or a strange whisper - was she hushing it?

Inexplicably, it worked though. The little dragon let out a steam of rippling hot air without fire, it’s noises turning from growls and roars to low keen hissing.

Daemon brows climbed up his forehead.

Alright…

Intriguing.

Was this little girl Hariel? The witch?

Daemon glanced over to Hagrid, who was staring wide eyed and open mouthed at Caraxes.

“Who are you?” The girl called out in heavily accented Valyrian. “What you… want? We no want… blood.”

“I don’t necessarily require your blood either,” Daemon agreed, unsheathing his Valyrian Steel sword from his hip. “only your dragon.”

The black haired girl glanced worriedly between the dragons, pale and tight lipped.

Hagrid spoke up and the girl answered in the same strange tongue. What language was that? The open, round, and rolling vowels reminded him slightly of Common Tongue, and yet he didn’t understand a word.

Meanwhile the young blue dragon was getting stressed and agitated. The only times its attention wasn’t fixed on Caraxes, was when its yellow eyes flickered towards the girl.

It was bonded to the girl… Maybe.

… Perhaps not?

But even if it wasn’t a completed bond, it wouldn’t be long before it was, and Daemon could use that to his advantage.

Shepherding an unbound dragon from the Hills of Norvos all the way to Pentos would be nothing short of a tedious nightmare. The blue dragon was tiny compared to Caraxes but still the size of a horse, and Daemon couldn’t simply stuff it in a box and ship it back to the mansion. It’d probably take months to herd the dragon back, and Laena’d be slow to forgive Daemon for missing the birth of their child – but the girl could work.

Daemon considered the possibilities.

The straight forward approach would be to kill Hagrid and tie Hariel to Caraxes saddle. It wasn't foolproof, but the young dragon would most likely follow them back to Pentos then. After all; home was where the heart is, and the moment the young dragon felt threatened it’d flown straight here.

Once they were back in Pentos Daemon could figure out what to do with the girl. Perhaps he’d kill the child. Rhaena didn’t have a dragon, and this one would be an excellent partner. Spirited and unique, a dragon worthy of his second born.

“This dragon is not yours.” Hariel said, her shaking voice contrasting the obstinate expression on her face. “And you have dragon. A big dragon.”

Her eyes were noteworthy, a piercing colour of either blue or green – it was hard to tell which from such a distance - but just that Daemon noticed at all said something.

“No one can own a dragon, little girl.” Daemon replied smoothly, rubbing Caraxes’ scales. “Only claim their loyalty. Where did you steal that egg from? How did you hatch it?”

“We no steal egg. It was given to Hagrid, and we hatch it in our home.”

Given? He looks like no Targaryen prince to me, and you somehow hatched it in your home? You mean that decrepit hut in the woods? You expect me to believe such events could’ve transpired without everything burning down? Why don’t Hagrid speak for himself?” Daemon spat, glancing annoyed at the giant. He was leaning sideways, head tilted far to the right to get a look of Caraxes tail.

“Hagrid no understand you!” Hariel shouted, and then pointed a stick at him. “But I do.”

Daemon burst out laughing, “A stick? You do see my dragon, don’t you? Are you northern? Do you believe the Old Gods will grant protection from dragon fire through your little branch?”

He pointed Dark Sister right back at her, showing what a true weapon looked like. “Bend the knee if you value your life, girl. See reason and yield. Or do you two feel brave with your little stick and little dragon?”

“Do you?” Hariel answered. “Hiding behind your dragon?”

“Mind your tongue, vagrant. Or I’ll remove it.” He warned her, his temper flaring. Since there she stood boldly in front of her dragon, obstinate and challenging whilst making Daemon -- tucked safely astride Caraxes back -- look a craven.

Expelliarmus!

“f*ck!” Daemon gasped outraged as Dark Sister was wrenched out of his hand by an invisible force, it went flying through the air, spinning wildly right towards Hariel. The girl threw herself sideways, the flying sword landing with at thud tip first right into the spot she’d been standing a second before.

Daemon had no idea what happened, how she did that, but the burst of emotions bled through to his dragon. Caraxes growled angrily, rearing quickly forwards. The blue dragon shrieked even as the three of them scrambled backwards.

Hariel had grabbed Dark Sister just as Caraxes lunged, and Daemon was sure his dragon was about to swallow her whole (along with Dark Sister! His precious Valyrian steel sword!) -- when suddenly that strange hoarse sound from before called anew.

This time he saw it came from Hariel, but she was making sounds Daemon wouldn’t believe humanly possible without seeing it for himself. It was a slithering thing, too loud and clear to seem right. Whatever it was had a large effect on his dragon though. Caraxes shook his head, snarling and baring his teeth. Upset and confused by the strange hissing.

What was this? How had she-?

What was she?

“Calm, Caraxes!” Daemon called, as his dragon was jostling him badly in the saddle, “Calm!”

Caraxes shifted around, back coiling and tail whipping harshly in agitation. He obviously wasn’t happy, but for once Daemon wasn’t sure if it was because his dragon was angry or confused.

Calm!” Daemon focused fiercely on Caraxes with all his might. His dragon whined, but finally began to listen. “Good…” Daemon said softly. “Good wyrm.”

Sneering, Daemon cast a look towards Hagrid, expecting fear, but the giant was still staring at Caraxes with an expression no one could mistake for terror. It was more akin to wonder. Wrestling for control of his anger, Daemon addressed the little thief.

“Unhand my sword at once. The likes of you are not worthy of touching an heirloom of House Targaryen.”

The girl blinked. “Er’, you speak of this?” She held up Dark Sister, too heavy and awkward in her small hand. “Is that what… 'sweard' mean?”

Sword.” Daemon corrected. “That is mine, thief!”

“Leave us be, and you can have the… sword back.”

“You are one command away from being burned alive.”

The girl arched a brow, lips pursing as she lifted her chin. “You burn us, and you will burn the swe-sword in fire too.”

Daemon inhaled deeply, too many impressions combatting for dominance. The part of him that was livid with the full rage of Caraxes being battered against a wave of confused curiosity. Or was that Caraxes emotions? Is this what that hissing had done to his dragon before? To come across something unexplainably different, yet unmistakably magical. D

Maybe they hadn’t stolen the egg… Maybe they had truly hatched it all on their own. (Daemon couldn’t say if that was a good thing or not.)

One thing was for sure though: Daemon needed to change tactics. Needed to learn more.

Stubbornly, Daemon let go of the reins and climbed down from Caraxes. Gravel rolled under his boots as Daemon came to stand next to his dragon and locked eyes with Hariel. Amethysts meeting emeralds.

How curious. They appeared unexpectedly well groomed for two people who’d been fleeing for three days. Though their clothes were nondescript and their hair wasn’t properly styled for fine company, Daemon didn’t miss the peculiar inaccuracies:

They’re days away from settlements and many miles away from a river, yet neither the girl or the giant smelled.

No sweat from walking for days, no dried mud, stink of stale food or smoky dragon odour. Even in the middle of nowhere they’d prioritized cleaning their teeth, wash up, and the girl had brushed her hair.

During their travels even Laena struggled to keep up this amount of grooming whilst traversing the wild, and they’d had dragons to fly them to the nearest keep to clean up. Of the three of them, Daemon was the worst off.

How was that possible?

The tense silence didn’t bother him much, but what did was Hagrid’s distraction.

Despite gracing them with his approach the giant just kept staring at Caraxes, and Daemon didn’t think he’d felt this overlooked since last time he attended court.

Always a prince, never the king.

“Hagrid?” Hariel tugged at his arm, and yet he barely glanced away from the red dragon.

“Hm...?”

Even though Daemon heard Hariel’s response, he couldn’t understand it, but Hagrid finally tore his eyes away from Caraxes.

“Let’s try this again, since I’ve realized you two have no idea what’s happening. Perhaps it’s the language barrier, or perhaps you’re just idiots. I am Prince Daemon of House Targaryen. Return my sword at once, and I will be merciful.”

There was no visible reaction, and the girl turned to translate his words to Hagrid. A string of sounds impossible to place, except the ending.“-Demon Targreen.”

“Targaryen.” Daemon corrected.

“Huh?”

“You said the wrong name. I am Daemon of House Targaryen.”

She blinked. “Tragareen?”

“No. Daemon Targaryen.”

“… Demon Tangerine?” Hagrid tried.

“How do you not know my House? It’s not a f*cking fruit.” Daemon spat. “Targ-aryen.”

“Dimond... Targ… arian…?” Hariel said uncertainly.

“Dae-mon Tar-gar-yen.”

She nodded. “Demon Targarian.”

“It’s not Dem- ugh! Close enough.” Daemon sighed, trying to remind himself pronunciation was hardly the most pressing issue. He held out his hand, palm up. “Hand over my sword.”

Hariel swallowed. “No.”

Daemon was trying so f*cking hard to not kill them and be done with it, but they weren’t making things easy. “No?” He said dangerously.

“Why do you do this?” Hariel asked, seeming just as frustrated. “We did no wrong. We harm no one. I will give your sword back, but you let us be! We will go, and we will not bother anyone.”

“You foolish child! You believe it’ll be that simple? Do you realize your situation? Do you understand how many people are after you?”

Daemon waited a beat for her response, but all she managed to do was stutter.

“Do you believe it coincidental you’ve been tracked down twice in less than a week? Do you think I will be the last? While searching for you I saw ships scouring the coast for your dragon. I saw armies marching from Norvos. You will be hunted until your dragon is taken or dead.”

“… What?” She looked horrified and genuinely confused. It reminded Daemon abruptly of her youth. She really was a child. So much power in the hands of a naive novice. “Why?”

“Why? Why? Because you have a f*cking dragon!

You have a dragon!”

“Which is how I know what’s in store for you. If they could they’d steal my dragon too.” Daemon spoke frankly, and more honestly than he’d expected. “But they can’t. Nothing can stand against the power of the Targaryen dynasty and our dragons.”

“… You have… more dragons too?”

“Yes.”

“You are a…” Hariel struggled to find the right word, slipping briefly into her foreign tongue when she failed, and then had to try again. “You are a… a… you are… Like us?”

Daemon didn’t understand. No. He was neither a giant or a girl.

Frustrated, Hariel mumbled something under her breath, and Daemon took a cautious step back when she made a rock rise into the air.

“Like this?” She said, and then nodded towards the blue dragon. As if these things were linked.

Daemon stared at the hovering rock, his heart thrumming and a rushing in his ears. She made it look so easy.

“Yes.”

Because how could this not be the magic of Old Valyria come again? Regardless of her black hair and green eyes, Hariel’s blood must surely run true with the power of their people. With the exception of House Targaryen, the few dragonlords that escaped the doom had scattered around Essos, their names dying out during the Century of Blood and the 200 years since the fall of the Valyrian Freehold. As surely as Hagrid had giant’s blood, this girl had the blood of Old Valyria.

Where did they come from? What language was that?

Daemon gazed at the floating stone longingly. How did she do it? Could she teach him that?

“I have travelled across the continent in search of you, following words of mouth and tales, and I am not alone.” Daemon said, impressing upon her the seriousness of their situation.

“I did so to prevent your dragon from being stolen by those seeking to weaponize or kill it. The attack on your home was only the first taste of what awaits in your future. I also came because I thought the dragon was in the hands clueless amateurs, witlessly endangering yourself and others.” He eyed them speculatively, not sure he had been mistaken there.

They had magic, but did they know how to rear a dragon? Truly?

“What I’ve observed today has made me reconsider though.” He admitted. “Here’s my final offer: Return my sword and join me. My House have reared dragons since we were dragonlords of the Valyrian Freeholds, and with us you and your dragon will thrive. Mark my word: You will find no better allies, nor any worse enemies.”

The girl moistened her lips, glancing uncertainly between Daemon, the two dragons and Hagrid. “Er’, please be patient: I have to... tell Hagrid what you offer.” She asked uncertainly.

Daemon nodded, and clasped his hands behind his back to show he was at rest.

The blue dragon had retreated during their conversation, watchful but calmer. It was truly unique, though most of it was in the details. It’d be easier if he could see her side by side with another young dragon such as Moondancer. Daemon still suspected the dragon's brows were too pronounced for its age, and the chest broader. Its claws, horns and spikes had matured quickly too, as that was something that usually only hardened when they were older. The cluster of spikes around the tip of her tail was of particular interest. Every time it hit the ground the tail tore up gravel, moss and earth with the efficiency of a spiked flail.

At last Hariel turned away from Hagrid. “Join you? What… do you mean?”

“Join me back to Pentos. My family lives there and we have dragons. Yours will fit right in with us. One of my daughters has a young dragon too, and she is much of an age with you.” Daemon said. Baela and Rhaena was a bit younger at eight years old, but surely that was close enough. How old was Hariel? One and ten? It wouldn’t be an issue. At heart, all girls liked the same things, didn’t they?

“Where is Pentos?”

Daemon arched a brow. “Pentos is a port city along the western coastline of Essos.”

“… How long does it take to get there?”

“On foot? Months.” Daemon said, and reached to pat Caraxes. “But on dragonback? Significantly shorter.”

Hariel gaped. “You… you mean to…” She flapped her arms up and down, mimicking the action of the word that evaded her. Daemon’s lips twitched up at the corners at her shameless lack of decorum.

“Fly? Yes.”

It took a some more coaxing to convince them. At the very least he got his sword Dark Sister back, and safely sheathed in its scabbard, a hand resting over the hilt (just in case). Though there was a bit to go before he won them over. In the end the key didn’t lie in the girl at all: Mentioning that they’d meet a dragon even larger than Caraxes swayed Hagrid -- though in hindsight Daemon wondered why he hadn’t seen that coming - but once he'd won the giant on his side, he got the girl too. After that, it was just pleasantries left.

Oh, if the king could see him now -- yet Viserys still thought Daemon incapable of diplomacy. His misled, weak older brother… The fool knew nothing.

“With that out of the way, allow me to formally introduce my dragon; this is Caraxes, the Blood Wyrm - and what’s the name of yours?”

“He is Norbert.” Hariel said.

“… Surely you jest,” Daemon was not in the mood for children’s games. “What is the dragon’s true name?”

“It is.” Hariel insisted. “His name is Norbert.”

“You managed to hatch a dragon…” Daemon said slowly, some of the respect she’d earned over their meeting cooling significantly. “-and could think of nothing more suitable or fitting of her station than Norbert? Does that name mean something special in your tongue? Because in mine it sounds like a Northern butcher’s boy.”

Hariel shifted uncomfortably. “Er’, Hagrid gave him his name.”

“You don't say.” Daemon drawled. Suspecting Hagrid's lack of understanding went deeper than the language barrier.

It was altogether sacrilegious. The Dragonlords of Old Valyria must be rolling in their ashen graves.

He glared from Hagrid to Hariel, shaking his head. “Though for your information: your dragon is not a ‘he’. Norbert-” Daemon shuddered just saying the name, “is a female.”

Notes:

I have to say it was pretty fun writing Daemon, Hariel and Hagrid in this chapter, because it's such a culture clash 😈🍊

And did anyone have fun watching the season finale of House of the Dragon? (SPOILERS AHEAD!!) I loved the dragon racing in the clouds! Visually stunning and kind of like a horror movie at the same time. Poor Arrax though, he tried so hard.

Thank you for reading!!

Chapter 5: When in Pentos

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

HARIEL III

They’d have to be creative to get everyone secured onto Caraxes back, but managed eventually, even with the dog. (Of course, only once they found him again, since the first sight of Caraxes had sent Fang running for the hills.)

Poor Fang would’ve had a heart attack if they’d strapped him to a dragon, but that was easily avoided by putting him into the expandable chest. He might have noticed some jostling and wondered at the sounds of roaring winds, but otherwise he was none the wiser about what was happening.

Hagrid had not had a fun time of it though. Every time they landed Hagrid was reduced to a clammy and green tinted mess, reminding Hariel of his reaction to the Gringots carts.

As for Hariel, soaring through the clouds on a dragon’s back was indescribably thrilling. The massive, powerful body under her and the heat radiating off Caraxes made it hardly comparable to broom racing, but it lifted her spirit and set her heart thrumming just the same.

It made Hariel glance over at Norbert and think speculatively... Wondering… in a few years…

What if?

Could Hariel work with Norbert the way Daemon worked with Caraxes?

Norbert was Hagrid’s baby, she knew, but he didn’t even like flying -- while Hariel yearned for it. How often hadn’t she craved to have her Nimbus 2000 back?

Hagrid got to bring his pet, his belongings and his entire house, while Hariel only had the clothes on her back and a schoolbag. She’d never held it against him, he hadn’t wanted to come here anymore than she did, but it was still so unfair. Hariel hadn’t even had an extra set of underwear!

So sure, the dragon was Hagrid’s, but Norbert liked Hariel too.

Was there any way she could fly again?

After everything hadn’t Hariel earned this?

During the travels they’d gotten to know Daemon Targaryen a bit better too. Over the last year they’d steadily accustomed themselves to the extremely different cultural norms, but Daemon was a very different breed from the people in the fishing town.

Hariel couldn’t decide if Daemon was the most interesting person she’d ever met, or the most horrible. He might be both.

Daemon’s privileged pride could outshine Malfoy’s, but instead of whining about how; “-my father will hear about this!” he went with the more effective threat of; “I’ll chop your head off and feed it to Caraxes.

To her great frustration, Hariel only caught about a fourth of the words out of his mouth. Daemon’s vocabulary was so much more nuanced than she’d come across before, though she doubted he noticed her struggles. Such as how Daemon kept insisting they call him ‘Dārilaros’ Daemon with great emphasis, but it did little good when Hariel had no bloody clue what a Dārilaros meant.

Though she didn’t require Valyrian fluency to know Daemon was arrogant, co*cky, crass, confident and rash. Hariel switched between detesting him one moment and being charmed the next.

Because as surely as he could be an insensitive son of a bitch, he obviously had a reverence for dragons that could rival Hagrid’s, and seemed endlessly curious about who they were and where they came from.

“We never mean to go there. To the fishing town.” Hariel explained during their first camp along the river Noyne. “We have good life before, and then-” Even if she’d known enough words, Hariel doubted she could explain the violent disruption that flung them across worlds.

A little away from their camp Caraxes was sprawled across the field, a great red beast resting after hours of consistent flying. Though his long neck was curled in on himself and his eyes shut, they knew he wasn’t asleep. His split ended tail was whipping from side to side, with Norbert chasing after it. She scrambled clumsily back and forth in her chase, snapping after the tail while Hagrid watched over them in case Caraxes became too annoyed with the youngling’s behaviour.

“We want to go back, but we no know how. Essos is far, far away from home.”

“You two aren’t from Essos?”

“No.”

“Nor from Westeros?”

She shook her head again.

“Yi Te? Summer Islands? Basilisk isles?”

The name dropping had only served to confuse, so Hariel brought out her backpack, spilling the content around in search of her copy of ‘One Thousand Magical Herbs and Fungi’. She flipped it open to the page with a map of the United Kingdom of Great Britain and Northern Ireland, normally used to show where specific rare magical flora prospered, but it worked for this too.

Hariel had pushed the book into Daemon’s hands and pointed. “This is home. Do you know it? It’s… an island?” It was a reach, but he was a dragon rider and she had to try. Though instead Daemon looked at the book with a rapturous expression much more fitting on Hermione.

“This… book… The parchment is as smooth as silk, the pages sharp… What is this binding method? The map painting is exquisite. Masterpieces hidden inside a book. What sorcery created this?”

“... a printer?”

“This script is precisely drawn, no ink stains. You can understand it? You can read?”

“Of course.” Hariel amended her statement. “I can read this, ‘English’ -- not Valyrian.”

Daemon was near gushing over the books, especially the pictures - but only until he tried Hariel’s Astronomy telescope, and he nearly turned into a kid in a candy store.

“This is remarkable. None of the Myrish lenses comes close to this craft.” He whipped his head back and forth with the telescope to his eye. Visibility at night was one of the things a magical telescope could do better than its muggle counterparts. “How did you get it?”

“I buy it.” Hariel said.

“Why?”

“It was on…” She had no idea how to say ‘school supply list’ and instead settled for: “To learn.”

“You are a girl.”

“I am.” She said, wondering what that had to do with anything. Was this more bias? The unfairness had been rampant in the fishing village too.

“… Where did you buy it?”

“At home, at Wiseacre's Wizarding Equipment.” Hariel shrugged. “We use it to learn the stars. Now we us it to find Norbert when he- er’ she flies away.”

Of course, Daemon hadn’t understood half the words, but he’d been so engrossed with the telescope it was the first time the sound of Norbert’s name hadn’t made him grimace as if someone was cursing in a church.

The silence had lasted until Hariel picked up her wand, pointed it at the logs they’d gathered and muttered: “Incendio.”

The flames blazed from the wandtip, lighting the campfire - and Daemon promptly dropped the telescope in shock.

Though Hariel knew it was a really neat trick, she didn’t quite understand why Daemon would be so excited about the fire spell. He already had an enormous dragon that could make as many campfires as it wanted.

The flight to Pentos took two days on dragonback. They arrived right before sunset, giving Hariel and Hagrid a spectacular first glimpse of the beautiful city. As they flew over it Hariel was captivated by the afternoon sun dancing on the gentle waves around the bustling Pentoshi Port. The pale stone buildings, tall walls and towers. The ships unloading their cargo on the quay and the brimming activity along the waterfront.

People threw their heads back and pointed, but Caraxes only roared and soared past -- Norbert a squawking little echo flapping in his wake.

They flew on, following the coastline until they reached a large house situated along the edge of the cliffs. Holding onto a dragon for hours was exhaustingly gruelling, and by the time they landed Hariel was so beat she’d have fallen face first off Caraxes back if Daemon hadn’t grabbed her in time. So after a quick meal and swift introductions, she’d been sent to bed.

It was a strange soft bed, in an unfamiliar stone room, within an obscenely ornate mansion. Had Hariel been more awake, perhaps she’d have the wits to begin putting the extravagance together with how Daemon kept insisting he was a ‘dārilaros’ – and what that might mean. But she didn’t. Hariel was dead on her feet, and was asleep within minutes.

The next thing Hariel became aware of was the sun rising the following morning, while she lay warm and sore in a soft feather bed – stirred awake by a monkey.

There might have been a time before Hogwarts, magic, world-swapping and dragons where having a monkey climb onto her bed would’ve freaked her out, but Hariel was not that girl anymore. Instead Hariel felt the aches of the last week lingering in her limbs, groaned her displeasure and gently pushed away the small hand inspecting her ear. It tickled.

The monkey took the dismissal in stride, and repositioned onto her stomach instead, still managing to be better mannered about her wake up call than her cousin Dudley. Propping herself up on her elbows, Hariel tilted her head down and inspected the animal through bleary eyes, realizing it wasn’t just the dim light of dawn that made it look a bit off.

It stood about the same size of Hedwig with a long fluffy tail, silver white fur and huge violet eyes.

It blinked.

Hariel blinked back.

“Good morning?”

It scratched its nose.

What peculiar colouring. Was this really a monkey? Perhaps an albino? It’d explain the silvery fur and violet eyes. Or-

Hariel sat up fully, the covers falling to her waist and the little creature repositioned to the foot end.

“… Demon?” Hariel whispered.

A child giggled, and Hariel turned towards the door. It stood ajar with a young girl peaking her head inside. Her unusual shade of purple eyes bright and curious. That was an eye colour Hariel had never seen before Daemon, and now she’d met four.

Well, five – four humans and one monkey.

“Treeskipper, come here.” She called. The little creature considered the command for a moment, but then leapt off the bed and skipped over to the girl almost soundlessly. It climbed up on her shoulder, where it started playing with the little girl’s bright silver hair.

“Oh! Hi! Good morning.” Hariel shifted uneasily, unsure if she should get out of bed or not.

This was one of Daemon’s twin daughters. Hariel and Hagrid had been introduced to his family after they arrived, though she wasn’t sure which twin this was. The two weren’t identical like Fred and George, but Hariel been exhausted from the journey during the meal, nearly falling asleep at the table. There’d been so many foreign names, she’d been switching between listening for her own conversations and translating for Hagrid’s - and things got mixed up. Since Hariel couldn’t remember the names, she’d categorized the sisters as “the sweet one”, and “the boisterous one”.

The girl at her door was the latter.

“Good morning, riña Hariel. May I come in?” She asked, her Valyrian accent softer than Hariel was used to. This place was nothing like the fishing village, it was almost like she’d jumped worlds yet again.

“Yes.” Hariel said quickly, her drowsy mind making her translations clumsier than normal. “Sorry, I only just wake?”

The girl walked into her room with a bright smile. “Me too.” She gestured to her nightgown and rumpled hair. “Why did you call him demon?” The girl pointed at the silvery pet.

“Oh, because… he look like your father?” Hariel said uncertainly. Hey, it could happen. Professor McGonagall could turn into a cat, so why couldn't Daemon turn into a monkey?

The child’s mouth dropped open, and next she burst into loud, carefree laugher. It was infectious, making Hariel crack up.

“You alone? Your sister asleep?” Hariel said once they calmed down.

“No, Rhaena is getting dressed.”

So if Rhaena was getting dressed, that made the one walking around her room Baela.

“Your pet?” Hariel asked, gesturing to the creature.

“Yes. This is my Little Valyrian. His name’s Treeskipper.”

Hariel wasn’t sure she’d understood the sentence. She heard ‘Valyrian’ so many times, describing so many things – places, languages, times – she even thought Daemon’s wife had introduced herself as Laena Valyrian last night. It was hard to keep track of it all.

“Little Valyrian?”

“That’s what their kind is called. Little Valyrians are a type of lemur with silver fur and violet eyes. Father told me they live far, far away; in a big forest in Qohor.” She said. “Treeskipper was a gift for my sixth name day. I told mother I wanted a monkey, but my father gave me a Little Valyrian instead.”

“Treeskipper is very kind.” Hariel said, because she didn’t know how to translate ‘mellow’, and ‘kind’ was probably a nicer description anyway.

“He is!” Baela said happily. “Treeskipper is three years old, and he likes to eat berries, leaves and roses, and he likes to play in the trees. There aren’t many trees around here, but there were loads where we lived before. Do you have a pet, riña Hariel?”

“… A bird.” Hariel answered. “Her name is Hedwig. She was white too, like Treeskipper.”

“You had your own? Like a hawk or a raven? My family uses them for hunts and sending missives, but I’ve never had one of those myself… Can I see her? Can Treeskipper meet her?” Baela said, letting Treeskipper onto the windowsill to scratch his back. The Little Valyrian looked to be enjoying it.

There were several words Hariel hadn’t understood, but she got the gist of things. “No, Hedwig is gone.” Hariel said, the loss had began to settle, but she couldn’t help becoming wistful whenever her beautiful snowy owl was brought up.

Baela looked sympathetic. “Did she fly away?”

“No, I think I did.” Hariel answered, though it only served to confuse poor Baela, so she was quick to wave it away. “Sorry, my Valyrian is wrong.” She excused. “Hedwig is… blood.”

“Blood?” Baela said confused.

“Um… gone?” Hariel was really trying to find the word for ‘dead’.

“Blood? Gone? Oh! You mean morghe?”

Hariel couldn’t be sure if ‘morghe’ translated to ‘dead’ - though not for long. Baela raised a finger to her neck, drawing it across to mime someone slashing her throat, then went the full mile – her tongue lolled out, her eyes rolled back in her head and she flopped dramatically onto Hariel’s bed - as if she just died.

Hariel burst out laughing.

“Yes, morghe is the right word.”

Baela’s theatrics had been so over the top it was impossible to not laugh. Of course Hedwig wasn’t dead, but it was the easiest way to explain things.

Baela sat up on her bed, very pleased with herself. “Hm. Then can I meet Norbert instead? You can meet my dragon too! And they can meet each other! Moondancer will have so much fun flying with a friend. Caraxes is always flying off on his own and Vhagar don’t like the young dragons. Mother says she gets cranky.”

“Later? After we ask your mother and father?” She said, because introducing dragons didn’t seem the safest thing to include Baela in.

Baela pursed her lips, “My father will be busy after his return. Norbert is on the hill, and I can show you where my dragon Moondancer shelters.”

“I think we will get in trouble, but… you can meet Fang instead? The dog?”

Baela lit up at once. “Can Treeskipper meet the dog too?”

Footsteps sounded down the hall, and a moment later there was a knock on her door.

It took Hariel a moment to realize what was expected here. “Uh… what…? Inside?” She babbled, unable to recall how to say “come in” in Valyrian. They hadn’t had many visitors the last year.

Baela snickered into her hand, but helped her out.

“Enter!” Baela called, and the door was opened by Mrs Targaryen. The twins mother and Daemon’s wife was a really pretty woman with curly silver hair, dark skin and visibly pregnant. Though Laena’s baby bump wasn’t as large as Hariel thought it would be close to the due date. Then again, she didn’t know much of pregnancies.

With a hand resting on her stomach, Laena’s purple eyes flickered between the two girls on the bed bemused.

“Good morning, riña Hariel. My daughter must have gotten lost in the hallway, because these aren’t her chambers.” Laena said teasingly. “The sun is up. Why aren’t you two getting dressed? Your sister is ready.”

Hariel stood up self-consciously, wondering what she was supposed to wear herself. She had nothing that’d fit in here, and frowned when she couldn’t find her clothes from the day before. Only a basin with water and a cloth sitting on a stool in the corner.

Had that been there last night?

Baela sighed. “Rhaena is always ready. She was born ready.”

“You were born together, so what is your excuse, darling?”

“… Riña Hariel hadn’t met Treeskipper?” Baela tried.

“Riña Hariel could’ve met Treeskipper at a more appropriate time and place. Such as after breaking her fast.” Then from one word to the next, Laena switched language and her tone turned stricter. Hariel didn’t’ understand a word, though she assumed Baela was being scolded in Common Tongue. All she could pick out was a few names, amongst them; “Hagrid”, “Hariel”, “Norbert” and “Norvos”.

Hariel hadn’t the foggiest what it meant, and feared ‘Common Tongue’ was another language she’d have to tackle if they stuck around. Though Daemon’s family could speak Valyrian, it wasn’t their first language either.

Hariel glanced out the window to the stretching sea-view, and noticed Treeskipper was using some garments folded on the windowsill for a seat. While the two talked, Hariel nudged the lemur aside and held up a blue summer dress.

“I had them set that out for you.” Mrs Targaryen switched suddenly back to Valyrian, and gestured to the dress Hariel had picked up.

“My husband explained your situation after you went to bed. I’m very sorry for your hardships, riña Hariel. What you arrived in is suitable enough for travelling, but it’s not acceptable here. That’s one of my dresses, but it’ll likely be too long for you. How old are you, riña Hariel?”

The question had Hariel’s mind screech to a stop.

How did one count above ten in Valyrian? Hariel only knew the ten basics!

Embarrassed, Hariel held up all ten fingers, then switched to just two.

“Two and ten?” Laena said.

Oh… Well, that was easy enough.

“Maybe? Where I come from we counted days in different ways, but when we travelled to… Essos, we lost count of the days. I think I am two and ten, but I might soon be three and ten?”

Neither Baela or Laena were following, not that Hariel blamed them. But as far as they could tell Hariel shouldn’t be far away from her thirteenth birthday – if not already there.

“I see,” Laena said, brushing the matter aside with a polite smile. “I’ve sent for a Pentoshi cloth merchant, but until he arrives we’ll have to make due.”

“It’s… You are very kind… riña Laena.” Hariel stuttered through the reply, barely remembering to add the polite address Daemon kept insisting on. They called Hariel ‘riña’, so she should do the same for them. It was only polite. “This dress is very pretty.” It was flowing and silky, though Hariel struggled to tell what was supposed to be the front and back.

Baela heaved herself from the bed, picking up her purple eyed lemur from the windowsill and skipped out of the room. “Bring Fang to the meal, riña Hariel!”

“Fang?” Laena arched a brow, looking back at Hariel for an answer. “Regardless what Baela may have told you: bringing weaponry to a meal is unacceptable.”

“Er’… No, Fang is a dog. Riña Baela wants to meet him.”

“She can meet the dog later.” Laena sighed, shaking her head. “Baela has too much energy, she can hardly sit still. They might be twins, but whilst Rhaena takes after me, Baela is her father’s daughter, through and through.”

After breakfast Hariel tracked down Hagrid exactly where she’d expected him: With the dragons. Standing at the edge of the cliff they could watch Norbert flying low over the water surface hunting for fish, while Caraxes soared much higher.

“Hi Hagrid.” Hariel walked up to him while careful to keep the hem of the blue dress safely off the ground.

“Mornin’ Hariel…” Hagrid said, his attention fully absorbed by the dragons. “Marvellous creatures dragons, aren't they? They’ve been playin’ all mornin’. I think this was exactly what Norbert needed. Before I worried Norbert wasn’t with any other dragons: ‘cause they need to be socialised, yeh know? Or they’ll get lonely, but just look at ‘em, Hariel! Flyin’ an’ fishin’ an’ havin’ fun.”

“Norbert is tiny next to Caraxes.”

“Fer now, yes, but he’ll grow.”

She.”

“Sorry. Just a habit… Maybe we should rename ‘er? Yeh think she’s upset havin’ a boy’s name?”

“I think Norbert is the only one who doesn’t have a preference one way or the other.” Hariel said honestly. “Though honestly; I don’t think we can change it. We’ve been calling her Norbert for a year, and you know how stubborn she is. Do you think she’ll listen better to us if we start calling her ‘Georgina’, or something else?”

“Georgina?” Hagrid laughed. “What an odd thing ter name a dragon.”

“And Norbert was better?”

“O' course; Norbert’s name means; ‘northern brightness’.”

Hariel arched a brow, beginning to suspect Hagrid must have had this name picked out for a while. Perhaps even before he got the dragon egg. It’d explain why Norbert’s name was so different from all the other animals and creatures he’d named over his career as a groundskeeper.

“You know what I mean.”

“What about Norberta?” Hagrid glanced away from the dragon for the first time, catching sight of her drastically changed wardrobe and did a double take.

“Well look at that. Yer lookin’ well rested, Hariel, and that’s a pretty dress. Who lent yeh that?”

“Mrs Targaryen did, and I feel really good.” Hariel said, grinning from ear to ear. “I slept in a bed.” Hariel didn’t think she’d ever take that for granted after spending the vast majority of her life without. At the Dursleys Hariel slept on a thin mattress in a cupboard, and for the last year she’d made due with a hammock inside a wooden box.

“Where did you sleep? I was so tired during dinner I didn’t catch where you went.”

“Dinner las’ night was nice. I forgo’ how much I like carrots. Never knew how much I took them for granted before they were gone.” Hagrid sighed, but then shook it off with a smile. “Most of the rooms and hallways are too low an’ narrow for me size. So when the others went ter bed I went outside and slept in the expandable chest instead. Kept Fang company, an’ I could also check on Norbert throughout the night. She’s been restless, you know? New place an’ all.”

“I slept like the dead until Ms Baela woke me up.”

“Who’s Ms Beela?”

Baela, and she’s Daemon’s daughter, the taller of the twins.”

“Oh, them little girls from yesterday? ‘Didn’t realize they were twins. Why do yeh call her Miss?”

“They’re pretty strict on addressing people that way here. It explains why Daemon kept telling us to call him ‘dārilaros’. I’m just trying to fit in, and they keep addressing me as Ms Hariel too… at least I think they are? I’m actually not clear on what ‘riña’ translates to, but hopefully someone will correct me if I use it wrong. I just ate breakfast with the twins and their mother, and I don’t think I messed up too badly. They’ve been very nice, though their table manners are a bit different from home. Mrs Targaryen corrected me a couple times.”

It hadn’t been too bad. Aunt Petunia had been loads stricter when the Dursleys had dinner guests than when Mrs Targaryen reminded Hariel to wash her hands in the water bowl, and to keep her elbows off the table. After that Hariel took her cues from what Rhaena did, and hadn’t gotten anymore remarks.

Hariel turned around at the sound of footsteps, finding Mrs and Mr Targaryen coming up behind them. The wind whipped their bright hair to the side, Laena’s long curls and Daemon’s jaw length cut.

They went through some polite greetings, where Hariel had to translate both ways – telling Hagrid what the Targaryens said and the other way around.

Despite having met the evening before, Laena remained weary of Hagrid’s imposing size, and without his dragon at hand even Daemon was keeping an additional step away. This reaction was hardly new to Hagrid, but it’d been intensified in this new world. The strange flip-side was that Hagrid often seemed to be more respected for it. It was something Hariel had noticed from their very first contact with the people in the fishing village, and believed it held true here too.

Physical strength got you further than intellect. It was probably best to be both, but in this society it was better to be brawny than brainy.

“I was hoping to behold Norbert for myself, but I see she’s off enjoying the sea.” Laena said, eyes trailing after Norbert’s shape in the distance.

“Hagrid and I hope to see your dragons too.” Hariel said, “Moondancer and Vhagar?”

“Baela will be slow to forgive if we visit Moondancer without her, and at present our daughters are in lessons with the Septa.” Daemon said.

Laena chuckled. “My dragon Vhagar went hunting two days ago, though mark my words; you will not miss her return. She is the largest dragon in the world.”

“I can not think of a dragon larger than Caraxes.” Hariel said.

“Yet Vhagar is twice as large.” Daemon said, smiling wryly. “And twice as old.”

“If you want to see Norbert, I can call on her.” Hariel offered Laena.

“She’s too far away.” Daemon remarked, gazing pointedly out at the little fleck surfing above the sea. “She won't hear your call.”

“Not with my…” Hariel struggled to find the word, “I can try. Maybe I fail, but I can try?”

“Let her try, Daemon.” Laena said, smiling at her husband.

“Then by all means: Go ahead.”

Daemon was absolutely right; Norbert was too far away for Hariel to try parceltongue. Instead she turned back to look out from the cliffside, reached into the pocket for her wand – because it was quite normal for all clothes to actually have pockets here, even the pretty summer dresses - and raised her wand in the air.

“Vermillious.”

A red jet flew into the air, soaring high and erupting into red sparks high above them.

Laena gasped.

Out at sea Norbert rose into the air, abandoning her fishing trip at the familiar signal. It wasn’t the first time she’d been lured back this way. Even Caraxes seemed to have reacted to the sparks, and his long serpentine body coiled in the air.

“Um, Hagrid? Could I borrow your coat?” Hariel whispered hurriedly.

“Me coat? Why?”

“This is Laena’s dress. If Norbert as much as sneeze at me it’ll be ruined.”

Hagrid removed his large coat and dropped it into Hariel’s hands. It was heavy, but she quickly threw it over her shoulders while walking away from Daemon and Laena. The coat drowned her entirely, the hem trailing behind her as Norbert approached.

Come here, Norbert! Over here! Don’t frighten the pregnant lady. We don’t want any accidents, do we? I’ll give you scratches!” Hariel had used parseltongue so frequently she’d learned to hear the slithering undertone when she slipped into the snake language.

Itch!” Norbert replied, kicking up dust and gravel when she landed just ahead of Hariel. She fumbled to get her hands all the way through the coat sleeve, and reached out.

Itch?”

Yes, come here, Norbert. I’ll scratch that itch for you. That’s good, no closer - stay put!” Hariel said sternly, as she’d rather manoeuvre around Norbert than allowing the opposite. Sometimes Norbert accidentally swung her tail into them, and it could hurt quite a lot. Her fingers found the nudge at the back of Norbert’s neck, just before the wingspan, and gently rubbed the area. Norbert made a contented chirrup sound. Not parseltongue, just a small, dragon’s sigh.

High above them Caraxes zoomed past them, letting out an echoing cry.

Hariel glanced back at the Targaryens, catching Laena’s startled expression. It smoothed out almost immediately, replaced with a calmly composed smile. “My, I’ve never heard such sounds before… And to think your dragon is so in tune with it.” Laena said. She made due with observing from a distance alongside Daemon, her hands resting on her stomach.

“I’ve watched Hariel make the dragon sit like a dog with that hissing - and Caraxes never fails to become curious when he hears it either.” Daemon told his wife.

“How interesting. Though Norbert’s scales are lovely, aren’t they? The colours of the ocean, and not too far off from the colours of House Velaryon.” Laena remarked. “She’s a very well behaved she-dragon.”

Hariel laughed.

“What’s funny?” Hagrid asked in English, because though he knew a few phrases he remained unable to follow the Valyrian conversation.

“Laena thinks Norbert is well behaved.” Hariel responded, and then switched back to Valyrian.

“Norbert not always this sweet.” Hariel told Laena sheepishly, “Norbert makes a lot of noise, and like to do what she pleases. She is calm because she is tired from the trip.”

The blue dragon’s exhaustion was evident. Norbert had never flown for such long stretches before, and their trip to Pentos had included several additional breaks to make sure the young dragon was able to keep up. They’d only been here for half a day, so Norbert hadn’t settled in properly yet either.

Norbert was calm and pliant as Hagrid joined, petting her gently on the wing, her usual squawks and hisses at a bare minimum. Hariel was about to suggest Laena could get a closer look, but then Norbert’s behaviour suddenly changed.

Her head tilted to the side, her yellow eyes wide at attention, before Norbert went tense as a wire under her hand.

Norbert?” Hariel asked, adjusting to scratch a different spot, hoping it’d calm her down again.

It didn’t work.

“… sky.” Norbert croaked, “Sky…? Sky!”

It didn’t make much sense.

“What’s wrong?” Hagrid asked, noticing her tense body language. “Why’s she scared?”

“I’m not sure.” Hariel replied.

Sky! Sky!” Norbert repeated, her head whipping towards the distant hills.

“Is something the matter?” Daemon called in Valyrian, as they were still observing from a safe distance.

Hariel shook her head. “I do not know. Norbert is tense… She keep saying ‘sky’.”

Saying?” Laena said sharply, “Do you believe your dragon speaks? What...” But Laena trailed off as everyone’s attention turned to the mountainside, where a large shadow appeared from behind the distant cliffs.

Because the red sparks had attracted more than Norbert and Caraxes attention.

This time it was Hariel who gasped in shock, taking an instinctive step backwards and promptly tripped on the hems of her too long dress and Hagrid’s coat. Daemon burst out laughing as Hariel fell on her behind, but she couldn’t even care.

Hariel was transfixed by the massive creature flying towards them. The dragon swallowed more and more of the sky behind her colossal wingspan the closer she came. The sight of this dragon had her adrenaline firing and her ears rushing with blood.

“Merlin’s… beard.” Hagrid breathed.

“Vhagar.” Laena said.

They hadn't been exaggerating at all. The dragon Vhagar was easily twice the size of Caraxes, and so immense Hariel struggled to believe her eyes. How could one creature be this enormous? The dragon was too big for this world. Vhagar was like a moving mountain. A volcano given wings.

The dragon circled the area, so massive Hariel had no idea how something so heavy could fly – and then wondered how it could land without causing an earthquake.

Hariel untangled her legs from Hagrid’s coat and scrambled to her feet.

“This is my dragon, Vhagar. I’ve ridden her since I was three and ten.” Laena said proudly, chin high and audibly smug.

With a dragon like that, Hariel couldn’t fault her.

Notes:

To clarify the Valyrian words repeated a few times in this chapter. According to internet translations:
dārilaros = prince/princess
riña = lady

I used the Valyrian translations for these words to demonstrate how easy it is to misunderstand the context. Hariel has not come across these words before, nor does she know "king", "kingdom", "queen", or "lord". The only thing she’s come across earlier would be “master” and “governor”, so when people call her “riña Hariel (lady Hariel)”, she’s mistakes it for: “Ms Hariel”.
Basically: she has absolutely no idea what they're being sucked into.

Thank you so much for reading!

Chapter 6: The Treasure Chest

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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HARIEL IV

When Vhagar landed the gust from her whipping wings sent wind, gravel and sand hurling into the air, forcing Hariel to squint and tilt her head all the way back to keep the dragon’s face within sight. Next to this dragon they were like insignificant ants at the foot of an anthill.

Being so ridiculously outclassed had an effect on Norbert too. She pawed restlessly against the ground with her winged limbs, her jaw clenching and breath growing hotter and hotter as she built up fire in her chest. Hariel could tell it wouldn’t the usual red flames either, but the sort Norbert only used when she felt threatened. It was the characteristic trait of Norbert’s Swedish Short-Snout heritage which allowed her to make her fire so hot it turned blue. A powerful flame against enemies, but an unsuitable flame for hunting food, as it could turn bones to ash in seconds, and even dragons preferred some meat left on the bones.

Calm, Norbert.” Hariel said. “Safe. You are safe.”

Vhagar’s enormous head tilted to the side, the dangling chin under her jaw jiggling.

Sssssspeaker...”

Hariel nearly fell over again.

Not only was it parseltongue, but the voice was unlike anything she’d heard. Loud yet slithering, a scratchy hiss piercing the air, that made Hariel cover her ears instinctively. It didn’t come from Norbert either. The one speaking parseltongue was Vhagar.

A sssspeaker?” Vhagar sounded like a sharp stream at the bottom of a deep ocean, heavy, dark, yet unexpectedly raspy. The pulse of her speech made Hariel’s ears throb unpleasantly simply listening.

“Y… Yes.” Hariel stammered, only to realize she’d spoken English. She refocused on the serpentine traits, and was able to switch back. “Yes.”

Vhagar snorted, making several growling sounds Hariel couldn’t understand. Her heart was beating so hard it felt like it could knock out of her chest.

You can… How can you speak?” Hariel said. Had there been another here before? Another person who talked parseltongue to dragons?

I sssspeak, assss you ssspeak.

Right… um…. But how did that- who taught you?” Because Norbert had spent a year learning how to respond, and surely that meant someone had taught Vhagar the same way.

Vhagar blinked, “Balerion.”

“Balerion?” Hariel repeated, questioning if it was a name or a word.

“What are you doing?” Laena cut in sharply, the gracious humour she’d displayed until now evaporating. “Are you casting spells on Vhagar? This is my dragon. She is bonded to me.

Startled, Hariel held up her hands in a placating manner. “I only speak to her.”

“You’re trying to claim her from me?” Laena accused, her purple eyes dangerous.

What?! Claim her? Did she think Hariel was trying to steal her dragon? Why? As far as Hariel knew, talking to beasts or animals didn’t mean you claimed them. She talked to Fang all the time, but it was still Hagrid’s dog.

“No! I speak to Vhagar like I speak to you! I mean no offence! Or do I claim someone by just speaking to them?”

“The sound interests the dragons, but I believe she speaks the truth on this.” Daemon said deceptively calm, as his eyes were as hard as during their first meeting. “She talked like this to Caraxes too, Laena – but our bond is still as strong.”

“I am!” Because if anyone was tempted to steal Laena’s dragon here, it certainly wasn’t Hariel – it was the spellbound giant next to her with his mouth hanging agape and his black eyes shining. “But Caraxes does not understand what I say, he is just curious. This is different. I teach Norbert to talk this way – but I do not know who teach Vhagar to speak too.”

“That hissing is speech?” Laena said slowly.

“Yes. It is… hard to explain, but to me it is a language. I ask Vhagar how she knew this speech, and she said: Balerion.” Hariel frowned. “I do not know what it means. Is Balerion a word or a name?”

The couple exchanged meaningful looks, before finally: “Balerion was a dragon. He died five and twenty years ago.” Daemon said.

“Balerion was the largest dragon in the world, even larger than Vhagar.” Laena added, her hand coming to rest on her baby bump.

Sssssspeaker?” Vhagar hissed, drawing their attention. Even if they didn’t understand parseltongue, the sound were different enough they reacted.

“Can I… talk to her?” Hariel asked Laena, gesturing to Vhagar. “You have been kind, and I will not if you wish.”

Laena hesitated, and though she remained troubled she nodded in agreement. Hariel turned and focused on Vhagar, asking:

Another dragon taught you to speak?”

Vhagar adjusted her position, rolling back her shoulders so the wings shifted against her side. “Yessss. Balerion sssspoke of much. He sssspeak and sssspeak and sssspeak. Of food, of fire, of home. He issss gone now… and it isss ssssilent.”

You… miss him?” Hariel asked, feeling a pang of sympathy for this old, cranky, oversized lady dragon with the most grating voice she’d ever heard.

Vhagar snorted. “I like sssilence.”

MINE!”

The conversation was interrupted once again, but this time it was Norbert who got territorial. Standing up at her full height, she started flapping her wings madly, her powerful tail tearing up the ground with the spiked end as she screeched. All of them jumped in surprise, and even Hagrid finally tore his eyes away from Vhagar.

Most of it was primal dragon sounds, as intangible to Hariel as it was to any other human, but in between the roars and growls were the hisses.

Mine, mine, mine, mine, mine!” Norbert shouted angrily at Vhagar, throwing a full blown tantrum the way only a toddler catching another kid playing with its toy can manage.

Vhagar snorted agitated and stood up, readying to take off. “Children.”

Merlin, but she sounded so fed up. As if she thought Norbert a complete imbecile, and reminding Hariel strangely of her old Potions Professor.

Hariel got control of Norbert as Vhagar flew off towards the beach for some peace and silence, and was surprised when Laena began laughing.

Was this a result of mood swings? Hariel had heard that happened to pregnant women.

“My apologies, riña Hariel,” Laena said, smiling fondly at Norbert. “-for I now see a dragon has already claimed you.”

Meeting Vhagar should’ve been the most eventful thing to happen that day, but it was only the beginning.

After the twins were done with their lesson, Daemon brought them to meet his daughter’s dragon Moondancer where she “sheltered”. Within a cave where handlers with long sticks looked after her.

In hindsight; it could have gone better. (A lot better.)

Because Hariel might have had a brief misunderstanding with Laena, but Hagrid started arguing with Daemon outright.

The entire way Baela talked excitedly about how Moondancer hatched when she was a toddler, of how the dragon had learned to fly, of the way she cast fire – while Rhaena stood silently to the side, watching longingly.

“You have no dragon, riña Rhaena?” Even as she asked it, Hariel wondered what her life had come to, if asking a child if she had a dragon was a reasonable thing to do.

Rhaena shook her head, “No, riña Hariel. Though I have a dragon egg which may hatch.”

Once Moondancer was brought out from the cave and they saw the chains – it wasn’t long before the argument started.

No, no, no!” Hagrid said aghast, dragging his large hand through his bushy hair. Leaving Hariel to translate the english into Valyrian for Daemon’s benefit instead of going with Baela and Rhaena.

“No, no, no.”

This was technically a conversation between the two men, but Hariel was once again stuck as the voice of them both.

I’ve never seen somethin’ so- so... Yeh can’t chain dragons down! What sort of dragon cru’lty are yeh monsters into aroun’ ‘ere?” As Hariel translated for Hagrid she found herself thankful that there were a few key- words in there she simply didn’t know in Valyrian.

“We have to chain them, or eventually there’ll be an accident where the dragons causes catastrophic chaos. There’s been incidents where dragons has burned down farms or grabbed ships out of the sea and flown off.” Daemon said so Hariel could convey it back.

Then they should be away from humans! Somewhere with space to roam free. If yeh can’t give ‘em the life they deserve, yeh shouldn’t have dragons.”

Hariel repeated a kinder rendition to Daemon, though he seemed to have caught on to her whitewashing. Maybe because Hagrid’s enraged expression and hectic gesticulations didn’t quite match with Hariel’s mitigating version.

“Dragons are the symbol of my House, and I would cut off the head of anyone who dared mishandle them! Even wild dragons dwell in deep dark caves, Hagrid! They learn to brook the shackles from hatching, and carefully adjusted as they grow. They are not in pain, and kept well fed and cared for.”

I’m sure yeh like yer bed well enough at night, but not if yeh were still chained to it the next day. Imagine goin’ through life like that! It’s not right.” Hagrid said, pointing rudely at Daemon.

“You dare preach dragon rearing to me, lackwit? We have raised dragons since the days before the doom!”

And all these years later yer still doin’ a worthless job o’ it. Look at Moondancer: she’s a runt!” Hagrid exclaimed, gesturing wildly at the little she-dragon. Moondancer had pale green scales with white horns, and was held in check through the chain around her waist by two handlers.

“Moondancer is of an acceptable size and weight.” Daemon countered. “She’s young.”

She’s seven years ol’, an’ the same size as Norbert!”

Daemon paused, looking reluctant before he asked the unavoidable. “… And how old is ‘Norbert’?”

Hariel didn’t bother to translate for Hagrid this time, and simply held up a finger.

“She’s one.”

Hagrid didn’t show for dinner, which proved how upset he was, because it tasted as delicious as the day before. The selection of seasoning, fruits and vegetables was mouthwatering after a year with few variation.

The meal was also the moment Hariel came to truly understand just how wealthy these people were. There were cooks, cleaners and stable people, and all of them served Daemon’s family. Compared to Jaqo, Fera and the people in the fishing town; the Targaryans lived like royalty.

Of course she’d made observations since they first met Daemon, but after arriving in Pentos her assumptions had been misled because this mansion – which was closer to a castle - didn’t belong to the Targaryens: It belonged to a man named ‘Reggio’.

They were “only guests” living in the impressive building, not the owners, and since Hariel was couldn’t just go ask for someone’s financial status it took longer to piece it together.

So after dinner, Hariel had taken Baela and Rhaena to the side and whispered urgently: “I think I misunderstand something… Can you tell me... what the word: ‘dārilaros ’ mean?” It was the title Daemon insisted they address him with, and she thought it might mean more than 'Mister' now.

With amused smiles, the twins guided Hariel to the upper floors for her to look at a painting.

“That man is a ‘dārys’,” Baela said, pointing to the man in the painting being crowned in a big ceremony by some sort of religious figure. Hariel recognized the symbolisms enough. It was a King.

“-and a ‘dārilaros’ is the title given to a trueborn brother or sister of the ‘dārys’.”

So… the sibling of a king?

A prince.

Daemon was a bloody prince.

This explained so, so much.

“Are you dārilaros too?” Hariel asked the twins, fighting to hide how unexpected this was to learn, and how utterly unsurprised she felt at the same time.

“No. We are daughters of a prince, but our father was not allowed- er’, only the King can name royal children.” Rhaena said.

Daemon’s voice snuck up behind them. “And my elder brother Viserys Targaryen, has five children. His daughter and first born is princess Rhaenyra. The future Dāria of Westeros.”

The three girls turned around as Daemon stalked up the hall, his lavender shaded eyes flickering from the painting to Hariel. “You’ve been unaware of this the entire time? Have you no understanding of how the line of succession works?”

“I understand how back home, but it sounds much the same as here. When the… old?… King of Britain died, his daughter became ...queen, and her son is to be king after her. But before now, I do not know these titles in Valyrian. Would you understand what I said if I talked of Princes?” She asked, slipping into English at the last word. “That is how we say dārilaros in my tongue.”

Pisess?” Daemon butchered the pronunciation with relish. “How far away your home island must be.”

“It is far.” Hariel said. “So far away the stars look different.”

Daemon frowned. “Perchance Ser Corlys Velaryon came across it throughout his nine Great Voyages aboard the Sea Snake. I shall assuredly ask of… Britain, in my next correspondence with my goodfather.”

He sighed. “Though you’ll need to rectify your unseemly ignorance on matters promptly, riña Hariel, as this is embarrassing. I will talk with Laena and see what can be arranged, though more pressing;” Daemon glanced down the corridor. “Where may I find Rubeus Hagrid? Despite his frankly garish lack of decorum I have a proposition for your ill spoken guardian, but the servants have searched for hours to no avail. Did he venture into the city?”

Hariel had a pretty good idea where he might be: Inside the expandable chest.

Which was not somewhere a rational human being would search after a man of Hagrid’s size.

During the flight to Pentos, Daemon had been amused but accepted that Fang fit inside the box, but he’d never looked in side it. He still didn’t know.

Still... Hariel became very aware of the pretty blue dress she was wearing, her full stomach, how well rested she was; that despite knowing they had magic the Targaryens had helped -- whilst so many others had chased them away in the night.

Hariel had used enough magic to know they accepted it here. Liked it. Probably because they had magic of their own. The way Daemon interacted with Caraxes had Hagrid flabbergasted, since: “Dragons aren’t Thestrals, Hariel! They don’ answer to no one. Flyin’ them should be impossible. Just impossible!”

“I… know where Hagrid is. I show you.” Hariel glanced at Baela and Rhaena, and suddenly she really wanted to share this.

Smiling secretively, Hariel asked: “You want to see magic?”

The Targaryens had been confused when Hariel led the way to Hagrid’s unused room and stopped in front of the worn wooden chest in the corner.

Ignoring their scepticism, she opened the lid, releasing the light from inside to spill into the dark room. The twins gasped, eyes going wide as if that was the entire trick, but Hariel co*cked her head to the side and simply said:

Look.

Daemon jolted back so hard he nearly fell at the sight of the spiralling staircase. “Impossible.”

“What-? Oh my!” Rhaena exclaimed in shock.

“Seven Hells!” Baela swore.

Hariel stepped into the box and waved for them to follow.

“No.” Daemon said and stopped his daughters from following with a single raise of his finger, though Baela looked like she might die if her father denied her this. “This is magic beyond…” For once he didn’t find the words, but looked hard at his daughters. “Go to your mother. This isn’t safe.”

Hariel burst out laughing, she couldn’t help it. It was just so rich coming from him, since-

“It’s safer than dragons.

Her amused reaction had Daemon's jaw clench and his eyes harden, but he remained unmovable though - and his daughters were ordered to remain outside until he deemed it safe.

Hariel was sure the twins would be allowed down soon enough, and it’d be their first interaction with magic! Just like Hariel had experienced on her first visit to Diagon Alley, and she couldn’t wait to see their reaction.

As expected, Hagrid was inside the expandable chest when they came down the stairs, sitting back in his armchair. Fang leapt to his feet, tail wagging and tongue lolling out with excitement to see the awestruck visitor.

“It’s bigger on the inside.” Daemon breathed, openly marvelling at the magic.

“No Fang, down boy!” Hagrid said, holding back Fang before he could jump them.

She could tell he wasn’t happy to see Daemon, but once Hariel pointed out how kindly his family had welcomed them compared to the fishing town, Hagrid let it go.

The tour through the expandable chest was a little like taking a wizard through muggle London. The pointing, disorientation and marvelling was on point with Ron at his most flabbergasted.

“It was for storage, not a home.” Hariel told him. “But then we had to flee.”

Once Daemon overcame the initial shock of the chest’s impossibly enlarged space, he turned right around and let his daughters come inside, and the fun had only just begun.

It contained three rooms, but all of them were sizeable, and Hagrid let them browse as they pleased.

Baela quickly found Hagrid’s tools hanging on the wall, including his crossbow and the skein of long silky unicorn hair. Rhaena opened the door to the second room, finding the pantry, Hagrid’s wardrobe and most of his kitchen equipments, but then Daemon found the bathroom.

Once Hariel demonstrated how the shower worked, the damage was done.

Rhaena laughed in delight while turning on and off the tap handle to the massive bathtub, since it created a stream of colourful bubbles that changed colour each time it started. Daemon admired the size and clarity of the bathroom mirror – or maybe it was his own reflection that kept him there – while Baela kept flushing the toilet.

Modern plumbing was a marvel to these people, who viewed having maids removing and emptying their personal chamber pots as the height of luxury.

The rest of the tour was spent inspecting items.

Daemon was captivated by the clock on the wall, and when they came across the first moving picture it was so overwhelming Rhaena had to sit down. Fortunately Hagrid graciously offered the girl his armchair while her family continued their observations. From the large coil of acromantula silk, the moke skins, the jars of colourful leaves and branches, the bag of occamy shells, the dried kelpie seaweed, Murtlap tentacles, hippogriff feathers and so on. Hagrid had gone over everything with Hariel before, explaining how he’d used the different things for his job as a groundskeeper, but most had been left to collect dust in the last year.

“Is this a painting of you, Hagrid?” Daemon asked, holding up one of the few framed photographs on the bookshelf. It was of a much younger Hagrid with a small, kind faced wizard.

It’s of me and me dad.” Hagrid said, and Hariel translated.

“And where is this from?” Baela asked Hariel, pointing to another photograph of the familiar castle - but she wasn’t alone to answer. Hagrid knew a little in Valyrian, but even so he could tell what she asked from the context alone.

Hogwarts.” Hariel and Hagrid answered simultaneously, both smiling wistfully.

Hariel pointed between herself and the giant. “Our home.”

“You live here? In-” but Hariel didn’t know the next words Rhaena used, and made a guess from what she’d caught.

“Yes. Er’…” She turned to Hagrid and switched to English. “Do you have more photos of Hogwarts?”

He did. Hagrid actually had a bunch of photographs in a box stored on the top shelf in his wardrobe.

Including -

Gallopin' Gorgons! I forgot I had these… Hariel, yeh want them? They’re photos of yer mum an’ dad.”

It was long past midnight when they emerged from the box, where the staff was running around the mansion searching fruitlessly for the three missing Targaryens.

Laena was upset, but at Daemon’s reassurances she made due with collecting the twins and marched them to bed, though very confused about where they’d been since dinner.

Her husband stayed a little longer though.

“I’ve considered your words, Rubeus Hagrid, and I won’t ignore the council of a proven dragon rearer such as yourself. Your magic is strong, you’ve hatched a dragon egg in a wooden hut and raised her to be in perfect health. Will you work with us to improve the health and conditions of our dragons? Together we can see all four of our dragons prosper.”

It was basically Hagrid’s dream job.

Once they came to an agreement, Hariel returned to her room with a picture filled envelope in her hands, and fell asleep looking at her parents smiling faces.

The owner of the mansion returned a couple days later. He was a man around Daemon’s age with brown hair and dark eyes who was also another Prince.

Prince Reggio.

This time Hariel had been quickly corrected before she had a chance to make an error. They both held the same title, but Daemon was a prince of the continent Westeros, whilst Reggio was the Prince of Pentos, a city. Daemon was born to his title, while Reggio was elected – temporarily. Though the man was working hard to make it a permanent station.

Hariel had wondered how he would receive Hagrid and Hariel in his home during introductions, but inexplicably, the prince was nothing less but absolutely delighted.

Perhaps even more welcoming than the Targaryens.

“Why is Prince Reggio giving us gifts?” Hariel asked Baela the following week while sitting in the twins bedroom with Treeskipper. That morning Prince Reggio had given Hagrid a sword and Hariel a very pretty green dress – and neither knew how to react to that. If anything, shouldn’t they be the one to gift him? They’d been staying in his home and eaten his food, so how did this make sense?

The explanation was both pretty straight forwards and filled with implications Hariel wasn’t quite able to grasp.

Yet.

“Because he wants you to like it here. You have a dragon and you’re an ally of House Targaryan.” Baela explained simply. “Prince Reggio wants dragons in Pentos. His station has been uncontested since we came to stay two years ago.”

The next weeks passed in a blur. Hagrid with his dragons and Hariel with lessons. She was sitting for hours with Laena, the twins or a woman named Arrei discussing all sorts, from languages, to the history of this world to how to address people. A gap in her knowledge that they’d been quick to cover. In an attempt to repay for their kindness and be useful like Hagrid, Hariel was doing some teaching herself too.

“No, it’s more of a swish and flick.” Hariel corrected, demonstrating with a branch, the movement coming to a stop aimed directly at a smooth round rock.

Holding her Holly and Phoenix feather wand Daemon tried to copy the movement.

“Then you speak the spell: Wingardium Leviosa.”

Whatever came out of Daemon’s mouth, it sure wasn’t right. Hariel bit her lip. “No… You speak the word wrong, and the word is important.”

Daemon dropped Hariel’s wand back into her hand, sighing. “Your f*cking words are impossible to speak, and why is that stick necessary? Is the magic not in your blood?”

“It is, but you use the wand to bring magic out from inside.” Hariel explained, pointing to her chest.

“From your blood?” Daemon said.

“Yes.” She nodded. “But you can use other things too? Like this.” Hariel showed him the unicorn tail hair wrapped around her wrist. It was a core without the wand wood, but perfectly usable to cast magic with. It would never give the same controlled results as a wand, and the magic could actually be quite chaotic sometimes. Hariel knew; she had broken the kitchen window of Hagrid’s hut the first time she tried it months before -- but with some trial and error Hariel knew she could cast magic with it in a crises.

“See? Wingardium Leviosa.” Hariel swished and flicked her right hand, channeling magic through the looped unicorn hair - and next the rock shot in the air like a space rocket.

Head tilted back, they stared as it disappeared into the sky.

“Oh…”

Daemon’s magic lessons were a bit of a disaster, but Hariel’s days were filled to the brim anyway. Her Valyrian was improving in heaps and bounds, and Laena was throwing in some Common Tongue phrases as well. Baela and Rhaena chatted to her about their lessons, and Laena had taken it upon herself to make sure both Hagrid and Hariel didn’t make any terrible social blunders.

Strangest of all, throughout everything; the gifts just kept coming.

“This is very kind o’ him, but what do I need a horse fer?” Hagrid scratched his beard, looking at the proud dark destrier Prince Reggio had gifted him. “Poor thing like this can’t carry me weight.”

“At least you have a good excuse not to use it.” Hariel said. “The dresses are pretty, but most are utterly useless to handle dragons in. But Laena says it’d be impolite to not use a gift from Prince Reggio. I felt really overdressed for last night’s dinner though.” She had given four whole dresses now. One from the Targaryens and three from Prince Reggio, which was absolutely baffling - because dress making in this time was a huge deal. Everything was hand labour; from weaving the sheets of clothes, dyeing it, designing the garments, to sowing it together. It could take weeks to just make one thing.

“Yeah? Yeh looked like a little lady though.” Hagrid chortled. “It’s good though, isn’t it? Yer being taught language, we have a good place ter stay and yer making friends? We can use magic without fear here.”

“And you get to be with so many dragons?” Hariel smirked.

“An’ I get ter be with dragons.” Hagrid admitted.

“You’re right. After last year, this is…. It’s not even comparable, is it?”

In many ways this had been like coming to Hogwarts all over again. To be free of the Dursleys and discover magic and some freedom.

Hariel’s stomach dropped.

Because just like they lost Hogwarts, would they loose this too? Would it happen when they had settled in and thought they were safe, only to be ripped away once again?

“I just wish they’d have spoken Valyrian instead of Common Tongue during the meal.”

Something was off, but Hariel couldn’t tell what. It’d almost seemed as if there was tensions between the Targaryens and Prince Reggio, and she thought Hagrid and herself might be the cause of it. “I didn’t understand half of what they were saying, but I think they were talking about us.”

It was nearly two months into their stay when Hariel’s fears came true, when everything was uprooted in the span of an afternoon - and it started with a lunch with Prince Reggio.

For the first time none of the Targaryens were around, and it was just Hariel and Hagrid eating with the Prince. The exquisite meal was spent talking of Pentos, how beautiful it was, how fantastic the mansion was and how much Norbert had grown – and afterwards Hariel was asked to leave so Prince Reggio could speak with Hagrid.

“I need to translate for him. Hagrid don’t understand enough Valyrian.” Hariel reminded him. She’d been doing it for months, and couldn’t fathom how he expected to have a conversation with Hagrid without her.

To be fair, Hagrid had been given help with language as well, though he had an easier time learning Common Tongue than Valyrian. It made sense too, since the language structure of Common Tongue was closer to English than what Valyrian was.

Despite her protests, Hariel was sent away and had the door shut in her face, leaving Hagrid to struggle alone while she paced the corridor. As anyone could’ve guessed, Hagrid came out half an hour later with little idea what had just happened.

“I think he was tryin’ ter get me ter agree ter somethin’? I’ve gotten the foggiest what though.” Hagrid gave her a scroll for Hariel to look at. It was some sort of document… An exchange of things, and her name 'Hariel Potter' was included. The issue was that Hariel still couldn’t read Valyrian well, and she’d need help.

Daemon and Laena was away tending to the dragons, but the twins would be out of their lessons at any moment.

“I don’t understand what Prince Reggio want.” Hariel told them frankly, giving Rhaena the scroll. “Is this to pay Prince Reggio back? Did we do wrong?”

Rhaena and Baela huddled together, their eyes growing wider the further they read. The next to happen was for Rhaena to briskly roll up the scroll while Baela grabbed Hariel’s wrist, and together they dragged her to their bedroom and shut the door.

“No. You didn’t do anything wrong." Rhaena said in a hush. "But Prince Reggio has asked Rubeus Hagrid for a dīnilūks with you.”

Hariel came up blank with that word. “I heard this word before, but… I do not know it. What does it mean?”

“Mother and father are husband and wife in the eyes of the Seven – they are united in a dīnilūks.” Rhaena explained slowly, while Baela stood next to her and gesticulated this union with her hands in a way the Septa would’ve taken her over the knee for.

Hariel’s mind landed on the logical conclusion here. Oh.

Dīnilūks = Marriage

“But…” It didn’t make a lick of sense. “Why would Prince Reggio talk to us about his marriage?”

What business did Hariel or Hagrid have concerning this man’s marriage? She’d actually been under the impression he was unmarried.

At this Rhaena broke down giggling, finding something about this the hight of amusem*nt.

“Prince Reggio knows you have a dragon, but Pentos has none – so he wants you for wife, Hariel. He’s trying to negotiate with Hagrid for your hand in marriage.” Baela said teasingly.

WHAT?!”

Hariel knew Hagrid would be furious, but the strength of his outrage still managed to startle her.

“Yer a child! That paedophile! I don’t care who he is, yer James an' Lily’s little girl! I won’t have it! Pack yer things an' go fetch Norbert! we’re leavin’! Tell Prince Daemon an' Lady Laena they’ve been real kind to us, but we won’t stay in the house of some dirty old-” and then his vocabulary turned fouler than Hariel thought the gentle giant capable of.

“Where do we go though? With Norbert… You know we’re exposed. After staying in the home of the Prince of Pentos we’re more exposed than we ever were before. Rhaena and Baela has been explaining this all afternoon. These people have armies, Hagrid, and very fragile egos. What do we do?”

“Whatever’s necessary!”

Wringing her hands, Hariel went to deliver the message that evening to Daemon and Laena.

It was an awkward conversation where Hariel explained that since she was turning down the proposal to the owner of the house they were staying in, they saw no other option but to leave.

Once dismissed, Hariel had barely closed the door before their voices broke out behind her.

“You see? You knew as well as I did this would happen.” Laena exclaimed. “We can’t allow this to pass, and we don’t belong here either. You know how we can solve this. It’s time to go home, Daemon.”

A little over a week later Hariel and Hagrid was on a ship crossing the Narrow Sea. Hagrid was hanging seasick over the railing while Hariel laughed as Baela and Rhaena ran around the deck in excitement as Driftmark appeared on the horizon. Four dragons flying overhead.

Notes:

Hectic chapter, but at least I got the plot where I wanted it: back in Westeros :)

Thank you so very much for reading!

Chapter 7: Born from the Tides

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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DAEMON II

Facing north-east from the balcony of his goodfather’s castle, the High Tides, Daemon imagined he could see across the ocean, glimpsing a tiny dark shadow which may be the volcano crater on Dragonstone.

Thirteen years before that had been his seat of power, back when Daemon was the heir to the Iron Throne and the Prince of Dragonstone. Now Daemon was eight in line, falling further for each royal brat the Hightower and his niece squeezed out. Instead Rhaenyra was the heir to the Iron Throne and Princess of Dragonstone. The girl Daemon had always known would be queen – he’d just assumed she’d be his queen consort, not the Queen.

Daemon had a plan once, but as all political schemers would experience sooner or later; plans were fickle to the whims of fate.

Once upon a time Daemon thought his brother would annul his mummer’s farce of an unconsummated marriage to his Bronze Bitch, and he’d marry his niece when she came of age instead. That way the King’s line would’ve continued through the pure Valyrian children of his daughter and his brother. Everyone would be happy – except the c*nt, Otto Hightower, and that was only a boon.

But life hadn’t turned out how Daemon expected, and being back in Westeros, so close to the place he’d once called his castle, made everything flood back.

Three years of war in the Stepstones and giving up his crown as King of the Narrow Sea hadn’t been enough to win Daemon his brother’s daughter – but it had been enough to grant him Corlys’s.

Laena was a fierce dragonrider, a beautiful wife, a good mother and a graceful lady with the blood of old Valyria. Everything he’d always wanted in a wife -- except not his first choice.

It was ironic. If his brother was less a lapdog wagging at the Hightowers commands, Laena could’ve been Queen and Daemon King; though not at the same time. What ultimately brought them together was being spurned by his brother. When Viserys chose his daughter’s whor* of a best friend above Laena for wife, she’d kept her head high and gone off to claim the largest living dragon in the world. When Viserys exiled Daemon, he’d gone to war and won himself an ocean kingdom.

They might not have been each other’s first choice, but anyone could see they were well suited.

Pondering the many ‘could’ve, would’ve, should’ve’ was meaningless, and surely an ailment of ageing. Somewhere down the line Daemon started looking back at the squandered possibilities above dreaming for the future.

Daemon had seen eight and thirty years pass… In six years he’d be the same age his father was when he died.

Maybe Laena was right to claim Daemon used to be more than this. More than some maudlin Prince, sneaking back after his brother had exiled him - twice. Though what did it matter? Viserys was the King, his word was supposed to be law, but he was too weak to hold firm. He was too soft, too afraid of confrontations and too eager to please.

Daemon had always known his punishments only persisted until Viserys anger cooled – which was never longer than a couple month, tops – so which other rulings were being ignored?

“Enjoying the familiar view, cousin?”

Daemon turned around, greeting his cousin Princess Rhaenys Targaryen with a nod. Laena had inherited the eyes and smile from her mother, and after years of marriage it was unnerving to see these familiar traits in someone else’s face, directed at him with a polite facade in place of the genuine warmth of his wife. Rhaenys had never favoured Daemon as a suitor to her only daughter, but her opinion mattered squat to him. Or any of the other Lords of the Realm for that matter.

“It’s the ocean. I’ve seen it many a times before. Where is your husband?”

“Corlys invited Rubeus Hagrid and Hariel Potter to lunch. He wished to learn more of their home island, Bitain.” Rhaenys said, walking up to stand next to him by the railing.

“Pouring over maps again? To think the Sea Snake has not come across their island.”

“It’s unexpected.” Rhaenys said pondering. “Yet sailors are always weary of the enormity of the sea. Though the items of their homeland are remarkable… If my husband had come across their likeness during his voyages they’d be on display in the Halls of Nine as we speak.” Rhaenys paused her trail of thoughts, and said, as if she couldn’t quite help herself; “Do you believe their way of life is how it once was in the Valyrian Freeholds?”

Rhaenys didn’t know half of it, but Daemon nodded in agreement anyway. “Very likely.”

He’d spent many an hour browsing through the book Hagrid and Hariel had gifted him. Hariel said the title of the book was; ‘A History of Magic’, and though Daemon couldn’t read a single one of the unknown letters, it held several moving paintings, a magical window into another world, making it near invaluable. Daemon made sure to keep it locked in the treasury since arriving. It was the history to their magic, possibly holding deep knowledge and old spells.

“Their society held onto an abundance of the Valyrian magic, but less of our dragon culture. I’ve been told the land has many dragons, both wild ones and those raised by man – but they do not ride them. To fly dragons was lost to them as surely as the magic spells was lost to us.”

Rhaenys co*cked her head slightly. “Yet lady Hariel has an excellent grasp of Norbert, and Laena told me Hagrid tried singing a lullaby to Vhagar.”

Daemon smirked to himself, he’d seen that himself. “Dragon rearing doesn’t seem to be the issue, it’s weaponising them.”

“It’s a curiosity.” Rhaenys murmured.

Of course, Vhagar hadn’t given a sh*t about Hagrid’s song, and instead of “calming her down” as he was trying to, the dragon had turned around, rejecting him. That mishap aside, Daemon couldn’t dispute the giant’s proficiency in dragon rearing.

Moondancer showed a noticeable growth spurt in the months under Hagrid’s care, her scales toughened while horns and spikes hardened. She was livelier and now spent most of her days flying or playing with Norbert.

After his success with Moondancer, they’d asked Hagrid to look at his daughter Rhaena’s egg as well. As the egg hadn’t hatched in almost eight years, they didn’t have much hope, though it was worth a shot.

Hagrid had examined Rhaena’s dragon egg thoroughly. From tapping his pink clothed stick against the shell, listening to the egg and holding it under fire through several bizarre experiments, before shaking his shaggy head in apology.

Looking like he may cry, Hagrid had bent down to his daughter and put a massive but gentle hand on her shoulder. He’s said something unrecognizable in their odd language, but his careful tone and mournful eyes matched with what lady Hariel translated.

“Our magic can help in many ways, but it can not mend what is already dead.”

On the horizon Daemon saw a shape rising into the sky in the direction of Dragonstone. Which dragon was it? Was the wild dragon Grey Ghost out fishing again? Had Vermithor come out of his lair to stretch his wings?

“Laena and the twins are settling in nicely. My daughter is exultant to be home, though she’ll be relieved once the baby is out. She tries to hide it, but I can tell she’s grown very uncomfortable with this pregnancy.”

“That’d be my fault.” Daemon remarked. Rhaenys lips turned up at the corners. Not insincere, but not warm either. Her pale violet eyes followed his line of sight, noticing the dragon in the sky as well.

“You know; I spent many a day looking towards Dragonstone when you were its Lord.” Rhaenys admitted.

“Ah, right.” Daemon agreed. “That’d be another thing that can be put on my shoulders.”

“You were only one of several, Daemon. I have put the Lords votes at the council of 101 behind me, and long ago accepted I would never sit the Iron Throne.” Rhaenys said, “Though I wonder, have you?”

“Of course I accepted the ruling. You know how far I was willing to go to support Viserys claim.”

Rhaenys co*cked an eyebrow. “You’re known to go too far in most of your endeavours, Daemon, and more often than not it’s resulted in estrangement. Is that not why you took my daughter and grandchildren traversing through Essos rather than stay within reach of his powers?”

“If you recall Viserys didn’t quite approve of our marriage.”

It grated. Even when it wasn’t his daughter, Viserys had kept denying Daemon a Valyrian bride. The only wife Viserys had deemed suitable for Daemon was Rhea Royce, a marriage that’d dragged on for a decade whilst fostering hatred and no children.

Daemon scowled. In the meanwhile his brother had married twice, taking a wife he desired both times with short-sighted regard for the repercussions. Daemon had once been Viserys fiercest champion and loudest supporter, willing to war against the Velaryons with dragons and armies to give his elder brother the Crown – and now Viserys chose to bestow all the fruits of Daemon’s labours on Otto. f*cking. Hightower.

What had supporting Viserys ever gotten him?

To be named Hand of the King?

An annulment from the farce of his first marriage?

A worthy castle and a seat to rule of his own?

No. Daemon was always being sent away. Now Daemon stood on Driftmark, in the Castle of the Lord of the Tides, married to the Sea Snake’s daughter - more a f*cking seahorse than a dragon.

“You offended his Grace when you didn’t ask his blessing, but my husband approved it, even after you killed our daughter’s previous betrothed.” Rhaenys said.

“Laena’s old suitor was a spendthrifting, lackwitted craven with the audacity to challenge me to a duel,”

“Only after weeks of goading him into one.”

“-and it was his own folly to do so against a master swordsman of my excellency.”

Rhaenys sighed, a long suffering thing. “That aside… the King was once offered Laena’s hand in marriage himself. Had you presented yourself at court you know he would have given the marriage his blessing, or risk souring the relationship between our two Houses once again. Yet you did not, choosing to do as you please.”

“It was a calculated choice. My brother has never been good at holding a grudge.”

“My husband expects you’ll mend your relationship with Viserys now that you’re back. I’m sure your expanded Household is a boon the King won’t ignore. You’ve potentially saved the kingdom from powerful future oppositions the sort a dragon falling into the wrong hands could cause. The King will not forget it.”

Daemon could read between the lines here, and turned to her unimpressed. “We only just arrived, and you’re already suggesting I travel to King’s Landing and present Rubeus Hagrid and Hariel Potter at court?”

“Or after your child is born.” Rhaenys said. “Bring Laena and the children. Our King will be delighted to see how his family has expanded.”

“I will do as I see fit.” Daemon said purposely, unwilling to entertain plans of showing for court yet. Not until Hagrid and Hariel was more indebted to his side, before some gannet Hightower tried stealing what was his. Again.

Rhaenys huffed, “Don’t you always?”

The door creaked open, and the Maester came out onto the balcony, grey robes billowing in the wind and his chains clinking.

“Princess Rhaenys, your Lord husband is still at lunch, but he bade me share this with you promptly.” He held out a slip of parchment that Rhaenys read.

“It’s from Laenor.” Rhaenys said, looking at Daemon pointedly. “My son writes from the Red Keep with glad tidings; Princess Rhaenyra gave birth to another boy. Prince Joffrey Velaryon.”

Daemon barely held back his initial retort. Does your son mention if this one bears a marked but entirely coincidental resemblance to the Commander of the City Watch too?

“Congratulations on your new Grandson.”

Because brown of hair or not, Rhaenyra had three sons whilst Daemon only had daughters… And he’d just dropped to ninth in line to the throne.

A fortnight later Daemon was awoken by the steward before the crack of dawn.

“Enter.” Daemon called groggily. This better be f*cking dire.

It wasn’t – and yet it was. Because one of the dragon eggs was hatching.

Daemon nearly fell out of the bed, barely taking the time to pull on his boots and throw a robe.

Daemon entered the stifling hot chamber, finding Corlys, Rhaenys, one of their dragon handlers and Hagrid standing around a stone table with the egg at the centre.

“Has it hatched?” Daemon asked, walking up to look for himself. It hadn’t, though judging by how the egg swayed from side to side and the cracking shell, it surely couldn’t be far off.

Somehow, Daemon had never seen an egg hatch in person.

“Excellent work, Rubeus.” Daemon said, knowing the giant wouldn’t understand him. The man was too distracted by the egg to care about much else.

The egg was from the latest clutch laid by Rhaenys own dragon, Meleys. It’d been incubating with one other egg at Driftmark for a year before Daemon suggested letting Hagrid try hatch one of the eggs, using the methods he’d implemented to hatch Norbert.

Now here they stood, and sure enough: the egg cracked within the hour, a small black and purple dragon breaking free just as the sun rose on the eastern horizon.

Breakfast was an exultant event that morning. Everyone within the High Tide celebrated the second hatching to have ever happened on Driftmark; the first being Seasmoke, the dragon bonded to Ser Laenor Velaryon.

“The baby dragon is so small!” Baela said in Valyrian, which had become the twins naturally spoken language whenever Hariel was in the same room. Daemon wasn’t sure they even noticed it anymore, but then his daughters were raised speaking as much High Valyrian as Common Tongue.

“Like a clumsy little winged lizard. To think Moondancer was ever that small!” Baela laughed, using her hands to imitate the unsteady movement of the dragon to Hariel.

“She was, but back then you two were young too. Only a year old.” Laena chuckled, but then her eye twitched, and she pressed a hand against the side of her stomach. Her long practised smile hid most of her growing discomfort though. Her labours could happen at any day now. According to the Maester, Laena had already gone a Moon longer with this babe than the twins.

“The dragon will be mine to claim, will it not?” Rhaena gushed, face flushed and purple eyes shining with excitement. “May we visit again after breakfast? Please!? Hariel can come see it too, and I should be there so I can bond with the dragon, shouldn’t I?”

“The baby dragon is too young to bond with anyone yet.” Laena reminded their daughter. “It’s only an infant, less than a day old, and all it cares of yet is food and survival. It won’t bond with anyone before it’s strong enough to care for itself.”

“When will that be?” Rhaena asked.

“We’ll judge the dragon’s maturity as it grows. Only time will tell when it’s ready to bond.” Princess Rhaenys said, exchanging a warm smile with Corlys.

“Once the dragon is old enough though, you may bond with it.” Corlys said, smiling at his granddaughter.

“… Then can I please name the dragon?” Rhaena pleaded.

“No.” Daemon and Laena answered in perfect synchronization, as neither would allow for another; ‘Norbert’ situation with this dragon.

“Lady Hariel, will you inform Hagrid we’re holding a feast in celebration of the dragon’s hatching tomorrow eve? It’ll be held in the Halls of Nine.” Rhaenys said, turning to Hariel. Hagrid had passed over breakfast, too occupied with the dragon.

“I will tell him.” Hariel said to the princess. “Hagrid will be busy feeding the dragon. Baby dragons needs a lot of care. When Norbert hatched, we hand fed her eight and forty times a day for weeks.”

“That often?” Corlys said, and even Daemon startled.

Eight and forty? Every day? “No wonder Norbert is so big.” Daemon remarked.

“It was tiring.” Hariel said heavily, the memory seeming to cause her some upset.

“Then we may have to wait before tasking Hagrid to hatch the second egg.” Rhaenys said. “I will send food to him in the dragon vault. The other handlers will relieve him of his duties so he may rest, as well as for the feast tomorrow.”

“I’ve already ordered the steward to see to Hagrid’s needs. Fortunately his Common Tongue is good enough to make himself understood with simpler demands.” Corlys told his wife, before shifting in his seat to Daemon and Laena. “It’s been a busy morning, but I’ve got other tidings to share. In the excitement of the hatching I’ve been remiss in informing you, but a raven arrived last night. Princess Rhaenyra and Laenor are moving to Dragonstone.”

“Moving?” Daemon asked, startled. “Permanently?”

Corlys nodded. “Indeed.”

“But that is wonderful.” Laena said, her smile brightening. “I’ve missed my brother. It’ll be great to have him close again, and our children are much of an age too.”

Though Rhaena wanted to name her future dragon an absolutely impossible word to pronounce; “Gryffindor” (a name she’d picked up from Hariel’s tales of her homelands) -- Princess Rhaenys was the one to do the honours. Since the dragon was black scaled with purple spikes and eyes, the princess landed on the name; ‘Ebrion’, the Valyrian word for ‘Night Sky’.

The feast wasn’t for another day, but Daemon and Corlys started the celebrations early that afternoon with a bottle of Arbour Red shared in the Halls of Nine.

“I’ve missed the taste of a proper strongwine.” Daemon said, smacking his tingling lips and appreciating the heavy flavour on his tongue. “Not that pale sweet-swill of Pentos.”

“A toast to Ebrion!” Corlys said, and a servant rushed forwards to fill Daemon’s emptied cup.

“To Ebrion, the smoke-cougher of High Tide!” Daemon toasted, making Corlys laugh deeply. They’d been friends since the war in the Stepstones, and hadn’t shared a drink this way since Daemon wedded the man’s daughter.

“Combined, this puts our tally of dragons up to seven, Daemon.”

He frowned. “Does it? The last I counted your household had two and mine three; that makes five, Corlys.”

“Seasmoke is bonded to my son.”

“After Laenor married, Seasmoke counts as part of Princess Rhaenyra’s Household, not yours.” Daemon pointed out meaningfully.

Corlys arched a brow, but allowed the correction. “Then there’s Norbert.”

Daemon nodded. “As of yet they’re ‘allies’ and ‘friends’ – officially we’re in talks so Hariel can become Laena’s ward -- but words are winds, and only blood binds. I won’t safely count Norbert before Hariel marries into the family.”

“So that is your plan? To marry lady Hariel Potter into one of our Houses?” Corlys asked for clarification.

Daemon gave him a deadpan look. Of course that was the plan.

Corlys held up a hand, “My confusion is excusable after what happened with the Prince of Pentos, Daemon.”

“Reggio tried to undermined us and swindle Rubeus Hagrid for lady Hariel’s hand from under my nose. Assuming the language barrier would work in his favour. Instead of gaining a dragon, he’s lost all.”

“That’s the risk of participating in the Game.” Corlys said meaningfully while Daemon took a deep gulp of wine, hoping oblivion would take him soon.

“You played it better.” Daemon agreed. Though not perfectly. Corlys’ wife lost the Iron Throne to Viserys and his daughter was never made Queen either, but despite his losses Corlys steadily held firm and increased his fire power – literarily.

“Then who? She’s of an age for a betrothal at the very least, in fact my wife told me Hariel flowered recently.”

Daemon chuckled. “Haste was Reggio’s undoing, Corlys. There’s time to steer her in the right direction. After the Prince of Pentos failure of a proposal Hagrid made it very clear lady Hariel will not be betrothed until she’s of age in accordance with the law of their homeland. Which means when she’s seven and ten. The right to decline such attempts was one of the demands they had us agree to before joining us here to Driftmark.”

“You agreed to this?” Corlys surprise was audible in his tone “I’d think the situation a bit precarious, and yourself too impatient.”

“It is worth the risks.”

And it was. The more Daemon learned of them, the more he saw that Hariel and Hagrid were a couple walking contradictions. Hagrid was twice a man’s height and ten times as strong. He had the potential to be a monster in battle, as close to undefeatable a man could be – and that was before one factored in his ability to wield magic. And yet Hagrid, for all his natural born gifts for violence – was a f*cking lamb.

Daemon knew the nature of men, from the craven to the brazen to the foulest of the foulest – on the scales Hagrid was basically a sweet summer child.

Hariel was much the same. Her aptitude for magic seemed greater, as she could turn a knight’s sword against themselves, was a dragon whisperer with a dragon bond - and yet she didn’t use it for gain, but to maintain. To do anything else hardly crossed their mind.

Daemon was too familiar with schemers. He was nursed in the vipers nest of King’s Landing amongst all their f*cking politicking, and these two had next to no ambition to rule.

It was baffling. They had a dragon, but didn’t grasp the true scope behind its potential. They thought about it pragmatically instead of adventitiously.

King Aegon and his sister-wives conquered six out of seven kingdoms with three dragons. Proving with fire and blood that one dragon alone could equal all the armies, gold and castles of two constituent regions combined – and three together could dominate six.

Control of a dragon was a dowry worth all the wealth and lands of the Reach and Westerlands combined, yet somehow Hariel had not expected Prince Reggio’s proposal.

Not that Daemon would’ve allowed it to pass. He’d sooner feed Hariel and Hagrid to Caraxes and run his sword through Norbert’s brain before he let some upstart from Essos gain dragons. But it needn’t come to that.

Though he may have forgotten to inform them, Daemon had decided that Hariel was to marry into the Targaryen- Velaryon alliance.

Once again, Daemon rued that Laena hadn’t given him a son yet. Baela and Rhaena were good children, but they weren’t a son, and a son would have solved much -- both here and in other matters. Leaving Daemon with murky options.

“Do you disagree with my methods, or was Ebrion’s hatching not proof enough?” Daemon asked.

“No, I wouldn’t go so far. They’ve already benefitted my House more in a Moon than some of the allies has in decades. Though why seven and ten?”

“Seven and ten is the age of maturity in their homeland Britain. They don’t even allow people to marry before coming of age there. It might be for the better anyhow. The political situation might look different in four years, and until then, there’s no reason to not lay the groundwork.” Daemon took another sip of wine. “With Princess Rhaenyra at Dragonstone, the children will have a chance to meet too.”

“You think to make a match between lady Hariel and my grandson Lucerys?” Corlys asked, having probably thought out this match within days of meeting the foreigners.

“… Not necessarily.” Daemon corrected. His first born Baela was to be the future queen, and it could be done once Viserys approved a betrothal between Rhaenyra’s heir Jacaerys and Baela, but that left the younger twin; Rhaena. “In truth, I wanted to make a match between Rhaena and Prince Lucerys.”

“Lady Hariel has already claimed a dragon.”

“Rhaena is my daughter, she will have a dragon in time and has Velaryon blood. Being the lady of Driftmark is a station worthy of her.”

“Of course it is.” Corlys agreed. “But Rhaena can bring us allies by marrying outside – whilst allowing lady Hariel do the same might bring our Houses dangerous opposition in the future. Enemies with dragons, and no blood relation to either of us.”

Daemon sighed. Because that was the crux of the matter. While Rhaena could marry into one of the Great Houses to strengthen their alliances, the situation was quite different with Hariel. They needed to marry Hariel into the family, not out. Her blood would strengthen the line for future dragon riders and if it couldn’t be of Daemon’s own line, it was true he’d rather it be with one of Rhaenyra’s bastard spawns than one of the three Hightower abominations.

But to favour this foreigner over Rhaena? Driftmark was in her blood, and Laena would be outraged.

“What about Vaemond’s oldest son? My nephew Daemion?” Corlys suggested.

“Your brother’s spawn?” Daemon asked slowly. “You think I brought a dragon all the way from Northern f*cking nowhere of Essos to benefit the line of your sh*thead of a brother? He’s been undermining me for three and ten years, Corlys.”

“You exaggerate, Daemon.” Corlys argued.

“Then your mind must be addled on too much strongwine, Corlys, if you do not remember the endless hours we spent in war councils listening to his whining. I distinctly remember Vaemond felt his nagging protestations worth more than Caraxes firepower against the Triarchy. Your own son named him the ‘Master of Complaints’.”

Corlys covered a smile behind his closed hand, hiding it with a cough while Daemon didn’t bother with pretence. It was only natural to laugh about it now, but back then Daemon had been longing for Vaemond Velaryon to leave the safety of the tents to actually join a battle, so Daemon could gut him with Dark Sister and pass his death off as a tragedy of war.

“He’s my blood. Your daughters blood.” Corlys pointed out. “Consider it. Vaemond’s grandchildren and your grandchildren could marry, combining our bloodlines. If not… I assume you’re considering one of Viserys sons? They may be preferable, as they’re further down the line of succession than Laenor's sons.”

Daemon looked away, but Corlys kept on talking.

“Discounting Daemion, all three Hightower princes are closer to lady Hariel’s age than anyone else’s sons with the right linage.” Corlys said, watching closely.

Right. Viserys secondary offsprings by his bitch of a second Queen. Daemon had caught sight of Aegon from a distance once, and never seen his two other nephews or his youngest niece, and honestly had no plans to rectify the matter.

Daemon hardly counted anything that shared blood with Otto Hightower for kin.

Before he was made to answer, a servant entered the Halls of Nine.

“Prince Daemon, forgive me the intrusion, but Princess Rhaenys sent me to inform you that the lady Laena has started her labours.”

Daemon shot up in his seat, causing his head to spin. It’d been years since he’d had the good wine, and it was hitting him faster than he’d expected.

“Hah!” Corlys clapped his hands together, “Then we’ve yet another thing to celebrate! Tomorrow we’ll be feasting the birth of both a dragon and my sixth grandchild. Hopefully you’ll get your son this time, Daemon.” He turned to the servant. “I’ve changed my mind; bring in another bottle of wine.”

It wasn't to be.

His wife’s pain could be heard through the castle until next morning. Laena fought with all her strength through the long and difficult labours until the Maester finally managed to get the babe out.

A boy.

At last Daemon got the son he so desired.

- but dead before his first breath.

Laena was left bleeding, weak from exhaustion and inconsolable in her grief.

Then the birthing fever set in.

“My grandson is dead and my daughter is burning up from within!” Rhaenys raged at the Measter. “Help her, you grey rat!”

Water was brought in to cool her down along with milk of the poppy – but she only grew worse and weaker – and so Daemon went to Hariel and Hagrid.

“You have magic, do you not have a spell that can heal her?”

Having been toe tipping around them the entire time, both jumped to please. Though for once they couldn't swish their sticks and repair Laena the way they could a broken cup or plate.

Instead, Hariel retreated into the magical chest to franticly browse through the books for a solution. Sitting down on the floor, she opened the first book, took something out of her pocket and put on a face mask that consisted of two round pieces of glass balanced inside an incredibly fine metal string that covered her eyes. When Daemon asked what it was and why she wore it, Hariel pushed the item up her nose and responded distracted; “For reading.” Hagrid left the baby dragon in other's care to search out a method to aid Laena as well, and was rummaging through his stores while the girl read. A strange division of labour.

Daemon had expected they’d know something already, but it turned out healing was a subject neither had learned. They searched for hours, until finally -

“This is murtlap tentacles!” Hariel said, thrusting a jar into his hand after tracking him down in the courtyard. Suffering a pounding headache and a lack of sleep, Daemon squinted down at the jar of blue, slimy worms. What the f*ck-?

“What the hell is this sh*t?”

Murtlap.” Hariel repeated. “The book say it… may help! Help lady Laena’s body be stronger. To fight the fever.”

“You’re sure?” Daemon said, dubious the unnaturally blue maggots wasn’t in truth a viscous poisonous creature.

Hariel hesitated. “Yes.” Though she didn’t sound convincing at all.

“Are you certain?” He repeated forcefully, taking a sharp step towards her, looming over her deceptively weak frame.

“We only read about it in the book today, and have never tried it before. It should be brewed in a… a mixture, but we lack the other…. er’ things to put in the mixture.” Hariel said, stumbling over her words. “But Murtlap is the most important part of the brew. Others use it before. I thought if… If there is no other choice...?”

And there weren’t. Laena was burning so feverishly she wasn’t making sense anymore. So Daemon led Hariel through the castle towards Laena’s chambers, but set off at a sprint up the stairs when he heard the sound of his daughters crying.

Storming into the chamber Daemon found Rhaenys sobbing over Laena while the twins were huddled together in shock stricken grief.

“My deepest condolences, Prince Daemon.” The Maester said severe. “The fever took her. Lady Laena is dead.”

The shock wrapped around his chest like a coiling creature, but Daemon wouldn’t accept it. Not yet. This blue brew – whatever it was – it was made from magic.

Daemon whirled around to the doorway where Hariel stood, hands over her mouth and bright green eyes filling with tears.

"You said it could help. Use it, Hariel." He ordered, but Hariel shook her head, looking away from the scene as if she could not bear it.

"I'm so sorry, but it... It's of no aid to lady Laena now." She said apologetically. Because like with his daughter’s unhatched egg, with his son, and with Laena too:

"Magic can not mend what is already dead."

Notes:

I really liked writing Laena and I seriously considered keeping her alive, but the truth is: the story is just more interesting with her death. For one it brings the entire toxic and dysfunctional Brady bunch together so much faster. And a part of me always wanted to throw Hariel into the deep end of that mess with barely any idea what's going on.

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 8: Here be Dragons

Notes:

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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HARIEL V

“When the waters of Blackwater Bay are at low tide, the castle High Tide connects to the island Driftmark by only a causeway, before its flooded again at high tide. So when the royal party arrived yesterday they nearly got stranded on the wrong side."

Hariel rambled absently to Vhagar in parseltongue, sitting on a grassy beach dune while the sun started its steady climb on the horizon. Not far away Hagrid was scooping dragon dung into a wheelbarrow to be reused as fertilizer, and it simultaneously made the place nicer for Vhagar.

In the meanwhile, Hariel distracted the gigantic dragon so Hagrid wouldn’t get flambéed doing so.

Vhagar just lost her human, and spent her days since Laena’s death sleeping on the beach or snarling at anyone who neared. Even with parseltongue, this was the first time Hariel was allowed to stay for more than a couple minutes before Vhagar threatened to eat her.

"The Royals had loads of horses, carriages and people who wouldn’t have wanted to swim across, so they timed their arrival with the tides, but cut it so late they nearly had to wait a day on the main island for the changing water levels. It’s one of the castle’s natural defence systems.”

“Not againsssst me.” Vhagar rumbled, her grating voice like nails on a chalkboard to Hariel’s poor ears.

“No. Any dragon can fly across and burn the castle to its foundations regardless of the water levels, but please don’t do that to the High Tide. Laena would’ve been upset.”

“You don’t sssspeak for my human.”

“No, but her daughters lives in the castle, and unlike you Laena liked her children.”

Vhagar grumbled in reluctant agreement, her glinting eyes following Hagrid’s labours.

They travelled by ship from King’s Landing. You know, the capitol?” Hariel returned to topic.

I usssed to live there.”

Oh! How silly of me, of course you’d know where that is… Is it nice there?”

No.” Vhagar snorted out a big puff of hot, pungent air.

Ah, anyway, they’re very important people, so I barely saw them during introductions before they went to rest, clean up and settle in, and now everyone’s here for lady Laena’s funeral. It’ll be at noon… You know, if you want to be there?”

“No.”

Hariel fidgeted with the sleeves of her dress. While the stillborn baby had already been laid to rest by dragon cremation in the tradition of House Targaryen, Laena's burial was held in the ways of House Velaryon, and it was bringing in people from far and near.

Laena’s brother Ser Laenor arrived on dragonback the moment he got the raven. He’s nice… I think, but he’s been with his parents constantly, or off drinking, and more people keeps coming.” She said, thinking back on the last few weeks.

In the aftermath of Laena’s death Hariel had been filled with a helpless rage.

They had magic! It could do anything! So how could it fail when it mattered most?!

Hariel had felt betrayed by her glaring shortcomings for not being able to whip up the remedy on the spot, and marched off swearing it wouldn’t happen again.

It was a promise she couldn’t keep.

It didn’t take much reading before Hariel had to face the reality of how staggeringly unqualified she was to tackle the subject.

Hariel only counted seven measly months of magical schooling under her belt, while Hagrid was expelled at the end of his third year. Between them they had no books that focused solely on human anatomy or healing anything that had less than four legs, and the most helpful textbook, the potions books, were pretty useless without the ingredients.

The day Laena died they’d had murtlap tentacles, yes, but not the beetle eyes, goosegrass or ethanol necessary to make a murtlap potion. It was like trying to make a cake with just flour and water, but even if they’d miraculously managed to brew it, it wasn’t actually a potion to heal birthing fever – it was for wounds. The book also mentioned that the wrong dosage could be harmful, so the users weight and the size of the injury had to be accounted for when measuring the intake.

But how was Hariel to know how much anyone weighed? Or how severe Laena’s internal injuries were after birth? She didn’t have a bathroom scale available – no one here did. Hariel couldn’t even guess her own weight if asked. She didn’t know what was a “harmful dosage”, why it mattered or why the potion worked as it did, and would certainly not have known if she did it wrong.

So in hindsight, Hariel was horrified by her own actions.

How utterly rash and unthinking she’d been to give Daemon a magical ingredient she didn’t understand. She’d just read a shallow description in the book, crossed her fingers and ran off like the short-sighted and reckless Gryffindor she still was. Because the thing is: Had Prince Daemon given Laena the murtlap tentacles, they could’ve killed her themselves.

After reading, Hariel had come to realize a common risk with potions, especially healing ones, was that giving the remedy in the wrong way could easily harm a patient more than doing nothing. The wrong antidote was just another poison. Like overdosing a patient on morphine.

There was a reason muggle doctors and magical healers required a lengthy education to get their licenses, and Hariel was starting to understand why.

Bloody hell, what would Hariel have done if she had killed Laena? She had died that day anyway, but that’s not how her family would have perceived it if Laena had been given the murtlap tentacles and died right after.

Hariel would have been blamed for murdering the wife of a Prince – and rightly so. They’d probably have cut her head off.

Or fed her to Caraxes.

So how could Hariel learn better? Sure, Hariel knew it was possible, but she didn’t have any books or people to tell her the how’s and why’s. All that knowledge was a whole world beyond her reach, and if they’d known how to get hold of any of it – Hariel wouldn’t be in Westeros at all, but back home at Hogwarts learning these things like she was supposed to in the first place.

So what options did that leave her with?

To reinvent the spells and potions?

How?

Through trial and error? … On herself?

On others?

Was she going to start with human experiments now?

Hariel was barely thirteen (she assumed) with less than a year of magical schooling and no library or teachers. If she was to reinvent anything Hariel would need to risk testing unknown substances such as wild plants, insects and raw animal organs to see if it was “safe to consume” and in “which quantities”. Either on herself or by channeling her inner Frankenstein and start magical experiments on the servants here. Either way, the most likely scenario would probably be that Hariel ended up killing herself testing some highly toxic chickpea.

It was too big a subject, and Hariel had to accept she’d probably never regain the healthcare options of her old world. That for all the theories - it just wasn’t feasible in practise. Instead Hariel had to make due with the little she had – which she still believed was more than most – but quite pitiful compared to what Madam Pomfrey or a muggle doctor could’ve managed.

Because Hariel would love to be a genius who could reinvent penicillin in a stone room lit by candles with preindustrial tools, but she wasn’t.

“The castle is getting crowded, so Hagrid and I have tried to stay clear inside the expandable chest instead of our rooms.” Hariel told Vhagar, continuing her thread where she’d left off. “Now the younger Princes have Hagrid’s room for the visit and their grandfather Otto sleeps in mine. Is that why you retreated out here too? Because of all the dragons?”

Yesssss.”

There had been a great influx of dragons to Driftmark. The arrival of Ser Laenor’s grey dragon Seasmoke, Princess Rhaenyra’s yellow scaled dragon Syrax, Prince Aegon’s golden scaled and pink winged dragon Sunfyre and Princess Helaena’s blue coloured dragon Dreamfyre raised the tally from 6 to 10 fire breathers on Driftmark, and not all dragons got along.

It was amazing to watch them fly above the High Tide though, so much even the Septon had called the island “new Valyria” at the sight.

“Is there any other dragon who can speak like you? Like we do now?” Hariel asked, gesturing between them.

“Your sssscamp.”

“Except Norbert.”

“Not here.”

“But elsewhere?”

Vhagar flecked her teeth -- maybe in annoyance, a threat, or in thought; it was hard to tell which. “Vermithor doesss. Lessss than me, but he understandssss… And the cannibal too. He lissstens.

Do you talk together sometimes?”

No. I got sssssilence before… Until now.”

“I’m sorry. Hagrid will be done soon and we’ll leave you be. We’ve got a funeral to get ready for, but Hagrid’s just trying to make it nicer for you. Isn’t it better without the droppings?!

“… Yesss.” The dragon admitted reluctantly, “But I will eat him if he ssssing again.” She said referring to the time Hagrid tried and failed to sing a lullaby to Vhagar.

“The sssinger undersstood to sssstop -- but you keep ssspeaking. Why? You want fire? You want dracarysss?”

“No! Please, no dracarys!” Hariel said quickly, worried the dragon would actually start burning stuff.

It was at moments like these Hariel became uncomfortably aware of the dragon’s history. At over 170 years of age Vhagar had killed uncountable humans. Thousands upon thousands. Burning them alive from the Field of Fire in the Reach to the Dragon’s Wroth of Dorne. Uncaring if she was cooking knights inside their armours or burning homes where mothers awaited their end clutching their children close. Vhagar was the ultimate definition of both a weapon and a monster. She was what Visenya and her siblings made her into, and too old and too hardened to care. The lives around her were mere flies buzzing in her peripheral, and she squashed those she saw fit to.

Why would Vhagar bother with speech or song? Hariel thought she understood it a bit better now.

Vhagar was fostered on pain and blood, and after all the screams, it must be nice with some quiet.

“Then why do you come here? I will not fly with you.” Vhagar grumbled.

“I don’t need you to fly with me… But you lost Laena, and I thought you might need something. Someone. That you could use a friend.”

“I need ssssilence. Go ssspeak with your ssscamp and your sssinger instead.” She said, and looked over at said singer.

Hagrid had put down the wheelbarrow and taken out his pink umbrella. Hagrid beamed happily, waved, and then pointed the wand at a large boulder sticking out of the ground, speaking a spell Hariel was too far away to hear.

A gush of fog escaped his wand, and next-

“Bloody hells, that stinks.” Hariel covered her nose and switched to English as a wave of disgusting stench reeked from the boulder.

“What the hell are you doing, Hagrid?”

“The spell makes a volcanic lava odour, an’ I got it from the Dragon Rearin’ for Profit and Pleasure book, since some dragons likes it. I tried with Norbert, but she hated the smell. Now we know she’s part Swedish Short-Snout that explains a lot. They naturally dwell in the snowy northern mountains, yeh know? But the dragons here aren’t like that. Very different breeds, with different needs. I’m figurin’ it out.” Hagrid said, covering his nose as well.

Hariel turned to the grumpy dragon, worried what she’d do if she didn’t like it either. “Do you like the smell, Vhagar?” She asked.

Vhagar lifted her enormous head curiously, chins jiggling as she sniffed the area and inhaled deeply. “… Yessssss.” A long, soft rumble escaped her.

So you prefer Hagrid’s smells more than his songs?”

...You ssssspeak too much, little sssspeaker. Like Balerion. I sssshould eat you.”

“Ah, she really liked the smells, Hagrid, but she’s getting cranky again! I think it’s time we leave.”

“How did you think to use that lava-smell charm?” Hariel asked as they kept a brisk pace walking the winding trek back to High Tide for the funeral. Hagrid pushed the wheelbarrow with dragon droppings along effortlessly across the bumpy terrain.

“Been tryin’ a few things with ‘er already that didn’t work. It’s all about knowin’ how ter calm ‘em down. You remember Fluffy, right?"

"Vividly."

"O’ course Vhagar didn’t like me music like Fluffy did. Vhagar don’ trust anyone ter touch ‘er either, so I figured smell was the way ter go.”

“Vhagar liked it.” Hariel agreed. “She became pretty relaxed by the smell, didn’t she?”

“The charm ain’t long lasting though, so I’ll need ter go back an’ renew it for her later. It’s lady Laena’s funeral today, and Vhagar deserves comfort too.”

Hariel had never been to a funeral before, and yet doubted most others were as uncomfortable to attend as Laena’s.

The funeral was held by the stony shore, with Laena’s intricately carved casket of stone and wood balanced onto a ramp, prepared to be pulled off the edge and into the depths of the sea.

The blue seahorse banners of House Velaryon were held high by men in the crowd. The closest mourners of family, friends and the royals stood in a half circle at the front, the rest scattered higher on the naturally formed gallery of the stony cliffs.

Mindful of Hagrid’s height, he and Hariel stood to the side on the cliffside. It made it harder to hear, but allowed for a good vantage point down onto the scene unfolding by the water's edge.

“We join today at the Seat of the Sea to commit the Lady Laena of House Velaryon to the eternal waters, the dominion of the Merling King. Where He will guard her for all the days to come.” Vaemond Velaryon said sombrely, standing by Laena’s casket and speaking the funeral eulogy in a thickly accented Valyrion tongue. He was a stiffer, shorter version of his older brother Corlys, and didn’t have the same ability to hold a crowd’s attention, so it didn’t take long before the listeners started zooming out.

Alicent Hightower -- with her puffy amber curls, green shawl and dark gown in the perfect picture of the regal Queen she was – kept side-eying her stepdaughter, Princess Rhaenyra. While the Princess and heir to the Iron Throne stood stiff with a firm hold around her sons.

King Viserys hadn’t taken his eyes off his younger brother Daemon yet – who stubbornly refused to look back.

The only ones fully absorbed by the funeral were Laena’s parents, her brother and her daughters who stood huddled in their grandmother’s arms.

“As she seats to sea for her final voyage, the Lady Laena leaves two true-born daughters on the shore.” Vaemon said with feeling, but instead of addressing Baela and Rhaena, he was staring intently at Princess Rhaenyra. With such a glaring stare, Hariel didn’t fault the woman for shifting uncomfortably.

In stark contrast, Prince Aegon yawned wide and obvious, and would probably be checking the time for when class was out if he’d had a watch.

“Though their mother will not return from her voyage, they will all remain bound together in blood. Salt courses through Velaryon blood. Ours run thick. Ours runs true. And ours must never thin-”

There was a jarring pause in his speech, though it took Hariel a moment to understand it was because Daemon had inexplicably started chuckling – of all the reactions. Though at least Vaemon finally managed to tear his eyes off the Princess long enough to focus on the casket. On the person this ceremony was, supposedly, about.

In the brief pause that commenced, Hagrid blew his nose loudly into his massive handkerchief, making the Hand of the King, Otto Hightower, glance over.

“My gentle niece. May the winds be as strong as your back, your seas as calm as your spirit, and your nets be as full as your heart. From the sea we came. To the sea we shall return.”

Hariel couldn’t put her finger on why or how, but she could feel the tension around them rising in her bones, and just as she was sure this was about to unravel into the most awkward funeral ever – a long rumble reverberated through the air.

The crowd startled, and the knights who’d been pulling the rope of Laena’s casket halted in their tasks. Everyone looked around as the enormous shape of Vhagar came flying over High Tide.

So she came to say farewell after all?

The dragon’s arrival caused a stir. As Vhagar soared above the funeral the massive beats of her wings caused harsh gusts of air to blow skirts, cloaks and hair around, and a couple seahorse banners toppled into the ocean. The guests got a scare when Vhagar let out a massive fireball -- though it didn’t harm anyone. The fiercely scorching dragonfire soared lethal yet harmlessly over the ocean surface instead.

“Let it go.” Rhaenys told the knights holding the casket ropes, her voice cracking.

Vhagar circled the sky once more, pale daylight flickering through the tears of her massive wingspan, and as Laena’s casket plummeted into the sea Vhagar soared higher until she was swallowed by the clouds.

With Hagrid being twice as tall as everyone else, they gathered some attention just crossing the floor. People scattered like the parting of the sea while the half-giant and Hariel made for the bench in the corner to give their condolences to Baela and Rhaena.

When Hagrid bent down by the twins, some ladies from House Celtigar immediately started whispering, but the two girls knew Hagrid by now.

I am sor’y,” Hagrid said slowly in Common Tongue, yet heartfelt and kind. “For yor’ mot’er.”

Hagrid reached out, and when they didn’t step back he hugged them gently, though the twins returned the hug twice as fiercely. Hariel heard Baela’s sob muffled by Hagrid’s black cloak.

It was her turn next, but when Hagrid stepped away Hariel didn’t know what to say. Hariel didn’t truly know what it was like to lose a mother – she couldn’t remember ever having one. Her losses were a different sort of injury to theirs.

“You look so much like lady Laena.” She said. Hariel had always liked to be reminded of that herself – that she still had a connection to her parents even in death – and hoped it’d be similar for them. “Both of you, Baela’s eyes and Rhaena; you laugh like her… I am very sorry. I wish you never had to... be without her.”

Since she was only making a mess of it, Hariel took a note out of Hagrid’s book, reaching out to hug the closest twin, and fortunately Rhaena accepted it. When Hariel stepped back from hugging Baela next, she became very aware of the many eyes directed at them, and swallowed self consciously.

If only the burial had been the worst of it, but instead the tight tension from earlier had just kept climbing.

It appeared the relationship between the Queen and her stepdaughter was as warmly affectionate as Hariel’s with her dear aunt Petunia. Whatever the reason; Queen Alicent and the handsome white knight who followed her everywhere kept glaring at the Crown Princess like they wished this was her wake instead.

The King and Queen had brought their three bright haired children along as well; Aegon, Helaena and Aemond, while their youngest son Daeron was fostering somewhere called Oldtown with his Hightower family. Between the Targaryens and Velaryons there was a surreal amount of people with shades of startlingly pale hair and various hues of purple eyes gathered together at this wake. If Baela had brought Treeskipper here, the lemur could glide right into the crowd and use them as natural camouflage. Though speaking of hiding in plain sight, when Hariel looked around for her favoured method of cover, she saw Hagrid had wandered off to get a goblet of wine from the refreshment table already.

A young boy spoke nearby, but all Hariel understood of the Common Tongue was; “My... on… your mother, cousins.”

It was Prince Jacaerys, looking nearly as miserable as the twins, which was slightly unexpected since Hariel had heard he’d never met his aunt Laena. She’d been travelling through Essos his entire life, and this was the first time he’d met Baela and Rhaena too. Maybe Jacaerys was just very compassionate though.

“Thank you…” Rhaena mumbled, while Baela swallowed thickly.

Jacaerys and his younger brother Lucerys were the sons of Princess Rhaenyra and Ser Laenor, but with their dark hair and eyes didn’t look much like their parents.

Were they adopted? Or maybe the boys were from a previous marriage? Hariel thought dark skin was a dominant trait and something that would pass from parent to child – like with Baela and Rhaena -- but neither of those boys shared their father Laenor’s complexion, or either of their parents pale hair-colours or purple eyes. What did Hairel know though? She hadn’t known purple eyes was normal either, nor the white hair. At least not on people under thirty.

Though now that the Prince was standing with the twins, Hariel wandered off. She nodded to Corlys when they crossed paths and stepped around a King’s guard where she nearly walked into Prince Aegon.

She barely got a “My apol-” out, before he talked right over her.

Hel-lo there, lady Ha-ri-el.” The Prince sing-songed in Common tongue, a basic enough sentence Hariel understood it, though the flirty tone and slurred speech unsettled her.

Was Prince Aegon tipsy?

He stepped confidently up to her like a messy haired Malfoy, but instead of sneering distastefully, he was eyeing her shamelessly while taking a sip of his drink, but then realized his goblet was empty.

Aegon scowled, and the expression came off humorously expressive compared to whatever Hariel had expected.

“Wench!” Aegon called, raising his goblet in the air. “Another!”

No, the fourteen year old Prince wasn’t tipsy, he was absolutely wasted, wasn’t he?

When Lusia, one of the serving maids at the High Tide, scurried forwards with a tray of drinks Hariel took the opening to slip away. She’d rather not find out if the Prince took a direct rejection as poorly as Malfoy. When Aegon turned back around with a sleazy grin and a fresh goblet in hand, Hariel was already across the floor by the stone railing.

Looking out over the ocean, Hariel squinted when spotting someone standing waist deep in the water.

Was that Ser Laenor?

She wasn’t truly sure it was him though, and walking along the fence for a better sightline, Hariel barely stopped in time before she stepped on a hand.

A royal’s hand at that.

Merlin, but Hariel better start watching herself, or what would be next? To accidentally smack the walking cane out of the King’s hand? Perhaps poke her wand into the Queen’s eye or knock Prince Lucerys down the stairs?

Because Princess Helaena had just come crawling out from the crowd in her ridiculously expensive gown of green and gold, and Hariel barely held back the urge to cringe. It literally took the maids days of soaking, cleansing, scrubbing, rinsing, pressing and repeating to get such stains out, making Hariel eternally grateful the Dursleys had a washing machine back at Privet drive.

“Did you lose something, Princess Helaena?” Hariel asked, searching the ground for something out of the ordinary, and a little surprised no one else had offered to help.

The Princess shook her head, not looking up.

What did that mean? No, she hadn’t lost something?

Before Hariel could ask though, she was distracted when the Hand of the King, Otto Hightower, wandered over and started talking in Common tongue. He smiled politely, gesticulated at the crowd and talked with a calm, deep voice.

Blinking stupidly, there was only one thing she could say:

“My apologies.” Hariel repeated the practised phrase in Common Tongue Laena had drilled into her during their days sailing from Pentos near six weeks before. “I do not speak Common Tongue, I am still learning. Do you speak Valyrian?”

Otto shook his head, a few more phrases following, though surely he knew Hariel hadn't magically learned Common Tongue in the beat between sentences?

“My grandfather does not understand Valyrian.” Prince Aemond said, walking up to the stone fence by his sister, who still looked like she was searching intently for a dropped pin in the cracks between the tiles.

Relieved at least one of them could speak Valyrian, Hariel nodded. “I gathered that.”

Aemond switched to Common Tongue talking to his grandfather, before gesturing towards Helaena. Whatever he said made the aged man answer shortly, nodded to Hariel, and then headed back into the throng of people.

“Does Princess Helaena speak Valyrian?”

“Some.” Aemond said at the same time as his sister nodded sharply, though Helaena still didn’t look up.

Was it the black insect crawling along the tiles that had Helaena so captivated?

…A cricket?

To see better Hariel made the mistake of stepping forwards and bending at the waist, but the movements scared the cricket. Fast as a shadow it jumped, but Hariel’s former Seeker reflexes kicked in instinctively when the little insect leapt straight at her, snapping it up midair in her fist.

That was a nice catch. Hariel was a little impressed with herself.

No.”

At that the Princess had finally deemed Hariel worthy of her attention. She got to her feet in a hurry, ignoring her brother’s hand when he offered to help her.

“You should not have done that.” Princess Helaena spoke with a heavily pronounced Westerosi accent.

“Why…? You mean this?” She held up the hand with the cricket.

“Yes. My sister wanted it… it...” Prince Aemond struggled to find the word, and it was actually pretty neat to see someone else struggle with their translations for once. “-not dead.”

Alive?” Hariel corrected him.

Aemond scowled. “Yes, alive. She was watching it… be alive.”

Well, that could be rectified easily enough. “It’s still alive.”

Turning her hand palm up, Hariel spread her fingers wide to reveal the cricket. The insect stood shocked for a moment, and then sprang for freedom. Leaping in a wide arch and landing by the stony stairs to the beach, then out of view entirely.

“Oh.” Helaena said, the spark of annoyance falling from her shoulders. “Um, good. A day cricket is rare. I needed to watch it, and it’s useless to me dead when its uncommon way of life is what makes it different.”

“You like crickets?” Hariel said.

Helaena nodded hesitantly, struggling to hold eye contact for more than a few seconds before her violet eyes flickered away.

Though the Princess didn’t seem to be very self-conscious (since crawling around after bugs at a wake required a certain; ‘I-don’t-give-a-sh*t’ attitude), Helaena appeared shy anyway.

“It is unusual to see the cricket in the noon sun. They sleep at day.” The Princess said. Despite her thick accent she had a good grasp on Valyrian words – probably better than her brother’s. Though her awkward pronunciations made Hariel think Helaena spent more time reading the language than speaking it.

“They live their lives at night, when the crickets sings to the moon. People hears but don’t listen, and they mistake the cricket’s song for a grasshopper’s. But grasshoppers are green and live under the sun, while the black crickets are creatures of the night.”

“I did not know.” Hariel told her. It’d been a while since she received a lecture like this. Princess Helaena sounded and behaved absolutely nothing like Hermione, but was just as passionate about this topic as her old friend was gushing over Transfiguration.

“I once heard the song – the noise from crickets - are the wings rubbing together, but grasshoppers use their legs.”

Helaena forced herself to maintain eye-contact as she asked; “Do you like the crickets or the grasshoppers?

Hariel honestly didn’t have an opinion about insects running deeper than thinking they were good in her potions but horrible in her soup - though Helaena was obviously deeply fascinated with them.

“I do not know enough to like one over the other. Which do you like, Princess?”

“Spiders.”

Hariel burst out laughing, but Helaena took it the wrong way, flinching back in a way she recognized from the Dursleys – like she was being mocked. Hariel hurried to explain herself. “Forgive me; I laugh because Hagrid like spiders too. He used to have a very big spider as pet. Aragog. He talk of it often.”

“Is that so?” Helaena and her brother looked over, easily spotting Hagrid in the crowd even while he was sitting down. Though it reduced him to the same height as those standing, he remained broader even seated.

“You are not what I was told you’d be, lady Hariel… Those who spoke of your arrival at Driftmark carried tall tales.”

Hariel arched a brow. “Oh?”

Until then, the Princess had gradually relaxed into their conversation, but at this Helaena defences came back up, and she turned her head in her brother’s direction with an uncomfortable grimace.

Well… That couldn't be good.

“Do you not know there's talk of you in King’s Landing?” Aemond’s chin jutted out into a haughty expression that made it seem he smelled something bad but wasn’t quite sure from where. “Surely there are rumours here as well.”

“How can I? I do not speak Common Tongue well.”

“You were surprised though. You did not expect tales to spread?” He asked unimpressed. “Stupid.” He muttered in Common Tongue.

“I do not speak it well, Prince Aemond, but I still understand that one.”

His face flushed, but didn’t apologize. Helaena rolled her right shoulder back, holding it at an awkward angle before sighing. “Is it true you hatched a dragon?”

“Hagrid and I did.”

“The young, blue dragon?”

Hariel nodded. “Yes.”

“It’s true then.” Helaena bit her lip. “My dragon Dreamfyre is also blu-”

“Surely it’s not true the dragon’s name is Norbert?” Aemond interrupted his sister abruptly.

“...It is.”

No.” Aemond protested, his denial eerily similar to Daemon’s initial reaction to the name.

“Yes.” Hariel said, fighting back a laugh.

“Why? How can you gain a dragon,then name it that. A name with no respect. The name makes your dragon the court jester of its kind." He sounded so angry too, like it was the greatest offence.

“What does a name matter to dragons? If Norbert cast fire at people they will not think her a joke, and no one will be laughing.” She said, feeling uneasy when reminded of Norbert’s forest fire back in Essos and the screams of the Lorath soldiers. “Norbert is a fine name back home too.”

Aemond shook his head, “Maybe there, but here it sound stupid.” He said, repeating the Common Tongue word with a cynical smirk.

And you’re one to talk? Your confusing family names are a headache to keep straight. You and your uncle’s name is just the ‘D’ moved from the back to the front, and that’s without mentioning the near indistinguishably Rhae-something-or-other names of your sister, cousin and aunt.” Hariel rambled annoyed in English, and was gratified by their confusion. That had been the point.

“What was that?” Helaena asked.

“What did you say?” Aemond demanded.

“Hm… my apologies, but to translate can be…very hard. I say names be different in your tongue and mine own.” Hariel said, exaggerating her accent and purposely breaking up her sentences in a way she’d been diligently practising not to for months of proper tutoring. The siblings watched her suspiciously, not quite believing her, but let it go.

“Then tell us, is it true,” Aemond paused briefly to check for eavesdroppers, “-that you can make queer things happen?”

Hariel tensed at his line of questioning, but tried to cover it with jokes. “I can do many things, Prince Aemond. Like cricket-catching or lemur-walking. Or is that not what you meant?”

“Is it true,” Aemond repeated, leaning forwards, his unblinking violet eyes downright unnerving. “That you’re a witch?”

Hariel hesitated, “I am.” because this was the only upside to this world, wasn't it? They never flaunted it, but their magic didn’t have to be a complete secret either.

Though despite being the one to bring it up, Aemond didn’t seem to believe her answer, and eyed Hariel up and down doubtfully. “It’s a great offence to lie to a Prince, lady Hariel.”

“I know. Prince Daemon told me.” In detail.

At the mention of the older Prince, Aemond glanced over his shoulder to where his uncle stood. Daemon had been brooding throughout the wake, standing smack dab in the middle of the spotlight so everyone were forced to see him, but with such an attitude few had dared actually approach him before now. The King had stood up from his seat and wandered over.

“So you are not a...” Aemond trailed off.

“Not what?”

“Brother; I do not believe the malicious rumours that lady Hariel is Prince Daemon’s bastard anymore.” Helaena said frankly to Aemond.

Hariel nearly choked on nothing. “What?” She had to hold down her laugher at the incredulity. Where did they come up with this stuff? “No!”

Helaena smiled uncertainly, her shoulders relaxing. “You think it amusing?”

“I, er’… in a way. Because it is different from back home.” Hariel insisted, wrestling back the urge to start cackling like the witch she was. Regardless if it’d been used for or against her, Hariel had heard constantly and insistently her entire life how much she was a Potter.

“Back home everyone knew what happen to my family, and always say I look like my father. All the time. This is new. No one ever mistaken me for another’s child before. I need to tell Hagrid. Maybe I tell Baela too-”

“No!” Aemond and Helaena insisted urgently, pulling Hariel out of the mental image of telling the twins that there were people gullible enough to mistake Hariel for their sister. How could anyone think so? Just because they stepped off the same boat at the same time? Is that all it took?

“If you wish, I do not need to tell them.” Hariel conceded, since the siblings had a point. It could've been a funny story to tell before, but not now. It’d be pretty tactless if Hariel brought up such in the midst of their grief for Laena. Maybe later though.

“Lady Hariel?” And speaking of the devil (or demon). Prince Daemon had stopped by their corner on his march through the crowd. “What are you doing?”

Hariel was taken off guard when Daemon gave his niece and nephew a withering glare in a great imitation of Snape’s reaction whenever he saw a Potter.

Hariel blinked. “… talking?”

Seriously, could someone please explain what was going on in this family?

“Go to Baela and Rhaena, or do you not think they’d appreciate their friend’s consolation during the wake of their mother?”

Hariel startled at his tone – and the bloody hypocrisy. As if they didn’t need him?

Daemon had ignored his daughters all day. Besides, Hariel had left the twins with their cousins, and then their grandmother had been with them since. Hariel had been with them every day since Laena’s death two weeks ago while this was the one time the extended family was around.

“But I-”

Daemon didn’t wait to hear her answer before he’d already stormed off.

Hariel sighed. Tensions between the royals were so congested the wake was overshadowed by it. By now, Laena’s funeral had felt more like a Potions class stretched out an entire day. The pressure was right on the brink of bursting, and would probably blow if anyone as much as sneezed wrong. So someone should tell them the bloody problem already, because leaving Hariel and Hagrid to this guessing game probably wasn’t in their best interest; and it’d really suck if Hariel were the one to accidentally cough wrong.

It was Laena's funeral though, and Daemon could be a grumpy git even on the best of days, but when Hariel turned to excuse herself to the siblings, the sightline just over Aemond's shoulder distracted her.

Bloody hell, but had he been standing in the water the entire wake? What was he doing? Trying to join his sister?

"How long has Ser Laenor been in the ocean? Is it not cold? Should someone go get him?"

Notes:

For those wondering or confused: I'm using show timeline for this story, not the book. Though that means the ages are vauge at best for 80% of the characters.
So the kids are something like this (give or take which month of the year it is.)
Aegon: 13/14
Helaena/Hariel: 12/13
Aemond: 10/11
Rhaena/Baela/Daeron/Jacaerys: 8/9
Lucerys: 7
Joffrey: 0/1

And the adults:
Hagrid: 65/66
Viserys: 42/43
Daemon: 38/39
Laenor: 30
Alicent/Rhaenyra: 28/29

Thank you so much for reading, and have a nice day!

Chapter 9: Thief in the Night

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

HARIEL VI

It was late afternoon when Hagrid and Hariel excused themselves from the wake to make their second trip to Vhagar.

“We can’t keep walking there twice a day. It takes almost an hour to get there – placing the spell twice means we’ll end up walking for four hours each day.” Hariel said, putting her dark cloak over the back of Hagrid’s armchair. She’d worn the cloak over her dark blue gown in the heat at the wake, and regretted it. If they were walking for two hours she’d rather be less weighed down with layers.

“I know I can’t keep it up every day, but today’s different. Yeh don’ need ter come, Hariel. Just stay ‘ere.” Hagrid said, hooking the leash to Fang’s collar. After a day alone inside the chest Fang would be happy to join the walk, though they’d tie him up before they reached the dragon.

“I’m coming.” Hariel said, “Vhagar was always cranky, but much more so after Laena’s death. We’re not risking it until Vhagar is used to your new habits.”

On their way out of the High Tide Hariel waved to the guards Dorin and Elden who let them pass unencumbered through the doors, only to be stopped when they bumped into Ser Laenor Velaryon and his friend, Ser Qarl Correy.

“Where are you two off to?” Ser Laenor asked. Since his walk into the ocean Laenor had dried up and changed out of his soaked funeral attire.

“Er’-” Hariel said, “we’re going to see Vhagar.”

“… Vhagar is my sister’s dragon.” Laenor stated,

“Yes, and her funeral was felt by Vhagar too.” Hariel said.

“A dragon does not understand a funeral, lady Hariel.”

“Why else would she show for the funeral today? Vhagar knows Lady Laena will never come back.” Hariel answered.

“What do you do then? Out with Vhagar?”

“There is a spell,” Hariel said frankly. “It makes a smell that is like… um, a volcano.” She didn’t know the Valyrian translation for lava, but volcano was close enough. “It smells bad to us, like aged egg, but Vhagar enjoys it. It calms her down and make her less angry.”

Laenor raised a wine bottle to his lips and took a sip. “She’s… angry?”

“Vhagar feels Laena’s loss too.”

If Hariel thought it was a lengthy trek before, being accompanied by a tipsy Laenor Velaryon didn’t help. He might not’ve been stumbling or slurring his speech, but Laenor kept a pace more fitting of a stroll through a flower garden than to reach a destination.

“It’s been a tough day for him.” Ser Qarl excused, smiling kindly.

Qarl was a handsome, dark haired Household knight that served Ser Laenor and Princess Rhaenyra’s family, and had arrived alongside them from Dragonstone. At the wake he was the one who’d gone into the ocean to fetch Laenor, and even now he was being very considerate, mindfully making sure his grieving friend was alright.

A bright full moon ascended the sky that evening, casting adequate light even without a lumos. While Laenor sipped his wine in a contemplating silence, and Hagrid’s limited vocabulary made it challenging to chit-chat, most of the conversation was left between Hariel and Ser Qarl.

“His name is Fang.” Hariel told Qarl, pointing at Hagrid’s boarhound. The knight spoke decent Valyrian after spending time in the Stepstones, fighting to keep out invaders from Essos.

“Fang? Did you know that means a sharp tooth in Common Tongue?” Qarl said, petting an excitable Fang on the back while the dog sniffed around his feet.

Every time he smiled Hariel’s stomach felt funny and her cheeks flushed. Ser Qarl was loads older than her (twenty one!), but at the same time he was so nice, and very cute when he dipped his head and smiled.

“I do!” She nodded eagerly with a bashful grin, “In English we say Fang,” She pronounced the ‘a’ harder than Qarl did, fidgeting nervously with her dress-sleeve. “-but it means the same and sound very near the same.”

There were a few words in English that sounded very close to their counterpart in Common Tongue. Such as ‘wales’, ‘helm’ ‘hound’ and ‘fang’ were very nearly identical. It was part of why Hagrid and Hariel were picking up Common Tongue faster than Valyrian.

“Um, do you have a dog too, Ser Qarl?” She asked shyly, fruitlessly fighting down the heat in her cheeks.

For some reason, Laenor chuckled and took a big swig of his wine, for the first time showing some amusem*nt.

When they neared Vhagar’s nest, Hagrid tied Fang up at a safe distance and promised the dog they’d be back soon. The plan was to head over the hill to check if Vhagar was asleep, then take it from there. Laenor and Qarl were curious to see “the magic” – with a healthy amount of scepticism too – despite Hariel’s warnings that the spell wasn’t flashy and it’d smell horribly.

They’d seen Vhagar’s massive body for most of the hike, because even laying down the dragon could count amongst the taller hills on the island. The old dragon rested most of her days away, but they didn’t know for sure she was asleep before they scaled the last hill, and found that Vhagar was indeed out for the night. Her chest moved up and down in an even tempo, her heavy breath sounding like a rumbling lawnmower.

So far everything was going to plan – until Hariel noticed the additional person.

It took Hariel a moment to see them; but there, walking along the side of Vhagar’s body, looking like a lego piece in comparison, someone had gotten there first.

“What the-?” Laenor snarled, squinting through the dark and coming alive. In the span of a blink going from a sullen tag-along to a brimming fury.

The person wore dark clothes and had bright hair trailing down past their shoulders. Seen from the back with only the moon for light Hariel figured it could’ve been one of several people. From Princess Helaena or Prince Aegon, to the kitchen girl Tarla, the stableboy Aran, the guard Dorin, the cook Elras, or --

“What the f*ck do you think you’re doing?!” Ser Laenor exclaimed furiously.

Startled, Prince Aemond Targaryen whirled around, and Vhagar’s snores broke into a growling groan at being stirred awake.

The dragon’s eyes opened, teeth flecked and her head rose into the air. Vhagar didn’t say a word, but she didn’t need to to leave Hariel abruptly terrified. It was an instinctive thing, a biological response that kicked in when faced with a stronger and bigger predator rudely awoken on the wrong side of the bed. Hariel knew without a word of parseltongue – they all knew --- that Vhagar was not happy.

So it shocked Hariel when Laenor lost his head entirely, ignoring common sense as well as the warning signs, and set off running.

“No, don’t!” Hariel hissed, but it was no use as Laenor ignored both hers and Qarl’s warnings. (How drunk was he?!)

Hariel didn’t understand Laenor’s rapid fire Common Tongue, but guessed they were the foulest of insults. Aemond spooked, and the next few seconds happened in a blur.

As a fully grown adult Laenor was taller, stronger and faster than Aemond, who would’ve fit right in amongst the first year Slytherins at Hogwarts. So as the knight ran down the hill, the little boy – stuck between a cranky dragon and a furious knight – picked the dragon as the lesser evil.

Aemond leapt towards Vhagar, grabbed the ropes to the saddle and scrambled to climb up. With Vhagar size that was the same as scaling a moving cliffside though, and Laenor caught up before he was even halfway. He grabbed Aemond’s leg and yanked the boy so he fell hard to the ground. There was yelling, shuffling and Vhagar was absolutely pissed off.

Don’t Vhagar! I’ll make them stop!” Hariel shouted in parseltongue and reached into her pocket for her wand, but it was empty.

With growing alarm Hariel rummaged fruitlessly for the stick, but it wasn’t there! Where the hell had it gone?! And then it came back to her:

It was still in her cloak pocket. Left behind all the way back in the expandable chest.

“Calm, Vhagar! Calm!” Hagrid yelled in Valyrian – one of the few phrases he’d picked up from the dragon handlers. Pointing his pink umbrella at the boulder, he shot out the lava odour spell in an attempt to distract her.

See Vhagar? You like the smell, don’t yeh? They’re idiots, but don’t eat them!” Hagrid said momentarily falling back to English. “Calm!”

It worked. Sort of. Vhagar turned her head, her thundering rumble altering pitch.

“Good, can you keep her attention, Hagrid?” Hariel asked, but didn’t wait for an affirmative before taking the opening for all it was worth. Picking up her skirts Hariel ran down the hill. She didn’t have a plan but someone had to get those idiots to stop it.

‘Never tickle a sleeping dragon’ was literally the words to Hogwarts school motto; and a piece of stellar advice more people would be wiser to listen to!

“Stop it, she’s going to kill us all.”She snarled, and fortunately Laenor and Aemond had caught Vhagar’s aggressiveness too.

Both knew dragons well enough to understand running would not help matters, and moved very carefully. Laenor took small steps backwards, dragging Aemond away from the dragon by a firm grip on the boy’s elbow. Aemond was a mess, sporting a bloody nose, hair disheveled and clothes ruffled.

“How dare you harm your Prince. Unhand me at once.” Aemond demanded in a harsh whisper, failing to get his arm free of Laenor’s grip.

“A prince? All I see is a thief.” Laenor spat.“It’s my sister’s funeral and you sneak here in the night to steal her dragon.”

“Not here.” Hariel pleaded to no avail, casting frightened glances up at Vhagar. Hagrid was still keeping her attention, but anyone could tell how tense the dragon was. Laenor and Aemond kept the argument to harsh whispers, but Hariel wasn’t sure that helped.

“You are insane. Let me go, Vhagar is angry.”

“So you can try to claim her again?”

Hariel reached for Laenor’s free arm, trying to talk some sense into him, “Please, let’s go-” but Laenor yanked the arm roughly away, knocking her hand aside, and it was then she remembered.

Hariel pulled up the sleeve, and a wave of relief coursed through her at seeing the unicorn hair tied snuggly around her wrist. It’d give unpredictable results, yet she had to try. Perhaps she could try Petrificus Totalus, but then-

Sssssilence!!” Vhagar seethed, her enormous head whipping away from the distraction of Hagrid’s lava boulder, snarling annoyed at them.

“Run, Hariel!”

But by then it was already too late to heed Hagrid.

Vhagar mouth opened wide, and Hariel stared into the gaping maw of the monster. Seeing the aged gums and miss-coloured saliva dripping from too many fanged teeth pushed into the mouth. Yet the gust of pungent breath didn’t register compared to the light glowing from the depth of Vhagar’s throat.

Brighter and brighter, hotter and hotter.

In blind panic Ser Laenor let go of the Prince, Aemond scrambled, and Hariel suddenly stood before them both before she’d made the choice to. Her right hand stretched out as if it could in any way stop Vhagar.

NO!”

LAENOR!”

PARAIGNES!” Hariel screamed.

Vhagar’s fire erupted like a roaring bomb, and a wave of flames engulfed them.

The pressure alone threw Hariel, Laenor and Aemond backwards, and as she hit the ground Hariel squeezed her eyes shut instinctively, but the light of the fire was so fierce it still seemed bright. Someone screamed through the roar of the flames and Hariel’s heart thrummed so hard it might as well be beating out her ears.

But the fire-freezing charm worked, surely it must’ve, because Hariel was not screaming in agony.

Though Hariel couldn’t feel the heat of flames, she remained trapped in the eye of a blazing inferno, uncertain if the spell would hold until the end or not. The crackling sparks licked along her ears, the flames brushed over her legs, and all she could do was wait until the red – at last – receded. The fire lessened, and next it was gone.

Without the firelight, the night was so much darker in its absence, even after blinking dust out of her eyes. A tightness in her lungs made Hariel aware she’d been holding her breath the entire time, and she gasped greedily.

A big mistake. It was like pouring soot and sand down her throat instead of air.

Hariel coughed and hacked, and she wasn’t alone to be clearing her airways. Though only until she felt a warm, pungent gush of breath wafting over her exposed back, and the fear made her forcefully suppress the urge to make another noise. Hariel was sitting bent over her knees, and without looking up she knew Vhagar’s mouth hovered over her, indecisive wether to finish this or not -- and Hariel was helpless to stop it.

So this was how she’d die?

As Vhagar’s midnight snack?

Her Paraignes charm had taken the heat out of Vhagar’s fire, but Hariel had no defence against the dragon’s teeth, claws and size. Their scaled hide was so magically resistant it took twenty wizards working in unison to take down a dragon.

Don’t hurt ‘er! Over ‘ere, look at me. Take me.” Hagrid yelled in English, somewhere in the distance. (At least that meant Hagrid was alright.)

“Ca-alm!” Aemond’s voice broke on a stifled cough. “Calm, Vhagar!”

Don’t.” Hariel forced the parseltongue out from a parched throat. Painfully aware that Vhagar was never raised to show mercy, but she had to try. Don’t.”

Vhagar growled, puffing sparks out of her snout, before the shadow looming over Hariel went away.

Hariel tilted her head back as Vhagar stood. Squinting fiercely as her eyes tried to re-adjust to moonlight, made harder when Vhagar took off, and the wind beneath her wings kicked up a cloud of dust and sand.

Hariel hardly dared believe it. For several beats not a single one made a sound – but the shock of their survival only held back the needs of their lungs for so long, and then they were back to hacking up grit.

Rubbing her throat, Hariel looked briefly over Aemond and Laenor to make sure they were truly alive, before turning away.

The flame-freezing charm made fire harmless to everything it touched which was alive, but the textiles of their clothes wasn’t – and now the three who’d been bathed in dragon-fire were very much naked. The horror of what almost happened made that seem pretty unimportant though.

Screw the clothes. They were alive, that’s all that mattered.

The dragon fire had damaged the unicorn hair around her wrist too. It hadn’t evaporated like her blue dress, but what was left of it was blackened, twisted and scrunched up. Did that mean the tail hair wasn’t “alive enough” to count to the fire protecting spell? Or was it just because the hair was exposed without the wand wood, and this was not how anyone should be casting spells?

Hariel Yer alive! Are yeh alright?” Hagrid shouted, and next his massive, warm arms were around her, wrapping his cloak over her shoulders, pulling Hariel to her feet and directly into a fierce hug. “Are yeh burned? Are yeh hurt? Look at me, Hariel.”

Then Ser Qarl reached them too, they were shuffled around and there was an exchange of textiles. By the end Hagrid tore his new black cloak in two and shared the pieces between Hariel and Aemond, while Ser Laenor was huddled in Ser Qarl’s cloak. As far as textile distribution, it worked pretty well.

Say somethin’ Hariel, are yeh hurt?”

“‘M fine, Hagrid. The Paraignes charm worked.” Hariel answered in English, “Fit as a fiddle.”

Yeh don’t know yet. Stay down. The adrenaline might be keepin’ yeh from feelin’ yer injuries. All of yeh need ter sit down.” Hagrid said decisively, and gestured to the other two huddled under makeshift blankets. “Tell ‘em to stay down, Hariel.”

“Hagrid say we need to sit until…” Hariel struggled for the adequate translations. “Er’… we may be hurt and not feel it, not before the body is calm again. Better to sit still until we are sure.”

Ser Qarl nodded, standing at Ser Laenor’s side with a hand on his shoulder. “That happened sometimes in the Stepstones. Soldiers returning from battle with arrows piercing their backs, not even knowing it’s there.”

It was at this point the shock of being flambéed by Vhagar began to settle, she could breathe normally again, her adrenaline was coming down. With it some semblance of situational awareness returned to her, but it tasted strangely like embarrassment. At first it was just a little bit – followed by a lot all at once.

Oh, no…

All these people had seen her naked.

Ser Qarl saw her naked!

Hariel huddled into the oversized cloak piece, looking anywhere but in his direction. At the same time the practical part of her mind told Hariel to ‘sort out her priorities’. For crying aloud: They’d been burned alive. What was a bit of exposed skin compared to that?

Yet her emotions and her head were not on the same page in that moment. At all.

Yeh three sit here, and I’ll go fetch Fang. We’ll return ter High Tide when I get back, alright?” Hagrid said, and once he had her agreement rushed off, leaving Ser Qarl to; “Watch ‘em!” until he returned.

Standing by Ser Laenor, Qarl watched them with awe, disbelief mixed with something else.

The silence between them stemmed from very different reactions to the exact same incident. Hariel’s was a mixture of embarrassed uncertainty. Ser Laenor had started trembling, his head shaking from side to side and muttering under his breath so quietly Hariel couldn’t hear. While Aemond unfocused, wide eyed stare made it seem as if he’d been popping pepper-up potion pills like candy.

“The fire did not burn.” Aemond said tightly, a finger tracing over his split lip. All three were in a sorry state, but he was by far the worst off. Blood, scrapes, hair in every direction, and yet none of it seemed to matter to him.

“Hm?”

“I stood in the heart of dragon fire, but it did not burn me. I am unharmed because… because fire cannot kill a dragon.” Aemond breathed, his little speech drawing the other’s attention as well.

“We are true dragons.” Aemond stated. “We are unburned.”

Oh, for the love of-

“Don’t be stupid.” Hariel snapped, switching to Common Tongue on the insult word to drive in the point. “I told you I was a witch. The spell of Paraignes is magic of my homeland, and it is cast on the flame, not the people. It makes fire not able to burn what is alive. Had Fang been in the fire, the dog would’ve lived too.”

It was one of the hardest spells Hariel had learned, requiring weeks of constant practise while watching baby Norbert burn down everything for fun. Back then Hariel had been isolated enough to have the time and desperate enough to give it everything she got for hours each day. Hagrid still couldn't do it, and used aguamenti instead.

“It would?” Laenor croaked. He cleared his throat, staring at Hariel with some emotion she couldn’t quite place. There was fear there, but a tidal wave of other emotions too. “By the Seven, it’s impossible… I have been to war on dragonback and seen what their fire wreak. I know what calamity should have befallen us... yet we live.

Aemond stared after Vhagar, who was flying over the water in the distance. When he turned back his eyes had a similar glint as the others. It wasn’t too far away from those witches and wizards who’d bought into the whole; ‘Girl-Who-Lived’ title. Crap.

“Why did you do it?” Hariel wasn’t even sure who her question was aimed at. Aemond for lurking around sleeping dragons, or Laenor for reacting so violently.

“Why are you here?” Hariel asked Aemond.

“Because he doesn’t have a dragon.” Laenor answered when the Prince remained quiet. “He attempted to claim Vhagar for himself.”

Hariel shook her head. “You almost killed us.”

Aemond scowled. “If Ser Laenor hadn’t come when he did-”

“Both of you!” Hariel interrupted the prince. “You both were- were..." -prats, tossers, short-sighted wankers, absolutely nuts! But caught up in the rushing shock of her own emotions Hariel couldn't recall how to translate a single one of the insults into Valyrian. "Are you not family? Why are you doing this? Coveting Vhagar at Laena’s funeral, and Ser Laenor, you ran after Prince Aemond so loudly, so angry...!”

That would have been an ugly experience even if Vhagar hadn’t been around. Laenor had been so angry he’d attacked Aemond, who was what? Eleven? Then to do it with Vhagar right there? Was he suicidal? Laenor had traipsed into the ocean during the wake but hadn’t gone so far as to try drown himself, only to turn around and agitate a dragon instead? How would Corlys and Rhaenys have reacted if their son was burned to ash on the same day their daughter was buried in the sea?

“I hope your… your causes are important, as you both nearly died for it.” She mumbled under her breath, tipping her toes into the sand.

Ugh. They’d have to walk back barefoot, didn’t they?

“You have my deepest gratitude, lady Hariel.” Laenor said. “I did not understand, not truly, but no wonder Prince Daemon has kept you close.” Frowning he leaned forwards to address Aemond sitting on Hariel’s other side. “Despite everything we remain goodbrothers, Aemond, and now that we have faced Vhagar’s fire together I can no longer find my rage. It is all so clear... but I see now I let my grief for my sister rule my actions against you, and for that you have my apology.”

Aemond shifted uncomfortably. It looked to take him a lot more effort to answer. “We saw the fire together, Ser Lae- Goodbrother.” Aemond corrected himself awkwardly. “After finding me where you did, I do not fault your anger.” The rest was spoken in Common Tongue, and though she understood a word here and there Hariel wasn’t sure what he said to make both Laenor and Qarl nod in agreement.

Instead of requesting a translation, Hariel asked one of the more pressing questions she just couldn’t see the logic to.

“Why would you want Vhagar?” Hariel asked, honestly incredulous to why Aemond thought that had been a good idea. The sheer disrespect aside, Hariel’d sooner use Fluffy the three headed Cerberus, as a post owl than deal with Vhagar as her dragon. Sure, Vhagar was big, powerful and scary, but also: “She is cranky, aggressive, old and her temper is... You saw what she did. We woke her up and spoke too loud - so she burn us! That is who she is. So why?”

“Because I’m the only Prince without a dragon.” Aemond burst out in frustration, speaking through clenched teeth. “Even Joffrey’s egg hatched; a bas- babe of two moons, whilst mine… Aegon’s and Daeron’s dragons hatched to them. All my nephews eggs hatched too, while Helaena claimed Dreamfyre at ten. Then, on the voyage here when Aegon and Helaena flew their dragons to Driftmark while I had to be on that boat, my father said…” Aemond struggled for words.

“He said that since I was the only one without, that after the funeral we could travel to Dragonstone so I may try claim a younger dragon. If I’m bold enough.

Oh.

Things still weren’t fully clear to her, but Hariel was starting to puzzle together the family dynamics a little better.

“I knew Vhagar still lingered on Driftmark, though I never meant to do it today. But if I spoke of what I intended my mother would never have allowed it. Then I saw how distracted they were at the wake, all of them with their own matters to keep them occupied.” Aemond shrugged. “In the end no one noticed my departure.”

She could understand Aemond’s frustration, she did, and yet at the same time he'd been so stupid!

Aemond snuck out after dark!

Ran straight to the closest monster!

Nearly getting them killed just to prove himself-

wait a moment...

Hariel frowned.

Alright... Viewed in a certain light (and very, very skewed), perhaps Hariel could admit she'd done a couple of comparable things herself – though her plans never started out as recklessly insane as Aemond’s. Things just had an unfortunate habit of snowballing.

His explanation reminded Hariel a bit of Ron too. She didn't know what it was like to have siblings herself, but Ron had been the second youngest of seven and always striving to live up to his older brothers. Of course, it was almost laughable to compare Aemond to Ron. If any Weasley, the Prince reminded her more of Percy: Ambitious and pompous with a drive to outshine his siblings, though combined with some of Ron’s struggles at being overshadowed. Aemond’s desire, just like Ron's had been when he looked into the Mirror of Erised, was to prove himself, wasn’t it? So much he’d gamble his life to get it. For Aemond it was through dragons instead of Head Boy badges and Quidditch captaincy, but it seemed to be coming from a similar place.

The princeling was reckless as hell and entitled, but that didn’t mean the rest wasn’t true too.

Hagrid appeared on top of the hill with Fang, and in wordless agreement they got to their feet. Ser Qarl started worrying at once; asking Laenor if he was alright, then Aemond and Hariel as well. Once again, the knight’s concern had her face feeling like she was back under dragonfire.

Everyone insisted they were alright though, and it was time to head back to High Tide.

Laenor adjusted Qarl’s cloak for better coverage, and then turned to his brother in law. “Seasmoke hatched to me, I had him from my earliest memories, but Laena had to wait for her dragon, and I could see that it pained her.” Laenor said, reaching out and placed a hand on Aemond’s shoulder. The grip wasn’t that different from how he’d restrained the boy before, yet the gesture couldn’t be more different. Hariel had seen this sort of switch before too. There were some things you couldn’t experience together without ending up liking each other, and it seemed being roasted by a dragon was another example to add to the list.

“My sweet sister was three and ten when she claimed Vhagar. The ironic part is; if you had but met her, I believe she would have liked you, Aemond. Because Laena would have understood you.”

Hariel hadn’t known Laena long, but Laenor was onto something. Lady Laena Velaryon had come across the type who went out and took what she desired, with little regard to other’s opinions. Aemond had tried to claim Vhagar at the woman’s own funeral, but the truth is… if put in Aemond’s shoes, it wasn’t unimaginable that Laena might’ve done the exact same thing.

Notes:

I probably aged Qarl down a few years compared to his TV-version, but it's not as if he has an official "canon age" anywhere.

Also, I know in GoT they turned Daenerys completely immune to fire and heat because she was a "super Targaryen", but that’s not entirely how it is in the books. There she gets burns from heated metal etc. The ritual spell that allowed her to survive the funeral pyre was pretty unique, since it hatched dragons and it didn't kill Daenerys at the same time, so there was obviously a lot of magic going on there. Basically: the Targaryens can burn too (which is why several of them die by fire), and even if it’s not as 'fantastical' in the books as on TV, I have always liked the book version better. It also works pretty neatly with how the fire-freezing spell works in the HP books, so that’s what I’m going with in this story.
The fire-freezing charm doesn’t have a name in the HP books, so I gave it the name 'Paraignis', because it’s two latin words put together:
para/protect from + ignis/fire = Paraignis/ protect from fire.

Thank you for reading, and I hope you have a nice day!!

Chapter 10: Fire in the Hall

Notes:

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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ALICENT I

It’d been a long day, and the sensible thing to do would’ve been to retire for the evening, but alas, Alicent’s mind was in tumult and her body restless. After his years drinking through Essos, Prince Daemon’s return to Westeros had brought Alicent nothing but grievances.

Her King Husband could keep his delusions, but Alicent saw the truth: The Rouge Prince’s lust for absolute power still roosted snugly within his chest the same as a decade before, and the passing years, his second marriage nor fatherhood had changed his wicked ways. Only his methods.

Cloaked in the role of a distraught widower, he’d spat in the face of propriety and hadn’t presented himself for the King’s arrival at Driftmark. Claiming burial preparations kept him away. An excuse that’d been more sincere from the mouths of Corlys and Rhaenys, but they’d still managed to show. Even the two new unnatural additions to his household had showed better manners. Daemon’s cold treatment of her children and disrespect towards his King and Queen was a flagrant affront.

Then there was Rhaenyra.

Learning a dragon egg hatched to Joffrey had been enraging enough, but watching Rhaenyra flaunt around the castle of High Tide as if her bastard had already become its Lord was pushing Alicent to the edge of madness.

Now all of Rhaenyra’s bastard born savages had dragons, gaining validity to their legitimacy, whilst only two of Alicent’s three trueborn sons had dragons of their own.

Then to rub salt into wounds, Daemon’s second daughter had a dragon hatch to her as well. A black beast named Ebrion, and according to those who knew dragons better than herself, it had already grown to twice the expected size.

Her husband should’ve already decreed the dragon be given to Aemond. Lady Rhaena was a girl of eight, whilst her son was a trueborn Prince. The Crown needed to show its might, especially now that an outsider had claimed a dragon. A matter Alicent had tried to impress upon her husband – repeatedly – on their journey to Driftmark.

“Your son is owed a dragon, and after your brother allowed that foreign red witch to keep a dragon – without your leave at that – the Crown needs demonstrate its power, Viserys.” Alicent had pleaded with the King on the voyage to Driftmark.

“Your father gripes when mine brother settles the Realm’s conflicts with the blade, and now you have grievances when Daemon solves our conflicts through alliances.” Viserys sighed, pulling a hand through his thinning white hair. “From where I’m standing, this is a great improvement, Alicent.”

“By allowing this, the Lords of Westeros are already talking of foreign Dragonlords, Viserys, but their tongues would stop wagging if Aemond joined his siblings as a dragonrider. If the foreign dragon is already claimed, there’s Ebrion that hatched a fortnight ago and remains too young to have bonded. Upon our return to King’s Landing the new dragon should be put in the Dragonpit with the rest.”

“Ebrion is a dragon hatched by House Velaryon.” Viserys said, shaking his head. “I will not sow rancour with Lord Corlys at his daughter’s funeral when we have several unclaimed dragons at Dragonstone,”

“Those beasts at Dragonstone are too dangerous-”

“There are young ones too, Alicent.” Viserys said. “If the boy can’t claim one when his sister bonded with a grown dragon easily, then its because he was never destined for one.”

“But Rhaenys sons were? Aemond is your own blood, Viserys. Your trueborn son. If Lord Corlys cares for the Realm’s stability he must be made to see the truth too. It’s only by the generosity of the Crown that House Velaryon has dragons at all.”

“The dragon is going to Corlys grandchild, the lady Rhaena Targaryen.” Viserys said, punctuating his House name. “To Rhaenys Targaryen’s granddaughter. To Daemon’s daughter. Mine niece. If I was to follow such councils it would only sow animosity, Alicent. The dragon might’ve hatched on Driftmark, but it’s Daemon’s daughter who’ll claim it for her own, and lady Rhaena is as much of House Targaryen as Aemond is.”

If only the King would bestow a slither of the same favour towards their four trueborn children as he did Daemon and Rhaenyra.

What would it take? How much more could Alicent do?!

Her entire life Alicent had done what was expected of her; upholding her duty to the kingdom, the family, the Law and the Gods. Whilst Rhaenyra and Daemon flaunted the privilege of their inheritance without shame. Canoodling in whor*houses and puppeteering menacing bastards as trueborn Princes - and all Viserys did was turn a blind eye.

For each year the King let the succession stand with Rhaenyra as heir to the Throne, he was robbing Aegon of his rightful inheritance. Trouncing centuries of tradition, the Law decreed by his Royal linage and the directive of the Faith, and for what? To crown a brazen, soiled, unfaithful-

Alicent stopped her thoughts in their tracks. Resting her head against the cold stone wall she inhaled deeply as a flicker of a memory flashed behind her closed lids. Of a bright haired maiden smiling wryly under a Wirewood tree.

It was getting harder and harder, but Alicent reminded herself that while Rhaenyra’s offsprings remained unclean spawns sired from the seed of the late Harwin Strong in lust, lies, and weakness; the Princess herself was a trueborn daughter of the King. The Seven knew why, but Viserys loved his daughter, and Alicent was the Queen. A Queen did not deface herself with such crude speech, it was unbefitting of her station... no matter how true it was.

Wrestling with these thoughts had kept her from her evening routine, and Alicent remained fully dressed with only a silver bracelet removed off her wrist.

Because what would become of House Hightower if Rhaenyra became Queen? Did Viserys not understand what Rhaenyra would do to her half-siblings? How could he fail to realize the Realm would go to war over this?

Why would so few listen to her!?When would propriety, chivalry and honour be allowed to reign true?

A hard knock sounded from the door, and reluctantly Alicent allowed them entrance, though her weariness fled at the sight at the door.

Aemond!? What are you wearing?” Alicent exclaimed, rushing across the room when Ser Criston escorted her son inside. Aemond was in nothing but rags!

“Who’s seen him like this?” She asked Ser Criston and clasped her son’s face, angling it towards the light of the fire to see better. “What happened to you?!

“Mother, I-”

“Who’s responsible for this?”

“It was Vh-”

“Is this the results of another escapade orchestrated by Rhaenyra’s offsprings? Those savages!”

“…”

“Tell me who did this to you, Aemond!”

“No.” He said. “My nephews weren’t there, mother.”

Alicent turned from Aemond, her eyes flickering between Ser Criston, a couple of Vlaryon household guards and her person maid, Talya. “Go get the Maester, Talya: Now!”

“He’s already been sent for, your Grace.” The pale haired Velaryon guard said. “He’ll arrive shortly.”

“May I be of any other assistance, your Grace?” Talya said, subtly eyeing the Prince’s rag.

“Yes. Fetch an attire from his chambers.” She said, taking a closer look at the torn blanket her son was dressed in. It was big enough to cover him to his knees, though the blue lining along the hem and the textile made her think it something originally crafted by House Velaryon. “Oh, Aemond. Who did this to you?”

Her son looked at her with fierce purple eyes. “Dragon fire.” He said calmly.

“… What?” Alicent hissed.

“I stood in the heart of dragon fire, mother, yet I did. Not. Burn.

“Sit down, Aemond. I believe you’ve suffered a blow to your head.” Alicent said, fear creeping up her neck as she led him towards a chair. “The Maester will be here soon.”

“My head is fine, and my mind sharper than it ever was, mother.”

“Your nose-”

“Is the worst of it.”

“-is swollen, you’re bleeding. Your hair, Aemond. Is this soot? You’re barefooted like a beggar and your clothes are gone! Where did they go? Who gave you this rag?”

“My attire went up in dragon fire, mother; so Rubeus Hagrid gave me this.”

“Rubeus Hagrid? That ugly giant Daemon brought from Essos did this to my son?! I will have his head! Ser Criston-”

“NO!” Aemond knocked Alicent’s hands away. “He had nothing to do with this. Will you listen to me?! If Rubeus Hagrid truly punched me I would suffer far worse than a bloody nose: my head would be crushed into a pulp. He gave me his cloak so I wouldn’t have to walk home bare as a newborn, mother!”

“It’s torn and filthy!”

“There were more of us caught in the fire. It had to be torn in two.” Aemond stated. “He’s the size of a house, there was enough.”

“If I may shed some light on the incident, your Grace?” The pale haired guard requested, taking a step forwards. “Prince Aemond arrived alongside Ser Laenor Velaryon, Ser Qarl Correy, Rubeus Hagrid and Hariel Potter at the gates of High Tide, where Ser Laenor insisted everyone get cleaned up as he and lady Hariel were in a similar state, my Queen.”

He cast a glance at her son, “I remain unaware how the Prince became involved, but I saw myself that Ser Laenor left with his household knight earlier this evening alongside Rubeus Hagrid and Lady Hariel Potter to complete an errand with the dragon Vhagar where this... incident occurred.”

“Aemond.” Alicent gasped, on the verge of pulling out her hair. “How many times have I told you not to approach those beasts!? I swear I will barricade you inside your quarters! What possessed you?! And Vhagar?! Vhagar is-”

At that moment there was another knock as Maester Kevlyn arrived, followed closely by Talya carrying a fresh set of clothes, but before much else could be done Alicent’s father was at the door.

“By the Gods, the state of you boy.” Otto said, eyeing Aemond. “Hurry and make yourself presentable, grandson, the King has summoned you to the Hall of Nine.”

“Has lady Hariel been summoned too?” Aemond asked. “Ser Laenor?”

Otto frowned. “They’re already there.”

“-it broke into a quarrel between Ser Laenor and myself. Lady Hariel approached and tried to make us stop, but Vhagar had already been stirred awake.” Aemond explained to his King father.

When they arrived there’d already been a crowd gathering in the Hall of Nine. Her husband sat the Driftwood throne, while the foreigners, the Velaryons and Princess Rhaenys had gathered to get to the bottom of the evening’s events, where the Prince and the future King Consort returned to the High Tide in rags.

The commotion had attracted a larger audience of guards, maids and curious guests dwelling in the castle as well. Alicent saw Lord Bartimos Celtigar peaking his head through the doorway, sniffing a royal scandal in the air. Daemon’s twin daughters stood with lady Hariel, the oldest Strong bastard was being hugged by Ser Laenor, while Alicent’s drunk imbecile of a firstborn had been escorted in by Ser Arryk and collapsed into the closest chair. Even now Aegon blinked confused like he had no idea what was happening nor why he was made to deal with it.

Ser Laenor and lady Hariel were in a similar state as her son, hurriedly dressed with no time to wash up. Laenor had pulled a robe over his blue tunic, which wasn’t even properly fitted with a belt or hems. Hariel’s unruly raven hair was specked with ash and she wore a loose, brown dress under a dark cloak instead of the blue gown from before.

“The dragon reacted as she’s been trained to when faced with conflict; by casting fire.” Aemond touched his chest, his eyes wide and fierce. “That’s when we were engulfed in dragon fire, Father, but it did not burn us.”

“What’s this…? That’s…” For once Alicent didn’t blame her husband his indecisiveness. Aemond’s explanation sounded mad, and yet stating the lunacy in front of all these people would do irreversible damage to their son.

“You laid a hand on the King’s son?” Alicent asked instead, turning to Ser Laenor with all the righteous wrath of the Mother Above. Because though her son had been brief in his explanation, it was clear enough that there’d been a fight.

“I did.” Ser Laenor replied calmly, standing tall in the middle of the room. “We laid my sister to rest only hours ago, and I was enraged enough to act rashly. I have apologized, and in the wake of what followed the Prince forgave me my anger.”

“I did.” Aemond said.

“You speak of dragon fire, but that is impossible.” King Viserys said.

“Hours ago I would have said the same, your Grace.” Laenor argued, “But it is not unheard of. There are tales of the unburned of Old Valyria, and tonight we saw its magic come again.”

“Show them.” Aemond said, turning from his father to lady Hariel.

The girl startled at the direct address, looking uncertain. At three and ten lady Hariel was a skinny maiden the same height as Helaena but with few curves to draw a suitor's eye, though her face was comely enough. Possessing raven black hair, a thin face and haunting green eyes, which were positively arresting in their bright hue. Though the garish scar splitting her forehead did great damage to her prospects. Hariel certainly didn’t look like a dragonseed of Daemon’s, but then again Rhaenyra’s bastards didn’t take after her either.

What am I being accused of?” Lady Hariel asked in Valyrian, those bright green eyes of hers narrowed in suspicion. Alicent couldn’t speak the tongue herself, but she understood just enough to follow what was being said.

Show the King, lady Hariel.” Aemond changed his tongue to Valyrian, but Lady Hariel looked lost with no idea what her son was speaking of, and Alicent’s heart sank. Lord Corlys and Princess Rhaenys exchanged knowing glances, and Lord Celtigar whispered something to one of his knights.

What would they say of Aemond now? These tall tales of dragon fire. Foul gossip of Aemond’s delusions and claims of being an unworthy dragon riders would do great harm to their position. Surely this was a cruel setup by Ser Laenor. Something Rhaenyra had put him up to.

“This has gone too far, Aemond.” Viserys sighed exasperated. “Vhagar is the most dangerous dragon in the world, and you had no business there, and now yet another dragon has rejected you. Your obsessions with dragonriding endangered yourself and Ser Laenor. This will cease now.

“Ser Laenor has confessed to attacking our son tonight and should face proper punishment for his crime.” Alicent said loudly, “Ser Laenor is a grown warrior who’s broken his knightly vows to the Mother Above to protect the young and innocent. Our son must’ve suffered a blow to the head, Viserys. He should be resting with the Maester’s attending to him, not questioned like this.”

“But your son tells the truth, your Grace.” Laenor protested angrily, addressing the King alone.

Show what?” Lady Hariel asked the twins quietly, looking confused between everyone.

The Maester Kevlyn had walked up to Aemond, “Perhaps you should sit-” But he was cut off when Aemond knocked his arm to the side.

“I am not telling lies, and it was not by my action that Vhagar was angered.” Aemond snarled. He turned sharply away and stormed across the hall.

Make them see the truth.” Aemond demanded angrily, his Valyrian harsh as he grabbed lady Hariel’s arm.

The entire room watched in confused alarm as Aemond pulled the girl towards the side of the hall, so unexpected the girl herself wasn’t sure what was happening either.

What-?” Hariel exclaimed, stumbling over her cloak. It was then Alicent realized Aemond wasn’t moving towards the wall at all – but the fireplace. Everyone could see what would happen, but sheer disbelief kept them rooted to the spot before it was too late.

“AEMOND!” Viserys shouted as their son yanked her towards the fire.

Alicent thought he’d push the entire girl into the hearth, but only her arm was pulled into the crackling heat.

The next few seconds turned into pure chaos as people rushed forwards and several screamed, Alicent amongst them, because it wasn’t just the girl’s arm engulfed in the fire, but her son’s hand was stuck in there too!

“Seven Hells!”

“Hariel!”

“The twat’s lost it...”

“Get Prince Aemond out!” Ser Harrold yelled above the crowd.

“He’s on fire!”

Alicent pushed through the crowd to reach her son, arriving just as Aemond was pulled back by a Velaryon knight, but the sleeve of his shirt had caught on fire, the same with the girl.

“Water!”

“A blanket! Get a blanket!”

Rubeus Hagrid voice called out a nonsensical word, and next a stream appeared out of nowhere; drenching Aemond and Hariel in a shower of water that quenched the fire and sent smoke billowing through the room.

Thank you, Hagrid.” lady Hariel said, using her unburned hand to put something into her pocket.

“What the f*ck is going on here?”

As if the situation wasn’t bad enough, at some point Daemon and Rhaenyra had arrived into the disarray, and while the Princess went straight for her sons, the Prince pushed through the crowd towards lady Hariel and Ser Laenor.

Alicent went weak at the knees, her shock so absolute it was hard to draw breath, and then Ser Criston had to steady her when the light-headedness made her sway.

Daemon turned to the King, his brow arching unimpressed. “Please enlighten me to what lady Hariel stands accused of, your Grace. Or did I not warrant so much as a heads up before your son started throwing ladies of my household onto the fireplace?”

In the meanwhile the lady in question didn’t act appropriately affected. Instead of checking for injuries, lady Hariel sighed, plucking regretfully at the burned edges of her sleeve. Reacting as if being pushed into fire was a slightly inconvenient, but regular enough occurrence.

...Surely it wasn’t?

The Hall of Nine was quiet as the grave when Aemond turned to his father.

“See? Her spell made it so the fire did not harm us. I did not come here telling tall tales, father. Earlier this eve Vhagar’s fire consumed myself, Ser Laenor and lady Hariel, but we lived.” He said, uncaring he was now soaked, his shirt burned and skin grimy as he walked towards the King, holding up his arm. Showing to everyone that it remained blemish free and whole.

Aemond was truly unburned. They both were. Like something out of Viserys stories of Old Valyria.

It was a miracle. It was an abomination. It shouldn’t be possible! But Aemond had demonstrated the truth for her own two eyes to see.

Alicent couldn't foresee how the events of this night would unravel anymore. This was a new type of game-piece Alicent didn't know how to use, but she could see it in the awed expressions of the witnesses, that it changed everything.

Notes:

And all through this, Hariel and Hagrid wondered what all these nobles were arguing about in common tongue...

Thank you so much for reading!!

Chapter 11: Blood Will Tell

Chapter Text

HARIEL VII

Aggravated, Norbert snarled sharply when the tiny baby dragon Ebrion bit into her wing. Before anyone could stop it, the blue she-dragon whirled around, using her spiked tail to sweep the tiny dragon harshly away. Hariel and the others tensed as Ebrion was sent skidding roughly across the dragon enclosure.

“Oy! That’s enough, Norbert!” Hagrid yelled, taking out his wand. “Watch that spiked tail, or yer goin’ ter take someone’s eye out.”

Standing back, Hariel watched with the others while Hagrid and his new dragon handler friend, a middle aged man named Inno, went to check on Ebrion while Moondancer and Norbert returned to their previous game. Inno and Hagrid could barely speak a handful of phrases between each other, but they made due with shared interests and inventive arm gesticulations.

Norbert hadn’t grown much taller since they arrived in Westeros, but Hariel imagined she’d put on some muscles. It would be understandable too, considering the amount of time she spent wrestling against Moondancer. Baela’s dragon was physically stronger despite her slower growth rates, but with seven years to Norbert’s one, that was to be expected.

Winded and defeated, Ebrion got back up, whining pitifully while Hagrid checked his bleeding leg. Hariel winced, but though Hagrid huffed in exasperation he wasn’t panicked, which was a good sign.

Norbert hadn’t warmed up to her new baby brother yet.

At barely three weeks old, Ebrion was too young to fly or breathe fire, so he scrambled along the ground like a clumsy trip-hazard between the legs of the other two. Looking like a tiny black kitten in comparison to Norbert and Moondancer.

Hariel leaned towards Princess Helaena, and continued the conversation that’d been interrupted by the dragon scuffle. “Everyone spoke in Common Tongue, and I did not understand them. Prince Aemond should use his words better than ‘Show the King’.” She told Princess Helaena frankly, glancing over at her brothers across the enclosure.

The Princes had acted bored all morning, as if this was just another Tuesday lesson observing dragons be dragons. Aegon had mentioned he’d rather be flying Sunfire than watching babies several times, though both brothers paid a bit more attention after Norbert’s aggressive reaction to Ebrion. Seeming to sense her gaze, Aemond turned to catch her eye, and Hariel scowled.

“How was I to know what he mean?” Hariel stressed the point, “There was no need to push me into fire.”

After a year of handling Norbert, being unexpectedly set on fire wasn’t anything Hariel couldn’t handle, but still! So rude. She’d really liked that cloak.

After Vhagar had burned her clothes away and they’d made it back to High Tide, Hariel barely had time to put on a dress and the cloak that had her wand tucked safely in its pocket, before they’d been summoned into the Hall of Nine. If she hadn’t, both Hariel and the Prince would have gotten a nasty surprise when he’d pushed her into the fireplace.

Just like Daemon, Aemond too had assumed Hariel’s spells came directly from her blood, and didn’t quite understand the whole: “witches and wizards needs wands” part of casting magic. Once the worst of her anger cooled off, Hariel could begrudgingly see where the misunderstanding came from too. Hariel had not used a wand against Vhagar after all.

The day-trip to the dragon enclosure was mostly an excuse to get away from the tensions back at High Tide though. Because;

-they’re foreigners, with unnatural powers and no guaranteed loyalty. I highly discourage inviting such guests at court, your Grace. What message does that send?”

I’d say a powerful one. It’s the magic of Old Valyria, and Lady Hariel is an unburnt! The dragonlords of old didn't come from Westeros either, and-”

Lady Hariel has queer magic, but she used her spells to save my son-”

-a betrothal would be a fitting way to resolve this. Has the girl bled yet?”

“If you keep this up they’ll move beyond the wall next. Waiting with a betrothal or marriage according to the laws of their homelands was the main criteria they set before agreeing to join us to Westeros. Lady Hariel’s already turned down the Prince of Pentos, who wants to be next? Otto? Don’t you have a son around the suitable age?”

Well then, what about Rubeus Hagrid? He’s certainly of age, and there’s several ladies of marriageable age we can offer for an alliance.”

He’s five and sixty, and set in his ways.”

He’s not a Lord. He owns no lands or authority.”

No, he’s not a Lord, but he’s a good man who can handle dragons. Any son of his would be tall, strong and strapping.”

Because he’s got giant’s blood!”

That’s never been confirmed-”

Because he doesn’t speak our language well enough to confirm it. Give Rubeus Hagrid too much power and he’ll grow into a threat. If you must; betroth the girl to a loyal lord and be done with it. The girl won’t pose a threat once she’s under a husband’s command, and the blood of the unburned will run through their lawful offsprings.”

Did you not listen to a f*cking word I said? Not until she’s seven and ten.”

If they posed a threat it would be different, but Rubeus Hagrid and Lady Hariel have been nothing but great contributors to the realm. Rubeus Hagrid has a brand new way of hatching dragons, and Lady Hariel saved my son and Prince Aemond from dragon fire. Anyone else would be lavishly rewarded for their achievements, so why are we making it into a conflict? It’s not unreasonable of them to learn our ways before tying themselves through something as binding as marriage. It shows good judgement. You might not understand their situation the way I do, as few here has journeyed further than to Driftmark, but I sympathize with their situation. Would anyone here travel to Yi Ti and marry into a House before you knew their history or tongue? Now, they’re both already comfortably settled here at Driftmark, and we have good relations with both.”

"Of course that’s your standpoint, Lord Corlys. You’re one of the benefactors.”

"That does not make any of my claims less true.”

Since they kept failing to invite her to these discussions, Hariel had snuck in to listen to several heated argument such as that from underneath her invisibility cloak.

She might not have understood all the Common Tongue, but she’d caught the gist of things: People were heavily debating herself and Hagrid, and she hadn’t liked how many times the word ‘marriage’ popped up either.

The twins had noticed her steadily rising stress levels, so Baela suggested they go see the dragons instead.

Now here they were, stuck with two thirds of the royal procession after they’d decided to tag along. Princess Helaena, Prince Aemond, Prince Aegon, Prince Jacaerys, Prince Lucerys, Ser Laenor, Ser Qarl, two King’s Guard knights along with four Velaryon guards and a bunch of handlers.

So much for their break for freedom.

“It should not have happened.” Princess Helaena answered. “Aemond is wilful and bold, and never more so than when he’s fearful. Yet that is no excuse for endangering either of you.”

“Thank you.” Hariel said, because her apology was more sincere than the majority had been so far. Even Aemond had been too caught up in the wonders of fire-freezing magic to make his apology sound genuine.

“It’s not the first time a pressing concern has ended in an ill-advised decision, though normally my younger brother’s schemes affects himself alone. I hope you’ll forgive Aemond his impulsiveness anyway.”

“He set me on fire.” Hariel reminded the princess. “Would you be happy if he did it to you?”

“That is an unfair comparison, as I can not make fire harmless.” Helaena stated seriously, her shoulders tensing. “If you throw both a cat and a raven from the top of a tower; the bird will fly, whilst the cat will go splat.”

“… And I’m the raven in this story?”

“Aren’t you?” Helaena asked matter of factly, her attention mostly focused on an ant strolling past the edge of her skirts. “It was a regretful misunderstanding, but mother hopes the new gown is to your liking.”

Hariel brushed down the silky but stiff fabric of the green gown she was wearing, a recompensation gift for all the clothes that’d gotten burned.

“Er’, sure, the dress is beautiful. It was very generous.”

It used to belong to Princess Helaena, and was the fanciest dress Hariel owned now, though it had the unfortunate side effect of making her look like a walking Slytherin banner. Not that Hariel mentioned that. It seemed a petty thing to reject a gift just because someone she didn’t like once wore the same colours on their school uniform.

Still, Hariel wondered why Helaena and her brothers constantly wore green. Initially she’d assumed it was their House colours, because at official gatherings of several important families such as this, people were expected to wear sigils or representative clothes. Hariel and Hagrid had dusted off some old Hogwarts pins for the week, just like how all the Velaryon’s wore their best blue for the Royal’s stay at Driftmark -- but in the case of Helaena, Aemond and Aegon, it wasn’t. House Targaryen was black and red, a pallet King Viserys and Princess Rhaenyra stuckt to, while Hightower was grey and white, such as the colours the Hand of the King kept wearing - but the Queen seemed to prefer dressing her children in her favourite green. Every day. It was a bit much actually.

“It suits you, Hariel.” Rhaena agreed, glancing around the Princess to address her. Rhaena’s worry for Ebrion had lessened now that the baby dragon was back to jumping around, squawking after Moondancer for attention. “The green gown brings out your eyes.”

“Er’ thank you.” Hariel said, her cheeks heating. Maybe Ser Qarl thought she looked pretty too?

“Though perchance you’d prefer gold.” Princess Helaena said distractedly, “To bring forth your spirit.”

Hariel’s face felt like it was on fire - did Helaena think she was ungrateful? It left her floundering for a distraction; “Er’… No, this is good." not to mention she already felt very overdressed for dragon handling, but all the other girls were in dresses as well.

“I heard Aran say you looked very pretty, Hariel.” Baela said smugly.

“Aran is a stableboy.” Rhaena admonished her sister.

Baela giggled. “But he’s sweet.”

A. stable. boy.” Rhaena hissed, and looked back over her shoulder to where Jacaerys stood with his father, brother and Ser Qarl. “I think Prince Jacaerys is much sweeter.”

“Yes.” Baela agreed with a wide smile. “The prince is so handsome!”

It was true Jacaerys was cute as a button, but it was weird hearing the twins talk like that about their cousin.

By now Hariel knew to roll with it though, it was just one of many, many, many things people did differently here. Such as how Lord and Lady Celtigar were married, but also cousins, and no one thought that gross. Hagrid had been less surprised than Hariel to learn this, and mentioned it’d happened in some of the “bigot pureblood families like the Blacks” back at home as well.

He’d gotten all gloomy and tight lipped afterwards, leaving Hariel nauseously picturing a blasphemous reality where she was made to marry Dudley.

Some days, it was as if all they spoke about here was finding a fiancee, marriage, or preparing for marriage. The blatant scrutiny over appearance was something Hariel had felt herself too, where few were shy to mention how her scar; “damaged her marriage prospects” – at least in the beginning. Come to think about it, she hadn’t heard that as much of late.

Was that good or bad though?

She couldn’t tell if it was for the better or worse that people had begun overlooking her scar. Either option made her nervous. Though at least there hadn’t been another “Prince Reggio incident”.

In these parts, marriage was first and foremost about securing the best possible future than anything else. The same way Hariel had gone to school to get a good job, here girls were left seeking out an advantageous marriage. Which meant most marriages were hardly about falling in love; it was about security.

The constant stress over survival was prevalent throughout every social class, and though she’d been initially really put off by their old fashioned ways, by now Hariel had seen enough of this harsh world to understand why.

She knew intimately how difficult it could be to make ends meet, and Hariel had both Hagrid and magic to ease their everyday lives along. Even back in the fishing town, her friend Fera had hoped to secure a marriage with a boy from a good farm, not because she liked him – or even knew him – but because she was terrified she’d starve during winter the same way an aunt of hers had when she’d “married poorly”.

Finding a husband was what most girls around here (or anywhere) talked about, while Hariel herself was more likely to balk at the very mention of marriage, though at the same time she didn’t want to make enemies either.

Surely it wouldn’t be anytime soon – Hariel was a kid! - but even when the day came, would it matter who she married?

Sure, there was talks of storybook romances and dashing chivalry, but the way Rhaena had described Aran as just “a. stable. boy.” wasn’t exactly promising. Seeing as Aran was excellent with horses, cute and polite, Hariel understood perfectly well it was his lacking gold coffers Rhaena took offence to.

The topic made Hariel extremely embarrassed too, but seeing how early people got married around here, (lady Massey was only fifteen! And Daemon was sixteen when he married his first wife, Rhea Royce!) - made her wonder if Ser Qarl might have a fiancee too.

Hariel glanced speculatively over from the corner of her eye, catching the handsome knight smiling with Ser Laenor while Prince Lucerys talked with energetic arm gesticulations.

Bloody hell, but what if Ser Qarl was already married?

“Oy, Hariel?” Hagrid called interrupting her train of thoughts.

“Yes?”

“Could yeh feed Norbert? With all these people watchin’, we don’t want any competition between her an’ Moondancer.”

“Of course.” Hariel answered, and excused herself from the other girls.

She went to fetch her cloak from the carriages, but her path was blocked by the King’s Guard who’d been trailing them all morning. The handsome white knight in shining armour was usually the Queen’s shadow, but today he was tasked with guarding her children during the outing.

“Excuse me,” Hariel said, but when she tried to walk around him Ser Cristian held up a hand to cut her off, and said something in Common Tongue.

“Why is Ser Cristian stopping me?” Hariel asked the girls.

Baela narrowed her eyes at the knight and spoke sternly. In response Ser Cristian looked to Princess Helaena, maybe for her input – but the girl was preoccupied observing the march of the ants – so the knight went ahead and stepped aside.

“Can I go now?” Hariel asked Baela.

“Heed the raven adrift in storms, roosting nests of eggshells.” Helaena murmured under her breath.

Hariel blinked. Was that supposed to answer her question or was it a completely unrelated matter? She’d noticed the princess had a habit of getting lost in her head, so it was probably that.

“You may,” Baela said, eyeing the princess uncertainly too.

Being allowed to pass, Hariel went to cover her pretty green dress under a more robust black cloak, and climbed down the rocky sides to reach into the enclosure. It was along a stony beachside, on a spacious terrain at the foot of a cliff side with caves of various sizes the dragons used as lairs.

Norbert’s head rose in anticipation when noticing Hariel approaching them.

“We’ll give Moondancer a lamb, so can yeh take the meat fer Norbert?” Hagrid asked,

“Sure.” She retorted, already clutching her wand, and then switched her speech to parseltongue.

Come to me, Norbert.” She called, and when Norbert still looked ready to fight Moondancer for the right to eat the lamb, she lifted her wand into the air. “Vermillious.”

A jet of red sparks erupted from her wand, successfully distracting Norbert. “Come here.”

But mama has food!” Norbert complained, looking to Hagrid.

I have food too, Norbert.” Hariel answered, feeling uncomfortable doing this in front of so many new spectators, their attention on herself instead of the dragons now.

Sure, Baela, Rhaena, the handlers and the Velaryon guards had seen this routine before, but there were several new eyes on them today.Ser Laenor lifted his son up on his shoulders to watch better, and Aegon and Aemond sure didn’t seem bored anymore.

Yet dragons didn’t give a crap who was observing, and Norbert would be cross if she didn’t follow through with her promise now.

Come here. Your big sister’s got both food and fun.

Pointing her wand at the closed barrel, she charmed a bloody cow leg with Wingardium Leviosa, lifting it into the air.

Catch the prey!” She dared Norbert, sending the leg flying.

Spreading her wings wide, Norbert set off into the air after the meat. Turning the meal into an airborne game of cat and mouse as the dragon chased the levitated limbs.

Fortunately there weren’t any accidents. All the dragons had been fed properly when abruptly one of the larger ones showed up to the party.

Hariel was just relieved it wasn’t Vhagar, and with gleaming golden scales and pink wings it was recognizable from a single glance. It was Sunfyre, probably the prettiest dragon there was.

Prince Aegon beamed, clapped his brother on the shoulder and went to meet his dragon, while Hariel heard Inno remark to Hagrid how;

“Prince Aegon must have called for Sunfyre. If they are close enough, the dragons can sense it when their riders call on them. It’s the most important part of the bond. The same that allows them to guide the dragon in the air.”

Observing an older dragon such as Sunfyre greeting his human was fascinating, both how similar and different he behaved compared to when Daemon handled Caraxes. The red blood wyrm was far more serpentine with slithering movements, while Sunfyre was closer to a wild horse with bat-wings. Prone to throwing his head back, prancing proudly around and pawing on the ground. The golden dragon had a very direct gaze that showed boldly its fierce spirit, while Caraxes was a coiled and slightly unhinged beast. Unquestionably unsafe, but tethered back by a string until released, and then he exploded. A lot like Prince Daemon himself actually.

Hariel was watched so closely she didn’t notice when Aemond stepped into her path, cutting her off as she made her way to the twins.

“That was unique to behold, lady Hariel. Your magic is...” Aemond trailed off when no appropriate translation appeared, and as his cheeks went pink. “We heard tales and gossip, but most believed them exaggerated. They’re not.”

Hariel tensed, looking cautiously around for any nearby fires. Just in case.

“The hissing, I remember you spoke like that to Vhagar too.”

“Er’, yes I did.”

Aemond gestured to where the younger dragons had gathered together. “Do you do it to control Norbert?”

“Control? No. I was speaking. Conversing like we are now. If words were enough, Vhagar would not have cast fire that night.” Hariel reminded him – and herself.

It’s not that Vhagar’s fiery retribution had been unimaginable to Hariel. She’d known Vhagar was extremely dangerous and cranky, especially when her beauty sleep was disrupted, yet Hariel hadn’t expected the dragon to turn on her that way.

Hariel had been overconfident, relying too much on parseltongue, and was nearly killed for it. Maybe it was foolish to expect more of a monster, but it was just how she felt, and the betrayal stung.

So truthfully, Hariel was far more angry at Vhagar than Aemond after that night. The Prince had been under the misconception Hariel couldn’t be hurt by fire because of ‘blood magic’, while Vhagar had meant to kill her.

So Princess Helaena might’ve been onto something with her tower metaphor. Vhagar had dropped Hariel expecting her to die from the fall, while Aemond had presumed her a bird. Both their assumptions were wrong. Yet regardless of the end results, neither realized she was untrained to magic, nor that she hadn’t flied on her own for a very long time.

“You can make things fly as well, I had not seen that before.”

“I can,” Hariel said, and decided to get ahead of him before Aemond got any other bright ideas. “-but that is no reason to push me off a cliff.”

“I’d never.”

“…”

Aemond caught onto Hariel’s doubts from her expression alone. “The fire was different!” He insisted. “You already showed that your spell could- I’ve apologized, and it will not happen again.”

In the awkward silence that followed, Hariel’s attention returned to Aegon when he climbed onto Sunfyre, slung his leg over the saddle in a well-practised move, and strapped himself to the dragon.

“Will Prince Aegon fly?” She asked curiously, failing to beat back her burning jealousy. The Prince put on gloves and pulled up the neck of his tunic.

“He is.”

“Is Sunfyre fast?” Hariel asked.

“Faster than Seasmoke, and very agile.” Aemond answered, “Aggressive too.”

“Sunfyre is much smaller than Caraxes, but very beautiful.” Hariel said. “It must be a joy to fly in the sun with such a dragon.”

Ugh! How Hariel missed flying! Sometimes she missed it so much it ached!

“Aegon is betrothed.” Aemond stated, apropos of nothing.

Why would he bring that up at all? Had someone asked about it? Why inform her? It’s not like she cared-

Oh.

Bloody hell. Was a couple remarks about flying and pretty dragons all it took before people assumed she was crushing on the Prince? Aegon was cute enough, but no Ser Qarl. Maybe it wasn’t so strange for Aemond to jump to that conclusion though. Aegon was a prince with a dragon, and perhaps that was how it usually went.

“At four and ten?” Hariel shook her head. “So young.”

“Young…? Aegon? He’s almost a man grown. It’s his duty to continue the family bloodline.”

“Things are very, very different here than home.” Hariel muttered, once again struck by how differently people treated marriages here. The more Hariel saw and heard, the more she kept comparing it to how people back home viewed education and occupations.

Some people were really academic – like Hermione – constantly striving for years to receive top marks so one day they could get a prestigious, well paid job. Others just wanted to do what they loved, so much so it might come at the expense of a good livelihood - while the majority probably made due with the first and best job they could get. As long as it got food on the table and shelter through winter, things were fine, leaving them to find an outlet for their true passions during spare time instead.

Except Hariel had to switch the words ‘education’ with ‘betrothal’, and ‘job’ with ‘marriage’.

She sighed. “Who will Prince Aegon marry?”

“Helaena.”

“… what?” Hariel’s mind screeched to a complete halt. “Who? I think I misunderstand you.”

“Princess Helaena.”

And yes that’s what she thought he said; but she just couldn’t make it fit. Surely that meant there was another Princess Helena who Hariel hadn’t heard of yet, but then he made it absolutely impossible to misunderstand. “Aegon will marry our sister.”

“Excuse me?” Hariel exclaimed, the horror making her feel like her ghost was vacating her body.

Holy sh*t!

Aegon was betrothed to his sister?!

Helaena was to marry her brother?!

Gods, what sort of place was this?!

“Isn’t… isn’t that…” The shock had struck her speechless, “-isn’t that… that… that illegal?”

“Only for others.” Aemond said, gesturing towards the Velaryons. “We’re the House of the Dragon. It is our duty to keep our Valyrian blood pure.”

“… Aren’t you half Hightower?”

“I’m the King’s son!”

“I know, but I was speaking of your mother, she is not your father’s sister… or is she?”

Surely Hariel hadn’t misunderstood that, or was this another half-sibling rivalry situation again? Like what was going on between Princess Rhaenyra and this lot? Was that why Daemon despised Alicent and her father Otto so much? Did they perhaps have the same mother, but only Viserys and Daemon had the same father while Alicent had Otto, making her some strange half sister-wife?

The notion was gross. Almost as much as the mental image of Aegon and Helaena… Hariel couldn’t even form the thought without getting disgusted.

“No, she is not.” Aemond admitted. “My mother is a daughter of House Hightower. It is why Aegon and Helaena’s betrothal is important. To show we keep the bloodline pure.”

Pure? Is that what they called it? Was breathing the oxygen trapped in an airtight room pure? Or would it just get exhausted until there was nothing left and the person choked on their own thinned breath? They needed fresh air, damn it! How could this world be that different from her own?

“...”

Hariel had no words, yet Aemond acted as if it was completely normal! To be expected! “Why can they marry… but not other… siblings?” She asked weakly.

“They’re not of royal blood.” Aemond said importantly.

“But… Marrying a… children born of brother and sister... They’re…”

“They’re what?” Aemond’s tone carried a clear warning.

So he realized this was upsetting her then? Good.

“They can be very sick.” Hariel said frankly. “Maybe not at first? I am not sure. I learn about this years ago, but I was told that over time… If it is done again and again, it weakens the… the…” she struggled for words. “The children of siblings have weaker bodies. Weaker minds. Weaker magic. For each generation, more and more … er’ … mistakes? will show up. Babies born dead, or being sick and die early. Some will have sickness for life too. Because the parents are not meant to mix blood, so nature will make the children weaker to stop it. Why would you keep risking such a fate on your child?”

“That’s only the case in the lesser, lady Potter. Preached by the Faith to pacify the peasants, but House Targaryen can control dragons, we’re above the commoners, and it strengthens our House to keep the dragon blood pure.”

“But your blood is not of a dragon, it’s human.” Hariel reminded him.

“You’re wrong!” Aemond argued, making that unnerving big eyed stare filled with anger. “It’s been the way of our family for centuries, and House Targaryen stands the strongest in the world! Your teacher lied, and you were stupid for believing him.

Hariel dragged a hand through her hair. “Centuries? Of sibling marriages?” She asked, utterly stunned. And they wondered what happened to the magic of old? It was probably being run ragged on overtime trying to keep the inbred clan alive.

“… Not always siblings.” Prince Aemond corrected.

“That explains why all of you look so alike.” Hariel said with dawning realization. It wasn’t because of some strong genetical trait – it was basically the only genetical trait to pick from. “Almost all,” She amended. The twins took completely after their Velaryon side, and she’d almost forgotten about Ser Laenor’s sons, who were all dark haired and brown eyed... But wait! Aemond couldn't be entirely right: Hariel had heard more than once that there'd been several Velaryon and Targaryen marriages. That Aegon the Conqueror was half Velaryon too, and there'd been more unions afterwards, so everyone could not be siblings - though these Velaryon Queens married into the royal family confused her too. Because somehow the two Houses didn't share the same skin tones or features as she'd have expected back at home - only their hair colours and the purple eyes could be found across both Houses.

Aemond’s purple gaze flickered towards his nephews, “Yes, I do wonder why that is.” His tone was bitingly sarcastic, but before Hariel could ask what he meant, Aemond rushed the matter ahead. “Though how come you have so much dragon magic when your line is tainted?”

Tainted? Tainted?! Hariel asked, eyes narrowing. “I am not tainted! My parents were strong in magic! My father from a long line with strong magic, and my mother the best witch their age. We did not need help from a dragon to hold power. We are the power. Back home, the magic of men win over dragons. Twenty witches like me working together could kill Vhagar! How many 'pure' Targaryens would it take to do the same?”

At least that made him shut up, leaving Aemond flushed and struggling to believe her claims as much as Hariel was struggling with his.

“Prince Aemond?!” Ser Cristian called out, a hand on the hilt of his sword as he left Princess Helaena and the twins in a hurry, speaking something else in a worried tone.

“No, Ser Criston.” Aemond responded in Common Tongue, holding up a hand as if to stop him.

The knight watched Hariel with direct suspicion, irking her pride. She lifted her chin to glare back coldly. Certain he’d come running because he heard their argument, and meant to protect the Prince from “the witch”.

Go figure.

Why did Ser Cristian jump to the conclusion that Hariel was a threat? During the last argument it was Aemond who’d pushed her into fire.

Ser Laenor walked up behind the King’s Guard, eyeing Ser Cristian with great dislike until the knight stepped aside. Hariel’s brows climbed up her forehead. Ser Laenor’s expression revealed far more than simple dislike. It was hatred.

“Is there a problem?” Ser Laenor asked Hariel and Aemond, pointedly ignoring the knight as if the man had stopped existing.

“Only a disagreement,” Aemond answered, shaking his head. “The teachings of her homelands leaves a lot to be -”

He cut off and everyone looked up as a long shadow flickered above -- and next Sunfyre landed in a billow of dust right ahead of them.

Prince Aegon put away the reins and stroked his dragon affectionately on the neck, smirking down at them from his high perch.

“And that’s what it looks like when a true dragonrider handles their dragon,” Aegon drawled teasingly, catching her eye and winking.

Hariel startled. Caught up arguing over Targaryen incest practises with Aemond, she’d missed the older prince’s entire flight on Sunfyre. She’d even missed the take-off! Damn it.

Unaware of this, Aegon smirked cheekily at his little brother, a brow arching unimpressed. “I see you’re working your usual charm, twat. Maybe you should step back, the lady looks like she’s about to be ill.”

Chapter 12: Dragonstone

Notes:

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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HARIEL VIII

Despite Baela’s best intentions to cheer her up with some carefree dragon watching, the trip might’ve had the opposite effect, and upon returning to High Tide it wasn’t long before Hariel was ambushed by yet another difficult conversation.

“I’d be a ward?” Hariel asked King Viserys for clarification, “Such as lady Laena talked of when we first arrived to Westeros?”

Her mind split between the unexpected offer and the argument with Aemond. Though Hariel was very aware Viserys was The King - and not the sort of monarch Queen Elizabeth was. Bringing that up here would be the most idiotic thing she could ever do, and at the end of the day; what business was it of hers? Hariel had her opinions about it, just like Aemond seemed to think her tainted too.

“Yes. The situation has changed with the death of mine goodsister. In her stead, my daughter Princess Rhaenyra has offered to take you on as a ward at Dragonstone A great honour.” King Viserys said, smiling towards his daughter.

With braided pale hair and sharp eyes she looked strikingly similar to her younger half-siblings, just older and already a mother of three. Knowing what she did about the family’s incest practises made Hariel even more focused on these similarities too. It was eery.

Their gazes locked momentarily, and the woman gave a tiny nod of acknowledgement, her violet irises assessing Hariel while she twirled the largest of the many shiny rings decorating her fingers.

Amongst those Hariel was more familiar with; Lord Corlys and Princess Rhaenys stood silently with their son, while Daemon’s expression was an unreadable mask.

Hariel translated for Hagrid so he could have a say in this decision too.

“This is about the ward thing again, eh? Yeh’d get an education, food and a good place to live… and yeh deserve that, Hariel. Yeh should’ve been at Hogwarts learnin’ with yer friends, and I hate I can’t give that ter yeh myself. If Laena’s death makes it so we can’t stay at Driftmark we’ll find somewhere else, but yer not goin’ anywhere without me, Hariel. No way. I don’t trust this lot enough to send yeh off without me. Make that clear ter them.”

“We are very grateful, your Grace, however-” she said, peering swiftly from Hagrid, the unfamiliar Crown Princess and back to the King. “What about Hagrid? I must go where he is.”

“He will come too. There are many more dragons at Dragonstone, and he will get to keep caring for them there.” The King said, “We will also built Rubeus Hagrid proper housing more befitting of his height and station at Dragonstone in repayment for his services.”

Hariel wasn’t sure how she felt. She’d travelled to Westeros with Daemon, Laena, Baela and Rhaena, but now they were being uprooted yet again.

Well, Daemon stood right there, wordlessly agreeing with his brother. Then again, could he even argue against his King? Hariel was pretty sure he couldn’t.

Could she? … If she wanted to stay in Westeros (peacefully), then probably not.

“It’s a very generous offer, your Grace.” Hariel said, smiling uncertainly to Princess Rhaenyra, wondering what was in store for her now. She had at least talked with Ser Laenor, and the Vhagar incident had created a strange sort of camaraderie, but his wife?

Hariel didn’t know what to expect.

Only a few days later Hariel hugged the twins goodbye at the docks of Driftmark, about to board the King’s ship to sail for Dragonstone. Aegon, Helaena, Laenor and Rhaenyra had flown ahead on their dragons, while the rest of the royals travelled by sea.

The twins had volunteered to come see them off, but most remained back at High Tide, where Hariel had said a proper farewell that morning. From the guards she’d made friends with, the maids, Lord Corlys and Princess Rhaenys. She’d even been able to track down Prince Daemon.

“Farewells aren’t necessary, lady Hariel,” The man had said in that wry tone of his. “The castle on Dragonstone is more a home to me than Driftmark, and I’m taking Caraxes out later. Unless something comes up, I’ll easily beat you to Dragonstone.”

“I wish you could stay here, but you’re only an island away over at Dragonstone. It’s a short trip, barely an hour by ship on a day with decent winds, and Grandmother said we’ll be seeing you all the time.” Insisted Baela.

“When Norbert is big enough to carry you, your first flight should be to Driftmark.” Suggested Rhaena.

“That is a good idea, I will try to make it so!” Hariel laughed and hugged the little girl in farewell. The twins could be such annoying little devils, but she’d undoubtedly miss them. Hariel was even getting wistful about not being woken by Treeskipper climbing in through her window to inspect her ear anymore.

“Or I will fly to you.” Baela added, a challenge in her purple eyes.

It’d been a running joke between them; which dragon would grow large and strong enough to carry a rider first? Moondancer or Norbert?

Norbert. Of course it’d be Norbert, but she didn’t want to trample on Baela’s optimism, and it didn’t mean Hariel would be the first to fly either.

Biting her lip, Hariel glanced towards Hagrid up on deck. Hagrid was always bemoaning the madness of Targaryens for flying the dragons, but that was the one advice regarding dragon rearing the royals chose to completely ignore. So though Hagrid couldn’t stop them from riding dragons, Hariel was different. Norbert was his dragon, his baby, and he had gotten very protective of Hariel in the last year as well. Even if Norbert was willing to carry her, would Hagrid even allow her fly the dragon?

“Until then, father promised we’ll get to visit you and our cousins, maybe even stay for a while at Dragonstone, but you are welcome here too. You know you are.” Said Rhaena.

Hariel smiled bravely despite wishing she could stay. She knew Lord Corlys had suggested they remain at Driftmark with Hariel as a ward of his wife, but King Viserys had decided they should go with his daughter -- and as an absolute monarchy, the King always had the final say, especially in matters regarding dragons and his own family.

Still, Princess Rhaenyra was a stranger, and Hariel wasn’t even sure the woman liked her much.

The twins were right; the voyage between Driftmark and Dragonstone wasn’t even long enough for Hagrid’s seasickness to kick in, and within the hour Hariel watched the volcanic island rise like a grey crown on the horizon. Soaring above the ship, Norbert gathered speed and set off at full flight towards the island.

While Aemond and Jacaerys remained within the cabin with the King and Queen -- Otto Hightower and that creepy guy with a cane sat to the side of the deck talking. Prince Lucerys was on deck too, watched mindfully by Ser Qarl.

The dark haired boy pointed excitedly, his words too fast for Hariel to have a hope of translating anything, and then he grinned over at her. Lucerys gestured to the island and started speaking slowly and clearly, having been reminded about fifty times by Ser Qarl in the last half an hour that she struggled with common tongue. Unfortunately none of Princess Rhaenyra’s sons could speak Valyrian.

Do you see him? Arrax is flying! My dragon Arrax.” Lucerys said carefully enough Hariel understood the simple sentences, while pointing at a small bright dot in the sky. It probably was a dragon, though Hariel was impressed the boy would recognize it as Arrax from such a distance. It looked more like flapping pale blob in the grey fog.

I do.” She answered in common tongue.

“At Dragonstone Norbert will not be alone. She can play with Arrax, and my brother’s dragon Vermax too!” The little Prince said, and this time Ser Qarl had to translate a few words for her, making Hariel stomach do a somersault when his dark doe eyes was directed at her.

“That will make her very happy. I hope Norbert and Arrax will be the best of friends,” She said. The seven year old boy was actually very sweet when he wasn’t being hyperactive. More often than not Lucerys and his older brother Jacaerys were like two passing whirlwinds, playing hide and seek or running around with wooden swords.

Ser Qarl conveyed her words to Lucerys, who smiled toothily, looking pleased with himself as he ran off.

Hariel tilted her head back, watching the clouds and thinking that as long as Vhagar didn’t decide to visit Dragonstone, she’d manage well enough. She’d need a little longer before her anger cooled off.

Castle Dragonstone shared its name with the island it was built on, and was the original seat of House Targaryen, situated below an active volcano named the Dragonmount. It was also a castle unlike any Hariel had seen before.

Dragonstone had a castle yard, its own library, and there was a fishing village with a port beneath the curtain walls. Dragon architecture was carved into the stone consistently throughout the castle. From small dragons framing the gates, dragon claws holding torches, dragon tails shaping the archways and staircases and a pair of great wings covered the armoury and smithy. The citadel of Dragonstone was wrought all of black stone. Doors were set in the mouths of stone dragons, while gargoyles and grotesques served as brooding crenellations along the curtain walls. Designs included basilisks, demons, griffins, hellhounds, manticores, minotaurs and more creatures Hariel hadn’t a hope of naming.

“I think they’ve got you beat, Hagrid. House Targaryen likes dragons even more than you do.” Hariel said on their guided tour being escorted to their rooms.

Overall, it was eery and grim, and Hariel hoped she’d get accustomed to the smoke and brimstone smell sooner rather than later.

There was supposed to be a welcoming feast – the King was on Dragonstone, and that was a big event – but everything was being overshadowed by a larger issue happening on the island, which required most of the dragonriders, including Daemon, Rhaenyra, Laenor and Aegon.

She didn’t know why before being invited to join Helaena and Aemond for a walk through ‘Aegon’s garden’, a large park with tall dark trees, towering thorny hedges, wild roses and cranberries. Though after a quick clarification Hariel learned the garden was definitely not named for their older brother, but Aegon the Conqueror. Hariel became rather fond of it though. The pleasant piny scent masked some of the sulphur smell hanging above the island.

“There’s been an accident.” Princess Helaena explained, wringing her hands. Since she’d flown on dragonback, the Princess had already been settled at the castle by the time Hariel arrived with the boat. “They are moving Joffrey’s dragon Tyraxes somewhere more secure.”

“I thought Tyraxes was small?” Hariel said. Why would so many be required for that?

“Tyraxes is very small, even smaller than Ebrion -- but the Cannibal ate the dragon Nūmio.” She said, looking carefully at her brother. “The dragonriders are needed to shepherd Cannibal back to his lair.”

“But… Is that not a very dangerous dragon?” Hariel asked. She’d heard several tales of that dragon. They said it was even larger than Vhagar.

“It is, but we’ve been able to control him before, since the Cannibal does not eat grown dragons. Only young ones.” Helaena explained as they came to a stop by a rosebush. She reached into it, mindful of the thorns, and picked a lustrous bright red flower. “He is dangerous, but his great size makes him slow and lazy. They expect him to retreat against so many grown dragons.”

Hariel still worried, and yet simultaneously wondered why Helaena wasn’t part of this.

Dreamfyre was older and bigger than Rhaenyra, Laenor and Aegon’s dragons. Maybe it wasn’t about who had the bigger dragon though. Helaena was many things, and amongst those traits was gentleness.

Helaena sighed, carelessly tearing the rich red petals apart to get to the little worm inside, which she handled with great care. “It is bad tidings though, because father intended for Aemond to bond with Nūmio.”

“There are more dragons here than Nūmio, and Aegon told me it was a runt. Slow and barely the size of a dog at four years of age.” Aemond said tightly, folding his arms. “I want to claim one of the older ones. I heard the handlers talking; Silverwing is nested on the west side of the Dragonmount. That isn’t too far.”

“After Vhagar, neither father or mother will allow you to approach an old dragon such as Silverwing.” Helaena said, gesturing to the knight trailing behind them. Hariel didn’t know his name, but he was a King’s Guard, and had been shadowing Aemond’s every step since they docked. Probably ordered by the King himself to prevent the Prince from repeating his disappearance act back on Driftmark.

“How come you are so impatient for a dragon bond? Lady Laena was three and ten when she bonded with Vhagar, and Prince Daemon was five and ten with Caraxes. You are only ten. There is plenty of time.”

“My one and tenth nameday is in a moon.” Aemond corrected. “Helaena was ten when she claimed Dreamfyre. I will not be the only Targaryen without a dragon.”

“But you are not.” Hariel said, wondering why everyone was under the misconception he was. It was like a cloud of shared amnesia between everyone, when it was perfectly clear that: “The king is dragonless too.”

“Our father’s dragon was Balerion.” Prince Aemond said in a tone that indicated Hariel was an utter dunderhead.

“That was five and twenty years ago.” Hariel pointed out in the same tone. According to what Daemon explained; Balerion died barely two years after Viserys bonded with him – before the man was even crowned -- making him the only Targaryen King to sit the Iron Throne who wasn’t a dragonrider.

“The King has remained as dragonless as you ever since. Count your blessings instead, as you are still able to claim a dragon in the future, Prince Aemond, whilst the King will never fly again.”

Hariel did not see any of the other dragonriders until the next day, when she went to meet Princess Rhaenyra for tea in the Sea Dragon Tower, where her solar was located.

The twisting layout of the castle was still unfamiliar to her, but fortunately a maid named Aliza with silver hair and bright purple eyes who Hariel had at first mistaken for another Targaryen, was kind enough to show the way. They walked through the holdfast to a narrow and twisting turnpike stairs leading to Rhaenyra's apartments, halfway up the tower shaped like a dragon gazing serenely out at the Blackwater Bay.

When she arrived, the Princess already had company.

“How have you been settling in at Dragonstone, lady Hariel?” Prince Daemon asked. The Prince sat leant back in a richly decorated chair by the windows, legs crossed and tapping the armrest lightly with his fingers. He talked with that arrogant confidence which made Daemon look as if he owned any room he entered, but Hariel also thought he seemed rather comfortable in his niece’s chambers, more at ease than he’d been anywhere at Driftmark too.

“I think it has gone well, Prince Daemon. Norbert get along with Arrax and is a little competitive with Vermax. She say he is arrogant, though I don’t think Norbert should call others arrogant when she is so proud herself, but no accidents has happened. Hagrid likes it too. The ceiling is much taller here than at Driftmark.”

Daemon chuckled and Princess Rhaenyra’s eyes twinkled amused.

“Er’, may I ask how it went with the Cannibal? I was told by Princess Helaena you flew out.”

“It took most of the day, but we succeeded without more bloodshed.” Princess Rhaenyra said. Her Valyrian wasn’t as fluid as Daemon’s, but from what Hariel heard the princess had never lived outside Westeros, yet each word was precise and clear. “It was a most unfortunate accident. Nūmio was intended for Aemond, and it is surely a great disappointment for him.”

“The welcoming feast will have to wait too.” Daemon added. “Mine brother is feeling under the weather. The feast will be held once the King is well rested.”

“Of course.” Hariel said, not surprised at all. The King had grown sickly after the long walk from the docks up to the castle. Hariel had honestly feared he’d keel over.

“Take a seat, lady Hariel, as my ward we’ve got much to discuss. Your new duties not the least, but I also wish to get to know you better.” The Princess said. “Daemon has told me much of yourself and Rubeus Hagrid.”

Though it probably looked similar on paper, being a ward of Princess Rhaenyra was different from their time at Driftmark. Hariel still spent time with Norbert and Hagrid daily, while the rest was divided between different activities. It was just that all those “activities” grew more intense.

Maester Gerardys was in charge of teaching arithmetic, geometry, language and history to Rhaenyra’s sons, and Hariel was added as his newest student. Though in the beginning they focused on Common Tongue alone.

The hours spent learning language was probably the hardest subject, but also the most useful, while her other lessons was more dubious. Such as the “womanly arts” taught by Septa Megga, with some inputs from the princess whenever she had time.

Hariel had foolishly hoped Princess Rhaenyra was less interested in these arts than lady Laena, but it wasn’t to be.

Princess Rhaenyra was a doting and loving mother to her sons, but she was not what anyone would call a warm or affectionate teacher. She wasn’t outright mean – not as hateful or spiteful as Snape -- but she had little patience for mistakes, and possessed a sharp tongue. She could insult Hariel to her face for making a blunder, but as long as she corrected it quickly enough, Rhaenyra didn’t hold it against her either.

And that first week at Dragonstone, Hariel made a lot of blunders.

In truth, Lady Laena had already started most of these lessons with Hariel, but Laena had made it seem closer to friendly advice and helpful talks compared to the policing she got from Septa Megga.

Apparently a Lady of Westeros was required to know how to dance, sing, play an instrument, embroider, sew, ride and to be taught ‘spirituality’ by Septa Megga – though that last part would wait until she knew Common Tongue better. In the meanwhile Hariel had more than enough to be going on with.

There wasn’t a predictable schedule either, instead the lessons were set whenever the teacher had time. If it was at the crack of dawn or in the middle of supper was up to them, along with how long each lesson lasted. Hariel never knew if there was just a few minutes left or three hours.

“Is Hagrid being told these things?” Hariel had asked on her third day with Princess Rhaenyra, after being admonished for acting “too friendly” with the maids. Aliza had been great to Hariel though. The woman was always busy, but still took the time to show Hariel the ways around the confusing castle, and explain who to ask for certain things.

Though Hariel may not know all the nuances of the absolute monarchy, she’d have to be blind and stupid to not get the broad strokes. Westeros was downright medieval - but Hariel refused to treat Aliza the way the Dursleys treated her just because she was “only a maid”.

“It is true Hagrid has been reminded, but as a man, his disregard are easier to forgive than yours.” Rhaenyra answered. “All it takes is one mishap, lady Hariel, and your reputation will be ruined forever. As my ward you’ve become my responsibility, and your actions reflect upon me. Though I understand your homelands had a different approach to these matters, you are in Westeros now, under my roof. By all means, be as kind as you please with the servants, I do not fault your kindness, but I urge more caution. Regardless; never again invite a maid to lunch. The servants already get their pay from my purse, and that is my food you’re squandering.”

The Princess wasn’t truly like anyone Hariel had met before, but if she absolutely had to compare Rhaenyra to anyone from Hogwarts… it was probably Professor McGonagall. If McGonagall had been a dragonriding princess, and carried the entitled behaviour that came with being the heir to six kingdoms.

Rhaenyra was spoiled too, but then who wasn’t around here?

Daemon was the biggest drama queen Hariel had ever met, including Aemond the dragon obsessed, pyromanic himself - and Princess Helaena was sweet, but the girl wouldn’t know how to get dressed in the morning without at least two maids at her disposal. Which was ironic, because the younger princess was actually very good at making clothes -- just not putting it on.

Aegon’s drinking was alarming, and so far Hariel had seen him drunk more often than sober. Though he could be charming in a co*cky way, the teenager became very unpleasant under the influence.

Like the time Aegon come across Hariel on her way back after dinner with Daemon and Hagrid, and Prince Aegon had not so subtly asked Hariel to;

“-come and have a good time in my chambers. We can have a bit of fun together, lady Hariel.”

He’d grabbed her hand, and the alcohol on his breath made her grimace. Hhis suggestive tone left no room for misunderstandings either.

Initially Hariel tensed up, her mind whirling between which spell would get the Prince off, but maybe resorting to magic was to escalate things too fast here.

“Do you mean like a board game? Does this invitation extent do Hagrid as well?” Hariel asked tightly, playing dumb while tugging her hand out of his grip, but he held firm. “He’s still with Prince Daemon, but the two should be right out.”

Considering how fast the boy disappeared after that, you’d think he had an invisibility cloak too.

By day eight on Dragonstone, Hariel felt stifled, and when she woke up that morning decided she needed a break.

Technically, she didn’t do anything wrong.

Hariel didn’t have anything scheduled before a dreaded music lesson in the late afternoon, and she wanted to – needed to – do something fun before that hell started.

She had a good idea in mind too.

Hariel had been learning to ride horses since Pentos, when Prince Reggio had gifted Hagrid a dark destrier. So going to the stables to visit the horse that’d been affectionately named Budbow by Hagrid, wasn’t against any rules.

Since Budbow couldn’t carry Hagrid, Hariel had used the proud warhorse to learn to ride instead. He was huge and didn’t have the easiest temperament for a first time learner, but Hagrid insisted it was tamer than a Hippogriff, though Hariel wouldn’t know if that was accurate or not. Having only seen a Hippogriff as a picture in a book.

Saddling Budbow and taking him out for a ride around the castle was acceptable. To be expected even.

While riding around the castle she happened to notice that all the gate guards were absent too, and since it was unusual she went to investigate, but there were no one there.

Since she’d come this far – why not go a little bit further? Why not venture into the village? The castle was within sight, so it’d be fine.

Riding further out of the village though? Well, Budbow would enjoy the wide open hills more than the narrow village streets, wouldn’t he?

There was a guard at the outskirts of the village, but she handled him well enough.

“Lady Hariel? You’re riding out too? Where is the rest of your party?”

She hadn’t met this guy before, so did that mean the people here already knew her by appearance alone? That was almost like Hogwarts.

“I’m going alone today!” Hariel answered happily, riding right past the guard before he could object. He called something after her, but she chose not to hear, because it hadn’t included ‘stop’ or ‘you can’t do that’ – so it was alright.

No one had specifically told Hariel she wasn’t allowed to ride around Dragonstone, had they? Maybe Lord Corlys had said so at Driftmark, but not here. Lord Corlys had probably said that because back there Hariel rode alongside the twins, and they were only eight while Hariel was thirteen, so she was much, much older. If she could travel between worlds, surely she could handle one measly island – no matter how many dragons dwelled there.

Four hours later Hariel was still riding Budbow and had long ago lost any semblance of a trail. Hariel couldn’t make herself care though, too caught up exploring the landscape and enjoying her first break from all the hustle and bustle at the castle. There’d been a couple dragons flying by overhead, and one stirring at the top of the volcano crater, but otherwise their only company were birds, rodents and insects.

As a warhorse Budbow was bred to ride carrying a man in full armour, and Hariel was a fraction of that weight. He made a great travelling companion though, strong and opinionated, but Hariel thought she handled him pretty well, since even at his worst the horse was a hundred times easier than Norbert. So Hariel switched between steering Budbow along a casual walk, to trotting, to cantering, until she was getting sore. She decided to climb down from Budbow’s back so he’d get a break as well.

Since they weren’t nearby streams it wasn’t ideal, but that could be easily fixed by a witch.

“Aguamenti.” Hariel and made her wand into a fountain spray.

Once the horse understood what was happening, he came forwards to drink greedily from the magical stream. Hariel hummed as she patted his mane, feeling the warmth under his coat and running her fingers through the black hairs.

As they’d set out from the castle right after dawn, it’d soon be noon, and she still had a few hours left before her lesson with Septa Megga.

Hariel was not looking forwards to that. The singing wasn’t too bad. Hariel would never be a renowned singer, but she was acceptable. It was the instrument that was killing her. Hariel had zero talent with the harp, and all her lessons to rectify the matter had been a travesty.

Hariel had started the walk back, using the larger landmarks as a guide. As they trotted along, Hariel took advantage of the freedom and whipped out her wand to practise spells.

“Engorgio,” Hariel murmured, pointing at a stone that expanded to ten times its size. Budbow stopped to inspect it, but deemed it safe enough to walk over.

“Reducio.” Hariel aimed at a bush, which minimized.

“Fumos.” A cloud of smoke spewed from her wand, making Hariel grin.

“Colovaria.” The leaf she’d targeted was supposed to turn from green to purple, but ended up a patchy bluish.

“Colovaria!” She tried several more attempts, until her bad results made her try something she knew would work and bolster her confidence again. Holding up her left hand, Hariel pointed her wand into it and said:

“Aura Inflamari!”

Hermione’s bluebell flames erupted from the wand-tip and gathered into a blue fiery ball resting snugly in the palm of her hand. It tickled her skin, warm and bright.

It didn’t hurt like true fire, but Hariel was careful to keep it away from Budbow anyway. Fire spells might be crossing the line for what even a horse would find acceptable. She'd notice'd he'd tensed, but a moment later so did Hariel.

A large dragon appeared in the clouds, making Hariel freeze in her tracks, the blue fire in one hand and her wand in the other, while her heart began drumming faster and harder.

It was huge, and she could only think of one dragon of that size.

Vhagar.

Crap.

Budbow was not unfamiliar to dragons. He’d been slowly acclimated to Moondancer, Vhagar and Caraxes back in Pentos and lived on Driftmark with the fire breathing species too, but as the dragon neared he was doomed to get spooked.

It was at this point Hariel remembered that for the last ten minutes Budbow had been following her without guidance. She wasn’t holding his reins, and so there was absolutely nothing stopping Budbow as he took off at a panicked gallop.

“Budbow! Budbow no! Come back, Budbow!” Hariel shouted, terrified the massive dragon would see the fleeing animal as pray, but even if it didn’t:

That was her ride!

With a huge dragon closing in Hariel couldn’t really focus too long on the horse though, and she whirled back to the main threat. She could tell Vhagar would land close by, but if the dragon though Hariel would be complacent a second time, she had another thing coming!

The dragon landed with a heavy thud, the ground trembling, and it was first then Hariel realized her mistake.

It was huge, but on the ground she could immediately tell something was off. The first thing that stood out was the wrong colour.

Vhagar was green, but this one was brown with a reddish tint, almost copper. Or bronze? The scaly skin showed far less age and the face had a spiky beard and long horns. If she wasn’t mistaken, this dragon was actually a size smaller too.

It was unquestionably enormous, larger than Caraxes, Dreamfyre and Meleys – but not quite as enormous as Vhagar.

It also had a silver haired rider seated on its back.

Hariel stared, her shock striking her so hard it disrupted her spell, and the bluebell fire in her hand puffed into smoke.

Aemond?!”

The boy had to bend at a very uncomfortable angle to see around the neck of his dragon, but he managed.

“See?! I told you I was ready for a dragon!”

“You- What? Who the hell is this?”

“Vermithor. The dragon ridden by King Jaehaerys himself. My, great grandsire. He’s mine now. I claimed him!”

“… Congratulations on bonding with Vermithor.” She said, not really sure what was the correct response to this. It was absurd though. Aemond was so tiny compared to the dragon; like an ant riding a dog.

Hariel shook her head, and had to shout to make the boy hear her properly all the way up on his dragon. “I hope you’re happy with your mount, because you spooked away mine! Now I have to walk back! It’ll take all day! If I get in trouble with Princess Rhaenyra for missing my music lesson, I expect you to straighten it out with your sister!”

Aemond only laughed, something she’d never seen him do before.

Hariel took in the great dragon. It was sniffing the air around her and rolled his shoulders, stretching out after the flight.

Why had it come here? Could it be because of her magic? Maybe she should keep that in mind while staying on an island filled with dragons. Because if that was why, it could’ve been the Cannibal flying in, couldn’t it?

Wait! Did Aemond say this was Vermithor?

That was one of the dragon's who understood parseltongue, wasn’t it? Vhagar claimed so.

Hariel moistened her lips, and when she tried to switch her language, she found it more difficult than usual. The spiked face didn’t look much like a snake, but she had enough practise to get around that.

Hello, Vermithor.”

The dragon had been adjusting, trying to find a comfortable way to stand with his colossal size, but stopped at the sound of parseltongue.

The great dragon turned to her, it’s head tilting slowly.

A speaker?” Vermithor’s voice was as raspy as Hariel expected of dragons, but much deeper than the bone grating speech of Vhagar. “How curiousss.”

He sniffed the air again, a puff of smoke erupting from his mouth. “You smell like dragon.” Vermithor said. "You feel like Valyria."

Hariel opened her mouth, wondering what she was supposed to say next. “It’s… nice to meet you, Vermithor.” Because it rarely hurt to be polite, did it?

Nice..? What doesss this word mean?”

Um, good?”

Good? Hmmm. You say it good to meet me? Why?”

It sounded like a genuine question, but before Hariel could form a response the dragon kept on talking.

“It is a good day though. I took a new pet. It hasss been long since my last, but he gave me food, climbed on my back and won’t let go, so I took him to fly. My pet liked that.” Vermithor continued speaking, making Hariel wonder if he was just babbling whatever thought came to mind. Relevant or not.

“I ate a horse today too, it was good. Yessss, it is a good day. So that makesss it good to meet you too, speaker.” He said, wording his train of thoughts aloud in bouldering parseltongue. The mention of eating a horse made Hariel look over her shoulder, but Budbew was already far off, though Vermithor could probably catch up. It sounded like he’d already been fed though.

... did that mean Aemond fed his horse to Vermithor?

The dragon swallowed as if his throat was a little sore, and smoke billowed out of his nostrils. “I will go sssee Silverwing. She will like my pet too. The pet isss mine, but Silverwing can look.”

And… That was that.

Vermithor relaxed, having met, assessed and spoken his verdict through that little rambling speech of his.

It left Hariel with the strangest impression.

If Caraxes was like a poisonous snake, Vhagar a cranky crocodile and Sunfyre an overconfident horse, then Vermithor was more like a… Well, Hariel wasn’t sure what, it might be too early to cast a verdict, but so far he’d shown the lackadaisical temperament of an oversized turtle.

Aemond looked quite impatient though. "What did he say?"

Notes:

There'll be a timeskip soon, but the story has required I wrapped up a few plot threads before I went ahead with that. There's just been a lot happening for Hariel and Hagrid over a very short amount of time. Less than half a year ago they still lived in a hut in Essos after all.

And if anyone wondered, no Aemond did not feed his horse to Vermithor. He stole a horse from Dragonstone to ride out to the lair, and then Vermithor just presumed the horse was an offering.

Vermithor is one of the older dragons, but also nearly a 100 years younger than Vhagar, but he grew really, really fast when he was young, growing at a faster rate than Vhagar did. So he's still huge. Vhagar is still bigger though, no doubt.
However; Vermithor has never been in battle the way Vhagar has. That makes him a really different being, and his rider was the most peaceful and steady King Westeros ever had. I wanted that to show a bit in his personality.
Thank you for reading!

Chapter 13: The King’s Castle

Notes:

In the TV show it seems like in the 6 year time-skip between Laena’s funeral and Vaemond Velaryon’s petition for Driftmark, Rhaenyra has not been to King’s Landing a single time in all those years (and two children), but I’m ignoring that. They have dragons. They can fly over for day trips if they want to. In the book, Rhaenyra was flying her Maesters from Dragonstone to King’s Landing to do emergency surgery and stuff when Viserys got sick – so I’m sticking with that. I liked the show version too, but I’m just not following it here.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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HARIEL IX

Things had calmed down after the King left Dragonstone. For a few months all she did was familiarize herself with the castle, but it'd grown a bit lively again when Princess Rhaenyra announced she was pregnant, and was expecting Laenor's fourth child. Then a month later Prince Daemon brought his daughters over from Driftmark to come join them at Dragonstone, and not for a visit, but permanently. She’d been overjoyed to have the twins around again.

So it wasn't before a whole year had passed after Hariel and Hagrid moved to Dragonstone, that Princess Rhaenyra decided it was time they joined her to King’s Landing.

“I usually fly there on Syrax, but now that Maester Gerardys has judged Visenya strong enough to travel, I will arrange a ship to sail to King’s Landing so I may introduce my daughter at court. You and Rubeus needs prepare for a fortnight of travel.” Princess Rhaenyra said, walking around the back of the upholstered bench to take a seat next to her son. Prince Jacaerys sat holding his youngest sibling and making exaggerated funny faces in an attempt to make her laugh.

The baby girl looked back at her eldest brother with dark violet eyes, not much reaction at all on her chubby little face.

“I’ll inform him after our lesson, your Grace.” Said Hariel,

Hariel was curious to see the capital, and thought it might be nice to see Helaena and Aemond again. Both had visited Dragonstone at different points. Helaena for a couple of weekend visits to look at Hariel’s copy of ‘Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them’ – she adored the pages about Acromantulas, and could gaze at the moving illustration within the book for hours – while Aemond had been by eleven whole times.

For each visit Aemond pretended he was only visiting Dragonstone for the simple joy of flying, and Hariel could’ve believed that – Merlin knew she’d be flying everywhere if she still had her Nimbus 2000 – but others didn’t, and it had stirred up gossip about why.

Some claimed Aemond wanted to squire for Ser Laenor (unlikely, as Laenor had already taken his cousin Daeron Velaryon to squire), to spending more time with his nephews (which was bullsh*t; the boys couldn’t be in the same room without starting to argue about the stupidest things), to a secret lady love (Aemond had only recently turned twelve! The only one he’d declare his love for was Vermithor, who was unfortunately taken.)

Hariel knew the truth though. Vermithor's habit of rambling whatever came to mind gave Aemond away.

The visits were not because the Prince ever intended to visit his half-sister, but because Vermithor “missed his Silverwing”, and it’d taken Aemond a few months before he gained control enough to stop his dragon from flying off to see his wife.

What had they expected though? Vermithor had spent most of his life in a lair next-door to Silverwing, and the capital was noisy and crowded. It’d been over half a year since their last visit though.

Hariel’s train of thoughts were disrupted when Jace made a particularly undignified expression; crossing his eyes and scrunching up his nose to make his sister laugh.

Rhaenyra pinched her son lightly on the arm. “That’s unbecoming, Jace. We have company.”

“It’s only Hariel.” Jacaerys said, or ‘Jace’, as Hariel had started calling him, just like she used ‘Luke’ instead of ‘Lucerys’ for his brother. As long as it wasn’t an official setting, that’s what most called them.

Hariel crossed her fingers behind her back, praying the boy wouldn’t blurt out who’d taught him those expressions.

Jacaerys.” Rhaenyra said warningly.

“My apologies, lady Hariel.” Jace said, looking up from his sister.

Rhaenyra’s fourth child Visenya Velaryon was born three months earlier, with a tuft of pale hair and violet eyes inherited from her mother. The first week everyone had worried when the newborn caught a fever, but fortunately she’d pulled through.

“Where is mother, Joffrey?” Prince Lucerys piped up across the room.

Hariel glanced to the other end of the solar, where Luke was sitting on the floor with his younger brother Joffrey by the windows overlooking the Blackwater Bay. Joffrey would soon be one and a half year old. He had recently started walking, and his babbling was only just turning into a handful of words.

Joffrey giggled, and dutifully pointed towards Rhaenyra.

“Yes! Good job, Joffrey,” Luke said, giving his brother a short applause for being able to point out their mother.

“Where’s Luke?” Luke asked, and Joffrey pointed directly up at his brother’s nose, laughing happily when that received him an even bigger applause than before, because both Hariel and Princess Rhaenyra joined in. Jace would’ve too, but his arms were occupied with Visenya.

“Where’s Hariel?” Luke wondered, and this time Joffrey hesitated. He looked towards Hariel by the doorway, and pointed a chubby finger at her.

Hariel was taken aback. She had not expected the boy would know that, but laughed and joined in the applause once again. Joffrey started clapping along too, finding the applause even more funny than the pointing game.

“Where’s Visenya?” Luke asked next, but that was a question too complicated, and Rhaenyra stood up.

“That’s enough, dear. All of you should be on your way to Septa Megga’s lesson. I’ll take Joffrey for his noon nap. Jace; hand Visenya to Brandis.” Rhaenyra ordered.

Rhaenyra went to her younger sons, kissing Luke on the forehead and lifting Joffrey up on her hip. “And remember your harps, boys.”

Luke fetched them from the Princess’s study, and came back through the door with the instruments just as Jace handed off Visenya to the nursemaid Brandis. Though Rhaenyra was the mother, royal women did not nurse their babies themselves in Westeros, but had a nursemaid do it instead. At least that’s what Hariel had observed.

Together, the three left in a single file down the twisting turnpike stairs from Rhaenyra’s apartments in the Sea Dragon Tower to get to class. In the beginning, Hariel had miss-labelled several of her new subjects as “womanly arts”, mostly because she associated them so strongly with things “girls did” back home, but that wasn’t the case here. It was a stereotype set by her time with the Dursleys, slow to let go, yet here most of it wasn’t considered feminine in the slightest.

Like dresses.

Sure, they had different names for it: tunic, surcoat, robe, houppelande, brechan, frock, craftan, surplice, togeman, alb, tabard and so forth. Worn by men as much as women.

-and if Uncle Vernon had seen men wear any of it strolling up Privet Drive, he would've called them; “freaks in dresses”.

The more correct term for the stuff Hariel learned would probably be “courtly arts” – since it was used to impress people at court, and taught to the boys too.

Which was why once Hariel learned enough Common Tongue to get by, most of her lessons with Septa Megga was spent alongside Rhaenyra’s two oldest sons.

Learning about the faith of the Seven religion was a bit intense, but not much more than Christianity was practised by some of her neighbours at Privet Drive. As in all things, it differed from person to person, and though Septa Megga was definitely trying to convert Hariel, she wasn’t being anywhere near as cruel or insistent compared to how uncle Vernon and aunt Petunia had tried to “beat the magic out of her” before. Be that physically or emotionally.

Hariel did not believe in the ‘Seven who are One’ - but she listened carefully anyway, because it was necessary to know the beliefs of the people they lived alongside. To understand them, and religion was a huge part of it. Hariel was the immigrant here, and if she completely disregarded their beliefs she’d be no better than an entitled Malfoy who couldn’t be bothered with anyone born from a different background than his.

She also hoped that by showing respect for their religion, they’d do the same for her. And frankly; so far most of them had.

Another thing she’d mistaken for girly was sewing, and sure, Hariel still thought it tedious, but that didn’t mean she didn’t try. Hariel thought maths boring too, but she kept working on that as well.

Hagrid had been teaching her how to sew since the fishing town, as he’d been making and tending to his own clothe since his father died. The only differences between how he did it and what Septa Megga taught were the tools. Though the practise was far more time consuming without a sewing machine like Aunt Petunia owned, to know how to make clothes was an ability as necessary as hunting or planting food.

In Westeros: Everyone made their own clothes, and though Hariel once saw it as a “boring womanly thing”, it really, really wasn’t. Sewing or making clothes had very little to do with gender. Because here it was just life.

There were a tiny percentage of nobles who didn’t have to bother -- and Hariel probably knew 90% of those on a first name basis already - but every other man and woman knew how to make clothes. From Lord Corlys to the poorest beggars. Ser Qarl once mentioned he’d been making clothes since he was five. From spinning the yarn to stitching on the last button: this knowledge was something everyone knew. From underwear to coats, all of it was homemade.

It was true embroidering was more commonly practised amongst women, but even that was something men learned too. Though decorating clothes with embroidery was first and foremost a wealth flex; done to show status and extra gold.

The music lessons weren’t (always) so bad either. The singing wasn’t far off from what Hariel remember doing in secondary school, where the class had belted out Christmas tunes or the alphabet song. Once she got used to it, Hariel had actually spent several fun afternoons singing with Jace, Luke and the twins under Septa Megga’s watchful eye.

Luke couldn’t hold a tune to save his life, Hariel was passable, the twins were a little better, while Jace had the best voice of everyone.

“Do you think Septa Megga will make us revise the Field of Fire song again today?” Luke asked worriedly as they walked past the gallery.

“Probably,” Hariel said apologetically.

“The whole song?”

“What would be the point of only doing half?” Jace remarked.

Since parchment was expensive, Westeros favoured oral practises above the written one. It had made song, theatre and poetry a huge part of how history was remembered by the people. To learn a song was to learn history – even if some of it was romanticised.

Then again, wasn’t all history written by the victors?

Hariel was actually bafflingly impressed by how the Targaryens had made an annoyingly catchy tune to tell the story of how Aegon and his sister wives went mass murdering through Westeros -- but they’d done it. Hariel heard it at least once a week, either hummed by some drunk guard in town or Princess Rhaenyra breaking her fast.

“Ugh.” Luke looked like a man heading for the gallows.

“You wouldn’t feel that way if you worked to memorize the song, like you were supposed to.” Jace said, elbowing Luke in the side.

“It has six and twenty verses, Jace! Hariel didn’t remember all of it either.”

“No, I did not.” Hariel agreed, “But I asked Maester Gerardys to repeat it for me, and I think it will go better today.”

Luke groaned, realizing he was the only one who hadn’t studied.

Hariel learned as many songs from Septa Megga as she did Maester Gerardys, but the former focused on singing pleasantly and proper word pronunciation, while the latter cared only for the correct lyrics. When a songs could last for thirty minutes, it was actually very easy to miss a word here and there. It was like memorizing a whole bloody speech set to background music.

The song they were memorizing today; ‘Field of Fire’ was about the major battle fought in the Reach during the Conquest. Where tens of thousands soldiers burned alive, resulting in the bloody capitulation of the Reach and Westerlands to Targaryen dominance - though today it was better known as a catchy tune the Hightowers (who were ironically enough from the Reach themselves) liked to sing.

There were countless songs like it, from glorifying the mass-burning of Dorne to the slavery in Valyria. The more gruesome and crude; the more popular. Especially amongst the general populace who liked a bit of dramatic tragedy in their songs. Similarly to how aunt Petunia followed juicy celebrity gossip, or uncle Vernon liked yelling at the news on the telly.

Hariel smiled sympathetic at Luke. “Sing quietly and try follow along as best you can. I’ll hit a false note halfway through, and then Septa Megga won’t notice. She’ll be busy glowering at me.”

“Septa Megga caught on to that trick weeks ago, Hariel.” Jace reminded her. “One of these days my brother will need to learn to sing like a proper prince.”

“Luke beats you on the harp though.” Hariel reminded him. Luke was truly a natural, but Jace shrugged unbothered.

Yes, Luke was far better, but Jace could play decently too. It was Hariel who dragged down the music quality in those lessons.

To Lucerys and Hariel’s delight, the lesson with the Septa was cut short. The other four might not’ve caught why, but Hariel suspected Septa Megga’s received her monthly unexpectedly early, since the woman ran off stiffly before they’d even reached verse number nine.

Instead the boys headed off with the Kingsguard, Ser Lorent Marbrand, to practise swordplay.

“Why don't you join us in our apartments?” Baela asked Hariel. “We can do something fun this afternoon instead.”

“I will. I’ll just bring back the harps to Princess Rhaenyra first, and I’ll join you.” Hariel promised.

Rhaenyra’s apartment was empty when she reached the Dragon Sea Tower, so Hariel went in to put the harps away herself.

In hindsight, Hariel wasn’t sure how she missed the noises. She vaguely thought she heard something that didn’t quite fit, but there were always sounds in the castle, from echoing footsteps, the wind hitting the walls or the rushing sea. Regardless of why, Hariel did not react to it in time.

The study door wasn’t shut all the way, only resting against the doorframe. And Hariel had barely applied the lightest of touches, making the door crack ajar when -

The noises hit her like a brick to the face, she saw the barest outlines, and her mind struggled to put together the pieces.

Her face flushed bright red when shefinally understood that two people were having sex over the princess’s desk – and neither of them were Rhaenyra.

It was Ser Laenor.

And Ser Qarl.

Hariel staggered away and ran. Escape was her only priority as each beat of her breaking heart throbbed like repeating stabs to the chest.

“If you tell us what happened, we could help, Hariel.” Rhaena had said mindfully, placing a gentle hand on Hariel’s shoulder.

Hariel hadn’t even been able to hide away successfully. She’d completely forgotten her promise to meet the twins, and they’d tracked her down instead.

“Yes!” Baela said fiercely, looking ready to draw an imaginary blade and start cutting people down. “Tell us who hurt you, and we will make them rue the day they were born!!”

Hariel dried her eyes, but more just kept coming. “No – no. Don’t worry yourself. Forget it.” She said, her face burning. The situation was mortifying enough, but getting caught sobbing like a baby by the twins in a corner of the Windyrm tower was too much.

The twins were the last people Hariel could tell. Or maybe second to last?

Oh, bloody hell. Jace and Luke….

No. There was no way Hariel could tell anyone this. It wasn’t even legal to be gay here, and no matter how hurt she felt, she’d couldn’t endanger Laenor or Qarl that way.

“Nothing is wrong.”

“Sure, because you are normally one to cry without cause.” Rhaena drawled sarcastically. “Right, Baela?”

Baela snorted unladylike in a way the Septa would’ve pinched her for doing.

“Just tell us.” Rhaena sighed, “No matter what it is, you can tell us.”

“Boys are stupid.” Said Hariel stupidly.

Rhaena and Baela exchanged a look of wordless understanding. “Very stupid.” They agreed unanimously.

King’s Landing was a bustling port city, the size larger than anything Hariel or Hagrid had seen since England. Crawling with people living in sandy low rise building along the coast, with the King’s castle rising like a mountain compared to the rest.

The Red Keep was a castle built of pale red stone, with enormous drum-towers. They passed through the massive curtain walls by a great bronze gate, tall enough Hagrid didn’t even have to bend. The inside was different though, as besides the main passage, a lot of the hallways were too narrow and low for Hagrid, though they’d been assigned some rooms that were as accessible as they could manage. Since they’d arrived quite late and the King was already retired for the night, the official welcome was pushed to the following morning, and they were guided to their rooms to spend the night settling in at the Red Keep instead.

On the walk to the throne room the following morning Hariel noticed how many more people were around now, not to mentione how they stared.

They always did, but here it was to such a degree that a guard busy gaping at Hagrid missed a step on the main staircase and toppled down most of it. He got right up with nothing worse than a couple bruises, though at least for a little while, Hagrid’s height wasn’t all everyone whispered about.

This would not only be Visenya’s first introduction at court either, but Hagrid and Hairel’s too.

“All hail Rhaenyra of House Targaryen, Princess of Dragonstone and heir to the Iron Throne, her royal consort, Ser Laenor of House Velaryon the Unburnt, and their children; Prince Jacaerys, Prince Lucerys, Prince Joffrey and Princess Visenya Velaryon.”

They waited with the crowd to be called forth while the King greeted his daughter’s family, and made fanfare about the newborn baby.

In the meanwhile Hariel gazed impressed around the stately throne room of tall stone pillars with huge arched windows. It was even bigger than the Great Hall back at Hogwarts. Though her bubbling nerves about being at a royal court, their grand surroundings and worry about not making a fool of herself was overshadowed by one thing:

Ser Laenor.

He’d flown to King’s Landing on dragonback, saving Hariel from enduring a day long voyage together on a ship. Though now Hariel watched Ser Laenor’s back as he stood before the king with his sons, daughter and wife.

Did they know?

The jealousy coiled like an ugly thing, even as Hariel knew it was useless. She had no right to feel this way. Ser Qarl had never been hers.

Still… Ser Qarl had terrible taste in men.

Just awful.

Sure, Laenor was rich, pretty, and maybe he was good with a sword, but otherwise? Hariel had recently concluded Ser Laenor was the worst! With his stupid humour, and the way he rambled when he told war-story after war-story, never getting to the point, and he rarely took anything seriously. He drank too much as well. What could Ser Qarl possibly see in a plonker like Laenor?

Oh; and the man had four children!

He was married! Even if it was a political marriage and Hariel knew they were not in love, they were a family. That mattered.

What did Ser Laenor have that Hariel didn’t?!

Her face flushed.

- and then it was their turn in line.

“Dragon handler Rubeus Hagrid, and Lady Hariel Potter the Unburnt of... Bit-en.” The senschel called loudly.

Dressed in their finest, Hariel and Hagrid stepped out of the crowd to stand at the front of the centre isle before the Iron Throne.

The many eyes on them made Hariel recall her first evening at Hogwarts, awaiting the sorting. Because in a sense, they were here to be judged again. Was there one upside though, than it was how standing next to Hagrid always made Hariel the far less interesting one to gawk at.

King Viserys sat in a massive throne built out of melted blades. The pointy monstrosity was even larger than Hariel imagined, with steps moulded into the metal to reach the treacherous seat at the top. Hariel recognized Ser Cristian standing on the left side of the throne, while the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard Harrold Westerling was on the right. Stopping before the Iron Throne, they bowed and curtsied.

“Welcome,” The King said. He’d grown frailer over the last year; hair thinner, face gaunt and his skin patched with spots.

"We're glad to have you as our guests at the Red Keep on such a joyous occasion as the introduction of my fourth grandchild."

Their introduction was shorter than Princess Visenya’s, which Hariel was grateful about as they returned to the crowd on the right side of the hall. They took a spot by the windows, so that Hagrid wouldn’t be blocking anyone’s view. When she craned her neck, Hariel caught sight of Princess Helaena through the crowd, standing across the isle at the front, and smiled when their eyes met.

The princess returned it, but like usual, struggled to keep eye contact for longer than a couple seconds, settling for focusing on Hariel’s left ear instead.

Otto Hightower, the Queen and Aegon were present too, though it took Hariel a second glance to recognize Aemond, since he’d grown like a weed. Lanky and stretched the way boys were when their height grew too fast for fat and muscle to keep up.

She looked forwards when the King accepted the first petition of the day, curious to observe how the ruling power of Westeros worked.

The city of King’s Landing was crowded, smelly and noisy. Standing on the balcony Hariel could hear chatter rise from the population on the streets below. London had probably been louder, but Hariel had grown used to the rolling landscape of Dragonstone and its humble population number.

After court, the royals were kept pretty busy. She wasn’t sure what they were doing, though there’d been talk about a council meeting, and the whole royal family were going to dine with the King that evening. Leaving Hariel and Hagrid to spend the day doing whatever they pleased.

Hagrid made plans to see the Dragonpit, and though Hariel planned to go see it too, she knew Jace and Luke wanted to show it themselves, so instead she made due with exploring the castle.

The confusing hallways reminded Hariel a little of Hogwarts, and she was several times turned away from an area or other she wasn’t allowed to enter. Instead she ended up wandering through the training yard where guards were practising swords, and then strolled along the castle bannisters before she stumbled upon Daeron Velaryon in the flower garden.

As both a cousin and the squire of Ser Laenor, Daeron had joined Laenor to the capital, and was quick to offer her a guided tour. His timing was impeccable too, since Hariel had no idea how to get back to her room anymore.

“How many times have you been here?”

“Five?” Daeron answered. He was a couple years older than her, and resembled his father closely, except his silver hair was cut short. “Pardon, no it’s six, lady Hariel. Though I do not recall my first visit, as I was but a babe not much older than Princess Visenya. I know how to get around the castle though. You simply must see the south courtyard. It’s a quaint space, with a large wirewood tree.”

After her day exploring the Red Keep, Hariel hadn’t expected to do anything but eat dinner, but then something unexpected came up.

“I heard you had an exciting day.” Hariel said in English, sitting down on the next to last staircase step. She’d found Hagrid in one of the enclosed yards. A smaller one not too far away from Hagrid’s room. It was dinnertime, and the place was deserted except for a guard stationed a couple corridors away.

“Yes.” Hagrid responded. “Yeh need ter see the dragonpit, Hariel. It’s huge!”

“I know. I can see it from my room.”

“Not the building – that’s just the roof over it, I mean the cave systems underneath. It’s massive.” Hagrid said, eyes wide with wonder.

“I see why the dragons made lairs down there, it’s pretty ideal, but the way these idiots chains them down?” Hagrid’s expression switched to great offence. “It’s an outrage, Hariel! Just because they want the dragons ter be easily accessible from their fancy castles. It’s dragon cruelty is what it is!”

“Did they listen any better this time?” Hariel asked.

“.. Maybe a bit? Think one of them were takin’ note of what I said at least.” Hagrid allowed reluctantly. His common tongue was coming along well, maybe even better than Hariel’s, since most remarked that she still spoke with a very thick accent.

“Vermithor is too large fer most of the dragonpit. He can get inside, but there’s nowhere ter get comfortable without approaching Dreamfyre’s territory. Dreamfyre likes her space, so the handlers worries the two’ll fight fer the larger cave tunnels. Instead they’ve chained Vermithor down at the beach. Though any idiot should know dragons shouldn’t live in cities at all, Hariel. It’s madness. They should be miles and miles off, flying free far away from humans.”

“It sounds like the dragons got it a lot better at Dragonstone. It’s probably for the best we left Norbert there.” Hariel agreed, and then gathered her courage, “Speaking of Norbert. I also heard you got into a pretty heated argument with the Hand of the King today.”

“So yeh heard, eh? About the King’s “gift” fer Norbert?”

“Yes.”

Hagrid had not argued with the King, but instead released his displeasure onto the unfortunate gift-bearer: Otto Hightower.

“They want ter’ put straps on Norbert. I was alright with the collar, it’s properly fitted and not that different from Fang’s collar. There been a couple times it’s been necessary to restrain her from attacking, but this?”

“It’s not chains.” Hariel said carefully, and Hagrid gave her a sharp look.

“It’s got a whole back piece, strapped around both the wings an’ neck, Hariel. It’s the under layer the dragon-saddles are secured to, but it’s rubbish.” Hagrid snarled, pointedly not looking at her as he talked. “What’ll Norbert need one of those fer? No one’s goin’ to be ridin’ Norbert, an’ I made it clear ages ago. So I told Lord Otter to go strap the saddle to his horse instead.”

“But-”

“No Hariel.” He cut her off gruffly.

“Would it really be so-”

“I said no. I don’t want yeh ter ride Norbert. It’s not safe.”

“They do it all the time here, Hagrid.” Hariel said urgently, the dam starting to crack. “You have ridden a dragon yourself. You flew on Caraxes across half of Essos!”

“Yes, and if that trip taught me anythin’, than it’s that they’re mad ter keep doing it. Yes, I’ll admit the dragons 'ere are able ter bond with humans, but Norbert is not like the dragons here. Yeh know that.”

Hariel looked away.

“The dragons here can use the mind arts. I’ve seen it meself enough ter understand that. The dragons use it ter communicate with each other and ter their bonded rider, but Norbert can’t do that, Hariel. Yeh know she doesn’t. Have yeh ever felt her mind brush against yours? Hm? If she’d do it with anyone, it’d be you, but I bet you’ve never felt anythin’ of the sort with her. Yeh should accept that Norbert is a different species of dragon. It’s how she was born, she can’t change it just because all her friends are diff’rent. Take it from me: I know just how that is.” Hagrid said angrily.

“There’s stuff Norbert can do that the other dragons can’t – but the mind magic is something they have, and she lacks. An’ it’s that bond the Targaryen idiots keep using. How do yeh expect ter steer Norbert without it, Hariel? She’s not a bloody broom yeh can point around as yeh please. Putting reins on Norbert’ll have no effect. She’ll fly wherever the hell she wants, an’ if yeh happen ter be on her back yeh’ll be nothin’ more than a helpless passenger.”

Hariel tightened her hands into tight fists, her knuckles going white. “Maybe that is so, but I can talk to her, Hagrid. Something none of the Targaryens can do with theirs. Norbert has been raised with dragons who carries humans, so she understands the practise – we’ve talked about it! Because of the parseltongue Norbert listens to me just as well as Caraxes listens to Daemon.”

“No. I won’t have yeh fall ter yer death because those idiots put stupid ideas into yer head. I’m not.”

“Just hear me out, Hagrid! I-”

No!”

PLEASE! Hariel shouted, springing to her feet and leaving Hagrid stunned by the sudden outburst. The tail of dragon statute fastened on the wall cracked off, falling with a crash into the yard behind them, the wind rustled, and Hariel breathed heavily from the sudden rush of rage coursing through her.

“I have NOTHING from home! You got to bring along so much, Hagrid! Your pets, both Fang and Norbert - your wardrobe, pictures, furnitures, tools even your bloody house came along! But I didn’t get that! Hedwig is-! My broom…!”

Bring up all that was gone was tearing at old hurts, the pain throbbing like a reopened wound. Her throat was tightening up, her eyes stinging.

Her friends, Hogwarts – the future Hariel was once promised. It was gone. Hagrid could keep fooling himself, but Hariel had stopped believing anyone would come for them.

The only one who’d ever saved Hariel was standing right in front of her, which made it a thousand times harder to disappoint him.

Hagrid was the one who’d dug her out of the rubble at Godric’s Hollow when she was a baby, and later the one who fetched her from the Dursleys. Dumbledore might’ve been the one to send Hagrid, but he’s the one who showed up. The one who was there. The only adult who ever came through for her. He wasn’t the smartest, or the most brilliant at magic, but he was kind, caring, compassionate, brave, her friend, her family, the closest thing she’d ever had to a father – and so bloody blind!

“I had little to begin with, and yet I lost nearly all of it anyway! So can you just let me have this one thing back?! I know it isn’t safe. It was never safe to fly a broom either, but I was excellent! It’s the one thing I had a talent for! Something that was mine. I felt as home in the air as you do while caring for creatures!” Her voice broke, and Hariel blinked back the angry tears, unable to look directly at Hagrid’s hurt expression.

It killed her to disappoint him, but he had to understand! It had nothing to do with the Targaryens. Even if they gave her the idea, this was about regaining a slither of freedom. There were times Hariel felt like her freedom was slowly being stripped away, piece by piece for each passing week, and it’d been happening since long before they ran into any Targaryens. It’d been her fate since they landed in this world. Hariel needed this.

“I understand it won’t be like flying a broom. I’m not stupid, but I can talk to her. Allow me the chance to train with her. You trained thestrals to fly passengers back at Hogwarts, so why can’t I train Norbert when I have such a huge advantage as parseltongue?”

Hariel was absolutely certain that if they were still at Hogwarts, he wouldn’t be this way. He’d have loved the idea of someone flying dragons there. He loved nearly all magical creatures, the more dangerous the better - but his increasing need to keep her alive and safe was fuelled by guilt.

Hagrid felt so bloody guilty that Hariel had been visiting him that horrible night they were taken. That it was his fault Hariel was in Westeros. Maybe it was, maybe it wasn’t – but that was in the past, and now his guilt was starting to screw over her future.

“We’ll take it slow, and I’ll teach Norbert the proper instructions. I’ve thought about this for a while. Left, right, down and up: I will make sure she understands the commands. But… don’t you get how important this is? I have a chance to fly again. Please, Hagrid. Give me some credit here. I am not a helpless maiden. I am a witch.

Hagrid sighed, covering his face in his hands.

“Alright…” He said at last, his voice muffled by his hand, and Hariel could finally breathe.

“Alright. I didn’t know how much yeh’… I just want yeh ter be safe, Hariel. But alright, we’ll try.”

Notes:

A little bit of dragon rambling ahead:

The parseltongue communication method has both advantages and disadvantages. As Hariel has to use words constantly to steer Norbert, “left, right, ahead” etc. And that can be dangerous, because if it’s too windy etc. Norbert might not even be able to hear Hariel shouting (just picture sticking your head out of flying plane and the noisy wind current you’d be met with. It’s basically impossible to hear your own voice, far less someone else’s. Norbert would have to fly very slowly to hear anything) – but there’s an upside, like if she says: “we’ll be flying to Dragonstone”, before setting off, and then Norbert will be able to understand that easily.

In the end, I imagine that it’s the partnership between rider and dragon that matters most. Like Caraxes and Daemon, who has a very strong bond built over time and experience (though even the best of friends can have disagreements sometimes),
Hariel too has a very good bond with Norbert, one built on hard earned effort instead of something magically enforced – and I think that is just as important. Norbert is as emotionally invested in Hariel as she is in Norbert. Like true friends and family, and not some magically bondage thing. Which seems pretty flimsy to me.
I mean, in the HP world, magical bonds isn’t the same as mind-control. Harry was magically bound to compete in the triwizard tournament, but he certainly wasn’t happy about it, and would have let the competition crash and burn at the first opportunity to get out of it.
I guess what I’m trying to say is that with all things, it takes more than magic to create a good relationship.

It’s not a perfect comparison, but I hope you get the gist of where I’m heading with all the dragon bonds from this ramble.

Thank you so much for reading!

Chapter 14: A Lost Raven

Notes:

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

HARIEL X

The staggering number of things Hariel and Hagrid adjusted to simply to survive from day to day in Westeros were uncountable. There were constantly new things popping up; word use, strange objects, practises or traditions lurking around every damn corner, just waiting to take them off guard.

After several years they were past the largest bumps in the road though. Those bewildering moments of misunderstood confusion grew further apart, until Hariel one day woke up and didn’t even blink when Aliza passed by in the hallway carrying a washing basin, because there were no accompanying thought about how: “life was so much easier when everyone had access to indoor plumbing.”

Though Hagrid had actually found his old muggle studies textbook. It mentioned toilets and piping, and Princess Rhaenyra had made Maester Gerardys analyse it. The book only covered overall concept description, lacking detailed explanations, but Gerardys wasn’t stupid, and was basing a whole new study from the drawings and shallow summary.

But the biggest thing to adjust to and which Hariel had yet to truly grasp was actually how the seasons worked -- since they were absolutely messed up.

Even if they’d wanted to understand them, they wouldn’t have had a chance to, because even after several years in this world, Hariel and Hagrid still hadn’t experienced all four seasons.

In this world a season could last a few months -- or ten years; and no one knew exactly how long anything would last. This appeared pleasant when it seemed as if summer never ended. When food production was possible, hunting easily accessible and the temperatures manageable – but absolute hell on earth when winter never stopped. It was the reason the words of House Stark was: ‘Winter is Coming’ – it served as both a warning and reminder, because one better start preparing for winter early, or you wouldn’t live to see spring.

Hariel honestly had no idea how they did it, and wasn’t looking forwards to learning it in the future. How could anyone survive a decade with no summer? Wasn’t that like surviving on the North Pole?

Hariel and Hagrid hadn’t known it at the time, but they’d arrived in Essos when it was early spring, and it had lasted over two years, before summer came around and lingered for another couple years. Hariel had began feeling the slight chill in the wind, and mention of winter was becoming more and more frequent. Food was stockpiled, crops laid aside, firewood was collected, some even by ship. They never knew for sure how long any season would last, but the weather was tracked and calculated by the Order of Maesters, who sent missives to all the Great Houses of Westeros whenever a season changed.

And only a few months before a white raven arrived from Oldtown with the announcement that winter was coming, Hariel was busy climbing up onto Norbert’s back, her heart beating a marathon within her chest in anticipation of her first flight on dragonback.

“Yeh sure you’ve secured the straps?” Hagrid called, fluttering nervously around Norbert doing last minute checks.

Hariel reached down once again to check the “seatbelt” – an addition to the dragon saddle made by Hagrid. It was hooped like a belt around her waist, then strapped tightly down to the seat so she wouldn’t get thrown off Norbert whenever she did a sharp turn.

The dragon saddle wasn’t like that of a horse, because it was impossible to sit comfortably on a dragon. The dragons powerfully wide backs made it so her legs had nowhere natural to fall, and it became practically improbable to straddle their backs. With the massive sizes some of the dragons grew to, it was like trying to straddle a bulky floor. It was basically flat. And how does one straddle something flat? Either she ended up having to do a full split, which was uncomfortable as hell, or she had to lie down on her stomach – neither of which were ideal.

This had been a huge issue when they flew with Caraxes too, and probably why Hagrid had sworn to never get on a dragon again.

To get around the issue they fastened a big, bulky seat on top of the dragon, and Hariel was actually straddling the seat alone instead of Norbert. A little like installing a chair on top of an elephant, with the added bonus of giving her a higher vantage point to see around Norbert’s powerful neck, which was directly in her sight line.

“It’s secure!” She said, tugging hard on the strap to show it was secure; both for Hagrid’s sake as much as her own.

Norbert shifted impatiently underneath her.

The blue dragon was only four years old, but already nearing the same size as Princess Rhaenyra’s dragon Syrax, which was twenty six. Since Norbert had been growing like an engorgio charm left unchecked, she’d actually been deemed big enough to fly for a while, but they hadn’t been as confident in her strength. Just because someone was tall didn’t mean they were strong, and Norbert needed years of strengthening her muscles before anyone deemed it safe for her to carry a person.

This was actually not the first time Hariel had straddled Norbert, but she’d never flown before. The other tests had been done indoors in places it was impossible for Norbert to take off, just so they could see how she reacted to having a human on her back.

The tests had gone well – mostly – but today was the first time Hariel climbed into the saddle while under the open sky.

“Are you ready?!” Daemon shouted from atop Caraxes. He’d be flying with her today. If she fell, there wasn’t really anything he could do, but the Prince could run interference if Norbert decided to fly off course.

Hariel swallowed, leaned forwards, and asked Norbert the same question.

Are you ready to fly?”

Yes! Yes! I will fly to Driftmark! I will show you the way, sister!” Norbert said insistingly, almost reverberating with excitement. They’d been talking about flying together for years. By now Norbert anticipated flying together as much as Hariel.

Well, here went nothing… She’d soon be flying or dead.

Fly, Norbert!”

Norbert stood up, fanned out her great wings and started beating them hard against her sides. Hariel clutched tighter to the handles, leant forwards and locked her body.

Norbert took off, lifting first slowly into the air, working to gain altitude, before accelerating. It had been remarked about before by many others; but Norbert was fast. Both how swiftly she accelerated and her top speed.

FLY!” Norbert cried.

Hariel squinted, holding on for dear life as Norbert arched up, up, up; nearly going vertical.

They’d only just skirted the bottom of the clouds when Norbert did a U-turn, coiling down and pointing her snout back towards the earth. They plummeted, making it feel as if she was strapped to the most jarring roller coaster, and Hariel’s shriek turned to laugher.

The wind whipping her face was really cold, but she was wearing her warmest coat, earmuffs, scarf, gloves and Norbert’s body radiated a lot of heat, warming up the saddle like a seat-warmer.

Norbert straightened up to soar straight ahead. The water passed by underneath when Caraxes appeared above them. Hariel craned her neck, but couldn’t quite see Daemon from their position.

FLY!” Norbert repeated, her muscles coiling in preparation, and next she shot off at full speed, overtaking Caraxes, and storming ahead.

Between adjusting to the beating wings, the bone rattling jostling and harsh air hitting her face, all Hariel could do was cling tight as Norbert speeded ahead like a little fighter jet next to Caraxes commercial airbus.

In no time, they landed on Driftmark on the flat sandy beach outside of the High Tide castle, Caraxes landing not far away. Hariel couldn’t stop smiling, and when she saw Daemon turn in his saddle, she finally dared taking her hands off the handles, giving him two thumbs up while grinning like an idiot.

“Where do we fly next?!”

After that, the damage was done. The first couple of weeks she flew with Norbert each day. Completely neglecting her music, culture, arithmetic, geometry, sewing, language and history lessons. Best of all: She was encouraged to do so.

Dragon riding needed to be practised as thoroughly as horse riding or Quidditch. And as the newest dragonrider, they didn’t want Hariel to fall to her death or lose control of Norbert.

So Hariel would probably have been flying more if she could, but the biggest obstacle was getting someone to supervise. She’d gone flying with Daemon between the islands, travelled alongside the coast with Laenor and Princess Rhaenyra for a trip to King’s Landing, but Hariel’s appetite for flying was much greater than theirs. They’d been dragonriders for years, and the novelty had faded a bit.

“Hariel is a natural.” Laenor said to his wife after Hariel had come down for breakfast and asked if someone were available. Though several of them had time, none of them were in the mood. It was raining.

“Perhaps she can go alone? Lady Hariel has been in control of Norbert every flight for a fortnight now.” Laenor said.

How could she have ever thought badly of Laenor? Hariel had no idea what had possessed her before. Clearly Laenor was the most sensible person in the castle.

“A fortnight is not long. I spent several months flying under my uncle’s supervision before my father allowed me to fly Syrax alone.” Princess Rhaenyra answered thoughtfully.

“You were seven. By the time you were four and ten you’d been flying alone for years, and lady Hariel has demonstrated she’s able to control Norbert in the air.”

The Princess agreed with her husband, and Hariel rushed off at once in excitement at being given leave to fly on her own.

Almost alone. Of course Norbert was there too, and they were going to exploit it for all it was worth.

Hariel began her solo trips flying to King’s Landing. It was far enough away it counted as a solid trip, but not so far away she couldn’t make it back to Dragonstone within the day. Upon arriving at the capital she circled the city a couple times, and then headed back without visiting the royals at the castle. It wouldn’t be feasible since they didn’t allow for free roaming dragons in King’s Landing. The only flying dragons were being ridden, and Norbert had never been chained that way.

She still made the trip several times, and Hariel believed she waved to Queen Alicent on the balcony once when flying by. At least it’d been someone wearing a lot of green.

During one of these trips Hariel and Norbert came across Aegon and Helaena while they were out with their dragons too. Hariel had flown alongside Caraxes, Syrax and Seasmoke before, but it had been exhilarating to join the new dragons.

Keep calm! They are friends! Hariel shouted, and took Norbert’s tilt of the head as a sign she’d heard.

Being complete strangers, there was a tense standoff where the three dragons began circling each other above the mouth of the Blackwater Rush, but once Dreamfyre – the biggest and oldest of the lot – deemed Norbert unexciting enough to ignore, things calmed down.

Relieved, Hariel waved eagerly from atop Norbert.

At around 90 years of age, Helaena’s dragon Dreamfyre was huge with pale blue scales and silver markings. Norbert was under half the size of Dreamfyre, and many times lighter, but she’d already caught up to the proportions of the golden dragon Sunfyre who’d bonded with Aegon.

The larger dragons were extremely powerful, with massive, scorching fires, big jaws and powerful limbs, but they couldn’t beat the younger dragons in speed and agility. And Sunfyre was a young, proud and competitive soul. Hariel had heard this before, but she got a first hand demonstration that day.

Hariel had assumed they were just goofing around, flying laps above King’s Landing, but then the golden dragon started to reposition. Changing from staying at a comfortable distance, to following right on their tail, Aegon laying low in his saddle for less wind resistance.

Hariel reached across the saddle, knocking her closed fist against the middle of Norbert’s lower neck. It was the wordless signal telling Norbert to speed up. While using her open palm to stroke the same place meant to slow down. Instructions that were only possible to train Norbert to understand because Hariel could explain them, and they had agreed on the commands together.

A single knock of her fist, and Norbert was all too eager to prove herself. Norbert shot off, flapping her wings so franticly you’d think she was attempting to fly out of her own body.

Peering over her shoulder Hariel laughed when seeing that Sunfyre and Aegon were falling behind, Dreamfyre making up the tail end with Helaena. And there, as a rising figure in the far distance, a third massive dragon just took flight from the beach.

So the three royal siblings were out flying today, eh?

Aemond came flying after them astride Vermithor, following the three forerunners as they set off out towards Blackwater Bay.

Within the hour Hariel could confirm Norbert was able to outpaced these three dragons if she pushed herself, but that her stamina wasn’t quite there to keep top speeds as long as the older dragons could, and that Vermithor could fly and chat at the same time.

From: “The chill hasss returned to the air, speaker.”

To: "I like flying south, it getssss warmer there, but my pets never want me to fly south.

Or: “Are we flying home to Silverwing?”

When Helaena landed on a small, uninhabited island on the Blackwater after nearly an hour of flying over the ocean, Hariel requested Norbert follow.

“Is this a routinely thing? The family trips?” Hariel called up at Helaena. Dreamfyre shook her head, looking at Norbert as if the dragon was an annoying little bird making too much noise next to her window.

“Not often, no!” Helaena laughed, cheeks flushed with more liveliness than Hariel had seen her exhibit on the ground. The princess loved flying too. “Congratulations on mounting Norbert, Hariel! You look free in the air!”

“Thank you!”

Hariel leant forwards to speak with Norbert. “Will you wait for me if I unmount?”

Norbert flapped her wings. “A little.”

Will you tell me before you fly off so I can come with you?”

Norbert rumbled. “Yes!” She promised.

Hariel knew the dragon meant it right now, but if something was interesting enough, she also knew Norbert would be quick to forget her promises. She unfastened her straps, and climbed down from Norbert anyway.

Helaena didn’t come down. She leant over Dreamfyre, gently stroking the dragon’s neck with an affectionate smile as Hariel approached so she didn’t have to yell.

When Vermithor soared by overhead, Dreamfyre made a low growling sound, flecking her teeth and glaring in the larger dragon's direction.

“Stop.” Princess Helaena ordered suddenly, “Come no closer to Dreamfyre.”

Hariel did as told. “Should I step back?”

“No. Do not fare closer, and it should be fine. Dreamfyre is a solitary queen, and you are but a stranger to her. A stranger with a strange dragon. It is not safe.”

“I understand,” Hariel nodded, eyes flicking towards the stretching water where Sunfyre was flying low over the water surface. “May I ask why all three of you are out flying though?”

“It’s a celebration of sorts.” Princess Helaena said. “My youngest brother Daeron recently arrived from Oldtown. It is his first visit in two years, and he had not seen Vermithor before. It is a shame Daeron’s dragon remains too young to fly, or he would undoubtably have joined us.”

“I had not heard Prince Daeron was back. Is his fostering at the Hightower with his uncle over?” She had never met Prince Daeron Targaryen. Or as Hariel called him in her head; ‘the other Daeron’, since she was more familiar with Ser Daeron Velaryon who had recently been knighted by Ser Laenor than the young Prince.

“No. Daeron is only home for a visit.” Helaena said. “My mother is overjoyed, but I expect my brother is standing on the balcony green with envy after seeing you fly Norbert alongside us. He is impatient to mount his dragon Tessarion, though I doubt it will be too long a wait left.”

“There was another matter to celebrate as well.” Helaena said shyly, smiling right at Hariel. It was one of those rare smiles where she was able to hold eye contact without being overcome with discomfort.

“What has happened?”

“You know of my betrothal? How the marriage was pushed back?”

“I do…” Hariel said slowly.

Helaena had never spoken much about her betrothal except to confirm she was marrying Aegon. Something she’d said with an utterly blank expression, and then added the marriage would happen; “as soon as I flower.”

(Why the hell were girls married off so young around here?! It seemed to be happening everywhere.)

Well, the princess had gotten her period at thirteen, yet here Helaena was, fifteen years old and as unmarried as Hariel.

Thank Merlin.

“It’s been broken.” Helaena said, her eyes dancing.

“Wha-! Truly? Your betrothal to Aegon has been broken?” Hariel asked, unable to fight down the smile on her face.

It was no secret Aegon and Helaena themselves did not want to marry, but the queen had betrothed them anyway. Which had struck Hariel as strange.

Queen Alicent was known for being a very devout follower of the Seven, which was a religion fiercely opposed to the Targaryens practise of sibling marriages. So one thing had been if Viserys was the one to betroth his children, but apparently this had initially been pushed through by the Queen. Which seemed a bit hypocritical…Not to mention very upsetting for Helaena and Aegon.

“Yes.” Helaena said. “I believe your accounts on magical heritage played a hand in this.”

Hariel blinked. “Oh, so King Viserys read the… er’… my writings on incest in Britain?”

Hariel had not brought it up with the King, but she had told Princess Rhaenyra about how things were done different back home. The Princess had been willing to listen, but brushed off her claims that incest could be harmful to children the same way Aemond had, using several of the same words even.

So Hariel mentioned this to Aemond during one of his accidental trips to Dragonstone back when he still couldn’t control Vermithor.

It had been meant as a: “You and your sister are so alike” remark – except Aemond took offence. Either because Hariel had compared his reaction to a girl, or it was their blasted sibling rivalry rearing its ugly head again. Maybe it was both, but in his rush to prove he was not like Rhaenyra, Aemond had asked her to write down how magic was inherited back in England to show to his father.

Hariel had done the best she could, and gotten help from Hagrid who knew of some families that had lost their magic or started producing squibs because of inbreeding. Hariel had not dared to hope her written accounts on this would have such consequences though. Breaking a betrothal was a huge deal, and usually it wasn’t something to be celebrated.

Hariel looked up to where Aegon and Sunfyre were doing cartwheels in the air around Vermithor and Aemond. Safe to say; neither Aegon or Helaena looked too broken up about it.

(And Hariel hoped Aegon wasn’t flying drunk again.)

“What does this mean, Helaena?” Hariel asked. “For you? For Prince Aegon?”

“Rumours of this decision has been circulating for over a year, and in the last moons several Lords has seen fit to bring their daughters to court. I am not privy to father’s mind on the matter. Word will spread, and soon the missives will come from all corners of the Kingdom. Autumn is waning, so mind the lost raven adrift in storms. It’ll hatch eggshells.” Helaena said, just as Dreamfyre shook her head, snorting out a few sparks of fire.

They both looked at her curiously, but the dragon shook her head, and then settled right back to normal.

“… but what about yourself?”

“I am not privy to their plans. Foremost they are concerned with picking a suitable bride for Aegon. It will strengthen House Targaryen with a blood bond to one of the Great Houses, be them a lioness, a doe or a fish.” Helaena said distractedly. “In time, father will choose a suitable husband for me as well.”

Hariel barely held back a groan. “But are you comfortable with that, Helaena? To not have a say?” She said carefully.

“How a King manages his burdens, decides whether the realm stands or breaks.” Helaena said matter of factly.

“… So there is no one you would prefer?”

Helaena shook her head, looking perfectly content seated on her dragon, and Hariel could empathize with that. The freedom of dragonriding was amazing. Maybe a part of Hariel would always miss flying brooms, but she appreciated Norbert in a completely different and no less significant way. A dragon was a partner. A friend, and it was liberating to know there was a friend out there, perfectly willing to sweep her off her feet and fly off into the sunset when things got tough.

If Hariel thought it straining to be a mere ward of a Princess, she didn’t want to know how it was to be an actual Princess.

“… You may not have heard of a suitor, but is there anyone you suspect they have in mind?”

Helaena hesitated. “Maybe. It is only a rumour from long ago, though I would not mind it. Perchance it could bring peace.”

That was positively a glowing review from someone like Helaena though, piquing Hariel’s curiosity. “Who?”

“Jacaerys."

Hariel almost choked on her tongue. Helaena wanted to marry Jacaerys? But he was so... young! Just a kid.

“You favour Jace?” Hariel asked, unable to cover the incredulity in time.

Oh sh*t, Baela would not like that. Baela was convinced she and Jacaerys were soulmates, and Hariel could easily picture this ending in some sort of Targaryen catfight.

Or would it be a dragon-fight?

With the prince for reward?

Helaena might have the bigger dragon, but the girl had next to no fighting spirit, while Baela was fierce. She was absolutely Daemon’s daughter through and through, so Baela might just win that fight.

“My marriage will not be about love, but for the sake of those I love, Hariel.” Helaena looked at her in a way she never had before, and Hariel didn’t like the expression at all. It was patronizing, and made Helaena look like her mother. The Princess stared down at Hariel as if she was too young and naive, and just didn’t get it.

It made Hariel straighten, jutting out her jaw stubbornly.

Who was Helaena to judge her? Of the two, which of them were the pampered princess, hm?

“But he’s… he’s… Hariel was blanking completely on how to explain in a way that would be fair to Helaena. By now, Hariel knew well what a political marriage was. Had observed the way Rhaenyra and Laenor were friends and allies who shared a family, but little more. Hariel even suspected Rhaenyra was perfectly aware of her husband’s relationship with Ser Qarl.

Hariel just had trouble with how accepting everyone was about forming such marriages. It wasn’t like the stories she’d seen on the telly growing up, but maybe Hariel was the one with the hang ups here.

“He’s so… Jace. You know he used to think the moon was made of ice, and it only came out at night so the sun wouldn’t melt it?”

Helaena lips quirked up. “But maybe it is. How can anyone prove it is not so?”

“Hm. it seems you’re underestimating my flying capabilities, Princess.”

Helaena laughed.

It’d been a joke, it really had, but perhaps a part of Hariel secretly believed that remark regarding her flying capabilities. And perhaps it’d been too arrogant, because Hariel forgot she wasn’t truly the pilot anymore; only an opinionated passenger.

Left.” Hariel commanded, huddling into her saddle uneasily when Norbert didn’t heed her.

Could she not hear?

They were cruising along at a pace Hariel thought Norbert would be able to hear despite the wind.

Left.” She repeated, and reached out to tap Norbert’s neck with the tips of her fingers twice, which was the nonverbal command to go left, but the dragon was set on her course.

“Oh, come on!” Hariel exclaimed, glancing down on the terrain flying by underneath them. “We’re flying pretty far here, Norbert!”

Three months after Hariel’s first flight, a white raven arrived at Dragonstone declaring winter was here. Everyone were disappointed, but not surprised.

The native dragons had steadily become more reclusive as the weather grew colder, spending more time within their warm lairs on the Dragonmount than flying. In stark contrast: Norbert only grew more lively.

The first time she saw snow, Norbert started dancing. Shaking her wings, swishing her spiked tail back and forth and running around melting fragile snowflakes with fire that turned blue. A bit of an overkill, since Norbert’s blue fireballs could reduce bones to ash.

“Is this how all dragons behave in winter back in your homeland?” Rhaenyra had enquired, quite fascinated by Norbert’s different reaction to the cold.

“No,” Hariel sighed. “-she’s just half Swedish.”

A bit of snow wasn’t going to keep Hariel from flying either, so she’d dressed in her warmest, packed her old schoolbag with her usual flying gear, climbed Norbert, and travelled into the Riverlands to see the famous Harrenhall castle. If one took off from Dragonstone and kept a steady course flying straight west, one would pass directly over the castle. In theory, the trip was about the same length as to King’s Landing, just an inland flight instead of over water.

Since Harwin Strong had died from fire within that castle, Hariel hadn’t mentioned she was heading there. There were some rumours that Harwin Strong was the true father of Jacaerys, Lucerys and Joffrey – and not Laenor. In case that was true, Hariel didn’t want to bring attention to her destination.

In hindsight; it would have been better if she had.

The heat from Norbert’s body definitely helped, but it couldn’t cancel out the bitter chill of the wind. The high altitude was far colder than at ground level, and even the flying radiator under her couldn’t cancel all of it out.

Come on, Norbert.” Hariel pleaded, clutching tighter, but Norbert wasn’t listening. After Harrenhall, Hariel had asked Norbert to return to Dragonstone, and though Norbert hadn’t agreed, she hadn’t disagreed either, but she’d never had this problem before. Norbert could certainly be stubborn, take a little detour here and there when something interesting happened; but this wasn’t that. At all.

Norbert had flown too high, taking them above the clouds so Hariel lost track of the ground below. She had assumed Norbert was still going to Dragonstone though. But time passed by, and when they at last came down from the clouds Hariel was startled by the terrain underneath them.

Hariel wasn’t an expert on Westerosi geography,but everything was different. She may have studied the great stone table at Dragonstone, but things didn’t look the same in real life as a painted stone map. It was windy and snowing underneath the clouds, but of what she could see the trees had different shade of greens. The grass browner. The waters darker. The stone greyer. The snow thicker. All off it was off.

She did not know for sure which direction they were flying anymore, but she had a good suspicion.

Hariel asked Norbert to slow down by stroking her open palm over her neck. When that wasn’t answered, she did the same motion quickly twice in a row, which meant ‘to land’. But Norbert ignored it all. They had been to see the sights Hariel had been curious about, and now it was Norbert’s turn to sightsee.

All Hariel could do was hold on, even as her arms went numb and her body started aching, because unless she wanted to fall to her death; there weren’t a lot of alternatives.

Eventually – after hours – daylight was waning and Norbert was getting tired. They were losing altitude, flying lower and lower. They soared over a huge forest, and Hariel had no idea how Norbert would even find a spot to land in such a thicket, but somehow she managed.

Cold, exhausted and her muscles aching, Hariel groaned as they landed in the forest.

Hariel staggered down from the dragon, falling into thick snow that reached above her knees. The shock had her scramble for her wand, clumsy fingers reaching into her backpack so she could get rid of the worst snow and heat herself up with a bluebell fire.

Where have you brought us, Norbert?” Hariel breathed. She needed to drink as well. She was cold, but she hadn’t had a drop of water since Harrenhal either, and the trip had been exhausting.

The air smells nice. Clean. Fresh. Norbert puffed out some smoke, rolling her shoulders and panted heavily. There are deer here too. I smell them here.

You followed your nose?” Why was she even surprised? Norbert could never pass up a juicy stag for dinner.

Hariel looked around, wondering how to proceed now. The snow was coming down, the sky darkening, the very air tasted different and it wasn’t just from the lack of salt from the ocean. It was more frigid here than on Dragonstone. Colder than the Crownlands, Riverlands or the Vale.

It was to be expected though, because Hariel would bet her wand they were in the North.

Notes:

Thank you so much for reading!

Chapter 15: The Prong

Notes:

Thought I'd just quickly mention Norbert's size here. I imagine Norbert growing as fast as Drogon from GoT, who was big enough to carry Dany at four years old (in the books Drogon was closer to 2 years old during Dany's first flight, but it's easier to visulize the TV-show). Hariel waited until Norbert was almost five, so she is even bigger than Drogon was when Dany mounted him. Just remember how massive Drogon had grown at only seven years old during the last season of GoT (seeing as he was born at the very end of season 1, I imagine he's only a 7 year old boy in the final), and Norbert is four, so yeah: she's a very big baby.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

ELLARD I

They were at the start of winter, and under normal circ*mstances the Prong tavern in Woodstown would be preparing to close up for winter-reuse. No one had the coin to waste on frivolous tavern-visits in winter, so the establishment became a multifunctional building, making soup, storing grain and distributing it according to the directive of Lord Hornwood. Yet today the Prong had opened its door for the many curious inhabitants of Woodstown, eager to gather and share the rumours of a dragon spotted in the North.

The tales were alarming enough to drag Lord Ellard Cerwyn away from the comfortable hospitality of castle Hornwood, and into town for the precise same reason as everyone else were. He’d accompanied his closest friend, Lord Cregan Stark of Winterfell, to hear the tidings spreading like a forest fire through Woodstown. Rumours which would’ve been slow to reach them within the castle walls, so instead they’d taken a couple guards and gone to hear accounts from the many various sources themselves.

It pushed their plans back. Only last evening, Ellard had been preparing to make the frigid trip back to his father’s castle alongside Cregan, seeing as castle Cerwyn was along the same route as Winterfell. It’d be nice to return home, though Ellard was not looking forwards to the four days journey through the cold, and swore he wouldn’t travel any further than to the Winterfell hot-springs for the remains of winter.

Castle Cerwyn was only half a day’s ride from Winterfell, and since they were the same age, Ellard had known Cregan his entire life. One of his first memories was visiting Winterfell and getting locked in the crypts alongside his friend as a prank by Cregan’s cousin Benjen. Ellard did not remember much, and the details of what happened was only known because he’d been retold the tale by his mother; except the vivid memory that it had been comforting to not be alone in the dark.

Upon reaching the Prong, they’d been welcomed by the barman, honoured to be visited by the heir to Winterfell and House Cerwin both, and cleared them the best table closest to the fireplace. Now they sat listening amused as clumsy Osric, one of Cregan’s guards from Winterfell, gloried in his moment of notoriety. A first in his life.

“An’ there it was! ‘Didn’t believe me eyes! Soaring up there in the sky. A fat shadow with enormous wings! They reminded me of the wings on bats a bit, except many times bigger. Bigger than the whole of Winterfell even! I’m tellin’ you; I’m sure it was a huge, black dragon!” Clumsy Osric insisted, stabbing the tip of his stubby finger’s pointedly into the wooden table to make his point, and almost toppling over his goblet of water.

Clumsy Osric was a tall, burly and intimidating man but usually very shy. That was until he “faced” a dragon, and he’d barely shut up since. Cregan allowed it though, more interested in listening to the smallfolk than participate in their chit-chat personally, and Osric was doing well keeping the discussion lively.

The tavern hadn’t brewed enough ale to accompany the unexpected influx of patrons, and had already ran out of the allotted amount before noon. Despite this, the patrons made due with water and soup, since it was the gossip that drew them to the tavern, not the menu.

It wasn’t too different from the tavern back home, except the Prong decorated the walls with antlers of various sizes, with the biggest crowning the mantle place. A tribute to House Hornwood and the town itself, which sigil was a brown bullmoose with black antlers.

Across the tavern a shoemaker was puppeteering as a minstrel for the day, entertaining the crowd with a song of Good Queen Allysanne’s travels through the north back in 58 AC. Ellard could admit the shoemaker wasn’t too bad with his instrument, though his voice left much to be desired. What he lacked in skill, he made up for in good old enthusiasm though.

“You saw the dragon? That must’ve been so frightening. Did it see you?” The carpenter’s daughter Elrie asked, leaning forwards, her blue eyes riveted on clumsy Osric’s fifteenth rendition of the same tale.

She’d been a latecomer, and unaware Osric’s tale was getting more exaggerated for each repetition. When Ellard heard the first version back at castle Hornwood last night, it’d been an efficiently panicked exclamation of: “Lord Cregan! Lord Cregan! I saw a dragon! The Targaryens are coming!”

“I’m sure it did, but I did as I’m trained, of course.” Clumsy Osric bragged. “What do you do if you meet a bear? Runnin’ will only make them chase you down, so I stood my ground and didn’t flinch, and the dragon flew by, knowin’ I don’t scare that easy.”

“Probably pissed himself,” one of the other customers snickered.

“I saw somethin’ last evening too!” Another argued. “I was out fetchin’ snow for the wash, and I could’ve sworn something cast a shadow over town. My hands were full though, and I had to set it down before I could look, and by then whatever it was had already passed.”

“You mean such as a cloud?” A man nicknamed ‘big nose’ sneered, and turned to look at Cregan.

“I urge you to consider carefully which tall tales you choose to believe, m’ lord. Are any of it even true? Why are everyone convinced it was a dragon? There hasn’t been a dragon north of the neck since my long dead grandad was a lad, not since then-!” Big nose pointed to the minstrel who’d just started the verse covering when Queen Alysanne held court at White Harbour, and the 200 women who came forth with their grievances. Belting the word so jarringly it’d could’ve made the kennel dogs howl along.

“Why’d there be one now? The dragons stay south of the neck.” Big nose waved the claims off.

“Not if the King is in the North!” Clumsy Osric insisted, looking to Ellard to back him up just as a cold draft flittered through the room when the tavern door was opened by yet another arrival.

“And you know what else?” Osric continued his musing, “I believe it must’ve been Balerion himself I saw in the sky last night.”

“The king ain’t got a dragon, Osric.” Ellard stated, turning to Cregan to catch his eye, but his friend was looking away. People had quieted by the door, but it was so crowded it was impossible to tell why. Maybe someone fell? Lost something on the floor?

“He doesn’t?” Clumsy Osric asked.

“No,” Cregan confirmed, returning to the conversation. “-because the black dread is dead. Its been for decades.”

“… Maybe it wasn’t Balerion, but I know what I saw. It was a dragon.”

“What would a dragon come ‘ere for?” Big nose argued. “It’s winter.”

“Pardon me, Lord Cerwyn.” Elrie asked carefully, and Ellard nodded for her to continue. “But is that lady over there from your party, m’lord?”

Elrie pointed to a lass Ellard didn’t think he’d seen yet. Even with the many new faces of the Woodstown smallfolk, he would have remembered this one. For one: she was not of the smallfolk.

She was a young maiden around his age, with the greenest eyes he’d ever seen. Her expensive fox fur coat was neatly tailored to her slender curves and closed at the neck with a silver broach, with engraved bronze clasps running down the cloaks front. Her raven hair was in a messy braid that’d come loose, but though roughed up and flushed from the cold, Ellard could tell she was comely.

“She’s not with us.” Cregan said, craning his neck to see. “She’s not from Woodstown either?”

“No, m’lord.” Elrie answered. “Never seen her in my life, and it doesn’t seem anyone else has either.”

The carpenter’s daughter had a point. Those who’d noticed her arrival showed no recognition on their faces. Woodstown was hardly so small everyone knew everyone, but the people had at least seen all the other residents at some point around town, and this lady was too wealthy and fair to be that forgettable.

The barman cast a glance towards their table, but when none of them went to meet her, he headed over to the lady himself.

“Welcome m’lady. Stopped by to hear the news, eh? We’re happy for your patronage, but the ale and bread’s already gone. You know how it is; winter allotment. Not to fear though; the wife’s made the Prong’s special soup! One sip and it’ll warm you right up, m’lady.”

“Soup? I’ll have a bowl, thank you, goodman. How much is it? And could you please tell me… er’… is this Woodstown I’m in?”

“Indeed it is. Gosh, are you fresh off the road, m’lady? If you continue across town and over the mouth of the Broken Branch you’ll get to Castle Hornwood.” The barman explained, “The soup’ll be a halfgroat, and you can stay, warm up and share news from the road. Everyone’ll want to know any tidings you can share. We don’t get many travellers in winter, though this moon seems to be the exception - and you must’ve heard about the dragon! Some people here saw it with their own two eyes, m’lady, or so they keep insisting. The Prong is where it’s happenin’ today!”

“They saw the dragon?” The lady said, reaching up to fruitlessly pat down her hair. “Did you say castle Hornwood? As in House Hornwood in the North? This town is on their lands? Huh… that explains all the antlers.” She reached into her pockets for the coin to pay the barman, but brought out too many, and had to shift through them to find a halfgroat. The smooth gloves caused a gold dragon to slip from her grasp, but she reacted very quickly. Her free hand shot out and snatched the gold midair before it even hit the floor.

Cregan caught his eye, and Ellard could tell he was thinking the same as himself. Someone needed to watch after her safety. Carelessly displaying gold dragons in full view of a tavern crowd with no guard. Nothing would happen here within view of Cregan and himself, but once she ventured outside again…? Surely she couldn’t be alone. Maybe the rest were delayed.

“That’d be the reason for the antlers, yes.” The barman chortled, looking fondly over the wall display. “Hm. We’re out of seats, however, maybe I can-”

“We’ve got a seat available here!” Ellard called over.

They didn’t, but Cregan dismissed Elrie with a wave, and the carpenter’s daughter got to her feet quickly to free up a spot, before he gestured for the people on the opposite side of the table to reposition. “Move down the bench, she’ll be more comfortable closer to the fire.”

“Ah; please have a seat at Lord Stark’s table, m’lady. I’ll be out with the soup in a jiffy.”

“Thank yo- wait; Stark?

But the barman had already hurried off, so the lady turned to their table.

She smiled sweetly while her brilliant green eyes roamed over the people around the table in turn, before resting between Ellard and Cregan. Noticing they stood out from the smallfolk too, while trying to figure out which of them were ‘Lord Stark’.

Cregan wasn’t wearing any Direwolf sigils today, but she spotted Ellard’s bronze broach fastened on his collar with House Cerwyn’s battle axe, so by process of elimination she curtsied to Cregan, a well practised thing, and came forwards.

Reaching the seat opposite Cregan, she shrugged off her strange looking backpack, dropped it carelessly on the floor next to the table, and then the rest of her southern finesse evaporated as she fell into the seat; exhausted.

“Thank you,” she said, removing her leather gloves and unfastening the shimmering hems on her fancy red cloak. Instead of taking it off, she left it hanging open off her shoulders, enough so Ellard glimpsed the dark dress underneath with intricate bird embroiders in shimmering silk thread. Were those owls? The collar was modest, but lower than Ellard had seen women of the North wear at anytime except high summer. She had a necklace too, simple but precious; a neatly cut emerald stone set on a silver chain.

“Welcome to Woodstown, my lady.” Cregan said, using his best ‘Lord Stark’ voice, deep and mature. Apparently Ellard wasn’t the only one to find the lady pleasing on the eye. “It seems coincidence has gathered many unlikely parties in the lands of House Hornwood this week. I am Cregan Stark, and this is Ellard Cerwyn, the heir to castle Cerwyn. What’s your name my lady, and what urgency could possibly have driven you to face the bitter road in winter?” Cregan glanced back over his shoulder towards the door. “Will there be more arriving?” He wondered, setting his stormy grey eyes on her with open curiosity.

The girl tried to pat down her hair, a hopeless case with all the knots, but held Cregan’s gaze unfazed. “No, Lord Cregan. I arrived in town by myself, though not by design. I lost my... er’, my mount.”

“Taken by the cold?” Ellard assumed. “Most southern horses don’t fare well in the north. Coursers are the only reliable choice of mount in this sort of weather.”

“No. No, Norbert went off to find food, but then she didn’t come back.” The lady sighed, but didn’t that just confirm Ellard’s theory? The horse went off and was taken by the cold. Unusual to name a female horse ‘Norbert’ though but then the lady was very foreign. Her speech sounded funny, and foreigners had strange customs. Ellard didn’t press the matter since the lady looked so put off, before she remembered her manners.

“My name is Hariel Potter, and it’s nice to meet you.”

Potter? Potter?…. Wasn’t there a House Potter somewhere south? In the Westerlands? The Reach? Ellard couldn’t remember where he’d heard the name, but was sure the lady was very far off from home.

The barman returned with the soup, placing it in front of lady Hariel with a friendly smile lacking both front teeth.

“Thank you,” She said, and the barman had a mind not to interfere in the middle of a talk. Ellard noticed he didn’t venture far though, as curious to hear of the happenings in the south as most others were.

This was a day for strange tidings, wasn’t it?

“Thank you for the hospitality,” Lady Hariel Potter said, gesturing to the table and the fireplace. “-this tavern seems a fine establishment, and it’s an honour to meet the Lord Paramount of the North -- and in the lands of House Hornwood of all places. I thought Winterfell was further west?”

“Yes, Winterfell is a four day’s ride west, but duties brought us here. It was decided to make the journey before true winter sets in.” The others probably didn’t notice, Cregan’s face was naturally set in a hard mask, but he’d perked up and Ellard could guess why. Cregan was pleased lady Hariel so openly referred to him as the Lord Paramount of the North. He even smiled a little. The first Ellard had seen in nearly a fortnight. Lady Hariel smiled sweetly back, relaxing into her seat.

Since Cregan’s father, the last Warden of the North, Lord Rickon Stark died three years before when Ellard's friend was still in his minority, his uncle Bennard had taken the reins and acted as regent in his lord nephew’s place. It was supposed to have ended now that the rightful heir to Winterfell had turned six and ten though.

Supposed to, but Bennard Stark was still at Winterfell ordering the castle as its Lord regent, claiming it wouldn’t be beneficial to the North for Cregan to take over at such a crucial time. That what mattered now was winter preparations, and then sent Cregan off to House Hornwood on an errand which accidentally coincided with his nephew’s coming of age.

Cregan’s nameday should’ve been a day of celebrations, and it was what had brought Ellard to Winterfell to begin with. Yet instead of feasting in the Great Hall in honour of Cregan’s ascend into his rightful position as Lord Paramount, they’d been freezing their balls off a day’s ride from castle Hornwood.

Cregan wasn’t the cheeriest lad to begin with, but he’d been particularly sullen throughout the trip - until now.

Lady Hariel took it for granted that Cregan was the Lord of Winterfell, and though the opinion of southerns hardly mattered, her quick assumptions spoke volumes of what the people below the neck believed.

“Where are you from, lady Hariel?" Wondered Cregan, "You speak common tongue well, but I've never heard your accent before."

“Is it from some far southern place?” Clumsy Osric added, and lady Hariel took her striking gaze off Cregan to briefly look up at the tall guard in the seat next to hers. “Are you Dor- Doe- what’s it called again?”

“Dornish?” Ellard guessed that was the region he was trying to name.

“Yes! You’re not Dornish, are you?”

“She don’t look dornish.” One of the others said, but Ellard had quite forgotten his name.

“How’d you know how a Dornish look?” Big nose said derisively. “You’ve never been farther than the Broken Branch.”

Lady Hariel seemed rather amused by the light bickering and Dornish theory. “I am not Dornish. I’m not from Westeros. I’m from a place called Britain, and it’s far, far away. Though I live down in the Crownlands.”

“Dear me. So far away. What’s brought you so far north in winter?” Osric said. “Did somethin’ happen on the road? Oh! Was it the dragon? Is that why you’re alone?”

“I never meant to come here. I’ve ventured far off my intended destination, and after my… er’” She hesitated, as if she wasn’t sure how to explain herself. “-after my mount went off, I spent most of the night walking through the woods before I came across the road. There was a helpful man who directed me towards Woodstown, claiming I could find lodging here.”

“What was your intended destination, lady Hariel?” Ellard enquired, feeling bad for her but at the same time sceptical. She was very disheveled, but he’d expect a southern lady to be far worse off if she’d walked for that long in these conditions. Maybe Cregan was too, because he’d tensed up in his seat.

“…” She fidgeted, “I was heading for Dragonstone.”

Dragonstone? Then you’d have better luck with a boat than a mount. Why were you travelling to Dragon-” but Ellard was rudely cut off mid sentence.

“Surely you are not the Hariel Potter?” Cregan blurted, his sharp tone stopping the budding discussion around the table in their tracks. Ellard wasn’t sure what he meant.

“When you claim to have lost your mount, are you referring to your dragon?

Cregan had not spoken quietly, and the conversation had a fair share of eavesdroppers to begin with.

“I am.” Of all the reactions, Hariel looked embarrassed.

The dead silence spread like the cool northern wind over the crowd, and Ellard finally recalled where he’d heard the name ‘Potter’ before.

‘The witch of Dragonstone’ they called her, a dragonrider and ward of the heir to the Iron Throne.

Ellard could barely picture the lady racing a horse, far less a dragon. Except for those eyes. Haunting they were, and all the more striking because of it. Cregan could hardly look away. Yes, maybe Ellard could believe there was something magical about this lass, but still… he’d have to see the dragon before he’d accept it.

“My dragon is not lost though – Norbert is off hunting.” Lady Hariel insisted, “She always comes back, though dragons sometimes keep at it for days, so I'll admit Norbert’s hunt was very untimely for me. I’ll make due until her return by speaking with Lord Hornwood and offer some recompensation. I’d rather not cause trouble for my dragon poaching deer from their forests.”

Notes:

A shorter chapter. it was originally longer and actually a mixed pov chapter, but it was just more natural to cut it here at the end of Ellard's pov.
(Btw: Ellard Cerwyn is an OC, made up by me from a brief mention that Cregan Stark's best friend was some random 'Lord Cerwyn'.)

Thank you so much for reading, and I wanted to add on some fic recommendations you might enjoy! If you haven't read them already, you should take a look! I've read them all and really enjoyed them!

A Stranger in a Strange Land by A_Strange_Twist_of_Fate, a fem-HP/HoD crossover
Trouble Tends to Follow me (Miracle) by Tsume_Yuki, a fem-HP/HoD crossover
Strategy Sets the Scene for the Tale by Tsume_Yuki, a HoD original character insert.
how way leads on to way by petroltogo, a fem-HP/GoT crossover
Acquaint the Flesh series by Author376, a fem-Jon Snow AU story

Chapter 16: Witching Winter

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

HARIEL XI

It may have started out as a disaster, but the detour was actually turning into a bit of an adventure. At first, Hariel had been cursing Norbert the entire trek from the forest to Woodstown, but her anger had faded since.

Norbert had set off hunting soon after they landed, while Hariel had simply been too exhausted to climb back onto her back. It wasn’t before Norbert had flown off that Hariel jerkily recalled how long a dragon could hunt. Norbert’s longest hunt to date had lasted five days. Unchained dragons could forage and search land and sea for prey until they had their fill, but then they could sometimes go even longer without needing to feed again.

The plan was to find shelter, rest up and fly back home as soon as Norbert returned, but then Hariel met Cregan Stark. Well, she met a lot of new people, but Cregan was… he just wasn’t what Hariel had expected.

Though at first, Cregan had been sceptical to her magic, and Ellard unsure if Hariel was truly the ‘witch of Dragonstone’, so she proved both points on the walk to castle Hornwood.

Plucking a frozen pinecone off a tree she aimed her wand. Hariel had wanted to impress, so she’d put some effort into her spell-casting. With a few transfigurations she turned it into a wooden lantern in the shape of a hollow pinecone, and then set a bluebell fire burning in the centre. She’d used the same spells the night before, though she’d put a lot more effort into making this one pretty.

“This is a bluebell pinecone lantern.” Hariel named it, and held it up by the handle so the stunned watchers could see properly. “It casts plenty of warmth and light, but does not burn.” and to demonstrate, she stuck her hand into the middle of the fire.

“Don’t-!”

Several jerked forwards to stop Hariel from doing something so stupid as putting her hand into fire. An improved change from the Targaryens.

“See?” She said, wiggling her hand in the tickling warm fire. “It does no harm. It feels closer to warm fog.”

Cregan took the lantern carefully before daring to try it himself.

“It’s true.” He marvelled, and then everyone wanted to try put their hands into fire. They were so fascinated, they remained out in the cold for nearly and half an hour more, before Cregan reluctantly made to return the lantern.

Hariel shook her head. “Keep it.” She insisted.

“I heard you turned six and ten a week ago, and I have imposed on your company unprepared. It is only a small gift, but it should hold its shape at least for a fortnight. The pinecone remembers what it was, and with time the magic will fade and it will return to its true form. Until then; please enjoy the heat of the lantern, and happy nameday, my lord.”

Once Hariel finished her business with Lord Hornwood and Norbert still wasn’t back by nightfall, Cregan had invited her to join him to Winterfell. As Norbert was more likely to find Hariel on the road than within some castle, she’d agreed.

“I’ve heard tales of your castle, it’s rumoured to rival the Red Keep in size.”

“It’s bigger.” Cregan said confidently. “That’s what the Maester claims. Winterfell is not as tall, but built over a bigger footprint, however…” Cregan’s expression tightened.

“It wouldn’t be just of me to bring you along without warning you of the situation. It won’t encumber you, lady Hariel, or I wouldn’t have invited you, but things might be tense when we return to WInterfell. I’ve come of age now, so by law I am the Lord of Winterfell and Warden of the North, and yet my uncle still sits in my seat as regent… It is my duty to assist my people in winter, but this trip was no more than an errand and not half as dire as my uncle claimed it was. I suspect it was a move to get me out of Winterfell for my nameday.”

“You believe he’s trying to…” Hariel trailed off before she put her foot in her mouth. Saying; “is he trying to usurp you?” aloud was perhaps jumping to conclusions and words one couldn’t use lightly around here. Especially with a Great House Hariel knew as little about as the Starks.

“Do you think Bennard Stark feels entitled to keep his position as regent longer than is his due?” She settled for.

“I hope I’m mistaken.” Cregan grumbled. “However… He’s mentioned a few times that winter is a dangerous time to destabilise the Northern rulership. That if it’s a hard winter even lords might die, and that his line is more secure than mine. It’s true. He’s got three sons to succeed him, but by law I am the Warden of the North and Winterfell mine.” Cregan declared, sounding so confident in a way Hariel nearly envied. Hariel did not think she'd ever been so sure of her place in life.

Though she also felt for him. If the Dursleys had ever known of her Gringotts vault and the small fortune left behind by her parents, they’d have emptied it before Hariel was even two years old.

As soon as the thought crossed her mind, a horrible jolt coursed through her chest.

What had happened to her money and belongings after Hariel disappeared? By now, was she declared dead back home? Like her parents? Then what happened to her vault? Was it the Dursleys by law now? She had no will, so it must have gone to her closest living relative: aunt Petunia.

The thought made her furious. Hariel had been left with next to nothing here, while they might be spending her inheritance on a new car and that summer house in Majorca uncle Vernon had always talked about.

“Then perhaps I can help jog your uncle’s memory?” Hariel looked up through her lashes.”Dragons gets even the most stubborn souls moving with haste, so maybe if you returned with one, your uncle would find the motivation to get his arse out of your seat faster.”

Startled, Cregan laughed deep in his belly, eyes crinkling. It made Hariel warmly happy, with the strangest urge to hide while feeling simultaneously as if she should be standing ten feet tall. Ellard looked across the room bemused, and they’d set off for Winterfell early next morning.

As Lords, Cregan and Ellard were not of the same breed of nobles as those back in the Crownlands. For one; she hadn’t seen many nobles who’d share their table with smallfolk to hear news. Not outside the whor*houses.

Both Ellard and Cregan had dark hair and grey eyes, but didn’t look like each other. Ellard’s curly hair was cut short, with a square face while his eyes were smaller and darker than Cregan’s.

Cregan Stark wasn’t pretty the way Ser Qarl was, or anywhere near as polished as the Targaryens or Velaryons. He had strong shoulders yet a leaner built than Ellard, with wavy brown hair reaching past his shoulders kept back by a leather string. His face was long, with a slight hook on his nose, and pale grey eyes like a winter storm. For a sixteen year old, his voice was unexpectedly deep, and his tone often intimidated people. Hariel was used to facing dragons though, and Hagrid’s looks was more intimidating than most, so it didn’t have quite the same effect on her as others.

He definitely made her nervous, but not in a bad way.

Of course, the two Northern Lords were still nobles, Hariel noticed that. Ordering people around and expecting deference, but they were a far more down to earth version of lordlings than she’d grown used to, and she automatically responded to it by relaxing.

They just had a blunt, direct way about them, and practicality was far more valued than perfection. Cregan was very hands-on, his friend Ellard too. A refreshing change from what Hariel had grown familiar with amongst the royals, who got testy if their personal cupbearer wasn’t there to pour their wine.

“-there hasn’t been an official announcement about whom Aegon will marry, though Ser Laenor thinks it’ll be one of Lord Baratheon’s daughters. They are closer in age than any of Jason Lannister’s daughters.” Hariel shared, riding alongside Cregan on the journey to Winterfell at the front of the party to melt the snow. It eased the way for the horses, and she’d gone the extra step and lit up their lanterns with bluebell flames. Normally it was impossible to use them on the road, but Hariel’s magic wasn’t restricted by lacking wax or too much jostling.

It had also helped calm down the more magic-paranoid guards to see magic used in such a practical way as shuffling snow.

They had been travelling for three days, but were actually making very good time, and most of it had been spent swapping stories. Cregan and Ellard had told a lot about life in the North and their respective castles; though both openly favoured Winterfell.

Eventually Hariel had started sharing news of her own. From the way they talked, it seemed Northmen rarely concerned themselves with the happenings in the South, but the royals were an exception. It was for many.

“House Targaryen has closer ties to the Baratheons than the Lannisters.” Cregan mused, “I believe Princess Rhaenys mother was a Baratheon?”

“Yes.” Hariel agreed. “Princess Rhaenys grandsons have all inherited the Baratheon dark hair.” At least that’s what their parents insisted. Both of them. Quite vehemently. And Hariel had no room to say otherwise. They didn’t look like Laenor, but Hariel had never seen Harwin Strong, and they sure hadn’t looked much like Larys Strong either, that creepy man back at King’s Landing and their rumoured uncle.

“Their sister does not though. Princess Visenya favours her mother’s colouring, but she makes the exact same expression as Prince Joffrey when laughing. I guess only time will tell how the next one will look. Measter Gerardys believes it shouldn’t be more than a couple moons before the Princess gives birth again. Maybe less.”

“I’ve lost track of how many there are.” Ellard admitted. “The Maesters record the royal family tree for each raven carrying a birth announcement, but there’s been so many. How many children does the crown Princess have?”

“Four, and pregnant with her fifth.” Hariel summarized. “King Viserys also has four more, and Prince Daemon has two. Making House Targaryen thirteen members in name, though that’s without counting spouses or the unborn babe.”

“What about you?” Ellard asked, eyeing Hariel. “Why aren’t you at court vying for Prince Aegon’s favour? You’re a dragonrider and a ward of his sister.”

The remark was so thought provoking Hariel turned around in her saddle to give Ellard an incredulous look. “Aegon? No. No. No.” She shook her head, needing to make this perfectly clear. “No. Absolutely not.”

Ellard’s smile turned positively wicked. “Oho! Can it be you are so far North because you are running away?”

“Yes, you seem uneasy with the suggestion alone… Why?” Cregan asked, unknowingly opening a can of worms inside Hariel’s head.

Sure, Aegon could be very charming. With a boyish playfulness and a careless approach to his entitled station that was refreshing compared to his tightly composed family – so a lot of people overlooked the fact he was not a very nice person underneath the smiles.

There were circulating rumours of both rape and bastards, and she was inclined to believe it true. Hariel hadn’t known it at the time - since she’d been busy settling in at Dragonstone - but Baela had been angry when one of her personal maids back at Driftmark was changed soon after her mother’s death. The maid was fifteen, pregnant and the boy she birthed was silver haired and purple eyed. Some said it was Daemon who slept with the maid at his wife’s funeral, but Hariel had never seen him look twice at the castle staff, and it didn’t quite fit.

Aegon though? He’d been flirting with any female crossing his path at Driftmark, and this was far from the only tale like that. Aegon seemed to be leaving children in his wake without giving a sh*t what became of them. And for Hariel, who grew up an unloved orphan desperately craving for her parents, that poked at a very inflamed nerve.

How could someone with so much wealth have so little to share? If Aegon just stopped drinking his precious Arbour Red – the most expensive wine possible - for a single week, and used the unspent coin on his rumoured bastards instead, it’d probably be enough to feed and clothe several of them for a bloody year.

It disgusted Hariel, and made her compare Aegon to his older sister who was also rumoured to have illegitimate children. Many thought Aegon should be the heir to the Iron Throne because he’d been born with a penis, but Hariel could not fathom why anyone would want a ruler who couldn’t even be bothered to look after his own kids.

If that’s truly how he treated his own blood: how would he treat everyone else?

Regardless if Rhaenyra’s children were legitimate or not, she raised each one of them to the best of her ability and loved them unconditionally. Proving she could at least look after the welfare of another human being than herself – a pretty crucial trait in a ruling monarch. Who’s main job was to… well, look after the welfare of other human beings.

Hariel didn’t even know for sure if it was true, it was only hushed rumours overheard, but it was hard to dismiss outright when it fit uncomfortably well with what she'd glimpsed of his behaviour in the past.

Hariel grimaced, “Er’, I don’t know Prince Aegon well, except he’s a good flier and enjoys his pleasures in excess, but if it’s not a Lannister, Tully or Baratheon, there are other dragonriders who’d be more likely to marry him.”

“Whom might that be?” Ellard asked.

“… Prince Daemon’s daughters.” Hariel admitted. Not that she wanted Baela or Rhaena to be stuck with Aegon either, but it was just a fact the twins would be suggested before Hariel, especially if Helaena ended up betrothed to Jace.

She’d done the political matchmaking game in her head already.

Disregarding the Great Houses; If Jacaerys was betrothed to Helaena, Baela would probably be betrothed to Lucerys instead, the future lord of Driftmark, while Rhaena stood a good chance of being tied to Aegon. He was below Joffrey in the line of succession to the Iron Throne, but still the second child of the King, closer in age, and it’d give him his “Valyrian bride” – which had been the whole point of his and Helaena’s broken betrothal to begin with.

Of course, that all depended on whether Daemon ever showed at court again. Though he was very fond of his niece Rhaenyra (in a way Hariel desperately hoped she was reading too much into), it was no secret Daemon disliked his nephews. Allowing such a match might be beyond him.

Merlin, Hariel missed the days when she did not understand the twisted logic to Targaryen marriages, but alas… She knew what they were after now. Wealth, armies, Valyrian blood and dragons.

And speaking of:

“Is that the dragon?!” The tall burly guard named Osric called, pointing to a dark shape in the clouds.

It was.

Hariel immediately jumped down from her borrowed horse, “Please get down from your mounts and retreat. I’ll be going forwards to call on Norbert, but the horses will probably get spooked by her approach. They’re not familiar with dragons.”

Cregan and Ellard heeded her advice, but there was a guard who hesitated.

“We should ride away then-”

“Don’t! You might get thrown off!” Hariel snapped, pushed the reins of her own mount into Cregan’s hands and set off running through the snow. It was slow, but it’d be better to gain as much distance between them before she called Norbert.

She raised her wand in the air, shooting out red sparks that flew high. The shade in the clouds started circling, so Hariel did it again, and finally Norbert appeared.

Sister!” Norbert’s hiss reached her ears just before the dragon nearly crashed into the ground.

“Norbert?” Hariel asked, worried about her hard landing.

However she jumped right up again, and what followed had Hariel as shocked as the people behind her, but probably in a very different way. While the Northmen were left in frightened fascination by their first true encounter with a dragon, Hariel struggled to understand what the hell Norbert was up to.

What are you doing?”

Like a dog sniffing a trail, Norbert stuffed her nose into the ground, her spiked tail swishing high in the air, and walked forwards on her hind legs, scraping her chest along the ground and drilling her head into the snow.

The clouds fell out of the sky, and now they cover the ground!”

Do you mean the snow?” Hariel said.

Snow! Yes! So much snow!” Norbert enthused, snorting scolding hot air into the snow and making it melt over her head. “Make a den of clouds with me, sister! It keeps melting and melting!”

Of all the times Norbert had to act like the juvenile she was, it had to be now? In front of Cregan? After she talked so big of how scary she could be?

Tremble before her mighty dragon; Norbert the snow eater.

If she got her tongue stuck on some icicle, Hariel might die of embarrassment.

Hariel saw Winterfell for the first time from astride Norbert’s back, and from her first glance knew Cregan had not exaggerated its size. Winterfell was not as tall as the Red Keep, but its footprint sprawled far wider. Hogwarts would’ve fit within the Goodswood alone – and Winterfell castle was built all the way around that little wood.

While Cregan rode up to the great main gates to meet Bennard Stark and his sons -- who’d thoughtfully showed up outside with quite a lot of armed guards for the return of the new Lord of Winterfell -- Hariel made Norbert circle over the town sized castle a couple times.

Winterfell was a series of constructions over a village sized area, defended all the way around by two massive walls of grey granite with a wide moat between them. The outer wall was eighty feet high, and the inner one a hundred feet. There were a dozen courtyards, several towers, the great keep, the glass gardens and Hariel was told the crypts underneath reached several levels into the earth and which, if Cregan spoke true, was larger than Winterfell itself.

That was impossible for Hariel to picture, but if it was somehow true, she suddenly understood how some people had gotten lost in the crypts and never found their way back. It’d be a whole town of darkness, inhabited by nothing but earth, stone, bones and ghost.

After she had an overview she navigated Norbert to land a little behind the gates, and jumped off, worried showing up with a dragon had caused Bennard Stark to gather his men to protect the castle.

Do not roam too far, Norbert. If you keep close, we can build a snow den together later. Do you promise to do so?”

I promise!” Norbert agreed happily, flapping her wings and looking around curiously. Hariel hoped she waited with digging snow caves just a little longer. First impressions could only be made once, and Norbert already screwed up with one Stark.

They were waiting for her when she reached the gate. “Uncle, may I introduce lady Hariel Potter of Britain, rider of the dragon Norbert and ward of Princess Rhaenyra Targaryen.” Cregan said, placing a hand on her back to pull her into the conversation. It was a gentle touch, and his hand lowered back to his side almost at once - but Hariel was left very aware of their height difference, how close he stood, and that she didn’t mind.

“Welcome Lady Hariel,” Bennard said, nodding curtly while his dark grey eyes swept between Hariel, his nephew and Norbert.

“Lord Bennard.” Hariel said, mentally shaking the cobwebs away, glad the cold was an excellent excuse for apple red cheeks.

“These are my cousins,” Cregan continued the introductions, pointing them out in turn. “Benjen, Brandon and Elric.”

Benjen was the oldest, maybe eighteen or nineteen, while Brandon was Aemond’s age and Elric around the same as the twins.

“We met in Woodstown," Cregan said, "-and I invited her to join me back to see Winterfell for herself.”

Lord Bennard kept stoic. A tall, bear of a man Hariel found impossible to read, though his sons were shifting uneasily.

“I was very pleased to accept the invitation from the Warden of the North. My dragon Norbert is quite taken with all the snow of this country, so this was perfect.” Hariel said, while using her best smile and ignoring the tight glances passing between the cousins. “Winterfell is magnificent, lord Cregan. You told me, but I had to see it to believe it.”

“A bit like your dragon.” Ellard said, sounding smug as he glanced back at Norbert. “Just wait to you see the dragon fire, Lord Bennard. Lady Hariel said she was willing to give a demonstration.”

“All in time. Let’s settle in first.” Cregan said. “We’ve been travelling for days, and as my nameday passed while I was on the road we should make amends. Tell steward Tobin to prepare for a nameday feast, uncle.”

Bennard frowned. “It’s winter-”

“Yes. I’m perfectly aware its winter, uncle. We’ve withstood its bitter bite to and from House Hornwood for an errand which you could’ve sorted out with some patience and a couple of ravens.” Cregan said harshly.

“Coming into my inheritance is a big event that should be appropriately celebrated. We also have an important guest, uncle. Norbert is the first dragon to come north in decades, and Lady Hariel is a ward of House Targaryen. We will show her the same hospitality as was afforded to my father when he was in the capital two decades ago.”

Holy sh*t.

Cregan had warned her, but it wasn’t before now Hariel realised how dire this could get.

It was suddenly very real. She was in the middle of a succession strife, and she might have been the one to offer Norbert as a game piece, but Hariel wasn’t sure what she’d do if this got out of hand. If Bennard didn’t yield control.

Then what?

There was a quiet standoff between nephew and uncle, before Bennard gave in. Hariel didn’t think this would be it, but for now, at least in front of Hariel - and especially in full view of her dragon -- no more would be said.

One of the first places Hariel visited in Winterfell was the Maester’s turret, to write a message to Hagrid.

Cregan’s invitation to see Winterfell aside, Norbert was still not in a mood to fly home either – not that Hariel had tried hard to convince her otherwise.

Hariel knew Hagrid was probably worried, but it’s not as if Norbert’s behaviour was unheard of. The Targaryens liked to keep the illusion of absolute control of their dragons, but it just wasn’t true, or the chains would never have been necessary - and both Hariel and Hagrid had heard stories of a time or two when a rider was taken off for a trip. Like Aemond’s trips to Dragonstone, or when Ser Laenor had once left with Seasmoke for a fortnight with no warning.

Really: this detour was almost to be expected, and Hariel had never seen the North. Not to mention: wouldn’t it be rude to turn down an invitation from the Warden of the North?

“Thank you, Maester. I’ll write the message right away.” Hariel said when the man handed over a piece of parchment cut to the size for a raven message, an inkwell and a quill.

“You can use my desk, lady Hariel, and I’ll send your missive with a raven down to White Harbour. They have a raven that can fly the last stretch to Dragonstone.”

“So we’re so far North that one raven can not fly the entire trip alone?” Hariel assumed.

“Precisely.” The Maester responded, fidgeting with the Valyrian link on his Maester’s chain.

Hariel had not been able to send a message from House Hornwood because their White Harbour raven was injured. As a Great House, Winterfell had more ravens than their bannerman, the only exception being House Manderly. As a port city further south who’s main income was trade, Hariel was not surprised House Manderly had ravens that could fly to Dragonstone. At least unless they were shot down, injured, or just badly trained.

Because the messenger birds used in Westeros were hardly post owls.

The Maester of a castle cared for the ravens, and each bird was trained to fly to one destination alone – maybe two if it was a smart one. The birds could not carry a whole scroll either, so a message had to be confined to a small strip of parchment. The tinier she made her handwriting, the more she could fit, but rarely was it more than a handful of sentences.

To Rubeus Hagrid on Dragonstone. Norbert brought me North. I am safe at Winterfell as a guest of Lord Cregan Stark, Warden of the North.

- Lady Hariel Potter of Britain.

Hariel kept to full names and titles to make it obvious who the letter was intended for, since the main issue with ravens was how impossible it was to keep the content private.

The Maesters controlled them, so they read everything written between the Houses. When this missive reached White Harbour, the Maester would open it to see it should be forwarded to Dragonstone, but might see fit to show it to Lord Manderly before sending it onwards. At Dragonstone Maester Gerardys would probably show it to Rhaenyra, who’d again might share it with anyone else who happen to be around – before eventually it’d be given to Hagrid.

“Hm. I see you’ve addressed Lord Cregan as Warden of the North, but Lord Bennard is still regent, lady Hariel. I’d suggest you correct it before sending this to Dragonstone, so not to misinform your foster House.”

Hariel put on a confused frown, playing just a little dumb. Rarely did anyone notice. “I’d rather not. Lord Cregan is the eldest son of the last Warden of the North. By the laws set by House Targaryen and the old Kings of Winter both, Cregan is the Warden of the North now that he’s come of age. It is indisputable. If I was to write otherwise, the Princess might think there was a succession crises in one of the Great Houses, Maester. While I and Norbert are staying with them at that, when that’s not the case, is it?”

“… Of course not.” The Maester said, nodding quickly. “I’ll send this.”

“May I accompany you?” Hariel asked, “Before I came to Westeros I had a personal bird back home, and I sometimes joined Maester Gerardys when he sent ravens.”

“Of course, but it will be cold, my lady. I’d be happy to escort you to your chambers, and I’ll send this afterwards.”

“Isn’t the ravens right above this turret? It’d be a long detour for you. Why don’t you escort me to my rooms after you’ve sent the raven?”

“As you wish, lady Hariel.”

Hariel was given rooms in the Great Keep for her stay. It contained a private solar with a fireplace, and directly connected to her bed chamber, though she wasn’t sure what to spend her time on within there alone. They’d also become aware of her sparse clothing situation.

Hariel had packed a spare dress in her backpack, as dragonriding could certainly call for it; just going through clouds was akin to taking a very cold shower sometimes. Though that left Hariel with only two change of clothes, neither designed for northern winter.

Which was how Hariel met Cregan’s grandmother; Lady Lysa Locke.

“Lady Hariel Potter? You wouldn’t be related to house Potter in the Reach?” Lady Lysa asked when Hariel was shown to the woman’s rooms.

Lysa Locke had been married to Bennard’s father - Cregan’s grandfather -- and acted as the lady of Winterfell, seeing as both her daughter-in-laws had died in childbed and Cregan hadn’t married yet. She was tall and in her fifties. Her grey hair was pulled back and dangled past her hip, with feline blue eyes and a round nose.

“No, I am not. The names have similar pronunciation, but I’m an immigrant to Westeros. I am from an island named Britain.” Hariel said, surprised the woman knew of that house. Even after being drilled in the Houses for most of her life, Princess Rhaenyra had completely forgotten about it before the Maester reminded them there was a very minor House named Potter sworn to House Tyrell.

“Hm. Yes, I hear that. You talk in the back of your throat, all rolling and off. Mind your pronunciation, or some might mistake you for a wildling”

Hariel hummed. “I’m sure my dragon will quickly rectify any misunderstandings.”

“I’m sure.” Lysa agreed, smiling wryly as there was a knock on the door.

“Enter!” Lady Locke called, and a young girl around twelve with bouncy dark curls and big grey eyes stepped inside.

“Ah, there you are, Sara. What did you bring for our guest?”

“I found a couple options, lady Lysa.” Sara said, coming into the room carrying two dresses. She placed them side by side across the table where Lysa was seated. “These two belonged to lady Margaret,” she said, and then added for Hariel’s benefit; “- lord Bennard’s late wife.”

“Generous of my son to lend them. He loved her dearly.” Lysa mused. “Though I must ask what sort of southern lady travels as sparsely as you.”

“The sort who never intended to travel for more than a day,” Hariel answered. “I changed my plans by coming here.”

“Did you now?” Lysa said pleasantly, though her blue eyes were only growing sharper.

“For a dragonrider the world becomes a lot more accessible. It’ll take me only a day to fly home.”

“What a coincidence you’d meet my grandson at castle Hornwood.” Lysa said, sounding like she didn’t think it was coincidental at all. “And that you’d have time to join him back to Winterfell.”

Abruptly, Hariel didn’t want to borrow anything from this woman. She knew what they were assuming, what everyone would presume. It was getting worse for each year, and now even talking to someone of the opposite gender in an empty hallway could get rumours started. It was why Hariel couldn’t truly make male friends without getting sly remarks – she even had to keep Jace and Luce at a distance, who were kids.

But maybe the worst part was that this time Lysa wasn’t wrong to be suspicious.

“He’s the Warden of the North.” Hariel said.

Lysa’s eyes tightened, but until someone outright said otherwise; Hariel would play dumb to the inner political struggle of House Stark. She couldn’t help wonder where Lysa stood on the matter though. Cregan was her grandson, but Bennard was her only living son.

“Turning down the invitation would’ve been an insult to House Stark, and at the time I was in a pinch. Norbert flew off to hunt, leaving me stranded.” Hariel met the woman’s gaze stubbornly. Because so what if she liked Cregan? Was that a crime? After all the nagging about marriage and betrothals over the last years, was Hariel now going to be admonished for taking a liking to someone “appropriate” too?

Hariel reached out and fiddled with the sleeve of the grey dress on the table. The texture was coarser and thicker than southern fabrics, with high necks and several, heavy layers. They looked warm.

“These are beautiful gowns, and it’s very generous of you to let me borrow them, but I’m finding Winterfell unexpectedly warm. I need to wash my attires, but the two I have will keep me warm enough while I’m inside, and my coat should suffice whenever I venture beyond the Great Keep.”

“It’s the hot springs that keeps it warm,” Sara piped up, flushing when Hariel turned to her.

“What do you mean?”

“Winterfell is built on hot springs." Lysa said, "The hot water moves through pipes in the walls, keeping the castle warm through winter.”

“Oh. Like hydronics.

Lysa and Sara blinked at her, and Hariel quickly continued, as they’d never have heard the word before. “It’s a heating system where they’d put pipes into the floor with warm water circulating. It’s not in the walls, though – they warm the house from the floor instead. My uncle back home he- It does not matter.” Hariel waved it off. “It’s very comfortable here. And this was done all the way back when the castle was built?”

“Winterfell was built in stages. The First Keep came first, raised eight thousand years ago by Bran the Builder, and the Great Keep came some time later.” Sara said.

Hariel smiled. “We haven’t been introduced. I’m Hariel Potter.”

“I’m Sara, and it's an honour to meet a dragonrider, lady Hariel! I saw Norbert flying above Winterfell before.”

“She's also my bastard granddaughter.” Lysa said, beating around the bush with a no nonsense tone. “Cregan’s sister, Sara Snow.”

“I was not aware he had any siblings, but it’s nice to meet you Sara. Winterfell is majestic from both ground and air.”

“Didn’t Cregan even mention his brother?” Lysa asked curiously.

“No. Only his cousins. I haven’t been introduced to his brother either, but then I've only been here a few hours.”

“Oh no, you won’t be meeting Jonnel. He caught a fever last winter and burned up from it. Lysa said briskly. “It just seems there’s quite a few things Cregan has failed to mention.”

“That’s why I came here. To learn more of Winterfell and your House.” Hariel said, “Though talking of the dead can be a painful subject. Mostly I heard of his uncle, and some annoyance over the errands he was made to run in this weather.”

"Hm." Lysa sighed, her shoulders tense, and changed the subject instead.

“Sara will bring the dresses to your chambers, lady Hariel. They’re not as decorative as your southern gowns, but they’ll serve you far better during your stay. You’ll need something to wear while your travelling attires are cleaned, and though the Great Keep never freezes, it’s still winter. The warm walls do their best to keep winter out, but already I feel the chill crawling in."

Never Tickle a Sleeping Dragon - QuillQ (2)

Notes:

I'm keeping the castles to book sized in this fic, because they are just so HUGE there, and I see that as part of the magic of that world. Massive Great castles to go with the massive dragons and giants etc. A lot of the castles in the TV version are barely the size of storage rooms compared to what’s in the books. Just the defending walls of Winterfell is supposed to be 100 feet tall (30 meters) An average indoor room height in apartments (today) are approximately 7.8 feet (2.4 m) height, and with floor spacing between stories you can round up to about 9.8 feet (3m) per floor. With 100 feet (30m), that means the protective walls around winterfell is basically a 10 story high construction. That goes around acres of land.

And there’s two such walls before you are past the entrance.
The godswood alone is 3 acres and inside these walls, with winterfell built around the damn woods. When you reach those sizes you have to count it as a freaking town instead of a castle.
It’s a bit peculiar (but understandable with budgets etc.) that the TV-show kept The Wall the same height as the books (I think), but not any of the other castles of the Great Houses such as Winterfell/Caterly Rock etc.

Also, I take offence with the roofs at Winterfell in the TV-show. They are WAY too flat for the castle's location. Maybe they could work down south, there's a little bit of angle there, but not the NORTH! Flat roofs are massive snow collecters, causing structural damage from the immense loads of ice and snow, and it'll start to leak or even cave in. Snowy places needs steep roofs so the snow falls off naturally. It's the fundamentals of gravity. Seriously. Look at any winter town in the world: the steeper the better - and this happens everywhere.
Except Winterfell.

Maybe it's magic that's kept the roofs up. Or maybe the Starks has sent a series of unfortunate souls shoveling snow off the roofs for 8000 years. (And we thought the Lannisters were assholes. )

If you couldn't tell from my rambling, I'm an architecture nerd, and such details bugs me. They just do.

Thank you so much for reading the chapter!

Chapter 17: Daydreamers

Notes:

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

HAGRID I

Hagrid had been anxious an' stressed many times in his life. He’d lived through the terror of Grindelwald an’ You-know-who both. He’d been expelled, had his wand snapped an' lost almost everythin’ when his hut was blasted into another world - then he’d had ter start his life over at the age of sixty four. He was not a young man anymore – basically ancient ter most here in Westeros – an' he hadn’t had a family since his dad died over fifty years ago.

Today was one of those days he felt the strain on his shoulders all too well. Even the dragons couldn’t cheer him up.

Hagrid aimed his pink umbrella an’ used the volcano spell ter cover the area in its odour, makin' the young dragons ecstatic. At present, Hagrid was in charge of the horse sized black dragon Ebrion, the grey Stormcloud, copper shaded Morghul, silver coloured Thunderstrike an' the pink little hatchling Morning.

Hagrid thought Ebrion was gettin' too big for the dragon daycare, so Rhaena might have ter bring her dragon back ter Driftmark soon, an' if she went, Baela an' Moondancer might go too.

It’d be sad ter not have them around the castle, but better ter spread the dragons out. Dragonstone was a good place for dragons ter roam, but it had a limited amount of space. Especially when some of the inhabitants were the sizes of the Cannibal, Vhagar, Caraxes, Silverwing an' Sheepstealer.

Hagrid hooked his umbrella-wand back on his belt, thinkin' of how Dumbledore had never believed him guilty of that horrible business with the Chamber. It’d been Tom Riddle – the man who’d become the Dark Lord a couple decades later.

Dumbledore had always thought Hagrid’s expulsion an injustice, an' saved him at his most helpless. Homeless, parentless an' with no future, while everyone else had looked away. So after givin’ him his hut an' a position as Gamekeeper assistant, the brilliant man had repaired Hagrid’s broken wand too. He’d only needed a simple reparo! A second year spell! As if Hagrid’s wand was no more difficult ter mend than a chipped teacup.

It did not change the sting of his expulsion, he would never graduate, but at least he’d been given access ter his dear wand again. Dumbledore had then disguised it as a pink umbrella, winked, an' said: “Only for emergencies, Hagrid.”

Well, this was an emergency, wasn’t it, Dumbledore?!

Hariel an’ Norbert: both of them gone!

She’d flown off at dawn days ago an' hadn’t been seen since. When they didn’t return that night an' everyone at Dragonstone realised she was missin', Daemon flew ter King’s Landing the next day. Checkin' if Hariel an' Norbert had been delayed there an' why, seein' as neither of them were fond of the place. She’d never chain Norbert just ter stop by a castle. Daemon had come back empty handed though. Not only wasn’t Hariel there, but no guard, servant, maid, noble or royal had spotted her flyin' near the Red Keep at all. Wherever they’d flown off ter, it hadn’t been one of their usual trips around the capital.

There’d been several searches since. Daemon, Laenor, Rhaenys, Aegon, Aemond – even sweet Princess Helaena had just arrived at Dragonstone, havin' been out lookin' for Hariel all day.

Hagrid had wanted ter have faith in her, because even if Hariel wasn’t back, neither was Norbert, so that meant they were together, didn’t it?

Hariel was tough. She was the Girl-Who-Lived, the saviour of the Wizardin’ World an’ James an’ Lily’s kid. She’d survived those blasted Dursleys. She’d proved how capable she was every day since they arrived in Essos, facin' whatever challenge was thrown their way.

Hagrid knew he would have sunk without her too durin' those first few months in Essos. But knowin' Hariel was there, trustin' an' relyin' on him ter make things better, had given him the strength ter not give up. He’d seen so much of his younger self in her then: Hariel had been homeless, parentless an' with no future either, an' now expected Hagrid ter be her Dumbledore, though with no idea how flat he fell in comparison.

Yet it had been what had gotten him out of bed each mornin'. Knowin' she’d be there, expectin’ him ter keep fightin'.

He’d have many pets over his life, known countless children at Hogwarts, but Hariel was the closest he’d ever get ter a kid of his own. No matter her blood, she was family.

An' she was gone.

What if Hariel’s wand had snapped?

Had she brought along a unicorn hair from his trunk this time?

What if she was injured somewhere, an' couldn’t get back up on Norbert?

What if Hariel had fallen off Norbert?

Fortunately, his spiralling thoughts were sidetracked by an unexpected visitor.

“Princess Helaena? What’re yeh doin’ here?”

He’d seen her arrive half an hour before, but assumed the princess would go straight ter the castle after Dreamfyre was settled, not come down here ter the dragon daycare. Disheveled an' drenched - she hadn’t even changed from her flying attire.

“I did not find Hariel.”

“Oh, right, I heard. Thank yeh fer tryin’ though. Where exactly did yeh fly?”

“I searched the air over the Crownlands and the Narrow Sea.” Helaena answered.

“Yeh should’ve gone North.”

“North?” Helaena said bewildered. “Why would she fly there?”

“Don't know why, but that’s the direction Hariel is.” Hagrid walked over ter show the princess the Navigator compass.

The uncertainty had driven Hagrid stir crazy. He’d needed ter know she was alive, so Hagrid had spent most of the day turnin' the interior of his expandable chest inside out for this compass.

Back when he was tasked ter give her the Hogwarts letter, Hagrid had gone lookin' for Hariel with that instrument which Dumbledore leant him. Hagrid thought he’d given the compass back -- except he suspected he’d glimpsed it durin' their mad packing spree the night they’d been chased out of the fishin' town in Essos.

It wasn’t anythin’ fancy. A magical compass that pointed at what one searched for, though it required a sample of the target, an' then the arrow would point towards its source. If one was lookin' for their lost dog, yeh put a hair from the dog in. One could use a cat hair, or a bird feather, or a twig from a broom, a leaf from a plant – or a human hair.

It could easily be fooled though; a simple maskin' charm would throw it off. So it hadn’t worked while Hariel was at Privet Drive, but it had started workin' when the Dursleys had tried ter hide her away somewhere else. It’s how he found her in that hut on the rock on her eleventh birthday. Hagrid could’ve gotten there sooner in the day, it’d probably have frightened Hariel less, but he’d needed ter finish her birthday cake, didn’t he?

Eventually Hagrid found the navigator compass in the box of dried kelpie seaweed. Of all the places. He’d pushed in one of Hariel’s hairs from her hairbrush, an' felt a hundred tons lighter when the needle started turnin'.

Since then, the needle had remained rock still pointed north. Maybe a little bit westwards too.

“Yeh see the arrow? It’s pointed at Hariel. If one flies in this direction long enough, that’s where she’ll be.” He gave her the compass an' demonstrated how it worked.

“This is astonishing. I’ve never seen anything akin to it.” Helaena said, turnin' the compass around an' watchin' as the arrow stayed true towards its source. “This means Hariel may be somewhere in the Vale? Or northern Riverlands perhaps?”

“Or the North.”

“The dragons never fly that far unless ordered. They don’t like the cold, not even in summer.”

“Aye, but Norbert is not like yer dragons. Back home, Swedish Short-Snouts lives on cold mountaintops where there’s snow nearly all year around, far away from humans. The north might be closer ter home for her than this volcano. She sure hates the smells here.”

Helaena’s expression became troubled. “I am regretful, Rubeus, I can see you are deeply worried, but I can not fly north without leave from my father. It’s much too far to fly in one trip and I can not travel alone, but Dreamfyre will not allow me bring a knight. She has little patience for carrying passengers compared to her fellow dragon brethren.” Helaena said, twistin' her hands worriedly. “We will tell Ser Laenor or Prince Daemon when they return though. They can go.”

“Yeah, I figured. Besides, yeh just arrived, princess. Yeh should get ter the castle for some food an’ sleep.”

“I will.” Helaena murmured, an' handed the compass back. “Why did you not inform of this sooner? If accurate, I believe my brother and Princess Rhaenys flew off in the wrong directions.”

“I did not know I had it before today. I had ter search a while, an’ when I found it all the dragonriders were already out, while the ones left can’t go.” Hagrid sighed.

Princess Rhaenyra couldn’t go flyin' in her condition, pregnant with what Hagrid thought might be twins, while her sons an' the twins didn’t have dragons large enough for this.

Dang it, if Hagrid only had Sirius old motorbike then he could’ve flown out himself, couldn’t he? He always got nauseous ridin' at great speeds when he wasn’t in control, like those blasted Gringotts carts, but it was different when he could steer himself. He didn’t get sick then.

It did no good longin' for what was gone though. Did nothin’ good but make him sad an' mad. Here there were no motorbike that could take his weight an' fly him wherever he wanted. No. Here there were only dragons.

“There was a raven.” Helaena muttered, lookin' somewhere next ter Hagrid’s arm. “It was lost in a storm.”

“No wonder, the weather is gettin’ worse. Sure many ravens gets lost in such conditions. I’m surprised more of yeh aren’t back actually.”

But then, Princess Rhaenyra had mentioned somethin’ about this, hadn’t she? The Princess expected most of the dragonriders were being hosted by noble houses through Westeros this night. Like Princess Rhaenys, who would spend the night at Storm’s End, her mother’s family, after searchin' above the Stormlands for Hariel.

“The raven was in my dream,” Helaena corrected. “I dream sometimes, and I have been wondering for a while if…” The princess trailed off, actin’ pretty uncomfortable. She fidgeted with her hands, an' glanced nervously towards the other dragon handlers across the room. Inno was talkin’ with the new recruit, an' the guard who’d escorted Helaena in was by the door, coverin' a yawn.

“I wonder if there are dreamers back in your lands, Rubeus Hagrid?”

“Sure. I dream most nights meself, little princess. Except those nights I just black out an' don’t remember a single thing.”

Helaena smiled, but it was a sad thing. “I mean dragon dreams.”

“Oh! Yeh mean seein’ the future in visions an' stuff? Sure, had plenty of them back home. Most had a chance ter learn the subject, but few were truly gifted in it though.” He suddenly realized what she was hintin' at. “Yeh have visions, princess?”

“I… think I do. I have these dreams at times,” Helaena said, “Strange, bewildering and not always when I sleep either, but they feel like they are true.”

“Oh?” Hagrid asked,

“It must sound odd to you.”

“Not at all, princess. Look who yer talkin’ ter.”

Helaena looked at him then, reactin' as if this was truly the first time she’d noticed Hagrid’s differences.

Bless her, but she was a rare one, wasn’t she? Hagrid always like Princess Helaena best of the dragon bunch. Who followed spiders down the hallway an’ listened with rapt attention to his stories of Aragog’s life from an egg ter meeting his wife, Mosag.

“Why do the dreams worry yeh? Why do yeh think them true?”

“It is hard to explain… My family does not understand it either, but Aemond suggested I ask you and Hariel about the matter.” Helaena sat down at a rocky black boulder, smoothin' out her skirts as she spoke.

“Sometimes I have… what I think others may regard as ‘normal dreams’, which have little rhyme or meaning, but then there will be other nights - or even waking moment -- where a dream will come to me, but this time the images in my head feels different. I was on Driftmark the first time I saw a raven fly into a storm, and it felt significant, but I could not… give a reasonable argument for why.” Helaena said, her cheeks flushed an’ her voice tight.

“It flew into a storm and it was lost, and I saw it land in sharp pieces of broken shells… the trouble is: I did not know what it meant. Then after I learned Hariel and Norbert were missing, I had this sensation that the dream had come to pass. However, that vagueness is how it often is. It’s all symbolism, and I require hindsight to understand.”

“So yer a seer?” Hagrid summarized, noddin' along. That was pretty interestin', but not really his main concern. Not with Hariel missin’ an all, but what else could he do? Hagrid wasn’t bein’ of any help in findin’ Hariel, but maybe he could help Helaena.

“A what?”

“A seer? Someone who can see the future? You’ve got an inner eye? We have several names for it back home.”

Helaena bit her lip. “I am not sure. Some of the members of House Targaryen are blessed with dragon dreams. They give us warnings of things to come, but what I see is always so… confusing.”

“Sounds like a typical Seer ter me.” Hagrid said with a nod, sittin' down on the ground next ter Helaena’s boulder. It put them at about the same eye-line.

“There was a witch I knew back home, Trewlaney. I think she saw a fair bit but kept misunderstanding everythin’ she saw. She came down ter me hut once, all scared an' worried, tellin’ me ter be on guard since I was doomed ter get trapped in the jaws of a beast. I worked with a bunch of animals so I asked which one, but she couldn’t say. So I blew off her warnings – but next month I got my puppy Fang, an' he was a bit of a biter in the beginnin'.” Hagrid chortled. “Why do yeh think I named him Fang, eh?”

Helaena’s lips twitched, makin' a short giggle sound, but didn’t look up from her lap. “My dream is why I joined the search. Of course I am driven by fear for Hariel’s wellbeing as well, but mother did not want me to go in such weather, yet I had this feeling Hariel is the raven lost in storms. If I could prove this one was true… then all the others might be as well. I need to know.”

“Why do yeh think Hariel was the raven though?” Hagrid hummed. “Is it the raven black hair? Or because she’s a flier? Huh… Maybe ravens isn’t the worst pick of animal ter describe ‘er.”

Helaena’s face fell. “I could not tell for sure. I still do not understand all of that dream. Even if I’m right about Hariel being the lost raven, I do not understand the rest. The storm? The broken shells? What is the meaning of seeing something that will happen in the future, when it can only be understood in hindsight? What good are warnings of dangers, when it can never be changed?” Helaena shook her head, a tremblin' hand massaging her temple.

“It’ll be alright. Yer not the first ter have had this struggle, Princess. It is a difficult thing, seein' beyond the rest of us – an' yeh know: ravens are common ter see in divination.” Hagrid suddenly remembered. “They’re all over the books an’ stuff. They’ve got a bad reputation since some think of them like dark omens for loss or death. But they’re dead clever, tough an' talking birds. Very misunderstood creatures, ravens are.” He scratched his jaw thoughtfully. “I may actually have a book that covers some seer stuff. It’ll be in English though...”

The idea of translatin' the book ter common tongue made him grimace, but if it’d help sweet but confused Helaena understand her visions better, he needed ter try. It could be mentally straining for seers ter not understand their own minds. It would be for anyone.

“You do?”

“Yeah, I’ll look fer it, see if I can translate a few pages, but not now, alright? With Hariel an’ Norbert gone, I just can’t…” Hagrid choked up, his bottom lip wobbling as a rush of fear overcame him again.

“Hariel is very fortunate to have someone who cares as much as you do.” Helaena remarked wistfully.

No. It was Hagrid who was fortunate ter have Hariel, an' though Helaena had distracted him for a little while, the fear returned with a vengeance.

Hagrid glanced at the compass, an' then over at the dragon daycare where Morning an' Thunderstrike was spittin' sparks in each other’s faces. He needed ter do somethin’. He couldn’t just sit an’ wait anymore.

But what could Hagrid do?

What would Dumbledore have done?

Come ter think on it, he’d probably have given Hagrid a useful trinket, some wise advice, an’ sent him along ter do the job.

So instead, perhaps what Hagrid should ask was: What would Hariel have done?

HARIEL XII

Hariel peaked her head out the door, but had no idea which direction to go.

It was dawn, and the hallway was empty with only a cold draft passing by, but Hariel really needed help with her dress. She couldn’t reach the fastening along the back, and it was hard to charm what she couldn’t see. Hariel would hate to tear apart a borrowed gown not even a full day after she arrived.

Her first day at Winterfell had been spent settling Norbert in the biggest courtyard of the castle with Cregan and Ellard. After days on the road she hadn’t expected them to stay outside longer than necessary, but she was not so secretly pleased they did.

“We could not call ourself true northmen if we left a southern maiden by her lonesome to the cold while we huddled inside.” Cregan said lightly.

“Any ‘true northmen’ knows its common sense to seek the nearest warm hearth wherever available.” Ellard had muttered under his breath, rolling his eyes. The remark was meant for Cregan alone, but Hariel overheard, and ducked her head to hide her smile. Almost giddy to realise Cregan was out here because he wanted to, not because he was required to.

They’d ended up sharing a snow picnic next to her dragon with flowing bluebell flames for heat, and Hariel had demonstrated all the tricks she could make Norbert comply to as dining entertainment. Cregan had been very impressed, especially when Hariel convinced Norbert to let him touch her. His hand had been steady when it rested against Norbert’s neck, scratching a spot according to Hariel’s instructions, but his breath was shaky. Visible on the air itself by the condensation for each quick exhale, and his face displaying a boyish wonder. Hariel found herself wondering how he’d react if she took him flying. Not that she could yet, but the image stuck.

However, all of it made it so Hariel didn’t have a chance to get familiar with Winterfell, or where to find a helping hand. Hariel could’ve sworn she’d heard footsteps though, and after a short wait her saving grace came walking up the hall.

Cregan’s half-sister Sara Snow turned the corner alongside Jenny, the same maid who’d come in with firewood the day before, and been confused when she returned in the evening and the fire just kept burning without requiring more wood.

“Good morning, lady Hariel!” Sara greeted, criminally chipper for the crack of dawn.

“Good morning, lady Sara.”

“I’m no lady,” The girl insisted. “-just Sara.”

“Then you should use just Hariel for me.” Hariel grinned, and glanced to Jenny.

“Good morning, Jenny. That braid suits you very well.” She said, noticing she must have put some effort into it. The maid flushed as Hariel turned back to Sara with a hopeful smile. “May I ask you for a favour, Sara?”

“I’d be happy to be of assistance!”

Hariel held the door ajar to let them through. Sara to help, and Jenny seemed to have already been coming to her chambers with a purpose.

“The fireplace… it’s still burning.” Jenny murmured, glancing from the logs in her arms to the crackling flames.

“Thank you for the consideration, but I told you yesterday I wouldn’t need any logs for the fire. I kept it running through the night.” Hariel said, and glanced to Sara. “I hope you don’t mind I used magic?”

“… will the fire stay inside the fireplace?”

“Of course! Once the magic runs out the fireplace will be back to normal.”

“Then I do not see why anyone would mind. It saves us the fire logs.” Sara said, far more excited compared to Jenny’s weariness. “Is this akin to the lantern you gifted Cregan? Or the blue fire from the courtyard? Can we touch this fire the same way as that one?”

“No.” Hariel said quickly, stepping in front of the fireplace, just in case. “This is normal fire, and it’ll burn if you stick your hand in it.”

“Then I will refrain from doing so.” Sara agreed seriously, “How may I be of assistance, lady Hariel?”

“Just Hariel,” She corrected absently, and turned around to show the mess she’d made of the string closure along the gown’s back.

In minutes, Sara had looped and tightened the gown correctly.

Including the undershirt, stockings and several layers of fabric, it was the heaviest gown Hariel thought she’d ever worn, but once she got used to the weight she appreciated the warmth.

“Lady Margaret was a woman grown and a mother made, so she had a bigger bust than you. It’s a bit roomy…” Sara mused, glancing at the excess fabric over Hariel’s shoulders. “I can sew it in for you after we’ve broken our fast, my lady.”

“I told you; call me Hariel, and thank you for the offer Sara, but that won’t be necessary. It’s only a loan.”

Next, Sara volunteered to wrestle Hariel’s stubborn raven hair into a similar hairstyle as the northern women wore around here. The top of her hair pulled back in a braid, leaving the rest to flow free.

Hariel had a small mirror placed in her solar, barely larger than a square hand-mirror, so she used an engorgio charm to see the end result better. Grinning amused when realising the northern gowns made her look more a witch than a lady.

In the meanwhile, Sara had to sit down to get her bearings back from the display of magic, but once she calmed down (and done several twirls herself in front of the floor length mirror), they headed down for breakfast together.

The household of Winterfell ate their meals together in the Great Hall, and Hariel would never have found it without Sara. The majority eating their morning meal were perfect strangers, and when they arrived the quiet chatter broke off. The curious attention was almost like her first day at Driftmark, except with a lot more fur around and no Hagrid to take the attention off her.

She found Cregan along the head table, nicely cleaned up from the road and sitting next to Ellard. When she smiled he returned it warmly, stormy eyes crinkling and then looking her up and down. Did he think she looked pretty? Bathed, freshly changed and rested up; this was the most presentable she’d ever been in front of him.

Hariel was technically Cregan’s guest, but his wasn’t the table end Sara directed her to.

“Lady Hariel, I hope the night treated you well, you look refreshed.” Lady Lysa said as Hariel was escorted to a seat on the bench opposite the older woman. Hariel was not surprised but still disappointed when Sara turned right around and went to sit at one of the lower tables. Hariel would rather have spent the meal with Sara than Lysa.

“Thank you, lady Lysa. I did.” Hariel said. “I hope you’ve slept well.”

“I’ve had better.” Lysa drawled. “There’s a dragon in my courtyard.”

Hariel had not expected her dry retort, and the burst of laugher came before she could stop it.

“My apologies, lady Lysa. I did not intend to make light of your unease. It’s perfectly understandable.” Hariel covered her mouth with her hand, embarrassed. “I worry I’ve grown too accustomed to the presence of nearby dragons on Dragonstone, wild and tame alike. I forget myself.”

Fortunately Lysa let it go. “I will be fine. You are both guests of my grandson, and I watched you handle that dragon all yesterday afternoon. The Maester concluded you have very good control of Norbert, which put me at ease. He studied dragons in the capital while earning his Valyrian steel link on his Maester’s chain, so he knows them very well.”

It was nice she’d been able to calm people down about Norbert, but at the same time... What did the Maester truly know? Maester Gerladys had a Valyrian steel link as well, proving he’d studied the higher mysteries according to the directive of the order at the Citadel, he lived on Dragonstone too, and yet didn’t know half as much about dragons as the dragon handlers. As far as Hariel was concerned, they were the only true Maesters in the higher mysteries. Reading was well and good, but one couldn’t truly master anything one didn’t practise. Even a bookworm like Hermione would agree.

“If there’s anything you need let the maid or steward Tobin know, and they will see it done.” Lady Lysa said firmly, gesturing towards the table beside theirs, where a short, bald man gave Hariel a firm nod. She guessed that was ‘Tobin’ then.

“Do you have any plans for your stay? Cregan didn’t say, but how long do you intend to visit?”

“Hm, I have not set a date, but I plan to remain until lord Cregan is formally installed as Lord of Winterfell at least. Do you know if he will combine it with the nameday feast? Princess Rhaenyra will want to hear of it. She has never been further north than the Vale.”

“The details aren’t sorted out yet. It takes some time to prepare for such events in winter.” Lysa said, using a spoon to crack open the shell of the boiled egg on her plate. “For one, the men have to hold a hunt. It’s tradition for the new lord to lead his own hunt when he takes over.”

“Then why did they not go before the trip to castle Hornwood?” Hariel asked politely.

“It’s been a busy few moons since winter started. Our first priority was repurposing the castle functions and restocking before it got too cold.” Lady Lysa said, “The weather took a turn for the worse last night too, so it might be unsafe to venture into the Wolfswood now.”

“Ah. I understand.” Hariel smiled. “Then let me know if I can be of any assistance.”

“How would you assist with a hunt?” Lysa’s tone was pretty patronising, but her expression was confused enough Hariel thought the older woman genuinely couldn’t understand it.

“I have a dragon.” Hariel replied bluntly, probably sounding just as patronising. “They’re good hunters.”

Lysa’s expression faltered. “Of course.”

She’d been stating a fact, but that might have sounded threatening too, so Hariel pushed the conversation onwards. “I am going to see Norbert after the meal, but afterwards I hoped someone could show me around Winterfell. Yesterday I was too busy during the daylight hours to see more than the courtyard and the Great Keep, but Winterfell is so much more.”

“I’ll see to it, though I believe Cregan had plans to do so already.” Lysa glanced up the table to where Cregan was leaning forwards, speaking with his uncle across from him. Hushed and tense.

When Hariel turned back to Lysa, she avoided further conversation by quickly putting a piece of hard-boiled egg into her mouth.

Going for a tour of Winterfell with Cregan wasn’t as simple as Hariel hoped. As an “unmarried maiden”, polite society dictated Hariel went with a chaperone. In this case; two of them.

Hariel didn’t mind Sara and steward Tobin tagging along. Both were people Hariel would like to get to know better, it was just a bit uncomfortable knowing why they were tailing them. Hariel was familiar with the practise though, she’d just hoped this would be one of the differences between the Crownlands and the North - but alas.

“Besides uncle Bennard and his sons, we have other Stark cousins too. They’re distantly related, but still descendants through the male line from Brandston Stark, second Lord of Winterfell after Torrhen Stark knelt to Aegon the Conqueror. They still carry the name Stark, but holds no lands and live here at Winterfell in the First Keep.” Cregan told Hariel as they walked past the building. A multi story, shell keep connected to a very tall tower. The building was humbled compared to the Great Keep, but still a massive construction.

“It’s Dorren Stark who’s the head of their household. You may have seen him this morning in the Great Hall; he was the tall, lanky man with the curly moustache. His wife’s name is Jocelyn, she was the very pregnant one. They have a two year old daughter and expecting their second child any day now.” Cregan explained. “Am I boring you with the lesson on House Stark yet?”

“No, not at all. I was wondering who everyone is, and this has been helpful. Your distant Stark cousins all lives here.” She gestured at the tall stone building. The extended Stark family basically had a Keep of their own.

Cregan smiled. “This is also the oldest surviving part of Winterfell, and the tower it’s connected to is the tallest watchtower.”

“I can tell it’s been built differently from the Great Keep,” Hariel murmured, the brick sices and pattern was different.

Tobin and Sara caught up with them while they were discussing the First Keep, huddled into furs and in Tobin’s case; a bit unsteady.

“Perhaps lady Hariel would enjoy seeing the glass garden next?” The steward suggested hopefully.

“A good suggestion. It’ll be far warmer.” Cregan said,

“Lead the way, my lord.”

The glass gardens were impressive, but didn’t look anything like the Hogwarts greenhouses the way Hariel had hoped. For one: none of the plants were trying to escape their pots, but it was unlike anything she’d seen in this world either.

It were unexpectedly large, but considering the size of Winterfell it needed to be. Warm and humid, with a thick scent in the air, the garden was bathed in tinted light from the green and yellow glass panes.

“We have gardeners in charge of maintaining the fruit, vegetables, herbs and flowers.” Cregan said, “Like the rest of the castle the garden is warmed by the hot springs underneath, but very little air escapes, leaving the glass garden the warmest rooms in Winterfell regardless of the season.”

“It’s a wonder, isn’t it?” Tobin looked around the garden proudly. Here, during the bitter days of winter, the glass garden would be worth more than any vault brimming with gold and gems in Casterly Rock. The Lannisters might claim otherwise, but one couldn’t actually eat gold.

“It is.” Hariel removed her gloves, scarf and hat, pushing it into her pockets.

She was shown the vegetable patches which took up most of the entrance area, and the plants varied the further in they walked. Passing the smelly herb garden, to the fruit plants and the flowers.

“They are winter roses.” Sara explained, noticing where Hariel’s eyes were resting. There was a rich assortment of lovely flowers in their beds, but the blue shaded roses stood out for their unusualness.

“So blue. I’ve never seen them before. All the roses on Dragonstone are red.”

“It is an uncommon flower. With the exception of Winterfell, I only know of a couple Houses in the Vale who’s been able to grow them as well.” Cregan said, taking a knife from his pocket, inspected the blue roses, and reached for a particular healthy looking one. “They’re as rare as they are beautiful.”

He cut the rose by the stem, and turned to Hariel, “I can’t think of many flowers more suitable for someone as unique as you.”

“Thank you,” Hariel said, their hands brushing when she accepted it, and suddenly finding it a challenge to breathe normally. The humidity must be getting to her.

Sara cleared her throat, “Are you... are you looking forwards to the feast, lady Hariel?” She said hurriedly.

“Just Hariel,” She corrected absently, turning reluctantly from Cregan just as Sara looked away from her brother too. Had she been glaring? “Yes, I am looking forwards to it. You’ll be there too, will you not? I think I will need all the help I can get keeping so many new names straight.” Hariel said, worried Sara would be excluded because of her bastard status. She would’ve been in the south.

“I will.”

“She will.”

Sara and Cregan answered at the same time.

“It’s a big day for my lord brother and a day to celebrate.” Sara insisted, “Mother is helping me sew in one of her old dresses. I’ve been growing so much lately, all my old ones are too small.”

“Your mother lives here too?” Hariel blurted unthinkably, and regretted it the moment the words were out of her mouth. Crap. They had different mothers.

Sara hesitated. “No. She’s in Wintertown, but I stay here at Winterfell to serve lady Lysa.”

“With so many boys, I’m sure she’s glad to have her only granddaughter close.” Hariel mused, and then looked at Cregan. “I have that right, don’t I? Sara is the only girl?”

“She is.” He confirmed.

“I believe Lady Lysa was mistaken about you though.” Sara said carefully.

“How so?”

“She said southerners has less regard for bastards. That it was in your faith, and not just the law.” Cregan explained, “We were warned you may not have much regard for Sara because of it.”

“I think you’re confusing her,” Sara giggled.

“In grandmother’s defence: she’s rarely mistaken on these matters,” Cregan mused. “-she is almost a southerner herself after all.”

“I thought House Locke was in the North?” Hariel asked.

“Yes. But nearly as far south you can get in the North. She had a niece from House Manderly who followed the Seven.” Cregan said wryly, as if it was ludicrous. Tobin cleared his voice not so subtly, and Cregan straightened at once. “No disrespect meant. She was a true noble lady.”

“Hm, but I am not a true southerner.” Hariel said, inspecting her flower while she talked. “I live there, but it’s not where I was born, and it’s impossible to place Britain on a map. It could be in the skies for all anyone has been able to figure out. Why do you think I’m still in Westeros? If I could go home…” Hariel trailed off, leaving it unspoken.

“Where I am from, illegitimate children inherit their father’s family name just as trueborn children does, and any shame from infidelity falls on the shoulders of the unfaithful parent alone. Not the child.”

That had their interest piqued, if only for how radical it probably sounded.

“Truly?” Sara asked quietly.

“Yes. I knew a boy back home named Dean Thomas. His father disappeared before his parents married, and then his mother married another soon after he was born. He later got four younger half-sisters, but they were one family. He referred to his step-father as ‘dad’ because the man raised Dean as his own. His last name ‘Thomas’ was actually the name of his step-father.”

“What?” Cregan asked, “That isn’t possible.”

“Not here, but it was back home. You had to…er’ come with a petition to the ruling government to be allowed to take another’s child into your family, but if it was approved the child became the foster parent’s offspring by law. Of equal standing as any children of the blood.”

“Why would anyone do that?”

“In the case of Dean; to make him happy.” Hariel said, looking at Cregan amused. “To make him feel secure, included and loved by his closest kin. Though for others? I don’t know all the reasons. Some couples were not able to have a child for one reason or another, so they’d take in a child who lacked a parent instead. Making a family of affection.”

“Hm. Was it akin to taking on an apprentice?” Steward Tobin said, a tone of revelation. “So the child could take over the family business when the parents became too old or injured for the labour?”

“… I would not use the word ‘apprentice’. They were regarded as sons and daughters, but in a way… yes? Most of the children would take care of their lawful parents if they got sick by age too.” Hariel answered.

The half siblings looked at each other with startled expressions, and Hariel kept clarifying.

“I’m not claiming all situations worked out so harmoniously as with Dean Thomas. Not everyone wants to raise another’s child, but when I was told of the situation it wasn’t strange to me the way I think the tale sounds to you. Dean wondered very much who his father had been though, because he was like me.”

“What do you mean?”

“Dean Thomas could use magic like I do, but his mother and sisters could not. When he learned he was a wizard, he wondered if he got it from his lost father.”

“Learned? Did he not always know?” Cregan wondered.

Hariel chuckled. “You would be surprised how many has magic and does not know it. If it’s never practised, it’ll remain an unused muscle. Like someone with the natural talent to be a great singer, but who’s never thought to sing. Or a gifted swordsman who never owned a sword.”

The winter chill felt even more bitter after the humid heat of the greenhouses, though Cregan gallantly offered Hariel his arm up for assistance again. Working both as a support device so Hariel didn’t slip on the ice patches and fall on her arse, and also as a wall against the wind.

At the same time, Hariel had noticed something unspoken was going on between the siblings. Sara had been giving her brother pointed looks, and whatever it meant made Cregan annoyed. She didn’t find out before the end of the tour though, while they were walking under the covered bridge between the ravenry and the belltower and Cregan sent their chaperones ahead.

“We’ll join you shortly, go ahead, I know how busy you are, Tobin.”

Hariel watched them leave, feeling they’d been sent on their way for more than their convenience.

“I want to have a word about the feast. It’ll be in three days.”

“What about the hunt?”

“If the weather allows it we’ll leave early tomorrow, but the feast will happen regardless of the hunt. I’ve been on countless hunts before and lead several of them myself. It’s a valued skill but not a tradition so rigidly sacred we’ll risk fingers and toes when it can easily be moved to a more practical date.”

“And your uncle…?” Hariel glanced around, but couldn’t think of how anyone could overhear them here. They were in the middle of a raised walkway, and sure, plenty could possibly see them, but listening was nigh impossible unless someone was under an invisibility cloak nearby. “Has he agreed to your terms?”

“Partially. He’s not officially stepped down as regent, but he hasn’t been able to prevent the feast from going ahead, nor that I claimed Ice.”

“What ice?” Hariel asked, noticing the small icicles dangling from the overhang of the bridge.

Amused, Cregan followed her sightline. “Ice is the name of the ancestral greatsword of my House.”

“A sword? And your uncle returned it?”

“No, Bennard never had it. That would be the same as declaring his intentions to usurp me. It’s only wielded by the Lord of Winterfell, and has been on its mantle since my father died.”

Cregan leaned against the bridge railing facing the barracks while a longer pause lingered between them. Giving Hariel the feeling he was uncertain what to say, or how to say it.

“With winter, my uncle argues – and several of my family agrees – that I need to secure my line sooner rather than later.”

Hariel knew that was just a roundabout way of saying; ‘I need to get married and have a kid.’

“That until I do, it’s for the betterment of the north’s stability that Bennard remains regent, but that we’ll share the duties until spring or I have an heir. Whichever comes first.”

“I see.” She said, though in truth she was uncertain what was happening here. “Er’… what do you deem best?”

“It should not matter. I may be young and untested, but Winterfell is my birthright, and Bennard only a second son, though he is my heir until I have an heir of my own. When my wedding takes place should not matter, and I will not have him use the threat of winter to cling onto my rightful station.”

“You speak sense. It’s prudent to be mindful in hard times, but it’s difficult to believe this situation will get easier come spring. Who knows when that will be? If Bennard has sat as regent for half a decade or more before you take your place it may be worse.” Hariel said.

“I’m aware. I’m going to make Bennard and my cousins swear fidelity to me as their liege lord on my nameday feast in front of Winterfell.”

“Then I will back you.” Hariel said thoughtfully.

There was another stretched silence, where Cregan turned from watching the barracks to facing her. “I am grateful for your support, lady Hariel. Yours and Norbert’s presence in Winterfell has had a large impact,” He took a deep breath, his expression closing up. “At the same time, I need to ask; what do you expect in return?”

The question put Hariel on the spot. She’d not expected it, though she should have. She knew most would not get involved in foreign succession issues without expecting reward, but all Hariel could think to say was;

“Dinner?”

“What?”

“Er’… Dinner?”

Cregan was not following her train of thoughts.

“Tobin has been going on all noon about Winterfell’s specially roasted goat for the feast, so I was hoping for dinner.”

Cregan covered his mouth with his gloved hand, his eyes crinkling as he began to laugh.

Hariel snickered. She wasn’t sure what was so funny, but there was a nervous, almost jittery tension in the air, and whenever she caught his eyes Hariel found herself cracking up.

When they got a hold of themselves Cregan was left grinning, looking younger and more boyish, his expression almost fond. “You must hear this all the time, but you have the most beautiful eyes I’ve ever seen.”

Hariel flushed. It was a compliment she got fairly often, but seemed more meaningful coming from a boy she wanted to think that way of her.

Cregan reached out, adjusting up her hat so he could see her face better.

“Besides dinner…” Cregan said, his voice low and his eyes flickered to her mouth when she moistened them. “That’s all you wanted from your stay? For backing my claim as Lord of Winterfell? Nothing else?”

“I wanted to get to know you better. To see Winterfell, and… see what sort of lord you’d be.” Hariel admitted, heart beating a drumroll in her chest as Cregan once again glanced down to her lips.

“To fulfil your duties to your Princess?”

“No.” Hariel admitted. “For me.”

“Hariel,” Cregan’s voice hushed, his pale eyes storming.

“I wish I’d met you sooner. A week ago my thoughts were dark and ominous, from the cold of the road and uncertainty of what would await me in my own castle, but since we crossed paths in that tavern nothing has been the same. You’ve brought magic and dragons and tales of strange lands. I got swept away in it.”

“I know the feeling.” Hariel murmured,

Cregan smiled, but it was a fleeting thing, replaced with something tight.

“I can not fathom how a lady as charming and rare as you is not promised yet.” He said, searching her face.

“And… I very much wish we would have met sooner.”

The implications and his regretful tone took hold, sparking a sudden suspicion that blindsided her. Why hadn’t she expected it though? This was the North, but it was still Westeros, and here Cregan was old enough. She’d known many younger.

He sighed, and came clean; “I’m betrothed.”

Hariel’s emotions had been bubbly with uncertain giddiness, but at the confirmation it was like nosediving into an ice bath.

f*ck.

“I’ve been for a year.” Cregan said quickly.

The butterflies in her stomach hadn’t had time to land before being smacked to death violently with a bat. The disappointment shouldn’t have stung as badly as it did. They’d known each other for less than a week. It was ridiculous. Except it wasn’t. Not here.

Maybe she would not have read this much into Cregan’s behaviour back home, but here it was different. Or maybe Cregan wasn’t the only one who’d been swept away.

“Oh.” Hariel had so many thoughts in her head, yet couldn’t think of a single decent reply.

What was there to say?

Congratulations? Who is she? Do you like her? Do you even know her?

Does she have a dragon?

“So… will you marry her?” Hariel closed her eyes, feeling the mortification of letting something so dumb sounding out of her mouth.

Betrothals usually led to marriages, moron.

“I mean, during your nameday feast. Since it was- you said your family wanted you to get married, and you’re already betrothed. It sounds like the matter is solved for you already.” Hariel rambled, finding it easier to speak if she focused on the raven nearby instead.

“No.” Cregan said firmly. “Not yet. Arra is four and ten, too young. It was agreed to wait until she’s come of age.”

Hariel nodded. Very relieved she wouldn’t be watching him get married in three days.

“I see. Great. I mean- not that you have to wait- but that she’ll be old… I don’t mean old, old. I mean of age.”

Hariel needed to exit.

Could she jump over the bridge railing, or was that too dramatic?

“I think I will- er', I need…” All she really wanted was space. “-need to… to put this in water.” Hariel gestured to the winter rose, only prevented from succumbing to the cold by some light magic.

He held up his elbow, as if to escort her back. “I’ll manage by myself, thank you, lord Cregan.”

Hariel turned around, leaving Cregan by the railing. Mind jumbled with the relief to get away, her frustration and how foolish she felt. Though she’d barely gotten halfway down the bridge before she whirled back to Cregan, almost squishing her winter rose in her fist and blurting; “I wish you’d told me a little sooner.”

“I should have.” Cregan conceded, looking like a kicked puppy instead of the intimidating wolf she was more familiar with.

“Though regardless of this... oversight, I will remain until I see you installed as Lord of Winterfell.”

“You will?”

“I’m not that fickle.” Hariel said, and then mustered up a smile. It took effort. “And I’ve been promised roasted goat and a feast. How can I miss that?”

Notes:

Thank you so much for reading!

Chapter 18: Three's a Crowd

Notes:

While writing these last few chapters I've kept thinking this story will probably age pretty badly. Once the Starks shows up on the TV-show I'm certain this portrayal of Cregan etc. will not match with what's going on there. On one hand, that gives me some freedom to do as I please, on the other? Well, it can be jarring for readers to come across old fics that has outdated content.
Anyway, who knows when the next season of HoD will air? The wait is like a westerosi winter: of undetermined length - we can hope for a short one, but who knows for sure? Though everyone will be relieved once spring arrives ;)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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HARIEL XIII

Hariel awoke to knocking on her second day at Winterfell feeling far more subdued than she’d been at a similar hour the previous morning. Pushing down the furs and blankets, Hariel called for the knocker to enter while she fumbled to locate the curtain gap. They were thick and heavy to keep the heat trapped inside, but simultaneously blocked out any light. Leaving Hariel searching blindly in the dark before locating the split and clambered out of bed to find Jenny with a wash basin.

Once again, it was time to face the music.

She’d ate supper with the Stark’s household last evening, and ironically been quite thankful to be seated with lady Lysa while Cregan kept glancing down the table. Except for a couple accidents where their eyes met, Hariel had been occupied searching the crowd instead. Because whilst Lysa chatted about her talent with a psaltery, Hariel had been trying to figure out a discrete way to ask if Cregan’s fiancee, this “Arra”, was at Winterfell too. If she was somewhere in that Great Hall and Hariel just didn’t know. There’s been a couple girls around fourteen years old there, but they sat pretty far down the hall, which did not seem where the future Lady of House Stark would be placed.

That morning Jenny helped Hariel tie up her gown instead of Sara, and went down to breakfast just as the door to the guest room near the staircase opened too, and Ellard stepped outside.

“I hope the night treated you well, lady Hariel.” Ellard said through a stifled yawn.

“It did,” Hariel lied, putting effort into acting perfectly normal. They exchanged polite nothingness while heading for breakfast together as the castle was waking up.

When they entered the Great Hall Hariel’s stomach still did a treacherous swoop when she saw Cregan, though she did her best to ignore that as she took her usual seat. Lady Lysa wasn’t there yet, and there was some differences along the seating arrangements, leaving Bennard second son, Brandon, occupying the spot next to her instead. Shyly, the boy stammered a greeting with a timidness worthy of Neville Longbottom, and though Hariel was at her most polite to put him at ease, her mind was preoccupied.

Betrothed.

The word had been haunting her for years; mentioned in lessons, talked of at breakfast, hinted at during dragon training, suggested by princesses and maids alike. Reminding Hariel that her seventeenth birthday wasn’t that far away. Yet Hariel did not think she’d disliked the word as much as now.

Cregan was betrothed. Sixteen and betrothed.

Was this why everyone started matchmaking so early? Because by the time she’d be seventeen, all the good ones would be gone?

And Arra? What sort of name was that?

Hariel did not feel ready for marriage, but finding out the boy she liked was taken forever was a gut punch. Not that she’d known entirely what to do with her feelings before he came clean about his situation either.

Back home, dating was so different. People were allowed to take their time, go on dates, become boyfriend and girlfriend, and if things worked well they got married. What was happening in Westeros with arranged marriages and some of the marriage ages was literally illegal back home. Though ironically enough, what was considered perfectly normal back in England was actually sort of illegal here.

There were no terms for pairs like “boyfriend” or “girlfriend” in common tongue. Or Valyrian. Not unless she counted “mistress” or “paramour”.

Generally, one was either committed for life, a free agent or a whor*.

It was bloody unfair, but just because Hariel felt that way didn’t automatically make anyone else see it that way.

She’d shown interest in Cregan, which to him could mean nothing less than an interest in marrying him. This would’ve come across as extremely arrogant to Hariel just a few years ago, but she’d been in Westeros too long. Here people got engaged, planned the wedding and arrived on the big day to meet their spouses for the first time during the ceremony - and if it went as planned: had an heir conceived by midnight.

It was basically like building a life from a one-night stand.

Some made it work, but quite a few didn’t look too enthused with it either – especially the girls – and divorces wasn’t a thing here.

So a part of Hariel recognized how thinking of betrothals with Cregan after a week was insane. Except at the same time another part – the one focused on making a good life for herself, Norbert and Hagrid in this backwards, medieval world – knew it was better than several alternatives.

Hariel did not want to be married right away, but she could recognize it would be better to try find a guy she liked – before someone else (such as her darling foster family) tried picking a match for her. Because Hariel knew they’d have opinions, a lot of them, and she was starting to fear they might get in the way too.

Maybe what stung the most was that Cregan was someone she choose to like, instead of being told to. Simultaneously, Cregan wasn’t someone who would piss off the Targaryens either, as surely a lord Paramount wouldn’t be too “low class” for them, right? If that kind of match was considered for Aegon, then surely no one could claim it was a “poor match” for Hariel either. Quite the contrary. The only thing she could see them take issue with was if the King had plans to marry Helaena to Cregan. At least if the whole Jacaerys thing did not happen.

It had felt like a dream.

And it was.

A damned daydream. Too good to be true.

It hurt though, and there were nowhere to go with her disappointment. Winterfell was Cregan’s domain, with no Baela, Rhaena or friend to complain to except Norbert.

Admittedly, for a split second Hariel had considered talking to her dragon. No one would understand the parseltongue, and the dragon was always on Hariel’s side. Even regarding matters she didn’t care about. But on a second thought, she’d decided not to risk it. Subtler human interactions was beyond Norbert’s dragon mindset. If Hariel went complaining about this to Norbert, she very well might react with:

You were hurt? I will fix it. Let’s eat him.”

After breakfast Hariel huddled up in her coat, hat, gloves and scarf to spend the morning with Norbert building a proper snow cave in the Winterfell courtyard for her to snuggle into. Norbert was an eager little digger, but it required magic to shovel together enough snow for such a large construction, and to prevent everything from melting on top of her.

It inadvertently resulted in Hariel clearing most of the courtyard and paths around the Great Keep of snow – she needed a lot of it for her project – not that anyone in Winterfell complained. According to Sara the outdoor area hadn’t been so accessible since summer ended, and soon Hariel’s project gathered a lot of attention, because several of the inhabitants of Winterfell came by to watch her process.

She was pretty sure the inquisitive Maester, who was a bit of an artist, had made a few sketches of them, as well as ask questions to document her time in the north and Norbert’s unusual fondness of winter.

Cregan had walked by a couple times in the morning, but didn’t get a break form his duties to stop for a talk before later in the afternoon. “Breaking the ice”, so to speak, even as Hariel was left nervous to have him watch her work.

“Is this inspired by something?” He wondered, inspecting the cave slowly being shaped into a keep made of snow. Hariel was cheating with magic to lift and shape the snow, but figured the spells would hold throughout the duration of their stay at least.

Hariel smiled, but didn’t look up from her labour. “Yes.”

“Is it Dragonstone?”

“No, it’s Hogwarts castle from my homeland. Not the whole of it of course, only the front. I’m trying to make it look like the entrance hall…” Hariel corrected, “Or what I remember of it. I’m taking creative liberties on some of the details.”

“Would the scale be one of these liberties? Or were they tall enough to allow a dragon entrance back at your home?”

“Hah!” Hariel chuckled. “No, that is one of the things that’s quite accurate. The entrance doors were very tall, though I remember them as narrower than this, but Norbert requires more width to move in and out without knocking her wings into the walls.”

“You’ve raised a building of ice in a day.” Cregan murmured quietly. “I always wondered how Bran the builder raised the Wall, but seeing this… It must’ve been magic like yours that allowed it. No one can tell for certain what’s holding it up, but that too appears as a great wall of ice and snow today.”

“Have you been to the Wall, my lord?”

“Aye, it’s enormous, though any description will fall flat. One can only grasp the true scale of its size by viewing it with your own eyes.”

“I’ve considered flying there with Norbert when I leave.” Hariel mentioned, but at that Cregan’s expression fell.

“I’d urge you not to. It’s an honourable institution, but no place for a lady – not for any woman.” He said, “There are only men at the wall, and you-”

Cregan glanced from Norbert to Hariel repeatedly, “If you do, stay near Norbert at all times, and venture nowhere without the Lord Commander. He’s an honourable man, but the Night’s Watch is not like anywhere else. The men of the Watch cannot own any land, marry, or father children, and lives in a winter which never ends. They’ve made vows, but there are oath breakers amongst their midst. It’s not safe for a lady.”

Hariel hummed. “I had not considered imposing on their hospitality. I only wished to see it, and on dragonback the Wall is not so far…” She considered it. “Maybe it’s a better idea I do it before I leave. If I fly out tomorrow I can view it for myself and be back before supper.”

Hariel remembered another who was supposed to be away from the castle; “What of your hunt? Is it postponed?”

“Aye.” Cregan said. “I’ll lead the hunt at a more opportune date. After…” He gestured across the courtyard to where a servant was carrying firewood towards the Great Keep. “Everything is over.”

Hariel nodded while finishing forming the last flurishes on sign intended to hang above Norbert’s temporary den. It was pretty ostentatious, but why go through the effort of making a snow hall for her dragon and not include a sign made of ice above the entrance?

Without it, how would anyone know its purpose?

Hariel took a couple steps back, aimed her wand, and raised it into the air. Norbert had been resting within the cave, letting Hariel work around her while she lazied in the snow, but opened her eye to watch Hariel secure the sign.

“Is that your coat of arms?” Cregan asked.

“It’s the Hogwarts sigil.” Hariel said, looking at the H carved into the icy plate. She wasn’t nearly good enough an artist to carve in the four animals, so she’d simplified it to a basic shape with the H in the middle. A letter which Cregan would not recognize. They did not use the same alphabet in Westeros as back home, though fortunately they used the same for common tongue and Valyrian.

“It’s a letter in my mother tongue, the first in ‘H-ogwarts’. It’s the first letter of my name as well. H-ariel.”

Placing her arms on her hips Hariel admired her progress. Both impressed with her handiwork, and since it distract her from looking at Cregan. Concluding she’d need to straighten up the sagging left side to be as angular as its opposite. The snow structure wasn’t finished yet, but it was getting there.

Cregan frowned. “Is Valyrian not your mother tongue?”

At that, Hariel looked over bemused before she could help herself. “No. That would be a tongue named; ‘English’.”

“Truly?” Cregan asked.

“It is.”

“… Could you say something?”

Hariel cleared her throat, and said with the utmost sincerity: “Gryffindor rules forever, and Slytherin are a bunch of bloody wankers.”

Confused and fascinated, Cregan tilted his head. “What was that?”

“Only some words of wisdom from my homelands.”

“What did it mean though?”

“Do not eat yellow snow.”

It took Cregan a couple seconds to figure out the message, and then burst out laughing, eyes crinkling and filling the air with that deep belly laugh of his.

“No.” He protested. “No, that is not what you said.”

“Are you accusing me of deception, my lord?”

“Maybe I am.” Cregan chuckled. “Your eyes gives you away, lady Hariel. You were far too amused on the translation than your first phrase.”

Hariel snickered, but didn’t admit to any wrongdoings.

Norbert raised her head adjusting her position to get hear head outside of the opening, glancing between Hariel and Cregan.

“How many tongues can you speak, lady Hariel?” Cregan asked when Norbert didn’t do more than tilt her head, as if listening curiously.

“Four. English is my mother tongue, and the… er’ ‘dragon speech’ is also a tongue from home. Then I learned Valyrian while I lived in Essos, and common tongue when I came to Westeros. I can only write in three though.”

“Ah, only three.” Cregan drawled sarcastic.

“What about you?”

Cregan cleared his throat, “Hm. The Maester has never had any complaints about my common tongue, and I even know how to say ‘Winter is Coming’ in High Valyrian. ‘Sōnar mastan’.”

Hariel giggled, “Forgive me, my lord, but I believe that actually means; ‘Winter is here’.”

Cregan did not take offence. “That it is.”

Norbert sat up, interrupting the conversation when she began crawling forwards, making Hariel move out of the way. Hariel went to stand next to Cregan as Norbert came out of the cave, sniffing the air and looking around the courtyard.

“Why did she come out?”

“I do not know.” Hariel said,

“Is she hungry?” Cregan wondered, a hint of worry.

“It’s too soon for her to go hunting again.”

But then Norbert stood up on her hind legs, snorting fiery sparks and smoke into the cold air.

What is it?” Hariel asked in parseltongue when Norbert stretched her wings, looking up. “Do you want to fly?”

The dragon was too focused to bother with verbal replies though, acting with the sort of watchful attention she always used on Dragonstone whenever-

Hariel’s gasped, her head tilting back to look at the sky for anything out of the ordinary. The stone walls of the courtyard limited the visibility and the sky above was covered in thick grey clouds.

“What is it?”

Just as Cregan asked Hariel saw it: A great force in the sky capable of disturbing the thick cloud coverage, and Hariel took an instinctive step backwards, not aware Cregan had moved closer, and walked right into him.

“Lady Hariel?” He asked, hands steadying her shoulders.

She blushed, quickly moving away but pointed up, because;

“That’s a dragon.”

What?!”

Cregan followed her line of sight, but didn’t notice what Hariel had. Hariel rushed over to Norbert.

Steady. I want to fly, Norbert.” She ordered, grasping the fastenings on her saddle and climbed quickly onto her back.

“I don’t see any dragon.” Cregan said confused.

“It’s in the clouds.” Hariel answered, swinging her leg over the seat and then reached for the straps to secure herself. She hesitated about her wand, uncertain about leaving it behind or not. Normally she put it in her backpack during flights, but that was inside her rooms. Hariel couldn’t hold the wand while flying either. Not only did she need her hands to hold onto the saddle, but all it’d take was a split second inattention and the wand would be ripped out of her hand by the force of the wind alone. In the end she settled for pushing the wand as far as it could go in her coat pocket. She didn’t like it but they were deep, and it’s not as if they were going for a long flight.

Son of an Other!” Cregan exclaimed shocked, and Hariel’s head snapped up.

The visibility left a lot to be desired, but the dragon was a massive dark shadow in the otherwise bright grey sky. Hariel judged by the way the dragon circled the area it was preparing to land.

“Which dragon is that? Do you recognize it?” Cregan demanded to know.

“It needs to fly lower. I can not see properly, but the size… It’s…It must be…” Hariel trailed off, squinting to see better, but it was impossible. Judging accurate scales was difficult on moving targets at a distance in unclear weather.

“The only dragon that size is Vermithor.”

“Vermithor? King Jaehaerys dragon?” Cregan asked, shocked.

“It’s Aemond’s dragon now.” Hariel said. “Please move away, lord Cregan. Norbert's wingspan is great, and needs space to lift off.”

Norbert shook her head, hackles up and aggravated.

Shhhh” Hariel urged, trying to calm her down. “Are you ready, Norbert?

No!

Hariel blinked. “What? Why?”

Don’t want to.”

Please, Norbert. We have to go.

No. It’s better here. Better with space.”

If you will not fly, then I will have to go alone.” It’d take minutes to get there in the air, but probably half an hour by foot. Distances were deceptively long out here – especially when trudging through snow.

No! Stay here. It’s better here. You can hide in my cave.

Hariel suddenly realised what the problem was. “Don’t fear. I will not let the big dragon harm either of us. It’s safe. Will you fly with me? If they are aggressive, you can fly us away to safety. You are fast. Much faster than any of them. You know that.

I am fast.” Norbert agreed with a snarl. She crouched down, wings drawing back as she prepared to leap for a takeoff.

When they took off into the air Hariel was still very confused about how this came to be.

How could anyone have gotten here so fast? There was no way the raven with her message had reached Dragonstone yet, far less for anyone to make the trip north after learning where she was.

Had they gone searching for her? And thought to check Winterfell?

What were the chances?

They flew up over Winterfell just as the other, much larger dragon broke the lower cloud coverage, sloping down towards the stretching fields outside the castle. Hariel made Norbert follow, all the while struggling to make the pieces fit. Because it didn’t, and not just the timing of things. No matter how much Hariel tried to excuse away the inaccuracies on the wind in her eyes and the poor visibility, that dragon didn’t look right at all.

That wasn’t Vermithor. She could tell as they neared, before it clicked -- and suddenly Norbert’s nervousness made a whole lot more sense. She’d always been weary of this dragon.

Because it was Vhagar.

Norbert landed a fair distance away on the fields, but close enough that Hariel could make out Vhagar’s new rider with a horrorstruck recognition. Normally too large for wherever he was, now dwarfed seated on top of the behemoth that was Vhagar.

Hagrid pulled up his goggles, turned in the saddle so the expandable chest strapped over his shoulder shifted, and waved energetically.

“Hariel! Hariel yer alright! Oh, Norbert! Yer both fine!”

Hariel was ecstatic to see Hagrid. To think he’d ever climb back onto a dragon – just to find her!

(She was also terrified.)

He’d tracked them all the way to Winterfell, facing his extreme dislike of flying dragons and the nausea to make sure she was safe. She could cry.

(She could strangle him.)

Hariel was all over the place, but most of all she was scared.

Not of Vhagar though. The old warrior queen had been lazying around the beach of Dragonstone for years, and though Hariel didn’t actively visit her anymore, she wasn’t nearly as paranoid as after the roasting incident either.

No, Hariel was far more worried about retribution from another type of dragon.

Do you know how much trouble we’re in, Hagrid?! Vhagar is the symbol of Targaryen might and power!” Hariel ranted in rapid English, both because it was the natural thing to do and with the added benefit that Cregan, Ellard, Sara, Lady Lysa, Bennard, his sons, the extended Stark cousins – and half of Winterfell – wouldn’t understand when they walked through the gates of Winterfell.

After a warm reunion they’d headed back while Vhagar was left grumbling about the cold, and Norbert flew back to her snow cave in the courtyard. So when they arrived back through the gates, most of Winterfell had come outside to see what was going on. And now they stood gawking at Hagrid and talking of the huge dragon outside the castle walls.

“-the size of him.”

“-lady Hariel knows him?”

“-I thought Norbert massive, but it’s just a babe compared to that!”

“-surely it’s giant’s blood-”

“-others take me, but he makes the Umbers look short.”

Their whispers washed over Hariel as insignificant - at least for now - since she was too caught up in their argument to even remember to introduce Hagrid to Cregan the way she was expected to.

They can’t know!” Hariel hissed, “Do you know what happened to the dragon handler who got too familiar with Caraxes when that dragon was young? They took his head, Hagrid! They don’t share their dragons! Not with us, not with anyone!”

One thing would've been if Hagrid flew Norbert – or even a dragon hatched from Norbert – but not a Targaryen owned dragon. Not bloody VHAGAR!

What about the Velaryons, eh? They have dragons too. They had Vhagar!”

They are basically one family! Princess Rhaenys was almost queen, and Ser Laenor almost the heir to the Throne himself! And with his marriage to Rhaenyra they have been doing their damnedest to return to one big happy family ever since!”

I’ve hatched them several dragons ‘meself!”

Yes, fine – but then it’s not like you flew out on the pink little baby dragon Morning either!”

If yeh ask me, the least I’m owed was a ride with Vhagar in a time of crises!” Hagrid huffed, crossing his arms.

Merlin’s beard, Hagrid! If you were going to steal one of their dragons, why her? Why not claim Sheepstealer? Or Grey Ghost? Or even Silverwing? Why claim the worst possible dragon in Westeros!?”

Because I can’t claim a dragon.” Hagrid argued.

What?” Hariel waved franticly through the gates to where Vhagar had created a brand new hilltop to the fields. “You flew Vhagar here! You claimed her!”

That’s not how it works, Hariel! One don’t claim a dragon. The dragons claim you.”

Hariel stopped, her mind whirling ahead of her mouth.

Hagrid…” The horror dawned on her. When did Vhagar claim you?”

Hagrid looked away guiltily.

When. Did. Vhagar. Claim. You?” She asked dangerously.

Hard ter tell…. Um… don’t quite remember the first time I felt her mind brush against mine.. Though it might’ve been… er’ back at Driftmark…”

And you never told me!?” Hariel shouted. “Wait, so that night Aemond tried to bond with her she was already-!”

No! Hagrid protested, “No, but... er, it might’ve been that night? Do yeh remember that while you guys were arguing, I was tryin’ ter keep Vhagar’s attention? I guess it worked, because I felt her mind poke at mine. At least for a little while, but then Vhagar lost her patience with the noise, an’ yeh know the rest. I was pretty angry at first, but I’ve been able ter tell when she’s around since.”

But why keep it hidden from me?

Yeh don’t like Vhagar very much, an’ I didn’t think it was needed! I never planned ter ever fly her, yeh know? It was just useful for whenever I cleaned up dragon dung an’ stuff. Even when I went to try mount her, I wasn’t confident she’d let me climb up, but it worked.

This was all too much, and Hariel covered her face in her hands.

“Lady Hariel?”

“Yes, lord Cregan?” She answered, reluctantly turning to face him.

“Who’s this? Could you change your tongue to common, and explain what is going on?”

“Er’…” Hariel trailed off, clueless where to start.

What could she say that wouldn’t make this worse? The whole of Winterfell had seen Hagrid arrive on Vhagar. Or at least that they arrived at the same time, as Hariel and Norbert were the only ones to actually see him sitting atop the dragon.

“I apologise for the disrespect. There were some… unsettling news. I was also mistaken about the dragon; this is Rubeus Hagrid of Britain. He… He came here searching for me.”

“On that…?” Cregan pointed out the gates. There was no way Vhagar would fit within the walls of Winterfell – though who’d ever be insane enough to invite her to?

(Except Hagrid of course.)

“Which dragon is it?” Ellard asked.

“That’s Vhagar.” Hagrid answered, nodding to Ellard, who looked stunned by both the answer and being addressed directly by someone so large.

“Hagrid; this is Lord Cregan Stark of Winterfell, the Warden of the North.” Hariel then went through a long introduction of everyone she remembered the name of.

“Welcome to Winterfell, Rubeus Hagrid. You look cold from the road, so why don’t we continue this inside?” Cregan suggested,

“Thank goodness.” Lady Lysa muttered, turning towards the door when Vhagar roared.

The crowd reacted with uncertain worry, and Cregan tensed. “Is that safe?”

“Dragons roar as much as wolves howl.” Hagrid said, waving off Cregan’s concern, but even so, he’d turned around to heck what was happening too. “She may have seen an’ animal or she’s just complainin’ about the cold.”

Of course, that’s when Norbert joined in with her own roar, and several people began hissing.

“Dragon!”

“What?”

“There’s another dragon in the sky!

“Hagrid…” Hariel said slowly, seeing plainly what everyone else were too. “I thought you came alone?”

“I thought so too…” Hagrid frowned, and slipped back into English, his preferred language. “Come ter think on it, I wondered if I had someone tailin' me that last hour. Thought I saw somethin’, but with that weather and clouds it was hard ter see anythin’ further than Vhagar’s snout for most of the trip..”

Hariel groaned, pinching the bridge of her nose. This was bad. So, so, so bad.

We’re so screwed, Hagrid.”

Why?”

Because they’ll know what you did now!” Hariel snapped.

At least Hagrid looked worried too. “Maybe it’s Helaena?”

It wasn’t.

“Do you know who it is?” Cregan asked, giving Hariel deja-vu. Hadn’t they just had this conversation?

This dragon was flying far lower though, and she could actually make out the bronze colour as it neared. So just as before, Hariel’s answer remained the same, though this time she was certain of it. “That is Prince Aemond.”

Instead of going inside to warm up by the fireplace, they headed out of Winterfell while the sky was darkening. Fortunately Aemond had made Vermithor land far closer to the castle walls than Vhagar, barely a few hundred feet from the main entrance.

Trudging fast through the snow, Aemond almost reached the gates before them. Drenched from flying through clouds, windswept and without Vermithor’s heat his long wet hair and eyelashes were already frosting. He looked cold, confused, and as if he was about to start yelling all at once.

Seeing them coming out of the castle, Aemond straightened up. Holding his head high he smiled sharply when their eyes met. “Quite far away from home, aren’t you, lady Hariel? We’ve got every able dragonrider out searching. Even my sister faced the air for you.”

“She’s a dear friend.” Hariel remarked, having the feeling Aemond was in a really pissy mood. “If Dreamfyre carried Helaena off north, I’d be out searching for her too. Is it so strange?”

“If you failed to notice, it's winter.” Aemond drawled, unable to stop his teeth from clattering.

Hariel bit her lip to prevent blurting out a smart retort. Not everyone could cast portable fires, so that was a pretty valid argument.

“Seems there was a rider more than I was aware of though.” Aemond’s eyes trailed to Hagrid and back to Vhagar, jaw tightening. “I’m sure it’s a gripping tale. Who wish to go first?”

Notes:

There’s been several mentions about Hagrid being a dragonrider in the comment section, some have suggested Hagrid riding Vermithor/Silverwing/Grey Ghost/the cannibal etc. There were so many close calls, that I’m actually surprised no one outright guessed Vhagar. Maybe someone thought it, but it wasn't mentioned at least. I think I even put in a sentence about Hagrid stealing Vhagar from Laena the first time he saw the dragon.
Because yeah, this has been my goal since I decided Aemond was not going to fly the most dangerous nuke in Westeros.

I also got some good advice from 'HoldTightAndPretendItIsAPlan' that inspired parts of the conversation between Hariel and Cregan in this chapter where they talk of languages^^ I wanted to convey that Hariel has an accent so I've had several character point it out, but that's made it seem as if her ability to speak several languages is being brushed off by everyone. It's not, and I hoped that came through a little but with Cregan in this chapter. Not all lord and ladies learn more than common tongue - hell, lord Baratheon can't even read the one language he can speak, and needs a maester to read all his letters.

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 19: Feverish and Nauseous

Notes:

I've kept forgetting to mention this, but a few chapters ago several of you commented and recommended I watch this video of Winterfell, and I wanted to say thanks!

I watched it, and yeah; this is what I'm now imagining Winterfell looks like. Anyone who wants to see how Winterfell should've looked like according to book descriptions as well as accurate medieval castle designs in a full 3d model, please take a look. Watch from 19:53 to skip directly to the big reveal. It's MASSIVE.

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HARIEL XIV

The fire in the hearth was working overtime to warm up a room which hadn’t expected to host a guest so soon. Especially not a prince used to southern room temperatures.

They’d gathered in the prince’s solar in an attempt to keep the discussion private, and now Aemond, Hariel, Hagrid, Cregan and Ellard sat around the fireplace so the two travellers could keep warm after their long journey.

Aemond had changed into fresh clothes brought along from home during the search, as well as a fur cloak leant from the Starks while his travel gear dried.

Dragon riding was hard on the body, especially a long trip to the north. The freezing temperatures of the altitude and exertion from clinging onto a dragon for hours was a harrowing strain. Even with the heat radiating from Norbert’s body it’d been the coldest and hardest flight Hariel had undertaken, and Hagrid and Aemond were of a similar minds -- though at least they hadn’t flown the whole trip in one go.

“I knew where ter go because of the compass, but I got so damn unwell from the flyin’ I had ter take several breaks, an’ slept for a night in the Vale, inside the chest.” Hagrid gestured to the expandable chest he was using for a chair, seeing as little else within the room could be trusted to hold his weight.

Aemond was able to follow Hagrid’s logic, but Cregan and Ellard exchanged a confused glance, though before they could ask what the hell that meant the conversation moved onwards.

“Then we set off early an’ flew the rest of the way ter Winterfell today’.” Hagrid said.

“No one saw you leave Dragonstone with her?” Aemond asked. Within the shelter of Winterfell, dry, warming up and with some food in his stomach, Aemond’s brittle mood had improved. The worst of his biting tone tempering into something more patient. “Nor did you inform Rhaenyra of your intentions?”

“Was a bit impulsive ter tell yeh the truth. Some might’ve seen her fly off, Vhagar is not a small dragon, but no one were around when I climbed her. People know I go down ter Vhagar from time to time though. I’m the only one who’s allowed ter work on her wings.”

“Oh?” Aemond made a curious sound, and Hagrid clarified.

“Aye, she’s got several old injuries that never healed quite right. Yeh can see it when she flies; there’s tears in her wings. They slow her down an’ it starts annoyin’ her when she flies for too long. I’ve been bindin’ some of the damage up.”

Aemond cleared his throat and sniffed. “And you never mounted her before now?”

“Nah. I hated flyin’ Caraxes, an’ it was little better with Vhagar. ‘Get so bloody nauseous, I do. Had ter take loads of breaks comin’ up here. But Hariel was missin’, I had ter make sure she was safe, so what else was I supposed ter do?”

“Hm, yes, what else?” Aemond mused quietly, “I can empathise with your concern for lady Hariel. Securing her safety brought me far out of my way too.” His expression remained so carefully controlled Hariel didn’t know if he was being sarcastic or not.

“I did not make the trip in one flight either, but I’ve been travelling for days anyhow. We had no reference for where you’d flown off to, lady Hariel, so we spread out. Aegon flew towards the Westerlands, Helaena above the Crownlands, Rhaenys towards the Stormlands, Daemon towards the Reach and Ser Laenor over the Vale, leaving me with the Riverlands.”

“What? So many?” Aemond had mentioned something about; ‘all able dragonriders were searching’ -- but somehow Hariel hadn’t truly understood that meant all of them.

“You are an inexperienced dragonrider who only mounted Norbert a few moons ago. We had no knowledge of where you’d flown off to or what had become of you.”

“Inexperienced? I’ve flown before.” Hariel muttered, embarrassed her little adventure was causing such a stir.

“One trip on Caraxes years ago hardly counts.” Aemond argued, swallowing as if he had a dry throat. “Though after the first fruitless search I slept at Harrenhall where the castellan, Simon Strong, told me a blue dragon and its dark haired rider was seen the day you went missing. So I kept searching the Riverlands the next day until I landed at the Twins, where Lord Forrest Frey was delighted to host a Prince. It was just after I left the following morning that I saw Vhagar in the distance, and tailed them here to Winterfell.”

Aemond frowned, his purple eyes studying the shapes in the fire, “I kept my distance, unsure if Vhagar was flying riderless or not.”

“I am touched by everyone’s concern, but this is all a misunderstanding, my prince.” Hariel insisted. “Norbert is a cold-weather dragon, you know she’s different, and she took me along to explore the snow. I sent a raven back to Dragonstone as soon as I could, though I never imagined my absence would have such repercussions.”

“Why would they not?” Cregan asked, grey eyes catching hers. “It was fortunate we found you, my lady, but they could not know you’d been so fortunate. How could they not fear for you?”

Flustered, Hariel ducked her head.

Alright, so maybe she’d been abandoned by her dragon in a cold, foreign country at night, left to wander through a snowy forest for the nearest settlement; but Norbert knew Hariel was tough. Sure, it’d have been very dangerous for most others, but Hariel had magic – and a lot of experience being dropped completely unprepared into bizarre situations.

“You were alone, cold, exhausted and lost.” Ellard said drily. “We saved you and have kept you safe since.”

… That was putting it on a bit thick, wasn’t it? That’s not quite how Hariel remembered it.

“Indeed.” Aemond smiled placidly at the lord of Winterfell. “How fortunate you were there to aid lady Hariel in her hour of need.”

Hariel sighed and looked pointedly at Aemond. “Need I remind you how Hagrid and I first came across Prince Daemon in the Hills of Norvos? That was before I had a dragon big enough to ride. I did not believe my temporary absence would result in a larger search, when you know I’m not as helpless as others would be in a similar situation. Not to mention such behaviour in dragons isn’t unheard of,” Hariel was about to explain how sometimes dragons had desires of their own too, but Aemond cut that off quickly.

“Not with experienced riders.” He protested pointedly, leaning forwards. “Rhaenyra was remiss to make you fly without supervision.”

“Pardon, but I’m an excellent flier. I made the trip from Harrenhal to Hornwood without a single stop. In the moons since I first mounted Norbert I’ve been flying more than all the other riders on Dragonstone combined. They didn’t share my interest in spending so many hours flying, and this is the first incident where anything’s happened.”

Aemond mouth twisted up at the corner, “Regardless of your prowess, it went wrong, did it not? Look where we are. If my half-sister was too engaged with other matters to see to your safety, you should have come to stay at the capital instead.” Aemond rebuffed, “My siblings and I are in the air most days, and would’ve gladly flied with you.”

“Would you?” Hariel was rather dubious, “I was told by both your sisters how busy it’s been at the Red Keep of late. I did not wish to impose on your family reunion with Prince Daeron, nor be a distraction from… all the important matters your family are occupied with in regards to your siblings betrothals. There’s also the law prohibiting free roaming dragons in the capital, and since Norbert has never been chained that way before I don’t see how that would’ve been feasible.”

Aemond cleared his throat again.

“My prince?” Cregan said, “Is your throat bothering you?”

“I’m fine.” Aemond said reflexively.

“You’ve had a long journey, and forgive me for saying so; but you appear flushed. May I suggest you retire early? We can continue this conversation when you feel better.” Cregan said.

As if to be contrary, Aemond opened the collar of his borrowed fur. “It’s only the uncomfortable layers.”

“Are you sure that is all?” Hariel added, catching on to what Cregan already had. Aemond’s flushed face could be explained by several things, but he was becoming clammy too, his voice sounded off and he kept clearing his throat. Was Aemond getting a cold?

“I will call for the Maester,” Ellard said, getting up.

“It will pass,” Aemond protested, his face growing redder still. “Send for a warm beverage instead of your grey rat.”

“I think lord Cregan is right, yer getting sick, prince Aemond.” Hagrid said, squinting at the pale haired teen. “Yeh should get ter bed, maybe eat some soup. I brought the chest along so yer welcome to borrow the bathroom too, there’s a tub there that’s better than anythin’ you’ve got in yer red castle. Just give me a second, an’ I’ll see what I’ve got down there-”

Any chance of further conversation was derailed from there, both by Cregan and Ellard’s alarm that Hagrid climbed into his own wooden chest, the abrupt appearance of Fang jumping out, alongside Aemond’s stubborn conviction that he was not sick. He was so adamant about this he stood up angrily, got dizzy from the movement and nearly fell over.

Aemond deteriorated fast, and spent his first night at Winterfell fighting a high fever.

“The dragons are very warm which assist our comfort while we fly. Without it we’d freeze.” Hariel explained the next morning, unenthusiastically poking at her scrambled egg. “Just think of how cold mountaintops are, and it only gets colder the higher we fly. The clouds are wet with unshed rain, and the sky above them are always as cold as the northern winters. Considering the prince flew for hours in worsening conditions, his illness may not be so unexpected.”

“Yet you and Rubeus Hagrid made the same journey," Cregan said, who'd made space for both Hariel and Hagrid by his side at the table that morning. "-yet neither of you fell ill.”

Cregan had a point, but what could Hariel say? “Hagrid is sturdy. His resistance to the elements are great, and even magic can’t move him the way it can men, while I was probably only very fortunate.”

“We pray the prince’s fever breaks soon.” Bennard Stark remarked on Cregan’s other side, speaking a sentiment that’d been repeated a lot that morning. Fevers could be deadly here, and having a sick prince under their roof was making the Starks very nervous.

“This is an ill omen to arrive on our doorstep right before your nameday feast, nephew.”

“Quite.” Cregan said tightly.

“Ill omen? Rubbish.” Hagrid said, looking down at Bennard incredulous. “I feel for the poor lad, but this isn’t any sort of omen. Just cold weather, poor clothin’ an’ exhaustion. It’s a bad combination, an’ can knock out even the best of us. Aren’t yeh a Stark? Shouldn’t yeh know how winter weather works by yer age?”

Cregan bit his bottom lip, fighting not to laugh as he caught Hariel’s eyes.

Later that day, Hariel went to see how Aemond was faring for herself, though her welcome was significantly cooler than she was used to from him.

“Get out.” Aemond slurred, pulling his fur over his head once he realized Hariel was there. “Shouldn’t be in…” He trailed off into something completely intangible.

Under most circ*mstances Hariel wouldn’t be allowed into the prince’s bedchamber, but Aemond was sick, stuck in a foreign country surrounded by complete strangers - and it’s not like she was in there alone. The Maester had been by throughout the night and had just gone to have a nap before continuing his duties. Otherwise Osric was standing guard in the corner, and there was always a servant in the room tasked with watching over Aemond. Either adjusting his blankets and furs, read to him for entertainment and to keep track of his condition.

“How are you feeling?”

“Seven hells. Just go.” Aemond begged.

Osric made to follow the Prince’s order, but Hariel held up a hand. “I brought tea.”

Aemond waved a dismissive hand, still hiding his face under the covers. He was like a cat, instinctively hiding away to lick his wounds in private. Very unlike a dog, as Hariel had seen Fang run head first into a tree and then climb onto Hagrid’s lap for comfort to make things better.

“‘Already had rat tea…” Aemond muttered, sounding half asleep.

Hariel snickered. “This is not the Maester’s tea. It’s Hagrid’s.”

Aemond peaked his head up. “Magical tea?” He asked in slurred Valyrian.

Tea from Britain,” Hariel said bemused. “But it’s made from rare herbs, so that makes it a little magical.

Fine.

With a groan he waved her forwards, and Hariel brought the tea tray around his four poster and placed it next to the Aemond shaped blankets. It seemed Aemond needed to gather his strength to simply sit up, and Hariel was just about to ask if he needed help when he started the struggle. Resurfacing like a clammy ghost from underneath the layers of woollen blankets and furs he’d been buried under.

Hagrid is looking after Vermithor,” Hariel said, keeping to Valyrian since she doubted either Osric or the maid knew it, and she might’ve had ulterior motives by coming here. Of course Hariel wished Aemond would recover too… but there were several important issues dangling in the air, and if there was the slightest chance she could get ahead of it, she had to try.

Though neither Vermithor or Vhagar enjoys the cold the way Norbert does.

Aemond struggled up into a sitting position; coughing, sniffling and grumbling. His thick silver hair was a knotted mess, his sickly pallor covered in a thin sheen of sweat, his nose was red, shirt ruffled and eyes drooping and bloodshot.

Hariel had never seen Aemond look this sh*tty, and courtesy of Vhagar’s fire; she’d seen him post-roast.

And about Hagrid…” Hariel trailed off, unsure how to start.

He should never have flied…” Aemond closed his eyes, dragging a hand over his brow. “-flied Vhagar. She belongs to-

“-House Targaryen, I know.” Hariel finished the sentence for him. “I understand how upsetting the shock must’ve been. I was almost struck speechless myself.” She picked up the goblet and put it directly into his hand, fearing he might spill it otherwise. Aemond was able to drink it on his own, though it was unnerving to see him so weak. She watched him struggle, thinking it’d been a while since she’d looked down on him. Though fourteen and gangly, Aemond had bypassed Hariel’s height a while ago and was now amongst the tallest of his family.

Hagrid only meant to help me. He cherish all dragons, and doesn’t view bonding with a dragon the same as your family does. He uses it to ease his duties. To tend to Vhagar better, and he never considered flying her before he feared for my life. It was only a means to find me. You heard him; he doesn’t enjoy flying. He gets sick. Would you please try to understand?

“… He’s broken the law.” Aemond murmured, taking a second sip while gazing at her with bloodshot eyes over the edge of the goblet.

Oh? So you all took it for granted Hagrid would keep using magic of our lands to hatch dragons for your House, care for them, feed them and do nearly all the work for you - but to not share your own magic in return?” Hariel asked pointedly.

That made him pause, “We’ve given you plenty... Shelter, food, education, protection…. The life you live is by the generosity of my House.” His fever caused his speech to be slow, nasally and halted by breaks - sounding like his nose remained utterly inaccessible to him.

Generosity? Is a trade generous when our payment has been far less valuable than the services we’ve completed for House Targaryen?” Hariel said, trying to speak with conviction.

She was right about this, though it was a different matter to bring it up. Hariel almost lost her nerve, but then Aemond arched a brow, looking almost amused. “Don’t stop there... Speak your solicit plainly.” He egged her on.

“I do not dispute that an education, clothes and shelter are valued arrangements, but don’t take me for a fool, Aemond, they’re mere spare pennies compared to the gold we’ve offered. I know the King has given knights lands and castles for far less meaningful achievements than Hagrid’s services, yet all he’s been given is a house next to his daughter’s castle. We have not brought the matter to the court because we wanted this alliance, all we wanted was peace and safety. Yet the one time Hagrid believed that compromised and needed help from a dragon, you name him a lawbreaker? Does none of his achievements earn him clemency or some understanding? Was all that effort not worth as much as a sole trip to the North?”

Aemond was too occupied drinking his tea without spilling it down his front to respond right away.

Regardless of how honourable his intentions were… It will not be enough.” Aemond rasped, putting down the goblet on the tray with minimal trembling. “Hagrid’s actions… has made it so Vhagar can no longer be-… be claimed by another… Not while he lives.

That sounds like a threat.” Hariel said tightly.

I only speak the truth... how they’ll see it… we both know it.” Aemond seemed to be a little sorry to say it, but wouldn’t take it back either.

Hariel glared. “Who would even claim Vhagar? Princess Rhaenyra’s unborn child? When thanks to Hagrid’s efforts; House Targaryen has several young dragons without riders to pick from instead? He’s the best dragon handler your House will ever know.” Hariel said with feeling, picking up the tray. “Perhaps that’s something to keep in mind, my prince.

She marched out of the room, not sure if she’d just made the situation worse or not.

Though Aemond didn’t show for supper that evening, the Maester was pleased to inform everyone his fever was going down. By the following morning Aemond showed up in the Great Hall instead of having breakfast served in bed.

Confined to his rooms since his arrival, this was the first time most of the household had seen Aemond properly. Hushed whispering broke out around the hall when he strolled in. Taking Hagrid’s abandoned seat in-between Cregan and his uncle Bennard, opposite from Hariel who’d sat at this end of the table for a second day in a row.

“Everyone in Winterfell is relieved to see you recovered from your ailment, prince Aemond, but are you sure you are well enough to be up?” Cregan enquired once Aemond had told the servant his breakfast order.

Though visibly improved, Aemond still suffered a runny nose and didn’t seem at full strength, but he waved away any suggestion to take it easy. “Enough so to be bored stale with staring at the ceiling of my four poster bed while listening to northern stories. I think I’ve had enough of Rat Cooks, Danny Flint, Grumskins, Children of the Forest and Skinchangers for a while.”

"Skinchanger?" Hariel asked, as the term sounded quite morbid.

Aemond rolled his eyes. "Skinchanger are what the tales calls Northerners who could magically enter the minds of beasts and live as the animal. You might have heard of the term 'Warg' from songs at home - it sounds very much like the same fairytale."

Hariel nodded in recognition. She had heard of 'wargs' in a few northern songs taught by the Maester at Dragonstone. Of people who could control birds and beasts by entering the animal's mind - and it had reminded her slightly of what Targaryens did with dragons. It wasn't the same, as wargs had complete control of the animal while the Targaryens had a partnership with their dragons - but it was similar enough it had caught her attention.

“Were the tales too grim for you, my prince?” Cregan wondered. “I could try find someone who knows tales of brave knightly deeds, but it's only a small minority who's seen a knight in Winterfell, so I’d wager your own stories of southern courts and tourneys superior.”

Aemond scowled. “I don’t give a sh*t about tourneys, lord Cregan, and I can hear grim stories any day; Maegor the Cruel was my great, great grand-uncle. While I’m here I’d rather see the north than hear of it, and I was told there’s to be a nameday feast this eve.”

“We were going to postpone it until you were recovered enough to participate.” Cregan said.

“Then it wouldn’t be your nameday anymore, would it?”

“My six and tenth nameday passed a fortnight ago, but I was on the road at the time.”

“Regardless; I’m on the mend, and there’s a few affairs I didn’t feel comfortable leaving unattended.” Aemond turned to Hariel on the opposite side of the table.

“I hope the night treated you well, my lady, you look lovely this morn. How's our dragons faring?”

The server arrived with Aemond’s breakfast then, and Hariel waited until the server had finished placing the food before answering.

“Vermithor took a short flight last evening, but he’s returned. Neither Vermithor or Vhagar has much of an appetite, but Hagrid has thoughtfully made them a little more comfortable with fire-magic and volcano smells. You only just missed Hagrid before he went to see them.” Hariel said. “They’re in excellent care. You know Hagrid is one of a kind.”

Aemond made an agreeable humming sound, brushing his hair back from his face. His and Cregan’s hair were of similar length, except the Stark kept his tied back in a low ponytail with a leather string, which made Hariel wonder why none of the Targaryen males did that. Probably because it wasn’t in fashion in the south.

“What about Norbert?” Aemond wondered.

“She’s within the castle walls in the east courtyard. Unlike the other dragon, she’s been enjoying the snow.” Hariel caught Cregan’s eye, who grinned, sharing her amusem*nt about the matter.

“It’s a curiosity.” Cregan said, “Norbert is the first dragon I met and it made me believe her behaviour the norm, but the larger dragons react quite differently to the cold.”

Hariel leaned forwards. “They’re different breeds of dragons. Though Norbert did not hatch before we reached Essos, her egg is from my homelands, where she’s a mixed breed. The spikes and form is from one parents, while her blue scales and fire comes from a breed of dragon known for dwelling on snowy mountaintops.”

“Is that why she’s so adapt to northern weather?” Cregan asked.

“We think so, yes. It makes her very aptly named.

“How so?”

“Back home, ‘Norbert’ means; ‘northern brightness’.”

“It does?” Cregan’s face lit up. “What a perfect name for your dragon.”

Hariel beamed. She’d suspected that Cregan – and most northerners really - would take a shine to Norbert's name.

“Hagrid named her.” She said, “Though Norbert is significantly younger as well, and that’s also why she acts differently. Vhagar is nearing a hundred and eighty years old, Vermithor is ninety, while Norbert has not yet turned five.”

Four?” Cregan leaned forwards, alight up with surprise. “She’s only four?”

Hariel giggled. “She’s a very large child.”

With Cregan’s full attention, Hariel fund it a struggle to not keep smiling.

Betrothed. A weak little voice in the back of her head tried to remind her. He’s betrothed.

“I always knew they were large creatures, but I was never made aware of how fast dragons grows.”

“Not all do, but Norbert is the fastest growing dragon amongst the younger ones. Though Norbert’s been in Hagrid’s care since she hatched, and he knows what’s required for a dragon to prosper.” She said, “And as most children; Norbert enjoys play and exploration, while the older dragons shows more maturity.”

“When you explain it so, it makes sense.” Cregan agreed.

“You’re hardly eating, my prince. Has your appetite not returned yet?” Bennard Stark asked the prince, because Aemond had turned away from Hariel and Cregan’s conversation to glare down at his plate, as if the spread of ham, egg, cheese and bread had offended him.

“Maybe." Aemond muttered, "At any rate something about the meal is nauseating.”

Chapter 20: Lord of Winterfell

Notes:

I have a drawing of Hariel here, though it's only a rework of one of my older works. I've just had more of a writing kick lately than drawing, and I wasn't in the mood to start a brand new sketch when I have several different depictions of female Harry already.

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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AEMOND I

It’d been years since Aemond’s last winter, but he was certain it never got this cold back then.

Aemond had a childhood memory from when he was eight, maybe nine. He’d been in the practise yard with his younger brother Daeron, the two going at each other with wooden practise swords while light, powdery snow fell from the sky. It’d been cold, but not enough for any substantial buildup of snow, especially in the yards or paths where he and Daeron played knights.

There’d been no instructor or proper etiquette, only fun. Aemond had been chasing Daeron around the yard, between the frost tipped practise dummies, past the target posts and towards the stairs when his brother had suddenly slipped on a patch of ice. Aemond’s first reaction had been to laugh. Daeron’s flailing arms and startled expression was hilarious, but the aftermath less so.

Daeron hit his head on the cold stone stairs, and the game was over. Aemond had tried fruitlessly to fix it by telling his brother a knight wouldn’t cry - but then Daeron threw up, the Maester got involved, and their mother had been so furious she slapped Aemond for his carelessness.

Aemond’s brother had recovered though, soon spring had arrived, and then Daeron collected his young dragon Tessarion and left for Oldtown to foster with Ormund Hightower. Leaving Aemond to practise his swordplay with Aegon instead.

It wasn’t with any nostalgic fondness that Aemond thought back to last winter. His life had been so different then.

Aegon was the King’s oldest son, Daeron was fostered with the Hightowers and their sister Helaena had claimed Dreamfyre. Their futures had been set on a steady course, while Aemond had been left wondering:

What about me?

A second son with no claim to an inheritance, no dragon and even his mother’s kin slighted Aemond by requesting the third son to be fostered with House Hightower. Of course they had. Since they couldn’t have the firstborn, then rather the third son with a dragon than the middle one without.

It had frightened him. Aemond had feared being sent to take the Black like Aegon joked, or be a Kingsguard like his father hinted at. Spending his life pampering to his siblings every whim – or the Gods forbid, his f*cking nephews – was unacceptable. He didn’t want to be sent to the citadel to become a useless grey rat either. For all the Maesters supposed wisdom none of them could even heal a King when their lives depended on it.

Back then Aemond needed to claim a dragon or he’d be doomed. He’d be dismissed the way old King Jaehaerys had sent off the children who took up too much space, as only three of his thirteen progeny were ever dragonriders. Be it to the Faith, the Maesters, an early grave or married away – there weren’t room for the princes and princesses who hadn’t claimed a dragon.

But then his family had gone to Driftmark for lady Laena’s funeral - though the true reason was the King’s wish to make amends with his (twice-exiled-but-always-returning) brother - and Aemond’s life had changed forever.

It’d been like stepping into one of the magical tales of Old Valyria. He’d met a witch, a giant, seen the heart of dragonfire, and finally claimed a dragon for himself.

Aemond rested his weight against Vermithor’s side, sinking into the rough scales. Uncaring he’d be reeking of dragon stench Aemond closed his eyes and soaked in the heat. It felt fiery hot compared to the northern winter around them, but Aemond would rather burn than freeze any day.

He smiled to himself, revelling in the knowledge Vermithor ‘the bronze fury’ was his dragon. His fire. His wings. His power. The egg they’d placed in Aemond’s crib never hatched, but that was because his destined dragon was already born and waiting for him.

A slithering hissing carried to his ears, and Aemond glanced over to lady Hariel who stood with Rubeus Hagrid, speaking to Vermithor in that strange, inhuman tongue of hers. A sound so unearthly Aemond sometimes wondered if Hariel may not be more dragon than human.

Aemond felt Vermithor’s chest reverberating, making the same strange sounds as lady Hariel when he replied.

“What does he say?” Aemond wondered. At this proximity to his bonded dragon Aemond imagined Vermithor’s feelings slipped into his own, even if it was only hints, and not anything that could be translated to words. Though there were moments Aemond could swear there was a second heart beating within his chest. An accompanying pulse in his head connecting him with Vermithor. His dragons feelings bled into Aemond, making him dream of wide open skies and the sound of beating wings of another dragon following in his wake.

“That Winterfell wasn’t this cold during his last visit.” Hariel answered, her haunting jade eyes twinkling brightly.

“King Jaehaerys brought Vermithor here in 58 AC. He was a much younger dragon then.”

“Yes, and it was summer.” Hariel chuckled, “He also had Silverwing along for the trip. I doubt Norbert and Vhagar fits Vermithor’s company preferences quite the same way.”

Hagrid hummed thoughtfully. “Yeh should stop by Dragonstone on the way home, prince Aemond. Let Vermithor have some time with the wife before yeh return ter the Red Keep.”

Aemond smiled tightly, judging the man far too relaxed considering his precarious situation. “I will consider it.”

Vhagar grumbled across the hill, a long whine which Aemond didn’t require Hariel’s translations to know meant she was unhappy.

“Ah. Someone feels neglected.” Rubeus muttered.

“Does she?” Hariel said sceptically. “She’s usually so adamant about peace and quiet.” She caught Aemond’s eye. “You’d recall how grumpy she can get about it.”

Of course he did. Being engulfed within Vhagar’s dragonfire was seared into his mind forever.

“I’ll go see ter Vhagar.” Rubeus said. “She’s been very moody since we got here. Really don’t like the north much.”

Aemond watched Rubeus as he forced a path through the snow, heading towards the enormous Vhagar.

When Aemond turned back, Hariel’s good humour had fallen into something more cautious, and their conversation from yesterday flashed within his mind. His illness had left the memory in a hazy tint, though one thing that remained clear was the burning irritation caused by the fact she’d seen him so pathetic.

Again.

Why did that keep happening?

His days as the waste of space of the family was over. After Aemond claimed Vermithor the talk of making him join the Kingsguard or becoming a Maester ceased. His mother had relaxed, seeing that Aemond Valyrian blood was as potent as his bastard nephews. When visitors arrived at the capital they wished to impress Aemond as much as his siblings. From how lord Ormund Hightower suddenly suggested Aemond come visit Daeron in Oldtown, or the Lannisters kept namedropping several daughters. No one protested if he studied texts of old Valyria, magic or went to visit the dragons. Now that Aemond had one of his own, those were his rights.

Aemond was acknowledged for his true value now. So how come when lady Hariel looked at him, it was almost as if she still mistook Aemond for that pathetic, dragonless boy of ten?

The previous day was a little unclear, but he recalled their talk well enough.

Hariel claimed House Targaryen was indebted to Rubeus and owed him this clemency, yet a dragon like Vhagar was worth far more than a castle, lands and gold. Perhaps the deal had been unfair before, but by claiming Vhagar the scales had tipped drastically. Rubeus had taken far more than he was owed, and the House of the Dragon would demand compensation.

Aemond didn’t want that. Not exactly.

He was enraged by Rubeus short-sighted stupidity, but he agreed with Hariel on some matters: The man was the best dragon handler their house would ever have, and he held Hariel’s loyalty. If they moved against Hagrid, Aemond knew in his bones they’d lose Hariel and Norbert too. And with them; their magic.

Vermithor hissed at Hariel again, and their exchanges went on for a few more beats, until she broke off with a soft laugher. It was fascinating to watch them converse, but immensely frustrating too.

“What do you two speak of now?”

“He’s concerned about you.” Hariel smiled kindly. “Vermithor can tell you’ve been ill.”

“Why did that make you laugh?”

Hariel waved a gloved hand. “It was nothing.” She said, grinning impish. “He’s got a way with words, Vermithor. He always speaks whatever comes to mind.”

“Other dragons doesn’t?”

“They do as far as their vocabulary allows it, but Vermithor stands out. The other dragons are more direct, while Vermithor is… He’s very contemplating, and often speaks his thought process aloud. At any rate; he wants you to take shelter from this unpleasant coldness.”

“He does?”

“Indeed. So why don’t we head back to the castle, my prince? For your dragon’s sake.”

“Fine.” Aemond agreed. He was far too worn from a simple walk, so heading inside wasn’t the worst idea. He may need to rest for remains of the afternoon to have the strength to make it through the evening events. “It’s for the best. You’ll need enough time to get ready for the feast too.”

“I do, but I have less time for it.” Hariel said. “I’m going to be assisting lord Cregan before the feast starts.”

This was news to Aemond. “With what?”

“Bennard Stark and his sons are going to profess Cregan as their new liege lord. I will be witnessing it alongside lord Ellard and some of the other members of the Stark Household.”

“I thought that would happen at the feast?”

“It will happen then too.” Hariel replied. “However, Bennard’s been reluctant to let go of the regency, so lord Cregan decided his uncle is to acknowledge his new lord before both Gods and men.”

Aemond grimaced. “Does that mean you’ll be participating in some northern religious ritual?” He had little understanding of the heathen gods they worshipped, but he believed it included some kind of tree spirit.

Lady Hariel nodded. “I will only observe. It’ll take place before the weirwood in the Godswood before the feast.”

“Why do you need to be there? You don't pray to their nameless deities.”

Hariel fidgeting with her skirts. “Because I promised to support his claim.”

“Our mere presence in Winterfell does that.”

“Even so, I gave my word.”

He offered her his arm, and Hariel accepted it as they set off back to Winterfell side by side. He liked that he was taller than her now - had she noticed he was taller than Aegon, Jace and most of his family? Aemond could almost imagine them alone if not for the quiet shadow trailing them. That same tall, burly guard who’d been with Aemond for most of his stay. As they neared the castle Aemond couldn’t help admire it. Winterfell was grand with an ancient quality, giving the impression its walls had stood steady since the beginning of time, and would remain until its end. Yet the lands it stood on left so much to be desired. Aemond wondered what possessed the first men to venture so far north, and what madness ailed their minds to keep them living here thousands years later.

Fatigue lingered in his limb, making each step a struggle, and he silently cursed how nothing was going to plan. Aemond wanted to be the one to locate Hariel, but not like this.

He’d only wanted to prove himself and bring her back - not deal with Rubeus Hagrid’s dragon stealing, visit the north in winter, get sick and depend on the hospitality of Cregan f*cking Stark. Who was, unfortunately, not shorter than Aemond. They were the exact same height, and Aemond couldn’t explain why that bothered him, but it did.

There were words at the tip of his tongue. A suggestion so tempting to put forth, but held back by unfavourable circ*mstances and second guessing.

It was a coin toss that may solve everything – or it could lose him everything. Them. Aemond mentally corrected himself. Lose them everything.

Because there was a solution here, wasn’t there? It was simple. They could solve the dragon issue the exact same way they’d done the last time Vhagar was bonded to a rider without enough Targaryen blood.

Marriage.

The first hurdle was the law itself, which clearly stated no man could force another man to marry. They could cave to pressure, but even a king didn’t have the right to strip a man if his choice of bride, and Rubeus had been adamantly against the topic when it’d been brought up. Even if Aemond’s father was to order the marriage through hard pressure, it probably wouldn’t result in children. As Aemond understood it, Rubeus was simply… too large... for it to be feasible. In all ways.

Though Rubeus had never been the one his family intended to bind in blood anyway. There’d been enough careless remarks uttered within his vicinity for him to guess their intentions – and Aemond was not an idiot.

Binding Rubeus through a bride meant marrying a princess or lady out of the family, which would not compensate for the loss of Vhagar – only make the situation more dangerous.

Hariel though…

She had the means to solve this dilemma. It was partly why Aemond hadn’t gone into a blind rage over Vhagar’s theft to begin with. Hariel was always going to marry into House Targaryen, which would bind Rubeus, and thereby Vhagar, back into the fold.

It had calmed him down - though it wouldn't be for long.

When Aemond arrived in the Great Hall that evening it was decorated for a spectacle. The tables were set with plates, goblets, roasted meats and steaming vegetables.

The steward showed Aemond to his seat at the high table near Rubeus Hagrid. The hall was filled with guests dressed in their northern best – attires a lot less colourful and high necked than Aemond was familiar with in the south. He noted that though the lower level tables were filled up, Aemond and Rubeus were amongst the few who’d arrived at the high table.

“Am I early?” Aemond asked.

“No, my prince. Lord Cregan will arrive shortly.” The steward assured him with a bow, before hurrying to see to his duties.

The steward wasn’t mistaken. Aemond had barely sat down before the guards opened the wide oak and iron doors to the courtyard, letting a freezing draft into the hall as Cregan Stark and his company entered the Great Hall.

People stood up and began clapping while Cregan led the group along the centre isle between the long tables, the guard closing the doors in their wake to keep the warmth trapped inside. Aemond craned his neck and spotted Hariel towards the back of the group by lord Ellard Cerwyn.

The applause for the lord of Winterfell began to calm as the group split off to find their seats, some mingling into the lower tables, though most were at the high table with Aemond.

“You look beautiful, lady Hariel.” Aemond said as Hariel was shown to her seat by his side, a servant accepting her fur coat and gloves to bring back to her chambers.

The gown underneath was boring, but though it covered anything interesting it accentuated her slender figure, which had grown womanly since he saw her naked a few years back. Aemond was not quite able to hold in a smirk at the memory. She may be magic, but at least Hariel couldn’t see his thoughts.

… She couldn’t, right?

Instead of going to the high table, Cregan Stark went for a different seat at the end of the centre isle. The old throne of House Stark, where he took his place before it.

“Cregan of House Stark, the Lord of Winterfell and Warden of the North!” The steward announced, while people began lining up before their new lord.

Cregan was clean shaven, hair brushed back and dressed in a finely crafted grey tunic with a wolf fur spilling from his shoulders. He stood before the high seat of Winterfell; the cold stone throne of the old northern Kings with massive armrests decorated with the carved heads of snarling direwolves. Cregan was holding the ancestral greatsword of House Stark named Ice in front of him. Aemond appreciated the rippled patterns along the surface of the largest Valyrian steel blade he’d seen.

The sigil of House Stark was depicted on banners throughout the Great Hall, the fireplaces were blazing, torches lit the walls, and the ceremony started. With a few words and a bent knee, Bennard Stark gave up his regency of the North to his lord nephew, witnessed by the whole of Winterfell, a prince and two dragonriders.

Fortunately northerners didn’t have patience for grandiose ceremonies that stretched on for hours. Aemond did, he grew up at court after all, and here he was actually seated throughout the event. The affair was nearly primitive in comparison, though at least it meant the feast commenced much faster.

“There has to be enough Valyrian steel in that greatsword for two one handed blades.” Aemond murmured quietly, eyeing the two handed sword Ice where it rested against Cregan’s seat. Valyrian steel was very rare, and only a handful of Noble or Great Houses throughout Westeros boasted ownership of a sword made of the sharp, strong and light-weighed material. The art of creating it had been lost to history, so the most they could do today was remould the old Valyrian steel artefacts created by the master blacksmiths of the Valyrian Freeholds.

Hariel had filled her plate with roasted goat, while Aemond had just finished his piece of pork. The wenches went around the table pouring wine or ales, and the minstrels had started playing at the side of the hall.

“Mhm.” Hariel agreed, “His is bigger than yours.”

“Pardon?” Aemond asked sharply.

“Blackfyre?” Hariel clarified, “House Targaryen’s Valyrian steel sword? Is it not smaller than Ice?”

“Hm… A little, yes. A good, sharp blade can compensate for some, but its full potential can only be displayed when wielded by a true and dedicated swordsman. It’s all about skill. I’ve been trained in the sword by the Kingsguard. My mother’s sworn protector has overseen my training since I can remember.”

“That’d be Ser Christian, right?”

Christian?” Aemond said bemused. “Your pronunciation is off, my lady; his name is; Ser Criston.

“Criston? She repeated, “Truly? I always thought it was ‘Christian’… I’ve been calling him so for years.” Hariel frowned.

“Yet none corrected you?”

“I’m sure it’s an oversight.” She said, even though her expression was uncertain. “I can’t recall anyone talking much of Ser Criston at Dragonstone. The Kingsguards on the island are Ser Steffon and Ser Lorent. I’ve see them train in the yards and practise with the Princes as well. They’re excellent instructors, I know Jace is pleased with them.”

Aemond very nearly rolled his eyes. From what he remembered of their childhood, Jace and Luke had never been gifted with the sword. Requiring Ser Harwin Strong come to their aid whenever a spar got too tough for them. They’d never been able to follow Ser Criston’s instructions properly. The knight might be of low birth, but Criston was the best swordsman in the Kingsguard.

“My apologies, I know the song of swords isn’t a topic of interests amongst proper ladies, I should not have brought it up.” Aemond mused. His mother would’ve scolded him for bringing up weaponry and violence with lady Hariel. It wasn’t appropriate.

“That depends on the lady.” Hariel chuckled, “Queen Visenya was famed for having a very good blade. I’ve seen Prince Daemon practise with Dark Sister, and Baela is very taken with the sword herself.”

Aemond looked at her, amused by her casual acceptance and how she’d mentioned a fair point he hadn’t considered too often. “What of you?”

“What do I need a sword for?” Hariel asked challengingly.

He nearly remarked about how Hariel would always have knight’s to guard her, when he caught on to her true meaning. “You have magic.” Aemond recognized the advantages of that. “As well as a dragon.”

“And if all that fails me; I also have a Hagrid.” Hariel grinned across the table to Rubeus, who chortled.

“I don’t need a sword either.” Rubeus shared matter of factly. “Swords are a bit out of practise back home. I do have a very good crossbow though.”

“If you do not wield swords in your homelands, how do knights and soldiers protect the country? How is war fought?” Aemond wondered. “With spells and magic?”

Rubeus face darkened. “Pretty much,” he said sombrely. “I lived through two wars, meself. One when I was around yer age, the second one when I was grown. They were both terrible, but the second one nearly destroyed our home. Ten years of civil war.” Rubeus shuddered, watching Hariel regretfully, who was suddenly quite interested in studying the content of her goblet.

“But you have magic; a great power. How could it have lasted a decade?” Aemond wondered.

“Because the other side had magic too.” Rubeus said as if that should’ve been obvious.

“Hm.” Aemond tried but completely failing to imagine it.

“It’s a bit like back in 42 AC, when Maegor the Cruel battled his nephew Aegon the Uncrowned above the Gods Eye.” Hariel said quietly, taking a sip of her wine. “Just as both sides had dragons there, both sides had magic back home. Both aided in battle by very destructive powers.”

The event Hariel spoke of was the only time in Westeros there’d been a battle between dragons. The first time dragon was pitted against dragon since the fall of the Valyrian Freehold.

When Maegor usurped the Crown after his older brother’s death, killing his nephew and rightful heir to make himself King, and proceeding to rule Westeros with terror for six years and sixty six days until he was inexplicably found dead on the Iron Throne.

“‘Battle’ may be too strong a term.” Aemond said. “There was hardly much competition. Maegor was riding Balerion the black dread, who only needed one bite to kill his nephew Aegon and the dragon Quicksilver.”

“But imagine if Aegon the uncrowned had been flying Vhagar during that battle instead.” Hariel said, “Would it have been the same battle then?”

Aemond considered it. “Balerion would’ve won regardless. He was unbeatable. The largest and most dangerous dragon in the world. Vhagar is a powerful queen, but she was smaller and younger. Even if Aegon the uncrowned had ridden Vhagar, he’d have lost to the Usurper.”

“Hah, don’t think being bigger an’ meaner is all that matters.” Rubeus said, an ironic statement coming from a man his size. Rubeus smiled warmly at Hariel. “You know that better than anyone, or what Hariel? Girl-who-lived.”

“What are you referring to?” Aemond asked.

Rubeus glanced between Hariel and Aemond repeatedly. “Eh? You’ve never told them, Hariel?”

“No,” She said quietly, “-neither have you though.”

“I thought they already knew. It took me awhile longer ter learn the language after all.”

Hariel grew visibly uneasy, and shook her head. “It never came up.”

“Told us what?” Aemond pressed.

“Can we please not talk of this now? This is a happy event, and what happened back home hardly matters anymore. Not here.” Hariel bit out, and stood from her seat, brushing down the creases on her gown. “Excuse me, I see Sara.”

Hariel walked around the raised platform of the high table, and down to the lower tables to meet a dark haired girl. The minstrels had changed the music to something merry and playful, so people had began to dance along the middle isle to an unfamiliar northern tune.

“What was that?” Aemond enquired.

“Er’ Hariel’s right. It’s not the right story for a nameday feast.” Rubeus said guiltily.

“I’m only concerned,” Aemond pressed, dying to know more but masking it with something more polite “-I did not intend to upset lady Hariel.”

“Ah, alright. It’s her parents. They were killed by the… er’ he was the leader of the opposite side of the war, an’ Hariel was the only one to survive. An’ I mean the only one. The dark wizard, her parents, even their home was left in ruins.” Rubeus said. “There was some mysterious magic happenin’ that night, not even us wizards understood it. I dug her out of the rubbles meself. Perfectly fine except for that cut on her forehead left by that evil git when he failed ter kill her. Haven’t yeh wondered where she got her scar from? It’s from that night. She was known as the Girl-Who-Lived after that.”

The confusing mental image of Rubeus digging out a child sized Hariel from some ruins was interrupted when, to Aemond’s alarm, Rubeus black eyes started misting with tears. Surely he wasn’t about to start crying like some craven page? Had the man no pride?

Rubeus sniffled loudly, reaching in to his pocket for a handkerchief to blow his nose. “Sorry, I just get so sad. James an’ Lily were good people. Best witch an’ wizard their age. It was terrible what happened ter them. Just terrible.”

The enormous man dabbed as his eyes with one hand and reached for his goblet with the other, emptying it with one swig -- though the serving wench was quick to refill it.

Lost for a reply, Aemond’s attention drifted down the table, accidentally catching Ellard Cerwyn’s eye. The heir to castle Cerwyn sat only a couple seats away, and judging by his uncertain expression he’d overheard most of that. Reflexively, Ellard’s gaze flickered towards the crowd, and when Aemond followed his line of sight his stomach lurched unpleasantly.

Hariel had joined the crowd along the middle isle and was dancing with Cregan Stark. Her earlier irritation gone without a trace, exchanged for bright smiles and doe eyed admiration. They followed the steps in tune with the crowd, Cregan taking Hariel’s hand to lead her through a circle, but then he pulled her far too close to be appropriate afterwards. His head bent down, and-

Did that dog just whisper something in her ear?

The bashful smile on Hariel’s face made Aemond feel sick and his mind frustratedly disjointed.

Surely she couldn’t genuinely like-... Hariel was far too good for-… What did he have that… Cregan was a horse-faced, slow minded twat! Rugged, grim, dreary as a brick without a drop of Valyrian blood! So why did she seem content with Cregan’s attention? This wasn’t how it was supposed to go.

Was Rubeus going to allow such behaviour slide? What of her honour?

Had he even noticed?

Rubeus sat at an awkward angle to see, so he probably hadn’t.

“I’d advice you not to drink in excess tonight, Rubeus.” Aemond said, and had to clear it to talk through his tension. “Seeing as the new Lord of Winterfell has been instated, I intend for us to return south as soon as possible.”

“Hm? But yer sick. I think yeh need ter rest more before flyin’ again.”

“I’ve recovered enough.”

“Yeh might not be stuck in bed anymore, but you’ve been coughing all day, an’ I think yeh just got worse. Do yeh feel warm? Your face turned red again. Did the head pains come back?”

Frankly, right then Aemond knew no pain but that northern pain in the arse, whose name was Stark.

“No more than I can handle.”

Should Aemond step in and remind Cregan of his place? It was Aemond’s duty, wasn’t it? Both to his House and for lady Hariel’s honour. It wouldn’t do for the new lord of Winterfell to make a blunder he couldn’t undo. Flush with his succession success and giddy on strongwine Cregan Stark might see fit to “forget” Hariel wasn’t his to covet. Like Aegon and his damned whoring. Typical firstborns.

As if House Targaryen would ever give the North dragons. If Cregan Stark did not understand that reality, it didn’t bode well for the future leadership of the north, did it?

Aemond raised from his seat, not sure what he’d do, but quite certain just being down there would stop the.. unbearableness he was being forced to witness. He’d only reached the steps from the raised platform when Ellard Cerwyn intercepted him.

“Joining the dancers, my prince?” Ellard asked, following him down to the centre isle where the crowd was getting rowdier and lively with the festivities.

“No, but if I was, I’d ask someone prettier than you for a turn.” Aemond said, eyes searching the people, but down here at the lower floor Hariel and Cregan effectively became lost in the crowd of dark haired people.

“Ah, the ladies will be devastated. There’s several in attendance who’s dying for a dance with the dashing dragon Prince tonight.” Ellard smiled, but it came off more stressed than genuine. “Forgive me for prying, but are… Are you and…” Ellard Cerwyn floundered for words, and then spoke quickly; “I was under the impression lady Hariel was not betrothed yet.”

Aemond smiled blandly. “She’s not. According to the law of her homeland, she won’t be until she’s turned seven and ten either. Is Lord Stark aware of that?” He asked plainly.

Ellard blinked. “I do not think he’s aware, though it hardly matters. Cregan is an honourable man, my prince. He’d never dishonour a lady, especially not lady Hariel.”

“What do you call his behaviour then?”

Ellard had seen them as plainly as Aemond had. Whispering in Hariel's ear and keeping her indecently close for the type of dance they were supposed to be doing.

“It’s only a dance, and from where I sat, lady Hariel looked quite charmed with-”

Careful, lord Ellard.” Aemond snapped.

“My apologies, but it’s only a dance – this evening is a big event for Cregan.” Ellard stressed. “It’s… Pardon, but do you not know? Cregan is betrothed to lady Arra of House Norrey.”

Aemond’s retort died on his tongue.

Oh.

The relief was instant, but relatively short lived.

What the f*ck did that matter? Hariel was magic made flesh, a lady-in-waiting with a dragon dowry; a far more valuable bride than some northerner from the mountain clans. Of course Cregan’s closest friends would call him “honourable”, but Aemond had seen enough to know better.

As if his brother Aegon had ever let his betrothal stop him from getting his co*ck wet. Aegon had been promised to Helaena for years, but never refrained from seducing girls right in front of his betrothed, slighting their sister constantly and publicly - or f*cking any female within grabbing distance of a bed.

“I’ll inform Cregan that southern dances aren’t as… I’ll make sure he switch to water, my prince.” Ellard suggested hopefully.

It was fortunate for the new lord of Winterfell his turn had come to an end. The group dance required partners to change out for the next in line. So when Aemond finally caught sight of them again, Cregan was dancing with that dark haired girl Hariel had talked to earlier – Sansa? - while Hariel’s new partner was the youngest Stark cousin.

Why had Hariel given that dog her attention? Yet as offended as it made him, that display was only the latest of several clues, and he loathed the picture it painted.

Aemond had not foreseen this hurdle. That Norbert would be so damn drawn to these snowy wastelands. Not that Hariel would walk around cold, bitter Winterfell with a spring in her steps. Preening at Cregan Stark who was soaking it up.

It was f*cking disgusting.

Was this a strategy from Hariel’s side? A scheme? Was it the grandeur of Winterfell?

Did she wish to be the lady of her own Keep after House Targaryen hadn’t rewarded Rubeus any land for the dragons he’d hatched?

Aemond swallowed down bile. It may have been mucus too.

His King father had actually considered rewarding lands along the Crackclaw to Rubeus after he hatched the first two dragons at Dragonstone, but the council had advised against it.

How could Rubeus keep up his duties to the realm if he was living somewhere other than Dragonstone or King’s Landing? If he had lands, that would make him Lord Rubeus Hagrid, and wouldn’t that give him too much power? He had magic and access to a she-dragon that very well may lay eggs. Without trusted blood-ties to bind him to the Crown, that could much too easily end in a war of dragons sometime in the future. So the matter was laid to rest, and no grievances came forth from Rubeus either.

Though that decision was made before they knew Rubeus wouldn’t take a wife. That any inheritance of lands or castle would pass to Hariel – and since ladies couldn't hold lands themselves, it would pass to her future husband and their firstborn son.

One thing was for sure: the souls damned to the Seven Hells would burst into harmonious song before Aemond allowed that son be of Stark blood.

Notes:

That was a surprisingly difficult chapter to write, and I’m not sure if it came out correctly. I started it from Hariel's pov, but that was near impossible, so I switched it to Aemond's, and though it was a little easier I found it difficult to find "his voice" at this point in Aemond’s life. It'd have been easier to write him at an earlier point or a few years later, not in this "in-between" stage of a teenager.

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 21: Shooting the Messenger

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

AEMOND II

“Did the night treat you well, my prince?” Hariel greeted Aemond brightly when she arrived at his solar the following day, dressed in that same mundane, grey gown she’d worn when he arrived. “You weren't in the Great Hall to break your fast, though you were hardly the only one absent. Quite a few spent the morning suffering for last evening’s indulgences.”

“Hm. I controlled my intake, but slept rather dismally and broke my fast here instead. I’ll be glad when we’re back south.” Aemond admitted.

“Did your health take a turn for the worse?” She asked concerned.

It had, though whenever he hadn’t been coughing, spiralling thoughts kept him tossing and turning instead. At least come morning his worst ailments were a runny nose and a dull throbbing in his head. “I’m fine. Please sit down, lady Hariel. There’s tea.”

“Thank you.” Hariel said. The table was situated in front of the fireplace, with two holstered benches on each side, and Hariel sat down opposite him.

“What’s the matter?” Hariel wondered. “Why did you summon me?”

Aemond looked over at the servant who’d brought in the tea tray and the guard who were still in his chambers. “Clear the room,” he ordered, glancing towards the door and expecting them to follow suit.

The servant went immediately, but the guard Osric hesitated. “I’ll be in the hall, Prince Aemond. If you need anything.”

Aemond sighed. “I doubt it.”

Hariel looked at him bemused. “Am I in trouble, my prince?” She teased, as if Aemond wasn’t a prince who outranked her. As if he didn’t outrank everyone within this castle, including its new lord.

Though she always did that: Acting with similar grace regardless if she talked to a high lord or a kitchen wench. Hariel had a kind heart, and it had made her very popular amongst the smallfolk and staff at Dragonstone - but it had its time and place, otherwise it just became disrespectful.

“Do you believe you are?”

Her smile slipped away. “No.” She said, arching a brow. “You sounded exactly like your sister there. I feel like I’m about to be lectured over some failure in etiquette.”

Aemond scowled. He did not sound like Rhaenyra.

“Our time in Winterfell has been rather eventful, but after the concerning observations I’ve made I thought it prudent to…” He struggled for the proper phrasing, “Try to resolve matters.”

“Vhagar.” Hariel sighed, and looked back towards the door. “Is Hagrid coming too?”

“No.” Aemond said displeased, “It is not about Vhagar.” She’d misunderstood, but even so it reminded him of the failure from the night before. It was Rubeus duty to protect Hariel’s honour, but Aemond was appalled by how blasé he’d been.

He may have been befuddled by too many cups of ale – despite Aemond telling him to control his intake at that - but that was no excuse for how carelessly Rubeus reacted. The giant had seemed more amused than worried when made aware that Cregan Stark had dishonourable intentions towards Hariel.

All he’d done was pat Aemond on the shoulder and said; “It’s a feast. Hariel can dance an’ have fun if she wants. If yeh want ter dance with her too, yeh won’t get anywhere complainin’ ter me: Yeh need ter ask her ter dance yerself, lad.”

As if this was about dancing!

Since Rubeus was failing his responsibilities to protect Hariel’s virtue, Aemond would have to step up instead.

“It’s not?”

“It’s not only about Vhagar.” Aemond amended. He felt inexplicably tense about this, but did his best to stomp it down. This needed to be done.

Hariel was a ward of House Targaryen, her behaviour reflected back on them, and as a prince it was Aemond duty to handle the situation before she was tricked into a Great House’s schemes to grab power and be defiled by that northern barbarian. This was for Hariel’s safety too.

He’d tell Hariel her behaviour had not been acceptable, she’d see the error of her ways, they’d leave Winterfell and this would be over.

Then they could tackle the Vhagar issue together when they returned to King’s Landing.

Seven Hells, to think a week ago Aemond’s biggest strife was with Borros Baratheon’s sly insinuation the broken betrothal between Aegon and Helaena was because his sister had been sullied. When Aemond learned who had started those rumours he’d have their heads on spikes – but all in time. Right now it was another lady’s virtue that needed protection.

He cleared his voice, and changed his speech from common tongue to Valyrian:

“This is a matter we should keep private though, and considering our eavesdroppers,” Aemond gestured to the door, “-do you mind if we speak Valyrian?”

“I don’t mind.” Hariel answered in accented Valyrian. “But they may understand.”

“With the exception of the Maester, the likelihood of Valyrian speakers in Winterfell are far lower than in the south.”

She smiled, conceding to the point.

“I understand you felt grateful for House Stark’s timely aid while you were in a difficult situation.” Aemond started, his tone stilted and awkward. “It must have been frightening to be stranded in the north, and their hospitality probably came as a great relief.”

Hariel was looking at him strangely. “They’ve been kind.”

“You have repaid that kindness though. You’ve supported Cregan Stark’s claim by bringing dragons to Winterfell, witnessed his tree ceremonial oaths and you’ve toasted to his health. However, those are not insignificant actions. Those are the sort of actions done between sworn houses. Between allies. And though House Stark answers to Targaryen rulership, they are… not considered true allies.”

“But the last Lord of Winterfell - Rickon Stark - he swore allegiance to King Viserys.” Hariel said confused.

“Even so the North is too far away, and we have no blood ties to their House.” Aemond said. “It was lord Cregan’s responsibility to protect you until you could be returned home safely, but the manner of which he’s overseen the matter is…” He studied his cup, shoulders tense and words a struggle. “I do not approve of your behaviour during the feast. You’ve been… As an unwed maiden you need mind your reputation better, and Cregan Stark is betrothed.”

Her expression slipped from bewildered to mortification.

Thank the Seven. She’d caught on.

“I- Wha- Aemond? what the-” She stuttered, “My behaviour? What of it? I did nothing during the feast. What do you even mean?”

“Hm… Your situation is already quite strenuous because Rubeus claimed Vhagar - it puts into a question his loyalty - but if solicit rumours of you seducing lord Stark accompanies them, it will make matters far worse. You’re risking your alliance with my House, and by extension the protection of yourself, Rubeus and Norbert.”

Hariel’s mouth fell open, her face going red. “Excuse me? Seduce? I’ve done no such thing!”

Aemond glared. “Then why can’t I venture further than the hallway before I hear whispers of you two? Continue the way you have and people will get the wrong idea. Pardon, I meant to say; more of a wrong idea. What you’ve done is enough to fuel the fires of salacious gossip.”

“What the hell does these rumours claim?” She demanded.

“That you’re seducing Cregan so he’ll break his betrothal to Arra Norrey and become the lady of Winterfell yourself.”

“What? That’s insane! Nothing happened!” Hariel shook her head, angry and upset.

“I know. Because I doubled the guards on your door.” Aemond muttered.

“That was you!?” Hariel growled. “I can take care of myself. It was completely unnecessary.”

“Some men don’t let a closed door stop them.” Especially not while drunk.

“Lord Cregan isn’t like that.”

Aemond laughed bitterly. “You’ve known him a week. What do you know of his true nature?”

“I- Even so… I have magic. I’ve actually been attacked before, and believe me; those Lorath soldiers regretted ambushing us at night. I can do a lot more now. Some unwanted attention is nothing compared to that.”

“And if it wasn’t unwanted?” Aemond snarled, the words wrenched from his mouth before he could stop it. “I’m not blind.”

Hariel dragged a hand through her hair, messing up the simple, northern braid she’d so quickly adopted. "What the hell? This is completely unwarranted… You’re a- You already know nothing happened, so what is your problem?"

“My problem;” He seethed. “-is that Norbert is a kingly dowry. You do not lack for prospects, and I can’t fault Cregan’s preferences, but what do you want to come of this scheme? Do you believe lord Cregan will break his betrothal with Arra Norrey, spurn a powerful bannerman, inciting the displeasure of House Targaryen and risk the safety of the North - all at the beginning of winter? If Stark is willing to risk the stability of the North, then he isn't worthy of being its Warden, and if you aid him in making such an idiotic move, then you are not worthy to be its Lady.”

Hariel shot to her feet furious. “He isn’t scheming anything! Nor am I! Not everyone has secret agendas. Cregan has been courteous and kind to me, and been so without expecting anything in return, because as you already know; he’s betrothed.” She bit out, walking back and forth in agitation.

“Though regardless; why are you so upset? Since the day I came to Westeros your family has pressed the importance of building alliances. It’s all the ladies are talking of! Every day! Marriage and 'right' suitors and all that… that! You want to know the truth? Fine, yes, I… I did consider Cregan, but he made it clear he was betrothed; so can you just shut up? Why the hell are you so angry? He’s not of low birth. He’s a lord Paramount. He’s exactly the sort your family deem ‘a proper match’ – but he’s taken, and I’ve respected that. You sound like I did something terrible for merely thinking what everyone else does.”

“Because we didn’t take you to ward for you to marry a lord paramount!” Aemond exclaimed, getting to his feet to glare down at her.

Her pacing stopped. “Oh, is that how it is? Am I the one of too low birth now? Is it the magic? Was it fun in the beginning but it’s gotten too witchy for you? Who the hell do you think you are to dictate who I can or can’t marry? I am not of House Targaryen! I am not of Westeros! We may have lived under the protection of House Targaryen but we have repaid our debts many times over. Hagrid has hatched seven dragons for your House. If anything, your House owes us a debt!

“That was before Rubeus stole Vhagar!” Aemond snapped. “He owes us now - and you are making it worse!”

“How?! I haven’t even done anything!” Hariel shouted. "Bloody hell, this is none of your business, Aemond!"

“Really? Explain where we are then.” Aemond gestured sharply around the room. “I am here because of it. I am trying to handle the Vhagar situation to protect you. I went flying across the country searching for you. I came north in freezing winter; for you. I’ve been sick, overseen the succession drama and looked out for their plots for you. It’s all for you!”

The tirade came spilling out in a rush, unthinking and angry. It wasn’t before they were out he actually stopped and heard what it sounded like.

Though it wasn’t like that.

… It wasn’t.

Was it?

Oh.

Hariel stared at him from across the table, a small crease on her brow and her mouth slightly ajar. A dawning realization was starting to grow in her expressive eyes.

“For my House.” He amended quickly, face burning and his throat going dry. “You’re my business, on behalf of my House.” Aemond could only press onwards, because regardless of this rudely realized awareness, it didn’t change the issue. Perhaps he was a tad more invested in Hariel than he'd thought... but... what did that change? If anything it only gave him further incentive.

“Becoming Rhaenyra’s ward wasn’t purposeless. You’ve lived in the same castle as my uncle for years now.” Aemond ranted heatedly. “Does Daemon strike you as a gracious man? A virtuous knight of honourable character and unshakable morals likely to show mercy?”

“What does that have to do with anything?” She asked, her tone between something suspicious and confused.

“What did you presume his intentions were when he brought you to Westeros?"

Hariel’s eyes were filling with dread. “We had Norbert, people were hunting us to get her. Daemon had a dragon too, and then he recognized Hagrid’s abilities for the value they were.”

“And you?”

He could tell she was starting to understand, but didn’t like it. “I was there. I had magic too. I was a child.”

“You’re not a child anymore.” Aemond said, and laid the matter out for her. It's not that he wished to scare her, but she was dangerously close to making herself a target, and she didn't seem to comprehend why. Obviously Hariel needed someone like him in her corner.

“Do you believe Daemon would approve of this? Do you expect he’ll be sympathetic to hear you’ve considered breaking the alliance he worked to form, Hariel? You can’t afford to be wilfully ignorant about this anymore. Frankly, I can’t believe Rhaenyra let you keep this delusion – or maybe it never occurred to her you’d dare consider alternatives. Think it through: Regardless of who you marry they will get access to dragons.” Aemond said fiercely. “I know how you feel about the incestuous practises of my House, you made that clear enough, but it’s served its purposes beside keeping our Valyrian blood pure. It’s prevented situations like you are threatening the realm with right now: Foreigners without true loyalty to the monarchy tempting Great Houses with the possibility of gaining dragons.”

“I lack true loyalty?” The look on Hariel’s face was unlike anything he’d seen before. Aemond had seen her scared before Vhagar. Seen her burn fearlessly in fire. Seen her upset and indignant – but he had little idea what this was.

“What do you expect will happen if you marry someone like Stark? Maybe they’ll behave - at first. Norbert is only one dragon, but what will come to pass in five years after Norbert have hatched a clutch of eggs? Or in twenty years, when they stand with several dragons?”

“Are you saying that after all the bloody lecturing I’ve put up with from the Septa and Maester and your older sister, I suddenly can’t marry because another House will get access to Norbert?”

“What?! No-”

But Hariel spoke right over him. “What about the Velaryons? Your mother is a Hightower!”

“That’s different. Velaryons and Targaryens have been intermarrying for hundreds of years – since long before the conquest. I have Velaryon blood myself. As for my mother, she married in, not out-”

“Are you seriously telling me there is no way another House can have dragons without it leading to war?”

“Dragons are the power behind the throne, Hariel! But-”

“If the only thing keeping the Great Houses from rebelling is their lack of means, perhaps that should tell you something: the system is not working! If it did, they wouldn’t feel the need to rebel!”

Aemond laughed. “Excuse me? You think it’d be out of necessity?”

It was absurd. With Hariel’s many travels spanning seas and continents, her magic, her multi linguistics and mannerisms; Hariel had always appeared so mature and insightful to him – until she’d say something like that.

It was such a contradiction he could do naught but laugh. How could someone so wordly be so ignorant? Was it the magic that gave her those glaring blind spots?

After everything how could she be so naive?

Did she not see it?!

How could she not know?

This argument had spiralled into matters he’d assumed Hariel already knew. In a way she did – but she was always aiming just to the side of the mark. Why hadn’t Rhaenyra made this clear already? Was it because she did not wish the union, or because she did, and had known Hariel would react…

-like this.

“There’s no man in the realm who don’t lust for the Iron Throne or absolute power.”

“I can think of several.”

“They lie.” He shook his head at her bright eyed innocence. “Either to you, or to themselves. So let me make this clear: It may not happen immediately, but if you continue on this path you will start a war of dragons. You have no allies in this country but us. We are your protection and your support, don’t squander your safety – Rubeus and Norbert’s safety - on some… some… northern savage.”

“Don’t you dare call him that!”

“I will call him whatever the hell I please. I am trying to help you!”

“Helping? Helping? Accusing me of being a traitorous whor* is you being helpful?

“That’s only what you’d be known as if you don’t cease this foolishness. Don’t you get it? You can have a happy future with the right husband, one that won’t cause war and strife in the kingdom, but that future will not be spent in Winterfell.”

Hariel blinked, her anger so bad she was trembling. “And who- who do you presume this… ‘right husband’ would be? A Targaryen?”

“It’s the greatest honour to marry into the royal family.” Aemond said, deeply offended by her reaction. People would kill for the mere chance to marry into the House of the Dragon!

“Yet that wasn’t part of our agreement!” Hariel shouted. “You can’t just change it without telling us! The agreement was that we provided magic and hatched dragons, while you granted us protection, boarding and freedom from pursuers! That was the agreement. Nowhere did I enter a marriage pact.”

“It is in the agreement.” Aemond pressed. “You will have all of that and far more as long as you uphold your end and don’t run off to the Starks, Lannisters or whichever other House might try to ensnare you to their side. Your agreement starts and dies with us. You have to stay under our protection for the agreement to continue, and you weren’t going to remain a child forever. Why do any girl become a ward to a Princess? It’s to prepare for marriage.”

“To whom exactly? Is that old news too?” She asked, pale and stressed. “Was my intended decided long ago without anyone informing me?”

“Not… exactly.” Aemond said, his heart picking up speed.

“I’m not marrying Aegon.” Hariel spat. For the first time since this conversation started, Aemond smiled.

“You won’t be offered to.”

She looked so relieved Aemond could’ve kissed her.

“Then who?”

“I don’t know who’ll be considered by the time you’re seven and ten. The rest of us don’t require an age limit to do our duty, and some of us may be betrothed or married by then, but as of now… It’ll be either myself, Daeron, Daemon, Luke or Joffrey.”

Joffrey? He’s three!” Hariel laughed at the incredulity. “Did you say Daemon? He’s old! That’s… That’s- no!”

“It’s not as if I wish you suffer him for husband either. Few do except my father. Did you know the King suggested the match years ago at Driftmark? Daemon had just been widowed and you were a maiden flowered. It would’ve solved the situation right away, but my uncle refused. I’d say you were rather fortunate he didn’t want you: He’s always gotten a kick out of making matters difficult.”

Aside from how Rubeus Hagrid wouldn’t have accepted the marriage on grounds of Hariel’s age back then, Aemond could see why Daemon wouldn't want Hariel for wife either.

Marrying Hariel came with certain sacrifices of the political kind. The sort a second son should accept if he was dutiful and honourable; two terms never used to describe Daemon Targaryen.

Hariel came with no armies, gold, ships, lands and she was a foreigner. So Daemon wouldn’t marry her for the same reason Aegon or Jacaerys wouldn’t.

They all wanted to be king.

Be it by ambition, birthright or supposed claims.

Hariel was a great potential for the future of House Targaryen; her children would breathe magic into their bloodline again; Create dragonriders unlike any the world had seen since before the Valyrian Freehold fell - but that was with the next generation. For now, the lords throughout Westeros would be furious if they had to suffer a foreigner as their queen.

She was not a wife for quick rewards. She was the long game. Because with the right husband Hariel’s children stood every chance of being near the throne, a daughter born and raised in Westeros may one day be queen – but Hariel herself never would.

“I was three and ten. He’s older than the Prince of Pentos! He’s Baela and Rhaena’s father!

“I’m aware, but it doesn’t matter - Daemon won’t agree to marry you. Or he would’ve already.”

If Daemon had serious intentions of marrying Hariel, Aemond couldn’t think of anyone better placed to court her. He was the one to bring her to Westeros. They lived in the same castle, and Hariel was his daughters closest friend. He’d had years to start courting her, even if it was unofficial, but despite being free to pursue another wife it hadn’t happened.

“As if I’d have agreed!” Hariel hissed.

“Who do you think you are? Every lady in the realm dreams of being in your position, and this is how you talk? You’d be honoured to marry prince Daemon!”

“He’s older than my father! He’s a melodramatic, arrogant prat!”

“He’s a Targaryen prince! A dragonrider! It’s a grander suitor than you could dream of finding anywhere else in the world!”

“Maybe in this one!” Hariel snapped. “You forget I’m not of Westeros!”

“And you forget this isn’t Britain! If you want to live according to your stupid, fairytale laws – go home to your lands where they count. Follow those wooly ideals someplace your naive dreams won’t destabilize the realm! This is our lands, under our governing, ruled by my father, we’ve done nothing but treat you with respect, and you’re acting like an ungrateful, vexing c*nt!”

The fire in the hearth roared, flaring tall and spilling outwards so abruptly Aemond nearly fell on his arse. For a brief moment it was as if the fire took the shape of a roaring lion, threatning to leap into the room.

Seven Hells!

The door was jerked open, and Aemond turned just in time to see Hariel storm out. Unsure if the lion would spring back out if he moved, Aemond cast a cautionary glance over while it settled back into the confines of the hearth, before deciding to take the long way around the table to get to the door, wrenching it open.

“Hariel!? Hariel! Come back here!”

But Hariel didn’t halt, skirts billowing as she marched down the hall.

“My prince?” Osric the guard asked with concern.

With a longer gait eating up the distance Aemond rushed after her, but Hariel was fast for a lady.

Hearing him pursue, Hariel finally whirled back around, her expression so thunderous Aemond stopped in his tracks. “We’re done here! Leave me alone!” She stated fiercely, and continued on her way.

“Close those doors!” Aemond called over to the guard at the end of the wing, swapping back to common tongue to be understood by the northerners.

The guard hurried to do as ordered, but the door wasn’t even halfway closed before Hariel raised her hand and the door was blown back open by an invisible force, clattered with a bang against the stone walls.

“f*ck!” The guard shouted, nearly getting his hand trapped in the collision.

Hariel reached the staircase, and Aemond let her leave, blood boiling with ire.

Fine. She could go.

Screw her. No woman was worth such beleaguerment!

Aemond whirled on the spot, his mood plummeting at the expressions on the witnesses standing around the hall.

The fight whirled in his head. Trying and failing to place where it all went wrong. What the f*ck happened there?

It’d gotten out of hand. Hariel was being infuriatingly impossible and unreasonable. Why did shealways have to fight him on every turn? Women were impossible! There’d been a damn fire lion, and-

Had Aemond just been arguing the benefits of Daemon’s suit?!

Had he lost his wits entirely?!

“Um… Are you well, my prince? Can I assist with anything?” Osric sounded as if he hoped for a negative reply.

“Make sure lady Hariel remains in her chambers.” He bit his lip. She was a stubborn one, wasn’t she? Better safe than sorry. “And put guards around Norbert’s lair. Lady Hariel is not to go flying today.”

The guards of Winterfell went to follow orders, and like the useless bunch of dunderheads they were; proceeded to fail spectacularly.

“She’s gone?” Aemond repeated, looking blankly between Cregan’s ugly face, Rubeus bushy head, and the small little fellow who acted as the steward of Winterfell. “Norbert is still here. Where the hell would she go?”

Aemond could not have lost Hariel for the second time in one week. Absolutely not.

“We’re not positive, my prince. Winterfell is an enormous castle, there’s many places to go for privacy, but all the heated chambers have been searched, the places a lady could be expected to be-”

“Hariel is not likely to do anything ‘expected’.” Aemond muttered, and turned to Rubeus. “What of you? You have ways to find her.”

“The compass doesn’t work anymore.” Rubeus said. “She don’t want ter be found.”

“What does that mean?”

“It means she’s usin' magic ter be left alone.” Rubeus answered meaningfully. “What were yeh two arguin’ about anyway? The whole floor heard yeh yellin’.”

Aemond inhaled deeply, ignoring the question. “Shouldn’t you be more concerned?”

“She’s not been gone long an’ we know why - or yeh do. Let her calm down. Sometimes it’s better ter stay clear of the wrath of a witch." Rubeus muttered. "Less likelihood of boils that way.”

HARIEL XV

The thick canopy of the dense Godswood of Winterfell acted as a roof from the snowfall, the thick trunks sheltering from the wind. Aided by the heat from a bluebell spell cradled in her open palms, Hariel sat between the roots of an old oak, not far away from a black pool, giving her a view of the weirwood tree on the opposite side of the water.

It felt slightly sacrilegious seeking sanctuary here when Hariel didn’t believe in their Gods. She was nothing but a trespassing stranger.

(But that was becoming a pattern with her, wasn’t it?)

Huddled under her invisibility cloak, no light from the fire reached further than the inside of the silken fabric. With the exception of the traces in the snow, it gave Hariel perfect concealment while spending the day reevaluating her life.

Not for the first time she wished they’d never met Daemon and Caraxes. That they’d declined his offer and never come to Westeros.

Another part of her wasn’t sure their lives would be better elsewhere.

(If they’d still have lives at all.)

This world was harsh and unforgiving. They cut off a hand from a thief and the co*ck off a rapist and the head off a murderer. There were no mercy, they demanded an eye for an eye – at least that’s how the smallfolk were managed. The more power one had, the more wiggle room one could get away with. Until one reached the law himself; the King, and aided by dragons his will stretched far.

Complete isolation was near impossible with Norbert, and even if they somehow managed they depended on help to some capacity. So far Hariel had barely experienced winter, but knew enough to understand a little of why people feared it so much. Because though their magic got them further than muggles could dream of, it only went so far. She and Hagrid could no more eat their magic than a Lannister could eat their gold.

Then she’d remember it was hardly all bad. There were Baela, Rhaena, Helaena, the maid Aliza, the dragonkeeper Inno, Ser Laenor, her horse Budbow, Jace, Luke, Joffrey, Visenya – heck, until today she’d even been fond of Aemond.

That was before the fight though. Now she was furious! (And confused.)

He called her a c*nt! Acted like a jealous asshole - and then spewed a bunch of utter crap Hariel wished made less sense than it did.

Had she been an idiot for not seeing it sooner? How many knew? Did the twins?

After the worst of her fury settled, Hariel was simply left feeling vulnerable and alone. Like the outsider she would always be.

At the sound of rustling Hariel looked up as yet another person came searching the Godswoods. They’d stopped calling her name a while ago, but they kept patrolling sporadically. Sara had been the first to pass through the forest calling her name, then a guard she didn’t know, but this time a familiar blue tinted light shimmered between the trees, and Cregan appeared holding aloft a magical pinecone lantern.

He didn’t call her name, but his head moved from side to side searching, his gaze moving right past Hariel’s location, unable to see through the perfect concealment of her father’s cloak.

(He was the first person to come by who she wished would notice though.)

Cregan walked along the poolside until he reached the weirwood tree, where he turned towards the bleeding face carved into the trunk, his back to Hariel across the water. With a tug, Hariel’s cloak fell down, the light from her bluebell fire spilled out, though Cregan still didn’t notice. Probably assuming the light came from his own lantern.

“I only wanted some quiet.”

Cregan whirled around so fast Hariel worried he’d slip and tumble into the water. It wasn't frozen but it was undoubtedly extremely chilly.

“Hariel?”

Hariel waved from her little hidey hole. “You should’ve called off the search; the patrollers were unnecessary.”

“Where did you-? I didn’t see you, but I’m relieved to find you well, my lady.” With quick steps Cregan began walking around the pool, “Is this where you’ve been all day? It’s getting dark. We need to head inside.”

“I think it’s in everyone’s best interest that I remain outside.” Hariel griped. The urge to jinx boils all over Aemond’s stupid face hadn’t receded quite yet. There was also that bat-bogey hex from one of Hagrid’s old Defence books accumulated during the war. Hariel had never had a chance to try it on a target, but Aemond had a cold, so even if she did it halfway it’d probably have an effect.

Cregan jogged the last stretch around the water, reaching Hariel’s oak. “It’ll be supper soon. You’re not even wearing a hat, lady Hariel, you’ll get sick, and the prince is concerned for you.”

“The prince can go jump in the pool.” Hariel snarled, closing her hand into a fist around the bluebell fire and snuffing it out – just to give a visual demonstration.

“That’s no way to speak of the prince.” He said, but with no heat. He actually seemed rather amused. “What did the two of you disagree about?”

“You heard about that?”

“The whole floor heard, though none understood much.”

Hariel tilted her head back, resting it against the trunk. “… When you agreed to-” But she stopped herself there, cheeks heating.

“Er’… No, I mean… It was only… Things that’d been left unexplained.”

Cregan arched a brow. “I see? That clarifies… nothing?”

She chuckled.

“What did you mean to say? At first? About what I’ve agreed to?”

Hariel hesitated. Torn between embarrassment and uncertainty whether she truly wanted an answer. Snow creaked under boots as Cregan moved closer to kneel down in front of her. It struck her that Cregan suited this forest very well.

He waited for her to speak, and finally she caved.

“Did you have a say in your betrothal?” She asked, “Were you upset?”

Cregan’s eyes widened. “… I was not upset.” He said quietly.

Hariel nodded, having a sudden urge to move somewhere with more air. Cregan was bent in front of her, the tree trunk behind her – she was trapped. Why the hell did she ask? That was not what she’d wanted him to answer. As if her day hadn’t been terrible already.

“Arra is a childhood friend. The betrothal seemed a good choice…” Cregan continued. “-then.”

“That’s more than many gets, isn’t it?” She mused, “To choose someone you want.”

“Have you been betrothed?” Cregan guessed, shifting to make room for his long legs. “Is that what your quarrel with prince Aemond regarded?”

“In a matter of speaking.” Hariel muttered.

“… Who?” Cregan asked,

“Who knows?” Hariel chuckled bitterly. “Perhaps the three year old. Perhaps the forty year old. As long as they have a dragon, mine own preferences seems to be the only thing not deliberated regarding the matter.”

He didn’t respond, but frowned and looked down at his feet while Hariel studied the lantern, noticing it was starting to sag.

Pushing back from the trunk Hariel sat up and lent towards Cregan. The sudden proximity took him off guard, and his grey eyes dilated.

It reminded her of last night during their dance. When he’d pulled her in close and whispered a secret he never should’ve uttered in her ear: “Be it I could keep you,”

As giddy as she’d been in the moment, it’d been so unfair to say. But maybe they were both being unfair. Maybe both were doing things they shouldn’t.

“I can mend that.” Hariel said.

“..Mend?” He asked blankly. He blinked, and then followed where she was pointing to. “What? The lantern?”

“The magic is starting to fade.”

Wordlessly, Cregan handed it over while Hariel took out her wand. She renewed the spells, making the pinecone sharper, the handle firmer and the bluebell fire brighter. “There. It will last a little longer now.”

“Thank you.” He said, but barely glanced to the lantern before focusing on her face. On her lips.

Hariel wasn’t sure what possessed her.

Maybe her only defence was emotional exhaustion leaving her with little energy for critical thinking.

Regardless of why; her heart was beating faster, her nerves tingling.

All it took was to lean forwards, tilting her head up, and next Cregan met her kiss fervently in the middle.

Notes:

I usually set secondary languages in italic font to highlight it's a different tongue from "the main one" - but this chapter had so much Valyrian, I felt it wouldn't work. The whole of Hariel and Aemond's argument are the two yelling at each other in Valyrian, and I thought it would be visually distracting if 2/3 of the chapter was a block of italic font, so I tried to make it clear in the text itself instead. I hope it didn't confuse anyone by suddenly changing the set pattern of what I've done in previous chapters. From here on I'll probably go back to how I've done it before too.

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 22: Crossroads

Notes:

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

Chapter Text

HARIEL XVI

Cregan’s lips were cold, dry and firm. Sliding against Hariel’s with a better idea how this was done than she had. It was her first kiss, leaving her following in his wake, figuring out what to do according to what felt nice. What felt good. What made him respond with more fervour.

The lantern was in the snow, Cregan’s hands was in her hair, pulling her in, and Hariel had scooted up on her knees to get closer. She didn’t know what to do with her hands, where to place them. What was too much? Too little?

Coaxed by his reactions, Hariel figured it out though. Simple kisses grew longer and eager. She tilted her head just so, allowing his tongue into her mouth, drawing an unexpected whimper from Hariel - and then everything became something far too heated and urgent for a first kiss.

(Did this even count as one kiss?)

Cregan’s hand followed the path of her neck, down her side and ended splayed flat on her lower back. He pulled her flush with his chest easily, making butterflies erupt in her stomach.

It was heady and distracting – and it’d have been easy to sink into this. And yet when Cregan grabbed her hip reality came crashing back to her. There was something about the way he pulled her in, possessive, that jogged her memory.

If Stark is willing to risk the stability of the North, then he isn't worthy of being its Warden, and if you aid him in making such an idiotic move, then you are not worthy to be its Lady.”

With a gasp, Hariel pulled back. Aemond’s voice in her head was a very unwelcome addition to the intimate moment, but his warning hadn’t been hollow.

“Stop-”

Yet Cregan didn’t heed her, leaning in to catch her lips in another kiss, and Hariel had to pull back for a second time. “No, wait, Cregan.”

“Why?” He mumbled, stealing another kiss. Then another.

“You’re betrothed.”

“I’m not married.”

Hariel blinked, the last of the spell breaking. She turned her head sideways so his lips met her cheek instead. At this he registered his own words too, and Cregan winced.

“I meant… I’ve made no oath yet to- um…”

Hariel pulled back so Cregan’s hand let go of her waist, filling the renewed space between them with an unpleasant winter chill. The wind felt colder after the heat of his arms.

“Hariel,” Cregan said, and looked over his shoulder to the Heart Tree. The reminder made Hariel feel like the worst person possible. She’d kissed him in front of his sacred tree. The place they swore oaths. The place they held bloody weddings.

He looked back, and there was a keenly contemplative light in his storm grey eyes. In any other setting she’d have liked him better for it, but now it only made her apprehensive about what was running through his mind. “All it’d take is-”

“We should head back.” Hariel cut him off, getting to her feet to gain some distance and crossing her arms. “I’m cold. I’m… That was foolish of us, Cregan.”

“It doesn’t have to be.” Cregan said, standing up and once again glancing towards the tree.

“But it does.” Hariel said quickly, looking down. “Don’t suggest it. It’ll only make matters… a lot more foolish. Dangerous too. Why do you think I was so angry? Aemond noticed I wanted… this.” She gestured between them. “So he explained, not very kindly, why it wouldn’t work.”

“He’s jealous.” Cregan said angrily, reaching down and picking up the lantern. “He only wants you for himself.”

Hariel shook her head, lost to what Aemond wanted except being bloody confusing.

She’d been left with the impression Aemond liked her on several occasions, but he’d never fail to do something that contradicted the suspicions.

He’d be as excited as a kid on Christmas by her magic, but then push her into a fireplace. He’d talk big about looking out for her – then call her an ungrateful, vexing c*nt. He’d mention his family might betroth them, but then push his twice widowed, forty year old uncle who may or may not be having an affair with his niece as the better option.

There was a pressure behind her eyes, making Hariel blink repeatedly. Her lips still tingled from her first kiss. (Their last kiss.) “Do you want to start your regency with a broken oath?”

The anger drained from Cregan’s expression, his shoulders sagged. “… No.” He said gruffly.

“No,” Hariel agreed, leaving them lost on what to say that wouldn’t make things worse.

The silence stretched, the pent up tension from their kiss turning awkward. So without a word, they turned and began the walk out of the forest, neither looking at the other.


AEMOND III

Hariel was found in time for a late supper, but when she entered the Great Hall, red cheeked, frost tipped hair and head held high, she didn’t as much as glance in Aemond’s direction. She’d ignored the high table entirely and seated herself next to that dark haired girl on the lower tables. It left Aemond to learn from Cregan ‘horse-face’ Stark where he’d located Hariel.

“Where in the Godswood precisely?” Old lady Lysa asked, sounding as suspicious as Aemond felt.

“Lady Hariel was seated by an oak, tucked between the roots. I didn’t see her immediately.”

“… The one not too far from the Heart Tree?” Lysa asked, her tone strained.

“Aye. Her distress made Hariel suffer the cold throughout the day, so I brought her back,” Cregan said, stabbing his meal while Aemond reached for his goblet.

“-again.”

Hand frozen around the beverage, Aemond looked over sharply. The way Cregan side-eyed him was telling though.

Lady Lysa coughed into her hand.

“You did good, Cregan. Lady Hariel surely appreciates your aid.” Ellard said, nodding as if the new lordling had accomplished some great achievement, when the Stark guards were the ones who’d lost her in the first place.

“Hm. Indeed. How fortunate the new lord of the castle can navigate his own courtyard.” Aemond drawled.

Had he only known what an insufferable tosser Cregan was sooner, he’d thrown his support behind Bennard Stark instead. Even if he was only a second son, the man seemed a dutiful lord who’d already proven himself capable. Then Aemond would’ve locked them all within Winterfell to battle out their succession crises and seen who lived come spring.

“… Cregan, dear.” Lady Lysa cleared her voice. “The weather has cleared up, so I thought to send a raven to House Norrey.”

Cregan looked up quickly, forgetting his meal. “How come?”

“I recently had an idea, lord grandson. If it pleases you, the lady Arra could be arranged to foster with me here at Winterfell until you’re wed.”

Interest piqued, Aemond leaned back in his chair, tracing the edge of his goblet with a finger. Cregan’s eyes kept flickering between his grandmother, his food, the table Hariel was seated at and back to his food.

“It’s winter. It’s a treacherous journey from the Northern Mountains to Winterfell. It’s no trip for a lady.”

“Yet when lady Arra gets here, Winterfell will be a far safer and warmer castle to wait out winter within.” Lady Lysa said, unblinkingly fixing her feline blue eyes on her grandson.

Aemond decided he could almost stomach this particular member of House Stark. Perhaps because she was the only Stark who wasn’t so by blood. This was an excellent notion, and Aemond suddenly felt an inclination to be generous. Perhaps he’d offer to fly Vermithor over and fetch the man’s darling betrothed himself.

If Aemond had to; he’d have Cregan and Arra wedded and bedded come sunset tomorrow.

If he pushed, it may even be accomplished before dawn.

Cregan shoulders sagged, “We’ll discuss the arrangement after supper, grandmother.”

Lady Lysa relaxed into her seat. “Good. Lady Arra will be excited to spend time with her future good-family. It’ll prepare her for the day she takes over as Lady of Winterfell.”

“It will.” Cregan agreed.

“It’s a prudent motion,” Aemond drawled. “-fostering your future wife with your family.”

Cregan glanced over at Hariel, the slightest smirk pulling up the corners of his mouth. “Prudent you say?”

Aemond frowned. “Then you can be confident she’ll be adequately settled into her responsibilities.”

The lord hummed. “You speak sense, my prince. It’s infallible.”

Aemond’s mind whirled, leery of that smile. What was he insinuating?

“At any rate, the improved weather means it won’t only be ravens taking flight soon.” He decided, “We’ll be taking our leave come morning and start the travel back south.”

At least that wiped the smirk off Cregan’s face.

Aemond attempted to speak with Hariel after supper, but she slipped away before he caught up. He’d then summoned her again – which she outright ignored.

Infuriated by her disrespect, Aemond had gone up to her chambers, but ended up pacing the hall instead – unable to make himself knock. He shouldn’t have to come to her. Hariel was the one in the wrong. She’d been the one to act ignorantly and stepped out of line. Why was he even trying?

At least Rubeus had answered the summons, and had gone to prepare for their journey.

After breaking their fast the next morning, most of Winterfell were present outside to see them take off on their dragons. They’d said their farewells and mounted their dragons, Hariel climbing Norbert with ease to secure herself in the saddle, Rubeus clambering onto Vhagar huffing and puffing - muttering curses all the way up. The dragon allowed it though, holding still while waiting for him to get seated. It was disquieting watching someone so far from a Targaryen on the strongest dragon in the world. The very same one Aemond had nearly claimed for himself, but had been thwarted by Laenor.

He’d never truly resented it that before now. No small amount because of Hariel and everything that’d occurred in its wake.

That night had made him an unburned, and it was the most exciting thing that’d ever happened to him – until he claimed Vermithor mere days later – but he felt cross regarding it now. Vhagar could’ve been his. Should've-

Vermithor shifted under him, powerful and in his prime, and Aemond calmed. At least he’d never have to fear his father’s fate of losing his dragon to age. Though Vermithor wasn’t as old or big as Vhagar, he was a large dragon for his years. Silverwing was only a couple years younger, yet quite a lot smaller. Vermithor was a king’s dragon too, not a queen’s. The conciliator’s mount.

Hariel was strapped into Norbert’s saddle, dressed for cold weather and harsh winds, still doing her best to ignore Aemond.

She wouldn’t even look at him! Instead she was looking at him.

“Farewell!” Rubeus shouted from atop Vhagar, for once looking too small for his surroundings, while he waved down at the crowd. “I won’t forget how kind yeh’ve been ter Hariel, an’ I’ve had such a great tim-” But he was cut off mid word, throwing himself forwards to hold onto the saddle as Vhagar took off. The dragon too eager to get out of the cold.

Aemond snorted, trying to catch Hariel’s eye, but failing.

Surely this behaviour couldn’t last; they would be travelling for a couple days together. Hariel was always contented after flying, and it’s not as if she could ignore him when they’d be spending the night within Rubeus magical chest, was it?

Since they were in the North with dragons, they took a slight detour before heading south. Coaxing their dragons to fly up to the Wall and glide alongside the massive barrier at the end of the world.

It was freezing, and Aemond refused to remain longer than necessary, but he still made an attempt to make Vermithor cross over the Wall.

Yet as he neared the Wall Vermithor roared and turned sharply, refusing to heed Aemond. No matter how high Aemond tried to fly, Vermithor rejected all attempts at crossing the tall wall of snow and ice. It was just as the records claimed occurred when Vermithor was herewith King Jaehaerys and Queen Alysanne was astride Silverwing back in 58AC.

Vhagar behaved far more obstinate, refusing to fly anywhere close to it, while Norbert kept flittering back and forth. She’d handled the north better than anyone, but something about the lands of always winter was too much even for her. So despite Hariel making several attempts, the best she managed was landing atop it, Norbert screeching and snarling – jostling Hariel badly in her saddle - before the dragon threw herself back on the warm side.

It was eery. It was magic.

How could it be anything but? He’d known Hariel and Rebus for years now, and this wasn’t the first time the word magic had been used in relation to the Wall.

How many tales about this Wall and what laid beyond it hadn’t Aemond heard while abed burning with his ailment at Winterfell? Children of the Forest, Giants, Grumkins, wargs, spiders and Others. They blended together in a fever-dream, nonsensical and outlandish – but it was far easier to believe now. From the dragons reactions to the sheer enormity. Because what possessed someone to do this? It could’ve been nothing less than dire and terrible that motivated Brandon the Builder to erect it. This was a life long undertaking, a grotesque amount of effort, almost desperate – all just to hold out some wildlings? Unlikely.

“There’s some bloody powerful repellin’ charms on that ice wall, or I’m a bowtruckle.” Rubeus said heatedly during supper.

Because of their detour to the Wall, they didn’t get out of the North before they had to land somewhere in the Barrowlands. Then again, the North alone was as large as the other five Kingdoms under Targaryen rule combined. Flying across it was strenuous, and Rubeus had been suffering from a strong case of motion sickness, while Aemond felt weaker than he’d preferred. Not ill, but as if his body was trying to remind him of how it could end.

“How do you mean?” Aemond wondered, watching in morbid fascination as Rubeus twisted around the strange handles on the… what had he called it? A stove? Some sort of device of steel and flame. Nothing akin to the open fires of the furnaces used in the kitchens at the Red Keep.

The turn of this mystical lever magicked away the fire, killing it without water, trampling or blanket, and he removed the pan off the stove to divide the fish between plates.

Since they landed, Rubeus had magicked them dinner from the river by pointing a pink covered stick at the water and saying a nonsensical word; ‘accio’ – and next the fish simply leapt into his grasp.

It was marvellous, as it was ridiculous, as it was infuriating.

Rubeus had hunted, prepared, cooked and served the fish dinner in nearly the same time it took Aemond - with the aid of an attendant - to put on his armour.

It made Aemond compare this to the hunting trip with Aegon and Daeron with Ser Criston in the Kingswoods only moons before. It was to reconnect with Daeron after years apart, but it’d been spent mostly in silence as they’d hunted deer and camped outside like true knights ought to know. Hunting, killing, skinning their prey and prepared their meals.

Predictably, Aegon had left his brothers to do the actual work while he sat astride his horse sipping his wineskin. Daeron had been unexpectedly sufficient compared to how soft he’d been as a child, and of course Aemond had done everything perfectly. Yet the whole affair had taken six or seven hours from setting out to find prey to when they could start eating – and that was with four people on the task, including a Kingsguard.

This had taken… Aemond might actually have spent longer brushing knots out of his hair after a rough trip on Vermithor than it took Rubeus to do this.

This. This was why Rubeus and Hariel never saw the point of servants: they had magic. Magic was their servant.

“Yeh can put spells on stuff to keep people out. There’s all kinds of different types. Some ter repel wolves that goes after the sheep, or ter keep out people who’s not invited. Tricky but useful magic. I think someone’s used that sort of magic on that wall. A very powerful one too, because dragons are as tough and magical as a creature can get. It takes powerful spells ter penetrate their hide; and here it did. Makes me think the charm on the Wall is there ter repel magic. Like the opposite of a muggle repellin’ charm. Huh. Wonder if I could’ve gotten through.” Rubeus mused aloud while Aemond listened intently.

Distracted with his own theories, Rubeus placed the food on the table while Hariel made sure the black dog named Fang didn’t jump up to steal the food.

It was the first time Aemond had dined with a dog in the same room. Cats were another matter – one of Helaena's ladies had an army of kittens that felt entitled to venture wherever they pleased within the Red Keep, forever chasing rats around through the corridors. Dogs were only around during hunts, useful and good for heat, but the remaining times they were kept within the kennels.

The setting wasn’t grand, but still warmly comfortable. A round wooden table, plates made of a fine grained clay Aemond didn’t think he’d seen anywhere else, painted with moving birds across the surface (how could they keep eating from those without being distracted?), copper goblets and Hariel had decorated with a single blue rose resting in an ornate glass cylinder. It was far from a majestic castle, yet retaining all the comforts of one – in several aspects even more so.

“You can cast such magic?” Aemond asked. “Magic preventing dragons from flying over walls?”

“Er’, not that one, no. But I know a neat little charm ter keep birds an’ squirrels from eatin’ me pumpkins. May have a book with a couple other spells mentioned. Don’t know if they come with instructions though. Those charms can be really tricky them. They’re not beginner stuff, an’ I was always more for transfiguration than charms anyway.”

“You were?” Hariel asked, looking away from the winter rose to stare at Rubeus with an expression that indicated this didn’t add up.

What was even the differences here? What was a transfiguration, and what was a charm? Aemond had so many questions to know where to start, but because of her lingering irritation Hariel was making a point of speaking more to Rubeus than Aemond.

“Aye. Me favourite subject at school.”

“It was?” Hariel said disbelieving. “Like... Hermione?”

Rubeus nodded. “She’s much brighter than I’ll ever be, but sure, it was my favourite too. It was taught by Dumbledore, yeh know?”

“Ah, I forgot he was the Transfiguration professor before.”

“No offence ter Professor McGonagall, she’s a formidable witch, but Dumbledore’s the greatest wizard in the world.”

“What is the difference?” Aemond blurted. “Between charms and transfiguration?” He didn't know what a 'hermione', 'professor' or 'mcgonagall' was either, though he'd have to get back to that later.

“Er, it’s a bit complicated, but the easiest might be ter say charms makes object act differently than they would be normally, like this;” Rubeus said, “Wingardium Leviosa.

The glass cylinder with the rose levitated into the air.

“While transfiguration is-”

“Not the rose, please.” Hariel cut in, and using her stick made the cylinder swoop right into her open hand. She reached out and held up her goblet for a target instead.

“Ah, right. Sorry.” Rubeus agreed, and aimed at the cup instead. Aemond witnessed as with a funny word the goblet turned into kettle.

“Transfiguration changes stuff into different things. Temporarily though. Stuff remembers what they used ter be, though there’s always some exceptions here an’ there.”

He nodded at Hariel, who placed the winter rose back on the middle of the table.

“You’re good with transfigurations o’ course, but I think yeh’ve got more of a talent for charms, Hariel. Yeh pick them up real naturally – like yer mum. Maybe yeh should try one of them repelling charms, they could come in use someday. Though none of the truly useful ones are in any of my old books. I actually looked for them back in Essos, tryin’ ter find somethin’ ter keep the villagers from enterin’ Norbert’s enclosure when she was a babe, but as yeh know; I had to settle for that sign. That didn’t work very well.”

“Because they didn’t speak English – far less read it.”

“Which is why I added the drawin’ of that man being burned by a dragon.”

“Neither of us are gifted painters, Hagrid.” She smiled fondly, still absently adjusting the blue rose to align properly on the table.

It suddenly occurred to Aemond that the rare winter rose might not be magicked at all.

It could have been plucked from Winterfell.

Or gifted.

“Ah, yer right, Hariel. It looked like a stick-man being spewed on by a malformed rooster, didn’t it? Can’t really blame ‘em for misunderstandin’ its purpose.”

The dinner tasted good, though soured slightly by the blue rose, but after some deliberation Aemond decided against “accidentally” knocking it over.

Yet.

It was probably for the better, as he was rewarded when Hariel finally addressed him directly after Rubeus suggested he try make cake with the few ingredients he had at hand.

Eyes going wide, Hariel had reflexively leant across the table and hissed so the giant wouldn’t hear. “Decline. He’s a good cook, but he’s an awful baker.”

“I’ll pass, Rubeus. I’ve had my fill.” Aemond said.

Aemond spent the night in a hammock, Rubeus snoring softly across the room in his giant sized bed, very aware Hariel was just behind a single door. Not that he’d do anything. Rubeus was right there, though even if he wasn’t Aemond refused to be as wanton as Aegon.

Still… she was on his mind. She’d been on his mind a lot lately.

When had she not been on his mind this last week?

The next morning Aemond took advantage of the extravagant washroom far more luxurious than anything within the Red Keep. From the pool of nicely smelling colour water, to the magical water fountain spray – both devices easily handled by one person alone, becoming as clean as if there was a servants at hand to refill the water and scrub his back.

There was the maelstrom privy, and then there was the large, crisp mirror with an unearthly sharp reflection. Looking in, Aemond had never seen himself more clearly, which never failed to fascinate him. The ones from home were sooted and uneven, a reflection comparable to gazing into a pool of water. In comparison this was like coming across a twin in the room, repeating his movements exactly.

It must’ve cost a fortune, made by the most skilled Master Mirror worker of the land of Britain.

Or did it?

Was this magic or inventions of their homeland? Sometimes Aemond couldn’t tell where the lines blurred.

Though he detested the tension in Hariel’s attitude, Aemond lived in King’s Landing with courtly intrigues at every turn, and wasn’t daunted by a few stilted conversations -- yet he’d enjoyed the few hours of amicable camping with Hariel and Rubeus too.

The magical chest was by no means grand the ways a castle was, yet somehow its facilities managed to be far more compactly luxurious. The chairs softer, the equipments superior, so magical it was challenging not to just spend hours simply observing - yet it was warm, relaxing, and a break from everything he knew.

Within the chest Rubeus and Hariel changed too – their shoulders lowering, their manners unguarded and so… Aemond did not know how to name it. How to explain the informal ease of their behaviour. For better and worse, they couldn’t help but become more themselves.

Aemond had been within this chest several times before, but it wasn’t before now he came to suspect this might be their home. Far more than Driftmark or Dragonstone ever was. Though was it so strange? It was a lingering remnant of their lost homeland, and served as a last haven.

The only thing he wasn’t fond of was the many unspoken issues between himself and Hariel.

It was always a matter of time before their argument would come up again, though Aemond wasn’t certain which approach would be most advantageous to resolve matters his way.

A part of him felt it needed done before they returned home – the other part was weary of Rubeus reaction if he learned what Aemond had called Hariel.

-ungrateful, vexing c*nt.

Aemond swallowed uncomfortably. That had been beneath him. That was no way to speak to any lady, least of all the one he intended to court.

Though they were acting amenable, things remained frustratingly unresolved, and Aemond knew less of her mind now than before their argument.

Eventually it was Hariel who broke the dam. “I’m going to take Fang for a walk before we leave,” She announced after their morning meal, rising from the table.

“You?” Aemond asked perplexed, glancing over at Rubeus who was busying himself with cleaning. It would’ve been servants work; except everything was cleaned by magic. If this was how it was done back home too, Aemond may never have left the washrooms.

“Yes. We can’t trust him to run free here. Not with the dragons so close. He might spook and we’ll end up searching after him for hours.” She reached for her coat, eyeing him speculatively. “Do you want to join me?”

Join her? Yes. To walk a dog? No.

Aemond didn’t walk other people’s dogs. No prince did. He wasn’t kennel master Korb, and neither was lady Hariel; it was preposterous.

“… Yes, I’ll join you.” Aemond said, cursing his tongue. Ugh. The things a prince sacrificed for a lady’s favour.

Why didn’t he just join a joust and crown her the Queen of Love and Beauty while he’s at it?

f*ck. No. He was not joining some damn tourney for her.

… Though what if someone else did?

Some lovestruck knob so cheap he couldn’t afford more than a single stupid, blue flower. Aemond would’ve given her a whole crown worth of winter roses. Actually, no. They wouldn’t be winter-anything. They’d be red like fire and blood. Like House Targaryen.

Stop it. He chastised himself. It was moot. Aemond was a prince who didn’t need puppeteering himself before the masses for a lady to notice his existence. What was a horse and lance compared to a dragon and a sword?

“Something on your mind, my lady?” Aemond asked awkwardly while they walked away from their campsite.

“Yes,” Hariel said drily. “I’ve had a lot on my mind lately.”

“Me too.” Aemond conceded. “What exactly?”

They’d placed the magical chest under coverage of boulders, and were walking up the hills of knee deep snow side by side. Fang sniffing eagerly and lifting up his leg to take a piss.

“Marriage.”

It’d be a falsehood to claim he hadn’t expected this, but he tensed regardless. “I gather you’ve seen reason?”

Hariel turned to him sharply. “Seen reason?” She asked rhetorically. “I may’ve been under misapprehensions, but I’m hardly alone in that. How could you not have told me something so crucial?”

“What exactly? What crucial detail do you feel slighted over?” Aemond asked.

“House Targaryen’s presumptions.” Hariel said tightly. “The lack of respect you’ve showed us by keeping me and Hagrid in the dark. How you keep overlooking our value - and your injustice when you blame my ignorance on me – when you’re the ones who schemed it so.”

“We have done no such thing!” Aemond hissed. “I assumed you knew. After years in Westeros, how could you not know?”

“I assume it’s for the same reason you’ve failed to realize we didn’t know?” Hariel shot back. “Hagrid and I have done our best to learn your ways, but you don’t make it easy. You are always eager to discuss dragons with Hagrid – but never much else. You push lessons and responsibilities on me to prepare for my future, failing to realize my beginnings are completely different from everyone else in the realm. And I don’t understand how you missed that. My differences are precisely why I’m here. Why your House wants me in the first place. So how the bloody hell could you fail to take that into account with your schemes?” Hariel waved a hand dismissively.

“You know my country had dragons too. Wild dragons. Controlled dragons. And who did or didn't have them hardly mattered in regards to politics.” She continued, speaking with a decisive manner Aemond had never heard from her before. Gone was the sweet smiles and warm light in her eyes.

“I understand it’s different here, but even so Princess Rhaenys married into House Velaryon; and she’s a dragonrider. She’s also half Baratheon on her mother’s side. The King’s first wife was Queen Aemma Arryn, who was half Targaryen - half Arryn. Your brother is seeking a wife outside House Targaryen. Maegor the cruel was married to a Hightower, Harroway, Westerling, Costayne – all at the same time. Where in all of these lessons on how you do things, was I to learn none of it applied to me?”

“Because your position is utterly unique, Hariel. You know it is.” Aemond said exasperated. “It’s why we took you in. It’s why my family fostered you to begin with. Because it’s common sense.”

“But I’m not common. I’m an exception Aemond – but none of you treat me as such, and until now I was actually glad for it. At least until you started calling me an ‘ungrateful c*nt’.”

Aemond bit his lip, looking briefly away while Hariel kept talking. “Helaena isn’t betrothed, but is that what you’d call your sister if she considered marry Cregan? Or Baela and Rhaena? I’ve been taught the same as them, and you do not get to call me stupid for your family’s failings.”

Rhaenyra.” Aemond corrected sharply. “This is Rhaenyra’s failing. She’s the one who should have prepared you adequately.”

Hariel snorted. “No. Your father should have. Princess Rhaenyra should have informed me too – Prince Daemon more so - but in the end this was the King’s offer, not theirs. The King is the Head of House Targaryen and decided the terms of our deal. He should have made this clear but failed to. Just like he’s failed to mention that little match proposal with Prince Daemon. You’ve had years to do this, so I must conclude your House failed for a reason. Either because you simply don’t value us enough as allies, or because you wanted to keep us ignorant. Neither options are flattering, and both insulting.”

Aemond swallowed uncomfortably, the cold air pulled painfully down his throat. “What do you expect me to say?”

“I don’t know. What do you think?” Hariel spat.

He had no clue actually. His head was still trying to grasp what she said. She made it sound so insidious. As if they’d been going behind her back to trick her. That had never been how the House of the Dragon did things.

“An apology would be a great start, Aemond!” She said frustratedly.

“I didn’t do anything. I was the only one who told you!”

“… You’re right, and frankly: that’s one of the things that worries me most.” Hariel said, her frustrated anger loosing some of its heat, turning almost… disappointed.

It made his stomach twist unpleasantly.

Aemond should apologize for the insults. She’d asked for it, so why couldn’t he just say it? The words was almost on his tongue, but it’s not as if this miscommunication was actually Aemond’s failing. He was just the unfortunate soul to be the bearer of unexpected tidings. Bringing this to light had actually done her a huge favour, possibly at the expense of his own family. Didn’t she get that?

“So what comes next?” Hariel asked, crossing her arms over her chest, “What can we expect from here? Will we be thrown out? Imprisoned? Will your father try send Hagrid to the wall for bonding with Vhagar?”

Aemond felt the last topic wasn’t finished, but the Vhagar mess needed be addressed as well, especially because the solution was right there.

“You realize you can save him from all this, don’t you? Agree to the marriage pact, and I’m confident this will be forgiven.”

“No.” Hariel said. “Your House can give clemency to Hagrid. That’s how we will move past this.”

“Are you so selfish you’d risk his life so you can avoid your duties for another year?”

“Is our alliance worth so little?” Hariel asked sharply. “When did hatching dragons stop having any value to your house? Or do you mistake us as weaker because we don’t come with a castle? Do you know how easy it’d be for me to tear down the Red Keep? I wouldn’t even need Norbert, Aemond. You’ve seen nothing.

“You dare threaten my House?! That’s treason, Hariel!”

“You dared threaten us first!” Hariel shouted. “It’s up to you now. Our actions will be reactionary – but if you force our hand…” She trailed off, all pretence gone. Hariel had never looked more a witch.

“But if you can look past it, if you can accept us as the allies you once claimed we were; I will be sticking to the agreement, but you will not use these events to blackmail me into compliance about a betrothal before I’m of age.”

“How do you expect Rubeus will react when he hears how carelessly you’d throw away his safety and life?”

Hariel looked at him as if Aemond was the short-sighted idiot between them.

“You think he’ll side with you? He will risk everything for me. Just as I will risk everything for him too. That’s what my loyalty looks like, and I don’t require shared blood-ties to uphold it. That’s what my word is worth. How much is yours?

“Would it be so terrible?!” Aemond asked, the words uttered despite himself. His chest hurting. “I- why are you so opposed to this?! House Targaryen is the strongest House in the world, you have fit in with us to now, you have several friends amongst us. Think of Helaena – the twins. I don’t want you hurt; or Rubeus! None do, but we can’t risk the stability of the realm!”

“The realm’s stability is greater with our aid.” Hariel said quietly. “Isn’t that why your family want a union with us? We trusted you, but when I went missing apparently I could only be given aid on your terms, and Hagrid is now being threatened for doing exactly the same as you did. What about that is supposed to endear me to your suit? What about ultimatums and subjugation is supposed to flatter me? Have I been fostered with your House to prepare for a marriage or to be a hostage, Aemond? Can you even tell the difference? We have been nothing but helpful for years – yet Cregan gave me aid, boarding and protection simply out of decency.”

“Cregan was-?! Decency? Hah! This is what I mean; you can be so naive. You believe he wasn’t playing his own games? He certainly worked effectively. He’s ugly as a brick, but not stupid. You think his attention would’ve lasted if you hadn’t had Norbert?” Aemond exhaled.

“He gave aid days before he met Norbert. He was decent to me before he knew who I was.”

“Because he’s got eyes; You’re beautiful, and he’s a man, but his attention would’ve been drifting to the next girl far easier if you didn’t come with a dragon.”

“No, that’s you, Aemond!”

“Then how come I’m the one still here?” He spat. “Stark did naught but the bare minimum of boarding you while manipulating you into backing his claim to Winterfell-”

“He’s the rightful heir!”

“- and then repaid your efforts by starting gossip about your character. Stark ran back to his kennel the moment things got difficult.”

“At least I was free to leave his castle without risking destabilizing a kingdom.” Hariel said quietly, her haunting green eyes strained. “At least his hospitality didn’t come with shackles.”

Aemond stared at her bewildered, her tone there had worried him. “What are you saying? That… Are you planning to- If you run away you will regret it. I won’t let you. They won’t let you either. There is nowhere you can go we can’t follow. Or have you forgotten how Daemon found you in Essos? That’s no way to live. You’d be living a life of constant fear until caught.”

“That’s debatable,” Hariel said, “-but no. I’m not planning to run, but I’m done with your double speak. If you want a marriage alliance; then I can be a reasonable person. I can come to a compromise too; but if you try to reopen negotiations then so will I. If you change our agreements then so will we. Now that I know your House has schemed me into a marriage pact without anyone having the decency to inform us of the terms, then we will demand compensation. Because we can get more from nearly anyone else. The Prince of Pentos was willing to give Hagrid a Manse, lands and farms for my hand in marriage. You never hesitate to remark on my foreignness, but in the next moment you treat me as if this is a sibling marriage. As if this is Aegon and Helaena marrying – when we’re an outside ally the King or his representative should have negotiated with. And it’s not as if I don’t understand why: It’s because we refused the Prince of Pentos proposal, so you did the exact same, but underhanded. I see we’re too deeply entwined with your affairs to back out without consequences, and I don’t want anyone hurt, but if I have no choice but to marry into your family after I come of age – then Hagrid is off the table. Hurt him or threaten him and this will not work out the way either of us want.”

Aemond shifted in place, too agitated to stand still anymore. The dog had been sniffing the ground, tail wagging and utterly uncaring of their argument.

“Well?”

“What do you want?!” He shouted, throwing his arms in the air. There was so much pressure on his chest with no release. For each word off her lips it only kept building. “You can tell me these things, but I’m not the King! I’m but a second son. How do you expect me to respond?”

“I want you to take my side!” Hariel shouted, “I want you to help us, as you claimed to want. Prove you’re actually more reliable than Stark.”

“I’m trying to, but you don’t make it easy!”

“Neither do you.”

“I’ve spoken my suggestions, and you’ve disregarded it! If you'd but do your duty and accept to marry-”

“That’s not a solution! That’s extortion! We went over this! Not before I’m seven and ten – and even after I will not be forced to wed a child! Not even if it is to someone as sweet as Luke! I’ll not be made into a child molester!”

His mind screeched to a stop, most of their argument flying out the window, leaving ice in his stomach. Too many impressions crashing in at once. A mangle of memories, from his sister, to his brother to the brothel to his nephews, but all of it drowned by the name.

Luke?

Lucerys!?

Luke? Rhaenyra’s spawn?!” Aemond laughed incredulous. “No! I’d truly pity you if they pushed his suit. That’s ridiculous!”

To his surprise, Hariel burst out laughing too, dragging a hand through her hair, her eyes almost wild. “Merlin. This is so... And you wonder how I could have misunderstood? Even a ‘naive foreigner’ like me can see that from a political standpoint Luke is my best option – leagues beyond the rest. He’s a child now, but he’s sweet, chivalrous, dutiful and I’m a ward of his mother. I’ve spent the last few years with her sons, but I know it can never be Jacaerys. I would never be so above myself. Jace will be King one day, and Westeros will never accept a foreign witch queen. But if I have to stick to House Targaryen; Luke is the most advantageous marriage I can possibly hope for. House Targaryen gets the alliance they want. House Velaryon too. He’ll be Lord of the Tides. He’ll be the wealthiest man in Westeros, commander of the biggest fleet and a dragonrider. Best of all he’ll inherit High Tide, where Norbert can be free to roam above Driftmark which isn’t too far away from Dragonstone where Hagrid is. If this is about naught but advantageous alliances, what about that is to be pitied? You Targaryens are all so occupied with your family feud you’re confusing everyone else!”

“He doesn’t have a claim to any of it! Luke is a bastard!

Hariel’s face contorted with rage. “Say that again.” She spoke slowly, and Aemond had a vivid memory of Harwin Strong threatening the same word to Ser Criston years earlier before beating the kingsguard into the ground.

“You speak treason. King Viserys true-born grandsons are Jacaerys, Lucerys and Joffrey – just as you yourself are his true-born son. Speaking high treason by denying the legitimacy of Rhaenyra’s son makes you a lawbreaker, Aemond. Or do you only count it as lawbreaking when someone else does the breaking? So say it. Again.”

He said nothing. There was a charge in the air, like a brewing thunderstorm, and a thrill was coursing through his blood.

“No?” Hariel smiled tightly, eyes hard and alien to him. “Thank you, my prince. Your insightful council regarding matters will not go to waste. I see it now. Lucerys Velaryon is perfect. My ideal match. How stupid I was for ever consider alternatives. Because that’s how life works out, isn’t it? Nothing unforeseen ever occurs. It’s not as if one of my closest friends hopes to be the Lady of High Tide and would feel pretty f*cking betrayed. There’ll never be any magical accidents that can uproot everything I know. No attack in the night from strangers coveting Norbert. No dragonriders will ambush us in the middle of nowhere-bloody-Essos to drag us across the continent. No idiots will start fighting in front of the biggest dragon in the world and cause us to get roasted. No. It’s all black and white, and if I just shut up and do like my betters tells me: everything will be perfect and nothing will ever go wrong!”

Her furious tirade hit him in the face, shouted with so much pent up irritation she didn’t sound anything like the girl he’d known. Who was Hariel to speak to him this way? Aemond thought he knew her, but Hariel was the most difficult maiden he’d ever had the displeasure of meeting! Obstinate and wilful! No decorum and blatantly disrespectful!

What the f*ck was Aemond doing?

Why was he here?

Aemond could be home at this very moment; away from this frozen tundra and spend his time practising the sword, study poetry and history or keep up with the petitions at court. He could let the council pick him a comely, advantageous bride and be done with this hassle. His life would go a lot smoother without a bother like Hariel – with the way she behaved she deserved a bastard for husband! That’d teach her some humility.

She may be a dragonrider – but so were his cousins and sister. She was beautiful, but hardly the only pretty maiden in Westeros. Far from the most gracious or well mannered either.

Tyshara Lannister would bring in gold to the Crown’s coffers and the loyalty of the Westerland to make up for how she didn’t have a drop of Valyrian blood. Lord Baratheon’s daughters had Valyrian blood, but his queen mother was weary of the likelihood of dark haired grandchildren; otherwise Aegon would already be betrothed to Cassandra Baratheon. That was an issue with Hariel too.

His cousins Baela and Rhaena checked off all the points; Targaryen ladies with strong Valyrian features of silver hair and purple eyes and bonded to dragons. Then there was the crowning jewel; his sister, Helaena. Growing up he’d always thought Helaena would’ve been the perfect wife; sweet, Valyrian, royal, well tempered and yet another thing Aegon was given freely and still failed to appreciate. Though if there was a chance too much incest hurt the magic…

- at least Aegon wouldn’t have her anymore either.

Either way another bride wouldn’t be the worst. Aemond would do his duty; marry a proper, graceful high-born from a Great House and bind their alliance through the blood of their children. He’d treat his dutiful wife with dignity, care for their children and raise them to be proper princes and princesses worthy of the name Targaryen. He could see it all too clearly. Knew how it’d go. It would be fine.

Hariel wouldn’t be ‘fine’. Hariel was wilful, opinionated and so foreign. A pain in the arse and dangerous.

Why the hell had Hariel ever been his first choice? He’d been an idiot.

She’d drive him mad with her nagging when it was her duty to obey her husband. And if it was ever up for question, if the day ever came: being married to Hariel would severely damage Aemond’s chances to sit the Iron Throne himself.

This trip had showed him the truth: Aemond was better free of her, and rue the unfortunate sod who ended up bound to that.

Hariel could go pursue that Strong bastard. She should. Then she’d finally be made to realize the opportunity she’d squandered when stuck wedded and bedded to some... some-

… some dark haired, brown eyed-!

A useless bastard who wouldn’t even know how to aim a knife-

… a snuffling little craven who hid behind his mother’s skirts-

- their children would be-!

Vermithor roared in the distance, causing Fang to spook. Hariel held onto the leash before he could run off, sitting down in the snow to calm him down.

She was so… so frustratedly kind. And headstrong… And it should be him.

Hariel should marry him.

Want him.

Yet she didn’t.

Why had Hariel never looked at Aemond the way she instantly did with Cregan? Why would she consider a brat like Luke before the man right in front of her? The one who flew to Winterfell while the prince-mummer sat on his behind enjoying his damn pig dinner in unearned comfort at Dragonstone. A whor*'s second born bastard coveting a birthright that’d never been his by blood, law or faith.

She’d consider that - but not him. Never him. Despite striving to do everything right, Aemond was always passed over.

“Hariel? What’s keepin’ yeh?” Rubeus voice called across the snowy hills, but Aemond couldn’t deal with anymore idiocy.

“Nothing. There’s nothing keeping us here.” Aemond bit out. He didn’t care to hear a single second more of H0ariel’s explanations, or how Rubeus came out because Vermithor was restless.

Cold, fuming and feeling like his throat was closing up Aemond left them. He trudged back the way they’d arrived, opened the lid of the chest and climbed into the warmth.

It’d always been a place of marvel to Aemond, but suddenly he felt trapped. There was only a single entrance and no windows. Within its confines he was stuck dependent on their hospitality – for now.

That’s when Aemond’s gaze moved to the table, where a lone winter rose preened.

An uncomfortable long wait later when Hariel and Hagrid returned, Aemond didn’t care to talk anymore.

“Now that you'refinally back, we're leaving. We have already dallied too long.” He snapped, catching the moment Hariel saw the blue petals of her winter rose laid shredded across the floor, the glass cylinder smashed. Hariel glared at him sharply, but she wouldn't get any regret from him. That had been the highlight of his day.

“No. We need ter talk.” Rubeus said severely, “The situation with me an’ Vhagar –”

“You can bring your petition to the King.” Aemond cut him off dismissively, pushing past them. Vermithor was waiting.

Chapter 23: A Petition Race

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HARIEL XVII

Hariel spent the trip dreading what awaited them. Restless she went over the countless scenarios, but didn’t like how most of them played out. This should’ve been a resolvable matter, and yet there were an unpleasant amount that could blow up in her face.

Starting with her realization that the Vhagar issue and her own murky “marriage pact” could absolutely not be argued simultaneously with the King. Hariel knew in her bones that scenario wouldn’t go their way. They’d likely react similarly to Aemond, but with far less emotional investments, which would make them harder to argue against. They were the ones to manoeuvre her into this situation to begin with… but thanks to his wounded pride Aemond had revealed the situation like a barking dog, indirectly messing up their “scheme” – or whatever Hariel was to call it.

Aemond had seen the Vhagar issue in context with the events at Winterfell, and immediately placed it up against Hariel’s feelings for Cregan – when those two matters were actually completely unrelated, which is how things needed to be presented before the King. To first resolve the Vhagar issue during one petition without dragging in Hariel’s situation. Because if the King pardoned Hagrid of Vhagar’s “theft” before he realized Hariel wasn’t happy with their “agreement”, than Hagrid’s safety couldn’t be used (to the same effect) to force her hand.

But the other glaring problem was how Hagrid had to petition the King for his pardon.

He’d be the one to speak their defence – not Hariel. Not only because Hagrid was the one to take Vhagar, but Hariel’s voice would be disregarded. In these situations girls, particularly those without royal blood, weren’t allowed to speak unless directly asked to, and that happened about once every…. Never. Just about never. Maybe once a year if the petition was serious enough and there were absolutely no other man available to speak instead.

There was a reason the case where Queen Alysanne heard around 200 women’s aggrievements at White Harbour became known throughout the Kingdom – because it had been such a rarity for a woman’s court issue to result in such consequential traction. The old King Jaehaerys wouldn’t hear the women's petitions himself, sticking to the lords who wanted the bride rape practise - or “First Night” - to remain legal. Similarly to how King Aegon allowed the practise continue with a stamp of approval from the Crown.

Instead the Queen held court herself at White Harbour - because she'd gotten there first - and then convinced her husband to stop the practise of First Night afterwards. Framing it to her advantage and not the lords. And that was over an absurd and disgusting rape practise Hariel couldn’t believe had started to begin with, far less continued for centuries and only abolished during the reign of Viserys predecessor.

So though there were always ladies at court listening to petitions, they weren’t speaking. That was rare, and as long as Hagrid was available no one would ask Hariel, and if she tried regardless she’d be punished for “speaking out of turn”. Even though the King’s decision would affect Hariel just as much as Hagrid -- perhaps far more than him, and everyone “knew it” - she would not be allowed to argue their defence here. As Aemond so harshly put it;

“This is our lands, under our governing, ruled by my father,”

So it wouldn’t do for Hariel to “act like an ungrateful, vexing c*nt”, would it?

Hariel and Hagrid had practised his defence both at Winterfell and during the trip, but it didn’t go well. Hagrid had so many valid arguments to use in his defence, but that didn’t change how abysmal he was at presentation. Hariel had tried several things, from practising word for word, to writing notes for him to follow.

Hagrid did well enough to anyone who knew him; but the King didn’t - and he’d potentially be far more nervous before the court arguing in a second language than with only Hariel speaking English.

This was how Hariel finally noticed how little Hagrid’d knew of courtly manners, and despaired knowing it’d harm their case. If being Rhaenyra’s ward had taught Hariel anything, than it was how often it didn’t matter what one said – but how it was said that decided outcomes.

And anything said by a nervous, fidgeting, foreign, language struggling, half-giant?

It’d be a disaster.

They’d walk right over him or push him into a corner, but Hagrid wouldn’t take that. Hariel wouldn’t either – and that would be the point where the bridges started burning.

This was why Hariel tried to clarify the situation to Aemond. She’d hoped he’d see how unfair they’d been treated, that he could sympathize – that he’d listen – to her folly.

She’d wondered for a while if Aemond liked her, but after their latest argument whatever he felt didn’t matter anymore. When they needed him most Aemond had rejected Hariel and turned Hagrid down: All because his own pride was wounded.

She didn’t have time for it. Not now. She had her own heartbreak to deal with, so why couldn’t he just suck it up until a better time?

This matter was about Hagrid’s life. Her future. What was Aemond’s inconvenience in comparison to that? Hariel hadn’t meant to hurt his feelings, how could she? She hadn’t known there were any feelings to hurt, or any one-sided expectations she’d failed to meet because she hadn’t been bloody informed of it in the first place.

Hariel understood where it came from now. Because if Aemond had been told for years that there was a good chance he’d marry her, things started making more sense. It’d taken a bit of distance, and days of constant obsessing, but that’s what she kept coming back to.

Because Hariel could just imagine how badly Baela would take it if Jace went and cosied up with some Lannister after years of her father pushing for her to be betrothed to her crush – despite no ‘official’ arrangements. It was unspoken. Just “there”. The difference was that Baela would have to suffer her disappointment, broken heart and wounded pride in silence - or rage to her sister. Baela wouldn’t be allowed to do that to Jace’s face.

In a way, Hariel thought Aemond should probably be as pissed off at being misled as she was. He’d been misled by his family – and yet he took his anger out on her? Even after she told him there was no way she could have known?!

How was that fair!?

Hariel hadn’t even wanted Aemond to lie or make up excuses on their behalf – she’d only wanted him to present the case fairly because Hagrid would make a muck of it and Hariel wouldn’t be allowed to. Aemond was the ideal person for this – and could easily angle it in a way that lead to a peaceful resolution for all parties. He grew up there and would probably know far better alternatives than Hariel knew of, if only he’d tried strain his brain further than; “just marry and it’ll go away”.

She’d needed someone experienced with court who could communicate in a way that wouldn’t accidentally offend the King, because as much as she loved Hagrid, he was not a public speaker. He was not made for court. He was not the person she’d go to for any sort of verbal defence.

But Aemond had declined.

So what was Hariel to do?

Eventually it was no small amount of desperation, frustration, the practise notes she’d written for Hagrid and some history lessons about the importance of timing that gave her an idea.

And it started with a race.

Hariel needed to get to King’s Landing first.

Both Vermithor and Vhagar were slow compared to Norbert, and Hariel took advantage of that during the last stretch of the flight. Hagrid knew what she planned, Aemond didn’t, so aided by the cloudy weather Hariel made Norbert speed up as they passed over the Isle of Faces in the Riverlands. From there she pushed Norbert’s speed far too hard, but she was desperate.

They made it to King’s Landing just as the sun was starting to set. Though Hariel was cold, tired and momentarily ecstatic to be able to land, she knew things would only get harder from here.

At first there was little to indicate anyone reacted to Norbert’s presence, but Hariel made her dragon circle the Red Keep closer and closer – almost threateningly – keeping it up until people finally began gathering along windows or balconies, drawn by her strange behaviour.

Hover by the balcony, I will get off there.” She called to Norbert, and reached back to unstrap herself from Norbert’s saddle.

Flying still for a dragon took powerful beats of their wings, but this was part of her strategy – and it came with risks.

Several people had gathered on the nearby balcony, but Hariel was preoccupied on freeing her security straps and minding the weight of her backpack as she proceeded to stand up on the saddle; before the magic happened.

Wingardium Leviosa was only one of many variations of a levitation charm. There were hover charms, rocket charms and floating charms too – which produced slight variations of levitation according to what and how something was supposed to move. So by aiming her magic at her shoe – not herself – Hariel was able to “fly”.

Busy with her spell-work Hariel wasn’t watching them, but certainly heard as several screamed when she stepped off Norbert’s saddle into thin air, and how quiet it went when she didn’t fall.

Hariel glided on the chilly air from Norbert’s back to the balcony. It wasn’t flying and hard to control even after so many hours of practising “dragon safety spells” alongside Hagrid. Though at least she was able to keep her face straight, it worked - and a bunch of people witnessed it.

Hariel floated down to the railing, landing a little weak kneed but steady enough not to fall, and jumped onto the balcony smugly.

Hah!

Hariel turned to Norbert. “Thank you for helping me show them ‘human flying’. You can fly home to Dragonstone. I will meet you there.”

Norbert snorted, but took off without further ado while Hariel headed to face the crowd, only to find an unexpected but welcoming face there.

Why had Jacaerys come to King’s Landing too?

He was the first to rush forwards, but as the prince and direct heir to the throne, several nervous guards leapt forwards to protect him.

“My prince-!”

“Step aside!” Jace said cuttingly to the guard. “It’s only Hariel, who’s been missing.” The order was sharp enough they nearly leapt to do as the kid bid, and Jace came to meet her.

“My Prince,” Hariel said, curtseying formally and deeply as etiquette required after so rudely invading their castle.

“What’s the meaning of this Hariel? I knew you can make things fly, but you never told us you could, and where have you been?”

“You’re aware Norbert has never been chained, and I would not allow her to roam free above King’s Landing. It’s far too dangerous for the people. Yet need forced me to the capital with haste, and this way Norbert can head straight for Dragonstone.” Hariel said, gesturing towards the sky.

“What haste urged you to jump from a dragon at such heights? Where have you been?” Jace asked bewildered, “If you sent Norbert ahead to Dragonstone, how will you get home yourself?”

“I will have to take a ship.” Hariel answered simply, “I come on behalf of Rubeus Hagrid, bringing an urgent missive for his Grace, King Viserys.”

The King probably wouldn’t hear what Hariel had to say, but he’d be more accepting if he read the same words in a letter sent by Hagrid. Jace accepted the rolled scroll of parchment, looking over the sealed and stamp curiously.

“Hagrid?” Jace asked surprised. “What does he have to do with matters?”

“All of it is explained in the missive, my Prince. I believe it’s in the best interest of House Targaryen that his Grace be made aware of developments as soon as possible. Would you please make sure your King grandsire receive it, Prince Jacaerys?”

“I-”

“Please?” She added quietly, trying to express with her eyes alone that this mattered. It wasn’t a game, and it really couldn’t wait.

Jacaerys nodded. “I will, but first tell me where you’ve been? Everyone flew out to search to no avail. We still hadn’t heard news of you three days ago, so father escorted Baela and myself to the Red Keep to hear of any developments.”

“On dragonback?” Hariel was momentarily distracted. Both Moondancer and Vermax were older than Norbert, but their growth was slower, and neither Baela or Jace had flown such a distance before.

“Yes.” The boy said proudly. “Though all we learned was that Aemond hadn’t returned. I’m glad to see you, but now my uncle is uncounted for.”

“I’m touched by your concern for my wellbeing, my prince, but this is not the first time my destination travels has gone awry. I’ve only been on a very long detour to the North, though I assure you it was quite unwillingly at first.” She said, “Since we last spoke I’ve been from Harrenhall, to Hornwood, to Winterfell and all the way to the Wall – before flying back. Prince Aemond found me in Winterfell, but as we passed over the God’s Eye I flew on ahead. You can assure your family that last I saw Prince Aemond he was heading directly for King’s Landing. He should be here after he’s reached the city and chained up his dragon.”

Though puzzled, Jace accepted that his grandfather would hear the tidings first – which motivated him to do as Hariel bid, heading directly to the King with her scroll.

In the meanwhile Hariel was escorted through bustling castle halls to a guest chamber. People hushed as she passed, stared and gesticulated in her direction. As intended, everyone seemed to know Hariel was the one who’d circled her dragons around the castle, while others were whispering about her wingless flying. It’d been done on purpose, but the attention made her as uncomfortable now as back at Hogwarts.

Hariel wished she was still in the air – it was always easier to be bold and certain of her course while flying – but there was no going back now. She’d sent Norbert away willingly, but the loss of security nagged at her anyway. If things went wrong Norbert could’ve been an escape route, but this was the choice they’d made. No chains – even when that meant inconveniencing Hariel. Even in a potentially dire situation as this.

Hariel’s warm welcome didn’t last past the first hour, but then she hadn’t expected it to last longer than it took the King to receive and read her letter. It was nearly a pleasant surprise she’d been left alone in a chamber at all. Since with the aid of magic it was just enough time for Hariel to get off her drenched travel clothes, spell away most of the sweat, dragon-smell and change into her uncomfortable “uniform” - before armed guards burst into her chamber.

“What’s the meaning of this?” Hariel demanded of the men who’d entered without knocking, including one of the twin Kingsguard knights and the Hand of the King.

Hariel knew they’d been coming, poor sound insulation meant she’d heard them trampling down the hall easily. Yet even as she asked Hariel didn’t bother turning away from her magically floating mirror. She was braiding her stubborn raven hair without assistance, a task that was a headache even at the best of times.

“Lady Hariel-” Otto Hightower trailed off, and Hariel caught his startled expression in the reflection of the floating mirror.

Because Hariel had gone from showing up drenched, sweaty and smelly to appearing like a fairy queen so glittery it was leaking out her ears.

Hariel had arrived in a way she’d never had before.

She was displaying magic demonstratively in a way she’d never cared to in the past.

She was dressing so ostentatiously it’d have made her ten year old self balk.

It was on purpose, a statement, and a tactic not so different as when the Dursleys bought a new car, and bragged about it for the whole of Privet Drive to overhear. As Hermione speaking loudly to anyone who’d listen about how much she’d read before arriving at Hogwarts. Than Rhaenyra parading her wealth with her many glittering jewels, and quick to mention her necklace was of Valyrian steel - the rarest alloy in the world.

In Hariel’s case it was a call for attention and a huge tantrum in the most polite, courteous yet magical way she could manage. It was the basics of the basics – but it became accepted as basic across worlds and cultures for a reason, didn’t it? Because it actually worked.

See what we have.

What you do not have.

What you need us for.

Hariel was going all out without literally yelling at the King. She was playing by “their rules” but bending them as far Hariel could manage. Because if she yelled at the King the way she had Aemond they’d probably try cut out her tongue.

That was not an exaggeration either. Removing tongues was a common punishment for speaking words the King didn’t wish to hear.

Hariel had put on the spare dress from her backpack. It was a gown Hariel had spent months working on with some assistance from Rhaena. In itself it was “simple but nice” according to courtly standards - but that was before Hariel turned it into a charm and transfiguration project.

It needed to be eye catching, but not too aggressive. Hariel was a witch and foreign, so her appearance needed to demand respect and yet not be too… provocative. Yet being dismissed as a naive little girl was the opposite of what she wanted.

The point was to appear like someone who already had everything she could want. So what did she need them for?

Gryffindor red was too hard and too Targaryen - and yellow too soft, so she’d transfigured the blue base fabric into liquid gold instead, and kept going. Hariel charmed stars to twinkle along the bottom of her skirts like a cluster of shimmering crystals, set dense along the hem with lighter spacing until it narrowed in on her slim waist, circled with a waistband charmed to act like calmly drifting mist. The spells were variations of simpler animation charms and colour changing transfigurations, yet beyond anything the people of Westeros knew.

The end result was that Hariel appeared etherial and maybe a bit alien.

Or as if a unicorn foal had spewed on her.

Regardless it was perfectly within ‘their’ fashion standards but the fabrics now looked and behaved undisputedly magical. Her gown literally illuminated. It wouldn’t last longer than a few hours – but they certainly didn’t know that.

“Do you normally barge into a lady’s chamber without knocking? Is this how the King’s hospitality looks, lord Hand?” She spoke with offence. “My manner of arrival was unorthodox, but I was given guest rights.”

From her mirror reflection Hariel caught the men checking her over repeatedly, making her thankful her cheeks were still flushed from flying. It’d cover her growing embarrassment, while she kept in mind the ogling wasn’t out of leering, for once they were actually interested in her dress, not the body underneath.

“It’s in regard to the missive, lady Hariel. You’ve been summoned to the King’s solar immediately.”

This is what she’d hoped for. To clear as much as possible of Hagrid’s case before he had to. Before Aemond could do… whatever he’d planned to. Was he so angry he’d sabotage them? It didn’t sound like him, for better or worse, Aemond was – under normal circ*mstances - very straight forwards. (Though even tearing her winter rose to shreds had been pretty bloody clear - the jealous, inconsiderate, lousy git.)

He wanted what he deemed best for House Targaryen, and no matter how wounded his pride was from… stuff … Aemond knew keeping their alliance would be better for everyone. He’d all but admitted it aloud – or he wouldn’t have advocated for the marriage pact in the first place.

Hariel secured her braid in place, plucked the mirror out of the air, and turned around. “So urgently you didn’t have the curtsey to knock on a maiden’s door?”

“The King demands your presence immediately.”

“And if I had been bathing as would be expected after a long, cold trip on dragonback, would you drag me through the castle to present me before the King naked?” Hariel asked, walking up to them with hard eyes.

There following silence lasted a beat too long. “No, lady Hariel.” Otto said shortly. “My apologies.”

When they entered into the hall Hariel didn’t miss how quickly they spread out around her. Boxing her in the middle, but at the same time uncomfortably mindful of her billowing skirt. It’s strangeness too alien for them to know if it was safe to be around.

This was why she didn’t often use magic too boldly. As accepting as the Targaryens were of magic, she remembered the Dursley’s opinion of powers they couldn’t control for themselves very well too.

“No harm was done.” Hariel said, but didn’t smile as was expected of a forgiving, gracious little lady, “I can forgive as long it doesn’t happen again.”

“I was told my grandson was the one to find you in Winterfell.”

“Then you were misinformed, lord Hand. Hagrid used magic to track me to Winterfell, whilst Prince Aemond arrived later after following him from a distance.” Hariel corrected.

“Where is Aemond? How come the Prince isn’t here yet?”

“He must be chaining his dragon.” Hariel said,

“No, Vermithor nor any dragon has been seen on the horizon yet.”

Still?” She asked in a tone that indicated he really should’ve. “I forget how much faster Norbert is from the Westerosi dragons. I guess the Prince couldn’t keep up.”

It seemed to Hariel that for each meeting with the King, his health dropped to a new low. Viserys Targaryen was dressed in a thick woollen cloak of black and red with a crown on his head, but even seated he stooped to the side, his hair so thin it’d been better to shave the rest off. He looked terrible, even a bit frightening.

For Hariel, the last days had been spent furious with Viserys son, daughter and brother too – but this was the man who held the authority. The judge. The most powerful man in the Kingdoms - and he was so ill he couldn’t even walk through his castle. Couldn’t get to a council room or the throne room for the meeting. Instead he accepted the petition within his solar, and judging by it’s furnishing this wasn’t the first aggrievement sorted here.

It softened some of her simmering resentment. Viserys was a very sick man and that was pitiable - but simultaneously Hariel had to force herself to ignore it. She didn’t want to end up some pitiable woman herself because of a moment’s empathy made her too lenient.

There were several others within the solar aside from Viserys too. Four Kingsguards, a couple men Hariel didn’t know, the Maester, the Queen, Aegon, Jace, Ser Laenor, Otto Hightower and a pale blonde, blue eyed boy of around twelve Hariel had never met but assumed was Prince Daeron Targaryen – the King’s youngest child.

Hariel kept her posture in mind the entire time, her lessons with the septa her most effective defence in the court arena, but at the same time her gown was leaving slowly fading shimmers in its wake, and no one missed that. Even the men in actual armour didn’t know what to make of her as the King, a little awkwardly, demanded Hariel tell everything she knew in regards to Hagrid’s actions.

After the initial surprise to her magic opulence passed, she’d got an idea of people’s reaction while she talked. The Queen was tense as a wire, Jace was frustrated, Laenor worried, and for once Aegon showed genuine involvement. It was probably the first time Aegon regarded Hariel long enough to see more than someone he hadn’t f*cked yet. Matters had already been presented within the scroll in detail, as well as Hagrid’s defence and situation. This was still Hagrid’s petition, and Hariel was only here because Vhagar was too important, and she the only available witness.

“Hagrid is on his way to bring the matter before his King,” Hariel added at the end of an explanation. “I flew ahead because his illness slowed our travels. He’s a bad flier, and needed breaks and rest to be able to hold on to Vhagar through his illness, which is why I volunteered to bring his missive to our King directly. Common tongue can still be a struggle for him, and Hagrid was concerned it’d result in otherwise avoidable misunderstandings. Especially as this is an urgent matter we understood would need to be resolved swiftly.” She gestured around the room. Despite this not being her petition, Hariel had been rushed here anyway, hadn’t she?

“It is an unprecedented situation, lady Hariel.”

“We are an unprecedented pair,” Hariel agreed,

Aegon grinned in amusem*nt, and though she appreciated the nod of support she’d wished he’d stop the blatant examination of her gown. It was hypocritical, she knew, to want them to stop staring when Hariel dressed this way precisely to get attention, but still...

“House Stark can back up your claims about his ailment?” The King asked. “Confirm Rubeus Hagrid’s aversions to flying?”

“Yes, your Grace. The Warden of the North, Lord Cregan Stark and Lord Ellard Cerwyn, the heir to castle Cerwyn, watched Hagrid’s arrival at Winterfell too. They witnessed both how sick Hagrid was and mine own reactions. In this, I am only a raven carrying tidings.”

“Your Grace?” Ser Laenor asked, stepping forth.

“Ser Laenor, can you bring some insight into this situation? How could you not be aware Vhagar left Dragonstone?”

“I do believe I can give some insight into matters, your Grace. Several of my own observations align with Hagrid’s missive. Everyone on Dragonstone are aware that Rubeus Hagrid is not fond of dragonriding. He did not initially give leave for lady Hariel to fly Norbert, and often argues dragon rearing above their usage. That said, mine wife and I were aware Vhagar had left Dragonstone, but not that Rubeus Hagrid had claimed her. We only noticed Hagrid’s absence after the dragonkeepers reported his prolonged absence caused the younger dragons to act up. I already informed you of the incident a few days ago where the dragon Stormcloud ate one of the younger handlers. Yet we were aware Hagrid had been greatly affected by fear for lady Hariel’s unknown situation. Then my wife was informed by her sister, Princess Helaena, that he possessed a magic devise that told him lady Hariel was somewhere north. We never saw it ourself, but this was before any dragonriders had returned except the princess, whom required rest. We assumed in his impatience to see lady Hariel safe, Hagrid had left to try find her through magic, though we never thought he’d use Vhagar, your Grace.”

“Then he should have given the searching device to another dragonrider, you Grace. Instead Rubeus Hagrid left the royal family searching fruitlessly for lady Hariel whilst keeping the means to locate her for himself.” Otto Hightower argued, and Hariel barely held in the urge to blurt out the answer, but instead had to settle for staring towards the King beseechingly.

He didn’t seem to notice.

“That’s true…”

“Hagrid tried.” Jace spoke up, conflicted but sure of this at least.

“How so, Jacaerys?” The King asked.

“Princess Helaena informed me Hagrid only found the device the day your daughter arrived on Dragonstone. He attempted to give it to Helaena first, but she was worn from her search on dragonback and even if she wasn’t: the Princess could not fly North herself without an escort.” Jace explained.

The King nodded slowly.

“Yet what does it matter how it came about?” Otto asked of the King, “It’s what to come that’s the true concern. As it stands Rubeus Hagrid is bonded to the strongest dragon in the word, a wizard with powerful magic and foreign. He’s stolen a historical relic, a jewel of House Targaryen. Even if he never rides Vhagar again; no one else can claim her while he yet lives either.”

At that Hariel spoke before given turn. “Your grandson said the same, lord hand.”

It was almost as if Hariel hadn’t spoken at all. The King and Otto briefly glanced in her direction before focusing on each other.

“This treacherous act is not something that can be overlooked by some unfortunate circ*mstances.” Otto said, “I urge you demand recompensation for the theft of the realm’s most dangerous dragon.”

“What did you insinuate, lady Hariel?”

To Hariel’s surprise, the Queen cut into her father’s speech. Though maybe Hariel shouldn’t. No one else had, but the Queen seemed to have noticed her comment had been more threat than remark.

Hariel very nearly spat out a similar tirade as she had Aemond, but took a deep breath before she stepped in it. He’d acted like a jerk, but losing her temper had only alienated Aemond at the worst possible timing, and she doubted the King would take her attitude any better.

It wasn’t what she said, it was how she said it.

Don’t blow up. Don’t. Don’t. Don’t!

“I requested prince Aemond name Hagrid’s replacement, to no avail,” Hariel said stiffly. “-because every Targaryen except the King, who’s mount passed away decades ago, has already bonded to a dragon. Hagrid will easily agree to never fly Vhagar again, but if this bond had never come to be – who would you have bond with Vhagar in his stead? Princess Rhaenyra’s unborn child? What is the great loss you demand compensation for?”

The King frowned, Otto Hightower straightened - and then there was a knock on the door.

No one had expected the interruption in the middle of a petition, which meant the reason the guards disregarded usual practises was because-

“Prince Aemond Targaryen and Rubeus Hagrid has arrived.”

Oh, in the name of Merlin’s Seven bloody Underpants!

No. Not yet! She wasn’t done here! There was far more Hariel needed to say, but with the new arrivals the rest was taken completely out of her hands.

The King had ordered Hagrid and Aemond be brought to him immediately, and judging by their rumpled dishevelment the instructions had been followed to a T. Entering the solar Aemond looked like something the cat dragged in, and Hagrid like something the cat threw into the litter-box afterwards.

She caught Hagrid’s eye and pushed down her frustration to smile encouragingly, hoping it didn’t appear as forced as it felt. It was absolutely maddening, but as long as she kept quiet she’d probably get to stay until the petition was over, and Hagrid needed her support. Hariel had done her best to pave the path for him, but now he needed to stick the landing for them.

She’d felt his attention on her until then, but when Hariel went to see how pissed Aemond was, it was just as he looked away and cleared his voice, loosening the neck fastening of his cloak before throwing the drenched garment towards a servant.

“Aemond, welcome home.” The Queen said warmly,

“It’s good to be home mother, it’s been a hard journey. How long has she been here?” Aemond asked, gesturing in Hariel’s direction without actually looking at her.

So he was still pissed then. Probably more so after realizing she’d ran away again.

“Not long.” The Hand said. “Lady Hariel arrived around supper to bring forth a missive on Rubeus Hagrid’s behalf.”

“...a missive?” Aemond said quietly.

“Perhaps your son should read it, your Grace.” The Hand asked, “The prince witnessed as much of these matters as the lady Hariel, and can be consulted regarding his observations.”

“Give the boy the scroll.” The King told Ser Criston, who did as bid. Aemond unrolled it nimbly, eyes flickering rapidly down the text.

“Yer Grace?” Hagrid asked, uncertainly.

“I’ve read your petition, Rubeus Hagrid.” Said the King. “Now you’re here, I want this settled. What do you have to say in your defence?”

“Hariel’d been missin’ for days.” Hagrid said clumsily.

“That’s your defence?” the King asked unimpressed.

“… I- er’…. No, I mean yes: I had ter keep her safe, yer Grace. It’s me duty! Treatin’ dragons are too, but a lot of people tried ter hurt Hariel in the past, an’ some came close, but – er’, that’s not important here, but ter me there’s nothin’ more important than Hariel.”

Hariel looked down, touched to hear him say such. Especially because she knew how much he loved dragons.

Hagrid cleared his voice, took up his sheet of notes, and tried his best to stick to them with varying success. “Vhagar has some old injuries, an’ I know ways to ease her aches. I never tried ter claim her – but I’m with her a lot, and then I felt her mind brush against mine. The way I’m sure yeh remember Balerion doin’. It happens ‘cause the dragons decides ter share a pinch of their magic with yeh. So Vhagar’s been willin’ for me ter ride her for years, but of course I never did. I never wanted ter – still don’t want ter. I only did it because I had ter. Hariel’s James and Lily’s daughter, but they can’t look after ‘er anymore, none of the people who loved her can – there’s only me left ‘ere. So I never meant ter offend yeh, yer Grace. I just thought since I’ve been leandin’ yeh so much of my own magic, that I could borrow a dragon in an hour of need for a trip North.”

Hariel watched the royals reactions while Hagrid spoke his piece, hopeful of the way the King softened. Hariel wasn’t sure how long it’d hold up, but right now Hagrid was focusing on things the King could actually relate to. Protecting a daughter.

Aemond finished reading the missive, and the content seemed to’ve knocked out his sudden aversion to acknowledge her directly. Their eyes met, though it didn’t make her any wiser what he’d taken from it. Frustrated? Irritated? The petition remained focused on Hagrid, but would Aemond let that continue?

“For all I knew Hariel might’ve been hurt or in danger, and… I’m very sorry this happened. I enjoy workin’ with yer dragons, it’s a childhood dream come true - but I never wanted ter fly one for meself." Hagrid said, shuffling his notes nervously to find the next point he was supposed to cover. "But then I had the compass that showed me the way, but everyone with dragons were already out searchin’, an’ I didn’t know when they’d come back. I hate flyin’ dragons, had more than enough after the trip through Essos with Caraxes – but Hariel was missin’, I didn’t know what condition that was in an’ Vhagar was willin’ ter fly me. Hariel always returned before, so I knew somethin’ had ter keep her from doin’ so, an’ I thought she may be hurt or stuck or worse still. Fortunately lord Cregan Stark’s a good lad an’ gave her aid, so I found her healthy an’ hail. That’s all that matters ter me.”

The King wasn’t unaffected by Hagrid’s defence. It fit with what Hariel suspected, that Viserys favoured his firstborn daughter above his younger children. Possibly by quite a bit.

“What of Aemond?” The Queen asked. “He bore witness too. You should hear him out, husband.”

“Can you confirm the claims brought forth true?” The King asked.

Hariel had unconsciously started relaxing, but at that she locked right up.

Before his father Aemond rid himself of his usual expressiveness, making him near impossible to predict. He couldn’t throw a tantrum before the King anymore than Hariel could. Well, he probably could and with far less consequences, if any, but she knew his pride wouldn’t allow it. From the little she could tell Aemond was considering how to answer, but his hesitation was as infuriating as it was auspicious.

When Aemond raised his head, his mask was up with only a tense flexing of his jaw to reveal the underlying tension.

“They are, your Grace.” Aemond said, casting a brief glance towards Hariel, lips flickering in a smirk that didn’t reach his eyes.

“Before his transgression Rubeus Hagrid was a valued ally to House Targaryen because of his dragon knowledge and magic. Yet I was recently reminded that regardless of his unrivalled services to the realm he’s gone effectively unacknowledged for single handedly improving hatching rates and his superior dragon rearing methods, which hasn’t been seen since before the Doom. Your Grace, with such in mind I can only deduce Vhagar claimed a bond with Rubeus for the same reasons our House offered him an alliance.”

“And yet seven young dragons doesn’t recompensate Vhagar, who could kill them all in one strike.” The Hand reminded the room – quite redundantly with so many dragonriders present who knew that far better than him.

Aemond nodded to his grandfather. “I concur, as of yet the seven young dragons are weak, but it’s transitory to disregard the immense value of their potential. They guarantee the future strength of our House, with improved rearing and bonded to protect the realm for centuries after Vhagar succumbs to her age.”

Aemond was speaking in their defence exactly like Hariel wanted, though she could tell he wasn’t happy. It was impossible to place its source, he behaved with perfect composure, but somehow Hariel had the impression he was fuming.

“Rubeus left his bond with Vhagar dormant and ignored until provoked by concern for lady Hariel. In lieu of any true-born progeny he’s made no secret she remains as dear as a firstborn. Lady Hariel is acknowledged as Rubeus heir, and he broke the law in her name, but we’ve known since they arrived in Westeros her safety was his foremost priority. Their journeys through Essos and stay in Pentos would’ve gone differently otherwise. Their first stipulation was protection, but there was a lapse on Dragonstone that could’ve ended in a deadly outfall if not for lady Hariel’s magic. Rubeus acted to rectify a failing after Norbert carried her astray - which we’re aware can happen amongst new riders, but the people of their homeland doesn’t. Despite dragons living in abundance both free and captured they don’t ride their dragons. Those are my observations regarding Rubeus Hagrid’s character and events, your Grace.” Aemond spoke succinctly.

“Well then… From everything I’ve heard today I deem this incident can be resolved amicably,” The King wheezed and leaned back in his chair – a luxurious thing and far more comfortable looking than his throne of blades. “-but only on one condition. Rubeus Hagrid: Do you swear to never mount Vhagar again?”

“I will gladly promise ter never ride Vhagar again.” Hagrid agreed, radiating genuine relief. Even the Hand couldn’t miss it.

The King cleared his voice. “Then House Targaryen will reaffirm the strength of our alliance, by granting Rubeus Hagrid my pardon for bonding with Vhagar.”

Dismissed by the King and out in the hallway, her relief was so great Hariel nearly sagged into a puddle.

It’d gone well. It’d gone as perfectly as she could possibly hope for. A full pardon for a promise to not fly Vhagar. Something Hagrid didn’t even want to do in the first place.

She’d barely had time to digest it before Hariel saw the young girl lingering by the staircase, waiting for the petition to be over.

“Baela!” Hariel exclaimed, while the rollercoaster of emotion still hadn’t settled as she quickened her steps to catch up.

“Is it true?” Baela asked, expression flat and tone hard. Hariel had been so caught up in her relief she’d overlooked the warning signs before now.

“What..?”

Vhagar.” Baela stressed. “Did Hagrid really-?”

Oh.

Hariel’s stomach dropped. “Yes.”

Baela looked Hariel up and down, the sight of her gown doing little to distract her from an anger she couldn’t keep down despite the public setting.

“How could he? Vhagar was my mother’s dragon.”

“And before that Vhagar was your grandsire Baelon’s dragon, and before that Queen Visenya’s.” Hariel snapped. She was so done with this! So tired of everyone thinking no further than their own hurt feelings. What did Baela want? That Hagrid be punished for doing his job better than they ever managed? Yet Baela’s eyes lit with hurt, and it was aimed at Hariel, which she’d never experienced before.

Ser Laenor came up to them, and whatever Baela was about to say died on her tongue. Baela picked up her skirt and ran down the stairs.

Perfect... Just perfect. That was just what she wanted to handle right now.

“Regardless of this unpleasantness, I’m relieved to have you returned to us unharmed and well, lady Hariel. You look more radiant than I’ve ever seen you.”

“Thank you, Ser Laenor.” Hariel said quietly, looking after Baela as she disappeared around the corner.

“I will be leaving for Dragonstone immediately.” Ser Laenor said.

That didn’t sound wise. “It’s dark.”

“Seasmoke can manage a journey he’s familiar with even in the dark. He’s done it before. I flew in the dark during the war in the Stepstones too, and mine wife needs be made aware of events with haste. I will return in due time to escort mine son and niece back by dragons. Tomorrow or the day after.” Ser Laenor said. “You’ve had a challenging day, may I suggest you get some rest, my lady? I will see you upon my return.”

“Of course. Thank you, Ser Laenor. For your efforts in my search and for your reasonable council upon our return.”

Ser Laenor smiled, even if it was a tad stressed. “I only reported truths, and I’d speak it gladly for the maiden who saved mine own life from Vhagar’s dragonfire by making me unburned.”

Ser Laenor was in a rush, and went to follow his niece down the stairs.

“So would I.” Aemond spoke up behind her, and Hariel turned reluctantly, catching sight of Hagrid being held up by the Hand down the hallway. Aemond took a step closer and lowered his voice. “It was unnecessary, attempting to sideline me.”

“I used to think so.” Hariel admitted, taking a step back. “-but you recently made me very aware how often people’s support can’t be trusted to reach further than situational convenience.”

“That’s not what I said.”

“It’s how you behaved.” Hariel countered, simultaneously pretty sure that’s exactly what he’d said. It’d been covered in his rant about how ‘everyone wants absolute power’ – and all that crap.

“I told you I was done with the double speak. You can say one thing, insult me to my face, even fail to mention what you deem suitable – regardless it leaves me with little choice but to judge by actions, and react as I must. It’s what you’ve forced me to, because you’re all looking out for your own self interests to’ve noticed Hagrid don’t share them. That I don’t.”

“I supported you in there too,” Aemond said quietly as the Queen came closer, heading for her travel worn son.

“You have my deepest gratitude for telling the King the truth, prince Aemond.” Hariel said drily. “If you’ll excuse me, I’m worn after the long journey. Good night, my prince.”

Chapter 24: Over Breakfast & Tea

Notes:

Check out Lilimiri's fanart of Hariel in her gown from last chapter!

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HARIEL XVIII

After the tension of the petition Hariel craved her bed, but there was another urge she’d left neglected too. Days of flying was exhausting, and it wasn’t before her nerves began settling her stomach reminded her how ravenous it was.

“We’re relieved to have you returned safe and well, lady Hariel.” Queen Alicent said. “You must be worn after your journey, but my daughter’s been concerned for you, and she’d be gladdened to see you before you retire.”

Hariel had never interacted much with the Queen before, but from a distance she’d observed that Alicent Hightower was proud, ladylike and noteworthy beautiful, probably the prettiest of all the royals, though plenty would probably argue that. Most in Westeros preferred Valyrian colouring, and Hariel knew stating anything else around places such as Dragonstone would be stupidity itself.

Or maybe Alicent’s beauty was accentuated because the Queen usually stood next to Viserys, which made the contrast all the more drastic. The same way Viserys almost look more ill compared to his young wife.

Aemond had also inherited his mother’s eyes, though not the colouring - yet they could make the exact same furious stare when provoked to great emotion.

Hariel might be a little resentful of Alicent’s voice too. She was the Queen, and like Princess Rhaenyra people listened to them with next to no effort, and it was near impossible not to be envious. Hariel had to throw magic around, mummer for the spectators, race dragons and be on the verge of disaster to even get fifteen minutes of attention that’d probably be forgotten after Hagrid and Aemond’s arrival. Or it could’ve, but even Hariel’s golden gown was heard better than her own voice.

“Go ahead, and I’ll arrange for a warm supper to be set up in Helaena’s chamber for you.” The queen continued, “I believe you’ll be more comfortable using the chamber next to Helaena’s for your stay than whatever Prince Jacaerys arranged in the visitors wing. It’s winter, and after your journey it’s for the better you serve as Helaena’s bedmaid than sleep alone.”

Hariel was about to mention she’d never shared a bed with Helaena before, and the princess wasn’t always comfortable with proximity, but her stomach picked that moment to rumble so loudly it echoed in the stone hallway, and she flushed.

The queen smiled knowingly.

“Thank you, my Queen. I haven’t had a chance to rest or eat since dawn.”

Hariel realized if they were going to insist on bedmaids, the alternative was either some unfamiliar lady at court, or Baela. Hariel had shared a bed with the twins many times before, but after Baela’s reaction to Vhagar that option wasn’t as pleasant anymore. Hariel desperately needed a few hours without conflict, and forcing her company on Baela at present sounded like a headache in the making.

“Then you must be positively faint with exhaustion, and I won’t allow that to stand.” The Queen turned to one of the knights. “Make sure lady Hariel doesn’t get lost, Ser Arryk. It’s been too long since her last visit and she isn’t familiar with the Red Keep yet.”

Though Hariel remembered the way, it might’ve been for the better Ser Arryk escorted her to Helaena’s rooms, since she probably wouldn’t have been allowed past some of the guards otherwise.

“Hariel? … You look resplendent.” Helaena smiled, eyes crinkling in a smile while she remained seated on the bench when Hariel arrived. A red haired girl with freckles took Hariel's arrival as her cue to leave, and though her looks reminded Hariel of the Weasleys with a jolt of longing, she thought the girl was actually Helaena's friend from House Redwyne.

“How glad I am to see you safe. I saw you arrive on Norbert, but where have you been? What happened?”

She didn’t have to wait long before supper was set up in Helaena’s chamber, and Hariel gave a brief summary of the last couple weeks while she ate. It was pleasant and easy, but while they discussed Winterfell’s glass garden Hariel was reminded of Cregan, and the question she’d been trying to ignore sprang to the forefront of her mind again.

Why hadn’t Helaena told her?

Why hadn’t Baela?

Or Rhaena?

Did they not know? Did they know but assumed Hariel automatically understood too? Did they know but kept quiet anyway?

Hariel didn’t press the issue, but couldn’t quite erase the nagging feeling that Helaena knew. Aemond had, so why not Helaena? Why did her brother end up telling Hariel this “foregone conclusion” and not Helaena? Weren’t they supposed to be friends?

The twins were Daemon’s daughters, so maybe they knew too, but Helaena was older, and yet she’d failed to let Hariel in on the situation. Then again, it’s not as if they lived in the same castle, and Helaena was the sort who didn’t push even in regards to her own future, often accepting matters as if it was a forgone conclusion. Perhaps that’s why Hariel felt more weary of this lapse by the twins.

The twins failure to mention how restrictive her situation was - even in passing over the years - was hard to explain away as incidental. Either they were ignorant too, or they kept silent on their father’s orders -- and considering Daemon’s role in this, Hariel couldn’t trust it was the former the way she would’ve just weeks before.

It still felt like betrayal though. And though she didn’t bring it up, a part of Hariel resented Helaena for not telling her.

“It’s a bit earlier than I usually go to bed, but you look exhausted, Hariel. Why don’t you assist me get ready, and we’ll retire.” Helaena decided while a maid named Dyana carried away the plates.

Leaned back in her chair, Hariel nodded through half-lidded eyes, fighting the urge to yawn wide and rudely before getting to her feet.

She helped Helaena untie her gown, and carefully removed the pins out of her hair, before re-braiding it in preparation for the next day - mindful to do it with minimal skin contact while not crowding her either. Hariel never knew exactly what caused it, but Helaena had some touch aversion and discomforts. It was hard to know what would set it off too, because one moment Helaena would seem perfectly fine while having her hair braided, then next she’d jerk away if someone simply graced her shoulder.

Once done assisting the princess, Hariel made easy work of her own gown while Helaena used the wash basin to get clean before bed.

At first the bedmaid practises had seemed peculiar to Hariel. Maybe it was because she grew up so isolated with the Dursleys, but even at Hogwarts she’d never been made to share a bed. Yet here alternate sleeping habits came about from their different requirements. It’s how Hariel began wondering if separation was the outcome of excess. If someone had money, they could afford space. The less anyone relied on others, the more distance they could afford.

Back in England most could afford a bed of their own and their family members – while here less than 0,5% of the population could. So sharing beds became the norm. Amongst the smallfolk a whole family could share one large bed, since it was simply a cost, heat and space efficient a solution. Those who slept alone were usually only the richest amongst the rich, and they often preferred communal sleeping too.

At Dragonstone Baela and Rhaena shared a bed, Joffrey and Visenya did as well, Aegon and Helaena shared when they were younger - while Jace and Luke had only recently been given private chambers of their own. Though after winter started they’d been known to migrate back into the same bed whenever Dragonstone wasn’t warm enough.

But even unrelated bedmaids were put together too. Sometimes it was for such reason the Queen stated; for warmth in insufficiently insulated castles during winter, but sometimes because there were too many strangers visiting the castle and they put all the children together to guard one room properly. Then there were the times it was to prevent any “untoward” behaviours. Sneaking someone in or getting out themselves became far more difficult when there was already a third party in the bed.

“If you don’t want the maids, I don’t mind assisting with your hair.” Helaena offered, and though Hariel wanted to wave her off, she wasn’t so tired as to have forgotten their location. This was at the Red Keep, tomorrow was a new day, and after her little show earlier it wasn’t the worst idea to keep presentable.

“Yes please.” Hariel agreed, and turned around so Helaena could get access. Though Helaena was more used to being tended to herself, she had Hariel’s hair neatly bound for the night within minutes.

Her limbs felt like led, her mind sluggish, and though Hariel kept some of her irritation with Helaena, the princess was a difficult girl to stay angry at. Especially when she was so genuinely happy to have Hariel there. After the last day – after the events of the last weeks - more than anything Hariel just wanted a… a friend. Uncomplicated and easy - and though there was things left unsaid, Helaena was doing exactly that.

The charms on her gown hadn’t worn out yet, so even after Hariel blew out all the candles it acted as a night lamp from where it’d been left hanging.

“It’s so beautiful. Like fireflies.” Helaena admired the dress while Hariel raised her wand, muttering;

“Finite.”

The lamp turned off, leaving only the fireplace to light the room.

“Oh no!” Helaena exclaimed, whirling around, “What did you do?”

“It’s fine. I can put the magic back in the gown whenever I wish it.” Hariel murmured sleepily.

“That’s... peculiar…” Helaena trailed off awkwardly, wringing her hands, “Is it magic… from a spellbook? Did Rubeus perhaps mention he had a… another book to you?”

Hariel blinked, what?

“No? I mean yes? He’s got several books.” She gestured to the bed. “Which side of the bed do you prefer, Helaena?”

“… The one towards the window.”

Hariel nodded as she climbed onto the opposite end of the bed and pulled the thick woollen hangings shut. The feather mattress and wooly blankets were cold from a day of disuse, while Helaena closed the blinds on her side, before getting in too. With the blinds shut it became pitch black, but hardly cramped for space.

“Hariel?” In deference to the darkness and enclosed space, Helaena’s voice was barely above a whisper.

“Yes?”

“I understand you are worn out, but it also seem as if… did I do something?”

“No.” Hariel said. “You did nothing.” That’s the problem.

“Was it something that happened on your journey then? Which toils at you?”

Several memories flashed before her, her heart clenching as as she thought of her torn winter rose. Eyes stinging, Hariel rolled away, pressing her face into the pillow.

“You can tell me.”

No. She couldn’t.

“I’m just so tired, Helaena.”


ALICENT II

“Why is lady Hariel cross with you, Aemond?” Alicent demanded of her son.

She’d summoned all three of her sons to break their fast together in her rooms on behest of her father, while Helaena was occupied with lady Hariel. Her father Otto had wanted this conversation last eve, but Alicent had put her foot down so Aemond could rest and recover from his long travels, though they couldn’t dally further.

The Red Keep was filled with nobles. Lord Borros Baratheon’s family was a handful, and their bickering with the Lannisters had kept Alicent quite busy as is. Now that Rubeus Hagrid showed up riding Vhagar, while lady Hariel arrived flying onto the balcony and trailing gold down the corridor, she doubted it’d be much quieter.

Her son Aemond flown to the Wall and back for that girl, by all means such gallantry should’ve been the inspiration for a new tune or two by the court bard - and yet whatever transpired had brought back little but northern chills between them.

“You had good relations in the past, so how did this come about?”

“Perchance because she was forced to spend any substantial time with the twat?” Aegon murmured. “How pathetic is that? Have I taught you nothing? Days travelling together, with every opportunity to be the knight to her rescue -- all you had to do was smile, you wooden little dweeb, and there wouldn’t be a problem. Maybe if you’d been a man and just-”

“Aegon! Not now!” Alicent turned and slapped Aegon’s shoulder. Too furious with him to have any patience that morn. In his folly Aegon had deflowered a serving girl of House Baratheon. Of all his options, why a girl who’d ran straight back to the lady of Storm’s End to spill everything? The only thing saving Alicent’s shame was the fact Aegon wasn’t married, but at this point she feared nothing would stop his lustful ways. What sort of alliance would they build if Aegon didn’t stop his whoring after marriage?

“You’ve done enough. Eat your meal and you can speak your drivel later. This is about your brother.”

In that regard, Alicent didn’t know what to make of lady Hariel. In the past she’d made most of her observations from a spell-safe distance. Lady Hariel was very foreign, her magic unnerving, but she’s saved Aemond’s life from dragonfire, and for that Alicent had tried to think kinder of her. Yet when she wore gowns like the creation of last eve it became difficult to ignore how different she was.

She could fly. She was an unburned who talked to dragons, and bent the world to her whims.

Where did the Faith cover the likes of her? Was she blessed by the Seven or something else? Despite her unfortunate black hair and haunting green eyes lady Hariel was beginning to be regarded as more Valyrian than the Targaryens for the things she could do.

“Why is lady Hariel resentful of her rescuer?” Her father asked.

Next to Alicent, her youngest Daeron nibbled at his meal quietly, glancing avidly between everyone while Aemond shifted under his grandfather’s stare.

Daeron’s presence was a balm to Alicent’s soul. Her gentle youngest; well tempered, dutiful and carrying next to no strangeness in his mind. Not too lustful, too obstinate or too distracted. Despite bonding to a beautiful she-dragon, with fire as strange as Norbert’s – Daeron remained more interested in knighthood, his studies and upholding the faith. Alicent loved all her children, but it would be hard once her cousin Ormund took Daeron back to Oldtown to yet again be left the only sensible person in the family.

“It’s Rhaenyra’s fault.” Aemond murmured. “She’s been leading Hariel and Rubeus astray.”

“How so?” Her father asked.

“… They’re displeased with the execution of the alliance agreement, as Rhaenyra failed to clarify some of the stipulations...”

“Such as?” Otto pressed.

Aemond sighed. “Hariel was not aware she’d be marrying into House Targaryen.”

“How could she possibly be unaware of that?” Alicent asked, sipping her water.

“And even if they were unaware, why would it cause an argument?” Otto asked, “There is no greater honour than marrying into House Targaryen, particularly a foreigner.”

“They took offence to the lack of clarifications, and was comparing our methods to what the Prince of Pentos did, which was… on parchment, perhaps, a more beneficial proposal than anything House Targaryen has provided. Prince Reggio offered a manse, farms and lands in exchange for Hariel hand, whilst we have… given Rubeus a dwelling?” Aemond said uncomfortably.

Daeron brows climbed up his forehead, while Aegon smirked.

“That, and how the Crown has never said outright our alliance was a marriage pact. They took our ambiguity to mean the alliance was but a plain transaction of favours. Boarding, protection and shelter for Rubeus services – which until the Vhagar incident was quite beneficial to us. Hariel concluded this failure to inform them was either because we don’t value them as allies enough to speak plainly, or because we somehow exploited their foreign upbringings and meant to keep them ignorant. She found…. Neither option very flattering.”

“If their discontent is as you say, then the situation is more dire than we knew of.” Otto said quietly. “A lost girl’s whereabouts was never worth the realm’s safety. The King should have demanded lady Hariel be betrothed for Rubeus Hagrid’s pardon.”

“That could have worked; but in your rush to see matters settled my father already granted Rubeus a royal pardon.” Aemond said picking up his goblet.

“With new information brought to light-”

“You think it was accidental?” Aemond asked sharply, gesturing towards the window. “You think Hariel was flying for spectators and dressing in golden gowns in the North? You think it wasn’t deliberate to push for a swift resolution?”

“Then why did you let her?”

“Let her? Let her? I’d like to see you try- Hariel can blow doors ajar with her hand- I have been-” Aemond tugged agitated at the ends of his hair.

“Did she try harm you with her magic?” Alicent asked sharply, making Aegon snort, Daeron become bewildered and Aemond tense.

“No.” Aemond said firmly. “But Norbert is notably faster than Vermithor and Vhagar. If Rubeus hadn’t remained at my side, I could almost have assumed she’d ran away again.”

Again?” Aegon asked, picking up his beverage with an impish grin. “How many times did you send her fleeing your company, Aemond?”

Aemond pursed his lips, eyes narrowing dangerously. “It was left to me to tell her how close she’d been to suffer Daemon for husband, wasn’t it?”

Aegon coughed on his cider.

“Well…” Otto said, “I can’t fault her there.”

“Wish to know who else she named unacceptable?” Aemond said, voice going smooth and quiet the way it only did when he was about to spread spite.

“Could it be his name is an anagram of our uncle’s?” Aegon snapped,

“I’m astonished you know what an anagram is. Have you been made to attend Daeron’s lessons again?”

Daeron frowned, and Alicent quickly reached to put a consoling hand on her youngest shoulder before cutting the other two off - they were getting off topic.

“Going back on the pardon now will only strain the situation further, father.”

Aemond looked slowly away from Aegon,“Even if the King had demanded a betrothal, do you expect it would’ve resolved the issue?” He asked, “As if we played them for fools for years, and then blackmailed once the ploy was discovered.”

“Blackmail? What nonsense.” Otto laughed. “Marriage is the only option where everyone gets everything they want.”

“You believe so?” Aemond challenged, “Would you still state the same if Ser Laenor had put forth Luke as a match last eve? Or Daemon?”

“Why not let them take her?” Aegon asked, “Dragonstone is where they’ve been for years, and would it be so bad if they remained there? It wasn’t before they left the troubles started, and in my opinion, this is far too much hassle to secure an alliance with two people,” Aegon held up a couple fingers to demonstrate the pitiful number.

From a certain angle, Alicent couldn’t help but agree with her eldest. There were a lot of uncomfortable matters being evaluated, added with several uncertain gambles – and for what?

That’s what Alicent had felt before Vhagar. Now it was different.

“They’re two travellers from some island they can’t even navigate back to. Why are we bothering with pampering to their sensibilities? I say: just distract Rubeus for a day in the pit while we put Hariel in the chapel and get it over with. What are they going to do then? I don’t see why we can’t have this resolved before sunset.”

Aemond looked at Aegon as if he was dirt under his shoe. “You know even without magic Rubeus can bend swords with his bare fist, don’t you?”

“He can?” Daeron breathed in wonder, but went ignored.

“And how do you propose we ‘put Hariel’ anywhere?” Aemond asked drily. “She’d fly out the window before anyone could escort her anywhere. Even if we somehow did manage to manhandle her to the wedding, the bride might be so furious by the disrespect she’d set the sept on fire in the middle of the ceremony.”

“That’d be treason.” Aegon said with a laugh, finding the entire scenario ludicrous.

“And she’s magic.” Aemond responded. “They needs be willing, brother. A good way to prevent them from being so is disrespecting and manhandling them, or is such concepts beyond your understanding?”

The blasphemy of imagining a burning Sept sent goosebumps down Alicent’s spine, but simultaneously Aemond’s phrasing made her think there was more here.

“If she’s been under this misapprehension for years… Does that mean lady Hariel was looking elsewhere for marriage?” Alicent asked, starting to put the pieces together. From lady Hariel’s coldness to Aemond’s sour attitude. “Did she have her heart set on someone else?”

Her father looked skywards, as if for patience. “All this over a silly girl’s foolish woes? Spare me the idiocy.”

“Stop it.” Aemond snapped. “She’s not… They did have grounds to be offended. If it wasn’t for the council's urging, father would have rewarded Rubeus years ago, but even without it they are powerful. Rubeus needs no lordship or knighthood to be acknowledge as such. Lady Hariel alone, unmarried as is, can make anything she lacks for with the tip of her hand. She can make sheets of fabric into glowing gold! Their blood is more valuable than gold and lands and farms and servants – when you have the means to do all that with no aid… what can we even offer-” Aemond trailed off, dragging a hand through his hair.

“Rubeus gave up his rights to the world’s most dangerous dragon for a girl not even his own kin. Should that not tell you something? They themselves are more like dragons than men, and what does dragons care for? They care for magic, and blood, and answer to those who’s earned their respect. A smart move would’ve been respecting them enough to clarify the terms of a damn marriage pact. As we do with everyone else. So how come we failed here?”

“Where do we stand then…” Alicent said when no one could give Aemond the answer he wanted. Which was any at all. “After everything?”

“Firstly, it seems we must impress upon Rubeus this is Rhaenyra’s failing.” Her father suggested.

“Though they’re slighted by the continued failure at Rhaenyra, Ser Laenor and Daemon’s end, they have friends on Dragonstone and still believe the King owed them the facts of the alliance before it was struck back at Driftmark.” Aemond pointed out stiffly, studying the content of his goblet.

Her father nodded. “They’re aware his Grace has been ill for many years. An oversight the King expected was corrected by his heir Rhaenyra.”

“That excuse don’t speak well of the forethought we put into the alliance.” Alicent said, “As if we were careless with what we bargained.”

“.. Were we?” Aemond asked, and the silence he received was once again telling.

Glancing towards her father, Alicent wondered the same. As Hand he’d been involved every step of the bargain, and Alicent could see how blame might fall on his feet as well as Rhaenyra here. If the King was too ill, as the steward of the King’s will and wisdom it would’ve been his duty to rectify the oversight.

If it was an oversight. Alicent doubted it.

Rubeus graceless blubbering during the trial had been pitiful. It would’ve been laughable if it wasn’t for his full pardon. Yet even though Rubeus lacked adequate etiquette, Alicent doubted lady Hariel was unaware of the chain of command, and she’d made her standpoint perfectly clear. Was it the magic that made them so steadfast in one another’s support? Was it shared experiences?

Her father reached over and stopped her hands from fidgeting. She’d been poking at her nails again.

“You rectified the situation, Aemond,” Otto said, nodding approvingly at her son. “You brought the matter to light, did you not? Which disproves their claims of being misled.”

Aemond frowned, looking conflicted towards the pale light streaming through the window panels.

“Oh, what did you do, Aemond?” Alicent asked, because if he wasn’t happy for this path as a solution it was because he’d already started burning the bridge.

“I… Had I been aware of the circ*mstances I could have-- but I didn’t, and my phrasing… may not have been as delicate as lady Hariel deserves.” Aemond muttered.

Gods. Aemond. Oh, Aemond.

Her son had lost his temper again.

“What did you say?” Alicent asked, “So we may gloss it over.”

“It’s…” Aemond shook his head. “It’s irrelevant.”

Aemond excelled in so many ways – until his temper was unleashed. The Targaryen fire burned far too hot in her second son, at times it made him near unmanageable. Alicent had never been able to quench those traits in him. For years she’d feared Aemond would meet his endwith in the jaws of those beast he kept sneaking out to see. Too wilful and obstinate, and then after events on Driftmark and Dragonstone it’d gotten far harder.

All three of Aemond’s siblings were better at keeping their tongue between their teeth, and normally she sent him to the practise yard when he became too much.

Aegon could be handled with some wine, Helaena was easily distracted with insects, Daeron entertained with tales of knights, but her second son? Obstinate, thy name is Aemond. Yet the more she strived to rile him in, the more he sought to do the opposite.

“If irrelevance and toil are the only affections you’re left with from your relations, then I’d be remiss to not consider so readily available alternatives when they are at hand. Perhaps it’s in everyone’s best interest we suggest Daeron for the marriage pact.” Alicent said, leaning back in her chair awaiting the reactions.

“Me?” Daeron exclaimed.

Him?” Aemond spat.

“Hah!” Aegon laughed.

Aemond jerked to, eyes flaring. “That’s absurd. They’ve hardly met, mother, and Daeron will be returning to Oldtown for his fostering. You always said..- you think Daeron would manage the situation better? Manage Hariel and her magic? She’s not a f*cking tourney.”

“Hey!”

“Don’t push it, Daeron; the wanker’s about to blow.” Aegon muttered.

“Can you manage them?” Alicent countered Aemond.

“Of course I can.” He answered angrily. “Certainly better than Daeron can.”

“Excuse me, but I can handle-”

“Don’t you have a breastplate to scrub for cousin Ormund like the good little squire-boy you are?” Aemond snarled at his younger brother.

“Boys!” Otto said sternly. “I’ll be meeting with Rubeus at noon over tea. I don’t have time for your squabbling.”

“Will you do your duty when we push for a match with lady Hariel?” Alicent said, glancing from Aemond to her father.

“I will. I assumed that was the intention the entire time,” He answered, cheeks red.

It was, but it’d never been made official.

Aemond glanced at his grandfather. “Keep in mind Rubeus is more dragonkeeper than lord. Speak with him as if he’s a knight instead of a politician – and don’t try poke at the age stipulation, it’s not negotiable.”

“I’m aware,” Otto said thoughtfully, while Alicent felt a head pain building, though at least she had this much confirmed. Someone had to secure the foreigners to their side, Aemond wanted to marry lady Hariel, and that was more than most got. A mother could be happy for that, even if she wished Aemond wasn’t drawn to the exotic and unnatural, it was better than forcing such on him unwilling.

The tone regarding lady Hariel and Rubeus sounded quite different around the Red Keep compared to her private chambers. Rubeus acquisition of Vhagar had spread like wildfire, but lady Hariel’s golden appearance was almost discussed more. A pretty gown should’ve been insignificant in comparison to a dragon, but even Alicent had been been left staring. Lady Hariel had looked otherworldly, as if time had bent and brought forth a lost piece of Old Valyria to parade down the halls of the Red Keep.

And that could be Alicent’s own legacy one day too. Her grandchildren radiant in gold by wish. Untouchable, unburnable and safe from those who sought to harm and usurp them.

Unless it became Rhaenyra’s legacy instead.

With so many nobles at court, it was Alicent’s duty as Queen to see to their comforts and entertainments. The ladies tea was arranged before yesterday’s petition was ever on anyone’s mind, and there’d been several before it, but this time a watchful atmosphere hovered through the room.

There was a dragonriding witch in attendance.

At a first glance Alicent believed lady Hariel had forgone magic. Perhaps last evening’s gown was done especially for Rubeus Hagrid’s petition, since initially it seemed her new attire behaved just as normal fabric should. A neatly form curving gown in grey with bright threaded embroidery - nothing remarkable -- until Alicent noticed the countless white snowflakes across the dress was actually… falling. Like calmly falling snow. Beautiful, elegant and indisputably magical.

Compared to the sparkling stars and flowing gold of the night before this was extremely subtle. Yet once Alicent noticed it was impossible not to see it.

An urge she hadn’t felt since she was four and ten and still unassertive in her role as Queen made Alicent straighten her skirts. Draping it properly over her legs to display the gems in graceful leaf patterns. A quick glance around the room revealed Alicent wasn’t the only one to straighten their posture or brush down their gowns either.

“How’s your day been? Did you take lady Hariel to do something fun, or is she still recuperating after her travels?” Alicent asked, smiling warmly to lady Hariel so she’d know the remark was only out of concern.

“We went to see Rubeus who lent a book of their homeland,” Helaena said, as bright eyed as Alicent had ever seen her daughter.

“A book?” Alicent would’ve hoped they had engaged in something more entertaining for two young maidens to spend their time on. Something inclusive and interesting to make Hariel more at ease after the tense welcome of the day before.

“The book is written in their tongue, but Hariel offered to read it to me.”

“A book of their homeland?” Alicent said, “I wish to hear it too, lady Hariel.”

Hariel hadn’t expected that. “I’d be honoured, your Grace, though I should warn you as I did your daughter. I’ll be slow to read, because there are words in that book with no direct translation. Also… Er’ the book might not be the best for entertainment. It’s a text written to instruct, not story telling.”

“That may be, but then I’m curious to learn.” Alicent insisted good-humouredly, before they went to sit down.

For the tea, Helaena was seated with her favourite lady-in-waiting, Jacline Redwyne on her left, and lady Hariel on the other.Similar to how Alicent had her own favourites at her side, the unspoken placements signalled which lady were held in favour. Though she didn’t miss how Hariel had barely acknowledged lady Baela on the way in, solidifying the rumours of their disagreement.

As uncomfortable as the idea sometimes made her, Alicent had accepted lady Hariel would likely be her future good-daughter. She’d acclimated to the dragons, so Alicent was sure she could manage the magic too. Though there were others beside Hariel present who’d likely join her family as well. Looking over the ladies, Alicent wondered if there might be such a thing as too many options.

This would’ve been more manageable if handled by raven. Instead the affair had been dragged out far longer than it should’ve after all her eligible sons and only daughter abandoned the castle in favour of searching the Kingdoms for lost maidens. Leaving the vultures swarming for any available piece of juicy gossip.

The Lady of Storm’s End, Elenda Baratheon had brought her daughters - the “four storms”; Cassandra, Maris, Ellyn and Floris, whom were seated together. All of them dark of hair with blue eyes, though lady Cassandra was the oldest at four and ten and fairest, Alicent could tell Ellyn Baratheon had the potential to grow just as comely, but at ten years old she was too young for Aegon. Yet that stop lady Elenda from pushing Ellyn towards Daeron at every opportunity.

The lady of Casterly Rock; Johanna Westerling, had brought her two oldest daughters, Tyshara and Cerelle Lannister. She had left another couple girls behind at Casterly Rock as they were toddlers, but the woman had taken the trip despite growing round with her fifth child. Alicent had promised to keep Johanna in her prayers in hopes the woman could at last give her husband an Heir after four unsuccessfully attempts. Whilst Johanna prayed not so quietly for her eldest daughters to make a match that could show the Crown the value of the Westerlands.

Since lady Baela Targaryen had arrived without any female companionship at court, she sat with Grayce Wylde, whom she’d quickly struck up an amicable friendship with. Grayce was one of the Master of Laws, Jasper Wylde’s eighteen living children, though he’d had twenty seven offspring in total, whilst his fourth wife was pregnant with number twenty eight. Alicent might’ve been remiss to pray for hail sons for lord Jasper… His line was secure as is, and perchance if he’d heeded the Maester’s councils and allowed his wives some rest between children, it’d gone better for the previous three. The last two whom Alicent had grieved personally.

Still, for a collection of ladies who hadn’t missed a single opportunity to snide at one another all moon they were abruptly acting united in their curiosity, eyeing and judging this new addition to court.

Yet lady Hariel wasn’t making it easy. The eve before she’d arrived flying, bold as a dragon in her defence of Rubeus. Today she was quiet, observant and her mannerisms diminished. If it wasn’t for the dress she’d have blended away with the crowd, as seemed to be her wish if given a choice.

“Aemond was relieved to return home.” Alicent said an hour later, trying once again to coax the girl into more than vague deflections. “You were stuck in the North even longer. It must be a relief to sleep without fear of freezing.”

Hariel’s practised smile fell slightly. “It’s true the North has far harder winters. The bit of dusted snow here is naught but sludge to the mountainous piles of ice and snow by the Wall. Yet Winterfell is a grand, but comfortably warm castle, my Queen.”

“Is that so?” Alicent said, noting Hariel was finally coming out of her quiet contemplations, so she pushed a little further.

“You’re the only lady present who’s journeyed so far north, you must share your experiences of your travels, lady Hariel. Aemond already shared some insight into Lord Cregan’s succession ceremony, but then you flew together to see the Wall as well.”

“Oh, just like King Jaehaerys and Queen Alysanne did together.” Tyshara Lannister said, giggling as she side-eyed Hariel.

The innocent teasing insinuating there was something between lady Hariel and Aemond caught Alicent’s attention, since why would Tyshara Lannister make light of that? Did that mean it only took a fortnight’s absence before her attention drifted? Was it Aegon Tyshara hoped for a betrothal with? Was it Daeron?

Or was it Jacaerys Velaryon’s arrival that had made the Lannister reconsider? Despite seeing his plain bastardy for themselves? They needed look no further than her sons to know what a true Targaryen Prince was supposed to look like.

The Gods didn’t make mistakes. Alicent wasn’t Valyrian herself, but despite her own dark hair all four of her true-born children were blessed indisputably Valyrian. Because she’d been faithful, dutiful, prayed and the Gods had heard them. While Rhaenyra’s sins were displayed bare for all to see in the dark hair and eyes of her illegitimate sons.

It was only the combination of Harwin’s death and Ser Laenor’s abrupt rise in status as an unburned that made Rhaenyra see reason, and she finally laid her selfish pleasures aside long enough to produce a true-born child. Yet the Gods hadn’t forgotten her sins, because Princess Visenya Velaryon was only a girl.

Alicent was brought out of her thoughts by Helaena’s lady-in-waiting, who didn’t look pleased with Helaena’s new lady.

“I’m not sure that’s comparable. Were you not accompanied by Rubeus Hagrid too?” Jacline Redwyne asked shortly, her tone too sharp. Helaena glanced at her friend uncertainly.

Jacline was a sweet girl from a high-born family, and Alicent couldn’t fault her for being smitten with Aemond. That did not mean Alicent approved of her tone though. Jacline’s duty as a lady-in-waiting was to assist her Princess, not alienate lady Hariel when she was already made cautious by Rubeus petition and circ*mstances.

“He was there as well. We all saw the Wall. It’s a construction of wonder.” Hariel nodded agreeable to Jacline, showing no sign she’d caught the hostile tone.

“My son is a true Prince,” Alicent said, “-but regardless it wouldn’t be proper for a maiden to travel without an escort.”

“On the topic of the north, if I may be so bold; is your gown a creation of your travels, lady Hariel?” Lady Elenda Baratheon asked softly. “It’s as if you captured a piece of the Northern winter in it.”

Lady Hariel brushed down her gown self-consciously, looking startlingly like the maid of five and ten she supposedly was. “Thank you, lady Elenda. Though the winter season is treacherous, bitter and cold, it can be beautiful too.”

“I used to think the grey and white colours of House Stark plain - but you’ve made me reconsider, Hariel.” Helaena said, picking up her tea. Alicent only then realized she was right. The magic of it all aside, those were Stark colours, weren’t they?

“How do you make your gowns, lady Hariel?” Lady Cassandra asked, eyes on the snow pattern. Judging by how many of the ladies leant forwards she spoke for the crowd. “Is it a magical dye? Enchanted thread?”

Lady Hariel expression changed, and for a split second she reminded Alicent suddenly of Rhaenyra. They looked nothing alike, and yet in that moment Alicent knew the girl had nothing but scorn on her tongue, and it wouldn’t take much to unleash it. Unlike the Princess though, Hariel took a deep breath before answering.

“Not quite. It’s practised spells.” Lady Hariel answered simply.

“Practise?” Cassandra said confused.

“Magic must be studied and practised repeatedly until you reach a mastery of the spells. If you don’t learn, you don’t know. Like reading.”

“Ah, but I’ve never had to learn to read.” Cassandra said.

Hariel blinked. “You haven’t learned to read yet?”

“Dear me, no. I have enough with my studies to add on something so useless,” Cassandra said with a tinkling laugh. “-what do anyone but the Maesters needs such for? I’m a daughter of House Baratheon.”

Judging by Hariel’s expression, that was precisely why Cassandra should know.

There was almost a visible divide in the room between those who thought Hariel strange for questioning the illiteracy, and the handful who deemed Cassandra lacking instead. Baela Targaryen smirked patronizingly at Cassandra, but lady Abby Tully seemed to be of a similar mind as the Baratheons, because why would a lady of such high birth waste time on letters when someone would always be available to read aloud? While Tyshara Lannister jutted her chin up, looking ready to mention at the drop of a hat that she’d certainly mastered her letters.

“Cassandra is an excellent singer and talented with the harp.” Lady Elenda said quickly, having sensed the judgement from Hariel and several other ladies just as Alicent had. “Perchance you’ll get to hear her perform, and you’ll see for yourself.”

“I’m sure you’re excellent, lady Cassandra,” Lady Hariel said softly, “Personally I’m not gifted with any instrument. Septa Megga has spent countless hours in faithful dedication to see me improve, but with little to show for it. Now she deems me acceptable as long as I can ring the bells on cue without ruining the hard efforts of everyone else.”

To Alicent’s surprise, at this unapologetic admission of failure in a courtly art (and one so basic too) the tensions broke.

Jacline’s laugh sounded too sharp, but otherwise Lady Elenda smiled amused, her daughter Cassandra covered a smile behind her hand, the Lannister girls started giggling, and even Baela’s lips twitched before she looked away. What could easily have ended in insults over courtly failings was turned into something humerus to be shared instead.

Alicent felt it too. It was almost a relief to hear there were things magic couldn’t solve for her. Which was illogical; as Alice already knew there were areas their sorcery couldn’t aid them, or their struggles with language would never have become an issue.

“I hope I’ll get the chance to hear you sing, lady Cassandra.” Hariel said, and Alicent jumped on the opening.

“That’s a fine suggestion. Why don’t you share a song with us, lady Cassandra?” She suggested, “Something of the Stormlands.”

“Oh, I’d be honoured, my Queen.” Cassandra said, flushed with pleasure.

As Cassandra stood up and Lady Elenda gestured for a servant to go fetch the harp for her daughter, Alicent was approached by her personal maid Talya.

“Your Grace, Caraxes was just seen flying above the city.” Talya informed quietly,

Alicent sighed. "So Prince Daemon will be gracing us with his presence soon.” And for the second time within the same moon at that.

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Chapter 25: Unfogging the Future

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HARIEL XIX

Hariel had been sceptical about reading the divination book for Helaena, but what she ended up doing was far worse.

The Queen must have mentioned Hariel’s book to her husband, because a couple hours after the tea with the ladies at court, Hariel and Helaena were summoned to the King’s apartments so she could read the book for the King’s enjoyment too. It wasn’t the solar where Hagrid’s petition was held, but instead right across the hall in a chamber which contained an absolutely massive stone model of Old Valyria. Displayed across several tables the enormity took up 2/3 of the room, which was directly connected by an archway to the King’s bedchamber.

Reading for the King and Queen would’ve been nerve wracking regardless, but it wasn’t made easier by the rest who’d decided to sit in on the class. Not just Helaena, but Jacaerys, Baela, Aemond, Daeron, Otto, the bloody Grand Maester Orwyle – and oh, the newly arrived Daemon had decided to crash the reading hour too.

“-Dream interpretation, a most important means of divining the sight, is one of the oldest forms of divination. Most associated with foreseeing the future, but visions divined by able practitioners may gain insights into past, present and future events.”

Pushing her reading glasses up her nose, Hariel had to pause after every sentence to read ahead to the next one, translate it in her head, before speaking it aloud. It made her reading stilted and slow. It should have been dreary as dirt – and for most it was.

Daemon rested leant back in his holstered chair, leg bent over the other, examinating his nails. Hariel wasn’t aware the Prince had arrived in King’s Landing before he’d shown up unexpectedly in the solar for the reading. It was uncomfortable, as there was several things she’d have like to confront him about, though she had little clue where to start, nor how he’d react. Hariel couldn’t predict the Rouge Prince further than she could keep him within sight. At the very least she knew he didn’t wish her for a bride anymore than she wanted him for groom. That was something.

Baela sat on the bench next to him, placed between a sleepy Jacaerys and bored Daeron. The Queen’s expression was determined, as if she refused to display any fatigue, Aemond had taken offence with her dress, while Otto Hightower was “resting” his eyes. The most engaged listeners were Helaena, the King and the Grand Maester who was taking notes while she spoke.

Hariel had warned them it was dull, hadn’t she? Repeatedly.

Hariel had tried her hand at reading divination before, but the content was meaningless to her, no true magic at all - and she always felt it was mostly … well… a bunch of guesswork of woolly bullsh*t. An absolute waste of time.

Yet Hariel knew Targaryens put stock in this. They were proud to have had an ancestor hundreds of years ago with dragon dreams, who’d foreseen the Doom of Valyria, so it wasn’t without merit, and explained their interest in Hariel’s least favourite book from Hagrid’s collection. And that spoke volumes; because Hariel had read A History of Magic cover to cover. Which reminded her she’d lent that book to Daemon years ago, who had yet to return it.

“Occasionally, the dreamer feels as if they are transported to another time or place, and this is offered as evidence they are in fact providing divine information upon their return.” Hariel said, but became slightly uncomfortable when she translated the next paragraph.

“As reported by the Seer Johan Hoffman in the 1660’s, who by means of divination gazed into the past to his own conception, only to learn he was his banished uncle’s son, not his assumed father’s.”

Daeron snickered under his breath, and Hariel glanced up over the edge of her book to the bench where Jace, Baela and Daeron sat. All three were nearly the same age, but despite their incestuous practises none resembled each other much. Baela as cousin to both boys, while Jace was a month older than his uncle Daeron.

Jace jaw was clenched, Baela sat stiffly, while Daeron said innocently; “An unpleasant way to discover you’re a bastard, wouldn’t it be?”

Daeron side-eyed Jace, a smirk tugging on his lips.

“Indeed.” Alicent agreed.

“That sounds as if there’s a way to use magic to determine true parentage.” Aemond mused.

The charge in the room was rising, making Hariel’s skin prickle, somehow made worse by the enclosed space.

Hariel hadn’t been in the Red Keep long, but she’d quickly noticed there was a divide between those who smiled to Jacaerys and those who smiled to Aegon.

Rhaenyra was the King’s firstborn by fifteen years and had been the Heir since before her siblings were born. There shouldn’t even be a question who was Heir – yet it was, because Rhaenyra had been born a woman. At Dragonstone no one talked like this. Rhaenyra was uncontested there and it had left Hariel with the impression her claim was basically as undisputed as Queen Elizabeth’s - but here in King’s Landing?

Everywhere else?

Dragonstone was but an island, and maybe Hariel had lived there too long.

Hariel knew the nobility of Westeros regarded marriage differently. Matchmaking was similar to vying for business positions, as who married who was the building blocks of their politics. Now more than ever Hariel understood how marriage alliances could stabilize peace - or start wars.

In a nutshell, it meant who was screwing the King’s wife could make or break the Kingdom – and that was wild to Hariel. It was such an unstable system. All it’d take was… well, accusing Rhaenyra’s sons for bastards before things could spiral into anarchy.

And of everything Aemond had said in the North, the way he’d talked of Lucerys had scared her most.

How easily he spat out that Luke was a bastard had triggered a truckload of alarm bells within her. Not because she cared about any illegitimacy – if Laenor said Luke was his son, than that was as valid as if Rhaenyra claimed so. If it was of the blood or as an adopted son didn’t matter to Hariel. The boy was blessed to have so many people fighting to be his parents – Hariel hadn’t had enough people for one.

But Luke title of ‘Prince’ meant for Aemond to name him bastard was akin to a death threat – to not only Luke, but Jace, Joffrey, Visenya and his mother Rhaenyra too. It was treasonous to threaten the Heir to the Iron Throne, and this one was yelled by a second son who wasn’t even vying after the throne for himself.

It wasn’t illegal for a monarch to have illegitimate children, but it was a crime to lie about it, because it was high treason to name a bastard Heir to the Iron Throne. According to the laws of Westeros, if Jacaerys was a bastard, than Rhaenyra was breaking her own laws keeping him as Heir.

And if the Royals didn’t uphold the law they themselves wrote and governed, why would anyone else bother?

On the other hand: Viserys had publicly blessed all his grandchildren at court as true-born royals of House Targaryen the day his grandsons were born – and Visenya before Hariel’s own two eyes. Laenor named all four his own, and Rhaenyra did the same. All the people who “mattered” spoke unanimously – which meant if the King truly had “absolute power” that should’ve laid matters to rest when the children were infants. But it hadn’t, and to this day the ones who insinuated bastardy were always the ones who had the most to gain from it being true.

Yet if a King’s word was supposed to be “law and truth”; why was half his family free to ignore it?

How much power was “absolute power”?

Was the King’s control nothing but an illusion?

Was Viserys truly so gullible he thought; “because I said so” was enough to override the minds of a continent full of people who’s lifestyle, customs and traditions were built on thousands years of nearly uncontested patriarchy?

And Aemond called Hariel naive.

Hariel didn’t know how much the King had tried, nor the amount of effort he’d put into convincing Westeros his radical choice of making Rhaenyra Heir was for the better – but Hariel feared it hadn’t been nearly enough, because Viserys hadn’t even been able to convince his nearest and dearest.

A monarch could claim vinegar was wine, and the lords might nod and play along because it was their boss talking - but that wouldn’t make them drink it unless they were given some solid incentives to trust his words above their beliefs. He was making them pick between law and faith, and Viserys should remember how bloody it turned out the last time a Targaryen dismissed the belief system of the people they ruled. The Faith militant had been an ugly affair, even the minstrels couldn’t spin a pleasant tune of it to this day.

Daemon tilted his head, examining Daeron through half lidded eyes, Otto was fully alert, but the King sighed, breaking the budding discomfort as he addressed Hariel.

“Isn’t this more in line with the northern myths of Greensight than Dragon dreams?” Viserys asked, determined to ignore the elephant in the room.

Hariel had to quickly recollect her thoughts back on track.

Right.

Divination.

“Backwards or forwards; time is time, your Grace, and we didn’t differentiate the way you do. The art of divination is to view another point in the flow of time from a standpoint it shouldn’t be accessible, whilst simultaneously not misinterpret what’s being read. The books warns repeatedly it’s not an exact science.” Hariel gestured to her book, for now careful to speak to the King only whilst ignoring the reactions of the rest.

“Johan Hoffman divined decades into his past, but how does one prove the validity of his dream? He might’ve misunderstood, as things has a way of becoming obscure at a distance. Through space and mist and time. Perhaps what he glimpsed was an unwilling union. Maybe it wasn’t his own conception, but one which didn’t bear fruit. Perhaps his father was known for having a beard in the future, but clean shaven in the past, and so the son mistook it for the brother.”

“Or he was right, as the book states he was, and his vision was true.” Aemond said, tilting his head.

Hariel nodded slowly. “Hoffman certainly believed so to have announced it to the world. Yet there’s several other perfectly reasonable alternatives, and his vision alone proves nothing. Why would a dream be judged more reliable than the claims of the people who were there? The point is, viewing past or future… I’m no Seer, but from everything I’ve read and been told, what is divined needs be no more or less meaningful than anything we may observe in the present. A skilled Seer might be privileged enough to view the sun as it shone upon King’s Landing a hundred years ago – or peer into the future and predict how it’ll shimmer a hundred years ahead – or you may simply go out the door and bask in the rays of the sun right now,” Hariel gestured to the windows, where the sun shone bright on the cold winter afternoon.

She smiled uncertainly. “Above the veil of clouds most of you’ve seen for yourself the sun will look exactly the same - but it’s only in real time it can be used to warm your face, or to grow crops. My old teacher once bade me be cautious; as it does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.”

“… sound council.” The King said, following her line of sight out the window. “You may continue, lady Hariel.”

After nearly two hours Hariel’s voice was getting strained, when the King finally allowed her to stop.

“Thank you, lady Hariel.” Viserys said, holding up a hand. “This has been fascinating. Such a different, yet meaningful approach to dragon dreams. A most intriguing subject to learn of, but my mind is weary, and we’ll have to continue on the morrow.”

As glad she was to get a break, she withered a bit realizing the King might demand Hariel read the entire book for him.

“As you wish, your Grace.” Hariel said, closing the copy of ‘Unfogging the Future’, and taking off her reading glasses to pocket them safely.

The King gazed around the room, a smile on his lips and face uplifted despite his weariness. “To have so many of mine family gathered together is a great joy. When Rhaenyra arrives it’ll be complete again.”

At that Hariel looked at Daemon confused. “After Ser Laenor reached Dragonstone and told us of the events that’d transpired, the Princess decided to sail for King’s Landing.” He explained. “I flew ahead to see to the situation myself.” He glanced towards the Hand as he stood to talk to the Grand Maester, and then over to Aemond, who’d seemed about to come over, but had turned to Helaena instead of dealing with his uncle.

“I presume to visit her King father? Or to meet with some of her future subjects, now that so many of them are at court?” Hariel mused aloud, folding her hands behind her back and smiling towards the King. “Seeing as everything in regard to me and Hagrid has already been resolved.”

Daemon smiled placidly. “In a matter of speaking.”

“Ah, I’ve missed mine daughter dearly.” The King agreed, “It’ll be a great relief to have Rhaenyra home.”

“Of course, husband.” The queen said, “I’m making preparations for her stay, befitting of her station.”

Alicent seemed sincere, as a proper, dedicated and lawful Queen should sound. Hariel couldn’t picture that woman breaking a single rule, and yet there was no love lost between the Queen and her stepdaughter.

It was hardly difficult to see why. Hariel didn’t agree, but she suspected she knew where it came from. It was rooted in the law upheld by every other Westerosi House except House Targaryen, and Alicent probably felt Rhaenyra was stealing her son’s birthright. Because it wasn’t as if Viserys had rewritten the law of Westeros to make it legal for the first born – regardless of gender – to be allowed to inherit. Which meant that if Jace had been born a girl, in that scenario Jace would never have been considered Heir, bastard or no. The King had made Rhaenyra an exception to the rule, and Hariel was starting to see that made her all the more exposed for it.

While the Hand remained behind with the Maester and King, Hariel watched as Jace smiled and led Baela out of the chamber with Daemon in one group, whilst the Queen and Daeron followed after Aemond as he escorted Helaena out in another. There was barely more than polite acknowledgement between the two groups.

Because at its core, the system of Westeros was built on a faulty inheritance system with some conquest leniency under a strict patriarchal framework.

Somehow, it made Hariel think of her own lost inheritance. The one back in England. Both the history she never knew and the gold she’d never get to spend – but most of all what might’ve been if she’d learned of things sooner.

Because if the Dursleys had known of her inheritance, would they have tried taking it from her?

Absolutely.

No blood bonds or shared childhood with Dudley would’ve stopped them. Despite the fact her gold was from her Potter side, they’d have felt they were due compensation for taking Hariel in. Taking it as repayment for her boarding inside their cupboard and serving at their hand and foot.

They’d have argued Hariel’s age made her unsuitable to get control of her finances before she grew old enough to prevent them.

It was the same as Bennard had tried with Cregan. He’d spent the years as regent undermining Cregan so it’d be harder to take back what had only been a loan after he came of age.

And now that Hariel was gone, the Dursley’s obstacles to her inheritance had evaporated. It was unfair and against everything Hariel wanted, but she wasn’t there to stop any of it, which meant everything had passed to aunt Petunia by law. A thought so abhorrent it never failed to make her blood boil, so she usually tried not to.

To solve tough successions like that someone either had to bend the knee like Bennard had, or one party had to go up in smoke like Hariel had.

Bennard had bent under the out-manoeuvring of Cregan and the pressure of dragons…

- but with the Targaryens; everyone were manoeuvring, and everyone had dragons.

So who would bend?

As of now the King was forcing his sons to bend, but… would they stay down?

Hariel was invited to join Helaena for supper, but was delayed by Daemon when he joined her by the staircase on their way from the King’s chamber.

“Considering the unprecedented number of troubles you’ve accumulated within the last fortnight, lady Hariel, reading the artistry of dreamers for mine brother’s pleasure wasn’t quite how I envisioned finding you.”

This was not how she expected she’d meet him either. There was a thing or two she’d have liked to tell him, maybe yell a portion of it too - but this was hardly the place. Baela came up right behind her father on Jace’s arm, though her withdrawn attitude made it clear the only reason she’d been present was because she had to.

“A bit too philosophical for my preferences, but magic well worth familiarizing ourselves with regardless.” Daemon mused conversationally, “How come you’ve never showed it before?”

“I guess I never thought to,” Hariel said shortly,

Daemon chuckled patronizingly. In truth it was how he usually sounded - happy, angry or bored, he had a knack for sounding like a condescending arse regardless – but somehow it grated more than usual. Hariel glanced over her shoulder to where Helaena, the Queen, Daeron and Aemond had just reached the stairs.

“Hm? Yet you know the tale of Daenys the Dreamer, so why didn’t you offer to read this book to us when it’s such a relevant gift to the Targaryen history?”

Hariel’s grip on the book tightened, and for a split second she wondered how he’d react if she just went ahead and hit him with it. “Because no one asked before.”

Daemon smiled bemused, “How could we ask for something we weren’t aware of?”

At that, Hariel let out a startled laugh before she could stop it. Now that was rich, especially coming from him.

“Indeed. How can anyone ask for something they’re unaware of?” She asked tightly, “Though unlike some, it’s not as if I kept it away purposely. This is not a branch of magic I know.” Hariel said, voice lazed with double meanings Daemon couldn’t fully wrap his head around.

“The few attempts I’ve made at divining the future failed, and Hagrid said it’s a gift you needs be born with to utilize with purpose.”

Daemon had hardly missed her tone, but for once the rouge Prince didn’t have a full picture of the situation, though he was clearly working to rectify that.

“Ah, yes, speaking of Hagrid; where can I find him? For a man his size he’s got a knack for disappearing as if into thin air. Otherwise we might’ve figured he’d left Dragonstone sooner.” He added the last part drily, as if it was a bad joke.

It was.

Hariel pursed her lips. “… I haven’t seen him since this morning. You could ask the Hand though.”

Daemon’s brow climbed up his forehead, “And how come Otto’s aware of Hagrid’s whereabouts instead of you?”

“Hagrid was invited to tea in the tower of the Hand. I haven’t seen him since.” Hariel said, shifting uncomfortably. She’d been worrying all throughout tea with the ladies about what Otto had wanted to speak with Hagrid about, and was honestly quite weary of the man. Seeing as she had absolutely no idea what he thought of them.

Ser Otto Hightower had been on the bad end of Hagrid’s temper in the past, though not for something he did, but for giving Norbert a saddle on behalf of the King before Hagrid had approved of Hariel becoming a dragonrider. While yesterday Otto had been the one to speak most of the arguments against Hagrid during the trial. Then again, Otto had also listened to each answer to his concerns, and then accepted the King’s judgement with little reaction. He’d taken the whole thing far better than certain others, such as Aemond.

Or Baela.

“Curious for the Hand to suddenly show interest in him.” Daemon said snidely. “The timing is rather noteworthy.”

“Maybe it’s for the same reason as you have to enquire after him, my prince,” Hariel said, arching a brow. “-or maybe it’s for the pleasure of his company.”

Daemon chuckled. “My, how your tone has changed, lady Hariel. In tune with your change of dress. You speak as if I do not enjoy Hagrid’s company myself.”

“You certainly enjoy his advice on dragons down in the enclosure, yet he’s so rarely invited to your little talks up at the castle,” Hariel bit down on her bottom lip, knowing she’d already said far too much, and quickly changed the topic before they could go down that path.

“I know I haven’t been gone long, but how’s things faring at Dragonstone?”

There was a beat pause before Daemon went along with her indiscrete swap of topic. “The castle has been left in the care of the castellan whilst the Princess of Dragonstone sails for the Red Keep. Rhaenyra should be here within a few hours, but otherwise I doubt I can share more than mine daughter would’ve already told you.”

Hariel smiled tightly. “… Then I presume nothing noteworthy happened. Seeing as Baela hasn’t shared anything.”

Baela raised her chin. “I’ve had other matters to attend to, father.” She said dismissively. “Nevertheless, Hariel’s exclusively occupied herself with the princess and the Hightowers, so it’s not as if she’d noticed.”

Oh, screw niceties. So Baela thought she could be angry at her, avoid her, and then get offended when it turned out Hariel had other friends?

Hariel shook her head, smiling despite herself, though not out of any genuine amusem*nt. “Princess Helaena has been very welcoming. A pleasant change from those who’s put Hagrid’s honour into doubt. Even after the King’s royal pardon, it’s as if they hoped he’d be punished for coming to my aid.”

Baela eyes flashed angrily, but Daemon placed a hand on his daughter’s shoulder. “Your stay at the capital has been eventful, but the two of you will have a chance to catch up soon enough.” He said, realizing they were arguing but uninterested in listening to it.

“Why don’t we head to supper, Baela?” Jace asked, looking for an excuse to not be caught up in their argument.

“Fine...” Baela agreed, and when they reached the bottom landing the two steered right into an adjacent corridor. Hariel didn’t follow, as she’d already been invited to dine with Helaena, and would be going straight ahead.

“Though to answer your enquiry; outside a slight mishap with the dragon-handlers, your personal maid delivered while you’ve been away. It’s a girl.” Daemon shared, dallying behind instead of following his daughter and grand-nephew.

It was an effective distraction, and Hariel looked away from Baela quickly.

“She did? How is Aliza faring?” Hariel’s maid back at Dragonstone already had three sons, but childbirth was nothing to take lightly.

“She’s returned to her duties.” Daemon shrugged. “I hear the babe was named Aeriel, in honour of her lady.”

Aeriel. Hariel. Without the H, that was basically the Westerosi translation of her name, and… quite flattering. Aliza had always been great at her job, even before Hariel could speak common tongue well she’d always been there to help, and now this? They spoke a lot of flat pleasantries in polite society, but for once; that truly was an honour.

Though Daemon cared little for the staff, Hariel had noticed he was probably the one who knew their business the most. Maybe it had something to do with his moniker as ‘Lord of Flea Bottom’. A big draw was undoubtably the whor*s, but Hariel knew how many of the garrison at Dragonstone idealized Daemon, and in particular the peasant guards. Daemon was far better at slumming it than any other Targaryen Hariel knew, and it might show best on a daily basis in the way he kept tabs of the servants at Dragonstone.

The other royals passed their group, where with a mocking little smile on his lips, Aemond glanced pointedly between Hariel and Daemon, wordlessly managing to hammer in what was at risk here.

If Hariel wasn’t mindful, she might end up married to that.

Daemon could be charming, certainly, but if anyone tried force them into such an idiotic match, one of them would probably end up murdered. Not that it’d come to that. Clearly Daemon was as appalled by the idea of marrying her as she was him, so it’d be fine. No one could throw a bigger fit than Daemon, he was a drama-queen, and she was counting on that here.

At least that was one suitor that’d solve itself out – if there were anyone else, she’d have to re-evaluate when the situation arose. But all in all; just about any other would be easier to handle.

“Excuse me, lady Hariel?”

Hariel turned around at the quiet voice, finding a young man of around eighteen years old. He was handsome with long blonde hair, dressed for court, and she thought he might be knighted.

“Yes, Ser?”

He smiled charmingly, “If I may be so bold, could I request a moment of your time?” he asked, and Hariel immediately had a bad feeling about this.

“I’ve seen you fall off Norbert’s saddle with more grace than you accepted that gift, Hariel.” Helaena said, closing the door to Hariel’s private chamber. It didn’t have a bed since she shared with Healena a couple doors down the hallway, but the solar was hers to use for privacy during her stay in the Red Keep.

Hariel’s face burned as she dropped her book on the table while keeping the bracelet from Ser Harte up to inspect it. Earlier she’d been so embarrassed she’d hardly glimpsed it before attempting to evade the situation. Hariel still couldn’t believe that’d happened. With witnesses. So. Many. Witnesses.

“That’s because I always know there’s a chance of falling from Norbert – but I never expected to be ambushed in the hallway.”

“How else was he to gain your attention?” Helaena asked breezily, “Though we see you fly by on Norbert we so rarely enjoy the pleasure of your company within our halls, and then when you finally do, you arrive flying, radiating gold and stars. Ser Harte is of noble stock but with no lands to his name, though I must admire his initiative. Even with your flustering he remained gallant in the face of the rejection.”

Hariel arched a brow. She said that as if Hariel actually had an option there.

“What if I’d said yes?” Hariel challenged, her patience fried after the embarrassment. “If I’d taken up Ser Harte’s offer to go for a ride?”

Helaena frowned. “Why would you do that? You never knew he existed before today.”

“… Maybe not.” Hariel agreed. “What if it was someone else?”

Helaena pursed her lips, wringing her hands. “If you accepted a suitor’s courtship? I can see how the bards may spin a romantic tune or two from such, but… be careful, Hariel. You’d open yourself to barbed remarks and gossip, and a hopeful romance needs but one bad turn to end in woe. Ser Harte is a good knight, but presumptuous. He was never worthy of your hand.”

Hariel dropped the bracelet onto the table with a clatter. “And who are you to make that decision for me?”

Her voice was sharp as a whip, and Helaena startled. “I never did…? But surely Ser Harte is… He’s only...”

“Only what?” Hariel asked, “A landless knight? Since when did you decide what my future should be, and since when did you all agree to do so without telling me? Why is it everyone knows what’s a suitable match for me except for myself? Why didn’t you tell me, Helaena? I thought we were friends. Or did you never deem it worth mention your family expected us to be good-sisters one day?”

Helaena was left staring, “I… I… You are?”

Hariel squinted, suspicious. “You haven’t heard of that?”

Hesitant, Helaena shook her head. “I figured there was a strong possibility, certainly, but I have not heard anything... They’re not…. It’s not… Is it? Is it Aegon?”

Hariel almost laughed. “No.”

The princess seemed relieved. “It’s for the better… I care for you both, but I think perhaps the two of you are ill suited.” She said, understating the obvious. “Besides, I thought this was a matter you wouldn’t entertain until you were seven and ten?”

“It wasn’t supposed to be.” Feeling like her strings had been cut, Hariel fell onto the bench by the fireplace.

“… Then what changed? The offers will come when you’re seven and ten. After your appearance at court it’s guaranteed. You’ve made a strong impression.”

“… Helaena…” Hariel breathed. “What does it matter who’s interested, when I’m not free to say yes to any of them? The only offer I will be allowed to accept is the highest bidder.”

That earned her some pity in Helaena's expression, though not in reply as she sat down next to her on the bench. “It’s our duty, Hariel.”

“...What if you already fell for someone else?”

Helaena fidgeted in discomfort, her expression tense until her gaze fixed into the fire. “Then they are blessed to have touched your heart.”

Gingerly, Helaena took Hariel’s hand awkwardly in hers, briefly looking away from the fire to trace the fabric of her sleeve with a finger, following the path of a falling snowflake with the index.

“You flew into a storm in the North, didn’t you?”

“The weather wasn’t the best, no.” Hariel remarked, exasperated she’d get off track so fast. Why did she always do this?

“I mean a storm of the heart.” Helaena corrected quietly, “-and you’ve returned with naught but broken dreams. It’s in pieces. Like eggshells. Heed them, as broken shards may still cut. Because we marry for more than ourselves, Hariel. We do our duty for the sake of those we love. Just as they should, if they be a wise and honourable lord.”

Hariel didn’t want to hear that. The situation was driving her mad enough not to add on Helaena’s guesswork too. Hariel had been turning matters over in her head, but there was no alternative where everything fell neatly into place. Regardless of what she did there would be sacrifices.

She could give up on marrying someone of choice – but she’d keep her friends, their safety and no one would be in danger because of her.

Hariel could also give up Norbert the way Hagrid had Vhagar. If Hariel was not a dragronrider, she was far less valuable to the politics of Westeros and she could have a chance at a marriage of her own choice -- yet never fly again, whilst her safety would always be a bit of an ambiguous question.

There was the option of never marrying at all – and Hariel could have Norbert, flying, her friends but never truly belong anywhere. Never have a family. And the nagging would probably never stop.

Hariel could attempt to do whatever she wanted by means of threats and magic – and probably set the country on fire in the process.

She could give up everything. Run away. Give up Norbert and magic and friends and safety for the chance it’d miraculously go better on her… what would it be? Fifth? Attempt at starting over.

Hariel couldn’t win.

The question had never been: how could she get everything she wanted?

Hariel had already lost that notion at age eleven, when Hogwarts, Hermione, Ron and the magical future that could’ve been disappeared with a bang. In truth it was probably long before that; when her parents were killed and she’d been dropped off at the Dursley’s doorstep instead. Hariel’s life was uprooted again and again. For each new beginning she always strived to collect the pieces of her life the best she could, hopeful it’d get better, but the shards in her arms kept cutting her.

The question became instead: what would be the next thing she lost?

“Is that why you act like you do about this? Is it easier?” Hariel asked Helaena harshly, “To not let yourself love? To occupy yourself with your distractions so you won’t have to think of what’s happening around you?”

The Princess jerked back, startled by her words.

“Does the truth hurt?” Hariel asked, recoiling a bit at Helaena’s stricken reaction, but the princess didn’t get it. She was just repeating what everyone else said – in a funny way, true, with her head in the clouds like usual. Yet Hariel wanted to talk to Helaena right now, not her vague dreams. Hariel wanted her friend who’d obsess so much over a bug she’d painstakingly study every second of its life, and once dead dissect the creature to figure out everything there was to know – and she wanted Helaena to use that focus on Hariel’s problems for once. To give her full attention the way she would a nine legged bee!

“I know it stings. Because how you feel now, that’s how I’ve felt for a week straight.” Hariel said, “You can study your insects, and I can jump on Norbert’s back to fly, but our distractions of choice won’t solve anything, Helaena. It’ll only postpone matters, and in my case it actually makes the situation worse. Hagrid didn’t want me to fly... If I’d listened… I wouldn’t be a dragonrider, and then maybe…”

Hariel dragged a hand through her hair, struggling against a jittery reflex in her limbs.

For several seconds Hariel wasn’t sure if Helaena would storm off or burst into tears, but she did neither. Instead she sat rigidly, staring into the fire for so long Hariel’s discomfort only grew, her restlessness urging her to get up. To walk it off. Move about. Maybe run.

For minutes the only sound in the room was the crackling of the flames, before Helaena exhaled shakily.

“Maybe.. Maybe I do occasionally find court to be a bit... challenging... but it’s not all bad. There’s a truth I’m not sure you understand… Because there can be love in duty, Hariel. Perhaps not the kind you expected growing up. But there can be joy and love in a marriage built by effort and dedication.” Helaena murmured quietly. “At its core, that’s what any marriage of alliance strives to be: Worth fighting for.”

“But why don’t you find that aggravating?” Hariel blurted. “That it must be worth fighting over to begin with?”

Helaena shook her head. “...Your view on matters are so… reverse. Is it not preferable to solve conflict with wedding bells than death's knell? With family and love, than blood and pain?”

In a way, yes, but Hariel wanted to point out how ludicrous it was that wars could start from someone marrying the “wrong” person in the first place. Clearly something wasn’t working if that’s all it took to destabilize a continent. How bloody unfair it was to put that on Hariel’s shoulders when Westeros wasn’t even her f*cking kingdom to begin with.

But the words never left her tongue as it dawned on Hariel this wasn’t as straight forwards as it seemed. Maybe this was about Helaena as much as her. Maybe more.

Her chest clenched tight with something between frustration and sympathy.

“And would it be so bad?” Helaena asked timidly, “Being my good-sister?”

“I think… as it stands, you’re all that’s good about it.” Hariel said, “But you may not be.”

“I know. Father will always favour Rhaenyra.” Helaena said, “But a girl can dream.”

Despite everything, Helaena’s little joke made Hariel chuckle. “You’d know, wouldn’t you?” And maybe she did. That’s what all this interest in divination was about, wasn’t it? Or was it only academic curiosity?

Perhaps Hariel would read the divination book to Helaena that evening. She didn’t want to, since she’d likely have to go back and re-read it for the King, but she could use the translation practise and it’d make Helaena happy.

Helaena arched a brow, pleased by Hariel’s remark though she remained a bit uncertain. “I don’t wish to pry, I understand you’ve had many toils during your travels, and yet… What did Aemond do for you to be so angry at him?”

Hariel smiled darkly, “Your brother tried extorting me into agreeing to a Targaryen betrothal for Hagrid’s pardon.”

“Oh… Well, you should know Aemond probably meant -”

But Hariel cut her off, “-and when I wouldn’t, he called me an ungrateful c*nt.”

At least Helaena didn’t try justifying that one.

Notes:

I wanted to say thank you to all the wonderful commenters on the story. There are so many great readers on this fic, and I can’t tell you how much I appreciate the words you’ve left in the comment section! There’s always going to be trolls, (because this is the internet), but the large majority is supportive, encouraging and so insightful, and you’ve motivated and helped me continue working on this story! And of course I'm also really thankful for each kudos, bookmark and subscription.

On a completely unrelated side-note: I completely missed that the actor who plays Otto Hightower in the TV-show (Rhys Ifans) also played Luna's dad in the HP movies.. And now I'm confused. I think he's a very good actor though, especially as Otto, because I didn't recognize him at all.

Thank you for reading!!

Chapter 26: Of Lost Empires

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AEMOND IV

Ser Laenor grinned, holding his wooden training sword at Aemond’s neck with one hand, while drying sweat off his brow with the other, as a sparse applause sounded from the few spectators.

“Better luck next time, Aemond.” He said, made smug by his victory.

Irritated by his loss, Aemond reached up to push away the waster hovering at his neck.

Ser Laenor had declined using real steel for the spar in favour of wooden wasters. Without steel one could push harder, not be as mindful in case one accidentally cut the other, though getting stabbed with a plank of wood could do enough damage too. Aemond had once seen a guard named Lester try duck the swing of a waster during a heated practise, but slight miscalculations saw it smashing into his head instead. He’d died. Now he was recalled as the late Ser Lester of the Waster – his memory living on as a cautionary tale for fresh recruits of the garrison.

Aemond walked over to Ser Criston’s squire, Adrian Tarbeck, and accepted the cloth the man held out to wipe his face. Whilst drying off the signs of exhaustion, Aemond glanced up at the walkway where a few ladies had huddled up in coats to watch the practise. Maris and Elyn Baratheon, as well as Jacline Redwyne was there, and brightened up when they saw him looking in their direction. A simple nod and smile made Jacline beam and little Elyn Baratheon wave eagerly.

Hariel wasn’t there, which might’ve been for the better. He’d hardly want her watching his defeat… though it still nagged at him. Dragonstone, Winterfell, travelling - somehow it had been easier to get a moment of her time anywhere except the Red Keep, where it’d become nigh on impossible.

“Ah, I can’t wait till spring returns.” Ser Laenor said, accepting a cloth from Adrian too. “Far easier to practise without freezing my balls off, and we can hold tourneys again. The melees are always fun – and how’s your jousting, Aemond? Think you’ll be ready to participate? Will I be facing you on the lists?”

“Why would I mummer battle at a playhouse for the entertainment of the spectators?” Aemond responded.

Ser Laenor patted him on the shoulder, his hand lingering. “It’s not true battle, but an adequate placeholder. In war we’re on dragonback, where you won’t get closer than the distance of Vermithor’s flamethrower. It’s really only during tourneys you get to compare your skills against the other knights of the kingdom.”

Aemond hesitated, taking a second to reconsider. “I measure myself against the Kingsguard. They’re already the most skilled knights in the kingdom.”

“No; they’re the most acclaimed knights in the Kingdom.” Ser Laenor corrected. “Doesn’t mean there aren’t other excellent swordsmen to try yourself against too. Hundreds of them, and even so the best knight in all the Realm may be felled by an arrow aimed by a cornered greenboy. Just as the dragon Meraxes was killed during the Conquest by a single bolt to the eye aimed by a craven Dornishman. You’d know if you’d ever seen the disarray of real battle. Nothing gets a man more riled up than threat of death. Even an untrained beggar becomes absolutely frenzied, imagine what a trained knight can do?”

“And yet a tourney is not the place such happens.” Aemond retorted drily. “Its purpose is to please the masses.”

“Ah, lighten up, Aemond.” Ser Laenor insisted, still holding his shoulder. “You already spend half your time in the practise yard, why not do the same to a standing ovation?”

Annoyed, Aemond shook off Ser Laenor’s grip and stepped back. He respected Ser Laenor as a fellow unburnt, his pure Valyrian heritage, dragronriding and skills with a blade – but Aemond had no inclination to be linked with the rumours circulating his preferences. Ser Laenor was already known for going after young squires.

“I’ll be in attendance so I may be entertained by the spectacle, as usual -- and watch you be unhorsed by the Kingsguard, as usual.”

Ser Laenor scowled.

Now that they were both annoyed, perhaps the next spar would be harder.

“Again?” Aemond challanged, holding up his blade.

“It’s too cold.”

“Then you’re not training hard enough to keep warm. This is summer compared to the north,”

“I already won, Aemond.” He said drily.

“Then why don’t you prove your win wasn’t a fortunate coincidence; a bolt to the eye, as you say.” Aemond taunted, twirling his waster sword.

Ser Laenor headed back into the ring, “Don’t push it, greenboy. You’ve yet to claim victory against me.”

Aemond smirked. It’s not as if they saw one another enough to spar frequently, but even so he remembered their first fight vividly. He’d been a useless little lad of ten, Laenor a man grown and blooded warrior. It was the only true battle Aemond had been in – if one can call a beating such - and yet not a single of Laenor’s punches had been as lethal as Vhagar’s fire. Which Hariel had neutralized with a raised hand.

Yet would a bolt to the eye take down Hariel the way it had Meraxes? From the way she talked sometimes, he thought it likely. Hariel’s magic seemed to only be able to stop what she saw coming. What she had time to react to - and as inhuman as her magic was, her physical reflexes were only those of a woman.

Aemond pushed the disturbing thought away, refocusing on Laenor. Now Rubeus… that was another matter. Magic and inhuman strength. If Rubeus had cared for the song of swords or the call of battle, no warrior in the Realm would’ve been able to compare.

Borros Baratheon tried to cover his fascination, but despite Rubeus glaring lack of courtly graces, the stormlander was nearly in awe of the man after the statue incident.

The narrow passages of the Red Keep had caused Rubeus to accidentally tip over a stone statue. Fortunately he’d caught it with one hand before it smashed to the floor, and put it back in place as if it was no heavier than a mop.

Normally, not a single man in the castle could even budge that statue without assistance.

They’d just gotten into position when Ser Erryk came jogging into the courtyard. The Kingsguard wasn’t on watch, so for once Erryk wasn’t wearing his white cloak and armour.

“Ser Laenor? I came to inform you Princess Rhaenyra begun her labours, Ser.”

Aemond sword arm lowered, tension tightening in his shoulders.

Round as a barrel, Aemond’s half-sister had arrived days earlier by ship along with her children and household, whilst Ser Laenor returned the following morning on his dragon Seasmoke, though now Rhaenyra was having her fifth babe in the Red Keep.

What if it was a boy?

“She has? Thank you, Ser Erryk,”

“If it only just started it’ll probably be a while still.” Aemond remarked, the itch for a proper rematch only intensified.

“It will.” Laenor nodded. “Make sure a midwife tells my dear wife I’m praying for a safe delivery for her and the babe, and I’ll see her after the birth.”

Ser Erryk left to relay the message while Laenor got back to position.


HARIEL XX

“Er’… Do you wish to continue, your Grace?” Hariel asked awkwardly, reaching up to adjust her glasses.

She’d been in the middle of reading her Divination book when Rhaenyra’s labour started. There’d been a dwindling numbers of participants for these reading sessions, so there hadn’t been many to begin with. But between Rhaenyra’s water breaking, the Grand Maester assisting the princess out, the Queen giving brisk orders and sending the servants scurrying to comply; Hariel had somehow ended up almost alone in the solar with the King.

The only other person left was the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard, Ser Harrold Westerling.

“What?” The King exclaimed, as if he’d quite forgotten Hariel was still there.

Seated on a chair squeezed in the narrow space between the window and his giant model of Old Valyria, Hariel held up her copy of Unfogging the Future. “Do you wish to hear more, or do you want me to leave, your Grace?”

Viserys shook his head. “No… That’s fine, lady Hariel. With Rhaenyra starting her labours… I will need something far more distracting than shape interpretations of tea-leaves to keep my mind occupied.”

“The Princess is strong your Grace.” Hariel tried to sound confident and optimistic, because Viserys was obviously worried for his daughter. “She’s delivered four healthy, thriving babes before, and recovered from each one.”

Viserys nodded. “I know… But her mother died in childbed, and not her first childbed either.”

Since she wouldn’t be reading anymore, Hariel took off her glasses and pocketed them. “Can I be of assistance, your Grace? Even if this isn’t distracting enough,” she held up her book to indicate what she meant, “I know some magic that might entertain you.”

Viserys tilted his head. “How so?”

Hariel looked around for inspiration, her gaze landing on the stone model at her side.

“Such as this;” Hariel drew out her wand. “Colovaria.

With a soft flash, the ground around the painstakingly carved buildings turned into green in an imitation of grass, and the stairs into grey stone, bringing the model a step closer to life.

“Let me assure you this is harmless to the model, but do you want me to remove it, your Grace?” She asked, “Or to continue?”

The King lit up with an excitement that suddenly made him look a little bit like Daemon. “Keep going, lady Hariel.”

With Viserys’ assistance on how things should look, by the time Hariel was finished the entire landscape was filled out with grass, flowers and even a little river stream. There was light inside the coloured buildings and the little dragon figurine on the roof was standing on its hind legs flapping its wings.

To say it worked as a distraction would be an understatement.

Even after Hariel was done charming and transfiguring the model, the King kept chatting happily for over an hour about the texts he’d studied to put the model together. It reminded Hariel of the way Helaena talked of bugs. Even if the subjects were different, they talked with similar delight and reverence for their passions.

“Does my model look anything like your home?” The King wondered after nearly two hours of gushing about his model.

Hariel shook her head. “Unfortunately not, your Grace… Though it is only to be expected. My home island had a very different weather than warm Valyria, and had to build accordingly. Closer to the Vale than southern Essos. Maybe parts of the structures here… Such as these…” She gestured to the plainer, square blocks along the outer corner. The shape and window pattern reminded her of apartment buildings. “We had tall square buildings like these, often used for housing, where people could buy a few rooms within the building to call their own. Hundreds of people could live within one of them.”

Visery’s brows climbed in curiosity. “Oh? But how would that have worked?”

Hariel did her best to explain. Though she was no expert in the topic, she had picked up a thing or two at the Dursleys.“A wealthy lord would erect the building out of own coffers, and then a person with less gold would buy the rights to use a certain number of rooms for their private use. They didn’t buy the whole building, just the rooms they could afford. Then the lord would sell a few more rooms to someone else until all the rooms in the building were occupied. That way he earned back everything he’d spent erecting the building, usually with profit. Then he’d build another, and do the same all over.”

“And you managed this with the aid of magic?” Viserys presumed.

Hariel shook her head. “No, your Grace. This was far more practised amongst those without magic than those with. Those rooms were bought by perfectly regular smallfolk because the cities were massive. There’s a few hundred thousands here in King’s Landing, but in London, the city I grew up in, the population was counted in the millions. Yet amongst the near 60 million people who lived across the islands, there were only about a few thousand with magic like me.”

Viserys eyes grew round, and the Kingsguard Harrold Westerling glanced over sharply, while Hariel nodded to empathize the point.

“There were so many people; eventually it became more practical to build upwards than sideways to room everyone.”

Hariel gestured around the model. “Magical buildings were little like any of these. They were magical, so they didn’t need be… square. Didn’t require follow the load direction. Though Hogwarts was a castle, the most magical place you can imagine, your Grace - and some of the arches on this building here shares a few elements with that castle.”

“Castle Hogwarts. I’ve seen paintings of this in Rubeus treasury.” Viserys nodded.

“I think you would have enjoyed visiting Hogwarts, your Grace. It was not as large or grand as the Red Keep, but it was so magical. Every brick was seeped in it. The paintings not only moved, but could talk too, and if I got lost they could give me directions. The staircases changed direction according to their own whims - sometimes while you were trying to climb them. The ceiling of the Great Hall was enchanted to appear like the sky outside, making it seem as if you were seated outdoors – though you were not.”

“It sounds like you miss it, lady Hariel.” The King sounded almost shrewd in his tone of voice, and Hariel stilled. This wasn’t the first time she’d been asked, but she hadn’t expected the question from the King.

“House Targaryen has been very generous, your Grace.”

“… But not enough to’ve made this home in your eyes? When you speak of your island, it reminds me of the way I dream of Valyria.”

“It was a very different place. Your way of life has been an adjustment after mine own beginnings. It’s made things… difficult.” She admitted. “When you grow up the way I did, the way of Westeros… I’ve had to lower my expectations on several things, especially when it comes to the comforts of living.”

Lower your expectations?” Viserys exclaimed, disbelieving.

Hariel smiled apologetically. “I mean no offence, your Grace - but you’ve seen the facilities within Hagrid’s chest, and you need understand nearly everyone had that back home, not only the rich and powerful. All those millions of people of smallfolk had access to such within their homes too. There were more roads, faster means of travelling – magical or otherwise. I’m afraid all these years later I’m still spoiled. I still crave them back, because daily life was far more convenient.”

“I can not fault you, lady Hariel… The island of Britain sound like a paradise.” Viserys said quietly.

His words were so unexpected Hariel chuckled. Like this, talking of hobbies and travelling, the King was very likeable. “In my dreams, I sometimes think it was – but then it can’t have been, since my parents were killed in a war… And then I’d recall other things which doesn’t add up with a paradise. There were wars, injustice and greed there as it can be found anywhere, your Grace. I was only a child when I last saw it, but even I… I felt that growing up. That no matter how much we gain, there will always be some who’ll attempt to get even more at the expense of others.”

Viserys leant back, contemplating her for long seconds. “You do not sound like a young maiden, lady Hariel.”

“Most maidens hasn’t been through what I have either, your Grace. They’ve remained in their homes their whole life, seen the same people, same places, learned the same things. Without anyone different to compare themselves against, they start believing that is all there is. Whilst I have seen…”

“More than me.” Viserys mused. “You’ve seen far more of both Westeros and Essos than I have.”

“I wouldn’t want to presume, but I was left with that impression too, your Grace.”

“Do you speak of these matters with Rhaenyra?” Viserys wondered.

“Your daughter is curious to learn of magic, but somehow we haven’t talked much of…” Hariel gestured to the model of old Valyria. “How things were. She’s more focused on making sure I understand how Westeros is, than learning how daily life was for me at before I came here. Which is fair… This is not my home, and I’ve had a lot to learn.”

“How is this not your home? You’ve lived here for years.”

Hariel looked down at the model. “As honoured as I am to be a ward of your daughter, that does not change that I have no home of mine own in Westeros. That you view me as foreign. That I struggle with your tongue. That there are misunderstandings. It’s hard to explain, your Grace… Just consider this: You’ve spent decades researching and building this model of old Valyria, which makes me think it’s dear to you. Yet you are the King of Westeros. So how come you’re daydreaming of a long fallen empire, where House Targaryen was barely a step above a vessel House of stronger dragonlords?”

“Ah, I see.” Viserys said thoughtfully, coughing lightly into his hand. “But just like we lost Valyria, you’ve lost your home too. Westeros is where you and Rubeus live now, the same as us.”

“It is.”

England was as lost to Hariel as Valyria was to the Targaryens.

They’d conquered Westeros to gain a new home, but Hariel had no inclinations to follow in their footsteps. Instead of conquering, she was integrating.

“May I speak truthfully, your Grace?”

Viserys sighed, “Aye, go on.”

“The reason I’m worried to call this home is because the more I learn, the less I can picture what my future will look like here.” Hariel said, unsure if this was appropriate to bring up with the King even if they were on the topic.

But she was an outsider - and so she’d grown used to observing their lives in contrast to what she recalled of her old one. Refection had become a necessary skill to survive.

It also meant Hariel was uniquely positioned to see things from a different mindset, but it didn’t require an outside perspective to realize the tensions within the royal family was too strained.

“Perchance it’s because I’m an outsider, and that makes me view things differently.” Hariel said, “I can support Rhaenyra as Heir because I grew up with a Queen who’d been uncontested for decades. Though maybe my country had too many fundamental differences from Westeros for it to be a fair comparison. Such as how despite being a girl, I was allowed to become a Maester in my home country, or own lands, or inherit all my parents wealth instead of passing it to a male cousin. Your laws works against Rhaenyra, your Grace, and I fear… there are many in Westeros who’s not been given the same convincing incentives to trust this can work as I have.”

“I am the King, and my word is law. I’ve made it perfectly clear whom my Heir is, and to question it is treasonous, lady Hariel.”

“But this time your word goes against tradition and faith, your Grace. Every other House in Westeros upholds the rights of first born sons.” Hariel said quickly, almost pleadingly. “Whilst I was in the north, a place far removed from the capital your daily governing barely affects them, even some lords couldn’t name the members of the royal family. I fear for Princess Rhaenyra, and wish to assist her the best I can. Just as I do Jace, Luke, Joffrey, Visenya and the babe who’ll hopefully be here soon. Westeros is a large Kingdom, your Grace, and even if no one’s told you: outside this city her claim is disputed.”

In truth, Hariel thought the King should’ve been far more proactive strengthening Rhaenyra as his Heir. Starting by not naming his first born son Aegon - of all the stupid bloody names.

Rhaenyra had already been named Heir, Viserys must’ve known how disputed such a choice would be, and yet he’d given his first born son the one name that was as synonymous with “rulership” as their surname.

Every other alternative from the list of ‘near-indistinguishable-Targaryen-names’ would’ve been better.

The second thing Hariel kept thinking was that Rhaenyra should not be living on Dragonstone. Why was she? Why not here in King’s Landing? And why was Rhaenyra not the Hand of the King and regent whenever her father was ill?

It would have given the people and doubters a chance to see Rhaenyra act as the second most powerful person in the Kingdoms, and she’d be far harder to speak against once Viserys died.

“We have dragons.” Viserys pointed out angrily.

“But is that something you wish to resort to?” Hariel asked fiercely. “For your daughter to climb onto dragonback and go to war to keep her inheritance? Without you there to support her? Things doesn’t always go to plan, your Grace. It doesn’t always solve itself. Look at the faith militant's reaction to Targaryen marriage practises. Look at me, your Grace. Learn from my example. I am no princess, but in my home country I was revered for my history regardless. For surviving the impossible and ending a war. I am a woman. I have a dragon. I have magic. I have power. By all means; if that was all it took, how on earth did I end up here in Westeros, your Grace? Barely more than a guest in someone else’s Kingdom?”

“… So you come here, attempting to coerce me into naming Aegon heir-”

“No!” Hariel exclaimed, and smacked a hand over her mouth, eyes wide.

They stared at each other for long moments, the silence only interrupted by the slight clanking from Ser Harrold’s armour when the kingsguard shifted in the corner.

“… Then what are you trying to counsel me?”

“I’m not trying to counsel you, your Grace. I’m only carrying unpleasant truths gathered from my own experiences and observations, because I hoped if I informed my King, you would have the means to rectify the situation.” Hariel said quietly. “To strengthen Rhaenyra’s claim somehow… Or… or Jacaerys claimant.”

“I did not make Rhaenyra Heir on a whim, lady Hariel, and I sure will not be bypassing her in favour of any grandchildren.”

Hariel shook her head. “Besides the oaths you made the lords of Westeros swear 17 years ago – by some who’s died since then - Rhaenyra’s strongest claim to the throne is that her first-born is a son. The promise that Jace will succeed Rhaenyra is her best security, but the doubters who don't want a woman as their ruling monarch will slander Jacaerys to weaken her. They already are, or… or those rumours about… You know of what I speak, your Grace. I hear them still. They even reached me at Dragonstone where Rhaenyra’s claimant is at its strongest. So I can’t help but think that the more secure Jacaerys is, the more secure Rhaenyra will be.”

“Even if you pretend this is but mere innocent speculations, you still sound precisely like an advisor about to counsel me.”

“And yet I’m only the bearer of someone else’s words.” Hariel said, wringing her hands. “This was not something I thought of by myself, but I’ve come around to the reasoning since.”

“Then get to the point, lady Hariel.”

“Jacaerys and Helaena.” Hariel said the words quickly, before she could chicken out.

“Unite the claims of your divided children. That way both your daughters will be Queens. From a child by Jace and Helaena, Westeros would gain a future King with the blood of House Targaryen, Velaryon, Arryn, Baratheon and Hightower in their veins. It’s the best match either of them can make.”

Though Hariel made sure to appear confident, on the inside she felt nauseous. This was more than simply defending herself or Hagrid. This was… This was sinking to their level of scheming, wasn’t it? What right did Hariel have to stick her nose into Helaena or Jace’s betrothals? None at all, and yet she couldn’t waste the opportunity. Hariel had to try, and she couldn’t see an alternative that didn’t end in worse options. Options she didn’t want to imagine.

“I’m afraid mine wife would never agree to that.” Viserys shook his head.

“Oh? Is that so?” Hariel said tightly, eyes hard. Alicent wouldn’t agree? Did that mean Rhaenyra would?

“And what mother wouldn’t wish their daughter to be Queen?”

“It’s complicated, lady Hariel. There’s a long history of disagreements between Rhaenyra and Alicent.”

“Disagreements so severe the Queen will deny House Hightower’s blood from continuing down the line of succession? … And the Lord Hand has not objected this?”

A glint of something that might’ve been anxiety glinted in the King’s eye, but it was gone in a blink, making Hariel wonder if it was just a trick of the flickering firelight. Viserys looked down at his remaining hand, at a golden ring on his finger.

“I am but a foreigner, and I might’ve misunderstood something vital regarding the situation; but I do understand that you are the King. This is your House. Helaena is your daughter. Jacaerys your Grandson. You have all the rights of the lands you rule to make this happen, and for what it is worth; princess Helaena was the one who told me she wanted this. For peace and unity.”

Viserys coughed into his hand, and she waited until he’d regained his breath. “Helaena did? She never told me that.”

“Mayhaps she would’ve, if she’d been asked.”

Viserys studied the firelight for long seconds, which was frying Hariel’s nerves, but it was far too late to backtrack now. She’d stepped in it, and would have to try her best to see it through. She couldn’t yell the truth to the King without endangering Hagrid and Norbert, but she could try play their games. Ironic though it was, because in a way; didn’t they want the exact same thing?

Rhaenyra as Queen of a peaceful, stable Westeros.

Viserys line secure and united, from Lucerys to Aemond.

Everyone happy.

…. Right.

And gold grew on lemon trees.

“You’re not the first to council this.” Viserys admitted eventually.

Hariel perked up, relieved she and Helaena weren't alone in this. “It is an advantageous match, your Grace.”

“Many years before you came to Westeros, Daemon used to be my Heir…” Viserys said slowly, “I thought, if his daughter became Queen one day, then maybe we could have a chance to...” he trailed off, and Hariel held back a grimace.

If this happened Daemon would be pissed off.

And Baela… Some deity needed have mercy on her, because Baela would kill Hariel for betraying her this way. How many hours hadn’t Hariel spent listening to Baela dream of marrying Jace? Of becoming Queen? Of aspiring to be like King Jaehaerys and Queen Alysanne?

Hariel felt justified in doing this, but that didn’t mean it wasn’t a betrayal.

“That is admirable, your Grace.” Hariel said quietly. Not sure what to say here. “Baela would make an excellent Queen too… She’s as fierce as her father and as beautiful as her mother. Baela loves Jacaerys and dreams of this, but she can’t unite your legacy the way Princess Helaena can, nor strengthen Rhaenyra’s rule whenever that day comes.”

The words felt like sand on her tongue, and yet she couldn’t take them back or regret it. She’d never thought she’d get to speak with Viserys this way, but now the opportunity had arisen, she had to take it. Even at the expense of a friend, because this was so much bigger than Baela’s feelings.

Than Hariel’s feelings.

Viserys leant to rest his head against the back of his chair with a husky and exhausted sigh.

“Rhaenyra is having her babe today. I invited you to stay as a distraction from the pain mine daughter is suffering, not to be fed with fear-mongering politicking.”

“…” Hariel could tell she was about to be kicked out, “I apologize if I overstepped, your Grace.”

“You have, but I will forgive it.” Viserys shoulders sagged. “I can not condemn you when it’s in defence of Rhaenyra’s stability of rule and safety.”


AEMOND V

Bathed and hair brushed, Aemond walked down the hallway of the Red Keep in his freshly laundered silk embroidered doublet – the luxury almost a mocking contrast to the split lip and bruised jaw inflicted by Laenor’s elbow during his second loss.

Being in his mid thirties the man was getting on in years, but remained quick on his feet – dammit – as well as heavier and stronger. But one day…. Aemond promised himself; one day soon Ser Laenor would be the one to yield.

His musings were interrupted by an unpleasant moan, and his gaze flickered upwards.

I told you I wanted another blanket! I’m freezing! Where is it?” a strained voice called from the floor above.

Grimacing, Aemond glanced up at the ceiling. The Grand Maester must’ve put Rhaenyra to deliver in the East Wing, and from the sound of it, right above the corridor Aemond was passing through.

At least that answered whether Rhaenyra had delivered yet. If it wasn’t winter, perhaps he’d have gone for a ride on horseback until the yowling was done with. He could visit Vermithor in his cave along the beach, but the noon light was already past its peak. Even if he left immediately he likely wouldn’t return until long after supper.

Quickening his gait, Aemond reached the end of the corridor where he could hear the murmurs of more voices, a familiar one amongst them. Coming down the narrow staircases from the upper floor, Hariel was conversing with two servants.

It took him a moment to realize Hariel’s gown was normal that day, but only because it’d taken a while to look away from her comely face. The waves embroidered on her tudor hood was washing across the front piece like a calm ocean, while the veil spilling down her back appeared like sea smoke, so thin and wispy her black hair braided with a shimmering ribbon was visible underneath.

“Lady Hariel?” He asked, catching sight of the book in her arms. “Have you been reading for father again?”

“I was. I just left his solar.”

And now she was alone? This might be the best chance he’d had to speak with her all week.

Aemond adjusted the dragon wing broach at his neck. Normally he preferred his leathers, but the standard of attires at court had risen significantly. A fruitless endeavour, the evidence was right in front of him; because no Lannister’s emerald bracelets or sapphire necklaces, nor intricate Myrish lace and expensive satin gowns of House Baratheon could compete with Hariel.

People were vying to be the runner up here, which could obviously only be of House Targaryen - and the sooner everyone accepted that, the sooner Aemond could return to his boiled leather and gambesons. The Crone grant him Wisdom, but why did they think it necessary to spend hours dressing as if for a ball simply for a regular Tuesday supper? Aemond was sure Hariel's magic allowed her to get ready with a wave of her hand, and she’d still outshine the ladies and lords at court alike. He’d explained this, but even his mother was stressing over it, having spent hours getting ready simply to break her fast.

“Leave us,” Aemond told the servants, who took their buckets and linen and did as instructed.

“I was actually-”

“I’ve been meaning to have a word with you.” Aemond insisted, talking over her. “Would you care to walk with me, lady Hariel?”

Unlike Jacline who’d leap at the chance, or one of the Storm Four who’d blush and be delighted by his attention, Hariel hesitated. Enough time passed for him to grow uncomfortable under the inspection of her haunting green eyes, his hands becoming clammy. What if she said no? Here in public? Was she still so angry she wouldn’t even use an excuse?

Just as he’d almost convinced himself she’d say no, Hariel nodded. “Where to, Prince Aemond?”

The sounds of more people coming down the stairs made Aemond lead Hariel back the passage he’d arrived from, hoping to leave the Wing entirely.

“I wasn’t aware you’d be reading for father today, I would have liked to listen.”

“You could ask the Grand Maester to see his notes. Your mother and Princess Rhaenyra were there as well.”

Of course father had remembered to invite Rhaenyra… What wasn’t she included in these days?

“Not Helaena?”

“She’s with the Lannisters, doing needlework I believe. I’ll have to reread the parts she’s missed this evening.”

“Thank you,”

Hariel frowned, “It was Helaena who wished to learn of this.”

“Yet you don’t seem to enjoy the book much, whilst my sister very much does.” Aemond said. Helaena had so few friends at court, as most were social climbers basking in Helaena’s royal station. Smiling to her face but unnerved by her interests. Few accepted her differences as easily as Hariel did. Or Rubeus…

“It’s not an inconvenience.” Hariel said “I won’t have to repeat much of it, because Princess Rhaenyra went into labour after only seven pages and I had to stop.”

As if Rhaenyra had heard them, her voice rang out from above. “Off! Off-! ...too f*cking warm now!”

“It sounds like she’s still in labour.” A girl said, but it wasn’t Hariel.

Rhaena, Baela and toddling little Visenya turned the corner at the other end of the hallway. As most ladies at court of late, they too were dressed in gowns and jewels as if heading to a feast.

“Oh, good afternoon, Prince Aemond.” Rhaena said, brushing down her gown and with an uncertain smile added; “Hariel.”

“Good afternoon,” Hariel was unexpectedly quiet, and tightened her grip on the book in her arms without making eye contact with either of the twins. He knew they’d been arguing, but that was a change from the usual self-righteous tone from before. She almost looked guilty.

“Cousins,” Aemond greeted the twins whilst overlooking Visenya hiding behind Rhaena’s skirts, just as Lord Beesbury passed with a couple guards. As Aemond silently bemoaned how f*cking crowded the castle was getting, it only got worse;

“Nephews.” Aemond acknowledged when Luke and Joffrey appeared by the corner as well.

Joffrey had a play sword in hand and Luke a waster, but one could tell by their fine garments that they obviously hadn’t done any true practising.

“Have you been visiting mother?” Lucerys asked bewildered.

“No.” Aemond and Hariel answered with accidental synchronization.

“We’re only passing through,” Hariel added, and addressed Luke. “Go ahead. The maids upstairs will know better how your mother and the babe are faring than we do.”

“I want a baby brother!” Joffrey insisted, waving his toy.

Looking down his nose at the dark haired child, a smirk tugged on Aemond’s lips. He was still hoping it’d be a girl, but even if it was a boy… That could be interesting too.

“A true-born son is a blessing to a father.” Aemond said softly. “Perhaps you’ll get another brother, Joffrey, and mayhaps this one will finally look like Ser Laenor.”

Jace, Luke and Joffrey were inheritance pilferers, and people could tell – but even House Velaryon would likely unite behind a true-born son of Ser Laenor the Unburnt.

Visenya Velaryon was but a girl, though with a son of his blood, would Ser Laenor still insist Jace, Luke and Joffrey were true-born? Would he allow House Velaryon’s ancestral seat pass to his wife’s Strong bastard instead? Would Corlys? Would there be a single Velaryon left to support a puppet like Luke, if Laenor had a legitimate son with Valyrian features?

His thoughts cut off when Rhaenyra’s screech rang out again;

-I am breathing, you dried up c*nt!”

The crude words and Hariel’s presence made it impossible not to think back to Winterfell, bringing up the ugliest of their arguments with a vengeance.

“You heard that, right?” Aemond pointed demonstratively towards the ceiling, holding back the urge to exclaim: “Are you going to be angry at her too now?

Lucerys bristled and answered in her stead; “It’s only the midwife. My mother is in labour.

“Exactly.” Baela said fiercely, feeling the need to nosy into their business too. “The Princess may express her pain however she deems fit.”

“Where you not heading somewhere? Because we were.” With a scowl Aemond placed a hand at Hariel’s back, and applied just enough pressure to pull her along down the corridor. Ignoring Rhaena, who unlike her sister, seemed as if she might try coerce Hariel away from him.

The moment they were around the corner he continued the interrupted thread though;

“You see? She said it too.” Aemond said pointedly under his breath, because if they heard the princess, there was a good chance the princess heard them too.

“That’s not the same. She doesn’t mean it!”

“I never meant it either!” Aemond insisted,

“Is that so? You could have fooled me.”

“I was- You were being difficult, and I got angry and used some unfortunate words… It wasn’t the only thing I didn’t mean; or do you actually think I meant to argue his suit?” He said meaningfully, not even having to say the name for her to know whom he was referring to. “I was making a point, but things just got… out of hand.”

The last thing Aemond needed now was to run into Jace, Daemon, or the Seven forbid; Aegon. His brother would never let him live this down, and it was far too delicate a subject to discuss out in the open, so Aemond steered Hariel into a side chamber.

“Where are you taking us?” Hariel asked, thinking it a dead end before Aemond revealed the hidden door to a secret passage.

“A shortcut.” Aemond reached into his pocket and brought out a candle, lighting it on the nearest torch.

“To where exactly?”

More voices sounded from the hallway, and Aemond sighed. “Away from the parade of people marching around the east wing.”

Taking it in stride, Hariel followed him into the dark passageway, but Aemond had only just closed the door before she spoke softly from behind him.

Lumos.”

As if a wall had been torn, the passage was abruptly bathed in daylight. A little white sun shone from the tip of Hariel’s magic stick, brightening the inside of the dust covered passage in a way no man had seen since it was under construction. It stirred the creatures Aemond never would’ve noticed lived in the passage otherwise. He caught sight of a mouse scurrying away along the dirty floors, whilst layers of spiderwebs hung across the ceiling and walls.

There was no reason to waste the wax now that Hariel had made his candle obsolete, and Aemond blew out his pathetic little flame.

“The passage could do with some cleaning.”

The dry remark caused a stirring of embarrassment in his chest. Why had he thought it’d be a good idea to bring her to such a filthy place? How could the servants have missed this? It was unacceptable.

“There’s never been so much light in here… Your magic has revealed sides hither to concealed by the darkness. In consideration of your gown, do you wish to take the normal way, Hariel? The state of this is… rest assured I’ll have a servant clean this promptly.”

“Not at all actually.” Hariel said bemused, “It’s a secret passage, I want to see where it goes.” She was nearly as unfazed by the vermin as Helaena would be – though with far less intrigue too. Seeming more interest in the passage itself than the uninvited inhabitants.

“… You do?” He asked, several ideas springing to mind.

“There’s many of these used by the servants or guards.” He said conversationally, setting off down the corridor. “If you want, I could show you the passages I’ve discovered so far, and there’s probably more yet to be revealed.”

Aemond kept his voice low, knowing the walls were far better at blocking light than noise. Footsteps within the walls was how Aemond had discovered one of the passages a few years back.

“Why do you think so?”

“You see, after the construction of the Red Keep finished in 45 AC, King Maegor the Cruel held a feast for its builders, carvers, and stonemasons. However, after three days of feasting, Maegor had all of the craftsmen killed so that only he would know the Red Keep's secrets.”

“… Oh.” She grimaced. “Was there an atrocity that man didn’t commit?”

Aemond didn't have to think on it long.

“No.”

Usurper. Sacrilegious. Kin killer. Oppressor. Maegor had covered just about all the atrocities, hadn’t he? And that was only the public records of his activities. Aemond knew well how much a Prince could get erased – a King probably more so.

“Then let’s honour the memory of the builder who designed this passage instead,” Hariel said. “Whomever he may have been. His craftsmanship is noteworthy, and continues to be used long after his untimely passing.”

Aemond rolled his eyes, but couldn’t help but smile. “Of all the things to take away from that tale, you note the efforts of the nameless peasant?”

“Don’t underestimate them. Even if songs or history don’t remember their names, time remembers their actions. Had the builder done a worse job, this passage wold’ve been less used, and history might’ve changed.”

“What?” Aemond laughed despite himself. “How so?”

“… You see, before Hagrid and I came to Westeros, we first spent about a year in Essos.”

“Yes. Some fishing town, wasn't it?” He parroted, lost to her line of thinking. How was this relevant?

“At the end there we suddenly got attacked in the night-”

“-I know. By soldiers sent by some Lorath Master with designs on Norbert-”

“Yes, though it didn’t work, because we were prepared.” Hariel spoke over him. “But only because of Jaqo.”

“Jaqo?”

“Jaqo. A perfectly common peasant. No more than the son of a fisherman.”

Another boy?

And she sounded almost more fond of this Jaqo - a peasant - than she’d been speaking of Cregan.

“How so?”

“Jaqo was my friend. He and his cousin Fera were the ones who taught me Valyrian when I first arrived in Essos, and kept helping after their town rejected us as outsiders. Yet when Jaqo learned we were in danger, he ran through the forest for hours in the pitch darkness to warn Hagrid and I that Lorath soldiers were coming for Norbert. He’s the reason we had time to pack and prepare. He might’ve saved our lives, Aemond, because I had gone to bed by the time he knocked on the door. I might have died, and if I had, then I'd never have come to Westeros, and I'd never have been there when Vhagar tried burning you. So perhaps he saved you too.”

“Then it’s a shame he was nothing but a fisherman's son.” Aemond allowed reluctantly. “From your account of his actions; he would've suited knighthood better.”

There’s no way Hariel missed his lacklustre tone, yet she smiled brightly anyway. Seeming happy he'd talk kindly about some far off peasant who’s greatest achievement was years behind him, and no longer mattered.

Next Aemond foot smashed hard into a piece of uneven floorboard he’d failed to step over. The jolt of pain making him hiss.

“Are you alright?”

“It was just my toe.” Aemond muttered. “The passage might be usable, but clearly there were room for improvements.”

“Those are only some finishing touches. Perhaps the builder would’ve gotten around to it if Maegor had’t killed him.” Hariel rolled her eyes, and Aemond snickered.

More often than not he bemoaned Hariel’s kindness and dreaded all the ways it could be taken advantage of. Though as Aemon glanced around the dirty passage, trying to conjure an image of a faceless peasant who’d spent years building it just right, only to be killed for completing his greatest achievement - a thought snuck up that made him wonder if her kind heart wasn’t for the better.

Because… Maegor with Hariel’s kind of magic?

The idea alone sent shivers down his spine.

“Where does that go?” Hariel whispered, pointing to a low portion of the wall and breaking him out of his rabbit trail of thoughts.

They still had a ways left to go, so Aemond didn’t understand what she meant before Hariel bent down and pushed aside a piece of the board, revealing a tunnel opening so low. It was only accessible by crawling into the tunnel, and easily missed even with the exceptional amount of light from Hariel’s magic.

“I’m… unfamiliar with this one.”

Aemond bent down next to her, peering into the tunnel curiously. It had a bit of an angle, and turned to the left further in.

Catching her eye, Aemond could tell her thoughts were running alongside his own here.

“Want to find out?” She dared him.

This was not what Aemond meant to do today. Not how he wanted to waste this opportunity to actually speak with her -- and then there was the more practical issues. But still… How could he say no?

The tension which had loomed over them like a snow-cloud since the north had briefly cleared up, and exploring with Hariel was far more tempting than arguing.

Aemond was so sick of the arguing.

“We’ll have to crawl, and it’ll probably be in a worse condition than the passage. Our attires will be ruined.”

Hariel reached up, and with a bit of tugging, removed her hood and shawl piece, putting it unceremoniously into the pockets of her gown. She left the magical thread braided into her hair be. Against the backdrop of her raven hair, it looked like a thread of stars.

“You’re right.” She eyed Aemond’s attire speculatively. “But I can probably magic away the worst once we’re out again. For us both.”

Well then-

“I’d normally insist on ladies first - but in this case I’ll have to make an exception. I have no idea where this goes or what’s inside.”

Notes:

I understand how Aemond and Laenor being called “unburnt” in this story can get confusing, and I’ve clarified this a few times in comments, but let me just do it in an AN, as plainly and straight forwards as possible.

Do the Targaryens believe Aemond and Laenor fire proof? - No, they understand Hariel’s magic was what made the fire harmless.

Do Aemond and Laenor get credit for surviving the impossible despite not doing anything? - Yes. They do get credit the same way someone who’s survived a plane crash would. The same way the Boy-Who-Lived was made into a big deal.

Do they hope their heritage had something to do with it anyway? - Yes, absolutely, they are dragonlords, and so they silently hope their Valyrian blood had something to with it too.

Does spreading gossip and word of mouth make all of this far more obscure the further the tale spreads? - Yes, absolutely, the Targaryens are already connected with stories of the Unburnt – and so people believe Laenor and Aemond (Hariel too ofc) has “true” dragon blood because they were involved with the incident.

So Aemond and Laenor are both called in certain circles: Aemond the Unburnt/ Laenor the Unburnt. Because regardless of how it came to be, they were in fact unburnt by Vhagar’s dragonfire, and that’s a big deal.

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 27: Rats in the Walls

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AEMOND VI

Dirty, dusty and cramped, it was an uncomfortably tight fit to get through the awkwardly shaped tunnel. They crawled in a straight line before turning left where the passage narrowed in, forcing them to lay flat to squeeze through. Aemond’s hair caught on sharp edges, his hands, knees, elbows and clothes becoming stained and torn, before the tunnel suddenly turned into a shaft heading upwards instead. Only accessible by climbing on a portion of open aired studwork of a wall.

“This is horrid. We can turn around, Hariel.”

“Do you wish to?”

“… No.”

“Then lets climb the wall and see where it goes.”

After reaching the top of the shaft the tunnel once again returned to crawling height, though with a more comfortable width. He caught shadows of small rodents hurrying away, but some creatures held their ground - such as the spiders, and the cobwebs got stuck in his hair.

The castle was bristling with people, so voices carried from the walls at their sides, and sometimes above or below too. The brief snippets Aemond heard varied, from the tediously dreary, to the amusing, to the embarrassing.

-just returned from the Sept, where I prayed the Princess and the babe be safe and the birth-”

"Bugger me with a spear, you’ll never get that up the stairs, boy. You think yer bleedin’ Rubeus Hagrid or somethin’?"

“-didn’t know before he got killed in the Stepstones his pretty wife joined the whor*house when winter started - long before she was widowed.

You useless fopdoodle!

It wasn’t my fault! All I did was lift the blasted thing out of the soak. ‘Shouldn’t have torn – I think it was already there!”

Just keep sewin’, and pray to the Seven lady Johanna won’t catch the tear, or you’ll be indebted ‘till your grandchildren are grey, missy.”

-nearly fell off the railing. I said you can’t fly like the witch, lad. Dragon’s are one thing, but such sorcery’s not natural-”

It’s not normal to sh*t green, is it?”

I’ll add your father to my prayers.

-girl or boy, at least the spawn won’t be a Strong bastard.”

Ah, but since Ser Harwin’s gone to dust, she might’ve seduced the little brother for ol’ time’s sake.”

Hah! Larys? Even that whor* wouldn’t let the clubfoot f*ck her. Regardless, anyone with eyes can see the lickfinger would rather sire bastards on the Queen.”

Oh, Neddard…!”

“… Mmm, Kari-”

-I bet Redfred’s passed out in the barracks again. He was supposed to relieve my station ages ago.”

-and red the grass beneath his feet,

and red his banners bright,

and red the glow of the setting sun

that bathed him in its light,

Come on, come on,’ the great lord called,

‘my sword is hungry still.’

And with a cry of savage rage,

They swarmed across the rill...”

“Why did you stop?” Aemond whispered under his breath, peering over his shoulder because Hariel’s light had stopped following him.

“He’s got a nice voice.” She mouthed back, head co*cked to the side listening to the singing drifting through the floorboards.

“Which is why we appointed him as a court minstrel.” Aemond hissed. “Let’s keep moving.”

Though rough to use in practise, it was definitely the most secret passage Aemond had come across yet.

Eventually they reached the tunnel’s end, and after some examinations realized there was another cleverly hidden board that could be moved aside, which brought them out onto a landing on the roof above one of the lower buildings. The cold was unpleasant, but by then it was no question about going back.

“See the footsteps?” Aemond pointed to the indents in the snow. Though still visible, they looked old, but it hadn’t snowed in days.

“Small feet,” Hariel remarked. “Likely a child.”

“Being smaller would have made it easier to get through such a passage. That was uncomfortable.”

“I think our choice of attires were the biggest obstacle in there. This gown was not made for crawling.” Hariel mused, examining her dark stained hands, dirty gown and messy hairdo. She was no longer the vision of exotic, etherial magic – but the mystery and exploration left her face bright and her smiles quick. Aemond still thought her pretty.

It took Hariel no more than another funny word and some arm gestures to clean them up. Though Aemond knew perfectly well that if left to the maids, his doublet would likely’ve been beyond repair.

“Give me your left hand.”

At her “request”, Aemond held it out, confused but curious of her intentions. Her soft, warm hand closed around the back of his and turned it palm up, before pointing her stick into the centre, muttering;

“Aura Inflamari.”

Aemond startled as a pale flame lit up in the palm of his hand. A comfortable warmth sprang up his arm and washed across his face.

“Better not risk falling ill again.” Hariel told him. “This is anchored to your palm. If you close your fist, it’ll probably go out, and I’ll have to reapply it.”

She did the same for herself as Aemond tested the magic by moving his arm around, yet the flame followed dutifully. Up and down, side to side, and when he turned his hand upside down, the flame remained in place, fire gliding up the sides of his hand in a mesmerizing dance of pale blue fire.

“Unburnt.” Aemond murmured. It wasn’t ferocious dragonfire, but holding a piece of raw magic in his hand made shivers run down his spine. It was an unequaled thrill, fascination and…

How could anyone call magic outré? It was beautiful.

“Now who’s setting whom on fire?” Aemond teased.

Startled, Hariel laughed.

They followed the footsteps around the side of the building, up the slope of a treacherously slippery deck to the top ridge of the roof. At the highest point of the build the wind hit harder and they were left balancing on treacherous footing until the ridge’s end - where they had to jump to the next roof.

“If we fall from here…” Aemond murmured, peering down to the ground below from the edge of the building. Though the footsteps proved someone smaller than both himself and Hariel had already managed it.

“It’s not that far.” Hariel insisted and leap the distance. Aemond hurried to follow.

“This wasn’t what I had in mind when I asked you to join for a walk around the castle.” He insisted, cheeks turning red from the cold the blue fire couldn’t counter.

Hariel chuckled. “Where would the other passage have led us then?”

“It’d have ended up next to the library.”

“Ah, then would you’ve let me inside?”

“No, you know you’d need the King’s permission for such.”

“It’s so unfair.” She complained, “I’m barred from the library at Dragonstone too. For once I’d have liked to choose my own reading material and not whatever the Maester reads aloud during lessons.”

“You’re already exceptionally well read for a lady. In several tongues and alphabets. What else could possibly hold your interest there?” Did she like poetry? History? As long as she remained at the Red Keep, Aemond could probably smuggle her a book for a short loan.

“How would I know? I’m not allowed in to see the selection, am I? But Luke once let me read a book with tales about the Storm Kings.”

“Luke, hm?” He asked, his mind whirling ahead while watching his footing closely. “Interested in history, is he?”

“He’s a good pupil.” Hariel said,

“You’ve been keeping tabs on his education?” Aemond asked drily. “Learning his interest? What sort of man he’ll become once his voice breaks? What does it matter? Isn’t his inheritance all you’re after?”

Aemond,

“No.” He objected, turning fast to face her head on, and momentarily forgetting that walking along a ridge was dangerous as his left foot slipped on a patch of ice. Aemond tensed up, reflexively counterbalancing as Hariel grabbed after his elbow. It lasted a split second, and he hadn’t actually needed Hariel’s assistance here, though it was nice to see she still cared.

“Driftmark is one of the grandest Seats in Westeros, but you’re hardly the only one coveting it.” Both by other ladies seeking to marry Luke, and the numerous Velaryon true-born cousins who knew a bastard of House Strong was no more worthy of the title of ‘Lord of the Tides’ than any of Aegon’s spawns down in Fleabottom.

Caution crept back into Hariel’s expression, and seeing he wasn’t about to fall anymore she let go of his arm. “I know.”

“So you realize it’s not coincidental Daemon brought his daughters to live at Dragonstone?”

“I figured.” Hariel said drily, folding her arms. “-and in truth, I hope it won’t be offered.”

“What..? But you said-”

“I said what I should want according to the terms you were arguing, not what I preferred personally. Which was never Luke. You know that. I told you that.” Hariel said, “Don’t misinterpret my words here; I care for Luke, but that doesn’t mean I’m trying to marry him. Rhaena wishes to be the lady of Driftmark, and I want that for her too. She’s my friend, and I don’t want to get in her way too. Though hopefully it’s still a long ways off.”

“… Truly?” A pressure Aemond hadn’t been aware of was seeping away.

“Then… Don’t you see?”

Hariel nodded.

“You do? Because when you turn seven and ten and receive an offer from House Targaryen, it won’t necessarily be…” Aemond took a deep breath. “You get one offer. One. And unless you want them to pick a three year old for you…” He trailed off.

“You’re saying it’ll be you.” Hariel finished for him.

“I’m saying it should be me.”

“Why though?” She asked, “I have no lands, gold, armies or holdfast. My only inheritance is a name which means next to nothing in Westeros - alongside my dragon, which your House has many more of.”

“You have magic.” Aemond added, gesturing to their burning hands. “That is not something that can be measured in possessions.”

“… I appreciate the honesty.” She said drily.

“No, I don’t mean-”

“It’s fine, Aemond. I know what this is.” Hariel said, pointing between them. Aemond wasn’t sure she did though.

“I just mean, besides magic, when you start counting benefits I can’t give you anything you don’t already have, and you’re ambitious, Aemond. Do you… Do you even want this?” She asked carefully,

“Did you assume I kept bringing the matter up because I enjoy being yelled at somehow?”

Hariel’s lips twitched upwards. “No. Though I wonder if this is your parents speaking, and not you. Because I drive you up the wall most of the time.”

Aemond tried to ignore how they were currently standing atop a roof as he answered; “Only occasionally.”

“We always argue.”

“No we don’t.”

A gust of wind blew a few strands of hair into Hariel’s eyes while she tried not to smile at how he’d inadvertently proved her point.

“We don’t.” Aemond insisted. “Before all this we got along well. With a few exceptions they were days like today.” How many other ladies would come explore this way? Maybe Helaena would’ve, but it’d take fifty times longer, because she’d be hard pressed to leave that tunnel crawling with spiders.

We’re well suited. I just happen to be the unfortunate one who’s always ended up handling the worst of your excentric foreign inclinations.”

“That’s one way to describe our different upbringings.”

“And unlike others, I have never dismissed you. You were the one demanding that as an ally of House Targaryen you deserved be informed, and maybe you were. Though when I’ve done so all I’ve received is your rage. Every single time I end up taking the heat for their actions.”

“I’m aware.” Hariel said quietly. “Your sister gave me the same speech as you, though she was far kinder about it. She neither called me a c*nt nor did she tear apart my roses.”

“That’s the real reason you’re opposed, is it not?” He gritted out. “Him? Stark?”

“Cregan’s betrothed. It’s not-” Hariel seemed as stressed as Aemond felt. “… I’m not... It’s not you- I just… Ugh!”

Hariel face was flushed red from more than cold, “This is so… It’s- marriage talk, it’s so much worse when you have to-”

“-Advocate a match for yourself?” He guessed what she was trying to say. “This is why we leave these matters to the Head of the House.”

Aemond had known this was coming for years, and seen betrothal agreements struck cleanly between lords securing their children’s future - but he wouldn’t have that. When an offer came for Aemond’s suit, and considering the situation at the Red Keep it’d likely be shortly after Aegon’s betrothal was secure – by either a slighted lioness or an insulted deer – then Aemond didn’t trust his father to consider his preferences.

Hariel might have the luxury of delaying until she was seven and ten, but Aemond didn’t.

Yet having to discuss it with an undetonated fire-lion of a witch instead of a level headed lord, Aemond found his heart beating too hard, emotions too heightened, and discomforting nerves nesting in every word.

“But… Doesn’t it frustrate you too? Always doing your duty? House Targaryen wants what I possess, and I want…” She sighed. “Though you claim to be willing to…er’... ‘handle my foreign inclinations’; you live in King’s Landing. I initially came to Westeros to find a place where Norbert could be free, and we wouldn’t be hunted or attacked - but in King’s Landing she will be chained. I will be chained. If my future is to consist of a marriage of convenience; at the very least it needs be convenient.”

“...Convenient?”

“It’s a phrase from home. ‘Marriage of convenience’. It’s another way to describe the usual arranged marriages here.”

“An interesting term...” Aemond said, brow arched. “Most marriages are formed by some level of ‘convenience’. Though I’d rather use a term more akin to ‘marriage of gain’ or ‘alliance’ or ‘stability’ instead.”

Hariel fidgeted with a lock of her hair. “Convenient towards a goal?”

“Maybe.” His moment of lighter mood fell. “You have designs to be the lady of your own castle then?”

“No. I don’t.” Hariel gestured to the scenery of the Red Keep in winter surrounding them. “Yet I can’t be in King’s Landing either, because Norbert is not someone who can live just anywhere. She requires lands to roam without harming people, and since I’m her rider I go where she is. Except the issue of how I have no way to acquire that for her. Even if I had the gold, no one would sell lands to me because I am a woman. And if I get married, all my possessions will by law pass to my husband. So before I bind myself into a betrothal contract I can’t break out of on threat of war, I have to be realistic. I have to be careful. I have to make sacrifices for my dragon’s wellbeing, because unlike you; I don’t have family to fall back on if I make a mistake, and Norbert is a duty I’ve already committed to. No dragon should be made to live this close to humans. It’s dangerous to the people, and cruel to the dragon. No one wins. Just look how the dragons at Dragonstone are flourishing in comparison.”

“That’s because Rubeus is there.” Aemond said softly. Shouldn’t he be more relieved to see Hariel understanding the situation properly? Yet if he was to name any feeling, it was mostly discomfort.

“Yes, but a big part of rearing them healthy is free hunting – on their premisses and schedule. Not the convenience of men. At the same time you’re very involved with the matters of court. Don’t you think it better for yourself to marry a lady who can support you properly? Who can be at King’s Landing? But I can’t be that; not with Norbert. So how are we supposed to be well suited when it’d be so inconvenient on both parts?”

Aemond looked her up and down, from scarred forehead to hip. “If you were to be my lady wife I’d never claim it would be because you were ‘convenient’.” He mused aloud, reminiscing over the last moon. “You’ve already given me far too much trouble for that.”

For all the head pains she’d caused him, Aemond continued to favour her. She was lovely, thrilling, magical and like trying to claim a dragon.

She could create flames, speak to dragons and make objects act like living beings. She’d made Aemond an Unburned. The only bride in Westeros who’s blood was more valuable than her possessions. Hariel was the power.

So marrying her…

No. Marrying Hariel certainly wouldn’t be out of “convenience”. Aemond would readily bed her even if it was highly inconvenient.

“Then you see my point?”

“No.” Aemond dismissed. “You may not want to be involved in politics, but you are regardless if you’re present for the proceedings or not, alone or alongside allies -- and your stubbornness is likely to get you in trouble. I’m relieved you’re acting with more care, but the logistics with Norbert can be solved. I’m not sure how at present, but know I’d never want you to stop being a dragonrider. You are beautiful, will make a good mother and you made me an unburned.”

Hariel was becoming flustered, but her nervousness somehow made him less so.

“You are magic, and many may resent you for it, but I won’t. I know you’re kind. I know your first instinct is to protect. I’d be a good husband to you.”

Hariel flushed to the tips of her ears, and struggled to look him in the eyes anymore. “Er’… I… That’s…” When she tilted her head the shimmering thread entwined into her braid reflected the low angled rays of the sun. “I’m sure you will? That’s… I’m flattered. But what I said before; about Norbert, and Rube-Hagrid... and you know I won’t…”

“-marry until you’re seven and ten?” He finished for her, slightly pleased by her reaction.

Hariel nodded.

“So we wouldn’t marry for another year.” He pointed out, “It’d have been better to be betrothed, but I will respect your customs and your agreement with my House. Regardless, I’d like to court you in the meanwhile.”

Hariel blinked, startled by his statement, “Are you not getting ahead of yourself? You might not be the one House Targaryen think most prudent for me to marry. I’m a ward of Princess Rhaenyra, and you’re not the King. If I’m not mistaken; you can’t make this decision for yourself without his approval.”

“That’s true.” He said, “And things might be different in a year – which is why a betrothal would be better, as it affords some stability for all parties involved.”

“Stability? It’s not something to agree to lightly. Once you’re in, just about nothing short of death can break it without one or both parties being publicly slighted.”

“That may be, but for my sake, it would make everything easier.”

“For your sake?

Aemond rolled his shoulders. “Have you noticed how many Great Houses are wandering the halls of the Red Keep of late, Hariel? Aegon will be betrothed soon, and in the process slight the Houses that are passed over. You think I wish to be the placeholder used to sooth their hurt ego in Aegon’s stead? A second son for their second pick? Betrothed to some stranger?”

“You wouldn’t want that, would you?” She frowned. “Even if you’d go through with it.”

“Aye, I would do it,” Aemond insisted. “-because it is my duty as a Prince to keep the realm stable and because it will aid my House - but no, I don’t want it. If I could only give reasons as to why I’m rejecting offers – very advantageous offers – that would be different, but as is I’m stuck. So yes, I want to court you, because it’d make the rest back the hell off.”

“That’s… a stressful situation.” Hariel said, the flush lessened with a hint of sympathy. “For your sake, I am sorry I can’t give you a betrothal, but I’ve explained why I will wait… Though a courtship is... it’s quite different. Maybe…”

Hariel bit her bottom lip, brushing a few strands of loose hairs behind her ear before she hardened up.

“If you speak to me the way you did back in the north, or if you ruin anymore of my things I’ll-”

“I won’t.”

“What about the next time we argue?”

“I haven’t pushed you into any fires after you bade me stop, have I?” Aemond lifted the hand with blue fire licking up his fingers. “I took Rubeus side during the trial. I haven’t spoken a word of your drifting loyalties towards House Stark. I had a miserable week in the north; sick, cold, stressed and made to watch Stark play you like a fiddle trying to gain your dragon through your kindness and easy affections... I regret hurting you, but even if you didn’t agree with my solution - my intentions were always to aid you. Will you hold that against me forever?”

It went back years too. Aemond had been mindful to not bring up the importance of keeping their Valyrian blood pure after her reaction on Driftmark too. Going so far as bringing Hariel and Rubeus accounts of the risk of excess incest to the King and small council. It was his work that broke Helaena and Aegon’s betrothal, or else they’d be long married, likely with a child.

….and now both were happier because of it.

So Aemond wouldn’t call Hariel names nor ruin her possessions, because he learned from his miscalculations. He hated weaknesses, especially if they were within himself.

“No, but do you realize how confusing you’ve behaved? Especially of late? Can you blame me for being uncertain?” She wondered, her green eyes searching his. “So though I will not be betrothed before I’m of age, I can agree to a courtship, Aemond.”

“You will?”

“Yes.” Hariel said, “Courtship is the nearest to something we had at home too. Dating.” Aemond didn’t know the last word spoken in her native tongue, and was too distracted by the tumbling happening in his stomach to request clarification.

“It can help with your situation, will it not?”

“How so?” Aemond asked, restless with energy and fingers itching, he nearly clasped his hands together behind his back, before he recalled one hand was still on fire.

But she said yes.

A surge ran through his blood, a similar sensation to when he soared along the clouds before Vermithor pointed his snout downwards, plummeting towards the earth. Ears rushing and weightless whilst Aemond’s chief responsibility was to hold on and not fall off at the good part.

“As you said; it gives you a valid reason to turn down any offer you’d rather avoid, but there’s some advantageous matches around of late. Have you considered them? Or have you been so caught up in our argument to do so? Because the way I see it, if you were truthful in your claims, if we married you would be the one who’d have to move, Aemond. I don’t know where, but as it stands the obvious answer would be Dragonstone.”

That brought Aemond up short. Dragonstone? But-

Oh.

His soaring triumph lasted less than a minute before it was already deflating, his head filled with a ringing; NO. No. Nononono.

Her smile was too knowing, as if she could tell the thoughts he kept between his teeth.

“Consider it. In the meanwhile; can we keep going? The fire can only do so much, and I’d rather get inside.”

“… Of course,” he said absently, torn between lingering giddiness and imagining the unpleasant scenario of being made to suffer daily life alongside Jace and Luke again. This time alone. Outnumbered. He didn’t want it – not to mention his mother would never allow it.

Aemond turned back around with more care. Leading them down the roof to its end where a ladder climbed up the side of the next building. Situated within the nock of a corner in the castle wall, the ladder was near invisible from the ground and windows. The blue fire went out as Aemond grasped hold of the ladder step, and after they’d scaled the ladder several stories to another landing, the cold left his fingers feeling like knives were cutting into them.

“This route is more treacherous than I expected.” Aemond muttered while making sure Hariel got up safely, breaking the thoughtful silence.

“Maybe we’re walking the wrong way?”

“What do you mean?”

“Maybe it’s a secret route from the upper levels to get out closer to ground floor?”

Aemond considered it. “It might be an emergency route incase enemies managed to penetrate the castle walls. Probably one of the many secret routes Maegor took with him to the grave.”

“A bit redundant with secret emergency ways if the people who lives in the castle don’t know of them.”

“That makes it more entertaining to re-discover them though.” Aemond smirked as they reached another boarded entrance, leading into a second secret passage.

Could they do this again? Did this exploration count as part of the courtship?

… That was not quite what he had in mind, though it beat taking a stroll around the garden.

Eager for warmth, they hurried into a passage so narrow they had to walk sideways, Aemond slightly stooped, but at least they weren’t forced to crawl again.

“Keep your voice down. I’m not sure what’s on the other side of the wall,” Aemond pointed to the surface they were nearly nose to nose with. “-but this is not a place we want to be caught.” sneaking through dark passages, without a chaperone.

“No. We wouldn’t want rumours to spread.” Hariel whispered,

Aemond shuffled onwards while listening intently for sounds. For a while all he heard were the soft padding of the floorboards under their feet and breathing, but then voices came back. Not as frequent as in the busier part of the east wing, yet Aemond heard footsteps of someone walking by, some distant murmurs, and then-

-what of Lyonel?” A voice Aemond would recognize in his sleep reached his ears. It was his grandfather, Otto, “Helaena would be lady of the Hightower.

Aemond stopped in his tracks.

What?

A good station, though we’re both aware how challenging it would be to push Lyonel Hightower’s suit for the Princess in the eyes of the King, lord hand.” Larys ‘the clubfoot’ spoke quietly, making it hard to hear anything despite how Aemond strained his ears. “He’s both younger than Jacaerys, and… not a prince.”

Neither should the bastard be one.” His grandfather replied, making Aemond wrestle for control of his expression. Surely his grandfather was talking of Rhaenyra’s bastards, but why was he bringing that up in context with Helaena? And-

Hariel had pressed her ear against the wall, expression like stone whilst his grandfather kept speaking.

Oh no... Not now.

I have enough on my plate with Aegon’s bride as is. The ladies of House Baratheons and Lannisters are at each other’s throat - whilst Aemond is failing his courtship – I had not foreseen he’d be this hopeless, maybe Daeron was the better option all along if it’s pushed her to do this. Who’s side is she on?

She’s a foreigner with queer magic and licentious customs.”

He glanced sharply at Hariel, since even without names it was obvious who Larys had referred to, but she hadn’t even blinked at the insult.

Aemond couldn’t say the same.

Larys had the audacity to call Hariel licentious?

… And had his grandfather just slandered him as ‘hopeless’ at courtship?

Licentious? What have you heard?”

To question her station this way… To make demands of the King himself. As I’ve counselled you before, the witch would be better off far removed from the Red Keep. I could see it done.

What’s gotten into you? What of Rubeus Hagrid? Norbert? No, lady Hariel’s better off where we can see her and she can do some good for the realm. The girl is not stupid, but she’s been fed Rhaenyra’s deceits for too long. After that, such suggestions could be erred for a good option. You don’t understand how that girl can twist even the most proper young maidens minds – but once lady Hariel is married, then her loyalty will be to blood. If she’s half as protective of a child as she is Rubeus, it won’t be an issue.

How so?”

I’ve spent enough time with Rubeus to be confident. Except his dragon duties, once given a chance, Hariel is his favourite topic of conversation. The way he speaks one could mistake her for his daughter.

Larys made a low humming sound, neither agreeing or disagreeing with Aemond’s grandfather.

If so, may I suggest that perchance the most effective option is to not push Helaena away from Jacaerys, but Jacaerys in a more prudent direction? Prince Daemon finds Princess Rhaenyra’s first-born perfectly befitting of his own first-born. Let it play out. I could make sure the rouge man overhears a rumour of Jacaerys and Helaena. If he’s in the right temperament, there might even be a chance he’d rush his daughter to the Sept with his grand-nephew before dawn is upon us.”

And what of the Velaryons? Even the ones who realises the truth of Jacaerys birth may still support Baela as Queen.

They’re loyal to lord Corlys and Ser Laenor the Unburnt before any daughter of the late lady Laena.

And Ser Laenor still refuses to admit the boys aren’t his. Even a true-born daughter didn’t change his tune.

Have you not been informed?” Larys asked curious. “As I made my way here I was told Rhaenyra has delivered two babes who already take after their father. Viserys and Aemma Velaryon.

Aemond scowled. So Rhaenyra had a boy after all – and another girl.

Twins? Who looks like Ser Laenor? Both made it? All three?

As I understand they’re small, and the princess is bedridden. Aemma came first, Viserys soon after.” Larys said, “Though consider this, lord Hand. Before, Ser Laenor won nothing for either himself or his daughter by going against his wife, but a proud father’s heart might change when holding their son. I’ve seen the change happen many times before. What parents do for the love of their children – and not mere affection for someone else’s. It can get so messy, I’ve personally found it more practical to be without.”

If Rhaenyra has delivered a true-born son… Than if she act wisely, she could use this to strengthen her claimant.”

Unlikely.” Larys said softly. “She’s a mother who loves all her children equally. Only time will tell if the same can be said for Ser Laenor though.

Aye, but Viserys Velaryon is her son too. Excuse me, Larys. If Rhaenyra has delivered, I have matters to attend to.

Of course, lord Hand. If I can be of any assistance in regard to Princess Helaena, do let me know.

I will.

They walked the last stretch in silence, whilst Aemond’s head shifted through the conversation overheard. From his new niece and nephew, to Helaena, to what they’d said about Hariel. It hadn’t made sense. What had he missed here? Though he refrained from speaking until they finally reached the exit.

Removing the board, they had to squeeze through a narrow opening, so tight his doublet tore, and then pushed away a draping curtain before finding himself in a familiar room.

Hariel came out behind him, struggling with her skirts that’d gotten stuck again.

“Where are we?” Hariel whispered,

“The inner chamber connected to the council room.”

Once Hariel got the second layer of dust and smudges off them, and Aemond stuck his head through the door to confirm it was unused, before letting her look.

“I recognized your grandfather’s voice,” Hariel walked up to the centre window behind the King’s seat, peering out onto the sprawling view. Her dark silhouette outlined sharply against the bright sun setting on the horizon outside. “-but the other – Larys – who was that?”

“Larys Strong.” Aemond said.

“The lord Confessor and master of whispers? With the pained leg? You’re sure that was him?”

And the lord of Harrenhal, aye, that was him. What did they mean? What did you do?” He demanded. “Did you say something to my father?”

“How the hell did Lord Strong know what I spoke with the King about?” She hissed, green eyes narrowed and tense. “When does the Kingsguard change shift?”

“Now. It’s sunset.” He pointed to the low position of the sun, framed by rippling clouds of reds and orange.

“Which means the Lord Commander should still be with the King? Or only recently left?”

“Yes, but what does-”

“Do you realise people are spying on your father then? There were only myself, the King and the Lord Commander in his solar during that discussion; but somehow they already know what was said. When I left the King was heading to his chamber to rest, so the only way they could already know is either by Ser Harrold breaking his Kingsguard vows, or there’s a secret passage directly into the King’s bedchamber.”

Aemond had not put that together.

Ser Harrold was an honourable knight. He’d never been a gossip, or he’d never have risen to Lord Commander. Yet why would there be a passage into the King’s solar? That was within Maegor’s Holdfast, the castle within the castle and only part of the Red Keep which didn’t have any secret passages. Maegor had been paranoid, and according to historical accounts; "wanted no rats in his own walls".

“Obviously they disagreed with my opinion, as it sounds like they’re rushing to betroth Helaena away before…”

“Before what?” Aemond asked, mind snapping into focus.

“I told the King the truth: that his family is divided.” Hariel turned slowly back to look at him, hands twirling her stick. “I told the King it would behove his family to act sooner than later. I told the King I thought a good solution might be a marriage between Jacaerys and Helaena.”

Her easy admission of her betrayal hit with more sting than the hardest of his mother’s slaps.

“You- no. Have you lost your mind?” He exclaimed, storming up alongside the council table, a hand grasping the top of the crest rail of his grandfather’s seat.

No wonder they’d been considering Lyonel Hightower for Helaena then. Helaena would be better off as the future lady of the Hightower than bastard bound.

“That will never come to be. I thought you were her friend? She’s been nothing but kind to you, and this is how you repay her affections?”

“Just stop it!” Hariel hissed, “I did it precisely because Helaena is my friend. I did nothing you wouldn’t have done. What you’ve already tried to do to me. I was attempting to look out for the stability of House Targaryen, seeing as I’m bound to it too.”

She headed around the King’s seat to the opposite side of the table, stopping by the master of Law’s chair. “What aggrieves you, Aemond? I thought you favoured Helaena, so why do you not wish for your sister to be Queen?” She asked dangerously, “Or may it be you wish for Aegon to be your King?”

“Rhaenyra is Heir.” Aemond said tightly, “But Helaena’s my sister. How could you counsel something so-”

“If Helaena is upset by this, which I doubt, I will regret it and beg her forgiveness for overstepping.” Hariel said honestly. “It was only my opinion, and I chose to share it with his Grace, but it’s not within my powers to make any final decisions.”

“What possessed you? It’s not your place to counsel the King. What did you say? How did you say it? Did he punish you?” A new suspicion came over him. Aemond might’ve been the one to lead her into a secret passage, but she was the one who’d suggested the detour. Could she be on house arrest? … Or told to leave?

Hariel pulled the chair back to sit down. “No. He wasn’t pleased, but being told to leave was my only punishment for speaking out of turn.”

Aemond couldn’t decipher what that meant. Had his father welcomed Hariel’s proposal?

Or had he simply not cared enough to take offence at a foreign woman’s attempt at coercing matters of state and inheritance?

His mother would never allow it. Helaena didn’t deserve to be shamed in such a way. How could Hariel… But of course she would… She didn’t believe him about the bastardy. She’d never met Harwin Strong. Never seen how alike they were. She’d only been in the company of Rhaenyra after she began upholding her marriage vows, proven by her newborn twins, born in the image of their father.

- and Hariel had just sat down at the table of the small council.

By the Seven, but she was brazen.

“That’s the seat of the master of laws, Hariel.”

Her eyes flickered across the dimly lit room. “There’s no one here. I can’t sit in lord Wylde’s empty chair? This isn’t the Iron Throne.”

Aemond sighed, pushed back his own chair, and sank into the seat of the Hand.

“This is where the most influential men in the Kingdom hold councils? Your grandfather? Larys Strong? Lyman Beesbury?” Hariel gaze drifted over the row of chairs to the last one occupied by Ser Tyland Lannister as the Master of Ships.

“It is.” Aemond confirmed, feeling drained as he leant back in his seat.

If this was how their courtship started, it’d be exhausting and tiring affair. A far cry from the poems and songs.

How did Aegon make it look so effortless? He was useless in so many things, but Aemond had never seen a lady give his brother this amount of trouble. Was it because she was foreign? Or was it something else? Was it simply Hariel?

“Taxes, maintenance, naval operations, expenses, trade… This is where we handle the day-to-day governance of the kingdom. Though it’s only the King who can make anything into law. Whilst the rest are men appointed by the King to council him wisely, it’s a great honour.”

“Have Hagrid and I been discussed here?”

“Yes.” He said frankly. “Especially of late. You’ve rapidly turned into a continental security risk. I believe there’s been an additional council meeting each day since we returned from the north.”

“Then when your grandfather is done here, he heads off and invites Hagrid for tea. Hagrid told me the Hand has been friendly and curious about his work, though he never was before.”

“My grandfather is trying to get to know him. For those whose life don’t revolve around dragons or magic, Rubeus is not an easy person to understand.”

“Why the sudden interest?”

“Because Rubeus is the rider of the world’s strongest dragon. My grandfather is hardly the only one who’s taken an interest. Or did Rubeus not meet with Daemon yesterday? Or turn down an invitation from Borros Baratheon since it clashed with your supper with Rhaenyra and Ser Laenor?”

Aemond refrained from delving into the rumours he’d heard of lord Borros plans. It was only court gossip about how the Baratheons might offer Rubeus a daughter in marriage. His grandfather was already sorting it out, and even if Borros still tried to be underhanded, Rubeus would likely take offence to being offered a girl sixty years younger.

“As Hand it’s my grandfather’s duty to the King and the realm to make sure Rubeus upholds his word, and Vhagar never used against us. He can’t do that without getting to know Rubeus, so he’s invited to tea. Rubeus should expect this to keep happening for a long while to come. Probably the remains of his life.”

“So it’s got nothing to do with me?”

“Honestly?”

“I wouldn’t have asked if I didn’t want your honesty… as unpleasant as that’s been at times.”

“Yes. It concerns you too, but did you expect differently? You two can’t be discussed separately. Where one goes, the other follows.” Aemond admitted, “I am not present for these talks, be it my grandfather’s tea invitations nor the small council meetings, but one doesn't have to be the Grand Maester to riddle out what they’re discussing whenever you two come up.”

“… Now you know how to listen in though.” Hariel said, nodding towards the secret entrance.

Did she just insinuate he should be eavesdropping? On the small council?

“That’d be undignified and underhanded, lady Hariel.”

“It would be.”

“I’m a Prince.”

“I’m aware.”

“It’s a punishable offence.”

“… For you too?”

“It’s beneath me.”

“Yet using pre-made passages in your own home is beneath you?” Hariel asked, and despite everything she almost sounded bemused, “Yet sneaking out - repeatedly - to steal highly dangerous dragons is not?”

Aemond shook his head. “It was my birthright to claim a dragon, the only one I was born with.”

“Only birthright? You’re a prince.

“Aye, but I can’t change the order of my birth, and remain but a second son. I’m Heir to nothing but my name, and unlike a first born who lives in gluttonous comfort of their future’s surety, I’ve stood to gain nothing I don’t claim for myself. My lot in life has always been to earn what I desire. Frankly, I always got the impression that’s something you’d respect.”

“It is...” Hariel smiled and pocketed her magic stick. “Though that reminds me; did I ever tell you what Vermithor’s name for you is?”

“His name for me?”

“In their own speech they sometimes use titles which describes individuals. It’s how Vhagar came to call Hagrid ‘the Singer’, after he tried singing a lullaby she hated - whilst Norbert refers to me as ‘sister’; though that is because I raised her. Vermithor didn’t know your name was ‘Aemond’, so he used another title. I believe it’s the same he’s used both times.”

Both times? Vermithor had called King Jaehaerys the same as he did Aemond? Hariel’s smile was too mischievous for it to be anything flattering, yet Vermithor was his dragon. Their bond was strong. How bad could it be?

“… What is it?”

Dancing green eyes looked at him through dark lashes. “His pet.”

Notes:

Hariel and Aemond's conversation on the roof was difficult to write on both sides, and I changed it about 10 times. Especially Hariel's side of things. Because on one hand: if she's willing to play nice with Viserys (who as King she considers the main reason she's stuck in this situation), and even butt her nose into the marriage prospects of her friends, most of her anger towards Aemond becomes quite hypocritical. Especially because Aemond is a kid, and he's as much stuck in this system as Helaena, who is saying the exact same things and yet Hariel isn't able to stay angry at her. Hariel was never supposed to stay angry at Aemond for the rest of time, especially when he makes an effort to talk to her, but the transition was hard as hell to write.

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 28: At What Cost?

Notes:

I think this chapter needs a warning of the unusual kind: because there's a LOT of politicking up ahead... and monologuing, and just a lot. I really, really hope people are able to keep up, especially at the end. If not... I'm sorry?

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

LAENOR I

Laenor had dreamt of his sister’s funeral again that night. It was a recurring nightmare, and though he could count moons between each dream, it always returned eventually.

Where he was pulled back to those world altering seconds as Vhagar’s jaw opened wide, the pressure intensifying as the behemoth pulled in air, fire gathering at the back of her throat – and Laenor’s mind had turned as transparent as still river water.

Velaryons are of the sea, but Laenor would die burning.

How ironic he’d die this way.

Safely astride Seasmoke he’d once hollered and laughed as dragonfire consumed his Triarchy foes, their despaired cries unpleasant but necessary as it meant his side was winning - but there was nothing but horrifying terror on the other end.

Laenor had so many regrets.

He would never fly again.

Never smell the salty air of Driftmark.

Leave his family forever.

(He was not ready to go.)

Then he’d been consumed in a roaring inferno.

Sometimes he dreamt events such as they’d been; with himself alongside the magical foreigner and his insulant thief of a good-brother. Sometimes he burned alone – whilst other nights his father, mother, Laena, Rhaenyra and Joffrey were trapped too. Though unlike him, they were not untouched by the heat, but screamed like the Triarchy.

Regardless how it came to be, Laenor had burned but came out unscathed, and nothing had been the same since.

“Viserys might take after our uncle, but he has your eyes, my Princess,” Laenor’s niece Rhaena said, “He’ll grow into a splendid prince.”

His wife was seated with baby Viserys in her arms and his nieces on each side, when Baela glanced over to the newborn girl Laenor was carrying. “Though the little princess is all you, uncle Laenor.”

“Aye,” Laenor agreed. He’d heard similar remarks consistently since they were born three days earlier, but it hadn’t gotten old yet.

The twins birth had affected him differently than the first four. A combination of curiosity and relief, because he could now finally look his parents in the eyes and not be a liar. Laenor could say truthfully that Rhaenyra was the mother of his children with Velaryon blood. After a decade of strife, deception and arguments it was almost overwhelming for it to finally be true. A much needed reprieve of calmness after a tough voyage amidst treacherous seas.

“I recall when Jace was this small.” Rhaenyra reminisced. Hearing his name, Jace left his younger siblings and stepped up behind the bench. “Two and ten already. Where did the time go? In a few years you’ll have one of these yourself.”

Baela’s posture straightened whilst Jace bent over the back of the bench. “Can I hold Viserys, mother?”

“He’s settled in, Jace. You can hold him later.” Rhaenyra shook her head.

“Aemma is awake.” Laenor had been pacing the room since it seemed his daughter enjoyed the motions. “You can hold her.”

“Be careful.” Rhaenyra said sternly.

“I know, I know.” Jace waved his mother’s warning away. With experience earned as the oldest of six, Jace quickly settled Aemma into his hold, just as there was a knock on the door.

“Prince Daemon, your Grace.” The guard called.

Laenor caught his wife’s eye just before she let her uncle in.

So Daemon finally saw fit to grace them with his presence?

“Come in.”

Daemon entered with a familiar saunter, head held high and dressed in his finest – but who wasn’t these days?

“Congratulations on the twins, Princess. Laenor.”

Laenor wasn’t sure if he’d expected Daemon’s presence sooner or later.

His wife’s lover had been fully aware the babes might not be his the way Visenya was. Daemon had accepted it was happening, but maybe it had been too much to expect the prince to be delighted the way an uncle and good-brother otherwise would’ve been. Laenor suspected some lingering resentment was why Daemon waited days to come by, but not so long he could be accused of avoidance.

Laenor had known Daemon his entire life, but they’d become true comrades during the war in the Stepstones, fighting together on Dragonback against the Triarchy for years. Daemon had kept his secrets, and Laenor had kept his. In truth, the Prince was probably one of his closest friends.

Though Laenor hoped Daemon remembered his place. Their affair made the handsome Prince forget himself occasionally, but it had never been Daemon’s place to have a say in Laenor’s marriage. As Rhaenyra’s husband Laenor had the rights of Gods and Men to bed her whenever he wished. Just as Laenor had not contested Daemon’s decisions regarding Laena when he stole his sister away to Essos. Laenor had every right to his wife and children. All six of his children.

Yet he wouldn’t fault Daemon some misapprehensions either, because had Laenor not felt the resentment once upon a time too?

Jace had been the hardest, but it’d passed in time.

“Thank you,” Rhaenyra said, her smile a little uncertain. “Brandis was about to take the children away,”

The nursemaid Brandis had been entertaining Visenya and Joffrey, while Luke had fallen asleep on the floor, curled in a ball next to the fire. At this remark from the princess Brandis got to work. With efficient instructions she gathered the children up, Jace carrying Aemma while Baela took over the care of Viserys, and they scurried out to give the adults some privacy.

“I heard you were bedridden, Rhaenyra.” Daemon remarked as the door closed behind Rhaena.

“Only on the first day.” Rhaenyra corrected, fidgeting with her rings anxiously.

“So you’re well enough for the meeting?”

“You were summoned too?” Laenor asked, “What’s the King’s purpose?”

“I have not been informed, though I’ve heard the Maester is drawing up a betrothal contract.” Daemon answered.

Rhaenyra frowned. “For whom? Is he going to announce Aegon’s bride?”

“In a council meeting?” Laenor said. Announcing Aegon’s marriage pact was more akin to a ready made decision shared at court or over dinner.

“Perhaps there’s more.” Rhaenyra said, “There’s so many things afoot of late; from Vhagar to the Great Houses to the birth of the twins.”

“Your children remind me of Baela and Rhaena.” Daemon said, his usual smile in place even if his eyes might’ve been more intense. Or maybe Laenor was looking for signs that weren’t there. “They were born small as well.”

“Your daughters dote on them.” Rhaenyra smiled. “Rhaena’s been here at every excuse.”

“I’ve heard,” Daemon said smoothly, sitting down without a hint of discomfort in the chair opposite Rhaenyra. “I also heard your half-siblings and stepmother visited.”

“For tea yesterday.” Rhaenyra nodded.

“What of Hariel and Rubeus?”

“They’ve been by as well. Hariel was here again this morn.”

“I’ve heard peculiar things of Hariel lately.”

“Who has not heard of her of late?” Laenor asked, sitting down by Rhaenyra’s side.

Daemon smirked, pale eyes flickering between them. “When she isn’t with Helaena, she’s been seen in the company of Aemond.”

“I’m aware.” Rhaenyra said. “Luke told me they were walking around the castle while I was giving birth. He said they were arguing though. Luke overheard he’d insulted her.”

“Insulted?” Daemon asked.

Laenor shook his head. “I can’t see it though.” Even whilst irritate as a temperamental dragon, Aemond’s favour for Hariel wasn’t exactly discreet.

“Don’t be so sure.” Daemon drawled, “Hariel is receiving gifts from the boy now.”

“What gift?” Rhaenyra wondered.

“Yesterday, Aemond arranged for the court minstrel to play for her.”

“… Aemond and Hariel has been at odds since they arrived from the north, it could be related to that.” Laenor suggested.

The rouge Prince hummed thoughtfully. “If this is Aemond’s way of gaining her forgiveness, it’s working.”

“Aemond was very polite during the tea yesterday.” Rhaenyra brushed down her skirt as she thought over matters. “He even got along with the boys… A rarity.”

“Aemond is not a bad lad.”

Daemon let out a low chuckle at Laenor’s statement. “Burning together doesn’t make him any less Hightower. You’re not the only ones to have faced Vhagar’s fires either.”

Oh, so Daemon was truly in a piss poor mood. Going so far as to undermined the event that made Laenor an Unburned.

“Your little puppetry trick of racing through dragonfire astride Caraxes for the pleasure of Pentoshi lords is not the same as being attacked by Vhagar, and you know it. More importantly; if you name Aemond a Hightower does that make Rhaenyra an Arryn? He’s your nephew as much as Rhaenyra is your niece.” Laenor reminded him. “Just as Baela and Rhaena are mine nieces.”

In his opinion Daemon took the Valyrian purity too far. Even if his parents were siblings, it didn’t mean everyone else’s needed be. House Velaryon had survived the Doom of Valyria too, but they’ve kept their blood impeccable and Valyrian features without resorting to excessive sibling incest.

“You’re fond of him.”

“At times he reminds me of Laena.” Laenor admitted frankly.

“He’s nothing like Laena.”

Laenor sighed. What was the point of arguing with the man? If Daemon decided to be stubborn he’d rather choke to death on his inaccurate words than admit he’d erred.

He had the impression Daemon had mostly shown to speak with Rhaenyra privately as well, so Laenor got up, excusing himself by claiming he needed to change before the meeting.

Walking down the hallway, Laenor’s thoughts travelled to melancholy places.

After the fire, Laenor had come out the other side with a new perspective. Laena’s death had already made Laenor reconsider and desire to step up; but after the fear, adrenaline and the shock of Vhagar’s attack settled, he was left feeling cleansed.

At the time Aemond was but a boy of ten, Laenor had watched the lad grow up and knew exactly how he felt, because his fears had mirrored Laena’s as a child too. Yet Laenor had beaten him bloody over an unclaimed dragon.

What was wrong with him? Wasn’t he supposed to be a knight? Weren’t they supposed to be kin?

How did it come to this?

In the past, Laenor had pushed the blame elsewhere, but this wasn’t an err of a rabid Kingsguard, the overwhelming pressure of his father’s shadow nor degrading snarks from those who found his nature offensive.

He’d let his parents down repeatedly. His preference for men unnerved his father. His failure to give his mother a grandchild was an unspoken disappointment she hadn’t forgiven him.

He’d gone into his marriage reluctant but resigned, and it’d quickly gone downhill. From Joffrey’s murder, his life had turned into a joke. What husband – what man - couldn’t even bed his wife right? It was his duty to House Velaryon and the realm to produce an Heir, but he had failed, though the worst sin might’ve been he hadn’t truly cared.

Instead Laenor had wanted to feast and chase a thrill in search for distractions. To leave Rhaenyra to her politicking whilst he enjoyed his raised station as future King Consort. Gorging on the benefits whilst ignoring the responsibility that should have gone with it.

His wife could handle it.

Rhaenyra was the Heir, whilst Laenor was only her spouse to bind the Velaryon back into the fold after the repeated slights from the Crown. At the time of their wedding the King had disinherited Daemon and exiled him, which meant House Targaryen only counted one controlled dragon with affirmed loyalties: Syrax.

In contrast House Velaryon had three; Seasmoke, Meleys and Vhagar.

House Targaryen had no choice but to treat him well. To not make remarks when Laenor was found training with the garrison instead of participating at court. To look away when Laenor was already into his cups before a feast started. To keep their tongues between their teeth as the moons passed without Laenor making a single visit to his wife’s bed.

After all, Rhaenyra was the one who cared about the whispers. Of how Laenor was paying more attention to the squires in the yard than his wife Rhaenyra: the “realm’s delight” herself.

At first it only annoyed him, and because Joffrey was dead and their private agreement his wife hadn’t pushed. Rhaenyra had stayed her tongue, but when a year passed after their marriage and the princess was still not with child, her patience grew shorter.

Not because she yearned for a babe of their union anymore than Laenor did, but because-

I quickened the same moon as my wedding and didn’t bleed again until after Aegon was born.” Queen Alicent had said sweetly, adjusting her hold on her infant babe. Her third child and second son. They said Aemond was born half the size of Aegon, but twice as wilful. All Laenor knew was that after a stressful start the screaming little lump of fat had began putting on weight.

But for you… Over a year, and you still bleed each moon? How queer it hasn’t happened for you; a woman grown in her best childbearing years. Mayhaps it is time you seek aid from the Maester? I’ll pray to the Mother that there’s nothing wrong with you, stepdaughter.

Fuel was added to the fire.

If Rhaenyra couldn’t produce an Heir, than Aegon loomed over her like a brat sized shadow she couldn’t escape.

To any other father the Iron Throne would have been Aegon’s birthright. Perhaps the Gods had struck Rhaenyra barren to see Westeros with a true and rightful monarch. A King.

It was nonsense. Laenor knew precisely why there weren’t any Heirs yet, and it wasn’t Rhaenyra’s womb that was at fault -- but what choice did he have but to let them believe it her failing instead of his? The alternative was too dire.

In the end, what had Laenor cared for this charade? His father Corlys was the one who’d yearned of being King Consort, now left to precariously fulfil his life ambitions through Laenor.

But Joffrey was dead, and in his wake Laenor’s distractions brought him more happiness than anything procured within the vipers nest.

Was this to be the rest of his life?

Becoming King Consort was a grand station – but the longer he stayed in the Red Keep, the more he resented it. The barbs, intrigues, the always-watchful, ever-judging spectators choking him with their treacherous remarks blended with flimsy smiles and pretty words.

He was not built for this. Laenor was not his father - and he yearned to escape. Escape the Red Keep. Escape his father’s expectations. Escape his nature.

Why couldn’t he be normal? Why couldn’t he be delighted when given everything all the other men of the realm would kill to have?

The few times they’d tried for an Heir had been awkward, awful and embarrassing.

Rhaenyra was so dainty…. Too soft, too small, weak shoulders… He made sure there were never any lights, and he kept his eyes closed whilst trying to pretend; but he could still tell. The smell, the touch... Even the time he chugged a whole bottle of strongwine before going in hadn’t helped. In fact, it had made it worse. Rhaenyra always felt wrong, and his failings were so shameful Laenor couldn’t see her for days after each attempt.

Yet after the understanding Rhaenyra showed him, Laenor could honestly claim to love his wife. Just not… not the way he was supposed to. Laenor only wished to find some semblance of happiness, and he didn’t see a reason why Rhaenyra couldn’t have it too.

We need an Heir!” Rhaenyra had screamed at him a year and a half after their wedding. “If you weren’t so into your cups to do your f*cking duty of f*cking me right we might have had one by now!”

You need an Heir!” Laenor had snarled back, head pounding from a wild night and unable to get up from his seat.

So he spoke the words they both wanted to hear:

No one needs know. Take whomever you want,” Laenor chuckled and waved clumsily towards the door where the princess’s sworn knight was keeping others away whilst listening in himself. Laenor had seen the signs. Harwin Strong was of noble enough stock, knew discretion, and loved his wife. The idea had been there for moons, he suspected things had already happened between them, and maybe that was the true reason Rhaenyra was confronting him now.

“That was our agreement; and I’ll claim any babe from the union. Everyone will be happier for it, you, me - your father as well as mine.

A few moons later Rhaenyra was expecting her first babe.

Jacaerys had been a blend of both relief and discomfort. On one hand the boy had been so convenient, because from the moment Rhaenyra announced she was expecting the pressure on them both alleviated, and when she birthed a son, it was even better. Jace secured Rhaenyra’s claimant, and she was so happy, whilst Laenor had never been granted more freedom. It felt as if things were going to plan, and the few who dared speculate over Jace’s dark eyes and hair were quickly dismissed.

It’s because Jace takes after me,” Laenor said. “From my Baratheon grandmother.

Yet the discomfort never quite left him.

Because even whilst he kept up the mummers show and didn’t give a sh*t about Alicent’s curled lip or Jasper Wylde’s sneer - Laenor had certainly cared about the way his mother had gone dead silent the first time she saw Jacaerys, and the way his father’s smile slowly fell away.

His mother had refused to hold Jace, and though the sting of rejection he’d felt at Jace’s behalf was the first time Laenor realized he’d grown to love the boy, it was also the moment he fully felt the shame of his deceptions.

He couldn’t pinpoint when, but at some point growing up Laenor had began assuming that because his parents had always pretended he was just like the other boys and hushed up anyone who whispered otherwise -- he’d thought it’d be the same here. That they’d accept an Heir – any Heir - and love them despite their differences as they had Laenor.

But this had been a step too far.

Laenor was the firstborn son of Corlys Velaryon; the Heir to Driftmark, the future Lord of the Tide and King Consort. He had always understood it was his duty to continue the family line. Laenor’s wealth, his station, his dragon; it was all so his father Corlys line would one day sit the Iron Throne. It was his duty to House Velaryon, but Laenor had betrayed them.

Rhaenyra had done it out of pressure from the realm combined with her love of Harwin and Jace - but Laenor? How did this start for him? At the end of the day; what was his excuse for skirting his duties?

… Feasting?

There were moments at the end of a successful night; with thoughts sluggish from exquisite Arbour Red and sweet hippocras, sated by Qarl’s attentions whilst the last high of the feast ebbed away, where Laenor would be left in a melancholy temperament: wondering what Joffrey would’ve thought of the man he’d become.

He didn’t like the truth.

The pressure kept growing, and the daydreams of running away only intensified. To flee his mistakes; the ones towards House Velaryon, the Realm and towards Rhaenyra and the boys – it was choking him.

Laenor’s life had turned into a pretty, pretty prison. Being Corlys Velaryon’s sole Heir could no longer grant him pardon when he erred; and his only remaining options were to remain locked up or flee.

His father always said: To elude a storm, you can either sail into it, or around it. But you must never await its coming.

Laenor and Laena grew up listening to their father repeat this mantra; but they’d taken very different lessons away from it.

Laenor had lived according to the second part: The wise sailor flees the storm as it gathers.

Whilst Laena did the opposite; steering right into the building storm.

Knowing the treacherous sea, Laena had set out a maid of three and ten to sail the coast searching for Vhagar and claim the largest dragon in the world. To his sister the life threatening risks of being consumed by the storm was worth the reward. Rather die trying than never gain at all.

It’s why she’d pulled Daemon into her schemes to avoid being shackled to that drunken son of a Sea-lord their father had betrothed her to, and why she’d ended up unhappy in Pentos. All of Laena’s outstanding achievements come to nothing but a life as a bored wife stuck in a stranger’s manse on the wrong side of the Narrow Sea. If she’d ever desired that life, Laena would have settled for that drunken fiancee of hers instead of having Daemon kill him in an “accident”.

Being married to Rhaenyra had hammered in something though: Laena was the first born child of Corlys and Rhaenys. The one made of equal parts sea and fire.

Meleys one egg was given to Laenor, leaving Laena searching for a dragon to claim of her own merit, because the Targaryens sure wouldn’t give her one from their pits or their islands. Laena had luted her dragon out from underneath the Targaryen’s nose, since unlike Meleys or Seasmoke, Vhagar had never belonged to House Velaryon to begin with – and after claiming the loyalty of the most dangerous weapon in the Realm, she’d flown home to Driftmark victorious. She’d married for advantage and bound alliances. Birthed uncontested, true-born children.

From the day she was born Laena had brimmed with Valyrian pride, grace and ambition, and though he’d always loved his brilliant sister there had been a part of Laenor that resented her it. Why had she been the one to inherit the best of both their parents?

Because Laena had proved time and time again to be the perfect first born Heir Corlys always wanted.

In the wake of her death Laenor had finally seen how petty his jealousy had been, and how hypocritical their father was.

Lord Corlys Velaryon would snide about the injustice when his beloved wife Rhaenys was robbed by the lords of Westeros of the Iron Throne; her rightful inheritance; when he’d done the exact same to Laena.

That day - the one everything changed – Laenor had stood in the sea for ages, wishing he too could return to the sea as his sister had, and find peace. Then, as if the Gods had heard and judged him they granted him his foolish desire; and next to happen was being consumed in fire by Laena’s own dragon.

Laenor should have died, but Hariel and magic and a miracle he both revered and feared gave him a second chance. He’d become an Unburned, and with a new resolve and opportunity to do something right.

It was true Laenor could never be the son his father wanted, because Corlys had already had the perfect Heir in Laena and never acknowledged it. Though maybe Laenor could become the son his mother deserved, the man his sister had believed him to be, and the husband his wife required.

But to be that, Laenor could not flee the storm as it gathered.

He could not await its coming.

He would have to sail into it.

It came with sacrifices as well as rewards. Laenor had already claimed Harwin’s boys as his sons, and without their true father around, he had no excuses left. He would raise them as princes and dragonriders.

The first obstacle arose the same day Laenor came clean to Rhaenyra during their first private conversation on Dragonstone. He’d began renegotiating their arrangements only to learn a vital part of the plan had to be postponed, because Rhaenyra had already taken her uncle to lover and missed her moons blood.

Laenor couldn’t claim surprise. He couldn’t even blame her for taking a lover; but that didn’t mean Laenor wasn’t pissed off. Not for himself, but for Laena.

Had no one any respect for his sister?

The night of his sister’s funeral Aemond had tried steal Laena’s dragon, whilst Rhaenyra seduced Laena’s husband.

To their folly: because Aemond had not claimed Vhagar, and Rhaenyra would not claim Daemon.

So if his wife insisted on continuing having children; Laenor demanded at least one be his. That she grant him a grain of the same loyalty as he was giving her.

Would you not rather leave, Laenor? You’ve resented your station since the day we married. You will never want for anything, I’ll make sure of it.” Rhaenyra had asked.

Is that so? And take away another father from the boys? How does that solve anything except Daemon’s desires? What I want is to rectify the mess we’ve made, Rhaenyra. Not bury it in more deceit and backstabbing - as you were doing whilst I was busy mourning my sister at her wake, and you were off screwing Laena’s husband!”

And how many husbands have you screwed, Laenor?

Don’t pull that on me, we’re both in this together. My mind is set, Rhaenyra; Our situation is not the same anymore. You known it long before I did, you tried to tell me, but I’m on board now. My sister is dead, and I am ‘Laenor the Unburned’. I am your husband and the future Lord of the Tides as well as King Consort. I am recommiting myself to you as the husband you deserve, to strengthen our House as we prepare you for your ascension. I will raise our sons to be princes of the realm. All I want in repayment is what was promised upon our betrothal; a child.

Laenor… We tried this, and it did not work.”

A handful of times. We gave up far too soon.

What if your convictions changes? If we succeed now, what of… Would you abandon our sons if-?

No, Rhaenyra. I love our sons. All three – four, when the next one is born.”

You speak such now, but Laenor-”

If anything it will strengthen my resolve, because our boys will be the babe’s brothers.”

Like mine half-siblings are so loyal to me?

Then how do you justify the babe quickening within your womb, my dear wife?

Rhaenyra hand stilled, no longer twirling the glittering rings on her fingers.

A child of both our blood will guarantee your loyalty to House Velaryon the same way I will be to House Targaryen. The same as Daemon and Laena accomplished. My kinsmen will in truth be blood of your blood, as was always meant to be. If you hold any regard for me, Rhaenyra; you will agree to this. So I may be able to look in the mirror and know the Realm are not being played for fools by our union.

What of Daemon?

“… Give my good-brother what you’ve already promised: power, blood and yourself too if you desire him. When you take the Iron Throne, Daemon will be Hand of the Queen, and he has always been loyal to blood.” Laenor said, thinking this might be for the better, because;

Once the babe is born, going against us will be going against his own child.

DAEMON III

“In the years past my family has grown distant from each other…” Viserys said to the group gathered around the council table. He had been carried into the room, and seated on cushions with blankets over his lap at the head of the table.

It had been ages since Daemon was last in the chamber of the small council. Since then nothing except his King brother had truly changed. Viserys looked as if he’d aged a century, compared to Daemon who’d only aged for the better in what was closing in on two decades. Aegon had turned seven and ten by now, and last Daemon was here Viserys hadn’t even married the boy’s quean of a mother.

A part of him thrived at being back in this chamber, whilst another was pissed off by the rest of the council. Otto Hightower, Tyland Lannister, Jasper Wylde, Larys Strong and Maester Orwyle made up over half the small council. Daemon didn’t have to sneak through passages and overhear whispers to guess at their loyalties. There was only the Lord Commander Harrold Westerling and Lord Beesbury who actually listened to the King first; instead of taking their cue from the Hand.

Alicent was present for the meeting too, as well as Rhaenyra and Laenor, and Daemon was feeling a growing sense of foreboding he refused to let show. Instead he sat relaxed in his seat, a smile on his lips while watching his brother make his announcement.

He already knew this couldn’t be about Aegon. With such a gathering, it was far more likely to be about the succession. About Jacaerys.

In the chaos around Hariel’s disappearance, her abrupt thirst for attention, Hagrid’s dragon stealing and Rhaenyra going into labour; Daemon had left Baela’s betrothal to Jace for later. Now he suspected other’s had not.

“The crown cannot stand strong if the House of the Dragon remains divided. It ends today. As you have not been willing to set aside your grievances, I will see it done instead.” The King’s voice was gravelly firm as he turned to address his daughter.

“Rhaenyra; you once brought forth a most judicious proposition; to unite and ally ourselves once and for all through a marriage between your Heir Jacaerys and princess Helaena.”

“Your Grace,” Daemon protested, but his voice was overlapped by Otto who’d spoken at the exact same time.

“You declined the offer, your Grace.” Laenor said.

Taking the opening, Daemon leant forwards, eyes intent on his brother. “Precisely, and since Rhaenyra has been making arrangements with me instead. Baela will make a splendid wife for Jacaerys.”

They would already be betrothed if it was only up to himself and Rhaenyra, but as Heir to the Iron Throne, Jacaerys marriage needed the King’s approval. Technically, not even Daemon could betroth his daughters without Viserys blessing, on threat the betrothal be judged invalid without the approval of the Head of the House.

“For the stability of our House, the previous proposition should never have been rejected.” Viserys said. “It’s true Baela is a lady of impeccable Valyrian blood and reputation, but they are not betrothed, and what wife is more suited for prince Jacaerys than a princess?”

Rhaenyra leant forwards. “It was our intentions to announce the betrothal after I delivered and combine a visit to the Red Keep with their engagement and my newborn children.”

“So I could have blessed the children as well as the betrothal while you were at court?” Viserys saw her line of thoughts. “I see. I admit I was in favour of Baela as Jacaerys' bride too, she would have made a fine Queen, but Helaena is my second daughter, and she can mend the breach running through the family in a way Baela can not.”

Alicent attempted to put her own thoughts forth, her voice almost a quiet plea.“Husband, if they-”

“No Alicent, you’ve already spoken your piece.” The King talked over her.

“Your Grace,” Otto said, his displeasure seeping into his voice, “I can not allow you to-”

Allow him to?” Daemon spat, seething at the f*cking c*nt’s gall. Hand of the King or not - Otto was but a landless knight – a second son who’d whor*d his daughter to queen. “Who are you to make demands of your King?

Otto brow twitched. “I must counsel his Grace to see reason.”

“Then give me a reasonable counter offer, Otto.” Viserys demanded. “As Daemon did.”

For a moment it looked like Otto was about to suggest a match, but even a leech like Otto Hightower could not pretend he had a better suitor lined up unless he was willing to come off as a fool or admitting to plotting treason.

“There are none.” Viserys cleared his throat. “I’ve considered it for years, but I see none that can be more beneficial. This family has been divided for too long, and I won’t have it anymore. My second daughter Helaena will marry my grandson Jacaerys, Rhaenyra’s Heir and future King. Bring forth the agreement Maester Orwyle.”

Daemon clutched the right armrest so tightly he wished the wood would splinter, and he’d become keenly aware of Dark Sister situated on his hip.

Rhaenyra needed to speak up now.

To stop this.

This was not what they agreed upon.

The Maester brought out the betrothal contract before Daemon’s eyes, who could do naught but cut his building fury off at the knee.

Not yet. Not here.

Daemon could not believe Viserys was once again passing him over. And for what? His daughter should be Queen, not that fat little Hightower bitch. Despite her Valyrian looks the simple girl was damaged and one step away from an utter lackwit.

“Father…” Rhaenyra hesitated, eyes flickering between Daemon and her father. “Jacaerys has been in favour of Baela since I suggested the match for him.”

Viserys sighed, Otto was imitating a statue, whilst Alicent looked as if she was about to throw up.

“As the future King he will learn the weight of his responsibilities can not prevent him from doing his born duty; just as you did.” Viserys said, reaching for the contract and signing his name on the bottom line with his remaining hand, and then pushed the parchment towards Rhaenyra. “Daughter.”

The princess was supplied with ink and a quill by the servant, but sat rooted to the spot for several seconds. Rhaenyra swallowed, mouth tight, and then she went ahead and signed.

Blood boiling, Daemon stood up in protest, chair pushed back sharply but only drawing half the council’s attention, because the rest were distracted when his brother’s bed-warmer snapped at the exact same moment.

“No.” Alicent exclaimed abruptly, sounding on the brink of a fit. “There might have been a divide within House Targaryen, but this isn’t enough to mend it. If they take mine only daughter then I want a daughter in return!”

Take her?” Lord Beesbury exclaimed disbelievingly, the ancient man stirring up from his corner of the table. “Helaena is not going anywhere. With his Grace most wise action your daughter will be Queen. Just as her mother and older sisters were before her. This is an honour and the only worthy match for princess Helaena.

“Thank you, lord Beesbury.” Otto spoke carefully, eyeing both the old snail as well as his daughter.

“Sit down, Daemon.” Viserys spoke sharply, “Brother, we have been at odds for many years, but this is for the sake of the stability of House Targaryen, and I want you here for it, because the purpose of this council isn’t done yet.”

Taking a moment to calm himself, Daemon sank back into his seat without a word.

Otto cleared his voice. “It might be prudent to reevaluate the situation. We all strive to do what’s best for the realm, and no decision should be made rashly.”

“Were you speaking of Visenya, Alicent?” Rhaenyra looked at the woman intently, “…in light of the changes, I too think matters needs to be reevaluated, but know I am open to the union.”

Daemon all but snarled. Aemma was one thing but Visenya?

“We can discuss that at another time.” The King said heavily. “With Jacaerys and Helaena’s betrothal settled, I want to sort out Aegon’s. I see four options; lady Cassandra Baratheon, lady Baela Targaryen, lady Rhaena Targaryen or lady Hariel Potter.”

“What of mine niece, Tyshara?” Tyland Lannister spoke up sharply.

“At ten lady Tyshara is too young for Aegon.” Otto said with a shake of his head.

“Aye.” Viserys agreed. “Aegon needs a wife swiftly who can make a man out of him. He’s been taking over your title as lord of flea bottom, Daemon.”

Daemon snorted. “Is that so, your Grace? You’re aware I picked up that title after marrying my dearly departed bronze bitch, don’t you?”

Several council members cast him exasperated looks, the Maester downright scandalized.

“Then I need someone to do for Aegon what lady Laena and fatherhood did for you.” Viserys spoke with that “reasonable tone” of his. The one he’d adopted whenever he felt Daemon was acting out, as if he was stupid and lesser for not keeping his temper in check.

“What about lady Baela for prince Aegon?” Lord Beesbury suggested, nodding approvingly towards Daemon as if he thought he was doing him a favour.

What the f*ck was the man playing at?

Instead of lashing out, Daemon pushed it down to leave the heat simmering in his stomach. With a tilt of the head and not a single word Daemon raised his hand to the table, tapping his fingers against the smooth surface.

“If Tyshara is deemed too young, how is lady Baela better at two and ten? The lady has not flowered.” Tyland Lannister asked pointedly.

“She’s two years closer than Tyshara and entered the age most young ladies flower,” Beesbury spoke matter of factly, “-as well as a pure Valyrian maiden of impeccable descent.”

“What of my son Lucerys?” Rhaenyra spoke up, and Laenor nodded sharply alongside her.

“Aye. I can think of no finer lady of High Tide than my sister’s daughter.” He agreed.

Daemon glared at the man. They’d been to war together. He was Laena’s brother. His daughters uncle. A friend. Daemon had kept his secrets – even been willing to share Rhaenyra, if only for a little while. And here he was, going along with the opposition like a backstabbing c*nt.

“Rhaena.” Daemon spoke softly.

At this point there was no way Baela would not suffer disappointment, but at least he could spare his second daughter. Daemon knew Rhaena wanted to be the lady of Drifttmark like her grandmother Rhaenys; especially after he had discussed some alternatives with his second born. Rhaena was too well behaved to oppose her father openly, but her response was to ask after Luke instead. Picking Baela here would only divide his daughters, and if the position of Queen was taken, he sure as hell wasn’t losing Driftmark too.

“I want a betrothal between Rhaena and Lucerys.”

“Father?” Rhaenyra spoke quickly, “It’s a fine match. We may as well formalize the engagement.”

“Draw up the contract, Orwyle.” Viserys gestured for the Grand Maester to do as bid. He pulled out more parchment and set to work as the council continued.

“Though that removes one bride from Aegon. I was wondering of lady Hariel. They’re closest in age.”

“I’d counsel against that, husband.” Alicent said before Daemon could interject. “It’s against the age agreement. If we start renegotiating with them, they will come with counter-demands.”

“And they hold Vhagar’s loyalty.” Otto said.

“Rubeus swore to never fly Vhagar.” Viserys brushed Otto’s concerns off, “They’ve held every promise so far, been dutiful and more beneficial to House Targaryen than 95% of the other Houses in the realm. I don’t see why Rubeus would break his promise now, when he never flew Vhagar in the years when he wasn’t under oath.”

Daemon wanted to call Viserys a naive idiot, though for once, his brother’s gullible habit of thinking everything would work itself out was likely accurate; Hagrid wouldn’t want to ever fly Vhagar again.

That wasn’t really the issue. The real problem was that no one else could either.

“If not Aegon, what about you, Daemon?” Viserys suggested instead.

Daemon’s lips curled. Was this why Viserys demanded he stay? To push his little brother at yet an unwanted wife that would remove him further from the Throne than even his bronze bitch did?

“We already settled this years ago,”

“Your daughters could use a mother.” Viserys said.

“Lady Hariel is their closest friend. I doubt that’s how it’d turn out.” He nodded meaningfully between Alicent and Rhaenyra. “No. Mine daughters do well with Princess Rhaenys for motherly guidance.”

“They are also aware prince Daemon rejected the proposition of marrying lady Hariel in the past. They know he’s opposed, and the terms with Rubeus Hagrid are already strained.” Otto interjected, making Daemon straighten. They knew?

“I assume that’s because of your grandson’s mess?” He asked Otto pointedly.

“You deem this Aemond’s mess? Aemond was the one to sort it out when you could not. Finding lady Hariel after you lost her.” Otto said coldly.

“… You do realize you’re agreeing with one another, do you not?” Viserys sighed, leaning back in his chair. “A marriage pact would make up for the previous slight, Daemon.”

“I’ve married twice; I’ve done my duty.”

“Yet you’ve no Heir, only daughters.” Viserys argued. “You brought Lady Hariel to Westeros, so who’s better?”

Hariel certainly couldn’t hope for better, but that wasn’t the point. Daemon only needed her blood, not deal with another Rhea. Probably worse, because Hariel might be more obstinate than the ugly bitch.

Regardless: a marriage designed to strip him of influence was unacceptable. He’d not suffer the humiliating loss of status, and this time Daemon wasn’t as young as back then… it’d be another disaster. No f*cking way. Hariel’s eyes were captivating, sure, but it’s not like they were purple, and her hair was black. Raven black. Even darker than Rhea’s. He would settle for nothing less than a pure looking Valyrian bride.

How did it come to this?

The plan had been for Baela to marry Jace, and Hariel to marry Luke at the expense of Rhaena, but she had other options. Daemon had been willing to settle for a position as Hand of the Queen, his daughter the future Queen to Jacaerys and his grandson as King of Westeros.

Now though…

He yearned to spit out his true opinion, but had to concede the situation wasn’t the same as in the direct aftermath of Laena’s death.

Hagrid had bonded to Vhagar, and that changed matters.

Even if Daemon wouldn’t go through with a marriage to Hariel, he’d require more time. With Jace stuck with an airheaded dimwit of a bride and Luke with Rhaena, even Daemon couldn’t find an argument against the Hightower boys. Not unless he could convince Viserys of the merits of Ser Daeron Velaryon.

Daemon couldn’t believe he was considering a son of Vaemond Velaryon. Yet as the situation was shaping up Daemon was left picking between which flavour of horsesh*t he had to put up with, and with Ser Daeron Hariel would still be on Driftmark, close to Rhaena.

“I’ll keep it under consideration,” Daemon said, and when he looked away from Viserys he met Rhaenyra’s startled eyes briefly.

See how it stings, dear niece? We can both play these games.

“Your Grace; its clear none involved truly desires the match.” Otto remarked. “Not Prince Daemon-”

“You do not speak for me, Otto.”

“-Rubeus Hagrid will not agree, and when the lady herself was told of the match, she was positively distraught.”

Daemon head jerked over to Otto.

Come again?

Who the f*ck did that shrew think she was? After everything Daemon had done for them?

“Maybe the upset was because lady Hariel was spurned?” Viserys asked. “You know how ladies despair over such matters.”

Laenor sighed. “This isn’t a matter of lady Hariel’s regard of Daemon, but lingering values from their homelands. The same as their age limit for marriage. You know this, Daemon. We’ve talked of it with them before.”

They had, but Daemon was no greedy lordling from the Reach grasping his sticky fingers for power through Hariel. Daemon was of pure Valyrian blood and the rider of Caraxes – a prince. She should be on her knees begging for his favour.

“May I suggest my cousin Ser Daeron Velaryon? It’ll secure up our alliance.” Laenor asked, and though he was Daemon’s choice for her as well, he knew better than to say it here. He’d be shot down immediately, and sure enough-

“Ser Daeron is only a Velaryon cousin.” Tyland Lannister said thoughtfully. “The alliance between the Crown and House Velaryon is strong, and the betrothals between Lucerys and Rhaena will see it continue being so.”

“What of Prince Daeron?” Otto interjected.

“What of Aemond?” The Queen cut in with a sharp glare at her father. “Aemond is closer in age to lady Hariel than Daeron. They can marry when she’s seven and ten. They’ve grown up knowing one another, and unlike Daemon he’s expressed interest in the match.”

“He has?” Viserys asked, brows climbing.

Daemon shook his head. “From what I hear Aemond made a disaster of an already tense situation. They spent a week glaring at one another after their return from Winterfell.”

“Then how come she agreed to a courtship with him?” Alicent asked,

She did?” Rhaenyra and Daemon asked sharply.

“It is a most prudent proposal,” Otto said, their surprise making his eyes twinkle with that infuriating smugness.

Viserys nodded along. “It is.”

I brought them to Westeros.” Daemon argued, looking at his brother beseechingly.

“Only because you happened upon them first.” Otto said. “We were making arrangements to check on the situation as well. In the years since lady Hariel has been the ward of the princess, not you. This is not a matter of finders keepers, but what is better for the realm.”

The King coughed into his hand. “Which is why I suggested you marry her Daemon, that was my first choice, but you’re reluctant and have no sons to bring forth for the duty.” Viserys said exasperated. “Alicent speaks reason, especially if Aemond wishes it.”

“It’s moot.” Daemon snapped. “We can’t draw up a betrothal contract for them. It’ll be invalid without Hagrid’s approval and lady Hariel has turned seven and ten. I suggest you put a stop to the boy’s hasty attempts at courtship though. Aemond would do better aiming his favours towards a lady such as Tyshara Lannister - or what do you say, Ser Tyland?” Daemon asked, turning to the second-born lion at the end of the table.

“Tyshara would make an excellent bride for Prince Aemond.” Tyland Lannister agreed, but didn’t take the bait as Daemon had hoped. “Though we’ve gotten off topic. The King has asked for counsel regarding Aegon’s betrothal today, not that of the younger princes.”

“Indeed, Ser Tyland,” Viserys agreed, clearing his voice as he turned to Daemon. “In truth, your daughter is the best match there is. Lady Baela might be young, but she’s a dragonrider of House Targaryen. I understand your displeasure over Jacaerys betrothal, brother; but put aside your temper for the sake of your daughter. Baela won’t be queen, but she can wed my eldest son. I want to see the Crown strong and united, and we have the means to see it done today.”

It was almost as if the air was knocked out of him.

One thing was to argue against Otto before the council, but his brother? Calling Aegon a Hightower here wouldn’t do him any favours.

“You said Aegon needs to marry soon, but Baela has not bled yet. She’s too young.” Daemon gritted out.

“Aemma was one and ten when we married, and I agree, that was far too young, but we can get around that.” Viserys sighed, his ugly face turning pained from more than ailment.

“Let’s unite our Valyrian lines, Daemon. My son and your daughter, and be done with this strife. The wedding could still take place without a bedding, and Aegon would have to wait until she’s bled to take his rights.”

It was the last straw, and Daemon fist smacked into the table, making several people jump but he wasn’t looking at them. His eyes fell from his brother to the glass goblet of wine at the table. He needed to think fast.

Jacaerys and Lucerys were taken…

Who would be better?

Few of the Great Houses had sons of marriageable age except lord Cregan Stark, who was betrothed. The other alternative would be the Heir to Riverrun, Kermit Tully, who Daemon couldn’t pretend to have met or be discussing betrothals with at present. Kermit might be a perfect excuse, but if he was betrothed Daemon would look an incompetent idiot.

Houses Celtigar, Bar Emmon, Massey, Tarth – only half had sons even half his daughter’s worth…

Baela always expected to marry a prince and move to the Red Keep – but as the Queen. Viserys had offered Baela the second-best option, as usual, but at least his brother finally acknowledged Daemon’s line was better than all the other alternatives… though at what cost?

Aegon was a Hightower spawn of Otto’s line, a drunken, whor*-mongering, lazy sod of a spoiled brat… but also a dragonriding, first-born prince, and not a bastard.

It was Viserys first-born son.

Daemon was already pushing it with Hariel, and could he even deny his king?

Should he deny his king?

What would it cost him to do so? A third exile?

… What would it cost his daughters?

The council room was dead quiet as Daemon picked up his goblet, pretending his brief moment of violence hadn’t occurred. This wasn't the end of this, several inconveniences needed to be rectified before Daemon was pacified – far less satisfied -- but for now, from this meeting and if only for the pleasure of seeing the unease growing in Otto's eyes, Daemon smiled sharply as he held up his wine in a toast.

“I accept, your Grace.”

Notes:

Writing this chapter, I came to realize how much Laenor and Aegon have in common. Both are privileged nobles, falling short of their parents expectations, chronically bored/unhappy, self-destructive, trapped in their station who prefer to use partying, alcohol and sex as distractions. Aegon with maids and... child fighting pits? and Laenor with “the young squires” - whatever the hell that means… I hope it meant Laenor wasn’t discreet in his preferences and not… assaulting young boys. As his TV-version definitely doesn’t seem the type, (and I'm leaning far more towards the portrayals from TV than books) I’m going with that in this story.
Anyway; Aegon even attempted to do a Laenor, abandoning his duties, wife and three children to run away to Essos. How ironic would it have been if Aegon had actually managed to run off on some ship, and then months later he accidentally ran into Laenor and Qarl at a party in Volantis or something? *awkward*

Chapter 29: Courtly Quarrels

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

HARIEL XXI

“This is a day of celebrations indeed. Prince Viserys and Princess Aemma Targaryen are blessed additions to my family. The House of the Dragon continues to prosper with each new addition to our folds.” King Viserys spoke to the court from his tall seat at the head of the throne room. With the King’s blessing over with, princess Rhaenyra and Ser Laenor moved away from the centre isle after presenting the twins, but there was more left on the agenda that afternoon.

“House Targaryen continues to grow through the dragon blood coursing through the true-born children of my family, from today and into the future dynasty that will follow my rule. So it brings me great pleasure to announce my grandson, Prince Jacaerys Velaryon, has been betrothed to his aunt, Princess Helaena! Their wedding will take place in a couple years, where their union will strengthen the blood of the dragon!”

The hall broke into loud applause.

Knowing the announcements would be made, Jacaerys and Helaena had arrived together. They stood in the middle of their united family – from Otto and his nephew Ormund Hightower on the left end, to the newly arrived Princess Rhaenys on the far right. Jace smiled to the court, chin held up and back straight as taught. Helaena didn’t technically do anything wrong, and yet her wave came off more awkward, even if her smile was sweeter.

Unable to help herself, Hariel glanced to Baela standing only a couple people apart from Jace, with Helaena and Aegon between them. Baela clapped politely at the King’s announcement, trying to hold her mask intact, though Hariel could tell she was struggling.

Seeing the lot of them together struck Hariel as odd, and it took her a while to figure out why. She’d been in the company of these people for years, but it suddenly occurred to her this was probably the first time she’d seen all of them standing together. Because even when they were within the same room, the family always migrated to opposite ends.

Whilst the Hightower, Velaryon and Targaryen members made up most of the right side of the throne room, Hariel stood alone amongst the Baratheons, Lannisters, Tulleys, Redwynes, Rosbys, Reynes, Peakes, Hartes, Footly and Wyldes. Despite the crowd Hariel wasn’t lacking for space though; seeing the others were unsure what to do with her black gown of stars. Reacting with a blend of fascinated and uncertain discomfort whenever one of the twinkling stars would streak across the dark fabrics of the skirt like a shooting star.

Hariel could manage court fine on her own, though privately she missed Hagrid’s company - especially today - but the previous evening had been a day of life altering news for many. From the sort that’d lead to broken hearts, envy and even tidings of murders.

The last one was from a newly arrived messenger from Dragonstone, come to inform House Targaryen of the latest issue with the dragons on the island.

During an incident another dragonkeeper and a guard were killed when four of the younger dragons, Morghul, Ebrion, Thunderstrike and Stormcloud escaped their enclosure. As if that wasn’t bad enough, only two dragons returned after Morghul and Stormcloud were eaten by the Cannibal.

That dragon was a menace. It’d been on a murder spree against its own species for over 200 years now, which meant the Cannibal was the main reason it’d taken so many decades for the dragon population to rebuild after the fall of Valyria: because the oldest and meanest of them kept eating the new babies.

It wasn’t coincidental that the dragon population only started recovering in the last hundred years. It was around the Conquest of Westeros the Cannibal grew too large to keep up with the younger dragons in flight, and it was at this time Aegon, Rhaenys and Visenya Targaryen relocated several of their dragons away from Dragonstone to the capital. Giving the young hatchlings a chance to grow up before they were eaten.

So it was hardly the first time the younger dragons suffered a violent end, and by now Hariel was starting to feel the same exasperation over the Targaryen’s dragon rearing methods as Hagrid had since day one.

Why did they insist on keeping the dragons so close together?

It obviously wasn’t working!

Proven once again when everything went to hell in the few weeks whilst Hagrid had been absent.

Now they had a whole different kind of problem too. Before Stormcloud and Morghul’s deaths there’d been enough young dragons to go around, but that wasn’t the case anymore. With the birth of the twins, there was only one unclaimed dragon between them: the little pink dread named ‘Morning’.

At any rate, the news made Hagrid board a ship for Dragonstone at the crack of dawn, Vhagar setting off after him in the sky. Hariel had desperately wanted to join him, she missed Norbert and this was the longest she’d gone without flying since their first ride – but she couldn’t leave.

Not after what she’d done.

With a satisfied smile, the King continued the announcements. “They are a worthy match as the Realm’s future King and Queen, but not the only betrothal I can share with you today: The ties between the Crown and House Baratheon will be reforged through the future marriage between my youngest son, Prince Daeron Targaryen and Lord Borros daughter, the lady Ellyn Baratheon!”

This time lord Borros was the one who basked in the attention far more than the two children, though even they took the adjustment with more grace than Hariel would’ve managed. Though whilst Ellyn Baratheon preened next to her father, smiling shyly in the direction of Prince Daeron on the opposite side of the hall, her older sister Cassandra looked like she’d swallowed a lemon.

Prince Daeron had been allowed to choose which of the “Four Storms” he preferred, and ended up favouring the sister he knew best – the same daughter lady Elenda Baratheon had pushed in his direction most – Ellyn Baratheon.

Once the crowd calmed the King’s announcements picked right up. “My grandson Prince Lucerys will marry his cousin, lady Rhaena Targaryen, further strengthening the bond between House Targaryen and House Velaryon!”

Rhaena and Luke were standing together, though at least they acted more relaxed, accepting the applause smiling sweetly and optimistic.

“Lastly, I’m gladdened to announce the betrothal between Prince Aegon and his cousin lady Baela Targaryen. Their marriage will be the first to take place!”

This got just as large an applause as the first one, whilst both Aegon and Baela did their duty; acting happy for the spectators… or was it for their King?

Amongst the roaring applause Hariel felt disconnected and sick. It was suddenly too real.

Hariel had never… never meant to… She never wanted this.

Baela was twelve.

Not even a teen.

Baela would be a child bride, and it was her fault.

Hariel had been so focused on making sure she herself wasn’t forced to marry someone unwanted, that she’d inadvertently ended up throwing her friends on the fire in her stead.

The boy Baela liked was now betrothed to her cousin, making her suffer a worse disappointment than Hariel had about Cregan being promised. What was Hariel’s week long crush compared to Baela and Jace years of friendship?

And whilst Hariel had been able to turn down the Prince of Pentos when she was twelve, Baela had been handed off to Aegon without a protest.

She’d fallen into all the traps Hariel had been desperately trying to avoid for herself.

How was that fair?

Hariel didn’t know how it came to this.

Well, that wasn’t entirely true, she knew exactly how it came to this; because she’d taken advantage of the secret passage she’d discovered with Aemond.

Most of the castle had known an important council would likely take place – Aegon’s betrothal was the anticipated topic - so Hariel had grabbed her invisibility cloak and snuck back up the passage to listen in. Aemond might be a goody-two-shoes, trusting his family would back him up in there, but Hariel didn’t have that. She had no one who’d argue her case or inform her of what was discussed, and had to rely on herself.

She had nearly snorted aloud when the King once again pushed Hariel on Daemon, and the conceited prat had answered: “I’ll keep it under consideration,

What the hell was there to consider?!

Even if Daemon hadn’t been the twins father, Hariel had no interest in a 42 year old, self-obsessed drama queen who shagged his married niece on the side. Outside her dragon and magic, Daemon had zero interest in Hariel, and had never made a secret about it.

Then there was the way he spoke of his first wife;

“-My dearly departed bronze bitch.

No way.

The very idea made her physically recoil.

Not to mention Hagrid’s reaction. If anyone suggested the match he’d probably burst out laughing, and once he realized it wasn’t an absurd joke, he might actually try spell Daemon into a sheep. Human to animal transfiguration was part of the 7th year curriculum back at Hogwarts, but maybe he’d be furious enough to have more success than he’d had with Dudley’s pig tail. Even if he wasn’t, turning the silvery Valyrian hair Daemon was so proud of into curly sheep wool for a couple days would’ve been hilarious too.

All of that was quickly set aside when Daemon accepted the King’s suggestion to betroth their children though. The domino effect that knocked Baela right into Aegon had taken Hariel completely off guard. Wasn’t he supposed to marry Cassandra?

Hariel wasn’t the one who’d made the decisions, but simultaneously she knew if she’d just kept her mouth shut, then Baela wouldn’t be in this situation.

It was so ironic too. Baela had been furious at Hariel for something Hagrid had done for over a week, but somehow Hariel’s true betrayal was what ended up mending the bridges.

After eavesdropping, Hariel had ran straight from the council meeting to the twins chamber, but taking the secret passage was a lot slower than walking the stairs, and she’d arrived after Daemon had already told his daughters of their new engagements.

There was something about life altering disasters that made the petty squabbles insignificant in hindsight.

Hariel had spent the remains of the day with the twins and the little Valyrian, Treeskipper. Hariel and Rhaena were kept busy comforting Baela while she went from crying her eyes out about Jacaerys to flaring into a rage about being saddled with Aegon instead. The only one to escape her ire was her pet lemur, who spent his time lazing by the fireplace.

“Aegon bedded my personal maid at my mother’s funeral!” Baela said tightly, drying away angry tears with the back of her hand. “He sired his sins on her! I saw the bastard boy at Driftmark once! Jace would never do such to me! And now he’ll be stuck with that stupid lackwit for wife!”

“Baela!” Hariel said carefully, “Helaena isn’t-! I know you’re mad but she didn’t- She’ll be…”

“She’ll be Jace’s queen!”

“-and your good-sister.” Hariel muttered weakly.

“It’ll be alright, Baela.” Rhaena said, leaning into her twin’s side. “Bastards of the past won’t matter once you give him a true-born. I’m sure he’ll be a good husband once you’re wed. Aegon is a prince with the blood of old Valyria. He’s our cousin and the rider of the most beautiful dragon there is; Sunfyre!”

An idea came to Rhaena, and she perked up with forced optimism, “Whilst you’re the rider of the fierce Moondancer. Don’t you think there’s something poetic in that, sister? It will be the union of the Sun and Moon.”

Baela looked at her twin as if she was sprouting straws out her ears. “Except the moon and sun aren’t supposed to fly in the sky together! It’s day and night! It’s an eclipse of my dreams and it’s not poetic; it’s a bad omen!”

That was day one. It was impossible to hold Baela’s attitude against her when she was reacting almost exactly as Hariel herself would’ve. Then her grandmother Princess Rhaenys arrived on her dragon Meleys to see baby Aemma and Viserys, but had ended up taking care of Baela instead.

Baela’s hurt turned to fury, then into something contemplating that made her act like her father. Just like Daemon, Baela was most unpredictable whilst smiling.

Had she come around to the idea? Was it a facade? Was she scheming?

Who could tell!?

Baela had settled for quietly watching with a slight smirk to her upturned lips that mocked the world for its inability to anticipate her mind anymore.

Baela wasn’t the only one distressed over Jace and Helaena’s betrothal either.

As court came to an end and the participants began making their way towards the doors, Hariel caught Aemond’s eye, but he quickly diverted his gaze away. She was pretty sure Aemond was fuming over his sister’s betrothal, and as he knew Hariel was in favour of it, he’d been avoiding her.

Hariel sighed, and followed along with the direction of the crowd. The blessing of baby Viserys and Aemma at court alongside the many engagement announcements had the crowd chatting excitedly in a wide spectre of tones and emotions. Lady Johanna of Casterly Rock looked pained, eyeing her daughter Tyshara with a hand resting on her bulging stomach while her good-brother Tyland escorted her away. Borros Baratheon laughed boisterously at a dry remark from Jasper Wylde, whilst the master of law’s daughter Grayce Wylde was whispering furiously with Helaena’s lady-in-waiting, Jacline Redwyne.

The moment Hariel was past the tall double doors, it was as if someone turned up the volume.

Within the Throne room people held their tongue, upheld the mannerisms of court and listened. Even after a session was done people held back, because the carrying acoustics of the hall made it easy to be overheard even when one didn’t intend it. It wasn’t a place of free travelling information, that only started once people were let outside to the grand staircase. Meeting up to hear news by the grand staircases was basically the Red Keep’s version of hanging around the Water Cooler, and safe to say; the court had been given plenty to discuss.

Prince Jacaerys and Princess Helaena makes a handsome pair. Why weren’t they betrothed earlier?

I assumed there’d be a union between prince Aegon and lady Cassandra, but then lady Baela is a Valyrian dragonrider.

Why Prince Daeron? Is there a reason Prince Aemond was passed over?

I heard he was courting lady Hariel, though maybe the Prince changed his mind. If he was pleased with her it’s rather curious their betrothal wasn’t announced too.

The last bit was whispered between two strangers Hariel didn’t know. Instead of correcting them she took a deep breath and began climbing the staircase.

I wonder what lord Corlys will say once he returns from the fighting in the Stepstones.

The twins looks so much like Ser Laenor. More so than even Princess Visenya.

The Maesters are cautiously optimistic of a short winter, if the Gods be good it’ll be brief enough the marriage between lady Baela and prince Aegon can be a spring wedding.

He didn’t even look at her, not that I can fault him. Who would honestly desire to be stuck looking at a scarface like hers every day?

The last giggling voice made Hariel look over her shoulder towards the gossiping girls.

Jacline and Grayce were arm in arm, their heads together snickering. Though as Jacline glanced towards the person they were badmouthing she met Hariel’s eyes, and her coy smile slipped away so fast she might as well have seen a ghost. The girls must’ve lost track of Hariel’s whereabouts in the crowd.

“I wasn’t aware my scarred face was an inconvenience to you, lady Jacline.”

Blushing as deeply as a Weasley, Jacline went beat red to the tips of her ears. “I wasn’t…! I didn’t mean-”

“-for me to overhear?” Hariel finished for her.

“No, I wasn’t speaking of you.” Jacline denied quickly.

“Who then?”

“I-it... It was-”

“Spare me the excuses.” Hariel hissed. “Did you assume my scar impaired my hearing as much as my looks? It doesn’t; though perhaps you’re unaware your voice is so sharp it carries across hallways even when whispering. Next time, save your bland barbs to closed doors – or come up with something more original than a remark I’ve heard since I was one, and my parents murderer left that scar on me.”

Stuttering, Jacline looked mortified and maybe even ashamed. Despite losing her temper Hariel thought she’d handled the situation well enough – it could’ve been worse - when Daemon had to interfere.

“The opinions of a grape don't matter, lady Hariel.” Daemon said, sauntering up to join her on the staircase and dissecting Jacline with a brief unimpressed sneer.

“Prince Daemon?” Hariel asked as Jacline’s eyes filled with tears. Picking up her skirts the teen turned on her heel, rushing down the stairs towards a side entrance instead, while Grayce Wilde had awkwardly shifted to the side of the room.

“The ones seeking to tear you down are usually the ones coveting what you have. If they attack your appearance, it’s because their own suffers worse. If it’s your dragon, it’s because they don’t have one. Keep in mind the day they stop is the day you’re worthless.”

“Interesting philosophy. What does it mean when they inexplicably start paying attention to you when they hardly did before?”

Daemon chortled, eyes dancing. “You’re selling yourself short, lady Hariel.”

Hariel lowered her voice, “I don’t believe I am, though it’s telling you believe stating a truth means I’m selling myself short.”

“Speaking of stating truths…” Daemon said, dropping a little bit of pretence. “I heard a most curious rumour of how my brother changed his opinion regarding Jacaerys betrothal after an afternoon speaking with you.”

“It’s not a new proposition. I heard Rhaenyra suggested the match between Jacaerys and Helaena years ago.”

Daemon’s eyes narrowed, “Oh? And where didyou hear Rhaenyra suggested the match? It was before you were even in Westeros. Did you perhaps hear it from someone… or somewhere?”

“I… Er’” Hariel’s mind scrambled for an excuse, but came up empty, when-

“I told her, uncle.” Helaena said, coming up behind Hariel alongside Jace after exiting the throne room together. “There was a rumour several years ago – it was whilst you were still in Essos. I’m glad she’s favoured our match for so long. Jace has been quite nice to me.”

Helaena smiled down at Jace, who still stood half a head shorter than his betrothed. Jace return the smile politely, shifting his feet.

“I’m sure he has.” Daemon said long suffering. Something about his sharp stare reminded Hariel that Helaena was the one who’d “usurped” Baela’s station as future queen - and suddenly she didn’t want him seeing her at all. Especially when Helaena followed up saving Hariel from admitting she’d been eavesdropping on a council meeting by saying meaningfully:

“There’ll be winter bells chiming.” Though once she said it her smile faltered, glancing back and forth between her uncle and betroth as if only now catching on to Daemon’s prissy mood.

Fortunately Daemon turned to refocus on Hariel instead. “Even if the idea wasn’t your own initially, did you speak to the King about this?” Daemon cut to the chase. “About the succession?”

“We talked of several things, my prince.” Hariel said vaguely, uncomfortable with Jace’s hawk like focus paired against Helaena’s drifting attention.

The princess’s interest was rapidly leaving the conversation like a passing bumblebee seeking fresh flowers to investigate, still muttering under her breath of; “-breakbell, babybell and the bluebell knells.”

“The King has a rich insight into the study of Old Valyria, and generously shared some of it with me.” Hariel said, “He’s very knowledgable, and I learned much.”

“That’s not what I asked to know.”

“Of course we talked of the King’s family. Their continued wellbeing is an interest we have in common. Is there an issue here? Why not ask your brother? His Grace was the one who made the decision…” Hariel trailed off, attention diverted because the people around them were acting differently.

Daemon, Helaena and Jace were looking at something behind her, and Hariel followed their line of sight up the staircase, turning around just in time to see Ellyn Baratheon push her eldest sister.

“Oh no-!” Helaena said as Cassandra stumbled into her other sister Maris, who prevented her from overbalancing on the treacherous steps.

“You stupid little-!” Cassandra exclaimed, and retaliated by slapping Ellyn so hard on the cheek the sound echoed.

“Ouch!” Ellyn yelped, clutching her reddening cheek. Spitting furious, she jumped at her sister.

“Girls! Stop it this instance!” Their mother hissed as Ellyn grabbed a handful of Cassandra’s black hair, while the other was yanking the sleeve of Ellyn’s dress.

“Dear me, what on earth is going on?” Lady Rosby was the picture of scandalized noblewoman, resting a hand lightly over her mouth as if to hold in her antipathy.

“Lady Cassandra is upset about her little sister’s betrothal, and insulted lady Ellyn!” A court jester named Mern said – though most called the charismatic dwarf by his nickname; ‘Mushroom’. He grinned toothily from ear to ear as he went to get closer to the argument. Not to help out – but to egg on the sisters.

“-Wait until he hears you sing like a frog, you ugly little goat!”

“Better than being you! Everyone can tell how stupid you are-!” Ellyn snarled back.

While the chaos unfolded on the grand staircases, the last stragglers in the throne room joined the throng too, including the remains of the royal family alongside Borros Baratheon. The loud arguing caused the twins to start crying too, adding more noise to the disarray.

“Oho! Look, Daeron.” Aegon said, pointing at the Baratheons sisters with a laugh. “What do you say? Wish to make it interesting? I bet 10 dragons your future lady wife is about to lose to her older sister.”

Aegon!” The queen hissed.

“What is the meaning of this?!” Borros Baratheon thundered from the bottom of the staircase. The girls struggles halted at their father’s shout, and both hurried to explain themselves – at the same time.

“Cassi called me a goat!”

“She pushed me!”

“She slapped me!”

The chorus of excuses was an intangible mess of noise while the two sisters talked over one another, interrupted only by a sudden, pained grunt that didn’t fit in with the bickering children at all.

“Seven Hells!” Tyland Lannister exclaimed, quickly letting go of Johanna Lannister’s arm, and stepping away as if she was contagious. “What’s the matter with you, Johanna!?”

“It’s only my water, Tyland…” Lady Johanna said through gritted teeth. “My labours began at the start of court.”

“And you kept silent?!” Tyshara exclaimed, “You’ve been in labour all this time, mother?!”

“… Send for a servant! That needs to be cleaned up promptly.” Lord Beesbury pointed appalled at the wet stain on the floor, though he mostly received exasperated looks from the ladies - and even some lords as well.

“Get the midwives!” Princess Rhaenyra ordered, pushing the crying baby Aemma into Lucerys arms, and marched up towards lady Lannister.

Hariel pointed her wand at the fluids that offended Beesbury and cleaned it easily with a wave of her hand. She’d acted without thinking, forgetting most of these people weren’t from Dragonstone, and therefore less familiar with her use of magic. The sudden display of magic made several yelp and some took instinctive steps backwards; one of them being Jasper Wylde. The man lost his footing on the edge of a step, and next he was rolling down the staircase, toppling over little lady Cerella Lannister as he went.

“Gods be good!”

“Cerella!”

Several people went to assist, dividing the crowd between those who went to either lady Johanna, Cerella, Jasper Wylde or tried to get a better vantage point to watch.

Hariel wanted to check on them as well, except she was held back when a woman in a cylindrical shaped hat gasped and pointed at her accusingly. “Witchcraft!”

Perfect. That's just what she needed.

“Er’… I personally call it a spell, but in essence yes.” She said, facing the unfamiliar lady while pocketing her wand into her gown.

( Her obviously magical gown where a shooting star just shot across the fabric. )

“You see; I’m a witch. My name is Hariel Potter, and you are?”

“I know who you are,” the lady sniffed, and Hariel never learned her name before getting distracted by Jace.

“Why did you do that?” He hissed.

“I didn’t!” Hariel defended herself, flummoxed that he’d think she’d deliberately push anyone down the stairs. “I only cleaned up the fluids as lord Beesbury wanted. It’s not my fault lord Wylde’s clumsy.”

“You shouldn’t have cast magic here. It was reckless of you.” Jace said angrily, and pulled Helaena along to see to the injured.

Affronted, Hariel was left alone gaping after them, even if it wasn’t for long.

“Did you do that?” Aegon asked, sauntering up with Baela just as Hariel noticed Daemon had disappeared in the commotion too. Cassandra and Ellyn were being ushered away by their parents, while Johanna had made it back down the stairs with princess Rhaenyra taking the duty of assisting the lady of Casterly Rock to the east wing where she’d delivered herself not long ago.

“No. Why the hell would I do that?” Hariel asked the prince, any thought of minding her tone and decorum flying out the window. “It was a bloody cleaning charm. You may not be familiar with such plebeian activities, but a mop could’ve done the same bloody task as that spell!”

Baela bit her bottom lip, fighting a smile. Maybe the first real smile of the day, so at least a little bit of good came out of the blunder.

Aegon blinked. “I know how a mop works.”

“Good for you,” Hariel drawled, her patience fried, and made no better by Aegon’s presence. It wasn’t rational, as she knew perfectly well Aegon hadn’t had anymore say in their betrothal than Baela, but seeing them together made her physically unwell regardless.

Hariel took a step back and accidentally butted into someone in the gathering crowd, though fortunately this one didn’t fall. As the majority of court kept a two foot distance from her magical gown, Hariel wasn’t surprised when she glanced over her shoulder and saw it was Aemond.

He smirked. “Rubeus has only been gone half a day, and you’re already finding trouble?”

Hariel sighed. “I should have gone with him. I can’t do magic here, can’t fly – what’s the point?”

“… perhaps I could fly you to Dragonstone.” Aemond suggested, “I’m sure Vermithor would enjoy visiting Silverwing as well.” Hariel perked up for a split second, before reality smacked her in the face again. Her reasons for not boarding the ship with Hagrid that morning was right in front of her, on Aegon’s arm.

Hariel couldn’t run away while Baela’s life was being turned upside down. She’d return when the twins did.

“Have you already grown tired of my brother’s company, lady Hariel?” Aegon asked slyly, the mocking insinuation making Aemond go stiff and Hariel’s face heat. It was one thing to talk about their courtship in private, but it was different when others did it. Explaining herself to Rhaenyra had been uncomfortable as well.

Why wasn’t I informed that you’re being courted by Aemond, Hariel?”

Aemond asked whilst you were in labour, princess.”

That was two days ago.”

Exactly. You’ve been bedridden and afterwards I’ve hardly seen you, occupied as you’ve been with the twins. It’s only a courtship - not a betrothal, so I did not see the need to bother you. I thought I’d wait until things had settled with the twins. Is something the matter?”

Yet even Rhaenyra’s irritation was preferable to the derisive lilt of Aegon’s tone.

“Well, at least you can boast the courtship with your lady witch lasted almost a week before you bored her out of the castle." Aegon put on an expression of mock compassion.

"Do you need my guidance in the arts, brother? I’ve never had a complaint.” Aegon boasted with a playful wink at Hariel. It would have been more believable if she hadn’t spent most of the previous day comforting his new betrothed though. Was it a bold lie or did Aegon genuinely believe it?

Aegon.” Aemond warned him, face pinched.

Trying to ignore Aegon, Hariel turned to the younger brother before she did something likely to get her kicked out of Westeros.

“Thank you for offering, Aemond, but I’ll delay returning to Dragonstone until princess Rhaenyra’s household leaves the Red Keep too.”

Despite Aegon’s teasing, Aemond perked up quickly. Though for someone who tried to conduct himself as a composed and proper prince; Aemond had an awkward smile. It came off too wide for the expression he was displaying in an almost unpractised way.

“Then do you want to…” Aemond’s sentence trailed off, put off by Aegon’s presence, and instead he gestured towards the hallway hopefully, “Where were you headed?”

Hariel didn’t have any specific plans. Hagrid was on a ship, whilst her friends at the Red Keep were occupied with their betrothals. Baela was expected to spend the day with Aegon to get to know one another better, the same as Helaena was doing with Jace. Rhaena already knew Lucerys well, but she was busy with her grandmother instead.

“I was only returning to my solar. I know everyone will be busy this noon-”

“Except Aemond, as unlike Helaena, Daeron and myself, he’s not betrothed yet.” Aegon interjected, elbowing his little brother. “The last one once again, aren’t you brother?”

Aemond’s jaw clenched, looking ready to strangle his brother if Aegon didn’t shut up.

Or if Hariel didn’t jinx him first.

Aegon ignored his brother’s discomfort – and everyone else’s - with a patronising head tilt, “Why don’t you entertain my brother, lady Hariel? Give him something to smile about? Do be patient with him though. I know Aemond’s a bit of a comedown, just remember the upsides to being stuck with an uptight swotter is that’s he’s always been a quick study. The right enticement and you’ll have hi-”

“Hold your tongue, Aegon!” a red faced Aemond snarled - but getting a rise out of his brother seemed to have been the goal all along, because Aegon lit up. She met Baela’s eye, both unsure what to do, so Hariel linked her arm through Aemond’s, pulling him back before they gave the court even more to gossip about.

“Don’t fret, prince Aegon. You’ve misjudged your brother if you think our courtship has been dull. I understand I’ve been fortunate with our arrangement,” Hariel said unimpressed, annoyed she couldn’t give him a piece of her mind in such a public setting without shaming Baela in the process. “-more and more so each day…”

Never Tickle a Sleeping Dragon - QuillQ (3)

Notes:

I also have another drawing of Hariel here, if anyone wants to check it out.

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 30: Babybell

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

HARIEL XXII

A few weeks had passed since the engagement announcements at court, and Hariel had returned to Dragonstone just in time to celebrate her birthday.

“Six and ten,” Princess Rhaenys said when Hariel sat down for breakfast, “-you’re a woman grown now, lady Hariel.”

Hagrid cleared his voice, “Aye, she’s growin’ up so fast. I remember when Hariel was no bigger than a bowtruckle... Tiny she was. Though she’s still got another year before being of age back home.”

“That’s Britain; this is here.” Daemon waved away Hagrid’s explanation.

“Aye, you’re of age in Westeros. That’s all that matters, isn’t it?” Jace agreed with his granduncle, and Hariel could see their point too.

At Hogwarts she’d have been of age at seventeen and could have bought beer in a magical store, but if she tried the same in the muggle world she’d have to wait until she was eighteen. Or wait until she was twenty one if she’d lived across the pond. So Hariel was coming of age, though it was the Westerosi version instead of the magical one Hagrid put more stock in.

With a sweet smile, Rhaena leaned closer to Hariel. “Since it’s your name day, we’ll have your favourite for supper,”

Hariel was honestly a little flummoxed by the attention. “Thank you, I’m looking forwards to it.”

“They’re making cake!” Joffrey announced eagerly, his toothy smile wide while busy using his fork to stir his previously appetising breakfast into a soupy mess.

Though Daemon, his daughters, Jace, Lucerys, Joffrey and Visenya had returned to Dragonstone a week ago, Rhaenyra and Laenor stayed behind because of Aemma. The twins were born early, small and it was winter. They were particularly worried about Aemma, who wasn’t putting on weight as fast as her brother, and the Maester had judged a day travelling on ship too risky.

At least they weren’t the only ones stranded for the sake of their children.

Lady Johanna had given birth to a boy, Loreon Lannister, and though the lions had been overlooked in favour of the Baratheons, she’d remained at the Red Keep for the sake of her infant’s health. Their situations had caused the two mothers to bond, and now little Loreon shared a crib with Viserys and Aemma at night to fight the winter chill under the watchful eye of nursemaids.

Though while princess Rhaenyra was stuck at the capital, Dragonstone was left under the rule of Jace in theory, and Daemon in practise.

“Don’t play with your food, Joffrey.” Lucerys said groggily, stabbing his breakfast and making the cutlery scratch against his plate. Someone had clearly woken up on the wrong side of the bed - or poorly if Jace had been snoring again.

“I want cake!” Joffrey protested, pushing away his plate.

“No.” Luke sighed, taking such a large mouthful of his eggs his cheeks puffed out.

“Cake!”

“No, Joffrey. It’s for later, to celebrate Hariel.” Rhaena admonished gently, but though the explanation gave Joffrey pause, Visenya had picked up on the topic too.

“Cake no.” Visenya said, nose scrunched up as if smelling something bad.

Hariel chuckled bemused.

What a peculiar little kid Visenya was. She didn’t like cake or sweets, she almost never cried and rarely showed strong emotions, be them positive or negative. Though the mere mention of cake was enough to set off Joffrey again, who was the perfect opposite of his little sister.

“I want cake now!

On the far end of the table, Aemond scoffed, making Luke shoot him a glare. Though Aemond ate with his family as expected during his visit, he kept to the opposite end of the table to wherever Rhaenyra’s sons were seated, and spent the meals in silence.

Aemond had arrived the day before last on Vermithor, and was the first to give Hariel a present that morning. A pair of golden earrings shaped like dragonwings set with emeralds. They were more suitable for a fine-event than daily-life, but she’d opted to wear them anyway.

Since Westeros didn’t work on the same hour system as back home, it was debatable if it was her exact date of birth though. A day here counted closer to 25 hours; not 24. Which they’d discovered after a few months in Essos and the clock on Hagrid’s wall insisted it was late afternoon when it was clearly still the crack of dawn.

This abnormality added with their confusion over the absurd seasonal behaviours meant they’d lost track of the exact date they’d arrived. Marking down something so trivial hadn’t been anywhere near their top priority back then – and now Hariel didn’t know her birthday anymore. She’d calculated a proximity, but then in Westeros no one celebrated birth-days anyway; but name-days.

A name day marked the day a person was given their name, which didn’t necessarily coincide with the day they were born. Some babies born frail or sickly weren’t given names unless they recovered, which could be weeks after birth, and if they didn’t recover were oftentimes buried nameless.

After coming to Westeros Hariel had been made to pick a name day date for herself, which was close-ish to what they calculated was her birthday, and called it “good enough”. In the end it was yet another thing she’d lost to world jumping.

But even marking such a big number as Hariel’s coming of age name day wasn’t enough to get her out of lessons. Though their hours with Septa Megga that morning went a little differently when princess Rhaenys joined their sewing session, both to assist Baela with their latest project while bringing along a gift for Hariel too.

“It’s possible to use the straps to adjust the fit, though I think it sits well on you as is.” Princess Rhaenys said as Hariel tried on the gift from House Velaryon. The presents that year had been astonishingly nice, from an extravagant samite gown from House Targaryen, to the lush winter coat from House Bar Emmon, to an intricate silvery hairnet from House Celtigar - but maybe she should have expected it. Coming of age was a significant number; be it sixteen in Westeros, seventeen in the wizarding world or eighteen amongst muggles.

Hariel had known she was getting something form fitting from the Velaryons, because Rhaenys had gotten her measurements months ago - but instead of another pretty attire to add to her gradually expanding wardrobe, Hariel had been blown away when princess Rhaenys presented a set of armour.

A dragonrider’s armour!

The piece was made from black boiled leather with a scaly surface, reminding her of dragon scales, and came with attachable shoulder pauldrons and elbow couters. She could wear her riding attire underneath, and it still fit comfortably.

Hariel didn’t want to sound conceited, but she looked like a badass. Perhaps a little bit like a quidditch player too – but mostly a badass. Looking herself over in the mirror, Hariel amused herself imagining a game of quidditch played on dragonback, before reluctantly deciding it’d be unfeasible in practise.

“‘Tis not fair, we’re dragonriders too. Why didn’t we receive armour for our name day?!” Baela whined, reminding Hariel slightly of Christmas with Dudley. Baela wasn’t acting anywhere near as bratty, but there was still something in her tone: as if it was self explanatory that she should be gifted the best, and that there must’ve been an oversight that she hadn’t been.

“Lady Hariel is a woman grown, whilst you are still only two and ten.” Rhaenys said. “You will receive one once you’ve reached full height, dear.”

So twelve was too young to wear protective gear, but old enough for marriage?

“This is stunning, princess Rhaenys. I’m honoured.” Hariel said, knocking her fist against the boiled leather over her stomach, testing out how resistant it was.

“We’ll be hard pressed to get you out of that,” Rhaena joked.

“Absolutely,” Hariel grinned as she went to sit down next to the twins on the bench. “I’ll sleep in it if I can.”

“Why would you need armour in your private chambers?” Baela teased.” Is there a dragon trying to climb into your bed of late you need to fend off, Hariel?”

“Baela!” Rhaena and Septa Megga exclaimed, and Hariel was left blustering. What the-? When did Baela start to--?

“Where have you heard such rumours?!” The Septa added.

“Nowhere,” Baela laughed. “I was merely jesting, septa Megga.”

When princess Rhaenys didn’t discipline her granddaughter, Septa Megga let the matter be too.

Baela leaned across her twin so only Rhaena and Hariel heard her whisper. “Though it wouldn’t be impossible. You’re being courted by “a dragon” right? One who flew to Dragonstone from the capital for her name day.”

“Precisely. It’s romantic.” Rhaena rebutted, pushing her sister until she sat properly again. “Stop insinuating nonsense and focus on your needlework. We’ve loads left on your wedding gown, and you better help, Beala. It’s your wedding.”

With a roll of her eyes, Baela reached for her embroidery hoop while Hariel picked up her own work, her cheeks flushed pink by the teasing.

They’d been distracted by Hariel’s gift, but this was still technically a needlepoint session. Their only project of late was Baela’s wedding gown, and they had a looming deadline to mind.

Back in England few brides would think to make her own dress, but here it was the norm. Especially amongst nobles. They wanted to look their best for their wedding, and wouldn’t leave such a task to just anyone, even when they could afford to.

Here in Westeros the best at making clothes wasn't someone in a store or some cloth merchant selling fabrics. No, 99% of the time the best at making clothes were the nobles themselves, as they were the ones who received education in the practise.

There was a reason Septa Megga spent so many hours nagging about sewing and needlework. It wasn’t for sh*t and giggles – for most sewing was used as much as Hariel had been cooking back at the Dursleys.

For those who didn’t have magic to aid them, being good at sewing meant they could wear nice things, and wearing nice things gave status at court. Just like how big fashion labels had affected trends back home – the difference was that individuals handmade their own clothes instead.

Westerosi nobles were those who set trends because they were the ones with the ability to make the most impressive gowns. They had the gold for expensive fabrics, rare threads and smooth gems – but even more importantly time to both learn and make something nice out of the precious materials.

Nobles had the leisure-time for such craft which smallfolk simply didn’t have. For others, those hours nobles spent practising making luxurious attires were instead used to cook, laundry, work, care for children, livestock or whatever else needed to be done.

So Baela was making her own wedding gown alongside Rhaena, Rhaenys, Septa Megga and Hariel. Not because it was convenient or because she enjoyed sewing, but because it would give the best result. Baela’s wedding would not be a small affair, and the gown needed be finished to perfection.

“Since there won’t be a bedding at least our efforts won’t be wasted.” Rhaena said while painstakingly working on the stretching dragon wing motive making up the back of Baela’s wedding dress. “I’ve heard some gowns are torn and ruined during beddings.”

Hariel shuddered, reminded of the one wedding she’d attended at Claw Isle a couple years ago.

Many mistakes were made that day.

Still a novice in Common Tongue, Hariel hadn’t known the wedding prayer the guests were supposed to bless upon the couple, she’d congratulated the wrong “bride” on her wedding and then sneezed in the middle of a speech, though the true mistake had been sitting down next to Mariya. She was the cousin of the groom, around Hariel’s age, knew Valyrian, and at the end of the feast dragged Hariel along with a bunch of other women to; “escort the groom!” - whatever that meant.

Hariel found out.

“That’s an exaggerated rumour.” Princess Rhaenys rebuffed without glancing up from her intricate work of fastening a line of fine shell pearls along the collar of Baela’s wedding gown. Quite a challenging task whilst minding the intricate cut, hems and lace.

“There’s occasional accidents, but most gowns only suffer a tug here or there. Nothing that can’t be mended.”

That was true. From what Hariel had witnessed, the wedding attires were effectively stripped off the couple, and left intact on the floor except for some wrinkling… It was how the bride and groom were borderline molested that’d been traumatizing. Even after the newlywed were in bed the guests remained outside the door hollering “encouragements” until long after they were done.

Hariel doubted having the bride’s uncle yelling; “Is it in yet?! If it is, can you tell?!” while the rest of the men roared with laugher had helped things along in there.

That was never happening at her wedding.

...

As the thought passed her mind, Hariel had a brief, confusing moment. Since her crush on Ser Qarl ended brutally a few years back, Hariel hadn’t pictured anyone specific as the groom in her “when I get married” scenarios. Now though, there was a confusing blend of dark haired to silver haired, grey to purple eyes.

Aemond was becoming a confusing part of her life lately.

Before recently Hariel hadn’t seen Aemond that way. He could be stuck up the ways most nobles were, had a short fuse and took offence too easily - but the moment he was on dragonback or around magic he became free and bold. He was a friend, which meant Hariel had always liked him, but not like him, like him.

In truth, Hariel always considered him a kid.

Aemond was Helaena’s little brother.

Vermithor’s little pet.

Then in the span of a few days Aemond went from a friend, to an insufferable asshole, to an ally - to a… date?

It was hard to keep up, because of late things felt like they were changing on a weekly basis. Hariel could hardly believe the staggering amount of crap that occurred in such a short amount of time. What was supposed to’ve been a simple day-excursion to Harrenhal had ended in a trip to the north, a succession drama, Hagrid on trial for dragon stealing, Hariel’s first kiss – followed by several heartbreaks for half her friends.

Had she known the chaotic domino effect that flight would set off, Hariel would’ve stayed indoors that day.

“… What if I flower?” Baela asked quietly, “Will there be a bedding then?”

“Aye.” The Septa said, smiling kindly.

“Why can’t it wait?” Hariel asked, looking up from her stitches just as she pierced the needle through the fabric and catching her finger. Annoyed, she quickly removed her hand before she bled on her flame embroidery, and wrapped her finger into her bloodied handkerchief until it passed.

“It’s winter. Wouldn’t a spring wedding be more festive?”

“It would be, but the King wants his son wed before the year’s end.” Said princess Rhaenys.

“Aegon might be old enough,” barely “-but even if she flowers tomorrow, Baela’s far too young,”

Hariel’s frank words were left hanging uncomfortably in the air between the ladies in the solar, until Rhaenys sighed. “Baela’s not too young to fulfil her duties to her House, as is the responsibility of all ladies to uphold their alliance agreements.”

Hariel wrinkled her nose, because that “alliance agreement” wouldn’t be considered properly “secure” before there was a child involved – and she didn’t mean Baela.

“When I was two and ten, Hagrid turned down the Prince of Pentos on my behalf.” Hariel spoke carefully, trying to sound matter of factly instead of accusing. “Prince Reggio was older than my father, but also because no two and ten year old is ready for marriage and motherhood."

“Baela will not be a mother at two and ten.” Princess Rhaenys said assuredly.

“… So she’ll wait a couple years? It’s not much of an improvement to be a mother at four and ten.” Hariel was trying to stay cool, but just thinking of this was making her temper rise. It was one thing if they just ‘didn’t know’ – but they did. They bloody hell agreed, but they let it happen regardless.

“Hariel,” Septa Megga pronounced her name like a warning, falling back on the tone she used whenever Hariel got too ‘foreign’ in her enquires. “It’s a woman’s honour and duty to give her husband heirs.”

“Then why do you keep sabotaging them from doing their duty?” Hariel challenged. “You can call my foreign customs queer, but know that those queer customs of mine made it so the first time either I or Hagrid experienced someone suffer a childbed death was… it was lady Laena.”

“Excuse me?” Rhaenys exclaimed. The mention of their dead mother made Rhaena stop working, while Baela’s lips pinched.

“Childbed wasn’t as dangerous back home.”

“Because of your magic?” Baela guessed.

“Magic had nothing to do with it. It was for several reasons, but one of them was upholding the age restrictions on marriages. Though it didn’t used to be that way. It used to be like here; a mere guideline - but in the end they acknowledged and enforced what goes ignored here. The Maesters are perfectly aware. You know it too. Everyone knows that the likelihood of girls dying in childbed is higher the younger they are.”

“We do not ignore the Measters wisdom, but there’s more to consider than mere numbers, lady Hariel. All births are a risk to mother and child no matter their age. Being too old can be just as dangerous.” Septa Megga said slowly, as if she was speaking to a particularly stupid child. Hariel hated when she did that, because the woman knew she wasn’t an idiot. “If the Maester deems a maiden ready for motherhood, who are you to question it? Have you been taught by the citadel? No, you certainly have not. These are evaluations left to the wisdom of learned men.”

“No girl of four and ten is anymore ready to be a mother than a boy of four and ten is ready to set off for war.” Hariel argued, “Sure, a boy may march off to war regardless – a girl may be made to marry – and they may have an easy fight on their respective battlefields if fortune favours them - but the likelihood of deaths are so much higher that any sensible person would avoid it at all cost. Only the desperate makes a green-boy fight in battle instead of grown men. Not without expecting it to end in anything but loss. So how come you keep doing it with your sisters and daughters?”

“Being older doesn’t guarantee a safe delivery,” Rhaena said quietly, “Or mother and our brother wouldn’t have died.”

“That’s not what I’m getting at, Rhaena. A seasoned knight can be felled in battle too, the same as a bloodied mother. It’s about how child brides are no more effective at giving birth than child soldiers are at battle.”

“A maiden flowered is no longer a child, it’s the way a woman’s body lets the world know they’re ready.” Rhaenys said meaningfully. “Just as no boy who’s voice is broken is a child either.”

“If you truly believe that then why do you celebrate coming of age? Jace’s voice is breaking these days; does that make him a man grown at two and ten? Ready for war and battle? For the responsibility of his inheritance?” Hariel argued.

“From the day the age restriction laws were enforced the rates of childbirth deaths dropped significantly. They kept improving the laws and living conditions of the smallfolk until it reached a point that when I grew up: I did not know of a single woman who died in childbed. Not one. Not in my home. In my district. In my town. I don’t claim they didn’t happen - they did - but it was so rare I had only heard of it in stories. I never knew how dangerous it was before I came here, and saw with my own two eyes how horribly it could go.”

“That’s… You were quite young when you left your homelands, so how can you be sure?” The Septa said exasperated. “And what does it matter? You live here now.”

“I was one and ten when I left home. The same age as Queen Aemma was when she married King Viserys. And even if I was young, what about Hagrid? He’s the one who taught me most of this, and it fits with what I remember too. Which is precisely why I’m letting you know, as gently as I can, that regarding this your ways are inferior to what I came from, and that there is a solution.”

“Excuse me,” Baela said stiffly, putting down her needlework on the table. “My hands feels like pins and needles, may I be excused from the session, grandmother?”

Rhaenys had barely agreed to it before she was out the door.

“Let us rather focus on the gown instead of matters that can't be changed, hard though such truths are to accept.” Rhaenys suggested, holding herself calm but firm. “Regardless of your opinions and advice, this marriage will take place at the behest of his Grace, because that is the order of things. If you wish to help Baela, your priority shouldn’t be to scare my granddaughter needlessly. It should be to prepare Baela for any challenges she may face in her marriage.”

Hariel stared hard at Rhaenys, green meeting lilac. “That’s what I’m trying to do, princess.”

The Septa kept her for another hour before Hariel was allowed to leave, and once free she set off searching after Baela, but found Aemond in the chamber of the painted table before her wayward friend.

Flipping a knife absently, Aemond stood studying the grand map of Westeros with the kingsguard Ser Steffon. He heard her coming down the stairs, and looked up from the carved stone table. Aemond’s knife stopped twirling, and his head co*cked slightly to the side.

“Where are you heading?” He wondered, a smirk tugging up the corners of his lips. “To war?”

“The Triarchy are fortunate I’m not.” Hariel boasted, brushing imaginary dust off her dragonarmour, and Ser Steffon guffawed.

“Hm. Though now that I’m of age…” She pursed her lips thoughtfully as she took the last couple steps in one jump.

“Don’t even make a jest of such.”

“You started it.” Hariel rolled her eyes, sidling up next to him by the table.

Ser Steffon looked between them with a knowing smile, and decided to faint interest in the view from the slanted windows to give them privacy, going so far as to start humming a tune.

Hariel still wasn’t used to that.

She’d accepted Aemond’s courtship mostly out of convenience, and though things were complicated she didn’t regret it. Especially not after Baela and Aegon were offered up for marriages without a say. How could she blame Aemond for trying to avoid that? She’d tried the same, and their courtship gave both time and a convenient excuse. Even if it wasn’t all pros with no cons.

She’d compared it to dating, but it was undoubtably more formal, since courtships were expected to be a precursor to marriage. It was practised more often after a betrothal than before. Though there were examples of people who’d courted without ending up married. Sometimes a courtship lasted the span of a single walk around a park, before one or both decided it wouldn’t work. Sometimes it could be a week – maybe a month, though it was rarely longer than that. Hariel and Aemond had courted for weeks, and by now people were behaving as if they were practically betrothed.

That didn’t mean it was set in stone though. She didn’t have to look further than Baela for an example of how quickly things could turn on a dime. What Baela and Jace had been doing for years could be called courting too – come to nothing but an awkward situation.

“I’m looking for Baela, have you seen her?” Hariel asked.

“She went with Jace and Luke.” Aemond pointed his knife like it was a wand towards the side entrance across the hall. “They left that way.”

Leaving Ser Steffon humming a sea chanty in the echoing chamber of the painted table, Aemond decided to come along.

“You make a striking figure in that. Who gifted you such a fine dragonarmour?” Aemond said. “You look a proper Valyrian dragonrider now.”

“Thank you. It was a gift from House Velaryon.” Hariel grinned, “I didn’t expect you to linger. I thought you planned to use the daylight to fly home? Or is Vermithor still coiled with Silverwing?”

“He is. It started snowing as well, and I decided to remain another night.”

Because of the sea, fumes and wind; snow rarely lingered too long on Dragonstone, but of late there’d still remained a thin, cold layer of white powder across the volcanic island.

And it was her birthday, which felt off, because Hariel was born in July. It should be the height of summer, not a windy winter day.

“How are you faring with Jace and Luke? The three of your don’t always get along.”

“No, but I see no option but to try, considering Helaena’s-” Aemond cut himself off, and changed his answer midway through. “They’re the same as usual, but being here for your name day was worth suffering their company,” Aemond tried to make light of it, even when they both knew he’d never be here if it wasn’t for her.

Hariel could call her courtship with Aemond a “convenient excuse” all she wanted, but that didn’t make her blind.

Aemond had a crush on her. The attention, the flattery, the visits, the gifts: He was giving this courtship his best shot, and faced with his genuine efforts to please her, Hariel had no idea how to back out without hurting him.

But did she even want to back out?

Was it Aemond she worried about dating or his surname?

Was it Cregan she’d liked, or the convenient excuse to get away from the uncomfortable politics?

It’d stung to be rejected by Cregan, but she’d accepted his betrothal well enough - up until Aemond got involved at least. Aemond turned the rejection from a wistful disappointment into a bitter reality, and so furious she’d turned around and kissed Cregan.

Yet when Aemond wasn’t being a jealous prat or a stuck up prince, he could be quite fun. She hadn’t forgotten his negative traits, but Hariel wouldn’t dismiss his better sides either.

Aemond was witty, sarcastic and adventurous – especially when away from courtly politics. He could go about it the wrong way, but he tried to look out for her, even when that led to her hating him a little. He cared, and was a strange mix of painfully law-abiding and a reckless hot-head, and somehow that’s what she both liked and disliked most about him. As dutiful as his mother until he abruptly threw all caution into Vermithor’s dragonfire and charged ahead.

His reserved exterior made it easier to overlook he was younger, though a year and a half was hardly anything. Beyond his gangly stage of teenage-hood anyone could tell he was growing handsome. The age gap seemed more significant when they were younger, though even when he was simply “Helaena’s little brother” in her head, Aemond remained one of the “older kids” compared to the twins, Jace and Luke - who were still children. Aemond was growing up and Hariel had noticed. It was quite flattering too… The attention…and to be wanted.

When push came to shove, there were far worse people to spend her days with than a friend.

… Again, she needed look no further than Baela.

They tried a couple chambers Baela or the boys were likely to seek out, but came up short until they came across Jace alone jogging down the winding staircase from the Stone Drum tower.

“You’re looking for Baela? She’s up there,” Jace said quickly, and rushed off. Hariel wasn’t even given the chance to ask why he was in a hurry before he’d disappeared out of sight.

The Stone Drum tower got its name because of the booming and rumbling sounds heard during storms, but even during a frisk breeze as the snowy weather that day was enough to make the tower noisy.

It’s why when they heard two people arguing down the hall, Hariel couldn’t tell what was said over the groaning. Next to her Aemond’s steps became softer, barely making a sound as they threaded carefully until they reached the last corner.

She heard them clearly then: That was Baela alright, but why was she arguing with Lucerys, of all people? Over the noise of the Drum tower and their argument, they hadn’t heard them approach either.

“-your mother isn’t here.” Baela taunted.

“Then I’ll tell grandmother.” Luke threatened.

“Do it then!” Baela dared him,

“Maybe I will.”

“Hah!” Baela laughed as if she didn’t believe him.

“Better I tell her, so she can straighten you out. I felt sorry for you before, I thought it unfair you were passed over - but it seems Jace was saved the disgrace. Rather Helaena than an unfaithful whor*!”

The sharp sound of a slap rang out, followed by quick footsteps as Baela stormed away. The echoing steps grew closer, and next Baela turned the corner, and only barely stopped before colliding.

Except for Baela’s gasp of surprise, no one said a word for several seconds. Though a lot was communicated through Aemond’s ram straight posture, the way Hariel nervously bit her lip and Baela’s tense shoulders.

Without a word, Baela pushed past them and marched down the hallway.

Aemond stared hard after her as she disappeared, a storm brewing in his chest, while Hariel glanced around the corner, but Luke had left too. He must have gone in the opposite direction, towards Ser Laenor’s empty apartments.

“You heard Luke's words, did you not?” Aemond fumed, kicking the floor with his foot.

“I did,”

“Nothing good will come out of the betrothal.” Hariel wanted to ask which betrothal he meant, Baela’s or Jace’s - but maybe it didn’t matter.

Aemond didn’t start accusing her aloud, she could tell he was trying to keep it down with the grace of someone holding down vomit, but the angry spark in his eyes was telling.

“How can you blame me?” She said frustrated. “I’m sorry I have a different opinion to you, but the worst I did was speak it aloud. Is that so unforgivable? It’s never stopped you.”

Aemond burst. “If you’d stayed out of matters of state and inheritance, Helaena wouldn’t be promised to a budding scandal.

“And had you minded your own business, nothing I said to the King could have changed anything at all.” Hariel hissed. “Your sister wouldn’t be promised to Jace, and your brother wouldn’t be betrothed to Baela because your siblings would already be married to each other!”

Aemond’s jaw flexed. His purple eyes flickered sideways, before he let a soft chuckle escape. The sound both derisive and amused. “… That’s… Fine, maybe; but I never intended for this to come of it.”

“Neither. Did. I.” Hariel pointed out. “Not for Baela and Aegon. I thought your brother was to be betrothed to lady Cassandra.”

“What of Helaena?”

“Have you heard your sister complain, Aemond?” Hariel asked exasperated. Had he perhaps failed to notice Helaena was just about the only one who hadn’t? Except the King that was.

“My sister is far too sweet and courteous to go against our King father.”

“Or maybe she’s far too sweet and courteous to go against her stubborn little brother.”

Aemond was not an easy person to argue with; Hariel knew intimately, and Helaena hated confrontations. She disliked it personally as much as when the confrontation was between strangers she didn’t know. So why did he believe Helaena would muster up the nerve to tell her true opinion to Aemond, when her obstinate brother disagreed so vehemently on the matter?

“What?” Aemond huffed, “What does that mean?”

“Don’t make an issue where there isn’t one. A lot of people has good reasons to be upset, but Helaena…?” She shrugged, leaving it at that. “Just as you don’t need to make an issue out of what we walked in on there. It’s likely nothing.”

“Don’t play me for a fool, you know as well as I it wasn’t.” Aemond drawled scornfully.

“I’ll sort it out with Baela. In the meanwhile… Please,” Hariel said tiredly, restlessly brushing her hair behind her ear, fingers brushing against the dragonwing earring. “just don’t-!

Exactly what the ‘don’t’ meant was up in the air though.

Don’t judge Baela.

Don’t judge Luke.

Don’t jump to conclusions.

Don’t tell.

Don’t make it worse.

She hoped he’d interpret the meaning on his own, since Hariel turned back towards the stairs, and headed after Baela.

“What did you do?” Hariel closed the door to the twins apartments softly, afraid to phrase the question how she suspected it should’ve been:

Who did you do?

Because Baela was twelve, she hadn’t even had her period and Hariel didn’t want to picture her being sexual with anyone. Yet judging by how Lucerys spoke, and the way Baela reacted…

Baela had slapped Luke; a prince.

And though Baela was a Targaryen, she was neither Luke’s sister or mother, only a cousin – a lady, and not a princess. There were things even Baela’s station didn’t grant her, and striking a prince was somewhere at the top of that list.

Not that Hariel truly faulted her loss of temper. Luke had called her a whor*. Of course Baela was pissed off and snapped. She had a lot of reasons to be angry of late.

Yet Baela was lucky as hell that Luke was the sweetest of Rhaenyra’s children. Had this situation been between their siblings - if Rhaena had done that to Jace - the guards would already have locked her in a room to await ‘disciplinary reformations’ with Septa Megga.

“What do you mean?”

“Don’t play ignorant with me. What on earth occurred to make Luke call you a whor*?”

“How dare you question my virtue, Hariel?” Baela said sharply, flaring into a defensive attitude.

“I’m not: I’m asking why Luke was. Why he’d be doing something so cruel. It’s not like him.” Hariel frowned. “Is this about Jace? Did you... Did he?

“Nothing happened!” Baela insisted, speaking too fast and looking away.

“Then what was it you did which Luke threaten to tell princess Rhaenys?”

“It’s nothing, Luke is exaggerating… It was just… I had to relieve myself last night, and I took the wrong door in the dark on my way back.”

Hariel blinked. “Did you go into Jace’s bedchamber? In the middle of the night?”

“Only by accident, and Luke got all uptight about it. He’s reacting unfairly; it’s not as if he was in his own chambers either.”

“Of course he wasn’t. It’s winter.” Hariel said exasperated. “Did you honestly expect Jace to be alone in there? You share a bed with your sister too.”

“I wasn’t expecting anything.” Baela lied stubbornly. “I took a wrong turn!”

“Do you think me an idiot? After years at Dragonstone, now's when you take a wrong turn? It’s bloody obvious, and everyone else would see it too. What on earth was the plan here Baela?” Hariel speculated.

f*ck, but Baela was playing with fire.

“Make something happen with Jace, and thereby force your parents to marry you to prevent a scandal? What of Helaena?”

“What do I care about Helaena?”

“She’s your cousin.”

“She’s a lackwit-"

"Don't call her that!"

"-and Jace would rather wed me. He told me so.”

Hariel’s chest constricted with guilt. “I’m so sorry about Jace. I am, but what about your family, Baela? What about Jace’s future stability of rule? Is that something you care about? It isn't fair, but your actions could easily have harmed them too, and you know that. How do you think the King would’ve reacted to this?”

“Jace and I love each other, but those grasping Hightowers ruined everything! Father told me his Grace used to be in favour of me.”

“How far do you believe that favour would’ve stretched if this little plot of yours succeeded? Even if your father had forced Jace to marry you, do you think the King would’ve blessed the marriage? Why the hell would he keep favouring you for queen – or for anything – after you’d disgraced yourself and Jace, whilst simultaneously shattering the alliances the King’s trying to build by slighting both his daughter and son? Have you any idea the sort of disaster that could’ve turned into? As if Jace doesn’t have enough intrigues and plots to contend with as is.”

Baela purple eyes stormed with upset, lips trembling. She looked close to tears but refused to cry. “Get out.”

“I’m only worried about you, Baela. You saw how Luke reacted… That’s… I want to help you. I don’t know how, but I don’t think this is the way either.”

“More advice, Hariel? You’re full of them today, aren’t you?”

“Because I know how you feel!”

“You have no idea how I feel! My life is ruined!”

“Ruined? You want to compare ruined lives? With me? You think I don’t know how it feels to lose out? For my life to go in a different direction than what I wanted? To be desperate enough to try fix it?” Hariel exclaimed. “I lost my country, my parents, my culture, my inheritance, my home, my friends. Trust me; whatever you’re feeling, I’ve felt it too.”

Baela dried her eyes. “Can you leave me be? I want to be alone.”

“Fine… I’m sorry. I’ll go.” Hariel sighed, and headed for the door. “I hope you’ll come down later. If not… I’ll save you a piece of cake.”

The argument with Baela put a damper on the festivities, though Hariel’s day improved slightly during tea and cake.

Everyone showed up for it, even Baela. She’d calmed down and no one except Rhaena seemed to have noticed her eyes were a little puffy.

Hagrid arrived with a present in his pocket for Hariel too. He still insisted Hariel wasn’t of age yet, looking pointedly at Aemond as he repeated this - but maybe he’d been a little bit affected by the rest anyway, because it was far nicer than the cake and card he usually made for her.

Hagrid’s gift was wrapped, and that alone earned them quite a few remarks, especially after Hariel explained that in their home country a present wasn’t simply presented, but wrapped first to make things more surprising to find what was inside. This practise was deemed wastefully frivolous of parchment to the Targaryens in the room – it became one of those moments Hariel felt like the spoiled little princess instead of the royals for taking something like wrapping paper for granted - but in the end Hagrid waved it away as; "it's magic", just so Hariel could get on with opening her gift, which was a new cloak.

“I made it ‘meself from the acromantula silk I had from home. It’s pretty useful, 'cause the silk is light as spiderwebs but water and wind resistant.”

The hooded coat was two layered, with red wool on the inside and acromantula silk stretched across the outside. Compared to the embroidery skills of Westerosi nobles it was simple and unadorned, but clean cut and well tailored, leaving the rare material to shine on its own. The wool worked as a warm inner layer, whilst the magical acromantula silk woven like a white shimmering web protected the red fabric underneath. Hariel loved it, and she sent it around to allow the others feel the soft yet rubbery texture of the acromantula silk.

Cake was served, and Hagrid distracted Aemond from glancing speculatively towards Baela by talking of how Thunderstrike and Morning was faring now that they had more space in their enclosure instead. In the meanwhile Lucerys and Baela pretended nothing had happened while Rhaena and Rhaenys remained oblivious. Joffrey tried to steal Visenya’s cake piece, but was made to share it with his brothers to make it “fair”.

It almost looked like Hariel’s name day would end on a good note after all - until Laenor arrived unannounced, stumbling down the stairs.

“Father?” Jace said worried, “Did you fly Seasmoke here? It’s snowing.

Laenor was weather worn, face drawn, sweaty and as he walked Hariel could tell he was drunk.

Rhaenys got out of her seat.

“Laenor? What’s wrong?” She asked, though something in her tone sounded like she already knew. “Is it the twins? Did something happen to your children?”

The room held their breath when Laenor nodded.

“… Aemma. She caught a fever and… she couldn’t fight it. Yesterday, the shivers took her… She died.”

Notes:

For those confused over the chapter title, if any are, then the babybell refers to Aemma. 'Baby', because that's what Aemma was, and the bell is... well, when does a bell ring? Sometimes it's for muic, sometimes it's for a wedding, sometimes to announce a birth, (sometimes when the city is falling) though in this case it's for a funeral.

Thank you for reading, and I hope you’ll have a nice weekend!

Chapter 31: Bluebell

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

BAELA I

Perchance the Gods had been angered, since of late nothing was going right.

The death of the little princess was felt throughout Dragonstone: though it was only the latest travesty Baela was made to suffer these days. Because Jace was betrothed to Helaena, and Baela was shoved onto Aegon without warning.

Baela always knew she’d marry the prince and move to the Red Keep, but this wasn’t what her father promised.

Jace and Baela were supposed to be Jaehaerys the Conciliator and Good Queen Alysanne come again.

Just as they’d talked of for years.

Their life would’ve been wonderful. Baela as the lovely queen to her handsome King husband, and surrounded by their dragonriding children. Baela would name their first daughter Princess Laena, and their son might claim Vhagar. She would be Queen of Westeros and live in the Red Keep hosting lords and holding women’s court.

That future had been within reach, but then in the span of a council meeting it’d all been ripped away.

How could her father do this to her? Isn’t that what he always wanted? For his daughter to be Queen and their future descendants as the Kings of Westeros?

Her father was the King’s brother, the rouge Prince himself; he should have stopped it. Baela was so angry she’d refused to talk to him for weeks, though maybe he’d failed to notice; occupied as he was, preparing for her upcoming wedding.

Baela mourned the little princess too, she truly did, but frail babes dying in their cribs wasn't rare, especially in winter. So when Baela wasn’t occupied with concerns for the princess's family, she felt overwhelmed by her own burdens.

“It’s unjust, that is what it is. Unfair; and it drives me mad everyone are refusing to acknowledge it. Why can’t you ever take my side, Rhaena?” Baela asked her sister whilst getting intobed, quickly slipping her feet under the woollen blankets. The floors were unpleasantly chilly to thread on with exposed toes.

“I am on your side, Baela. But I’m trying to remind you something good can yet come of this.” Rhaena said, leaving the curtains of their four poster slightly ajar, allowing the warm light of the fireplace slip through.

“What good can come from this transgression?”

Helaena would get Westeros,

Rhaena would get Driftmark,

- and Baela would get Aegon.

The only consolation was that at least it wasn’t Aemond.

“You used to have a dragon once, whilst I did not.” Rhaena said quietly, propping her back to rest against the pillows and hugging her blankets to her chest. “I spent years praying nightly for my egg to hatch, to gain a dragon as splendid as Moondancer for myself. I felt passed over by the Gods and father alike. Only mother understood… But I had to wait my due, all the while fearing I’d never be a dragonrider like the rest of our family until Hagrid came along, and then… within a few moons I had Ebrion.”

At this, Baela thought back to her visit in the capital, and the other thing that felt wrong of late.

Baela had stood in the window of the Red Keep when Vhagar returned from the north carrying her new rider. She’d grown up watching her mother fly Vhagar, and could recognize that dragon even as a mere dot in the distant clouds. So to learn Hagrid was Vhagar’s new rider was akin to a slap to the face and a cutting betrayal.

Hagrid was only in Westeros by invitation of the royal family. Their parents – their mother, Vhagar’s true rider – had welcomed Hagrid and Hariel with open arms when they had nowhere else, and was being chased through the hills of Norvos. They’d given them shelter, station and assisted with language.

Hagrid and Hariel owed everything to Baela’s family.

How dare Hagrid spit on Laena’s memory? To steal something that was never his by birthright, birthplace or blood?

Hariel’s unsympathetic response made it worse. As if she believed Hagrid hadn’t done anything wrong, and Baela was the one overreacting… And perchance she had. If only slightly, but had Hariel no compassion?

Baela could understand Rhaena’s point though: The King had pardoned Hagrid, and Baela had known him for years too. Hagrid had probably been short-sighted and worried. It didn’t justify the theft, not in the slightest, but she could understand better how it came to be. He’d sworn to never ride Vhagar again either, and once she’d calmed down and talked with her sister, Baela had chosen to forgive him.

That was days later though, and in the meanwhile Hariel never came to explain herself.

She kept away, and the few times Baela saw her she was dressed differently; basking in the court’s admiration gained through her shiny, starlit gowns – magics she’d never revealed before – whilst prancing around the Keep accompanying Helaena.

Was Baela being replaced?

Because the days passed, and Hariel didn’t seem to care that Baela was hurt.

“Ebrion was worth the wait, sister.” Rhaena said, “Even if I could change things, I wouldn’t have it any different.”

“I’m not getting a dragon: I’m getting Aegon.”

Rhaena arched a brow,

“Ugh! You know what I mean.” She exclaimed, her mind still on Hariel’s behaviour over the last few moons.

What was going on with her?

Though it was hard to imagine a lackwit like Helaena capable, Baela nearly suspected the princess had been manipulating Hariel. Twisting her into one of the princess’s agreeable little puppets, because Baela had hardly recognized her during the weeks in the capitol.

Hariel didn’t fly Norbert – even sending her away. She didn’t jest during lessons, or put people in their place when they deserved it. Except making her gowns pretty, she hardly used magic - nor did she sneak into the kitchen to steal food or go to the garrison to look at the weapons.

It wasn’t before Baela’s life fell to pieces that Hariel finally came to her senses.

Her father had barely shared the news before she knocked on her door - which in hindsight was a peculiar timing – but Baela ignored it, because whilst everything was so horribly wrong, at least Hariel was back. She’d remained with Baela, listening to her fears with compassion unlike anyone else afforded her.

Then the next day came, and….

Hariel was still there; they were friends and talking again, yet at the same time there was a distance. Baela couldn’t put her finger on it; but it seemed Hariel was pulling away.

Even Rhaena had felt the distance from Hariel, despite how the two had never argued to begin with.

The issue was clear though:

This was Helaena’s fault.

Maybe all the King’s younger children shared some blame too. They spoiled everything, so Baela assumed things would return to normal between them once back at Dragonstone.

That hadn’t quite happened. Even though Hariel was always with them, she seemed distracted and oftentimes irate. Baela would almost claim she was angry with her, but that couldn’t be right. She’d never wronged Hariel.

Baela’s thoughts were spiralling to dark places again.

Despite the dim light within the curtains of their bed, Rhaena could effortlessly perceive Baela’s thoughts as plainly as if they were words off her mouth, and her twin let out a heavy sigh.

“You’re so angry of late, Beala…” Rhaena said. “You’re angry at father, angry at the King, at princess Helaena and the Hand. Angry at Aegon, Jace, Luke, Aemond, Hagrid and Hariel… You’re angry at me for trying to help and grandmother for not helping enough… Instead of nursing your ire over something that can’t be changed, perchance you can try make the best of it?”

“The best of this?”

“The alternative is to keep being angry, and Baela: this wrath doesn’t suit you. I want to see you laugh again.”

Baela dragged a hand through her thick Valyrian curls. “Aegon is one thing, I don’t know him, and I never cared to before -- but… but after we’re married, I have to live there, Rhaena.” Baela whispered. “I have to… I have to live in her castle, attend her court, watch her marry my Jace, and live the life that should’ve been mine… It’s so… It’s... Keeping up the puppetry of being happy for them was hard enough during those brief weeks before we returned home - but that is to be the rest.of.my.life!

Baela couldn’t do it. She just couldn’t stand it! And there could’ve been a way to avoid her unfair fate:

Back in the day, Alysanne and Jaehaerys had been forced to marry in secret because their mother and council plotted to tear them apart. They’d snuck off to Dragonstone to marry before the Queen Dowager could force Alysanne on the Baratheons – afraid as they’d been in those days that another sibling marriage between a Targaryen King and his sister would renew the wrath of the Faith. Jaehaerys had taken Alysanne for his Queen and sister-wife regardless, kept it quiet for a few years until Alysanne turned six and ten, and it’d gone perfectly well.

So why couldn’t that be Baela and Jace’s story too?

They could marry in secret, and once it was done no one could tear them apart. Not Helaena, her father, Aegon or even the King.

Not anyone.

… except Luke.

And now, with Luke breathing down his brother’s neck, Jacaerys had been forced to avoid Baela for the sake of her reputation. That horrible brat who’d dared name her an unfaithful whor*? Who in the Seven Hells did he think he was talking to?

How was Baela unfaithful for sticking by Jace through thick and thin? If needed be Baela would fly into war for him, so how did her unshakable devotion make her a whor*?

That night she’d only meant to share her plans with Jace, because it’d been impossible before. Back at the Red Keep there had been uncountable strangers, secret passages and their chambers were too far apart, so Baela awaited their return to Dragonstone. The logistics was more feasible there. With some privacy she could both tell him her plan and remind him why she was superior to Helaena.

Curse Luke. He’d ruined everything.

At least Hariel had kept quiet, but Baela hadn’t expected anything else; she’d always been reliable that way.

Rhaena’s eyes softened. “You can join us at Driftmark. You will always be welcomed there: You, Aegon, your dragons and any children.”

Baela’s chest burned at the suggestion of being made to seek refuge in her sister’s castle. She was the firstborn!

“I deserve a stronghold: To be the lady of my husbands castle, a dragonrider and partner in his rule. I’m the blood of the dragon, this was my birthright… and it’s… It’s being stolen out from underneath me!”

The words spilled out, finally expressing the bubbling fury she couldn’t escape. “And for what? How will Helaena make a better queen than myself? Everyone insists it’s an advantageous match, that their marriage will heal the rift in the family, but what about everything else that comes with that station? Are you all blind to it? Helaena doesn’t love Jace. She doesn’t care about him, and she’ll make a terrible queen.”

“Baela!” Rhaena admonished. “Our cousin is a princess, and she’s courteous and sweet.”

“She’s weak!” Baela snapped. “I can’t fathom how she’s princess Rhaenyra’s sister or ever claimed a dragon. A goat earns more respect than lackwits, and everyone can tell she’s one - that she’s not right in the head. But the queen has ordered people not speak aloud what we all see plainly with our eyes. Helaena is not fit to plan a feast – far less run a castle. Can you imagine how Helaena will handle the Red Keep? She’d sooner hold court for spiders than ladies. She’s unnatural and she’ll make a mockery of Jace’s rule. Making Helaena queen placates no one except the Hightowers, but I’m the better option for the rest of the Kingdom. I’d fight for my subjects, and advice my husband with wisdom and justice. I’d be more than a broodmare made to squeeze out heirs!”

“You’d have made an excellent queen, Baela.” Rhaena said, hugging her sister tight. “But you’re betrothed to another… and so is Jacaerys.”

Baela’s wrestled Rhaena’s arms off her, pushing her sister to her side of the bed. “I don’t need reminding.”

“It’s only a moon left to your wedding. Try Baela. Even if it’s not better for the realm, then at least for your own sake… So you will be happy.”

Come morning Baela was once again faced with the aftermath of Aemma’s death. The shock had passed, but the absence lingered.

Their grandmother didn’t show to break her fast, Luke poked unenthusiastically at his food. The weather was as dark and dreary as the mood within Dragonstone castle, coming down in sludge and wind. The poor weather meant they were not only having to suffer Aemma’s loss, but suffer cousin Aemond’s continued presence as well, whilst uncle Laenor was breaking his fast with a goblet of strongwine on the side.

“Aemond’s wisely waitin’ out the weather, and I hope yer too, Ser Laenor? You’re not goin’ flyin’ today, are yeh?” Hagrid asked eyeing uncle’s beverage. People got careless when they were too deep in their cups, and even if uncle Laenor was an excellent dragonrider, born to cross skies and seas alike, it seemed unnecessary reckless.

“No. It’s the Day of the Smith,” Was uncle Laenor’s response, mentioning the importance of the date.

“The holiday of peasants and labourers,” He held up his goblet in a mocking toast; “To the smallfolk; the builders of the future - those who has one, at any rate.”

Ser Laenor wasn’t the only one using the smallfolk as a distraction, and when Hariel suggested Baela and Rhaena join her for an “errand” in the village that afternoon, they’d agreed.

It was supposed to be a quick, simple affair, but Rhaena insisted they take an escort into the village, and unfortunately Aemond and Luke ended up volunteering – the two people within the castle Baela’d rather avoid.

As Luke and Aemond were only children themselves - and good for nothing but judging Baela from their high horse - the kingssguard Ser Stefffon came along too.

They’d huddled up in their warmest clothes and set out as the afternoon waned. Baela needed to take her mind off matters, and a trip to visit a peasant was just the sort of odd nonsense Hariel would cook up.

Rhaena was more sceptical, but it’s not as if they were visiting Flea Bottom – just the cottages down in the village. They’d literally walked there a thousand times on their way to the pier.

At the tail end of the group, Lucerys and Ser Steffon discussed tourneys, whilst Rhaena and Baela strolled arm in arm following after Aemond and Hariel.

“Is that uncle Laenor?” Rhaena pointed down the alley to a pale haired man accompanied by a shorter one. On Dragonstone having silver hair didn’t immediately mean they were of House Velaryon or Targaryen – it could be anyone, but the man had a familiar gait. The shadows cast by the low angle of the setting sun made it hard to tell, but the cloak was similar to the one their uncle arrived in yesterday. The two turned up by a door, and disappeared into a crowded tavern at the corner of the alley.

“It could be,” Baela agreed, wondering who his companion was. If that had been uncle Laenor, the other man wasn’t anyone Baela recognized. He’d been too short to be Ser Qarl.

“I wonder how the princess is faring…” Her sister murmured.

Baela hummed thoughtfully, wondering that as well. Uncle Laenor had left his wife to deal with her grief alone. It seemed unfair, as while her family was on Dragonstone, their princess had only Lannisters and Hightowers for comfort as she grieved the death of her daughter.

“-this is quite unnecessary,” Aemond told Hariel ahead of them.

“It’s the day of the Smith. Had it been summer there’d be festivities on the street, but instead they keep indoors.” Hariel said, “I can improve some of those indoor spaces, and it cost me nothing.”

“… as long as you’re aware this kindness will not be repaid.” Aemond responded, and then reached out and took Hariel’s hand. He didn’t link her elbow through his, but entwined their fingers.

A wistful sigh sounded from her sister. Rhaena peeked hopefully towards her betrothed just as Luke imitated being felled by a lance whilst Ser Steffon laughed heartedly.

Baela gazed moon-wards. She was surrounded by idiots.

How could Rhaena think that romantic?

Aemond was hopelessly awkward; looking rigidly straight ahead whilst Hariel glanced down at their joint hands. Baela was sure she’d have requested the use of her hand back if possible without slighting his fragile ego.

Hariel was forced to suffer his presence because she had no other choice – just like Baela had no choice. Jace had told her how unpleasant Aemond was as a child, and from what Baela observed he hadn’t changed.

Aemond was judgemental, boring and rude. Her cousin had no sense of humour and quite unlikable. He tried to hide these traits from Hariel, but surely she was clever enough to see through his mummery?

At least Aegon had a sense of humour. The elder brother was quite charming and better looking compared to prince pointy face.

Fortunately Hariel wasn’t made to suffer Aemond’s grasping hand for long, because once they passed the corner tavern it lead out into a row of cottages, which was their destination.

The village below the Dragonmount wasn’t large, but the islanders were many enough to sustain a few taverns, barns, granary, wells, peasant cottages, a weathered little inn at the stony pier and a local whor*house.

Dragonstone had been an outpost of Valyria once, and it reflected in the smallfolk the same it did on Driftmark. The majority carried Valyrian features; a blend of white and blonde hair, with purple or blue eyes. Baela had heard many were dragonseeds too – the descendants of the bastards sired from illicit dalliances by long dead Targaryen lords and princes, and seeing the babe of Hariel’s personal maid and a stablehand hammered in this fact effectively.

The infant girl Aeriel had fine silver hair and dusky lilac eyes. She had a wide nose, round eyes and a mouth set naturally in a pout, giving her a surprised expression. Just as the parents and her brothers, Aeriel looked quite the Valyrian. She shared many traits with Visenya at that age, but even though their colouring was similar, that’s where the likeness ended.

Aliza the maid had been overwhelmed to open her front door, at most expecting Hariel along with an escort, but instead found half the royal family from the nearby castle. Though she had actually met everyone during their years at the castle, Aliza had been flustered whilst inviting them inside, spluttering repeated apologies for the state of her dreary little cottage.

Plain, bleak and cramped, the cottage was nearing a dilapidated state, yet Baela found something fascinating about the differences.

To think peasants could survive this way…

It had a strange smell, wet and salty, and held few belongings.

There wasn’t much here to look at, yet Baela’s gaze kept flickering around. It was a little exciting too, and it left Baela musing if Flea Bottom was like this as well. She’d heard it was even worse there, but that was hard to believe. What could be worse than this?

Rhaena did not share her fascination though, and stood uncomfortable just inside the door whilst Hariel finished up her “errand” – not that her placement made much of a difference. The cottage was only two rooms large.

“That takes care of the draft,” Hariel said. She’d used magic to fix a small gap between the wall and the window frame that’d previously been plugged with straws.

“Bless you, m’ lady. I can’t thank you enough, m’lady.” Aliza said, pulling the raggedy blanket snugly around her daughter.
Hariel hadn’t been there long, but with a few flicks of magic the home was already much improved. The fireplace was burning with magic fire that’d last days, the broken bar on the crib was mended, and it felt warmer and more welcoming despite its humbling size.

Whilst Hariel showed no signs of disgust or discomfort, the rest stood awkwardly to the side, for once united as a front against the foreignness.

Hariel chuckled. “Seeing your daughter well is thanks enough… It’s a relief after Aemma.”

“I was aggrieved to hear of the little princess. Such a tragedy.” Aliza said quietly.

Hariel hummed slightly in response.

“Hariel?” Rhaena kept her voice low, but in such a cramped cottage everyone heard it. “Will you be much longer?”

“No,” Hariel said, “Only a few more things.”

Rhaena nodded. “Then I’ll be waiting outside.”

“I’ll wait outdoors as well,” Aemond said, nose scrunched up. Though Baela would’ve preferred to remain by the heat of the fireplace, she wouldn’t let her sister suffer Aemond alone either. Rhaena wasn’t Hariel, who the princeling was all stiffly awkward smiles for. She’d take the excuse to get away from Luke as well. The prince kept casting her angry or disappointed looks, and she worried he would say something.

Whilst Lucerys and Ser Steffon remained inside, they left Hariel to fix Aeriel’s blanket into something better equipped to hold out the winter. Even if it was unorthodox to do so for a mere maid, it’s not as if Hariel was hurting anyone - neither smallfolk or House Targaryen.

Mayhaps it was a natural reaction to aid an infant when it was within her powers to do so. Baela could understand the urge, as she felt dreadful and helpless for little Aemma too.

The loss had been painted stark across her uncle Laenor’s face, and if he was in such a condition, Baela could only imagine Princess Rhaenyra’s devastation. The death of the babe reminded Baela of her brother’s death too – though he’d never lived and taken their mother with him.

The hollowness of her mother’s passing was a feeling that had never quite faded. The sting had lessened but her absence lingered, especially with everything happening in her life Baela felt the loss more intimately than she had in years.

Grandmother tried her best, and princess Rhaenyra favoured them… but they could never be Laena. Her beautiful, gracious mother, who’s embrace was safety, who’s smile chased away ghosts in the night and wise advice made a dark day brighten.

There was a truth she’d only ever dared whisper to Rhaena in the middle of the night, years and years ago: That she wished mother had never been with child. That their little brother had been the death of her, and if he was never made their mother would still be with them; instead of dying a slow, wasteful, painful death with no glory or honour.

Just another common childbed death, when Laena Velaryon had been anything but common.

After their discussion the previous eve, Rhaena had spent half the night tossing and turning, keeping Baela awake too, and come morning they’d left to pray in the Sept.

The seven statues within the Sept were already alight with candles when they’d arrived, and they’d lite even more.

They were in the Sept frequently, though Hariel required the incentive of lessons or someone asking her to join. She wasn’t a devout follower of the Seven who are One, but was willing to learn and respected the practises. As a Targaryen Baela knew a few others who didn’t follow the Seven; be it her father or princess Rhaenyra who was drawn to the Valyrian Gods of old, but most others followed the New Gods.

Yet regardless if they believed or not, they had to participate in the Sept that morning. From Hariel, to her father, to a heavy lidded uncle Laenor. First listening to the Septon hold service in honour of the Day of the Smith followed by princess Aemma, and then for personal prayers.

But whom of the Seven to turn to for this? Baela hadn’t known when her mother died either.

It might be the Smith’s Day, but praying to the mender of broken things felt a tasteless mockery when Aemma was beyond repair. The Mother above hadn’t graced Aemma with her mercy despite being as pure and innocent as the Maid. The Warrior’s sharpest Valyrian steel sword useless defending against the bitter bite of winter. The Crone’s wisdom fell empty, and there’d been no protection from the Father.

Rhaena assisted Joffrey light their candles at the foot of the statue of the Mother, Luke and Aemond left theirs by the Father, Daemon left a candle by the Smith, while uncle Laenor, grandmother and Jace did like Baela and left theirs by the Maid, but Hariel picked the Stranger.

No matter how many times she was reminded it wasn’t decent to pray to the Stranger, Hariel ignored their advice. It wasn’t wrong per se, and she’d explained her reasons several times.

“The Stranger is the outcast, the wanderer from far places, unknown and unknowable. As an orphaned foreigner and a witch I can’t think of any aspect of the Seven I relate more to than Strangeness.”

Hariel would sometimes be proper and sit alongside Baela and her sister by the Maid, Mother or whichever was suitable for the prayers, yet when made to pick for herself more often than not she’d favour the animalistic statue - though today it actually made sense.

Unlike the other six, only the Stranger had paid attention to princess Aemma Velaryon. It had cast the infant princess beyond the reach of those who loved her, and claimed Aemma for itself.

Mayhaps that’s why Hariel sought guidance from the Stranger. Maybe she too felt beyond the reach of where she’d once belonged.

Outside the sun had just dipped below the horizon, and Baela’s warm breath created pale puffs of fog in the frisk evening air. Up the street a couple thirsty patrons entered the corner tavern, where someone was playing music.

Neither winter or the death of princess Aemma stopped the peasants from marking the Smith’s Day. It was ironic that the day meant to worship the God of labour was celebrated by skirting duties in favour of drink and cheer.

“I hope Hariel will be swift,” Rhaena murmured, pulling her furs close around her neck. “I didn’t think it’d be so…. Regardless; it’d be better to return to the castle.”

“I wonder how they stand living like that. They’re a family of six, and their cottage is smaller than our bedchamber.” Baela mused, “Is that how they live in King’s Landing too? I’ve walked through the streets, but never ventured inside the peasant homes. It’d be curious to see.”

“Rather you than me,” Rhaena teased.

Aemond huffed, radiating haughty disapproval and judgement.

“Do you have an opinion on the subject, cousin?” Baela challenged, which earned her a discreet pinch to the hand from Rhaena in warning.

“If you wish to know of the streets of King’s Landing, your betrothed would know more than I. Aegon ventures into the city on his own too.”

“What an adventurous and engaged a prince he is. Does he explore the city often?” Rhaena asked with faked interest. “Have you gone with him?”

Reflexively, Aemond glanced quickly towards the closed door, assured the others were still inside.

“… Once or twice.” He’d nearly sounded uncertain, a rarity for her pompous cousin, and Baela was suddenly suspicious.

“What part of the city do you prefer most?” Rhaena enquired.

“Yes, where would that be? The streets of silk perhaps?” Baela watched closely for signs of shame. Surely Hariel would want to know if the prince courting her had a favourite brothel - but if anything, Aemond’s expression only locked up. Baela couldn’t interpret him anymore than she could a piece of driftwood.

“Is that where your mind naturally ventures, cousin? Towards the pleasure houses?” A smirk rested on his lips. “I should have figured, considering your unladylike… habits. Mayhaps it was inevitable; you’re sired by the lord of Flea Bottom after all.”

Baela’s face burst with heat, Rhaena was no longer feigning politeness and eyed Aemond like he was a Harpy incarnate. He acted indifferent to their ire, pointedly glancing up towards the tavern when some drunken hollering drifted down the street.

“Pardon?” Rhaena hissed.

How dare he insinuate something so… so-!

Aemond had no knowledge of the events that transpired, merely leaping to conclusion from a few overheard words in a hallway. What had she expected though? He was the son of the queen, who made a sport of spreading treacherous falsehoods and hurtful gossip.

“Well, Hariel’s only putting up with your crotchety self because she has to.” Baela spat, wanting to hurt him too.

The hollering from the tavern finally went ignored, and Aemond looked slowly over his shoulder, expression passive but with keen eyes. He didn’t speak but Baela had his full attention.

“Your courtship? It’s the order of things, and she has no choice. Though just because it’s the order of things doesn’t mean she wants it so. You’re awful at courting, and at the first excuse she’ll flee. Even if you wed her, don’t fool yourself, cousin. She doesn’t love you, and she never will.”

“And you will never be enough for Aegon,” Aemond said quietly, his purple eyes filled with icy fire, “Your children will not lack for siblings; both older and younger than those of your womb. It should suit you rather well though: You love bastards.”

Weeks of frustration finally burst to the surface, and next Baela charged him, her fist connecting with a painfully satisfying crunch into Aemond’s pointy nose.

“Baela!” Rhaena shouted, but there was nothing she could have done when Aemond reacted. Faster than Baela had anticipated he grabbed her wrist, twisted it around her back and pushed her arm up painfully.

Baela groaned; it felt like her arm was about to break!

“Come at me again and I’ll serve you to Vermithor,” Aemond threatened, the grip unyielding, and blood dripping from his nose.

“Let her go!” Rhaena demanded shrilly.

“Unhand me, or I’ll have my dragon burn you alive!”

Try it. I’m an Unburnt, you spoiled harlot.”

Baela laughed cruelly; as if Aemond would have lived if it wasn’t for Hariel. “She should have let you burn! You’re but a fat leech sucking other’s achievements and passing them as your own!”

The cottage door burst open, and the others stormed into the alley.

“What the hell are you doing? Stop it!”

“Baela!”

“My prince! Lady Baela!”

Aemond let go, and for a split second she considered turning around and go for another hit - but Rhaena was pulling her back, and then Luke, Ser Steffon and Hariel was there too.

“You can’t manhandle a lady, my prince!” Ser Steffon exclaimed, holding Aemond back with a warning hand on his chest.

Uncaring, Aemond dried away the blood with the back of his palm, only succeeding in making the smearing worse. “I only restrained the beast running wild.”

“Are you hurt?” Rhaena demanded to know whilst Baela clutched her aching arm to her chest.

She shook her head. She was fine.

“What’s going on?” Hariel’s green eyes darted from Baela’s arm to Aemond’s nose. “Was that necessary? She’s half your size.” She asked Aemond, but before he could answer she turned to Baela. “And what did he say to make you punch him?”

“Not here.” Ser Steffon commanded. “Come along, we’re returning to the castle. Your family can sort out this disagreement privately, and not on the open streets of Dragonstone.”

Aemond gritted his teeth, which made Baela smirk. There was no way anyone would take his side. Not here.

Because of their argument Baela had ignored the happenings up the street. It was only now Baela realized it was a bit too rowdy, and she wasn’t the only one who’d heard.

“Is that an argument?” Hariel turned towards the corner tavern, which seemed to be where the sounds originated. “Another one?”

Baela heard yelling and thumps, leaving little room to misunderstand anymore.

“Aye, sounds like a tavern-fight,” Ser Steffon said, hand resting on his blade just as the tavern door was wrenched open, and a couple of brawling men spilled into the alley yelling and bleeding.

Rhaena gasped, and quickly scurried towards Ser Steffon, who immediately went from being passively on guard to full attention.

“We’ll have to go quickly past it: and don’t stray.”

Luke drew his sword whilst Ser Steffon grabbed Baela so she stood next to her sister, easily within the knight’s reach. Aemond had been resting a hand on Hariel’s shoulder, but reached for his sword instead; an err in judgement he shouldn’t have made because-

“Hariel!?” Luke shouted.

“Ser Laenor is there,” she said, “-we can’t just leave him in a tavern-fight!"

"Stop, my lady.” Ser Steffon objected. “It’s too dangerous!”

Hariel ignored him, dodging around Aemond’s grasping hand in a way she needed to teach Baela, and pointed her wand at the fighters.

A yet of light streamed from the tip, hitting one of the brawling men. He stiffened up more than Aemond at his most rigid; arms locking tight at his side before toppling over sideways.
With his opponent unable to move, the other man took the free accessibility as an incentive to finish the task permanently.

“No!” Hariel growled, and the next rope of magic was the colour of starlit blood. The enchantment struck true: the man’s eyes rolled back in his skull before collapsing boneless and unmoving. Baela tensed, her sister shrieked and Luke gasped.

Had she—?

“Did you kill him?” Aemond breathed, a question taken straight off Baela’s tongue, but which baffled Hariel.

“No,” She eyed him strangely, because whilst Luke was unnerved, the weirdo looked like he was about to kiss her. “He’s knocked out.”

Several people had come outside to see what was happening, but it was at this moment several more patrons came stumbling outside too.

“Halt!” Ser Steffon demanded, but it went ignored.

There was a plump man in the lead, and Baela wasn’t sure what his intentions were; perhaps he’d been blindly trying to flee, or maybe he was looking for any excuse to fight. It all happened so fast, but the street was narrow, they were all hooped together with fallen bodies blocking the path, and then the plump man ran straight at Luke.

Immediately Ser Steffon leapt to assist the prince, but the man wasn’t alone, and another came to save him from the knight. Though whilst Ser Steffon was occupied protecting Luke, Baela and Rhaena were left with no protection, and within a blink things turned frightfully tumultuous.

“-get the f*ck out of-”

“They’re part of it!”

“-you f*ckin’ mad?!”

"When they see we'll be dragonfodder-"

“It’s that way!”

“That’s the bleedin’ prince-!”

Baela could taste the mob’s visceral rage in the sulphur tainted air. Why weren’t they halting? Ser Steffon, Luke and Aemond demands that they cease went ignored and unheard. If her father was here surely they would’ve fallen in line, but he wasn’t, and Baela had neither magic, dragon or a blade to defend herself with.

Nor did her sister.

Rhaena screamed and a voice that might’ve been Hariel’s bellowed something from across the crowd. Baela punched out wildly when a beefy hand grabbed a fistful of her curls, yanking her painfully from the wall so Baela shouted. Her roots and knuckles stung yet the punch had done nothing, but then the man collapsed when struck by another flash of red magic.

As quickly as it started, Hariel put a stop to it.

An ear-piercing sound blared so loudly, surely the dragons in the deepest caves were awoken too. It sounded more as if it was blasted straight into Baela’s ears though. A cross between a drum and a sharp horn, it was so awful everyone were forced to let go of whatever they were holding to cover their ears.

The sound finally ended and was overlapped by Hariel’s furious roar of: “I SAID: STAND DOWN! Draconifors!”

In a fog of solidifying magic Hariel created a brand new dragon. It was no bigger than a small dog, but it shone red and gold, and Baela had never seen it before.

What in the Seven- How had she-?

Since when could Hariel birth dragons from magic alone?!

“Don’t make me grow this dragon to full size!” Hariel threatened, “It’s a narrow alley, but I’ll do it if I have to!”

With that, everyone sunk to their knees except one man who tried to run. For a split second Baela was terrifyingly convinced Hariel would follow through on her threat and grow the dragon to full size. They’d be trampled!

Fortunately nothing of the sort occurred; instead a single bright light leapt through the air, colliding with the man where it turned to ropes coiling tight around his limbs. Several yelled, but no one dared move as he fell face first onto the ground.

In the chaos Luke had made his way to the entrance of the tavern and slipped inside. In the meanwhile Baela rushed over to Rhaena and Ser Steffon, unnerved by how quickly and far they’d been separated.

"Now tell me what the hell's goi-" But Hariel was cut off mid word.

“Ser Steffon! Ser Steffon! Hariel! Help!”

The desperation in Luke’s call made the fine hairs on Baela’s arm stand up.

Her heart was hammering in her chest as she pulled Rhaena along and ran for the door. Hariel had been closest and gone in first, but in her haste she ran right onto a pool of blood, and toppled backwards. With a grunt Aemond reached just in time to catch her.

Ser Steffon shuffled past them, mindful of his footing whilst Rhaena and Baela were last to get past the glowing hatchling dragon spitting puffs of smoke from its nostrils. It was acting more like a hound guarding the door than a wild little hatchling.

The tavern was in a state of disarray. The benches were toppled over. Goblets, bottles, plates and liquids littered the room whilst embers, ash and coal from the fireplace was sprawled across the floor.

A man had been left where Hariel had nearly fallen, and after Aemond steadied her she bent down to check on him.

“Dead...” Hariel said quietly, it looked like people had ran right over him, though what drew Baela’s attention was Luke in the dark corner. By an overturned table, the prince sat in a pool of blood, leant over uncle Laenor’s body.

“Seven hells!” Ser Steffon breathed horrified, crossing the room in a few long strides.

Rhaena gasping for air as if she’d quite forgotten to do so, and swayed alarmingly. Baela’s thoughts turned to shambles with little coherency, and could only grasp onto her sister. The pretence of steadying Rhaena anchored herself at the same time.

No... Please, no.

The Seven have mercy.

“L-Luke?” Uncle Laenor said, unfocused eyes straining in Luke’s direction, something like a chuckle reverberating in his heaving chest. “Think I’ll…. I’ll be… be seeing Aemma… ‘an Joff… ‘n Lae-na.”

“You’ll have to make lady Laena wait, Ser Laenor.” Ser Steffon said, ripping open Laenor’s blood soaked shirt in search of where the wound was. “We’re getting the Maester.”

“He’ll know what to do!” Lucerys insisted, tears in his eyes and choked up. “I-I’ll get Maester Geraldys. Just wait! I’ll run, I’ll be back before you know it.”

But Lucerys orders for his father to wait with bleeding out were useless.

“Over-sea… smoke... can’t f-fly through… Stupid... entering it.”

Rhaena’s arms clutched tight around Baela as they both knew what would happen. She could feel the oncoming inevitability as surely as when they’d watched their mother’s body give in too.

Uncle Laenor coughed, eyes drooping closed, his last words barely tangible. “‘...the storm caught me, son.”

Blood of two. Joined as one. Ghostly flame. And song of shadows.”

The priest spoke calmly while Baela rocked a sleeping prince Viserys in her arms.

The little boy peacefully unaware he’d lost both a sister and a father. Prince Viserys would only know their replacements: A sister for sisters. A lord father for a prince father.

A lump formed in her stomach as she saw signs of her uncle in Viserys little face, from his curly silver hair and the bow of his upper lip. Despite the sting of grief it was easier to focus on the babe than the scene in front of her.

Laenor hadn’t even had a funeral, but awaiting the Seasnake’s return for the burial of his son was too long a wait to request… And the excuses had sounded flimsy at best:

“Matters may not be going the way you expected, but we all have our responsibilities, and marriage is a duty we all must bear to strengthen our House, Baela.” Her father had told Baela that morning, breaking the weeks of silence caused by her betrothal at the threshold of his wedding.

“A duty? That’s all this is?” Baela asked sceptically. “What of uncle Laenor? House Velaryon will not take this kindly, and Princess Rhaenyra barely stepped off the ship. She lost her daughter and husband mere days ago… Grandmother only flew off on Meleys last eve to inform the Seasnake. Why the haste? Is it because you know his Grace would be opposed?”

“The King will give his blessing.” Her father said confidently, failing to clarify any of the real questions.

“… But the concern of thinning the magic through incest is why he broke the betrothal between Aegon and Helaena-”

“He's being overly cautious, but he knows at heart such applies only to those without the blood of the dragon-”

“If so then what of Hariel and Hagrid? Hagrid can hatch any viable dragon egg put in his hand, and rear them faster and stronger than a horde of dragonskeepers combined.” Baela asked, eyes narrowed. “Hariel is the Unburnt and can speak to the dragons, both the oldest and the youngest understand her. Norbert, Moondancer, Ebrion – they speak with her. How is she less a dragon than us?”

“She’s not.” Daemon said simply, brushing his hair back. “Despite her unfavourable traits; Hariel’s blood runs with pure Valyrian magic.”

When he didn’t explain further, Baela continued uncertainly. “And her parents were not kin.”

“Neither were they royals,” Daemon said, “As Valyrian as she is, her father was only a regular lord.”

“But the strength of our dragonblood and magic is the reason I’m to wed Aegon in the first place.” Baela reminded him. “As her uncle, and not even a half-uncle, you’re too closely related in the eyes of the Seven.”

“Mine brother will see reason; as a Targaryen, as a King and as a father. It's only fair.” He’d said softly, meeting her eye, showing the glint of something hard in the depths of his gaze.

“A daughter for a daughter.”

Two hearts as embers. Forged in fourteen fires. A future promised in glass.”

No. Nothing was going right of late.

The stars stand witness. The vows spoken through time. Of darkness and light.”

With blood on foreheads and lips, her father accepted the golden goblet from his princess bride and drank whilst the priest finished the Valyrian wedding ceremony. Baela felt cold as snow fell softly from the clouds above, while Daemon and Rhaenyra were bound in fire and blood.

Notes:

The ‘bluebell’ title refers to Helaena's prophecies again, this time it was for Laenor of house Velaryon's death. The ‘blue’ for their blue seahorse banners, and because there’s also a slight connection between how Laenor is an Unburnt to ‘bluebell’ flames - a fire that warms but don’t hurt…
the ‘bell’ was for another funeral... and maybe a little bit the widower and widow's wedding at the end?
Thank you so much for reading!

Chapter 32: Tea Leaves and Dinner Deals

Notes:

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

HARIEL XXIII

Hariel had been here before; in the same place, for a similar ceremony, with several of the same people - though the weather had been warmer back then.

Two weeks after his death they were at Driftmark for Ser Laenor’s funeral, held in the tradition of his House, and Hariel was experiencing deja vu.

“We join today at the Seat of the Sea to commit the Lord Laenor of House Velaryon to the eternal waters, the dominion of the Merling King. Where He will guard him for all the days to come.” Vaemond Velaryon spoke the funeral eulogy sombrely, standing by Laenor’s casket as he’d done with Laena. The stone and wood casket was carved in the likeness of a man instead of a woman, and was being prepared for its final voyage.

Though the King had been too ill for the journey, the funeral didn’t lack for royal representatives. Queen Alicent and her youngest son had arrived by ship, while her three eldest arrived on their dragons. Rhaenyra was present too of course, with the kids and all the Velaryons.

And once again the funeral was being overshadowed by the drama of the living.

The Queen and Ser Criston kept casting hateful glares towards princess Rhaenyra, who was reacting defensively. Aegon looked like he was bored with the entire ordeal. Daemon was basking in the inappropriate attention while princess Rhaenys comforted Rhaena and Baela while completely ignoring her grandsons who just lost their father. Corlys behaved disconnected and out of it though, which was different.

The wake wasn’t an improvement either, where the guests switched between reminiscing about 'Ser Laenor the Unburnt' one moment and gossiping about his wife the next.

“I can’t believe she’s already remarried.” Hariel heard while passing a group of gossiping ladies.

I can’t believe she brought her new husband to the previous one’s funeral.”

“We’re not the only ones shocked. I was there when the royal party arrived and first heard the news. The queen was scandalised.” At the remark they giggled under their breath.

“As we all were. Think of the children.”

Hariel just kept walking. Their gossip was nothing she hadn’t heard at every corner, several speaking words Hariel agreed with.

What the f*ck had they been thinking? It made her so mad Hariel could barely look at them.

Helaena was seated on the bench to the side, gazing into her drink instead of socialising. The princess was focusing in a way Hariel knew meant she was busy and didn’t want to be disturbed. Hariel looked around for someone else, but abruptly turned back to study Helaena’s behaviour once again.

“Are you reading tea leaves?” Hariel blurted, and since she’d interrupted at the wrong time, Helaena was annoyed when she looked up.

“I’m making an attempt to.” Helaena said, eyes fixed briefly on Hariel’s elbow, before returning to her cup.

Though divination wasn’t her thing, Hariel’s curiosity was engaged now, and she decided to sit down and rest her feet. She made herself comfortable on the opposite end of the bench, careful to leave space for a person to fit between them to prevent triggering Helaena’s touch aversion, and watched the crowd silently while waiting to be acknowledged.

Aegon accepted a goblet of wine from a boy serving drinks, not bothering with his usual charming smiles, which was the moment Hariel noted all the servants were men during this funeral.

He took a gulp of his wine and eyed lady Hazel Harte’s behind when she passed, leaving Hariel with the urge to pour the bottle of wine over Aegon’s head.

He was to marry in two weeks. His betrothed was mere steps away, with a front row view while Aegon was blatantly checking out the pretty blonde woman from House Harte.

Of course Hariel knew neither were in love with each other, and actually thought better of Aegon for not being interested in bedding Baela yet, but was it too much to ask the guy showed the bare minimum of public composure? It would save them both pain. Did Aegon have any idea the sh*tstorm he was about to face in Baela? Hariel didn’t think so, and she feared how he’d react to it.

While his brother made eyes at noblewomen, Aemond was preoccupied, with barely a second to spare as he made the rounds. She’d seen him talk with Hagrid for a while, his queen mother, the Hand, Princess Rhaenys, Corlys, some Velaryons and even made himself talk to Jacaerys. He was still going, but the one exception was how he avoided Baela, though she was keeping clear of him too. It made Hariel wonder what had caused their fight that day. It’d been swept aside because of Ser Laenor, and she still didn’t know more than:

The git insulted me, so I punched him.

It took nearly half an hour before Helaena broke the silence.

“It’s an obscure art… reading the portent of dreams and leaves.” Helaena turned the cup in her hand, “Though I’ve found they can coincide, with one repeating what I’ve seen in the other. Is this a pattern I should heed or do I see the patterns because I look for them?”

“I can’t answer that. What do you believe?”

“That I want the ringing to stop.” Helaena said.

“What ringing bothers you, princess?”

“The ones in my head.” Helaena said tiredly,

“… What do you mean?”

“They rang for princess Aemma and Ser Laenor’s deaths. They rang for my sister’s wedding to our uncle. They’ll ring for Aegon and Baela’s wedding, and… they’ve rung in the north too.”

Hariel wasn’t following anymore. “The north?”

Helaena put the cup in her lap, and made a half hearted attempt to meet her eyes. “We are made aware when there’s a wedding in a noble House. I thought you’d want to know… even if it may pain you, but just before we left for Driftmark a raven came from Winterfell, baring tidings of the union between lord Cregan Stark and lady Arra Norrey.”

Hariel took in the message with mixed emotions. "I see..."

There was some jealousy picturing Cregan kissing some unknown girl, but at the same time it felt plain weird too. Somewhere in the north Cregan was walking around Winterfell a married man, when just months ago he’d kissed her - but curiously Hariel found it didn’t hurt as she'd expected. She'd known for months Cregan would marry lady Arra and that the girl was at Winterfell, so this next step wasn’t a big leap for Hariel to picture. Her days with Cregan remained a sweet and brief memory in her mind, but in the past.

“Then I wish them a long, happy life together.”

“You do?”

Hariel nodded.

Because Cregan had married the girl he chose, and after seeing so many of her friends miserable or worried about their future marriages there was something very uplifting in that.

At the same time Hariel hadn’t expected the news of his marriage.

Didn’t Cregan say lady Arra was too young? But maybe his family pressured him for the sake of stability. She could easily see that happen, especially with his uncle's line so secure and lady Arra living as a ward at Winterfell. There was a part of her disappointed as well... Because the girl was fourteen, at most fifteen by this date - and Cregan knew she was too young. He'd said so himself.

“Did you see any other bells in that cup?” Hariel asked, gesturing to her tea “Can I look too?”

Helaena easily allowed the change of subject and handed the cup over, “Please do. I wonder what you see. Do you believe that looks like a trident?”

Hariel pulled the cup to and from her face at different lengths to adjust her vision, since she hadn’t brought her reading glasses to the funeral.

“Er'... I think it looks like my Nimbus 2000.”

“What is that?”

“My racing broomstick.” Hariel said, and felt supremely stupid saying it. “Just a broom.”

Not far away the twins were watching them speculatively, and Hariel put a stop to it simply by gesturing for them to come join them.

“Is there something in the cup?” Baela asked directly, chin high and judgmental. It wouldn’t be unusual for Helaena to trap insects in her cup, but Baela was wrong this time.

“Tea leaves.” Helaena said, “Perchance they’ll see something?”

Hariel held it out for them to try. “Helaena says there’s a trident in the tea leaves, but I think it’s a broom. What do you think?”

The twins exchanged an unreadable look, before Rhaena accepted the cup, and glanced into it briefly.

“There’s only wet leaves in here.”

“But what patterns do they form?” Helaena enquired. “Imagine the tea leaves are like clouds in the sky you’re viewing from the ground. What do the shapes they make resemble to you?”

“I see neither.” Baela sighed. “I don’t know. Maybe a bone?”

“Turn it sideways, is it still the same then?” Helaena suggested, trying to be helpful.

“That is different.” Baela said sarcastic, “Now it’s a broken bone.”

The biting tone was impossible to miss, and Helaena held out her hand to have her cup back with a blank expression.

“What was the purpose of this?” Rhaena said, giving the princess her cup and trying to smooth over the awkwardness.

Hariel was thankful she tried. “We were attempting to see which is the better dragon dreamer.”


ALICENT III

The day before her son's wedding, Alicent stood on the balcony as the party from Dragonstone appeared on the horizon.

They’d been expected to show around noon, so when the guards on the watchtowers alerted of their approach, half the court spilled out onto the balconies to watch the dragons fly in over Blackwater Bay.

For a moment Alicent was brought back in time, to a day she’d watched House Velaryon arrive for Rhaenyra and Ser Laenor’s wedding. Once more Meleys was flying in for a wedding, but Seasmoke wasn’t, though few would notice the absence amongst so many dragons.

As the bride-to-be; Baela arrived at the head of the procession astride her pale green dragon Moondancer. Behind her Lucerys white beast Arrax soared side by side with the black scaled Ebrion, then the green dragon Vermax with Jace as it’s rider, followed by the blue Norbert, the red queen Meleys - with the long necked Caraxes and yellow Syrax making up the tail end.

When they reached the borders of the city their formations broke off, changing directions to spiral in wide circles.

With a gentle smile Alicent lifted her hands and began clapping, and soon everyone followed her cue just as three more dragons joined the horde. As they’d been expected, Alicent’s three eldest were out flying, and she observed Sunfire, Dreamfyre and Vermithor join the Dragonstone party to great applause.

Aegon steered Sunfyre to fly by his bride’s side, but it was also a meeting of two beasts who’d barely interacted in the past, and watching the two dragons start dancing in the air made Alicent nervous.

“Sunfyre is beautiful in the sun. His scales shimmers golden.” Alicent heard lady Elenda Baratheon admire Aegon’s dragon.

“-three, four, five, six… Ah, no, did I already count that one?” Another was counting the dragons on his fingers, struggling whenever one of the dragons disappeared around the side of the castle during their circling.

It was then Aegon and Baela seemed to regain command of their dragons, and Alicent relaxed when they began flying side by side in wide loops above the city.

“… Ebrion is already strong enough to fly lady Rhaena?” Daeron spoke barely loud enough to be heard, his blue eyes trailing after the black dragon as it passed. Ebrion was half the age of Daeron’s dragon Tessarion, but though it was notably the smallest, it must’ve managed to carry lady Rhaena from Dragonstone regardless.

“It’s reckless.” Alicent placed a comforting hand on Daeron’s back, knowing how frustrated he was to be grounded. Tessarion was strong enough to carry Daeron for short stretches, but to introduce him into a horde of dragons like this? With so many new beasts Tessarion had never met whilst he was still inexperienced? Alicent had put her foot down.

“It’s thoughtless to risk lady Rhaena’s safety for something like this. Did they learn nothing from the fate that nearly befell lady Hariel? Her inexperience with a young, wilful dragon left lady Hariel helpless whilst Norbert carried her off north when she mounted it too early. Don’t fear, dear; you will be flying Tessarion to and from the Hightower in due time.”

Daeron hummed, and glanced over towards the Baratheons just as lady Ellyn looked back. Ellyn smiled brightly, blue eyes crinkling, and Daeron returned it with a polite nod.

Alicent pretended not to notice when lady Ellyn’s sweet smile faltered.

Daeron had been allowed to pick his betrothed amongst Lord Borros four daughters, and chosen lady Ellyn. Alicent approved, but after they spent more time together awaiting Aegon’s wedding, there had been a few incidents where the lady had been of annoyance to Daeron.

“She’s impatient.” He’d concluded a week before.

“For your marriage?”

“For everything.” Daeron said. “For walking down the hallway, or supper, or tea, or for a snowflake to fall. She can hardly sit still longer than a brief conversation.”

“She’ll grow out of it, dear.” Alicent promised, though she too had began noticing how restless lady Ellyn could act. Sweet, pretty and vivacious of course, but Alicent understood what Daeron meant, but expected she’d mature out of those habits.

Daeron was a dutiful and proper prince, a squire studying in Oldtown under the guardianship of House Hightower. Alicent knew Daeron would only be contented with a gracious southern lady for wife, which lady Baratheon was aware of too. She wouldn’t let her daughter bring shame on House Baratheon, and there were many years before they were to wed. Some Baratheons were known for being boisterous and lively, but Ellyn was a daughter, not a son – and Alicent assumed it was a childish phase she’d outgrow.

No, it wasn’t the betrothal between Daeron and Ellyn which worried her. It wasn’t even Aegon’s.

Time was slipping by fast for Alicent. The weeks leading up to Aegon’s wedding felt like they’d been swallowed into an abyss, and she had no idea how they reached this point.

By this time on the morrow, her firstborn son would be a married man.

She’d looked forwards to this since Aegon was but a babe in her arms, believing it’d be both a joy and a difficulty to be replaced by a wife. Because who would the bride be?

Alicent had strived diligently so Rhaenyra’s sins wouldn’t contaminate her family. Betrothing Aegon and Helaena was to make sure Viserys couldn’t be swayed by his eldest daughter’s honeyed lies again. For a while it seemed to work, but Alicent wasn’t sure where it all went wrong.

Aegon’s wife was supposed to be Helaena, and though Alicent firmly condoned incest, her children were true-born blood of the dragon. It wasn’t sinful with them, as the Faith acknowledged the Valyrian purity running through the blood of her royal children. Their union would’ve brought House Targaryen strength and prosperity. Even if Aegon had been displeased in the beginning, whilst Helaena’s unusual quirks became more prominent. Young as they were, her children hadn’t comprehended the threat they were facing, and that Alicent had done it for their own good.

Aegon’s Queen would be her sweet daughter - and as his sister Aegon would surely respect and love Helaena. Alicent was confident they’d find happiness once they settled into their marriage. Just as Alicent had found with Viserys.

Yet somehow her plans ended up in flames.

The council and Viserys broke the betrothal, and now Aegon was to marry Baela Targaryen, whilst Helaena…

Alicent couldn’t even think it.

The stress of everything made preparing for Aegon’s marriage a welcomed distraction, nearly a source of relaxation – because everything else was driving her to the brink of madness! And as always Rhaenyra was the source of everything going wrong in her life.

Alicent had felt compassion when Rhaenyra’s daughter died, and she’d prayed for Aemma. It’s what came immediately after that disgusted her. Rhaenyra had used her shawl of grief to sway lady Johanna’s compassion, and now there were talks of betrothing one of Rhaenyra’s sons to one of Jason Lannister’s daughters. But if the way she used her daughter's death to her advantage was shameful, it was nothing compared to Rhaenyra’s disgraceful behaviour after her husband's demise.

Rhaenyra hadn't even waited for a funeral before falling into bed with her uncle.

The princess had no shame. No decency. No respect for the Crown or House Velaryon to be more preoccupied making an outrageous match for herself in the middle of a mourning period. Prince Daemon had been disinherited decades ago - but now he was to be King Consort? Her husband had been furious to hear it, and yet that's as far as he'd gone.

How did Viserys not see the dangers his brother posed to their sons?

Did he not see the murderous beast lurking in those soulless eyes?

The funeral had been a scandal, and utterly overshadowed by how the widow attended it with her new husband, and Alicent had seen for herself the icy reaction of Rhaenys and Corlys.

But what could they do?

Rhaenyra was clambering to Laenor’s true-born son like a little hostage, and Rhaenys and Corlys wouldn’t want to lose more after the death of their son - and in very suspicious circ*mstances too. Alicent found it incredibly suspicious, and carried a coiling feeling that Prince Daemon had something to do with that “tavern-fight”.

Who else would know how to arrange one than the Lord of Flea Bottom?

The issue was that Alicent couldn’t prove it, and neither could Larys, and now princess Rhaenys and lord Corlys were stuck because Daemon and Rhaenyra controlled all their grandchildren: Viserys, Visenya, Baela and Rhaena.

Though from tomorrow Baela would be under Aegon’s protection.

It was partly how Alicent had found relief in arranging the wedding, because there she had perfect control of the outcome. She could pick the proper chair and table placements for the feast, the menu, the decorations, the entertainment. Since the wedding was at the Red Keep she had full control over the process. Control she lacked in everything else surrounding it.

Alicent’s attention was caught when people began pointing towards the sky. Tilting her head back, Alicent spotted the blue dragon ridden by Hariel had turned into a sharp nosedive. As it plummeted down Norbert inexplicably began spinning.

Was the dragon supposed to do that or had lady Hariel lost control?

Was the dragon injured? Was it the wing?

Several gasped and Alicent’s heart lodged in her throat, because Norbert was about to collide snout first into Blackwater Bay!

At the last moment the dragon abruptly regained control, wings fanning wide when she straightened up, and Alicent thought she saw the ocean ripple where its powerful spiked tail hit the surface.

Daeron started clapping, laughing at the display, and soon more joined in on the applause. Alicent realised a beat later that it had been a kind of flying trick. A performance to entertain the spectators.

Norbert arched up from the water, soaring up where they were met by Vermithor and Aemond. Though Norbert was notably big for such a young dragon, it remained small next to the bronze fury Vermithor.

“Norbert resembles Tessarion slightly, doesn’t she?” Daeron remarked.

Alicent’s heart hadn’t settled back to its preferred rhythm yet, so it took her a moment to compose her voice. “They do have some similarities.”

Daeron’s dragon Tessarion had copper scales across her body with cobalt blue wings. Norbert was also a blend of copper and blue, but with different arrangements and shades. Her scales were a lighter shade of blue, closer to Dreamfyre’s colour than Tessarion – whilst the copper appeared only on her horns and spikes.

Curiously, Norbert and Tessarion were the only two dragons to breathe blue fire. Though Norbert could change her fire from normal red to a very hot blue one - whilst Tessarion’s was always a deep cobalt blue fire.

After spending the majority of her life in King’s Landing Alicent had familiarized herself with the dragons - yet she’d never seen so many soaring above the capital simultaneously.

There was a good reason for it too. It wasn’t safe.

The applauding spectators might assume them a united litter of tamed dragons, playfully soaring in the sun and doing tricks, but Alicent was aware a few didn’t like each other. Such as Dreamfyre and Vermithor, which was ironic considering who their riders were.

“Yes, yes, that might be-” Alicent heard her husband laugh good humouredly in response to something said by lord Jasper. Viserys was seated by the balcony railing, with blankets and furs to keep warm whilst the master of laws gestured to where Vermithor and Norbert disappeared around the side of the castle.

“Lady Hariel is also quite daring, and look how large Norbert has grown. To think the dragon only five, yet comparable in size with my daughter’s dragon Syrax, who’s thirty. You can’t deny Rubeus Hagrid knows what he’s doing.”

With hardly a cloud in the sky, the sun shone high and warm across King’s Landing. It was a beautiful winter day; with as perfect conditions any dragonrider could ask for.

So Alicent watched them fly by whilst calculating the situation in her head. They’d arrived with eight dragons able to carry a rider, but that was without counting Vhagar, or those too small such as Tyraxes and Thunderstrike, bonded to Joffrey and Visenya each.

Had Rhaenyra been too occupied with her new husband, or had she spared a second to introduce Prince Viserys to Morning? The young she-dragon hatched moons before Prince Viserys was born, but it seemed a natural pick to make them grow together.

Alicent had thought she understood what Rubeus Hagrid meant about the dangerous overcrowding of dragons before, but the sight above her painted the picture far cleaner. Somehow it boasted her confidence in their plans, since securing Rubeus on their side had been a contested issue for a while, but this strengthened her resolve. Their solution seemed the most reasonable for everyone.

In this procession alone there were twice as many dragons able to carry riders as her children had combined; at least for now. Lady Baela would soon be Aegon’s wife, and then Hariel would bring in Norbert and Vhagar once she married Aemond.

… But Helaena…

Since the betrothal, Alicent had found herself praying for Helaena’s soul every night and morning - and what made it worse was her father Otto. He had always been a proud grandsire, involved and pleased with all four of Alicent’s children - but ever since Helaena’s betrothal to Rhaenyra’s bastard he’d began coaxing her.

Preparing her. As he’d done for Alicent once upon a time.

She wasn’t sure why it upset her, because she knew her father was only trying to protect their family, and if Helaena was met with such a damning fate then it was for the better she knew what to expect… And yet-

It felt like one of Helaena’s insects was slithering underneath her dress. Her stomach was in knots and her skin crawled. Imagining her pure innocent princess, born in the image of the Maid herself, be defiled by a spawn of House Strong tormented Alicent every waking moment.

A sting in her finger made Alicent glance down. Distracted by her troubled mind, she’d been poking her nails until they bled, not noticing before she’d made a proper wound of it. She forced her hands into fists and wondered why she kept marring her appearance so. Bloodied fingers were unseemly, like a servant’s stained hands. She needed to stop.

Things needed to precede perfectly, and Alicent refused to let anything more go wrong. She wasn’t a princess, but lady Baela was a true-born daughter of House Targaryen, with cleaner Valyrian blood than even her own children boasted; and this was what a legitimate royal wedding was supposed to look like. That even in winter people came outside with applause and fanfare - with ceremonies blessed in the light of the Seven.

In the meanwhile Rhaenyra and Daemon had married without the King’s knowledge or approval, skirting duty for lust and honour for greed. Their union was between two thieves sneaking off in the night, whilst her son Aegon’s marriage would be under the bright sun with the crowd’s approval, and now everyone would be made to see and compare which was a wedding fit of a King and his Queen.

HARIEL XXIV

Hariel watched the dragon keepers fasten a long heavy chain to the collar around Vermithor’s neck, securing the dragon to his cave within the cliffs along the coastline.

He stood docile while the humans chained him like a slave, because that’s how he was raised. Had they tried that with Norbert she’d have flipped out, tried to kill them all and would have likely succeeded. She might have allowed it if Hariel or Hagrid tried, but she’d start struggling once she realized she was stuck, and chains could only hold out so long against a dragon’s strength and fire.

But instead of minding his bondage, Vermithor was far more irate about the weather.

Why did I take on another pet? I didn’t have to fly in the cold when I didn’t have a pet.” Vermithor grumbled to himself, reminding her of the way Hagrid became exasperated with Fang when he did something particularly annoying; like steal a beef from the kitchen counter.

I like taking him flying, I sense he enjoys it very much, but my wingssss gets cold and everywhere elssse is cold of late too.

The heavy chains were long enough to give Vermithor freedom of movements on the ground, but left him incapable to fly off. It was winter though, and all Vermithor wanted was to huddle into his cave, going as deep as possible and start breathing fire to heat up the rocks.

In the meanwhile, Norbert was becoming a small dot in the sky, flying back to Dragonstone. Since it’d be in poor taste to take attention away from the wedding, Hariel had opted not to fly directly to the Red Keep, even if it would have saved her some time. Instead Norbert let her off on the beach, and she wasn’t alone. There were too many dragons pouring into King's Landing for Aegon and Baela's wedding to fit in the dragonpit, so Caraxes and Meleys were being chained up in alternative caves for the stay too.

He is mine though, and I do not wish him to die like my last...

You mean your last pet?” Hariel asked, curious he’d mention king Jaehaerys.

He became weak and could not fly, then he died. For many years it was so quiet… My new pet is more wilful, but young, wingless and fireless. Without me he will freeze or may try fly without me and die... It would be nice to be in Silverwing’s nessst, her nest is warm in winter, but she doesss not like I have my pet whilst she do not. I told her to find another one, and ssshe got mad.

Hariel covered her grin behind a hand, stifling a giggle as Vermithor turned to retreat into his cave.

You will see him out of the cold before he freeze?” He asked,

I will.” She said, biting down on her bottom lip.

Vermithor often spoke as if Aemond might stroll off a cliff and die if no one watched him closely. She suspected this was mostly the fault of King Jaehaerys though. Vermithor had watched his first rider be trailed by humans (kingsguards) constantly, jumping at attention to carry his cups and guard his back alike - and now the dragon couldn’t fathom why his new pet didn’t receive the same level of supervision.

“What did he say to you?” Aemond asked suspiciously.

“Oh, only that it’s cold outside. Are you ready to head up to the castle?”

Hariel peered through the gaps of the carriage panels to the people outside, glimpsing moments as they went about their day. Unlike a car there were no glass, and cold air wafted against her cheek through the openings.

The trip by horse--drawn carriage from Vermithor’s cave to the Red Keep took about half an hour. They’d travelled along the coast to get to the Rosby road, and followed that until they passed through the Iron gate into the city. They had just turned the corner from the Rose Road to the Street of Looms, with the Red Keep up ahead.

“Do you not think Vermithor would be warmer and more comfortable in a cave with Silverwing?” Hariel mused, and through the slim gap her gaze accidentally locked with a gaunt man seated on the ground with feet drawn up under him. It stood out, because the cold winds made people prefer the indoors, and amongst all those who still ventured outside: few chose to sit on the chilly ground. He was huddled in stained rags, skin dirty, one eye smaller than the other and a wound on his wide nose.

“Probably, but even when roaming free he always returns for me,” Aemond said, and then cleared his voice. “Rubeus arrived yesterday with the ship from Dragonstone loaded with Baela’s belongings. He became ill from the motion of the ship, but he’s been made comfortable up at the castle.”

His tone caught her attention, and Hariel glanced back. “He always gets ill.”

The stark contrast between the prince and the man sitting outside made her judge Aemond, even though for once he wasn’t perfectly polished. His hair was tangled, clothes disheveled and his face flushed from the exertion of flying and the cold. It suited him, because Hariel could easily picture Aemond walking off the quidditch pitch this way – but she couldn’t help note how neat his clothes were; thick and tailored with warm wool blankets and a fur over his lap to keep him warm.

Then she glanced down at herself, seated in fine clothes and huddled under layers too, and had to acknowledge she had little room to judge him. She was just as pampered, while the man outside…

“Aye, he said so.” Aemond straightened, “I hope you’re not worn out from the flight though. Rubeus accepted an invitation for the both of you to dine with us today.” He said.

“Supper?” There would be a feast during the wedding the following day, so she never expected anything grand for that afternoon, however, something in Aemond’s voice made her think it was more than a meal.

“Thank you, I’ll be there.” She said, and then changed the topic completely before it was too late, and gestured to the fur draped over her lap. “Could I have this for my own?”

Aemond blinked, but took the abrupt change of topic in stride. “If it pleases you, it’s yours.”

“I’m grateful, Aemond.” Hariel knocked on the panel between them and the rider.

“Stop the carriage!” She commanded, stood up and opened the door. With the fur in hand she jumped onto the street before the carriage had a chance to stop. An exasperated Aemond cursing under his breath as he rushed to follow.

They were back inside the carriage within two minutes. “Do you feel better now?” Aemond griped, taking the seat closest to the door this time.

“A little,” Hariel admitted. “He had greater need of it.”

“Millions do.” Aemond said as the carriage lurched when it started moving again. “You could have been hurt, Hariel. The carriage hadn’t even stopped. I’m ordering a lock for that door.”

“They used to lock me up too.” Hariel muttered under her breath, but Aemond heard it. Of course he did. The carriage wasn’t spacious; their seats about the same size of the back of uncle Vernon’s car.

“Pardon?”

Hariel gestured towards the door and pretended the verbal blunder never happened. “Put as many locks as you can fit, my prince, but none of them could hold me.”

“A part of me dearly misses the days such remarks still surprised me,” Aemond complained, picking up his abandoned fur and draped it over Hariel’s lap, while contenting himself with a wool blanket instead.

“But did you consider the consequences of your actions? What about his many cold fingered acquaintances down the street praying for a short winter?” He wondered, reaching out to take her hand.

His fingers were cold, so she wrapped her other one over his to warm it. Aemond’s lips twitched up in thanks before he continued his pessimistic little lecture.

“What about the woman struggling to feed her cold children? The little boy down in Flea Bottom without footwear? The half undressed whor* at the corner risking illness luring patrons for her madam’s brothel? They all need it too, and a quality fur such as you gifted the beggar has great value. How long will it take before someone colder and more desperate than him steals it? Will he give it up willingly or fight back? Which of them will come out of it alive I wonder? And all of it would’ve been prevented if you did not give him that fur.”

Hariel stared mutely at their hands, the scenarios he painted spinning around in her head. It’d be easier to dismiss if Aemond just didn’t understand, and she suspected he didn't. Not truly. He'd been taught of desperation, how it came about and how to avoid it - but never felt it himself. He understood it in theory but not in practise. However, the strange side effects of helping one person was the guilt over not aiding the rest. The injustice of picking one to help, and whether he deserved it more or less than all those she’d overlooked, and how Hariel became the bad one when she picked wrong.

“At least I did something to aid him when no one else did.”

“Even you and Hagrid combined do not possess magic enough to satisfy everyone, Hariel.” Aemond said quietly, softening his statement with a gentle squeeze of her hand. “If you give unconditionally people will take advantage, and it’ll turn into an open invitation to abuse you. The demands after your generosity will never cease, and if you still keep giving soon they’ll assume it an expected commodity and not a gift. They will pick you apart like crows to a carcass until you’re nothing but bare bones, and still they’ll feel entitled for more. How will you aid anyone then?”

“It’s not about giving everything. It’s about acknowledging the issue, and trying a little is better than doing nothing. If more people did a little the total sum would equivalent to a lot - and because the worst isn’t always guaranteed to happen, Aemond.” Hariel argued.

“Perchance the man will share his new fur with his acquaintances willingly instead of hoarding it to himself, because he doesn’t want them to suffer the cold the way he did. Maybe he can huddle several of his young children under it. Maybe he can turn it into several hats so they can stay warmer. Maybe he’ll use it as padding to his clothes, and when that attack you assume comes for him the fur-layer is enough to turn a jab by a blunted blade from a deep stab into a shallow cut.”

The carriage shook while rolling over uneven cobble stones, but Aemond held eye contact, a wry grin softening the sharp lines of his face. “Fine.”

Hariel wasn’t sure what he meant. Aemond was inclined to view a situation as if the cup was half empty instead of half full, and it usually took more to convince him of the opposite. The capitulation left her a little unbalanced. “Fine?”

“Fine.” He repeated, the smile on his lips fond.

The Red Keep was bustling with pre-wedding preparations, so Hariel spent the day inside Hagrid’s expandable trunk. Though he was given rooms at the Red Keep, there were no beds big enough for him to use, nor were the rooms comfortable for his height. It was simply more convenient for him to bring the trunk and live out of that.

She passed the hours playing cards with Hagrid while Fang tottered restlessly around their feet until it was time for supper, and they made their way together.

I told ‘im that if the kitchens are so busy with the weddin’ then I don’t mind making a meal for us down in me trunk. I’ve got a stove and oven, and it’s no trouble making food down there. If they think it’s cramped we could just bring the food up - but he insisted ter do it their way.” Hagrid told Hariel in English while they walked down the corridor to the Queen’s apartments.

Have you showed your stove and oven to the Hand?” Hariel wondered.

I did. Last time we were here he came by for tea, and I showed it ter him. He was as fascinated with the knobs on the stove as prince Daemon was with the shower. It’s so weird what the muggles find entertainin’, ain’t it?

“Mhm,” Hariel said distractedly, brushing down her gown.

Hagrid sensed her nervousness. “I’m tellin’ yeh, I’m confident it’s just dinner.

It’s not just dinner.” Hariel rebuffed, unable to shake the feeling there was more behind this. With all the weddings and betrothals of the last few months, her mind was leaning in a certain direction here.

We’ve eaten with them before, an’ I had tea with Otto a few times durin’ our last stay in the castle. He’s a pretty dry bloke who enjoys his books more than pets. He told me all about Oldtown an’ his high tower back in the Reach.

Exactly; and that was just the two of you. Why am I suddenly invited?” Hariel said.

Why wouldn’t yeh be invited?” He asked as they reached the guarded door to the Queen’s apartments.

Hariel looked at him pointedly, because sure; Hagrid could be oblivious, but after years in Westeros he wasn’t that blind.

They were let inside, Hagrid having to bend to get through the opening, and found they were the last to arrive to a table set for seven people.

Aemond, Queen Alicent, Otto Hightower, the master of Coin lord Beesbury and the master of laws Jasper Wylde were already occupying five of the seven seats. While Wylde was scowling, Aemond sat rigid and tight lipped in contrast to the Queen, who was positively radiating grace and composure.

Bloody hell…

Hagrid scratched his chin thoughtfully. “Alright… yeh might've been right. My bad.

Seated between Hagrid and Aemond, Hariel ate her meal and made polite small talk, but found it harder than it should’ve been. She was too preoccupied puzzling out what the hell would come at the end of the meal, as the people seated around the table didn’t add up.

Why was Beesbury and Wylde there? Where was Helaena? Aegon? Daeron? Why was the Queen here and not the King – though he had health issues, so that made some sense. But hell, Hariel had would’ve expected Otto’s nephew Ormund to dine with them before the master of laws and coin.

Because frankly; if they were about to smack her in the face with a betrothal proposal, this was going way overboard. As long as Aemond had the King’s approval, he could renegotiate these things himself, and she’d actually assumed he would.

When she was seventeen. Not sixteen and a month.

But maybe the abrupt betrothals and unexpected marriages had made them jumpy.

“Have you ever been there, Rubeus?” Otto asked, drawing Hariel out of her trail of thoughts.

“Nah. ‘Think the closest I’ve been was when I went ter Claw Isle for a weddin’ a few years ago, but we kept to the island during the visit an’ never headed onto the mainland.”

“It’s east past Maidenpool, and the area has a long history and deep folklore. It's a part of the Crownlands with rich pine barrens and cavernous hills.” The queen said, eyes twinkling.

“I remember many years ago during a trip to House Brune I passed by one of the ruined strongholds throughout the region. Their occupants are animals and insects these days, since the ruins have been covered under moss, dirt and growth since their destructions.” Otto said, taking a sip of his wine. “I only saw the one along the road, but I’ve been told there’s more, such as the Whispers, an ancient castle long fallen into ruin that’s still viewable if you think to visit House Crabb.”

“Sounds like an interestin’ place then.” Hagrid said politely, trying not to be rude by asking why on earth he’d visit House Crabb. If Hariel remembered correctly, their seat was somewhere along the Crackclaw Point. It was a very short boat-trip from Dragonstone, but not a place Hagrid was likely to visit out of the blue.

“It’s promising you think so, Rubeus.” Otto gestured for the servants to take away their plates. “Because we have a proposition for you on behalf of the crown,”

At once, Hariel turned to Aemond, and there was something almost apologetic in his expression.

She’d been right. They were reopening the betrothal negotiations, weren’t they?

A servants who’d helped cleared the table handed Otto a scroll, which he unfolded on the table.

“This is the offer I'm honoured to present to you on behalf of his Grace, King Viserys of House Targaryen.” Otto pushed it towards Hagrid.

“Er’... I’m not as good at readin’ common tongue as Hariel is.” Hagrid said, and pushed the paper towards her.

Hariel started reading, her suspicion falling away to bewilderment.

It wasn’t a betrothal contract.

It was about Hagrid, and about his years of petitioning for changes to the dragon rearing methods at Dragonstone. Specifically the overcrowding problem they’d been struggling with.

It seemed they’d come to their senses at last, though she doubted the timing of their revelation was accidental.

After Stormcloud and Morghul’s death by the Cannibal, Hagrid had refused to hatch anymore eggs to replace them. He still cared for the young dragons left, but had ignored the orders from Rhaenyra and Daemon to try hatch one of the eggs in the dragonmount, and wouldn’t unless they found more space where the youngest dragons could safely roam without risk of being consumed by their own. He’d been saying so for years, but it seemed he’d finally been heard.

This is in regards to the dragon rearing alterations you’ve suggested, Hagrid. King Viserys has agreed to expand the dragon settlements to a third location. It’ll be a dragon settlement for the purpose of hatching eggs and supervising young dragons under the control of House Targaryen, and they want you to run it.” Hariel explained in English, ignoring the confused expression of lord Beesbury and lord Wylde, who’d probably never heard English before.

In exchange for this service, as well as to reward you for your previous services to the realm, they’re giving you lands, Hagrid.” Hariel pointed to the section she knew he wouldn’t have been able to read.

It’s at the north-eastern coast of Crackclaw Point. No castle, but two ruins are located on the lands and there’s a small fishing village there.

Stunned, Hagrid leant forwards, struggling to read the parts Hariel clarified for him.

Why’s your name here? Does it say you’re my heir?

It does…” Hariel pursed her lips. “They’re giving you lands, but the contract specify that I will remain your heir even if you marry someone and/or have children.”

Hagrid’s brows climbed. “I’m not marryin’, they know that!

They do, but it’s still in the contract…” And the inclusion made Hariel think she knew what their angle was.

Huh. A bit unnecessary, but very thoughtful of them ter make sure you’re officially named as my heir. With the laws they have ‘ere I can see why it’d be needed. You bein’ a girl and not related ter me an’ all that nonsense.” Hagrid hummed agreeable, and Hariel barely refrained from smacking her forehead.

No, Hagrid, it’s not out of kindness, it’s… it’s a reassurance and a safety-measure to keep you in line through me.” Hariel said quietly.

“What are the stipulations?” Hariel asked Otto, gesturing towards the end of the written agreement. “It says here this agreement will only be valid as long as these stipulations are upheld. Is this in regard to Hagrid? Will he only be allowed these lands if he swear an oath to never take a wife or sire children? Like the Kingssguard does?”

“He will not have to go so far, no.” Otto said, “He has long deserved recognition for his unparalleled services to the crown, yet his actions with Vhagar made such difficult. Many would argue he’s already been repaid more than he deserves by bonding Vhagar without leave, and to reward him further would be wrong.”

“What do you think?” Hariel challenged.

“It’s an argument I’ve made myself; but I can also acknowledge that after his oath not to fly Vhagar, in practise all Rubeus was awarded from bonding with Vhagar was one trip to and from the north on dragonback, and that isn’t of the same value.”

Hariel was relieved to hear him acknowledge the reality of it aloud.

Alicent took over, talking briskly. “We expect you’re aware that after Rubeus Hagrid bonded to Vhagar, the crown requires solid assurances of his continued loyalties to House Targaryen before we can reward him from our coffers. The safety of the kingdoms goes before any sole person, and there is only one way to create assured alliances.”

“A marriage pact.” Hariel surmised.

“Yes,” The Queen leant forwards, hands folded on the table. “-between yourself and my son, prince Aemond.”

It took several seconds, where Hariel was certain neither she or Aemond were actually breathing. The tension broke when Hagrid grabbed the end of the table so hard they heard the thick wooden board groan.

“I’ve told yeh this a thousand times: Hariel will not marry anyone until she’s of age. Yeh don’t see me pokin’ me nose into how yeh marry yer children off, but I will not have yer child bride practises forced on ‘er. You might be alright gambling little girls health an’ lives that way, but we’re not.” He said, his voice dead serious and his expression hard in a way Hariel had rarely seen it. If she was to compare it to anything, it’d have been the time uncle Vernon called Dumbledore; “some crackpot old fool” in front of Hagrid.

It was extremely intimidating, and no one spoke against Hagrid on this. Even Jasper Wylde kept his mouth shut, though only barely. Probably because all four of his wives to date had been mothers before reaching their sixteenth birthday.

“Though she’s my responsibility an’ we’re from the same country, I’m not her parent or relative, an’ I’ve got no right ter decide who she marries. Only she does. But her safety is my responsibility, so yeh bet I’ll have an opinion about people tryin’ ter force her into somethin’.”

“Which is why we invited lady Hariel.” Otto said, and nodded to Aemond. “My grandson insisted, and if you only allow me to inform you of the offer, you’ll find it’s most generous and should please all parties involved.” Otto proved a braver man than uncle Vernon, and kept perfectly collected despite Hagrid’s looming shadow - before setting his hard gaze on her instead.

“Lady Hariel; you and Prince Aemond have courted for moons. Our proposal is that the two of you will continue as is, but as a betrothed couple, and your marriage will wait until you’re seven and ten. Rubeus will become Lord Rubeus Hagrid, and lady Hariel Potter his sole heir.”

Hariel inhaled deeply, her elbow accidentally brushing against Aemond’s as she did so.

“And since all this only happens as long as Aemond and I marry, you intend for the lands to return under control of House Targaryen.” Hariel spelled it out, because there was no reason to pretend here.

“In time, yes, but it’d be many years away.” Otto said softly. “Any lands awarded to Rubeus will be made to accommodate a dragon regardless, either for Norbert’s sake or even Vhagar, as we can’t prevent her from following after her bonded. The King has agreed to rise the new dragon sanctuary at Crackclaw in order for Rubeus to continue his duties to the realm. The crown will finance the new facilities for newly hatched and young dragons there, as well as a Keep for Lord Rubeus near the enclosure – which will eventually be under the rule of your son, a future Targaryen of Crackclaw.”

“What if I have no son?” Hariel folded her arms.

There was an awkward silence, where several were glancing between herself and Aemond, and hurried to clarify before someone thought to give her the birds and the bees talk.

“What if I birth daughters… Or what if I die in childbed?”

Hagrid glanced to her alarmed, and Otto answered while doing his best to sound calmly reasonable. “I pray that will not befall you, but in that case the lands will pass to your husband, Aemond,” He said, “And if you were so unfortunate to both pass with no heir, then the inheritance would go to the closest Targaryen relative. It has to, because of the dragon sanctuary.”

Hariel assumed that meant any daughter would be overlooked and everything would pass to… Aegon? Probably.

“Though firstly Rubeus Hagrid will be a lord of these lands for the remains of his life, and upon your passing lady Hariel will be your heir. Is that not something you wish for, Rubeus? You will continue working with hatching and rearing dragons, lady Hariel will be the lady of the Keep, her children will have a safe place to grow up, and Norbert have lands to roam. Is that not what you’ve worked to achieve? To give lady Hariel back the life she was torn away from? The life she deserves?”

Otto spoke directly to Hagrid, hinting at something they’d likely talked of during one of their tea meetings. And he was hitting some nerves too, since Hagrid was becoming conflicted.

It sounded… well, as far as marriage pacts went, Hariel could see this was a pretty beneficial one. Traditionally it was the bride’s family who were made to pay the groom’s, because that’s what dowries were. Hariel's 'dowry' was Norbert and any egg she may hatch in the future - which would be exceptional to any House except House Targaryen.

This marriage pact was quite unorthodox, because it was so much more than just the marriage. It was lands and future constructions and successions all wrapped into one – or maybe this was precisely how all marriage pacts were. Not truly about the people at the centre, but the pieces moving around them. Though one thing was clear enough: as long as Hariel married into House Targaryen they were willing to be generous.

And though Hagrid was clearly thinking of Hariel’s future, she was thinking of his.

Lord Rubeus Hagrid?

… How would that work?

Hagrid had no experience with governing – he barely knew enough to not break laws (too much). Yet as Lord he’d have to run the lands, which meant looking after smallfolk, both collect taxes as well as policing: which could be unpleasant and time consuming – especially when someone broke the law, and Hagrid would be the one to decide what to do with them, when all he wanted was to care for dragons. Not to mention what sort of responsibilities he’d be faced with if war broke out. As a lord in the Crownlands he’d answer directly to Viserys who’d be both his liege lord and King. He’d need a freaking coat of arms.

“I won’t agree ter anythin’ before I know more.” Hagrid broke the silence. “I don’t just mean Hariel’s say on this, an’ we’ll need ter have a long talk too – but I mean how it’s supposed ter work. Where this land is; what’s on it, if it’s sustainable to live off after puttin’ dragons into the environment. Predators like that impacts the hunting grounds quite a bit, an’ I also need ter know what this dragon enclosure includes. I’d love ter hatch dragons somewhere safer for ‘em than Dragonstone, it’s about time yeh did so, but it’s not somethin’ I can run on my own. Not unless yeh expect me ter never sleep again; I’ll need other dragonkeepers there too.”

“An astute precaution, my lord.” Beesbury said, “That’s why I’m here. I’ve drafted an estimate on the gold required for the enclosure which I need your expertise on. Look over what I’ve included and potentially inform me if there’s something required to dragon rearing I’m unaware of that’s not listed here. Lord Wylde has the details concerning the lands King Viserys is gifting you, lord Rubeus, and we can go over them together now.”

As the master of coin brought forth a parchment covered in neatly scripted numbers and plans, Hariel turned to Aemond.

“How come you failed to inform me of this?” She muttered under her breath.

He leant towards her, reaching for the jug of cider on her other side simultaneously. “When I made an attempt to, you ran out whilst the carriage was still in motion.”

Hariel rolled her eyes, certain he’d have found a way to tell her if he’d made a priority of it.

“What do you think though?” Aemond asked, and though he was already leant close she barely heard it. “It may not be Driftmark or Winterfell… or anything much as of yet, but with time we’ll make it something great.”

There was a defensiveness in the way he said it. At first she couldn’t understand why it’d be there, before it clicked. Hariel’s throat closed up.

Had he pushed for this arrangement? For Hagrid? To find a solution because of her concerns over Norbert, flying and the restrictions of the Red Keep?

Hariel wasn’t sure what she’d expected from him, but she was surprised regardless. Until now a part of her assumed he’d… ignore it?

Aemond made no secret of how much he'd hated living with his nephews on Dragonstone, and Hariel had worried that despite her reasons she’d still end up in the capital. Bound to attend the courts, limited to only fly Norbert on rare occasions and only do magic behind closed doors so not to upset others. Even if her rooms were nicer and the bed softer, it was nearly as restrictive as the Dursleys there.

Though why she kept expecting that from Aemond didn’t make sense either. Aemond disagreed with her a lot, but he didn’t dismiss her. Perhaps she had it wrong; Maybe she was the pessimistic one between them. The one assuming the glass was half empty. Unable to expect something could work out for the better. That someone cared enough to try make it better.

It hit her all at once, so overwhelming it left Hariel struggling for words while Aemond nervously waited for her reply. Since none came she reached for his hand under the table, entwining their fingers tightly.

They parted ways after the meal, promising to have an answer for them the early next morning. Bringing along a jug of ale taken from the dinner table, Hagrid led Hariel straight to his rooms and the expandable trunk to talk it over.

“It doesn’t seem right… I’ll be given all this stuff, but yer the one who’s bound in the contract; the one who’s payin’ for it.” Hagrid said, and since it was only the two of them his English flowed easier but frustrated.

“It’s not just me. I couldn’t do what you do with the dragons. I could do the spells and such, but it’d still fall flat compared to you.”

“But yer not a benefactor, are yeh? In return for my work I get ter do my dream job an’ now I’ll be lord of my own bloody castle, but what of you? Yer just a kid. Yeh an’ Aemond are both kids. I know he’s very smitten with yeh, how can he not be? But it’s not right the two of yeh are pushed into this because the adults got trust issues.”

Hariel shifted uncomfortably in her seat. She found it difficult to talk about this with him. Hagrid tried so hard, but there wasn’t much he could do. Hariel feared if he tried, he’d actually make things worse. So she didn’t want him to be concerned over things he was powerless to stop. What was the point? He had enough on his plate as is.

“I know you’ve been datin’ Aemond, but how do yeh feel?” Hagrid asked, leaning forwards. “Yer very young to be making these decisions, an’ at the same time we both know Westeros ain’t exactly Hogwarts either.”

Hariel smiled wryly. That was the understatement of the decade. “No, it’s not. I’m…”

What did she feel about this?

Could something feel forced and freeing at the same time?

On one side she felt pressured to exchange her future for lands and a building. On the other side the situation meant she gained security, stability and the potential for so much more freedom on a daily basis. Not only would they gain a home that couldn’t so easily be ripped away, but instead of answering to Daemon, Rhaenyra or the King – she and Aemond would be under Hagrid’s roof, and they might not realise how long their kind lived.

The Westerosi probably assumed as a man nearing seventy that Hagrid was at the end of his life, with perhaps a decade left - two if he was exceptionally fortunate.

Of course it was impossible to know how long someone would live. People with magic could get sick and have their life cut short just as muggles could have a sudden heart attack and die at forty despite most being expected to reach eighty - but statistically witches and wizards lived longer than muggles.

“Norbert would have better hunting grounds… Lands and sea to roam, and she’d be less at risk of being eaten by the Cannibal.” Hariel combed her fingers through her hair while watching Fang roll around. He’d been sleeping in Hagrid’s armchair, but when Hariel looked at him his tail started wagging, happy to have attention.

“Norbert’s grown too large for ‘im.” Hagrid said. “He likes ter eat them young an’ tender.”

Hariel shook away the unnerving description. “Right… But he’s still pretty dangerous.”

“Aye, he is.”

“It comes down ter Aemond, doesn’t it?” Hagrid asked. “Is he who you want ter marry?”

Hariel swallowed. “It’s such a big decision…”

She was but sixteen years old, and somehow she was supposed to know what was best for the rest of her life? Decades ahead where she couldn’t know what would happen?

Her first sixteen years were spent jumping between extremes, and how could she trust life wouldn’t throw her another curveball? Maybe several? Look at Ser Laenor. One moment the family is whole, and within two weeks Aemma and Laenor were dead, while the rest of the kids got a new stepfather and step siblings.

In her frustration Hariel couldn’t help wonder what Ron was doing. Living happily with his parents and siblings, going to magic school and thinking Malfoy was the worst that could happen to someone. He’d never gone hungry, thirsty, cold or without a roof over his head. His main concern was probably some quidditch match, and the only choice he was forced to make was whether to study that afternoon or play chess.

How trivial it was.

And had Hariel never gone down to Hagrid’s, that life would have been hers too. Carefree and perfect with her friends at Hogwarts.

The instant the thought entered her mind, Hariel pushed it away, a wave of guilt washing through her. She’d never want Hagrid to be left stranded and alone.

“Yeh seem reluctant ter me. Not very enthused.”

“The situation makes it impossible to be enthused.” Hariel argued as Fang jumped down from the chair and came over for petting, attention and to sniff after any leftover food fallen to the floor.

“It’s about- about…”

-being forced. To be put in a situation where her only two options were either reject their offer and likely make outlaws of herself and Hagrid - or to sell herself like a whor* for a chance of a stable future. Why could there never be a middle ground? Why was everything always absolutes with these people?

“Why haven’t you married anyone, Hagrid?” Hariel asked instead.

“Er? When would I ‘ave time fer such, Hariel? I’m always with the dragons.” He tried to wave it off with jokes, but Hariel needed some outside perspective.

“And before?” She pressed, “Back at Hogwarts? Where you busy back then too?”

He reached over for the jug and poured himself more ale, “I’ve always kept meself busy, both here and at Hogwarts…” He struggled for words, but eventually relented.

“It was never in the cards fer me, Hariel. There weren’t anyone like me around ter make such work. An’ I liked the outdoors an’ the creatures. I lived at the school an’ I never got lonely.”

She could sense they’d entered a sensitive subject for him, and there was something warning her to thread carefully. That Hagrid might not appreciate it if she pried into this.

“… Do you ever regret it? Not doing the wife and kids thing?”

Hagrid drank a mouthful of ale, allowing Fang’s intensive sniffing be the only sound for several seconds. “I used to. I used ter be afraid of dyin’ alone, but I don’t think that way anymore. Not for meself at least.”

Hariel frowned.

“I mean yeh, Hariel.” Hagrid smiled, a faint glint in his black eyes. “I’m not plannin’ ter go anytime soon, but I do worry about yeh the day I do. It won’t be now, but it will be before you – and I don’t want yeh to end up alone in this strange world, stuck in a hut at the edge of Dragonstone. I want better fer yeh, but that’s hard ter give you in this world. Really bloody hard, but there’s an opportunity here, isn't there? But it's up to yeh, Hariel.”

Hariel smiled weakly. Even if things weren’t “perfect”, she owed it to herself and Hagrid to try be happy. When had life ever been perfect? The months she’d been at Hogwarts came close, but there was no way for them to get back there, and she learned years ago wallowing did little but make herself miserable.

Instead she tried to picture this future; living in some vague forested area of the Crownlands by the coast in an indistinct castle-like structure. There they would be free to use magic as they pleased, because Hagrid would be the lord and set the rules of his household. She’d be married to Aemond, who would definitely enjoy living in a magical place, and they’d have kids. Hariel wanted a family, and she believed Aemond would make a dedicated husband and father - but she still struggled with the incest practises of House Targaryen. It had looked like they were improving for a while, but Daemon and Rhaenyra’s marriage scared her.

From tomorrow onwards, after Aegon and Baela were married; Daemon would not only be the father of the bride – but simultaneously be the groom’s uncle, his brother in law and father in law at the same time. While Rhaenyra would be both Aegon’s sister and mother in law, and also be Baela’s stepmother, her aunt, her sister in law and her second cousin once removed.

That should be illegal!

In fact it was illegal: For everyone except them - and through a marriage to Aemond, Hariel’s kids would also be “one of them”.

So the question became: Could she make Aemond promise none of their kids would marry each other? Make him agree to follow the marriage laws of the Faith, which excluded a person from marrying their siblings, parents, aunts, uncles, nephews or nieces? Hariel didn’t follow the religion, but he did, so there was a chance, wasn’t there?

Maybe it’d be easier to convince him away from the politics of the capital too, which excited Hariel, though it would probably make Aemond frustrated in the long run. Being out of the loop would make him antsy, but he could always fly there whenever the abstinence grew too bad. But even when he was with her she could think of several ways to keep someone as ambitious as him productive; because Hagrid had zero knowledge on how to be a lord. Hariel knew a little more after years of learning how to be married to a lord, but it likely wasn’t enough, and Aemond could be very useful there.

It could be great actually.

Hariel took a big gulp of her ale, and placed it on the table with a sharp clatter. “Let’s stop pretending Hagrid. This is too good an opportunity to pass up. I like Aemond, and I believe he’ll treat me well. It’s not some ridiculous offer. They could’ve suggested I marry prince Joffrey.”

Hagrid grimaced, “Joffrey? He just turned four!”

“I’m very aware, thanks. But that hasn’t stopped it from being discussed.” Hariel grumbled, satisfied when Hagrid’s expression showed the appropriate amount of disgust. So few did.

“A lot of my worries about Aemond was his home address, but if we can be at Crackclaw it’s different.

Hagrid eyed her concerned, “Are yeh sure?… I won't mind either way, yeh know? I’m behind whatever yeh decide here, Hariel.”

“I know.” Hariel said quietly. “And I’m behind you. You, me, Fang, Norbert and anyone else who’s crazy enough to willingly come live under our roof. We can make it whatever we want. A true home.”

“That does sound nice…” Hagrid mused. “Ugh, I have ter come up with a coat of arms now… Is it cheatin' ter just use the Hogwarts sigil?”

Any further talk of sigils was interrupted when Fang suddenly burst into action, throwing himself under Hagrid’s bed with a snarl.

“What the-?!”

They hurried to investigate while Fang came crawling back out from underneath the massive bed, looking very pleased with the dead mouse trapped in his jaw.

Hagrid grabbed hold of his dog at once, and their conversation had to take a break while he wrestled the mouse out of Fang’s mouth.

“I had ter get it before he swallowed it.” Hagrid said after successfully getting the dead animal from Fang. “He’d have eaten it and then end up throwing up in a few hours.”

Chuckling, Hariel reached out to scratch Fang behind the ear, “Good boy,” There was too many bloody rodents in this castle. Fang might not be brave against dragons, but at least he made a pretty decent substitute for a cat.

Notes:

Thank you for reading!

Chapter 33: Wedding Bells

Notes:

Please check out evidoliscomming aesthetic board about Hariel, Jace and Ellyn from Never Tickle a Dragon!

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

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HARIEL XXV

“I still can’t believe we’re goin’ ter Baela’s weddin’ tomorrow. It’s an outrage, is what it is! An outrage!”

“I know, Hagrid,” Hariel said. “-and I agree, but how can we stop it? I’ve already considered this at length - and I think the only option would be to kidnap one of them. Either Baela or Aegon, and to be frank, neither would be enthusiastic about a life on the run. Can you imagine how whiny Aegon would get after a few days without Arbour red?”

“It’d be for Aegon’s own bloody good if someone cut the lad off,” Hagrid grumbled, “An’ I know it’s useless to work meself up over it, but it’s makin’ me ill.”

“Me too.” Hariel said. “But we have to support Baela. Show we’ll back her up if someone dares mistreat her, and it’s not like there’ll be a bedding.”

At the mention of ‘bedding’, Hagrid shuddered the same way as if Hariel had just blurted out the name; ‘Voldemort’ again.

Exhaling heavily, Hagrid dipped his Hippogriff feather quill into the inkwell, drying the tip against the side on the way up to prevent spillage. “I guess… It’s a move, ain’ it? That’s what they keep tellin’ me. Like she’s movin’ from her father’s island house ter her uncle’s home in the big city. There’s more kids her age around here, more stuff to see and things to do. Her grandfather say the change can be good for Baela too.”

Hariel snorted. Spun from such a narrative, it nearly sounded like Baela was going off to Hogwarts.

Hagrid put his quill to the parchment, and continued his shaky attempt at designing a coat of arms.

After going over the amendments to Hagrid’s reward and the marriage pact, they’d circled back to the matter of sigils. Mostly for something lighter to discuss after wracking their brain on how best to argue against sibling incest with a Targaryen. They’d pulled out writing equipment and used the duplication charm on the parchment. It didn’t matter that it’d disappear once the spell wore out, because they only needed it for sketching ideas, and wouldn’t waste their limited supply of parchment on this.

“The Hogwarts crest is an elaborate coat of arms, and neither of us can draw.” Hariel told Hagrid after an attempt to draw a badger resulted in a creature resembling a pudgy hamster instead.

The coat of arms was supposed to be replicated by others, and though people might put considerable efforts into depicting the sigils accurate for more important Houses, Hariel doubted they’d bother for such a minor one as Hagrid’s. She could easily see it be simplified to a field of four colours; red, green, yellow and blue because no one would bother draw the animals. Maybe they’d bother with the letter ‘H’ in the middle, but since England used another alphabet than the one in Westeros, they wouldn’t understand it’s meaning.

“Ah, I just thought it could work for us both.”

“Maybe we should use something more manageable? Use one animal instead of four?”

“We could stick to the Gryffindor lion?”

“It’s near identical to the Lannister coat of arms.” Hariel shook her head. “And about this coat of arms… This isn’t really us, Hagrid. It’s your personal crest. Your land. Your Keep, and this represents the official coat of arms of House Hagrid.” Hariel sighed.

“House? I’m the last of me family.” Hagrid said.

“It’s a tradition.” Hariel said. “As a lord of land and a Keep they’ll have to document your coat of arms, and you’re not the only one to be the sole person with a coat of arms. When a hedge-knight enters a tourney they’d have to use a sigil that represent themselves, and several of those men don’t even have surnames.” Hariel explained, “Though as your named Heir I’d like to use your coat of arms as long as I can get away with it, but after marriage my sigil will be a three headed dragon.”

“Yeh’ll be Hariel Targaryen?”

Hariel frowned. “No. The Queen is still Alicent Hightower after marriage. Princess Rhaenys is still a Targaryen, not a Velaryon… But that might be because of their high birth. Brides are more likely to change their names when they marry… well, up, but keeps their maiden name if their husband is from a… lesser House? But the royals don't follow the same rules as nobles anyway.”

Hagrid remained confused, so Hariel expanded on her trail of thoughts.

“On one hand House Targaryen hoards their name because they’re royals, and at the same time it elevates the Queen’s birth House using her maiden name. As Queen Alicent Hightower, House Hightower is directly linked with the crown every time someone talks of the Queen. It was the same with previous queens from other Houses, they’ve all kept their maiden names too. Unlike other noble Houses, I can’t think of anyone who’s ever taken on the Targaryen name by anything except birthright, and I don't see why I'd be any different.”

They put talks of surname traditions aside to refocus on the coat of arms, cheerily discussing different ideas. From using a cracked golden dragon egg on a red field, to a Griffin – because if the Lannisters had the lion there were other ways to honour Gryffindor. They tried putting Fang on it, then Hedwig - but their drawing skills failed them on those animals too, so Hagrid went to the other extreme -

“What is it?” Hariel asked, unable to interpret what the straight line with a little star symbol on top was supposed to be.

“It’s a wand casting magic!”

Though they both liked the idea of using a wand, the tool wasn’t a commodity in these lands, and nearly no one would understand it. They’d sooner mistake it for a bland shooting star going the wrong way.

They spent the rest of the evening trying different things, from a pointed wizards hat that was deemed too weird, to a lighting scar which Hariel vetoed on the spot. Hagrid even wondered about using a giant on the banner, but then Hariel remembered House Umber already had that.

In the end they went to bed without a final suggestion. They’d have an early start the next morning, and neither wanted to risk accidentally sleeping in.

As it neared noon, Hariel glimpsed the sun shining bright from a clear blue sky through the window.

Hariel thanked the guard as he waved her ahead, allowing her into the royal’s family Wing. The bustling activity made Hariel weave between the people heading to or from rooms, her feet echoing as she rushed down the hallway. Hariel bit down on a profanity seeing Helaena exiting her chambers, lady Grayce Wylde at her heel, both dressed and ready to leave for the Great Sept.

It was official then; Hariel was running late.

So bloody late.

Baela would kill her.

“Lady Hariel?” Helaena called as she dashed past them.

“Good morn, Princess, I’ll see you at the Sept!” Hariel called back, reaching the end of the hall to the narrow spiral stairs leading up to the inner chamber.

Where the hell had the time gone? Hariel had been up since before sunrise, but somehow still ended up running late!

She’d showered and dressed for the wedding within Hagrid’s expandable trunk, then headed by the twins chambers to explain why she wouldn’t be able to assist Baela get ready – before spending the rest of the hours with Otto Hightower in renegotiations.

Though they hadn’t come with many stipulations, the few they had resulted in exhausting haggling, and now it was already time to leave for the Sept. Her only saving grace was that Hariel had dressed for the wedding before starting her day, but she hadn’t had an opportunity to do her hair, which was a minor crises. Hair charms could calm it – if only slightly - but the spells meant to magically braid it would 9/10 times leave her hair resembling Hagrid’s.

To make it a little worse, when Hariel reached the top stairs she was met with Ser Steffon guarding the twins door.

“Good morn, Ser Steffon.” Hariel said, nervously brushing fingers through her hair. “I’m here to see lady Baela, is the Princess here as well? Her family?”

“Good morn, lady Hariel. Or isn’t it closer to noon? Yes, the Princess is inside, looking in on her stepdaughters, but the princes are with their good-father.” Ser Steffon said.

Princess Rhaenyra was only in the capital to attend her stepdaughter’s wedding to her brother, and would return home early next morning, and had therefore left both Viserys and Visenya at Dragonstone. The Princess was still mourning her recent losses, and refused to risk either of them catching illness by travelling.

Upon entering the twins chamber, it had turned far more cluttered since Hariel’s previous visit at dawn. Breakfast and tea hadn’t been cleaned away from the tables yet, fabrics and shawls laid out on available surfaces, the twins' chests were open with the content spilling out, but despite the mess the solar itself looked twice as large as usual. Knowing Baela and Rhaena would spend the hours getting ready, Hariel had spelled half the walls into smooth mirrors when she’d stopped by, and it seemed to have been put to good use.

“I beg your pardon for my lateness. I couldn’t get here sooner.”

“You’ve been in the Tower of the Hand this entire time?” Rhaena asked, turning away from the mirrored walls, the wide skirts of her pretty blue gown flaring around her ankles.

“I was,” Hariel nodded. “Matters took longer than we anticipated.”

Baela stood ready in a deep red gown with white details they’d worked diligently on for the last couple months. It had a flaring skirt of several layers, decorated with graceful embroideries that contained rubies, pearls and dragonglass stitched into them. The back had two pearly dragon-wings folded in neatly from her shoulders and down along her back and trailing into her skirt. The rose red gown had wide, hanging sleeves with white lining inside, and Baela’s silvery ringlet hair was wrestled back into braids and crowned with a head piece akin to an elegant french hood.

Baela was a vision of loveliness. A shame it was for something that made Hariel physically unwell.

Her eyes locked with Baela’s purple irises in the mirror, and she mustered a small smile.

“What?” Baela challenged.

“You look beautiful.” Hariel said.

“Mhm.” Baela nodded, perfectly aware of that, but was fidgeting with her attire all the same. She’d already corrected her french hood twice and swished her skirts with the other. It was perfectly normal for a bride to be stressed on her wedding day, at least from what Hariel had heard, but… was this that? Unlikely.

“What kept you?” Princess Rhaenyra asked, looking over from her seat by the fireplace.

“Princess… I trust you’ve been made aware of the generous award your father’s granted Hagrid for his services?”

“I’m aware,” Princess Rhaenyra waved off Hariel’s explanation, getting up from her seat. “That does not explain why Ser Otto would keep you on the morning of his grandson’s wedding. Was it to do with your betrothal?”

“It was. I accompanied Hagrid while he negotiated some of the stipulations. He doesn’t read common tongue well, so it was for the better.”

Baela smirked, giving her a judgemental once over. “A challenging endeavour? It appears as if you’ve been running your fingers through your hair consistently since I saw you at dawn.”

Walking up to the mirror, Hariel checked that her bottle green gown sat correctly while starting to untangle her hair. She quickly made sure the charms on the water lily embroideries was still making the flowers gradually open and close - since sometimes the spells started having a life of their own. She didn't want the gentle flowers to suddenly start acting like ravenous little flytraps either. “I’ve been there since sunrise, and we only just came to an agreement.”

“But you did come to an agreement?” Rhaena asked, her eyes growing wide. “Does this mean you’re betrothed to Aemond?”

“It does,” Hariel said, her stomach doing a sudden flip at confirming it.

Bloody hell.

She was engaged to Aemond.

So how come it didn’t feel like it?

Probably because she’d been put through hours of unpleasant discussions of sibling incest and sexism with Otto bloody Hightower before it was realized. Aemond hadn’t been there either, and since Ser Otto needed to get ready for the ceremony too, her betrothed probably wasn’t aware he was betrothed yet.

Safe to say: it was no one’s idea of a fairytale proposal, and likely why it didn’t feel real yet. Nor was it made more so by the twins lacklustre reactions to the news.

“Oh,” Baela pursed her lips, glancing shiftily out the window, while Rhaena’s expression turned into something between pity and annoyance.

Unexpectedly, it was Rhaenyra who reacted appropriately.

“Congratulations on making such a fine match, lady Hariel.” Rhaenyra said, “This means we’ll be good-sisters in a year’s time. You’ll be Baela’s good-sister as well. We’ll have to mark it another day though. Today is for Aegon and Baela.” Rhaenyra said, straightening any creases in her dark gown. With the exception of her attire during her marriage to Daemon, the Princess had only worn black since the death of her daughter, and today was no exception. It had details in red and gold, but otherwise it was a scaled black gown, tailored to flatter her curvy, post pregnancy body.

“We were just about to leave for the carriages.”

Baela came up besides Hariel while she was rushing to finish a side-braid for her hair.

“We can’t leave yet. Look at her hair,” Baela said outraged, “You’re not attending my wedding with such a drab braid, it’s ruining the gown. No. Do better.”

“There isn’t time, Baela. I’ll do something more appropriate between the ceremony and the reception.”

“There’s time to fix that before we leave.” Baela said, grabbing Hariel’s hand to prevent her from finishing her work.

“The ceremony-“

“Whatever are they to do? Start without me?” Baela smirked, though it didn’t reach her eyes. “I can do it-”

“No, today you’re the bride, Baela - not the lady in waiting.” Rhaenyra waved Baela back to her seat. “I’ll do it.”

“My Princess, I don’t mind doing it either,” Rhaena insisted.

“You’ll assist me. Lady Hariel’s hair can be a challenge and we’re pressed for time.” Princess Rhaenyra rebuffed, and pushed Hariel into a chair in front of the mirrored walls, where she set to work with nimble fingers. Trapping Hariel at the mercy of the Princess - who now literally had her by the roots of her hair.

“What had you intended to do if given time?” The Princess wondered.

“Er’… I have a hair net. A name day gift from House Celtigar, but-”

“Did you bring it along?”

Hariel brought the hair net out from her pocket, and Rhaena grabbed it while the Princess set to work.

The woman had thick hair reaching to her lower back - and the elaborate braids didn’t do themselves. The Heir to the Throne had a personal maid who did her hair each day, but as Rhaenyra’s ward, Hariel had assisted with the Princess hair more times than she could count.

“Now, what addendum did Rubeus Hagrid demand?” Rhaenyra asked, accepting a brush from Rhaena to section Hariel’s hair. To make it easier, Hariel removed her earrings to prevent the hair tangling in the hanging dragonwings.

“Since we’ve never been to Crackclaw, we required more information regarding the lands themselves, as well as details concerning the dragon requirements… Hagrid had some stipulations there. The master of coin had taken his example from the dragonpit, but Hagrid’s amendments were in line with some of the same changes as he’s implemented on Dragonstone.”

Hariel didn’t think Otto or the Targaryens likely to fool them regarding what sort of lands Hagrid was being gifted. If they tricked Hagrid with lands completely unsustainable for human habitation – the marriage pact meant they were tricking Aemond too.

“Was that everything discussed? How kind of you to spend the morning negotiating the exhausting details required in dragon rearing structures, when it’s a topic lord Hagrid is far more knowledgeable in than yourself.” Rhaenyra mused.

“It’s not kindness; it’s my inheritance,” Hariel reminded the Princess with an arched brow.

Rhaenyra’s hands briefly paused, before they started tugging again, pulling her locks back tightly. So much her scalp ached, but she didn’t flinch or let it show.

“As Hagrid’s heir, it would concern you as well… somewhat.” Rhaenyra said, sounding like she didn’t believe it.

Her tone irked, but the hard truth was that Hariel didn’t believe it either. She might spend the rest of her life on Crackclaw as ‘Hagrid’s Heir’ and so forth… but she’d never rule it.

Aemond would; because by the time this became relevant they’d be married – possibly for decades, and thereby anything Hariel owed would be “legally his”, which included inherited land and Keep. The only way she would rule was if both Hagrid and Aemond were dead and she had no sons.

So realistically, Hariel knew she would stay the passenger on someone else’s broom. It’d hopefully be a nice, comfortable broom – that’s what she was working to achieve - but the laws of Westeros made it nigh on impossible for Hariel to steer it. The best she could do was guide Hagrid and hope he didn’t crash them handle first into a cliffside.

“We had some stipulations regarding the marriage pact too,” She said, starting to shift uneasily but had to stop when the firm hold the Princess had on her hair punished too much wiggling.

“What were they?” Rhaenyra behaved entirely unsurprised by this, wanting the answers directly without Hariel’s wavering.

“Nothing I haven’t expressed before,”

Rhaenyra knew better than most what Hariel’s view on marriages were. Sometimes Hariel’s expectations had been utterly alien to Rhaenyra, sometimes it’d been of great amusem*nt to her, sometimes exasperation – but either way she, Baela, Rhaena and Septa Megga were the ones who’d heard the most.

“Just… We wanted some of the consideration I’ve enjoyed to be given to others too.” Hariel filled in. “I’ve been clear I won’t marry until I’m seven and ten, the coming of age of my homeland, so firstly we request the same be done for Aemond.”

“What does that mean?” Rhaena asked surprised, accepting a chunk of Hariel’s sectioned hair to hold while the Princess worked on the rest.“That you will not marry before the Prince is seven and ten?”

“No, to wait until Aemond is six and ten and of age according to Westerosi law.” She specified. It was more reasonable to request they defer to their own laws than those of another country. “We also had a few amendments regarding the unorthodox inheritance stipulations of the ‘gift’. Not so much after Hagrid, as what happens after me.” Hariel said, still unsure how she felt.

It hadn’t been a clean victory.

If Hariel had her way, neither gender or order of birth would matter. Any inheritance wouldn’t be monopolized by the first born son – it’d be split equally between all children regardless of which order they came or what gender they were born.

That’d be the ideal solution, but she was realistic enough to see it would be extremely hard to achieve. In some ways the dragon settlement made the offer more extravagant and locked them tighter, precisely because House Targaryen wouldn’t let it fall into the hands of another House.

The issue was that this went higher up than a mere contract.

Even if Hariel changed the contract to state a first born regardless of gender would inherit, even if she somehow talked Aemond and Otto to sign it, maybe even the King himself – Hariel knew the day the issue became relevant - likely decades in the future when Viserys was dead – the contract would be contested, by a cousin or potentially even a son - and they’d have legal grounds to claim it invalid.

Because just like back home: it was certainly possible to write a contract that stated someone had the sole responsibility to, for example: "take out the garbage every day for the rest of their lives" – but that alone didn’t make it a legal document. Such wording went against British slavery laws that stated to bind someone to a task without payment and without the possibility of breaking it for life was slavery, and thereby illegal, even if all parties involved signed it.

She was less certain about the muggles, but that’s how the law was in the magical community. Hagrid knew of it because somehow, in ways he’d never wanted to explain in depth - he’d come across some irregularities with this law himself when he was expelled from Hogwarts. Since it was uncertain how Hagrid was categorised; a human where such labour laws were illegal, or a creature where that was legal. Which was a whole other can of worms Hariel had to push aside. She could only handle so many injustices at a time, and didn’t like reminding that Hogwarts wasn’t as perfect as her memories insisted.

Though just like England had laws to prevent people from signing away their freedom - according to Westerosi laws, to favour a daughter before a son could be judged illegal document - because the Westerosi legislation for the continent still stated a son inherited before any daughter.

This was why Rhaenyra’s standing was so bloody shaky. With the King’s blessing she was an exception, and after nearly two decades as named Heir that standing had solidified; but not enough when every other House in the six Kingdoms did not follow the same law.

Except the seventh; in Dorne - but they weren’t under Targaryen rule, which often made Hariel wonder how it was like to live in Dorne…

But daydreaming aside, to make an arrangement with lasting solidity, Hariel would somehow have to convince King Viserys to change the Westerosi laws to favour first-born’s regardless of gender. Though as Viserys hadn’t even done that for his daughter’s Rhaenyra security of rule, Hariel wasn’t liking her chances of convincing him to change it for her hypothetical future daughter.

“We wanted it stated that if Aemond and I- ouch.” Hariel hissed when the Princess tugged painfully while forcing a braid into place, though Rhaenyra’s grip eased up.

“-If we only have daughters, the eldest would inherit before cousins or uncles.”

It was the best Hariel could think of as feasible… but even that was difficult in their odd little inheritance balancing act -- again because of Westeros marriage laws, which stated when a woman married, the bride became part of her husband’s governing.

Though in reality it was another way of saying that in marriage, a girl didn’t have anything of her own. Not her belongings, not her body, not even her children were legally hers; they belonged to her husband’s “governing” first.

Rhaena frowned, “Why would such need be negotiated? That is how it is.”

“In theory.” Hariel allowed, mentally adding on but not in practise. Because if anyone took the clause that favoured daughter before cousins and uncles seriously, Daemon wouldn’t have been called “the King’s Heir” for the first decade of Viserys rule when the King already had a daughter. Daemon had to be personally exiled and disinherited all together before Rhaenyra was recognized as Heir. For that matter, if the lords of Westeros upheld this custom in practice the way they claimed it was a thing in theory, then King Viserys himself would never have been voted to hold the Iron Throne to begin with, and Princess Rhaenys would have been the Queen of Westeros - as she'd held the clear superior claim. It was curious that Rhaena, the woman's own granddaughter, would ignore where the title of 'Queen Who Never Was' originated from.

It went further back too. Before Viserys, Jaehaerys should not have been crowned King ahead of his niece Aerea Targaryen - the girl considered heir of everyone on paper until Jaehaerys staked his claim to the throne, and that Princess had mostly been forgotten since except when someone would bring up her brutally painful death.

“Though House Targaryen had a clause that overlooked any daughters as Heirs in the initial agreement.”

“That was a necessary addition,” the Princess explained to Rhaena. “There’ll be dragons there, which isn’t an inheritance that can pass to the unworthy.”

Hariel locked eyes with her own reflection in the mirror, and could make sure her expression didn’t slip. Though it wasn’t what the Princess meant, it sounded an awful lot like she’d called her hypothetical daughter “unworthy” of inheritance.

That wasn’t quite what she’d meant, (and yet at the same time it was.)

“There you go, Hariel.” Rhaenyra finished her hair. She’d braided a thick braid that sat like a flower-crown across her head, where the hair net was fastened and kept the rest of her hair back.

“Thank you so very much, your Grace.” Hariel murmured, getting up from the chair.

They’d worked quickly and efficiently - and now there was nothing to delay anymore.

“Shall we leave for the carriages then?” Rhaenyra asked, phrased as a question but without room to argue.

Baela had already dressed, and brushed off imaginary dust from the winter coat that hid her gown underneath. “We shall, Princess.”

Everyone collected their belongings and dressed for a cold trip from the castle to the Great Sept, before heading down the hall as a group escorted by Ser Steffon.

Hariel’s mind was still spinning, concerned over Baela’s restlessly tense attitude, but Princess Rhaenyra continued the topic from the chamber, curious to know how Ser Otto had reacted to their stipulation that pushed for a daughter to inherit.

The issue for the Targaryens was that if Hariel’s daughter inherited the dragon enclosure with any dragons and eggs on those lands – that inheritance could potentially end up in the possession of another House through her daughter’s marriage. A reality Hariel couldn’t picture House Targaryen allowing out of generosity and trustworthiness alone. People would object to that nearly as fiercely as if the dragonpit ended up inherited by the Hightowers through the King’s marriage to Alicent.

So they’d either force Hariel’s daughter to marry a Targaryen cousin, or otherwise disinherit her outright to guarantee it went directly to Aegon, Jace, Daeron or anyone else with the legal right to pass on the surname Targaryen to another generation.

And in practise… realistically and maybe even selfishly: Was that what Hariel wanted for her daughter?

To only be allowed to “inherit” by marrying another Targaryen and play into their incest practises? When this imaginary future daughter wouldn’t even be the ruler of that inheritance, neither in name or practise, once married?

So what mattered more? A daughter’s inheritance? Or some freedom in whom she married?

Where she lived or who she lived with?

Hariel knew what it felt like to lose her inheritance. It had stung badly but she’d learned to live with it, and personally felt the latter counted more than the former. If she’d ever been made to pick between being stuck in Westeros with Hagrid or alternatively with her gold from her lost vault at Gringotts – it was a no brainer. Yet she knew others might not pick the same, and Hariel didn’t know this girl she was worrying over. Would she be a Helaena type or a Baela type? A Hermione type?

Hariel didn’t even know if she’d have a daughter! She might only have sons. She might die giving birth like Laena did. The baby might die like Aemma did. She might be barren - what the hell did Hariel know?

Certainly not the future.

Hariel had to pick and choose her battles here. So Hagrid and Hariel had put forth the stipulation that a daughter could inherit before cousins or uncles, but though they had some tractions there, it had not ended in a clear agreement.

“It was left a bit ambiguous to be honest.” Hariel said. “It’s not stated that a daughter can’t inherit, but it isn’t stated that she absolutely will inherit either.”

It’d been pushed to a murky corner of; “let’s revisit the matter when there’s a daughter to discuss,” - and in the end it wasn’t the hill Hariel had decided she’d die on anyway.

“That aside, the Hand accepted a couple amendments to the marriage pact.” She told the Princess as they reached the bottom of the stairs.

“Any child will not be married before they are of age… and no siblings will marry each other.”

“It’s stating that? In your marriage pact?”

Though the Princess kept her expression neutral, Hariel could’ve sworn she saw a glint of satisfaction cross her face.

“It does.”

Was Hariel imagining things?

The Princess had married her own uncle, and happily so. Considering how proud Rhaenyra was of the Targaryen incest practises, Hariel expected her to be offended by the amendment, especially after the hassle Otto gave them. It had not been an easy fight to push through.

One thing was trying to dictate what happened to a child of Hariel’s – another was arguing the same for Aemond’s. As trying to “lord over” how a prince raised some hypothetical future kid was… an extremely delicate matter. It wasn’t even because Otto outright disagreed with the terms either.

No. It was how their religious beliefs stated that the “Father ruled his Household”, and to add stipulations that stripped Aemond of his “rights” broke the laws of both Gods and men.

It was at that point Hagrid was sidelined for good. The pretence that this discussion was happening between “Hagrid and Otto while Hariel translated” falling to shreds as Hariel started her own, quite aggressive, religious counterarguments.

“The Faith names incest sinful; they always have and still do - and our children will form a line of Targaryen lords and ladies – not princes and princesses – so they should not be included in the incest exceptions the Faith made with the Crown.” Hariel told the Hand, mimicking the same righteous tone Ser Otto always veiled his arguments in. The one that indicated the Hand was “merely” the mouthpiece of Kings and Gods - and arguing against “the will of the Gods” was a hell of a lot harder than protesting the ambitious desires of a man.

And this was the latter.

“Allowing sibling incest has only ever been an exception in the ruling line, while no child born from Targaryens who’s married outside the line of succession upholds the incest practises.” She reminded the Hand, and then started dumping hard facts to back up her meaning.

How children of a King was treated was one thing, but children of princes and princesses was another. Aemma Arryn hadn’t married her half-siblings, but her cousin Viserys - which was allowed in the eyes of the Seven. Nor had Rhaenys Targaryen upheld the Valyrian marriage traditions after marrying into another "Valyrian" House. Nor Laena or Laenor – despite all examples being descendants from the sibling marriage between Jaehaerys and Alysanne. Had Princess Rhaenys been ignorant enough to try marry Laenor and Laenor to each other in the “practise of her House” - even with Corlys Velaryon’s full support - the Faith would not have accepted it. And why? Because despite being a Targaryen Princess, Rhaenys was not in the line of succession. Even if Prince Aemond was a man, as the 7th in line to the throne - arguably 8th if Visenya was allowed to inherit "before uncles and cousins" - he wasn't realistically expected to sit that ugly chair either, nor any of his kids.

With Hariel’s head wrung out, they eventually came to an agreement. At first she’d left relieved and pleased to have the Hand of the King agree to the addendum - yet now a sense of doubt crept up her spine.

Perhaps Otto was always going to relent to those terms? Mayhaps it’d been a strategy to keep them arguing about incest and age restrictions since it successfully distracted them from discussing a daughter’s right of inheritance.

And now, as they’d accepted the renegotiated marriage pact, Hariel hadn’t actually signed away a daughter’s inheritance completely… But she wasn’t fond of the ambiguity either. She had first hand experience with how the Crown handled murky deals.

Maybe their demands hadn’t seemed like much on paper: No sibling incest and no underage marriages - but it hadn’t been nothing either. The stipulations they’d succeeded in had been highly necessary, and it didn’t take more than a single glance at her twelve year old friend to validate her conviction. They’d reached the carriages, and as Baela reached out to support herself against the doorframe, Hariel noticed the hand was shaking.

Unsurprisingly, the Sept was already filled by the time they arrived, though a few remained outside either waiting or late themselves. Prince Daemon was waiting for his daughter alongside Princess Rhaenys – though the two kept a noticeable distance from each other. The shadow of Laenor’s passing lowering the temperatures colder than the beautiful winter day already provided.

The master of whispers, lord Larys Strong, was aided by a guard while struggling his way up the stairs. His misshaped foot made it hard for him to get around, as nowhere in King’s Landing came with a handicap ramp. Maybe it was partly why he struggled too, but then she noticed his pale, sweaty pallor and sunken eyes, and wondered if the man was well enough to be out of bed, far less attending a wedding. He looked like he’d come back from the dead.

The last person Hariel recognized was Aemond, dressed sharply in a red and black sherwani underneath a dark, side draped cavalier shoulder cape for his brother's wedding, and he caught her eye the moment she reached the top of the stairs.

Baela’s arrival meant the wedding was about to start, so there wasn’t much time for chatting, but the way Aemond kept glancing at her made it obvious he hadn’t spoken with his grandfather Otto yet. He was worried, and it’d be cruel to leave him wondering.

When they headed inside, Hariel pulled him aside by the hand, thumb brushing over his knuckles to reassure his uncertainty.

“Where were you this morning?”

“Aegon.” Aemond said shortly, his tone bordering on exasperated - and left it at that. “What of you? You look lovely, but did Hagrid get a chance to meet my grandfather this morning?”

“We were there, and we accepted.” She told him, grinning when Aemond’s eyes lit up, “Thought you ought to know.”

“We’re betrothed?”

“We are.” Hariel confirmed. After her stressful morning; from Otto’s harsh negotiations to the mellow reactions of the twins - Aemond’s happiness was a welcomed difference. Sure, after everything his delight had been expected, but at the same time if anyone’s reaction mattered; it was Aemond’s.

“Though you have little idea what you’re getting into, Aemond. You’ll be under our roof after all.”

Aemond lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it, making Hariel’s cheeks heat. “I can-”

“Prince Aemond? Lady Hariel? We have to head inside now.” Princess Rhaenys cut Aemond off, and waved for them to get moving.

While Baela remained with her father by the door, the rest headed inside. Aemond, Rhaenyra, Rhaenys and Rhaena joined the front row where House Targaryen stood together, while Hariel took a quick left to find a vantage point to watch the ceremony from.

The Great Sept in King’s Landing was enormous compared to the one at Dragonstone. The structure itself was far grander, but Hariel couldn’t make herself like it.

Cold daylight streamed through tall, narrow windows high on the grey stone walls. The large statues of the Gods looked down at them from the seven corners of the hall, glaring judgmentally at the crowd as if simply stepping through the doors turned them all into sinners. The only nicety of the place were the hundreds of flickering candles, giving warmth to an otherwise frigid, dark cave of a hall. The combined effect made Hariel feel stuck inside an oversized mausoleum, built as the grave of something greater than humans.

The centre of the seven cornered hall had a circular table brimming with candles, and a Seven pointed Star hovered above it by a chain from the ceiling. That was where Aegon stood with the High Septon, illuminated by the twinkling candles behind him while waiting for the ceremony to start. The spectators spread out around them, circling the alter in the middle. Though the Sept was more crowded than Hariel had ever seen, she’d easily located Hagrid in a comfortable spot near the animalistic statue of the Stranger.

I wondered where you’d gone off ter.” Hagrid said in English.“‘Was startin’ ter think yeh might miss it’.”

“… I almost did.” The echoing effect of the hall made Hariel keep her voice to a low murmur, and added on quietly just as the wedding started; “And I kind of wish I had.”

The voices hushed as people turned towards the doors, where Baela had just appeared with her father.

As uncomfortable as Hariel had been with everything, the sight of Baela starting her march up the isle was the moment it truly hit – when the severe reality sunk in.

She was attending Baela’s wedding.

Hariel had known it theoretically, and been perfectly aware of the date and ceremony from a strictly logical standpoint – but now, standing in the Sept with hundreds others watching Baela walk towards Aegon made her not just nauseous - but furious too. She wasn’t old enough for this!

Baela’s expression was one of determined stubbornness, her shoulders back and her head kept high – she wasn’t one to see herself as a victim, and even now didn’t want anyone else to see her so either – yet never had Hariel thought her smaller.

As proud, confident and gracious as Baela tried to be, to Hariel it looked an awful lot like a kid playing dress up; because she couldn’t hide how physically minor she was. Underneath it all Baela radiated an aura not unlike someone preparing for a collision.

That was not how anyone should feel on their wedding day.

Why hadn’t Hariel just grabbed Baela and ran?

Why hadn’t Daemon?

Or Jace? Rhaenys? Corlys?

It should’ve been her family’s duty to give Baela time to grow into a woman - so why did the King assume marrying his son to a child would make Aegon more “of a man”? Where was the bloody logic in that?

Daemon escorted Baela from the doors, up a cleared carpeted path towards Aegon waiting underneath the large, Seven pointed Star. The Prince stood straight, uncharacteristically severe and paid attention as Daemon and Baela reached him, and the Septon started the ceremony.

They made their seven vows, seven blessings and seven promises, and the hall rang with voices when the Septon led the crowd through a wedding song. It was rather boring proceedings, all the way up until the old Septon spoke a challenge against the marriage, a dare to oppose the union of Aegon Targaryen and Baela Targaryen - And Hariel was left torn.

Yes, Hariel bloody hell wanted to oppose the marriage!

Likely several others did too, but what was the point of asking consent now when no one had before? Where was this thoughtful room to back out of the marriage when Baela was first betrothed? No one had asked her consent then or since, and Hariel didn’t think anyone had asked Aegon’s preferences either, but now they saw fit to ask it from a random crowd? What could anyone say at this point?

The silence of the hall was absolute, the challenge gone unanswered.

Daemon stepped up to Baela, kissed his daughter gently on the head, and then removed the Targaryen maiden cloak from her shoulders.

Once Daemon stepped back, Aegon placed the new bridal cloak on Baela’s small shoulders. With the Targaryen sigil blazed across the back of both garments, the two being near identical - Hariel could almost pretend Baela had simply slipped on her maiden cloak again.

Aegon took Baela’s hand and they turned together towards the Septon.

It was as if she’d adopted Helaena’s struggles with eye contact, because Hariel kept averting her gaze. The discomforting scene unfolding made her focus at everything else while the long and winded ceremony dragged on, her mind grasping for any distraction.

Was this how her own wedding would be like?

Hariel glanced towards the Targaryens, but the crowd blocked her line of sight, and the only ones she glimpsed was a little of Queen Alicent and Jace.

Since most of Aemond’s family lived nearby, the likelihood it’d be in the same sept was quite high, but she couldn’t picture as many spectators. Simultaneously Hariel kept comparing this to the simple ceremony between Rhaenyra and Daemon a fortnight before. As incestuous and outrageous that had been, their wedding had been for them, and no one else but the two marrying.

The fact Daemon and Rhaenyra had disregarded everyone else’s opinion, from their mourning children to House Velaryon’s reaction to the King’s wishes was the source of the scandalous problem with their union. However…

When comparing that to this wedding… Hariel wasn’t sure who it was for, but certainly not Aegon and Baela. They were the only ones who hadn’t had a say, and if Hariel had to pick between the two methods, she would honestly rather have a wedding akin to what Rhaenyra and Daemon had than this circus.

The wedding proceeded with songs, more prayers and the old septon spoke his fair piece too - before it was nearly at its end.

"With this kiss I pledge my love, and take you for my lady and wife.” Aegon’s voice carried across the hall as he took Baela’s hands in his.

"With this kiss I pledge my love, and take you for my lord and husband," Baela parroted as Aegon lent down and kissed her. An act which made Hariel want to crawl out of her skin and renewed the urge to get out. It was ironic how such a large space was making her feel claustrophobic. She’d rather have her old cupboard than this.

Baela linked her arm through Aegon’s elbow as the old Septon raised his voice.

“You’ve made your oaths of unity to the Seven who are One, and I declare you one flesh, one heart, one soul; now and forever.”

After the ceremony, Hariel leant against the side of the Sept, moving sludge on the ground back and forth with her foot. The groom and bride had been put into the first carriage headed for the Red Keep, followed closely by the second with the King, Queen, Rhaenyra and Daemon. The rest remained a disorganized chaos lingering at the steps in front of the Great Sept as people waited for carriages to bring them back to the castle, when she noticed a second straggler dallying where he shouldn’t.

“The carriages can’t make it up the stairs, my Prince. You’ll have to head down to the road.” Hariel said, smiling kindly to the only other person who’d seemed as uncomfortable with the ceremony as herself and Hagrid were.

Hearing her remark, Jace turned around, a hand running through his dark hair. She’d seen him briefly within the sept too during the wedding. He’d been tight lipped, his attention angled towards the massive star dangling above the couple instead of looking directly at them. Even now he stood straight with his chin jutted out fainting indifference.

“You’d be better to follow your own advice then, lady Hariel.” He answered shortly,

“Are you…” Hariel trailed off, realising it was useless to ask how Jace was doing here. There were too many within earshot. More likely than not he’d feel awkward and lie, than answer truthfully.

“Where’s Helaena?” She asked instead.

“With her brothers.” Jace said, glancing down the stairs in the direction they likely were. Hariel had so many questions she wanted to ask.

How did he feel? Did he like Helaena? Was he angry? Resigned? Accepting? Indifferent?

How could anyone remain indifferent about who their life partner were though?

Baela and Helaena had been pretty transparent with their feelings, but Hariel had little idea where Jacaerys and Aegon stood. Though Jace and Baela had only ever courted, they’d basically swapped fiancees, and that alone made things awkward during dinners. Would it be better or worse now that Baela and Aegon were married?

Jace smiled, but his jaw was tense enough that even with his sparkling dark eyes and easy grin, she judged it a fake expression. “If you’ve been abandoned to your own device, you could join my carriage up to the Keep, lady Hariel. I’m sure there’ll be room for one more.”

“That’s a gracious offer, but I’ll pass, Prince Jacaerys. I’m walking back to the castle with Hagrid.” She said, and nodded towards where Hagrid stood talking with Vaemond Velaryon and his son Ser Daeron. “None of the carriages can carry him.”

“I see,” Jace said, nodding. “Then you best be on your way. It’s a long walk.”

He wasn’t wrong, and Hariel had the feeling Jace craved some privacy. It’s likely why he’d walked away from his family. So she pushed away from the wall, but as she passed him Hariel paused, feeling torn.

“You did well in there.” She said quietly, “And… I’m sorry.”

Her words triggered a spark of emotion in the twelve year old prince, and Hariel could sense the gears moving rapidly within Jace’s mind.

“If you’re so remorseful, how come you advised the King for this outcome?” He asked shortly, almost as if he’d been unable to hold the words back.

The accusations took her unawares.

How did he know?

Did he know though?

What did Jace know, and what did he guess?

“I never advised this to the King.” Hariel denied, hushing her voice and casting her gaze around for eavesdroppers. People seemed preoccupied with their own activities, but it was impossible to tell.

Jace’s eyes narrowed, and she rushed to defend herself before he accused her further.

“I said… I said Helaena could heal the rift in your House, and your name was brought up there – but I never said anything about Baela and Aegon. Their betrothal surprised me as much as it did you.”

“Yet how was any of these matters your business to discuss in the first place?” Jace asked harshly,

“It wasn’t,” Hariel admitted. “I had one conversation with his Grace, but that’s all it was. I talked to him about the reality outside the Red Keep, what people think, and I mentioned Helaena’s wishes to marry you, but I didn’t cause the situation that made the King agree. Had I been speaking nonsense, there’d be no reason for his Grace to’ve heeded my report at all.”

Jace frowned. “Our betrothal was Helaena’s suggestion?”

Hariel was surprised Helaena wouldn’t have told him that already. “Initially, yes, but it was the King who made the decision to go over your mother’s intentions.”

Jace glanced down the crowd, frowning. “Oh…”

“What did you think it was?”

“I assumed it came from you. That you favoured my betrothal to Helaena since you plan to marry Aemond.” Jace answered.

After spending her whole morning with Ser Otto, it took Hariel only a split second to know Jace was thinking politically. He assumed Hariel had tried manoeuvring Helaena to queen, because that way her children with Aemond would be the cousins of the future King of Westeros. It was “politically smart” – but so damn insulting.

Jace knew Baela was her friend, and he’d insinuated Hariel had been scheming with nothing but her own advantages in mind at the cost of Baela. As if it’d been easy. As if Hariel had wanted to pick between the hammer and the anvil, and not been manoeuvred into the position by House Targaryen themselves.

Not to mentioned how Hariel hadn’t “picked” anything at all; what she’d done was show support for Helaena over Baela, favouring the option most likely to be peaceful.

Did Jace see that? Even if he was young, as a future King who’d be forced to make these decisions himself, she really hoped he did.

“You don’t know me very well, do you?” Hariel chuckled humourlessly. “If I was only doing things for personal gain, I’d have kept my mouth shut about the tensions I’ve observed, ignored Helaena’s suggestions and set my eyes on another second son with a greater inheritance, wouldn’t I?” She asked pointedly.

Jace opened his mouth, but seemed to realise the truth of it. If this was only about personal gain, Hariel could have tried for a betrothal with Luke instead, an avenue where she wouldn’t have had to hurt Baela’s feelings at all. If Jace and Baela were King and Queen, Luke would be the King’s brother and the wealthiest man in Westeros. A superior inheritance than the brother of the queen who’s only claim to inheritance would be through his wife.

“She is nothing like Baela, but Helaena’s very sweet. Please give her a chance, Jace.”

“I’m aware she’s sweet.” Jace said. “If anything, I was concerned Helaena might be too sweet, but considering this… mayhaps I was mistaken.”

“Mayhaps you were.”

Jace looked at Hariel, the tense accusation shimmering in his eyes giving way for confusion. As if he couldn’t figure her out, and was left utterly indecisive whether she was an idiot or not.

Notes:

A combination of things delayed this chapter. First illness and then this chapter was fighting me at every opportunity. It did not want to be written, because my brain just melted each time I actually tried writing the wedding. So I'm sorry if the wedding feels off/is off. My heart was not in it. My brain didn't want to be in it, and my fingers didn't want to type it. It was one of those chapters I had to “push through” to keep the story moving.

The scene where Hariel discuss her marriage pact with Rhaenyra and the twins was initially supposed to include Rhaenys as well…. but f*cking hell, it’s near impossible to write a scene with Rhaenyra, Rhaena and Rhaenys talking over each other, it gets SO confusing. Even I, who am writing it and likes to imagine I have a firm grasp of the names by now (I don’t though), was messing up.

So I just gave up and threw Rhaenys out. She’d want to be there, but since Rhaenyra is, she decided to get ready in her own chambers that day instead. So there’s that.

Also, I know there was some sibling marriages that wasn't from a Targaryen King later down the line in history, the siblings Naerys and Aegon IV were married.... I don't know, decades? Before their father Viserys II (Rhaenyra and Daemon's youngest son) became king because his older brother Aegon III's line suddenly only had three girls, none of whom were deemed worthy of being crowned ruling queens - so then a very, very old Viserys II became king instead. He was only king for a year though, and his kids married each other LONG before that - so they were a sibling marriage from a Targaryen Prince, exactly what Hariel is trying to argue shouldn't be allowed. But please remember that's decades AFTER this chapter. Hariel can't count that example, and neither can Otto use it as an argument. She can only look at what's already happened, and the fact is that so far, strangely enough, no prince has actually had a son and daughter to marry to each other in the Targaryen way - so she (and Otto) has to take their examples from the princesses instead, and how they've been treated.
Which means that so far the only sibling incest examples the Faith has accepted as legal has been between the children of Kings, never any children of princesses.

Aegon/Rhaena, Jaehaerys/Alysanne, Baelon/Alyssa – all whom has a King for father. The same with the betrothal between Aegon/Helaena. They have a King for father too.

Laena and Laenor though? They have a princess mother – so no Targaryen incest practises there.
Aemma Arryn? Daughter of a princess and a lord paramount, so no Targaryen incest there either.

(So the way Hariel sees it) Since Aegon conquered Westeros, there’s been born 20 boys who’s been bestowed the title ‘Prince’ at birth (there’s more stillborn princes, but I’m only counting named characters on the Family tree right now)– and of those 20 boys, 4 has become Kings, and all the sibling marriages (so far) has come from 2 of the 4 boys who became Kings (from Aenys and Jaehaerys - excluding Maegor who never had kids, and also Viserys, because as far as Hariel is able to count he has no children who practises sibling incest in this story).

While princesses haven't even been allowed to pass on the royal titles of prince/princess to their kids, far less the incest practises from their House, and Hariel is using that to her advantage here.

Thank you so much for reading!

Chapter 34: Cost of Compromise

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

HARIEL XXVI

Ignoring the nippy chill in the air, Hariel and Hagrid strolled from the Great Sept to the King’s Square arguing the pro’s and con’s of using the English flag as a coat of arms.

“Why not use it? I’m from the West Country, born an’ raised in the Forest of Dean. An it’s not complicated either, is it? A white field with a Red Cross. Would be bloody hard fer anyone ter get that wrong.”

“But haven’t you spent most of your life in Scotland?”

“Well... er’ yeah?”

“Pick what you want. It’s your coat of arms, Hagrid. Though it feels slightly like you’re declaring yourself England with that one.”

“Lord of England, hm? Got a nice ring ter it.”

Hariel chuckled.

They turned off onto the Dragon’s Way, a long road with the Red Keep awaiting at its far end.

There were a few hours between the ceremony and the feast, so when Hariel and Hagrid passed the gates they made a stop by the kennels. Neither had been able to walk and feed Fang with how busy they’d been since dawn. Instead they’d left him with the hunting hounds of the Red Keep under the watch of kennelmaster Korb.

“For ‘aving a name like Fang, there ain’t much bite in ‘im, is there?” Kennelmaster Korb laughed. “There were some barking while the hounds figured out how much Fang lived up to his name, but he submitted an’ let the rest boss ‘im around, and he was accepted fine.”

“The bloody coward,” Hagrid said, tone both exasperated and affectionate.

Fang pushed his head into Hariel’s stomach, groaning contentedly when receiving the ear scratches he was after. The boarhound seemed eager to leave already, but they still had to get through the reception.

It was by the kennels Hariel was intercepted by Aemond, who wanted a word. Knowing they needed to talk she left Hagrid with the hounds, but quickly figured she might’ve been better off staying behind in the doghouse. As Aemond escorted her into the castle and to a private solar “to talk”, she noticed his bright mood from earlier had been replaced with a neutral mask of politeness.

So he’d talked with Ser Otto… After Princess Rhaenyra accepted the marriage pact so easily, Hariel had foolishly hoped Aemond would too.

My grandfather informed me about the contract…”

Aemond kept a self-contained demeanour, something he only bothered with when he was holding in anger, so Hariel wasn’t shocked when he started speaking in Valyrian. This was better kept private, and though several knew Valyrian within this castle, there were far less than those who knew common tongue.

About the contract?”

He wet his lips, peering briefly out the window and back. “Aye.”

What of it?

Aemond’s hand fisted. “Hagrid refused to agree unless some clauses were included.”

We wouldn’t have demanded them if they weren’t important.” Hariel reminded him.

Do you have any idea what you’ve done?” Aemond’s composure broke. “The demands you put forth strips our marriage of influence, Hariel – you’ve weakened our alliance. The sibling clause is forcing me to denounce our child, categorise them as less Targaryen than those born from my siblings. With that stipulation Daeron’s children will be viewed as having cleaner dragonblood than mine own.

What?” Hariel blinked, utterly stumped. “Because lady Ellyn has Valyrian blood?”

No, because a child of Daeron’s won’t be known as; ‘not Targaryen enough to continue the ancient traditions of our house’.

You mean because they can’t practise sibling incest?!

The contract denounces me, Hariel. It makes our line the ‘weak bloodline’ – the one unworthy of following our ancient traditions. It makes a fool of my heritage, Hariel.”

It finally clicked.

Hariel had already been aware, but hadn’t anticipated he’d react this strongly… He knew how she felt about incest, so how could he be so shocked? She’d assumed Aemond would take it better than Rhaenyra, but she’d underestimated how important political clout was.

This wasn’t about what she’d asked for, it was her methods. Her contract stipulation weakened Aemond’s standing with the crown. Though to ensure the incest traditions didn't become part of her legacy, having less influence and a weaker claim to the throne was a sacrifice Hariel was willing to make.

Was he though?

How the Faith allowed Targaryen siblings to marry and procreate with each other was politically significant. The Faith of the Seven accepted their blood as superior, just as they themselves believed. This was all about “blood purity”, and how their incest kept their Valyrian blood cleanto bond with dragons, but it went hand in hand with claims they weren’t affected by incest the way “lesser” humans were. That was “why” the Faith allowed it despite condemning incest as a sin even in other Valyrian Houses like the Velaryons and Celtigars. It was a status thing, a born trait rising them above smallfolk and nobles alike - and they were fully convinced they were biologically superior themselves.

But Hariel had no idea how Aemond had failed to see the signs of deterioration littered throughout his family tree, both the long dead ones and those alive. Had he not noticed Prince Daemon was one wack on the head from being unhinged? Not registered how alarmingly many woman with Targaryen blood died in childbed? The death rates were off the charts, far more than amongst smallfolk who had to struggle with far harsher lives and less food. Yet the birthing commoners survived better and stronger than even pampered queens of Westeros did.

But no. The warning bells were ignored as long as the child came out looking appropriately albino.

For someone so quick in making judgement on genetics in Rhaenyra’s children, had Aemond never wondered why Aegon the Conquerorhimself married two women, yet didn't see his first child born before he was 34?

King Aegon I was 18 when he married his 20 year old sister Visenya, and two years later he married Rhaenys when she turned 18. Hariel had done the maths.

That meant it took sixteen years between his marriage to Queen Rhaenys before she got pregnant with her first and only child – and 21 years between marrying Queen Visenya until they had a kid. Queen Rhaenys was 33 when Aenys was born, while Queen Visenya had been 41 when she gave birth to Maegor. Which was ridiculously late to wait with children in Westeros, and recklessly risky.

Did Aemond not find that peculiar? When there wasn’t a single case of documented miscarriages for either of his sister-wives? How Aegon I only had two children despite living into his sixties?

Didn’t that hint of some infertility problems?

And Hagrid said impotence was an infliction known to be connected with incest.

Princess Rhaenyra was suspected of having fertility problems when it took her two years between marrying Ser Laenor until she was pregnant with her first child, but it seemed no one spoke a word when it took Aegon I decades to impregnate his first wife.

Most sooner blamed the sisters as the problem, but only by blatantly ignoring that Aegon was the shared link. Which they did. Or blamed this curious long gap on the conquest of Westeros getting in the way – conveniently overlooking how Aegon I fought alongside his wives. Normally siring an heir became more important in times of war, especially when they were the last of their House, and access to his wives wasn’t an issue for Aegon I the way it was for other lords fighting wars far away from home.

It would be impossible to prove at this point, but Hariel honestly wouldn’t be shocked if Queen Rhaenys and Queen Visenya didn’t pull a Rhaenyra: and secretly got pregnant with their lovers when their brother-husband couldn’t provide heirs. There’d even been rumours at court that Queen Rhaenys child Aenys I – Aemond’s Kingly great grandfather himself - was a bastard. Though rumours of bastardy was hushed up once Aenys dragon egg hatched.

That achievement had rebuffed any claims of bastardy during the conquest - but the same thing was considered insufficient proof these days, or Rhaenyra's children wouldn't be struggling with rumours of bastardy. Because if Jace, Luke and Joffrey truly were the children of Harwin Strong… that obviously meant a hatching an egg and bonding with dragons proved nothing.

Hariel stepped back, arms crossed. “Incest may help your dragon bonds as you claim, but it hurts my magic, Aemond. Your ‘ancient Valyrian traditions’ would see the magic of my heritage snuffed out within a couple generations. And while we’re on the subject: Have you considered that if your House had been lighter on the incest, maybe the Targaryens would still have its magics of old? We had no choice but to force the issue.

You did have a choice though. The two of us could’ve come to an agreement privately, without having it f*cking announced to the masses.How short-sighted can you be? I swear: You’re politically clueless, the both of you, but now-

Stop it! House Targaryen already tricked Hagrid and I with unspecified agreements before. Well, you got your way. You won; I’m marrying you, but do you think I’ve learned nothing?

Aemond was stubborn – but only on the things he truly disagreed on, and the incest practise was not one of those. She knew Aemond would yield if his family pressured for any children of theirs to marry each other, and there was little Hariel could do to prevent that legally, or in the eyes of the Faith: Not without that contract. Then there was the possibility Hariel could die, and what then? Her children would be raised by Targaryens alone, and she didn’t trust them to respect “her wishes”, but with a contract Hagrid would have means to keep protecting them.

Flimsy though mere letters on parchment was once a Targaryen decided something in the law didn’t suit their personal situation.

Do you think it was fun arguing about this with Ser Otto? Putting it in writing because I don’t trust it’ll be upheld otherwise? Do you think I wouldn’t prefer to solve this privately with you? But after the stunt your family pulled with my ward situation, it’s not negotiable, Aemond. Accept the terms. If you don’t… Fine. Do as you please; make your children marry each other. Prove to the realm how pure their Valyrian blood is, and you won’t hear a single objection from me - because in such a scenario your children will not be the same as mine.

It was diabolical Hariel kept having to argue this. First Ser Otto and now Aemond. They’d barely been betrothed for a few hours - and already they were shouting about how to raise the kids. Sure, they had come a long way since the word ‘betrothal’ made her blush and stutter only months ago - but this was getting ridiculous.

There were other ways to go about this.”

Maybe I would have if you gave me a warning. Ser Otto pushed to get our betrothal secured as fast as possible though, which didn’t leave us a lot of time, did it?

Aemond nostrils flared as he exhaled. “That’s not how it’ll be received. What will the court care about the negotiations happening in quick successions? That’s the way of all haggling. Only the result matters, and the stipulations you demanded makes you come off as presumptuous, at worst bordering on sacrilegious. You do not speak with the voice of the Faith of the Seven, Hariel. The Faith would accept a child of mine as true blood of the dragon. I knew you would oppose the practise, and I was willing to discuss it with you - but with this move you’ve harmed the strength of our marriage and any children’s future prospects… Their validity. Their Targaryen identity will be damaged by your actions. Then you tried pushing for a daughter to inherit? Not to mention the age restrictions! When people hear of this they’ll take it as confirmation the rumours about you are true.

What rumours?” She demanded.

I don’t agree with it, but I’ve caught a few remarks…” Aemond pursed his lips. “Your foreign customs and the way you’ve made demands of the Crown has made some view you as…

“- as what?

Aemond sighed, and said it plainly. “A shrew.”

A shrew? A shrew!?” Hariel exclaimed, but forced her temper down before she gave more credence to such lies. ‘Shrews’ were an insulting term for temperamental, opinionated and unlikable women.

On what grounds am I a shrew? For not wanting my line to suffer needlessly? For waiting until I’m seven and ten to marry because I don't want to die in childbed?

I don’t disagree with you. The Maesters confirmed that childbirth is more dangerous for both mother and child the younger the mother is.” Aemond expression was blank. “But others don’t care for your reasons, only how you present yourself - and it’s been mentioned. That you're never satisfied and keep demanding more. That you're prying into stately affairs that's none of your business. Especially of late.

By whom? By Prince Aegon?

Hariel could easily picture Aegon calling her a shrew, because he said similar things of all woman who managed to avoid sleeping with him. So excusing Hariel’s disinterest in him on her being “a shrew” was precisely Prince Aegon’s style of defending his wounded ego. She could especially see him say it now, with Baela “agreeing” to marry him despite being twelve – like she had a f*cking choice – while Hariel was “arrogant” enough to delay her marriage even when it went against the wishes of the crown.

In other cases, she’d be expected to bend over and let them walk over her. She couldn’t even entirely blame them the misconception. It’s what they’d been doing until her little trip to the north. Though even now they kept proving any “generosity” was only accessible on the conditions she followed their restrictions and ultimatums.

Others,” Aemond said tightly. “You've heard it too... Don't you remember what lord Larys insinuated about you to my grandfather? There are limits to the whispers my family and I can stop.”

Hm, obviously. Few were gossiped about more than the royals, and especially the females. The King seemed powerless to stop any whispering of either Rhaenyra’s rumoured infidelity or Helaena’s peculiar behaviour with insects. The only one with a clean reputation was Queen Alicent, and she was so strictly composed even aunt Petunia would look a slob in comparison. Hariel would not have a reputation like Alicent Hightower though. It was impossible as a witch, a dragonrider, a foreigner and her less than devout attitude. She didn’t believe in the Seven, and people could tell.

“And then there’s… I could understand the protection of your bloodline: without you there are no chance of your magic passing on - but I've come to question whether it’s a tool you’re using as an…

She waited expectantly for him to finish while simmering rage coursed through her body. It felt like any detail might set it off, and then she’d boil over with no way to reel it back in.

“...” He looked away, his rigidness reminding her of an animated statue. “An excuse.”

Hariel blinked.

That wasn’t the direction she assumed he’d go. “An excuse…? For what?

Six and ten is a safe age for women to marry – but you demanded seven and ten, and now you’re pushing it further; delaying our marriage until I’m of age as well?

Is that a problem?”

When will your excuses cease?” Aemond's eyes bore into hers, making her think of icy fire. “Why request it? It’s absolutely inconsequential. It’s a few moons after you've come of age. So I must wonder if it’s an excuse to… to

You have misjudged my intentions, Aemond. It’s not to push back our wedding because I don’t want it.” Hariel hesitated, “Like the other clause, it’s not truly about us. I mean you and me as we are: it’s about any children we might have. It’s not ideal for a child to have a father who’s also a child himself.”

But I’m not a child.” Aemond hissed, so low it was barely above a reverberating rasp. “How can you still view me as that useless twat from Driftmark who poked a sleeping dragon? I’m the rider of Vermithor, the mount of the old King. I’m dedicated to my duties - far more than Aegon is who’s older than you are, than Jace. I excel in history, poetry, geography, mathematics and training at arms – anything I put my mind to.”

You’ve achieved much for your age, Aemond, but that doesn’t change your age. Do you still feel the same as you did two years ago, Aemond?

That’s not…” Aemond blinked repeatedly, and despite being dressed in his nicest Targaryen themed attire, ironically, he looked more the confused fourteen year old than ever.

Do you?” Hariel pressed.

I was a dragonrider two years ago as well,

You were a prince too, but that’s not what I asked: do you, or do you not, feel older compared to the person you were a couple years ago?

A little, but I was a child then-

In a couple years you’ll think the same of whom you are today.” Hariel cut him off. “I feel older now than I did at four and ten - and I’m certain you will too. I only wish for you to have the same opportunity I did. As your brother Aegon and sisters have enjoyed. Allowing you to come of age is not something I’m trying to “take away”. I’m trying to give you some freedom before you’re burdened with responsibilities which will bring a finality to your youth. The things you take interests in will be pushed aside for the reality of politics, governing, new duties, a wife and eventually children. I wish I could grant the same opportunity for Baela, but I can’t. I can protect you though. Even if you don’t know to ask for it.

Her arguments finally seemed to penetrate his thick scull. The tightness in his expression lessened, and Aemond didn’t immediately object. "... So you will not delay further?"

"I won't."

"Then I can inform my mother we’re marrying oncemy six and ten name-day has passed?"

That took her off guard. It sounded like he'd already set a date. "Er'... Yes. Her Grace would need to be informed ahead of time."

"She does," Aemond nodded, and his posture relaxed. “Though I wonderWill a few moons make such a difference?” He asked, searching her face for something Hariel couldn’t guess.

I may ask the same of you.” Hariel mused. “It’s only half a year to wait.

“… It’s actually a year and a half to wait,” Aemond corrected quietly.

He'd listened, and she could tell he’d moved past the worst of his steam. He wouldn’t agree with her aloud, but Aemond was left dubious instead of angry, and contemplating instead of insulted.

Hariel arched a brow. “Use the year and a half wisely then. We’re only young once – or so they tell me.” She teased, sensing the argument had abated.

Aemond chuckled. His pale gaze became amused and his grin had a sly little lilt to it - and that expression reminded Hariel of what a young prince might do to “occupy his time”.

She backtracked immediately.

But not… some of your family- That wasn’t permission to-! Don’t forget you’re betrothed to me,”

Unlikely

“-and if you assume I won’t know if you’ve cheated…” She stuttered fervently, gesturing vaguely to mimic some imaginary woman he might “kill time with” while quenching his lusts. “Then you truly are bloody naive. I’ll know, I have ways - and I promise you’ll regret the-

Hariel didn’t get further, because Aemond kissed her.

It could’ve been a nice surprise.

They were betrothed, so it’s not as if Hariel wasn’t curious to kiss Aemond. She’d often find her mind drifting down that path; wondering what it’d be like – how they would be like. He was to be her husband – but this kiss was really badly timed.

Not only because Hariel was still picturing Aemond following the example of the lords who didn’t consider it cheating to f*ck whor*s as long as the betrothed or wife didn’t know – but because of the literal timing of when he acted.

Caught up in her frustration, Hariel had been gesturing around, and a split second before Aemond spontaneously leant down to kiss her, she had already started turning to look in the direction of her wildly gesticulating hand.

Next his lips met the corner of her mouth, more her cheek than her lips, and not just a light grace.

Oh, no.

That would’ve been easier to brush off. Instead his mouth pushed firmly into her cheek, clearly meant to have been a proper kiss.

He’d gone for it and literally missed the target.

Hariel froze up, with his mouth on her cheek and his face right in front of hers, green eyes connected with his equally surprised ones. There was maybe a second of uncertainty, where she desperately wondered if there was a way to salvage this. If she was supposed to turn her head to kiss him, if that move would be just uncomfortable slide of stuff, or if the way to go was disengage and try again – because what exactly does one do when a first kiss goes that badly?

She’d only kissed once before, and it had been a near magical kiss in her memory - but this was...

Bloody hell.

Aemond reeled back, his face flaring the same shade of red as the dragon on the Targaryen coat of arms, though Hariel wasn’t faring better.

Why hadn’t the floor opened up and swallowed her whole already? It’d be a mercy.

“Aemond,” She said, though when she broke the charged silence with his name, suddenly her jumpy nervousness turned to humour, and next she was giggling. In a blink, what just happened went from mortifying to inexplicably funny, and once the smile was there it was impossible to get rid of.

At least that’s how it was to her. Aemond didn’t share her amusem*nt, and her laugher only made it worse.

He soured as he was prone to whenever his pride was wounded, and quickly fell back to his previous anger, enflamed with bubbling embarrassment.

It’d only been a bit of bad luck though. There was something comical in how spectacularly bad the timing had been, and how could he fail to notice that? Did Aemond think she’d turned her head away on purpose?

Oh…! But what if he did?

Aemond whirled around and began pacing fast down the corridor.

“Aemond,” She repeated, fighting down the laugh – but it was hard. Hariel did her best but it was physically painful to force the smile off her lips. It wouldn’t budge.

She reached to pull him back, to clarify, but he slipped his arm free of hers easily. The scathing glare on his face dared her dire consequences if she ever spoke of this to a living soul.

It seemed it wasn’t just Aegon who had a fragile ego about these things.

You caught me unawares. It was unfortunately timed, but you know what they say: ‘If at first you don’t succeed-’” she tried to joke, trying to coax him into laughing with her, but it was interpreted by her audience in the worst possible way.

Unsuccessful? I’m not inexperienced,” Aemond snapped. “-the others were delighted and honoured to have my attention - ardently so.

This time Hariel was the one to recoil, the remaining mirth she’d struggled against evaporating - and Aemond wasn’t done.

You’re the one who can’t even- Your insolence knows no bounds, does it? Who in the Father’s judgement do you think you are to laugh at me?

Not someone you’ll get to kiss!” Hariel spat.

It was the final straw, the boiling point was reached, and they both turned on their heels and marched away.

Hariel’s righteous anger took her steadfast down the hall for several steps, before nagging hesitation slowed her pace. A brief glance over her shoulder saw Aemond turn the corner, his long hair flaring out behind him, and a renewed bout of indignation kept her marching away.

Aemond’s entitled pride was so damn insufferable!

It’d been a stupid accident, and instead of letting her explain or fix matters he jumped straight to insults! So much for his promise to never talk to her like that again!

And who the bloody hell were these ardently delighted females Aemond had “experience” with? He always had his nose stuck in a stupid book, hung out with his dragon or practised his idiotic swordplay. He was fourteen!

Alright… Maybe it wasn’t impossible. Certainly Aegon had already sired at least one child by that age, maybe more, but Aemond wasn’t like-

Hariel felt nausea while her imagination jumped ahead.

Because was Aemond so unlike his brother? Truly?

Aemond displayed much disappointment towards Aegon’s sleazy ways – but mostly if his older brother revealed such publicly, and especially if Aemond himself was the butt of the joke. When it was directed at others though? His tune was quite different there. Maybe the double standards popped up other places too? He’d been furious when Aegon shamed Helaena publicly, his precious, favourite sister - but maybe he’d find it acceptable if done against Baela, who he obviously disliked.

It made Hariel suspicious of what Aemond did whilst she was at Dragonstone. Though it was frowned upon, men were generally allowed their affairs as they pleased – in certain circles some were even encouraged to for the sake of proving to other men how manly they were. And as a pretty prince, Hariel knew Aemond really did have a lot of offers. Whether he’d accepted those offers weren’t debatable anymore: she had it off his own mouth, and Aemond had never needed to lie to hurt her before.

Her stomach churned heavily. He’d been the one to pursue her, but duty and lust were two different things, weren’t they? This was exactly what Septa Megga kept saying: ‘Men have needs, and if their wife couldn’t please, they’d go elsewhere’ - and Hariel had been around Westeros long enough to know it true. As a prince, Aemond wouldn’t lack for company whenever they had a spat.

…Maybe a faithful partner was too much to ask, least of all from a member of House Targaryen. They kicked each other down as much as any others. Just look at today. Rhaenyra’s easy acceptance of Hariel’s contract made a grim amount of sense now, and Aemond was obviously willing to sacrifice the health of his own children for political clout. The House barely managed to stay loyal to their own kin – so what were her chances?

Was Aemond already off kissing one of those other girls? Someone who didn’t laugh at the wrong time?

There were days Hariel couldn’t stand being in Westeros anymore than she had the Dursleys. Intensely so. Otto’s negotiations, Rhaenyra’s prying, Baela’s wedding, Jace’s attitude, Aemond’s reaction. It wasn’t even supper yet and already Hariel felt so far removed from everyone else’s mindset she might as well be an intruding alien. She literally was. This wasn’t her bloody planet.

Aemond’s initial reaction to the betrothal had been the only pleasant thing that day, and now that was ruined too. This wedding was cursed. Begetting nothing but misery.

Notes:

I couldn't help add in a fan theory about Aegon's suspected infertility. I didn't plan it, but then the opportunity was RIGHT there and I just had to not so subtly sneak it in. There's no confirmed year for when Aegon and Visenya married, or when he married Rhaenys, so I took a guess based on their ages. It isn't unreasonable for them to be 18/20-ish when marrying. Considering the ages some Targaryen marries one could almost claim it was pushing it too far.

But even if Visenya was 20 when she married Aegon, that would still be 21 years before Maegor’s birth. With a 16 years gap in Rhaenys case. For Westeros that's absurdly long, and it does make one wonder where the hold up came from, doesn't it?

In the book there are rumours that Aenys I was a bastard which was hushed up when his dragon egg hatched, but this remans my headcanon. Be it false or true, I don't really care - I just like it. It'd be deserved karma for the Targaryen's if their "right to rule" was simply based on a successful lie. That they're not decedents of a male line from Aegon the conquer - they're descendants of a travelling minstrel at court and queen Rhaenys. That'd explain why Prince Rhaegar was such a good musician he could make ladies swoon 300 years later. Obviously it was "in his blood." Because that's how genetics seems to work in Westeros x) I mean, if dragonriding genes can be preserved by incest, why not musical capabilities?

Thank you so much for reading!

Chapter 35: The Prince and the Bride

Notes:

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

HARIEL XXVII

The wedding reception was held in the throne room of the Red Keep, with a seating arrangement not unlike what Hariel had seen at Hogwarts. There was a raised dais for the head table set before the Iron Throne for House Targaryen with Aegon and Baela in the middle. There was a wide isle from the entrance doors leading up to the dais, with rows of long tables on each side for the guests.

Hariel and Hagrid were placed at the far left table towards the front close to the raised dais. The Baratheons sat opposite them, and the Celtigars were down the table by Hagrid’s other side.

Everything was meticulously executed, from the decorations to the food. There were extravagant dishes prepared, though even within the Red Keep Hariel saw the tell tale signs of winter restrictions across the spreads. Instead of plates brimming with colourful meals of ripe fruits, bright berries or animals easier to hunt in summer, this meal leant more towards winter vegetables of mashed turnips and cabbage, fresh bread, boiled potatoes, cheese, nuts, venison stew, steaming poultry and long roasted ox. It was mouth watering, though Hariel would’ve been more comfortable seated with the Velaryons instead of the Baratheons, whom she didn’t know well.

When they sat down lord Borros had looked Hariel up and down, and judged her; “surprisingly pretty for a foreigner.” Though they’d met several times before, this was the first time the Stormlander lord addressed her, and he behaved as if it was the highest of flatteries to be acknowledged by him.

Hariel had to bite her tongue so not to answer that lord Borros opinion was; “pretty unsurprising coming from a willingly illiterate man.

After that, lord Borros spent the dinner with riveted attention on Hagrid alone. Asking Hagrid about his experience with the dragons at Dragonstone, and boisterously interested in what sort of hunts he’d done back in England and Essos, and how the animals differed from the game in Westeros.

While the men talked, Hariel was left conversing with lady Elenda Baratheon and her daughter Ellyn. The Baratheons had been at the Red Keep for months, but only half remained for the wedding. After Ellyn’s betrothal, her three sisters returned to the Stormlands, likely because of the scene Cassandra was involved in on the grand staircase.

“It was such a beautiful ceremony, don’t you agree lady Hariel? My mother and I talked of it in the carriage. Prince Aegon couldn’t take his eyes off his wife. Lady Baela looked so beautiful.”

Hariel wasn’t sure how old the girl was, but guessed nine. Maybe ten if she was a little short for her age. Regardless of precise numbers, Lady Ellyn's speech tempo had the speed of a rap-song but without the rhyming. Ellyn’s words blurred together and made it hard for someone who spoke common tongue as a third language to catch everything. Especially with lady Ellyn’s choppy stormlander accent.

It was her words Hariel struggled with though. Put on the spot about how “nice the wedding was”, there was so much she longed to answer, but none of it socially acceptable.

From the simply rude: No.

To a more scathing; Who’s wedding did you attend?

To; I thought it was considered taboo when the bride wasn’t a maiden – and Baela had to be old enough to have “flowered” to be counted a maiden.

Hariel had calmed down from her argument with Aemond, but she was still grumpy, and whenever she tried formulate something appropriate, her mind kept conjuring nothing but snarky remarks. Fortunately, the Baratheon ladies didn't seem to have noticed.

“The dragons flying into King’s Landing, the feasts and the music is so elegant here. I can’t wait for the dances to start, I hope it’s soon.” Lady Ellyn gushed, “It’s so wonderful. I’m sure they will sing of this wedding for years to come just as they did King Jaehaerys and Queen Alysanne.”

“Unlikely.” Hariel glanced sharply at lady Ellyn. It was remarks akin to that making her just a little paranoid.

Why would a daughter of house Baratheon compare a prince’s wedding to a lady with that between a King and Queen?

“How so?” Ellyn asked, nonplussed.

“For one, Jaehaerys and Alysanne married twice, the first time in secret because there was opposition by the Faith and council.” Hariel rattled off the top of her head. “Jaehaerys was King, but in his minority, and he married his little sister in secret to prevent…” Hariel trailed off, anticipating a reaction at this point, but neither mother or daughter seemed to know what she spoke about.

“Er, the small council and dowager Queen intended another husband for Alysanne. So King Jaehaerys snuck off to Dragonstone with his sister and they married in secrecy. Their marriage was nothing like this, if anyone’s; it’s similar to the marriage between Princess Rhaenyra and Prince Daemon not long ago.”

“But I was told there was a great feast.”

“If so, that was likely during their second marriage a year later, after King Jaehaerys came of age and sat the Iron Throne.” Hariel said.

“Why would they marry each other twice?”

“Several reasons, I expect. Both political and practical, such as how the first wedding went unconsummated.”

“Why’d that be?”

Hariel sighed at Ellyn’s relentless requests for clarification. “For the same reason this one won’t be. The bride was too young.”

“You know a lot of history, lady Hariel.” Said lady Ellyn impressed.

Hariel found it more curious how they didn’t know; since that was Baratheon history. The way Hariel had heard the tales, the head of house Baratheon had a prominent role as the “evil stepfather” in the whole mess. Then again, lady Elenda was from House Caron and married into the Baratheons, whilst Ellyn was only a little girl. Maybe lady Ellyn wasn’t a short ten year old after all. Maybe she was a tall eight year old?

“Regardless who’s wedding it might resemble, it’s a splendid one, and my daughter’s excited to be attending her first royal wedding.” Lady Elenda spoke smoothly for her daughter.

Over at the head table, Hariel saw a smiling Princess Rhaenyra lean into her uncle’s side while Daemon interlinked their hands. The two acting more like newlyweds than the actual newlyweds did.

The parents were seated on each side of the bride and groom, so Hariel’s eyes trailed from Daemon to his daughter on his immediate left. Baela was using her knife to move around a piece of butter crusted aurochs on her plate, while Aegon accepted a goblet of wine from the help. As he did, Aegon’s elbow graced along Baela’s, and the accidental contact made them look over. They exchanged polite smiles, before returning to their individual activities.

Had they talked at all? Even after swearing love and a lifetime long dedication before their Gods, they still acted like two strangers partnered for a class project.

“It’s the first of several royal weddings to come.” lady Elenda said, bringing Hariel back to her conversation. “Have you and Prince Aemond discussed your wedding yet?”

“No.” Hariel said, aiming her wand at her honey coated duck to strip the meat off the bones with a slightly tweaked household spell. The book “Where There’s a Wand, There’s a Way” stated the charm was for separating items while packing, like untangling socks from underwear – but potayto, potahto: it was about the same usage, wasn’t it?

Speaking of potatoes: Where had the bowl of potatoes drifted off to?

Leaning forwards Hariel spotted the bowl a ways down the table by lord Bartimos Celtigar, while ignoring the awkwardness caused by her casual use of magic.

“What about your wedding to Prince Daeron?” She asked, “When will that be?”

“It’s a ways off yet.” Lady Ellyn said, her blue eyes huge while watching Hariel do something as mundane as failing to get someone to pass the potatoes.

Hagrid was attempting to explain what a theastral was to lord Borros, “-imagine a starved black destrier so thin the ribs and bones shows, but with huge bat wings on their backs and sunken, milky eyes like it’s blind. Looks off putting ter many the first time they see one. O’ course, people must’ve seen death before they can see ‘em thestrals, they’re invisible ter the naked eye before that – but they’re dead smart and understand human speech just fine - at least English.”

It seemed rude to interrupt, and lord Celtigar was turned away in conversation with the master of coin, lord Beesbury.

Across the table lady Ellyn continued detailing her engagement to Daeron.

“My betrothed is busy fostering in Oldtown, and he intends to earn his knighthood before we marry. Mother says I’ll likely be of age before I’ll get to be a bride.”

“I’m glad to hear that.” Hariel nodded. “That seems a reasonable arrangement for you both.”

“Prince Daeron is very thoughtful,” lady Ellyn gushed, becoming bubbly and animated again when there wasn’t any new display of magic. “-so gallant, smart and he’s handsome too. I want our wedding to be like this one. I heard you assisted with lady Baela’s wedding gown, is that true? I want one as brilliant when I marry my Prince.”

… Maybe Ellyn was seven?

Or maybe Hariel had become too jaded, and lady Ellyn’s bright eyed naivety for her fairytale future made it comparatively obvious?

The kid had been at the Red Keep for a few months, and most of it was spent sheltered in lessons with her Septa and sisters. Selectively told spoon-fed version of events by her parents or pre-approved sources. Her father wasn’t making it easier for his daughters to prepare when he wouldn’t allow them to learn how to read either.

Hariel wasn’t sure if she was green with envy or pitied the girl. Maybe it was both. Would Ellyn get her happily ever after? If anyone, she sounded akin to Baela a few years ago.

Since no one volunteered to pass the damn potatoes, Hariel grabbed her wand, and with a swish and flick fixed the issue. The flying bowl made lord Beesbury freeze and lord Celtigar jolt so sharply he overturned his goblet of Arbour Gold. Borros Baratheon mouth fell open in stunned silence, and they all followed the path of the flying potatoes soaring over to Hariel.

“My apologies, my lords,” She excused, serving herself from the bowl, “-but no one would pass the potatoes.”

Hariel felt uncomfortable, but disconnected from the emotion simultaneously.

What did it matter?

She’d tried to keep a lid on her magic at the Red Keep, only using it for presenting herself a certain way – but it didn’t seem to have helped. At her best behaviour people had still seen fit to judge her “a shrew” for it.

“Ah, sorry, Hariel. I didn’t notice.” Hagrid said,

“I sorted it out.” She waved him off as the bride and groom stood up at the head table, drawing the attention of the hall. The dancing portion of the event which lady Ellyn had anticipated was about to begin.

Aegon and Baela headed out to the cleared space while musicians began playing a pretty tune to accommodate their first dance. Well practiced in courtly arts, Baela and Aegon were both good dancers. With the eyes of the hall trailed on them, the couple glided around each other in a rhythmic routine, while Hariel watched from the corner of her eye.

Their dance ended with a round of applause, and then the guests were encouraged to join in.

Hariel spotted Luke pull a somewhat reluctant Rhaena out of her chair, while across the hall Corlys escorted Rhaenys into the row of dancers. Even Jace was heading towards Helaena with stubborn determination.

Prince Daeron had risen over at the head table too. He’d been seated along the left short end, and only had to walk off the dais and a few steps to reach an eagerly waiting lady Ellyn.

“Would you care to dance, my lady?” Daeron asked his betrothed, offering his arm.

Ellyn leapt out of her seat, nearly tripping over the hem of her gown in her haste. Lady Ellenda Baratheon looked after her daughter with a fondly exasperated smile, before she and her husband got up and followed their example.

“Do you want to try it? It’s less complicated than it looks.” Hariel asked Hagrid.

Hagrid chortled. “Nah. ‘Don’t know the steps, but yeh go ahead an' have fun.”

Hariel considered it, but when she saw Aemond finish his goblet in one swig and push back his chair, she found herself standing up automatically, meeting his eyes for the first time since entering the throne room. She didn’t know what he’d intended, and the uncertainty bothered her. Aemond could dance but it wasn’t something he favoured.

This was his brother’s wedding though, and arguments aside, they’d been betrothed that day.

After her own betrothal Baela had spent the night crying her eyes out, but come morning she’d stuck her head in a bucket of snow-cold water, dressed her best, put on a smile, and stood tall with Aegon during the announcements – because the alternative was…well… Hariel knew it wouldn’t be good for her.

Aemond could stay angry at her for laughing, Merlin knew Hariel hadn’t moved past his ‘ardently delightful experiences’ yet, but he better dunk his head in that bucket soon.

Some were bound to’ve noticed Aemond’s reluctance to approach her, and if he took it further, like if he asked another lady to dance instead; Aemond might as well slap Hariel in front of the entire court and that’d still be less damaging to her reputation.

Aemond walked off the dais with a swagger that reminded her unfortunately of Daemon, but at least he headed directly for their table.

“Lady Hariel?”

He was behaving like nothing was amiss, but for all the gallantry there wasn’t much warmth either. Though as Hariel slipped her arm through his elbow, a little bit of relief pierced through her irritation. As frustrated as she felt, Hariel hadn’t wanted him to dismiss her.

“I worried you wouldn’t offer.”

“You’re my betrothed,” Aemond said, his polite mask going a little stiff around the edges.

“Still?"

Aemond wasn’t impressed by the quip, which- yeah, it’d been a cheap shot. It’s not as if an argument could break betrothals.

Though it’d only been agreed upon that morning, already it’d probably require both the King and Faith to break the engagement, seeing as Westerosi betrothals were as binding as English marriages, if not more.

There were ways someone could cheat the system, and it happened on rare occasions – but either they had to disappear to someplace they’d never be found, or they escaped their intended marriage by marrying another person instead, and they’d never hear the end of it.

For whatever reason they broke their betrothal – be it good or bad or even necessary - they’d have broken an oath. A betrothal was a sacred promise, and in Westeros, where a person was only as good as their reputation, as worthy of trust as the perceived validity of their words: oath-breakers were rarely allowed to forget their sin, especially not by the slighted party.

Since they were about to join the crowd, Hariel stalled to do some adjustments to her gown.

“What’s that for?” Aemond eyed her wand, “More flying potatoes?”

Hariel gestured to the charmed flower embroidery across her flaring green gown. “To stop the spells,”

It was enough of a distraction some of Aemond’s coiled ire gave way for confusion. “How come?”

“After you, I’ll have other dance partners,” Hariel pointed out. Even now people were unsure if the animated blooms across Hariel’s gown were “real” or not. As if worried direct contact with the charmed lilies might give them magical pollen allergies. Normally this aversion to direct contact wasn’t an issue since it was strangers who reacted that way - but this time Hariel was the one forcing her proximity by joining the dancers, the majority whom were strangers.

Aemond wasn’t convinced though. “Leave it be.”

“They don’t know how to react to it.”

“So?” He dared her, “That sounds like their own issue, not yours.”

That was easy for him to say. Aemond wasn’t the one dealing with their suspicious judgment of her magic usage and awkward silences.

“Do you know what the dragonkeepers say?” Aemond challenged breezily, “If a man fears fire, there’s no one to blame but himself if he visits the dragonpit.”

Hariel held back a snort. If a man met fire in the dragonpit, placing blame would be the least of his immediate concerns.

“Fine,” Hariel twirled her wand, “But you’ll have to join me.”

Aemond didn’t catch on. “… How?”

Instead of explaining, she demonstrated:

Aemond wore a black, side draped cavalier shoulder cape with a bright Targaryen sigil embroidery. The dark velvet hung past his hip from a leather shoulder guard, and with well practised charm-work Hariel made the red dragon stitched into it come to life. The three heads began moving back and forth, before it set off slithering around the canvas of the fabric.

With her work done, Hariel pocketed her wand. “Shall we?”

Though everyone started with a partner, it was more of a group dance. All it required was the ability to follow the steps, which in deference to different maturity and ages weren’t too complicated. Hariel had learned these dances alongside Rhaenyra’s sons years ago, which meant she was more familiar going through the routines with a partner a head shorter than herself. The participants had already gathered along two rows, men to one side and the females on the other. Aemond led to the middle, where people made room for the prince to have a spot with Hariel opposite him.

A lord Hariel didn’t know stood next to them with a lady she assumed was his daughter. It might’ve been a young wife too, but their strong similarities indicated a close blood relation.

“Prince Aemond… Your cape… How very striking. Is this the magics of your lady here?” The unknown man asked, watching the path of the coiling red dragon clamber around Aemond’s shoulder guard to the fabric flaring down his back. The lord startled when the dragon let out a burst of embroidered patterned fire. The man’s reaction to magic wasn’t off putting for Aemond though. If anything he stood confident and tall, with a gleeful aura akin to someone who’d just been introduced to Chocolate Frogs.

“It is. My betrothed can do much; bringing forth dragons from smoke and fire and fabric alike.”

“Surely the dragon won’t… won’t come out of the cloak?” The man asked. "It’ll remain contained?"

Sometimes Hariel wondered what muggles thought of her spellwork, and this remark was telling. Did he think Hariel had stuffed a small thread-made dragon inside Aemond’s cloak? Like a spider lurking within a wall?

Before she could explain herself, Aemond’s chin jutted out, looking down his nose at the man like he was dragon dung. “Are you insinuating lady Hariel or myself would cause a scandal at my brother’s wedding, my lord?”

The lord backtracked immediately, unwilling to doubt Aemond’s judgement the way he had Hariel's. “No! No, of course not, my Prince.”

“Then why ask such a question?”

“I beg your pardon. I meant no disrespect to you or your lady Hariel.”

Hariel softened the dismissal with a clarification. “The dragon sigil will remain within the cloak, my lord.”

The start of the dance began when a merry tune echoed through the hall. The men’s row moved first with a polite bow, the girls curtseyed, before Hariel took two small steps to the right while Aemond mirrored her on the other row.

Surely Aemond hadn’t forgotten they were arguing mere minutes ago, but the charm work had broken the stifling tension anyway.

She was pretty sure it wasn’t the dancing making Aemond smirk, more likely it was from picturing that magical chaos he just insisted was undignified for a prince. It seemed having dragons bursting out of his cloak to make havoc perked Aemond up – though admittedly, she understood why, because that would’ve been a wicked thing to happen.

“Maybe I’ll try it.” Hariel told him as the dance required them to do a ‘step and slide’ away from each other.

“To release the dragon?” Aemond asked, glancing down to his cloak. “And leave me bereft of my House sigil? How will they ever recognize me without, Hariel?”

Hariel bit her lip, knowing she was pushing her luck. This easy back and forth between them was likely nothing but a temporary reprieve. “You could manage without. What true dragon requires a label to know what they are?”

Aemond’s eyes narrowed.

“I had no sigil when we met, leaving you with no option but to pass judgement without.”

“My dear, you don’t want to know what tales I heard before we met.” Aemond smirked.

“Was it not some unfounded accusations about my parentage? How unoriginal.” She said, “Though the fallacy didn’t look to persist past meeting me.”

“How could I not see you differently after Vhagar’s fire?”

The suggestive lilt had Hariel’s cheeks heating. He likely didn’t mean that how he suggested it.

“Is that when you…” She swallowed down the rest of the sentence. Had he liked her that long? Surely not, but maybe that’s about how long Aemond had expected to marry her, and as he’d reminded her just hours ago; duty and love weren’t the same.

Hariel had an urge to yank at her hair in frustration – or maybe pull on his. How could Aemond have proposed, and yet left her wobbling in his mixed signals? How could he be so bold to claim; I’d be a good husband to you, and still leave her unsure what he wanted from marriage?

Because even as all his efforts to make this work repeated in her mind, she was also looking up into his purple eyes, her gaze trailing the freckles dusted over his nose and the slight smile on his sharp mouth - and wondered who the hell had examined Aemond from up close too.

What did it even mean that he was “experienced”?

Experienced in what precisely? Kissing? More than kissing? With whom? Paid company? A… girlfriend? And which scenario unnerved her more?

Whatever it was, had it occurred during their courtship?

Initially her anger originated from the shock of having misjudged Aemond. To be so wrong about him. During their months of courting he’d been so engaged and attentive, but even long before that Aemond had never struck Hariel as a cheater. So his spiteful admission of being with other girls hit her with the impact of a bludger to the back of the head. She hadn’t seen it coming.

Yet even now, with a headache forming and feeling embarrassed at how easily he’d fooled her; she kept doubting.

Would you at least tell me whether they are here?” Hariel asked, her voice lowering and switching to Valyrian for good measure.

As Aemond was not a mind reader, he didn’t understand who she meant. “If who’s here?”

Your experiences?

She’d seen lady Jacline Redwyne before, and maybe this was why she’d always disliked Hariel.

As rumours of our betrothal are making the rounds, should I be on guard against a scorned lady plotting to throw a drink in my face?

Startled, Aemond missed a step, “No. They’d never be here…! No.

Aemond didn’t blush, but he’d gone rigidly uncomfortable, similarly to the time in Winterfell where he’d summoned Hariel to discuss how her behaviour with Cregan was causing gossip.

But the throne room was hardly the place to discuss infidelity, and their dance had come to an end. Aemond’s new partner was lady Beesbury, while Hariel now stood opposite the unknown lord who’d questioned her magic.

Aemond glanced back to Hariel like he wanted to say more, but the music kept playing, the next round started and their conversation was left hanging at that awkward point.

The lord was a good dancer and he was on his best behaviour too. There wasn’t any talk though, leaving Hariel’s mind split between following the steps and derailing back to Aemond.

Perchance Aemond lied? People said stupid things when angry sometimes… but when Aemond got pissed off his weapon of choice was usually hurtful truths.

That left her with another option, one quite likely to be true as well. One that meant he’d told the truth but twisted it in a stupidly exaggerated way because he was angry: That it’d been before.

That his experience, whatever that had been, happened before the north and before making his feelings known to her. Hariel wanted that to be the case, because she wouldn’t hold such against him - but if it was not, if it was recent…

Well. Hariel would have to make it clear any cheating would stop if he valued his health. That she’d react to him keeping lovers on the side about as kindly as a dragon would take their humans trying to bond with another dragon.

There were some misguided rumours the Targaryen polygami practises had something to do with their dragons, but those were myths. A mis conception caused by those who assumed the incest and polygami traditions were related. Those were two different traditions that happened to overlap a time or two.

More likely their polygami was human traditions originating from Essos, where even today some cultures such as the Dothraki allowed a Khal to take multiple wives. Or in Westeros too, where Ironborn men could take a ‘rock wife’ for their main spouse, alongside multiple ‘salt wives’ on the side, and any children of the salt wives were not bastards. Though regardless where the Targaryen’s version of polygami practises originated, it certainly had nothing to do with simulating the mindset and customs of actual dragons.

Seeing as true dragons, the fire breathing ones, were notoriously monogamous. A dragon only accepted a single rider at a time, and they were even more selective when it came to relationships with dragon companionship, where, as in the case of Vermithor and Silverwing, they’d stick to only one partner throughout their lives.

The crowd of dancers followed the steps in tandem with the skilful music of the minstrels. Though Hariel faked ignorance whenever a new magic-weary partner didn’t know how to move around her flaring skirt, she was getting more comfortable with the steps.

She danced with Vaemond Velaryon, followed by his son Ser Daeron, then Ormund Hightower, Clement Celtigar, Tyland Lannister, before ending up with Luke.

“Will my attire become magical from dancing with you? Like Aemond’s?” He asked without being either scared or intrigued: just curious. “Will the Velaryon sigil start swimming all over my coat too?”

Hariel laughed, shaking her head. “Don’t you know I have more control than that?”

“You’ve made mistakes before,” Luke snickered under his breath. “Remember what you did to your door back home?”

“I put that back together. It’s as good as new, and the hinges no longer squeak, do they?”

“You melted it first though.” Luke said gleefully, not missing a beat as they were supposed to do a step and slide away from each other, followed by a twirl.

Hariel rolled her eyes. “Fine. Yes, and don’t look so smug. That might’ve been an err in spellwork, but this wasn’t.”

After her turn with Luke, Hariel found herself opposite the groom himself.

“Lady Hariel,” Aegon said, his smirk crooked as he leant into the bow the dance required, Hariel answered it with the expected curtsy.

“Prince Aegon,”

“Were you discussing a melting door with my nephew?”

“Hm… It didn’t technically melt. It’s called a transfiguration.” A spell where instead of oiling the hinges, she’d turned the entire door into an oil like substance, which is why so many knew of that blunder. The mess had been beyond belief and impossible to cover up in time.

“… I am unfamiliar with the term. All I know is you wave your stick and magics happen. Making fires or sending potatoes flying.” Aegon said, and then added quietly,;“Or whipping around my brother.” Before he returned to a conversational volume. “Though you require the stick for everything, do you not?”

“I do prefer it as an aiming tool, akin to how a bow makes it easier to aim an arrow, but my magic is in my blood.” Hariel said vaguely.

There were alternative substances to channel magic through, such as the unicorn tail hair Hagrid had picked off branches and bushes during his groundkeeper’s days – and those were used as wand cores. They came loose from unicorns when they travelled through the forbidden forest, and Hagrid collected them to bandage wounded creatures. So Hagrid had a whole cluster of them in his hut that’d come along to Westeros with them. The results of channeling magic through them were unpredictable at best though.

“Your wife can tell you about it as well.” Hariel pushed down an instinctive bile at addressing Baela as ‘your wife’.

It didn’t fit.

“She’s been around my magic longer than anyone, though speaking of your lovely bride: congratulations once again, my prince. You’ve been so fortunate. Though only a child of two and ten, Baela’s already so beautiful and vivacious.”

“She is.” The way Aegon’s brows climbed made it clear Hariel hadn’t been subtle when she stressed the c-word. He let out a soft laugh, finding something amusing.

“...I heard of your stipulations for Aemond. I know what your opinions on my bride’s age is.”

“Do you approve of it?” Hariel asked, honestly curious.

“What does it matter? She’s my lady wife.” That didn’t clarify anything, yet it was more than she’d expected. For someone so expressive and unabashed, Hariel didn’t know Aegon at all.

“Baela is dear to me. She’s dear to quite a few here actually.” Hariel told him point blank. “She’s pretty, but she burns with the Targaryen fire, and none of us want to see it quenched…” She smiled sharply. “Least of all you.”

“Hm. That almost sounded like a threat.” And yet Aegon sounded bored.

“Why would you think that? You’re her protector now, and surely capable of the duty.” She said drily. “Princes treat their beloved wives justly, don’t they? Befitting of their age and station.”

With a roll of his eyes Aegon sighed, looking done with everything.

After Aegon, Hariel danced with a couple more before people broke off to give way for the entertainment. The middle isle was cleared for a group of performers doing acrobatic juggling, knife throwing, fire blowing, and using ropes for daring stunts.

A crowd remained watching by the edge of the cleared space, while others returned to their seats as well. Hariel opted to remain on her feet when she saw that Hagrid had left their table. Twice as tall as the next man, it only took a couple glances around the throne room to see Hagrid had left. Maybe to use the bathroom or for some air, but she wasn’t in the mood to chit-chat with the Baratheons either, and instead walked around the hall.

Hariel greeted people as she passed, waiters with refreshments or other lords and ladies alike. The sickly King had remained in his chair, and Ser Otto occupied his daughter’s seat in her absence to keep Viserys company at the deserted head table.

Prince Daemon was down in the hall, leaning against one of the fat stone columns, chatting with Ser Tyland Lannister. The prince smiled widely when Ser Tyland held up his goblet, and Daemon knocked his drink against his with enough carelessness some of the contents of the cups spilled into the other’s.

Hariel glimpsed Princess Rhaenyra heading around the hall, but without warning changed direction, perhaps to avoid walking by lord Corlys.

Jace watched the acrobats with a goblet in hand with Helaena. He emptied his drink in one go, shuddering slightly, and then smiled at something Helaena said.

Hariel looked idly after Aemond, but was unable to see him before reaching the back of the hall where Baela stood with Queen Alicent.

“-It’s a big transition. I recall how nervous I was during my wedding to the King.” Queen Alicent said, and Hariel slowed down, eavesdropping under the disguise of watching the performers.

“It would’ve been a comfort to have my mother there to share her wisdom, however, like yourself; my mother passed before I married.”

Baela fidgeted. As far as Hariel could guess, even if Baela felt similarly, talking about her dead mother with her queenly mother-in-law rubbed her the wrong way.

“It’s momentous to be a bride, but its for naught but a day, and from the morrow you’ll be Aegon’s wife. That comes with different duties than any you’ve experienced of yet.” Alicent smiled warmly at Baela. “You should expect it to take a while before you’ve settled into your new duties, though it’s important you give it your all. In many ways you’re fortunate to have this time dedicated to Aegon alone, since soon enough you’ll be a mother, and then your duties will be split between your children and Aegon.”

“My grandmother and Princess Rhaenyra have prepared me well for marriage, your Grace. I’ll be a true and good wife to Prince Aegon. There’ll be new people and I’ll have to familiarise myself with my husbands duties, but I’m quite looking forwards to living in the capital.” Baela sounded just like when she was reciting poems to Septa Megga.

“You’ve taken well to the capital, but surely I expect there’s some nervousness to leave Dragonstone. Moving away from home can be upsetting for many new brides too.”

“I was born in Pentos, your Grace,” Baela said, getting a little sarcastic there. “Surely moving across a bay is less dramatic than relocating between continents.”

Alicent chuckled softly, “Ah, I assumed you’d miss your sister. Though at least with this move you won’t have to switch languages, and you’ll be with your father’s side of the family, whom you’ll get to know better.”

“Right,” Baela’s smile was still in place when she cut their conversation off with a curt; “Excuse me, your Grace.”

Without waiting for an answer, Baela left the Queen for the nearest door. Concerned by the sudden dismissal, Hariel went after her.

There were a scattering of people in the grand staircases too, but Baela avoided interacting with anyone by quickly ducking into a side passage.

“Baela?” Hariel called after her.

“I don’t require an escort, Hariel. I’m getting some fresh air.” Baela called back quickly. “It was getting rather stifling in there.”

That was debatable. All the fireplaces in the throne room had been blazing throughout the day to heat the enormous space, but the persistent winter, drafts and poor insulation made it impossible to keep it as comfortably warm as the smaller chambers.

Baela had stopped by a window facing the courtyard, keeping her back to Hariel and face away.

“It was probably the performers. The fire acrobatics are very impressive, but it made the hall warmer.” Hariel excused.

“…. Exactly.” Baela sounded strangled, as if she was fighting tears.

Hariel felt helpless. “Baela?”

“I don’t want to live-” Baela cut off as people entered the passage behind Hariel. As much as Hariel wanted to help, it wouldn’t happen if Baela had to suffer an audience.

“Lord Hayford?” Hariel said, placing herself in the middle of the hallway to prevent anyone passing. “What are you doing here? The entertainment started and you’re missing it.”

“We’re aware, but I thought I saw the bride leave this way. Isn’t that her there? Lady Baela?”

“It is. Lady Baela stepped away from the feast to freshen up,” Hariel said meaningfully, a polite phrase for whenever a lady needed to use the lavatory. Lord Hayford nodded in understanding, and with a slightly inebriated smile left with his companion. Once they were ushered out the hallway, Hariel approached Baela alone.

“If you remain here, I think others than myself and lord Hayford might approach you too. Why don’t we walk for a bit?”

Baela dried her eyes, and after considering it, she pushed away from the window and fell in step with Hariel. There was no destination in mind and their pace was unrushed while the music and chatter from the throne room grew distant.

Taking a stroll through the courtyard wasn't an option without a coat, so they stuck to the hallways. There were a few passing guards and servants, but the occupants of this part of the Keep were attending the wedding feast.

“...You know… I’ve lived at several castles and in many places, but I’ve never lived somewhere Rhaena didn’t.” Baela said. “Last night was the last time we shared a room.”

“I doubt Rhaena would mind sleepovers,” Hariel said. “-whenever you want them.”

“It won’t be the same.”

“Perhaps.” Hariel agreed, as lying wouldn’t help here either.

“You’re married now- Ugh! Sorry, oh hell, I can’t believe you’re married. It’s hard to wrap my head around.” Hariel had to wrangle away the wave of discomfort the words caused her. This wasn’t about her.

“Of course, being… er’ married is a bigger change for you, but this is a significant change for Rhaena as well. I know she’ll feel your daily absence as much as you will feel hers. You’ll both have to adjust.”

Something about that stirred Baela. Her purple eyes were fixed ahead, and she kept smoothing down invisible creases on her gown. At last whatever was on her mind spilled out.

“She bled.”

It took Hariel a moment to put it together, and then her heart nearly stopped from the shock.

“Wha-? Moon’s blood? You mean Rhaena, right? Not you?”

Baela nodded. “Aye, it’s Rhaena.”

When?” Hariel asked, baffled she hadn’t been made aware.

People were not shy about this topic. A girl’s first period was announced at family dinners like one might announce a pregnancy. It was weird, but for better or worse, they didn’t have the same stigma against talking of menstruation as Hariel had grown up with.

“She got her moon’s blood the night before we left for the Red Keep.” Baela whispered under her breath. “We stripped our bed ourself and hid the sheet at home, but it was impossible here. Grandmother knows. A little while after you left this morn grandmother stopped by our chambers and she saw the sheets-

“You shared a bed.” Hariel was so alarmed Baela hushed her to remind her to keep her voice down. “Princess Rhaenys know it’s Rhaena’s, doesn’t she?” Because if Princess Rhaenys saw blood stains on the sheets, had they made it clear which twin it came from?

“She knows, but a maid came in with grandmother, and she must’ve told the Queen. The way she spoke… I suspect she’s aware Rhaena has flowered, and we’re twins. I might get my moon’s blood any day, but unlike Rhaena I’m married now, so that means- Aegon… He’ll… But I- I don’t want--”

“I’ll handle it.” Hariel said fiercely.

“Pardon?” Baela watched her strangely. “How?”

Hariel had no clue.

“Even if you start bleeding as we speak, there’s no way in hell I’d let there be a bedding. Married or not: you’re two and ten.”

Baela smiled sadly. “That’s not up to you.”

“The hell it isn’t!” Hariel hissed. “I don’t care what I have to do. I’ll lock you safely in your chamber and put a fence of fire before your door.”

“So I’m to live behind a fiery barricade for the rest of my life?” Baela asked wryly. “In that case, wouldn’t it be easier if I flew away on Moondancer instead? I could roam as I pleased and it’d free up your time from being stuck as my guard dog.”

The wistful way Baela spoke gave Hariel pause. “Is that something you’ve considered? Running away?”

“Mmm, no.” Baela lied, Hariel just knew she did. It was unnecessary though, as Hariel understood the temptation all too well.

“It’s just… I was born in Pentos, and of late I’ve dreamed of seeing the hot sun sinking on the horizon across the Pentoshi port.” Baela said longingly, “Feel the soothing breeze rustling the palm trees, taste the spicy food, listen to the beautiful Pentoshi music… Those things were my norm once, but it’s been years now. I miss the brightly coloured flowers, exploring the sandy hills and picking sweetly ripe fruits straight from the trees.”

Listening to Baela daydream of her childhood, it struck Hariel that maybe Pentos represented the same to Baela as Hogwarts did to her. Though for Baela, the place she associated with safety, happiness and a wholesome family life was only across the ocean. A dragonride away. Baela likely didn’t understand how hard it’d be to survive on her own - that even if she returned to Pentos it wouldn’t be exactly like her childhood dreams - but that didn’t take away the strength of the fantasy, nor the yearning. It was also a testimony to how important her family was that she hadn’t attempted it.

“I get it,” Hariel smiled, “Of late, I’ve dreamed of a simpler time too.”

“Of Pentos?”

“Er’, no… Of Hogwarts.”

Their walk had at least calmed Baela and dried her tears.

Had it been any other day Hariel would’ve suggested that since Baela was worn out she should retire to her chambers. It was nearing her bed-time after all. Though the bride’s absence would be noticed, and instead they started the stroll back in a thoughtful lull, both stuck in childhood fantasies of an easier time and place.

They walked in companionable silence until-

“-on your son’s memory.

That’s what I am doing, princess.”

They were in a passage not far from the throne room when Hariel and Baela stopped, both having heard the sharp Valyrian simultaneously.

The speakers weren’t being loud, but just audible enough to be overheard around the corner. When people switched to speaking another language, their pitch sounded different and the tempo changed, so it took Hariel a few seconds to recognize the voices as those of lord Corlys and Princess Rhaenyra.

You may pick which of your sons to be your heir, princess. Prince Jacaerys will make a great King someday - but it’s my right as lord to pick whom I deem best as my heir.” Lord Corlys replied tersely.

Surely Baela had recognized the speakers too, but she remained rooted to the spot, eavesdropping as much as Hariel was.

Laenor was your heir, and this is not what he wanted, lord Corlys. He loved all our boys deeply, and Lucerys-

“-Is not your only son.” Corlys cut the princess off.

What of Rhaena? What of your daughter Laena’s memory?” Rhaenyra argued.

Their voices were drifting away, heading back in the direction of the throne room and disrupted by the soft echoes of their footsteps. Hariel edged towards the corner, treading carefully and grimacing whenever her gown rustled.

“Laenor was in favour of Luke and Rhaena’s betrothal. He pushed for it at the small council, as anyone can tell you. His wishes were to secure his own line as well as his sister’s, but if you do this, if you skip over him, your granddaughter will never be the lady of Driftmark.

I’m aware. It won’t be Driftmark, but Prince Lucerys is-

Hariel didn’t catch the rest of lord Corlys statement because they left out of hearing range.

Next to her, Baela expression was oddly blank, the only sign something was amiss was how tightly her hands were fisted, so tight her knuckles paled.

Notes:

As always, I'm horrendous at estimating the length of my own storylines. I have a base plan I start working on, often by writing the "end" before working on what comes before so I have a “clear destination”. Before I realize all the padding around the base storyline requires room to breath too, and that’s how a wedding I assumed would be two chapters (tops) are now four chapters.

There’s just too many storylines crashing here. Hariel’s and Aemond’s, Aegon and Baela’s, Daemon and Rhaenyra’s, the Velaryons, Hagrid’s, general Westerosi politics and all the freaking characters.
It’s a handful to juggle them without the chapters ending up the literary counterpart to a stew, with characters thrown haphazardly into a hot pot and stirred into an entangled mess.

Btw: I love all the suggestions readers have had for house sigils!! I have some restrictions for it, such as how this is Hagrid's coat of arms - not Hariel's, and I've got some ideas of my own, but people have been putting forth so many great ideas too! Any suggestions for house words as well? I’m very open to suggestions on these two things :D

Thank you so much for reading!

Chapter 36: Beast in the Dark

Notes:

Firstly I wanted to say thank you to everyone who left a suggestion for house words and sigil so far! They are absolutely wonderful, and I'm having so much fun puzzling out what might work. There's so many good suggestions I wish I could use several of them.

Secondly, please check out evidoliscomming aesthetic board about Helaena, Hariel, Baela, Rhaena and Ellyn!
As well as this one of Aegon, Aemond, Daeron, Jace and Luce from Never Tickle a Dragon!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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HARIEL XXVIII

One could cut the tension radiating off Baela with a knife. She might as well be marching towards the throne room with an; 'approach at your own risk’ sign blinking over her head. From what they’d overheard it sounded as if Lucerys was about to be disinherited, and the revelation was settling in Hariel’s stomach like spoiled milk.

Though Corlys hadn’t said who he had in mind as Luke’s replacement, Hariel had a pretty good guess. If the Lord of the Tides had been displeased with Luke before, then there’d never been a lack for Velaryon candidates for him to name as heir, but he’d refrained until now.

It could be that the death of his son and the war in the Stepstones had changed lord Corlys priorities during the years he’d been away, but there were a couple glaring differences closer to home that seemed more likely.

There was Princess Visenya Velaryon who hadn’t been born before Corlys left for the Stepstones. Though even if his wife Rhaenys doted on Visenya as she did Baela and Rhaena, somehow Hariel doubted this change of heart was on a granddaughter’s behalf. No, more likely this was about Prince Viserys Velaryon.

Princess Rhaenyra’s fourth son and born in the image of his father.

Technically any lord could sort their succession as they pleased. If a lord had several sons there was nothing legally preventing him from skipping over the older ones to name the youngest his successor. There didn’t have to be justifiable reasons for it. They could be as petty as the lord wanted, as it was within a lord’s right to choose the succession of his House.

However, such didn’t make for stable politics.

Such choices were easily disputed after the lord died, creating succession strifes – sometimes lethal ones – and quite often ended up brought before the lord paramount or even the King himself, and the laws of Westeros would always favour the eldest son.

Corlys was playing a dangerous gamble. It wasn’t only an insult to Lucerys, but a crippling blow to Rhaena as well. Twelve years old, with an impeccable reputation, faultlessly dutiful - and Corlys was casting Rhaena overboard for the sake of a babe he’d seen from a distance once.

Hariel wouldn’t fault Baela if she lost it. The betrayal would cut deeply, added with the boiling frustration that Baela was helpless to stop it.

She had no power and no say. Not to protect herself and not to protect her sister.

It was cruel, it was thoughtless and it wasn’t for justifiable reasons either. Lord Corlys was weakening his alliance with the Crown and destabilizing House Velaryon betting on a months old baby who wasn’t even out of his first winter.

Corlys was placing all his eggs within the same crib Princess Aemma Velaryon died within only a month ago. What if Prince Viserys followed his sister’s fate? What then?

Though even if the babe was fine and thrived, Corlys actions could be directly damaging to Prince Viserys own validity. The infant Prince was only as strong as his family, and if Corlys cast doubt on Viserys older brother, it was naive to assume that doubt would be contained to Luke alone. That’s not how these things usually went. Gossip and rumours spread like forest fires, dangerously challenging to contain, and it’d likely spread onto all of Rhaenyra’s children, from Jace to little Viserys.

How desperate could he be?

Even if the birth of Viserys made Corlys all of a sudden convinced Luke wasn’t his true-born grandchild anymore, (which was preposterous, as it’s not as if Corlys hadn't been comparing Luke to his twin granddaughters for years, but still seen no fault with a rumoured bastard of House Strong as long as the alternative heirs were girls) - naming Prince Viserys Heir to Driftmark now was ridiculously hasty and reckless.

The infuriating part was that Hariel knew Corlys would soon return to the Stepstones to continue his war. Which meant he was throwing a grenade at House Velaryon and the Crown before sailing off into the eastern sunrise, leaving his closest kin to deal with the collateral damage.

They’d barely entered the hall before people started swarming, the wedding guests attempting to intercept Baela for one reason or another. Though most backed off when they caught the furious aura flaring from Baela, and the rage burning in her eyes.

Hariel had been preoccupied internally raging at Corlys, though it looked like Baela’s wrath was aimed slightly to the left of where Hariel had placed it. Because the bride had eyes for no one but her grandmother.

Rhaenys was in conversation with lady Elenda Baratheon when Baela interrupted, grabbing her grandmother’s elbow and pulling her away, uncaring of courtly graces.

How could you?” She hissed in Valyrian. “This is your fault.”

“Baela?” Rhaenys stared down at the bride as if she’d lost it. Likely no lady had dared manhandle Rhaenys or scolded her since she was in her minority. “What’s the meaning of this?

You. You and your wayward, worthless words. You and grandfather spit on uncle Laenor’s wishes, discard my mother’s, you’re uncaring of my future and now Rhaena’s too? Of Luke?”

Oh… This made some sense. Hariel had been so caught up in lord Corlys she’d overlooked his wife, but it certainly fit: Rhaenys had never accepted Lucerys.

And Baela – as well as Princess Rhaenyra - were actually right about one thing:

This was not what Ser Laenor had wanted.

Laenor’s death was as clear within Hariel’s mind as it likely was in Baela’s. His death had been a shadow looming over the wedding preparations, and Hariel had but to close her eyes to relive the horrid evening.

The destroyed tavern left behind by the brawling crowd was all too clear; the dirty smudges, pools of liquids and blood smeared across the floor. She remembered the rasp of Laenor’s ragged breathing, the smells, the look in his eyes… His last moments. It was stamped into Hariel’s mind, and as Ser Laenor laid dying in that tavern he’d been surrounded by friends, his nieces and princes, but he’d only had eyes for Lucerys, and called the boy his son.

Through his life and on his deathbed Laenor had loved Lucerys as his. Obviously Baela was furious that disinheritance was how her grandparents chose to honour that, as this wasn’t only about Laenor’s bond to his children, but Laena’s as well.

Once dead, it seemed their children's wishes ceased to matter to Corlys and Rhaenys. Because as Lucerys’ betrothed, Rhaena was being disinherited the same as him.

“What have we done but uphold our duties? And this is what we get?” Baela spat, “Will you discard Viserys next when he too falls short of your unreachable expectations?

Quiet, child. You don’t know of what you speak.” Rhaenys ordered, eyes storming but Baela didn’t cower.

Don’t I? I’m the one who’s been sold without a sound of protest from you. All you are good for is empty placations and useless advice. The both of you. So much for blood. What have you done but pass judgement as you watch us bleed?

Hariel’s brows climbed up her forehead when Baela proceeded to drag her grandmother, the ‘Queen Who Never Was’ herself, out of the hall like a misbehaving child.

Lady Elenda gaped and guests whispered after them, while even Hariel was left wondering what part Princess Rhaenys had played too.

Yet simultaneously Hariel didn’t believe Corlys blameless. As the lord he was the one with the power to rule his house, not his wife… but regardless where the idea originated from or who’d decided, Baela had every right to be furious with her grandparents, as it seemed they agreed Rhaena was a necessary sacrifice for their ambitions.

“Is everything well? What was that regarding?” Helaena asked, coming up next to Hariel with a goblet in each hand, eyeing the door Baela had pulled her grandmother through worriedly.

As heated as their argument was, it’d been in sharply whispered Valyrian, and with the music and chattering crowd of the throne room, there wouldn’t have been many within hearing range.

“Will they be back? Aegon intended to cut the wedding pie soon.”

“It’s family matters,” Hariel turned to face the Princess. “I don’t know how long that’ll take.” Helaena was dressed in an elegant lilac gown with blue spiderweb embroideries. It brought out her eyes and brightened her pale hair.

“Were they having a disagreement?”

Hariel hesitated. As Jace’s betrothed, this sure as hell concerned Helaena too, but on the other hand: “It’s not my business, Princess. You should ask them when they return.”

“…Then Aegon might have to cut the wedding pie without his bride.” Helaena said bothered.

“Maybe he should.” Hariel was pretty damn sure Baela didn’t give a sh*t about the pie.

Helaena glanced up the head table to her father. He sat low in his chair, eyes lidded and head tilted forwards. One could almost mistake him for falling asleep… Or as if he was drugged.

“Is his Grace feeling well?” Hariel found it morbidly ironic to refer to King Viserys that way. There wasn’t much grace about him.

“His Grace is weary after the long day.” Helaena said quickly. Hariel was tired too. Her feet ached, she yearned to change out of her heavy gown and let her hair free of the tight braids and hairnet.

Helaena offered up a goblet with a sweet smile. “Cider? This is the one you prefer, isn’t it?”

“It is. My thanks, princess. Why did you get it for me?” She wondered, accepting the drink.

Living in Westeros meant Hariel had been introduced to alcohol earlier than she’d likely have been at Hogwarts. Having ciders, mead, wine or such was expected at dinners or feasts, and even outside that it was common to be served drinks like it, but watered down. Processed and boiled drinks were generally considered safer to drink, especially within cities like King’s Landing. Though the wells by the Keep were cleaner, the rivers were contaminated by… well, people using them to throw their sh*t away.

“I wanted to give my congratulations on your betrothal sooner, but the day has passed in a hectic whirlwind for me. I have been preoccupied with Aegon, it’s such a big day for him and I don’t wish to leave him unattended.”

While the princess talked Hariel watched Corlys head through the door Rhaenys and Baela had left through too.

“I can relate. I’ve been preoccupied too.”

“… Hm. I’m aware. I hoped to congratulate you under better circ*mstances though. Instead I’ve been ineffectively counselling mine brother on the mysterious ways of female minds. A fruitless endeavour, since I believe your differences stems from upbringings, not caused by sex. Still, it’s peculiar how two people striving for such similar outcomes, a good marriage, keep disagreeing so easily.”

“Easily?” Hariel smiled grimly, shaking her head, because how could she explain this to Helaena, of all people? She wasn’t wired the same way Hariel was, on this she was more likeminded to Baela, because when had Helaena cared about anything strongly enough to fight for it?

Helaena hadn’t argued against her betrothal to Aegon.

She hadn’t argued against breaking her betrothal to Aegon.

She hadn’t done much to marry Jace either.

Like a sweet little Slytherin in innocent Hufflepuff skin, she’d cunningly shared her opinion with Hariel and left her to do the heavy lifting.

It made Hariel wonder if there was anything Helaena found precious enough to fight for personally. Or if she’d keep cruising through life, expecting matters to sort themselves out in her name, and if they didn’t, accept injustices as ‘the ways of things’, and move on without complaint.

Yet things just seemed "to happen” to Helaena. She certainly had opinions about it and felt it keenly, but the princess’s way of disconnecting often made it appear as if – at least to those who didn’t know her – she didn’t care.

There were certainly times Hariel didn’t blame Baela her frustration. Because while Baela’s life was turned on its head, Helaena went about her days as if nothing had changed.

“There’s some differences in my background compared to yours that can’t simply be swept under a rug.” She said, “Avoiding the issues only works until it sneaks up on me unawares. It always seems to.”

Helaena still didn’t seem to get it. “Aemond only wants a stable and happy marriage.”

“That’s what I want as well.”

Hariel’s eyes fell to the people behind Helaena, where Luke and Rhaena just passed by. Their laughing faces made Hariel take a generous mouthful of her drink.

“Then why make matters so difficult for him? He’s only trying to do good by you.” Helaena insisted.

“So you think he alone knows what’s best for me? For us?”

“He knows more of Westeros and our politics, and this is where you’ll build your life. Don’t make it so challenging for him to provide.”

“By that logic: how come you never informed him of your will to marry Jace then?” Hariel challenged. “Aemond knows more of Westeros and politics, doesn’t he? He only wants the best for you too, so why not allow him control your life as he deems best?”

At once Helaena looked from side to side nervously.

“I didn’t tell him,” Hariel assuaged her concerns. “Though do you see? You kept silent because he wouldn't have seen beyond his own anger, and he'd never have brought your suggestion before the King. Though I don’t understand why you couldn’t have informed your father yourself. Instead you kept silent until I did it.” - and now Hariel was the one faced with Aemond's displeasure for speaking up.

"I didn't tell Aemond, but I told Jace when he confronted me about it." She added, reminded of the confrontation outside the Great Sept. "I assumed you'd have told him. Though to me, it looked to please him."

"Hm." Helaena said. "Perchance I should have told him."

“How come you didn’t?”

“It didn’t occurred to me.”

Contemplating, Hariel observed Helaena's reaction while sipping her cider.

Despite what she'd verbalized, Hariel suspected Helaena might actually have preferred marrying Aegon over Jace. Not because she was in love with Aegon, but because Hariel simply didn't believe Helaena that different from her brothers. Likely the princess was as convinced Jace was a bastard as her brothers were - but despite that she was willing to marry him.

Considering Helaena was a devout follower of the Seven and shared their standpoint on illegitimate children, that made this betrothal a very significant sacrifice too, and it wasn't one Helaena made out of selfishness. It was for peace and stability in her family. For unity. For the Kingdom.

Sometimes her permissive obedience made Hariel fear for Helaena's future as a queen. That she'd been seen as feeble and people would take advantage of her sweetness. Then at other moments she'd think of how Helaena made such a life binding sacrifice with a smile, and Hariel privately thought that was what made Helaena the better queen. That she could see a situation beyond her personal comforts, beyond her own religion, and had made her decision based on what she hoped would benefit the realm.

Unlike Corlys and Rhaenys, who were preoccupied doing the opposite.

“Perchance we’ve both made some mistakes on the communication front.” Hariel mused.

“Jace and I get along very well though.”

It was hard to not grimace and reveal her doubt. Helaena and Jace didn’t argue, true, but they didn’t do much else either. Their interactions were perfectly cordial… but maybe slightly superficial too?

They’d known each other since Jace was born, but could Helaena guess which beverage her betrothed preferred the way she’d known Hariel’s? Was Jace even aware Helaena was interested in divination? That Helaena wasn’t passingly interested in insects, but so passionate she studied them in an academical manner, doing painstaking research and collecting notes on her findings. They were so extensive Hagrid had not so jokingly said it could be useful as an insect compendium for potion making. Their old potions books were pretty useless to Hariel when it requested she add; “lacewing flies” to the concoction – but Hariel had no idea what an actual lacewing fly was. There wasn’t a jar of lacewings available around here, which meant she had to go find them in the wild – but where the hell to go?

Outside the spiders in her old cupboard, Hariel had never studied insects. Put on the spot, she’d be hard pressed to differentiate between the wings of lacewing flies to the wings plucked from a common fly. She didn’t know where to get them, or even if there existed a species of lacewing in Westeros to begin with. That wasn’t a given with how different the climate was.

Yet Helaena’s notes detailed an insect quite similar to lacewing flies.

Like divination, researching insects was a vital part of magic that Hariel or Hagrid didn’t have the patience for themselves – but they respected Helaena’s talent for it.

But would Jace do the same?

Would he accept a hobby he found queer himself and which could so easily make the court view Helaena unfavourably?

“I know you aren’t fond of confrontations, but… I mean, sure, Aemond and I have argued, but I also know him better for it. Do you know more about Jace today than you did a year ago though?”

Sooner or later Helaena’s interest in insects would come up, but did she truly want that to be after they were married? When she’d be oath bound to obey her husband, and Jace could order her to cease the hobby that gave her so much joy forever, all in a mislead attempt to “protect her reputation”?

“Now that Vermax is strong enough to fly, Jacaerys has experienced the freedom of dragonriding.” Helaena said, pressing her fingers against her forehead gingerly. “He enjoys it very much.”

“What dragonrider doesn’t enjoy flying though?”

“I... it is true the delight of soaring through the air is a sentiment Jacaerys shares with most of our family...” Helaena said, glancing towards the head table. “-at least whilst we’re safely astride our dragons.”

Sighing, Hariel finished the last few drops of her drink. Mirroring her, Helaena swallowed the nearly full content of her cup in one go. Aegon couldn’t have done it better.

Not long after, Prince Aegon went ahead to cut the wedding pie, but without signs of Baela. The King was nearly unresponsive at that point, and the guards had to carry him out the throne room on his chair. In the meanwhile the queen informed the guests the King was simply tired and reassured everyone that his Grace expected the feast to continue. The musicians kept playing but the entertainment had finished, and people were hitting their beverages harder.

Soon lord Borros threw his arm over a cherry cheeked lord Beesbury’s shoulder and started belting tunes, and Prince Aegon became unsteady on his feet.

The drawbacks of using magic openly to summon potatoes, cut her meat and charm Aemond’s cape was starting to bite Hariel in the arse as well.

This crowd was not the one familiar with Hagrid and Hariel’s magic whilst working with dragons, so whenever she approached a group they’d get quiet. Injecting herself into their midst turned their conversations stilted until one or more of the ladies started excusing themselves and left. They were never overtly rude or sent Hariel away. Some politely attempted to carry a conversation though it never lasted long, and it was impossible to miss how their chatter picked up nearly the instant Hariel left.

They had little to talk about with her, though plenty to say about her.

It left Hariel skirting around the edges, the odd one out at the feast.

The Targaryens were occupied by the demands of guests seeking to have their ear, Hagrid was nowhere in sight, she’d likely jinx Corlys if she was made to speak with him at present, and her patience could only stand Vaemond Velaryon’s stuffy company in brief periods.

Was there a point to staying any further?

The King had retired, and Hariel had participated as was expected. How many would notice if she left? Except the gossipers of course? Who’d be free to theorise about her magic without fear of Hariel overhearing an unflattering supposition. Likely her absence would be noticed, but it wouldn’t be missed.

Her bed was more tempting than anything this feast had to offer her, but as if he could sniff out her capitulation, Aemond intersected her at the door, pulling her aside by the hand. “Were you leaving? Already?”

“It’s been a long day for me, Aemond.”

“I guess it has… Hm, but have you seen the bride?” Aemond asked,

“Last I saw Baela she left to speak with her grandmother.”

“Princess Rhaenys is over there,” He pointed at a tall, fair haired lady.

“That’s lady Hazel Harte.” Hariel corrected.

Bewildered, Aemond look over his shoulder. “Mm...”

“I see the Princess though. She’s with her husband over there.” Hariel gestured to where the Velaryons had sat during dinner. “Didn’t Baela return with Princess Rhaenys after their talk?”

Aemond kept looking between the Velaryons and lady Harte while Hariel spoke. Distracted, he took his time answering. “… I don’t know. I only asked because my mother wish to know her whereabouts.”

“I haven’t seen her. Though speaking of whereabouts, you wouldn’t have seen Hagrid?”

“Come again?” Aemond asked, still not paying attention.

Hariel eyed him suspiciously. “Have you seen Hagrid?”

She tapped her foot, failing to ignore the brick sinking feeling in her stomach. Was this an Aegon situation? Lady Hazel was very attractive, and just a fortnight ago Aegon had been the one staring at the lady too hard – right in front of his betrothed as well.

Aemond rolled his shoulders, and refocused as if he hadn’t heard. “Hagrid-?”

“Rubeus Hagrid? About twice as tall as everyone else here,” Done with his inattentiveness, Hariel held her hand as high it could possibly reach. “Several times as strong as the best knight, can bend a Great sword with his hands if he so chooses? Have you seen him?”

“I know who Hagrid is.” Aemond insisted, clearing his voice.

What the hell?

“… And did you see him?”

“Aye, he went to... went to breathe air.” His clumsy sentence aside, Aemond over pronounced his words abnormally clearly. Still; ‘Breathe air’? - what an odd phrasing to describe someone taking a break from the crowd. “He mentioned retrieving his hound.”

“When was that?” She inspected Aemond whilst he took an unreasonable long time to answer.

“… I don’t quite recall.”

This was nearing blockhead behaviour. For someone normally so observant, Aemond was acting with the same attention-span as Aegon-

Oh!

“Are you feeling well?”

“I do.” Aemond said, “How do you do?”

Alright. Maybe there was something else but lady Hazel’s pretty face scrambling Aemond’s thought to mouth filter.

Maybe this was the side-effects of too much wine.

“… I’m well, thanks.” She softened her voice, stepping closer. “Aemond? How much have you had to drink tonight?”

“I…” Aemond wetted his lips, blinking repeatedly. “Mm, pardon?”

Hariel groaned. “How much wine have you indulged in?”

“One.” He declared satisfied, holding up the goblet of cider as if to prove it. He was so unreasonably proud of this answer it was giving Hariel flashback to Hermione getting a question right in Charm’s class. Intoxication wouldn’t likely be a subject on a pop-quiz set by Professor Flitwick, but there was something charming about his boyish pride regardless.

“And besides the wine?” She asked, prying the goblet from his hand smoothly, while failing to keep her face straight. She fought tooth and nail not to grin, trying to tell herself a decent fiancee would be concerned for his wellbeing, but it was hard. She’d seen Aemond drink but never drunk, but somehow this was becoming a fascinating novelty to witness.

“There may have been some cider... And mead too.”

She placed his cup to her lips and took a sip. “How badly do you feel it?”

“I…” Aemond stared at her mouth -- maybe because Hariel just served herself from his cup, or maybe for other reasons – but the silence stretched long enough she wondered if he’d forgotten the question. “I’ve been… As mother would say; wetting my whistle. Which feels heavy.”

“Pardon?”

Aemond stuck out his tongue.

Did that mean his tongue felt heavy? …Or was he about to use that in ways that’d give the guests new things to gossip about?

Besides the random breaks, Aemond didn’t slur his words or seem that intoxicated at a glance, but the longer she spoke with him the more apparent it became.

And it was a little bit funny too. It shouldn’t be, but Hariel couldn’t help it. Even drunk Aemond was clearly striving for composure. Fighting his intoxication in a fruitless attempt at acting sober - but when he failed he was so much more relaxed.

Their conversation halted when approached by a Kingssguard. There were seven knights sworn to protect the King, and dressed in identical armour and helmet, she didn’t recognized which it was before he opened his mouth.

“My prince, lady Hariel.” Ser Criston Cole greeted them, voice muffled behind his helmet. “Have either of you seen the bride?”

“No, Ser Criston,”

“She hasn’t returned?” Hariel asked.

“Not yet.”

She nodded towards the Velaryons. “Have you asked around?”

“Her Grace requested discretion, my lady.”

At first Hariel leapt to conclusions, but seeing Rhaena across the throne room quickly alleviated the suspicion. The wild idea that Baela could’ve ran away was certainly possible, but not that realistic. Not like this… right?

For one it was exceedingly unpractical to go on the run in her wedding gown, and surely Baela would go see her twin before doing something so reckless. Considering what they’d heard, Baela would want to talk with Rhaena of what was happening.

“I’m sure she’ll return on her own soon.”

It made sense that Baela had sought privacy to handle her upset in peace, and the girl happened to be skilled at hiding. Hariel could picture her tucked away somewhere akin to the storage cupboard in the washroom. Few would expect a prince’s bride to hang out there.

“Though if not, my betrothed could find her quickly enough,” Aemond mused.

Hariel looked at him, brow arching when he tugged on his dark cloak where the Targaryen dragon sigil coiled.

“You have your ways.”

“We’re not there yet,” Ser Criston said, eyes darting sceptically between Hariel’s gown and Aemond’s cloak.

Hariel shrugged. “If you’re to request my services I’d rather you tell me now. I’m about to retire for the evening.”

Ser Criston insisted magic wouldn’t be necessary, that they’d find Baela or she would return on her own, which meant Hariel was finally able to leave.

It wasn’t that long a walk from the throne room, but Aemond decided to escort her anyway. It’d be unnecessary if he was sober too, but drunk as he was, she privately thought that if one of them required an escort, it was actually him.

“Say you were made to find mine brother’s wayward bride, what magics would you use?” Aemond wondered as they climbed the staircases, passing a few well dressed guests seeking a respite from the festivities. “Rubeus’ navigator device? The one he used to find you in the north?”

“I’d need something of Baela’s for it to work. The device needs to know what it’s searching for to point me in the right direction.”

“Fascinating,” Aemond stated. “I guess they better locate her before the bedding.” He looked at her meaningfully, brows climbing. “Can you imagine the scandal if she’s not?”

“Why? There won’t be a bedding.” She reminded him as they reached the top landing, and turned into the side passage towards the guest chambers, where it got quieter the further they got from the throne room.

“True, but the bride and groom are expected to retire together.”

Hariel knew that even though there wouldn’t be a “traditional” wedding night, Baela and Aegon were expected to share the same bed tonight. It would be for sleep only - if they could find any with the awkwardness.

While Hariel was unnerved by the mental image, whatever trail of thought in Aemond’s head left him grinning instead. Snickering he leant closer, his proximity letting her smell the cider on his breath.

“It’s funny that Aegon, of all men, won’t get to f*ck on his wedding night. It’s such coincidences which confirms to me the Gods are just.”

The frankness took her off guard, and Hariel cracked up. “You are so petty,” She giggled, but Aemond misheard.

“Hmm, you’re pretty too,” Aemond said with a goofy smile. The closed mouthed and wide one that sometimes reminded Hariel of ducks - though with a sheepish lilt to it.

Instead of correcting him, Hariel asked carefully: “Prettier than your other girl?”

Aemond shook his head, “Of course.” He insisted, taking her hand and gazing very sincerely into her eyes. Switching from his moment of silliness to an intense earnestness that was almost too much.

“Gods, Hariel. Don’t dwell on it. That was just… Aegon’s foolish ideas. I should’ve known better than to... I can’t- It’s unseemly. I won’t speak of it. Not to any lady, especially not to mine ... mine betrothed. To you.”

“… Could you tell me when it occurred?”

“What does it matter?”

“A year ago?”

“Stop asking,”

“Half a year?”

“No.”

“A moon ago?”

“Need I remind you I was courting you a moon ago?” Aemond sighed exasperated, though his wording made her smile on the last answer.

“So you didn’t cheat on me.” She said, her shoulders easing as she took another sip.

“No,” Aemond frowned, glancing down at his feet and up. “… It was my name-day.”

“Half a year ago?”

He shook his head. “The one before.”

When he was thirteen?

Catching her falling expression, Aemond groaned. “Ugh. You got mad again-”

“I’m not mad,” To prove her sincerity she kissed him on the cheek. “Promise.”

As she leant back, his lavender eyes locked with hers, expressing an intensity that left her a bit lightheaded, especially when his lips twitched up at the corners.

“Hmm… You missed.”

Caught up in the sudden burst of nervousness, it took Hariel a beat to place it as more than a joke about thiskiss, but also his failed one from earlier too.

Hariel burst out laughing. Maybe it was the alcohol, or maybe he’d have time to think over everything that went wrong in the hours since, but Aemond didn’t begrudge her mirth this time around and laughed alongside her. Yet even if the atmosphere eased, the underlying charge didn’t go away.They’d come to a stop by a pillar in an empty stretch of hallway. She had the inkling if things hadn’t gone so badly earlier – and if Aemond was just a tiny bit more drunk - he’d have tried kissing her already.

“Did I now?” Hariel asked, feeling daring.

“I’m afraid you failed, Hariel.” Aemond stressed the word, eyes crinkling and his adorable ducky smile widened to that of a shark. “You know what they say? If at first you don’t succeed…”

He had some gall using those words against her now, and then he added fuel to the fire by stepping close, their hands brushing as he stole back his goblet for a sip. Just as he’d clearly intended: Hariel couldn’t very well back off from the challenge.

Keeping his gaze locked on hers, Hariel leant in, aimed as if to kiss him on the mouth – but then re-angled her head at the last moment, her lips pressing softly on his opposite cheek instead.

“Better?” Hariel teased,

“You could use some pointers,” Aemond murmured,

“Perchance you can recommend an instructor then?” She asked, wondering if she wasn’t a little bit drunk too. Maybe Aemond wasn’t the only one more relaxed, aided by a pinch of liquid courage. “I was recently betrothed, and I don’t wish to disappoint.”

Hariel placed a hand on his cheek, determined there wouldn’t be any misses as she balanced up on her toes to reach his lips. Some lingering uncertainties kept her hesitant, closing in while leaving opportunities for him to back away. Hariel couldn’t help worry it’d go badly again, and maybe he was too, because their lips lingered against each other in indecision.

Their mouths were like two surfaces resting against the other. She found something teasing yet gentle in the calm way their lips brushed, his breath ghosting over her skin, warm and soft, though there was also a distinct lack of solidity. The pressure she’d expected from Aemond closing that last bit of distance remained absent.

Tilting his head, nose brushing along hers, Aemond finally pressed back. Their mouths moulded together and made any lingering doubt evaporate like a vanishing charm. Hariel nearly startled at the loud sound when his goblet clattered to the floor, contents spilling out, but Aemond needed the hand free to sneak it around her waist, pulling her in.

It was a deep thing, stomach twisting, adrenaline rising and different from her kiss with Cregan. Tasting of apple cider, Aemond’s thinner lips followed hers in a playful rhythm lilting back and forth between them. Playful nips that steadily grew more confident, and soon they were in a enthralling competition, smooth lips gliding and breath mingling. Instead of a clash there was a pleasing give and take of pressure, like a swaying pendulum the friction pivoted back and forth as they gravitated towards the middle.

Her fingers trailed down from his face to the strap of Aemond’s shoulder guard, tugging him in with a pull. His response didn’t miss a beat, his hands glided from her hips up her back and his tongue pried inside her mouth. Aemond drank her in, and Hariel didn’t mind being consumed – before she returned the favour.

She had no idea what the end goal was, but the enjoyable race itself made whatever outcome worth it. Thrilling and nice and such a relief, because hell yeah it mattered that their chemistry fit.

She’d been prepared to live with it even if they didn’t – but of course she’d wanted. And the longer they’d abstained the more nervous she’d become, especially after the earlier disaster - but that was fine now. Even when their noses bumped they re-angled easily, when his tooth accidentally graced hers it was just a matter of changing the pressure. Hariel didn’t mind this. She didn’t mind this in the slightest.

Their mouths parted mid kiss, Aemond tilting his head back to gauge her briefly, lavender eyes bright and keen. Strands had come loose from the leather tie keeping it back, and she brushed the silver hairs away from his face. There was no hesitation in the next kiss, or the one after that, but it all came to a brutal end by a shocked gasp and clank which made them jump apart.

Startled, Hariel backed up, accidentally stepping in the patch of spilled cider, simultaneously knocking aside the discarded goblet and sending it noisily rolling away.

“What’s the meaning of this?!” They turned to see the Grand Maester staring at them scandalized.

Well, dammit.

While Hariel was mortified, Aemond looked nearly as indignant as the Maester did. Head held high, annoyed and glaring at Orwyle as if the man was a foul smelling vermin. Looking almost like he was about to shoo the man away with a scathing: “Do you mind?” For having the audacity to interrupt.

“This is most unseemly.” Maester Orwyle castigated,

“We’re betrothed.” Aemond said loftily, but expression hard. “I kissed my intended. What’s the great transgression, Maester?”

“A kiss? You call that-? A virtuous kiss between promised youths is not an act sought in dark corners of empty hallways.”

“Dark corners?” Hariel spluttered, looking up and down the hallway they were in the middle of. To their folly, it’s not as if they’d been smart enough to hide; so why was the man making it sound like they were sneaking into empty rooms for an illicit dalliance?

Maester Orwyle ignored her. “Decent men are not so feeble of mind and will as to fall to the sinful lure of carnal flesh, my prince. An ensnaring kiss-”

“You may lecture me in the knowledge of the Citadel as you see fit, Grand Maester, but this isn’t that.” Aemond cut him off with a dismissive wave, “The finer nuances of what constitutes a virtues kiss falls outside the expertise of men sworn to celibacy. I expect your discretion.”

My discretion? What of yours-? At Prince Aegon’s wedding no less.”

“Well someone should be enjoying it,”

Hariel slapped a hand over her mouth, stopping the choked laugher and turning away.

“This is not a laughing matter!” The Grand Maester spluttered, but seeing her struggle for composure had set Aemond off too, and now they were both snickering.

“You may be betrothed but you’re not married. Where’s your chaperone?”

“… They left.”

She could tell Orwyle didn’t believe them, but he kept the accusation back, unwilling to call Aemond out on the lie. “Then I will suffice until their return,”

Maester Orwyle was very upset.

So upset he wouldn’t let Hariel retire to her chamber before he’d reported her “incident behaviour” to Hagrid. Maester Orwyle thought it’d be for Hariel’s own good, so Hagrid may discipline her and keep a better eye on her in the future. As if.

It was dispiriting and the Maester’s reaction left her fumingly embarrassed. Then Orwyle tried making them walk with a step’s distance between them, and was nearly steaming with indignation when Aemond ignored that and took her hand. He had no trouble castigating Hariel, but he couldn’t order a prince. Since Aemond wasn’t willing to listen, there was sh*t all the Maester could do but make veiled insinuations about Hariel’s virtue in hopes it’d keep Aemond in check. Which worked.

The Maester wasn’t able to follow through on his plan because Hagrid wasn’t in his rooms, and his expandable trunk was empty as well.

“I’m worn out. You may go search for Hagrid to share your observations, but I’m retiring for the evening.”

“Be warned I will be informing the Princess of how you’ve conducted yourself this eve, lady Hariel.” Master Orwyle said, “As her ward your behaviour reflects upon her.”

“Do give her a detailed account, Maester.” Hariel griped. “I’m sure she’ll find it riveting.”

“Watch your tongue, young lady.”

“Watch yours, Maester,” Aemond snarked, arms crossed and seeming ready to square up against the man. “I will not have you disrespecting my betrothed.”

In the end they left her behind in Hagrid’s chamber. She climbed into the expandable chest, collapsing ungracefully into Hagrid’s criminally soft armchair. Once seated, she was too lazy to get up again, so with some twisting she pried off her shoes and tugged out her braids before untying the bindings on the gown.

“Oh, soft heaven.” She groaned as she sank into the chair, putting her feet up on the leg-rest. In her exhausted state she had but to close her eyes to fall asleep, yet despite her weariness her mind kept turning against her wishes. Even though she wanted it to stop, it wouldn’t turn off.

It flashed between the day’s events in mixed order. From Baela walking down the isle, to how she’d stormed towards her grandmother in the throne room. Her argument with Aemond to their kiss which she could still feel traces of on her lightly swollen lips. Thinking of the kiss left her giddy and smiling to herself, before annoyance with Maester Orwyle flooded her again.

She opened her eyes, looking around the quiet, empty trunk around her. It was lit by a lantern hovering over the kitchen table. The only sound was the ticking from the wall mounted clock counting the 24 hours of an earthly day cycle, and therefore insisted it was 7 in the morning. Though it couldn’t tell the time anymore, neither had the heart to take it down. Because as long as it ticked, it meant somewhere far, far away it was 7 in the morning, and Ron and Hermione might soon be waking up to get ready for classes.

She was alone… but Hariel couldn’t shake the feeling she shouldn’t be.

Where was Hagrid?

She looked over at the dog blanket, and realised Fang wasn’t back either, yet hadn’t Aemond mentioned that Hagrid left the feast to get him?

Walking to and from the kennels didn’t take that long. He could have fetched Fang, left him in the expandable chest and returned to the feast long ago, so maybe it meant he’d been held up? Hagrid was a friendly soul, but since he’d been as uncomfortable attending the wedding of a twelve year old as Hariel, perhaps he decided to stay and share an ale with kennelmaster Korb instead.

Though that meant there were now two people uncounted for, both Baela and Hagrid, which was a bit too much for Hariel to ignore.

But shejustgot here, and she was so tired.

Her body yearned to stay put, and her head cherished the quiet peacefulness, but she couldn’t find rest either. She had to confirm their whereabouts, and then she’d be able sleep peacefully.

At long last.

With a groan Hariel heaved herself out of the chair, a hand dragging through her long black hair. She tied her gown back so it was decent, even if it was loose enough to be a bit shabby. She rummaged through several drawers, and found what she was looking for in the fourth one: The navigator compass.

Now, to get a hair…

After a shallow examination of the room, she plucked a long, dark strand off the armrest of the chair, but it turned out to be one of her own. Surely Hagrid had some strands of hair around here, but it’s not like he used a comb regularly, while there was a whole collection of Fang’s shed fur spread across his blanket. Since Hagrid had gone to get Fang it meant they'd likely be together, so Hariel pulled a short strand from the blanket and placed it into the compass. The cool metal device gave a faint glow when the arrow began spinning. Faster and faster it spun without sign of stopping, which made Hariel blink confused.

Huh?

It took her a moment to figure out its odd behavior was caused because the compass only showed horizontal directions – not altitudes. But when she adjusted her grip by tilting the compass sideways the needle stopped with a click, pointing south. Considering how she held it, the compass clearly meant “down.”

It wasn’t as straight forwards as heading for the nearest staircase. Hagrid’s chamber was on the ground floor, so after leaving through his door there were some trial and error using the compass until she eventually ended up strolling down the Traitor’s Walk - of all places - to a squat, half round tower where Hariel was denied access by guards.

Considering the worrisome location, at least her drowsiness alleviated.

“I don’t mean to pry, but are you certain Rubeus Hagrid isn’t there?”

“I told you he’s not. We’ve stood here the entire night, m’lady. We’d have noticed someone like him passing by.” One of the guards guffawed at the idea.

“What’d he be down ‘ere for?” The other asked, “It’s the dungeons, m’lady. Has he earned himself a spot down ‘ere of late?”

“Of course not, but if not Hagrid, have you seen a big black hound? His name is Fang, and I know he’s down there somewhere.” Hariel insisted, but no matter what the guards refused her access to go searching.

“Sorry, m’lady. We can't let you pass. It’s a maze down there, and we can’t leave our post to escort you. We’ll keep a look out for the hound, though.”

Fed up, Hariel left, but only for a quick trip to Hagrid’s chest for her invisibility cloak. Upon her swift return, Hariel snuck past them unseen and unheard, neither the wiser.

The guards hadn’t been exaggerating about the disorienting layout. It was as bewildering as a maze down there, though they'd left out the blood-curdling horrific part of the description.

It was dark, damp and it smelled like decay and pain whilst the compass steered her ever lower. Passing the first floor and further down. Hariel wasn’t an idiot. She knew where she was, but couldn’t comprehend why the compass would be guiding her into the depths of the black cells.

It made her reminisce back to the Hogwarts dungeons with nostalgic fondness, which had been luxuriously broad promenades in comparison. On her way down Hariel had to sneak by three more guards. Easy with the cloak but difficult in other ways. The narrow space made it nerve wrecking to squeeze past them, especially since she couldn’t muffle sounds.

One of them heard, but didn’t seem to understand what had caused the sounds of her passing.

Beyond the quiet murmurs of the guards, Hariel could hear the faint echoes of breathing, shuffling and a weak moan inn the distance, but yet the compass insisted she climb deeper down. So she did, all the while fruitlessly attempting to convince herself there was an explanation for this. Maybe someone found Fang and just…

… locked him in the dungeons?

So not to lose him until he could be returned?

What the hell was going on?

- and where was Hagrid?

On the fourth floor of the dungeons there were no hindrances except an iron gate. She checked her compass once more, forcing calm against the onset of concerned confusion.

“Alohom*ora.”

Careful with each step, Hariel passed through the gates as quietly as possible, wincing when the squeaky hinges pierced like knives on a chalkboard in the oppressive hush.

She only dared keep the light running underneath her cloak, since in the pitch darkness of the cells even the glow of a matchstick would draw attention. It allowed her to see the compass and her own careful footsteps, though little else. As nothing underneath the invisibility cloak, from her body to light, was visible outside it.

It was bitterly cold, and Hariel’s gait was halted and slow, while the eye-watering reek of urine and faeces could almost be a hindrance in itself with how it made her want to wretch. In all fairness, Hariel saw little, but what she heard, smelled and sensed would likely give her nightmares anyway.

Steadily, the compass led her up to a thick, wooden door, studded with iron. With her heart hammering in her ears and a tremble in her hand, Hariel grasped the deadbolt lock and swiped it open with a sharp click. She pushed the heavy door open with a groan of the rusting hinges. A renewed wave of recoiling odour wafted from the cell, yet the sight inside was even worse than any smell. It was a bare stone room, and there... disregarded in a heap in a corner, was a misshaped, bloody being.

It was impossible to see clearly from the hallway. Hariel had to step inside to know for sure. Entering the cell, she removed her cloak in a nightmarish daze to allow the wand-light fill the space of depravity, lighting it in all it’s gory horror.

For several thundering heartbeats she remained rooted to the spot, almost unwilling to comprehend what her eyes tried to tell her, because it was too cruel.

He was twisted in a way that wasn’t natural for anyone to rest. … but she could not miss the dark fur, blood and gaudy wounds.

Something on the floor reflected the wand light, and that’s when Hariel saw the discarded dog collar. A familiar collar with a small silver fang charm, stained with blood – and one she’d recognise anywhere after taking it on and off for years.

Hariel instinctively backed into the door with a thud. It creaked ajar, because in her distraction Hariel hadn’t shut it properly to begin with.

Her eyes trailed between the collar and the being repeatedly, registering the connection yet desperately trying to explain it away as her sight blurred. Her chest and throat locked up until it became painful, and she gasped greedily, feeling like she was inhaling death.

Fang… Fang… Good, pure, kind Fang… Hagrid’s Fang.

“Fang?” Hariel breathed, eyes so tearful it obscured her visibility.

Perhaps he heard her, maybe he’d noticed the light or the smell. Whatever it was, Fang gave the slightest reaction. His leg flexed, and all at once it was as if Hariel regained control of her body. She dashed forwards, throwing herself onto the filthy floor at the dog’s side. The next moments were a blur, her mind reduced to a loud chaos while trying to help anyway she could.

Fang moaned and let out a sound she’d never heard from him before. When she tried to examine him, he trembled under her touch, because he was so hurt. His mouth – his body, he was like one big, blood-raw bruise. Hariel was desperate to aid but didn’t know where to touch him which wouldn’t cause him pain.

“Fang? Boy? Oh god, oh god, oh god. It’s alright. I’ve got you, Fang. I’m here… Oh f*ck-! Who- who did this?”

Who’s there?!” A voice called from the hallway, followed by rapidly nearing footsteps, but Hariel was no longer concerned with being caught out of bounds.

Hariel had to let go of Fang and turn around, her eyes too misty with rage to make out the guard in the doorway holding a sword with clarity. She blinked repeatedly, allowing the tears to fall down her cheeks so she could see.

“Who did this?”

Hariel’s voice was a hushed rasp, choked too tight struggling against the coursing fury in her stomach, but the depths of her wrath bled through regardless. The wooden door trembled against the hinges, the deadbolt lock was melting, and the very air had gone from biting cold to steaming.

“Bleeding hells, how did yeh’-? What the-?!”

He moved as if to grab her, but Hariel’s wand was in her hand, aimed directly at the guard’s heart.

WHO. DID. THIS?!

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Chapter 37: Bats in the Belfry

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DAEMON IV

The King’s early retirement didn’t halt the festivities in the Throne Room. Though the lavish celebrations were on behalf of his daughter’s wedding, Daemon found pleasure in the rich foods, the sweet drinks, the merry tunes and the waggling tongues of inebriated guests.

The exess luxury was something only the most important nobles of Westeros could hope to experience. Yet the feast took place in the extravagantly decorated throne room, with the guests dressed in their finest attires: Daemon didn’t observe much difference between a drunken noble or a drunken vagrant. It affected both regardless of birth station, making them prone to act in ways they otherwise wouldn’t; such as drunkenly spilling their grievances to Daemon.

The Lannisters had never been his ally – but now that the scorned little kitten from the Rock was eating so readily out of his hand, who was Daemon to stop him from divulging such prudent information?

“It was a neglectful oversight to overlook your House, Ser Tyland.” Daemon agreed. Ser Tyland Lannister was well into his cups, or he wouldn’t have dared speak so plainly. One could almost claim he was “drinking like a sailor” – a rather fitting expression to use for the Master of Ships. Daemon felt the docile effects of the strong wine too, but was dealing with it far better than the high born Westerlands knight.

“It was no easy task to fill Corlys’ seat, but you’ve been a good Master of Ships, steadfast in your duties for the last eighteen years.”

“’Zzactly.” Tyland slurred passionately, clapping a hand on the table, his drunkenness reaching a stage it was a challenge to understand him. At least he had wits enough to keep his voice hushed as he leant close to Daemon.

“‘For two decades I’ve served his Grace faithfully. I’ve spenn more uhf my life inna Crownlands, upholdin’ my dudy and enrichin’ the crown’s coffers wiss navy trade wenn I could have favoured my own House, ann yet… wee ged no recognishun at all.” Tyland pouted like a sad kitten. “Should do like the ol’ Seasnake ann resign my post in protesht. It’s not right.”

Daemon noticed a wench looking around for someone to serve, and he readily obliged. “Wench,” He called, pointing to the Lannister’s goblet. The girl came over with sweet smelling arbour gold, whilst Daemon kept acting the supportive ear for the lion to vent his grievances to. After all, couldn’t Daemon understand? He too had once been snubbed by his King brother, but now he stood more secure in his standing than he’d been in decades. Going from exiled and disinherited to the future King.

Yet Daemon chafed to once again be the second choice. Even after marrying Rhaenyra and finally reclaiming his former heights of power: somehow it remained his lot in life to deal with Viserys cast offs. Whenever his brother slighted someone, they went running to the second son for support. Daemon would take advantage, but it still irked him. This is how he ended up warring in the Stepstones a couple decades back too – how he married Laena.

“Whad has the Baratheons conn-ributed? Nuthinn.” Tyland waved dismissively towards the Baratheons,

“They’ve kepped t’ the Stormlanns fer ages, but now Borros daughter gets t’marry Daeron? Whad uhf us lions? Lions are bezzer than stags. Lion hunts stags.” Tyland let out a burp, and then kept right on complaining:

“My brozzer has more daughters than he knows what to do with at the Rock– ann a son too. Mah House deserved the recognishun, Daemon.”

“Hopefully the slight can be rectified,” Daemon agreed, nodding along.

“Wenn yoo suggessed Aemonn marry my niece Tyshara, I thodded yoo weres tryin’ t’ play ad somethin’, but you’ve been stryin’ t’ give my House the recogni-shun wee deserved all alonng, didn’t yoo? While those I’ve worked wiss fer years…” Tyland trailed off, and squinted at Daemon with bloodshot eyes, “Good man, yoo are - sorry, Good prince!”

“Aemond is betrothed now,”

“Ah, thad is his Grace’s directive…”

“-but Rhaenyra has unpromised sons of age with your nieces.”

“My good-sisser Johanna is in favor uhf the mash... mash… sorry; the match. And I’ve wridden mine brozzer too – bud Jason is the lord. Jason got the final shay.”

Once again, Daemon strained his ears to make sense of Tyland’s slobbering pronunciation.

“What better match can any lady hope for but to marry a prince? It’s why lady Johanna journeyed to the Red Keep despite expecting the birth of her son, is it not? The lady of Casterly Rock should never have been made to leave empty handed after such strenuous efforts during what should have been her moons of confinements. I’m sure the advice you imparted in your missive and lady Johanna’s council will sway the Lord of the Rock. I hope to have a close relationship with the Westerlands when mine wife ascends the throne.”

Dazed on wine, Tyland’s mouth lifted into a rather dazed smile. One could almost mistake the normally dry witted man for his boastful twin brother.

“Whad uhf Princezz Vizenya? Jason would like a princezz for his son. They’re only a couple years apard.”

Daemon hummed noncommittedly, though internally he scoffed. Visenya? Married to some fat cat in the west?

His secret daughter was the only child of both himself and Rhaenyra who took after them completely in looks. A pure Targaryen Princess concealed behind a Velaryon banner. Imagining little Visenya alone amongst pompous kittens with no Valyrian roots, bereft of fire and magic in their blood, sat as uneasily with Daemon as a piece of spoiled fish sliding down his throat.

Over by the doorway, Daemon saw his princess-wife had just entered the throne room at the same time her half-siblings Aegon and Helaena left together. Rhaenyra strained her neck, searching for something in the throne room before locking eyes with him. She was clearly trying to draw his attention, and judging by her expression, it seemed Ser Tyland wasn’t the only one who needed Daemon’s ear tonight.

The way Rhaenyra twisted the rings on her fingers, the stiff lilt of her mouth and the hard glint in her lilac eyes warned Daemon he’d likely hear of some fresh grievance she’d suffered. Again. The last few moons had consisted of frequent outbursts of displeasure from his wife. From princess Aemma’s death, Rhaenyra’s growing dissatisfaction with Visenya and Viserys wetnurses, to their disagreement over Laenor.

With his wife in mourning and recovering from childbed it meant their marriage remained as cold and unconsummated as his daughter’s would be, though these festivities had been a brief reprieve, bringing forth some of their old rhythms. Yet the particular expression Rhaenyra gave him now; that she was displeased in that offended way, was normally one she wore whenever she had an encounter with his brother’s quean than anything else.

He took his leave of the drunk Lannister, rather pleased with the excuse of seeing his wife to avoid further discussion of Visenya’s betrothal prospects. Daemon already had enough with Baela’s marriage, and he didn’t wish to invite further head pains concerning his daughters’ futures.

Oh, if only he’d known the worst was yet to come.

After hearing Rhaenyra’s account of Corlys outrageous succession plans, Daemon didn’t waste a second to confront him. Had the ship-lord thought a damn feast would keep him clear of any repercussions? That it would soften the blow?

With a hand resting on the hilt of Dark Sister and a sharp smirk that stood at odds with the wrath in his eyes, Daemon approached the Seasnake. What a fitting monicker: Including both the treacherous sea and the slyness of snakes.

“You have a nifty saying about storms, don’t you Corlys? ‘To elude a storm, you can either sail into it, or around it. But you must never await its coming.’ In your mind: which route are you sailing now?” Daemon said, fire heating in his chest and ready to spew out.

“By pissing on your son’s dying wishes and disinheriting Luke, do you fancy yourself steering into the storm? Or does your plans to flee to the Stepstones at the earliest convenience mean you’re eluding this storm?”

There had been no warmth in Corlys behaviour since he returned for Laenor’s funeral, but in the weeks since his veil of grief had morphed to spiteful anger. Now he turned to Daemon with squared shoulders, barely keeping the mask of tightly controlled composure.

“I’m not fleeing anything.” Corlys said quietly, “I’m facing my demons head on, both at home and at the war I must return to in the Stepstones.”

Daemon tilted his chin up, watching him closely. “You’re brewing a storm you can’t handle, and it will surround you on all sides. Who do you expect to aid your war now, Corlys?”

“What difference will it make? It was once our war, a sentiment you’ve seemingly forgotten.”

“Kin, battle and interests - There was much I once assumed we shared and agreed upon.” Daemon’s dark tone made it clear that wasn’t the case anymore. “Yet for the sake of our shared kin and long friendship, I am willing to overlook this insult as an impulsive reaction to your recent loss, and I’ll expect you to reconsider your hasty decision before it’s too late.”

“You know precisely why I did this.” Corlys said. “Had you truly acknowledged our old friendship and shared blood, we would not be having this discussion, as Laenor would remain my Heir.”

“If you are accusing me of some depravity, I bid you speak more plainly.”

Corlys lips wobbled, his eyes burning with such sharp accusation and tumultuous rage as they pierced into the prince. They’d reached the crux of the matter: Corlys suspected him of Laenor’s death.

Why though? Corlys had been at the Stepstones, so who’d put the idea into his head? Princess Rhaenys? Daemon’s blood boiled, his body locking up and ready for the trap to spring. For the snake to strike and speak his baseless accusations.

They remained baseless because Daemon had made sure of it.

He’d taken no joy from the steps required to secure his place. The sacrifice weighed on him, but it had been necessary. Laenor had proven entirely ineffective, falling short on each and every promise he’d made to Daemon, and growing increasingly bothersome for each year.

What was the point of keeping him as Rhaenys mummer’s husband when he couldn’t do anything right? When he slowly but surely was actively working against Daemon, all of it calumniating in Baela losing her crown and exchanged her husband for a Hightower. Being promised the Hand of the Queen position wasn’t good enough anymore when he no longer trusted Laenor could secure Rhaenyra’s Crown against Otto’s grandson.

Daemon tried advice Laenor to leave Westeros, but he hadn’t listened. So which other options was Daemon left with? He had no choice. If his daughter wouldn’t be queen, then Daemon sure as hell demanded to be King.

“I didn’t make this decision with haste or on a whim.” Corlys said.

It didn’t surprise Daemon that Corlys proved controlled enough that he didn’t start spitting accusations of borderline kinslaying within the walls of the Red Keep - but it was a disappointment all the same. Daemon sorely needed release.

“You will not change back the order of succession?” Daemon shook his head, unable to stop smiling as he pictured Dark Sister cutting down the proud lord of the tides. He’d gut him like a fish and feed him to his beloved sea.

Even if the the Lord of the Tides suspected Daemon, and so disinheriting Rhaena was Corlys method of getting vengeance on him, and to a lesser extent Rhaenyra as well - to think the ambitious man would go this far… It was craven as well. Corlys made this move only to flee across the sea, leaving his wife and House to deal with the repercussions of his decision.

And there would be repercussions. Surely Corlys didn’t expect anything else?

“Then I recommend you cherish these hours before the sun rises, Corlys: As from the morrow, you’ll never see your grandchildren again.”

Corlys frowned, “Are you threatening me?”

Obviously,” Daemon drawled, “Did the heat in the Stepstones leave you delusional? You scheme to disinherit my daughter and still expect my support? If you see fit to disinherit Lucerys and Rhaena, then you and your wife are no longer welcome at Dragonstone.” He spat.

“You’re naming Prince Viserys heir at your own risk, Corlys – though understand the boy will never know you. He will never step foot on Driftmark whilst you are its lord, and you will be without access to any of those who’ll make up your legacy. Be it grandsons or granddaughters.”

“Prince Viserys is not your son. He’s a true Velaryon- “

“So. Is. My. Daughter.” Daemon said barely above a whisper. “Or do you not count Laena’s blood as Velaryon enough for you?”

“You speak of the other child of mine you took away?” Corlys spat,

“The Gods are cruel,”

“You blame the Gods?” Corlys asked, “Laenor died in a filthy tavern and you coveted his widow before his body cooled. You forget I know you Daemon, and I’ve seen you do this before.”

Daemon shook his head, chuckling humourlessly at the useless accusation. They were all words and no proof.

“Laena’s betrothed challenged me to a duel, and I expected a better opposition by the man you chose worthy of your daughter’s hand. It’s not on me he died from his injuries. It was an honest duel,”

“Aye? And how did your first wife die, Daemon?”

“Are you blaming me for the actions of spooked horses and tearing wombs? Those are the flimsy of fate, Corlys, and you know better than most how fickle life is.”

“Yet I’m noting a pattern when it concerns people standing in the way of a position you covet.” Corlys said.

If only that was true: then the c*nt of a Hightower Hand would be dead decades ago.

“Then I advise you re-examine the pattern.”

Corlys stepped forwards, and Daemon smiled, at last feeling the lord’s composure starting to fracture, but at once their standoff was cut off – quite literally.

With no warning the hall lit up. It wasn’t the doing of the torches, candles and fireplaces either. Daemon startled as the dark windows inexplicably flashed with light, so bright it was more fitting of the height of day. The light streamed through the tall narrow windows of the Keep and illuminating the throne room starkly. Daemon’s mind jumped to dragonfire bathing across the glass panes, and yet it didn’t fit. It was more like pure sunlight.

Next a loud boom reverberated through the keep.

Thunder?

Taken aback by the sudden light and noise, the music died out, and more than a few drunken guests stumbled and yelped.

“What-?” Corlys hissed, “Lightening? Was the castle hit?”

It had certainly sounded like it, but it was a clear night sky; full of stars with a bright moon. So how could lightning strike from a clear sky?

Across the room, the guests were left uncertain of what the strange phenomena had been, some laughing nervously as they sat down, some heading towards the windows to look out while a few guards headed outside - but it didn’t escape Daemon's notice that neither Rubeus nor Hariel were amongst them.

HARIEL XXIX

The guard who approached her, a nineteen-year-old guy from Cobbler’s Square named Chrass, orphaned with a little brother who’d joined the garrison of the Red Keep a year ago through connections with his uncle – was seemingly clueless as to how Fang ended up locked and tortured within a dungeon cell.

That’s what he’d franticly claimed whilst begging for mercy after Hariel had disarmed, bound and put the fear of a slow death by fire on him – his stuttering reaction was convincing enough Hariel believed him.

He might have fooled her, but in return she’d likely traumatized him, and regardless he wasn’t a priority. Chrass and the others guards meandering around the black cells were barely a blip on her radar as Hariel brought Fang out, frantic for help.

“How did she get in-?”

“Is she breaking out prisoners?”

Ignoring them, Hariel dashed up the stairs, leaping several steps at a time. Their outrage was an insignificant background buzz to her, drowned by her own ragged breath whilst carefully keeping Fang levitated.

“Halt! Explain yourself!”

A couple guards stood shoulder to shoulder on the narrow staircase, blocking the only exit. They must’ve heard the ruckus below, but seeing Hariel appearing from the lower levels bewildered both, though they remained prepared to stop any potential jailbreaker.

“Out of my way!”

With a sharp swish of her holly wand the two guards went stiff limbed, toppling down the stairs like bowling pins.

With frightened yelps, the last few guards leapt aside, pressing their backs tight up against the wall to let her pass – afraid she’d turn her magic on them next. As long as they cleared a path Hariel didn’t care what they thought.

Hagrid.

She needed Hagrid.

Fang needed Hagrid.

Outside on the Traitor’s Walk, the unpleasant chill was enough to pierce through her spiralling thoughts.

Fang hung at her side in mid-air, hurriedly wrapped in torn fabric from Hariel’s gown, where the pretty lilies across the green textile were stained crimson. Fang’s face was so swollen he could hardly open an eye, his mouth was a raw, inflamed wound; his teeth and tongue gone. His shallow breath, the strange sounds he made – it was terrible.

Free of the dark cells, Hariel became unsure where to go: torn between running inside for somewhere Fang would be comfortable, or to look for Hagrid?

Her attention was drawn towards the glimmering candle lights from the windows of the castle. Behind her Hariel could hear the guards scurrying around the black cells, whilst ahead distant music and cheerful sounds drifted from the throne room.

Hariel set off, wanting as much distance between Fang and those cells, her ragged breathing dragging cold air down her dry throat. How could she be here with Fang in such a state, tortured and in agony - whilst people laughed and jested just beyond the next wall? It was absurd, and it made Hariel sick to think how not long ago she’d been one of them. She’d likely been dancing whilst some son of a bitch was pulling Fang’s teeth out.

Her thoughts kept muddling together, bouncing wildly between extremes of: “Who the hell did this?” to “I’ll kill them!” to “What do I do?!”

Hariel raised her wand in the air. Wherever he was, outside, inside, down or up high - she needed Hagrid to find them right now!

Mere red firework sparks weren’t sufficient. What if Hagrid was inside and didn’t look out the window?

A blinding bolt of lightning flashed into the dark sky, momentarily illuminating the Red Keep in the glowing flare of her vivid spell - followed by the piercing noise of thunder crashing across King’s Landing.

It was so loud it startled Fang, which saw Hariel stopping immediately, freezing up when remembering how scared Fang was of thunderstorms. She hadn’t meant to add to his suffering.

“Oh God! Shhh, boy, it’s fine. I’m sorry, so sorry, I had to. I’m sorry, it won’t happen again.”

Hariel stopped talking, since beyond Fang’s whimpers she’d heard another noise as well. She strained her ears. It had almost sounded like shouting, but whatever it’d been had already been silenced, and Hariel dismissed it as irrelevant.

Though surely that had been enough to draw Hagrid’s attention. He’d recognize her spell work and come look – but would he know where to look? She might have gotten his attention, but he’d need something to steer towards in the night as well. To make that easier, Hariel charmed fiery globes and left them hanging in air above their location. It gave Fang some heat against the winter night, and the warm light of the fireballs dancing in the air like oversized fireflies was glaringly out of place.

“What’s going on out here?” A familiar voice called.

The first to seek out her signal wasn’t Hagrid, but a kingsguard. Dressed in the same armour and helm as the others of the order of King’s sworn knights, Ser Steffon had to speak again before she was able to identify him.

“What was that light? Lady Hariel?”

“Hagrid? Where is Hagrid, Ser Steffon? Where’s Hagrid?” Hariel demanded, “-and where’s the f*cking kennelmaster?!

Last Hariel saw Fang he was left under the care of kennelmaster Korb. Was he involved? Had he given Fang to those who did this? If he had, she’d curse him – if he hadn’t, she needed his help!

Ser Steffon was surprised by her complete lack of composure, and then ignored her questions to ask his own. “Your attire- did someone attack you, my lady?” His worried gaze trailed from Hariel’s gown to Fang. “What’s that?” Wrapped in torn pieces of Hariel’s gown and swollen beyond recognition, it was likely hard to discern the gory truth by a glance.

Her lightning spell had been effective though, drawing a crowd out onto the courtyard of servants, guards and guests alike, most prominent lord Corlys and Ser Otto.

It also turned out she’d been tailed from the cells by a stray guard.

“She broke into the black cells! Apprehend her!” The guard was running up the traitor’s walk, gesticulating wildly towards Hariel.

Ser Steffon straightened to his full height. “What are you speaking about? This is no prisoner. This is lady Hariel Potter, ward of the Princess, and she’s been attending the festivities. I saw her not long ago in the throne room.”

“She’s been casting spells on the guards! Cursing our men and-”

“Excuse me? You stole my dog and tortured him!” Hariel whirled on the guard, and the fiery globes sizzled, responding with spitting sparks and smoke to punctuate her point.

The guard’s eyes fixed on the fire – as if he’d somehow missed them until that moment. Perhaps he’d assumed the light mere fire from torches, only to now realize it was magic that could be used to burn him if she so willed it.

“Your dog?” Ser Otto looked at Fang, and starting to put two and two together. How could this be so hard to understand? A single look at Fang should be enough for any dunderhead to get the picture!

She pointed furiously to Fang. “Yes! What sick chav does such? Look at him! He needs aid! Where’s Hagrid?”

“You did this to lady Hariel’s dog?” Lord Corlys asked, breaking off from the crowd while Ser Otto was gesturing for Ser Steffon to send the curious spectators inside. “On who’s authority?”

“No! I haven’t tortured no hound!” The guard denied, going on the offensive while pointing angrily at Hariel “She’s the one who attacked us-”

“My dog ended up in the dungeons on your watch!” Hariel reminded the man,

“I- I, no! I didn’t-! I don’t know where she got that from, but she cursed our men! Chrass is talking gibberish and the captain can’t move no more!”

“… Did you assault the guards?” Ser Otto asked Hariel sharply. On the Hand’s orders, Ser Steffon had successfully turned most of the curious spectators away from the scene, though lord Corlys was not budging.

“I retrieved my dog, they tried to get in my way: but unlike them I haven’t permanently harmed anyone.”

“Was the thunder your doing, lady Hariel?” Lord Corlys enquired.

“Yes, because Fang needs help!” She cried frustrated. They didn’t have time for this useless chit-chat! “Won’t anyone aid him?”

And to her great relief; someone finally did.

“‘S happening here?” A large shadow appeared around the corner, so big and familiar in a way it could only be Hagrid, and Hariel had to hold back the urge to weep with relief.

“Hagrid!”

“Hariel? What was the spell for?” Hagrid bellowed, a smaller, thin man hurrying after him she instantly recognized as the kennelmaster.

“Where have you been?!”

“I’ve been lookin’ fer Fang, I was told…told… he was… wha-?”

Hagrid trailed off, the sight of Fang morphing his expression from confused to blank shock.

“They locked him in the black cells.” Hariel voice was choaked, she aimed her wand at Fang to regain better control of the hover charm. “He needs your help, Hagrid.” She made to start walking towards the Keep, cancelling her fiery orbs with a wave of her wand before gesturing in the direction of Hagrid’s chamber.

“Whom are you accusing?” Ser Otto asked pointedly, following after them towards the doorway where a few reluctant stragglers were still hanging about. The eavesdroppers quickly dispersed into the castle once they realised they were heading for the same door though.

“And where are you heading? That thunder you ‘magicked’ frightened the wedding guests, I must insist you cease your… flying magics before it gets worse.”

A wave of fury washed over her. “Excuse me? Was my dog’s torture an inconvenience to your festivities, lord Hand? Fang was taken from your kennels, into your dungeon. I was denied access to retrieve him by men under your guards to get our pet while he was being tortured under your guest rights!”

Otto straightened his posture and kept chin high, “Guest rights are for men-”

They were halfway down the corridor, Hagrid at Fang’s side with Hariel keeping the spell in check, but at that she stopped and whirled on the Hand.

“Then should lord Borros be made aware his horses might be stolen into the black cells for torture if he leaves them in the King’s stables?”

“Whatever has occurred is a regretful oversight, lady Hariel, it’s a most unfortunate accident-”

“Accident? Accident? Who else do you have ‘accidentally’ locked in the black cells?” But Hariel was cut off,

“You’re getting hysterical, lady Hariel, but remember its but a hound. We will reimburse you and lord Hagrid for your troubles with a hound from the kennels. You can have two if it pleases you.”

“Careful, Hightower,” Hagrid threatened. He spoke quietly, but everyone immediately became very aware of him. The little of his face visible underneath his shaggy beard was chalky pale, his coal eyes glimmering with tears.

“We signed an alliance contract with yeh hours ago: and this is the first thing yeh pull?”

“Pardon? We had nothing to do with this, lord Rubeus.”

“Then stop makin’ excuses. Stop naggin’ Hariel when she was forced ter break into the black cells ter -- ter “ Hagrid was choking on emotions, and looked furiously towards Fang to point out what she’d had to find. “If yeh didn’t do anythin’, then find out who did, – but know I will learn who did this with or without yer helping hand, lord Hand.”

“… Of course. We strongly condemn this.” Ser Otto turned to a sweaty kennelmaster Korb, who’d so far trailed in their wake but remained dead silent. He was staring at Fang red faced with veins protruding on his forehead.

They were saved further argument by a servant coming running down the hallway, heading straight for Otto.

“Lord Hand, I need to talk to you!” He said urgently, distracting Ser Otto and even Hariel felt a moment’s curiosity. The servant was out of breath and worked up about something.

Did he know who did this to Fang?

Before Hariel could ask, Hagrid took the distraction to excuse themselves.

“Now let us be. I have ter see ter Fang.”

BAELA II

Seated with her back against the tower opening, a leg dangling treacherously over the ledge and a lantern at her side, Baela looked over the horizon of the great city of King’s Landing during the hush of night. Moonlight shone dimly upon the blanket of white snow across the countless uneven roofs, and Baela wondered what it was like to be down there.

To live in one of those small homes where a whole family; from child to grandparents shared a single bed, they bought, carried and made their own meals and lived from hand to mouth. How would Baela’s life have turned out if she wasn’t the daughter of Prince Daemon Targaryen, and was instead born a commoner?

Surely no one sold a smith’s daughter for alliances.

Baela would be living in one of those cramped houses; poor, certainly, with a dirty and cramped home, but without royal expectations. There was something about that freedom that drew Baela.

It reminded her of the time she visited the home of Hariel’s maid back on Dragonstone. The small cabin was overfilled with the family of six living within such a tiny space. It looked repulsive… and yet they made it work. The maid Aliza was cordial, her daughter Aeriel appeared healthy, and there was no pretence or rules for them. Their family seemed happy in a way Baela’s hadn’t been since her mother died.

The smallfolk may be small, but they were free to follow their hearts. They could be whatever they wanted, marry whomever they chose and travel wherever they wished without guards barring their way. It a simple life where they only had to worry about themselves without the restrictions of a noblewoman. They weren’t sold for alliances, trapped in castles with no say in their own fate.

They got a say. It might be a say in small, insignificant matters that would never affect the Crown and Kingdom, but they still had more say than Baela did.

Growing up, her tutors preached the same tune; claiming as long Baela took her lessons seriously, excelled in the arts, was a good dragonrider and did her duty, then she’d get what she was owed. Kings needed proper Queens, and Baela would have it all.

Such sweet lies they’d sung, and Baela had believed them.

“Lady Baela? Is that you?”

Sighing annoyed, Baela turned away from the view of King’s Landing.

The argument with her grandmother lingered in her mind like a fresh cut, and she’d climbed the belfry to get away.

“Princess.” Baela said curtly, getting up to her feet. She’d known coming up here would merely be a temporary break, but why her? She’d heard the noise of someone climbing the ladder, but of everyone, why’d she come seek her out?

“Where have you been?” Helaena asked.

Baela turned to the princess unimpressed. “Here,” Obviously.

“Your absence has been noted, good-sister. Your guests wonder why Aegon cut the wedding pie without his lady-wife.”

“I required a break from the festivities,”

“This is a peculiar place to seek a respite…” Helaena glanced between the big bells to Baela, wringing her hands. “Could you step away from the ledge? You’re making me nervous.”

“Why, good-sister?” Baela asked. She’d crossed the sea and touched the clouds on Moondancer’s back. What was a bell tower in comparison?

“Surely you don’t fear heights?”

It wouldn’t surprise Baela if she did.

Helaena was timid, lacking both claws and fangs. She was supposed to be a dragonrider, yet Baela saw no fire in her. The younger of Viserys daughters was simply a Hightower cloaked in Valyrian wrapping. She’d have done better sent to the Reach to her mother’s true home than living here – cleared away in their tall stone tower alongside her relatives. Hightowers thought their stacked bricks could somehow compete with wings, when it was obvious to anyone with eyes that dragons, true dragons, flew higher than any tower could reach. They could stand at the tallest ledge of their high tower, smugly looking down at the lands stretching out below whilst feeling clever for how high they’d climbed – yet Baela would still look down at them astride Moondancer’s back.

“Helaena? Is she up there? Is that who you’re talking to?” Aegon called from the chamber underneath the belfry.

“Aye, Aegon.” Helaena answered,

“It’s cold, slippery and dark too.” Helaena fidgeted timidly with her glittering bracelets. “Wouldn’t you be more comfortable out of the cold? You should re-join the wedding festivities, lady Baela. It’s been such a great success.”

“Hah.” Baela chortled humourlessly. Of course she’d say that. Baela had seen it all: How Jace was seated next to Helaena during dinner, the two talking and dancing together.

“I noticed you and Jace were enjoying the wedding together,” The words bit like lemon juice on her tongue, and the sudden sting in her eyes forced Baela to look down. Not that it mattered much. As always, Helaena was unable to speak directly to the person she was addressing, and was focusing on a point somewhere over Baela’s shoulder.

“My betrothed has been very kind to me,”

But Jace shouldn’t have to be. It should have been her. This should have been Helaena’s wedding instead, and Baela should have been next to Jace.

Helaena… she was like a leech. Never satisfied unless she coveted everything intended for Baela. Spinning falsehood into Hariel’s head, stealing Baela’s one true love and usurping her station of future queen. Even after robbing her naked, Helaena threw her leftovers at Baela whilst expecting her to smile and be thankful.

Her hopes of rescue were in vain though - and now Rhaena was thrown to the wayside by their grandparents too. What had they done wrong? This wasn’t fair.

Her only path forwards was to uphold her duty as Aegon’s wife - but how to do that? Certainly Aegon was handsome and had never been directly unkind to Baela. All things considered he’d been on his best behaviour today, but that didn’t change what Baela had seen of him before.

The Prince was always so bored, never taking initiative for anything unless his overbearing mother nagged him into it - not to mention how her future child would be the younger sibling of her old maid! A bastard boy he didn’t take responsibility for.

House Velaryon had seen the maid and her bastard son made a comfortable living working at the docks of Driftmark, as was only proper when the boy was the son of a prince, but Aegon? The father himself? He hadn’t bothered answer the missive about the birth of his bastard, and hadn’t shown his face on Driftmark again before uncle Laenor died. Aegon was hardly the only noble she knew with bastards, but the others gave a damn whether their children lived or died. Baela wasn’t sure Aegon even knew that ‘Drakaerys Waters’ was his bastard’s name.

What if he treated Baela’s children that badly as well? Would he care for them? Her sister insisted Aegon would care for any issue Baela gave him, as they would be his only true ones, but Aegon showed so little regard for anyone it was hard to believe. He dismissed his mother’s advice, he embarrassed Aemond whenever possible, he belittled his nephews, ignored his older sister and whilst betrothed to Helaena he’d snubbed her publicly. Such a pattern of behaviours didn’t speak highly of how he treated blood, be them true-born or bastards.

“What is keeping you?” Aegon called up, and Baela heard the creak of the wood as he stepped onto the ladder.

“You don’t need to climb up, Aegon.” Helaena said, crossing her arms over her chest and creating friction by stroking up and down her arms for warmth. “We’ll be down shortly.”

“You may leave as you wish, Princess.” Baela said. “But I brought a coat, and I’m not ready to return to the festivities.”

This was her wedding, and Helaena didn’t get to dictate where the bride could go.

Baela wasn’t the only one ignoring Helaena’s directive though, because Aegon appeared up on the ladder… unfortunately. Baela could get away with refusing Helaena, but not her new prince husband.

Aegon reached out to steady himself against the bell while adjusting his footing. “What are you doing? Needlepoint? I want to get back to the feast.”

He looked rather dishevelled from the long day and feasting. Aegon hair was dishevelled, he’d unclasped his collar for comfort and there was a stain on his cotehardie from spilled liquids.

“Seven hells. It’s piss cold here.” Aegon shuddered, “Lady Baela? Mother sent for you ages ago, and she’s vexed by your continued absence. The guests are talking.”

Baela bit the inside of her cheeks, staring hard at Aegon.

They were here because the Queen was upset? Did Baela’s woes inconvenience the Queen’s perfectly planned celebrations? Why was everyone jumping to solve her displeasure but never Baela’s? When had any of these people accommodated her needs or wishes? It was so unfair that Baela was being forced to do so for them.

“I had some grievances on my mind, husband.” Baela said tightly,

Aegon looked fed up. “What? Was the entertainment not to your taste? Did the minstrels play the wrong song? Take it up with the Steward another time. It’s our wedding, and your frequent disappearances are becoming an inconvenience.”

“That’s not it.” Oh, if only this was about the wrong tune being played. No. Her sister was being disinherited, yet Baela couldn’t say that either. Rhaena hadn’t been made aware of their grandparents’ betrayal, and Baela still held out a slither of hope that it could be avoided entirely.

“Then what is? Coming and going without leave and your short attitude with the guests: You’re behaving rather ungrateful.”

For a split moment, Baela could see it vividly within her mind’s eye; all it’d take was one wrong step, a little push, and Aegon would fall over the edge of the belfry and Baela would no longer be his wife.

The moment the idea popped into her head, Baela tried to push the thought away, a burst of shame flaring in her chest. Those were sinful thoughts. A kind of evil that would see her cast into the Seven Hells.

Aegon was her husband, and he had every right to demand his bride’s presence… Yet Baela wished his bride was anyone but herself.

“I came up here seeking solitude,” Baela said, and Aegon shifted under her stare, glancing away from her unblinking hardness. “-but the belfry has become rather crowded. I will retire for the night.”

“You have to return to the feast first.” Helaena said quietly, “It’s your wedding, and we have traditions which needs be upheld,”

“Why?” Baela said. “What use does my presence serve? There won’t be a bedding, so all I’m missing is sitting bored at the head table; waiting for the guests to be sated on merriment so I may retire too. I don’t want to leave this tower.”

“Pull yourself together,” Helaena sighed. “You’re tired, but so are we all. It’s only for a little while and then you and Aegon will retire.”

“I don’t want to be at that stupid feast, chatting with your ladies. I don’t want to see my grandparents. I want to go home. I don’t want to be here. And I certainly don’t want-” Baela held her tongue just in time, but the furious look she cast at Aegon was likely more than telling.

His mouth formed a tight line, and for the first time it struck Baela just how much the prince looked like his mother, far more than any of his siblings did. Though Aegon had Valyrian colouring, wearing that expression, the son and mother became almost identical.

“We don’t have time for your tantrums,” Aegon stepped forwards, grabbing for her. It was instinctual for Baela to dodge out of the way and scurry backwards. The jerky movement and thin layer of ice on the floor nearly saw her tip over, but a last minute hold of the bell allowed Baela to regain her balance, before she scurried around the dangling bronze instrument. In her rush she accidentally knocked over her lantern, snuffing out their only source of light except the moon.

“Get back here now, Baela.” The prince commanded, “You’re embarrassing yourself.”

What was she doing? Baela knew she’d pay for her disobedience, but she was beyond caring, and even if she stopped this instance she was already in trouble.

“Am I embarrassing you, Aegon?” She taunted as Aegon headed around the bell, while Baela kept moving too, keeping the heavy dome construct as a barrier between herself and Aegon. “Can’t catch up with a little girl?” She sneered. “Can’t control your wife?”

“Stop, stop, stop, stop.” Helaena murmured repeatedly, backing up against one of the corner columns. “Stop it.”

Neither heeded her.

Aegon didn’t move quite as steadily as Baela, but he was faster with a longer reach. Considering how much she’d seen him consume, the Prince held up relatively well under the befuddling effects of wine.

Aegon suddenly ducked, going low under the bell. The belfry wasn’t spacious, and the only way to flee was down the ladder. She tried to leap for it, but in that moment Aegon’s hand shot out underneath the bell and he managed to get a hold of her.

Holding firm, he came out from below the bell, his eyes bloodshot and expression like stone. Baela could tell this altercation had turned from a brief disagreement to something far more dire. She’d never seen him look so angry. Baela felt the rising pressure of fear, the hairs at the back of her neck rising and her blood pumping ever faster.

“Let me go!” Baela demanded, hitting his arm to try get free of his grip. Aegon’s hold didn’t break, and instead he raised his other hand and slapped her so Baela’s head snapped sharply to the side.

“Ngh,” Baela clutched her burning cheek. The hit had been far harder than Septa Megga’s disciplinary methods. Maybe he regretted it, or perhaps he assumed that was enough, because Aegon finally let go of her.

It was an err in judgement.

Seeing red, Baela pulled back her fist and punched him. Her knuckles connecting with his jaw, and now it Aegon’s turn to stumble backwards. The shock and pain of the punch dazed him, while Baela’s cheek and fist felt like they were on fire. But she was a true dragon. Burning only meant fire, and fire made her blood boil hotter.

“You unhinged c*nt!” Aegon snapped, massaging his jaw.

“Don’t you ever-!

Baela meant to threaten dire consequences if he tried hitting her again – but her voice was drowned when lightening struck from the clear sky above.

A thunderous crash boomed over the Red Keep just as a jolt of stark light momentarily made her go blind. It took Baela completely unawares, and was so startling it snapped her out of her rage. Even with her back pressed up against the column, Helaena jolted so badly she nearly fell, but Aegon was not so lucky.

The Prince shouted, and in unison both girls looked over only to see a whirl of Aegon’s flailing limbs as he disappeared over the edge.

It took Baela a moment to understand: One moment he was there, and next he just… wasn’t.

Baela’s went rigid, Helaena covered her ears and next Aegon’s scream cut short as he crashed into the foot of the belfry.

HARIEL XXX

Kennelmaster Korb was the only person they allowed into Hagrid’s locked chamber, hoping beyond hope the man knew something that could be of assistance.

It was there Hariel learned kennelmaster Korb had lost track of Fang’s whereabouts while he was inside eating dinner with the servants. At first Korb had assumed Fang must have escaped the kennel on his own, but after the initial search had been unsuccessful, the kennelmaster had gone to inform Hagrid his dog was missing, and the two had gone looking for Fang together. He didn’t seem to have anything to do with this, but he was trying to help Fang as if his life depended on it.

It certainly didn’t look good for Korb to lose a lord’s dog that was under his care, but this was beyond a neglectful moment of inattention. Obviously, what happened to Fang was deliberate. Whoever took Fang had done so with the purpose of harming their dog and hide their tracks.

But though kennelmaster Korb had done his best to aid them, his efforts were all in all rather useless, and they’d sent him away hours ago to try find some magic that could save Fang instead.

Though as they’d already experienced before with Laena…And again with Laenor… There was only so much they could do. Their magic could do a lot to prevent being harmed, but once struck down, Hariel felt as helpless as a muggle.

Now Fang laid splayed out on his bed, trembles running through his body, eyes bloodshot and breath shallow.

Fang was disfigured and broken, and it hurt like piercing knives to see him this way.

“He’s hurtin’ Hariel.” Hagrid whispered, his massive hand hovering over Fang’s head. Normally he’d have reached down to pet or stroke his fur, but such actions only hurt the dog now. Touching him hurt him, yet at the same time not touching hurt as well. He was in agony regardless what they did.

“It’s bad, Hariel. Ugly.”

A wrathful shadow crossed Hagrid’s face, terrible because it wasn’t one she’d ever seen so plainly in him before – though it went away the moment his black eyes fell on Fang, and helplessness took over.

“His teeth’s been pulled out, his tongue’s cut... and his legs are- his hip is all… but… I don’t think he’s goin’ ter make it from this, Hariel. Though even if he somehow don’t die, he’ll never walk again. He can’t eat or drink on his own anymore, and he’s in horrible pain. I don’t… He don’t deserve this pain… I don’t want him ter suffer.”

Hariel’s eyes swam with tears. “So you think we have to… -have to?”

The blurry outline of Hagrid’s head nodded.

“I think- think… He was tortured, and he’s not coming back from it. With how bad he is… the best I can do for Fang is to take the pain away.”

Her ears rushed with blood, and something that could only be described as a whimper pushed up her throat.

Hagrid made sense, but this was Fang.

He might’ve been Hagrid’s dog, but after years together he’d become Hariel’s pet too. He was…. He was one of the only three who remembered Hogwarts too. Fang might be a “mere dog” – but that “mere dog” was more family to her than the Dursleys ever were.

She had fed him and walked him and lived by Fang’s side for five years. From those early days back in the fishing village while they fruitlessly searched for a way home, to Pentos and across the sea to Dragonstone.

Hariel loved him. And now the only way to ease Fang’s suffering, was by killing him.

“You… right now?” She breathed, oh so carefully resting her hand on Fang’s neck.

“Waiting is only prolonging his suffering, Hariel…” Hagrid said quietly. “Say yer farewells, an’ I’ll… I’ll do it.”

Hariel carefully combed her fingers through his dark, warm fur. Trying to cherish the touch, as she’d never be able to do this again. It felt absurd to imagine a world without Fang, but the inevitable was racing for them. He was a dog, but even if he couldn’t understand English, maybe he picked up on the feelings behind the words… And it was now or never.

“Fang?” She murmured, eyes stinging as they blurred with tears. “You’ve been so good, boy. I know it hurts, this was so unfair… but you’ve been so brave… ” Her voice broke when Fang’s blood-shot gaze fell on her. Fang trusted them so much. Surely he expected them to save him, that now he’d been rescued from that terrible place the next step would be to mend his injuries. He trusted them to make it better.

That’s how it went in the songs and stories, right? The victim is saved and then everything is made well again.

How come the tales didn’t cover the part where the victim succumbed to their injuries? Where there was no silver lining and the concept of ‘justice’ was reduced to a meaningless string of letters, because it only existed in written theory and not in practice? All they had left was loss.

“It’ll be alright. You’re with us now, and you’ll be free and running soon. Snuggling on the chair. Have all the belly rubs and ear scratches you want: so much you’ll be sick of them.” She smiled, wet and miserable, “You are the best dog... The best in the world... in worlds.”

The sorrow was choking her, making it too hard to speak, “I’ll miss you.”

Then it was Hagrid’s turn, but for Hariel, his gruff murmuring morphed into white noise.

Outside, dawn was upon them. This morning looked near identical to yesterday’s, yet so much had changed.

She remembered the first time she met Fang in Hagrid’s hut for tea, and his way of greeting her by resting his soft and heavy head in her lap while leaving slobbers all over her skirt. She thought of the long days spent with Fang in the fishing village, when nothing had made sense except that Fang was still the same old Fang and even world jumping didn’t change that. How when Norbert first learned to cast fire and she was burning everything within sight, they’d take refuge behind boulders together. Being awoken at the crack of dawn by Fang pushing his snout into her stomach because he wanted a walk.

How patient Fang was with Hagrid, putting up with his habit of adopting anything from lost little witches to baby dragons into their mismatched pack of creatures.

The sky was brightening to another cold winter day as Hagrid’s voice faded into a heavy silence. Time had run out.

Hariel dipped her head, teeth clammed tight in a fruitless attempt to stay her grief – but she had to, if only just a little longer. Her fingers closed around the stretch of leg just above Fang’s injured paw. That way, it was almost like she held his hand.

Hagrid shifted forwards over his dog, in the distance a dragon roared, and next second Fang jerked as a faint crack made Hariel recoil. Fang’s whimpers seized and his paw went limp in her hand.

Notes:

Ugh… Why is it so tough to write animals dying? I can’t speak for others, but for me that hits me hard. At first I wrote that Hariel found Fang dead in the cells, but I changed it to him being terribly injured, since having him already dead didn’t fit for story reasons. But that changed what I had intended for this chapter, and also meant I suddenly had to actually WRITE his death… So if you wonder why it took so long to get this chapter out, that was actually a big part of it. I really struggled writing Fang’s death.

Though writing this made me revalue Aragog’s funeral. At the time I first read that I was more like… yeah, it’s a spider, but Hagrid’s just that way with monsters, isn’t he? (I’m scared of spiders too, so I had a hard time putting myself in Hagrid’s shoes there) But now I keep comparing Fang to Aragog, and if anything, I think Aragog likely meant more to Hagrid than Fang. Considering how long Aragog was part of Hagrid’s life, for over FIFTY years, and how much that spider shaped Hagrid’s life, how much he sacrificed for Aragog to have a good life – losing him must have been really heartbreaking. It likely hurt Hagrid as much as if he’d lost his childhood friend. Probably feeling as much pain as Harry would if he’d reached his sixties and then Ron died. It actually makes me appreciate the spider funeral more.

I also want to say thank you to A_Strange_Twist_of_Fate for the help on this chapter, who patiently helped me out when I got really stuck with the plot! Thank you so much!
If you haven't already checked out her story; A Stranger in a Strange Land you really should! It's a HP/HotD crossover with female Harry travelling to Westeros.

Alright, thank you so much for reading! I’m off to pet my dog and take it for an extra long walk.

Chapter 38: An Unfortunate Wedding Night

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AEMOND VII

“Aemond? Wake up.”

“… Prince Aemond? Are you awake?”

“Aemond?”

Aemond had heard them for a while, the voice disrupting his empty dreams, growing steadily louder until he was rudely dragged out of a heavy slumber. He sorely wished they hadn’t.

“Mmmm…?”

“You need to wake up.”

“Go away…”

“Uncle, this cannot wait.”

Aemond grumbled, shivering from the chilly air and craving nothing more than to fall back asleep, but the nagging made such impossible.

“I regret having to inconvenience you at this hour, but it’s urgent.”

“Whaaat?”

Aemond sat up, the simple act of keeping his head upright taking a strenuous amount of effort. He heaved his lids open, blinking sleep out of his eyes to make sense of his surroundings.

It didn’t quite work: His expectations from a lifetime being awoken in his four-poster bed by Romyo, his personal valet, failed to align with his current reality. Glancing from the escritoire by the window to the bookshelf by the door, to the unlit fireplace, and down to the hard bench he’d been sleeping upon; Aemond had to conclude that no, this certainly wasn’t his chambers.

This wasn’t even on the same floor as his chambers.

Begging the question: How did he end up retiring on a rigid bench in a cold study? This wasn’t where he normally woke up, and Lucerys sure as hell wasn’t Romyo.

What the f*ck?

Aemond groaned, pressing his fingers into his scalp, trying to rub away the throbbing ache making it difficult to think. He’d tied his hair back for the wedding, but most of it had come loose, leaving his hair greasy with a chunk of strands tangled in the string. Even the tiniest of head movements tugged uncomfortably at his scalp.

Despite recalling drinking quite excessively the previous evening, Aemond’s throat felt dry and he craved water. At the same time something constricted his breathing, and it took him far too long to realise why. Aemond remained dressed in yesterday’s finery and must’ve rolled around in his sleep, tangling the draped cavalier shoulder cape around his neck.

Seven Hells… Was this what his mother meant when she claimed the Gods would punish him his indulgences? How did Aegon handle such abuse of his senses?

The cape came loose with some tugging, but when Aemond glanced at it, he startled badly when one of the dragon heads on the Targaryen sigil winked at him. Aemond dropped the cape while the middle head spewed a flare of flame patterned embroidery across the black canvas. Only for the memory to resurface a second later.

Of course, this was Hariel’s magic.

She had magicked his Targaryen sigil during the dancing, and everyone had stared at it in a blend of uncertainty and poorly concealed envy. He’d danced with Hariel and the others, there had been entertainment, before his mother had requested someone find Baela, but instead of searching for the wayward bride, Aemond had escorted Hariel to her rooms, which was when-

Aemond touched his mouth, reliving the thrill of finally kissing Hariel. Their first proper kiss, as Aemond had decided the former disastrous attempt didn’t count… No. It did not.

The details of their stolen moment returned in disjointed chronology, but the pleasure was vivid. As if the sensation of her soft kisses had seared a lingering imprint onto his lips. Warm and silky, she’d smelled good, and it had been… been… Maybe words were insufficient, and he could only summarize it as a heady bliss.

When it came to experience, Aemond hadn’t been entirely forthcoming, as last night had been his first kiss. He couldn’t see a way out of the small white lie, though what did the finer details matter? Aemond had f*cked but he’d never been kissed, since that was the way with whor*s. Aegon had brought him to a brothel for his thirteenth name day, under the explanation it was his duty as the elder brother to make sure Aemond was educated as he was. Yet whor*s weren’t paid for affections, but to quench lust.

Such wasn’t a topic he’d bring up with any respectable lady though, least of all her.

Hariel had taken his first kiss, but Aemond hadn’t known it would feel that good, and wondered when they could do it again. The possibility left Aemond with a ridiculous urge to smile and laugh, but though the kiss had been beatific, the manner it’d ended wasn’t.

Once again, Aemond pondered the idea of having the damned Grand Maester exiled. Who did the grey rat think he was? It may be a slight overreaction, it’s not like he’d never get to kiss Hariel again - but f*cking hell; Aemond had patiently waited to kiss Hariel for f*cking years already, only for a prude like Maester Orwyle to waltz by and ruin it.

Regardless… It’d been nice while it lasted, and Aemond covered his smile behind his hand. After all, at present Aemond was suffering some rather unpleasant company.

“Mm, what’s the meaning of this, Luke?”

Peeking at the sky through the window by the escritoire, Aemond figured it couldn’t be far past the hour of the nightingale, close to the crack of dawn. What was Lucerys playing at? Prancing the castle at an ungodly hour and bothering people who was just trying to sleep.

As he was not in the mood for juvenile antics, Aemond laid back down, rolling onto his side and pulling his magical cape over his shoulders as a makeshift blanket. The bench was as uncomfortable as a rock, but he’d make do. The efforts required to stand upright and climb the stairs to his own chamber just wasn’t worth it.

The bastard made an angry sound of protest, which only delighted Aemond.

“What are you doing? Don’t go back to sleep!”

Disgruntled, Lucerys kicked the back of the bench so hard it jostled Aemond over the side. He tumbled hard onto the cold carpet with a grunt.

“What the f*ck?!” He snarled. It hadn’t been a long drop, but his throbbing head loudly protested any sudden jostling.

“Have you been in here, wasting the night drowning in your cup?”

“I was sleeping.” Aemond snapped, “Did you just kick me off the bench?”

“Aye, because you were falling back asleep!”

“With just one kick too… ‘growing rather Strong, aren’t you?”

Lucerys gaped at him, “Are you so oblivious you’ve missed everything? Or did you simply not care?! This is urgent. Hariel broke into the black cells, someone killed Fang and your brother is dying!”

At that, Aemond adjusted up, propping his upper body on his elbows to squint at his nephew.

“What in the Seven Hells are you talking about?”

“Aegon fell from the belfry. If you do not get up and go to him, you won’t get another chance to.”

Lucerys had been disobeying his mother’s instruction to go to bed when he came across Aemond in the study, and as he was supposed to be asleep, he didn’t follow to Aegon’s quarters himself.

“I have already seen him. It was becoming crowded and there’s nothing I could do to aid Aegon, so mother sent me and Jacaerys to bed.” Lucerys explained, before heading towards his own chambers only a few doors down from the study.

So Aemond set off alone, cursing his throbbing head and tumbling stomach the entire trek. If laying down had been uncomfortable, forcing himself to walk was like being a seasick greenboy on a rocking ship. What were the chances Aegon was injured the one time Aemond happened to be suffering the aftermath of drinking too much? The timing was morbidly ironic.

Aemond couldn’t quite understand how he’d ended up so drunk either. His goblet had kept refilling throughout the hectic day, and he may have consumed one too many after his argument with Hariel. Then there’d been the refreshments served during the wedding feast itself. He’d lost track of his intake, forgetting to pace himself with water the way his mother always advised. It dulled his senses, making it a struggle to focus and loosened his tongue. Aemond had known he was drunk, knew he should take care, but at that point the damage was already done, so what would one more drink hurt? Then another? And another?

Sweet Mother Above, but never again. He could only cringe, recalling with embarrassed clarity some of the things he’d said and done. Not to mention it wasn’t worth being reduced to such a pathetic state as this, and the Gods were truly punishing him his indulgences too, turning a simple stroll to his brother’s sickbed into an unbearable challenge.

Shivering and weak, Aemond’s stomach grumbled angrily, the nausea getting so bad he was forced to halt in the middle of the corridor. Requiring a break to lean against the wall and taking deep breaths. It’d do no good if Aemond went to Aegon’s sickbed and spewed all over him. Their mother would flail him.

Considering the hour there were an unusual amount of people wandering the halls. Their sagging hairdos and worn demeanour spoke of little sleep, if any, and Aemond didn’t appreciate the sombre nods and worried expression following him.

It was clear now; Luke had not exaggerated. They wouldn’t look to him with faces fit for a funeral if it wasn’t dire.

The guards outside Aegon’s quarters made sure no one unwelcome entered, even servants had been turned away, leaving the fresh cloth and water at the door for the guards to bring inside. Seeing the prince approach, Ser Criston opened the door, allowing the voices inside drift into the hallway.

“-had she been at her wedding as she was supposed to, Aegon wouldn’t have fallen!” The female shouting was undoubtedly his mother, but she was so angry it sent a shiver down Aemond’s spine.

Aemond slid quietly into Aegon’s apartment, though they were so occupied arguing that only Daeron and Rhaenyra turned to see him enter. Nearly his whole family was gathered, from Daemon, to the Velaryons to the Hightowers – the only exceptions being the absence of Jace, Luke and Joffrey, who Aemond already knew had been sent to bed.

Aemond had entered directly into the large solar of Aegon’s apartments. A wooden partition had been pulled out, blocking Aemond’s view into the connected bed chamber, dressing room and snuggery. He couldn’t see beyond the screen, but he could hear rustling of movements.

His father was seated in an armchair by the fire, pained but alert in that way which meant the numbing effects of his milk of the poppy had passed. The spectacle of Aegon’s wedding had strained the health of their King father. Suffering from his wasting disease and made to travel to and from the Great Sept, as well as participating in the feast had exhausted him. To prevent a scandal where the King collapsed before the court and wedding guests, his mother had convinced him to retire early.

The King was the only one to retire for the night, and looked to have been hastily dressed, standing as a contrast to everyone else who remained dressed in their best finery. Aemond and his King father were likely the only two within the room who’d slept.

“I will have the truth of what happened, Helaena.” His Grace demanded of his sister. Aemond watched the argument unfold from the sideline as he headed towards the partition.

“It was a regrettable accident,” Daemon said, while Rhaenyra placed a supportive hand on Baela’s shoulder.

Rhaenyra and Daemon stood on each side of Baela, her twin sister right behind them. The bride stood stiff as a plank, eyes downcast, her lip swollen, and her gown stained with dirt. Her rigid posture stood at odds with the way her twin kept shifting and fidgeting. Lord Corlys and Princess Rhaenys were present too, and though Baela was the only reason they would have been let inside Aegon’s apartments at a time like this, they remained on the opposite end of the room. Next to Aemond’s cousin Ormund Hightower and nowhere near either of their grandchildren.

“Accident? My son has been maimed, and your daughter is responsible.” His mother pointed angrily at the bride, “She lured him to that tower and made him fall. She meant to kill my son.”

Aemond was gaining a better understanding of how this came to be, but became quite distracted when he reached the end of the partition. The shouting in the room suddenly turned oddly muffled as Aemond was faced with the unnerving condition of his brother.

Aegon lay limp on his bed while Maester Orwyle tended to him. Wrappings, blooded cloth, water and bowls were stacked on trays and Aegon’s pristine wedding attire had been discarded in a corner, torn in a way that left Aemond thinking they must’ve cut Aegon out of the fabric. He recognized the thick white liquid of milk of the poppy in a half emptied jar, and assumed Aegon had already been generously dozed on the sedative.

His brother was lost to the world, eyes closed and unresponsive. Yet whatever sleep he was held within; it did not look a peaceful one. His pallor was off, his breathing shallow and his skin glistened with sweat. The blankets covered the full extent of his injuries, except where Maester Orwyle had pulled up the sheet to tend to Aegon’s left leg, and all he could discern was raw, swollen and bruised flesh.

Blood had never bothered Aemond, but seeing Aegon in this state was making his stomach roll like a spinning wheel. Gods be good… Did the angle look off because Aegon was laying down, or was his leg twisted?

“I asked you a question, girl.” Aemond heard his King father speak, and he turned away from his brother. He needed to know more.

“Your King demands an answer.”

“They were caught in an argument when Aegon fell, your Grace,” Helaena said, her strained eyes locked on the floor. “-but lady Baela did not… not push Aegon over the edge.”

“Their yelling was overheard from the yard below!” Their mother stared at Helaena in disbelief, betrayal widening her eyes and deepening the frowns on her brow.

Seeing his sweet sister struggle against the ire of both their mother and father, Aemond barely held himself back from walking into the middle of the scene. He didn’t like the accusing tones directed at Helaena, but he also wanted to know what had happened.

“Because they were yelling mother, they were quarrelling,” Helaena said quickly. “But Aegon’s footing was made unsteady by the icy floor, and he slipped.”

“If it was naught but a verbal disagreement, how come Baela’s face is swollen?”

“Aegon struck lady Baela over her acts of disobedience, mother.” Helaena revealed to the room, and honestly; Aemond had no issue picturing that. Once she showed her true colours, Baela turned into a little beast. “Then she struck him. They yelled at one another, and he slipped.”

Their mother whirled to look beseechingly at the King, “You have it there, my King. She raised a hand to her Prince. Had Baela not struck him he would not have fallen!”

“Alicent…She’s half his size. She’s but a little girl, and Aegon’s a man grown.” Viserys said, frowning.

Aemond was not as dismissive. Baela was small, but she carried surprising force in those tiny fists. He recalled the sting well.

“This does sound an accident-”

“I want her gone!” The Queen demanded, pointing at Baela. Rhaena wrapped her arms around her twin, as if trying to hide Baela from the wrath of the Queen. In contrast, Baela was staring at the ground, for once without remark, reaction or emotion. Someone who didn’t know better might mistake her cowed mummer’s farce for remorse.

That is no wife of my son.” His mother insisted, “The marriage was never consummated.”

“Aye, perhaps it’d be for the better to remove Baela,” Daemon agreed, “As from everything I’ve observed during these festivities is that the security of the Red Keep has gone to the dogs. From the unattended towers to the disorganized lower dungeons; the ones sheltered under your roof turns up broken, tortured and murdered – and I’d agree it’s for my daughter’s safety to remove her from your lacking management.”

“Cease that, Daemon,” The King warned, and turned to Aemond’s mother. “Baela remains Aegon’s lawful wife, as she committed no crime. You have heard the same tale from both Baela as well as your daughter.”

“They were not the same tales,” His mother hissed, “-as lady Baela conveniently failed to mention she attacked him!”

“My daughter also failed to mention Aegon attacked her first,” Daemon cut in, “-as a good wife ought, Baela sought to govern her husband’s honour. It’d be in poor taste to tarnish her husband’s reputation whilst he’s in mortal peril.”

Alicent shot a contemptuous glare at her good-brother, but Daemon wasn’t the only one not taking her side.

“Don’t allow your grief to control your sense, Alicent.” The King said.

“Your son…Your son’s life is hanging in the balance, he’s fighting the Stranger’s lure as we speak and he’s permanently damaged, yet you will do nothing to give him justice? That is insufficient. This can’t be allowed to stand, Viserys. She tried to kill my son! She lured him to the edge of the belfry, and now he’s broken-!”

“It was your c*nt of a son who chose to climb a tower whilst drunker than a Triarchy pirate at a brothel celebrating his latest reaving,” Daemon cut her off, glaring at the Queen with the predatory intensity of a dragon.

“I understand the unflattering reality of drunken men isn’t something a sheltered lady who’s never ventured beyond the castle walls would be well versed with, so allow me to educate you, lady Alicent: Men as piss drunk as your son normally can’t walk a straight line on a warm summer’s day across flat earth, far less balance icy towers in the pitch dark of night. Yet Aegon did, then attacked his wife, and by the will of his utter ineptitude; fell.”

“Daemon,” Viserys warned,

His uncle jutted out his chin, showing no remorse for his crude language and insult to the King’s progeny. “What? Someone who’s House sigil is a damn tower should know how easily a wine-bibber falls off them.” Daemon side eyed Otto, saying almost innocently: “Didn’t one of your uncles jump from the Hightower a couple decades back?”

Daemon!”

“I’m only pointing out how this is somewhat of a family tradition amongst the Hightowers, and the last time a Hightower fell from their tower the House didn’t waste time spreading baseless accusations against innocent witnesses.”

The end of Daemon’s statement was overlapped by a roar. It could only be a dragon’s roar, but what gave everyone pause was how the proximity sounded far too close to the castle, which didn’t make sense. Their dragons should be chained down for the night, either in the tunnels underneath the Dragonpit or along the beach caves. Either way, whilst within the seclusion of their nests, a dragon’s roar was too far away to be heard by people inside the Red Keep.

“Aegon is the King’s first born son, and a Targaryen.” His grandfather said tightly, momentarily ignoring the sound to remind the Rouge Prince that he could try call Aegon a Hightower all he wanted, but that didn’t change how Aegon remained far ahead of Daemon in the lawful line of succession.

“And if he fell off Sunfyre,” Daemon said slowly, “-it’d be rather moot to blame the dragon, wouldn’t it, Otto?”


A second roar rang out; loud, bouldering and so close Aemond reasoned this must be a free roaming dragon, and likely a large one too. He wasn’t the only one to land on that conclusion, because his siblings all looked questionably towards Aemond, who silently shook his throbbing head in the negative. No. That wasn’t Vermithor.

Rhaenyra marched to the windows, pulling aside the drapes to reveal the brightening sky of early dawn, and the enormous dragon hovering above the city.

“That’s Vhagar…” Rhaenyra said.

She was right, no doubt about it; but how come Vhagar was here? Her rider had sailed to King’s Landing and left Vhagar behind on Dragonstone. Why would she fly through the night to follow him here, and why was she growling that way? Aemond heard dragon screeching frequently enough to know when one was agitated.

“Surely Hagrid can’t call her from such a distance?” Rhaenyra murmured, craning her neck to keep the dragon in view until she flew straight above the castle and out of sight. They couldn’t see her, but they all looked up as Vhagar growled again.

The King leaned back in his chair, the energy seeping out his body. “Regardless how Vhagar came to be here, someone must call on lord Rubeus to sort her out.”

It needed to be done with haste too. Vhagar couldn’t roam King’s Landing as she pleased. She might eat someone, set something on fire, and what if she tried to land on the castle? The roof would cave in.

The solar had been frigid with the lingering ghosts of spiteful accusations, but the looks being exchanged now were slightly more uncertain than before. As if no one were eager about inconveniencing Rubeus Hagrid at this hour.

Did that mean Luke had told the truth about Fang as well? That someone stole the dog from their kennels and tortured him? What of Hariel? This likely meant it was true she’d broken into the black cells and retrieved Fang… And Hariel adored that dog.

“This proceeding is at an end,” His King father decided, “It was an accident, and Baela will remain where she is, in her new home by her husband’s side. I’ve long wearied of your interminable infighting. Your King demands it cease. Now make your apologies and show good will to one another.”

His mother’s mouth wobbled, silent tears streaming down her cheeks. Without a word she turned on her heel and marched into Aegon’s bedchamber.

“I’ll see that Hagrid handles Vhagar, father.” Rhaenyra’s eyes were trailed on the partition the Queen had disappeared behind as she stepped away from the window, “I can also see how things are faring… Though I assume the dog is dead.”

“Has anyone talked to the dungeon guards yet?” Daemon mused, “We’ve been caught up with more pressing matters, but I’d advice that be prioritised,”

“We have the matter under control,” Grandfather Otto said coldly.

“Unless you’re not personally involved, I don’t see how you can claim to have the situation under control. An unknown is using the King’s dungeons as their personal torture chamber and picking hounds from the castle kennels as they please – the fact that can happen at all means either your guard patrols are a joke, or one of your men is a traitor taking liberties within the King’s own home and seat of power. Which one is it, Otto? Incompetence or disloyalty?” His uncle said mockingly,

“It’s a disgrace. If this is how lax security is at the Keep, the city must be lawless. It needs be sorted out post-haste, unless you wish to risk someone a little more important than a dog to end up mutilated next.”

The agitated crowd cleared out of Aegon’s apartment soon after, trickling away after the King took his leave. Rhaenyra went to sort out Vhagar, Daemon took his daughters away, followed closely by his uncle Ormund and lastly Corlys and Rhaenys. They’d tried approaching Baela in the doorway, and Aemond was not the only one who’d noticed Daemon’s hissed dismissal of the Velaryons.

Any other day that would’ve piqued his curiosity, but Aemond had too much on his mind as is, and made do with exchanging a look with Helaena, knowing she had caught it as well.

Too tired and ill, Aemond remained behind in the solar with Daeron, Helaena and their grandfather. They gathered around the seating area, Aemond collapsing onto the holstered bench at Daeron’s side. From there they could hear their mother in the next room, praying by Aegon’s bedside whilst the Maester worked.

“Is there any water here?” Aemond grumbled, dragging a hand through his loose hair. His head was a little clearer, but his throat was parched.

“Where were you?” Daeron asked,

“Asleep.”

“Not in your quarters.”

“No.” Aemond confirmed. “I didn’t know, but I came as soon as I heard.”

Helaena went to the door, sending a servant to fetch Aemond his water. Aemond considered serving himself from the water in Aegon’s chamber, but that was designated for his brother’s recovery.

“How’s he faring? Will he make it?”

“Aegon was in a great amount of pain when we found him.” Their grandfather answered. “Moving him here was not easy, but milk of the poppy dulled him enough Maester Orwyle could attend to him. It’s too early to tell. Aegon lives yet, but his life hangs in the balance.”

“Aegon is strong.” Daeron said quietly, nodding to himself. “The Gods grant him strength, but I believe he will make it.”

“If so, he will be a cripple.” Grandfather Otto shook his head.

Maybe it was because Aemond hadn’t seen the extent of Aegon’s injuries, or perchance it was because his brother was asleep, but it didn’t feel real.

Last night, when Aemond stumbled dizzy and disoriented into the study and fell asleep on the bench, everything had been great. Aegon was married, the wedding had been a success and Hariel had kissed him. Things were good and the future looked brighter.

Then Aemond closed his eyes and next things he knew he awoke to absolute disaster, and now nothing felt real.

An unknown bandit stole Fang from their kennels and tortured him in the King’s dungeons – and mere hours after Hagrid was made a lord and Hariel became his betrothed. Who would do that, and why?

Was this done to threaten Rubeus? Was it revenge? To sow distrust and uncertainty? To make a mockery of the King’s security?

Then there was Aegon…

Aegon’s only interests were his own indulgences, acting a wastrel who’d never taken half an interest in his birthright, and yet…

Growing up Aegon had teased Aemond for his lack of a dragon, but the day he bonded with Vermithor he’d ordered the kitchen make Aemond’s favourite meal and toasted to his ascend from a prince to a dragonrider. Aemond had trained at arms with Aegon in the yard, gone hunting together and Aegon always knew how to have fun… they were brothers. Most days Aemond fought an urge to punch him, but Aegon was still his brother.

And if Aegon died… if he died… then Aemond was next in line to the Throne.

The possibility plunged like a stone through his already uneasy stomach. Aemond became keenly aware of everything around him. His heart thrummed hard behind his ribs, the constriction of his throat when he swallowed, the feel of his fingers flexing, as if curling around the contours of an iron armrest.

A knock on the door brought Aemond out of his reverie. Ser Criston entered the solar with a handful of supplies. His concern was plain to see, and with a curt nod the Kingsguard headed directly for Aegon’s chamber. Quiet murmuring drifted from the bedchamber as Ser Criston enquired after Aegon’s health, before he returned to the solar, most of the items gone except Aemond’s jug of water.

The knight took it upon himself to retrieve goblets from Aegon’s cabinet, and served not just Aemond, but everyone around the table.

“Forgive my intrusion, lord Hand, but may I suggest the children be sent to bed? It’s dawn, and they haven’t been able to rest.” Ser Criston said quietly as he handed the last goblet to Daeron.

“Aye, I agree that’d be for the best. I know you’re concerned, but at present there’s nothing you can do to aid Aegon.”

Daeron hesitated, “What if something happens?”

Aemond guessed what Daeron truly meant was: What if he dies?

Aemond lifted his goblet to his lips and drank. The cool relief of the water clenched his mouth and soothed his throat.

“Then we’ll wake you.” Their grandfather promised.

Daeron and Helaena rose to their feet, taking the goblets with them while Aemond had emptied his own in a few greedy mouthfuls, and held it up for a refill. “More,”

“Are you unwell, my Prince?” Ser Criston asked, emptying the remains of the water into his goblet.

“…” Aemond shrugged, not willing to admit the unflattering truth. Besides, the water seemed to have helped settle his stomach somewhat.

Maybe he should have done like Daeron and Helaena and taken his goblet with him and left for bed, because now he felt his grandfather’s contemplative gaze on him.

“Where were you, lad?”

“I already told Daeron; I was asleep.”

“Are you drunk?”

“Not anymore,” Aemond said wryly,

“Would you get another jug of water for the Prince, Ser Criston?”

Ever the dutiful knight, the Kingsguard left the solar to comply, while Aemond was suddenly stuck, unable to get away until his grandfather had spoken his piece.

“If you slept through everything, have you been informed of lady Hariel’s conduct earlier this night?”

“You mean in regard to how she reacted after someone killed her dog?” Aemond griped. “Lucerys briefed me, though I hoped someone would clarify matters further.”

“It’s more than that. She broke into the black cells.”

“I was made aware of that too.”

“Lady Hariel was first discovered on the fourth level. It shouldn’t be possible to get that far down without being caught. What magics is this?”

Aemond co*cked his head. “Does it surprise you?”

“It does not concern you to learn your betrothed can walk through walls unseen?”

“Mm, I’m not certain she can, but no; I’m not surprised she got into the cells unseen, frankly, I’m more surprised she was discovered at all. She did something similar in Winterfell. Hariel sought solitude for an afternoon, and despite Stark turning Winterfell on its head searching for her, no one could locate her even though she was in the yard the entire time.”

“She cast a spell on the guards.”

“What sort?”

“I’ve never seen symptoms akin to it. It took hours before two of the men could move anything but their eyes.”

Aemond tilted his head, “Mm, I believe I’ve seen it demonstrated before. She used it the day Ser Laenor died during the tavern brawl. It’s very effective, isn’t it? Complete immobility without either rope or chains.”

His grandfather looked as if Aemond wasn’t asking the right questions. As if he wasn’t reacting as expected at all.

“Hariel’s magic is unequalled.” Aemond pointed out, “It’s understandable she’d use it to retrieve what belongs to her, or if she feels in need of defending herself. The guards had no right to apprehend her.”

“I question how she knew where to search for her dog in the first place. The black cells are not somewhere anyone can venture by happenstance.”

“What are you implying? That Hariel kidnapped her own dog, placed him in the cells, tortured him and then pretended to find him herself? At the same time as she was at dinner and participated in the feast?”

Grandfather Otto pursed his lips. “I don’t imply she did it herself, but maybe her magic-”

Nonsense.” Aemond shook his head, “Hariel has a gentle heart, and that dog is dear to her. Locating Fang wouldn’t be a challenge for their spells either. Rubeus was able to track Hariel from Dragonstone to Winterfell, locating a dog on the same property is child’s play in comparison. And what does she have to gain from this? Nothing.”

His grandfather thought it over, nodding slowly. “You speak reason… However, there’s been many accusations thrown about, it’s hard to know whom aren’t being forthcoming.”

At that, they both glanced towards Aegon’s chambers.

His stomach gave a discontented jerk, and Aemond wondered if drinking that water might have been a mistake. The instant relief had been appreciated at the time, but it hadn’t healed his nausea, and now he suspected the liquid had only loosened the uncomfortable clump precariously held in check by his gut.

“Regardless how it happened, we all acknowledge that the situation has grown precarious, Aemond. I trust you’ve realized what this means for yourself?”

His grandfather’s words did nothing to improve Aemond’s mood. It promised nothing but grievances.

“I do not dispute that it was an unfortunate situation, but lady Hariel frightened the guests with her magic, and publicly lost her composure,” His grandfather leant forwards, a deep crease between his brows. “Perhaps… we need to reconsider our options.”

“We’re betrothed,” Aemond said quietly through the bile in his throat. He swallowed, but it tasted foul with stomach acids.

“It has not been announced,”

Aemond did not want to hear it, “And yet the court is aware.”

“They’re aware there’s a betrothal agreement, but the King has not made an official announcement.”

“We are not squandering this alliance. Have you lost your good sense? After everything-“ Aemond halted, struggling to manoeuvre through a burst of fury and the rolling nausea throwing everything out of balance: Neither were useful tools when arguing with a man as pragmatic and focused as his grandfather. Instead, Aemond pointed towards the obvious counter-argument - the one conveniently grumbling right outside their damn window:

“They have Vhagar.”

“I am not suggesting we break the contract, that’d be a most foolhardy course of action," His grandfather said with infuriating calmness, "I am merely recommending a practical alteration. I understand you’ve grown fond of lady Hariel, but things have changed, and everyone must do their part to accommodate the situation. It’s our duty to the family, and yours to the Kingdom to do what’s required of a Prince.” His grandfather nodded towards Aegon’s chamber, his expression one of unspoken but heavy implication.

“Aegon is not dead.” -Yet. Aemond whispered through gritted teeth. He really didn’t want his mother to hear that part, though it was also because he worried opening his mouth too wide might make him vomit.

Restless, agitated and on the brink; Aemond got to his feet, needing distance from the topic his grandfather was about to burden him with. He should have left when Daeron and Helena did. Why had he lingered?

Aemond paced up to the window, hoping some fresh air could soothe him. He pried the lock open with sweaty fingers, opening it with a screech of the hinges and welcomed the waft of winter air blowing cool against his heated skin. When he craned his head, he could see Vhagar. She’d landed on the beach next to the Red Keep, but the dragon was so massive her head reached above both the rocky cliffside and castle walls.

“I pray your brother lives, but if he does not, you will become the King’s eldest son.”

Hearing it acknowledged by someone else made the hairs on his neck stand on end, bringing weight and validity to a long-buried dream. The one he’d struggled to repress whilst his brother’s life yet hung in the balance.

His entire life Aemond had been the second son, with the power of the Iron Throne hovering tantalizing within his reach. So maddingly close, yet so far. Every second of his life was appropriated towards how best to serve that seat and the man occupying it - yet despite Aemond’s high birth, tireless efforts and superior achievements, the power itself was never designated for his use.

Until now.

It was all too clear. His diligent efforts would at last come to fruition, and Aemond would become the one true ruler of Westeros. The one who lords of Westeros would be bound to answer to. The one seated at the head of the small council. The man wearing the crown and ruling the Kingdom from the treacherous height of the Iron Throne.

Aemond wouldn’t be the ‘spare-heir-Prince’ anymore. No. Instead he’d become King Aemond of House Targaryen, the First of His Name. King of the Andals, the Rhoynar and the First Men. Lord of the Seven Kingdoms and Protector of the Realm.

It could all be his-

Granted his whor* of a half-sister saw reason.

Granted he married someone more suitable than a foreign witch.

Granted his brother died.

“What befell us tonight was a cruel twist of fate, and though we all wish it could be undone, the situation can’t be ignored either.” His grandfather said, “Holding onto ‘good will’ and pray it sees us through is insufficient. It might seem in bad taste to discuss this topic at such a sensitive time, but that is the burden of wielding power. Difficult decisions cannot be delayed, even when it’s inconvenient for those tasked to do so. We all pray for Aegon’s recovery, but in the meanwhile we should make sure you are not burdened with obligations that might work against your favour. Considering recent events, I propose that Daeron would make a more suitable husband to lady Hariel. I am sure lord Baratheon won’t oppose his daughter marrying you instead, Aemond.”

Aemond couldn’t have replied even if he wished to.

Instead, he heaved as the nausea burst forth like an imploding dam. All Aemond could do was throw himself forwards as he became violently sick.

Bent at the waist and clutching the window for support, he hacked and wretched whilst the content of his stomach poured over the frame. It kept going, so intense he could hardly draw breath until his stomach was utterly wrung out. Staining the red wall of the Keep in the wet chunks of yesterday’s wedding dinner. A night of victorious merriment turned to sickness on his tongue.

Chapter 39: Political Entanglements

Notes:

I’m including a heads up about how there’s loads of politicking up ahead; or at least a lot of speculations about it. Which is why the chapter title is what it is too.

I also apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

AEMOND IX

The afternoon sun shone through the Sept windows, passing through the crystals hanging within the leaded glass panes, causing the light to spread into a rainbow of colours. The prism of bright hues competed against the warm glow of the hundreds of candles lining the alters of the Seven statues, left by the courtiers come to pray for Aegon’s recovery.

Aemond breathed in the heavy incense in slow, even breaths, since the single open door was insufficient to air out the room. Whilst the combination of sunshine, candlelight and crystal shimmering created a dancing light pattern which tried, yet fell just short, of mimicking the otherworldliness of magic.

“Gentle Mother above, may you look upon my House with mercy and grant protection to your wounded partisan.” Aemond thought quietly to himself in prayer, whilst feeling the pitying looks of the crowd on his back.

Standing by a candle filled marble alter, Aemond peered up at the Mother’s warmth. The statue gazed back with a loving smile, as she was the aspect of the Seven whom governed the sanctity of family.

“Give Aegon rest to heal, lend him strength to overcome his suffering and guidance through his ordeals. Let him live.”

After the night’s event ended, and Aemond at last was able to head to bed in the early morning hours, he’d been so exhausted he hadn’t woken before noon. Exhausted and nauseous, he’d slept past the morning ceremony, and hadn’t made it to the royal sept before the afternoon.

Though the service and songs were over, but the rows of benches remained occupied with lingering patrons taking extra care to their prayers that day. The guests who’d danced and laughed at yesterday’s wedding now gathered to beg the Gods to bestow Aegon their favour.

Aemond had attended the royal sept frequently throughout his life, yet he’d never seen it lit with this many candles. The alter of the Mother and Father overflowed with gentle flames, so many Aemond couldn’t fit his own. Though the Father and Mother was granted the most favours today, the other alters didn’t lack for attention either, all except the Stranger. With Aegon’s health waning, the representation of Death was the aspect of the Seven only the brazen would think to pray to.

Yet someone had seen fit to leave a lone candle at its altar, and Aemond could guess who. If Hariel was made to attend the Sept with the rest of court, who else would she turn to but the Stranger? Even when propriety demanded she didn’t.

Considering her personal loss that night, mayhaps the candle wasn’t on Aegon’s behalf at all.

Whilst lord Reyne stepped up to the altar by the Father’s statue, Aemond finished his prayers silently, then went to sit down to wait for the others to have their turn. The front row was designed for the royal family, though lady Elenda Baratheon was seated with her daughter Ellyn on the bench behind theirs.

For once lady Ellyn was calmly conducting herself with the dignity expected of her station, and yet the sight of her troubled him. Whilst Daeron took his place by the statue of the Mother, Aemond sat down by his uncle Gwayne’s side. His mother’s brother, Gwayne Hightower, might have noticed his conflicted mind, and offered a reassuring smile.

It was encouraging to see so many praying for his brother, because Aegon certainly needed it. It was a fact his brother had never upheld the values the Faith claimed would protect their soul and grant them protection. A pessimistic part of him wondered if the Gods themselves may have cast his brother from that tower as a punishment for his sinful way of life. But if the Gods punished Aegon his sins, how come the Gods had failed to punish Rhaenyra for hers?

Seated in the royal sept with nothing but his thoughts, he was once more consumed by his strenuous worries. Perhaps, if he opened his mind to the Gods in this holy place, the Seven would grant him an epiphany.

His brother’s fate hung in the balance, his mother was beside herself with grief, their father wasn’t of any assistance and the Maester couldn’t give a clear answer for anything except the obvious: It was bad.

But Aegon yet lived.

This situation was infuriatingly unfair. Aemond was at a crossroads, yet regardless which path he took, any destination would be marred by the uncertainty whether he’d chosen right. What the other roads may have offered. Any achievement came with potentially dire sacrifices. If Aemond was to sit the Iron Throne, he’d be doomed to see his brother dead, his family grieve, and Hariel wed to someone else.

If Aegon died, Aemond was faced with two choices; pursue the Iron Throne himself, or marry Hariel and settle for Crackclaw – though the latter meant Aemond could just go ahead and bend the knee and grovel at his half-sister feet in hopes her unhinged husband didn’t kill him.

Somehow, whilst Laenor lived, Aemond had reluctantly accepted what may come to pass. Even if being forced to bend the knee to Rhaenyra spat in the face of propriety, at least Ser Laenor could be reasoned with. After burning side by side under Vhagar’s dragon fire, the two had grown to understand and respect one another. He'd never love a cold, disgrace like his half-sister Rhaenyra, but he could have accepted Ser Laenor as King.

Daemon was a different beast. More dangerous than Rhaenyra and Laenor combined.

If even Ser Laenor the Unburnt wasn’t safe from Daemon, despite being brothers through war and marriage; what were the chances Aemond or his siblings would be left alive the day he took the throne?

If Daemon was left with the unchecked power of the Iron Throne, Aemond would likely be treated as well by his uncle, as Maegor the Cruel treated his nephews for having a superior claim to the throne. One Prince was eaten in a battle of dragons above the God's Eye, a kinder fate than the one his brother suffered whilst being tortured for nine days until the sweet relief of death ended the boy's misery.

Daeron finished his prayer by the statue of the Mother, and then it was uncle Gwayne’s turn. Standing up, the sounds of clinking and clanking from Gwayne’s armour carried across the quiet Sept. Uncle Gwayne had spent the day on captain duty in the City Watch, and headed directly to the Sept from the garrison without changing out of his Gold Cloak uniform.

Daeron tried catching his eye as he took his seat on the bench, but Aemond pretended not to notice, feigning an interest in the shimmering crystals in the window.

When the light hit the clear stones, it split into a rainbow of colours, and the effect felt oddly representative for his current situation. How the sunshine held a uniform glow until it hit the crystal, which acted as a sudden breaking point. Then, for mysterious reasons, from the stone each beam was turned to red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet instead. As if from what had once been a whole light, the ray suddenly fractured, and now each individual colour seemed to represent a potential path Aemond could take.

Would he take the red path, of blood and fire? The green path, as piercing as Hariel’s haunting emerald eyes? The blue path, holding a shade deeper than Daeron’s cobalt blue dragon.

There would be no going back either. Once the light split apart, the purple no longer mixed with the orange. Aemond would have to stick to his path and see it through.

As a Targaryen Prince, Aemond’s duty to his family and kingdom would always come first, and if Aegon died it’d be up to him to pursue the Throne in his brother’s stead. He lived by the needs of the Iron Throne, and there was no way he could break free. Not as long as he lived in Westeros.

Yet despite how “clear” the situation supposedly was, it didn’t feel that way. Not at all.

He could see endless obstacles, since first of all: The people who mattered wouldn’t agree.

Hariel had agreed to marry him, not Daeron. Not a boyish squire Hariel didn’t know and whom she’d insist was too young. It was always supposed to be Aemond. It was him Hariel had kissed last night. She’d made him an unburnt – not Aegon or Daeron. Not Jace, Luke or Joffrey – him. The others didn’t care for her as Aemond did, and imagining Hariel marry Daeron made him want to crawl out of his own skin, and ignited a fierce urge to fly Vermithor to burn stuff.

Then it was the challenging execution of this “plan”. One of the main hurdles was obviously how Aemond happened to be betrothed to Hariel, and as much as his grandfather may wish it so: that couldn’t be undone by simply substituting Aemond’s name on the contract for Daeron’s. There were some wiggle room for changes, as Daeron and Aemond were brothers – but that wasn’t truly the issue.

What excuse could convince his King father?

What arguments could be put forth which didn’t make it blatantly obvious this was a political move, made specifically because if Aegon died, Aemond’s claim to the throne against Rhaenyra became infinitely more challenging with Hariel for wife.

Lords who upheld Westerosi law, the righteous path of the Faith, ancient Andal traditions would normally always support the King’s eldest son, but may not look favourable on Hariel as their Queen – and Aemond by extension for picking her above any of their own daughters. So when the lords were made to choose between supporting Daemon and Rhaenyra, or Aemond and Hariel, the odds wouldn’t be in his favour.

Aegon was a first-born son, but Aemond lot in life was to be born the second – the same as Daemon. Leaving the lords to choose between two second sons contending for the position as King, whilst their Queens was between the dragon riding Princess and chosen Heir of King Viserys – against a foreign witch.

Aemond could imagine how some lords may view the choice too: “one Targaryen second son is as good as the other, but Prince Daemon is older, war hardened and has already proved himself able to protect Westeros against the Triarchy.”

Born decades later and still in his minority, Aemond hadn’t yet proven himself the way his uncle had. He could not boast the same accomplishments.

It’d be different if the succession was undisputed. If his King father could only hold to the laws of Westeros, the directive of the faith and traditions of the Andals which had insisted for thousands of years that inheritance went from father to his son before any daughter. It’d be different if there wasn’t a threat of war. But despite blatantly committing high treason, naming a bastard as her successor to the Throne, Rhaenyra stubbornly refused to back down, and the lords of Westeros wouldn’t know of his half-sisters treasons. Many were deluded into believing Rhaenyra’s sons legitimate, and were so bold as to whisper of how Queen Alicent and her family were conspirators for simply speaking the truth.

Yet regardless of that, those who saw the dangers Rhaenyra posed to the stability of the realm may still value her marriage to Daemon. Especially if the succession wasn’t between the King’s first-born son and a daughter – but between two second sons. Daemon’s achievements were widely known, and even if they might not support Rhaenyra, they’d back Daemon, assuming the mad man would make a strong King whereas his wife would be feeble.

With such opposing forces, it’d be political suicide for any prince contending for the Iron Throne to marry Hariel. Her strength was military power – not stability and legitimacy – and Aemond acknowledged the best option was to try avoidg war altogether.

If Aegon died and Aemond still married Hariel whilst pushing his claim to the throne against Rhaenyra, he couldn’t see anything but war. A war Aemond believed he could win, though having the backing of Rubeus and Hariel’s magic and dragons was crucial - but it would not be without significant loss of lives and destruction.

War was better avoided for a peaceful transition of power, as was done when his father took the Throne before his cousin Princess Rhaenys. Though for that to happen, Aemond needed to gain the overwhelming support of the lords he’d rule. Everything Aemond did mattered, and his choice of Queen was pivotal. A marriage to Hariel promised dizzying amount of magical power, but she didn’t hold a drop of royal legitimacy – and it was the latter that mattered to the majority of Westeros.

Grandfather Otto was right about one thing: If Aegon died, the only way his family could have it all was for Aemond to marry politically well, and Daeron to marry military well.

It was obvious, but it was obvious to more than just them.

Daemon would sniff out the true intention of their manoeuvring immediately, and Rhaenyra would bring the matter up with their father. The King was sick and absent, but he wasn’t stupid.

He’d question the timing of such a change of heart. Even if Aemond was made to lie by claiming he didn’t want Hariel anymore and had taken a fancy to the little hyperactive Baratheon lass, it just wasn’t a proper excuse.

To make his King father break the betrothal he’d need an adequate cause – one that had nothing to do with Aegon, Rhaenyra or claims … Which would only come about through a smearing campaign, one bad enough it’d leave Hariel so unfavourable his King father would break the agreement.

In all honesty: Ruining Hariel’s reputation wouldn’t necessarily be difficult. Except for House Velaryon, Celtigar and Stark, few had any regard for Hariel except what they’d heard through gossip about the ‘Witch of Dragonstone’ or her ‘glowing golden gowns’. Which meant Hariel’s good reputation rested on the favour of the royal family, and he’d seen how easily others had fallen from grace in the past.

Yet the idea of alienating Hariel simply wasn’t acceptable. Aemond would not spread lies of infidelity, evil witchcraft or loose behaviour when she’d done nothing to deserve it. Even if he hadn’t loved her, Hariel had saved his life against Vhagar’s dragon fire.

Without Hariel, Aemond would not be alive, and wouldn't be around to push any claim against Rhaenyra to begin with. He owed her his life, and repaying that debt by dragging her reputation through the mud at behest of ugly political scheming was the last thing he wanted.

There was also the fact that if they tarnished her reputation so badly the King was forced to free Aemond of his betrothal to Hariel, then she wouldn’t be fit to marry Daeron either. Likely she’d be so hurt and insulted she’d run to Rhaenyra’s side, lending her magic and dragons to their cause without even demanding repayment, simply to get back at him for the injustice she’d faced.

It wouldn’t work, and fortunately Grandfather Otto knew it was unacceptable as well. No. His grandfather was intending to play the long game here, though it relied on Aemond’s cooperation and efforts. They couldn’t break their betrothal, but Aemond could stop trying.

He could stop give Hariel attention. Stop bringing her gifts. Stop seeking her out. Aemond could cease visiting Hariel on Dragonstone and stop making an effort. He could stay away and leave her to grieve the grotesque injustices done to her dog on her own.

Instead, he’d push her away with dismissive indifference. Push her towards Crackclaw and far from court. He’d stop writing her, and if she wrote him any reply would be written by someone else in his stead. Likely Daeron would be made to fill the gaps of his absence, so Aemond’s “substitute” could endear himself to Hariel and Rubeus. His grandfather would then throw material distractions to camouflage the political moves being made, and council Hagrid and Hariel to focus on the new dragon sanctuary. Allowing time and distance swallow up the hurt and confusion caused by Aemond’s sudden coldness.

Then, as Cracklaw took shape, Hariel and Hagrid would become indebted to the Crown, as they’d be creating a stronghold that was only truly theirs granted Hariel married into House Targaryen – a clause she had yet to fulfil.

Then one day, likely not terribly long into the future; his King father would succumb to his illness. Then when the Crown and new regime came to collect the debt owed, Hariel would be made to pay it with a marriage to Daeron, whilst Aemond would be free to marry the Baratheon girl…

Yet by the time that happened… Would his grandfather’s plan work? Would his neglect leave Hariel feel so mistreated she’d welcome Daeron in his place?

Or would Hariel realize the truth? Would knowing even make a difference? She’d hate him.

Outside, a cover of clouds drifted before the sun, blocking out the afternoon rays, and the rainbow of colours shining from the crystals faded away. Gone.

Then… to make matters worse in a way that sent shivers down Aemond’s spine: What if he did his grandfather’s bidding. If he successfully alienated Hariel and her inheritance to clear a path to marry a bride benefitting to the realm - only for everything to turn to ash like a forest under dragonfire when Aegon miraculously survived?

Then it would all. Be. For. Nothing.

Leaving Aemond with no rulership. No Hariel. No inheritance.

Yet he couldn’t afford to “wait and see” where the pieces fell so he could make an informed decision later. Laenor had already died, Rhaenyra and Daemon were gaining a steadier hold on the throne, Aegon might die, his father might die – the political situation was changing from moon to moon, and Aemond had to choose one without the benefit of proper oversight.

Aemond’s world kept being flung into disarray.

With Aegon’s life resting in the hands of the Gods – and to a lesser extent the Maester - all Aemond could do was distract himself.

After making his appearance in the Sept, Aemond decided to give himself a project, and instead made enquiries regarding what the hell had happened to Fang. It was rather convenient that his uncle was a captain in the City Watch, and so he’d invited Gwayne and Daeron to join for supper in Aemond’s chambers. The soup was simple but rich in taste, and more importantly the first meal Aemond was able to keep down after his illness.

Whilst the brothers were sipping their steaming carrot and butternut squash soup, their uncle Gwayne had already finished. Pushing back his chair, Gwayne had nudged his bowl aside to make space for his drawing equipment, and was multitasking between doing artwork and sharing the latest gossip from the castle barracks.

“-Commander Luthor threw the men from yesterday’s dungeon patrol into the cells they were supposed to guard. He’s out for blood.” Uncle Gwayne summarized, briefly glancing up from his drawing to address Aemond, before returning to his sketch.

“The Commander of the City Watch is throwing his own men into the black cells?” Aemond asked sharply,

“I doubt it’ll be a permanent stay. It’s to interrogate them over their spectacular failure during the wedding.” Gwayne assured, not taking his eyes off his drawing, “The Commander is under pressure to produce adequate answers for more than the King. Prince Daemon had words with him as well, and the Commander doesn’t want to lose face – at least not more than is already lost. Lady Hariel is a ward of Prince Daemon’s wife, and this doesn’t look good for us. The security gap cast the entirety of the City Watch into question, and Prince Daemon-”

“He is no longer in command of the Gold Cloaks.” Aemond put his spoon down with a clatter.

Aemond’s chambers filled with the scratching of charcoal across parchment whilst his uncle Gwayne took his time answering.

“Prince Daemon left the City Watch over a decade past, but he was the founder of the institution, nephew. Ser Harwin Strong held the position as Commander for nearly a decade, and even if he didn't have the sharpest brain, he was strong enough to be feared, had a temper, and his father had sense enough for them both - whilst Ser Fishe Crabb has proved a steady leader since his passing, but there’s many men within the City Watch who hasn’t forgotten Prince Daemon.”

Gwayne paused briefly to put his journal down and reached for the wash bowl used to clean their hands before supper. The liquid stained dark from the coal on his hands, before he dried off the remaining smudges on a cloth.

“He’s the one who raised them from a disorganized patchwork of individual sell swords hired to guard the city, and pulled them together, institutionalized the security of King’s Landing and gave them their Golden Cloaks.”

Aemond tapped his fingers against the tabletop in thought. To him, it appeared as if the City Watch had always been around, and their bright cloaked presence was as much a part of the castle as the red walls. Yet this reminded him once more of the many ways Daemon had lived longer and more influentially than himself. Only a few years before his birth the City Watch hadn’t existed. Before then, King’s Landing hadn’t had an official guard patrol system until Daemon amended that gap.

It was noteworthy how decades after Daemon left, there remained guards who considered the rouge Prince more important to please than the King. Those same men who were keeping the castle and city Aemond lived in safe.

With hands that no longer stained, Gwayne turned his work around, displaying the drawing for their inspection.

“What do you think?” Gwayne asked, presenting a journal page where he’d sketched a likeness of Daeron in charcoal. Uncle Gwayne was first and foremost a knight, but he also had great skill with art. He’d become known to bring his journal nearly everywhere, and how he’d spend a sizable chunk of his allowance on parchment and art supplies. He usually kept sketches done in charcoal, but he was skilled enough with paints he’d created a few landscapes of Oldtown which hung on display in the Queen’s apartments.

“This is great work, uncle! I wish I was blessed with such talent,” Daeron said, “Do you have any of Aegon?”

Gwayne turned the pages towards the front, opening the journal to an illustration of Aegon and Sunfyre. It was refined and detailed in a way he hadn’t had time to do for Daeron’s sketch.

“That is excellent, uncle Gwayne, so-”

“Yes, yes, very striking, but did the interrogations bear fruit?” Aemond cut off Daeron. They were getting off track, and talking about art did not aid Aemond do something. To fix an issue that wouldn’t backfire on him.

Uncle Gwayne pulled back the journal and opened it to a fresh page, “A guard known as Slow-Ear witnessed Fang be brought down yesterday afternoon. The dog was brought in along with a Gold Cloak he couldn’t name, though he insisted he’d seen him before, and Slow-Ear mistook Fang to belong to the guard himself. Several of the men has hounds, and sometimes they’re useful to find stuff; especially somewhere as dark as the fourth level. Slow-Ear didn’t ask questions and let them enter.”

“He didn’t start wondering what was happening once the dog was tortured either?”

“He’s called Slow-Ear for a reason, nephew” Gwayne said drily.

“Yet he was hardly the only guard on duty last night,” Aemond said, challenging his dismissive tone, “What are everyone else’s excuse?”

Gwayne smiled sharply, “It’s the fourth floor of the black cells, lad. The sound of agony is not uncommon there. If you spend any time down in that rotting darkness; you make it a habit not to listen too closely.”

Aemond rolled his eyes: He knew prisoners were tortured there, but he expected the sound of a dog yowling in pain to differ from those of a man. It wasn’t something done daily either. Besides, the Red Keep currently didn’t hold any prisoners who required the ministration of the lord confessor. As the royal torturer, only lord Larys Strong had the authority to make the prisoners admit their guilt; regardless of how far he had to go to get that answer. Yet the crippled man had confirmed that the only prisoners at present were the usual law-breaking rabble, temporarily detained until they could be sent to the Wall.

At the same time, Aemond was careful about trusting his words at face value. Larys had access to the cells, was the lord confessor and quite spiritually twisted from it. Aemond had not forgotten that not long ago, he’d called Hariel “a foreigner with queer magic and licentious customs.” An opinion wildly out of line coming from a man who tortured men to carry royal favours.

Yet he wasn’t the only one with access to the black cells. He shared that access with the master of laws, the commander of the City Watch and the members of the Kingsguard. Circ*mstantial suspicions aside, it didn’t add up. Regardless of the many sins he’d have to repent before his deathbed to have a chance of entering the Seven Heavens - in life, Larys was watchful, collected and methodical, whilst this senseless dog mutilation was entirely unfathomable. More likely, it was the machinations of someone like Daemon. He likely wasn’t happy about the betrothal and could have stolen Fang into the dungeon in a plot to make Aemond’s family look guilty.

"Why though?"

Daeron put down his spoon, "Why what?"

“What is the purpose of torture? Once a person is under your power that way, you have the option of detaining, killing, or setting them free – but to torture them? That is done with purpose. For a cause.” Aemond said thoughtfully,

“If this was done to send Rubeus a threatening message, then outright killing the dog would be more effective. A simple knife to the neck behind the kennels and the dog would be dead. The job completed quickly, cleanly and silently with next to no chance of learning who was responsible. If they still wished to make a point of their actions, they could’ve cut the head off Fang and left it somewhere Rubeus would find it. They didn’t though. Instead, the culprit went through quite the hurdle; smuggling the dog from the kennels, past the guards into the dungeons, where the dog was locked in a cell to be tortured…”

His uncle hummed agreeable. “It doesn’t seem right, does it? Who among us foresaw that lady Hariel would force her way down to the cells? That she had witchcraft to pass our defences unnoticed? That she would find the dog mere hours after it was stolen? The culprit likely didn’t know that either.”

Aemond could have predicted that, but he’d long since noticed that not everyone paid as much attention to Hariel’s magical repertoire as himself. They were too wrapped up in Rubeus Hagrid: His size, his intimidating appearance, his noteworthy sturdiness, his immense strength, his control of dragons – he was so distracting that few noticed Hariel displayed a greater magical repertoire. As people didn’t quite understand how their magic worked, Aemond sometimes wondered if people mistook Hariel’s spells for Hagrid’s doing.

“If that’s the case, putting the dog in the cells could have been an attempt to keep their violations hidden,” Gwayne continued, unaware of Aemond’s trail of thoughts, “– but if this was about… about threatening lord Rubeus or lady Hariel, why hide the grievous condition of the dog? By the time she found him the dog was badly hurt yet still alive– indicating the torture wasn’t finished. Only held at a reprieve. It’s almost as if- as if-“ Gwayne failed to finish the sentence, his dark gaze flickered sideways for a pregnant pause. He gave up on what he’d tried to communicate and instead said;

“There are wicked men who delights in depraved acts of hurting animals, but if inflicting pain to animals was the sole objective, then there were far, far easier dogs to grab than Fang. Picking lord Rubeus’ hound seemed deliberate, but to what end? For information? No matter how long it’s tortured, a dog can’t talk. Was it to hurt the hound’s owner? Then why hide away the dog? The situation doesn’t add up, Aemond. The more I learn, the less I understand.”

“Whoever did this put us in an unflattering situation.”

“Mhm,” Uncle Gwayne nodded his agreement, “Especially as it happened in the middle of a royal wedding, when the security was at our highest.”

“Could someone be trying to prevent our alliance?” Aemond speculated, “If you look beyond the wedding, it’s quite peculiar it happened the same day we signed the betrothal contract, isn’t it?”

“I couldn’t say. As far as I know; there was no sense or reason behind this.”

“Was Fang magical too?” Daeron asked.

Exasperated, Aemond rolled his eyes as he turned to his brother, but a sudden thought left his retort dead on his tongue.

Had he been magical?

Fang had been from the isle of Britain, just as Hariel and Rubeus.

Daeron and Gwayne waited expectantly for an answer Aemond found he couldn’t give. To the naked eye Fang had appeared like any hound. Intimidating in his size, but unquestionably a dog. But to the naked eye, Hariel appeared a normal maiden too. Was there a magical breed of dogs the way they had magical spiders and birds? If so, could Fang have been magical? That meant someone had killed the only specimen of magical hound in Westeros before they had thought to sire a litter from him.

“I’m uncertain. You’d have to ask Rubeus.” Aemond said softly.

“Likely not,” Gwayne speculated. “If the dog was magic like his owner, how could it be killed?”

“.. Mayhaps…” Aemond considered it, but he didn’t get to think long before a knock turned their attention towards the door.

“Lord Ormund Hightower, my Prince,” The guard called from the hallway.

“Enter,”

At Aemond’s permission, the guard let the lord of the Hightower of Oldtown into the chamber. Ormund Hightower was the lord of House Hightower, his mother’s cousin, and Aemond’s cousin once removed. Daeron had served as a page for Ormund during his fostering in the city of Oldtown, and now that he was old enough had risen to the rank of squire, diligently working to become a knight.

There’d been a time Aemond had envied his younger brother that. When he’d dreamt of proving himself worthy of knighthood. He still could become a knight, and Aemond knew Ser Criston trained him with the same diligence he did his official squire – but it’d been different before. Back when Daeron was first offered a place in Oldtown, Aemond had yet to bond with Vermithor. He’d been frustrated that his mother’s family overlooked him in favour of Daeron, yet couldn’t truly express that aloud, as he’d simultaneously feared if he tried to become a knight, it was equivalent to signing himself up for a lifetime service as a Kingsguard.

“Afternoon,” Ormund said, making himself comfortable in the seat next to his cousin Gwayne. The two smiled, friendly and without issue whilst Aemond observed their easy camaraderie.

They were of the same House, yet Ormund was the eldest son of the main line, while Gwayne was the youngest son of the spare heir; yet somehow there were no tensions between the two cousins.

How come the Hightowers were so dutiful and honourable? Ormund had complete control of their seat of power and the succession was undisputed – and why couldn’t the Targaryen side of his family do the same?

No daughter of House Hightower had bastards. There were no inheritance pilferers or acceptance of indecent conducts. No. It was orderly and proper. Gwayne was the youngest son of Otto Hightower, who himself was but a second son – and Gwayne accepted his position in his House. He’d never coveted an inheritance beyond his birth station. He had become a knight and served his King as well as the rightful lord of House Hightower with dignity.

That’s how things were done on his mother’s side of the family, whilst Aemond’s cousin on the Targaryen side was a little beast who attacked her husband. Aemond’s half-sister was a spoiled sinner, his nephews’ bastards and his paternal uncle was playing dangerously with the lines of kinslaying.

“How are you faring?” Ormund asked, “Have you slept?”

“We did,” Daeron nodded. “We visited Aegon and then we prayed in the Sept before supper. Have you eaten? We could send for more.”

“No thank you, I’ve had my supper too.”

“Where have you been?”

“At a council meeting,”

“About Aegon?” Aemond guessed. It was rare for the small council to invite lords of the realm to their meetings, but the events of last night affected Ormund as well. Both as a concerned family member and as a lord.

Ormund nodded, “Amongst other matters,”

“The dog?” Gwayne asked, and when Ormund nodded, Aemond was struck by the absurd picture it painted in his head. Imagining the Hand, the master of ships, the master of coin, the master of laws, the lord confessor, the Grand Maester, the lord commander, lords of the realm, the Queen and the King himself: all gathered for a dire meeting to discuss a dead dog.

It was bizarre.

“That too, but there’s more;” Ormund stroked his chin, as if considering where to start.“Lord Corlys has named his succession.”

Aemond straightened in his seat, “Mm?”

“It’s only proper of lord Corlys to make his will clear before returning to war,” Uncle Gwayne mused, “He might die.”

That wasn’t entirely accurate though.

"Perhaps, but only if lord Corlys has made any controversial changes.” Aemond noted, “Before his death Ser Laenor made his will clear, as he wished to be succeeded by my nephew Lucerys. Unless Corlys doesn’t intend to uphold his son's wishes, there wouldn’t be a need."

Straightening the creases on his silk grey tunic, Ormund was failing to hold back a satisfied smile, “Indeed. In the wake of his heir’s death, lord Corlys has opted to disregard Ser Laenor’s elder sons, both Lucerys and Joffrey - and has formally named his youngest grandson; Prince Viserys Velaryon, as his chosen successor to Driftmark.”

Aemond couldn’t believe his ears. His head snapped to Daeron, who’s expression had turned owlish with surprise, that soon gave way for sheer gleefulness.

“Lucerys has be-en disinherited?” Embarrassingly, Aemond’s voice broke mid-sentence, “For the babe on Dragonstone? For Prince Viserys?”

“Indeed.”

“Hah!” Daeron covered his mouth as he spluttered and laughed.

“If ever we needed some good news, it’s today.” Gwayne said, grinning from ear to ear.

Morbidly curious, Aemond only wanted to know of the backlash. “How did the council react? The King?”

Ormund smirked, “It created quite the commotion. You can only imagine the stir. Lord Corlys stayed barely long enough to tell the King and council his decision, then took his leave. He left with his wife astride her dragon shortly thereafter.”

Aemond joined Daeron’s laugher. Oh, what he wouldn’t have paid to have witnessed that. He should have snuck into that secret passage he discovered with Hariel and spied from the shadows.

Vindication filled his chest, a sudden lightness easing his troubles during an hour when just about nothing was going right.

Aemond wondered if Lucerys had been told yet. Mayhaps he was being informed of his disinheritance this very moment? Would he have a fit of rage? Call it unjust? Curse the birth of his brother?

Rhaenyra could attire her bastards in seahorses and betroth them to a true Velaryon, but their true colours shone Strong. Displaying their Riverlands heritage instead of those belonging to the ancient lords of the sea.

Lucerys were finally getting what he was owed: Nothing.

See how he enjoyed it.

At long last Lucerys would be made to taste the bitterness of being dismissed, and Aemond for one couldn’t wait to see him fall from grace. That’d serve the bastard for the rude way he’d kicked him off the bench last night too.

However, there was a tiny, nagging whisper that wouldn’t leave him be.

Memories of the way Ser Laenor died kept intruding on his moment of vindication. Ser Laenor had named Lucerys “his son” – with his dying breath. And try as Aemond might, it kept bothering him.

The Strong boy wasn’t his blood, yet Laenor had looked at Lucerys with more regard and love than Aemond’s father had ever done for him. For all of Ser Laenor’s many flaws, they’d burned together under Vhagar’s fire, and now it left a bad taste in his mouth to ignore what Aemond knew to have been Laenor’s intentions. Disrespectful. Though he had enough sense to stomp the doubts down. Such doubts and second guessing did him no favours.

“How did he excuse his decision? Did he speak the truth?” Aemond asked, because this would affect more than just Lucerys – his brothers were as much bastard as he was.

“No,” Ormund sighed, “But lord Corlys is no fool. He made a lengthy speech of how Ser Laenor was devastated by the death of his daughter Aemma, and his final days were spent worrying for Prince Viserys. Basically, lord Corlys claims the reason behind this change is to honour his dead son’s memory.”

“That’s a load of rubbish.” Daeron noted, “It’s because Prince Viserys is the only grandson he’s got.”

“Allegedly,” Ormund said, teasing them with a wink which his cousin ignored, answering Daeron directly instead.

“Aye, but the only acceptable form of rubbish lord Corlys could use, unless he wished to lose his tongue, lad.” Gwayne said.

“The announcement wasn’t received well, and there was yelling,” Ormund admitted, “-but lord Corlys managed to quiet the King, the princess, prince Daemon and lord Beesbury by reminding them that his Grace once did the exact same a couple decades ago when he changed an undisputed succession too. He disinherited Daemon and named Rhaenyra his heir after the death of a loved one.”

The wave of relief settled slightly at that reminder. Rhaenyra hadn’t only disinherited Aegon. The greedy shrew had first thrown their uncle out of the succession too… And the realm had accepted it.

That was long ago though, and stale oaths made to a princess whilst the King remained without a son didn’t hold up to the current political climate. The King had three sons now… Hopefully.

Ormund’s demeanour fell, becoming more serious. “That was the end of the council though… I’m afraid it ended on a better note than it started. In all fairness, I suspect the princess was already aware of lord Corlys’ intentions. She surely wasted no time, and before the man had a chance to say his piece, she began the council meeting proactively, and the King enabled her.”

He didn’t like the sound of that. “What did she do?”

“Using the same argument of Daeron being fostered with us in Oldtown,” Ormund said annoyed, nose wrinkling, “-Rhaenyra requested for Helaena to be fostered at Dragonstone alongside Jacaerys to give the betrothed couple a chance to get to know each other, and familiarize herself with the castle she’d one day be lady of.”

Aemond blinked.

“Pardon?” Gwayne asked,

“Helaena… is being forced to move to Dragonstone?” Daeron clarified.

“Aye.”

“Mother allowed that?” Aemond protested.

“Your mother wasn’t there. She’s yet to leave Aegon’s bedside.”

Throughout this doomed day, Aemond had been given a couple minutes of happiness; only for it to be smashed to pieces once more.

Helaena? Living on Dragonstone? As a ward of their half-sister?

“She dares?” Daeron snarled, “This is a shameless scheme to use Helaena’s legitimacy to further Jacaerys’.”

“Aye. That was the reason for the betrothal in the first place, lad,” Gwayne looked worried. “The timing though… You don’t think the princess might try to push up the marriage?”

The room plunged into worried looks and a charged silence.

What if Rhaenyra tried marrying Jacaerys and Helaena earlier than intended? It was supposed to wait another year, but with Lucerys being publicly dismissed, she was clearly acting irrationally. It went beyond legitimacy too. Helaena would be at their sister and uncle’s mercy.

And how would that play into everything else?

Another sharp knock rang through the room, “Lady Hariel Potter, my Prince.”

Running a hand through his hair Aemond rose quickly to his feet. “Enter,”

Gwayne arched a brow, as if something he’d done bemused him, hinting of how Aemond wasn’t being as nonchalant as he should.

Hariel entered, but hesitated in the doorway when she saw Aemond already had company. She was clean faced and dressed modestly, without either magic or pomp. Her long unruly black hair was pulled back in a simple braid, she wore no jewellery, and her gown was for practical manoeuvrability instead of court. There was a tension in Hariel’s mouth, and her gaze was haunted after last night, yet somehow her aura of sadness only accentuated her loveliness.

“Lady Hariel,” Ormund said, putting on his best winsome smile. As if neither Aegon’s life hanging in the balance nor Helaena being shipped off as Rhaenyra’s hostage would stop him from charming ladies at court.

Assessing his company, Hariel’s bright emerald eyes passed across the room, “Prince Daeron, lord Ormund, Ser Gwayne,” She greeted them in turn, before turning last to Aemond.

“Afternoon, Aemond. I thought to stop by, as Hagrid and I are about to take our leave of the capital.”

“Mm?” It wasn’t unexpected, yet the disappointment was there, “So soon?”

“It’ll keep Vhagar away from the city. She won’t leave without him, and…” Hariel murmured, a displeased lilt to her mouth. “-after what befell Fang, we wish to leave.”

Aemond could perceive her grief and the looming anger lurking behind a fragile façade. Any other day he’d have reached out to take her hand, done something, yet he could only stomp on the urge. To prevent any accidental reflexes, he clasped his hands behind his back, straightening his posture as if he was at court listening to petitions, instead of talking to his betrothed about death and misery.

“Mmm, what of Aegon?”

She brushed a few loose black strands behind her ear. “That’s why I’m here. I wanted to see how you’re faring before I left.”

Aemond glanced back at his family, wishing they weren’t there. “We’re doing what we can… Which isn’t much. I’ve been looking into what happened to Fang as well,” He admitted the last part before he could think to stop it.

Why did he say that!?

That wasn’t what his grandfather had told him to do.

“So, you know then?” She stressed the question in a calm tone, more collected and low pitch than was normal for Hariel. “I wasn’t sure you had been made aware… Have you learned anything?”

“I’m working on it.”

Hariel nodded, her expression hard, “So am I.”

One could wonder how she’d do that from afar though. She was leaving.

She waited a beat, as if expecting him to say something. When Aemond didn’t, she sighed, and changed the topic. “I also thought to fly to Crackclaw and see the place for myself.”

“Oh?”

“Would you accompany me?”

“Mmm…” Once again, Aemond peered over at their spectators, wondering how they interpreted this interaction. If they could guess what Otto wanted, even if they hadn’t been told outright. “I can’t. Not with Aegon in such a condition.”

“Er’ I didn’t mean… Not now, I mean after-” Hariel frowned, the topic itself and being made to converse with his relatives as a nosy audience seemed to make her self-conscious, “I need to sail back to Dragonstone and Norbert, then make preparations for the trip. Though in a few days… only if Aegon is-” she flushed, skipping over the word ‘alive’ and stammered ahead;

“I, er, in a few days, mayhaps getting away from the castle to fly would do you some good …?” Hariel phrased it as a question, one Aemond wanted to agree to. Aye. Absolutely. That was exactly what he needed. Flying with Vermithor sounded perfect, and travelling with Hariel better yet.

Instead, he was forced to do the opposite. Reminding himself of everything that was at stake. “It’d be best if you made your plans to fly out without me. I don’t know when I will be able to leave… You should arrange for someone else to join you.”

It was as far as he’d go. He’d not be made to suggest Daeron fly out with her instead. Aemond couldn’t make himself say it, and regardless: his little brother remained as clueless as Hariel to these schemes.

“Oh?” Hariel frowned, “… Alright… I will.” She fidgeted with her sleeves, and as Aemond had neither invited her to sit, glossed over her losses and rejected her offer, she was becoming uncomfortable.

Why did it have to be this way? Their meetings so uncertain and awkward. When just a day before…

In that moment Aemond hated Aegon for being a constant inconvenience. Aegon did naught by waste his potential on carnal pleasures, but even after falling off the tower he just kept making everything difficult.

“I see you’ve got company, so I will take my leave.” She turned to go, but hesitated, her expression more open than before, “I really am very sorry about your brother, Aemond. It’s… I hope Aegon will make it.”

“As do I,” Aemond said, swallowing to lessen the tension in his throat. “Farewell, Hariel. Have a safe voyage home.”

When Hariel left, her long braid swaying gently from side to side as she strolled down the hallway, Aemond was left in a tangle of disquiet. Feeling unnervingly as if he’d said a different kind of farewell than Hariel had.

Aemond didn’t pay attention to his family as he returned to the table, his mind whirling a thousand yards ahead. Conflicted and torn between the many scenarios conjured by his mind’s eye: From imagining himself on the Iron Throne, to visions of a fresh grave being filled underneath the sept, to flying alongside Hariel above Crackclaw.

“Shame I don’t have my green paints. Her eyes are her best feature.”

Pulled out of his revelry, Aemond glanced across the table to Gwayne, confused what he meant.

“Mmm?”

Gwayne flipped his journal around for Aemond to see.

He’d drawn Hariel. The portrait was of her face in profile, made in rough strokes. Gwayne had caught the arch of her nose, her scar and even from the side, the sadness was palpable, whilst the hard strokes of coal had been used effectively to replicate her black, long hair. It wasn’t perfect. Gwayne was correct that coal couldn’t replicate Hariel’s eyes, and her face wasn’t that round, but it was an impressive achievement considering how short a time she’d been there to model.

“Is this more to your tastes, nephew?” Gwayne said sharply, which made Aemond think he might have insulted his uncle with his dismissive reaction to the previous drawing of Daeron.

“It’s very impressive, uncle.”

Once Aemond had his fill of the art, he returned Gwayne’s journal to its owner, sank back in his chair, and tried not to dwell.

Predictably, he failed.

Instead, what Aemond found himself craving more and more was to seek Vermithor, the only uncomplicated relation left in his life, and fly.

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Chapter 40: Ghost on the Coast

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HARIEL XXXI

Five days after her return to Dragonstone, the loss of Fang had started to settle into her bones.

She wasn’t over the mutilation Fang suffered, nor the anger at whomever had dared: but when she woke up, it only took a few seconds before she remembered he was dead. She knew he wouldn’t be down in Hagrid’s magical chest, and she no longer felt the hollow longing that made her want to weep. In a way; she’d accepted it had happen, but she didn’t forgive.

Life moved on, though her new normal felt lacking without the overgrown boarhound. She didn’t need to take him for a walk. To get him food and water. He’d never again be left with Hariel for the night in her chamber, waking her up with a paw to her face like a rude slap whenever she’d slept too long for his preferences.

It'd been five empty days since his murder. They’d held a small, private funeral on Dragonstone where Norbert burned his body, turning him to ash, except for a few necessary keepsakes, and collected in an urn. Though once more Hariel was made to feel heartbroken and awful all over again, because the situation still managed to get worse.

Before breakfast, Hariel had been stopped outside the dining chamber by her personal maid Aliza, who came to inform her that Hagrid needed her for an urgent situation.

That situation turned out to be an early morning visitor.

The former kennelmaster of the Red Keep had paid a sizable chunk of his meagre savings to pay for passage on a cargo ship heading from King’s Landing to Dragonstone, and brought along his one-year-old daughter and a very pregnant wife to beg Hagrid for an utterly unnecessary pardon.

Apparently, after what happened to Fang, the King had not been able to find the culprit, but he had fired his kennelmaster.

With head bowed and grasping his hat before his chest, Korb had explained the situation: How he’d been interrogated by the City Watch, which was likely where he got his split lip and bruised face - but though he’d been cleared of any involvement with the kidnapping itself, he’d been sacked from his post and lost his family’s only livelihood because Fang had gone missing while on his watch.

So now he was here… Begging their forgiveness in hopes it’d help get his job back.

“Of course!” Hagrid blustered, gesticulating sharply with his bear sized hands. “Of course I forgive yeh. Yeh had nothin’ ter do with it! We know that – we knew that the whole time! Yeh were lookin’ fer ‘im all evenin’, an’ then yeh came and asked me fer help. When were yeh supposed ter be involved with this? Yeh tried yer best ter help us too. I can’t believe they did this!”

Hariel had been surprised to see Korb on Dragonstone too, but after hearing what happened, maybe not as surprised as Hagrid.

As the kennelmaster of the Red Keep, Korb had enjoyed quite a secure job. To be the kennelmaster of a castle was an enviable position, and though Korb was no noble, most nobles of the Red Keep knew Korb.

His job was to be a good huntsman and dog trainer. He joined every outing, and raised and trained all the hounds used during the royal hunts. It was a good position, and Hariel understood why he’d be desperate enough to come to Dragonstone in hopes of getting it back. Losing a respectable position was always difficult, but it was the middle of winter, and he had a family to provide for. It was both heartbreaking and terrifying.

The part that surprised her was to realize how the royal family had likely fired Korb to please them.

Because what other reason would there be to fire Korb when they knew the only “crime” he’d committed was eating supper? With no culprit to offer up, they went ahead and fired a crucial member of their staff under the disillusion this was somehow “justice” for what happened to Fang – all in a failed attempt to please Hagrid. Which gave Hariel pause.

In theory, many could do Korb’s job, but the hounds knew him. Though the dogs belonged to the Targaryens, they had been raised, trained and knew Korb as their true master, and didn’t give a damn about either titles, gold or politics. To suddenly make them listen to a new master couldn’t be done in a day – and she could only imagine how hard it was for Korb to be away from his dogs too. He’d made it his life mission to raise the best hunting dogs possible for the royal family, and she knew how precious dogs could become… Even when they weren’t “technically” yours.

“Lord Rubeus will write to the King on your behalf,” Hariel said, a promise that made Hagrid glance sharply at her with a hint of alarm. She nodded discreetly: wordlessly confirming she’d be the one writing it, while he only had to leave his signature at the end.

One of these days, they needed to continue Hagrid’s writing lessons. It hadn’t gone well the first time, but this illiteracy could not continue now that he was a bloody lord.

“Including a complete pardon of any perceived wrongdoing on our behalf, with a request you be granted back your station.” Hariel said, “It’s an injustice it was taken from you to begin with. Had we been made aware, we’d have protested the decision before leaving King’s Landing.”

“Thank you, lord Rubeus. That is most generous of you.” Korb bent so low he was almost on his knees. “Thank you, thank you so much. I can’t thank you enough. Me and my wife thanks you.”

Hagrid turned as red as a raspberry, but Hariel couldn’t tell if it was from anger about the situation or embarrassment over a grown man acting so grateful and subservient towards him.

“I- er’ it’s nothin’. We want ter help,” Hagrid nodded fervently, “In fact, I think I can do more too. Where are yeh stayin’?”

“The Inn down by the docks, m’lord,” Korb said,

“Not anymore, I’ll sort yeh out here instead.” Hagrid insisted,

“That’s… That’s most generous of you, m’lord. You honour us.”

“Rubbish. Yeh came all this way over a stupid misunderstandin’; I’m not sendin’ yeh away ter spend unnecessary coins on a cold room at the Inn yeh’d have ter share with five strangers when I’m perfectly able ter sort yeh out.” Hagrid said decisively, almost challenging someone to protest – but no one did.

Except himself.

Hagrid paused, then gave Hariel another one of those uncertain glances as when he feared he had to write a letter in Common; because once more this wasn’t actually a situation he’d experienced before. “Do I go directly ter the princess?”

Standing on the tips of her toes in a fruitless attempt to get closer to his ear, she whispered; “You can, but she’ll be leaving soon. Though you don’t actually need their permission. You can invite them to stay in your own right too, just remember to inform the steward so he’s aware they’re not intruders.”

Humming in understanding, Hagrid turned back to the kennelmaster and his family.

“Come with me, yeh can stay ‘ere until we get a response from King’s Landin’. Yeh might have to wait a bit though. It normally takes a few days with post ravens – both to fly there and get back with a response. Ravens are just slower and not as smart as owls’, yeh know? But that’s how it’s done ‘ere.”

While Hagrid made arrangements for Korb’s family to have a place to say, Hariel went to join Aliza in the doorway. The maid was smiling, her lavender eyes crinkled in amusem*nt from watching the entire ordeal.

“Thank you,” Hariel said as Aliza held the door open for her, “I’ll be gone all day… Maybe it’d be better to write that letter over breakfast.”

“Do you want me to fetch parchment, ink and quill for you, m’lady?”

Hariel bit her lip. It was all the way across the castle, which would eat into her already limited time. She was glad Korb had stopped by, but the visit also meant she was behind schedule. Judging by the position of the sun, it wasn’t too bad, but she’d have to rush through her breakfast, because regardless how good an excuse was at fault for a delay; one just didn’t make princess Rhaenyra wait.

“Would you mind? That would be of great help.”

“Of course, m’lady.” Aliza confirmed, “I’ll get it right away and bring it to the dining chamber.”

“Thank you so much. You’re a blessing, Aliza.” Hariel said, “You wouldn’t happen to have heard from the dragonkeepers this morning though?”

Aliza shook her head. “No, m’ lady, but since we haven’t, I expect that means the dragons are cooperating and there’s nothing of importance to report.”

Hariel nodded. “You’re probably right. Though if one of the dragons are going to be a problem for the handlers to saddle up, it’ll be Norbert. Syrax is too well behaved.”

“Syrax is a graceful and courtly dragon, as is fitting of our future Queen.” Aliza insisted,

“Aye, she is.”

“If I may say, Hag- lord Rubeus is coming into his lordship well.” Aliza said as they reached the stairs.

Bemused, she peered at Aliza from the corner of her eye, because Hagrid’s fumbling wasn’t any lord or lady’s idea of ‘proper conduct.’ “There are many new responsibilities for him to familiarise himself with, but he’ll find his footing. He always does. Hagrid’s a sturdy fellow.”

“Aye, that he is.” Aliza chuckled, “Though… may I speak plainly, m’lady?”

Sensing this was more than a laundry update, Hariel slowed her stride, until they came to a stop at the top of the staircase. “What’s on your mind?”

The silver haired maid fidgeted, acting more like an uncertain schoolgirl than the witty woman of twenty-nine she was. “I’ve been meaning to ask… That is, I… I hope you’ve been pleased by my services during your years at Dragonstone.”

“Of course. I would’ve been lost without your guidance, which is no figure of speech: How many times didn’t you save me from walking into the weapon storage during my first moon in this castle?”

The memory made them both smile, and Aliza nodded. “If it pleases you, m’lady, I hope you’ll allow me to continue my services after your marriage to prince Aemond too.”

Of everything she might have brought up, that wasn’t anywhere near what Hariel had guessed. “You wish to come with me to Crackclaw?”

“Aye… If I may be so bold, I assume lord Rubeus will require a new staff at his new castle. My husband is an able stablehand, and my two eldest sons are old enough to be of service, and it won’t be long to my youngest are able to work as well.”

Aliza’s eldest was 11 years old, so that was a stretch, but considering she’d seen 4-year-olds being set to work in the fields, Hariel understood the sentiment.

“I’d be delighted to keep you with me, Aliza.” Hariel said. “This is your family’s choice, and I will not force you to move anywhere unless it’s your expressed preference to join us. Though you’re right; there will be a need for a new staff at Crackclaw, so if you do decide to relocate, I will make sure your family receives good positions… whenever that move is.” She chuckled, “You do understand it might be a while off yet?”

Aliza nodded seriously, “I do, m’lady. I’ve heard talks of many grand plans which must wait for winter’s end to begin. Even then, it’ll be years to built, but I thought to make my preferences clear, m’lady. So you knew, if you need hands to aid you along, my family is always at your service.”

Aliza’s request made Hariel feel warmer than she had since Fang's death. “That… That means a lot to me. I’m grateful, Aliza, and I won’t forget.”

As always, Aliza came through as the angel she was, running across to the castle to fetch Hariel’s equipment and bring it back so she could start writing Korb’s pardon. Princess Rhaenyra wasn’t at breakfast, which meant she’d already finished or was eating in her apartments – either way, Hariel was short on time.

Putting aside her half-eaten plate of sausage and sauced beans, she set to copy the missive she’d mentally constructed in her mind, written in as small a font she could possibly muster. Though seeing Hariel magic parts of the breakfast table into a writing desk made Jace scoff.

“This is the dining chamber, Hariel. Not a study.”

“I don’t have time,” Hariel said distracted, her nose an inch away from the strip of parchment, and her tongue jutted out in concentration.

Realizing he wouldn’t get much intangible from her, Jace addressed her maid instead. “Alys, what’s that about?”

“Her name’s Aliza,” Hariel muttered,

“Oh… what’s Hariel writing, Aliza, and why can’t it wait?”

“Lady Hariel is writing a missive on lord Rubeus behalf to his Grace, King Viserys, my Prince. It's done with haste, because your mother agreed to join lady Hariel on a trip to Crackclaw after breakfast, and she doesn’t wish to keep the Princess waiting.”

“… But why does she need to write our grandfather?” Luke asked.

Hariel was too busy concentrating on composing her text to keep listening in. Not only did the letter need be eloquent, direct and urgent at the same time, but writing a pardon on such a small space as a raven carried piece of parchment, with ink and quill could be considered an artform.

When Aliza saw Hariel put away her quill to reach for her breakfast, she stepped forwards to save the missive from food spillage too. “Do you want me to bring this to lord Rubeus?”

“That’d be most helpful, and please remind him to sign it. Thank you, Aliza.”

With Korb’s letter sorted out, Hariel could return to the most important meal of the day. Acting more like a starving wolf than a lady, Hariel nearly inhaled the rest of her breakfast, ignoring Rhaena’s unimpressed glare from across the table.

“At least chew before you swallow, Hariel. You’re going to choke.” Rhaena said longsuffering, daintily piercing her fork through her scrambled eggs and taking a gentle bite. It was as odd to see Rhaena without Baela as it was to visit Hagrid without Fang there to greet her.

Rhaena had been quietly reduced since her sister’s disastrous wedding and the news of Luke being disinherited, yet seeing Hariel act so unladylike was bringing back some of her old spark.

“I don’t hapf time,” A few crumbs ended up accidentally spewing out since Hariel answered while chewing down a mouthful of bread. The carelessness left Rhaena outraged, but Joffrey laughed delighted and clapped, shouting:

“Again!”

In the meanwhile, little Visenya stared deadpan at Hariel, as if judging her an uneducated simpleton – a peculiar expression on the pudgy face of a two-year-old.

Then again, what else could she expect? It was Visenya.

“No Joffrey, Hariel did a bad thing: that is not what we do at the table. Food stays inside the mouth,” Rhaena stressed the point seriously,

In response, Joffrey took a bite of his eggs, only to spit it out laughing.

Joffrey, no! We do not spit food like a wildling. That is not princely conduct.” She scolded. “I swear, you will not get to visit Tyraxes for a week if you do that again!”

Joffrey stuck out his tongue.

“I mean it, Joffrey! I’ll let Visenya join me to visit the dragons, whilst you must stay here.”

“No! I want to play with Tyraxes!” Joffrey protested fiercely. However, Rhaena might have been better to use a different threat, because the boy was as outraged to be left out of the dragon visit as his sister found it upsetting to be forced to join. Visenya’s expression twisted from unimpressed to disgust, leaving Rhaena with two displeased kids instead of one.

It was something Hariel had noticed – that everyone had noticed – but didn’t speak about aloud: How Visenya didn’t like dragons the way her mother would’ve preferred.

Back when Visenya was around six months old, Rhaenyra had tried putting her daughter in swaddling clothes and climbed onto Syrax to take her to fly for the first time – just as she’d done with all her sons before. Though to this day, it remained Visenya’s first and last trip on dragonback, seeing as Hariel had heard the child cry from the moment they set off to long after they landed.

Visenya found the fire breathing creatures rather terrifying, which meant each visit nearly always ended in loud tantrums. Even with the silver scaled Tunderstrike, who was supposed to be her dragon.

The girl was only two years old though, and as anyone with common sense could attest to; being weary of dragons was a rather instinctual thing to be. Rhaenyra kept good faith her daughter would grow out of it and become just as enthused as her brothers, though only time would tell if that was wishful thinking or not.

Though the Princess showed indulgent patience for her only daughter, the same could not be said for Hariel. Whilst Rhaena was distracted by the kids, Hariel took the opening to flee the chamber, both because she truly was running late and to avoid the etiquette lecture poor Joffrey was currently being subjected to.

Well-fed, rested and dressed for the icy bite of winter winds, Hariel made it to the dragons just in time to see Princess Rhaenyra climb up into Syrax’s dragonsaddle.

Hariel still hadn’t heard from Aemond, but in his stead, Princess Rhaenyra had agreed to fly out to visit Crackclaw. She hoped to hear from Aemond soon, or from anyone in the capital, be it Baela or Helaena, but the silence wasn’t unexpected either.

It’d only been five days since Aegon’s fall from the belfry. Four days since Hariel left King’s Landing, and three days since Rhaenyra and her family returned to the isle.

Even if Aemond thought to write; a raven couldn’t make that trip the way a ship or dragon could. If the winds were bad, it could take a week for a raven to make the flight – if it wasn’t lost to the cold winds and sea on the way, because then they never reached their destination at all.

In hindsight, Hariel felt guilty about how they’d said farewell. The last Hariel talked to Aemond, she’d been exhausted, furious and grieving over Fang, and she might have been a bit insensitive to his troubles. Almost glossing over Aegon’s hurts because she was too caught up with herself, even suggesting he leave his brother’s sickbed for flying and fun. Safe to say; things had felt awkward.

Then again, Hariel and Aemond weren’t the only ones affected; it’d seemed like the whole castle was left in disarray. Aegon’s fall and the security breach disrupted everything from lord Borros morning routine, to people being places they shouldn’t, to nearly every task in the Red Keep being delayed.

Such as how the royal sept saw such an influx for the morning ceremony there’d been a line of people outside unable to get in, to how Hariel and Hagrid ended up leaving through the front gate at the same time as the leftovers from the wedding feast was being carted out to the city to feed the poorest in the afternoon. Normally, the throne room would have been cleaned, the leftover food gathered and sent into the city at the crack of dawn the day after a feast - clearing the throne room back to its normal state to hold court -but it seemed everyone was running behind schedule that day.

Since returning to Dragonstone, the last Hariel heard of Aegon’s condition was from an update Rhaenyra received just before she left King’s Landing. Allegedly, the milk of the poppy had a heavy affect on Aegon, harder than it affacted most others. Keeping him asleep for disquietingly long stretches of time, and the few times he woke up he was pretty incoherent, except for his sounds of pain. Though the latest change was that he’d caught a fever, which was not a good sign - and that was three days ago.

Until they knew more, Hariel found the best way not to worry was to keep busy. Even while there was so much out of her control, there were still ways to be productive.

Outside, the dragons had been lured out of their nests by the dragonkeepers with food all the way up to the yard for the Princess’s comforts. Which meant Norbert was fully saddled and ready to fly when Hariel joined them. Her head long neck turned, eyes lighting up at the sight of Hariel. Blood dripped down her jaw while Norbert chewed satisfied on what might have been a pig not too long ago.

Hello, Norbert. Are you ready to fly?”

With her mouth full of charred limbs, Norbert settled for an agreeable grunt that had fiery sparks flaring out of her nostrils.

Syrax co*cked her head sideways, listening curiously to the slithering parseltongue. The yellow scaled dragon had never learned the snake language, and could do no more than react to the familiar yet foreign sounds. Syrax had heard it before though, as Hariel wasn’t the only one who spoke in parseltongue anymore. Hagrid’s daycare full of rambunctious baby dragons all babbled away in parseltongue too. They’d grown up with Hariel’s presence in a similar way as Norbert did, and were now deferring to the snake language nearly as often as they used their natural dragon speech.

Anticipation filled her chest, and despite this first and foremost being an errand, Hariel was excited to fly. It was one of several freedoms she was denied whenever she was stuck in the stifling Red Keep in King’s Landing.

“Good morning, Hariel,” Rhaenyra said. The sudden jostling hadn’t faced the princess, who knew well how to stick to the saddle regardless of what unexpected movements her dragon made, and continued to secure herself with straps to the dragonsaddle.

“Good morning, Princess. I hope I didn’t keep you waiting.”

The princess arched an elegant brow. “No. I arrived just ahead of you.”

“Morning, lady Hariel,” Ser Qarl said. He’d been waiting with the dragonhandler, but Norbert’s fiery snort made him take a cautionary step away.

Hariel took stock of the dark knight’s equipment and warm attire, as well as how it matched with Ser Steffon, who was currently climbing onto Syrax, taking the passenger seat built into the saddle behind Rhaenyra.

Hariel hadn’t seen much of Ser Qarl since Laenor’s funeral, but the beard he’d been growing had filled in. She’d once carried affections for the tall, dark and handsome knight, but it’d been a doomed crush that came to a brutal end after accidentally catching him f*cking Ser Laenor.

After getting such an eyeful, there were no options but to let go of the childhood fancy, though in the immediate aftermath there’d been moments she felt embarrassed about her unrequited feelings, and had for a while made it a habit to avoid him entirely. Until one day they passed each other in the hallway, and to her surprise, Hariel found it simply wasn’t that big a deal. She still thought Ser Qarl handsome, even if the beard aged him, but he didn’t give her butterflies in her stomach anymore. She was thankful for that, because though he didn’t display it openly, Hariel could tell Ser Laenor’s death affected him.

“Morning, ser Qarl. Are you joining us to Crackclaw today?”

She’d known Rhaenyra wouldn’t travel alone. Even with her magic they didn't count Hariel as a proper guard, and for some reason neither did two dragons. To see Rhaenyra bringing Ser Steffon was expected, but judging by how Ser Qarl was dressed, it appeared he would be coming to Crackclaw as well.

“I am.” Ser Qarl said, “For your protection, my lady.”

“The more the merrier,” Hariel said. Though there was only one available seat left, and it was not on Syrax. “You’ve flown on a dragon before, have you not? On Seasmoke?”

Ser Qarl nodded, his polite smile faltering at the mention of Ser Laenor’s dragon. “Aye. I was allowed to travel with Ser Laenor as his guard during errands around the Crownlands. I’ve flown to Driftmark, as well as King’s Landing and Duskendale.”

“Then you know what to expect. That’s good. That makes one of us, because Norbert has never taken an additional passenger before.” Hariel adjusted the tightness of her scarf, casting a thoughtful glance between Norbert and the suddenly rigid knight.

“I guess this will be interesting.”

Crackclaw was a peninsula of valleys and rich woodlands protruding from the Crownlands into the Narrow Sea, with the Bay of Crabs to the north, the gullet on the southern side and Essos beyond the eastern horizon.

On dragonback, travelling to Crackclaw was easy. They set off from Dragonstone flying north across the gullet until they saw the coastline of the wild peninsula. The two she-dragons glided across the ocean, one after the other.

Syrax was older and just shy of a head bigger than Norbert, but the blue dragon was faster. Hariel tried to follow orderly after the princess, but her young dragon was much too restless to cruise along, and would entertain herself doing dives and changing directions. Making sudden movements which never failed to make Ser Qarl squawk and clutch at the saddle for dear life.

To reach their destination, they had to follow the shore as it arched north-east, all the way until the very edge – to the “point” of Crackclaw itself. Standing at the edge of the Point one could stare into the sunrise, knowing the next sign of land would be the Braavosi coastlands of Essos.

Hariel had already flied out there with Norbert a couple days before, though they’d kept airborne without landing. The total landmass was comparable to Driftmark, just stretched from the Point along the northern coast of Crackclaw until a deep valley signalled the boarder to the lands of House Brune of Dyre Den, as well as a sizable bog that bordered the lands of House Brune of Brownhollow, a cousin house of the former.

They could have flown directly to Hagrid’s land - to 'the Point' - but they’d agreed to make a stop by House Brune first. When the inhabitants of Brownhollow saw the dragons land in their castle yard, it was an understatement to say they were warmly welcomed.

“Had I but known to expect you, your Grace, I’d have made appropriate preparations, but House Brune is always honoured to host the Princess. Wherever I have a home, you will always be welcome beneath my roof and at my table.”

Ser Regor Brune was the lord of Brownhollow, a rugged man Hariel once briefly met during a wedding at Claw isle a few years back. At the time, Hariel had yet to learn Common tongue well enough to hold polite small talk with strangers, though it only took a single look for her to recognized the shaggy haired man with amber eyes.

“We will not intrude on your hospitality for long, lord Regor.” Princess Rhaenyra accepted his invitation with dignified charm, “We’ll stay for lunch, but then we must take our leave. This is a day excursion, and we have another stop to make before we’ll return to Dragonstone.”

Hariel was curious to explore Hagrid’s lands itself, and this stop at House Brune delayed that, yet it was a pretty crucial curtsy call. One day House Brune and House Brownhollow would be her closest neighbours, as well as House Crab – but they mostly kept to their castle out on Crab Isle.

She knew how necessary it was to build a good relationship with her neighbours, though it could prove difficult for Hariel and Hagrid; because Crackclaw was generally considered half-wild and distrustful of intruders.

Their reputation made Hariel nervous about Hagrid’s welcome. If they considered people living in Duskendale in the Crownlands “intruders” – then what would they make of a magical half-giant from another world?

Their most convincing selling point when it came to making neighbourly alliances would be Hariel’s marriage. Though distrustful to strangers, the people of Crackclaw had been fierce dragon loyalists since the conquest, where they surrendered to Aegon the Conqueror without opposition.

Still, Hariel wished Aemond was there too. He was better at politics than her. He picked up on underlying meanings in specific phrases, and he was never shy about making his opinions clear either.

Though all in all; Rhaenyra might’ve proven more convincing in the end. They’d flown to Brownhollow to tell lord Regor of the extensive building project intended for Crackclaw, but the Princess somehow managed to present the changes as if the entire point was to reward the Houses on the peninsula for their loyalty, instead of Hagrid.

“A new dragon sanctuary?” lord Regor said. “Here? Out over by the Point?”

Despite being uninvited guests, lord Regor Brune had his servants clear out the Great Hall of Brownhollow, light the fireplaces at full blaze and whip together a mouthwatering lunch of roasted red herring seasoned with salt and pepper, served with baked onions, minced carrots, fresh bread and a dark red Dornish wine. He seemed delighted to host the Princess, hear news from the south, and learn as much as possible about the ambitious development plans for Crackclaw.

“Aye. The King has approved of the plans, and Rubeus Hagrid will be the lord of the new Keep.” Rhaenyra said, “Do you remember him?”

“Do I remember him?” lord Regor laughed, slapping his thigh as he did. “I doubt anyone who meets him can possibly forget his visage.”

Rhaenyra laughed, polite but short, “Lord Rubeus is an old man of 68, unwed and without children, thus his legal heir is lady Hariel here.”

At the mention of her name, Hariel looked up from her fish with a smile, trying to look confident yet not too confident. Made easier, because Rhaenyra just made it sound like Hagrid was at death’s door, when the ironic truth was that he obviously had many decades left.

“She’s been my ward for four years, and she’s been betrothed to marry my younger brother Aemond.”

Lord Regor nodded slowly, “I see… So, your brother will come live with his lady wife out on the Point of Crackclaw once this dragon sanctuary is completed?”

“You’ve got the gist of it, my lord. This is recent; the agreement was struck less than a fortnight ago, and the new dragon sanctuary will be some of your neighbours, and be known under the name; the Dragon Point.”

This was the first time Hariel heard the name ‘Dragon Point’, and she turned slowly to look at Rhaenyra.

They’d already settled for a name?

Then again, why wouldn’t they? The dragon sanctuary would remain under Targaryen rulership – even if said sanctuary “happened” to be on the same lands Hagrid was gifted – though that was their point for betrothing Hariel to Aemond.

“The Dragon Point? That seems a very fitting name, Princess.” Lord Regor sipped his wine, his perfectly regal dining manners almost at odds with his rugged looks. “I appreciate that you came to me in person to keep informed too, these are matters better discussed face to face than by the brief words carried on raven.”

“May I ask…” Hariel trailed off, waiting expectantly to see if either Rhaenyra or lord Brune thought her rude to butt in. She was here to observe, not speak; but she had questions.

Rhaenyra gave her permission, “What is it, Hariel?”

“How come the land is unused? Why are there only ruins there?”

“It’s not entirely unused,” lord Brune corrected, his tone getting gruff and hard the moment he was addressing Hariel instead of the heir to the throne. “If you’re coming to live there, surely you know of the little village?”

Hariel nodded. “Portpoint? I’m aware of the village. I ask why it’s not lands under the rulership of Brownhollow, the Brune of Dyre Den – or even House Crab. As far as I’ve learned, it was seized by the Crown during the Conquest, but even then, there wasn’t a clear lord out there.”

Lord Brune took the time to cut and take a bite of his fish before answering, “It’s hard to reach. There are no roads, and the only path is by trekking through the lands of House Brownhollow, through the valleys, which are treacherous - because the only other alternative is to struggle through the Blue Wisps."

“The Blue Wisps?”

“The Blue Wisps is a massive bog that divides my land from your land,” Lord Brune clarified, a menacing smile spreading across his face, uncaring about displaying the piece of fish flesh stuck between his teeth before his royal company.

“It’s been the watery grave of many travellers trying to reach the end of the Point. The water is deep, the mud heavy, it goes on and on, and the entire time a traveller must always be on guard against the leaping fires of the water.”

“Pardon?”

“They’re the wandering spirits of unworthy men and sullied women, and their blue light lures travellers into sinkholes to drown,” Regor stabbed his fork into the meat of his red herring, his amber eyes piercing. “-damming their victims to join their number forever.”

“There are ghosts in the bog?”

Ghost stories. Hariel wasn’t sure what she’d expected, but it wasn’t ghost stories… Hariel hoped they were imagined ghost stories, as that could pose a problem if it wasn’t.

“Aye, lass.” Lord Brune said roughly. “Does the dead frighten you?”

“I’ve found the living cause more harm to other lives than the dead do.” Hariel said, the memory of Fang’s mutilated body flashing vivid in her mind. So clear she could almost smell it.

“Though certainly they can be a bother. I understand why people don’t like living on haunted lands. We had them back at home too, though the ghosts I knew were quite peaceful.”

“…Pardon?” Lord Brune faltered, and Hariel heard the princess sigh.

“I mean, I can’t speak for the behaviour of every ghost - I didn’t talk with all of them. They had their own lives- er’ or should I say afterlife, to get on with. There was also Peeves, a poltergeist. He amused himself emptying buckets of water on people and give wrong directions to anyone who got lost in the corridors… I wonder how ghosts react to dragons though. As I understand they usually keep their human fears, so likely they’d be as scared of dragons in death as they would be in life, though it’s a rather redundant fear. No one can die twice.”

Lord Brune arched his bushy brow. “… Don’t be so co*cksure sure of that, lass.”

“I see you’re both fascinated with ghost stories, but mayhaps it’s better to keep the tales of demons, squishers and selkies for another time? There’s a time and a place, and we must take our leave soon.” Rhaenyra cut Hariel off, placing her hand on her shoulder with a gentle squeeze. A wordless signal to: ‘Shut up right now. Your stories are getting too foreign for this audience, and you’re starting to sound insane again.’

“The Blue Wisps might be a hindrance for people on foot, but those of us with ships and dragons can get there easily enough.”

Lord Brune looked slowly away from Hariel, as if he didn’t know what to make of her. “Aye, your Grace. Granted the weather is nice, it’s reachable for anyone with ships, though the tall cliffs along the shore means docking and getting to land can’t be done anywhere you please. Portpoint village is settled where it was easiest to get access to land without having to climb a cliffside, nor risk shipwrecking on the sharp rocks just below the surface.”

“We’ll be well familiarized with the voyage soon enough. Once winter ends, we can start building, and ships will be sailing between the Dragon point and Dragonstone. Some likely from King’s Landing too.”

“These plans are a bold undertaking, Princess. Though I, for one, am looking forwards to improving Brownhollow’s relationship with his Grace, and to finally meet your younger brother as well. I believe having a Targaryen on Crackclaw promises prosperity and good things to come. Though that reminds me; how are things faring down in the capital? I heard your other brother, Prince Aegon, are to be married to lady Baela Targaryen?”

The mood sobered, and the rest of the visit was spent updating lord Regor on the disastrous wedding.

The sun had just passed the afternoon position when they left Brownhollow. They flew over the land of House Brune, seeing little but forest until they crossed an area where the trees began growing further apart. The ground visible between the light thicket was covered in snow, hiding what Hariel suspected was the bog underneath; the ‘Blue Wisps’ Regor had talked of. The winter had made the acres of bog all the more treacherous, since now it was impossible to tell what lurked beneath the snow.

Norbert dropped a little height, sniffing and exploring the lands as much as Hariel was. They skirted over the treetops of the Bloodbark Woods, until they could see vague outlines of houses in the distance.

Rhaenyra steered Syrax towards the coast of the Bay of Crabs and the village, but Hariel kept onwards. Peering over her shoulder, she saw Ser Qarl’s flushed face squinting against the wind current. His head was wrapped in a fur hat, but his brown beard and dark eyelashes were tipped with frost,

“Do you mind if we take a lap of the area, Ser Qarl?!” Hariel called to her passenger, most of her volume drowned by the roaring winds.

“Do it!”

Enjoying a bird’s eye view of the scenery, they soared above thick pine forests cloaked in snow. The pale, powdery blanket covering the ground reflected the afternoon sunlight, which hurt her eyes whenever she stared at the brightness too long. Though now and then the evergreens peaked out, a branch here or a trunk there, breaking the endless whiteness with a peek of colour.

They flew ahead, reaching a clearing of rolling hills, passing over a castle ruin and out towards the Point itself until she soared straight across the edge, the ground below becoming restless ocean.

At Hariel’s suggestion, Norbert landed on a tall and gnarly sea stack just off the coast.

“Phew,” Hariel breathed, letting go of the reins, rolling her shoulders and stretching out her numb fingers. “What do you think Norbert? Do you like flying here?

It smells like fish and forest and sea.” Norbert said, upbeat enough Hariel took that to be a good thing. “Smells better than home.

Hariel knew what she meant. Vhagar might adore the odour of the volcano, but Hariel did not, and though Norbert was rather neutral to the smell itself, she claimed it sometimes covered scent trails, which she didn’t like.

“That’s good. I think you’ll have a lot of fun here. Look at all the caves to explore.”

These are good caves.” Norbert agreed.

And if there were any ghosts living in those caves, Hariel was sure they’d be more scared of Norbert than she’d be of them. The thought reminded her of something else too: Could dogs become ghost? If so, she could think of one ghost who she wouldn't mind haunting her.

“Are you well, Ser Qarl?”

“I am, lady Hariel.” The knight replied, shaking out his hand as if it pained him.

Back on land without the constant wind in her ears, Hariel range of hearing got better. There was still a breeze blowing in from the east, dragging along the unruly ocean waves until they smashed against the cavernous cliffside. Yet there was another sound too, low and barely discernible beyond the rumbling sea. She lifted her hat off her ears, hoping that’d make the sound easier to identify.

“Ser Qarl, do you hear that?”

“Hm… I think I do. You mean that odd sound?”

“Is that voices? It sounds like whispers on the wind.”

If the western bog was haunted, maybe the shore suffered the same undead company?

The hollow moans on the breeze were eerie, giving Hariel goosebumps. If the Point was this haunted, was the area even liveable? Peeves had been bad enough alone, but this sounded like a lot more than one.

“It sounds like a ghost quire,” Hariel said uneasily. “Do you think the ghosts of the Blue Wisps might be haunting the shore as well?”

“It’s possible….” Ser Qarl answered, and his tone was such Hariel turned around, because he’d almost sounded amused. “But if it’s not ghosts, squishers or grumkins… mayhaps it’s just the wind and waves pouring into the cliff caves over there, and what we’re hearing are the echoes.”

“Oh,” Hariel said, the cause dawning on her. It’d been in front of her the entire time. She looked over the many wind-carved holes in the cliffside, the hard rock left with deep wounds after ages of combat against waves and wind.

“I know better than to dismiss magic whilst in your company, my lady, but know I’ve heard similar sounds from caves in the Stepstones too. And though there’s been more than enough blood spilled in those waters to give grounds for tales of vengeful hauntings, I never saw an actual ghost.”

Well, there she went: Cooking up ghost stories for a perfectly natural phenomenon.

Hanging around on a sea stack turned out to be quite exposing to winds and salty ocean spray, and the Princess would be waiting, so they set off soon after with violent flaps of Norbert’s massive, spidery wings.

They flew back in the same direction they’d come, while Hariel looked around; attempting to picture what it’d be like to live here. For this view to become part of her daily life.

Even in winter and from above, Hariel could recognise the land had a wild beauty, with dramatic cliffs, deep caves and rich forests. Once she tried, it wasn’t difficult to picture dragons living here too. She could see them taking advantage of the cavernous hills, using the naturally formed caves to make nests. Hariel could imagine Aemond visit Vermithor out on the hills, Vhagar snoring on the shore, Hagrid exploring the Bloodbark Woods and becoming as familiar with them as he’d been the Forbidden Forest, and… for a shiny second she imagined Fang running happily across the fields - but no. He’d never get to do that.

Norbert carried them to Portpoint, where Syrax and the Princess had gathered a crowd. They’d landed by the village well, and Ser Steffon had climbed off Syrax: For the dual purposes of protecting the princess from the crowd, and the crowd from Syrax.

The commotion did not lessen when Norbert joined the party. Though the villagers likely saw dragons fly in the sky from time to time, having two massive fire breathers and their riders land in the middle of Portpoint was probably the most exhilarating event the modest fishing village had experienced in years – if not decades. Judging by the sizable crowd, the entire village was present; everyone pouring onto the snowy street to see what was going on. Gaping, pointing, whispering, shouting and generally awed by the dragons and the regal princess.

“Look! Dragons! It’s dragons, Branella!”

“Yes, yes, I see them too. I've not yet gone blind, Gred.”

“What do they want? Is there war afoot?”

“Is it the King?”

“Is it Prince Daemon?!”

“Do either of those dragons look red to you?”

“No, it’s the Princesses!”

The crowd was quieted when Ser Steffon raised his voice, bellowing above them all:

“Dwellers of Portpoint, you are in the presence of Rhaenyra of House Targaryen, rider of the dragon Syrax, Princess of Dragonstone and the Heir to the Iron Throne.”

Since Ser Steffon was going through proper introductions, it seemed Rhaenyra had decided to have a word with the townsfolk. Ser Steffon gestured to Norbert. “This is the Princess's ward: Hariel of House Potter of Britain, rider of the dragon Norbert and betrothed to Prince Aemond Targaryen.”

Rhaenyra leant forwards and did her best to cast her voice from Syrax’s back. “I have come amongst you at this time, as much as a messenger as your Princess. Over a century past, your ancestors joined the cause of Aegon the Conqueror, and fought for his Kingdom as some of our fiercest soldiers. Faithful and honourable men sacrificed blood to the soil we stand on, and House Targaryen acknowledge the worth of Crackclaw. I am come amongst you today to show, beyond bare words of appreciation, but with actions. My father, King Viserys, has chosen this land, the Point of Crackclaw, as the location of a new Dragon Sanctuary!”

Hariel could tell from the expressions alone whom amongst the crowd had heard and who hadn’t. The front rows looked shocked, before a slow clap suddenly erupted into enthusiastic cheering. The people further back did not wear surprised expressiond, only eager curiosity, but joined the applause and hollering anyway without any idea what caused it. Though regardless of who heard, the front rows were already spreading the juicy gossip with the speed of a forest fire.

Hariel had to admit the Princess was doing rather well; exciting the people with promises of dragons and affluence instead of making them feel like two foreigners were invading and stealing their land.

“House Targaryen will see the Point of Crackclaw prosper. Your children will grow up with the sound of dragon songs, and the strength of fire and blood!”

After a long day of flying, they didn’t get back to Dragonstone before sunset. Hariel was worn and ravenous, and the closer they got to home, the keener she felt the winter coldness. Though as the dragons soared homewards, the volcano gradually grew larger and larger. It’d be good to get home, but all things considered the excursion had been insightful and rather successful - and this would only be one of many visits.

She was daydreaming of a filling dinner and the soft warmth of her feather bed, but when they got close enough to make out structures, Hariel could tell something was happening.

Inexplicably, there was a ship with the Targaryen sails in black and red by the docks. Despite the setting sun the dock was full of activity of men unloading the cargo off the ship onto horse drawn carriages, and a slender, pale blue dragon was hovering in the air, her powerful wings swinging hard up and down to stay airborne as it watched Syrax and Norbert approaching.

It took Hariel a moment to put two and two together, and then she knew her bed would have to wait a little longer: Helaena had arrived at Dragonstone.

Notes:

I drew up a map, because Crackclaw is a bit confusing, and some Houses changes location according to what source you're looking at. Though I figured that meant there's some wiggle room to play around with here. Generally, I find it easier to describe stuff when I have a visual to follow, so I ended up drawing it, then I figured it could be a useful visual to share. So here's roughly the geography of Hagrid's lands! Hagrid's land is marked in orange on the first map to the left (print screen from here), and blown up in size as a drawing on the second picture on the right.

Never Tickle a Sleeping Dragon - QuillQ (4)

Thanks for reading!

Chapter 41: Ladies in Waiting and Waiting Ladies

Notes:

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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HARIEL XXXII

She’d looked forwards to have Helaena on Dragonstone. The castle seemed emptier without Fang or Baela, and amidst a string of unfair incidents, this was one of the few pleasant surprises.

That’s how Hariel felt personally, though she couldn’t speak for Rhaena. Helaena made a poor substitute for her twin sister, but so would anyone. To her credit, Rhaena never expressed any displeasure about it.

Whilst the ship was being unloaded and Helaena settled Dreamfyre into her new nest, Hariel reached the castle ahead of them, and was waiting in the main hall when the princess finally made it inside.

However, seeing the bouncy ginger curls of Jacline Redwyne walking in behind Helaena had been a bummer. The Redwyne teen looked so much like a Weasley, until those russet brown eyes landed on Hariel, and like clockwork they’d become cold and disdainful - a look more befitting of Malfoy than Ron.

Jacline was a lip-server, making snide remarks about Hariel one moment, only to use those same lips to smile winningly if Helaena happened to glance in her direction.

Though Helaena was the one moving, it wasn’t unexpected she’d bring along friends from court to continue serving as her ladies-in-waiting - but of everyone, why did it have to be Jacline? Why would she even agree? King’s Landing offered a far more luxurious court than at Dragonstone, the Redwyne girl didn’t like Hariel, and Daemon, who’d become the lord of Dragonstone after his marriage to Rhaenyra, had called Jacline ‘a grape whose opinion didn’t matter’ – to her face. It was the sort of slight any girl would be slow to forget.

Regardless, lady Jacline had been chosen as part of Helaena’s retinue, and she wasn’t the only one. The younger princess might’ve been joining her sister’s castle to settle alongside her future husband, but Helaena certainly did not show up alone. She’d brought along a sizable household for the move, and Hariel glimpsed most as they arrived at the castle.

Five personal maids, six male servants, four dragonhandlers, eleven horses, four stablehands and twenty guards. Hariel didn’t know the name of any of the staff except Dayana, a twelve-year-old girl who worked as one of Helaena’s chamber maids. Then aside from Jacline, Hariel also knew who the other two ladies-in-waiting were: Lady Rosey Risley and lady Alyssa Reyne.

“Looks like Helaena brought her R-ladies,” Hariel had joked to Jacaerys when they saw who’d been picked for the honour. They all happened to be from Houses that started with the letter R: Risley, Reyne and Redwyne.

As daughters of powerful lords of the Reach and Westerland; they came with servants and guards of their own too. Adding about thirty additional people on top of Helaena’s retinue.

It made Hariel a little worried about the lodging Hagrid sorted out for kennelmaster Korb and his family. Dragonstone was a grand castle, but not the biggest, and with such an influx of new permanent residents, the servant quarters would fill up. There’d been extra space after Baela took her own household along when she married Aegon – but considering the situation, there was a chance those people might come back… It all depended on Aegon, and whether Baela was about to become a twelve-year-old widow.

It was late by the time Helaena finally made it inside, so after an informal welcome dinner, they were sent to bed. The following day, Helaena was kept busy settling in and familiarising herself with her new home. Hariel would have liked to help and see how she was handling the move. She’d arrived at Dragonstone a week earlier than most had expected her, and she was also being made to leave the only home she’d ever known at the same time her brother was horribly injured. There was a lot she wished to speak to Helaena about that morning - but there was a slight obstacle to overcome first: and her name was Septa Megga.

“You’ve hardly attended lessons in moons, Hariel. Moons. When was the last time you practised your music? Gods grant you patience, but you remain as hopeless in the art of instruments as a baby bird is at flying. You need those lessons, Hariel.”

Up until a week ago, the woman had been solely focused on Baela’s wedding. All of Septa Megga’s energy had gone into preparing Baela, that for a time Hariel, Rhaena and Rhaenyra's sons were pushed to the sideline while the woman attempted to fit years of lessons into two months. Hariel had still participated in some of these lessons, and every single one where they worked on sewing Baela’s wedding gown. That was still less hours of tutoring per week than she’d grown accustomed to, and Hariel had enjoyed the freedom of choice of her sudden spare time. Now that Baela was gone, the Septa started remembering the rest of her pupils.

“Why?” Hariel groaned. Septa Megga was charged with the cultural and spiritual education for the kids in the castle – in other words: she prepared them for marriage.

Hariel didn’t mind the sewing. She’d never love it, but it was a useful skill, and the sessions themselves felt less like work, and more like getting together with friends to gossip whilst doing a hobby together. It could be quite satisfying to make something nice that was later put to good use too. It was different than using her magic to tweak her garments, where the charms were quick and would eventually run out. Making clothes the muggle way had a permanence and sturdiness which shallow glamours lacked. The history and poem sessions were fine, the dancing could be fun. To be fair; the woman had a patience and understanding for her foreignness which Maester Gerardys lacked in his lessons. Hariel didn’t mind those parts, but then there was also the constant praying to Gods she didn’t believe in, the instrument lessons and the endless nuances of courtesies. What use would they serve at Crackclaw anyway?

“I am betrothed now. Wasn’t that the point of your tutelage? Doesn’t that mean your duty is completed?”

It was said lightly, as a bit of a joke, yet Hariel felt there was some truth to it too. Her betrothal meant she’d kind of “graduated” from the course Septa Megga was teaching, which was a sort of masterclass on how to prosper at a court – and thereby make a good marriage. Admittedly; Baela’s betrothal didn’t stop her lessons, but Baela was a child, while Hariel was of age.

“Don’t you take that tone with me, young lady. That alone tells me how much work I’ve got left with you.” Septa Megga castigated, reaching over and pinching her ear. “What do you take me for? I am a Septa of the faith, not some travelling troop instructor. I do not teach mummers to play at being brides. You have never known a mother’s guidance and though lord Rubeus doesn’t lack for love or patience with you, he is woefully inadequate at raising girls. Which leaves the responsibility at my feet, and I will not rest until you can handle yourself as is befitting of the lady wife of a prince.”

Willowy thin and a head shorter than Hariel herself, the Septa pulled her along by the ear towards the lesson chamber. They passed a serving boy, and seeing she’d put her foot in her mouth with the Septa again, the guy failed to hide his grin.

After the initial pinch it wasn’t truly painful anymore, though the woman kept her hold as a threat of more to come if she didn’t oblige.

“If your honourable betrothal isn’t a sign of favour from the Seven, I don’t know what is. Prince Aemond, bless the boy’s ignorance, has not had to bear your many ludicrous antics on a daily basis yet. If he had, I’m not confident this betrothal would have gone through. Make no mistakes, you have a lot left to learn. I will not be shamed by sending one of my girls to the alter as a beast puppeteering as a bride.”

Hariel didn’t knock on Helaena’s door until the afternoon, but the girl who opened it wasn’t the main occupant of the chambers.

“Lady Hariel Potter,” Alyssa Reyna said, her grey-green eyes crinkled happily, and her smile was wide and showed a gap between her front teeth. The thirteen-year-old girl turned away from the door, speaking to the people inside. “Helaena, it’s Potter.”

“I heard. Don’t keep her waiting at the door, Alyssa.”

The girl flipped her thin auburn hair over her shoulder as she let Hariel in. Helaena and Jacline had made themselves comfortable on the seating area by the fireplace, pieces of parchment littered the table around a tea tray and cups, whilst over by the wardrobe the chamber maid Dyana was sorting out the Princess’s clothes. None of that was unexpected, but Hariel was puzzled by the cats.

So many cats.

There was a black cat sitting in the window watching for seagulls, a white one by the fireplace, a brown and spotted one looking at her with bright yellow eyes, a naked cat dressed up in a knitted sweater, and more still.

Yet Helaena didn’t own any cats.

“Oh, you’ve decorated,” Hariel looked curiously around, taking in the alterations done to the chamber. The numerous cats aside, the differences of the room were mostly due to the new furniture’s and Helaena’s interior preferences. There was not a lack for fine furniture at Dragonstone, but Helaena was more comfortable decorating her chamber with her own things, and she’d had brought along everything from her solar bench to her four-poster bed.

“This is coming together quickly. How are you settling in, Helaena?”

“Quite well, Hariel. I’ve spent the morning with Rhaenyra and my nephews for tea and cake. As you can see, the servants finally brought my bed up from the ship too, and I hope to have my wardrobe sorted out today.”

“We’re all pleased to have you here with us, though I didn’t think to expect you so soon. With so much to pack and ship over.”

“Aye. We went ahead with the essentials only and there’ll be another ship arriving in the next few days with the rest of our belongings.” Helaena said, “Do you want some tea, Hariel?”

“Yes please,” serving herself, Hariel reached for the teapot as she noticed there wasn’t a cup for her here. There was a stack of them over by the corner cabinet, left waiting to be tidied away by Dyana once she finished organizing Helaena’s wardrobe.

Hariel pointed her wand. “Accio teacup.”

The top cup lurched up and soared across the room like a snitch, and Hariel caught it nimbly out of the air. The magic display left all the eyes in the room strained on her, the four humans and numerous cats alike.

Ignoring the reactions the best she could, Hariel carefully cleared away some of the parchments sprawled across the table to make space for her teacup. Hariel recognized Helaena’s work at a glance. They were information sheets about insects, made with pristine handwriting and small illustrations of the species in the text. Hariel saw one about spiders, another about grasshopper, a type of worm. A firefly and a moth. Helaena was gathering enough of these she could genuinely make a book of them.

Hariel made her tea, whilst reminding herself it was rude to exclude Helaena’s friend. She didn’t feel like she owed Jacline her curtsies, she’d not forgotten her mean opinions about Hariel’s scar while gossiping with the daughter of the Master of Laws, nor how the Redwyne blushed around Aemond - but Alyssa had never done anything.

“What about you two?” Hariel asked, nodding more to Alyssa than Jacline. She’d be polite, but she wouldn’t feign any great affection either. “Is Dragonstone to your liking, ladies?”

“We’re settling in fine.” Lady Alyssa Reyne answered as she scooped up a fat, pearly white cat from the bench, sat down, and put the cat in her lap for petting. “Dragonstone is very different from the Red Keep. Different from my own home of Castarmere in the West too. It’s unlike any castle I’ve seen, and I was a little intimidated when we walked up from the docks. This is a mystical castle, but it’s also smaller … And the sounds. I listened to the rumbling echoes all night.”

“It takes some getting used to,” Hariel agreed.

“Aside from that, one of my clumsy servants dropped my table on the stairs, which leaves my chamber without an adequate seating until the leg is mended, but otherwise we’re settling fine.”

“If you wish, I can fix that easily enough,” Hariel remarked, sitting down in the available chair furthest from the fire.“I know a spell, and it should be as good as new.”

“I…” Alyssa was taken aback by the offer. Hariel recognized the signs of someone who didn’t know what to make of magic. The girl glanced uncertainly to Helaena, as if expecting the princess might intervene. She didn’t.

“Don’t trouble yourself. I… It’s but a table, and I wouldn’t want to bother you.”

“It wouldn’t be a bother,” Hariel chuckled. “It’s about as hard as… Well, you know you need to practise getting on and off your horse? But then it gets easier the more you practise? It’s akin to that. As I’ve already learned the spell years ago, it doesn’t take me that much effort to do it.”

One of the cats came sneaking out from underneath Helaena’s bed, lurking forwards on soundless paws to sniff Hariel’s leg. It was the hairless one, with grey and white skin and dressed in a red knitted sweater.

“Who do all these cats belong to?” She wondered. The last Hariel checked, which was a week ago; the Princess didn’t own any cats.

“Alyssa,” Helaena and Jacline said simultaneously. The Reyne girl smiled bashfully.

The naked cat nibbled on the end of her gown, then licked it for a taste.

“All of them?”

“They are indeed. The one by your leg is Maester Meow.” Alyssa Reyne said, “– and the cat in my lap is Catamere-”

“Cat-amare?” Hariel chuckled. “As in… Castamare?”

“Exactly! I’ve got seven cats with me. I have more at home, but I couldn’t pack them all with me, could I?” Alyssa laughed, and then set to introducing all the cats. Offers of magic and help had only made her weary, but once Alyssa started talking about her pets, she turned so bubbly and friendly one could be fooled to think they were the best of friends.

“There’s Lord Commander Whiskers and Fruitball sleeping over there in the corner, and Paw-Paw is by the door. I can’t see them, but I believe Lamprey Pie and Meraxes are behind the curtains. They hate sailing, and were stuck inside that cabinet with Rosey throughout the whole voyage. She sneezed so much, and it frightened my little dears. They’ll live with me in my rooms, but today I just couldn’t bear leaving them alone after such a hard journey.”

Alyssa’s colourful collection of cat names went in one ear and out the other. By the end the only thing Hariel knew for sure was the girl had seven cats, and talked about each of them with the adoration of a proud mother.

Hariel sipped her tea and wondered how Alyssa Reyne could be at court for nearly two years as one of Helaena’s companions without a single one of her seven cats being harmed – but when Hariel happened to bring her dog along for a weekend, Fang was murdered.

Did they expect Hariel to not take that personally?

Hariel startled as the naked cat – Maester Meow, wasn’t it? – suddenly leapt up her skirt and onto her lap. With large pointed ears, furless and a wrinkled face, the cat was not a creature most would call “cute”, but after staring at each other for several seconds, Hariel tried petting him. She was prepared to stroke wrinkled, dry skin, but the cat was unexpectedly soft, with fine hair so short they were basically invisible, more like touching a warm peach. The cat purred, and settled into her lap.

“Aw, Measter Meow, are you making friends?” Alyssa said, speaking in a baby-like voice to her cat, “Such a charmer you are. Yes you are. Yes you are!”

“Where’s lady Rosey Risley?” Hariel asked. Rosey was nineteen years old, with straight brown hair and dark eyes, and probably the girl Hariel liked best amongst Helaena’s friends. At least she’d never snickered at how Hariel pronounced her name the way Jacline did now. It wasn’t Hariel’s fault she struggled to roll her R’s the way the natives did - or that saying 'Rosey Risley' highlighted that.

Jacline covered her laugh behind a hand, and Hariel pretended she didn’t care. “She wasn’t at dinner yesterday either. Is she unwell?”

“She is,” Helaena confirmed.

“A sudden cold came over Rosey soon after we set sail.” Alyssa explained, “She remained inside the cabin the whole voyage, red nosed and puffy eyed, and she couldn’t stop sneezing. She’s on bedrest now, but I heard she felt better today.”

“It’s but a passing cold then?”

“We pray that’s all it is,” Jacline said.

“What about you, Hariel? How have you been?” Helaena asked, leaning forwards.

“We buried Fang at the beach.” Hariel said, thinking of the lone marked grave they’d made for Fang. Norbert’s blue fire had turned his body to ash, and they’d put him to rest together. Fang had been big, hard muscles, heavy and intimidating - yet soft and kind, without a mean bone in his gentle heart.

All of him was gone now. His body reduced to rough and grainy dust except for a lone tooth. A small one situated so far back in Fang’s mouth his torturer hadn’t gotten around to pulling it out.

Hariel hoped to use that tooth to good use… so that whoever took the rest of Fang’s fangs, would grow to regret that decision.

“Then… um, Hagrid has decided on a coat of arms too. He gave the design to maester Geraldys. He’s making copies, and will send duplications to King’s Landing and Oldtown for bookkeeping.”

“What did he settle for?” Helaena wondered.

Hariel put down her teacup and reached around Maester Meow into the tie-on pocket of her gown, bringing out her notebook.

“It’s a golden compass-star over a wine-red oval on a black field,” She said, showing them the drawing. It was based on the star on Hagrid’s navigator compass. The one he’d used to find Hariel in the north. The one Hariel used to find Fang in that dungeon.

It symbolized both as travellers, come from afar to settle in a foreign land. The wine-red oval behind it had started out as one of the previous ideas, a dragon egg. It’d been allowed to stay since Hagrid had a knack for raising all sorts of creatures from an egg; be them dragons or giant spiders. The black background was mostly to fill out the banner. Only Dorne used round banners, and by adding the black backdrop it looked a little like a star in the night sky. It just so happened the night they arrived in Essos, in that fishing village years ago, there’d been a star shower across the night sky.

The colours were hard, but reminiscent of Gryffindor, and heraldry was supposed to be visible from afar, so the bolder the better. It was also possible to be depicted by anyone, no matter how artistically challenged they might be. Anyone with a straight ruler could draw Hagrid’s coat of arms, and still get a somewhat accurate result.

"This is a fine coat of arms indeed," Helaena declared, "Fitting of House Hagrid."

"He'll be pleased to know you approve, Helaena." Hariel said, “Other than that, your sister and I flew out to Crackclaw yesterday. We visited House Brune of Brownhollow and then the Point- ah. Sorry, I should say the ‘Dragon Point’ now.” She corrected herself.

“It was very informative, and I intend to visit House Brune of Dyre Den next, but it would be better if Aemond came along for that…” Hariel trailed off, mindlessly stroking Maester Meow behind the ear as the cat leant into her hand. “How is Aemond faring? Did he by chance think to send a letter with you?”

Helaena bit her lip. “No, but I didn’t see my brother before I left. Aemond is in Oldtown.”

“Oldtown?” Why’d he be there? Daeron was one thing, he squired in Oldtown, but Aemond?

“What for?”

“My brother saddled Vermithor and left four days ago, and had yet to return when I left for Dragonstone. Aemond may be back by now; it’s not a social visit; mother sent him to the Citadel in Oldtown in pursuit of knowledge from the order of maesters. We hope to find knowledge there which may aid Aegon.”

The Citadel was where men could become maesters by earning their chains of knowledge. Each link in their chain represented a subject they’d mastered. The more they learned, the longer the chain became.

The institution might accept commoners into their ranks as well as high lords and royals – just about anyone was allowed to learn in the Citadel, granted they were not women. Excluded from education based on their sex, no women were allowed to study there, be it in healing, herblore, communication, economy, architecture, mystical arts, star navigation, seasonal calculations and history.

It made her irritated; not because Hariel could claim any great calling to become a maester, but because it was unfair. Hariel had once been allowed to study, both in the muggle world and the magical one, but that was not a given here. Hariel had been very fortunate with her Westerosi education, but she knew her situation was an exception to the rule. Men were already taller and bigger, and they told her that’s why women had no place in the practice yard or handling weaponry. They were barred from sports, and the Citadel excluded them from knowledge, and politics were rigged to keep them out of influence. It left them precious few fields to excel in except “motherhood”. The few available was argued over like the last scrap of juicy meat between a thousand hungry crows - and it often felt like it was that way by design. It was for that reason Baela couldn’t stand her own cousin. She viewed Helaena as a competing crow who’d snatched her piece of meat. Her only ticket to be more than a broodmare to an estranged cousin she neither liked or loved.

Hariel could think of others who’d have wished to learn from the Citadel too. Someone like Hermione would have been horrified. She’d sooner cut off her bushy brown hair, put on Ron’s clothes and declare herself ‘Hermes Granger’ than accept a life without access to the library.

If it’d been possible, Hariel herself would have liked the chance to study the ‘higher mysteries’ they taught there, but alas, instead she was left hearing vague accounts about it from maester Geraldys, who more often than not said: “that’s not how magic works.” Regarding 90% of what Hariel and Hagrid got up to.

Their unfair entrance requirements aside, the Citadel had been gathering knowledge for thousands of years, and that could not be dismissed.

“I’ve heard a lot about the texts and knowledge of the Citadel. I do hope he’ll find something there.”

She’d meant it kindly, but her words only made Helaena’s frown grow more pronounced.

“You don’t?” Hariel asked, not because she believed it, but because Helaena’s expression was troubled.

“I have hope too… But it starts and ends in hope. Accepting reality is another matter.” Helaena said. “Aegon’s fall cannot be undone. He’ll never fly again. Those who use their eyes before their heart knows it to be true.”

“Surely…” There was a pressure on Hariel’s chest, a sense of dread that made her throat go dry. She couldn’t claim to have any great affection for Aegon, but she didn’t want the prat dead either.

“Surely, it’s not a certainty, is it? There’s hope he’ll live. He’s made it this far, has he not? And you said yesterday…”

“You’re right,” Helaena murmured, and reached out to Hariel’s empty teacup, pulling it to her face for inspection.

“There’s a chance he’ll live, but if so, he might wish he hadn’t.”

It was a blunt thing to hear. Even harder when spoken with such confidence by Aegon’s own sister.

The room became uncomfortably silent. Hariel couldn’t think of anything to say, and neither did Reyne or Redwyne.

“Er’… are you reading my tealeaves?” She asked at last, but Helaena had become so focused on her divination, only a slight twist of her finger indicated she’d heard Hariel’s question.

“I think Helaena might wish some privacy,” Alyssa concluded, rising from her seat with her cat tucked close. “Jacline, would you be a dear and help me with my cats?”

Hariel looked down at Maester Mow curled in her lap. “Do you want my help as well, lady Alyssa?”

“I’d rather Hariel remain,” Helaena said, “I am reading her cup.”

“… Is this the time?” Jacline asked, disapproval clear in the tightness of her mouth. “Whenever you do that teacup thing – or the dreams… Neither has ever brought you any joy, Helaena.”

“Leave it be, Jacline.” The princess said dismissively, not looking away from Hariel’s cup.

Alyssa smiled nervously, and she moved to clear out. With the help of Jacline and Dyana, Alyssa managed to get all seven cats out the door. Though the Redwyne sent Hariel a hard look as she closed the door behind her.

“What does my cup show you?”

“…” Helaena tilted her head, trying to get a better angle. “I can’t tell. I fear I am trying to force a pattern that isn’t there.”

“How so?” Hariel wondered,

"Because I want it to make sense? So I may understand what I see, before it's too late to do anything." She said, “Did you know, that the days before Aegon’s wedding, I had a dream my brother would fly? He was soaring through the air, but without Sunfyre’s wings to keep the ground at bay, and the bells were so loud in my ears.”

Hariel saw what she was getting at. “You think it’s connected? To how Aegon fell from the belfry?”

“Aye, and he broke.” Helaena said as a matter of fact, “He was the breakbell. Even though I tried... I tried to stop it. I wasn’t sure what I was trying to stop, but I tried. I had hoped if I went looking for Baela, he would stay inside, but mother sent him along with me. I tried to stop him from coming up to the belfry too, but Aegon’s never been agreeable when drunk.”

Helaena sank into her seat, and put the cup down.

“What do you dream of now?” Hariel asked, not unkindly, “For you to be searching for patterns in my teacup?”

Aegon’s fall was almost a week ago, yet something must be bothering Helaena to make her look so worried. Did she wish to see Aegon’s future? To find out whether he’d have a future at all? But then why would reading Hariel’s cup help with that? Aegon’s fate shouldn’t affect her own future too much…

Right?

“I dream… of you. In a fashion.” Helaena frowned. “It’s not truly you, and my dream doesn’t always come while I’m asleep either. I see a raven, with feathers as black as your hair, and eyes as green as yours are - and for whatever reason, I always think that bird is you. In my dreams the raven flies at night, low to the ground and its dark plumage makes it almost invisible in the dark. It’s chasing fireflies.”

Hariel folded her hands, listening as Helaena shared the tale.

“The raven chase and eats some of the fireflies, but the rest scatters. In pursuit, the fireflies lead the raven to a dark river, where it thinks to quench its thirst by drinking from the dark river… except it’s not a river of water, but of blood.”

Was Helaena certain this was an inner eye thing? Because to Hariel, that sounded quite alike to most random nightmares.

“You don’t believe me?” Helaena must have caught her thoughts on her face,

“It’s not that simple,” Hariel answered, “I do believe you can see something. There are times you’ll say and do things, and it’s like you know… But not always. As you’ve admitted to yourself.”

Hariel didn’t understand much of the prophetic stuff. It remained one of those branches of magic Hariel had endless time and opportunity to practise whenever she thought to drink a cup of tea or went to bed – yet somehow never made a slither of improvements with. If Hariel possessed some sort of “inner eye” that was buried deep, deep inside her - then it seemed to be as blind as a mole.

Being blessed with good vision was the sort of sense you were either born with or not. No amount of practise could improve bad eyesight. Either someone needed reading glasses, or they didn’t – staring at teacups wouldn’t ever make it better.

It wasn’t because she doubted magic could do otherworldly things, not at all. She was a witch, and was quick to believe in haunted bogs, ice dragons and children of the forest – but in comparison, she found prophetic dreams so murky and wishy-washy. Not at all like true magic. Or at least it wasn’t true magic accessible to Hariel herself.

Hariel wouldn’t openly dismiss Helaena though. She knew others could have magic that differed from her own – she didn’t have to look further than Hagrid to know that.

There was something so magical about Hagrid that spells bounced off him like his very skin was made of dragon hide armour. Even fire didn’t burn Hagrid as quickly as it would everyone else. Only Norbert’s blue flames was the sort that made Hagrid jump to avoid. It burned hotter than the rest, and only the dragons had teeth sharp enough to make him bleed.

The Westerosi dragons had mind-magics too, something beyond Norbert’s ability, as Hariel’s young fire-breather was not of Westeros like the rest. The native dragons could communicate with their bonded rider through a mind-link that sometimes made Hariel envious. Such as when that link made a cranky dragon like Vhagar fly from Dragonstone to King’s Landing after feeling Hagrid’s distress, whilst Norbert remained none the wiser.

And yet… Hariel could observe that magic at work. The same way she’d seen ghosts and magical creatures at Hogwarts. Even if she couldn’t do what they could do, Hariel had still been able to judge the magic at work, as all of it left their traces. That’s not something she could do with other people’s dreams …

Vague, prophetic musings which ‘might mean this’, or ‘might mean that’ – and they depended on dreamers placing questionable symbolic meanings behind stuff like ravens, fireflies, rivers and the night - it was too vague.

Hariel had yet to hear a single prophecy that’d been confirmed to have happened. A clear prophecy that didn’t entail a thousand guesses and a lengthy stretch of the imagination to force the pieces to fit.

These ‘dragon dreams’ and ‘divination’ sounded more like cloud watching than solid predictions. Anyone could see shapes in the clouds, but where one person saw a giraffe, another saw a sword – and neither was even real. It was an illusion, and their minds playing tricks when they tried force purpose in random shape placements. The activity itself was fine, a fun game in many ways - but Hariel became sceptical whenever someone pointed at the random puffy whisks of white, gave it a murky meaning and then called it a “prophecy” the few times one of their hundred different guesses was somewhat right.

Well, Hariel could watch grey clouds rolling in over the ocean, and Helaena might point towards them and say; “do you see that cloud? That looks like a smiling old lady,” but Hariel, who’s inner eye was visually impaired, would likely answer;

“To me it looks like it’s going to rain,”

If it then started to rain an hour later, proving her forecast accurate, did that make Hariel a prophet too?

Privately, Hariel thought something similar about Aegon’s fall. Hariel wasn’t sure she’d ever met Aegon at a time he wasn’t holding some beer or wine. For years she’d been troubled by the risks he took each time the prince climbed drunk onto Sunfyre’s back. It wasn’t uncommon for inebriated riders to fall off their horses after a feast, and at least for them the drop would be a lot shorter than from a dragon.

In the end Hariel’s “prophecy” didn’t come to pass, since Aegon fell off a belfry instead of Sunfyre.

The people of the King's court were shocked such could befall a prince during his own wedding and worried for Aegon’s health, but still, few except his mother had been truly surprised. He’d been daring fate for years, and perhaps the true magic involved with all this was that he hadn’t fallen sooner.

“What do you believe it to mean?” Hariel mused.

As sceptical as she was, she also knew Helaena believed. Hariel didn’t dispute their seven Gods who are one, or the nameless gods of the north, or that fire God in Essos – so why would she dispute her friend’s belief now?

She cast her mind around. What symbolic meaning did Helaena put in ravens and fireflies? Did the Princess suspect Hariel would start feasting on insects and wash it down with rivers of blood? It sounded like some of those exaggerated folktales of evil witches, who bathed in the blood of babes to keep their youth and all that nonsense. Fear-mongering lies told by timid men who didn’t approve of a power they themselves couldn’t control.

“I hoped to learn more from your cup.” Helaena held up Hariel’s teacup, “Maybe the portents of the leaves would add clarity to my dreams, but alas. I had hoped to see swarms.”

Hariel took the cup and inspected it herself. Her reading glasses remained in her bedchamber, so she had to hold out the cup as far away from her face as possible to make the little brown stuff look like more than dark blobs.

"A swarm of what?"

"Fireflies."

No. Hariel still saw no swarms. Just soggy tealeaves. "I see nothing of the sort."

"Do you see the hand like I did?"

"Er'..." She turned the cup this way and that and squinted until she found an angle that supported Helaena's suggestion. "'Might be a hand in there... It looks a bit mangled, so whoever owns that hand is probably hurt."

"An injured hand?" Helaena's eyes were bright. "Curious."

“Let's hope it's not your grandfather in that cup then." Hariel said, and looked at her apologetically, "I’m afraid I’m not of much help with this branch of magic, Princess. If you wish for a gown of starlight or a marbel statue flown from the yard in through your terrasse doors, I’m your witch -- but the secrets of this teacups are no more discernible to me than the tongue of snakes is to you.”

“Snakes?” Helaena asked, puzzled. “Don’t you mean dragons?”

“I understand all snakes, but only some dragons.” Hariel corrected. “Your own Dreamfyre is one of the dragons beyond my understanding. You once called her a solidary queen, and you spoke true. From what I hear, she doesn’t even speak with the other dragons. If I may be so bold; I’d say you both have a confusing way about you. Though I have learned your language, your words puzzle me sometimes too.”

Helaena’s eyes narrowed. She didn’t speak, but her expression had gone hard.

Had Hariel gone too far there? Helaena was her friend, but she was also a Princess: Born and raised with the expectations and grandeur that title entailed.

“I beg your pardon, my Princess.” Hariel said quietly, “I did not mean it in an ill way. I’ve come to think of your riddles as part of your charm, and I meant no offence.”

Helaena reached for her own cup, took a sip and then she spoke, though it was almost despite herself; “Of late, you’re not the only to speak such of me. Aemond called me similar, and worse still.”

“Aemond?” She blurted, disbelieving. Of those siblings, Helaena and Aemond were the closest. Rhaenyra didn’t get along with any of the other four, Aegon was… Aegon, and Daeron had been away in Oldtown, and so the two middle children were the ones who got along best.

“Why? When? You said he was in Oldtown,”

“He is, but we parted ways at bad terms. Aemond and I had an argument before he left.” Helaena admitted quietly,

“… how come?”

“He has always had a temper, and Aegon’s ailment isn’t making it better. He… The morning Aemond left for Oldtown, he asked me again about what happened at the tower. He wished for me to tell him, in my own words without our King father and mother there to make judgements. I told the same version again.”

“Is that not the true version?”

Helaena fidgeted with her red dress, plucking a few cat hairs off the fabric.

“Aye. It is,”

“But Aemond doesn’t believe you?”

And why was Hariel suddenly having doubts too?

“He does to some extent, but he believes I am not being adequately forthcoming. He assumes I made light of Baela’s behaviour that night: that I’m protecting her… for some unfathomable reason.” Helaena wrinkled her nose, as if a bad smell had wafted through the window. “Of anyone, Baela is not the one I tried to shield.”

Hariel arched a brow, but Helaena kept talking. Showing a range of anger Hariel had rarely glimpsed.

“Baela is envious of me and has never shied away from showing her dislike. I won’t claim to hold any deep affection for my cousin either. I love her not. I tolerate Baela for the sake of our shared kin, but since my betrothal, her behaviour has been testing my patience. If Baela had pushed Aegon off that tower; I would have said it. I love my brother, and I would not protect Baela over him. Not for any of my family.”

The blunt honesty put Hariel off guard. So much, that Hariel only barely held back the; “But Baela is your family too.” On her tongue.

Who was Hariel to judge Helaena for not getting along with her cousin? Or the other way around? Hariel had loathed her cousin Dudley too.

“I told Aemond as much, but he…” Helaena dragged a hand through her hair. “He has his own ideas, and my version didn’t fit with whatever he cooked up in his mind. Then one thing led to another.”

Hariel was having a bad feeling about this. Aemond was as reasonable as a pissed Chihuahua when he got angry, she knew well - but at least Hariel had a temper to match him. Yet Helaena hated confrontation. That would have been hard for her.

“What did he say?”

The energy drained from Helaena, as if the very thought of it left her numb. Becoming small and lost in a way that had nothing to do with confusing dreams.

“Things are changing for him. Our brother may die, our mother stands vigil over Aegon day and night - we’ve scarcely seen her since the wedding. My mother bade me farewell by a letter instead of leaving his sickbed long enough to speak to me in person, and now I have moved away too. Aemond must compensate for our abrupt absence, as well as... Being conflicted.”

“Why is he conflicted?”

Helaena twisted her hands, growing so uncomfortable she was struggling to talk. Her shoulders were raised and stiff, her eyes had fixed towards the floor. Hariel realized she’d been leaning closer and closer, getting too far into the princess’s personal space. A sure way to make Helaena uncomfortable was intruding beyond her boundaries and force her to engage in longer stretches of eye contact — made worse by the sensitive topic.

Hariel shifted backwards. “But you suffer the same things he does.”

“… I do.” Helaena said, “Though Aemond doesn’t see it so. He feels abandoned.”

“You didn’t have much choice in this.” Once King Viserys ordered Helaena move to Dragonstone, what was she supposed to do? Aemond knew that better than Hariel did. “It’s unfair to put that on you.”

“Hariel… This is not merely about the move.” Helaena sighed, “I can fly home easily enough, and my brothers can fly here. It’s not that. You know how Aemond feels about my betrothed. He’s not well pleased. He’s not pleased about any of this.”

No… Aemond wouldn’t be pleased, no. Because he thought Jacaerys was illegitimate, and seeing his sister marry a bastard would trigger both religious and personal discontent. Helaena’s move to Dragonstone couldn’t have come at a worse time for her mother’s family – and it couldn’t have been better for Rhaenyra.

Hariel knew why Helaena was here. Of course she did. Lucerys had been disinherited, the rumours of bastards were swarming once more, and Helaena was swooping in to make Jace look less a Strong, and more Velaryon.

It was Rhaenyra’s strategy, yet so very tactless towards her younger siblings. She seemed quite uncaring to what would happen when Aegon woke up, and he found his little sister had left him while he was on his sickbed, without a goodbye.

And what if he died? Then she’d have stolen the last days Helaena could have spent with their brother.

Hariel didn’t want Helaena to know how uncaring they were about Aegon here.

No one were stupid enough to say it aloud, but Hariel was still left with the insidious impression several of the inhabitants at Dragonstone thought Prince Aegon’s fall a good thing. Like with Rhaenyra. The only time she expressed concern for Aegon was when she worried about how her father was faring; sick as he was and now strained with the burden of an injured child. Whenever the talk was about Aegon himself though, her concern took a different shape.

It wasn’t something Rhaenyra showed when speaking of Aegon himself. No. it was whenever Lucerys came up that Hariel noticed the inconsistency. How Rhaenyra’s situation would have been worse if Aegon had been healthy and fine - because then all the attention would have remained on the scandal surrounding Lucerys; the disinherited son of the heir to the throne. As always, it seemed politics was forever more important than the welfare of their family.

Since Helaena was a Targaryen herself, perhaps she expected it – but on the off chance she didn’t, Hariel would still prefer if she never found out.

As Helaena had looked her fill of Hagrid’s coat of arms a while ago, Hariel picked up her notebook from the table and pocketed it again. As her hand slid inside the roomy pocket, something cool and hard graced her skin. Her fingers closed around it reflexively, as it’d done so many times this last week, and she pulled Hagrid’s compass out.

With a press of her thumb over the locking mechanism, the compass lid clicked ajar, and with a flicked opened wide. Hariel peered down at the rotating star and arrow within. It read the same coordinates she’d seen for the last few days, and impatience grew in her chest.

Tomorrow. Hariel thought. There won’t be any visits to Crackclaw, Princesses or Septa Megga to push this back any further.

“Is that the devise?” Helaena asked, “Hagrid’s devise? The one his coat of arms is drawn from? A navigator come-pass, was it?” She said the tool’s name awkwardly. Westeros had telescopes to gaze at the stars, called a ‘Myrish eye’, but as far as Hariel had figured from their puzzled reactions to the muggle-looking device, they didn’t have compasses.

Hagrid’s navigator compass lay open in her lap, the arrow pointing unmoving towards the south-western horizon.

“Who is the arrow pointing towards now?” Helaena asked.

When she’d first put the dog-tooth inside, the compass kept pointing at Fang’s corpse. After Fang’s body was burned on the beach and his ashes laid to rest, Hariel had thought to try again though: and after a lot of confused spinning, the arrow was left pointing in a very different direction than Fang’s urn.

Hariel had yet to follow the signal to its end, but regardless she had a good guess where the arrow needle would lead her:

To King’s Landing.

She did not say that aloud though, “Towards something I mean to find.”

“Which is?” Helaena pressed.

Hariel shrugged, turning her head out the window, hoping Helaena would take the hint and let it go. She wanted to do this herself, and if Helaena blabbed about her plans, she wouldn’t get the chance to.

“You won’t tell your Princess?”

“Don’t phrase it like that,” Hariel gave a small smile – copying the shy and kind smile of the most unassuming and innocent looking girl she’d ever met, which was Helaena herself.

“Think of it more as… a treasure hunt. I may find spoils of great value which I might get to present before my Princess, and I don’t want to ruin a surprise.”

Helaena snorted, then covered her mouth so fast her hand made a slapping sound as it covered her lips. Her pale cheeks turned a rosy, pink shade. After all: Princesses did not snort.

Hariel could do naught else but snort too, louder and ruder than what Helaena had done, and then burst into giggles. She wasn’t sure why it was so funny, but Helaena’s moment had broken the budding tension between them.

Their laugher calmed, and Helaena still wore her amused smile when she said; “Hariel?”

“Hm?”

The Princess leaned forwards, for once getting into Hariel’s personal space. Her eyes were locked on her own, yet the distant gleam in Helaena’s gaze made Hariel uncertain if the Princess could see at all.

“You will not go to the river unaccompanied.” Helaena told her, and it was neither a suggestion nor a request. An order.

Hariel arched a brow. “…To what river?”

“When you’re chasing Fang’s killer around King’s Landing, you will not go wander the streets alone.”

This time around Hariel was the one to look away.

How had Helaena known? Did she know Hariel so well she’d guessed? Or did she just... know?

“If not for your safety, then do it to succeed.” The princess insisted quietly.

“Why would I need to venture into the city?” Hariel asked. Fang had been taken from the castle, and then imprisoned in another highly protected part of the castle. Someone with that sort of access didn't seem likely to live in the the city.

“That’s what I see.”

“You see it…?” Hariel arched a brow, smiling. “You wouldn’t happen to have seen the street name too, would you?”

“No,” Helaena chuckled. “-only fireflies.”

“So… you want me to bring a guard just in case?”

Hariel hadn’t thought to, and she didn’t really want to; but she took a moment to considered it anyway.

It wouldn’t be the worst to ask Ser Qarl to join her. He was a commoner raised to knighthood, now in honoured service to the Princess’s own household, but he wouldn’t have forgotten where he came from. If it became necessary to walk through the city itself, Hariel would be hopelessly lost. She didn’t know the streets well, but Ser Qarl had lived there a few years ago and the knight knew how to blend in. They had that last part in common.

Then again, if she could just go alone, nothing camouflaged her better than her invisibility cloak. Helaena didn’t know of her father’s cloak though, and she was only trying to look out for her.

Helaena eyelids fluttered repeatedly, as if she was blinking away dust. She leant back, and her gaze flittered off Hariel towards the window. When she spoke, it was softer than the previous command.

“You may be left alone if you bring someone who can guard your back by another means but magic. You'd be wiser to bring a knife than a wand. If not, your sorcery draws attention, and your movements will become known.” The princess pursed her lips, “Bring my brother. Put him to use and get him out of that castle. He could do with some fresh air.”

Hariel blinked. For one: calling the sewage stench of King’s Landing ‘fresh air’ was a stretch. For another, Aemond was fourteen. What protection could he offer without Vermithor?

“I think Aemond has gotten more than enough fresh air during his flight to Oldtown and back.”

“You’d think so, wouldn’t you?” Helaena muttered under her breath, her tone distinctly irked. Helaena didn't have much anger in her, so what the hell had Aemond said which left her upset days later?

“I intended to follow the compass to its source without drawing attention. I can do that alone, and though I could do with a guide to navigate the streets, I’m not sure your brother is suitable for such.” Hariel didn’t know how to get out of this. If she outright disagreed, would Helaena tell Rhaenyra what Hariel was trying to do? If the Septa found out she planned to search for dog murderers and traitors, she’d be locked in her room for weeks.

“I mean; if you think Prince Aemond of House Targaryen draws less attention from the citizens than a summoning spell, then you’re mistaken, Helaena.”

“Maybe, but if you find what you seek, what will you do then?” Helaena asked, “You hold no authority in King’s Landing, but my brother does.”

Still… Hariel struggled to picture it. Aemond was very posh… It’s true he could enjoy exploring secret passages, and there wasn’t a dragon he wouldn’t mind breaking a rule over, not to mention how he loved flying - but he was also the sort of goody-two shoes who thought eavesdropping on a council meeting was “wrong”.

She couldn’t predict how he’d react to this. Hariel could see it going both ways. Yet if sneaking around within his own home-castle was “beneath him”, how would he react if Hariel suggested sneaking around the city?

“I still think it’d do more harm than good. The silver hair and purple eyes – Aemond is too recognizable in a city where nearly no one has Valyrian traits.” Hariel said, then remembered another issue when accompanying royals as they went for a walk down a city street, “Also, his protection entourage of Gold Cloaks wouldn’t be very discrete either.”

Never Tickle a Sleeping Dragon - QuillQ (5)

Notes:

Thank you so much to those of you who suggested designs for Hagrid's coat of arms! It was a while ago, but I truly appreciate all of them!
In the end, I went with a suggestion by whiskyandcoffee, who suggested the compass star. Hagrid and Hariel are travellers, so a navigation tool was fitting, especially as it's been used several times in this story. In media, magic is often depicted as a star-like design, so it can represent that as well. It's also a shape anyone can draw with a ruler with no need for actual drawing skills, which neither Hagrid or Hariel has. And the colours are Gryffindor inspired.
I loved so many of the other suggestions too, but this is the one I think worked with the story the most. As for the house words, I'm sticking with; 'never tickle a sleeping dragon', even if it doesn't perfectly match the coat of arms. Then again, I'm not sure what 'family, duty, honour' has to do with the Tulley trout either.

Thank you so much for reading!

Chapter 42: Flesh, Blood and Bone

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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BAELA III

Baela held up her flowing skirts to prevent tripping as she hurried up the staircase. Since their disastrous wedding, she’d made an effort to look beautiful for her husband. Today her silver ringlet hair was combed, glossed and braided. She wore a clean necklace of pearls, silver earrings, and seven silver rings set with crystals. Her purple dress flowed around her feet in sheets of shimmering silk with delicate moon and star embroideries. It was kept innocent in its simplicity, even if it wasn’t a dress made for winter. The fireplaces kept the chambers comfortable, though it left the hallways as cold passages between warm rooms. It’d forced Baela to hide her beauty underneath a pale grey coat with fox fur linings while she ventured around the castle. A necessary inconvenience for courtly fashion, though the spacious inner pockets could fit her embroidery hoop as easily as it could her dagger.

If what she heard was true, Aegon would not be awake to see her efforts though.

For the last stretch, Baela took two steps at a time in a little jump. Even with the draping trail of her gown it was an effortless move for those like her with two working legs. On the top landing she let go of the trail and hurried down the left corridor at a brisk pace. The rhythmical sound of her lonely footsteps made Baela think of all the people who’d gone away. It’d been a long, lonely week.

Her grandparents were first, though Hariel and Hagrid hadn’t been far behind them through the door. Her father with his Princess wife, Jace, Luke, Joffrey and Rhaena. Her Velaryon cousins had left the same day lord Borros Baratheon took his family and servants and sailed for Storm’s End, and yesterday the few members of House Tully who’d been at court, though cousins of the main branch, had taken their leave alongside House Harte.

One after the other they’d gone away, though on the morning Baela’s father left for Dragonstone, he’d pulled her aside for a last, private word.

“Your husband is grievously wounded. Though the realm prays for his recovery Aegon will likely die,” her father told her with the musing tone of a maester predicting spring was imminent. Only holding back the full scope of his hopes on the off-chance the signs were misleading, and it was only a warmer reprieve during winter. Still… even if it took longer than expected; spring would come for those able to endure.

“As his lady wife, you will grieve for him most of all,”

“I don’t-”

You will.”Her father stressed, squeezing her arm as a warning. “As any good, dutiful wife ought to do you will pray for Aegon. Sit with him, and nurse him whilst he yet lives.”

Baela had felt ill at ease, “The Queen doesn’t want me to be his wife. I don’t mind if she annuls it either, but if she don’t-”

“You’ll be fine, Baela.” Her father interrupted her, “From the instant my brother gave Alicent a crown, the lady has been complaining about one baseless grievance after the other. Don’t waste your breath trying to gain her favour, it’s moot – Lady Alicent has never given such to anyone except her father. Yet there’s nothing she or the Hand can do. There won’t be an annulment whilst the King is in favour, and his decree was made clear moons ago.”

Her father acted as if his words offered comfort, but all Baela wanted was to go home. Even if she wouldn’t have Jace or a crown, she could learn to live with that. After everything that’d gone wrong, Baela just wanted to be as far away from the Queen, the Hand and her broken husband as possible. To return home to Dragonstone and be with her family. To share a room with Rhaena, and defy their bedtime by giggling and talking quietly long into the night. To ride horses with Hariel on the rolling hills around the dragonmount, play games with Jace and Lucerys, visit Hagrid and laugh as he treated the baby dragons like rowdy puppies, and watch Joffrey steal cake from Visenya’s plate because she never ate it. To go sailing with uncle Laenor... though as he was dead, at least she could go with Ser Qarl, who was as sure footed on a ship as any Velaryon. She wanted Princess Rhaenyra, who might not be her mother, but had always kept her best interest in mind. Baela even missed Septa Megga’s nagging with longing wistfulness.

That’s what she wanted, yet her father was only talking about how to make do alone.

“What of Rhaena? Can she not stay with me?” She pleaded again, having prepared a better argument than when she last brought the matter up:

“Not long ago, you planned to send Rhaena to Driftmark to serve as grandmother’s ward and prepare her to be the lady of Driftmark. That won’t happen after they disinherited her, but why can’t Rhaena comehereinstead? The Red Keep has a great court, and she’d be with me. Rhaena said she wants this too.”

“No. Those plans had to be adjusted, and Rhaena will remain at Dragonstone with Rhaenyra and myself.” Her father ran his hand through her curls, “Though remember; if you happen to receive a letter from your grandmother or Corlys, you will-”

“- Inform you of their schemes and not reply. I know, I know.” Baela said, swallowing down another disappointment. Somehow the idea of being stuck at Driftmark with their grandmother was suddenly as unwanted as being in the Red Keep.

When had it turned out this way? When had everything gone so terribly wrong?

“I will do so father,”

Her grandparent’s betrayal had settled, but it wasn’t because Baela was over it. Her initial fiery outrage had made way for a numbing coldness gradually spreading through her veins. The doting attention of Princess Rhaenys and approving words of lord Corlys had been revealed as nothing but insidious falsehoods.

Baela had been such a fool for trusting them.

Had she ever known them though? Truly?

Baela and Rhaena were born and raised in Pentos, where their grandmother had visited astride Meleys a handful of times, but never for long. When they moved to Westeros they’d only lived at High Tide for a few moons before relocating to Dragonstone.

Baela had let her mother’s fairytale stories of the ‘Queen Who Never Was’ and the Seasnake get to her, and was blinded by the warm welcome, gifts and smiles.

Yet even then Baela had started seeing the cracks in the façade. Hadn’t she witnessed how easily her grandmother in particular rejected family already then? She’d done the same with uncle Laenor’s older sons, and now she’d started on her granddaughters too, even though she’d once favoured the girls. All three received lavish gifts from Driftmark. Such as how grandmother Rhaenys was the one to give her three granddaughters dragon eggs. Moondancer, Ebrion and Thunderstrike were all from Meleys clutch of eggs – Rhaena had even receivedtwowhen the first egg never hatched - but the grandsons? That was another matter.

Grandmother used to say it was because Princess Rhaenyra had Syrax, and as a she-dragon who laid more eggs than any other dragon, the Princess could sort out her house from her own egg collection. Yet that didn’t explain why Rhaenys changed her mind with Visenya, and gifted the youngest Princess with the egg that’d later hatch into Thunderstrike - and Baela knew better now.

Initially she’d been angry at Prince Viserys too. Thinking if only his twin had lived instead of him, this would not be happening. A Princess wouldn’t cause this sort of problems – but Baela had time to think it over and calm down, and soon acknowledged that the babe was as innocent in this as Rhaena. From then on, she’d began to pity him.

Little Prince Viserys better enjoy his heirship while it lasted. In time lord Corlys and Princess Rhaenys would undoubtably find faults with him as well. Perhaps their excuse for disinheriting him would be having a nose too sharp - or eyes the wrong shade of indigo.

“You must act as is expected, Baela. Share your concern with the King, let the court see your distress, and please do try to refrain from wrestling any more princes.” Her father said, smirking at the last little jest.

“I didn’twrestlewith him,” She protested,

With a sceptic smirk, her father brushed his thumb over her bruised cheek. The unexpected pressure made the bruise throb, and Baela leant back.

Her father brought out a leather sheathe with a decorative hilt peeking out. Unsheathing the dagger, he presented her with the sharp steel,

“… for me?”

He gave her the dagger, handle first. “Just in case.” He excused, watching whilst Baela accepted the weapon and carefully touched the sharp edge with her thumb. Though mindful to only touch it with a feather light pressure, it still nearly cut her. It was as sharp as a blade could get without being of Valyrian steel.

Aside from the elegant sway of the shiny steel itself, balanced and precise - the hilt was gracefully carved with shell patterns and set with a finely polished moonstone in the centre. “It’s so sharp and pretty,” Baela remarked.

“It is, just as the lady carrying it,” her father declared, “Keep it with you, but discreetly.”

After that her father had gone away like the rest, leaving Baela alone with the vipers.

Instead she was left with Daeron and Aemond for good-brothers, and her closest friend was Grayce Wylde – who was a sweet girl, but Baela hardly knew her. She had her sick and kingly uncle who was never around, an aunt who was around too much and a crippled husband. Her days had been miserable and long without an end in sight. It was so unbearable Baela had a few times found herself wishing Helaena never left - though never for long when she recalled just exactlywherethe Princess was.

In my home. With my sister. With my family, my Jace and my friends.

Baela forced herself to stop grumbling about it. After all, maybe Helaena was not… not theworstof that family – perchance she could begrudgingly admit that. Helaena had backed up Baela’s tale that night.

Of course, it had been the only just course to take when Baela hadn’t done anything wrong! Had Helaena said otherwise, she’d be lying to the King.

Even so… Baela was relieved Helaena made the truth of the situation clear — that wasn’t a given considering who her mother was — or else it’d have gone a lot worse for her.

She’d used to think Ser Otto Hightower was the worst of that lot, but now she was inclined to name the Queen instead. She didn’t listen to either Baela or her daughter, and had decided who to blame based on her own delusion; and made Baela the target. Her great transgression, in the Queen’s words, was leaving the feast without leave. From the way Alicent spoke of it, that was enough to judge Baela responsible of every single bruise on Aegon’s body.

Conveniently ignoring how half the guests had taken their leave of the throne room to stretch their legs too - and how Baela had only wanted to get away from Aegon, while the Queen herself was the one to send Aegon to the belfry.

How did that make Baela more guilty than her?

…Or mayhaps the crux of the matter was that all of it had gone too far.

Regardless how it happened, Baela had never meant for Aegon to get hurt. She’d never wished him such a fate.

As much as Baela wished Aegon could have been someone else’s problem, she hadn’t meant for him to becomeno one’sproblem at all.

In the last week, she visited Aegon daily after he was given his medication. Watching his condition turn from bloody, to grotesquely bruised, to fevers and deceased limbs. The only reason Baela wasn’t barred yet was probably because Aegon simply hadn’t realized she visited while he was dozed on milk of the poppy. Though her husband didn’t catch on, the Queen had seen fit to send her away in his stead, but Baela, in her stubbornness, had tried to hold her ground.

“I will leave by the order of my husband, not hismother.”

“Then by the order of the Queen, I command you leave my son’s chamber at once.”

Baela had no authority to deny that one, so she did as bid - only to return the next day for the same to happen again.

The servants, the Kingsguard, the lords and ladies – they all saw Baela attempt to sit vigil at her wounded husband’s side - and they saw her be rejected when the Queen sent her away. Again and again and again.

Baela knew she would carry the Queen’s rejection regardless -- but she could not afford to have the court observe her be anything but a distraught wife. Her father had made that much clear.

She would not make it easier on the Queen to shun her, which she feared was already happening. Ladies who’d been friendly with Baela throughout her courtship with Aegon, had began avoiding her, some knights and lords too – and they all had the Queens favour in common. Though not everyone loved the Queen as much as they loved their King or his Heir – and amongst them Baela found sympathy and words of comfort.

The maids witnessed Baela praying every morning and evening in her chambers, and the rest of court might have seen her during a daily visit to the royal sept.

Her prayers were sincere too.

Baela was as sincere in her prayers for Aegon to stay alive, as her prayers had been a fortnight ago when she’d begged the Gods to prevent her moonblood from visiting her for a few more years. The gods hadn’t listened to that one, but mayhaps the Gods would prove more merciful now. Then again… mayhaps her father had it right, and the Seven who are One was not the true Gods.

Baela didn’t pretend to love Aegon, she didn’t have that in her – but she didn’t want him to die either. It’d go badly for her if he did.

Baela reached the last stretch of corridor before Aegon’s chamber, and slowed her pace, going from a hurried rush to a confident stride. With her chin held high and a neutral expression, Baela expressed with her walk alone her supreme right to visit her husband – only for the guard to put his hand on his sword hilt and move to block her path.

“No one is allowed to enter, lady Baela,” Ser Criston said dismissively, his tone laced with poorly hidden distain. She took a weary step back as the Kingsguard denied her access. For someone so pretty despite his great age, Baela found him growing annoying for each encounter.

“I’m hiswife.”

How come Baela kept reminding everyone of that whentheywere the one to force her into the role to begin with?

“I want to see Aegon.”

Yet she’d known it was fruitless even before she said anything. Ser Criston was the Queen’s sworn sword. Her white shadow and inseparable from his cherished duty. Likely Alicent was already inside, but had given her lapdog a standing command to turn Baela away.

The door to Aegon’s rooms remained shut, but the one next door opened, and Prince Daeron walked out into the hallway, clearly having heard them talking.

“You can’t visit Aegon until it’s over. None of us can.”

“Is it true?” Baela rounded on the Prince, glad to be dealing with someone else but the prickliest member of the seven Kingsguards. “I heard the most outrageous tale from my maid – one I do not want to believe is true, good-brother. Because if it was true, and my husband was about to be cut apart by the maesters, surely someone would think to inform hiswifefirst, or-”

“It’s true,” Daeron cut her off. “They’re starting any moment. You would have been informed in due time. We’ve been a bit distracted, perchance you can empathize, as you know the difficulties our family is going through.”

“Aegon is my family now too, and when exactly where you planning to inform me?Afterthey cut his leg off?” Baela hissed. “Did you assume Aegon’s crippling wouldn’t concern me? Leaving me to hear it from gossip from my own maids? Was the stable boy more urgent to inform than me? When-”

A moan drifted through Aegon’s door, and Baela and Daeron abruptly stopped arguing.

The seconds ticked by whilst they listened closely.

She heard rustling, the creaking of wood, something scraping and what might be a man talking quietly. Another moan reached them in the hallway, but this one was louder.

Seven hells. It was true, and it was happening this very moment.


When she glanced back to Daeron, he’d become distinctly uncomfortable.“You… You know now, and there’s nothing to do but wait.” Daeron cleared his voice, “It… They said they’ll work as fast as possible. Mother is in there, but Aemond and I are barred too, and we’re waiting in here if you wish to… mm… join us.”

That wasn’t an invitation Baela had expected, and likely Daeron wouldn’t have offered if he hadn’t been so distracted.

Given time, maybe she could have thought out an acceptable excuse to decline, but with her head full of macabre fantasies of what the maesters were doing in there, she came up blank as a fresh scroll.

Wordlessly, Baela followed Daeron into the rooms next to Aegon’s chamber, with the door left open behind them to better know what was happening.

It was a plain room, left bare with the exception of a mattress on the floor underneath a window. In summer the view looked out on the sprawling city of King’s Landing, but in winter the glass-less hole in the wall was barricaded shut with wooden boards to keep the cold out. The only proper furnitures were four chairs and a table with refreshments that looked glaringly out of place, likely provided that day for their comforts while they waited. The room didn’t have a fireplace either, and the only heat was spillage from the hearth next door in Aegon’s chamber. It wasn’t sufficient, and everyone kept their coats on.

Seated in the corner, Aemond peered over the edge of his book when she entered. During the three days Aemond had flown to Oldtown and returned with both books and a whole other maester named Munkun - Aegon’s condition had steadily declined. The answers Aemond had gone searching for wasn’t as relevant once Aegon’s leg began dying and his fever burned his sheets moist with sweat. Maester Orwyle and maester Munkun had tried some sort of treatment which did not see results, argued with each other for hours on end… and now…

Baela had heard the whispers of ‘amputation’ days ago, yet she hadn’t thought it’d actually happen.

His leg had to be removed, or the disease festered in his leg would spread to the rest of Aegon’s body, and he’d die. Yet maester Orwyle had been uncertain which approach was better. Normally amputations happened underneath the kneecap, but the damage to Aegon’s leg had been climbing up his thigh, spreading closer and closer towards his hips.

Aemond only glanced at Baela long enough for his lips to curl, and then he focused on his book again. Dismissing her. As always, prince pointy-face felt he was more important than everyone else. Looking at him, one would never guess his brother was being cut apart in the next room. It wouldn’t surprise Baela if the sullen prince didn’t secretly enjoy all of this.

The Princes had brought in a table, chairs and refreshments, likely fetched from Baela’s chambers. The chamber with a connecting door to Aegon’s intended for his wife, but which were unusable to her. Since their wedding night her husband had been moaning, weeping and sometimes screaming, so she’d moved rooms to have a hope of sleeping.

The distance had only done so much.

Baela kept reliving the incident whenever the memory flared up without warning, and always at inconvenient moments. Exactly what she saw varied, though it was usually a blend between seeing Aegon fall over that edge, to finding him broken at the foot of the belfry, or even Helaena’s distraught expression.

Her nightly rest had been so poor that Baela fell asleep whilst bathing last evening, and even there the nightmares wouldn’t let her be.

One moment she was submerged in the hot water; muscles aching, her stomach knotted with tension and her head throbbing - and next she’d been brought back atop that belfry.

The icy floor, Helaena, Aegon and the moonlit backdrop of King’s Landing were the same - But this time, when the lightening streamed across the cloudless starry sky, Aegon had yet to let go of Baela’s arm.

“Let me go!”Baela screamed, punching and fighting to get lose, but her strength was inferior to his, and so Aegon pulled her along over the edge, cursing her as they fell together.

“You deserve it, you unhinged c*nt! I don’t have time for your tantrums!”

And suddenly they weren’t falling from the belfry; instead they were falling from their dragons, and it wasn’t the Red Keep below them, but Dragonstone.

Her nose was filled with smoke, fire, charred skin and salt. Her ears echoed with Moondancer’s screams and Sunfyre’s roar - and the bells rang a slow and deep lament, as if her King was dead.

The world became streaks of blurred colours as the dark ground rushed closer, before they crashed hard into the warring sea to drown. Moondancer swallowed up alongside her.

Baela had gasped as she woke, filling her lungs with lavender scented bathwater. She’d jerked up for air, spluttering and hacking. The commotion spooked Treeskipper, making her little Valyrian startle and yip at her. Her maids had reached her then, asking if she was alright whilst assisting Baela out of the bath.

The dream had been so vivid, and she hadn’t been able to calm before the maid confirmed Aegon yet lived. Because Baela was honestly scared of what would become of her if Aegon didn’t.

The way the Queen looked at her, she feared that if Aegon stopped breathing, no words of reason would matter anymore. Alicent would come at her with a f*cking knife, whilst Ser Criston held her down for the Queen’s convenience.

Safe to say, Baela had gone to bed tired and still unnerved by the dream, but the morning dawned, and somehow she felt even more worn after the night’s rest. She could hear the flames crackling merrily in the hearth, kept ablaze through the night by her maid to combat the cold nights, yet that morning it might’ve done its task a little too well. Hot and clammy, Baela kicked away her sheets and clambered for the curtain gap of her four-poster bed and pulled them aside.

As she rose from the bed, Baela felt so gross, uncomfortable and as if she wouldn’t have minded yet another bath. She felt as grey and moistly dreary on the inside, as the weather was outside - before becoming very bewildered when feeling something wet trickled down her leg,

She reached down, feeling the wetness on the inside of her thigh.

What the-? Had she peed herself?

Then she saw the blood on her fingers.

Oh. Baela hadflowered.

It had been as unwelcome as it’d been unpleasant. Disbelieving, Baela stared at her hand without any idea what to do. For the last couple turns of the moon she’d prayed this would not happen – not for years. Yet her twin sister had started bleeding a week ago, and now…

Baela laughed. She’d laughed so hard her eyes watered, and by the time the maid came in, perhaps the tears were from crying more than laughing.

What the f*ck did it matter?

“You have to change my bedding and bring in cloth.” She’d instructed the maid, turning her back to the witnesses whilst drying tears off her cheek. “I’ve started my moonblood,”

Once the shock passed, Baela found herself almost relaxed with the situation.

So she had flowered. Baela was a woman now, the same as her sister was. As Hariel and Helaena.

Despite her prayers, a small part of Baela hadn’t liked being the only one who didn’t share this womanly burden. What made her pray for it to not happen had been Aegon, but it was different now than a fortnight ago.

If Aegon hadn’t fallen, she would have been made to lay with him, and might have been with child within the next turn of the moon.

Her grandmother had tried to make light of it whilst filling her head with empty reassurances of how Aegonmightonly bed her once and make sure not to spill in her so their marriage was valid, but then wait a few years before taking her again. That way the King would have his Targaryen marriage of union, and Baela could have a few years to grow before she had to face the childbed.

That was her grandmother’s hope, but since when had her grandmother’s wishes counted for anything? They hadn’t mattered at the council of 101 when the lords dismissed her superior claim to the Iron Throne in favour of Viserys, and it certainly didn’t matter in Baela’s marriage. A grandmother’s words were nothing but wind compared to a husband’s rights to his wife.

And the only talk of waiting on Aegon’s end had been asking how long it’d be until Baela would have her moonblood.

A considerate husband might care for Baela’s wellbeing and wait until she was older to make her carry a child, but as funny as Aegon could be, he was notconsiderate,and the only point of their marriage was a babe. Preferably in hand before the sick King died.

During their short betrothal courtship, Aegon had mentioned getting her with a son once she started her moonblood, and expressed an impatience it’d be sooner rather than later. Not out of any great excitement for their marriage, but because he hoped to get their responsibilities to the King over with. The sooner they had a son, the sooner they could both return to do what they pleased. Or at least Aegon could. Baela would still have to birth the babe and raise it.

As far as her husband was concerned, this meant no one would have room for complaint and his King father would be pleased. Baela would become a mother, whilst Aegon could… go do whatever he always did.

Aegon hadn’t cared much one way or another about their betrothal, except mentioning they likely had more in common than he’d shared with Helaena. Seeing as Helaena didn’t have a single thing in common with anyone, that certainly hadn’t warmed Baela to his suit, and all she’d wanted was to postpone their farce of a marriage. How could Baela promise to love Aegon forever when she could barely stand his company for an afternoon?

Back when she still expected to marry Jace, Baela had beensoimpatient.

She’d once asked her father to hurry and make the betrothal official, because she wanted to marry her love as soon as possible – yet everyone kept saying it had to wait until they were‘old enough’. The earliest dates for their marriage were after Baela had turned sixteen. In her nativity, such answers had felt unfair back then - but not anywhere near as unfair as how the excuses changed on the whims of the King’s preferences.

Suddenly her age wasn’t such a concern anymore. Only Hariel had dared speak up for Baela and asked them to wait – the way Baela wished her father would have done. As she had hoped Jace would do.

Her own mother had once been betrothed to an unworthy man as well, but for lady Laena Velaryon the delay tactic had worked long enough for the dashing Prince Daemon to swoop in and save her.

Somehow that hadn’t happened for Baela though.

Was it because Jace didn’t love her the way her father had loved mother? After the King’s decision was made official and the initial anger faded, Jace hadn’t… he hadn’t even tried to change matters. Not really.

Yet even if everyone else thought a better united family was a grand plan and proof of the King’s great wisdom - Baela herself was more concerned about her life-expectancy. She didn’t want to die the way her mother had.

Whether she was too young or not, her husband certainly couldn’t take her maidenhead now. At the earliest it’d be… a long way off. Maybe years. Ifever. Even if he survived this ordeal, would his co*ck even work?

It was the only silver lining throughout all this madness. Her mother’s slow, agonised childbed death was something Baela would remember to the day she died – and she hadn’t wanted to go out the same way at half her age. She had so much she wanted to do, and it appeared she would have those years after all.

It remained questionable if Aegon would be so lucky though.

A sudden uproar of Aegon’s screams passed through the wall and wrenched Baela out of her thoughts. From that point onwards it was impossible to think of anything else. Aegon was supposed to be dozed on milk of the poppy, yet that was unquestionably his agony they heard.

Daeron had shut his eyes, his shoulder hunched as if he was trying think louder than his brother’s wails, whilst Aemond had gone rigid. His gaze fixed on the same spot on the page without moving.

“Sto-op! Stop-stop, pl-plea-se! Moth-er, no!”

Baela’s vision blurred over with sudden tears. His agony left his words broken and slurred, but it was Aegon’s fear that cut through her like a knife. He sounded soscared.

Please go back to sleep. Please faint. Please.

Baela tried to distract herself with thoughts of Moondancer and dreams of flying – preferably to Pentos and beyond - but any thought of her fierce dragon only made her think of Sunfyre too. Aegon’s dragon had been agitated since the fall, and if he hadn’t been chained down would likely have killed the handlers. Surely this wasn’t helping.

Moondancer was far enough away from Sunfyre that her dragon was safe from his anger, right?

Gods be good, but how would Aegon ever ride Sunfyre again? They weren’t only amputating his leg. It was almost like they were cutting off his bond with Sunfyre too.

It was unbearable to just sit there and listen, yet all three stayed put throughout the procedure.

Aemond pretended to read, Daeron was writing, and Baela was trying to find a comfortable position to sit in when the cloth between her legs kept itching. Moonblood was proving every bit as inconvenient as Hariel claimed, yet it’s not like she could flip up her skirts and adjust the cloth now, was it?

Eventually Aegon’s pleading screams ceased, the shuffling and murmuring of the maesters lessened, but no one left before they heard slow moving shuffling from the hallway.

After the long stretch of silence between them, it startled Baela when prince pointy-face suddenly rose to his feet. His book dropped with a thud to the floor, and in a few long strides Aemon was already across the room before Daeron and Baela rose to follow. It wasn’t the maester they’d heard in the hallway though, but Larys Strong.

“Oh, lord Larys,” Aemond said shortly, “- it’s you…”

The lord of Harrenhal and royal torturer stood in the hallways with his cane, the twisted clubfoot angled as if the leg itself was used more as a stick precariously angled for balance than as a leg. He peered between the princes, his face drawn with solemn sadness.

“My young Princes, lady Baela” Larys Strong said, “It’s only me I’m afraid. Were you expecting someone else?”

“We’re waiting for news from the maesters.” Daeron explained with a nod towards Aegon’s door.

“Of course. You must be anxious to know more. This ordeal with Aegon is such an injustice… the eldest prince, defiled.”

The hairs on the back of her neck stood on end when his gaze lingered on her, and the sensation only passed when Larys smiled sadly to Aemond. Only then did Baela become aware her hand had slowly drifted towards the moonstone dagger hidden underneath her cloak.

Baela clasped her hands together. How silly of her.

Certainly Larys Strong was not a good man, as no man who volunteered to torture people for a living was by any definition “good” -- but the lord alone was but a cripple. Not a threat without the King’s orders and his henchmen to do his bidding.

So how come his mere presencemade her so ill at ease?

“I only thought to stop by to express my sorrow and concern during your hour of uncertainty,” Larys told the two princes.

Looking at the frail man, clubfooted, misshaped from birth and hunched over his cane, greasy brown hair and blank, blue-grey eyes, Baela was struck by the absurdity of how anyone could possibly think Jace, Luke and Joffrey were related to him.

What idiots they must be to believe such lies. Besides the dark hair they looked nothing alike.

Baela had always known them to be true Princes, but her confidence solidified after meeting the Baratheons too, which made clear what part of the family tree their much discussed hair came from. When Jace and Luke had been talking with them, it was easy to mistake the Princes for Baratheons themselves. Strapping, strong and dark of hair, just like Borros Baratheon and each of his four daughters were.

The Velaryons and Targaryens had intermarried since before the Conquest of Westeros - King Aegon the Conqueror and his sister-wives were half-Velaryon too. Like Baela herself, they had a Targaryen father and a Velaryon mother, and there’d been more unions like that. Yet King Viserys and her own father Daemon did not look like Baela or most of her Velaryon cousins. It was unfortunate Jace hadn’t been blessed with the silver hair of their two Houses, instead taking after the dark haired Baratheon side of their family, but otherwise he was every bit a dragonlord of Valyrian blood.

Yet despite all the proof to the contrary, the Queen kept spreading treacherous lies about how this shifty man in front of her was supposed to be theiruncle.

Well, Prince Aemond shared physical similarities with her father Daemon – several said Aemond looked more like his uncle than either his mother or the King – but did that make Aemond Baela’s secret brother?

No. The only brother Baela knew was the one who died in the womb and killed their mother – so for now her only sibling remained Rhaena, even if that might change in the future. After all, her father was a newlywed. Unlike some men though, her father wouldn’t risk Princess Rhaenyra’s health while she was still recovering from birthing the twins and grieving her daughter and Laenor.

Daeron nodded to the clubfoot. “We appreciate your consideration, lord Larys.”

“If there’s anything I can do, I am at your disposal, my princes.”

“What can the lord confessor offer?” Aemond wondered, “Your specialty is suffering. We appreciate your consideration, lord Larys, but such services are of no use here.

They broke off when the door creaked ajar by a servant coming out from Aegon’s chamber, and then Larys Strong was momentarily forgotten.

Baela had expected a bloody mess, yet the servant’s clothes were unstained. The only signs of the procedure was his ruffled attire, and his face glistened with sweat, yet what distracted Baela was the bucket he carried. Red ropes were bundled around blood-stained sheets. Cloth, bandages, linen pads – it’d been stuffed into the bucket to be cleared away. It swayed from side to side in his right hand, leaving his left free to carry the saw.

Aemond stepped into the servant’s path, “Is it done?”

“My Prince,” The man bowed at the waist, “Yes, the procedure is done,”

A shiver ran down Baela’s spine, “It’sgone? They took his leg?”

“And he lives?” Aemond demanded.

“They did, and he does. Though I’ve been informed that Prince Aegon is not ready for visitors and won’t be for a while. Maester Orwyle and maester Munkun are still tending to him. Please, I beg your leave, my Prince. I was sent for more water.”

“Then go,” Baela gestured for him to leave. The water he’d been sent to get was likely meant for Aegon, and the last thing she needed was to give the Queen another accusation to throw at her.

“Prince Aegon is strong,” Larys said, tilting his head, “I’ve known men to succumb to far lesser injuries than his.”

“Mm, he is,” Aemond murmured. “Aegon is of the blood of the dragon,”

Baela bit down on her tongue. Any other time she might have argued that, but… no. Not now. Besides, Larys wasn’t wrong.

Uncle Laenor had bled out from a stab wound, and she’d watched it happen. His wound had been smaller in size and scope, yet he’d died. Aegon’s whole body seemed have been reduced to a throbbing swollen wound, bones broken, and skin torn, yetsomehowhe lived. Perhaps that meant he did hold some of the Targaryen fire after all.

It was so easy to forget that Aegon was more than his mother’s child. He was the first born son of the King too.

“… could we set Sunfyre free?”

Every eye turned to her. Even Ser Criston cast her a befuddled look. For once too startled by her suggestion to remember he was supposed to glower at her.

“Have you lost your senses?” Aemond snapped, “Sunfyre has been unmanageable since Aegon fell. He’d start eating the handlers and burn down the city.”

She jutted her chin out, “If that’s what you took away from my suggestion then my mind remains clearer than yours, cousin. I suggested it because Aegon’s bond with Sunfyre might grant him strength. We are always stronger when our dragons are near, but the dragon pit is too far away. For all you know, the reason Sunfyre acts so volatile is because he’s trying to aid his rider.”

Daeron looked sharply at his brother as if he’d not thought of it before, but Aemond was not moved.

“How do you propose we do that? Without Aegon to calm Sunfyre, none can approach to set him free without dying in the attempt.”

Baela faltered, momentarily losing her confidence.

“Hagrid can do it,” She steeled herself, “I’ve seen him handle Caraxes when he’s grumpy – Vhagar too. He doesn’t need to get close for most of it. He could unchain Sunfyre from afar.”

Aemond knew she was right, but as always, he lived to be difficult. “And when Sunfyre is set free? What then? Hope he’ll do what we want him to? With Aegon … He’s not awake to call him.”

“If we work together to shepherd Sunfyre, we can do it. At home we’d have to guide the Cannibal back to his lair from time to time, and surely Sunfyre will be easier than that cranky old baby eater. He’s an unbonded dragon several times larger and meaner. “

“It’s not the same. There is space for mishaps on Dragonstone. There are hardly any inhabitants and buildings for the Cannibal to burn down on that lone island, whilst King’s Landing has hundred thousand potential victims if something goes wrong.”

“… but Baela’s got a point, Aemond.” Daeron said, looking uncertainly up at his brother. “It’s worth considering if it can aid Aegon.”

Aemond dragged a hand through his hair, “There’s also the slight issue of how Rubeus Hagrid isn’there.”

“I could fly-” Baela’s voice lodged in her throat, because maester Orwyle had come through the door, and their discussion died abruptly. With the sole focus of everyone in the hallway upon him, maester Orwyle attempted to angle his body, so as to better hide the bloody leg he was trying to keep behind his back.

The place the leg had been cut off from Aegon’s body was wrapped and packed with blood soaked cloth, but it was still a wholeleg. From the pale foot and ankle, calves and up to above the knee. In all it’s swollen, twisted and rotten visage - it remained unquestionably a leg.

“My Princes, lady Baela,” the maester said apologetically, “We’ve finished the procedure, and Prince Aegon is resting under maester Munkun’s care,”

Baela couldn’t tear her eyes away from the severed leg, and neither could Ser Criston. Aemond’s eyes was almost popping out. He’d have to blink soon, or his eyes would dry out, while Daeron looked as if he was forced to talk he’d throw up instead.

She crossed her arms in front of her, her stomach churning. The measter nodded, and took his leave. Larys watched Orwyle hurry off the same way Baela arrived, but otherwise didn’t seem affected.

“If I may speak my piece,” Larys said apologetically, slowly looking away from the limb to focus his hollow eyes on Aemond again. “I originally came here to see how you were faring, but I also meant to make you aware of an approaching visitor.”

“The King is not accepting any petitions today, nor is the royal family entertaining visitors.” Aemond said tightly, clearing his throat, “This is a private family matter. I assumed that would have been made clear.”

“Of course, Prince Aemond, but I believe you may want to make an exception for this visitor. Your discussion regarding lord Rubeus makes me wonder if she cannot serve a similar purpose, seeing as Hariel Potter has arrived in King’s Landing.”

“What?” Aemond blurted and glanced sharply at Daeron.

“Hariel is here?” Baela asked.

“On my way up here, I saw her dragon Norbert fly in over Blackwater Bay from the window.”

The news didn’t have the same uplifting effect on the two princes as on Baela - which was odd.

As much as she disliked Aemond, Baela had seen how he turned into a smitten dolt around Hariel - yet for some reason he didn’t seem as pleased this time. Then again, Aemond reacted better than his little brother. Daeron had gone a greyish pale, looking as if he’d just been told Aegon was about to lose the other leg too.

Notes:

There’s story rambling up ahead, mostly musings about bastardy and what’s obvious and not to different characters. Feel free to skip it, as it doesn’t add anything to the story except some more clarity on certain matters🙂

Baela’s pov was only meant to be half a chapter long, but it got away from me, as she is a good pov to explore the situation from. Between everything going on, I hoped to stress how she views the world, because it’s not unique to her alone. Like her solid belief that Rhaenyra’s sons are true-born is not unique to only her. Genetics doesn’t work the same in Westeros as it does the real world, they have zero ways to prove paternity, and besides, Baela never met Harwin Strong– and 99.9% of the kingdom never did either – which leaves everyone to compare Rhaenyra’s sons to Larys Strong. And most would assume that if Larys truly were their uncle, he should not be such a die-hard fan of *Aegon*.

So Baela is not convinced. Especially because several Baratheons commonly do share some features with the Strong boys – like being “strong and strapping”. Harwin "Breakbones" Strong is also known as the strongest knight in the kingdom, and do you know who else are known for their strength and skill with war? Baratheons. That's basically how Robert, Stannis, Renly and Gendry are all described too. I don’t know about the rest of the Strongs, but Harwin in particular is made to sound akin to young-Robert’s physicality. Aside from how Harwin looks in the tv-show, book-Harwin is only described as "massive and redoubtable" (no mention of either hair or eye colour for him)- which could almost sound like Robert Baratheon reputation in his youth with the “demon of the trident” thing. Also... in the show, I wonder if Harwin’s actor and Borros actor didn’t use the same damn curly brown wig.

The doubt is strong for Baela, who’s comparing the Velaryon Princes with Larys as a representative of what someone from House Strong looks like. From her perspective, they don’t look alike. No one talks of a resemblance between Larys and his nephews. But in the show… Jace, Lucerys and Joffrey's dark brown hair is so near black, they somehow end up sharing a resemblance with the Baratheons too, especially the four daughters… so yeah, if the Greens can make accusations based on nothing more noteworthy than: “he looks like” as their main proof - then so can the Blacks too.

This is also why just about no one realize Visenya is a bastard either. Because she looks Targaryen (and because she doesn't have an inheritance, so no one bothers to look too deeply when there's nothing to gain from discrediting her).
She was conceived after Harwin died, and months before Daemon moved to Dragonstone. I’m not sure how many readers of this story has realised how few suspects Visenya is a bastard though, and I understand why. It’s only been hinted at here and there and it’s easy to dismiss. Yet Aemond, Alicent, Otto and Larys all believes Visenya is Laenor’s true daughter – and Baela does too. She doesn’t realize Visenya is her little sister.

It's easy to miss since Hariel is a main pov, and you might expect what she knows is also what everyone else knows, but that's just not the case here - just like what others might know is not what Hariel knows. But Hariel is amongst the vast minority who accurately suspects Visenya is Daemon’s kid, and that’s from their flirty behaviour after years of observing them together, not out of a single shred of proof. But the reason few others think the same is because Daemon and Rhaenyra have been flirting with each other since the girl was 14… or younger… But during all those years with flirtation between the niece and uncle, Rhaenyra never ended up pregnant despite Daemon having frequent access to her – so what’s the chances Visenya was conceived during *one* meeting at a funeral after a decade spent apart? Because that’s basically what happened with Visenya. They didn’t see or talk for a decade, then met during Laena’s funeral, had sex and then Daemon remained at Driftmark while Rhaenyra returned to Dragonstone with Laenor. It was months later – after Rhaenyra announced she was pregnant – that Daemon followed her there with Baela and Rhaena. And part of that decision to relocate Baela and Rhaena to Dragonstone despite Laenor still hanging around and making more demands than usual, was because he heard he was going to be father.
So from the Green’s pov (and Corlys and Rhaenys too) they think Visenya is Laenor’s daughter.

Thank you so much for reading!!

Chapter 43: The Second Wife

Notes:

I've edited the chapters and added a number system to all the pov's. That way it's easier to keep track for me, and maybe for you too, about how many pov's certain characters have had so far - though some chapters has several pov's, and each switch of character perspective gets a new number. It's based on how the books in the ‘a song of ice and fire’ series does it. That's why this chapter has 'ALICENT IV' at the beginning - to mark how it's the 4th insight into her mind in this story.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

ALICENT IV

A speeding shadow passed the window, casting Aegon’s chamber into sudden darkness before flicking away. Alicent looked over, her head dulled with a bone-weary exhaustion after a tiring week with little sleep. By the time her eyes focused on the window, whichever dragon had passed was long gone.

Aegon stirred.

Her head snapped back to her son. Was he waking up?

The maesters had tried ease his pain with milk of the poppy, but though it’d kept him in a dazed stupor since his fall, it hadn’t been enough to keep him asleep through the procedure. He’d woken up as the hot knife cut into his leg, and Aegon hadn’t known what was happening. Before they started, he’d been unconscious, and so they could not warn him of what needed to be done.

His desperation and shock had been heart wrenching, and to do naught but keep him down whilst the maesters cut his leg off felt like her spirit was being torn to shreds.

“It’ll be over soon. I know it hurts, but it must be done to save your life. I’m sorry. I am so sorry.”

Alicent had muttered those empty condolences the entire time… had she not? Surely, she’d talked to him, even if Aegon likely hadn’t heard much. Soon his pleas were reduced to intangible screams as he fought against the constraining bindings keeping him tied to the bed. For a man so broken, he sure hadn’t made it easy - until the Seven were good and made him pass out.

Aegon hadn’t woken since, and all Alicent could do was watch him, terrified that if she looked away, he’d stop breathing. There were times Alicent felt like the only thing keeping him alive was her.

Alicent combed her tangled auburn hair behind her ear with bloodied fingernails. Torn from biting and fidgeting. The room still held the scent of milk of the poppy, but underneath the sweetness she could smell the blood, rot and wine perviating the room.

Oh Aegon. They took your leg… I’m so sorry. I tried everything I could, but they said there was no other way, and now you’ll never walk again. What are we going to do?

But try as she might, Alicent couldn’t think further than the next sunset, though she felt very much alone in that. Whilst her heart grew cold and her mouth turned silent, her father had so much to say these days.

Whenever she stepped outside her son’s sickroom, her father would bombard her with so many ‘What-if’s’, yet Alicent couldn’t fathom how he could do that. Her first-born son, his grandson, was hanging onto life by the treacherous endurance of spider threads, yet all her father could talk about was f*cking politicking.

She didn’t want to hear his plans. His excuses. It meant nothing but perfidy when her father’s latest schemes only served a purpose granted his eldest grandson died. At least when he’d urged Alicent to soothe the King’s grief as a young maiden and gain his favour, her father had the curtesy to wait with the schemes until Queen Aemma Arryn was actually dead.

To say his ruthless focus blindsided her would be a lie though. Because aye; Aemma Arryn might have been dead, but he’d also began making Alicent the next Queen before they’d had time to change out of their funeral attires. Alicent had felt conflicted by the suddenness then too. Going from comforting Rhaenyra after her mother’s funeral in the afternoon, then changed into her mother’s gown to see the King in the evening.

As a grown woman whose naivety was snuffed out decades ago, Alicent knew her father too well by now. That memory was ancient history, as she scarcely recognised the young maiden she’d once been, whilst her father hadn’t changed one bit. She’d thought it’d be different with Aegon on the line, but to see him push onwards as if her sons were interchangeable enraged her. Alicent hadn’t known she held it in her to be this wroth with him.

How could he do this to her? To Aegon? What was the purpose of all his grand plans if not for the sake of their family?

What was the point of anything anymore, when his efforts should be in service of seeing Aegon lived, not… not making plans for his demise by putting ideas into Aemond’s head and driving a rift between her younger children. Even the spawn of Daemon was showing more tact.

Did her father not see how strong Aegon was? He’d overcome harms some of the strongest knights of the realm would’ve succumb to. Wasn’t that a sign from the Seven he would live?

It had to. Alicent couldn’t handle any other reality.

When Alicent closed her eyes, she could still remember Aegon dancing at his wedding, graceful, sure-footed and healthy as a horse. It was only days ago… What she wouldn’t do for the power to undo his relentless misfortunes. This and all the rest. From being the first son in Targaryen history whose claims were dismissed by their own father, to the curse of a wife he’d been inflicted with. Alicent should have known any offspring of Daemon’s would be just as accursed as him. Like father like daughter – and Alicent had been a fool to think otherwise.

Whenever she wasn’t burning with rage, regret threatened to consume her. Alicent recalled how Aegon would skip down the staircase with barely a sound, his fair hair swaying behind him. It had always been left in a tangled mess, until Aegon had enough and cut it off. Personally, Alicent had not been fond of the short hair, as it wasn’t the way of Targaryens, but Aegon had been pleased to no longer struggle with the knots, and had kept it short since.

Her eldest used to be such a bright little boy too. He’d been hale and charming, if maybe a little undisciplined and lazy. Even then, despite never quite straining himself to his fullest potential, Aegon been decent with a sword too.

It ached to see him this way. This crippled, broken man was not her son.

A strange sound reached her ears, and Alicent glanced once more towards the window. From her vantage point she couldn’t glimpse any dragons – even though that had unmistakably been the sound of a dragon’s growl.

Who could be out flying? On today of all days? And how come they were flying so close to the castle Alicent could hear them?

Her pondering ceased when Aegon stirred once more, “shhm…” He mumbled intangibly, his head turning towards the window, “ish a mouse ‘n the wine…”

“Aegon?”

“Yer a horse, mum.” he slurred, only to fall still once more. She was a horse? Despite herself, Alicent cracked a smile.

“I am? What is Aemond then?”

“…mmm… donkey,”

Alicent bit her lip, holding in a sudden urge to laugh, though her brief moment of incredulity went away when he stopped moving and said no more.

There was a knock on the door, and maester Orwyle was escorted inside with Ser Criston.

“My Queen?” Ser Criston said softly.

“What is it, Ser?” She asked, noticing the concern on his face, but of late, when wasn’t he concerned?

Her knight had seen to her well-being throughout this horrible week. Her sworn protector would remind her to eat whenever she’d forget, and make sure her duties were completed whilst the Queen was indisposed. What she appreciated most was that unlike the rest, Ser Criston never once spoke of Aegon dying. When she’d despaired the most, he’d been the one to remind her of hope.

“Aegon is strong, but this is an injury the rest of us can scarcely imagine, my Queen. Please trust in the maesters to know what will serve Aegon’s recovery best. I know you wish you could heal him with your own hands, but that is their expertise, not yours or mine.”

“I can’t sit here and do nothing.”

“You are not. What Aegon needs now is the will to fight, and there’s no one like you, my Queen, to give a man will when he’s at his darkest.”

His words had brought back memories of what Ser Criston nearly did during Rhaenyra’s wedding to Ser Laenor. He’d lost his temper and killed Ser Joffrey Lonmouth, and afterwards shame and broken oaths made him go to the courtyard to kill himself too, but Alicent had stopped it. She’d then shielded the knight by removing him from Rhaenyra’s service and over to her own whilst Ser Laenor was still trying to get him hanged for the murder of his “friend”. Sure, such a close “friend” he’d name his “son” after the knight a decade later. Had he truly held proper respect for the dead knight that went beyond his unnatural lusts, he wouldn’t name his wife’s bastard after someone he supposedly held in high regard.

At any rate, Ser Criston gratitude for her pardon saw he’d become one of her most capable and loyal men since.

Yet it wasn’t a fair comparison.

Aegon had his body broken, whilst Ser Criston had only broken an oath… A mere pardon couldn’t make Aegon right again the way it had the kingsguard. Though she understood what he was trying to tell her: Alicent was the Queen of Westeros, a mother and a Hightower: She would need to light the way – to serve as Aegon’s willpower whenever her son grew too fatigued to fight alone, and prevent him from drifting into darkness.

Ser Criston stepped up to the foot of Aegon’s bed, “Your sons, Aemond and Daeron, requests Prince Aegon be moved to the lower chambers, your Grace.”

“No.” Alicent said, shuddering at the mere thought of moving Aegon anywhere. She glanced to maester Orwyle, who’d walked up to see how Aegon was faring. “He’s resting. Why would they ask such a thing?”

“They brought Sunfyre to the castle, my Queen. They have ordered one of the stables be emptied and will chain him there. They expressed a hope proximity would do both Aegon and Sunfyre good.”

“They what…?!” Had they lost their mind? They’d approached Sunfyre now? How could anyone allow that? Why hadn’t they been stopped? Did they mean for Alicent to lose all her sons?

“Are they-!”

“They are well, my Queen, and Sunfyre is behaving as well as he can be expected to, or so the handler claimed. They were aided by lady Hariel, lady Baela and their dragons. I believe you may be able to see them outside from the window.”

Pushing back her chair, Alicent stood up and walked over to the window. She had to angle her head, but she quickly caught sight of Vermithor flying high above the castle. Daeron and Tessarion were circling above the gate, whilst Sunfyre and the dragon Norbert were on the ground in the largest courtyard.

Alicent thought lady Hariel had returned to Dragonstone, but that was undoubtably her. Had Alicent misunderstood? Was it only lord Rubeus who left? Maybe she was confusing who had left after the wedding and those who remained… Alicent was so tired, and all her energy had been on Aegon,

In the courtyard, lady Hariel was standing next to her dragon Norbert. Sunfyre wasclose by, neck low, shoulders coiled and flecking his teeth at the she-dragon.

All dragons were monstrous beasts, and no such creature could accurately be defined as ‘beautiful’, but when compared amongst each other, there were clear outliers that were more pleasing on the eye. Sunfyre was known for being the most beautiful dragon there had ever been, whilst Norbert might be considered the ugliest.

They were about equal in size, though Sunfyre glimmered in the afternoon light, the lines of his muscular, limber body regal to behold. His serpentine face was sharp, symmetrical and proportioned well with the rest of his body. Her son’s dragon struck a pleasant balance between strength and grace.

Compared to him, Norbert appeared a spiked boar with wings.

It wasn’t only Sunfyre either. All the younger female dragons had their own femininity which faded with age. Whilst Norbert remained young, but not any sort of feminine.

Her bulky head and neck were full of copper horns, that stuck out sporadically down to her spiky morningstar of a tail. Her snout was rounded, the jaw wide and so full of vicious teeth the mouth barely fit them all. Her powerful body was not slender, but broad and muscly. Norbert wasn’t quite as grimy to look at as Vhagar, but Vhagar was over a century older, and war worn. It was the fact Norbert was only five years old, yet already looked meaner than those decades older than her that gave Alicent pause. If she grew any more horns, she’d soon be a flying, flame throwing hedgehog.

All in all, Norbert looked particularly dangerous, which…Alicent figured, might be considered a boon amongst dragons. Did dragons care if their scales were golden or their figure slender? Likely not. Strength was all that mattered amongst monsters.

As different as they looked, their behaviours matched better. Norbert and Sunfyre were growling, snorting sparks of fire from their maws and snapping at each other. Sunfyre tried to bite her neck, and Norbert retaliated with a blast of blue fire, so hot the cold winter air erupted into steam, but Sunfyre snarled as if he found the fire a mere inconvenience because it got in his eyes.

“This is supposed to be good behaviour?” She asked Ser Criston sharply. He’d come up behind her and craned his neck to see what she referred to.

“Aye, my Queen. The handler said they are focused on each other, and in a way that is not yet truly aggressive for dragons. Lady Hariel was the one who went into the pit tunnels with Norbert and released Sunfyre from his chains, and if it’d have gone badly, it should have been then. The handler said their behaviour here is the two dragons testing each other’s strengths and temperaments, and not going for the kill. That is far more violent than this.”

“Mayhaps…”

He made a fair point, as Alicent recalled what nearly came to pass when they first tried letting Vermithor into the Dragonpit. After decades spent apart, Dreamfyre reacted badly to be made to share a home with Vermithor, and it’d almost ended in battle. Their furious roars had been heard echoing across King’s Landing, and hadn’t Aemond and Helaena been there it would have come to blows, and one of the dragons may have died – likely Dreamfyre. Even though she was Vermithor’s older sister, the two had never been known to get along, and the blue and silver dragon was smaller than her younger brother. At any rate they’d quickly realized Vermithor had grown too large for the dragonpit, and they’d had no choice but find an alternative lodging.

They said Vermithor and Dreamfyre's animosity stemmed from their first riders, the siblings King Jaehaerys and his older sister, dowager Queen Rhaena, who disagreed over the succession some eighty years past.

They’d been the grandchildren of Aegon the Conqueror himself, and there’d been five royal siblings then - just as there was now. Rhaena Targaryen was born the oldest, while Jaehaerys and Alysanne were the two youngest.

Initially Rhaena was set to be Queen, but not in her own right for being the eldest, but through her marriage to her brother-husband, Aegon the Uncrowned. That future was shattered when they’d been usurped by Maegor, who killed the rightful heir before their Cruel uncle took his dead nephew’s wife as one of his own Black Brides.

After Maegor died, many believed Rhaena was the rightful ruler of Westeros, and if not her, then it was her eldest daughter, Princess Aerea. Aerea was the heir of her father Aegon the Uncrowned, Maegor the Cruel and the traditions of Westeros which said if there were no brothers, one should favour daughters before uncles.

That never came to pass, because once Maegor mysteriously died, King Jaehaerys took the Iron Throne for himself by dismissing the claims of both his sister and niece.

Alicent felt a kinship with the long dead Queen Rhaena who she’d learned of in bits and pieces as a side character in everyone else’s tale. Be it from tales of the end of the Conqurer’s life, King Aenys, King Maegor, King Jaehaerys or Queen Alysanne - she was found across them all, but never the main point. The unfortunate Queen who was made to walk ahead and take the brute force of the punches of the faith militant, the people and her own family -- and all she achieved was to clear the path of obstacles for Jaehaerys and Alysanne’s great reign, with little but dismissal and further griefs as repayment.

Outshined in death as she’d been in life by her hypocritical little sister Alysanne, who put insult to injury when she would not stop nagging about her daughters right to inherit the throne. Whilst also ignoring the “little detail” of how she only became Queen by supplanting her older sister and nieces through her support of her own brother-husband Jaehaerys.

It was a sort of hypocrisy Alicent recognized all too well. She only had to endure Rhaenyra squeezing out a litter of bastards whilst declaring her father’s favouritism to know how humiliated dowager Queen Rhaena must have felt, watching Alysanne preach for her daughters right to inherit because they were older than the brothers.

Alysanne had been a good Queen in other regards, but that was ludicrous. In total Alysanne gave the old King thirteen children, yet misfortune saw that none of their sons inherited the throne, and eventually he chose his grandson Viserys as the next King with the support of the lords at the council of 101.

Despite Princess Rhaenys making a life of solid political choices, Viserys was chosen as the overwhelming favourite. It was hard to argue why Princess Rhaenys had a right to the Iron Throne when dowager Queen Rhaena and her daughters were passed over twice. To do that would be undermining Jaehaerys own reign, and had the decades of prosperity not proved he’d been the rightful monarch all along?

It was simply a fact of life that the lords of Westeros would sooner heed to the whispers of a King before the screams of a Queen. Alicent had been made to feel that reality all too well.

The realm had spoken their verdict on this time and time again -- and comparatively, Princess Rhaenyra had an even weaker claimant than what Princesses and Queens who’d tried before her had.

The only reason she still threatened Alicent’s line wasn’t the Princess’s own shaky claim, but how her first husband had been Ser Laenor. There were a few who speculated whether the Council of 101 got it wrong – mostly the Velaryons themselves. Therefore, to support Rhaenyra meant the old succession dispute could be made right through the sons of the two lines -- except the soiled Princess ruined any chance of using that validity spectacularly when birthing three bastards for House Strong instead.

Now that Daemon saw Laenor dead -- as had become his way of resolving an issue whenever a better person stood in his path to power - it was Rhaenyra’s claim combined with her murdering uncle that made it difficult.

Yet their combined claims were lesser than the birthright of a King’s son. Alicent agreed Helaena was behind Rhaenyra in the succession -- but not Aegon, Aemond and Daeron. The tradition, customs and the rules of Westeros were clear:

Rules of inheritance did not favour youngest son before the eldest son.

Rules of inheritance did not favour bastards before trueborn.

And rules of inheritance sure as hell did not favour daughters before sons.

Since all those customs remained true today as it had a hundred years ago; then it meant the superior claimant to the Throne belonged to Aegon, and Aegon alone.

Instead, her poor son was made to grow up with the court whispering and wondering what ailed Alicent’s progeny for a King’s son to be spurned in favour of a lying, cheating, feeble princess who kept ruining every chance she’d been given.

What did Rhaenyra expect if she took the throne? That she’d rule? Rhaenyra must be blinder than her father then.

Now that she’d spread her legs for her disinherited uncle and granted him his long sought out access back to power, Daemon would be the future King. Rhaenyra wouldn’t be able to control her uncle anymore than dowager Queen Rhaena had been able to stop her uncle Maegor from claiming the kingdom and killing her brothers.

At least the dowager Queen had been responsible and loved her siblings – but Rhaenyra made every stupid decision based on selfish greed without a care for either the Kingdom or her siblings. If she’d valued the wellbeing of either, she should have married Aegon after Laenor died, instead of Daemon. If she for once in her life prioritized her duty before her pleasures, Alicent’s son would not have been stuck with the spawn of Daemon for bride. The treacherous girl who lured him to icy belfry’s and made him fall.

Her son would not… he would not be broken.

Even if Aegon wouldn’t be happily married, he’d at least be whole and hale, and the future of the realm would’ve been secure. For the first time in the last hundred years there could’ve been a transition of power that wasn’t highly contested, but the obvious solution was squandered once again.

Viserys once claimed he made Rhaenyra his heir to save the realm from Daemon, but whom was he protecting by disinheriting his sons? Rhaenyra's pride?

Why had Viserys looked upon their Aegon as a babe – the son he’d been so desperate for he killed Aemma for one – but decided then and there the child Alicent gave him was not worthy? Why did he keep making Alicent bear his children only to dismiss them too? Then grind salt into the wounds by playing blind to Jacaerys, Lucerys and Joffrey’s bastardy.

It’d been impossible for Aegon not to be affected by the neglect his own father put him through. Now Aegon lay in the bed in front of her, broken but showing a strength even the fiercest warriors would succumb to, and at the same time he’d become broken in a way the people would find fault with. Even his own blood would look down at him for this, and it was another unfairness he’d be made to suffer on top of being the only first-born son in Westeros to be passed over. All her sons shared in that constant embarrassment… and to what purpose?

To tear the realm apart? To make it impossible for House Targaryen to be whole?

What extraordinary accomplishment had Rhaenyra achieved which made her suited to rule the kingdom which didn’t want her for Queen? They must have failed to inform Alicent of the miracles she’d performed, because all she’d seen was Rhaenyra squandering each opportunity her father pushed on her.

“Hm…. Potatoes…” Aegon mumbled, “Amon… shtopid assh… ghusss… breith lisht...”

Mindfully, she stroked his silver hair back from his clammy face. Like most of his communication whilst under the milk of the poppy, it made little sense. Aegon reacted more disoriented than Viserys did to the substance.

“What are you trying to say, Aegon?” She tried, not sure he could understand, but hoping he was aware enough to know he wasn’t alone.

“Mah toes…” His face pinched, “… hurts… “

“It’ll get better.” Alicent closed her eyes. “You must keep strong, and I promise it will get better.”

Made raw with old hurts and renewed fears for her son’s future, Alicent had to stay clear of her husband, which was easily possible within Aegon’s chamber when his father never visited.

Alicent feared if she saw him, she’d grasp her husband by his rotting shoulders and shake him into seeing sense; and remind Viserys how he’d become King in the first place. To make him realize the danger he was putting all his children in – from his precious Rhaenyra to Daeron who he scarcely seemed to remember existed, and all the way down to his bastard grandchildren. If Viserys truly loved them as much as he claimed, how could he do this?

Did he hate Alicent so deeply for not being Aemma? Were their children worthless to him because they were also hers?

The fact Rhaenyra had slid out from between Aemma’s legs and not Alicent’s was the only argument that defended his succession decision – so caught up honouring ghosts he neglected the safety of the living. Viserys was splitting the realm apart and simultaneously putting the blame for it at Alicent’s feet for birthing his sons.

It was so maddeningly unfair that Alicent felt numb with it.

What was her purpose in life when Viserys was making everything she’d learned was honourable out to be a lie?

Alicent was the one steadfastly keeping to her duty - yet her husband treated their marriage as if her only purpose was serving as the King’s whor*. Lured into a trap by the promises of a life beyond anything a daughter of a second son could hope for, only to be treated like Viserys illicit mistress.

Because if he truly acknowledged Alicent as his lawful wife the way he swore to the Seven and the Realm the day he made her Queen: how come he ordered the claims of their children be worth less than bastards?

To think, once upon a time Alicent had loved them so dearly.

When she’d first arrived at the capital she’d been awed by the generosity of King Viserys and aspired to be like Queen Aemma. She’d thought Princess Rhaenyra flew on Syrax into the stars to hang the moon.

She too had been blinded by Rhaenyra then, but unlike her husband she’d left childish naivety behind and faced reality. All her love and admiration had been soaked up, only to be spat out with lies, treachery and humiliation.

When Queen Aemma gave him a sickly son, the dying boy was made heir to the Kingdom upon birth, and was nicknamed ‘heir for a day’ by an uncle celebrating his nephew’s death.

When Alicent gave him three hale, strong sons and another daughter, Viserys was content to pretend they didn’t exist.

Simply speaking the words ‘heir for a day’ had seen Daemon disinherited and exiled, whilst Rhaenyra could commit no offence bad enough worth the same consequences: Not for cuckolding her husband and tearing down the Crown’s relations with House Velaryon. Not for marrying Daemon after Viserys explicitly declared his brother could not be allowed near the throne. Not even after making a bastard her heir.

Alicent shuddered to think how she’d suffer if she’d cuckolded the King and tried passing her obvious bastards as his trueborn progeny. She would’ve lost her head at the execution block.

Sometimes Alicent wondered whether any of it was worth it. When she dreamed of relocating her children back to the Hightower, even if it was a place she hadn’t seen since childhood. Despite scarcely recalling how it looked, most times it was only the inconvenience of their dragons that stopped her. And still the longing persisted, where she so dearly wished she’d stayed lady Alicent, and her children was anyone else’s but his.

But they were, and neither Alicent or the King or Rhaenyra could change that. They existed, and it was about time someone took responsibility for that except herself.

Even a King was not above rule and tradition, and Westeros had never accepted a woman as their ruler: Not Queen Visenya, not dowager Queen Rhaena, Princess Aerea or Princess Rhaenys -- and they would not accept Rhaenyra either when by all the laws, traditions and customs of the realm; her three brothers were ahead of her in succession.

It was that simple – but somehow Viserys had learned nothing from the Targaryen history.

The older succession strife was mostly forgotten after dowager Queen Rhaena’s death – except for their dragons.

They had not forgotten, and it appeared the old animosity lingered between Vermithor and Dreamfyre to this day.

Or so the dragonhandlers claimed.

Alicent wasn’t convinced it went that deep. Some beasts simply didn’t like a threat, and Dreamfyre had always preferred her solitude.

“I don’t care for their biting.” Alicent said, watching as Norbert chewed into Sunfyre’s wing. It couldn’t have been too hard, as Sunfyre wrenched free of the she-dragon’s grip, but they kept snarling and trampling around the courtyard with little regard to be mindful.

“Is it safe for lady Hariel to be so close while they’re acting this way? She may be harmed accidentally.”

“The lady assured me she had control,” Ser Criston answered, “-and she’s the only one who can communicate with Sunfyre now.”

“She’s talked to Sunfyre?”

Ser Criston paused, “Not exactly. She said Aegon’s dragon don’t speak with her the way dragons such as Norbert, Vhagar and Moondancer are able to. Though to get around that, as I understand it, lady Hariel talks to Norbert, who then talks to Sunfyre on her behalf. Her dragon acting as a translator of sorts… both ways.”

Alicent didn’t understand how lady Hariel could speak with some dragons but not all, though she’d seen too much to question the validity of the gift. Would her grandchildren someday carry that ability as well? Rubeus could not whisper to dragons, but neither was he the one who would marry her son.

“They… They believe letting him rest closer to Sunfyre may aid his recovery?” She asked her sworn protector.

“Your sons claim it can give him strength.”

By proximity alone? She’d heard such tales before, but never been certain if it was true or not, or if it was the sheer confidence Targaryens felt from holding the loyalty of a power such as a dragon. After all, a man with a sword usually felt more powerful than a man without. Though with that in mind, all her children expressed comfort with their dragons close, and at this point… what was there to lose?

Alicent walked over to Aegon’s mirror by the dressing room, only to quickly turn her face away from her reflection. She didn’t care for the exhausted woman looking back.

“Would you call for my coat, Ser Crston?”

“Yes, my Queen,”

She ran her hand through her unruly hair, her fingers getting caught on the tangles. It wouldn’t do for anyone to see their Queen so unkempt.

“And my hat, the one made of shadowcat fur.” She looked from her knight to maester Orwyle, “Can my son be safely moved?”

Orwyle nodded. “With care, yes, your Grace. Granted his new chambers are adequately warm, equipped and cleaned, we should be able to move the Prince there safely.”

Alicent nodded. “Then… if it may help; do it.”

A light haze of snow fell from the grey sky when Alicent reached the courtyard.

After lady Hariel landed with the dragons, she’d been joined by Baela in the courtyard, who looked an entirely different girl when she smiled and laughed, even if it was a merriment that went away the moment they noticed the Queen. Seeing her approach them, Hariel turned away from the dragons to come meet her, whilst the little husband-hater kept a step behind, content to use her friend as a shield.

Alicent wished Baela could be sent back to Dragonstone as she’d demanded after Aegon’s fall, but she’d calmed down since, and knew it was better to keep control of her. Daemon was a little less dangerous whilst they held his daughter, though not as much as Alicent liked. Bonds of family had not stopped Daemon before. He’d likely killed both his wife and cousin, he’d celebrated the death of his baby nephew, and even if they had Baela, he kept his other daughter Rhaena to himself. Alicent wished the sisters could have traded, and Rhaena was the one married to Aegon, whilst Baela could have the disinherited bastard boy.

Hariel’s black hair was braided down her back, cheeks flushed, and her eyes looked extra green in the winter light. Hariel had the bounce in her steps, and light on her face from those who relished in being able to reach the skies yet with little regard for the potential fall. Though if anyone had earned that confidence, it’d be someone able to walk on air.

“Your Grace,” lady Hariel curtseyed.

“Lady Hariel,” Alicent greeted her with the best smile she could muster, one that fell away when she glanced to the other and said shortly; “Baela.”

Within proximity of the beasts, Alicent became less certain about this idea. It was a risk to the inhabitants of the castle to station a dragon here.

“I am sorry, your Grace” Lady Hariel said softly, “I heard of what befell Aegon. About his leg… It’s a terrible thing to happen, and I hope you will inform me if I can be of assistance.”

“You already have,” Alicent said. She looked pointedly towards the dragons. “Ser Criston told me you went to release Sunfyre on your own.”

Alicent had never dared ventured into the stone tunnels below the dragonpit. She’d heard what befell the unfortunate handlers who came across a restless dragon on a bad day. The implications of how Hariel had gone in despite the dangers hadn’t passed her by.

Of all the people, from Alicent’s father talking as if Aegon was to be mourned instead of aided, to Viserys absence from his son’s sickbed; it was Hariel Potter who’d go out of her way for Aegon. Why her? It wasn’t her place.

The witch was brought to Westeros by Daemon, and had since served as Rhaenyra’s ward. Raised amongst the bastards, and still she’d gone into a dragon’s den alone when no one else dared. Alicent herself had not dared…

Despite her foreignness, close friendship with Baela, her regard for Rhaenyra and the queer magics, Alicent found it hard to hold it against her. She was of the few who’d kept acting with honour in a way she didn’t experience much at the Red Keep. It was refreshing yet sad, knowing it’d fade away soon enough.

“Not entirely alone,” lady Hariel said, gesturing towards her dragon. “Norbert aided me, and a dragonhandler showed the way. It’s dark there and I didn’t know which tunnel to take.”

“Yet you went.”

Hariel looked uncomfortable, “It went well, and in the end, it was no harder for me than what the dragonhandlers do daily with the other dragons – and it was Baela’s idea to try this.”

“It was,” Baela agreed,

Alicent faced her “good-daughter”. Baela’s idea? What was she trying this time?

“That fact riders feels strongest when close to their dragons is an old, well known fact - even if Baela was the first to mention it to you, lady Hariel.”

“Oh,”

“I knew Hariel could release Sunfyre with her magic, and I would have flown out myself, but I can’t leave the castle, so I had to talk your sons into agreeing,” Baela said, her purple eyes tightening. “Aemond didn’t want to.”

“Perchance because your idea was to send lady Hariel into the den of a displeased dragon, and unlike some, my son happens to value the life of his betrothed?” Alicent said, retaining enough spite in her quiet words that Baela flinched.

The child had some gall. Acting the concerned wife now, when she’d behaved like an ungrateful brat since the betrothal was announced. She’d been given the King’s oldest son for husband, but reacted worse than Rhaenyra when Jason Lannister tried to court her.

Alicent’s mistake was expecting the bare minimum of duty and honour from the daughter of Laena Velaryon, but no: Baela was her father’s child, through and through, where their lawful spouse was nothing a hunting trip or a tall tower couldn’t fix.

Uncomfortable by the tension, lady Hariel shifted and tilted her head back to look for distractions in the sky, but in the time since Alicent left Aegon’s chamber her sons had flown out of sight. Likely returning their dragons to their nests.

Considering how badly things were going, they couldn’t risk losing lady Hariel with premature moves. It was folly, as she knew Rhaenyra would take advantage of such a blunder on their end. Alicent knew her father preferred striking first. It was in an attempt to keep a move ahead without giving the opposition a chance to keep up – to win the conflict before it could become a battle; but this time he was wrong. Her father underestimated Aegon’s strength – and he overestimated Aemond’s capacity for forgiveness. If Aemond was made to pursue the Throne in Aegon’s stead - only to lose Hariel, the magic, the inheritance on Cracklaw and the Kingship it was supposed to be all for because it turned out Aegon did not die - he’d set Vermithor on his own grandfather.

Regardless, Alicent had learned her lesson, and would sooner see her sons married to foreigners who’d protect them from dragonfire, than wed to a treacherous cousin who lured them to the edge of slippery towers.

“You should head inside, Baela. I want to have a word with lady Hariel in private.”

Alicent wondered if she’d try pull something again, as she did whenever she made her public visit to Aegon’s chambers to try fool the court into thinking she cared whether Aegon lived or died. But when Hariel nodded instead of protesting, Baela decided not to push it. “You’ll come see me later?”

Hariel nodded. “We can do something fun tomorrow,”

“It’s only the afternoon. You can come by my chamber later.”

“… Eh, yes.” Hariel said, if a little slower than her former agreement.

Once Baela was out of earshot, Alicent was able to let down her shoulders. “Forgive my shortness, lady Hariel. It’s been a trying day.”

“Of course, your Grace.” Hariel said, “I can’t imagine… What’s happened is awful, and I do hope Sunfyre’s proximity will make a difference.”

“As do I.” She agreed with feeling. Dragons had strange powers, and maybe magic could heal in ways beyond the maesters.

“Ser Criston told me you arrived from Dragonstone and was flagged down on Aemond’s orders, but what brings you back so soon?”

The signal flag was a red flag that remained a tradition within House Targaryen since they’d been dragonlords of Old Valyria. Where waving a red flag from the top of the castle meant; “all dragons must land”.

Sometimes it was flagged because of danger, sometimes for order – and sometimes because Targaryens got so swept up flying they didn’t show for supper unless reminded by the castle staff. It was said that over a century ago, when Aegon and his sister-wives conquered Westeros, the fresh King had to flag down Rhaenys at least once a week, because the younger Queen spent more time in the air than the other two combined. Aemond had used the same method to get Hariel to land with Norbert so they could aid with releasing Sunfyre.

“I left rather abruptly last week, and though Helaena informed me of how Aegon was faring up to the day she left, I wanted to hear how he was doing now, and possibly hear if there was any news about Fang.” Lady Hariel explained.

Of course. Their dead dog. Kidnapped from the kennels and tortured in the Black Cells. It was a slight against lord Rubeus guest rights and Hariel deserved better as an honoured lady promised to her son.

Alicent remembered being informed of the situation in the middle of carrying Aegon from the foot of the belfry up to his chambers. Safe to say; she’d been distracted. She’d barely spared a thought to it since, except for when her father was talking. Alicent had a bad feeling about who was behind it, though she couldn't grasp any motive.

“I have no news regarding your dog.” She said, and technically she wasn’t lying. Her father had mentioned a guard had gone missing the day after the wedding. He’d been stationed in the black cells, but they hadn’t had a chance to learn anything from him except it was strange he was gone after five years of steadfast service.

“Aemond was looking into it, but I don’t know what he may have learned, as I’ve been preoccupied with Aegon.” She added, “You must be weary from your flight. You have the hospitality as our honoured guest, Hariel. What happened last time will never happen again, you have my word, though I regret it became necessary to stress the matter. Please finish with the dragons soon and join me inside, Aemond would be vexed with me if you catch a cold.”

“I’d like to, but I have to see to Norbert first,” Hariel gestured to her dragon. “I meant for her to fly back to Dragonstone, but…” She trailed off, abashed.

“What’s the issue?”

Hariel glanced back and forth between her dragon and the Queen, but had little choice but answer truthfully. “Norbert won’t leave.” She admitted. “I told Norbert to fly home, but she keeps… playing with Sunfyre.”

As they talked the dragons began circling each other, like lions readying to pounce on the opposition. Tails swishing and snorting heat that made it seem like fog hung above the yard. Alicent wasn’t sure “playing” was the correct word.

“You’ve lost control of her again?”

“No, no. I haven’t.” Hariel insisted, then added, “Not in a way that matters. When I’ve told Norbert to; ‘go home’, she responds with: ‘not yet’. I’d say that means she’s heeding my orders, but… bending the rules a bit.”

“Is that so?”

“I promise to keep an eye on her until she leaves, your Grace. No one will get hurt, and nothing ruined. I doubt she’ll keep this up for too long. I know Norbert prefers Dragonstone to King’s Landing, and she’s protective of her nest at home. She’s been anxious about Dreamfyre moving to the dragonmount, and worried Helaena’s dragon might try claim her nest, though I doubt she needs worry about that. It’s too close to the other dragons, and Dreamfyre prefers her space.”

“That’s true.” Alicent smiled, hoping the expression wasn’t as sad as she felt. “Do you mind walking with me around the courtyard to keep warm?” She gestured to the path that went around the sides of the yard, and Hariel followed her lead. It was their largest courtyard, part garden and park, and in summer there were flowers and fruit trees, but it looked quite different now.

Her daughter’s absence did not feel real. With Aegon’s injury, Alicent had been too preoccupied with her son to protect the rest. Whilst she had sat at her son’s sickbed, Rhaenyra had gone behind her back and convinced the King to hand over Helaena. They were already betrothed, but Alicent had planned to delay that union as long as was possible – Viserys would not live forever – but now…

“…How is Helaena faring on Dragonstone?” She asked.

“From what she’s told it’s gone well, and she’s busying herself settling in. Lady Rosey Risley caught a cold on the voyage over to Dragonstone, but no one else got sick, and she looks to have made a full recovery.” Hariel said, either unaware or pretending not to notice her Queen’s displeasure.

“She’s not familiar with the differences yet; such as the wind echoing through the castle, the salt and sulphur smells of the volcano and the castle of Dragonstone itself. Princess Rhaenyra has made sure she’s taken care of, but it’s an adjustment, and I think it would be for anyone experiencing their first move.”

Helaena shouldn’t need to adjust in the first place.

Viserys tried to claim Rhaenyra was trying to do right by Alicent by forcing Helaena to marry Jacaerys, but it was amongst the biggest insult Alicent had been faced with yet. Inexplicably both had deluded themselves into believing the situation could be rectified by forcing a Princess to marry a bastard.

In what deluded nightmare did they live in to try claim such was acceptable? Alicent hadn’t even been able to tell Helaena goodbye when she left, to overcome with disgust at what was happening. With Aegon in such a bad condition, she’d been too overwhelmed to handle this too.

It made Alicent wish she could go back a couple moons in time, to those few days between Ser Laenor’s death and her wedding to Daemon, and suggest to Rhaenyra;

“Everything can be made right if you only marry a bastard.”

She’d have dearly enjoyed Rhaenyra’s outraged reaction to such an insult.

This was the same woman who once claimed Alicent -- as merely the daughter of a landless second son -- wasn’t a suitable bride for a King. That Viserys should have married Laena Velaryon as was proper - yet she refused to acknowledge her own hypocrisy. Alicent thought she’d seen the depths of Rhaenyra’s spitefulness, but she’d been proven wrong.

As Rhaenyra was doing her utmost to shame Helaena by soiling her with a bastard, how come she did not feel like putting herself into such a plight? There were plenty of bastards of royal Targaryen ancestry on Dragonstone. Rhaenyra could’ve had her pick of them, but no – for her the suiters could be no less impressive than the heir to Driftmark or Prince Daemon – yet even her illicit paramour hadn’t been a lowly bastard. Harwin Strong was a high lord whom Rhaenyra had been perfectly free to marry had she just accepted Aegon as the rightful heir.

Helaena was Alicent’s only daughter, and imagining her married to that… that... It made her blood boil.

That was not doing right by Alicent or the realm: It was only yet another insult added to the ever-growing list of offences, whilst Rhaenyra kept flaunting spoiled privileges which even Kings weren’t permitted.

The kingdom would rebel if Viserys named a bastard heir to the throne. Those deluded to think otherwise were courting dividing chaos – which is why the likes of Daemon favoured it. How lord Corlys rejected the bastard Lucerys as heir to Driftmark in favour of the legitimate Prince Viserys – passing over Visenya too – was only the first taste of reality Rhaenyra had been made to face.

The Princess was growing ever shameless, and Alicent would never forgive her. Not for Helaena. If she didn’t get her daughter back untouched by that Strong bastard, she would strangle Rhaenyra cold or die by dragonfire trying.

That was her rage talking though… Alicent found it easier to be angry than sad. If she let the full extent of her sorrows out, it’d surely consume her.

“I appreciate that you’re looking after my daughter. Helaena values her true friendships at a time like this.” Alicent said, “You have been a good friend to my children. You saved Aemond from dragonfire, and you’d went to get Sunfyre for Aegon’s sake. Your magic can do wonders.”

“You’re very kind, my Queen.”

“You’ve been open and generous with your magic; the substance lord Rubeus puts the dragon eggs in has caused the rates of hatchings per egg clutch to double, and the growth rates they enjoy is noteworthy. Rhaena’s dragon is nearing the same size as Lucerys dragon, though Ebrion is six years younger than Arrax. Your magic solves issues in ways isn’t available to the rest of us. In ways we don’t know it can be solved.” Alicent said.

She cast a glance at Sunfyre, musing whether he’d have grown bigger if hatched by lord Rubeus. Norbert swished her tail, hitting the side of Sunfyre’d leg, and he snarled and snapped the air by the she-dragon’s throat. It looked and sounded violent, and yet Alicent saw it now… This was playing. They were having fun, and Alicent resented Sunfyre’s ability to have fun when his master was so badly injured.

She took a deep breath, and prepared herself to ask what she needed of the girl. “I want to ask you, regarding Aegon; aside from getting Sunfyre, is there something you can do to heal him?”

Alicent didn’t care for the regretful expression she made.

“Your Grace… Back in our homeland there are magics witches and wizards could perform for his kind of injury – Hagrid told me so. Madam Pomfrey, a witch from home, could have made Aegon as good as new; but that is them, and neither Hagrid nor I are healers, your Grace.”

“I hear from Aemond and Helaena your potential is beyond what I understand, and already I know you can do all sorts of magic. You can fly, cast fire without fuel, take the heat out of dragonfire, create ice and make things smaller or bigger, levitate things no man can carry, and change substances from one thing into another. Why is this branch of magic so different? Why not try? Aegon is fighting for his life, he needs aid.”

“Because… It’s different to practice on a rock than on a human, your Grace. I can make as many mistakes as I want on a rock without it harming anyone, but that’s not the case with healing magic. To learn how to heal, I would have to teach myself spells by practicing on someone alive. Yet unlike my people at home, where there are masters at the craft to guide their pupils, we have no such things, and no one to correct any potential mistakes.”

“But it’s possible? With your magic?”

Hariel was becoming frustrated, but she wasn’t the one with a broken son being turned down for what sounded more akin to a ‘I don’t want to’ answer, than a; ‘It’s impossible’.

“I have two hands and a general understanding of how an amputation works – it’s just sawing through a leg, is it not? But that does not mean I know how to amputate a leg without killing them, your Grace. It’s not different with magic; I need the base knowledge and practice, and I have no way to retain that when I have no practice target or spells to work off. I’d need to be experimenting to figure it out, and that’s a timely thing.”

“Experimenting?” Alicent thought she understood. It wasn’t an issue regarding her potential, she said herself it was possible; it was a matter of practice and opportunity. This was Aegon. Her firstborn, the rightful heir, and Alicent herself was the queen. It wasn’t pleasant having to resort to this, but the alternative was worse, and she had the power to grant her what she needed.

“What of the prisoners sentenced to death? You can practice on them.”

“… Prisoners?”

Hariel stared at Alicent blankly, but with a spark of alarm growing in her expressive eyes.

“You… I… I didn’t mean-” Hariel shook her head. “No. They’re people too… your Grace.”

Hariel’s strong reaction made Alicent wonder if she’d done something wrong, but… no.

Aye, they were people, but the worst sort. They were vile peasants who’d earned their death sentence, and why could they not serve the realm first? Once dead they were going straight to the Seven Hells, and there was nothing they could suffer in life that’d be worse than what awaited them there because of their own bad choices.

If a practise target was what Hariel required, why could the prisoners not serve for such? They who’d betrayed the Kingdom would have the chance to make up for their crimes in some small way, and even if they suffered, they would die soon enough - and letting them serve a greater purpose may make the Seven who are One judge them in a kinder light.

“Did your heart grow feeble with your dog’s death?” Alicent asked wryly, “I don’t recall you showing this much compassion and regard towards the guards you attacked last week.”

Hariel’s expression darkened, “You think those two things comparable? No one was permanently injured by my spells, whilst they heard Fang’s screams but did nothing. Knowingly or not, they aided whoever tortured him. I will not apologize for trying to save my dog against those who caused him harm. Even if they did it on orders, and that is not what you’re saying, is it? That they were right in doing so?”

“Of course not. But you are defending your attacks on the guards, when those prisoners are murderers, rapists and traitors to the realm. Why would you defend the depraved?”

“They’ve already been caught and are not a threat to anyone.” Hariel rebuffed, “I attacked the guards because I had no other choice. Because my dog was dying, and they first tried to prevent me getting to him, and then they tried to imprison me for finding out what they were hiding. This is different. This is…” Hariel didn’t finish the sentence, too worked up to give a proper argument. She looked towards the dragons, and when she spoke, it was like she was speaking to them.

“Fang was imprisoned and tortured too, your Grace, and just because Fang died soon after, that didn’t make the pain he faced in his last hours any less monstrous. A blade or magic: it doesn’t matter what tool is used. I have no more right to play with someone else’s life than the man who flayed Fang did. I will not do that to a dog, nor would I do it to a human.

Alicent was reminded of something Aemond had complained of before; how Hariel was “too kind”. Alicent had a mind to use a different word for her though. She was too soft. Like Viserys. He too couldn’t handle conflict whenever he was made to look at it. Softness was a weakness.

What was the point of her magics when Hariel couldn’t use it when it mattered? If Alicent had that gift, she would have been able to fix so many injustices, and nothing would have been able to stop her. Not even the King.

“I didn’t ask you to torture or cripple anyone. I never would. I offered you a path to learn healing because you said you lacked opportunity to practice.”

“You don’t intend to, but that would likely be the outcome, your Grace.” Hariel said fiercely.

Alicent swallowed down a wave of anger. Did she know she was getting insolent towards her own Queen? Clearly Rhaenyra was starting to damage this lady as thoroughly as she’d ruined Baela. Except… Rhaenyra would have agreed with Alicent on this matter.

“I could accidentally kill someone. I could maim them forever. So much could go wrong. I once tried to make my chamber door stop creaking, but my charm accidentally melted it into oil; but what if that was a human? You are a smart, accomplished woman and hold all the abilities required to perform an amputation, your Grace, but I ask you; did you cut Aegon’s leg off today, or did you leave that task to the expertise of the maesters?”

Hariel took a step closer, looking beseeching and worried and maybe even a little scared. “I know this is your son, and you need this, but please understand: The maesters don’t allow acolytes and novices to perform amputations for a reason, and for me it’s harder still. I don’t only have to learn a branch of magic I do not know, but I have no books or teachers to learn from, which means I must reinvent the charms before I could perform them safely. That can go badly. That’s how I melted my door: Because I was testing magics I didn’t have a spell for, and it had unforeseen consequences.”

“You won’t aid my son? That is what you’re telling me.”

“Not with healing magics, no.” She shook her head. “It’s not that I don’t want to aid him, I do, I truly wish I could help Aegon. I wish I could have saved Fang, that I could have prevented Ser Laenor from dying, heal baby Aemma of her shivers and saved Laena and her son too. But I can’t. Even magic must be wielded with understanding and mastery; because using the wrong spell is worse than no spell at all, and I would never risk your son -”

A loud crash cut Hariel off, and they both looked quickly towards the dragons. Norbert had smacked her tail into the ground, the cluster of horns at the end so strong and the limb so powerful it had sunken deep into the stone slab.

The dragon growled and yanked her tail to get it loose, but she needed two pulls before she wrenched it free.

The witch pointed her stick at the torn ground, moved her hand in a arched pattern and said;“Reparo.”

A shimmering glow fluttered from the tip of the stick, not a true, solid thing, almost more akin to fast moving smoke that shimmered. It soared across the air and engulfed the damage her dragon caused. Before her eyes, the wound made in the ground was healed up within a few heartbeats. Returning it to its previous state without a sign it was ever damaged to begin with.

“You tell me that magic you just performed can’t aid my son? It was torn, and now it is healed. Why can’t you do that for Aegon?”

“Because it is magic not meant for living beings.” Hariel said quietly. “Because a slab of rock is different from the intricacy of a human body with blood, flesh and bones. Because a human body reacts different to being reshaped that way and so fast than a rock that is not alive. I have magic, but that magic has limits… I… Maybe… You’re the Queen, and maybe you don’t know what it’s like to… to have limits, but I do.”

If anything, that was the first thing Hariel explained which Alicent did know. The child wouldn’t be the first blinded by the royalty and title of Queen, -- the Seven knew Alicent once had, and she’d felt the limitations of her body more fiercely after she became queen than before.

Yet she was speaking sense, even if it was in a strange, magical way that was hard to grasp. A part of Alicent wasn’t entirely convinced. Could she not just… do it? Everything else looked so easy, it didn’t make sense why this would give her issues – especially when she claimed it was perfectly possible in her homeland. Though it sounded like their magic had a logic to it. Limitations and rules beyond what Alicent had been told, but Hariel had sounded earnest, and there was no reason for her to lie either.

“I do.” Alicent admitted. The fight drained out of her, giving way for her old, familiar comrade named defeat. Each time things were starting to look up, she’d be punished cruelly for her naivety. She’d thought getting Baela would be a victory against Rhaenyra, but instead Baela had been a curse. Though she’d also once thought badly of Hariel, but she’d been proven wrong there.

Alicent reached out, grasping Hariel’s hands in her own. “I may not fully understand your magic, but I do understand the frustration of limitations. I feel it keenly these days too.”

She squeezed the hand reassured, then stepped back. “Pardon my shortness, but as you cannot help, I think I will take my leave. I need to go see to my son.”

“I can’t heal him, but there are other things I can do. Hagrid had a friend who didn’t have a leg either. He had a fake one, and there are charms-”

“I appreciate the considerate offer,” Alicent cut her off. She didn’t want to think of fake legs. She wanted Aegon to be whole again.

“I will send for you if your input is needed. Aemond should be back soon, so if you need anything, it’s better you go to him. He may be a little… disagreeable,” She said, unable to find a better phrase for his attitude these days. Sullen? Temperamental?

Alicent couldn’t tell Hariel what caused it, but she could do damage control until she could talk sense into her father. “-he’s been deeply affected by Aegon’s injury too, but I know he would enjoy your company for supper.”

“… Supper? I don’t want to impose, your Grace. I arrived without forewarning, and I don’t mind eating with the rest.”

“He’s your betrothed, and you’re not imposing when you’re invited.” Alicent said with finality. She had no patience with her father’s schemes.

Aegon would live. With or without his leg, Aegon held the true claim, and there wasn’t a reason to put her sons in such a position when they’d already won Hariel to their side. Treating her well was the least she deserved. There was too much risk involved when Hariel had tight bonds to Rhaenyra’s lot, because what if she realized why she was being pushed towards Daeron? She might very well tell others.

“Er, thank you, your Grace. I know how untimely my visit is, but I’ll go see him... and Baela too." Curiously, it almost sounded as if Hariel had hoped for a different answer. "Hm. I thought I’d have the whole day, but the hours are passing faster than I expected.”

“It is?” Alicent had felt the opposite. The day had been slow and agonisingly long, and it wasn’t even supper yet. “If you’ll excuse me, I will see you later, lady Hariel.”

Cold and frustrated, Alicent made to leave the courtyard. Her feet leaving soggy imprints in the muddy snow, and feeling the contemplating stare of a witch on her back. Disappointed to realize the gift of magic might be a little like being Queen.

As overwhelming as Hariel’s magic seemed, she too was rendered powerless by a lack of support - a lack of opportunity to reach her potential. Just as by the laws of Westeros the Queen should be the most powerful woman in the realm. Respected, secure and influential - but her husband had changed the rules of her station upon their marriage. What use was the promised power of a Queenship, which was the reason she’d married the King – for the sake of her family - when Viserys made sure the only ones her powers could protect were everyone except the people she loved?

If Viserys had magic like Hariel's, then it was like he'd forgotten the fundamentals and now kept weaving the wrong spells. Attempting to heal House Targaryen but only making it worse. Trying to use ‘reparo’ on the living family he’d broken, yet kept acting surprised that it didn’t work, despite being told time and again its mending effect only worked on dead stone.

Notes:

When it comes to wizards using healing spells they don't know, please remember what Lockheart did to HP's arm in book 2. Lockheart was inept, but he graduated Hogwarts. Hariel and Hagrid knows no more than he did, and they don’t have a Madam Pomfrey with skele-gro to fix blunders. Or for that matter, think of when Hagrid failed to transfigure Dudley into a pig, but gave him a pig's tail, and a month later it had to be surgically removed.

Also, when it comes to human experiments, keep in mind what Qyburn did to the people Cersei gave him... That is based on real world history, where medical advancements happened in horribly unethical ways.

Warning: There's mention of book spoilers up ahead!!
There's a lot of succession thoughts from Alicent's pov here, but I find it ironic how often her character is badly perceived for thinking of succession the same way everyone else in Westeros does (except Dorne), yet gets hated for it in ways others who shares her opinion doesn't (except maybe Otto). What character in asoiaf wouldn't be insulted if they married a lord/king and gave him sons as expected, but the husband chose to legitimice his bastard son from a teenage romance instead, and then steadfastly claimed the bastard was worth more than the lawful sons. This isn't that different. Just imagine how Cat would've reacted if Ned decided Jon Snow should be heir to Winterfell before any of the rest, or how House Tully or the Riverlands as a whole would react to that. They'd be insulted. I know the tv-show angled the conflict as Alicent being pissed at Rhaenyra and nearly nothing else - but this should be the main reason. The rules of their marriage changed for Alicent in a way that didn't apply for Aemma or any other queen/lady of nobility has - and she wasn't given a good argument for why, so how can she not feel singled out? Aegon is a horrible person when he grows up, but his father didn't know that when he was a baby and made this choice. In some ways, Aegon is a self-fulfilling prophecy.

Other characters like Cregan Stark actually agrees with the Greens about the right of succession. He imprisoned his uncles and cousins because he follows the Westerosi customs of first son's right to inherit before anyone else, and proved it further when he had four daughters with his second wife, but dismissed them all for a son of his third wife - yet ended up supporting Rhaenyra (daughter) ahead of Aegon (first born son).
And Cregan is NOT a good guy the way the later Starks are. He’s the sort who wants to kill babies of dead green lords to prevent them growing up, and because he’s pissed he waited so long to take his army south that the war was over by the time he got there (he's like the late Frey of the Dance). He’s no Ned Stark who takes honour seriously - unless it benefits him to do so. He’s easily bribed, like how when acting as the Hand, Black Aly bribes him into pardoning a man of Kingslaying - not for the realm, but for personal gain. And other times he's bribed, it's not always a good deal. He joined the Blacks through a promise that Cregan’s son would marry an imaginary princess, so Jace might as well have offered him thin air. That was such a weak deal, especially when the Greens had Jaehaera, so why didn't he try negotiate with them if a princess was all he wanted? I hope they do better in the tv-show. (because considering their history, it feels like Cregan and Borros should have swapped places in the Dance).

It's not just Cregan who agrees with the Greens. The same ideology is shared with Robb, Ned, Cat, Lysa, Petyr, Sansa, Jon Snow, Tyrion, Tywin, Cersei, Jaime, Robert Baratheon, Stannis, Olenna Tyrell etc. etc. - everyone thinks succession favours sons before daughters, be the daughter older or younger, whether the eldest son is from the first wife or the sixth wife. So it's actually wild how much support Rhaenyra got during the Dance, and I don't understand how within such a sexist society. Westeros is not a forgiving place, especially towards women, and it's almost like Rhaenyra has a popularity plot-armour to keep having so many supporters, when Rhaenys, who had a better claim and never made such big blunders, had no support at all from the realm. The Dance would've made more sense if it was a war between Rhaenys and Viserys anyway.
But since it's not, the only answer for how Rhaenyra managed that is if the realm thinks the bastard rumours are lies from the greens (like the rumours Cersei spreads about Shireen being Patchface's daughter to hurt Stannis), and I think it wasn't Rhaenyra getting most of that support, but Daemon. Sort of like the war between Stannis and Renly; where it's the popular guy that gets the overwhelming support, even when it's a third son trying to usurp his older brother, and everyone knows it but doesn't care, because they don't like Stannis as a person.

Thanks for reading!

Chapter 44: Lily and Jon

Notes:

This is my second chapter in a row that went over 10k words. Please don't expect that as the usual length. I normally aim for 6k length, and sometimes there's more, sometimes less, and this chapter is almost twice as long, being over 11k. It's nearly a double update in itself - which I try not to do. That said... there's a risk the next chapter will be lengthy as well.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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HARIEL XXXIII

“Oh,” Hariel said, pleasantly surprised when Daeron unrolled a large scroll, revealing a painstakingly hand-drawn map of King’s Landing. “Where did you get this?”

A series of unforeseen circ*mstances had pushed Hariel's plans back to the following morning. She hadn’t accounted for the delays, such as herding Sunfyre from the Dragonpit to the castle, and once she was inside the Red keep it’d been impossible to get away. She’d been with Baela in the afternoon, eaten supper with Aemond, Daeron, Ser Gwayne and Ser Otto -- before Daeron suddenly presented her with the map of King’s Landing.

She didn’t know Daeron very well, and she hadn’t realized the boy had been paying attention during her conversation with Aemond in the Dragonpit either. It wasn’t the little brother she’d been trying to convince when Hariel had attempted to casually mention an interest in learning of the streets of the city, and that a map would’ve been nice to see. Aemond had shrugged it off.

“There might be some in the library.”

“I don’t have access to the library.” Hariel said meaningfully, hoping Aemond would catch her meaning on his own.“Remember?”

But he hadn’t.

Instead, she’d planned to go out and try her luck without preparations or a guide – how hard could it be? - but Aemond's younger brother was proving more useful today.

The Queen had a point… well, not about everything, but the alarming requests about performing human experiments on death-row prisoners aside, Queen Alicent had been correct regarding one thing: Aemond was disagreeable and behaving unlike himself. Hadn’t she been forewarned, Hariel would think she was the problem.

It’d become even more confusing during the long, stilted dinner. Ser Otto had watched his grandsons like a hawk, Aemond had been preoccupied eating, while Daeron made stilted attempts to converse about music and praying. She couldn’t put her finger on what it was, but it’d been awkward – until Daeron showed her the map.

“One must know where to go and whom to ask. Maester Orwyle is preoccupied with Aegon, but his assistant was not. He located the maps for me. This one was drawn up fifteen years ago, and it’s our most recent map of King’s Landing. There’s been a few more buildings erected since then by Visenya’s Hill that’s not included here, but otherwise it should be accurate.”

“We’re here,” Hariel said, her hand hovering over the map illustration of the Red Keep , and then she drew an invisible line to the Great Sept. “And this is what we see out the window?” She glanced outside, but it’d gotten so dark one could barely make out the outline of the tall structure in the distance.

“It is.” Daeron nodded.

“May I borrow this for a day? I promise to keep it safe and unharmed within my chamber.” Hariel asked,

Daeron shook his head, “My apologies, lady Hariel, but I cannot allow it. It was leant to me, and I promised to care for it until it can be returned safely to storage, though you may look upon it now.”

That was less helpful. Then again, she figured it was better than nothing.

“May I try something, my Prince?” She asked, coming up next to him. “I won’t do anything but adjust the map.”

Though he needed to think it over, in the end Daeron took a step back to allow her to look at the map the right way up.

Wasting no time, she set to check her directions.

Keeping the Great Sept at an axis with her current position within the Red Keep in mind, Hariel adjusted the map so the Great Sept drawn on the parchment was angled in the same direction as she was looking. Satisfied the two lined up, she reached into her pocket and brought out her navigator compass, and placed it next to the castle on the map.

The arrow pointed towards the bottom left corner of the map, towards the riverfront of the city, somewhere along the river row and fish monger square. She needed to focus her search on the south side of King’s Landing, which was admittedly the easiest to find. There was always a lot of activity on that side of the city as shipping of food, textiles, cargo and other such supply trades came and went.

At the same time as she studied the map, a shiver went down her spine. Helaena had been right: Who she was looking for wasn’t inside the castle, but in the city.

This was the first-time anything Helaena had forewarned had been accurate with little room to argue. When she’d given an answer to a question Hariel hadn’t known to ask. This wasn’t some firefly metaphor or talk of black crickets and green grasshopper that only confused her. Helaena had said Hariel would go into the city, and the navigator compass was confirming the prediction.

Maybe Helaena had guessed, but considering how little involved she was with this, it was a very good guess.

Hariel remembering the rest of Helaena’s advice about bringing Aemond along too.

“I’ve wished to see the streets of King’s Landing for years. Every visit has mostly been spent within the walls of the Red Keep, or in carriage to and from the dragonpit. I’d enjoy seeing the city up close… Would you spare the time to show me around the city tomorrow, Aemond?”

It wasn’t Aemond who answered though.

“He can’t.” Ser Otto said, “He’s to be with Ser Harrold on the morrow.”

“Ser Harrold?”

Every other time Aemond was practising with the knights, she’d usually hear he was with Ser Criston or Ser Erryk. Not the King’s sworn protector and Lord Commander of the Kingsguard.

Aemond hadn’t been talkative to anyone that day, which was clear sign he was displeased, but now it was becoming visible on his expression too.

“Aemond is to be Ser Harrold’s new squire.” Daeron told her.

“Squire?” Befuddled, she glanced sharply at Aemond. “You? A squire? When did you start caring…about… er’, why though?”

It must have sounded like she meant something else than she intended though, since everyone looked at her as if she’d reacted wrong -- except a snickering Ser Gwayne Hightower.

“Ser Criston already has a squire, but lord Commander Harrold knighted his last squire two years past and has yet to take on another.” Aemond said, answering the ‘how’ instead of the ‘why’.

Ser Otto patted his grandson on the shoulder. “The lad has the skill and discipline to make a great knight,”

Until now, Aemond hadn’t served as anyone’s squire, but he had the training of one. He’d been tutored by the kingssguard since he was old enough to hold a wooden sword. Hariel knew it was not a matter of skill, it was the serving part of being a squire he lacked. Squires ran errands for their master’s, tended to their horses, cleaned their mail, as well as assisted them putting their armour on and off. As dutiful as Aemond was in pursuit of his interests, he was not the best at “serving”.

Maybe this would be a good experience for him…?

Then again, wasn’t Daemon also a knight? It was very easy to forget. He wasn’t very good at serving anything but his own self-interests.

“The King must be proud to have two sons striving to become knights.” Hariel remarked.

“He is.” Ser Otto answered, tilting his head towards Daeron.

Hariel was more curious of Aemond’s reaction though, because she could have sworn he’d rolled his eyes. Perhaps this knighthood hadn’t been his idea?

Seated in the chair he’d occupied throughout dinner, he met her eyes, and finally didn’t look away. “Since when did you grow interested in the city layout, Hariel?” He asked.

Oh, crap.

Hariel couldn’t think of another excuse, not one that would convince him at least - but Prince Daeron came to her rescue, quite by accident.

“If you’re interested in the subject, the maester at Dragonstone should be able to tell you more. City housing and castle building is a subject studied in Oldtown, and a maester of Geraldys’ standing likely has a link in this field of knowledge. Oldtown is a great city as well, but it holds a different charm than King’s Landing. The capital is the fastest growing city in Westeros’ history, so it’s easy to forget it is barely a century old, but Oldtown is steeped in history that stems back thousands of years. I do hope you’ll get to see it for yourself one day.”

“I hope so too,” Hariel hoped if the conversation remained on Oldtown, she wouldn’t have to make up excuses. “It’s one of the places I’ve been meaning to visit.”

Ser Gwayne had yet to stop smirking, acting as if the subject amused him as he agreed. “There’s little stopping you. You could fly Norbert there as you please.”

“I could do that, though I hear it’s especially nice to visit during the summer, is it not?”

“Aye, the Reach blooms in summer in ways the rest of Westeros can’t compete with.” Daeron said, a little shyly. “When I’m back, I would be happy to show you around Oldtown.”

Hariel startled by a loud thud. Aemond had slammed his cup down on the table, and she wasn’t the only one to react at the sudden sound. Daeron gaze dropped to his shoes immediately.

“My apologies, my hand slipped.” Aemond smiled with an edge to it that Hariel wasn’t sure how to interpret.

“You’ll have to fly ahead of me, Aemond, as I’ve never been there.” Hariel said, wondering what if she was missing something. It wasn’t anything too obvious, yet this whole evening had been off. Was it only about Aegon or were the younger brothers arguing too?

“How long did it take to fly there? I heard Vermithor was able to bring you to Oldtown and back again within three days.”

Aemond pushed his chair back and joined her by the table. Daeron shifted back, giving his brother so much space one would think Aemond was contagious.

“All of that wasn’t travel time alone.” Aemond said, ignoring Daeron’s odd reaction. “I slept, ate, and I also spent a day in the Citadel with the maesters. It’s about a day of flying in clear weather. It’s a shorter and warmer trip than to Winterfell, and the city lays far enough south it doesn’t snow there in winter.”

“That must be pleasant.” Hariel could imagine how comforting it was to not fear freezing to death, and also have access to fishing and hunting regardless of seasons. This was why the Reach had the largest population count in Westeros.

“Aemond, I’m sure your brother can tell her more. Daeron has lived there for years.” Ser Otto interjected.

“So have all of you,” Aemond dismissed his grandfather, “But as Daeron’s dragon is too young to carry him that far, I remain the only one who’s flown there.”

He turned to Hariel again, “On our way there we’d be flying over Highgarden. That is a great castle as well.”

“Highgarden, the seat of House Tyrell?" She said, "I don’t know much about the castle itself, except they’re rumoured to have a lot of rose bushes.”

“It’s not exaggerated, they’re tall as walls, and they’ve shaped the garden into a maze of rose bushes.”

After she finished looking over the map, Hariel took her leave for the evening. It was getting late, and Hariel said goodbye and walked down the corridor with plans spinning in her head. She’d only reached the end of the hallway before the door opened again, and Aemond caught up with her.

I’ll escort you to your rooms.” Hariel arched a brow when he talked to her in Valyrian.

She answered in the same tongue. “I thought your grandsire wanted a word with you?”

Aemond huffed. “I told him he could find me in my chambers later.”

Are you well?” Hariel wondered, “You’ve been acting differently today. You’ve hardly spoken to me.”

I apologize for my rudeness, Hariel. I don’t want- It’s Aegon, and it’s… it’s…” He shook his head. How he struggled for words even when they were alone was concerning. “For now, I don’t want to talk of that. It’s complicated. Though I wanted a word with you away from them: Tell me again why you have such a sudden interest in the city?”

He looked at her pointedly, and wordlessly made it clear no chit-chat about Oldtown would get her off the hook this time.

I wish to see it,”

Do you?” Aemond asked sceptically, “At a time like this? After what happened at the wedding, I was under the impression you wished to be as far away from it as possible. Try for the truth, my lady.”

Now that he’d caught on, Hariel had to figure out what best to do. Aemond could make this a lot harder, or a lot easier. In one scenario he’d set guards on her door if he suspected she was up to something, or in another he’d be the one who helped sneak her out. He was already suspicious, and how this turned out depended on whether she was able to convince him.

I’m using the compass to find something.”

You don’t say,” Aemond said drily, “What is it?

It’s Fang’s tooth. Whoever pulled his teeth has since moved them into the city.”

Aemond reached out, taking her by the elbow. “What? You are not going into the city alone looking for traitors.” He whispered under his breath.

Hariel jutted her chin out. “I tried to ask you to come along, did I not? If you will not, I can manage fine on my own. How do you think I got into the black cells unnoticed? The city will be easier.”

“And if you’re wrong, you’ll be known as the lady who goes gallivanting through places no maiden has any right to.” Aemond reminded her, “The black cells were one thing. The situation was unique enough to defend it, but roaming the streets of King’s Landing without an escort? Looking into shady plots against the crown unsupervised? Even I am not allowed such actions without a guard. Have you any regard for your reputation?”

“I do. That’s why it was supposed to be secret .”

“What if it goes wrong?”

“You could come with me.”

“I told you, even I am not at liberty to do this.”

“Since when did you care about that?” She challenged. “If you don’t want to, say so, you don’t need blame it on others. For that matter, you need a knight for protection against robbers, not for your reputation.”

She folded her arms. “A maiden needs an escort for both protection and reputation, but I have magic. I can protect myself, so it’s only my reputation which needs governing, is that not the case? Why can’t you take on the duty of escorting me? My magic will serve as our protection against robbers, and you will be my protection for the sake of my reputation.”

He shook his head, “I can handle myself, but if you are to be caught anywhere inappropriate that’s another matter. It would be more damaging to you than it would be for me.”

“We’d go disguised, Aemond, and so what if we’re recognized? You’re my betrothed. What’s the worst they can do? Force us to marry?”

Aemond’s lips twitched upwards.

“You’ve done naught but worry since Aegon’s fall. Come with me.” She yanked at his arm, growing confident his capitulation was imminent. She didn’t even have to come up with some elaborate excuse, she had to tell him the situation as is.

“We’ll go out at dawn in secret. It’s not for leisurely pleasure either, but for a good cause. Would you not want the person who made the security of the Red Keep look like a joke to be caught? Or will you allow him to get away with what he did to Fang? If you allow that, what will he try next?”

She reached to brush his long hair away from his face, combing it back over his shoulder. His conviction was crumbling. She could see it.

“If you come with me, I promise I will show you something amazing. Something magical you have not beheld yet.”

Aemond was about to agree, she knew that much.

Please.”

“… Fine.”

Hariel snuck through the castle under her invisibility cloak in the early hours. She was meeting Aemond as they’d planned, and though she wasn’t going anywhere she wasn’t allowed to - yet - she preferred the idea of not being seen at all.

Only once she reached the door, and she was confident no one were around did she remove her cloak.

Aemond was already waiting for her, and looked over when she slipped inside. He had never been the most extravagant dresser, but what he wore today was even more muted and practical for the winter cold.

“I wasn’t aware you owned a coat that wasn’t decorated with dragon embroideries.” With a dry smile, Aemond handed her an unadorned winter cloak of her own. “You have two? What’s this for?”

Aemond snickered at her remark. “Neither of us are allowed to leave the castle today.”

“I thought that you would sort out matters with Ser Harrold.”

“I did. Ser Harrold will expect me on the morrow instead, he’s not the issue.” Aemond muttered, “I’m not allowed out by my grandfather, but as you’re aware; I don’t care. Now put that on and mind your voice. We need to keep quiet and sneak out if we’re to get into the city today.”

Smirking, Hariel took off her own cloak and tried on the one he’d brought. “These are useful, but they won’t hold up. Even if you’re not wearing your House sigil, you still look like a lordling. The same with me; the textile is unquestionably of fine workmanship. At a distance it’s fine, but we won’t be fooling many dressed this way for long.”

“What do you mean? Look at me.” Aemond gestured to himself. “It’s better than what you were wearing”.

“I never intended to be seen in my real cloak in the streets of King’s Landing, I meant to charm it first.” Hariel reached out to touch the fine chain and clasp on the cloak. The clasp was shaped like a dragon biting onto the chain’s end. Small, but not exactly the stuff farmers spent their silver on. “Neither should you be seen in this. It takes a generous purse to buy what you’re wearing… I can change it. It won’t be permanent, but I can make us look poor… if you want.”

“Then do your worst.” Aemond agreed, holding his arms out as if to make an easier target.

Hariel set to work, taking an inspiration from her time in Essos when it came to textile wear and coarseness, as well as what was considered normal fashions in King’s Landing. Once finished, Aemond looked down, inspecting the results of her magic with as much curiosity as when she’d charmed the Targaryen sigil to slither around his cape.

“This will be useful in the city, but to get outside unseen, I have something even better.”

Aemond co*cked an eyebrow, “Are you referring to your promise? I’ve seen you change the appearance of clothes before, but you did lure me here with promises of hither to unseen spells.”

“I am,” Hariel held up her cloak. “This is a rare cloak. A cloak that allows the wearer to go unseen.”

Aemond co*cked his head sideways. “How?”

“I am going to put it on and show you how the magic works, but I’m warning you first: Please don’t be too shocked when I disappear before your eyes.”

Despite giving a fair warning, the startled expression he made when she disappeared was priceless.

“Ha-Hariel? Where are you? Hariel?”

“I’m here,” Hariel giggled, and pulled down the hood. Seeing her floating head in mid-air made Aemond jerk backwards.

“Seven hells.”

“This is my invisibility cloak.” She said, a wave of giddiness and nerves washing through her as she showed off her father’s cloak. Her most precious possession.

“It used to belong to my father, James Potter, and it grants perfect invisibility to the wearer.”

Uncertain of what would happen, Aemond reached out. His expression said he was expecting his hand would pass through her like air; until it was stopped by something he couldn’t see.

“You’re still here.”

“Aye, I am as solid as before, and… er’ you’re not touching my shoulder, Aemond.”

Instead of taking his hand back, he moved up and found her invisible shoulder, then the opening of the cloak, which he flicked open. Making her head and a strip down from her neck visible.

“This is astonishing.”

“Isn’t it?” His obvious excitement made her happy. She’d known he’d enjoy this. She slipped the cloak off her shoulders and held it up. “These cloaks are rare even in my homeland, but it’s perfect for this. Do you understand better why I was confident I could sneak out?”

Aemond nodded, “I presume this is how you got into the black cells unseen?”

“It is.” She said. “You’ll keep this secret, won’t you? It’s a family heirloom, and I thought… I hoped to share this in confidence.”

“Mm, you haven’t told anyone else about your father’s cloak?”

“Only you and Hagrid knows.”

“Let’s keep it that way.” He tilted her chin up and kissed her lightly. It was short, but his lips were warm and firm on hers.

“Now, how do we do this?”

With her cheeks flushed and a little distracted, she nodded. “Hm. The last time I shared this cloak with anyone it fit fine, but we were children of one and ten. We are not as small, and this might be a tight fit. We must make sure it covers all of us, or else some people will be convinced the castle is haunted when they catch sight of disembodied feet walking about.”

Aemond stifled a laugh behind his hand.

“I also think it safer to use different names too.” Hariel said, “Someone could put two and two together by overhearing us use the names. Neither of us has normal ones.”

Aemond chuckled. “Mm, why not? What do I call you?”

“Lily.” Hariel said, “And what do I call you?”

“… Jaehaerys?”

“Are you for real?”

“Fine. Let me think…”

“What about Ron?”

“Ron?” Aemond said the name in a very different way than she or Hagrid did. “Rather Jon.”

Hariel accepted the change. He wasn’t much of a “Ron” anyway.

Jon then. We should sneak out the front gates while we’re both underneath my cloak. No one will be able to see us, but we can still be heard. Though if we move carefully, it should be possible.”

In the end, sneaking out of the Red Keep proved surprisingly fun, since once they got started, her partner in crime was the most eager, with few traces of the moody guy from last night’s supper.

The first hurdle in Hariel’s fine plan popped up immediately. She’d not considered the snowfall that night, nor how the early morning hours meant nearly no one had crossed the courtyard yet. They were faced with an unmarred canvas of white, and their magically appearing footsteps would stand out glaringly if anyone was watching. Fortunately, they’d come outside while the royal carriage was being readied for an errand. She couldn’t see anyone getting into the carriage, which meant it was probably going to fetch someone. Hariel nudged Aemond along to get behind the carriage, and when they started riding forwards, made to walk in the trampled snow. The guards opened the gate wide for the carriage to get through, making it even easier for them to sneak out.

“I cannot fathom how they do not see us,” Aemond murmured. He was walking behind her, very close for the sake of the cloak, “We just walked past the front gate, and not a single guard noticed.”

“I don’t think that will be a regular security hazard for you. How many has a cloak like mine?” Hariel teased.

“I’d say the one can cause enough trouble, Lily.” Aemond snickered. They turned off the main street into an alley, where they removed the cloak. When she pulled it off them and made to stuff it into her pocket, she saw his face alight with excitement, which almost made her offer to use it longer. But no, it’d be too cumbersome and slow to move under the cloak together on the streets, and it’d be better to rely on looking unassuming from here on out.

However, he only had to stand still for her to recognize another issue.

“Er’… There’s another thing that can give you away, which my magic can’t hide easily.” Hariel patted his shoulder. “It’s your posture.”

“What of it?”

You usually stand like you have a stick up your arse – but she couldn’t say that aloud, so instead she demonstrated.

“Your posture is perfect, and it gives you away.”

Hariel tilted her chin down, and hunched her shoulders, “Like this,” she stood in the relaxed stance of part of the population who knew wasting energy on keeping courtly postures wouldn’t make working in the fields easier. Then she demonstrated the difference between that and Aemond’s normal stance. She pulled her shoulders back and standing at rest in the posture which Septa Megga and Princes Rhaenyra had drilled into her. “Do you see the differences?”

Then it was Aemond's turn to give it a try.

She should have been rewarded for not laughing; because watching Aemond awkwardly hunch his shoulder and fail to behave in a way that went against everything he’d been taught was hilarious. So stiff limbed he appeared more as if he truly had a stick up his arse, but lodged in a way that made it painful.

“Relax. It’s not an act. Think of it as a stage of weariness instead.” Hariel giggled, “Think of how your body reacts after a long trip on Vermithor, and you want to sink into a chair. After a gruelling sword practise and your muscles aches. And instead of hiding it; don’t.”

Those tips worked far better, making him act more human than a stage performer. And when they left the side ally, hoods up, ragged cloaks pulled close and hand in hand, no one looked at them twice.

The streets of King’s Landing were nothing like the village on Dragonstone, nor was it akin to the fishing village in Essos. Neither winter or the early hour prevented the citizens from venturing outside, selling their goods, going to work or doing chores. Hariel kept hold of Aemond’s hand, worried she’d lose him in the steadily growing crowd.

Bugger this f*cking snow.” A woman swore to her toddler daughter as they walked past.

Bugger this f*cking snow!” The little girl repeated happily.

Hariel slowed down when she heard a familiar name, but not of someone she knew personally. It was someone sharing a story from decades ago.

“-Ser Lucamore Strong was caught red handed, but of course they didn’t bother warn him. So he was marched into the throne room, where he had the shock of his life. The old King had already gathered his three wives and sixteen children there, and they were already arguing. The wives hadn’t known their husband had other wives!”

Sixteen children?!” The shorter of the two reacted with a tittering laugh, “His lusty sins aside, you must acknowledge that’s an achievement. Juggling being a Kingsguard, a husband of three and father of sixteen. Hah!”

Hariel felt funny hearing that tale. She knew it too, but it hadn’t been a joke when she’d been told of the Kingsguard who broke his oaths. As punishment, King Jaehaerys had the once honourable kingsguard gelded and sent to the Night Watch, his sixteen children went from trueborn to bastards, while his three wives were exiled despite having no idea the other existed before the day of the trial, and with only the bare minimal care if they’d been involved or not.

Maybe the reason it made her uneasy was the last name. Strong. The oathbreaker. Why were they talking about that though? It was an old tale.

The crowd grew thicker, and soon most of what she heard were snippets of conversations. A young boy of Jace’s age grumbled about how the price of bread had gone up, another man was sharing his opinion about the city watch with his wife. An old woman hobbled past with her cane, and a group of kids were playing a game seeing who could throw rocks into a circle made of sticks.

“-then, he swore the prince fell off his dragon and right into the street of silk.” A teenager about Hariel’s age told a man who might have been his grandfather.

“That’s ridiculous. If he fell that far the prince would be dead.” The old man argued.

“He’s got the blood of the dragon. Maybe he can fly.”

“Don’t be daft, boy. What would they need dragons fer if they could fly?”

Their conversation was drowned by a man’s loud yelling of:“Bread! Fresh bread for sale at the street of flour!”

“Where’s the street of flour?” Hariel asked.

“Quite a long way from here. It’s across town, not too far from the dragonpit.”

“Oh,” that was far.

“Look down, Ha- Lily, there’s a man from the city watch up ahead.” Aemond whispered, and Hariel did as told. She didn’t know who he’d seen, because none here was wearing the gold cloak, but perhaps they did a much better job without it.

They walked down the Hook unhindered, though Hariel had to drag Aemond aside when a horse drawn carriage came rolling up the street from the dock, the odour of fish lingering in its wake.

“They should take care where they’re riding.” He sneered. “They almost hit me.”

“They don’t know who you are,” Hariel reminded him. “You either get out of the way or you’ll get ran over.”

Aemond frowned. “It smells too,” He added.

“The whole city does. On Crackclaw, the first thing that needs be put down is a proper sewer.”

“That’s costly. It’d be at the expense of the other constructions to do that.”

“I’d rather have something more modest which is built atop solid foundations than create something that’d come to stink within a decade. And I have magic.” Hariel chuckled. “In Essos, Hagrid made a miniature dragonpit for Norber in a couple days, admittedly without any idea of what he was doing, but it worked. Norbert had shelter and somewhere to be where she didn’t end up burning down the forest. Healing magics is beyond us, but building? Moving rocks or shaping terrains? That’s different. We’ll need assistance from a maester with a building link, but I expect we can cut down years of construction between the two of us.”

“Mmm… You needed but a day to make an ice castle for Norbert’s use within the courtyard of Winterfell too.” Aemond recalled.

“We’d need more than a day to do it properly,” Hariel said, as she didn’t want to give him unrealistic expectations. “-but we can make a significant difference.”

The Hook arched into the Fishmonger Square, the main market along the River Row. The River Gate was open for trade and visitors coming by ship to enter or leave the city. A group of people in familiar shade of blue were talking with the guards, which she’d recognize anywhere.

Hariel grabbed Aemond’s arm, and pulled him urgently to the far side of the road when she recognized who they were. The royal carriage was here too, and now she knew who they were picking up.

“Velaryons.” Hariel whispered sharply, hoping they hadn’t been seen or recognized before turning aside, “By the River Gate.”

“That’s the Lord Laenor from Driftmark.” A man who was not Aemond answered her.

Her prince went very still, while Hariel whirled around towards the man who’d spoke. He was weathered and wrinkled, with a grey beard and black eyes, sitting on a pile of stone brushed clear of snow.

“Pardon?” She asked, adjusting so her back faced the River Gate. They probably couldn’t recognize her from the silhouette of her cloak alone.

“You were talking about the Velaryons, right lass? They arrived on the Lord Laenor.”

Oh. He wasn’t talking about Laenor the person – he was talking about the Velaryon ship named Lord Laenor.

“You know the ship that well?” Hariel asked. There was a wall that circled the entire city, and the only way to get into the city from the docks was through the gate, the most natural to use being the River Gate. Though from where they stood on the inside of the wall, they could only see the masts and sails sticking up above from the docks on the other side. And though Hariel could see one of the ships was using Velaryon sails, to be able to name precisely which of the many ships the Velaryons were using was another matter. They had the biggest fleet in Westeros.

“I know all the regular ships who docks here. ‘Worked here my whole life, lass. Lord Laenor is the ship House Velaryon use frequently back and forth between Driftmark and King’s Landing.”

“Thank you, goodman.” Hariel said,

He licked his lips, and cast a curious look at her companion. “Heh, better keep her close, lad. Some of the sailors around here has been at sea for a long time with only men to keep them warm.”

Aemond turned slowly from looking at the Velaryon and towards the stranger.

The man chucked and scratched his bearded cheek. “‘Got a temper on yeh, do you boy? Learn to know a friendly piece of advice from a bad one.”

“Let’s go,” She urged, pulling Aemond away before something unnecessarily stupid happened. It was still early.

When they were far enough away, Hariel huffed. “At least we know the disguise is working, I doubt he’d talked like that if he had any idea who you were.”

They were standing in the River Row, and it was from here it’d get tricky. She fished out her navigator compass from her pocket and flipped the lid open.

Aemond placed a hand on her shoulder, “Princess Rhaenys is there too.” He said, nodding back towards the Velaryons.

A crowd of people had gathered by the River Gate. It made it hard to see, but when the door of the royal carriage was opened, Hariel recognized the woman climbing in.

“She must have returned from Driftmark.” He said.

Hariel hummed agreeable. “I wonder why.”

Though not enough to be distracted, and the arrow on her compass was pointed westwards. “It wants us to continue down the River Row.” Hariel mused. “Whoever took Fang’s teeth, it should be here in the city.”

Finding the exact destination the compass was pointing towards was a lengthy process. They first narrowed it down to a district just by the corner between River Row and Ed Alley. A cluster of houses was erected in a near careless heap there, making it hard to tell which unit belonged to whom. After circling the area as best they could, they figured out which block of houses, before they were confident on which unit was likely their mark.

“It’s that one.” Aemond agreed. Neither wanted to risk being seen standing right outside it, and after finding out which it was, had kept walking.

“Whoever lives here must be the guilty party. We should ask the locals who lives here, report it to the commander of the city watch, and justice will be served.”

Hariel was not enthused about that idea. “No. We should knock on the door and see if anyone is home.”

This time it was Aemond’s turn to be unenthused. “I agreed to escort you around the city, instigating conflicts with traitors without proper precaution is another matter.”

“I don’t mean to instigate anything. If there’s someone home, I want to see the person who lives here for myself.” She explained.

“If what he did to Fang was a threat, then I don’t want you anywhere near him. Especially not in their home while none knows where you are. This is like Winterfell all over again. Flying off with no trace, leaving people to worry and send out search parties after you.”

He wasn't wrong. A part of her wanted to march over and blow up the door. To barge in on the person who killed Fang and look them in the eye. She wanted them to fear her, the same way they had made Fang fear.

At the same time another part really hated the idea of disappointing Aemond… and she didn’t want to worry Hagrid again either.

It’d been years since she left the Dursleys, but it was hard to shake off the mindset that if she was to disappear, no one would care why. Which was ridiculous. Hagrid had stolen the biggest dragon in the world and flown across the whole continent for her. So had Aemond. Somehow, almost impossibly, it turned out several people had cared whether she lived or died here.

“… What if we put my father’s cloak on, and then knock on the door? If they answer, they won’t see us, and if they’re not home, then we don’t have to wait, do we?”

It took a little more convincing, but not much.

The house was off the main street and accessible by a narrow alley, the entrance was in worn wood and ill fitted. She knocked on the door, and stepped away from the entrance, accidentally walking into Aemond again. At the beginning of their outing, these accidental brushes kept making her blush, but it was a very tight fit, and if he minded that time she stepped on his foot, he hadn’t said so.

She tried the door, but pushing and heaving did nothing. It didn’t budge.

There wasn’t any keyhole to explain what was happening, but Hariel took out her wand and gave it a try. “Alohom*ora.”

There weren’t any soft clicks of a lock opening, only a loud “thud” that made Aemond pull her back.

“What was that?”

They stood still for several quiet seconds, but they heard no footsteps from inside, and saw no one looking out from the other houses. It appeared empty.

Carefully, Hariel tried the door again, and this time it pushed open. There was a piece of sturdy wood on the floor, and a stand on the inside of the door to pull it through, and thereby lock the door. It was that piece of wood her spell had unjammed.

They loitered by the door a few seconds, but with a shared look of nonverbal agreement, they went for it.

The house was in a state. Commoners lived a very different life from nobles, and it was clear which of the social classes lived here. There was nothing of value, and what was there was clumsily crafted and worn. If she was to guess, it was more than one person who lived there, and most of them didn’t prioritise tidying.

They followed down a narrow hallway, connected with three doorless rooms. The first two were windowless and messy, and growing confident there truly were no one around, she removed the cloak.

It was unkempt everywhere except for the last room. Despite holding more content than the rest of the house, this room had been kept neatly organized. There were pots stacked in a row, and large boxes along one wall. A shield was propped up against the wall at the far end. The bottom was painted green, and the top was blue, like the grass and sky, except someone had used red ink to paint a pair of empty, crying eyes in the middle.

She opened the lid of one of the jars, but immediately pushed the cover back on. The pungent smell had made her eyes water.

A sole table in the middle, with a tidy collection of knives and glass jars, stood out. Everything else here was simply the home of someone who either didn’t care, or couldn’t afford to keep up appearances. So why was this room so different? It was a cross between a storage room and a study.

Aemond had opened the lid of a box, but when he peered inside, he made a tight expression, and shut it closed.

“What’s in it?”

“…It was human.” He said shortly, “Fang wasn’t their only victim. Whoever lives here is not going to be friendly if they find us. We’re leaving, Lily.”

“But we don’t know-”

“Now.

Hariel checked the compass a last time, and tried a last spell. “Accio fangs.”

The lid of one of the boxes was pushed off by the force of her spell, and a rugged hemp pouch soared out of the box before Hariel caught it mid-air.

“There,” She said, and then allowed Aemond to steer her out.

Half an hour later, they were walking back up the River Row, Aemond keeping a firm hold of her hand, fingers interlocked in a gesture that was quickly becoming a soothing thing to her.

The pouch she’d summoned had held what she'd come for: Fang's teeth - and now Hariel was trying hard not to picture how they’d been pulled from Fang in the first place. The violent waves of fury blended with aching sadness which those thoughts brought forth was too overwhelming.

Why? Who had done this?

If this was revenge, then what had Hariel done to deserve that?

Why would they take it out on Fang? He’d never harmed anyone.

Even though they'd learned more and found the teeth, it didn’t feel like a victory. She still didn’t know who was behind it, and now the city watch would be the one to apprehend them instead.

“Jon?”

It took Aemond a moment to realise it was him she was addressing. “Lily?”

“Do you have an idea who’s behind this?” She asked, pulling him to the side of the street, where less people were mingling about.

“Nothing I can prove.” He admitted.

“But you have an idea? Who?”

Aemond took his time answering. “I can’t prove anything, as there aren’t any proof, and yet at the same time there’s one who may fit.”

She waited him out,

“Daemon.”

“Huh?” Hariel couldn’t follow his logic there. “What? Why?”

“You don’t think he’s able?”

“Er’… no, I know he’s able. A dog means nothing to him. When we met he threatened to feed Hagrid and I to Caraxes. The only reason we went with him is because we mistook him for a wizard and he kept it to threats alone, while the people we ran from tried to kill us without so much as a hello. Though as shifty as Daemon behaved, his wife and daughters were wonderful to us, and Hagrid loves working on the dragons.” Hariel said truthfully, “But he’s had access to Fang for years. If he wanted to hurt him, he picked a strange time to do so.”

“Or maybe it was the perfect time?” Aemond challenged. “Isn’t it curious it happened the same day we were betrothed? In my father’s castle, in the dungeon of my home? It appears to me to be the scheme of someone displeased about our betrothal.”

“To kill Fang and… then what? Frame it on you? To make me back out of the betrothal?”

Aemond nodded, subdued.

“But that’s stupid. I never thought you involved with this.” She told him, “If that’s what they tried, they miscalculated.”

At the same time, was it entirely implausible? Hariel didn’t believe Aemond had anything to do with it, but the same trust didn’t extend to the rest of his family. She’d never believe it of Helaena either, and Aegon was cleared by default, because it’d been his wedding and as the groom he’d been watched the whole day before … well, falling off a tower. The Queen hardly seemed to remember Fang’s fate because she was so preoccupied with her son, and Hariel couldn’t fault her that. A dog the Queen never met didn’t matter when her child was suffering loss of limb.

Ser Otto Hightower was harder to place. He seemed like a man who knew too much to not have an inkling about what had happened. He had the main control of the castle, a son in the city watch, and yet he’d not been forthcoming with anything. Except offering Hagrid a new dog while trying to sweep everything under a rug.

“Is that all it’s based on? You believe Daemon is against our betrothal? Why? You said yourself he brought me to Westeros with intentions to marry me into your family. Well…” She gestured between them.

“He intended to marry you to Lucerys, not me.” Aemond said firmly, “That scheme failed only a few moons ago. He’d intended for Baela to be the next queen through a marriage to Jacaerys, while keep control of you through Rhaenyra’s son – but thing changed after his plans were uprooted. He hurried to betroth Rhaena to Lucerys instead, because it was the only option left at the time. He made himself more options with violence later.”

“What violence?”

Aemond looked at her with a flat expression. “Do you not find the timing curious? Laenor had barely been on Dragonstone for a day, grieving his dead daughter, then suddenly he’s dead in a tavern brawl, which none could explain after the fact? The other injuries of the people there were from fists and kicks, and that man who was trampled to death in the doorway, yet Se Laenor was the only one stabbed.” He shook his head. “It reminds me of a story I heard. About how years ago my uncle decided to fly back to Runestone after staying clear of his first wife for years, only for his wife to die the day he got there.”

He looked at her meaningfully, “What a tragic accident that was. Thrown from her horse so hard her head was bashed in.”

Hariel swallowed. “Daemon still calls her; ‘his bronze bitch’.” She admitted, and Aemond smiled grimly.

She recalled the time Daemon talked of how ugly and unpleasant lady Rhea had been to his own daughters over dinner, and it had pissed Hagrid off. After telling Daemon to mind his manners, Hagrid had told Hariel – as well as Baela and Rhaena - that the way Daemon was being disrespectful. That no matter how much they ever grew to dislike someone, to never talk of the dead the way Daemon did. And Hagrid knew. He’d been at war, and he didn’t talk of his dead enemies the way Daemon talked of his deceased wife. It was disrespectful, and especially loathsome when done towards their own family.

But if Daemon had killed his first wife, would he be this careless? Wouldn’t he at least try to cover it up, and not go around talking as if her death was deserved? It was almost too obvious otherwise.

Unless he did. Then despite how stupid it looked; he’d still gotten away with it.

“Years ago, he visited Driftmark as well, and soon after lady Laena’s betrothed was dead in a duel, and my uncle married her immediately before running off to Essos for a decade.” Aemond kept listing examples, “Or how, after Baela’s marriage prospects was changed, Laenor died barely a week later.”

“That didn’t change anything,” Hariel whispered, “Laenor’s death didn’t change Baela’s marriage, and it’d be stupid to think it would.”

“You’re right. It didn’t change Baela’s marriage, but it changed Daemon’s. Just like when Laena’s betrothed died.” Aemond said. “Now that Laenor is dead, Daemon will become King instead. Did you not see how Princess Rhaenys looked at Daemon when we told them what happened to Laenor? She certainly believes this was his doing, and the moment she left Dragonstone and he was in the clear of Velaryons, Daemon married Rhaenyra. Do you not see where I’m going with this?”

Hariel had heard these stories here and there, but never in the way he implied. It’s not like she didn’t believe Daemon incapable. She knew well he was a murderer. So were lord Corlys and Ser Laenor though. How many people had they killed during the war in the Stepstones? But fighting enemies trying to kill you was different from killing your wife and cousin in cold blood.

Daemon was eccentric, dramatic and had a violent temper that was hard to predict, but wasn’t this going too far? Laenor and Daemon were friends. They’d been to war side by side. For Daemon to be behind Laenor’s murder would be as bloody idiotic and cruel as if Ormund Hightower had been the one to push Aegon off the belfry.

They were family, and shared more kinship than normal cousins once removed did thanks to the excessive incest, but besides being family, they held a long companionable friendship. Why would he kill his friend? It didn’t make sense… except…

Sure, she knew Princess Rhaenys and lord Corlys were angry, but wasn’t that about the disrespect Daemon and Rhaenyra showed when they married before Laenor was buried? It’d been an insult to House Velaryon. But if they thought that Daemon had any involvement with their son’s death, surely they’d react far stronger than this… right?

Or had they reacted stronger than Hariel had caught onto?

A horrible thought hit her then: Was this the true reason why Lucerys was disinherited?

It’d seemed an overreaction to Hariel, especially because Rhaena had just been betrothed to Luke only months earlier; a boy Corlys had shown no ill will towards despite the bastard rumours. The betrothal guaranteed both Corlys bloodline and the Velaryon name would continue, as well as guaranteed that the two rulers of Driftmark were dragonriders.

Though if this change of heart wasn’t initially about the birth of Prince Viserys, but about how they suspected Daemon was involved in their son’s death, was that why the Velaryons had not just been offended, but so pissed off they’d publicly snub the King and his line of succession? Because it was risky to name a newborn babe heir to Driftmark in more ways than Hariel could count when the boy had so many brothers. Instead of any granddaughters, who were not only of Corlys blood – but also happened to be Daemon’s daughters.

When Hariel considered matters now, she was suddenly quite unsure. Was it so unfathomable that Daemon might do something that stupid?

No. She could easily imagine that.

Would he do something that cruel?

… In the right circ*mstances, yes, she believed him capable of that.

Even outside his ambition for the Iron Throne, did he not have other reasons for wanting to marry Rhaenyra? Something more personal? Hariel fidgeted with her ragged cloak sleeve. Knowing she was skirting around a major factor. One she could never tell Aemond.

Visenya “Velaryon”.

Though Aemond was perfectly clear about what he suspected of Jacaerys, Lucerys and Joffrey’s parentage, he didn’t seem to realize Rhaenyra’s younger children were not all Laenor’s. Very few seemed to, but Hariel suspected Visenya was Daemon’s daughter the same as a lot of others suspected Jace, Luke and Joffrey were the sons of Harwin Strong. Little Visenya had a much better shield against bastard rumours though. She’d been conceived after Harwin was dead, and at a time Daemon did not live on Dragonstone with Rhaenyra. He’d been at Driftmark with his children burying his wife. He hadn’t moved to Dragonstone until after Rhaenyra made her pregnancy public.

It’d become even more confusing after little Prince Viserys was born looking so much like Laenor too. What were the chances Rhaenyra had snuck in a lover in-between Harwin and Laenor? Hariel found herself doubting it at times too, as for years she’d struggle to believe Daemon would be so disrespectful towards his dead wife as to hook up and conceive a child during Laena’s funeral. Granted, for a while she’d also struggled to accept how incestuous the Targaryens were, how casual they were about it – and that had prevented her from accepting it too.

Until she saw how Daemon and Rhaenyra looked at each other.

Until she saw for herself how they acted after Laenor’s death, and now knew for sure they were perfectly capable of that. At least the King had waited a year before remarrying. Rhaenyra hadn’t even waited a week.

It also bugged her whenever people spoke of how much Visenya looked like her mother. She didn’t. Visenya looked like her father, the same as how all of Rhaenyra’s five children likely took after the three different men who fathered them.

Hariel couldn’t prove it though. She’d seen Laenor cheat on Rhaenyra with her own eyes, but she’d never seen Rhaenyra cheat on her husband. Speculating about Visenya’s parentage aloud meant she’d be spreading useless, harmful suspicions based on nothing more tangible than: “Rhaenyra and Daemon used to flirt a lot before they married”.

What sort of argument was that? When it sounded as if Daemon had been flirting with his niece since the Princess was Baela’s age.

Considering how poorly bastards were treated in Westeros, Hariel was not about to start spreading rumours. Visenya was an innocent two-year-old, and didn’t deserve that. None of the children did.

“That’s… those are grave accusations, but… it’s not like those examples. Fang was different.”

“My uncle is not in favour of our betrothal. I can guarantee he never would have brought you to Westeros if he’d ever predicted this outcome. I expect he intended you for Lucerys, or to someone he found acceptably loyal to himself. That did not happen, he may feel a need to rectify the situation the only way he knows how to do anything – and he’s got friends in low places.”

“Kidnapping and torturing Hagrid’s dog though? Isn’t that an odd pick of target? From what you say, he should have been going after Hagrid or me directly.” Or you.

“It would have been hard to get at you while still retaining his innocence, especially at such short notice. At earliest he learned of our betrothal the day before. This is not his usual style, and that is a fair point to consider, but do remember my uncle is well connected with the City Watch. He was in the city, and all he’d have to do was give the order. It’d be done without getting his hands bloody, and it’s peculiar how one of the guards has mysteriously gone missing now.”

“What?” Hariel asked. A person was gone?

Aemond nodded.

“Did they run away?” She hoped.

“Don’t hold out of hope. Men who need to walk away from danger for their own wellbeing, can always be made to walk back under the right incentive.”

Her stomach twisted unpleasantly, and her fingers dug into the course hemp pouch, feeling the outlines of the fangs inside. A man was missing… possibly over a dead dog. What the hell was wrong with this person? He’d harm people, animals and gods knows what else he got up to, just so he could keep evade consequences for his twisted crimes?

Hariel knew that even if she caught the son of a bitch, his punishment for killing Fang would be nothing. In these lands, a dog was an item, not a being, and would see no more than a slap on the wrist and be charged to pay Hagrid a sum in compensation. No. The main reason Aemond was here wasn’t truly about justice for Fang. It was about how this person had taken advantage of a glaring security gap and made the Red Keep look incompetent during a politically important event, when the castle had been swarming with powerful lords – all who heard what had happened. That was a far more serious crime in their eyes.

And maybe they weren’t wrong to think that. Dogs dying and missing guards. What else was this person doing under the King’s nose? Hariel would have wanted a stop to it as well.

“You should have heard my uncle’s drivel after the wedding. He kept preaching of how poor the security of the castle had become, and insisted it was because of us. As if. He is the person who made the City Watch. Whatever faults to be found, it’s because his own incompetence is showing its true colours. He’s the one who made the system the City Watch follows to this day, which I intend to rectify. We can’t have the King’s personal army loyal to a disinherited prince instead of the King himself. That goes directly against the purpose it was created for.” Aemond said. “It’s for such reasons these security gaps can happen to begin with.”

“I’ve thought on this, and he’s the only person I can think of who had a motive, means and deviousness to do so. What does he care for the innocent? Neither bond of friendship, family or duty has held him back before. Only my father holds some slither of control over him, but he is growing weaker. Rhaenyra was only named heir to prevent Daemon from becoming King, and look where we are now. My father’s excuses are growing as feeble as his body, and Westeros should fear what happens the day there’s no one alive for Daemon to feel beholden to.”

“Do you?” Hariel squeezed his hand, her heart beating faster. “… fear the future?”

Aemond held her eyes, but it was clear as day to her. He feared his uncle might kill him. Of course he must. He believed Daemon had Laenor killed to further his own position, also whilst knowing that his uncle had liked Laenor.

“Don’t trust him.” Aemond said instead of answering that aloud, he lent forwards, kissing her forehead, his lips lingering atop her scar before pulling back. “He’s harmed people he held in higher regard than you. Hurting you, killing Fang – such won’t even be enough to give him a restless night’s sleep.”

“… I’m not going to argue whether he’s a dangerous man.” Hariel agreed. Her gaze trailed over the people passing by. They were busy with their own lives, and even dressed like them and standing amongst them, Hariel felt disconnected. They surely had worries too, but not the same sort which made Hariel paranoid about her own shadow.

“He is. Though if all the examples you gave are true, if merely half of them are, that’s…” worrisome didn’t start to cover it, “I still don’t think he was behind Fang’s murder. I may be wrong, but if any of the other things you said are correct: If he killed lady Rhea and Laenor…”

Hariel had to stop and take a deep breath, because saying it aloud felt like a curse. Like making it possible, and she didn’t want it to be true. What was she supposed to do if the lord of the castle she lived in was an unchecked serial murder? An unrepentant kinslayer?

If true, what did that say about Rhaenyra? She was the future Queen regnant of Westeros, and she couldn’t allow someone like that the power of a co-monarch. But then… what did Aemond know of his uncle? They’d never been close, and maybe it was an exaggerated legend, while the Princess knew better?

She didn’t want to judge someone based on rumours, but Hariel also didn’t want to be like the neighbours at Privet Drive. Content to ignore what was happening at number 4. She didn’t want to dismiss Aemond’s fears the way the neighbours had dismissed Hariel as a troubled orphan forced on the respectable Mr and Mrs Dursley.

“If he did, then your uncle isn’t one to cover up his crimes and redirecting blame. It is being so obviously guilty it’s ridiculous to think someone would flaunt their crimes as he does. He’s too guilty to be guilty, does that make sense?”

Aemond’s lips pursed as if he wanted to disagree, but he nodded slowly. “Aye, my half-sister implements the same strategy. It’s a travesty the only one it works on happens to be our King father.”

Hariel couldn’t prevent flinching. Bloody hell, but he had a point. Not because she thought Rhaenyra should be forced on Laenor when neither had wanted each other. Their steadfast camaraderie while stuck in a bad situation together had been uplifting to behold. It was just… it didn’t have to be that way.

She’d had an easy way out of this situation for eighteen years now, and yet Rhaenyra had chosen this way of life because she desired to be Queen. She’d asked for it, fought to keep it and claimed to accept the responsibilities that station came with - but didn’t follow through on those promises. It’d be one thing if it was just about her, but the Princess knew her decisions affected others, and even Hariel, who was foreign and sometimes missed social cues because of her different upbringings, could tell she wasn’t being careful.

“Who else needs be convinced but the King? To an extent, isn’t that what everyone tries to do?” Hariel challenged.

A King’s pardon could forgive any travesty, no matter how heinous. That was their way… except with the sort of promises that went beyond Kings. Breaking vows made to Gods were the sort of oaths even royals had to be weary of. The Targaryen Conquerors had claimed the lands of Westeros under their rule, but they’d never been able to conquer their faith. It was the one place they’d been forced to compromise, or else settle for ruling a kingdom of the dead. The faith of Westeros had proven longer lasting than any one Targaryen lived, and even more stubborn than Dorne.

“If recklessness is Daemon’s go-to method of defence, then he must be convinced a Prince will never suffer consequences. Though … considering how things have turned out, he may be right. He’s never exercised great effort with his schemes, because it works out for him regardless of if he’s caught in wrongdoing or not - but it also makes it unlikely he’d start using his brain on my behalf, don’t you think?”

She ran her finger over his knuckles, trying to ease the severity of the conversation. To somehow express she’d listened, that she wasn’t dismissing his concerns, but that he might be on the wrong track this time.

“It’s not like Daemon to have our dog killed, then pin the blame on someone else with the intent of sowing discord. That’s the method of someone who fears consequences. Of a man who acknowledge they may lose – not a prince who feels untouchable. You’re giving him too much credit.”

“You are of the opinion my uncle is too stupid for that scheme?” Aemond cracked a smile. “I didn’t consider it from that angle, but you make a compelling argument.”

They’d kept a slow pace during their conversation. Keeping to the side of the road and talking quietly, and by now they were back at Fishmonger Square. She tried keep an eye on the crowd around them too, as the lingering concern they might run into someone familiar was still there.

She didn’t recognize anyone’s face. There was no carriage, no Princess and no Velaryons that she could see, though when a tall man walked past them, so close he nearly knocked into Hariel’s shoulder, she saw something else.

It took her a moment to fully register it as anything else but the cloak he wore with a broach pinned into it, yet something gave her pause.

When she looked over her shoulder after him, she saw he was carrying a fish in his hand, likely bought from the docks. His cloak was worn and filthy, but not bad in quality, so why wouldn’t he have a broach too? Surely that couldn’t be why she reacted. It was merely a beetle broach.

Though, admittedly it was an inaccurate one with some creative liberties by the maker, as it had not looked accurate to Helaena’s technical drawings of what a beetle looked like. It hadn’t been a fly either. If anything, it’d actually looked more like Helaena’s drawing of a firefly.

… A firefly?

“Where are you going?” Aemond asked when she suddenly walked off with no warning, while going the opposite way of the castle.

“I just have to-” she didn’t finish her explanation, too hung up on catching up with the man before he got lost in the crowd. He was walking briskly down the River Row like a man with a clear destination in mind did. Not looking around, stopping to see the wares of the salespeople, or hear the latest news on the dock.

“Excuse me?” Hariel called, “Excuse me, goodman?”

He didn’t react before she was nearly next to him. Bewildered by her insistent to talk to him,the man turned around, staring at her with pale, hard eyes.

She hadn’t thought this true, so Hariel said the first that came to mind. “Could you tell me what Street this is, goodman?”

He said nothing, so she gestured towards the buildings. “I don’t mean to be a bother, I am-”

The stranger opened his mouth, but not sound came out, and then Hariel saw it. He didn’t have a tongue. He wasn’t answering because he couldn’t speak.

“Oh, my apologies…” She took an instinctive step back, walking into Aemond. He’d followed her. “I’ll ask someone else. Have a good day.”

The man turned away, heading off in a brisk tempo, as if she hadn’t stopped him to begin with.

“What was that about?” Aemond asked.

Hariel craned her neck, keeping the stranger within sight. “We should follow him.”

Aemond sighed. “Why?”

“It’s something your sister said. About fireflies -- and he had a firefly pin, did you notice? He also missed his tongue. Like Fang did.”

“He’s likely a felon, so mind who you run after in the future. Besides, that man had his teeth, which Fang did not.”

“Yes, I saw that, but could we make sure? Can we see where he’s going?”

Aemond wasn’t as curious as Hariel, but how could he be? He hadn't heard what Helaena told Hariel on Dragonstone, but he wasn't hard to convince anyway. He wasn’t eager to return to the castle.

“My grandsire is going to lecture me,” Aemond told her, sounding fed up. “Not that there’s much else he can do, but it’ll be unpleasant.”

They had some issues following him, but in the end, they managed to trail him all the way back to a familiar building. They watched from underneath her invisibility cloak as he entered the house they’d broken into earlier.

“Hm, would you look at that.” Hariel mused, thinking of dragon dreams of ravens chasing fireflies. “That is two for two. I think your sister’s study into divination is starting to show results.”

Notes:

I put a rating on the story, and I struggled to figure out which to use, M or E. Explicit seemed too strong a tag at first, but then there's graphic description of violence in this story and mention of child abuse of all sorts. The sexism and humans being sold through marriage alliances in itself feels like it requires an E-tag, because from a modern perspective (which the tags are based on) that's basically human trafficking of children. So I know there's no explicit sex, but there's plenty of explicit other stuff, so I went with the E-rating to be safe.

Thank you so much for reading!!

Chapter 45: Queens Who Never Were

Notes:

Please check out evidoliscomming aesthetic board of Queen Alicent from Never Tickle a Sleeping Dragon!

Last chapter I said this would likely be another lengthy one, and it is, but funnily enough, I didn’t use any of the 10k I had drafted when I said that, which was from Aemond’s pov… instead the “brief” Baela part, that was supposed to be the intro only, evolved and took over the whole thing… this is stuff I always meant to include, but for some reason I thought it would be later, in a chapter or two. I changed my mind, so here you go: a 10k of Baela’s pov is up ahead. Because while Hariel and Aemond were exploring the city, Baela was having an eventful day too.

Also, I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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BAELA IV

When Aegon stirred awake during Baela’s daily visit, she almost panicked. She was nearly alone in his room except for a servant.

Why did maester Orwyle leavethe room?!

What should she do?!

What should she say?!

Since he’d been asleep during Baela’s previous visits, the last time Aegon had seen her wasthat night. How was she supposed to act?

“Good morning, husband, have your sleep been restful since we argued on the belfry, and you fell and now you’re crippled?”

There wasn’t time to think up a better alternative before Aegon’s glossy eyes flickered open, dull and worn.

“My leg… my leg…” Aegon murmured, “what… you’re … where’s mother?”

That was an excellent question actually: Where was the Queen? If she’d been here, Baela would have been kicked out a long time ago!

“She’ll be here soon, I promise.” Baela said, feeling like a fish out of water, “She’s hardly left your side, Aegon.”

“… ‘mother… ish?” Aegon slurred. “She took… took... marfho…” his speech was near intangible, but Baela had expected that.

Though more urgently: Aegon was awake.

Baela barked at the servant to get the maester and fetch Aegon his soup. Since he spent so many hours asleep, it was crucial to get him fed the few times he was awake. It hadn’t been long since the maester stepped outside, and he shouldn’t have gotten too far.

While they waited, Baela busied herself pouring him a cup of water. “Here, drink this.”

Aegontried,but he was too weak, and Baela had to assist him. She guided the cup to his mouth, but he was laying flat on his back, and some of the water ended up trickling down his cheek and onto the bedding. He licked his wet lips, and the water seemed to wake him up and help clear his head.

With a pitying moan, Aegon squeezed his eyes shut.

“Stay awake a little longer, Aegon. You need to eat before you rest.”

“My leg…I… I fell from a tower?”

Baela sat down by the chair next to his bed, bound by duty and vows to aid her lawful husband in his illness. “You did,”

His face had been left relatively intact from the fall except a bruised cheek and a wound hidden underneath his hair, but the rest of him wasn’t so fortunate. His shoulder was bruised and scraped, his broken arm resting atop the cover, and the worst was the state of his legs…leg.

He’d been carried down to a new room on the ground level closer to Sunfyre. It was less extravagant than the Prince’s apartments… what was supposed to be their apartment, but it allowed him proximity with his dragon and everything being freshly cleaned. Though the fact the room was clean didn’t meanhewas.

The servants bathed Aegon regularly with soaked cloth, but he couldn’t get up to use the privy, he could hardly sit up at all to use a chamber pot — and she knew he’d soiled himself several times whilst bedridden. Baela knew he was sick and injured, and it was perhaps unfair to judge him at his lowest, but still, her husband just looked so dilapidated. Feeble of mind and body.

“Baela…?” Aegon murmured.

“Yes, Aegon?”

“… I dreamt I was standing in the Great Sept... I dreamt we married.” He murmured.

Baela winced, “Then you dreamt of our wedding, husband, I’ve dreamt of it too.”In her nightmares.

“Our… wedding?” Aegon spoke like he didn’t know what she was talking about. As if he didn’t remember. Was that good for Baela or bad? If Aegon didn’t remember their wedding, surely he didn’t remember their fight either… But then he wouldn’t remember that she didnotpush him. He’d be of no help getting his mother off Baela’s back.

“Aye, my love,” Baela said, the endearment tasting queer on her tongue. She did not love this man. Her heart was broken for another, but the endearment was the same her mother had once called her father. What the Queen called the King. What her grandmother called her grandfather.

Love was commitment. It was duty, respect, honour and unity with another. Perhaps, if Baela repeated it enough times, she’d start to believe it true. That’s what she told herself each morning and each night; but then she’d see her “love”, and instead all she could think was:he’s not anything like Jace.

“I’m your lady wife, and you’re my prince husband.” Baela parroted, “You don’t remember our wedding?”

Aegon frowned. “No? …Or maybe? It was… I know we’re betrothed.”

“We’re married, my love, and we spoke vows. Ask anyone, and they will tell you likewise.” Baela corrected, gingerly she reached out, and when Aegon didn’t react, she mindfully brushed his silver hair from his eyes.

She’d made that vow, but though she hadn’t broken it, she hadn’t upheld it either, and soon everything had gone horribly wrong. It’d made her face a jarring revelation: Regardless of what some may feel, Aegon was her blood. Her cousin. If Jace was in this situation, she’d be doing everything she could to aid him. The same with her other cousins Joffrey, Luke, Visenya and Viserys too. Baela was married now, and her husband was owed her devotion, whilst her cousin was owed her compassion. And she’d made a sacred vow.

It may have been an oath given reluctantly, spitefully and angrily - but she’d still spoken the marriage vows in a Sept, before the Gods and the King and the realm - and Baela was not striving to be some damned oathbreaker. She was true and had valour. Baela always figured if she’d been born a son instead of a daughter, she’d have made a fine dragonknight.

“I swore to be by your side… to love you, in sickness and in health.”

Aegon looked at her, his eyes empty, “Then kill me, wife, and be free.”

Baela was too stunned to say anything but: “No.”

“Why? Because… you love me so?” Aegon mocked, though the effect was ruined by the pain in his voice.

“Seven Hells, pull yourself together, Aegon.” Baela snapped. She’d be true and dutiful, but she wouldn’t put up with this pathetic pity act either. “You’ve come this far only to now beg for the easy way out? What about your mother? What about Sunfyre? What about me? Are you going to leave me alone with them?”

“You?” Aegon looked as if he didn’t comprehend her words anymore. “I lost myleg, and you are concerned about…you?”

“Why shouldn’t I be?” Baela asked sharply, “All you do is think about yourself. Everyone else are only ever thinking about themselves, so why shouldn’t I? If you won’t live for yourself, then have the decency to live for me. The wife you swore to love forever. To protect, honour and care for me. How are you supposed to do that dead?”

“… I don’t remember that.” Aegon muttered, “Does marriage vows count when I can’t remember saying them?”

“The Gods heard you, and they don’t forget.”

Aegon laughed, a cold and mad sound. “Gods?” He said, his chuckles turning to a winze of pain. “What Gods does this? If there’s such things as Gods, they despise me. They always have.”

“With that attitude, I wouldn’t blame them.” Baela said with brittle patience.

That remark was so shocking to Aegon he looked at her, baffled. “What did you say to me?”

“I was telling you to do better, then maybe you wouldn’t be so unfortunate. By all means, if it helps you feel better than curse the Gods as you please, but don’t dismiss your own part in this. You were running drunk atop an icy belfry in the dark. We may not have chosen each other, husband, but we’re in this together. I am keeping my end of the bargain, and I expect you to hold to yours.”

“Then be prepared for disappointment,wife,” Aegon hissed, eyes squeezed tight with pain, “I’d rather be dead than crippled.”

“You think the Gods will receive you kindly, Aegon?” Baela wondered, “Are you ready to be judged by them? Do you believe you’ve lived honorably enough to be sent to the Seven Heavans, or will it be the Seven Hells?”

Aegon smirked, “Did I say anything about the Seven?”

Baela frowned. With the sort of mother he had, she assumed… but he was a Targaryen Prince, and to be fair, he’d never upheld the values his mother did.

“Then forge new strength from the fourteen fires.”

“Strength? No one thinks me strong anymore. You certainly don’t. I’m weaker than a lady now. What am I supposed to do without my leg?”

“Take care not to lose the other one?” Baela suggested, “If you need support, I am steady enough to lean on, and if you need be carried, you have a dragon, or did you forget Sunfyre?”

“He’s the only one worth a damn anymore,” Aegon murmured spitefully.

“Then… good?” Baela said uncertain. That was a little sad actually.

“Then consider this; what use are the strength of men with two hale legs when the fire consumes them? You’ll never be able to run again, but you may yet fly.”

Aegon’s eyes trailed towards the window, in the direction of his dragon.

No more was said on the matter when the door opened, and maester Orwyle and the servants came back inside.

Baela used the maester’s arrival as an excuse to leave Aegon and go in search of Hariel. Unfortunately, her favourite witch was not to be found in her chambers, and neither the guards nor the maid could say where she’d gone off to. Even after checking the places Hariel could be expected to visit, including Prince Aemond’s empty apartments, Baela had to give up.

If she just had permission to leave the castle, Baela would take a carriage out to the Dragonpit to fly with Moondancer, but alas. She wasn’t allowed that. It’d been her idea to shepherd Sunfyre to the castle, but oh no, Aemond and Daeron were allowed to leave and fly as they pleased, whilst Baela was ordered to remain behind.

She considered going to the royal Sept for her daily prayer, but she just… couldn’t muster up the energy to do so - and for once; why shouldn’t she do something she wanted to? Had Hariel been available, they could have snuck into the kitchens and talk one of the cute kitchen boys to let them taste the cake batter they were preparing. If not, maybe the witch could use that spell of hers to shrink Otto Hightower’s shoe. It was a game of theirs, where Hariel shrunk only one shoe, that way the person thought they’d misplaced it, and ended up searching everywhere. It’d been very funny the time they did it to Hagrid and uncle Laenor. Personally, Baela would have liked watching the Hand strut around the castle in only one shoe.

But she wasn’t to be found, so instead Baela headed for the Prince’s Gallery.

It was named by the Prince who put it together: Vaegon Targaryen. He had been a weird Targaryen who didn’t like dragons and was rather unpopular at court, then later sent to Oldtown to become an archmaester by order of his father, King Jaehaerys. If he hadn’t… perhaps the succession would have looked different. She had never given the most boring Targaryen to ever live much thought before, but now it gave Baela pause.

Was Vaegon Targaryen still alive? Toiling away as an old man at Oldtown to this day? She honestly had no idea, but he’d be younger than her grandfather Corlys Velaryon, so it was possible. Dead or alive, the last Baela heard was that he stopped contacting his family after the death of his parents.

It was a little frightening how a Targaryen Prince – and one who may have become King if he hadn’t taken the maester’s vows to forsake surname and titles – could fade into utter anonymity and obscurity. Today, all that was left in the Red Keep of the bookish, dragon-less prince was this gallery, holding a historically important collection to House Targaryen and Westeros.

Baela took her time walking past the weaponry, statues, paintings and other items. There was a silver cup with fine dragon emblems from Old Valyria. A Valyrian Steel helm, and a painting of Belarion the Black Dread. There was an obsidian statue of a hatching baby dragon peeking out from a cracked egg standing in the middle of the room. A whole armour stood in the corner made in pure gold, so shiny Baela could see her reflection in the breastplate. The winged shoulders gave it a funny look.

The most valuable items in the collection were probably the five crowns though. They had once belonged to five of the seven Kingdoms that were united under one rule by Baela’s great, great, great grandfather on her father’s side; Aegon the Conqueror. Though King Aegon I was her great, great, great, great grandfather on her mother’s side too.

There were nine realms in Westeros today, but when Aegon and his sister wives conquered the continent a century ago, there’d been seven Kingdoms.

The North,

The Mountain and the Vale,

The Isles and the Rivers,

The Rock,

The Reach,

The Stormlands,

And Dorne.

The swords of Aegon’s fallen enemies had been collected and melted into the Iron Throne, but five of those seven crowns were on display in this gallery.

Baela inspected the craftsmanship of the ancient crown of the King’s of Winter, surrendered to the Conqueror by King Torrhen Stark. It was anopen circlet of hammered bronze incised with the runes of the First Men, surmounted by nine black iron spikes wrought in the shape of longswords.It had no gemstones, but the cold heaviness seemed fitting of the north - though it appeared plain compared to the golden crown of the Rock. That one was so sparkly and ostentatious it could be called cluttered. The golden circlet was as tall as Baela’s head, and tightly bejewelled with diamonds, sapphires, rubies, emeralds and pearls, and was last worn by King Loren Lannister.

There was no crown for Dorne since the Roynish southerners of Westeros had never properly yielded, and instead she moved to the silver crown of the Mountain and the Vale, decorated with runes and crystals. It’d been given to Queen Visenya by the Queen regent of the Vale at the time, Sharra Arryn. To prevent the warrior Queen from feeding her son to Vhagar, she yielded, and it ended almost sweetly. After Sharra Arryn bent the knee, Visenya took the boy flying around the Eery before returning the delighted child safely back to his mother.

Baela lingered the longest in front of the Storm King’s crown. Forcefully given up at the beginning of the Conquest – some would even claim it was whatstartedthe conquest - by the only remaining Durrandon.

The last Storm King’s daughter, Princess Argella, had tried wearing the Crown herself, but became the Storm Queen Who Never Was because her own men feared the fires of Meraxes. As the army neared Storm’s End, the men mutinied and captured their new Queen. Then yielded Storm’s End while handing over their chained ruler as a hostage to Queen Rhaenys and Orys Baratheon to do with as they pleased. Orys had taken the castle and then married Argella to subdue the rest of the Stormlands.

Baela had heard Orys Baratheon was supposedly gentle with his bride, but she was old enough to know better now. What sort of love song started with the bride’s father being killed by the groom, before the bride was sent gagged, naked and chained to the wedding?

But what could Argella have done? Orys became her lawful husband, thereby claiming her kingdom through their marriage before bending the knee to King Aegon. Orys was then rewarded the seat as lord Paramount of the Stormlands. House Baratheon were the new lords in name, though Orys took both House Durrandon’s banner and the house wordsOurs is the Furyand adopted them into House Baratheon to make it seem more...legitimate. After all, the last Storm King had refused lord Orys his daughter’s hand in marriage once already. The Baratheon was a rumoured bastard brother of Aegon himself, and the last Storm King chose to die before seeing his Princess daughter wed to a man ludicrously below Argella’s station.

Not that his death at Orys sword had spared his daughter.

Baela reached up and removed the crown from the stand. It was cast in gold and shaped like a row of antlers. It was bejewelled with finely cut sapphires, and etched with lightning bolts and storm imagery.

My ancestors wore this crown once,Baela thought, and placed the crown atop her silver hair.

Argella was Baela’s great, great, great, great grandmother on her mother’s side. It’d been diluted with dragon blood and salt of the Velaryons, but she still had the blood of the old Storm Kings running through her veins too.

With the crown on, Baela stepped over to the golden armour to admire her reflection. She appeared distorted in the shiny surface, but it was enough to see how her silver hair contrasted with the twinkling glimmer of the sapphires.

If Baela was to be bold, she’d say the crown suited her. It was a shame such fine craftsmanship was placed here, where it was left useless while collecting dust on a pedestal to be gawked at. Such a waste of potential.

Just like me.

When she heard dragging footsteps coming up the hall, interfered with the sharp tapping of a cane, she quickly took it off. Baela had only just placed it back on the pedestal when the guard outside opened the door for lord Larys Strong.

“Good morn, lady Baela.” The man greeted her as he hobbled into the gallery.

“Good morn, lord Strong.” Baela said, fixing on a smile, even as a shiver ghosted down her spine. She didn’t like him, but of late each meeting had been even more uncomfortable. For a man struggling to walk, Larys was everywhere.

“You’ve been to the Sept daily since your wedding, lady Baela. Your absence this morning was noticed.” He said, coming up to stand at her side whilst leaning heavily on his cane. Baela shifted discreetly away and cast a longing glance at the door. He was called the clubfoot for his deformed leg – a crippling defect he was born with – but it seemed more extensive than only a twisted foot. Even with the support of a cane, Larys was constantly unbalanced. It was an ironic twist of fate for such a frail man to be born with the surname “Strong”.

“The day is still young, and I’ll pay my visit there later,” Baela said, careful not to sigh in exasperation. All this praying was getting rather old, but she couldn’t skip it. “I spent the morning with my husband.”

“Your presence must’ve been a delight to him. We all pray for Prince Aegon’s recovery.”

“Thank you, lord Strong.”

“It would please me if you were to address me by my first name, lady Baela.”

She smiled, not her most genuine or gracious one - but she managed. “Lord Larys.”

He was not only the master of whispers and lord confessor – but the lord of Harrenal too. She thought of how he only became a lord in his own right because his father, Lyonel Strong, had burned alive in Harrenhal alongside his older brother Harwin Strong

Four years later lord Larys remained unmarried and without a proper heir. A peculiar situation for a man of his age and position when he wasn’t widowed. He was a cripple, but with his inheritance, a bad foot wouldn’t make him lack for bride candidates. Probably the fact he volunteered for the position as the royal torturer was more damaging to his marriage prospects. That was not the sort of man any caring father would wed their daughter to.

“You are interested in the histories, my lady?” Larys asked, “You seem curious about the crown of King Mern Gardener.”

“Mern IX” Baela added, a little vexed he assumed her ignorant. “It belonged to the last King of the Reach, who died alongside his kin on the field of fire.”

“Aye,” Larys agreed, nodding, “Since King Mern chose death instead of bending the knee, Aegon the Conqueror received the crown from the steward of the King’s castle instead.”

“At Highgarden” Baela finished. “I’m aware, you don’t need refresh my memory regarding my family history, lord Larys.. In exchange for yielding Highgarden and the crown of the Reach, Aegon lifted the steward of Highgarden, Harlan Tyrell, to lord Paramount of the Reach.”

“Some men are at the right place at the right time,” Larys mused,

“It was unearned.” Baela stated, “The Tyrells didn’t fight for Aegon. They were merely doing as their lord ordered. Remaining safe and sound within Highgarden until their masters were dead, then reaped the benefits of better men’s labours.”

“They had sense enough to know a lost battle.”

“Aye, but so did anyone with sense. That doesn’t change they were butstewards.” Baela said meaningful.

They’d risen too high and too fast, by receiving their seat of power through a victory which hadn’t been their own. They had neither the blood nor earned their station. Which is why even after a century of ruling the Reach in the Targaryen’s name - the Tyrells were still frequently at odds with their bannermen, since the majority boasted a more prestigious ancestry than their lord paramount.

Though somehow the Tyrells had managed to cling to their seat regardless, and had the sense to make some advantageous marriages, granting them some much needed noble blood through brides from better Houses – though the Florents, Redwyne and the Hightowers weren’t fond of having to be counted as bannermen to the stewards. Baela understood that. It’d be like the Seasnake being forced to answer to Ser Criston Cole.

“It was your greatest ancestor who rewarded those stewards.” Lord Larys Strong smiled, but it didn’t reach his eyes, and Baela thought of how House Strong who'd risen to power by the generosity of the Targaryens. They'd been around for a while, but as minor lords until Aegon I - and unlike the Tyrells, the Strongs had steadfastly aided their Kings, going above and beyond to prove themselves, even if a member here and there had fallen short of their honour. However, the Tyrells had taken the reward of Highgarden and hadn’t lifted a finger for the kingdom since except continuing the food production and paying their taxes.

“He had his reasons.” Baela said dismissively. It certainly wasn’t because the Conqueror was particularly fond of the jumped-up stewards. It was a decision made to slight the Reach, by making those mighty and rich lords bend to a steward. If the Tyrells had been overthrown by their bannermen, as many expected for several decades, it’d be no great loss to him. Yet somehow the roses had prevailed.

The Reach had been stubborn against Aegon’s Conquest from the start, and their reluctance to abide by their new royal family had lasted long after the conquest ended. King Aegon I had also picked the Tyrells knowing that as long as the powerful Houses of the Reach was busy quarrelling amongst themselves, they were less a threat to him. As well to prevent House Hightower from claiming the seat once all the Gardeners had been eliminated. If they’d been granted the seat as lord Paramounts, the Hightowers would have risen greater than the other Great Houses. They would have been charge of the Faith, the maesters, the food production, the biggest city in Westeros at the time, and become the richest House.

Aegon I had more than enough sense to realize that, and took steps to keep their power subdued not just during the Conquest, but for the following decades whilst he secured his validity as the one true King.

Though considering the bloodline of Baela’s husband, she wasn’t sure it’d been enough.

“You sound as passionate for the histories as young prince Aemond.” Larys said as he moved to look at an old shield of House Hoare, a stand in for the lost crown of the old King of the Rivers and the Isles, as King Aegon had not been able to retrieve it.

It had existed once and belonged to King Harren Hoare, the same man who ordered the construction of the largest castle in all of Westeros, and it was to be named ‘Harrenhal’. A castle as grand as his ego. It took forty years from the day King Harren ordered it to its completion, but on the very same day the last brick was finished on the castle, Aegon and Balerion came for them.

They had not yielded, and so Aegon burnt every man, woman and child within that new, mighty castle. Harren’s crown melting with him.

“Aemond?”

“Aye, he is… or should I say, he used to be. He’s been distracted of late.”

“Haven’t we all?”

“Ah, I was not referring to Prince Aegon in this regard… No, Prince Aemond became less dedicated to his studies around the time he began courting lady Hariel.”

Baela couldn’t care less how Aemond’s studies were faring, and glanced towards the door once more. Would it be rude to excuse herself? But the man corrected his words, forcing Baela to feign interest a little longer.

“I do not insinuate it’s a fault.” Larys said, smiling crookedly, “It’s understandable for the young Prince to focus on his betrothal, and lady Hariel is a friend of yours too, is she not?”

“She is.”

“Hm,” He gave a nervous smile, “-the girl has a strange way of making friends across different factions.”

“Factions?” Was he talking about Aemond and the Hightowers?

“I hear she leaves an impression with smallfolk as easily as she does the King,” Larys walked to the bench in the corner of the room. He carefully lowered himself and sat down with a groan, but he also needed to position his clubfoot for comfort.

“She talked with his Grace once, but must have made an impression. Not only is she betrothed to Prince Aemond, but he took her advice to heart in other matters too.” Larys said,

“Uhu,” Baela murmured, catching a strange shadow in the foot protector of the golden armour. Though when she looked down, there was nothing. “Hariel can be persuasive when she needs to.”

Her attention was no longer on the conversation. She could have sworn-

Baela screamed as aratscurried out from the foot of the golden armour. It scrambled straight towards her, and she stomped down reflexively, feeling the creature get smashed underneath her foot.

The Others take them!” Baela cursed loudly.

“Oh my,”

The door banged open, and the old bearded guard stormed in with his sword drawn, “What’s wrong, my lady? I heard you scream.” He looked suspiciously at Larys, but he was sitting down and nowhere near Baela.

“No matter, no matter. It was but a rat that frightened the lady,” Lord Larys said as Baela hopped around on one leg while shaking out the other.

Ew! So gross!

“Should I send for the rat catchers, my lady? One of our better ones called Cheese passed the corridor not long ago.”

“Not for this one,” Baela said, “I already killed it, but you can call Cheese and have him throw it away. What is with all these damn rats? I see them everywhere.”

“Right away, my lady,” The guard said, his golden cloak whirling around as he dashed down the hall, as eager to please Baela as the staff at Dragonstone.

“The rodents do seem to thrive in the walls and gaps of the Red Keep,” Larys mused, “-but they might have grown bolder after lady Alyssa Reyne accompanied Princess Helaena to Dragonstone and took all her cats with her.”

“Then his Grace would be wise to call lady Alyssa’s cats back to do their duty at the King’s castle,” Baela grumbled.

Talking to Larys always made her feel like she had bugs crawling underneath her gown, and the rat just intensified it.

“My apologies my lord, but I need to take my leave to change my footwear. I don’t want to walk around with dead rat under my foot.”

There was a prolonged pause, his expression didn’t change – yet Baela had the oddest sensation he was displeased.

“Of course, my lady. I won’t keep you. Please tell me if I can be of assistance. I know you’re adjusting in a new home far away from what you know, and the Red Keep is grand and powerful, but a lonely place to live without friends.”

Back in her rooms, Baela changed into a warmer pair of footwear, and handed her stained ones over to her maid to be washed, before she decided she’d had enough of the castle. Putting on her winter coat and a warm hat, Baela headed out into the Weirwood courtyard. Hoping the ground was too cold for rats, and too icy for cripples to walk on, only to realize too late she’d chosen wrong.

So, so wrong. The Gods punished her harshly these days for her faults, because she wasn’t alone. Right then, Baela would rather invite the rat, lord Strong and her husband all together to dinner than to run into her grandmother, Rhaenys. She caught sight of Baela before she could scramble back the way she came.

“Baela,” Princess Rhaenys smiled as she turned away from the Weirwood.

How come she was here?

Baela wrapped her coat tightly around herself. “I thought you’d fled the capital, Princess.”

Her grandmother’s smile fell away, “We didn’t flee.”

Baela chuckled. That was a bold lie. One of so many. “Of course. It was but coincidence that you and lord Corlys chose to leave from the council meeting where you disinherited Rhaena and directly to Meleys to fly away.”

“Baela, dear-”

“Haven’t you done enough?” Baela snarled, glancing about for eavesdroppers, “I don’t want to hear your excuses.”

“It seems unfair to you now, Baela, but know it was a decision never intended to go against your sister, but for the sake of our family as a whole.”

Baela narrowed her eyes. “Is that so? Exchanging two dragon riders in favour of a babe still suckling at his mother’s breast was an improvement? For the family’s sake? Your arguments are as flimsy as your actions. Leave me be.”

“I came here in hopes of having a reasonable discussion with you, Baela. You are in a severe situation. Your husband is crippled and it may go worse still, whilst you have no one in your corner at court. As your father kept you in Pentos or on Dragonstone, you have no true allies here.”

“You don’t think I know that?” Baela snarled.

“That’s why you need me,”

“I am better off alone than trusting a backstabber like you,”

“Please Baela, I only wish to speak with you. To clarify how it came to be. There is much you’re unaware of. Will you walk with me? Then we can have a fair conversation about this.”

Baela was of a mind to whirl on her heel and march back inside. Why should she do her any favours? And her father had ordered her to not talk with her grandmother… Well, not exactly. He’d said not to respond to their letters, and report back to him. What was she supposed to do when Princess Rhaenys showed up in person and cornered her? Baela might be angry, but Princess Rhaenys was still Baela’s grandmother and above her in station. If it became known around the castle that she was rude to her grandmother, it would feed into Queen Alicent’s lies about Baela’s character.

Baela nodded stiffly.

Princess Rhaenys gestured to the door in the wall leading into the Godswood, which was right next to this wirewood courtyard.

Baela followed her grandmother through the door, arriving at the Godswood. It wasn’t entirely accurate a description. It was a proper wooded area, but the Wirewood was on the other side of the wall in a neatly maintained courtyard. Whilst within the Godswood itself the biggest tree was a large oak.

During her first visit to the capital, Baela and Rhaena had played hide and seek with Jace and Luke in here. It’d been a wonderful day, even though the game itself was a failure. The wooded area was spacious enough, but the trees were too far apart, the terrain too even. There was nowhere to hide properly, and everyone was found nearly at once. After that, they’d played a chasing game instead. Baela remembered it fondly, as she had kissed Jace for the first time when she caught him. She’d pressed her lips to his cheek, Jace blushed and smiled, and he’d held her hand when they rejoined their younger siblings.

They’d walked a little into the wood when her grandmother continued their conversation. “I should have warned Rhaena of what was to come beforehand, I can acknowledge that. It must have been a shock to you both, but we did not name Prince Viserys heir on a whim. Surely you understand that?”

“No.”

“No?” Rhaenys frowned, “Baela, Lucerys is…”

“He’s what?” A part of Baela wanted to hear her arguments. A proper one.

“Prince Lucerys gets seasick whilst standing on a peer.” Rhaenys said with a sigh, “How was he supposed to command a fleet when he can’t even stand on a boat without throwing up?”

“Then perchance you’d consider that Rhaena could have done it?” Baela said scathingly. As if that was the real reason. As if the lord of the Tides didn’t appoint captains and crew for his different ships. As if capability lessened his birthright. That was a poor excuse. “Rhaena does not get seasick anymore than I do.”

“Laenor was our chosen heir, but Prince Lucerys never was.” She excused, “He was never officially named heir to Driftmark after Laenor’s death, and therefore we didn’t disinherit the boy. We could not help that your father made unfounded assumptions about the succession when he betrothed Rhaena to Luke. It was not what we wanted.”

“My father didn’t makeassumptions.” Baela said firmly, “It was uncle Laenor’s suggestion to betroth Lucerys and Rhaena. He wanted to honour my mother, in fact, he was eager for a daughter of Laena’s to be the lady of Driftmark. Are you telling me your son wasn’t allowed to pick his own heir either? Onlyyou?”

This time, her grandmother took her time gathering her response. The only sound between them was the crunch of snow under their feet. Rhaenys eyes darted around the wood, finding none around them and that they were indeed alone, and only then did she find her voice.

“I loved Laenor with all my heart, and perhaps I was too soft with him, but I wasn’t blind. My son could not handle the game of thrones, and in the end; he was a fool.”

At first Baela was flummoxed she’d say something like that about her son. Then abruptly, she burst out laughing. It was either that or cry.

Of course, she’d say that. Why had Baela assumed Laenor was viewed any different than the grandchildren?

There didn’t exist a person in Westeros – perhaps in all the world – who could measure up to Princess Rhaenys and the Seasnake’s expectations. Neither Jace, Luke, Joffrey, Visenya, Baela and Rhaena did, and now she learned Ser Laenor and lady Laena hadn’t been good enough to carry the Velaryon legacy either.

Sure, they were good enough to sit the Iron Throne and be dragonlords - but the Seven forbid any of them inherited the Driftwood throne.

“Oh, this should be good.” Baela drawled, uncaring if it was disrespectful.

“What was the issue with uncle Laenor then? Was he too fond of wine? Was he too gallant? Too kind to his wife? Too good with a blade? Did it bother you that Seasmoke didn’t grow as fast as Meleys? Was it the fact uncle’s eyes was a little too blue instead of purple? Please enlighten me. What’s your excuse this time?”

Baela wasn’t sure she’d ever seen her grandmother quite like this before; cold, haughty and self-righteous. The closest she’d been to this was probably a week ago, when Baela had yelled at her during her wedding. Rhaenys was quick to criticise others, but she couldn’t handle any aimed at herself.

“It is law, Baela. It was the right thing to do when Prince Viserys Velaryon is our only trueborn grandson, and Laenor’s only living child.”

Baela knew her grandmother had more excuses, and yet she couldn’tbelieveshe’d go with that one. That was the opposite of an excuse.

“You speak treason, grandmother.”

“If it is treason to speak the truth, then yes I am.”

“You’re taking advantage of those horrid lies to excuse yourself? And here I thought the Hightowers were grasping and power hungry. I should have looked closer to home.”

Her grandmother’s hand jerked, as if she was about to slap her. Had she said something like that to father, he wouldn’t have hesitated – and her new husband had slapped her for far less. Yet Princess Rhaenys took a calming breath. “This is not an excuse, it’s the truth. Rhaenyra’s three eldest are not my grandchildren. The rightful heir to Driftmark is Prince Viserys Velaryon. Not some bastard of House Strong.” She said, and once she started speaking, her latest story came out in quick but deadly sentences.

“First of all, I know my son. He never desired his wife or wished to wed her, and… afterwards, he failed in his duty. It was a simple enough agreement: Laenor and Rhaenyra would provide two legitimate heirs for House Targaryen and Velaryon, and in exchange, we would be allied once again by marriage, the Crown would have access to the wealth of the Seasnake and the largest fleet in Westeros, while Laenor would be the King consort, and his child the future of the realm. I don’t know if Laenor even tried to uphold the promises he made, or if Rhaenyra was the one who couldn’t be bothered, but if either of them ever tried, it ended soon.”

She was retelling a story Baela had heard a very different version of from her mother.

“Yet they wed, but nothing happened for a while, but it seemed fortune began favour us again when we received a letter from Laenor about how Rhaenyra was expecting. We were fools.” She shook her head.

“We visited almost daily in the last moon of Rhaenyra’s first pregnancy, but what I observed was troubling. It was unseemly how her sworn shield looked upon the princess like she was his world, whilst my son could hardly bother to stay with her for a dinner. I had seen Laenor be more excited for the birth of a cousin, than when his wife carried his babe. I suspected even then, but I held my tongue. Laenor was overwhelmed, and I tried to convince myself Ser Harwin was the son of the Hand, and was surely as honourable as his father. That as her sworn shield it was his duty to stay with the princess. That even if he was in love with Rhaenyra, which even a blind man could see - the heir to the throne couldn’t be such a fool as to have an affair. After the birth of Aegon and Aemond, her heir ship had been highly contested for years, any other father would have disinherited her years ago. Why would she throw it all away when she insisted this was what she wanted? If Rhaenyra became pregnant from a paramour, she’d be sabotaging herself and harming her own child. I thought no one could be that daft. Rhaenyra has an oath bound duty to give House Velaryon a trueborn heir of Laenor’s blood, just as it was her duty to the Kingdom to give a trueborn heir to the throne. Though while we waited for the birth, it always worried me that Ser Harwin was more excited for the birth than Laenor was.”

Baela held her tongue. Morbidly fascinated to hear this tale, even as frustrated anger built in her chest. She had to hold it in though. Her grandmother had never talked like this with her before, but it was as if a dam had broke, and now the words were spilling out with little care.

“Then the boy was born as strong and strapping as his father.” Rhaenys tone was disgusted, “Laenor introduced him to us, claiming the boy as his own with a straight face. As if I could not see the babe’s brown hair. The eyes, and even the boy’s expression. As a babe, Jace looked just like his father. Some of it faded as he grew older, the part of him that came from Rhaenyra settling in his features, but he was never my grandson, and I was not the only to see it. The Queen was so cold it was like any room she entered turned to ice. Some whispered it was because Rhaenyra had weakened Prince Aegon’s claim at last - but those who did that was desperate for the King’s approval, and ignored my own fury. Besides, I don’t think I have ever seen Lord Lyonel Strong look more horrified than when he saw his grandson in the arms of Princess Rhaenyra. He became bedridden afterwards. If he was ill or not is debatable. Personally, I believe he was struggling between his consciousness, his duty and his love for his son.” Rhaenys took a deep breath, “I know the feeling myself.”

“You have thought Jace a bastard since before he was born?” Baela asked uncomprehending. “… And yet you saidnothing? I know Jace has dark hair. I’m notblind,but Baratheon hair is very prominent. They are not the weird ones to have dark hair. It is those of Baratheon blood who still have silver hair who’s the odd ones. Likeme.” She pointed to herself. “I look neither like my father or a Baratheon either. Does that make me a bastard too? It would explain a lot about you.”

“You are my daughter’s trueborn child. You look like your mother, whilst Jacaerys doesn’t look like either his mother or father – but Harwin Strong.”

“You just said he looked like Rhaenyra!”

“I said he grew into some Targaryen features, but they remained absent for his first two year of life. From how he looked then, people wouldn’t have guessed he was Rhaenyra’s son if she hadn’t insisted he was. Maybe I could have ignored it if it was only the one, but then it happened two more times.” Rhaenys snapped, “One after the other, Princess Rhaenyra played us forlackwits. Assuming everyone else were as easily deluded as herself. The girl has never been able to face reality, not the day she became heir, and to my own grief and misfortune, she never learned. You will be hurt too if you keep letting her play you like a fiddle. Your father knows the truth too, but he… cannot be trusted in this. He desires to be King, and his new wife is his way to that station. Don’t repeat my mistakes, Baela. I am telling you this in confidence, because I love you and you have a chance to avoid so much suffering. Now that you’re married and away from them, you are free to make your own choices.”

Free?” Baela shook her head.

“Grandmother… I have never been more trapped. I am not allowed to go anywhere except my rooms, Aegon’s sickbed or the Sept. If I venture anywhere else I am stalked by guards. I can’t even see my own dragon! All the while the Queen is spreading lies about how I pushed my husband off the belfry to alienate me at court. If you think this is freedom, you really are a lackwit. I am the Hightowershostage,and the only reason the Queen hasn’t staged an “accident” to have me pushed out a window is because Princess Rhaenyra has Helaena as her own damn hostage. You were all in favour of this, berating me for being reluctant and angry – but at least have the decency to be honest about my situation.”

“… I will talk to the Queen.”

“Because you think she cares what you have to say?” Baela sneered. “Are you going to sell out Rhaenyra and pretend you’re doing it for me? Sell out my father with your lies? Do you think I want that? Do you think I care as little for my family as you do?”

“Then I’ll talk to the King. He won’t see you mistreated.”

Baela rolled her eyes. “You insist on sticking with this excuse then?”

“I understand you’re angry, and I won’t fault you the disappointment… You’re alone and been misguided up to now - but don’t dare call me a liar. I am still your grandmother. Do you think I do this lightly? Do you think I don’t know what I’m risking? Speaking of this here of all places? This forest is the most private place we can get in the Red Keep. There’s no walls, floors or ceilings for ears to hide behind, but I know the perils, Baela. I wouldn’t lie about something this dangerous.”

“But you are a liar.” Baela said, “What do you hope to achieve here?”

“For you to understand. To be informed of the stakes at hand.”

“You want me to understand you are a liar?”

“I am telling the truth.”

“Except,”Baela interfered, “-either you’re lying about this, or you’ve been lying my entire life,” She snapped. “Either way, you’re a liar, the question remains is which lie you’re guilty of. Did you ruin Rhaena’s life because Luke gets seasick, and now you can’t own up to it and make excuses about bastardy? Or have you believed Jace, Luke and Joffrey bastards their entire life, but lied to me an Rhaena about it?”

Baela put a hand on her chest, feeling her heart thrumming away like she was in a race. “If this was about family, duty and law, how come Rhaena and I were never considered Laenor’s heirs after mother died? Or Visenya Velaryon? If you have “known” them as illegitimate all this time, then you are af*cking hypocrite.”Baela took a greedy gulp of air. She’d barely drawn a breath whilst the tirade of anger came flooding out.

“You felt entitled to be the Queen of the Seven Kingdoms once, and fought for what you believed was your birthright against your Prince cousin. Only to pull this? By your own admission, you and the Seasnake have been preventing mother – preventingmefrom inheriting my birthright fortwelve years.And you expect me to understand?”

Finally, her grandmother reacted somewhat satisfactorily. At last there was something else but frustration and poorly hidden impatience. She was genuinely stammering.

“I… It’s a dangerous thing to discuss, Baela… You were a child. The King doesn’t handle threats to his daughter lightly, and my husband was against me-”

“More excuses, grandmother? How can you not admit your treachery even when caught red handed in a lie?” Baela demanded, “I also can’t take you seriously when the timing of your sudden burst of consciousness is this queer. Only happening after Viserys birth, while not a single one of your granddaughters inspired this. All I see is a turn-cloak.”

“Baela! That is enough! Try to set aside your upset for the present-”

Upset?!” Baela spat, “I’m f*ckingfurious. You expect me to turn my life on its head according to your whims. You see fit to marry me off to the boy you once called a drunken disappointment because he impregnated my maid at mother’s funeral – then you belittle my concerns, all the while treating me like I have the attention-span of an air-headed toddler! You are here to control and manipulate me. Not justice, nor doing right by the law or because you love me. If you loved me, you wouldn’t think that excuse wasbetter. Perhaps I could have forgiven you for disinheriting Rhaena and Luke – but you claim to have been preventing us our rightful station our entirelife. How am I supposed to trust you? You toil in servitude to your husband and your reputation, but you have never tried to protect your legacy. Either your children or grandchildren. Get out of my sight.”

“You are simplifying the situation, Baela, and choosing to make me the villain, but I didn’t create this situation. All I did was try to keep my family safe, which isn’t easy. I have been trying to protect you and Rhaena. It’s all I ever wanted!”

“Protect me? No. You are protecting yourself and your husband at the expense of everyone else! Be it me, uncle or House Velaryon. It’s all the same to you.”

“You are overwhelmed. Take some time to think through the implications properly-”

I have!” Baela said, “Do you know what initially convinced me that the bastard allegations were false? It wasyou. I didn’t know Harwin Strong; but you did. I assumed the Seasnake – a man who championed a daughter’s right to inherit during the council of 101; a lord who even decades later won’t stopbitching about how his wife had her birthright stolen by the foolish lords of Westeros - I thought such a man wouldn’t be a raging hypocrite and pass over his own granddaughters. I thought grandfather must believe the boys legitimate. I assumed youmust believe them trueborn or else you’d never put up with such an insult. But no… You think a bastard of House Strong is worth more than I am. You would almost be right. Bastard or trueborn; it doesn’t affect the man Jace is. He is true, smart, dutiful and will make a great King. He is a better person alone than all you royal trueborns are combined. If that’s what a bastard is, I wish we all were bastards.”

The accusations hung in the air between them. Baela wasn’t sure which of them the statement surprised more. Yet she wouldn’t take it back. It was the truth.

“His character doesn’t matter.” Said her grandmother, but she thought there was a hint of defeat in her tone. “As with all other illegitimate children, he hasnolegal right to inherit.”

“You can’t prove it,” Baela denied, feeling like the world was shattering around her. “-all that matter is how the situation is perceived. The King, Princess Rhaenyra and Ser Laenor all swore they were trueborn. Your husband can deny Luke Driftmark – you can deny all of us, but he can’t make them illegitimate.” That was only true to an extent though. He couldn’t do anything legally, but if Corlys didn’t acknowledge them as his grandsons, it would beextremelydamaging to their validity.

“It would behove you to think this through before you do anything you may regret. Princess Rhaenyra’s rule will be contested when she has three brothers which most of the realm would prefer and bastards for heirs. Any lords who may support Rhaenyra are weakening themselves by championing a precedent which might lead to succession disputes across all of Westeros. If the lords can be ruled by a woman when she has three dragon-riding brothers, then what’s to stop uncles from claiming their nephew’s inheritance by using the Queen as their excuse? All those lords who has older sisters will sit less at ease in their claim. Think of how Jason Lannister has four daughters, but it’s his fifth infant child and only son who’s the Heir to Casterly Rock. Supporting Rhaenyra means toppling the fundamentals of our society, and for what? She will not care if you live or die, Baela. She did not for Laenor, who supported her, kept her secrets and fathered her child. All she cares for is holding the throne, but she has no taste for duty and is unfit to rule -- and that's a dangerous combination.”

“Are you so jealous she’s done something you never managed?” Baela snarled, “What’s so bad about the eldest, regardless of sex, inheriting first?”

If Westeros followed Dornish inheritance laws, Baela would have been her father’s heir, and her grandmother Rhaenys would have become Queen. Yet she stillargued against it.

“From our perspective as women? It’d be for the better, but for the lords it’s a degrading blow to our history, faith and their customs. Even if Rhaenyra was a perfect ruler, the situation around her ascension to power alone will spark rebellion. War has broken out for a lot less. Look at history -- look at how Aenys passed it to his second born, a son, instead of his firstborn daughter. Look at Jaehaerys, who passed over me. Look at Corlys priorities as he strives for a secure succession for Driftmark.”

Baela turned away. Just looking at her was unbearable, but her grandmother grabbed her elbow, forcing her attention when she grasped both her shoulders. “You are right about one thing. Before Viserys and Visenya were born, you should have been the second in line, and I tried, Baela. I suggested we disinherit Laenor and nameyouheir to Driftmark after Laena’s death, but Corlys wouldn’t agree to it. It was an injustice to you, but I thought he’d been right to wait when Visenya was born. Then Aemma and Viserys followed, and for a few days, I had hope this could end well. To me it seemed like Laena’s death and becoming an Unburnt changed Laenor’s priorities. That he was doing his duty to the Velaryons and the kingdom… but perhaps he’d have been safer if he hadn’t. My son was murdered, Baela. I losteverything!”

There were tears in Rhaenys eyes, and those were so much worse to behold than her lies and disappointment.

“Such a loss… it’s impossible to explain, but it has a way to make even the most stubborn reevaluate their priorities. For any offence imagined or real, never doubt my love. Keeping you in the dark was for your safety’s sake. Youlivedwith the Princess. Corlys wouldn’t go against the King before he had a trueborn grandson to fight for. An heir the King couldn’t easily dismiss or harm, because the babe is his grandchild too – whilst you are not. You are the King’s niece, and he’s already disinherited your father, which is why you were born a lady instead of a Princess... It was similar, yet not exactly the same for me. Whilst I was grieving for my dead father, King Jaehaerys named my uncle Baelon heir, then he denied me my request to pass on my royal rank to my children. They were to be lords and ladies instead of princes and princesses. Jaehaerys did it to prevent succession strife with Prince Baelon, then later his son Viserys – whilst your father was punished because he enraged his King brother one too many times, otherwise, he’d have allowed to pass on the royal titles to you and Rhaena.”

Her grandmother looked imploringly at her, her Valyrian eyes glossy with unshed tears. “As unfair as this situation feels, you can’t overlook the reality of it: The fact that you, Rhaena and little Visenya don’t have claimants the way a son does. If Rhaenyra ascends the throne the realm will bleed, and if she can withstand the attacks, then rebellion will spark anew if Jacaerys tries to become King too. Those who believes him a bastard won’t recognize him as their ruler. As it stands; Rhaenyra’s reign promises nothing but decay and bloodshed. The way to prevent it is simple. The true heir to the throne is your husband, Aegon. And you should be the future Queen of Westeros.”

Baela wrenched free, smacking away her grandmother’s hands. “Get out! Leave me be!”

She was so livid she could have strangled Rhaenys if she hadn’t backed down.

“It’s an ugly truth, but the truth none the less. If you wish I will leave you be, but think of what I’ve told you, and… you can’t repeat this conversation to your father. To anyone. You can be mad, you may not forgive me, but you can’t do that.”

“You expect me to cover for you?” She hissed. “If I was to share this with the King and heir, it would ruin you, and after everything you’ve admitted, why shouldn’t I?”

“It’s for your own safety too, Baela. Being kin and loyal to Rhaenyra won’t be enough to spare you. Laenor was too, and now-“ Rhaenys swallowed, and didn’t finish that sentence. Why did she bring up uncle Laenor here though? She’d done it several times now, but he died in a tavern brawl. It had nothing to do with politics or inheritance in the slightest.

“Promise me, Baela.” She pressed, “Promise me.”

Her grandmother suddenly looked older than ever to Baela. She was not merely a woman, but anoldwoman, growing frail and wrinkled. It also struck her that Rhaenys seemed shorter… or maybe Baela had grown taller? Whatever the cause, her grandmother was no longer the fierce, dragon riding princess of legend she’d once admired.

“Iwon’t,” Baela said through gritted teeth, tears pressing against her eyes. “Forget it. I won’t join you in your treachery. I am a dragonrider. I am a Targaryen. I am not that fickle,” In that instance, Baela felt all at once like scorching flames and howling wind. She was the sea raging in a thunderstorm. She wasfire and blood. She wasours is the fury. She was a daughter of the Old, the True and the Brave.She was everything her grandmother was supposed to be but had never lived up to.

“Perchance now you’ll know what it’s like to be on my end.” Baela murmured, “What it’s like when family will sell you out on a whim. Maybe you’ll finally understand what you’ve been putting me and Rhaena through too. If I tell of your treason to the King, and you can still forgive me for doing so, then maybe I’ll consider forgiving you for this.”

She blinked repeatedly, trying to hold back the stupid tears. She’d be thought weak and hysterical.

It was then Baela remembered she didn’t need to wait to be excused by Rhaenys to take her leave. The woman may be her princess grandmother, but this wasn’t her castle and Baela was married. Her custody belonged to Aegon, and he wasn’t about to order her about. Baela turned on her heel, tears pressing against her eyes as she left her grandmother alone in the Godswood.

The moment she was inside and safely out of sight, Baela set off running. Fortunately, her sniffling was drowned by her tapping footsteps, and she wiped away the tears before they could fall far. There was a rushing sound in her ears, and her skirts strained as she ran in a way the gown wasn’t designed to do, yet Baela didn’t feel any of it. She’d become numb to everything. She couldn’t feel her legs as they tapped against the stone floor. Couldn’t feel her breath turn ragged as she skipped up the stairs, taking three at a time.

What in the seven hells was even real anymore?!

She’d heard too much, her mind felt like it was leaking out her ears. She needed to talk about this to someone… someone onBaela’sside. Because despite her bold threats, she couldn’t make herself run to the King and reveal House Velaryon as traitors. Not… not yet.

What about Rhaena? What about herself? What about her mother and uncle’s memory? Yet she couldn’t sit on this either. Her first choice was Rhaena, but she was on Dragonstone and Baela wasn’t allowed to leave King’s Landing, but Hariel was her second choice. She would understand and she could keep a secret.

But where had Hariel gone? Of all the days to disappear!

Baela ran past faceless people who called after her, but relieved no one pursued her, and only slowed once she hit a familiar corridor with a familiar door.

The guard looked at her curiously as Baela stood in indecision.

She’d avoided him, and didn’t like talking with him… but he was the master of whispers. If anyone knew where Hariel was, it’d be him, right?

She turned the handle and walked back into the Prince’s gallery, and she was both relieved and surprised Larys remained precisely where she’d left him, except… he’d dozed off. He was still sitting on the bench, back leant against the wall, eyes closed and body slumped as if he was asleep. Had it really been that tiring for him to walk here?

“Lord Larys?”

He hadn’t responded to either the opening of the door or her voice, so she walked up to him and spoke louder.

“Lord Larys?”

Yet there was no reaction.

Was he dead?

This boneless and relaxed, Larys almost reminded her of Luke, though she tried to shake the thought away. Larys lookednothinglike them. She’d always thought so, and the only reason she’d think otherwise now was because of her grandmother

“Lord Larys, are you well?”

His eyes blinked open, momentarily bewildered.

“Lady Baela? My apologies, I must have fallen asleep.” He smiled in a way that almost made him look… boyish — even as he said; “Is something the matter? You look upset, my lady, may I be of assistance?”

“… I am looking for Hariel. Do you know where I can find her?”

“Ah, I wish I did, my lady, but no one seems to know where lady Hariel disappeared to this morn. Her maid didn’t see her, nor has the guards at the guest quarters. Though… curiously, Prince Aemond happens to be missing too. I assume they’re together.”

“You don’t know?”

He shook his head. “May I ask what it’s regarding? I could get her a message.”

“I…”What did she want though? “I need to talk to her. Please inform me if you learn of her whereabouts, and if you see her yourself, send her to me. Tell her it’s urgent.”

He pursed his lips, “It’s urgent to speak with her? If I may be so bold, if it’s upsetting news, maybe it’s better to confide in a friend who hasn’t let you down recently.”

Baela blinked. “What?”

“After what lady Hariel did to you, I assumed you would be more cautious about confiding in her again. I must say, your capacity for forgiveness is both gracious and admirable.”

“Did to me?” Baela had no idea what he was on about. “What did she do?”

Maybe her argument with her grandmother was distracting her, but all she could think of was her disagreement with Hariel after Hagrid stole Vhagar, and they’d made up.

“Don’t you know, my lady?” He asked concerned, “You were expected to marry Prince Jacaerys until lady Hariel convinced the King that Princess Helaena was more suited to be Queen than you are. His Grace listened to her counsel, and betrothed his second daughter and Prince Jacaerys, whilst you were betrothed to Prince Aegon.”

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Chapter 46: Talk to the Hand

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AEMOND IX

Whatever else she may be, his betroth was a persistent one. Leaving Aemond with no choice but to run as fast as he could. The speed and jostling had knocked his hood off, and his legs were starting to feel the strain.

He dashed down the street while the quick puffs of smoke on the air revealed how rapid his breathing had become trying to stay ahead of an angry witch.

“You twat!” Hariel’s voice called behind him. “Give them back!”

Aemond let out a sound of nervous energy that could be mistaken for a laugh. With a tight grip on the invisibility cloak in one hand and clutching Hariel’s wand in the other, Aemond jumped over an overturned barrel. His foot slipped on a patch of snow, but he managed to keep running. When Aemond peered over his shoulder, Hariel was keeping up. For a girl, she was pretty fast.

Instead of keeping a straight path down the street, Aemond slipped inside a side alley at the last moment. Only to curse as he realized he’d ran straight into a dead end.

Knowing it was over, Aemond turned to face his vexed witch.

Hariel stood in the mouth of the alley, chest heaving, her cheeks apple red and as out of breath as himself. They’d ran from the shack of a house where the tongue-less man had entered and quite the distance of back allies and streets.

“You have… nowhere to run… now, Jon.” Hariel punctuated his false name and took a greedy mouthful of air to catch her breath. She held out her hand. “Give it back,”

“I will give it back… once we return home… Lily.” Aemond dried his brow with his sleeve.

It’d been an opportunistic pilfering. They’d been huddled underneath Hariel’s magical cloak when the witch expressed her intentions to confront the suspect.

Aemond had said no, they were not going to confront him. Hariel seemed to forget she was a lady and he, despite being a dragonriding prince, was still a couple moons away from his fifteenth name day. Neither were particularly intimidating at a glance - with neither guard nor a dragon at hand. It’d sooner go badly. Though with her magic, he wasn’t as worried for her wellbeing as he was her reputation if things went wrong, but would she listen? Of course not.

She’s tried to slip away without him, but Aemond had expected it. The magical cloak came off as he pulled her back, though she’d been about to twist free anyway when he’d felt the outline of the wand. Aemond lifted the stick out of her pocket, which had certainly gotten her attention in a way little had before.

It hadn’t been a well thought out plan - so he’d simply ran. At some point her angry shouts had become exasperated, and then competitive, and here they were.

“Pardon? At home? No, I will have them now, thank you very much. You-you- those are mine!”

“I will gladly return your belongings,” He offered generously while twirling her wand. “-granted you promise not to try talk to filthy murderers again, and join me reporting our findings at the castle and allow them to handle it from here.”

”But that’s not fair!” Hariel complained,

“I disagree. It is actually quite fair,”

“You want me to leave the task to the City Watch? I want to talk to him myself. To know why.

“You want to speak to a man without a tongue?” Aemond asked disbelieving, “I’m sorry, my dear, but I’m afraid that will prove a disappointing endeavour.”

“…I could make him write down his confession…”

It took a heroic effort to stop from rolling his eyes. “Because that fine gentleman seemed the sort educated in the art of literature.” Aemond said sarcastically, “Chances are he could neither talk nor write, so unless you have some spell that can drag knowledge directly from a man’s head, you’re out of luck. He will never tell you why.”

“If he can’t confess, then what can the city Watch hope to achieve?”

“Their duty. The house can be searched thoroughly, the neighbours can be questioned, and it looked like there may be more than one person living there. It needs to be that way. They can do more than you,”

“Can they?” Hariel challenged, taking a step closer. “I can achieve a lot with my magic,”

“Mm… Not without this,” Aemond smirked, holding up her wand. The stick was about the same length as his knife, though notably lighter.

“I was sure you’d try spell me to a halt sooner, but I was stopped by the road’s end and not my pursuer. Can you do nothing without this piece of wood?”

Hariel bristled, “I can do magic without it. I didn’t have my wand the night Vhagar tried burning us.” Hariel took another step.

That was true, however- “You prefer the wand… Or you wouldn’t have bothered. You take it along wherever you go. ‘Mm, it tickles my hand too.”

When he’d asked about it in the past, Hariel claimed it was to gain spell-control, though she seemed rather reliant on it. Aemond hadn’t seen her do magics without the wand since Vhagar’s fire. Was that because being unburnt was in her blood? The same as her dragon speech? Because she didn’t need magic to make her voice make sounds no normal man could replicate.

Aemond had expected Hariel to stand there with her hand outstretched and wait him out, but no.

She tackled him.

Startled, he nearly didn’t react in time. Though she managed to pull her cloak free, Aemond held the stick above his head. Hariel jumped after it, but Aemond turned, keeping it out of reach.

They were acting like uncultured children, and somehow that made it all the funnier. There was no one of importance to pass judgement, so they could behave as undignified as they pleased. Aemond laughed as Hariel kept leaping after her wand, unable to catch it when he turned away at the last moment. She tried to look annoyed, but her green eyes were too expressive. Unguarded and free, she was having fun with this too.

Hariel used his shoulder to push off from and gain more height, but without success. Aemond kept his arm aloft, the wooden stick warm in his hand. A tingle ran from his fingers down his arm. The ghosting throb across his skin made the hairs on his arm stand on end. Though it was not entirely pleasant, it did not hurt either.

On her fifth failed attempt, Hariel changed strategy. “What-?”

She was trying to tickle him, but the layers of clothes were in the way, and the effect was more akin to being patted down. Aemond burst out laughing anyway, as Hariel looked crestfallen that her plan failed. He became a little confused when she made yet another attempt, but she didn’t go directly for the wand. Instead, her fingers grasped the collar of his cloak, and pulled him down. The last he saw was the smirk on her face before she kissed him.

Oh?

Hariel lingered, then coaxed his mouth to move with hers, before Aemond took over, manoeuvring them into his rhythm. Her lips were soft, but the way she kissed him then was firmly full of promises and possibilities. Especially once her mouth opened, her tongue coming out to play, and-

Oh!

Aemond wassent reeling. This was better than the brief pecks or the memory of their drunken kiss in the corridor. With a clear mind, he was acutely aware of everything; every press of her mouth, the taste of her tongue, how she tilted her head in response to him – yet simultaneously, if a dragon started burning the street down, Aemond wasn’t positive he’d catch it.

His mind had turned to fluffy clouds, occupied with her scent, soft lips and his biggest concern was how to coax that sound out of her again – with little room for anything else. That is likely why Aemond didn’t think to protest when Hariel’s fingers combed through his, prying her wand back.

Aemond was vaguely aware the kiss had been a tactic to get her stuff back, but he honestly didn’t mind. He could feel her smile against his mouth, victorious that her sly little trick worked – but it only made him want to laugh too. Her breath ghosted over his skin and her giggle mixed with his own chuckle. He kissed her cheek then the tip of her nose. He felt fantastic. Like he could do anything, and now Aemond’s hands were free to run through her thick, black hair as he went in for a second round.

She could have her stuff. Did she want his knife too? His sword? Aemond would hand it over. At present, that seemed a perfectly fair exchange. The want on her lips and yearning on her tongue tasted sweeter than honey, making him come alive and his thoughts whirling out of control.

How the hell was he supposed to keep his hands off for another year when she kept attacking him with her mouth? It was a sweet torture, but a torture all the same.

Hariel untangled herself from their embrace, and cool air flowed across his mouth. She tilted her head as if listening, but Aemond was occupied comparing her eyes to emeralds, and distracted by how tantalizing her swollen lips looked. Though when he leant in to kiss her again, her head turned up.

It was then Aemond heard it too. There was a strange sound on the air. Was that giggling? But it came from above.

“Don’t throw it, Dinna, they’re kissing,”

“Ew. Why would you want to look at that?”

“They’re kissing,”

“You wanna’ see kissing, go to the Street of Silk.”

“Quiet! They can hear!”

It was then Aemond spotted the kids spying down on them. There were three of them peeking out over the edge of the roof and into the alley, with snotty noses and red cheeks. A girl and two boys huddled in cloaks. They’d tied raggedy scarfs snuggly around their heads, except the smallest boy who’d wrapped it like a turban instead of a shawl.

“Not only can I hear you, but I can see you too,” Aemond snapped. “If you know what’s good for you, you’ll leave us be!”

They did not.

“Why ‘thould we?!” The girl couldn’t be older than five, and spoke with an annoying lisp. “You’re in my alley. Go ‘n ‘kich your wife in your own alley!”

Kich? What was that supposed to mean?

“This is the King’s City. Nothing here belongs to filthy little rooftop rats.” He said, irked the girl had the gall to lay claim to anything before her Prince – though he found he didn’t mind that the little twat assumed them married.

“My family live here.” The girl said, pointing at the roof she stood on. “That make it my alley. My dad real ‘throng an’ thcary too. If you don’t go, he’ll beat you up!”

“What?” Aemond struggled to understand her. He was about to put them in their place, but Hariel had a different way of handling them.

“It’s good you’re keeping your home and the King’s City safe,” Hariel said, “Though mayhaps you children would be safer off the roof? It’s cold and icy, and what if you fall?”

“We’re knights of the alley, and this is our watch tower!” The third one said.

The girl shook her head. “Grownups can’t reach us here,” she insisted, “-but our rocks can reach you.”

“You think I can’t reach you with a thrown rock, or that I’m incapable of climbing up there?” Aemond asked,

“Try it! We are knightch of the watchtower, and you thall not breach our defenchech!” The girl dared, whilst the boy with the turban-headwear asked clueless;

“What does ‘incapable’ mean?”

“No one’s trying anything,” Hariel said decisively, linking her arm through Aemond’s and pulling him along out the alley.

“Victory!” One of the kids shouted in delight,

Outside the alley, there were people heading in different directions, but unlike earlier; this time people took notice. A passing man did a sharp double take, his eyes focused on Aemond’s face, then down to his stained cloak and back.

The children had surely remained clueless, but here it was different. His hood had fallen down during the chase, leaving his face and silver hair visible.

“Little beasts,” Aemond glanced around, wondering what the shortest path would be back to the castle. If he wasn’t mistaken, they weren’t too far away from the Gold Road. “Children. They’re rude, always dirty, snotty and whining.”

“How reassuring.” Hariel drawled, “That’s exactly what I wanted to hear from the future father of my children.”

“Ours won’t be savages,” Aemond’s cheeks heated with a flush.

“Have you seen a babe, Aemond? They’re hungry, greedy for attention, without manners and are only concerned for survival. I’d say they’ve got a fair bit in common with savages.”

“What a reassuring thing to hear from the future mother of my children.” Aemond said drily, but before Hariel could respond, he ducked down, catching her around the waist and picked her up. Hariel yelped as Aemond slung her unceremoniously over his shoulder.

“What are you doing?!” She wheezed between laugher,

“If you can be underhanded to get your way, then so can I.” Aemond said, adjusting his hold to a more solid one, and making Hariel clutch at his back. “I’m bringing you home before you have any other bright ideas.”

“Take me home? I’m not some wildling spear-wife you can steal.”

“I beg to differ. You just spoke of our savage children, did you not?” Aemond said, struggling to keep her secure while walking at an even pace. This hold had appeared rather easy when he’d seen others do it. He found it wasn’t quite as effortless in practice as in theory though.

Hanging off his shoulder, Hariel yanked at his hair in warning, even whilst her body shook with stifled laugher. “Put me down, I can walk! You’ll trip.”

“Tug on my hair again, and you’ll have no one to blame but yourself if we trip.”

“I’m too heavy for you.”

“You’re light as a feather,” Aemond lied. She was slender, but also a woman grown, with the height and curves that came with, most of which was hidden under weighty layers of clothes - and the jostling didn’t help either. Aemond wouldn’t let it show though.

Was Hariel insinuating he wasn’t strong enough? Did she assume him weak? If so, he had no choice but to rectify the misconception. Aemond was certainly stronger than Daeron and his nephews. It’d be years until they were able to carry a grown woman like a sack of potatoes.

“The question remains whether you will return to the castle, or venture off wherever your nosiness takes you.”

“As long as we report it, I’ll return to the castle with you. I swear! Come on. Put me down!” She whined, but Aemond wouldn’t budge. At least not until-

“If you do, we could kiss again.”

A little after midday, the gate guards watched befuddled as their Prince came strolling up from the city with his betrothed. Aemond enjoyed the confusion and the guards’ questions regarding how they’d gotten out, but less so the remarks about how the Hand, the Queen and the Kingsguard were looking for them.

“You can stop the search, as you see; we’re present and well. Though I need you to bring me your Commander promptly.” Aemond ordered.

“The Commander? You mean the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard, Ser Harrold?”

“No. The Commander of the City Watch.”

After a morning of not being a Prince with Hariel, he was disappointed to see it end. Their clothes were back to normal, and Hariel had hidden away her magical cloak.

Their errand was supposedly for duty and justice, but Aemond had ended up having a great time. The thrill of sneaking through the city had been exciting, and their return to the Red Keep promised little but scolding and nagging. It made Aemond wish they’d delayed a bit longer.

Aemond had barely been able to report their findings from their excursion with the Commander of the City Watch, before Ser Criston arrived. Hariel was sent to her own rooms, while Aemond was marched directly to the Tower of the Hand for his grandsire to lecture him.

“I thought you had better wits than this, boy. I told you to leave her be.” His grandsire said gravely. Aemond had been placed in the armchair by the hearth, and he preferred keeping his eyes on the crackling fire instead of being made to face the disappointment on his grandsire’s strict face. He’d seen that expression many times directed towards Aegon, but not at himself.

“I am yourPrince,” Aemond said quietly, thinking how he’d take the stench walking around the streets of King’s Landing instead of suffering his grandsire’s lectures any day.

“You can counsel me, but you cannot order me.”

“I am your grandsire,” Otto reminded him, “I have every right to tell you when you’re being a lackwit. You know what’s at stake, and yet you do this?”

His grandsire had a way of speaking that was maddeningly calm, always composed, yet with an edge that cut sharper than a dagger.

“Mother disagrees,”

“Your mother is besides herself with grief. With Aegon at death’s door she can’t complete her normal duties, far less give sound council. She wants for nothing to change, and Aegon to be whole again - but it’s already too late for that. Do you have any idea what you’re risking, Aemond? Your safety, the lives of your family and the stability of the kingdom is more important than yourdesires.

“Wewerelooking out for the family,” Aemond snapped, clutching the armrests tightly. “We were in the city and learned more about Fang’s killer in an hour than the City Watch has been able to provide in a week.”

“It was adog, boy. Whomever killed it is of no consequence.”

“You do not care that someone is using the castle as their personal torture chamber, damaging our alliances and working against the King’s wishes?”

Otto laughed. “If this was about the King’s justice or your Princely duty, you’d have let a knight of the Kingsguard go into the city instead. Or allowed Daeron take your place and kept your distance, as you agreed to.”

“Ineveragreed,” Aemond reminded him harshly, “You presume too much, grandsire.”

His grandfather blinked. Briefly he almost seemed uncertain, though it was gone in an instant. “Would you give up the crown for the girl?”

Aemond’s hands fisted, his gaze falling away from his grandsire and back to the fireplace.

Yes! He had a mind to shout in spite, but somehow his lips remained pressed together.

It wasn’t true.

Or was it?

No.

… but then why was he arguing?

No. the proper question was why he was being forced to choose at all. A King could do as he pleased.

“If I am King, no one would be able to object who my Queen was,” Aemond said stubbornly, the nagging uncertainty making it hard to sound unaffected.

A king had no superior and no equal – and who was the Hand to speak to his King like this?

It was because he didn’t see Aemond as a King to begin with. He was but the latest option…

“Don’t be childish, lad. They can object and they will – and then it’d be your duty to quiet them. But why should you take the risk when it’s a situation we can avoid all together? Do we not have enough to contend with, without you adding additional grievances to the pile? You are nearly a man grown, how can you still be this blind? Your mother didn’t give me this sort of trouble.”

Aemond sneered. “How so? Did you order her to marry another lord, but then changed your mind after they were betrothed because the King became available?”

“Your mother knew what was expected of her and did her duty.” Steely disappointment dripped from his words. “Daeron is younger than you, but he knows his place and is performing his duty too. You are the only one schirting his responsibilities.”

“I am not!” Aemond stated, his voice growing as cold and impersonal as his grandsire’s. “I am thinking of family. Unlike you, I am not scheming my brother’s death.”

“Even if your brother lives, his claim will be diminished by his crippling.”

“Lacking limbs doesn’t change his birth order as eldest Prince.” Aemond pointed out, “I’d still be named a usurper for pushing my claim ahead of his. The same as King Maegor was.”

“This is not akin to that situation. This is birthright and ability- and we require both. What lords would support a cripple like your brother when opposed by the likes of Daemon? The rouge prince who’s grown his legend on bloodshed alone?”

“What if Aegon survives crippled, and lives to have a trueborn son?” Aemond snapped, “Would that son not be as much of a threat to my son later down the line, as Rhaenyra’s are to my life at present?”

His grandfather took a deep breath, struggling for composure. “We know better now than to repeat the mistakes that were forced on us in the past, but first we must make sure we reach that future alive. If you care about keeping your head on your shoulders, you must do this. If Rhaenyra becomes Queen, she will have you and your brothers killed to secure her claim.”

“Which is why it’d be beneficial to have Vhagar, Norbert and magic on our side, wouldn’t you agree?“ Aemond said tightly.

His grandfather was not moved by the argument. “I know you care for lady Hariel, but you need to sort out your priorities. Daeron will take well care of her; the boy is courteous and clever. She’ll have nothing to worry about for the rest of her life. My concerns are for your life however. I am trying to keep you alive. To keep your mother and siblings safe, and you are working against me.”

“You are the one working againstme.If you believe gambling with Hariel and Hagrid’s loyalties will belessa risk, then you are working under some grave misconceptions, grandsire. They have Vhagar, and you have seenthe bare minimumof what their magic can do. Hariel won’t forgive being played like a fool either. She became enraged with me in Winterfell over a slight I merely informed her about, but did not do. She’d never forgive me this. And… and…”

Aemond dragged a hand through his hair, because one thing was having to give Hariel up. That alone would not be easy, but he knew it may make his path to kingship less challenging, and becoming King remained a tantalising dream. To sit the Iron Throne and rule the seven kingdoms as Aegon the Conqueror had, or how Vermithor’s first rider King Jaehaerys did.

More than once of late had he fantasized about being announced as ‘King Aemond the Unburnt’ and take his seat at the head of the throne room while the lords of Westeros bent their knee. To see his nephews, sisters, brothers – Velaryons, Hightowers and the rest bend the knee. Then his family and the court would answer to him, and he wouldn’t let them down. He’d herald in a golden age of dragons and magic to Westeros, and make the Kingdom greater than it’d ever been. His mother and sister would be proud of his achievements, and he’d soak in his brothers' envy as Aemond proved he’d always been the best suited to be King. That Hariel would be so impressed with his grace as a King, she’d never look at another man again.

So many issues would have been solved if Aemond had just been the first born… but he wasn’t, and it wasn’t that easy of an exchange. To give up Hariel did not necessarily mean he’d get everything he wanted.

Aemond wouldn’t simply be forced to marry a stranger – he’d also have to mistreat Hariel, then later endure hislittle brothermarrying her while pretending that didn’t make his stomach curdle.

“I don’twantto marry lady Ellyn. She’s achild who Daeron picked for himself, but now I have to take his forsaken option? And he’s supposed to marry- It’s not fair.”

Aemond imagined his brother showing Hariel around Oldtown – similar to how he and Hariel had walked around King’s Landing that day. It made him ill. At the same time; he knew Daeron wouldn’t mistreat her. His little brother wouldn’t love her, but he’d treat her with respect. So how come that did not make the thought any less revolting?

“We play an ugly game, boy. None of this is fair, but the King has forced our hand.”

“The King?” Aemond asked. “The only one forcing my hand is usually you,

“Because our situation doesn’t allow us to err – this is what the King’s stubbornness has wrought. We must stack the odds in our favour – and even you can’t think that putting the realm and our lives on a cripple’s shoulders is a wise alternative? I have always acted in the interest of our family, and we cannot predict whether his Grace will have yet another switch of priorities that leaves our previous plans moot. We need contingency plans. Perchance Aegon will survive his recovery, perhaps he’ll have a son, but if he does not, and you find yourself wed and politically weakened, what then?”

“What switch of priorities?” Aemond had lost the trail of the conversation. “My King father isn’t hard to predict. I’ve rarely seen him change his mind on anything.”

“That wasn’t always the case. The King was not always what you’ve come to know him as today. For decades his pursuit of a son remained unwavering; all the way until Aegon was born. It was only once the King had the boy in hand that he thought to inform me he had changed his mind.” Otto’s voice was barely a whisper, a shadow over his eyes. “That he’d stick with Rhaenyra as heir after all, regardless how folly it was.”

“You didn’t predict that? He worships the ground Rhaenyra stands on. She could bed the whole garrison in the throne room before our King father, and he’d still refuse to admit her sons are bastards. And you thought he wouldn’t stick with Rhaenyra?”

“He never entertained that notion until I talked him into making her heir. A mistake on my end – but how was I to know then? For his first decade as King, Rhaenyra was never his Grace’s ideal heir, and he made no secret of his desire for a son to succeed him. Rhaenyra was only supposed to be the last solution during an unstable time where the King was unmarried, without a proper heir, and Daemon was exiled. The King needed to remarry to secure his succession; but when he did, it was only to change his mind after the fact. By then my daughter was wed and a mother made, my grandson’s life in peril, and there was no turning back. What choice were we left with? Everyone must do their part so we may prevail.”

“Hariel would make a fine Queen. Her magic will strengthen the bloodline, our children would be powerful dragonlords who anyone would be hard pressed to challenge - even other dragonlords, and she… she’s better than some Stormlander girl who can’t f*ckingread. Hariel is literate in three different tongues.”

“Lady Hariel’s accomplishments doesn’t matter when she is aforeign witch. With no Westerosi ancestry, nor royal blood to make up for it.”

“She talks to dragons and can walk through fire - what is more Valyrian than that?”

“It’s her non-royal parentage that’s an issue, not the quantity of Valyrian blood.” His grandfather dismissed. “There are whor*s in Lys who can boast more royal blood – half of them likely sired by Daemon. Anyone who tries make lady Hariel Queen will ruin their political support. The people have not forgotten Queen Tyanna of the Tower any less than they’ve forgotten Maegor. The people would not see past the title of ‘witch’.”

“They did for Queen Visenya.”

“Because she burnt half the continent during the Conquest. Lords learned early that arguing against her meant suffering the same fate. I didn’t think I’d need urge you not to follow such tyrannical examples to gain your Queen favour. Do you want her to be loved or feared? Do you want to be loved or feared? Even then, unlike Queen Rhaenys, Visenya was never loved. At best she was acknowledged as a necessary s. Even her brother-husband couldn’t stand the witch.” He sighed.

“It was a calculated risk to allow lady Hariel marry a second son of the King to begin with, but at the time we expected Aegon would be able to do his duty. Your betrothal was a compromise we settled on because she’s a dragonrider who made you an Unburnt, and the match became easily defendable after Rubeus claimed Vhagar’s loyalty. But not asQueen. Rising her to such a station alone can spark discord amongst those you’d otherwise be given assured loyalties.”

“You do not mean to tell me Hariel is an unsuited match? You can’t be that deluded. Aegon’s crippling means we’ve lost Sunfyre, Helaena is Rhaenyra’s hostage – and that leaves me and Daeron alone to stand against all the dragonpower of Dragonstone. We wouldn’t stand a chance. Hariel has Norbert, and Hagrid has Vhagar. Hariel better off wed to me than Luke, is she not?”

His grandfather’s nostrils flared with impatience. “Of course, boy. But that’s a military advantage, not a political one -- which you know. If you love her, do her and yourself this kindness and leave this stubborn naivety behind. The situation has changed, and Daeron is better placed for the alliance. He can bring in the firepower with this marriage whilst yours must bring as much validity as possible – you need it more than Aegon did, as you – like me - is a second son. If Aegon died and the Baratheons weren’t an issue, I’d have a mind to betroth you to Baela.”

Aemond’s blood went cold, and he couldn’t have hidden his revulsion even had he attempted it.

Him, married to Baela? That little beast?

If forced into such a union, they’d end up murdering each other. His grandfather must have noticed his reaction, but kept on preaching as if he hadn’t.

“Don’t expect things to end harmoniously simply out of wishful thinking; we must lead by example too. Your father is a kind man who means well, but his stubbornness in this regard will tear Westeros apart unless a rightful king can unite the realm. Don’t be like him, or choices made in the flush of youth will be the end of you.”

His grandsire talked as if he had great concern for Aemond’s well-being and security in mind … but the manner it’d come about left a bad taste in his mouth.

What of Aegon? Was one grandson as good as the next, and which one mattered was based on which grandchild held the best claim? Was that why Aegon had never made an effort?

Why would he need to try, when he’d have this sort of support regardless if he’d spent years striving to uphold his duty the way Aemond had, when he’d gained just as much and more simply because he existed? And now that Aegon wasn’t a favoured heir anymore, his support dwindled as easily as it’d been gained. It was situational, and not earned.

That might be my fate too… Aemond thought, and the reminder settled like spoilt milk trickling down his throat.

If I fail as an ideal heir by making too big a blunder, he’ll go to Daeron next and not look back. If I can’t be of use to the cause, I might as well not be his grandson. He’d hand me over to a bastard as easily as he’d let Helaena go, and bypass Aemond as quickly as he had Aegon.

The Hand and the King had that in common. They displayed it differently, but this was not the first time Aemond realized he and his siblings were as interchangeable to Otto Hightower as they were to their King father.

His mother cared for them, Aemond knew. She remained the Queen first and foremost, but she didn’t dismiss them unless courtly politics kept her away… which, admittedly was the case on most days. Though Aemond had seen for himself how deeply she loved Aegon.

She knew what he was just as Aemond did, yet she’d dropped everything for him. Aemond had barely seen his mother since the wedding, and when he did, she’d looked a ragged shadow of normal self. And it was all for Aegon, of all people.

Maybe it was natural. They said the first child was the favoured child – and his mother was as doting on her first born as his father was of his. Their mother also cherished Helaena as her only daughter, and had a connection with Daeron, who everyone said was a lot like their mother, and it didn’t hurt he was squiring in Oldtown with their mother’s kin, which left him last. Aemond didn’t like to think of who he was most often compared to. Some said he looked like Daemon, and not only because of how similar their names were. And Hariel had more than once compared him to Rhaenyra. The two people his mother happened to hate most in the world…

Though even if he wasn’t his mother’s favourite son, Aemond knew that at least he was Helaena’s favourite brother … except maybe not anymore? Before she left for Dragonstone, Aemond had let his temper get the better of him. He couldn’t fathom why she wasn’t furious about her fate – why she so easily went about packing up her belongings and let herself be played by Rhaenyra. They’d parted on bad terms, so mayhaps Daeron was her new favourite now.

Hariel would never do that. Aemond told himself, even as his old doubts returned with a vengeance.

No, that was silly. She’d agreed to marry him specifically -- not Daeron, Luke or Cragan f*cking Stark. Would she kiss him like she had that day if she didn’t want him? It had felt real. Aemond tried to convince himself of it, but couldn’t quite forget how long it took before she noticed him as a suitor…. Or how she’d pushed their marriage back. Now it was half a year later than her previous agreement. She’d had her reasons for the delay though… right?

Aemond forced himself to stop thinking of it. What did it matter? As long as he proved himself, they’d have no reason to turn on him, and at the end of the day; Aemond could always be sure of Vermithor.

His dragon was Aemond’s most trusted; bonded beyond blood and duty. The dragon had chosen him, and would take no other whilst Aemond yet lived. They were tied through fire and blood. So deeply there were times Vermithor felt like a part of him. Sometimes he dreamt he was a dragon, and it made Aemond wonder whether Vermithor ever dreamed he was a man.

Aemond stared intently into the fire, imagining scenes in their depths. He stared for so long his vision blurred. It was almost as if he could see the spiky head of his dragon, Vermithor. The fires flickered and changed, but Aemond glimpsed Vermithor melt in and out of focus. He rose his head and spewed fire, which clashed against the raging flames of an enemy dragon. He imagined them taking flight and lifting higher and higher. Circling each other as fire, soaring – a deadly dance as claws and teeth tore into each other. One enemy fell only for a second to take its place. He imagined more joining, surrounding the bronze fury. They collided, sparks fizzled in the fireplace, and then there was only fire.

“I don’t agree.” Because Aemond could say naught else. His grandfather had his reasons, but they simply weren’t good enough.

“Which point do you disagree with?” His grandsire demanded, “What can you argue here?”

“That Idon’t agree. You’ve misread the situation before, grandsire.” Aemond reminded him, standing up from the armchair, ready to take his leave. “You’re repeating that mistake now.”

“Is this something you’d risk your life over, Aemond?” He asked tightly.

“Would you?” Aemond speculated, his stomach in knots and his heart weighed down like a stone. He kept his face passive as he told his grandsire; “As long as Aegon yet lives, this is moot.”

“What would you think best if your brother was to die?” His grandfather was like a hound on a trail which Aemond couldn’t shake off. Absolutely relentless.

“If I was the King’s eldest son, my situation would be different,” Aemond acknowledged, “– and so would my responsibilities, but it's simply not the case. Why are you planning for hypotheticals instead of the actual situation at hand?”

“Though if it was, would you agree to my council then? Would you perform your duty to protect the family and act as a King must?”

“I would do my duty - if it was my duty, but it’s not.”

That was not what his grandsire wanted to hear, and he could see the frustration clearly on his face now. “You are willing to risk everything for a comely face? Your approach risks all our heads,”

“And your approach will see me torn apart by dragons,” Aemond snapped, “You don’t lack for nerve preaching of risks with me. Of everyone involved, you are not the dragonrider, nor will you ever be on the frontlines. You fight your battles through politics, through laws, books and schemes at a safe distance - but you do not know war and fire. You don't get your hands dirty, as you leave that to us. Whilst our opposition knows only war and victory through force - but little of politics.”

“It shouldn’t come to that,” Otto argued, “I am trying to clear a path for your ascension to the throne. A peaceful transition of power that will avoid war all together, boy. If you do as you’re told, I will gladly give you everything you’ve ever dreamed of.”

Aemond swallowed, and for a splendid moment the daydream of the Iron Throne, the power and the Crown was so vivid it was unbearable. He could almost feel the firm weight of Blackfyre between his fingers.

It was his dream. Yet the closer it got, the more it was turning into a nightmare. Aemond would have to agree with his grandsire about one matter; none of this was fair, and they played an ugly game.

“How come you keep trying to get the law on our side? To stack up contingency schemes that gives validity? By law Aegon should always have been the heir, but laws means nothing when the opposition won’t acknowledge it. If our opposition does not fear us there will be war – regardless of who has the most support. The reality of our situation is that we need Hariel. Clever schemes, beneficial alliances and politics won’t keep the sort like Daemon in check if there’s but a couple dragons in his path to the throne. He may defer to my King father, but he won’t do so for me. Not Aegon, Daeron nor Rhaenyra. Though with Aegon as King, at least he’d hesitate as his daughter would be Queen – but even that’s a stretch. We need power. We need to be a valid threat. Not just against Rhaenyra and Daemon, but for the lords of Westeros to feel like their cause has a fighting chance! What lord would bet on two dragons when the opposition has more than three times as many?" Aemond asked of the Hand.

"Without Hariel, I would have died in dragonfire alongside Ser Laenor. With Aegon’s crippling too, you would have no grandson except Daeron and his toddler dragon to fight for your cause. So do not pretend your schemes to switch the betrothal agreements doesn’t come with significant risk. If all goes well, then yes, I agree that your plan has merits – but why would it go to plan when nothing up to now has? If it goes wrong, we lose everything. We’re outnumbered seven dragonriders to our two. Don’t chase Norbert and Vhagar into their waiting arms by insulting Hariel, and so make it nine against two. I might as well let you cut my head off as we speak, grandsire – then at least I’d face my end knowing Vermithor would be spared.”

Notes:

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Chapter 47: When Two Wrongs Don’t Make a Right (try three)

Notes:

Thank you so much to A_Strange_Twist_of_Fate who helped brainstorm with me regarding some issues I’ve had with this story arc. A plotline here was getting pretty dull, and I needed some input on how to fix that – and she came with so many great ideas! Several that means, once again, that a few chapters got longer (and adding a few more of them) than I planned, but it’s worth it instead of writing something really boring. Thank you so much!

This chapter needed more tweaking than expected. Every scene had something weird happening in the draft, either with dialogues or the pacing (and both at once), but I really wanted it posted at the latest for Halloween. So here you go!
(Though I might end up tweaking a few things here and there if I catch more mistakes. I'm not sure I caught everything.)

Lastly, I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

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HARIEL XXXIV

Her palm was sliced, and a sheen of red coated her hand and trickled in scattered drops onto the floor. A peculiar prickle spread through her fingers even though the cut itself didn’t hurt. Hariel needed bandages, but as she walked through her bedroom door on Dragonstone, she didn’t end up in the hallway as normal, but instead her room suddenly entered directly into the Grand staircase… except, there was no such thing on Dragonstone, and this wasn’t the one in the Red Keep either.

A thrill ran through her, and Hariel stared hard at the great double doors across the hall. The visage was familiar yet distant. Like a long-passed childhood memory on the precipice of being forgotten.

She crossed the space with quick strides until she reached the doors. Laying her hands flat against the heavy door, she pushed them ajar with surprising ease. Without a sound, the door opened into the Great Hall of Hogwarts.

A thousand lights twinkled from floating candles, the sun shone down through the enchanted ceiling, the fireplaces crackled. The sight washed over her, feeling like Hagrid’s laugher, a dog’s affections, Norbert’s warm scales mixed together in a loving embrace. It was everything she’d ever wanted, and the yearning consumed her until it was near crippling.

The four tables were decorated in their respective red, blue, yellow and green -- and stretched from the entrance doors to the staff table at the front.

As Hariel’s gaze moved back and forth over the crowd, searching for the right faces, a part of her knew this was a dream. All the same; it felt natural when her eyes trailed over Prince Daeron and Jacaerys at the Gryffindor table, past Helaena seated in a crowd of Ravenclaws, as well as where Rhaena passed Aegon a jug of wine at the Hufflepuff table.

Hariel kept searching but couldn’t find either Ron or Hermione. She got a glimpse of red hair, but it turned out to be Jacline Redwyne - not a Weasley.

She stopped by the spot where she, Ron and Hermione had once shared their meals. The seats were empty, and the only one who’d shown for breakfast was Ron’s rat Scabbers, nibbling on a piece of cheese. She made to pick him up. Ron would want his pet when she found him, but she ended up bleeding over the rat.

Oh, right, she was bleeding.

Scabbers scurried off, faster than she could remember the fat rat being able to move before, leaving the bloodstained cheese behind. When Hariel looked for something to clean it up, someone tapped her shoulder.

“What are you looking for?” Asked Aemond,

“I need bandages,” She explained, showing him the bleeding wound.

He pulled up the wide sleeves of his Slytherin uniform before taking her hand. He inspected it. “It isn’t deep. It will pass by itself,” he mused,

“But I’m making a mess,”

“Then mayhaps Professor Fang can assist you,”

“Professor Fang?”

“Aye, he’s over there,” Aemond nodded towards the Head table, drawing Hariel’s attention to the queer scene up there.

Princess Rhaenyra and Prince Daemon were on one side, while Queen Alicent and the Hand were seated on the other. In the headmaster’s chair was neither Albus Dumbledore nor King Viserys, but Fang the boarhound. The big black dog was having the time of his life being served a feast by both the Princess and the Queen, the two women competing for his attention with juicy offerings.

“Fang!” Hariel called, laughing as she ran up, but just as she reached the head table; the room changed.

Between one blink and the next, Fang was gone, and the Great Hall disintegrated and reshaped into a different place Hariel didn’t remember. It was wider and taller, with a draft whirling through the room. Instead of the beautifully enchanted ceiling with floating candles, there were literal holes in the roof. If it started to rain, the hall would get flooded.

With carved columns, ribbed arches and vaults, the structure almost reminded her of the old abbey’s in England, though so much bigger. It was the largest hall she’d ever stepped into; both broader and twice as high than the throne room of the Red Keep.

Instead of House tables, people stood in rows facing the front – as if they were at court watching petitions. The breeze from outside blew in through the holes in the roof and walls, ruffling beards, curls, skirts, cloaks and colourful heraldry aside.

“Over a thousand lords has made the journey to Harrenhal.” A male voice called, strong and carrying, though Hariel couldn’t tell who had spoken.

She put pressure on her cut, but it wasn’t stopping the bleeding.

She was starting to understand though; The ruined, drafty hall, the nobles, the setup – was Hariel at Harrenhal during the Great Council of 101? Where King Jaehaerys put the succession of the Iron Throne between his own chosen heir Viserys and the lawful heir Princess Rhaenys to the vote?

It was. The realization gripped Hariel with a sense of urgency. The outcome of this mattered. She didn’t know why – it’d been years ago, but somehow she knew history relied on the outcome of this. It could make or break the realm.

The right candidate had to win, or it’d mean war. It’d mean dragonfire and calamity. It meant-

“-it has been declared by all lords paramount and lords vassal of the Seven Kingdoms, that the chosen successor of his Grace, the old King is…”

Thud, thud, thud.

The crowd started applauding, hollering and booing all at once. The uproar was like the spectators on a quidditch match, where half the supporters cheered in victorious ecstasy, and the other half in frustrated disappointment - but Hariel didn’t know why. The strange knocking had drowned out the verdict. She’d missed it.

“Wait, who won?!”

Thud, thud, thud!

The world spun away and Hariel stirred from her restless slumber. She blinked into darkness, and for several seconds she didn’t understand where she was. This bed wasn’t her bed, the sheets was thicker and the wool different against her skin. The air wasn’t salty, and there were strange sounds – more knocking.

Thud, thud.

Initially the dream felt more vivid than reality, and closer to a nightmare; though the ending annoyed her. She’d awoken before learning the verdict. Silly though that was. Awake, she knew perfectly well that King Viserys won, and though the defeat had surely stung, Princess Rhaenys had sense enough to not go to war over the rights of that porcupine of a chair.

She tried to hold onto the details of the dream, but the scenes underneath her lids were fading quickly, then at once, is turned into intangible, drifting smoke when-

“Lady Hariel?”

The voice was that of a stranger, and finally the pieces realigned into a proper picture. She was in the Red Keep.

Sitting up, Hariel fumbled for the hangings of her four-poster bed in the darkness. She found the gap and pulled the drapes apart, breaking the sealing of her warm cocoon. Cold air washed into the bed, and her skin prickled with goosebumps. With the window blinds shut for the night to preserve heat, the dying embers in the fireplace served as the only source of light.

“Come-” Hariel yawned, “Come in,”

The door creaked ajar, and a maid entered with a lantern in one hand and a tray of food in the other.

“Good morn, my lady. Pardon for waking you early, but we did not receive any specifications regarding your preferences. You didn’t give the kitchen any preferences, so please forgive me for making assumptions, but I brought a plate of eggs, cheese and ham to break your fast, my lady. If it’s not to your liking, I can run down and get you something else before dawn breaks.”

Hariel had stepped into her slippers, pulled her cloak snuggly over her shoulders and walked over to peer between the crack in the window shutters. But the time appeared pretty close to what her inner clock suspected; that it was the middle of the night.

“Thank you… er, what’s your name?”

“I’m Fryda, my lady.”

“It’s nice to meet you Fryda,” Hariel stifled another yawn, “I’m Hariel Potter,”

The woman smiled, “I’m aware, my lady. I’m in the service of the Hand, lord Otto Hightower. He assigned me to attend to you during your visits, as your last attendant travelled with Princess Helaena to Dragonstone.”

“That was thoughtful of him… the food smells delicious, but why did you think to wake me at this hour? The sun has not yet breached the horizon.”

“It’s the Maiden’s Day, my lady.”

“Oh…”

Great. Maiden’s Day.

On the day of the Smith, the smallfolk feasted and got drunk. Father’s Day was judgement day; which meant an increase in trials, verdicts and sometimes executions. On the day of the Warrior, everyone toasted the dead knights and soldiers who had protected the lands.

Whilst on Maiden’s Day; the general rule was that all maidens must be miserable.

All female virgins – though not male virgins, for some reason -- were ordered to fast and do nothing but sing and pray from sunset to sunset. This would somehow “purify them”, though Hariel wasn’t sure how. If going hungry was pure, then it was peculiar how the smallfolk in flee bottom was called scum so often. There were few in the realm who went hungrier than them.

Having to participate for Maiden’s Day also put a pin in her plans. Hariel had meant to spend the day pestering the City Watch. Surely, she’d be able to sneak away for five minutes? It was for a rather justified cause after all. Hariel hadn’t been updated since they reported their findings to the commander of the city watch, Ser Fishe Crabb. She needed to know what they’d found out.

Had they gone down to the house?

Had they learned anything new?

Was the man without a tongue questioned?

Was anyone else?

Impatience stirred and made Hariel second guess the wisdom of following Aemond’s suggestion at all. She’d been too caught up in their game and too engrossed in the flirting. He’d taken her cloak and wand, there’d been a chase before she’d become… distracted.

Hariel’s stomach fluttered, and her remaining drowsiness dissolved at the thought of seeing Aemond again.

It was going so well, wasn’t it? Despite all the things that felt unfair and unjust of late, he was the one thing that was going right. He spent so much time perfecting his courtly arts, from sword fighting to his poetry, and Hariel thought that impressive, yet preferred him best away from court. With dragons, magic and mysteries and secret passages. They’d gotten the hang of this kissing business too. Yesterday’s kisses had been a thousand times better than their first disastrous attempt. Laugh and joking around with him made her deprioritize everything else. Which is why despite knowing perfectly well her magic would serve just as well, Hariel didn’t truly regret that Aemond got his way,

Smiling to herself, Hariel ate her breakfast while wondering when Aemond could be persuaded to join her in the city again. Or maybe they could fly out to the Point of Cracklaw together? It was not only something they could do for fun, but needed to get done, and Hariel was looking forwards to it.

Though she wasn’t hungry, Hariel finished the plate of eggs, cheese and ham and the cup of milk, knowing her next meal was far off.

After she finished, Hariel stole a couple more hours of sleep. Waking up when the sun had risen and more of the castle than the kitchen had started their day. Then again, was there a time the kitchen wasn’t active? During the day there was food preparations, and at night the staff was busy baking for the following day.

Outside, it was grey and windy. Dreary clouds rolled across the sky, throwing gusts of wind in over Blackwater Bay that clashed against the castle walls, making the Red Keep whisper and moan.

With little hope of a sunny day, Hariel changed into the warmest gown she’d brought along. She had arrived prepared for cold weather, but unprepared for Maiden’s Day, as it was traditional to wear white. Hariel took out her wand and transfigured her gown the colour of cream. Just for the fun of it, Hariel took it a step further and started transfiguring snowflakes and animated them to slowly fall from a cloud like clutter of white snowflakes around her waist, down into a snowy ground along the bottom of the skirt. She was pocketing her wand when a muffled clatter made her head jerk up, and she listened.

Her eyes trailed across the room, uncertain where the noise came from. It hadn’t sounded as firm as when someone knocked -- but regardless, Hariel walked over and opened her door to make sure, finding nothing.

Maybe it had been inside one of the other rooms? The wind? Her neck prickled, and with slightly more urgency, she shut the door to finish get ready.

She slipped on her footwear and her acromantula silk cloak. It kept to the white trend of the day even if it wasn’t the warmest. At least it was airtight and water repellent, which made a difference when she made the trek down the chilly castle hallways, all the while wondering if there were eyes in the walls watching her.

Hariel had been nice throughout yesterday and refrained from nagging the city watch for updates, but it was dawn of a new day, and her patience wouldn’t suffer another day of uncertainty. The sermon in the Sept wasn’t for another hour, so she decided to head directly to barrack 2. That was where the units guarding three of the city gates lived and worked.

She knew those soldiers who weren’t on duty from the Dragon’s gate, Iron gate and the River gate who had no other home or wanted to save their coin would be eating breakfast there.

Hariel had seen men come and go from the building at every hour of the day - but she’d never ventured into it herself. So, when she crossed the courtyard and came windswept and pink cheeked up to the door, requesting entrance, she may have been allowed inside, but she sure got a lot of weird looks too.

When she saw the corridor split into three different directions, Hariel asked the sixth guard she passed for direction instead of the former ones, as he was the first who didn’t stare at her like she was a shrimp swimming with the sharks.

“Pardon, but could you point me in the direction of the meal hall?”

“Um, yes, m’lady. It’s down that corridor and around the corner.” He pointed to the left. “Um… There’s a wide red door, and- um, you shouldn’t miss it, m’lady.”

“Thank you, goodman.”

Unfamiliarity and poor lighting slowed her pace, but once she turned the corner and the noise of chattering voices became louder and more pronounced, she knew the shy soldier had been right that it was easy to find.

She reached the red door, pushing it open and peeked inside. She’d arrived during the breakfast hours, and the hall was full to the brim with soldiers.

Hariel knew she didn’t belong here, and it was intimidating; but she swallowed it down and walked into the hall with her head held high.

Now what?

She looked around for the commander, he was rather distinct looking, but there were so many men here, most in similar attires. They may not be bothering with the gold cloak and armour whilst off duty, but there was still a unifying theme of blacks, grey and red on nearly everyone.

“Lady Hariel? What are you doing here?”

The familiar voice was very welcome. Relieved, Hariel turned to find that Gwayne Hightower had been standing near the entrance doors the entire time, talking with another man.

He said goodbye to his friend and walked up to join her. “This is the barracks. Are you lost?”

“Good morn, Ser Gwayne,” Hariel replied, “No, I am not. I’m looking for your commander, Ser Fishe Crabb.”

“Ser Fishe?” He asked. Hariel knew it might be seen as arrogant to go directly to the commander of the City Watch; a little like going to the chief of the London police force for a missing dog - but he happened to be the one Aemond had given orders to.

“I’m not sure what you want with him, but wouldn’t it be better to do this another day? It’s Maiden’s Day.”

Had Hariel been the only one to forget what day it was? Then again, maybe Ser Gwayne was keeping tabs because he had a daughter who would be participating too.

“It’s more than Maiden’s Day,” Hariel said, “It’s also a day the City Watch might have answers regarding my dog’s death which they didn’t hold yesterday, and I’m an impatient lass. Do you know where he is, Ser Gwayne?”

“I do. You’re fortunate he’s eating here in the barracks instead of his rooms today.” Ser Gwayne said, and nodded across the hall, “I’ll escort you to him,”

As barrack 2 was where about 1/3 of the city watch lived and worked, to see a girl walking around in glaring white in the heart of their headquarters made a few heads turn. She stood out like a sore thumb, making Hariel shuffle closer at Ser Gwayne’s heel.

It wasn’t like she had a lot of time though, and Hariel sucked it up.

The breakfast options change the further into the hall they got. At first it appeared everyone had porridge or bread and cheese. But a little further in, men were eating scrambled eggs and beans instead. The food got steadily better, and by the time they reached the commander, who had a table to himself, the air smelled of bacon, sausage, gravy and beer.

Ser Fishe Crabb watched them approach his table with small, bright grey eyes and furrowed brows. The commander of the City Watch was a burly man almost as tall as Hariel whilst sitting down, with thin grey hair that contrasted the long, blonde beard that grew so thick he’d pulled it into a braid so long it was rolled up on the table. He was older than most of his subordinates too, or perhaps the grey hair made it appear so.

“Ser Gwayne?”

“Commander,” Gwayne returned his commander’s greeting neutrally, his tone respectful but not deferential. Gwayne Hightower commanded the protection of the River Gate, making his station one step underneath Ser Fishe Crabb. “Lady Hariel Potter requests a word with you.”

“It shouldn’t take long,” Hariel added.

Fishe Crabb gave a brief nod towards the chair opposite him, “Take a seat then.”

The commander’s corner had a fireplace and its own window, though at present, the wooden window-shutters were firmly sealed shut. This corner of the barracks was actually quite secluded from curious watchers. Her seat was the more visible one, but thanks to the L-shape of the hall, as well as the directions of the other tables, most were facing away. Giving an illusion of privacy amidst the crowded hall.

“I must say; this is not somewhere a maiden is likely to visit.” the commander of the City Watch speculated. “We seldom see visitors from the ladies of court… and I never think a maiden has come in here on Maiden’s Day before today.”

Ser Fishe wasn’t looking at her with a warm welcome, though he wasn’t being rude either. Hariel had the impression she was actually interrupting him, but the man didn’t feel like he could turn her away - and now he only suffered her presence to get it over with.

“My apologies for inconveniencing you whilst you’re off duty, Ser,” Hariel brushed it off. This was his job, and she had every right to ask about this. “-but I wanted a word with you before the sermon started. Could you tell me what was done about Prince Aemond report yesterday?”

“It’s being handled, lady Potter,” The commander told her.

“Did you send your men to the house we reported on?”

He frowned. “... I know this is regarding the breach lord Rubeus Hagrid suffered, but my orders are from Prince Aemond. Not yourself, lady Potter.”

“He’s to be my husband,” Hariel said, “Aemond only gave the order on my behalf.”

“Be that as it may, lady Potter, but it was the young Prince who gave the command. We have rules regarding this - though this shouldn’t be an issue. I will report our progress to Prince Aemond, and if he’s of a mind to share, I’m sure he will tell his betrothed what’s been done.”

Hariel sighed, “He’s with Ser Harrold today, and I’ll be busy too. More than a week has passed with absolutely zero results reported from the City Watch, and now that something finally has, it’s going to make me restless not knowing what’s happening. Is there anything you can tell me without breaking the rules? At least tell me if you followed up on the order.”

“I did.” He said simply.

That was not as satisfying a confirmation as she wanted. “What did you learn?”

“That’s classified,”

She held in a groan. “This is about a fault in the castle security that affected lord Rubeus Hagrid – not the Prince. I am the one who’s made all the discoveries too.”

“Please, lass. You’re hardly the only one.”

Smirking, Hariel leant forwards, “Oh? Can you give an example to the contrary?”

The commander chewed on the inside of his cheeks, as if regretting his slip. “This is regarding the security of the King’s castle as well as a slight against lord Rubeus. You’re are not him.”

“I’m Hagrid’s heir and his representative at court,” Hariel said, her fingers tapping impatiently against the tabletop. “I was the one who found Fang and discovered the breach.”

“I’m aware of that too. It’s hardly commonplace for ladies to wander down into the Black Cells. Not the proper ones at least.” The commander said, his voice gruffer and expression tight.

Hariel’s fingers stopped tapping. She shouldn’t have had to deal with this to begin with, and he just insulted her character to her face.

“What’s was I supposed to do when the soldiers can’t do their jobs properly? Your men listened to the crime happening but did nothing but try turn me away – another task they failed at.”

“I’ve had enough of this. Little lady, why don’t you head off to pray for your precious hound and give us room to work? We know how to handle this.”

“What a relief.” She said, trying but failing to hide the sarcasm, “I was starting to believe your reluctance to share your progress meant you simply failed and had nothing to rely.” She said speculatively, “But that’s not the case? After all, unless the culprit is caught, what will he think to bring down there next? Another dog? Or a man? Hagrid himself? Me? To be left dead in your dungeon whilst the city watch stands idly by? Something like this never happened at Dragonstone, and it’s enough to give little ladies like me a bad night’s sleep.”

“Prince Daemon is a fine commander, but even so, the castle there is easier to protect than the Red Keep.” Commander Fishe stuffed his mouth with more bacon, chewing demonstratively.

Hariel hands fisted, and she had a mind to turn the fire in the hearth into leaping lions again as she’d done with Aemond once. Maybe that would get a proper reaction out of the man – maybe he’d show some slither of responsibility for this mess too – but she couldn’t replicate it, as that had been accidental magic.

Stiff and irritated, Hariel pushed back her chair and rose to her feet, giving up on this avenue with a curt; “I see how it is. Have a nice day, commander.”

Throughout the conversation, Ser Gwayne had waited nearby, chatting with another high-ranking knight of the City Watch. When he saw her stand up, he excused himself and went to escort her out of the barracks.

“How did it go with Ser Fishe?” Ser Gwayne wondered as they reached the hallway, away from most of the curious eyes of the soldiers in the hall.

“I asked what the city watch had learned about Fang’s killer, but he wouldn’t tell me anything,” She looked up at Gwayne speculatively. “And I guess if your commander won’t speak plainly, you won’t either.”

The knight arched a brow, highlighting his similarities with his sister, the Queen.

“Ser Fishe Crabb is only following protocol, my lady.” Ser Gwayne said, but unlike Fishe’s sour demeanours, the Hightower said it with a smirk and glint in his eyes, softening the blow of the irritating message.

“I only want to know if the City Watch followed up on what we discovered in the city yesterday. I was of a mind to ask questions directly, but Aemond talked me into trusting the City Watch instead, but I must say the manner it’s been handled leaves a lot to be desired, Ser.”

Ser Gwayne’s smile faltered, “Our orders comes from the royal family, and you’re not part of them - yet. Though maybe I can reassure some of your concerns anyway. I can tell you this much; we have some new prisoners in the dungeons, and a peculiar coincidence is that some of the faces were familiar ones.”

Bewildered, Hariel glanced at Gwayne from the corner of her eye.

What was that supposed to mean? Was he talking of friends or people he or someone else knew? As in; the guy had been a traitor? Had he been part of the staff of the Red Keep? Because he certainly hadn’t appeared like a noble.

Or...

Hadn’t Aemond guessed the man without a tongue was probably a felon? That he’d lost his tongue as punishment? That meant he might have been in the dungeons before, and now imprisoned once again.

“Is one of them particularly challenging to get information from?”

Gwayne thought on it for a moment, “… All of them are hard of speech.”

All of them? How many were “all” in this scenario? Three? Five? Ten?

Hariel had no clue. Did that mean they refused to talk? Or that all of them lacked a tongue?

After that thought provoking hint, Ser Gwayne didn’t reveal anything else, though the knight still insisted on following her back. He escorted her from the barracks, back across the windy courtyard and into the castle, before Hariel was able to shake him off.

Walking slowly, Hariel pondered what might be happening in the cells on her way to the royal sept. She was so engrossed she walked right into Princess Rhaenys.

“My apologies!” Hariel stammered. They’d come around a corner at the same time, and with her head full of speculations and plots, Hariel hadn’t registered the approaching footsteps.

“It’s fine, lady Hariel.” Princess Rhaenys said, before noting the significance of her white attire, “Is it Maiden’s Day?”

“Aye,” Hariel nodded. She had seen her arrive on the ship Ser Laenor the day before, but since they’d been sneaking out at the time, she hadn’t met the Princess before later that evening.

“Are you on your way to break your fast, Princess?”

As a grandmother, the Princess hadn’t been a maiden in decades, and therefore couldn’t follow the tradition anymore. Lucky her.

“I just broke my fast, and I was on my way to meet the Queen,” Rhaenys said, “I presume you’re on your way to the Sept?”

“I am.”

It’s not that she “had no choice” – she wouldn’t break any law if she didn’t participate. It was just... Every maiden at court, regardless if they followed the Seven or not, who chose not to participate on Maiden’s Day were assumed… to not be maidens anymore.

Some cultural blunders had been overlooked when she’d been younger and less integrated – and back then she could blame the language barrier too, but those days were long gone. Hariel was a woman grown, and unless she wanted quips about how; “Since you didn’t participate on Maiden’s Day, does that mean you’re not a maiden?” -- she was better off participating. Going hungry and bored for a day was better than months of jokes at her expense.

There were four ‘Maiden’s Days’ a year, but Hariel perked up, as she now knew it wouldn’t be forever. In a year and some months, she’d marry Aemond, and would be able to skip this whole thing the same as Princess Rhaenys did. The fasting wasn’t much different than what she’d dealt with at the Dursleys, but spending a whole day praying and singing was sooo boring.

“It’s good to see you lady Hariel,” Rhaenys said, “though I did not expect your presence in the capital.”

“Why not?”

“After what befell your hound, both you and lord Rubeus seemed distressed. I thought you’d leave for Dragonstone.

“Oh, we did.” Hariel clarified, “I returned on my own – the same as yourself. Will lord Corlys join us too, or did he return to the war in the Stepstones?”

“He’s on his way back to the Stepstones,” She confirmed, then seemed to remember something, “also; Forgive me the oversight, but I have been remiss to not congratulate you on your betrothal.”

“Thank you,”

“This mean you’ll become my granddaughter’s sister in a year’s time, and Prince Aemond is a fine match,” Rhaenys said politely,

“It is,”

“Indeed.” Rhaenys said, clasping her hands together. “Love can grow from duty, but it’s easier when it’s a desired match from the beginning.”

Hariel guessed the Princess was thinking of Baela there. Perhaps she was contemplating how different her granddaughter’s situation was compared to Hariel’s.

What had she expected though? Despite knowing how Baela felt about her betrothal, she’d done nothing to object it. Like nearly everyone else, she’d been pushing Baela into this marriage.

“All these royal weddings and betrothals. It reminds me of days long past.” Rhaenys said thoughtfully. “My betrothal was actually more akin to yours though,”

“Is that so?”

“Or perhaps not entirely the same.” She corrected herself, “I asked my grandfather to marry Corlys, but before that, my husband was first offered to marry Princess Daella.”

“… Wasn’t that Prince Rhaenyra’s grandmother? The one who married an Arryn? Queen Aemma’s mother?”

“It was. I don’t remember her well. Aunt Daella left for the Vale when I was six to marry, and she died within a couple years birthing her daughter, Aemma, though I heard she was a small, shy and kind Princess.” Rhaenys said, “At any rate, my husband turned down the offer as he was still too enamoured with his voyages to settle down yet, and my aunt married lord Rodrik Arryn, whilst Corlys married me in time instead.”

Hariel’s eyebrows climbed up her forehead. A substantial percentage of Westeros would kill to be the spouse of a prince or princess – so for a moment Hariel amused herself imagining lord Corlys Velaryon saying “no thank you” to a marriage offer from the Old King himself. It had probably been turned down tactfully. Though considering how “marriageable” all Targaryens felt they were -- which was not entirely unfounded when lords and ladies literally lined up if there was a possibility -- it was still funnier to imagine a more blunt retort.

Though it also made her speculate about the age difference between Rhaenys and Corlys. How old had Corlys been when he married? About 40? That was quite late for a first marriage, made more glaring when Hariel knew his bride had been 16.

“That’s right,” Hariel nodded, but thinking of how Princess Rhaenys, Corlys, Daella, Viserys, Rhaenyra and so many of the older generations had been given a say in who they married. A curtsey no one had allowed Baela and Aegon when it’d been their turn.

The whole thing made her eternally thankful Aemond had been so proactive about this. He hadn’t so much waited for a match to be made for him — instead he’d manipulated the situation until it fit the outcome he wanted. In that way, he was akin to Rhaenys, who had also made marriage arrangements for herself too.

“Excuse me, princess, but I should get going, the sermon will start soon.”

“Then don’t let me keep you.” Rhaenys said, “You don’t want to make Baela wait for your company in the Sept.”

Normally she’d spend the Maiden’s Day with the twins, but not only was Rhaena on an island out at sea, but though they were in the same Sept, going through the same prayers, songs and instructions – it felt like Baela was avoiding her.

When Hariel had entered the Sept and said good morning to Baela when she passed by, she’d initially thought the girl hadn’t heard it, and that’s why it wasn’t returned. Dressed in a white, Baela was seated between Grayce Wylde and Belleryna Rosby. As Baela had been talking with lady Grayce and the sermon was about to start, Hariel had simply found an available seat across the aisle and hadn’t thought further on it.

The sermon started, with singing and praying led by a Septa. Normally a Septon held these, but only virgin females were allowed in the Sept on Maiden’s day, so no mother, widows, whor*s or males regardless of chastity were allowed in -- and that included Septons.

Though after an hour, Hariel was getting extremely bored. The seats were hard and uncomfortable. The Septa speech of purification had turned into a distant drone that seemed to have lasted an eternity. Her eyelids grew heavy, her vision blurred, and Hariel knew if she didn’t do something; she’d fall asleep.

Trying fruitlessly to blink the sleepiness away, Hariel looked around the Sept for distractions. Her gaze moved dully over the seven statues in each corner, and momentarily imagined the Septa’s reaction if she used an animation spell on the old Crone, so the statue of the old lady started swinging her lantern around.

It didn’t really entertain her for long, and that was when Baela happened to glance in Hariel’s direction. When their eyes met Hariel smiled – but Baela had turned stiffly away.

Huh?

The sermon went on, but by the time noon finally came around, Hariel was positive Baela was purposely keeping away from her.

When they’d stood up to form a line to light candles around the statue of the Maiden, Baela had walked to the very back of the line to get further away from Hariel. Then, when the morning session was over, Baela had slipped into the hallway so fast Hariel hadn’t had a chance to ask what the hell was going on.

What had gotten into her? The last they spoke, everything had been fine. Sort of…

Baela had moved away from her loved ones to a new place, she was married to someone she didn’t want while dealing with the pressure after her husband was crippled and then to top it all off; she started her period, which was enough for most girls to start panic a little.

Though besides that, at least things had been well between the two of them.

What had changed?

A sinking feeling settled in her stomach, because she had a guess or two regarding what it could be.

They had a few hours off to make garlands for the afternoon sermon, and Hariel finished her own in record time before she went searching for Baela. She was not in her chamber. Oddly enough, that one had been emptied and was being cleaned. Instead, a confused Hariel was directed to Aegon’s apartment.

“I heard lady Baela was here,” Hariel said to the guard outside, “Could you tell her Hariel Potter is here to see her?”

The guard only had to go a few steps down the corridor and inside a door to relay the request, but it took several minutes before he returned. Hariel wondered if she was about to be turned away, but with a blank expression, he allowed her entrance.

Uncertain what awaited her, Hariel went to face it.

Inside Aegon’s apartments, she quickly noticed Baela wasn’t alone. A pair of round, purple eyes peeked out at her from underneath a blanket on the bench by the fireplace.

“Hi, Treeskipper,” Hariel smiled to the little Valyrian. The purple eyes blinked, and a little snout reached out, sniffing the air curiously.

Alongside the lemur, Grayce Wylde had joined Baela for the Maiden’s Day activity. Seated around the dining table, lady Grayce looked up, her amber eyes crinkling and round face brightening by her crooked smile. Hariel returned a polite one, uncertain how to react. She’d never quite known where to place lady Grayce Wylde.

Grayce was fourteen years old and one of the master of law, Jasper Wylde, many children. She had curly black hair with dimples in a round face. Though Hariel hadn’t forgotten how Grayce had gossiped about her with Jacline Redwyne. Yet interestingly, Grayce seemed able to make friends with Helaena as easily as she could Baela, and there weren’t many who did that. She’d sometimes wondered if it was a sibling thing for Grayce.

There were around nineteen Wylde children… or was it eighteen? Hariel believed she’d heard something about how Jasper Wylde received a letter that told him one of his older daughters had died in childbirth a few months back... But wasn’t his fourth wife pregnant as well? Had the baby been born yet?

Though with so many siblings, perhaps lady Grayce was used to accompanying different personalities.

The table was littered with materials, divided between two distinct piles. While Grayce was using pale branches for her garland and strips of white cloth, Baela was making her garland from parchment instead. It was a more fragile material – not to mention wastefully costly of perfectly usable parchment – but the parchment garlands would also end up the whitest, which was the key colour of Maiden’s Day.

“Have you already finished your garland, lady Hariel?” Grayce asked, not a trace of dislike to be found. One could almost forget she’d once gossiped with Jacline of how ugly Hariel’s scar was.

Hariel lifted her garland up. “I did,” Hers was made of pale branches and white bows tied with even spacing. The morning ceremony had been singing, praying and lighting candles, but they would return in the afternoon and drape their finished garland around the statue too – with some more singing and praying. Then there was the evening ceremony where there would be – who could have guessed it? — yet more singing and praying.

“Of course. She needs make no effort with her magic.” Baela murmured without looking up from her work. She was using a fancy, silvery moonstone dagger to slice her parchment, sliding it downwards in a careful pattern. Was the knife new? Hariel had certainly never seen it before.

“What do you want, Hariel?” She asked while poorly concealed irritation oozed from every syllable.

“I wanted to see how you were faring. And when did you moved into Aegon’s apartment?” Hariel asked, eyeing Treeskipper soaking in the heat of the fireplace, and several of Baela’s belonging stored sporadically amongst Aegon’s. Another new development.

“I moved in yesterday. Since Aegon is recovering on the ground floor, I thought to get the rest over with. I woke up here for the first time this morning.”

“They are very nice rooms,”

It was larger than Helaena’s chambers, and instead of looking out over the horizon of Blackwater Bay, the windows of Aegon’s apartment had a view of the city. There was an arched entrance into the dressing room, bed chamber and snuggery beyond that. This was nicer than some family apartments within the Red Keep.

“What’s going on?” Hariel got to the point with a sense of foreboding. There were only a few things that could make Baela this disagreeable.

“What do you mean?” Baela adjusted the parchment into a new angle and sunk her knife through the soft sheet.

“Is something the matter, Baela? You seem upset with me, and I wondered why.”

Baela’s smirk was mockingly sharp, highlighting the similarities she shared with her father. “Heh. I don’t think you do.”

Sighing, Hariel turned to Grayce. “Would you excuse us, lady Grayce?”

“Um… I’m not quite finished.” Grayce said, gesturing to her work,

“Could you finish it in your own rooms? If it’s crowded, mine is available and you’re welcome to use it to finish your garland.” Hariel said, “I don’t mean to put you out, but I’d like a private word with Baela.”

Grayce turned to Baela for permission, and didn’t move until she received an agreeing nod from the Targaryen. Quickly and effective, Grayce scooped her belongings unceremoniously into her arms. With a friendly smile and a; “I’ll see you at the afternoon sermon,” Grayce disappeared out the door.

Finally alone, Hariel didn’t know how to start, and instead watched Baela cut out her paper garland with less and less care. If she wasn’t careful, she’d slice her hand.

That sparked her memory. Hadn’t she dreamt something about a bloody cut?

Across the table, Baela wrinkled her nose, her knuckles white from clutching her dagger — fighting for control of her temper. Hariel would rather she succeed that battle. An unrestrained Baela was an unreasonable Baela.

“What happened, Baela?”

“You can’t guess?”

“I believe you wish to throw accusations at me, so why don’t you speak your mind?”

With a downward thrust and a thud, the knife pierced clean through the parchment and deep into the wooden surface. Baela let go of the handle, leaving the sharp tip embedded in the tabletop and the blade swaying precariously.

“… Did you talk to the King?” Baela asked tightly. The intensity in her expression wasn’t something Hariel had seen often. “About me?”

“When?” She was tense, an instinctive reaction as she tried ready herself for an impact.

“Some moons ago? Before I was betrothed?”

Hariel folded her arms on the tabletop, trying to think of the right way to explain, “What did you hear?”

“That you convinced the King to make Jace marry Helaena instead of me. Did you do it?”

Her heart sank. So she’d guessed right, but that was of little comfort. Hariel sank into Grayce’s abandoned seat, and whatever expression displayed across her face must have revealed the truth, because Baela suddenly looked thunderous.

“I talked to the King about the state of his House.” She explained, “Let me think… I was translating one of my books – you remember, do you not? The one about divination, but then Rhaenyra went into labour, and everyone rushed out. I stayed behind with the King and Ser Harrold. We mostly talked of magic, my homeland and Old Valyria, but we also talked about his succession,”

“And then?”

“I told him that there’s no unity within House Targaryen. That his closest kin and supporters are split in two, and the rift is getting worse. I relayed my concerns and accounts about those unpleasant rumours that follows Jacaerys and his brothers, and how it shouldn’t be ignored.”

Baela looked torn, and Hariel thought she’d make a remark about it. Instead, Baela’s brows furrowed and she shifted uncomfortably in her seat, “That’s not what I asked.”

“It sort of is,” Hariel said, “Because whilst we were talking about that topic, I… Yes… I mentioned Helaena. I said something needed to be done and suggested Helaena could mend the rift in your family through a marriage to Jace, in ways no other match could.”

“No other match?” Baela said stiffly, her voice small, yet cutting like a knife. “What am I then? Or is this part of your cover? Is that why you spent the moons since my betrothal preaching of how I’m too young to marry – only for me to now learn it’s you who threw me to Aegon?”

“Aegon? No. I don’t remember talking of Aegon that day.” Hariel spluttered, her face flushed. She wasn’t sure how the excuse would be received though. Hariel had known Baela would be furious that she recommended Helaena for Jacaerys -- but she’d done it anyway. Simultaneously, it hadn’t felt so much as a choice, as a necessity. It's not as if Hariel was eager to support aunt and nephew incest – which was worse than the cousin thing - but everyone was complaining and throwing dangerous accusations around, yet no one bothered do anything about it either. If they did; it was actions that only made the situation worse and more divided.

Even if it hadn’t been Jace and Helaena, someone had to try mend the bridge.

The Targaryens were as warm towards their relatives as the Dursleys had been towards Hariel – but more violent and with access to weapons of mass destruction. So what was the alternative? It frightened her more than she could admit aloud.

“I thought Aegon was to marry Cassandra Baratheon at the time, and I didn’t think either you or Rhaena would want that match. Though I should have talked with Jace. It was unfair to discuss my opinion regarding his future before consulting his preferences -- but I never had any nefarious intentions. I hoped to strengthen him, and Helaena said… She told me she was in favour of the match,” Hariel trailed off, knowing she wasn’t helping her case anymore, and rushed ahead;

“I had never talked openly with his Grace before that day, and I had little hope he’d listen. Why would he? But I tried. I wanted to impress upon him that if he didn’t take actions, his succession might end up contested. Though it turns out Princess Rhaenyra had the same idea years ago, but perhaps hearing it from someone as foreign as me made an impact. If a lady with a language barrier can catch onto the tensions within the royal family, then it needs be rectified. Think, Baela; if I was talking nonsense, why would the King think I had a point? Why would he act on it? Are you going to tell me your family is not fractured? That everything would’ve been fine if left alone?”

Her explanation didn’t serve to calm Baela at all. If anything, something like cold anger radiated from her. “If that’s how you feel, how come you never thought to mention this to me?”

The blunt truth would have slipped out with little grace hadn’t Hariel bit down on her lip. It would sound like an excuse. As if she only said it to avoid being blamed – and yet… what else was she supposed to say?

“Because I knew it wouldn’t remain private.”

I am not the one who’s betrayed anyone here.”

Her black hair swayed as Hariel shook her head, defensiveness welling up in her. Baela was making it sound like she’d been spiteful with her actions. As if hurting Baela had been the goal instead of the sacrifice.

“Have you ever kept a secret from Rhaena?”

“I have kept secrets from her before.”

“Willingly?” Hariel challenged, “Or was being separated by an ocean the only thing that’s stopped you two from confiding in each other?”

“What does that matter? You had no right to do this. It wasn’t your place to stick your nose into my future! You are my oldest friend, and I trusted you. I covered for you. I kept quiet for you – and this is how you repay me? You spoiled everything!”

Hariel braced against the insults, but she also wasn’t following anymore, “Covering? What are you on about?”

“The night Aegon fell off the belfry, he only fell because of your f*cking thunder spell! He was drunk and running around, then your spell hit, and the thunder and light startled Aegon, making him slip off the edge and fall.” Baela snarled, “I didn’t speak a word of it! Not to Rhaena or anyone. I- I have always been a friend to you, but you’ve been working against me.”

Hariel stared. Budidng panic and vehement denial whirled together into a white buzz that left her speechless, and Baela wasn’t done.

“Why did I bother? I should have thrown you to the Queen. Let’s see how you enjoy being blamed for the crippling of her precious son.”

“I … I didn’t know.” Hariel’s mind was spinning in circle, the revelation jostling everything out of order. But… the more she thought on it, the less farfetched it seemed. She hadn’t known exactly when Aegon fell, except it had been fairly close to when Hariel found Fang. Hadn’t Otto Hightower been dragged away from dealing with Fang because he’d just been informed his grandson was injured?

“I never meant- I sent that spell to alert Hagrid and get help. I was alone with a dying dog and it was harmless. A spell that simply made light and noise. It wasn’t true lightening – I didn’t change the weather pattern, and you never said… nor did Helaena… Helaena didn’t mention this either.”

“She’s covering for you too, idiot.” Baela said with venom. “And no wonder; you were plotting to make her Queen! Giving her everything whilst pushing me onto Aegon, when you don’t even like Aegon.

“My suggestion was that if Jacaerys was married to Helaena, that could secure his position and help unite house Targaryen, and perhaps put a stop to those rumours. I am so sorry though. I didn’t know what it’d lead to, and… and I should have told you.”

“Damn right you should have told me. Do you know how embarrassing it was to learn from members of court – complete strangers - that you don’t think…” Baela faltered, and took a deep breath. “-don’t think I’m good enough to be Queen?”

“No. That was not what I said.” Hariel said firmly, “That was never what I said. Quite the contrary; I actually told the King you had the makings of a fine Queen – but I also said that your family is too powerful to remain divided, and that it wouldn’t mend on its own. I am supposed to marry into your family too, and that frightens me, Baela. If you don’t understand why, then you are lying to yourself.”

“You still put Helaena before me!”

“Helaena is my friend too, and you all keep putting me in the middle, leaving me no choice but to take a side, without regard for how I hate that. How do you feel being here with Aegon and away from Rhaena? Torn between the man you’re married to and your sister? What choice did I have but to point out the obvious? You’re all egging war!”

Baela blinked repeatedly. “… and so you betrayed me. Admit it.”

Now Hariel was the one fighting for control of her temper. “I am not going to take the blame for all that’s wrong in your life. You don’t see me blaming you for all that’s wrong in mine. It’s unfair. I’m not going to grovel for your forgiveness over the choices of Kings and fathers too.”

“Why would you blame me for anything? You were the one who turned your cloak on me and picked Helaena-”

“I picked the only option that seemed to have a slither of a chance of a peaceful solution,” She fought to stifle the defensive anger building up a dangerous pressure inside her. If she wasn’t careful, she’d burst – and yet Hariel refused to take the fall for the whole situation – Hariel didn’t create the family drama, but she tried to remind herself Baela still had a reason to be upset. This was about secret keeping. She too knew how hurtful secrets were.

“Though… I am so sorry you got dragged into it too. I didn’t actually think the King would listen, but it seems he did. Perchance the issue is that he didn’t do so sooner. Sometimes it feels like all of this was too little, too late, seeing as nothing is going right. Even then, I thought if Jace was betrothed to Helaena, then you would be disappointed for a while, but I expected you’d get over it.”

“…Get over it?” Baela repeated, unfathomably.

Alright, maybe that had been a poor choice of words. That had sounded so bad, but at the same time… it covered the gist of it, didn’t it?

Baela was twelve years old. She may be infatuated with Jace, but little girls could grow out of crushes. Hariel had grown out of her crush on both Ser Qarl and Cregan, so why couldn’t Baela move on from Jace too? Hariel didn’t believe everyone were assigned only one perfect partner -- and even if she was wrong, she didn’t believe Baela’s cousin coincidentally also happened to be her one true soulmate. Of course, this was before Hariel realized Baela would end up shackled to her other cousin as a result. She didn’t fault Baela for favouring Jace ahead of Aegon. Hariel would too.

“I knew you’d be angry at me, and I deserve it, however… I expected you’d have years to grow up and find someone who was perfect for you. Jacaerys is wonderful, but there’s plenty of lords who’d bend over backwards to marry you. I didn’t think… I didn’t foresee this. I didn’t foresee you and Aegon.”

“So you threw Jace to Helaena and your excuse is that I should simply ‘get over it?’ Because I’m young and I’d have more offers in the future?”

Why the hell couldn’t Baela understand? Why was she always so bloody stubborn? It felt like she was holding onto her righteous fury like it was a lifeline.

“Are you for real?” Baela snarled, “How did your plan turn out, Hariel?! Why don’t YOU get over it!”

“I did.” Hariel hissed,

Baela was utterly unfaced by her anger, and reacted with a sudden burst of theatrical exasperation instead. “Are you going to start on your tale of woes of how you left your homelands again?” She rolled her eyes. “About how hard it was an everything you’ve lost? How long are you going to use that excuse, Hariel?”

“No,” Hariel swallowed down bile, because her anger starting to stir for real.

No. Hariel wasn’t sure she’d ever get over losing everything. How could she? How callous Baela dismissed the worst thing to ever happen to her made Hariel’s capacity to feel empathy for Baela’s situation rather difficult.

“Let me clarify; I was referring to my marriage pact with House Targaryen. Did you know of it?”

“You’re betrothed to Aemond. Everyone has heard of it.”

“Before that.” Hariel said slowly, “I’m not talking about my recent betrothal. I’m asking when you knew I would marry into House Targaryen. Aemond said he’d known for years, and Helaena hinted at the same.”

“I don’t know. Father said… he said… er’…” Baela seemed to realize this wasn’t a random tangent, and that the conversation was turning against her.

Hariel traced her finger over the dragon head carved into the armrest of her chair, and finally asked something she’d held back for so many months.

“What did your father tell you regarding my future marriage prospects? Was it the same as Septa Megga was preaching, that as long as my future betrothed was true, honourable and from a good family, he’d make a good match – or was it more restricting than that? Mayhaps along the lines of how, as I have no blood relation to the Crown, my husband would always be another dragonrider? Regardless how I personally may feel about it? Regardless of Hagrid’s opinions too?”

This time Hariel was the one to have the truth confirmed from Baela’s guilty expression.

It stung to see her suspicions were true, but she’d been prepared for that. She’d guessed that Baela and Rhaena had probably always known of her alliance with the Targaryens would always end in a marriage pact. Aemond had known it. Helaena too, and likely all the rest. It was only Hariel and Hagrid who hadn’t been informed of that – at least until Aemond lost his temper back at Winterfell. It just stung that two of her closest friends had thought it justifiable to keep her in the dark.

Simultaneously, it’s not that she didn’t understand; she’d forgiven Helaena and Aemond – she thought she’d done the same with the twins. Except now Baela was throwing a fit for something similar happening to her.

Baela hadn’t been forthcoming about the inner politics of House Targaryen, and in return, Hariel had supported Helaena’s betrothal to Jace. At the time she had honestly felt justified, but now there was a hint of uncertainty hanging around the memory.

If Hariel hadn’t felt betrayed and been arguing with Baela about Hagrid’s bonding with Vhagar at the time - would she still have done it?

Baela didn’t say anything.

When was it?” Hariel pushed, but again it was like talking to a wall. “One year ago?... or four? Tell me; after your father saw how Hagrid and I reacted to Prince Reggio’s proposal, did he order you and your sister to not talk of marriage alliances with me?”

Baela looked up sharply, “Father didn’t want to overwhelm you.” She protested, “He said as long as you were learning our ways and language, it was a kindness that we didn’t overwhelm you – besides, you weren’t supposed to get betrothed before you turned seven and ten! What was the point? I didn’t know you’d throw out those rules – and for Aemond, of all people. I had no idea you held such queer preferences, but I guess you are foreign.”

“Please, I get you were young, you still are, but your father certainly didn’t show you that level of consideration with Aegon. Do you honestly still believe it was out of consideration for my wellbeing?” Hariel couldn’t have held back the derisive scoff if she’d tried.

“Because to me, it looks like he was keeping us under false pretence. We specifically said that being forced to marry meant we would not join you to Westeros, so you went for the underhanded option instead, and now I’m stuck with no easy way out. Aemond called me a fool for not seeing it sooner. Maybe I was, but can you blame me for not being able to read minds? Hadn’t Aemond told me what was going on, I’d still have no idea what was being schemed behind my back. Such as the candidates I almost ended up with. Joffrey has been mentioned more than once – a child! I’ve known him since he was a babe, and somehow he was still the better alternative.”

Hariel shook her head, a short, bitter laugh breaking some of the tension. “Did you know the King tried to marry me off to your father?”

That trivia fact finally got a different reaction from Baela than anger.

“Pardon?!”

“Twice,” Hariel said drily, “- that I’ve been made aware of. Once at Driftmark after your mother’s funeral, and again when you were betrothed to Aegon. Your father turned it down – but that’s the sort of thing he’s kept in the dark.”

“My father?” Baela repeated, unnerved. “My father and you? That doesn’t sound right. Are you certain?”

Oh yes, she was sure, alright. She’d spied on a council meeting and heard the King say it himself. She didn’t think this was the best time to mention her lawbreaking though.

“Ask the King if you please. Fortunately, your father turned it down, or I would have to.”

“That’s…” Baela frowned, “I mean, my father is a great match for someone of your station,”

“You sound as if you wished me for stepmother.”

Baela grimaced, whilst Hariel was reminded of Aemond’s reaction to this topic and their similarities. She knew Baela would hate that match almost as much as Hariel would - but as always, no Targaryen could stomach any slight that went against how “marriable” they all were.

“I never wanted to marry your father – because guess what? You’re not the only one with preferences between Princes, and I am happy with Aemond. I don’t enjoy seeing you miserable, but it sounds like that’s what you wish for me. Would it please you to see me unhappily married too? Would that give me cause to utter a word of complaint? Or would you roll your eyes and brush it away as another one of my tales of woes? It’s been hard to avoid such schemes when no one – neither you, your sister, Princess Rhaenyra or even the King were forthcoming. I deserved the truth of my own situation - but you didn’t give me that curtesy.”

It finally seemed to dawn on Baela that she couldn’t reject Hariel’s explanations outright without lying, and that would ruin her indignant and self-righteous accusations.

She watched Baela pull her knife out of the tabletop, “… That’s a whole other matter. You’re changing the topic, because that has nothing to do with what you did to me.

“Maybe it’s not exactly the same, but can you start to understand why I didn’t want to talk to you about this? I know you won’t go against your father. He’ll probably hear of this sooner or later now,”

Baela carefully drew her finger over the edge if her moonstone dagger. She didn’t cut herself. “Shows how much you know."

Hariel held back a scoff, because what she’d said about Aegon’s fall gave her pause. She still couldn’t understand how she’d had anything to do with that. She’d heard Baela and Aegon were arguing – that it got physical, and Baela had a bruised face that made it hard to dispute. Some whispered Baela pushed him, though Hariel believed Baela and Helaena when they both said he slipped… but from what?

Outside some light and noise, the spell was harmless. Was it her fault Aegon was not steady on his feet? Was it the icy ground’s fault if a person slipped on it? Hariel wanted to say no, but…

What if it was true?

Baela could be stubborn and unreasonable, but she wasn’t much of a liar. If that really happened, then Baela had kept secrets from everyone… or maybe everyone had left for Dragonstone before she had a chance to do so? Daemon was her father, and she was loyal to him before most others. For that matter, she hadn’t known Baela to keep anything of importance from Rhaena either.

And what would happen to Hariel if Baela told her family that her magic caused Aegon’s fall? What if she told Aemond? What if she told the King and Queen? What would they think?

Hariel hadn’t meant any harm. She’d needed help because someone kidnapped and tortured Fang. If anyone was to be blamed for that, it should be the culprit. If he hadn’t done that, she’d never have needed help, and she’d never have sent up that spell, then maybe Aegon would never have slipped.

The question remained though; would anyone but Hariel see it that way?

“I already apologized for how my actions affected you, Baela,” Hariel tried reason with her one last time, “but you won’t accept it, nor will you admit you did the same towards me.”

“Am I supposed to feel pity for you now? You were given your happily ever after.”

Clutching the armrests, Hariel pulled herself up and out of the chair, “My dog was recently kidnapped, tortured and murdered, Baela.”

A hint of regret crossed her face, if only briefly. “That was… unfortunate – Fang was a good dog, but still; Aemond jumps like a court jester to please you. Isn’t it neat how things worked out perfectly for you anyway? So don’t presume to understand my pain when you get to marry the man you want, receive an inheritance and no consequences.”

Hariel glanced towards the door, and pulled her acromantula cloak tighter. This was going nowhere.

“Yes, I am fortunate to have Aemond, but it didn’t come for free. Both Aemond and I had to readjust our expectations and make an effort. Mayhaps you could try it sometime?”

Of everything she’d said, that was the remark that made Baela react as if Hariel had slapped her.

“You presume that I don’t make an effort? Me? You have no idea what I’m goning through. You don’t care what’s being asked of me or what I- I... Everything is horrible, and the ones I thought would always be on my side has turned their back on me – Wha-! Hariel? What are you doing?”

It may have been a bit on the nose, but Hariel had turned her back on Baela, because she was heading with quick strides for the exit.

“Hariel!?”

Her hand rested on the door handle when she turned back. Baela had risen to her feet as well, looking close to tears. It was almost enough to make Hariel return to her seat, but she was done.

“What’s the point of this discussion when you won’t accept anything I tell you? When you'd already made up your mind? I get it; you won’t forgive me. Fine then. It’s not as if I can change what I said, and you can’t change what you didn’t say. So I’m done. Your father sold you to Aegon. The King sold you to Aegon. Your sister, cousins, grandmother, grandfather and everyone else spoke their opinions regarding your future too - but that I once brought up a suggestion regarding Helaena is what you can’t forgive? I’m not going to sit here so you may take out your frustrations, because you think me a convenient punching bag. It’s getting so bloody old.”

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Pumpkins are carved, ghosts are seen, the hour is here; happy Halloween!

Chapter 48: Aemond the Squire

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AEMOND X

Ser Harrold had some audacity.

The tasks he set his new squire was impertinent, but regardless, Aemond put on a brave face and begrudgingly trotted down to the King’s stable to feed Ser Harrold’s four horses. It’s not as if he hadn’t done the same during hunts in the Kingswood, and Aemond already happened to own seven horses of his own too.

Afterwards, Aemond had grumbled when he was made to saddle Night. The black horse’s full name was Night Mare, and she acted as such when a stranger came up to saddle her – but this was yet another task Aemond had done countless times before. He’d joined the lord Commander for a ride through the city afterwards, which had been fine – but it was this latest meaningless task where Aemond had to put his foot down.

Certainly, Aemond may be Ser Harrold’s squire, but the last he checked, he remained a Prince too. Princes did not sit for hours cleaning chainmail.

“How is this task pertinent to becoming a knight?” Aemond asked exasperated. “This is servant work.”

Since Aemond had made enough of a fuss regarding his betrothal, he couldn’t turn down the squire-ship too. Not that it’d been an option after his King father was informed of it. If Aemond backed out now, the court may think it was because he couldn’t handle it.

There was no way but through. Aemond would be a knight – even though he had to overcome some nasty challenges before he got there.

Ser Harrold made Aemond spend his first day as a squire going over the basics. First looking after horses and then familiarizing himself with the inns and out of the kingsguard armour. Except, Aemond already knew. He’d had an armour of his own for years, a fine thing Aemond inherited from Aegon after he outgrew it.

The blackened armour was decorated with the Targaryen emblem and rubies, though sized for a boy. When Aemond last tried his armour nearly a year ago, the chest plate had been too short for him, and he’d grown taller since. Likely Daeron would inherit it next. It may fit Rhaenyra’s sons too, but there was no way they’d receive it. The armour was emblazed with the Targaryen sigil, and even if they were his nephews, bastards pretending to be Velaryons had no business wearing it. For as long as lord Corlys played along with Rhaenyra’s lies, it left the task of armouring her bastards to House Velaryon.

“Knights needs know how to care for their armour, lad.” Ser Harrold answered, unfaced. “My previous squires upheld my maintenance for me,”

“They were not your Prince.” Aemond reminded him, irate that the old knight appeared nearly amused by his suffering. Squiring was turning into a tedious affair, and Ser Harrold’s style of tutelage left a lot to be desired. Besides, Aemond genuinely wished Ser Criston had been available for this instead.

Ser Harrold may be the lord commander, but Ser Criston remained the best swordsman of the Kingsguard. Unfortunately, Ser Criston already had a squire, and his grandfather thought having Aemond squire for the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard looked better than doing so for the underlings.

“It’s true that I’ve never been outranked by my squire before,” Ser Harrold answered, “-but they all became knights in time, which you are not.”

“Knights are the men capable of protecting the weak and the young. Sword fighting and riding is integral to knighthood.” Aemond waved the mail in the air, the little ringlets clattering against each other. “But how is this pertinent to anything?”

Ser Harrold sighed, “I already know you are apt with swords and horses -- it’s everything else you needs familiarize yourself with. Tell me, do you know the difference between a knight with a student to teach compared to a knight with a squire?”

Aemond didn’t know exactly what Ser Harrold was about to preach, but he gathered the old western knight wasn’t being agreeable. If Ser Harrold would ignore Aemond’s argument for his lofty excuses, then he was inclined to ignore whatever the knight spewed next as well.

“Taking on a lord’s son as a student is for their convenience – but a squire serves for my convenience. I’m here to teach you my ways, but in return I expect you to be here for me. If you fulfil your role as my squire, I will reward it with knighthood.” Ser Harrold explained, and gestured to the ringlet garment Aemond was waving about.

“When I say my mail is muddy and needs be cleaned, I expect you to be a good a squire as you’ve been a student in the art of swords. It’s a necessary task, which I don’t trust to anyone but those who understands the workings of an armour. If you do a poor job of it and the mail rusts, I may die in battle because of poor armour. Then what sort of squire would you be?”

Ser Harrold said it like a challenge, but Aemond had partly stopped listening.

Why was he bothering with this nonsense?

When he’d been young and naive, he’d dreamt of becoming a knight. What lad in King’s Landing did not? Aemond had wanted to be a fierce warrior, a great knight, wise, studied and a dragon rider – the perfect Prince.

At some point… mayhaps it had been around the time Daeron was offered a squire-ship by their Hightower relatives - the notion of knighthood stopped being a priority. If little, snotty boys like Daeron “showed potential” ahead of Aemond, then why should he bother? Aemond told himself what mattered was to get a dragon, not some knighthood.

What could steel hope to achieve against wings and fire?

That was years ago, and Aemond was no longer that naïve lad. He was almost a man grown, with the steadfast loyalty of the Bronze Fury, a dragon worthy of Kings – and after Aegon’s crippling, at long last his Hightower relatives showed an interest in making him a knight too.

It didn’t take a great mind to put two and two together: It was to prove that even if Aegon was down, the King’s younger sons weren’t all crippled. That they had strength. That they were not only worthy by birth and blood – but capability too.

It was ironic how this sudden show of interest in his accomplishments, made Aemond’s previous efforts seem uselessly futile.

What had it all been for? Aemond had tried his best for years, but it hadn’t mattered.

Regardless how hard he studied, how long he trained or how dutifully he conducted himself, it wouldn’t grant him anything more than he was already born into. It didn’t close the gap between him and Aegon. Not between him and Rhaenyra either. In the end, it turned out what furthered Aemond’s standing wasn’t improving himself. No. Only the competition being weakened could further his own standing.

So why should Aemond try? Either his siblings would get everything regardless of Aemond’s accomplishments, or they’d suffer an unfortunate end. Whatever Aemond received wouldn’t be by his own efforts – only their crippling.

Aegon and Rhaenyra were walking disasters who needed constant hand holdings to get anything done – and even then, they managed to make a mess of everything. Of the few duties they’d been tasked with throughout their lives, both had failed at them. They’d been tasked to do the bare minimum, but even that was beyond them.

Aegon couldn’t do the measly task of staying healthy and look presentable. Rhaenyra couldn’t do the one duty nearly every other woman in Westeros had managed for thousands of years; to birth trueborn children.

Yet despite being such embarrassment to their House, that didn’t change anything. Neither effort nor capability mattered, only birth – either it was being born with Arryn blood like Rhaenyra, or being born the first son like Aegon. And strictly speaking, wasn’t that their respective mothers’ accomplishments? Queen Aemma and Queen Alicent were the two who managed those things. It had absolutely nothing to do with their first-born children’s capability. Which remained somewhere around non-existent.

Begging the question: Why did Aemond keep beating a dead horse?

The only part of Aemond’s life where efforts made a difference was with Vermithor… And with Hariel.

Perhaps this was why Aemond found magic more richly palatable compared to the sweet reek of politics – so sweet it was sickly. Though it was somewhat ironic how the mystical arts seemed a more controllable power than the game of thrones.

Ser Harrold took his thoughtful silence for agreement, instead of the depressing spiral of meaningless futility Aemond was contemplating.

“Now, be thorough with the scrubbing. You may think it’s clean, only to find grime hiding in the gap of the joint overlaps. That’s where it’ll rust and tears over time.”

He patted Aemond patronisingly on the back. As if that little speech had settled the matter.

Aemond rolled back his shoulders, readying a word-lashing which would leave the court ladies atwittering with the juicy drama.

Unfortunately, Ser Harrold’s good-humoured patience had a short fuse, and since the Kingsguard couldn’t reprimand a Prince, he dragged Aemond along to someone who could.

Still, Aemond couldn’t believe Ser Harrold would tattle to his King father.

“What’s this about?” The King asked, seated by his model of Old Valyria. He was wrapped in a thick shadowcat coat, with woollen blankets draped across his lap even though the chambers were well heated by the warmth of the two fireplaces in the King’s apartments.

“Your son takes offence to the task I assigned him, your Grace.”

For the hundredth time, Aemond wished Ser Criston had been available.

“I am not your whipping boy.”

“I treat him no different than my previous squires, but the lad is right that I can’t command him to clean my chainmail. He’s my Prince.”

“Did you not become a squire but recently?” The King wondered.

“Today’s Prince Aemond’s first day, your Grace.”

“And there’s already an issue?” His father looked sideways to Aemond, “Are you conceding the challenge, lad?”

“Pardon, but I fail to see how conceding a position and speaking up about an infringement is the same thing, your Grace.” Aemond said stiffly. “I am not a servant. Being Ser Harrold’s squire shouldn’t make me have to pretend I’m the stable boy.”

Ser Harrold pursed his lips, “How would you like the squiring to proceed, my King?”

“This is about cleaning chainmail?” His king father glanced at Aemond, seeming slightly bewildered why on earth he was involved with this. Aemond wished Ser Harrold had gone to his mother. Or grandfather. Everyone else in this castle except his father would do the right thing here.

“You accepted the position, and this sound perfectly in line with the duty of a squire.”

Except it wasn’t. Not for Princes. Not even all lords were made to jump through such hoops. Ser Laenor never squired before his knighting. He’d been to war, and upon Ser Laenor’s return he was betrothed to Rhaenyra. He’d then been knighted because it looked more proper for the future King consort to be a knight. Daemon had never squired before being knighted -- and there were plenty examples of good swordsmen being knighted without squiring beforehand.

Aemond was no lesser than them. He understood his age still worked against him. There had never been a knight who was four and ten – so being a squire remained the suitable title. Yet Aemond wouldn’t be made to lower himself.

“Then think of it like this; from time to time, we must all be burdened with tasks we’d rather do without, but it’s a necessity and worth an effort it in pursuit of our goals.” His father said, turning around a stone figure in his hand. “This is part of growing up and becoming a man.”

“How many chainmail’s were you set to clean by your father before Prince Baelon considered you a man grown, my King?”

Ser Harrold glanced at Aemond sharply, and his King father blinked. Even before his King answered, Aemond would bet all seven of his horses the answer was zero.

“I was the heir to the throne, not a warrior. My obstacles were different to yours.”

Aemond pressed his lips together, looking away as he wondered exactly what “charges” his king father had been faced with, except to stay alive long enough to be crowned.

“Then how many chainmail did the rouge Prince scrub before he was knighted?”

“Daemon was always an excellent swordsman, born to be a warrior, and he was knighted after a tourney when he was only six and ten.” The King’s voice grew warm and wistful reminiscing about the long-ago tourney. “Everyone was awed by him. We’d watched Daemon unhorse three knights in a row. Our father was so proud when the Lord Commander at the time, Ser Ryam Redwyne, knighted Daemon before the masses. It was a grand day. A grand day indeed.”

Aemond had arrived to this confrontation prepared to argue stale advice and lofty excuses, but not his father gushing about how amazing his insane little brother was half an eternity ago.

“Give me that,” Aemond said tightly, snapping the chainmail out of Ser Harrold’s hand. “I don’t have time for this farce. If the King is of a mind to say scrubbing mail like a smith’s apprentice is a rite of passage, I’ll do the f*cking task.”

“There you go. The matter is resolved then.” His King father turned back to his model, but looked sharply back, seeming to remember something urgent.

“Wait. Before you leave, I have a matter that needs sorted out; I hear lady Hariel is visiting the Red Keep. Please do send for her.” He said, nodding to himself. “A few moons ago she used her magic on my model of Old Valyria, and it was marvellous.”

He gestured over his stone model. Aemond remembered what Hariel had done to it. There’d been lights inside the buildings, water in the river, grass and cobbled stone along the streets. He thought perhaps the stone staircases had some lingering magic to them, but it may be a trick of the uneven light.

Though talking of his toys coming alive with magic had Viserys’ eyes light up with excitement. “I’m afraid my model looks rather drab now, compared to when my miniature dragon could fly around the model and the fires crackled inside the buildings.”

“It’s Maiden’s Day, my King,” Ser Harrold reminded him, “The girls are in the Sept.”

“Ah,” The King nodded, a crease of worry on his brow– the threat of his toys being made to wait far more concerning to the King than anything discussed to now. “She’ll be purifying herself then… But surely that shouldn’t take the whole day, and her magic casting didn’t take long either. Lady Hariel can stop by in between sermons.”

“The girls should have time after their noon sermon,” Aemond said. Regardless how irate he was, the King seemed to like Aemond’s betrothed. He already knew the King did to some extent, but it was encouraging to see it none the less.

“If it please you, I could send her to enchant your model instead, your Grace.” Aemond offered.

“Aye.” He nodded eagerly, “Thank you, Daemon.”

“Aemond.”

“Hm?” His King father had the frustrating grace to look blankly back. The affectionate tone he’d talked of his Valyria model falling away.

“My name is Aemond,” Something akin to resentment simmered in the undertone of the correction.

Aemond didn’t bother the King with his presence often, but the few times he did, was it too much to ask the King to remember the name he had given him?

His King father picked up his figurine dragon with a sigh and turned back to play with his model. “I’m aware.”

The day had passed in an agitated blur, and Aemond wasn’t dismissed before Ser Harrold’s evening shift started. Free of the torture, Aemond made a sacred vow; Never again! Never ever again! The King would have to whip him before he was made to do such demeaning servant’s work again.

Throwing Ser Harrold’s scrubbed chainmail onto the table, a fuming Aemond retired to his rooms and ordered a private supper. His chamber smelled tantalizing of honeyed goose with carrots, cabbage and leeks cooked with butter when Ser Fishe Crabb, the commander of the city watch, was let inside to join him for the meal.

Of course, this was not a social visit.

“We captured four men and brought them to the cells. Afterwards, one of my men swore that he recognized one of the prisoners. He was certain he’d imprisoned one of the men before, though it was years ago.” Commander Fishe Crabb explained, absently working to sperate the meat off the bone with a knife. Aemond wished he hadn’t invited the man that morning, he would give anything for some privacy. To sit before the fireplace and read, or maybe send for the court minstrel to play some music – but how could he have predicted the abuse Ser Harrold would put him through earlier?

“We looked into the matter, and found that all four of them had been caught and imprisoned before, four years ago.”

“What for?” Aemond asked, chewing down a mouthful of carrot and cabbage.

“It was a deviant, a couple traitors and a murderer. The four were sentenced to death for their crimes, my Prince.”

Aemond blinked, “But they escaped? How come I don’t recall that security breach? It was a while ago, but not so long I wasn’t paying attention. Were they offered to go to the Wall, but escaped on the route there?”

“No, my Prince, it wasn’t an escape. I couldn’t say if they’d been offered the Wall or not – but it didn’t come to a sentence before they were pardoned and set free.”

That was the last Aemond wanted to hear.

“On what grounds?”

“It was a part of the celebrations of the newborn Prince Joffrey. The King decreed several prisoners be offered mercy.”

Fantastic.

Yet another clue for the collection that pointed them out as involved with this mess.

Not all royal births granted prisoners mercy. If the season allowed for it, sometimes they held a tourney or other festivities instead - but sometimes new life made for soft hearts, and thereby mercy.

There’d been a tourney for Aegon, but Aemond had heard a few deviants had gone free after his own birth, as well as Helaena’s.

Though which criminals were offered mercy was usually more carefully selected than this. Some starving lad excused for stealing from the King after being caught hunting in the King’s Wood without a permit. Or a widow with a hoard of hungry children pardoned for stealing. People who committed crimes, but who also had somewhat of an excuse which could be forgiven.

“Ser Harwin Strong – he was still the commander of the City Watch back then - released them. He oversaw this, but then he was dismissed from his duty before burning to death at Harrenhal, it’s not as if we can ask him.”

Ser Fishe Crabb may have been friends with the treacherous knight once upon a time. The one who shamelessly f*cked his sworn charge, dishonoured a princess, shamed his House as he committed high treason siring those usurpers – deluding himself that as long as the King stuffed his ears with straw pretending it wasn’t happening, it meant everyone else did the same.

He'd been a treacherous lackwit, and Aemond chose not to dwell on the topic of the dead Strong.

Aloud.

As far as Aemond could see, Harwin got what he deserved. If even one of his crimes had been proven sooner, Ser Harwin would have lost his head before his first bastard Jacaerys was born – or at the very least sent to the Wall like Lucamore Strong -- saving House Targaryen being besmirched with the younger two alongside his sister’s dim-witted treason.

Safe to say, Aemond was not surprised to learn Ser Harwin was connected to yet another disaster. Another matter that made a joke of the monarchy and left the King look utterly incompetent. Unable to keep order in either his family or his castle.

Aemond took a sip of his water. “ Mercy releases are for petty crimes. Not murder.”

“The murderer choked a whor* to death whilst drunk,” Fishe Crabb said with a shrug, “His tongue was removed as punishment.”

“Why not take the hand that killed the whor* or geld him? Such is the fitting punishment, more so than having his tongue removed.”

“It’s not our place to question the King’s command,” Ser Fishe said. “-only to see them fulfilled.”

“So it is,” Aemond lent back in his seat, his finger tracing the snarling dragon carvings on the wooden armrest. “That was years ago though. It seems they took their freedom and squandered it. What have you learned now?”

“They can’t speak.” Ser Fishe said, shrugging. “There’s only so much lord Larys can get out of illiterate men without tongues – but rest assured, he’s not going easy on them, my Prince.”

“What of their home? Did you learn what they were doing within that building? There were human remains stored in the boxes.”

“It’s hard to say for certain when the culprits can’t explain their madness. Personally, my guess is cheap meat.”

Aemond stared at him blankly.

“They probably intended to sell it to the pot-shops in Flea Bottom. For the bowl of brown.”

“I don’t follow, Ser Fishe.”

“When the winter bite sets into the air, the animals hibernate and the crops don’t grow, whatever food remains available is scarce and costly – so the smallfolk must get creative. In Flea Bottom, there are these huge tubs in the pot-shops that’s been boiling stew for years, which the poorest can resort to. If a peasant brings in their own dead rat or pigeon, they’ll cook it up for them in the stew – granted they skin it themselves first. That’s only enough for one portion though. A hunter, fishermen or farmer can come in and hand over their goat, hare, fish or a kill from a hunt, and that way earn a bit of a profit. The pot-shops are never picky about what sort of meats are brought in. As long as it’s filling, it’ll do.”

Ser Fishe looked at him meaningfully. “Any meat will do,”

Any meat?”

“Anything at all. As long as the meat is fresh-ish and without bones, the price they get for it is slightly better than when someone shows up with a carcass. Which looks like what these criminals were up to when we apprehended them. The remains stored in the house was cut to carriable chunks and most was cleaned of bones. Had we come a little later, it’d probably have been gone.”

“Smallfolk are selling human corpses to the pot-shops that’s cut to pieces, cooked and then served to the Flea Bottom beggars in their bowl of brown?” Aemond clarified.

“So the rumours claim.”

“These rumours, do you believe them true?”

“... …” Ser Fishe shrugged. “If they’re eating dead citizens, it’d be illegal.”

It was a non-answer, though basically akin to a confirmation.

If the commander of the City Watch “knew for certain”, he’d have no choice but to shut it down. But one way or another, people had to eat. With the wrong sort of attention on the pot-shops in flea bottom, it’d leave the smallfolk going even more hungry, there’d be more unrest, more crime - and more work for the man tasked to keep the peace within the King’s city.

“Who’s body parts were they selling?” Aemond asked.

“Who could say? Mayhaps it was some orphaned kid no one would miss, a drunk whor*, someone they needed to disappear forever - or perhaps they came across a corpse that froze to death overnight and were being opportunistic. It was impossible to tell. Hadn’t there been a whole ear in there, it’d be hard to identify as human remains to begin with.”

“What of your missing guard? Could it have been him?”

“As I said, it was impossible to tell. Mayhaps lord Larys will learn more.”

Aemond eyes trailed over to the fireplace whilst slowly contemplating everything from the secret ingredient in the bowl of brown, to what trick Larys Strong might implement that could make four mutes able to talk. It didn’t seem possible, but he’d been the lord Confessor for a very, very long time. Longer than Aemond had been alive.

Once upon a time, Larys father, lord Lyonel Strong had served as the Master of Law. Hadn’t it therefore been a neat arrangement that if someone broke the law in King’s Landing, then his son and heir Harwin Strong was tasked to catch the criminals through his duties in the City Watch? Of course, answering for their crimes would only occur if anyone except Harwin himself broke the law – whilst the rest were handed off to his crippled little brother Larys to be questioned or tortured.

The Strongs had been an efficient team in some regard, and absolutely corrupt in others.

Hiding their treasons underneath cloaks of righteousness and bending the law so it didn’t apply to themselves. They preached duty and honour whilst punishing men for far lesser atrocities than what they themselves were committing.

Aemond wasn’t sure how involved Lyonel was with Harwin’s treasons on a day-to-day basis. He only knew that for a decade straight, the father used every ounce of his influence as Master of Law, and then later as Hand of the King, to protect his eldest from facing consequences for Harwin’s unfortunate inability to stop f*cking a married Princess.

It was only lord Lyonel’s favour with the King that allowed a dunderhead like Harwin to rise to commander of the City Watch to begin with, and Harwin saw fit to take all these royal honours, and then break every single oath he’d ever made.

Breaking the one he’d made as a knight to govern the King’s peace, the one made as the commander of the city watch to uphold the law, and the one made to the King in a ceremony to protect his sworn charge. The King had trusted Ser Harwin Strong with the duty to govern his heir – not to rape her. Or f*ck her, or whatever Aemond was supposed to call their poorly hidden dalliance.

If Aemond ever had a daughter, he’d never assign her a sworn protector and then leave them alone. It was a pity that women couldn’t be knights, or such issues would have an easy solution.

In the end, burning to death was a punishment befitting of their crimes. The two Strongs had taken advantage of the King’s generosity and deceived House Targaryen and the kingdom of Westeros -- and likely felt smug about getting away with it. Lord Lyonel plotted to have his bastard grandson be the future King, and his other bastard grandson would supplant House Velaryon and become the richest man in Westeros - whilst Harwin remained untouchable whilst his father cleaned up his careless messes.

They’d returned to Harrenhal where they assumed they’d be safest, only to end up screaming in flames – the same fate that befell all those idiotic enough to cross the House of the Dragons.

Two of the three Strongs were dead now, but the youngest remained.

“Perhaps I should have a word with lord Strong.” Aemond mused.

Larys loyalties were hard to place. He couldn’t quite place Larys in the same treasonous boat as his closest kin, as there was little proof he’d been involved – but Aemond refused to believe Larys hadn’t known what his family was doing. He’d known, but hadn’t said anything, and after that Aemond wasn’t able to trust him further than he could keep an eye on him. Unlike his mother, who for some unfathomable reason held him in confidence. Yet with Larys occupation as the royal torturer and his dishonourable linage, the man reeked of traitors.

Though did that mean he couldn’t be of use? Aemond had to give him some credit: Larys had always treated his nephews with distain.

“As the lord Confessor, Larys might’ve been the one who cut their tongues out… Ironic really. Had he simply stuck to gelding or cutting off a limb four years ago, he wouldn’t have made his own job that much harder.”

Their supper was interrupted by his valet, Romyo, arriving at Aemond’s door to notify him of a matter that needed his immediate attention. Would it never stop?

The man pushed his wet hair out of his eyes, and said frazzled; “I apologize for inconveniencing you, my Prince. It’s regarding lady Hariel.”

“What’s the matter?”

With a strained expression, Romyo shifted his grip on the doorhandle. “Er… This will sound peculiar, but I swear-! It’s--I went to send lady Hariel to the King’s solar as you requested, but it’s… it’s raining in the hallway outside her chamber, my Prince.”

Aemond squinted towards the darkening windows, but there was no rain. No snow either.

“I see no rain. The weather has cleared since this morning, Romyo.”

“I don’t mean- It’s raining inside, my Prince. Inside the hallway - some sort of magic, and… and no one can get through the door.”

Hariel’s chamber was on the fourth floor where guests of honour were usually given rooms when they visited the capital. On his way there, Aemond had to bypass a gaggle of nosy white dressed ladies who’d been sent away by Ser Arryk. He saw lady Grayce Wylde in the centre of the group whispering something to Baela. Though regardless who they were or whom they’d married, they’d all been refused further access by the doorway to the fourth floor — but such didn’t stop a prince, this was his home, and the Kingsguard allowed Aemond through with no further protest than a wry expression.

Romyo had spoken true. It was an absurd sight; the hallway flooded because a grey rain cloud hovered underneath the ceiling.

Ser Arryk had taken charge of the chaos by making sure the other chambers connected to that hallway had been emptied, and the occupants sent elsewhere where the magical deluge couldn’t reach.

Fascinated by the impossibility, Aemond took a moment to stare. There was a raincloud inside the Red Keep. The only ones left where a handful guards, servants, a Prince and the dwarven court fool, who came gleefully skipping through a doorway kicking up water with his stubby legs.

“Mushroom!” Ser Arryk yelled, “I told you everyone were to leave!”

The fool obeyed, even if he complied reluctantly slowly. Yet under Ser Arryk’s sharp glare, Mushroom eventually waddled back up the hallway and through the doors to the staircase.

“Oh, what are we to do? Nothing we’ve tried so far have made a difference.” Romyo fretted. “How are we to make it stop? And what if it gets worse? Will the whole castle be flooded?”

“Mm…” Aemond went over to Hariel’s door, curious how this had happened, but not nearly as worried as his valet. Not until Aemond realized it was more than the hallway that was under an enchantment.

When he tried to open it, Hariel’s door didn’t budge -- which was peculiar when the door didn’t have a lock. It could not have been barred from the inside by pushing a dresser or the bed in front of the entrance either – seeing as the door was supposed to swing outwards.

Aemond was getting drenched by the rain as he hammered on the door and demanded Hariel open it, but without luck.

Why didn’t she answer? Why would she leave him out here in the rain?

“Are you positive she’s inside?” Aemond asked Romyo.

“Quite certain,”

It wasn’t like Hariel to not respond when her door was being pounded. Even if they’d been arguing – which they were not the last time Aemond checked – at least she’d acknowledge his presence by yelling at him to go away.

Yet now there was nothing.

How could Hariel not hear him? Could she be hurt?

Aemond looked to the door next to Hariel’s. It was another chamber left unoccupied since Aegon’s disaster of a wedding ended and the guests left.

“We must find an alternative way in.” He eyed the other door speculatively. “Could someone go through the window in that room, and climb from there over to Hariel’s window along the outer wall?”

“That’s drastic.” Romyo worried. “They may fall to their death, my Prince.”

“We have to get inside somehow.” Aemond stated. It’s not like he could fly Vermithor that close to the façade without his dragon knocking his massive wings into everything, likely tearing apart the building before Aemond ever got inside a window.

“What if the shutters are on? They won’t be able to break open the planks while holding on for dear life to the wall too.”

“Fine. Do we have a ladder tall enough to reach her window?” Climbing up the façade from the courtyard to Hariel’s window would cause such a stir. Until now they’d gotten away with barring the doors and sending people away – but the whole castle would be able to watch that stunt.

“It’s the fourth floor,” Romyo said thoughtfully. “But mayhaps it could be done.”

“There may be another way in, my Prince.” Said Ser Arryk.

Aemond turned to the kingsguard “Mm?”

“I may be able to get inside lady Hariel’s chamber through a servant passage – there’s several in this part of the castle.”

There were numerous secret passages sprawling across the Red Keep. Everyone knew at least one, but none knew them all – and it was true there were especially many around the rooms designated for guests of honour. When Maegor oversaw the construction of the Red Keep, he’d certainly shown zero trust for any visitor or respect for their privacy. Yet Aemond didn’t know of one that went directly into Hariel’s chamber. That was part of why he’d assigned her that chamber for her stay.

“You know of a passage into Hariel’s chamber?”

“Not hers per se, but I know how to get into the one three doors down.”

“That’s of little aid.” Aemond glanced dismissively at the open doors down the hall. “We can already get in there.”

“That’s the one I know how to access, but I suspect there’s other passages that I don’t know how to get into. One might lead to lady Hariel’s room. If such a passage exists in the first place, I might know whom to ask to get into it.”

It was worth a try. “Then do so.” Aemond nodded.

Whilst Ser Arryk went to find out about the passages, Aemond remained in the corridor. Romyo fetched Aemond’s cloak and a parasol to fend off the rain. It wasn’t truly a hard downpour, more akin to misty raindrops that felt light yet steady from the foggy clouds, but the water pooled up over time in the enclosed space of the hallway.

By the time Ser Arryk returned, the servants had brought rolled up rugs used as a dam to prevent the water getting into the staircase, and dozens of buckets were placed through the corridor to catch the rain.

“Pardon, but I brought a rat-catcher, Prince Aemond.” Ser Arryk said, gesturing to the small man behind him. “This is Cheese.”

“A rat-catcher?”

“It’s a good idea. They know the secret passages well, my Prince.” Romyo advised, “The passages as well used by the rats, and the catchers follows.”

Small of stature and ragged, he was just the sort expected to be found in the walls of the Red Keep.

With a curt nod Aemond allowed Ser Arryk to execute his idea.

“This is the room we need to get into.” Ser Arryk told the rat-catcher, pointing out Hariel’s door. “Is there a passage in?”

His eyes darted nervously around - briefly to the door, up to the walls, and down to the floor – anywhere but his Prince.

“If you can get me inside, there’ll be a silver moon waiting for you, rat-catcher.” Aemond offered impatiently.

“You intend to go, my Prince?” Romyo protested.

Ser Arryk frowned, “You need not worry yourself, my Prince. I will go and sort it out.”

“She’s my betrothed. You may accompany me, Ser Arryk, but I’m going too.”

The rat-catcher’s pale green eyes darted towards Aemond, before his gaze subserviently dropped to his feet. Though with the promise of reward, the man gave a quick, wordless nod.

“Can you get us into that chamber?” Ser Arryk pressed.

With a downcast gaze, the man smiled in a way that brought out a sudden physical similarity to the creatures he caught for a living. “Aye. Where there’s a rat, there’s a way.”

To get into the right passage, they had to backtrack to the opposite end of the floor below to a modest, windowless chamber which the maester’s assistant lived. The assistant was confused when they entered his room, looking up from where he was buried in books about loss of limbs, and growing more bewildered when an entrance to a secret passage was located directly underneath the man’s bed.

“What?” the apprentice exclaimed when the rat-catcher pulled his bed aside to reveal the trap door under it.

“I didn’t know that was there.”

Ser Arryk was made to remove his bulky armour and white cloak, which would otherwise get in the way. Ready to go, the rat-catcher climbed down, followed by Ser Arryk and Aemond.

The secret passage wasn’t one of the comfortable ones to traverse. Narrow and cramped, it was probably as bad as the one Aemond found with Hariel that lead to the small council room. He also missed the convenience of Hariel’s light spells, because the lantern in Ser Arryk’s hand was far inferior to fight the darkness. Following the rat-catcher, Aemond and Arryk walked stooped until they reached what seemed like a dead end – except the rat-catcher started climbing the end wall.

Using a few strategically missing bricks as foothold they climbed up, and the next stretch of “path” – if one could call it that – was traversed on all fours. They crawled over cobwebs and dust, and it got worse when water began leaking through the ceiling, good indication they were crawling directly underneath the flooded hallway.

“Ugh,” Aemond shuddered as he crawled through dirty puddles, his legs soaked from the knee down and his hands were getting cold.

“How much further?” Ser Arryk asked. Fortunately, they weren’t far away. Soon the water went away, and the rat-catcher stopped to fiddle with something above him. His nimble fingers felt along the wooden planks, and with a few twists, he pushed them up, revealing a narrow way to climb out.

Once the board was removed, the rat-catcher sat staring upwards, his eyes dilating. Pale faced, he scuffled aside without a word. Ser Arryk crawled over to go next, but like the rat catcher, he too seemed to be weary of something up there.

Wondering what caused them to react, Aemond was last to climb up and out underneath the dining table in Hariel’s chamber - except it now looked nothing like it should.

Confused, Aemond crawled out from under the table and stood slowly. Initially he was convinced the rat-catcher had taken a wrong turn. Surely this was outside – except it was such a magical place, Aemond knew it couldn’t be anywhere but wherever Hariel was.

The four walls of the chamber were drastically different. One was filled with rich greenery with white flowers, and looked more akin to the entrance to a forest than a wall. The façade out towards the courtyard had its window expanded – blown so out of proportion it stretched across the whole wall. The third wall normally had a finely woven rug draped across it. One that depicted a raging sea battle with Velaryon ships and soldiers holding steel, while a big black dragon with a Targaryen rider flew overhead as the troops clashed against a Braavosi opposition from an age long past, but the last Aemond laid eyes on that carpet it had not been moving.

One of the woven Velaryons on the carpet threw his spear, and Aemond watched it fly across the canvas and hit the neck of a Braavosi soldier. The Braavosi stumbled back and fell into the ocean, where he waved around, struggling to swim. The black dragon let out a burst of fire, setting the sails on fire while dodging ineffective arrows. Then it swooped down, landing on one of the ships and using its sheer weight, claws and teeth to sink it.

It was like watching a mesmerising puppet show.

A skilled puppeteer could simultaneously control a few puppets, and the performances needed several people working different puppets if they tried depicting a greater scene; but Hariel’s magic allowed for all the little pieces to move without a single string.

Aemond knew Hariel could do something similar with her clothes, everyone within the King’s court knew - but he’d never seen her do it to art. To objects – to the building itself. Yet here she’d used the stately carpet as her base, and enhanced it to new heights. She’d made the woven water move, the clouds drifted across the sunset sky, the ships swayed, the sails burned, the soldiers moved about, the dragon flew: It was alive.

And that was before he got into what she’d done to everything else.

Aemond angled his head back, staring up at where the ceiling had been replaced with a night sky. Bright stars twinkled from a deep, dark space that seemed to reach into an infinity where there should’ve been plain wooden beams and panels.

The glass panes of the enlarged window were cut into a mosaic of colours in some abstract art that’d make his uncle Gwayne want to paint it, except he wouldn’t be able to capture its character, because the glass kept changing colours. The floor felt solid under his feet, except it looked like he was standing on the surface of a waterlily pond. When he peered down, his pale reflection looked back, the still water framing his face with the night sky around it.

Standing along the last wall was some sort of magical object, and Aemond was irritated it took him so long to understand what it was. It was Hariel’s bed. She’d enchanted it to look different, but the shape remained the same, even if nothing else was.

The four posters on her bed looked like poles of water trickling upwards, like some confused water fountain spray that didn’t quite understand the laws of nature, leaving the water trickling the wrong way – and when the four streams reached the canopy the water spilled outwards to form the closed curtains.

Whatever Hariel had been doing; be it the indoors raincloud, the starry sky and everything else - surely this was one for the history books.

A hush lay over the room as Aemond treaded forwards with care. The water was so lifelike he feared any misstep would see him slipping through the floor and dunked into the water – or would he perhaps fall through to the third floor below? His steps created ripples in the surface, but his footing remained solid -- noiseless. Hadn’t it been so nerve wracking it’d be amazing. Perhaps it was.

Ser Arryk stood frozen, clutching at the hilt of his sword but too overwhelmed to move as he took in all the magics. The white of his eyes overwhelming his shrinking pupils, while only the top of the rat-catcher's curly hair remained visible by the passage.

Aemond made it over to the enchanted bed, and reached out with a slightly trembling hand for the watery curtains. He expected wetness, but no; his hand closed around dry, warm wool.

Empowered by the understanding of what sort of magic this was – pretty, yet harmless enchantments - Aemond pulled the curtain aside, making it look like he could bend water with the action.

Aemond found his culprit within. Hariel lay curled on the bed, her black hair sprawled in a tangle over her pillow. With a tired moan, she turned over slowly. “Hm… Aemond?”

“What did you do in here?” Aemond demanded, “Why are you here? Are you not supposed to be in the Sept for Maiden’s day?”

Dragging a hand over her face, she sat up, blinking repeatedly. “Hm?” It was like she hadn’t registered half of what he said.

“The room?” Aemond waved his hand to indicate the queerness around them.

“Oh…” She sniffed and rubbed at her puffy eyes, “I was trying some charms, and I- er, I laid down to rest. I didn’t hear you come in.”

Hariel wasn’t meeting his gaze, but even if she faced away from him, he took note of her swollen eyes, tight expression and the runny nose – like she’d been crying. As if she was trying not to cry that very moment.

Oh... oh, no.

Had she been in here crying?

Aemond was not good with crying women. He wasn’t good with crying children either. Weeping women and children made Aemond uncomfortable, while crying men made him angry.

Crying in general was just… not his thing.

“Who’re you-?” Hariel asked, and Aemond followed her eyeline to where the rat-catcher peeked up from the hole in the floor. Once he realized Hariel was talking to him, the rat-catcher quickly ducked down into the passage again.

Hariel looked bewildered from Ser Arryk to Aemond to the hole underneath the table, waking up enough to realize how queer this scene looked. “Who was that?”

“The rat-catcher who knew the secret passage into this chamber.”

“There’s a passage into my chamber?” She looked him up and down, and reached out to dust off a smudge on his vest. “Did you come through that hole, Aemond?”

“I had to. Why didn’t you answer me when I knocked?”

She frowned, “I didn’t hear anything.”

“How could you not?” Aemond looked around for the door – because he honestly had no idea where it’d gone. As he searched, Aemond registered the silence of the room didn’t feel natural. It was like someone had put a blanket over the whole room. He couldn’t hear the castle in the slightest. Neither the wind outside, footsteps from above nor anyone in the hallway.

“I was trying out some noise adjustment charms… Huh. I guess they worked.” She considered it for a moment. “As for the rest, I was just… practicing.” She twirled her finger in a circle, using the gesture to point out the whole room.

“You must undo it.” Aemond said,

Worn and pale, she felt around on the feather mattress after her wand until she found it rolled underneath the covers. Sniffing and with her head downcast, she got to her feet and set to work.

Aemond stepped back to where Ser Arryk watched Hariel walk around the room, her arm moving in slow, purposeful arches while murmuring under her breath something about ‘finite’.

“She’s been crying.” Aemond murmured.

Ser Arryk took a moment to respond, too distracted watching the wall that looked like the entrance to the Kingsforest disappear before their eyes, revealing the door hidden behind it while the growth turned back into a garland. As if this was something entirely unremarkable, Hariel didn’t give it a second glance before starting on the ceiling.

“…I can see that.”

“What do we do?”

We?” Arryk was turning slightly panicked. “I hardly know her.”

“Fine. What do I do?”

"Ask her what's the matter?"

"What if asking makes her start crying again?"

“I don't know... Apologize?”

Aemond blinked. How come everyone overlooked the fact he was a Prince today? Well; after a day of scrubbing chainmail and crawling through floors and walls, he likely didn’t look much like one in that moment, but still-!

“Why would I do that?”

“As a lad, when our mother got upset, it was usually because our father failed to apologize over something.”

Hariel had returned the ceiling to its normal boring appearance, but Aemond couldn’t help thinking it looked better before. She swished her wand again, turning the lily pond back into a drab timber floor.

“What are you whispering about?” She wondered quietly, glancing briefly up from her work.

“Nothing.” Aemond said quickly, casting an uncertain glance to Ser Arryk. The knight was of no help, and only gave a short nod of encouragement.

Apologize? Him? To her? What for?

Aemond never did apologize for calling her a c*nt that time… but that was ancient history. He could apologize for the political plots that had been popped up like daisies in spring after Aegon’s wedding, but she shouldn’t know about them. Besides, there was no way in the Seven Hells he was bringing the matter up in front of Ser Arryk and some rat-catcher lurking in the floor.

“Are you done?” He asked instead. Perhaps if he ignored it, it’d go away on its own?

“Yes.”

“Is the rain in the hallway gone as well?”

“… What rain?”

Aemond walked over to the door, but though it was now visible, it somehow remained locked.

“Wait a moment.” Hariel pointed her wand. “Alohom*ora.”

He didn’t know what the magic did, but when he turned the handle again, it could finally be opened. Peculiarly, it also made the noises of the castle come washing in.

Literally.

Water pressed against the other side of the door, something magical keeping it from slipping through the cracks until Aemond wrestled it open, and abruptly it was let free to flood into the chamber.

“Bloody hell!”

As Hariel explained it, she hadn’t been aware of the raincloud in the hallway. Hariel insisted she’d been experimenting with magics privately in her chamber, and what had been happening in the hallway was sheer accidental. She’d locked her door and muffled the noise around the castle because she didn’t want anyone walk in while she was doing magic – she wanted privacy – and had therefore not known her magics had leaked beyond the confines of her chamber.

It could have developed into a bigger issue -- at least if Hariel hadn’t made such short work of the cleanup. With a few waves of the arm; the rain stopped, the water went away, the buckets floated up into a neat stack and everything was dried. It was like nothing had happened.

Yet it clearly had, and Aemond couldn’t figure out why.

Hariel had locked herself in her room and missed the afternoon sermon in the Sept. As she walked back into her chamber, she didn’t look to have any plans to show for the evening sermon either.

“Are you ill? Is that why you spent the noon in here spellcasting?” Aemond wondered, “Should I call for the maester?”

“I don’t need the maester.”

“They say you missed the noon sermon. The Septa won’t be pleased.”

“I’m not up for it. I don’t want to be with the other girls.” Hariel explained absently, bending down to sit on her knees, her white gown spilled out around her feet whilst she examined the entrance to the secret passage.

Why didn’t she want to be with the other girls? And why was Hariel acting so strangely blasé about it? She didn’t seem to care about the mess she’d made, the inconvenience it’d been to Aemond, nor that she had missed out on the Maiden’s Day traditions. Or maybe blasé was the wrong word. Hariel seemed too preoccupied with her own thoughts, some sort of distraction, to have the energy to care for much else.

“Hello there.”

Hearing Hariel’s dubious greeting made a puzzled Aemond look over.

“Who are you talking to?”

“Are you the rat-catcher who got into my chamber?” Hariel asked, and a hushed voice answered her from the darkness.

“Aye… m’lady.”

Why was he still here?

“You can leave now, rat-catcher.”

The man didn’t heed the order though. Instead, his shaggy head peaked up from between the floorboards.

“My Prince, I beg your pardon, but you promised—” The man was speaking very fast, as if he hoped speed would make it sound better, “If I could get you into this chamber, I would get a silver moon.”

“Oh,” Aemond almost smacked his forehead. In the face of all the magic, the promise of repayment had slipped his mind.

Annoyed, Aemond pulled out his coin pouch, but there were only a handful of coppers and a couple golden dragon within – no silver. The rat-catcher hadn’t worked anywhere near hard enough to deserve a golden dragon, that was probably more than the likes of him earned in a whole year. Aemond guessed he could send for someone to get a silver stag to pay the man, but he wanted him gone. Yet he’d made a promise – a public one - and Hariel was right there.

Making a snap decision, Aemond figured he’d look better as a generous Prince, than as a stingy coin counter, so he threw a gold dragon into the hole. Aemond heard the coin hit the passage floor and roll, and the rat-catcher scurried after it.

“That’s for showing the way, and because I expect your discretion regarding this incident.”

The rat-catcher left the way he’d come, through the dark tunnels until he was both out of sight and out of hearing, and Hariel looked at him strangely.

“He knew how to get in here, whilst you did not?” She clarified.

“The rat-catchers chase rodents through the walls all day, every day, so yes. They do stumble upon more of these passages than those of us who are free to take the main staircases does.”

“I don’t like that anyone can burst into my chamber while I’m asleep.” She said. There wasn’t any visible tears, but it’s not like he couldn’t see her swollen eyes, red nose and the tear tracks on the side of her face.

“It’s safe.” Aemond promised, uneasy with her sorrow, but simultaneously aware it could be worse: at least she wasn’t openly weeping.

“Is it? Because from where I’m standing; it looked like three men broke through my locking spells and got into my chamber while I was asleep this afternoon.”

Alright, when phrased like that, it didn’t sound too good. Aemond pursed his lips. “Because it was on my orders. This is my home. This is the King’s castle.”

It did nothing to reassure his betrothed. “That made no difference when they came for Fang.”

Aemond blinked, momentarily floundering, “The passage into this room isn’t well known. I didn’t know of it, and neither did my valet nor Ser Arryk – we had to get someone to locate it. Now that you’re aware of it, you could simply put something heavy over the entrance. And regarding Fang; I talked with the captain of the City Watch.” Aemond said, hoping to gain a more earnest reaction than short grunts and distracted answers.

“You did?”

Mentally, Aemond patted himself on the back for the excellent pick of distraction. It had worked… somewhat.

Aemond told Hariel everything he knew and might even have embellished a bit. Regardless, when Romyo once more reminded Hariel she was expected in the King’s solar to enchant his model of Old Valyria, the unease in his stomach still hadn’t eased up when they parted ways.

Surely Hariel missed Fang, but Aemond hadn’t expected to find her crying about it. He didn’t care for it. Crying women was always a source of irritation, as it left Aemond feeling uncomfortably useless.

Aemond told her the ones who hurt Fang were captured and being punished. Justice was being served and Fang was being avenged -- yet even after he fixed her problems, Hariel didn’t seem that enthused. All she wanted to know was “why” – Why had they done it?

Which was the one thing that wasn’t quite answered yet, and this one missing factor somehow made the rest of Aemond’s progress seem lacking.

Aemond couldn’t see why the question of ‘why’ was so important to her. Certainly, it’d be neat for the sake of the Red Keep’s security to learn who had leant them aid – because they couldn’t have accomplished this alone.

Four ex-prisoners living in King’s Landing did not have open access to the black cells. Someone had let them in... and out. Aemond would bet his fastest horse on the inexplicably missing guard. Likely he’d been the one to smuggle the men in and out of the black cells – but then who had seen fit to get rid of the guard after the ploy was discovered?

These were significant questions which concerned the security of the Red Keep – but why did it seem to concern Hariel so much more?

Wasn’t the important part that the men who’d kept Fang’s teeth and committed illegal atrocities were captured? That Aemond had imprisoned them where they could never hurt her or her loved ones again? Hariel was so upset she’d shut herself in her room crying, so how come Aemond’s update counted for so little she didn’t even seem relieved? Shouldn’t that have been enough to cheer her up? Instead, she kept asking about ‘why.’

What more did she want from him? Aemond had fixed it, yet she remained sad.

Aemond exhaled heavily.

“What is it, Prince Aemond?” Ser Arryk asked as they walked back towards his chamber.

“Mmm.”

“Is it the magic?” Ser Arryk guessed with compassion, “That was quite troubling.”

Aemond scowled. “The magic? Not at all.”

Personally, he would sooner call it wonderous than troubling. There would always be the weak willed and the craven, fearing a power they themselves could never have – but Aemond wasn’t afraid. It’d actually felt wrong to make Hariel remove her magical improvements.

When they eventually married and moved to the Point of Crackclaw, Hariel should cast such spells in every room. It almost didn’t matter what size their castle ended up being, with such interior their stronghold would become the envy of the Kingdom. Perhaps some cowardly lords would stay clear out of superstitious fear of bewitchment, but if anything, that thought only amused Aemond. It’d be an effective method to sort out the dutiful lords from those too delicate to bother with.

“It’s only…”

In truth, this issue was not entirely new. Be it his mother, his sister or his betrothed: He had seen them upset and hurt uncountable times before. The few instances where he was given an insight into their troubles, they bemoaned about how the men in their lives didn’t understand them - yet whenever Aemond helped, he apparently did it wrong. Frankly, it never failed to confuse him.

From what Aemond could tell, he was usually quick to solve their issues; be it covering up Aegon’s latest screw up for his mother’s sake, or tell some insolent knight to shut up about Helaena’s unusual insect interests if he wanted to keep his tongue – or how he had four men imprisoned for Hariel’s sake.

He fixed their issues, and so the logical outcome would be for the tears to stop and they should be happy again, but for some unfathomable reason that was never how it turned out.

Aemond couldn’t figure out how to express this juxtaposition succinctly enough that a kingsguard would get the crux of the issue either. A man sworn to celibacy for the remains of his life, one who’d forsaken family, lands and titles to serve his King. In the end, there was only one thing Aemond could say.

“Women confounds me.”

Notes:

Thank you for reading!

SPOILERS UP AHEAD! DON’T READ THE AUTHOR’S NOTE IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE SPOILED FOR HOUSE OF THE DRAGON SEASON 2 OR THE BOOK!

Have you watched the teaser for season 2? The day it dropped, I actually took a break from writing a scene in this chapter where a certain rat-catcher shows up to go see it, and then balked when he was in the teaser too. When *that* scene airs, I'm probably going to cry. f*ck Daemon to hell.

All the actors in hotd are fantastic and does a wonderful job, yet for me, Daemon ended up my favourite character from season one, he’s a hoot - but I don't think even Matt Smith can make Daemon my favourite again with the sh*t he's going to do in season 2. For me, there are certain things that's unforgivable, and I don’t think I’m alone in that. For many, they can not like Viserys after what he did to Aemma, or Aemond after what he did to Luke, or Criston after calling Rhaenyra a c*nt, or Alicent after she’s mean to Rhaenyra, or Rhaenyra for being a liar – whatever the characters did before/after that point becomes irrelevant because one scene has ruined their character beyond redemption in the eyes of the watcher. Though for me personally, I’m pretty sure where I draw a line with Daemon is blood and cheese. I mean, I know he’s already a scum of a human (who bashed his wife’s head in with a rock - or innocent messengers bringing good news), but he still entertained me while being a deranged serial killer - though after blood and cheese, I am very prepared for his character being ruined for me, and if he was to die by falling down the stairs and break his neck, I would not be sad. (I know that won't be the way he goes, but a girl can dream.)
I guess it's the same effect as watching Aegon after seeing him enjoy raping and child mutilation. Regardless how charismatic the actors are, I just can’t forget what a monster I'm watching afterwards. Even if they are entertaining monsters.

I wonder who I'll enjoy most the next season instead of Daemon... I've noticed it's not the morally superior characters I end up most entertained with. Even if I notice someone else is morally better, I don’t necessarily get too invested. Take Luke for example. In himself, Luke is not very entertaining before he starts cutting out eyes or ends up on the wrong end of an angry grandma. So maybe my favourite this season will be Alicent? Or Addam? Hell, maybe even Ulf? Hugh?
I’m going in with an open mind (well, not really - f*ck blood and cheese). But I will try let the show unfold without too many preset expectations for who “should” be the best, or which rottenly spoiled character holds the better claim to that ugly chair.

For me, the point of house of the dragon isn’t one side or the other winning – it’s the tragedy of so much promise pointlessly going up in smoke, and what happens along the fiery ride as House Targaryen self-destructs (while their own incompetency causes calamity for everyone else in Westeros too)

What about you? Who or what are you most excited to see next season?

Chapter 49: Love is the Death of Duty

Notes:

Fair warning: You might need to clear up some time before sitting down to read this one, because it’s a double update!

I guess this is my Christmas present, a chapter that’s 17k long. This might be my longest chapter in any story I’ve ever written. Could the chapter have been split into two? Absolutely! but why do so when I can smash it into one, long, never ending text, and it makes it look like a deliberate *thing* I’m doing to mark the holiday? It was not though. It’s sheer coincidence this happened to be done for Christmas Day - I’m more shocked than anyone.

Also, There’s so much dialogue and politics being discussed, and if you’ve gotten this far into the story, I must assume you’re used to political tangents by now. Even so, I feel a warning is needed because it’s 17k chapter filled up with so much “talk-talk-talk-talk”. There’s SO much back and forth, so if you want to make sense of how and why the chapter ends the way it does, skim reading won’t do you many favours. As even if you do read properly, the ending might give you whiplash anyway.

The drawing at the start of this chapter is supposedly Vermithor and Norbert, and me trying to figure out their size difference. It's hard to draw, because even in the tv-show the dragon sizes changes sometimes. Not a lot - but when you're the size of Vhagar, slight changes has a big overall effect when it comes to mass.

But at certain moments it's like Vhagar seems to expand or shrink according to what scene she needs to fit into (which I do get - the animators are concerned with making these scene look good and as impactful as possible, not necessarily be pin point accurate with size) but that makes it really hard to put a size on her and the rest.

Never Tickle a Sleeping Dragon - QuillQ (7)

Lastly; it might be useful to keep in mind the year Hariel left Hogwarts. That would be the spring of 1992. I'm saying this because there's mention of the English royal family here, and keep in mind what was the system for them in 1992 is NOT the same as it is today - but Hariel is still "stuck in 1992" when it comes to her knowledge of the English royal family (after all, Charles and Diana were still married when Hariel dropped off the face of the earth).

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

AEMOND XI

Aside from their plans to fly out to Crackclaw and visit House Brune of Dire Den, it had seemed a regular day, all things considered.

They were travelling by wheelhouse from the docks to Vermithor’s lair after seeing to lord Ormund Hightower and Princess Rhaenys departures. There’d been a farewell feast the previous evening, not as extravagant as Aegon’s wedding, but they’d shared a last formal meal with the Hightowers before they sailed back to Oldtown. His Hightower relatives had been delaying their departure for weeks now, and they were overdo to leave, but the peculiar thing was that the Velaryons were following suit. Aemond wasn’t sure what had brought Princess Rhaenys back so soon, if she managed to do whatever she came from, nor why was she leaving so quickly. From what he’d learned, Baela had been avoiding her, and the oldest Princess of the realm had instead spent time with the King before taking her leave for Driftmark too.

Out of kinship – and because it was on the way they were already heading - Aemond had decided to join the procession down to the docks that morning. Making a brief stop at the docks to wave his relatives off actually fitted their schedule rather well.

Outside, uncle Gwayne rode along behind the carriage, whilst Ser Arryk rode ahead of the coachman. Joining him in the wheelhouse, Hariel sat gazing through the bar gaps in the door, whilst Aemond hummed an old Targaryen lullaby stuck in his head.

“Fire breather

Winged leader

But two heads

To a third sing-”

Hariel glanced over. “Which song is that?”

“An old Targaryen lullaby,” Aemond said, “Vermithor is fond of it,”

“Vermithor likes a lullaby? He likes singing?” Hariel’s lips twitched upwards.

“There’s several written account of tales where King Jaehaerys sings to his dragon.”

“Then Vermithor is very different from Vhagar.”

“Have you considered Vhagar’s aversion is a commentary on Rubeus singing voice, more than it is regarding Vhagar’s general opinion on music?” This time her smile was real. It was brief yet encouraging. He hadn’t seen her laugh since their last outing in King’s Landing.

“Are you willing to test that hypothesis?”

Aemond grinned, shaking his head. No, thank you. He’d leave poking at Vhagar’s boundaries to her rider.

Then again… The terror, helplessness and uncertainty aside, it wouldn’t be the worst to stand unharmed amidst dragonfire once more.

“From my voice:

The fires have spoken

And the price has been paid

With blood magic.”

“With words of flame

With clear eyes

To bind-”

One moment nothing was amiss – and the next they were sliding.

It was the strangest thing, being trapped inside a wooden box as it began toppling. He barely had time to throw up his hands and braze himself as he slammed into the carriage wall. Bewildered, he looked over into Hariel’s wide eyes. It hadn’t lasted for long, and it wouldn’t have been a big deal if they hadn’t slid off the roadside.

Next the side of the carriage lifted up, taking them along for the lift. His stomach flipped uneasily, his chest constricted, and a strange lightness made him hyper aware of everything within the range of his senses as the wheelhouse was overturned.

“Arresto Momentum!”

The carriage stopped – except… not. It was still toppling over, but doing so a lot slower. As if the fall was on a slight delay. Aemond scrambled over to Hariel, her magic allowing them both to readjust somewhere safer. There were shouting outside, horses neighing, and with a soft thud, the carriage pressed firmly in the soft snow. The wheelhouse moved no more, but the door was now face down in the ditch, the floor sideways, which blocked off their only way out.

His heart was racing as he locked eyes with Hariel, the two communicating several conversations with looks alone.

What happened?

Did we almost just fall over?

Are you hurt?

No, are you?

I’m fine.

Hariel pulled herself up, aimed her wand, and her spellcasting made a comfortable hole in the wall they could climb through. Helping her out first, Aemond scrambled out in her wake to join the chaos outside.

“Aemond? Pince Aemond? Lady Hariel?!” Ser Arryk had dismounted his horse and came running towards them. At the front of the carriage, his uncle Gwayne was gaining control of the spooked horses.

“What are you doing out there?”

“My Prince? Are you well?” The coachman asked, coming wide eyed around the carriage, only to slide on the ice.

"Oh!" Hariel cried, taking a step forwards as if to help, but nearly toppling over herself.

“I'm fine, my lady." The coachman scrambled up, dusting off his clothes. "The ice- It slid off the road and- and- and I beg your pardon, my Prince!”

Out of the box, he got a better understanding of what had happened. They’d been in the turn of a road, which was slightly sunken on one side. The changing temperatures of the last few days had first melted the snow on the ground, then frozen it overnight, before melting it the next day - before the temperatures dropped once again that morning. The result was a perfectly smooth, icy surface. The road was slightly sloped toward the ditch, and despite not riding fast, the carriage had slid straight off it anyway. He could understand why, because even whilst Aemond was holding onto the side of the carriage, his legs kept sliding out until he found a spot with gravelly snow to grip the heels of his boots, and looked back.

The carriage turned sideways off the road, two wheels in the air. The horses were agitated, their harness tangled. All in all, it could’ve ended quite a bit worse.

“Where either of you injured?”

“We’re well, Ser Arryk,” Aemond waved away the knight.

“I’ll sort this out and have the carriage on the road soon, my Prince.” The coachman promised, then looked uncertainly at the overturned wheelhouse. “Or… Or I could call for another –! Or for a couple of horses, or-”

Hariel waved him off, “There’s no need to rush. We’re fine, goodman. This was an accident, you can’t help how icy the road was - and we’re not far away from Vermithor’s den. We can walk from here. Right, Aemond?”

“Aye,” Aemond sighed, “We’ll manage on our own,”

It wasn’t a long walk to the horse enclosure by Vermithor’s den, where Ser Arryk and uncle Gwayne left their stallions in the hands of the dragonkeepers. It was possible to ride closer, but horses were nothing but pray to a dragon, and Vermithor had a particular fondness for horseflesh.

That reminded Aemond of a morning many years back when he first claimed Vermithor at Dragonstone.

Aemond had refrained from sleeping and waited for the hour of the wolf to execute his plan. At the blackest part of night, Aemond had arisen from his bed, dressed and snuck down to the stables. He’d borrowed one of the horses and before the sun breached the horizon, Aemond had been riding out towards the Dragonmount. Silverwing’s den had been closer, but Aemond had passed without a backwards glance. Heading directly for the den next to hers where he'd been told Vermithor was most likely to be found.

Aemond had become a dragonrider that morning – though one of the first things Vermithor did was eat the borrowed horse. It’s not as if he’d needed the mount to return to the castle at that point. Wings carried him faster and further than hooves.

Seated on the throne where Aemond would always be untouchable; they took off from King’s Landing and soared towards Cracklaw. He had Hariel, Ser Arryn and his uncle as passengers. Vermithor had a saddle spacious enough to fit them all and then some. His dragon didn’t lack for size.

They passed above a ship with blazing grey Hightower banners, then further out over the black water rush until they passed over the Velaryon ship. They’d left port at the same time as the Hightowers, but had already sailed their smaller, sleeker ship twice as far in the same time.

Like the carriage ride, the visit to Dyre Den could’ve gone better too. For one, upon their arrival they’d been welcomed by the lady of Dyre Den and her eldest son. Lady Brune was a blonde, squat woman with a severe face, her son was the spitting image of her, except he was brunette instead of blonde. Though neither were quite sure where the lord had wandered off to.

Aemond hadn’t notified House Brune of their visit beforehand, but he hadn’t expected it to make much a difference. The winter season left prolonged hunting trips, travelling or extended outing to the servants. That was why Aemond hadn’t expected the lord to be away from his own castle.

With or without their lord, Aemond and his entourage were warmly welcomed regardless. Nearly an hour into the meal lady Brune had whipped up for them, the doors opened, and the tall, lanky lord staggered inside.

Lord Brune seemed so befuddled to have a prince under his roof he behaved as if he wasn’t familiar with his own dining hall. Apologizing profusely for his lateness, the lord sat down in the wrong seat, only to remember himself when his wife gave him a death glare, and he stumbled in his rush to switch.

Perhaps Aemond’s presence was simply that intimidating, or mayhaps it was but old habits. Having passed forty, lord Brune was no youngling, but his father had passed away mere moons ago. Being relatively new to his station as the head of his estate, the lanky manmight’ve forgotten it was his duty to sit in the lord’s seat.

Discussing their plans for Crackclaw hadn’t been ideal without the lord present, but once he finally showed, the confused man did little but slow down the rest of their meeting. Talking with a pronounced stutter, the man struggled to converse, and listening to his concerns about having dragons for neighbours was making Aemond’s impatient to be anywhere else.

In the meanwhile, lady Brune had sunk her claws into Hariel and trapped her in between her many daughters and granddaughters. His discussion with lord Brune was constantly interrupted by bursts of giggling and dramatic arm gesticulations from the opposite end of the table. His betrothed looked both overwhelmed and a bit lost, but kept her composure until they politely took their leave.

The afternoon was upon them as they moved onwards to what Aemond was most excited for. To see these lands on Crackclaw for himself. To the Point – where he was to build a future.

“This is the whole village?” Aemond knew Hariel had visited once with Rhaenyra, and he’d been warned the town wouldn’t be sizeable - but it still failed his expectations quite considerably. It was dreary, small, scarce and lacked in nearly everything. It was but a gathering of poor fishers, banded together at a desolate piece of wild lands. It was easy to count inhabitants as well, as every single one had come pouring out of their small wooden shacks to behold Vermithor.

Ser Arryk and his uncle were keeping them back for now, though Vermithor was sufficiently intimidating to keep most at bay. The smallfolk pointed up at the dragon that was almost larger than their whole town. Aemond had caught a few of the remarks though: How large Vermithor was compared to the previous dragons that had visited – larger than the Princess’s. If nothing else, that perfectly honest remark had brought a smirk to Aemond’s lips.

“Aye.” Hariel looked at him quizzically, “Why?”

“Because this won’t do. We need more smallfolk to ship food, farm the lands and tend to the structures… Then have adequate housing and food for the people required for those tasks. This is barely enough for a minor keep, where half could barely be able to run an effective kitchen for a lord – far lessa dragon sanctuary. Managing enough food for the dragons too young to hunt is a business in itself. More so in winter – aside from dragonkeepers trained to raise dragons, there’s the staff to clean, to maintain the structure and make sure it’s adequately stocked, and then it’s the constant need of protection. We’ll likely have dragon eggs here… Unless properly guarded, they could be stolen. This simply isn’t sustainable.”

“They manage on Dragonstone, and that’s not exactly a populace place either.”

“Dragonstone is uniquely suited to host dragons because of the volcano, but as the case with King’s Landing, we don’t have that either. Besides, the larger dragons hunt for most meals on their own, and the rest of the food shipments for the dragons are financed by King’s Landing.”

“But that won’t be the case for us?”

“The crown agreed to finance the building projects, but as the lord, Rubeus is expected to make the gift self-sufficient.”

Ortheywere expected to make it a profitable avenue for the crown, Aemond surmised. This would be his legacy one day.

“If it’ll make a difference to the tally, my personal maid, Aliza, volunteered to move here with her family. Her husband is the stable hand at Dragonstone, and they’ve got three sons and a daughter.”

Aemond chuckled. “Then we have enough people to tend to a handful horses over a few years. That’d be enough to feed Vermithor for a week – what of the rest of the year? And what about Vhagar? She’s hunting less for each passing year, too large and lazy for such when she knows we’ll feed her.”

“How on earth does the King pay for this in King’s Landing then?”

“Taxes.”

Hariel frowned, looking over the small number of people, and realizing the same as him; these people were too few to make difference.

“Then we need to make Portpoint more attractive for smallfolk to settle here.”

“How? It’s not…anything.” Aemond glared at the pitiful sight. Irritated by the unremarkability of the place. “Who’d want to live here?”

“We do.” She reminded him.“This gold going into the Dragon Point and our Keep… Couldn’t some of it be used on Portpoint instead? On building abetter harbour? Get a few better wells to sustain the influx of builders and tradesmen? To put down a proper sewage so the whole place don’t stink up within a moon? A road that can get people through the swamps without dying, and connect Portpoint back to the mainland in a manageable way for trade? If we want more smallfolk, we need to make it somewhere they want to come – make it somewhere better than what they have, so it’d be natural to upend their life and relocate here.Theyshould be our first priority.”

Aemond was shaking his head before she was done talking. “Those are pretty words, Hariel, but it’s not feasible. That’ll cost more than our Keep. We’ll end up with half a harbour and an abandoned sewer that couldn’t be completed before our funds run out - then where the hell are we supposed to live? Our coffers are not infinite.”

She smiled wryly. “Perhaps not, but I’d say Hagrid and my magic will at least double it – if not triple them.”

“You can magic up gold? Truegold?”

“No. It’s impossible to make gold with enchantments. I could create something that looked like gold for a little while, but nothing that’d last. I’d need a philosopher’s stone for that.” Hariel explained, shutting down that titillating idea before it could take hold.

“What matters is that we don’t have a philosopher’s stone, but even without that we’ve still got so much else. Just think; anything that’s bought can be duplicated by magic – you’ve seen some of what I can do, but not everything, and I assume with some practice in this branch of charms and transfigurations, Hagrid and I will only get better. Digging ducts, lifting stuff, carving and transporting materials; such tasks that’s costly and time consuming is significantly easier with our magic. Even shipments can be accomplished with dragons and Hagrid’s magical chest. We simply have to dump the material into the chest, then fly it back here and levitate it out. That way; what would be a two moons long project can be accomplished in a day. Through magic, the value of everything bought will be multiplied. Another alternative is if we need glass panes from Myr for the windows, we could fly and get them from the glassmakers tomorrow, and return to Crackclaw the next with the glass packed safely within Hagrid’s chest – and once here, our magiccan easily multiply each pane into three – tripling what we’ve bought. Or turn the glass into any colour tinted shade imaginable, perhaps even sell some of it for a profit.” Hariel shrugged. “We could make glass gardens – like the ones in Winterfell.”

“That’s… true.” And it was — though it also left Aemond with no idea of how to measure the cost of this project anymore, nor how many people were needed. Normally, getting a shipment of glass from Myr required one crew and ship to transport it, and another few builders to actually build and install it. But with Hariel’s version, the ship and crew were completely obsolete. Though as for the glass houses –

“What heat source should it stand on? We have neither hot springs nor a volcano to keep a glasshouse warm through winter.”

Hariel sighed. “Do I have to find solutions for everything? I don’t claim it needs be the exact same, I just say you have access to a resource no one else in Westeros does. Stop complaining and use your imagination. Instead of being hung up on our limitations, try imagine we can make anything at all – and then tell me what that is, and I will be the one to decide whether it’s beyond Hagrid and I to make it come true. But from where I’m standing, I don’t see why this can’t be everything we both want.”

Aemond smiled, “… You make a compelling point,” He looked over the measly little village once more, trying to imagine it expanding. When Aegon the Conqueror landed in King’s Landing with his fleet, ready for war – ergo where the city name stemmed from – it’d been nothing too. If King’s Landing could go from an unremarkable stretch of beach to the second largest city in Westeros in a hundred years, what could they accomplish out here on Crackclaw?

“Though we’ll need a Maester sooner rather than later to help plan this. One with an architectural link.”

“Whoever it is, make sure they have one in the mystical arts too. The ones who have not studied magic are always so quick to dismiss Hagrid and myself – and even some of the maester’s who has a Valyrian link are convinced we’re black sources, and our magic stems 4from our secret devil-practises of feeding baby boys to the Others.”

Aemond laughed, and pulled her in, placing a cold kiss on her mouth.

“Oy, what are you doing over there?!”

Pulling back, Aemond glared over his shoulder at Ser Arryk.

“It was but a simple kiss, Ser.”

“Don’t give me that look. No need to call Vermithor. I’m merely making sure it stays that simple.”

Uncle Gwayne looked at the Kingsguard, amused. “How much trouble can they get into in a place like this?” He challenged, gesturing around the winter landscape about them. “It’s rather cold, and it’s more likely they’d put on more layers than anything unseemly.”

After Portpoint, they flew out to the Point. The cliff side furthest out on the peninsula. One could not walk a step further without tumbling into the sea.

The wind hit differently without dales and trees to shelter them. Huddled in cloaks, they walked up to the cliffside, gazing out towards the gnarly sea stacks just off the coast. Their protectors and chaperone were both following in their wake. On Aemond’s order, they kept within sight, but not within earshot. There was no need for anything more out here. This wasn’t King’s Landing, where someone could be lurking behind any corner – it was an open seaside, and they’d see anyone coming for miles.

“We may have to order food from Essos if winter lasts too long.” Aemond mused. They were standing at the edge of his father’s Kingdom, and it was peculiar for Aemond to know that somewhere beyond this horizon, was Essos. Their home of his ancestors had once laid across the Narrow Sea too, until it’d been lost to doom.

“Aren’t the winter stores stocked?” Hariel asked. Clearly her mind had not been travelling along the same as his. She’d misunderstood.

“They are, and the ocean remains an available source of food, but I was thinking in regard to our wedding feast.”

“Isn’t that a bit early?” Hariel wondered, “It’s over a year away.”

“It takes time to plan a wedding, especially through winter.”

Hariel nodded slowly, looking concerned.

“It may be spring by then.” Aemond remedied. “We will be very unfortunate indeed if winter haven’t passed by the time we’re to wed, and by that point our autumn stores will be 2 years old and probably getting scarce.”

“Do you think winter will last that long?”

“Not truly. I’ve never experienced a winter that lasted two whole years – but my grandfather remembered one in his youth that lasted nearlythree. It was a bitter and hard one, even people in the Reach were starving.”

Hariel was growing very worried about this threat, so Aemond kept talking before she started using the winter season to delay their wedding further back yet again.

“What I mean to say is that itcouldhappen, though the chances are minimal. My grandfather is not a young man, and he’s only known it to happen a single time in his life. Realistically-”

“I need to tell you something.” She cut him off.

Aemond halted. She’d said it quietly, but the tightness on her face was dead serious. “…What is it?”

“It’s about something Baela told me about Aegon,” Hariel took a deep breath, “The night when he fell, when they were atop the belfry - she said my alarm spell, the one I used to signal Hagrid that I needed help, was what made Aegon slip off the tower.”

Aemond stared at her, his brain trying to catch up with this completely random tangent. What? Aegon fell because-?

Pardon?”

“She told me the lightening spell startled your brother, and he fell.”

“My sister told nothing of the sort.” He remarked, “Not to the King, and not to me.

“Baela said Helaena didn’t want to involve me. That she was keeping the secret for my sake.”

“Aegon hasn’t mentioned that detail either.”

“Does he remember anything of his fall?”

Aemond ignored that, and asked pointedly; “…Who else has Baela told this tale?”

“I don’t think she told anyone but me. We had a disagreement, and she brought it up.”

“Wait, is this what’s been occupying your mind? What caused that raincloud in the hallway, and honestly; you seemed rather subdued during yesterday’s feast.”

Hariel shrugged, giving a small nod.

“… And youbelievethis tale?”

“Of course. Baela wouldn’t lie.”

“Then how come Baela never said anything about it earlier? How come my sister failed to mention it? They both admitted there was an argument, that it was icy, dark and everyone were slipping around on ice up there. Does those factors not remain the truth?”

“I think so?”

“But somehow Baela now claim those other factors don’t matter, and is cherry picking the one other thing that had nothing to do with her - some light and noise in the distance - and is trying to say that as the reason for Aegon’s fall? ”

“… She…she-” She struggled to find words, “Aye.”

Aemond snorted. “How convenient for her. Who could have guessed it? After the scrutiny and whispers at court, and Helaena out of the way to set the matter straight — Baela suddenly changed her story to make it sound like Aegon’s fall had nothing to do with herself, but instead tries to push it all onyou? You, who were down in a dungeon with an injured dog is somehow at fault – you, who were with my grandfather and in front of several guards when Aegon was discovered is at fault - instead of the girl fighting with my brother at the top of a tower?”

“Baela is not a liar.” Hariel argued.

“Then is it but a coincidence that the instance Baela got angry at you, shealsosuddenly remembered this crucial little detail thathappensto make herself look less guilty of pushing her unwanted husband off a belfry?”

“I know you don’t hold much regard for your cousin, but Baela wouldn’t lie about something this important.”

Aemond rolled his eyes.

“She would not!” Hariel protested, but instead of getting angry, she was getting pleadingly upset, “Put your dislike aside for a moment, please, and momentarily imagine that what I was told is actually a fact. I was nowhere near that tower, but everyone in the Red Keep must have noticed my spell – that’swhyI cast it. To get Hagrid’s attention, and I didn’t know where he was; which is why I made sure everyone had to hear it. What if my spell did startle Aegon? What if itdidhappen?”

Aemond looked into her hard gaze, so vulnerable and fearful.

“…What would that mean?” She asked with urgency, “To me? To us?”

He didn’t care for her defeated tone. She talked as if this would change matters. As if she’d be punished – that it was her fault. Everything in Aemond rejected that notion, and it only intensified his disgust for Baela.

Perchance Aemond would have a private talk with his good sister when they returned to the castle. Perhaps he’d summon her atop that belfry to have this talk. He’d go through the scene, have Baela demonstrate exactly how this wasnother fault, and when she failed at that, perhaps he’d point out it wasn’t only Aegon who could be pushed off a tower. Maybe she needed reminding of how easy it’d be to make it look an accident. That the excuse could work for more than herself.

“Even if there was some thunder and light across the sky whilst the bride and groom were fighting atop an icy belfry – then it’s ignoring every single other factor at play. I was drunk too that evening, but I barely registered the noise. Aye, I heard it; but it’s not as if I’ve never heard thunder before. You can’t be blamed for a personhearinga noise at an odd hour of day. If so, screaming would be outlawed. The same with light; and it’s not illegal to light a fire - or we'd have to outlaw dragons. What made Aegon fall wasn’t your spell. It’s that he was running on an icy belfry at night, fighting with his bloody bride – which was an err in judgement on their side. Our sister told Aegon to not climb up there – but he ignored the warning. That belfry has neither walls nor railing. It’s but a raised platform with four pillars in the corners, and people has been at risk of falling off it in summer. It was only empty for Baela to hide there since it's known to the staff as being unsafe. Even if there was some light and noise whilst they were up there, how can it be yourfault when Helaena and Baela were subjected to the same spells, but were perfectly fine? When everyone else in the castle escaped your spell uninjured? It was stupid to be up there at all – and another level of stupidity to start running around fighting.”

Hariel stared at him, torn between wanting to believe him and doubt.

“Answer me this: Did you target Aegon with that spell? Make it louder and more intense where Aegon was?”

“No.”

“Were you thinking of harming Aegon?”

No.”

“Precisely. But I bet my dragon Baela cannot claim the same. By her own admission as well as Helaena’s, Baela was fighting with Aegon mere heartbeats before he fell – and she did want him hurt. This was never your fault. This is but Baela knowing she has her husband’s blood on her hands, and she doesn’t like that the King’s court can see her for the beast she is. So to save face, she’s trying to make youher scapegoat. I won’t allow that to stand, and neither should you. How can you defend such a person? Baela the bloody is no friend to you.”

Hariel huffed, not impressed with the monicker he gave his cousin, but Aemond thought it a rather fitting one. Baela the Bloody – Bloody Baela of the Belfry. It certainly suited her better than ‘lady Baela’.

“Baela’s world is turned upside down, and she’s going through so many changes in her life – none which she had a say in.” Hariel argued, “She’s allowed to be upset about them. Gods know I would be miserable if I was the one wed to Aegon, so… I mean; Baela might not have ended up with Aegon if I had not supported Helaena and Jace’s betrothal to King Viserys.”

Aemond stood very still, but his betrothed watched him knowingly,

“You agree with her.” She stated, “I already know you dislike what I said to the King as much as Baela does.”

“No. I do not. It disappoints me that you’d support such a match, but I don’t blame you for its existence. That’d be extremely short-sighted of me. You are not the only one who’s counselled the King regarding royal matchmaking – you’re the tenththousandto speak their opinion on that topic. At this point it’s not onyouifhehappened to act on a course of action that align with something you said.”

“At the end of the day you hold no power over House Targaryen, nor do you hold any particular sway over the King’s decisions – and you especially do not hold control over Daemon’s whims. I am not so ignorant of the system that I can’t tell the difference. The King and his brother were the ones who agreed on that match - not you. To blame you would also make me a hypocrite, as I would hold an equal claim of the blame. Had I never mentioned how harmful sibling incest can be to magic, it’d not become a discussion at the small council – with my father…. Then Aegon and Helaena would’ve married each other as our mother intended. This is no secret – but no one has blamed me for bringing it to light. In fact; it’s our duty. Even ife I wished you’d held your tongue, I know you. You were under the misconception this would somehow stabilize the situation. I know you were trying to clean up Rhaenyra’s mess.”

Hariel blinked, her eyebrows climbing up her brows. The little smile she’d worn when he defended her before was slowly slipping away again.

No, Aemond wasn’t angry at Hariel for talking of Helaena and Jacaerys being betrothed – this was a match that had been suggested as long as he could remember from different people at court. Other people who tried to give Rhaenyra the benefit of the doubt.

What Aemond was angry about was her steadfast support of Rhaenyra. That this was something she supported forRhaenyra’s stability.

Aye, that did bother him. It downright enraged him.

HARIELXXXV

She could leave it be. She likelyshouldleave it be.

He’d been great to her that day, so understanding – despite talking with that Aemond-esque-no-nonsense way where he used his cutting arguments to make everyone feel stupid. Hariel had told him there was a chance her spell had crippled his brother, and Aemond was still on her side.

Did that mean Hariel should return the favour now? That she should pretend it was an exaggerated remark from a little brother whining about his older sibling? He did it all the time with Aegon too, so maybe she could tell herself this was no different than Ron complaining about Percy.

Except sheknewit was not.

This was more sinister than regular sibling rivalry – and it was coming from both sides. From how disrespectful Aemond was towards Rhaenyra and his nephews, how demeaning he viewed them all. To how quietly satisfied Rhaenyra was about her little brother being handicapped, because it meant he was less a threat to her position and less people were talking about Luke being kicked out of the succession for Driftmark.

It was so f*cking ugly, and Hariel was tomarryinto that drama. She couldn’t pretend this didn’t affect her. And to be fair; the dam was already broken. They were already confiding difficult topics and away from rat-catchers in the wall and gossiping spies at court. Here there was only Ser Arryk and Ser Gwayne, both Hariel knew were way too far away to have a hope of hearing this conversation.

“You’ve had your whole life to get used to this. I don’t understand… Why has it always been such a sore point that Rhaenyra will inherit? It doesn’t make a difference to your inheritance if it’s Rhaenyra or Aegon.” She asked, crossing her arms.

“Why would it be terrible to give your sister some benefit of the doubt, especially because youknowhow irresponsible Aegon is. How can you suggest someone like himwould make a fitting King? He’s never been dutiful, wise or interested enough for such a station. No one in their right mind would allow Aegon govern their puppy for a week – so why would anyone think he’d do better govern therealm? I don’t believe I’ve seen Aegon do anything but feast, drink to exces, and grope servants, but Rhaenyra cares.”

“You don’t want my answer.” Aemond said. “Whenever I talk about this, you get angry.”

“Because it’sunfair.” Hariel said.

It was unfair that only one child could inherit everything, and the rest would have to depend on the generosity of the one.It was unfair that ability and effort didn’t matter, only gender and birth order. It was unfair women was worth less than men. It was unfair that even after Rhaenyra was named heir with the King’s full support, people looked to her, expecting her to prove herself worthy of it – when all Aegon had to do was be born to be “worthy.”

It was unfair that this family refused to set their grievances aside long enough to find a solution that could benefit everyone instead of justone.

“But… we are to be married, and I want to know. Would youpleasetell me why this bother you so much?”

Aemond glanced over his shoulder to their chaperones, but they seemed busy with their own conversation – one Hariel couldn’t hear a whisper of.

“I can’t.”

“I told you what bothered me, and you helped.” She tried appeal to him, “And I worried you wouldn’t understand, that you’d blame me like Baela does - but you proved me wrong. Won’t you trust me enough to give me the benefit of the doubt?”

He still looked reluctant, but perhaps a little less adamant.

Hariel took a deep breath. “Listen; granted you can speak of this in a respectful manner – and I mean especially about your sisters and nephews – while we’re here, alone and out of earshot from the knights, then I promise to not repeat aword of it except at your expressed permission. Everything confided on this spot, here and now, will remain between the two of us. I swear it, as your wife to be, that I will keep your secrets.”

She could tell his resolve was starting to crack.

“… You sound like a Kingsguard,”

“They have to keep royal secrets too.”

“Would you keep secrets from Rubeus Hagrid too?”

Hariel bit her lip. “I promise.”

He was relenting, but it still took several moments before he nodded. “Fine,”

“You have been mislead… and I can’t blame you for that, raised as you’ve been on Dragonstone, with little but Rhaenyra and her lot filling your head with air. It would have given you an inaccurate understanding of our situation – one of childish nativity, but I guess everyone has to grow up sometimes and face reality.”

The wind whipped his hair around his face as Aemond figured out where to start, holding Hariel’s undivided attention.

“The reason I am opposed to making Rhaenyra inherit is because it’s breaking a precedent that’d been kept forthousandsof years, and I haven’t seen my half-sister care enough about her unique privilege to do the bare minimum of upholding her honour – and she’s outright failed at the few duties she’s been tasked with. What respectable lord with sense would take orders from a woman with children out of wedlock?”

Aemond!What did I say about respect-?!

“Iambeing respectful,” He cut her off, “-but if I’m to tell you my reasoning, I must bother you with the truth. I can’t hjelp if the truth is an ugly one, but if you didn’t want to hear it, why ask?”

Hariel scowled, biting down on her tongue. Aemond could make a perfectly innocent fact sound scratching – so she was sure if he really, really tried, he could be more mindful regarding Rhaenyra. But she had asked, and policing him was a sure way to shut him up forever. “Just… keep your voice quiet.”

He rolled his eyes, but at least she hadn’t ruined it, and after another pause he kept going where he’d left off.

“The ramification of Rhaenyra’s reign is doomed to be marred by turbulent uprises of lords who never thought bending the knee whilst the King only hadonechild meant changing the law system of our realm. That’s not why they bent the knee. The day uncle Daemon was disinherited, my half-sister was the King’sonlychild and our father still remained unmarried and with no proper heir. As if Rhaenyra is the first to be a placeholder in waiting of a son to be born? The lords of Westeros didn’t bend the knee to Rhaenyra’s divine right to rule regardless what was to come and what she did – they didn’t bend the knee to break thousands of years ofour traditions. They merely acknowledged that as the situation stood at the time; Rhaenyra had a superior claim to the throne ahead of our uncle. That was the precedent for all the lords who bent – and it remains so to this day.”

He took a deep breath, gathering himself. “Except my father never mentioned to anyone that it waspermanent. He never told a single lord present at that ceremony he was changing the ruling system to followDornishcustoms. His Grace only started saying so after Aegon turned two years old, an admission only brought forth because his council and court kept wondering why in the Seven Hells he hadn’t changed the succession yet. They were all shocked to learn he wouldn’t - but simultaneously not allowed to express that discontent openly. It was so maddingly hypocritical too. Not three years earlier no one had talked more of the importance of a Prince apparent thanthe King himself— but now he threatens exile, disinheritance and cutting out tongues if others mentioned the exact same thing.”

Aemond shook his head, “Yet no one bent the knee for that change of rule. My King father didn’t tell them, because then he’d have a rebellion on his hand within the end of the year.”

“Rebellion?” It took effort to not start accusing him of treason right then and there. The reason it’d be any rebellion would be becausehestarted it.

“Why would anyone rebel when they bent the knee and swore to obey her? Theyswore! That’s not something they’ve done for Aegon.”

“No, because my father won’t give them the chance -- but imagine what will come to pass if Rhaenyra became Queen, and the lords of Westeros was no longer beholden to a King – only a Queen they never wanted except as a last resort? They will raise their banners in rebellion, march on my sister, who will have to crush her opposition. Only to find more of it happening elsewhere. Do you know when the opposition will come to a permanent end?” Aemond mused humourlessly, his expression dark.

“…When the rebels are gone?” She said slowly, unnerved to imagine what‘crush the opposition’looked like. The Targaryens crushed on a scale no one in Westeros had been able to compete with.

“That’s one option.” Aemond mused, “Rhaenyra could try burn the realm to the ground and subject the people to her ways, true, but the more effective method would be to have Aegon, Daeron and myself beheaded. Or if she doesn’t want to struggle with the political headache of being a kinslayer, perhaps she’d try imprison us for life? If she could lock us up, she would definitely have us gelded, to prevent us having children and create more candidates that could oppose her. Though if any of us happens to have children by then, they would share the same fate.”

Aemond relaid these horrors in a factual tone. As if this was an unfortunate, yet mundane enough part of his days – like the belief his sister would have him tortured and crippled was no more irritating than an inconvenient potion class he had to attend each week. As if it was matter of when, not if, his sister would try kill him.

The Dursleys had been terrible to Hariel, but she’d never feared they wouldmurder her. Uncle Vernon tossed her around a few times, usually when he threw her in the cupboard – or he’d simply set Dudley on her with a stick - but she’d never been scared they would handicap her either.

This was a different world, and the society was so unfair she could pull out her hair in frustration, but they were still people.Still family, but his expectations for how his would behave was devoid of basic humanity.

“Princess Rhaenyra would never do that if you’re innocent and don’t rebel!”

“I don’t need to take part in a rebellion to be found guilty of it, Hariel.” Aemond snapped. “All it’d take is lord Borros deciding he’s no Dornishman, and he doesn’tliketaking orders from a woman, then the mere act of plotting to put Aegon on the throne will implement Aegon himself. Even if Aegon is dying in his bedchamber whilst that is happening and so deluded on milk of the poppy he couldn’t tell which year it was, the factBorroswants to fight forhim, meansAegonis the one who’ll have to pay for it. He will be held accountable for people rising to support his claim, as well as any bloodshed that happens because of it. It would be foroursake the lords would rebel, and we can’t control that. We can’t control their faith – Rhaenyra would have no choice but have us executed to be able to rule with some semblance of stability.”

“That’s- That’s a monstrous accusation! She’syoursister. I know you don’t get along, but you’refamily. Kinslaying is the stupidest thing anyone with designs on the throne cando. It’s evil, it’s sacrilegious, and Rhaenyra wouldnever be accepted if she was a kinslayer – it’s a stigma so sinful she’d never be able to shake it. Unless she wants to be remembered as the second Maegor the Cruel, the kinslayer - that alone would be a reason to leave you unharmed! And as for the people; I don’t understand why they wouldn’t want her now, when they were fine bending the knee in the past.”

“It’s about tradition and precedent. For Rhaenyra to change their minds, she’d need to be King Aegon I come again andconquerWesteros under her way of ruling. But don’t hold your breath, she’s proven time and again how she’snothinglike him. Aegon the Conqueror was meticulous and strived for the Kingdoms, whilst mine half-sister has no interest in the easiest of responsibilities or what it means to actually be a ruler. If you want a glimpse into how she’d rule the Kingdom; just take a moment and objectively consider how she’ handled her alliance with the Velaryons.” Aemond gestured out towards the ocean, somewhere in the direction of Driftmark.

“The King offered the alliance on a bejewelled silver plate for Rhaenyra. A marriage alliance that would secure her claim in royal validity and multiply her military power both, strengthening her position beyond what any other match could hope for. And what did she do? Rhaenyra took the bejewelled silver plate, shattered it, and strew the pieces about without a care – and for what? To f*ck around?” His sneer was ugly.

“And this is the woman you claim is suited to rulership? Then it’s how she sorted out her succession; look how she’s handled that. That alone promises rebellion in the future. If not from our end, then from the half-siblings arguing with each other. Why would a true-born like Prince Viserys Velaryon sit idly by when all his elder brothers are bastards? When he would have a better claim to the throne than the Strong boys? Rhaenyra lusts for the power, but she does naught but flaunt the rules. She should not become Queen, because it will only lead to generations of wars. She is the prime example of why daughters do not inherit before sons.”

“That’s so insulting! You don’tknowthat! You’ve never had a Queen regnant, and therefore can’t say one way or another women are suited. But I have. There was a Queen in my homeland. Queen Elizabeth II.” Hariel said fiercely. “No one protested her validity in the slightest, because no one was hung up on it the way you do here.”

“Mm, you’ve mentioned that often enough, but you also said she inherited after her father… Tell me; did your dear Queen have a brother?”

Hariel stomach sank, “Er’… Not exactly.”

“It’s a simple enough question; did she, or did she not have a brother? Half or full brother doesn’t matter – only if it was from the side of the family that gave this sibling a claim to the throne.”

“She had a little sister.” She mumbled.

“So, your Queen had no brothers to inherit when she became Queen. That sounds reasonable enough to me. That’s a succession that would be supported by the laws of Westeros too. Though tell me, if your uncontested Queen had a brother, would she have remained uncontested?” Aemond pushed.

Hariel’s gaze fell towards the snowy ground.

No. Had Queen Elizabeth had a brother… she would never have become Queen to begin with.

The rules of succession to the English throne; of a son inheriting before daughter, and a daughter inheriting before uncle, was the same in England as the precedent for succession in most of Westeros -- except Dorne.

Hariel had learned of this at muggle school, and from aunt Petunia’s gossiping in general. Queen Elizabeth’s father, King George VI, had inherited the throne from his brother, Edward VIII. It was originally Elizabeth’s uncle Edward who had been the King of England, but he was forced to abdicate in a pretty big “scandal” which Hariel had heard aunt Petunia gossip about with the neighbours several decades after it happened.

Because King Edward’s choice of wife wasn’t popular with the English people; they didn’t want an ‘American divorcee’ to be their Queen. Which meant for the King to have his lady-love as his lawful wife, he had to make a choice: the throne, or her – and he picked the woman ahead of his people. He’d been hated for that choice, and his wife more so.

Yet King Edward chose to peacefully abdicate and pass the throne to his little brother George, who did not have a son, but a couple daughters. So after his death, the throne passed to his eldest; Queen Elizabeth II.

“No, Queen Elizabeth would not have been Queen if she had a brother.” Hariel admitted. “But the fact she didn’t was a goodthing, Aemond. Because it’s proven quite an important reality; a Queen regnant can be just as capable as a King, and it’s nothing but people being stubborn that gets in the way of it.”

She wasn’t sure Aemond had heard much except the part where his point was vindicated. Or at least; taken it to mean something very different.

“Mm? Areyoutrying to lecturemeabout how the people’s opinion doesn’t matter now? That we should ignore the wishes of the lords and people we govern? That we, and we alone matter, and we don’t need their cooperation or opinion?”

Hariel had no way to answer that. The people mattered, of course they did… but… but-!

“It wasn’tjust her. There was Queen Mary I and Queen Elizabeth I and Queen Victoria as well – long before Elizabeth, and they were able to be Queens too. They inherited the throne.”

“Didtheyhave brothers?”

Hariel tried to think. She couldn’t really remember the details around their situation when they ascended the throne as well as she could the Queen of England when she’d grown up… but she knew the answer anyway. There was only one way women became Queen regnant in England, and it was when they had no other brother.

“No.”

“And yet you keep supporting Rhaenyra? Do you honestly don’t understand then? To me, it sounds like you’re merely being stubborn – not because you believe Rhaenyra is particularly suited, but because you dislike Aegon. Talking badly of Aegon doesn’t make Rhaenyra any better suited. Her failures had nothing to do with Aegon to begin with. It also means you have little to no regard for the larger ramifications to the realm’s stability. That your naïve principles are more important to stand by, even if it means war and ruin for everyone else to see them happen.”

Aemond couldn’t have hurt her more if he’d slapped her. “Don’t twist my words! I would never support war. I was- it’snot the same.Westeros is worse at giving chances than back home. If this was England, then Princess Rhaenys would have become Queen after King Jaehaerys, and there wouldn’t have been a need for a vote. It would have been herright.”

“Perhaps, but the lords of Westeros didn’t want her. Take this into account too: Princess Rhaenys and my sister’s situations are not the same,” Aemond argued heatedly, “Princess Rhaenys claimant to the throne was stronger when she contested my father’s heirship, than mine half-sister’s holds against Aegon – but she still lost. Princess Rhaenys reputation was spotless, her succession uncontested because she already had a trueborn son, and her ability to rule superior. Neither a superior birthclaim nor capability was enough – in comparison, Rhaenyra has an inferior right, she’s proven incapable, and to top it off she’s also actively sabotaging her own stability with one idiotic decision after the other. All my half-sister has are stale oaths given by dead men under misleading circ*mstances… as well as my father’s favouritism.”

Aemond licked his dry lips, “I don’t pretend the last one doesn’t matter. It’s the only thing that gives her claimant any weight.I can acknowledge that too, but don’t pretend the rest is insignificant. It doesn’t matter if you agree with whether it “should be” the way it is; all that counts is that others actually do believe it – and what sort of division that leads to. How can you be so stubborn? How can you not see what a disaster my father’s succession is doomed to turn into unless Rhaenyra steps down?”

“Why don’tAegonstep down?”

“What the f*ck do you think he’s been doing for the last seventeen years?” Aemond asked, sounding genuinely incredulous at her remark.

“Aegon has said a thousand times he’s not interested in the throne. He’s declared loudly before the court and King since he was a child that hedoesn’t want it – if that wasn’t enough, he’s done naught but act like the most unsuited prick that ever breathed. It hasn’t made a lick of difference, Hariel. The only way for him to “step down” is by killing himself – because Aegon doesn’t need to push his rights for his claimant to be glaring down my sister’s neck. The precedent pushed by thousands of years of our laws and traditions does so in his stead.” He was on a roll now, and she couldn’t hope to get a word in edgewise. He must have caught some of her protests on her face, because he said fiercely.

“I know better than anyone what my brother is, and I may notlike it,but my personal opinion on Aegon’s lacking capabilities doesn’t change that my older brother is and always has been the lawful heir since the day he was born - while Rhaenyra is the one beingforcedon the realm. Unless Aegon, myself and Daeron mysteriously ends updeadbefore our father succumbs to his ailments, we need a f*cking miracle to prevent rebellion if Rhaenyra tries to become Queen.”

“However,” Aemond took a step closer. Out here amongst the endless ocean and snowy fields, the icy fire of his lavender eyes held a feverish intensity.

“-unsuited though he is, there is a very good chance war can be avoided if Aegon is crowned King. Who would acknowledge Rhaenyra as anything but a Princess without our father forcefully bending the realm to his will becausehe alonethinks she’s special?” He challenged her. “I think they both are unsuited to the duty required of a good monarch, but the King keeps a small council for a reason - and I’ll favour the option that doesn’t include war and dead dragons any day, because unlike Rhaenyra; I care about what our father playing favourites to his own whims will cost Westeros. Without such fundamentals, we only have anarchy. If Rhaenyra can be queen ahead of Aegon, what’s to prevent an uncle from usurping his nephew? What’s to stop a little brother from supplanting the first born son? An aunt from taking her nephews claims? We are opening up a precedent that everything is allowed, and if anything is allowed, then we breed chaos.”

He talked pretty, but Hariel was sure that wasn’t the entire reason. If Aegon was king, then until he had kids of his own… if he ever could… thenAemondwould become Aegon’s heir – and Hariel hated that.

She did not like that possibility in the slightest. That was not what she signed up for, and seeing a foreign witch so precariously close to being Queen was not what anyone else wanted either.

“If that was true, why didn’t the realm break into war when your father was made King, instead of what the “rules” favoured? Which was Princess Rhaenys? By all rights, the throne should have been hers, Laenor should have been the heir apparent - andyoushould never have been a Prince to begin with.”

“Because Rhaenys remains awoman,” Aemond said without remorse, though looking at her as if he expected her to protest. “The same as mine half-sister.”

Hariel hated it, but… at the same time, she couldn’t deny that even in England, which had been far more liberal than Westeros, they’d been hung up on this too.

What she alone thought didn’t matter if she couldn’t convince others. When theKing of Westeroshimself couldn’t convince his own damn family this was right. The fact Hariel hated it didn’t change that the rest of Westeros with a few exceptions held to it religiously – because it literallywaspart of their religion. What was a King’s decree compared to the preference ofGods? The Seven, who claimed the Father was the judge and the ruler?

Hariel didn’t believe in their Gods, but she knew the majority of Westeros did. It wasn’t too different than some religions back home either, but she’d never seen it practised as fanatically as in Westeros. Not just by one or two – but everyone. Hariel and Hagrid were the weird ones here.

When Hariel gave a stiff nod, but refrained from argue the point, Aemond kept talking.

“It’s been the way of Westeros for thousands of years. From the Kings of Winter 8000 years ago, to the High Kings of the Reach – there’s a reason they’re calledKingsand not Queens. It’s the precedent of the Kingdom - and one misleading oath tricked from dead men two decades ago will not hold up.”

He was getting worked up, and Hariel was starting to feel nauseous. She really wished he was simply lying, that his arguments were without worthwhile significance… But it wasn’t. How could she claim the opinions passed down for countless generations didn’t matter?

She knew that mattered, and she’d known that all along… Hariel absolutely knew why Rhaenyra’s claimant to the throne remained shaky, even if she felt more secure with Aegon crippled. For that matter, she also liked how Hariel’s marriage made Aemond’s claim weaker – but that was part of the issue too:

Rhaenyra only got a better claim by weakening her three little brothers. Not by strengthening herself – so if Aegon was publicly unsuited for being a cripple, and Aemond was unsuited for being married to a foreign witch – then what about Prince Daeron? It’d be hard to find a fault with him. A healthy, dutiful dragonrider fostering in Oldtown, and betrothed to a Baratheon lady of high birth. He might be the youngest child of the King, but in the eyes of Westeros, his claimant to the throne remained superior to Rhaenyra’s too.

Since at the end of the day, Rhaenyra’s issue wasn’t that her eldest children were rumoured to be bastards – that would become an issue might threaten to follow until the day Jacaerys pressed his claim to the throne. As of now, the issue was because Rhaenyra was a woman. Something she couldn’t help being born as, no more than Jace could change his parentage.

“You make Rhaenyra out to be this horrible, cruel, lackwit – that all she does is treasonous and stupid, but you yourself is guilty of treason too Aemond. This topic is dangerous,”

Aemond smiled wryly, even if there was little amusem*nt there. “Oh, this conversation passed far beyond treasonous a ways back, my dear.”

With a sense of spiralling dread, she reached out, entwine her fingers through his. Even through their individual angers, she needing to hold onto something as everything felt too dangerous. Too treacherous and unsteady. She may just float away without an anchor.

Maybe it helped for him as well, because when he spoke again, his tone was slightly softened.

“The lords are already feeling cheated. Why else do you think my father hasn’t called them all back to bend the knee to Rhaenyra after Aegon was born? It’s because my father knows it’d become an opportunity for lords to gather and show open discontent. If forced to bend the knee again, some will choosenot toon their own honour as followers of the Seven or the Old Gods – because they value the traditions of their people more seriously than a sick father’s blinded favour for his daughter.”

“Like the Hightowers?” She guessed.

“Aye.” Aemond said, “They’d never bend if forced to make that vow again today – and they would not be alone. But if lords do not bend the knee to my father’s demand, my father’s comfortable bubble of delusions would be popped, and he’d have no choice but to imprison the lords who refuse to obey his wishes -- but imprisoning them means the regions where those lords rule will break into rebellion – and then we have conflict. Something my father doesn’t have the stomach for.” He shrugged.

“He’s waiting until he’s dead and allowing his children take the blow he can’t face himself. He wants to be dead before becoming known as the King who broke Jaehaerys peace, and he’s leaving us to take the blame for his creations. At the end of the day, it has nothing to do with Rhaenyra. She’s utterly irrelevant to me, except that she’s dooming us to war. What makes it insulting is that she’s already committed high treason. She’s not suited, wanted, and it’d be the better for herself, her children, her family and the realm if she let go of her self-importance. Why do you defend the importance ofher arse being the one warming the throne when it means war and death for everyone else?”

“Because even a blind worm can tell she’d be better thanAegon.” Hariel argued heatedly, “If that’s what you predict with Rhaenyra in charge, how much worse will it be with Aegon’s sort on the throne? At least Princess Rhaenyra cares. She actually has something to prove - unlike Aegon, who wouldn’t care if the Dragonpit collapsed tomorrow. The only thing that’d get his attention was if the wine shippment was disrupted and he couldn’t get wasted on his precious Dornish wine. He’ll make a horrible King. A dangerous one too. If he’s this bad now as merely a Prince, imagine how much worse he’ll be with unchecked power as a King. How can that not be a concern to you?”

“And what ofminerights?” Aemond countered, “What of Daeron’s? This isn’t only about the two of them – this is about the rest ofmy life too, and why should I not oppose the candidate who threatens it? Do you think I care so little about keeping my head on my shoulders? Is it hard to comprehend that maybe I too want a life that isn’t constantly under threat? Knowing she can never relax safely in her seat because of my superior birthright? If she desires a steady rulership, she’ll have no option but see me crippled or killed – yet she and my father believe that’s fair. When the same isn’t true for her.”

He made a sharp gesture, the anger growing piercing. “If Rhaenyra simply gives up her claimant and supported Aegon; our half-sister could go do whatever she wants. She can f*ck whoever she wants and have as many bastards as her heart desires – like Aegon was doing. Isn’t that how she’s lived her life ‘till now too? One of hedonistic pleasures and no regard for consequences? Be it what could affect herself or the danger she’s putting her children in? Instead, she insists on puttingeveryonein danger and the realm in dispute: tearing them between those who values a misleading oath, and those who values faith and tradition. How the hell can she still believe she’ll make a good queen regnant, when she’s already failed on all accounts as a Princess? While Aegon, Daeron and Ican’t step down. When she’s Queen, we don’t have the options to do nothing. It’s either flee the continent, or fight for our lives. The only thing that releases us from the threat is if Aegon is King, as hisclaim is the undisputedly superior to all the rest of us.”

And wasn’t that f*cked up? Aegon…King?

The very idea made her balk. He wasnot suited, and it had absolutely nothing to do with his missing leg. It was everything he’d done leading up to his fall. It wasn’t fair at all… but was it right that Rhaenyra was pushed as heir at the expense of her brothers lives and safety? When the same wouldn’t happen to Rhaenyra if their roles were revered?

The Princess had little to lose no matter which option she took, and no option where she lost everything; but she stuck with the path that threatened most lives anyway. Did Rhaenyra not see it? … But how could she not, when even Hariel, a foreign witch, could see it? Did that mean she simply did not care if her brothers had to die for her?

“Say what you want of Aegon’s incompetency, you won’t hear a word of disagreement from me - but he’s also never willingly put any of us in such a dangerous situation; that is all our half-sister’s work.” Aemond said, “She blames us for her own incompetency, then pretends her hardships are solely because she was born a woman; but you know what? I know several women; yourself, Helaena, my mother and all the ladies at court… Yet somehow Rhaenyra remains the only woman I know who’s spat on her duty to the Crown and committed high treason. Which means any other lady here would make a better Queen. But no, let’s pretend this is all Aegon’s fault for being born. My fault because I won’t prioritize her greed before my own life. As if Daeron, Helaena and I exists for nothing but to be pawns meant to serve our half-sister; it’s everyone else’s fault; except Rhaenyra. Even you.”

“I- NO.” Hariel objected. “I’ve never said that. Though I don’t have a high regard for Aegon, that doesn’t affect my opinion of the rest of you. I don’t blame you for the situation in your House. I might disagree on some things – a lot of things – but I am to marry into your family. This affects me too.”

“You will… So how are we supposed to feel safe when Rhaenyra refuses to prioritize the wellbeing of her precious sons before her self-importance? With individuals like Daemon fanning the flame of war at her side? No one forced Rhaenyra to have bastards; she made that choice on her own,three f*cking times -and she’s put those boys in terrible danger, which sheknows. It’s why she ran to hide on Dragonstone. Whilst here, Harwin Strong was hanging at her side at every opportunity, staring at his sons like they hung the moon. The truth is that Rhaenyra retains the power to make the danger to her sons go away any time she wants. All it requires, is that she steps down. Should the fact shedoesn’ttell you what her true priorities are, Hariel? Do you still believe she’ll prioritize the wellbeing of the realm when she never has of yet? Not for the realm, not for her House, and not for her own children.”

Who was better suited to hold the throne then?

A Queen who’d proven dangerously reckless in ways that endangered the stability of the kingdom? Who was either alright with sacrificing her siblings, or alternatively she simply didn’t understand what pushing forward might cause.

Leaving the question clear enough: Was Rhaenyra malicious or dumb?

Until now, Hariel hadn’t pegged her for either, but if she had to pick, she couldn’t entirely picture Rhaenyra beingthat thick – which meant… that most likely Rhaenyra valued the life of her family significantlylessthan she valued holding onto her heirship.

It left Hariel queasy, but hadn’t she already known this? Rhaenyra’s reaction to her little brother being crippled had been telling.

Alternatively, the other alternative was a drunkard King whoalsodidn’t care for the wellbeing of his family, seeing how he treated his son – like the illegitimately born boy didn’texist – while also not give a damn about his duty? Who’d rather get drunk and fondle unfortunate serving girls than behave as a decent human being? Who started beating his twelve-year-old wife five minutes after they said their wedding vows, because apparently, he took offence to Baela being sad? And in Aegon’s drunken brain, such justified slapping around his child-bride on an icy belfry? Only for himself to fall off instead?

Was that sort of person supposed to hold the makings of agoodKing?

Was that sort of person supposed to qualify as adecent human being?

Realistically, didn’t either option simply leave the small council to rectify whatever the ruler screwed up? And in all fairness; Was that any different than the system today?

Were either of them worth being fought over? There was an irony here. Of all the people in Westeros, somehow these two irresponsible royals were the candidates left to pick between. Hariel couldn’t tell which would be better. On one hand she liked Rhaenyra far better than Aegon, but on the other; she would never pick Rhaenyra’s right to rule if it was at the expense of Aemond’slife.That wasinsane.

What the hell had the world come to? And why was she the only one who seemed to realize something wasdeeplyflawed with the system if this was their only two alternatives?

Aemond breathed heavily. “If she has us killed, there’d be no alternatives to support but her, but she’d be a kinslayer- and that would cause revolt too. My death would only serve more war and dispute. Dead or alive; as long as Rhaenyra grasps after the throne, this doesn’t have a happy ending.”

“Why though? You make her out to be this evil monster with nothing but greed on her mind, but you’re wildly off base.” Hariel protested, because Aemond could keep saying that, he could believe it - but it didn’t make ittrue.

“She’s not atyrant. You may not be close, but she’d never harm her own family. Do you know her at all?”

“No. How could I? Ser Laenor was a good man, but growing up, the only times Rhaenyra acknowledged me was with mocking remarks towards my mother of how my dragon egg didn’t hatch, while all the eggs of Harwin Strong’s children did. For that matter, are you so sure you know her?” Aemond asked cooly.

“Rhaenyra never bothered to feign affection for us. It wasn’t before her treachery started becoming public knowledge that she started fawning over Helaena. Not out of genuine love for her, but because sheneedsher little sister to fix her own idiotic mistakes – and I can’t believe Helaena isn’trevolted. Though I will be fair; Rhaenyra alone is not the one who concerns me. Her new husband is an entirely different sort of beast. Do you thinkhewould never try kill us? Do you think if we have a son, they will be safe from the likes of my uncle?”

Hariel was abruptly reminded of her first encounter with Daemon four years ago. Her Valyrian had still been shaky, and she’d struggled to catch everything he was saying, but he’d gotten the message across clear enough despite that;do as I demand, or I’ll feed you to my dragon.

Rhaenyra was one thing, butDaemon… The future King.

The scenario Aemond painted was less farfetched than she’d have preferred.

“Baela is married to Aegon. Daemon wouldn’t hurt- er’ at least he wouldn’t harmherhusband. He loves his daughters... in his own way. And your claim is lesser than Aegon’s – there’d be no need to go after you as long as...”

“As long as Aegon lived?” Aemond laughed, short and humourless. “Don’t be naïve, Hariel. If Daemon killed Aegon, Baela would be ecstatic.”

Hariel frowned. “But Aegon… I know what you mean, that his claimant is strong, but lets’ speak the truth as we both know it; Aegon isunsuited.”

“Aye. Now more than ever. A one-legged cripple? No lord will respect that, but before that, Aegon had no interest in duty, he was lax and disrespectful - but so has my sister proven to be. Then again, if Aegon didn’t want it, there still remains two more Princes ahead of Rhaenyra in the line of succession.”

Hariel thought whirled to a sudden stop. He’d hinted at this several times now, but the other times, it was part of the overall arguments, lodged in there alongside Aegon and Daeron. It wasn’t before now it stood out in all it’s horrible glory.

His claim.Aemond’sspecifically.

“… What?” She yanked his elbow, whirling him to face her. “You?”

“Why not?” He asked defensively, “I’d make a more stable ruler than Rhaenyra can dream to be. The lords won’t oppose a King, my dragon is Vermithor, the dragon of the old King - and I’m better suited than Aegon.”

“Except you’re marryingme.” Hariel reminded him, “You could be King, butIcan’t be Queen. Have you lost your wits?”

That would be a trainwreck. Being stuck in that situation together would only serve to make them resentful towards each other. He would grow resentful that Hariel wasn’t more native and keeping him back, and she would grow resentful when forced into a life of treacherous politics — and it could only end in a miserable marriage. Hariel would likely end up as disliked as King Edward’s American divorcee.

“I am foreign, Aemond. That is… Letting me near the title of Queen would be such a dimwitted move. Not to mention I don’t want to be Queen. That’s not-no. That’s not what we agreed upon. A Queen must keep good relations, navigate court, build connections and be good at being perfect - but I talk funny, my R’s all strange, the court gowns can be so damn itchy, I get impatient with the polite nothingness - and I don’t know how to handle King’s Landing. I’d fail, then the lords would feel vindicated and keep resenting me for not being their daughters, and likely use my magic as an excuse to call me untrustworthy. That is how stupid tales of bewitchments starts up, Aemond. They’ll say... No. It’s theoneplace I can’t be either a witch or a dragonrider, and I can’t- I don’t want to stop being a witch or a dragonrider. I’d be miserable. I want Crackclaw. I wanted that life, and you were the one who offered it.”

“I know,” Aemond said, “I’ve known that all along. You can’t be Queen, you’d damage my political standing more than your magic and dragonriding can salvage.”

“If your ambition all along was to be King, why would you want to marry me?”

“Because I love you.” He paused, “And because I know my place. Second sons don’t inherit ahead of an elder son, just as daughters don’t inherit before sons. Why is itIcan accept that reality whereas my sister refuses to?”

Hariel barely heard the rest of his sentence. “You love me?”

He only heisted long enough to give her an odd look, as if that was an unnecessary thing to have clarified,“I do.” Then Aemond was barrelling on with the point he was making.

“I want the throne, I won’t deny it, but my brother is ahead of me in the line of succession. Ignoring the precedent of traditional succession is what leads to no rules at all, and when there’s no rules, all that matters is who’s strong enough to conquer the throne. Who’s strong enough to keep it. Does that sound like a good system to you, Hariel? For us all to see who’s the last man standing, like Maegor the Cruel did?”

Hariel got goosebumps. It was a horrible scenario to imagine, and also… Maegor won his crown because he was the most ruthless and had the biggest dragon, and it didn’t pass her by that nowAemondhad the biggest dragon.

After Hagrid.

“I’d claim the system you are championing has some glaring faults, such as how you don’t benefit from any of it. That Daeron and Helaena can’t either. It’s unfair that only the eldest gets everything and the rest must beg. How can anything be stable with such an uneven balance?”

“You are right, but supporting Aegon is still better. I wouldn’t inherit, but I won’t lose my head over it either; and that’s what Rhaenyra is trying to push for: anarchy.”

“She’s not. She wants to be a good Queen and-”

“f*ck whomever she wants, reward whomever tells her the prettiest lies and keep her delusions?” Aemond said angrily. “It’s easy to rule when there’s no opposition.Lookat my King father. His health has been declining since before I was born, yet somehow the kingdom keeps running without him, do you think that’s fromhisefforts? But a peaceful kingdom won’t be what Rhaenyra inherited. She will be opposed, and in such times the Kingdom will need a ruler who’ll be listened to, and I promise you, she will struggle to be heard above Daemon.”

“But it should not be byyoucausing division.” Hariel burst, panic spreading like ink in water. Tainting everything.“Youdon’t know this is what’s going to pass. Do you know what it’s like to see someone eaten by a dragon, Aemond? Because I do. I saw more than I wanted to back in Essos, and Norbert was only a year old then. It’d be so much worse with-! They’re yourfamily. I couldn’t stand my cousin either, he was a bully, and my uncle made my life miserable, but I never wanted themdead.She doesn’t want you dead either, Aemond! That is all in your head. Itcan’tbe war; everything else is better than a war of dragons.”

She recalled that night they’d been chased out of Hagrid’s hut. When they’d packed in a rush and ran into the pitch-black forest with Fang and Norbert; who’d been so much smaller. Yet Norbert had killedso many men.She recalled their screams when they burned and Norbert ate them.

Hariel held no affection for the men who tried kill Hagrid and her to steal their dragon, but she couldn’t imagine how much worse it’d be withseveral dragons.Big, monstrously large dragons, with scorching fires, claws the size of a grown man and more ground to cover. The people screaming as they died wouldn’t be faceless enemies in the dark; it very well would be herfriends.

“The worst isn’t guaranteed to happen, Aemond. It didn’t between Rhaenys and Viserys at the council of 101 – why does it have to happen now? I don’t want war and dragon fights and- and- I don’t-”

Aemond cupped her face with his hands, and there were still traces of the cold, icy fire from earlier, but his touch was gentle. “I know you don’t want that. I don’t either. That’s what I’m telling you, but there is nothing I can do to stop that whilst my father ignores reality. He’s steadfastly upheld her claim so far, and with Aegon crippled…Even if he lives, there’s no chance our father will change the succession now. Rhaenyra probably feels invincible. It’s unfair, I know.”

He pulled her in, hugging her. Her arms held tight around his waist, the proximity somehow making her feel safer and a little calmer. It was a terrible thing he believed - but was he right though? It wasn’t all delusions, that was true, but maybe it was exaggerated?

Though even if it was, did Aemond live like that? Fearing his own family would see him dead before trying to find a peaceful solution?

They had so much wealth and power. Why was it so impossible to share?

She couldn’t imagine how that was like. Hagrid told her lord Voldemort once tried to kill her, but she didn’t remember that, and he was long dead. The worst she’d feared was failing potions because professor Snape hated her.

“My Prince?” Ser Arryk called, trudging through the snow.

Aemond held up a hand, “One moment, Ser Arryk.”

“It’s getting late, my Prince. If we’re to fly back before dark, we shouldn’t dally much longer.”

“So be it. You may start heading towards Vermithor. We’ll join you once we’re done here.”

Ser Arryk glanced uncertainly to Ser Gwayne, who shrugged. The Hightower’s face was barely discernible underneath his layers of coat, hat, scarf and gloves.

Aemond grabbed her arm, turning her away from the knights to face the cliffside instead.

“I mean it, I do not want you harmed.” He said, words forced out from a stiffly drawn mouth. Mindful of the proximity of the knights, he kept his voice low.

“Knowing my situation, I, as your betrothed would be doing you a great disservice to pretend it doesn’t affect your future too. I am not so generous I’ll break our betrothal, because it’ll only leave you open to be forced into marrying Joffrey on threat of losing Crackclaw, and I don’t want you to aid those who would rather see me dead. It’s not what I want, but… if you want…”

Aemond rubbed at his temple, his expression twisted as if he’d bitten down on a lemon. “I could get you out of here.”

Hariel stared at him blankly. “Pardon?”

“You would have to abandon your inheritance, your station in Westeros and you could never come back. You would have to leave Norbert and Vhagar, because there is nowhere you can go with a dragon where you will not be found. If you leave everything, I can… I can make arrangement for you to go into exile in Essos. It will beexile, and you will have to run far for Daemon’s dragons not to catch up or my family’s spies to locate you, but if you flee far enough… it can keep you out of this.“

Of all he’d said, that was not the turn she’d expected. It didn’t seem Aemond had considered it for long either, and even as he said it, was regretting it.

But once said, he was too stubborn to back out too.

“What would you do?”

“… Mm?”

“Would you… after what you just said, would you not want to go too?”

“No.”

He almost sounded baffled.

Was war the preferred route? But then… Hariel’s could not imagine abandoning Norbert here alone. Despite the fact Norbert was a human eater, they had raised her and protected her, but Aemond would have to leave so much more. His family, his dragon, and also know his absence would endanger everyone he abandoned.

It was the same for Hariel though. Whatever may come, she would be abandoning them to their fate too.

“My Prince?” Ser Arryk called out again.

What?!” Aemond whirled back, thunderous. In the distance Vermithor let out a loud, hot snort, that made the air ripple with steam.

“… nothing.”

They knew what he wanted though. The sun was nearly set, and darkness would be upon them soon. Hariel didn’t want to go either. It felt wrong. They couldn’t leave ithere –but at the same time they couldn’t discuss it in front of Ser Arryk and Ser Gwayne either.

Vermithor was stretching out his wings, the knights wanted to leave, and they had stayed longer than planned. So with only a miserable glance at each other, they rejoined the rest so they could travel back to King’s Landing.

Climbing up on Vermithor was so different from Norbert. She had no control of him, and he was somassive.

Despite the unfamiliarity of riding a dragon she had no bond with, she barely paid attention as they set off again. She wastoo preoccupied.

Hariel could now appreciate how crucial Vhagar was in a way she hadn’t before. Hagrid might serve as the oblivious balancing point that decided which faction of the Targaryens held the upper hand. Hariel always knew how dangerous Vhagar was, but at the same time she hadn’t. Not in the way it made sense now.

She’d thoughtVhagarherself extremely dangerous; but the person aiming her was paramount regarding the basic power balance of the Kingdom. It made it even more baffling that King Viserys had trusted Vhagar to Hagrid. Of course, Hagrid was amazing and the best option there was, but the King didn’t know that. Outside a handful of conversations over the span of four years, they didn’t even know each other.

And if Hariel left, and what Aemnd said was true, was she not more or less signing his death sentence?

Damnit all. She didn’t want to know this! Hariel didn’t want to be in this situation, forced between a rock and a hard place. In the middle of a hoard of angry dragons. Yet… she had been the one who demanded answers, and he gave them.

Now what?

They were already flying back to King’s Landing, but it’d be hard to discuss this safely there. Maybe they could climb up on the roof again – surely that was safe from eavesdroppers? Or perhaps she could suggest another trip tomorrow, but would either of them be able to sleep before they finished this? She certainly wouldn’t.

Leaning forwards, Hariel reached out to get Aemond’s attention. She was strapped into the saddle with a handle in front of her to hold onto. She had to lean around it, and even then she only barely reached the tips of Aemond’s hair, and tugged on it.

“Could we stop at Driftmark?!” She shouted against the howling wind.

Her first thought had been to fly to Dragonstone. It was closest, and they’d be passing near it on the way back to King’s Landing - but they’d face the same issues with privacy there as in the Red Keep.

He frowned, “Why?!”

“Just- Please?!”

Aemond nodded, “Fine.”

The first few stars were peeking out across the darkening sky when Vermithor landed on the beach of Driftmark. Ser Arryk and Ser Gwayne expressed confusion about the stop, and Vermithor joined the chorus in parceltongue to express some complaints of his own.

Why does my pet want to stop here, when Silverwing is on Dragonstone?” He grumbled, “Meleys lives here. She is rude, and the small one is too lively. He’s too grown to still act a youngling.

Listening to Vermithor complain about Meleys and Seasmoke made her smile, before Aemond took her hand, ordered Ser Arryk and Ser Gwayne to remain near Vermithor, and they set off walking along the beach.

Unlike Crackclaw, with high cliffs, thick forests and dales where snow collected over time and untouched, on the beach of Driftmark, there was only a light cover. The flat terrain and lack of trees allowed the wind to blow away most of the snow, and nothing at all where left the sea met land.

“I think we may have to take advantage of the hospitality of High Tide tonight…” Aemond remarked, looking towards the climbing moon ahead of them.

“Princess Rhaenys has returned and will gladly welcome us,” Hariel said, “I saw the ship she sailed, Lord Laenor, docked by the harbour.”

“Me too,” Aemond huffed, his fingers adjusting his hold on her hand. “So?” He asked, open ended.

“I don’t have a spell or suggestion that can salvage this situation.” Hariel said matter of factly. He likely hadn’t expected that of her, but she figured it was better to make it clear. “I have no idea what to do, except I know that I can’t leave.I wouldn’t let a dragon harm you the day we met, and you were acting a rude little princeling who thought I was Daemon’s bastard. Did you honestly think I could abandon you now?”

“You’ll stay?”

Stiffly, Hariel nodded. “I will. I care for Helaena too, and Rhaenyra and her children has been kind to us, and Baela and Rhaena doesn’t deserve this either. You’re not the only one I love. I can’t leave, and that’s because I want… I want… I want to stay. And because I think that Hagrid’s bond with Vhagar makes a difference. It’s making it harder for you to go against each other, because you’re uncertain which side he’ll take. Which side Vhagar would be on.”

“It is.”

Tilting her face up, Aemond leant in as for a kiss, but Hariel held her hand up, stopping it.

There was more to say here. It’d been lost amongst the many, many horrors of their previous conversation, but her head had cleared. As they’d soared through the dark clouds on Vermithor’s back, the pieces she’d overlooked before started slotting into place. Though Hariel was set on staying, she needed him to come clean.

“Tell me, after everything you just said and with Aegon so sick; about the instability surrounding the succession, and how you’re the second son… Do you…” Hariel swallowed, “You have to act according to what secures your family best, and it’s no secret that my foreignness and magic means I damage the royal validity of anyone I was to marry. I always assumed that could be overlooked for someoneeightin line to the throne, but… it sounds an awful lot like challenging fate to marry someone who’s second in line with a very sick older brother. That doesn’t add up… So do you- do you regret…us?If that’s the way you’re seeing the situation - thatyou’rethe second - does that mean you intend to break our betrothal?”

When Aemond didn’t answer, she briefly thought he hadn’t heard her mumbling, but that misconception ended when she saw his face. The merge of anger and bitter apology was too telling, before his hand slipped from hers.

“You are?” Her heart dropped into the pit of her stomach, and seconds ticked by with only wind and lapping waves breaking the silence.

“Aemond?”

“Mm?” He couldn’t even look her in the eyes.

“Just tell me. You’ve already told me everything else. It’s not like I don’t understand.” Hariel pressed, “If your concerns are valid, which… I won’t do you the disservice of dismissing them out of hand. You have several very valid concerns, and they’re not something that can be ignored. Which is why… I already know that this won’t work.” It was noteworthy that she was able to sound so calm about it. It was at odds with the ice within forcing this into the open. She hoped the frozen barrier held out, since if it fractured, what lurked behind the coldness would come spewing out.

“If you ever have designs for the throne, then I don’t want… Then you’re right. We should stop this now. I don’twantto be in conflict with Rhaenyra, in any role, but especially not as your consort. I mean… No. I don’t want to live in King’s Landing. I made that clear, and that has not changed. I don’t want to be put in that situation, and it’d be better for us to go our different ways, but justtellme already.”

“It wouldn’t bebetter,” Aemond spat, “-but it would be safer.”

“…” Hariel breathed, “You’re ending this?”

She’d been the one to press the issue, yet Hariel could hardly believe it. A substantial part of her had honestly thought he’d protest this. For him to explain some detail she hadn’t been aware of that made her worries obsolete – but no.

Hariel was on the right track. This had to be the shortest betrothal in history. Acoupleweeks?

She’d thought… she’d hoped he could be it. That they could make a life and find some normality together. She’d made so many plans.

“Aegon yet lives.” Aemond said, his voice strangled.

“And if he doesn’t make it? Be it today from the pain, or in a moon from a winter fever? Or in a year from an infection? What then?” It was becoming a struggle to force words through her throat. It’d tightened like a vice. “What responsibilities would that leaveyouto take over from Aegon, and what would it mean in regard tome?”

“I don’t know!” Aemond exclaimed, “I don’t know what will happen, but things keep goingwrong.I can’t marry you and push my claim at the same time, but I don’t want to marry anyone else, and I don’t want you to marry someone else – but I can’t do as I please, because it’ll be on both our heads if I choose wrong - and it’s f*ckingunfair. I don’t know what to tell you. No, I’m not breaking our betrothal until I absolutely have no other choice. Is that an answer?”

“I don’t know if it is,” Hariel said. “I agreed to marryyou, and I still want that – but to wait and see doesn’t answer anything. What am I supposed to do here? Would you be content to wait with bathed breath to see if you’ll get cast aside? What about Hagrid? His lordship was on the condition the two of us married. Does that mean he’s losing everything too? What am I supposed to do here?”

“I don’t know.”

“I don’t know either.”

Aemond sighed. “… Then at last we agree in one matter; neither of us know.”

Hariel tried to smile, but it wouldn’t come.

What was she supposed to do? Crackclaw was on the condition she married, and she had thought she and Aemond could be happy, but… now what?

Tears pressed against her eyes, and Hariel wasn’t sure how much longer she could stomach this. It was worse than any injustice, because the defeat of their reality made it hard to muster up energy to be angry at him. If even half of what Aemond feared had validity, then how could they marry? His life, his siblings, the stability of the realm - all of it had to come first.
Hariel wouldn’t exchange Hagrid’s safety for anyone either, so could she hold it against Aemond for having the same priorities?

But it was painful anyway. And embarrassing, and just…

Oh, hell… Jacline Redwyne would have a field day when she heard. Simply picturing her satisfied smugness made Harielreconsider the option of exile. Sure it’d be better than suffering Jacline’s gloating. Helaena’s pity, Baela’s vindication — and Rhaenyra’s suspicion.

Wait-!

“You can’t break it.” Hariel suddenly realized. “If you did; people would ask why, and it’d be obvious why. To Rhaenyra; to theKing.

“Aye.” Aemond agreed.

“And I can’t break it either.”

“No, you cannot.”

“Is this why you offered me exile?” Hariel demanded, “To free yourself of me and make it sound generous?”

“No!” Aemond protested, but doubt quickly betrayed the initial conviction, “…Perhaps a little? I’d rather you leave than be forced to go against you.”

Hariel shuddered, “Then do you expect me to pretend?”

“Aegon yet lives.” Aemond said quietly, “If he recovers, then none of this matters. Can’t we just… just keep being us? Until there is no other choice?”

“And just pretend the risks doesn’t exist? To ignore that there’s good chances you’ll get everything, and I will lose everything?” Hariel asked tightly. He wouldn’t be the one publicly shamed by this. It’d be her and Hagrid. “To pretend as if being publicly cast aside by a Prince won’t harm our standing in Westeros? As if it won’t shatter it entirely?”

This was cruel. Aemond had been the one who pursued her. He’d pulled her into a false understanding of their situation – and almost the moment she said yes, it was only for him to pullthis? What the hell was he playing at?

“In that scenario, I’d be King. I’d never let anything happen to you. Even if I was forced onto someone else, that wouldn’t be because I wanted it, only out of duty. It’d be a dry, political marriage, where we’d have an agreement for the sake of responsibilities to the realm. But us, you and me - we wouldn’t have to… would it have to end? We could-”

Smack!

Hariel slapped him. She’d moved before she could stop the reflex, but it was one step too far.

“I am not your bloodywhor*.Are you seriously asking me to support you against Rhaenyra – whom I still have more faith in than you do – for the grand insult of serving as yourmistress? I am trying to understand your situation, Aemond, but don’t f*cking insult me like that. I’d sooner marry clumsy Osric and live in a frozen shed!”

“…Osric who?”

“In Winterfell?”

Aemond still looked blank.

“The guard who protected you throughout your stay in Winterfell.” Hariel sighed.

“The tall one?” Aemond mused, but was becoming thoughtful all the same. His eyes narrowed. “…Why did your mind drift north?”

What did it matter if she told him? Aemond had said enough to incriminate himself if Hariel shared this. If he thought to spread anything they talked of here further, he’d be an idiot.

So Hariel smiled, taken by a reckless urge to remind him he wasn’t the only one who’d been faced with ultimatums.

“I guess it’s because Cregan Stark offered to marry me.”

His face was an unholy mixture of shock and rage. “He what?!” Aemond snarled, “Why would he do that?”

“Because he wanted to,” Hariel said, “I should have said yes, then I wouldn’t be dealing with this. I refuse to be passed around between lords like a f*cking flagon at a feast, served up to whomever happens to be next in line.

His face was drawn, his lips pale like glaciers. Wearing an expression Hariel hadn’t quite seen him use before.

“Why does it shock you? You were the one who kept thinking I might stay there. Well, you were right. He offered.”

“He hadno right.” Aemond snarled, “You think that was an offer? You give weight to some secret- short sighted power grab from a northern savage? As if I haven’t offered youeverythingtoo?!”

“Aemond-!”

“You think this isfunfor me?” He interrupted her, the grip on her wrist unyielding, “Do you think I am that fickle? I’d make you Queen, but I know Westeros doesn’t know you as I do. That they’d react even worse to a witch queen than they’d react to a queen regnant crowned ahead of her brothers. With the power of a King I could force it, but I would be opposed, and I know you’d be miserable — but if you want commitment, I amhappyto give you commitment. Iam committed, far more than you have ever been.You are not the one being passed around like a flagon at a feast by the system; I am. But we can put a stop to it whenever you want. We can go now.”

“Go? Where?”

“To the Sept. I don’t want you as my mistress, I will happily marry you right now. Then there’d be a stop to all the ifs and when’s. I tried to prevent it with our betrothal. To prevent exactly what’s happening now where I’m being pushed to marry some stranger; but I couldn’t have foreseen Aegon falling from a damn belfry. If we married, there’d be nothing they could do. I would not be able to press for the crown, I guess we’ll have to pray Aegon makes it - but you would bemywife, and Rhaenyra will see you as such. Whatever might happen to me, you will suffer it too.”

“…”

“So?”

“I’m considering it.” Hariel held up a finger.

Aemond mouth shut with an audible sound. He was so startled his hand dropped to his side too. “You are?”

She was. Bloody hell, but she truly was.

Hariel disliked breaking one of the few clauses she’d been able to press through during negotiations, Hagrid would be so mad – and it opened an unpleasant president that would be hard to rectify retroactively - but she couldn’t ignore that the situation wasn’t the same anymore either.

She studied Aemond closely, from the freckles dusting the bridge of his nose, his intense lavender eyes and hard features. He was tall and still on the gangly side. Aemond was fourteen, but he didn’t look it. Though just because he looked older than he was, that didn’t change his age. He was far too young to marry, and Hariel felt too young as well… But were they? He was too young to be a father. Hariel was no more keen for her child to have a child for a father than she’d had before – but as long as they agreed to wait with that particular aspect until everyone where of age, the marriage itself wasn’t necessarily a bad idea. It was an agreement, a binding one, that could make a difference. It would absolutely make a difference.

Aemond was right their marriage would harm his political popularity, which he knew perfectly well - but it strengthened him in ways Rhaenyra and Daemon couldn’t possibly ignore.

They hadmagicof the sort they could not compete with, and Hariel thought at least Baela, Rhaena, Jace and Daemon had figured that much out by now.

Of course, Hagrid would never want to fly Vhagar again even if bribed with a river of gold, but they didn’t trust in that promise as much as the King did. King Viserys seemed to be the only one who counted on “good will” to solve the issues of his kingdom.

If Aemond was right about his sister; that if Rhaenyra took the throne, and rebellion broke out in Aegon’s name to oppose her, and such acts made her tempted to get rid of her brothers to prevent the riots from having a purpose, would she do so when Hariel was “one of them” too?

Or would it give her pause? Would she make an effort to make it fair for all involved instead?

Because Hariel wasn’t so naïve to think she’d be counted as anything but “Aemond’s wife” –one ofthem. Which also meant they would start to think of Norbert as if her dragon was on Aemond’s side. ThatVhagar, was on Aemond’s side. At the same time, he’d be bound to Hariel too. Her foreign magic would make Aemond's claim far harder, and that secured Rhaenyra’s station as the heir.

Would that equalise the sides better, especially now that Aegon might never fly again? With Baela and Aegon married, then Jace and Helaena married eventually too, those unions complicated matters further. Was there a reality where so many unions happened, it entangled the family into such a tight knot the sides of the lines became near indiscernible?

Then again… kinship, marriage and children had never stopped the Targaryens from fracturing in the past. She couldn’t name a House who bickered more amongst themselves than the Targaryens – but wasn’t it worse to not try at all? She had little to offer when it came to stabilising the Targaryens; she couldn’t control whether someone could get along or not – but it was within her choices whether to marry Aemond.

Baela had married Aegon for far less. She hadn’t wished to spend her life with him in the slightest – she’d still done it for her family’s sake.

If it could help matters, if it could secure Aemond, Aegon and Daeron, why should Hariel not do this? What was keeping her back at this point? The ink on a contract? Hariel and Aemond were to be married in a year anyway. So was it more important to protect Aemond in the moment, or make an example in the long term?

And personally… Hariel did not want him to marry someone else. He’d told her the hard truth, he always did, which never failed to ruin her day, but that was because everyone else would rather let her remain in ignorance. Taking advantage of the things she wasn’t aware of.

It’s not as if Princess Rhaenyra would tell her this. She’d have years of opportunities but decided to leave Hariel in the dark. All of them had.

The fact Aemond did her the curtsey of sharing was a rare commodity amongst nobility, and he’d given her options. He’d suggested she flee, which she declined – and now he offered to make them a team.

“…Would you want that? Despite knowing how it’d affect your claim?”

Aemond answered with his mouth – pressing them firm against hers. It was dizzying.

Her heart drummed underneath her ribs as one deep kiss lead into a second, third- fourth. There were endless reasons to not do this, and there were a lot of arguments in favour of it, and in the end, what flipped her decision were neither.Simply that the thought of saying no at this point was unbearable, whilst saying yes felt like these dizzying kisses.

“… Yes.” She murmured when they parted.

“Yes?”

“Yes.” Hariel’s stomach had gone from doing cartwheels to aerial flips. Mere moments earlier she thought they were breaking up, but now they were getting married instead. She had no idea how it got to this, but-

She nodded, unable to stop smiling as she repeated; “Yes.”

“Now?” Aemond was smiling too, so excited and thrilled it was infectious; “You’d marry me? Today?”

“Today?” Her heart thrummed. So this would not merely be a rushed wedding, but a full on; ‘running away to elope’, deal?

“I would, but isn’t it too late?” Was the Sept open this late in the evening? Come to think of it; did the Sept have opening hours?

Their chaperones were mere dots on the horizon. They’d given up on tailing them properly, but they must have seen something – as they were already marching towards them. The space had been nice, but this lenience might change if Hariel and Aemond disappeared completely out of sight. They’d been stepping in each time there’d been a kiss that day, so the chances they’d allow them to elope was around zero percent. Aemond may be a dragon riding prince, but they probably feared the Queen’s wrath more.

“I’m not sure Ser Arryk would allow it,”

“Spell him unconscious.”

Hariel burst out laughing. She stood up on her toes, stealing another brief kiss, unable to control the giddy nervousness in her body.

She hadn’t felt quite like this since her last quidditch match. Since the day she flew with Norbert for the first time. This was following her gut. Taking a chance. Going all out in the face of the risks.

“And your uncle? What of him? It’s late, and we talked of staying at Driftmark tonight. If you need an excuse, tell them I’m too tired to fly further.”

“Then what? Do we… marry here then? It’d be hard to get away at home, but there’s a Sept right here at Dirftmark.”

“There is,” Hariel agreed, struggling to compose her expression as much as Aemond was. “We could slip away for a few hours. If I remember correctly, you’ve done that before.”

Notes:

Never Tickle a Sleeping Dragon - QuillQ (8)

… this one was a struggle. I’m SO SORRY for the never ending debates, but they had so much dirty laundry to air out between them. It was a nightmare getting through it all. As for the end… they’re royal/noble teens in a bind, with a lot of external pressure and uncertainty hovering over them, and at the end here, it kinda combusted. They’re both young hot-heads, and even adults living in 2023 have eloped for far less. It also occurred to me that eloping is *such* a Gryffindor thing to do.

Speaking of; Hariel dropped off the map in her old world in 1992 so her knowledge on the British monarchy hasn’t been updated since.

In 1992, the English royal family still followed male primogeniture (which means boys inherit ahead of girls, and then by birth order,) and would continue to do so for another 20 years before the Crown Act of 2013 allowed girls to inherit equally to boys. The line of succession is not based on gender anymore, but their birth order. I must point out that was only a change that came about 10 years ago though.

Before that, English princesseses were still behind their princely brothers in the line of succession, be the brother older or younger. This isn't glaringly noticeable at first, because the English royal family hasn't had a lot of mixed genders within generations before the latest one, and since queen Elizabeth the first-born has always been male. It might therefore pass people by that the English royal family are of the later ones to change this law.

Hypothetically, if Charles and Diana had a first born daughter instead (which they did not), she’d legally remain behind her younger brothers prince William and Prince Harry in the line of succession even today. Because this Crown Act of 2013 only included royals born after 2011. As I understand it, everyone born before that date are held to the old laws.

Ofc, they were by far not the last to follow this change - there are still royal families with male primogeniture in Europe, like in Spain -- but there were other royals changing succession laws back in the 80s and 90s too.

So since the English change of succession law is only a ten year old change for us, and a change 20 years in the future for Hariel, she would still think it impossible for Queen Elizabeth II to have inherited ahead of a brother, because that was the ways of the England she recalled.

Andal law and the British one Hariel grew up with were basically the same. At least on paper, though not in practise, as seen with Maegor, then Jaehaerys, then Viserys would all be usurpers according to British laws... and Rhaenyra would also fall amongst that category of usurpers too, at least in England in 1992, because I must press: Viserys has NOT changed the law.

The issue is that Viserys is making an exception for Rhaenyra, and is endangering her life as well as her siblings to the extreme. The stunt he pulls is *worse* than the mess Aegon 4th pulls a few generations later. And at least Aegon 4th deliberately tried to make his successor's life a nightmare - because king Aegon 4th didn't like his eldest son, but had trouble disposing of him legally - while Viserys is making a succession war through pure, unapologetic incompetency.

Even one of the worst kings that several may have heard of from real history; King Henry the 8th, did a better groundwork with his succession than Viserys - and though the mess Henry made left him known to history as the crazy King who kept killing his wives to marry a new one (a lot like how Daemon sorted out his divorces actually) and his rule was followed by decades of religious war, at least Henry changed the law before he started doing as he pleased. When he wanted a divorce, he made it legal for himself to do so - but Viserys has not even tried to do the basic of the basic. So it baffles me to realize Henry the 8th was more competent at this rulership business than Viserys.

Because it's not like Henry did it to have sex with someone not his wife - he did that plenty already, and had several lovers and bastards. The war he raged against the curch, as well as his habit of killing the queens he grew tired off, was his attempt at making a legal succession that suited his personal preferences, and he needed a legal marriage to have legal heirs who would have a legal right to the throne.

One last thing: Merry Christmas!!!Or if you don’t celebrate that; I hope you’ve had a good day! Thank you so much for reading!

Chapter 50: The Blood Oath

Notes:

Can I take a moment to rant about how Rhaenys (and most of the Velaryons) doesn’t have personalities in the tv-show? They’re props moving about according to where Rhaenyra needs them, acting like they hold no agency of their own.

Just look at how supportive they are of their children’s murderers. Maybe it's somewhat in character for Rhaenys, considering she's an unrepentant mass murderer who kills hundreds in the dragonpit, and didn't even NOTICE the carnage. They genuinely portray Rhaenys like she found that so insignificant she forgets to mention it over dinner.

I don’t care how spoiled the Targs supposedly are. Only a deluded psychopath can murder hundreds of people – mothers, fathers, children, elderly, babies- listening to them scream, and if they react as uninterested as Rhaenys did, then they are a violent psychopath with some serious mental lacks. Worse than Ted Bundy. Besides that ugly scene, during episode ten she acts like someone skinchanged Rhaenys, because she keeps looking proudly at the woman who had her son killed and her house usurped.

Yes, yes, I know Rhaenyra “didn't really kill Laenor”. Except, Rhaenyra’s “master plan” to be allowed to f*ck her uncle legally was to stage Laenor's murder and make herself look guilty of it, so people would “fear her”. That's what she wanted, and well, her grand-plan worked! For six years, Rhaenys and Corlys do believe Rhaenyra and Daemon had their son killed!

Except: This is squirrel-level plotting. Rhaenyra NEEDS the Velaryons - she's all but lost the war without them - but she couldn’t have done a better job alienating house Velaryon if they’d been enemies the whole time (if such things as “actions have consequences” applied to show-Rhaenyra). Because Rhaenyra seriously treats them like the Lannisters treats the Starks in season 1 of GoT. Did Sansa support Joffrey after he beheaded Ned? No? Or hell, look at how much support King Robb Stark got from the Karstarks after he beheaded their leader.

It's quite fortunate Rhaenyra was granted a popularity plot-armour beyond what anyone in GoT recieved (before season 6). What else can explain how giving Rhaenys nothing but a cowardly; "I didn't have your son killed" comment that’s six years too late actually WORKED?! Where is common sense here? Especially when it happens *just* before Daemon murders Rhaenys brother-in-law in the throne room too. That is INSANE! Is Rhaenys supposed to believe them innocent of killing Laenor because Daemon kills Vaemond too?

It would make more sense if Rhaenys was forced to back Rhaenyra because she holds her granddaughters hostage. But no, instead they frame it as if *this* is when Rhaenys suddenly becomes a Rhaenyra-fangirl? ...What?!

I mean, just compare Rhaenys behaviour to how Rhaenyra reacts to Luke being killed: Would it EVER make sense for Rhaenyra to go warn Aemond that he’s in danger, then look proudly at Aemond and support him as her King *after* he killed her son? Because I certainly can’t see that as realistic. So who made the decision to have Rhaenys stand in the corner and look proudly at Rhaenyra after the YEARS of misery the Blacks put her through? Because they’re both women and some flimsy illusion of “girl power” is more important than portraying realistic characters? That was the opposite of a feminist move.

Regardless of what gender they are, If my cousin had me disinherited, then my cousin’s daughter tried usurp my husband’s lifework from my granddaughters through treason, before topping it off by killing our son, then expect me to bankrupt myself to finance her war and ALSO put me on the frontlines - I would not be smiling at them proudly. Only a psychopath who’s rather dim-witted would.

The irritating part is how this happens to nearly all the Velaryons in the tv-show. Baela acts like she has no clue she holds the best claim to Driftmark; that she doesn't NEED Jace or Luke or even Vaemond to claim her birthright - they need her. There’s just minimal thought to how the situation looks like from *their* side. Not the blacks or greens – just *THEM*: the Velaryons. If someone had taken a second to do that, they’d realize what a violent psychopath (who's pretty stupid) they’d written Rhaenys into. Because there's nothing else that can explain her behaviour. Forget Daemon, Aemond, Otto, Aegon, Rhaenyra and Alicent - the true monster of season 1 is easily Rhaenys.

Anyway; despite how poorly I think Rhaenys was written (especially at the end when the character collapsed into a plot convenient doll I don't find believable as a human being) I still think the actress great. Eve Best is very likable, but though she has some catchy lines here and there, her story arc was badly plotted out (as well as Corlys arc). So though 'Never Tickle' is based on the tv-show, I have not written Rhaenys as a psychopath. Which makes her pretty out of character - I know, I know - but it is what it is.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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RHAENYS I

The uninvited guests caused quite the ruckus at Driftmark.

After a day of sailing, Rhaenys hadn’t expected Prince Aemond and lady Hariel to knock on her door late last evening. Once given the hospitality of her castle, a late evening meal and rooms fitting of their stations, Rhaenys hadn’t expected they’d attempt to sneak out after bedtime either.

Fortunately, Rhaenys wasn’t born yesterday. She hadn’t forgotten how Aemond once snuck away and nearly got her son killed by Vhagar for his efforts. This time she made sure guards were stationed by their doors and windows. Which is why the lad was barely three steps down the hallway before getting caught, then marched before Rhaenys.

Prince Aemond couldn’t pretend he wasn’t up to something either. He was fully dressed for cold weather, and once caught, lady Hariel appeared in the chamber of her own accord. The way she seemed to emerge out of shadows gave Rhaenys a fright, and then she wondered how. No one had noticed she was missing to begin with. Neither the bedmaid Rhaenys assigned her, lady Valaena Velaryon, nor the guards knew she was missing until she turned herself in.

After a little more poking, they admitted the true purpose of their night-time strolls. It was not, as Rhaenys first assumed, that they were sneaking away for an illicit dalliance together.

... in a manner of speaking she was wrong, and in another she hit the nail on the head. The dalliance seemed to have already happened at a previous date, because the kids suddenly had a need to get married.

Her first reaction was exasperation, even anger -- but after taking a moment to consider the situation that dragged her out of bed in the hour of the eel: Rhaenys concluded it could’ve been worse.

The two were betrothed, and it’s not like they were running off to marry different people to create a political nightmare of spurned alliances – but this was not well thought out either.

There was indeed a Sept in the town of Driftmark, but even if they had been able to sneak away from the castle unseen, they wouldn’t have been able to marry on this night because the Septon was sick.

Their expression when she informed them of this was stumped disappointment. Even though Aemond’s contemplating expression made her wonder if the Prince may try drag the feverish Septon out of bed to perform the ceremony regardless of his condition.

“If I wasn’t misinformed; you’re to be wed in a year. Why the sudden urgency? Why the secrecy? Is this out of necessity?” Rhaenys allowed her disappointment slip onto her face, for all the good it did her. The young lady kept acting as if she wasn’t following.

Rhaenys dropped her gaze, lingering meaningfully on her stomach. “If I offered you a beverage of moon tea on the morrow – brewed discretely, of course - would there be the same rush to marry afterwards?”

Pardon?!” The Prince bristled,

“Are you too far along?” Rhaenys guessed. It’d be Hariel’s first babe, so she may be several moons along even if it didn’t show. “You should not have participated on Maiden’s Day then, lady Hariel. I know you don’t hold to the Gods as some others, but that’s a great insult to-”

“Don’t mistake me for some of our shared kin.” The Prince objected angrily whilst his betrothed flushed a fetching shade of pomegranates, “After watching their failures, I would know why it’d be witless to follow such examples.”

Did he speak of Aegon or Rhaenyra there? Whichever it was, Rhaenys didn’t believe it. The two insisted there wasn’t a dragon seed on the way, and that they simply wanted to marry for love. A likely tale.

Mayhaps admitting they needed moon tea was beyond Aemond’s pride to admit, but Rhaenys already knew how difficult it was to procure in winter.

Moon tea was made by brewing several specific plants; tansy, mint, wormwood, pennyroyal –flora which neither grew nor thrived in the years of frost and snow. Whichever ingredients available through winter was either shipped from southern parts of the Reach, regions of Dorne or from Essos. Trade was the bedrock of House Velaryons wealth, and their House did a fair bit of business in some of these areas. It’s how Rhaenys happened to have some of it on hand, though it had driven the prices up exponentially. The ingredients had other purposes used outside of moon tea, but even their stocks were starting to dry out.

Still, it was better than what some desperate ladies resorted to during winter. She’d heard of moon tea made of poor-quality plants, or reckless ladies who made do on only half the ingredients in a concoction that wasn’t effective for much except making the women sick, or potentially cause long term harm.

Then there was the brewing itself: No maester would provide moon tea for a lady betrothed to a Prince while keeping such quiet. Firstly, they’d tell the lord of the castle they served, and secondly, they were prone to gossip about it with their order of maesters back at Oldtown. They were cautious enough to not use names, at least in writing, but much could be uncovered through contextual clues too.

Rhaenys was tempted to call them out on their blatant lying, making it bothersome to hold her tongue. Yet still, lady Hariel had been a good friend to Laenor. She’d made him an Unburnt, and in doing so; had Rhaenys not gotten four more years to spend with her son?

In their own way, the kids were trying to rectify their mistake, though they were going about it the wrong way. If they simply explained matters to the Hand of the King, she was sure he’d have them married as discreetly and quickly as possible. Because Ser Otto Hightower would never allow the kids inability to restrain themselves grow into a fully living and breathing bastard.

Another reason she held her tongue was plainly because it behoved her to do so.

She held no love for Aemond, and didn’t like her cousin enough to go out of her way for him. However, in Aemond’s great impatience to secure the hand of the magical lady Hariel, he was also doing Rhaenys quite a convenient favour.

With Baela married to a mangled mess that may die any day, it left her granddaughter’s position uncertain and weak. All the more so when the shadow of the second son, Prince Aemond, was looming over the situation. The lad held little regard for his elder brother, and she had heard tales of how rude Aemond was towards Baela. He had never treated Rhaenys granddaughters with the respect they deserved. His dragon was Vermithor, Jaehaerys dragon. The dragon of the King who once robbed Rhaenys of her birthright.

The boy was a threat.

The only thing that worked against Aemond was his betrothal to Hariel. As magical dragonriders she and lord Rubeus were a powerful ally in some ways, but the lady was simultaneously an unsuited candidate for Queen too. Yet here Aemond stood, the love-struck fool too impatient to grow up to realise he was invertedly aiding Rhaenys. That he was weakening his political support with this marriage. Taking a significant step to secure the dwindling strength of Aegon’s claim, and through him, securing Baela. That was the part that gave Rhaenys pause.

In truth, what Rhaenys wanted was to tell the kids to get lost.

Make it crystal clear she would not be involved with Viserys or his children again. That she’d not be dragged into one more of their uncountable mistakes, selfish evils and short-sighted schemes. That they had taken everything she loved. That even though all Rhaenys had planned for the morrow was to stare into the fireplace and daydream of feeding Daemon to Meleys; that still counted as time better spent than aiding this ridiculous wedding stunt.

Yet instead of the myriads of insults she could throw in their face to send them packing – she co*cked her head, and offered to “solve” all their problems.

“The Septon is sick,” Rhaenys repeated the main obstacle to their bare boned ploy, “A Septa arrived from Hull to inform us that the Septon took ill after lending aid to a ship from the Vale that sought shelter in our docks. The crew was ill with the winter fever, and the Septon went to see to them himself, giving food and blankets - only to get sick himself. He’s feverish and too weak to leave his chamber. He can’t conduct regular sermons, nor marry anyone. Your only options are either to fly to a different Sept on the mainland -- or wait. However, if you are too impatient to do that much, there are other ways to marry. Ways that don’t require a Septon. You’re both dragonriders too, and by coming here, you have the option of having a Valyrian wedding ritual instead.”

Startled, the two caught each other’s eye. First with clear uncertainty, but then lady Hariel shrugged, as if saying; why not?

“You said we needed to find a witness, didn’t you?” The youth said, her bright eyes crinkling in a sheepish smile.

“This is more than standing witness.” Aemond’s demeanour was more suspicious than it was grateful, perhaps hinting at a sharper wits than could be found amongst his older siblings.

“We’d still need an officiant. Someone who knows the ritual. Are you offering to perform it with us?” He asked, “To host our wedding here at Driftmark?”

“I am.”

On Rhaenys orders, Driftmark was stirred awake before first light to prepare for a wedding none had expected. They were on a countdown as well, the wedding would start at noon, which left Driftmark some measly 10-ish hours to get everything in order. Outside, time passed as if it was in the same rush as the young couple. Going from blackest night to a dark blue sky, to the brink of dawn.

Despite being the depths of winter, no one could ask for a fairer sunrise. It’d be a cold wedding, but granted the clouds skirting the horizon stayed away, it would be a beautiful one. The castle bustled with preparations, directed according to Rhaenys specifications, and the only thing slowing it down was getting the bride and groom’s cooperation.

For practical reasons, Valyrian weddings were held outdoors, not unlike the northern ones. Just as weirwoods didn’t grow indoors; fitting a dragon, a volcano or too much fire underneath a roof would sooner make for a funeral pyre than a wedding.

Had the weather been gentler, perhaps they’d have trekked out to a deserted spot on the island for the ceremonial portion - but it was winter. Forcing her staff to run back and forth Driftmark with decorations and everything else needed on such short notice wasn’t feasible. Lady Hariel had accepted that easily, but the Prince proved more stubborn.

Aemond wanted to hold it exactly where he’d become and Unburnt four years previous. That would have been an excellent place. Unfortunately, it also happened to be an hour away travelling on foot, with no road for a carriage, and the Prince himself was the one rushing this wedding most.

He hadn’t been too pleased when Rhaenys reminded him of the practical challenges. “We could arrange for it, but you needs give me another day for preparations sake, Prince Aemond. Men and horses can only move so fast.”

The Prince did not have another day, which solidified Rhaenys suspicions lady Hariel was expecting.

“Closer proximity to castle may be more comfortable too.” Rhaenys said knowingly to lady Hariel. “Mayhaps the bride would appreciate that.”

Hariel tilted her head, not quite following along.

“The wedding cup is a rather strong cuisine. It’s known to upset the stomachs of some dragonlords in the past too.” Rhaenys could only imagine what it’d be like to drink that mixture in Hariel’s condition. When Rhaenys had been with child, both times, she’d suffered rather strong fits of illness, struggling to keep anything down. Smells from perfectly normal food could set it off, so for the girl’s sake, Rhaenys hoped lady Hariel wouldn’t have that reaction to the bloody concoction within the wedding cup.

And still, the bride had yet to catch onto the aid Rhaenys was recommending. “Proximity to the comforts of the castle may be appreciated for easier access to somewhere warm and dry to freshen up.” Rhaenys said, not sure how much clearer she could say it without offending Aemond again.

“That is true,” lady Hariel said, looking at Aemond as if he would explain this to her. He did not.

Was she mummering being a lackwit, or did Hariel truly not understand? Then again, not all pregnancies were the same, and perchance she was amongst those fabled women who didn’t suffer the sickness. Lucky her.

“It might not be where Vhagar once dwelled,” lady Hariel said to her groom, “-but it’s spacious, and it’d be nice marry somewhere with less sand – and also… if I remember right, isn’t this where we first met, Aemond?”

The groom relented, and they’d moved on to hammer down the spread for the wedding feast next. Rhaenys needed to inform the kitchen post haste what was to be prepared.

Despite those unnecessary discussions that wasted the precious few hours they had, Rhaenys found she could handle it all, except… perhaps, too much exposure to the couple themselves.

They were unbearably expectant. Hopeful and excited. Happy.

There were only so much Rhaenys could bear when their eager anticipation only intensified her own misery. After spending an hour teaching Hariel her role as the bride in a Valyrian wedding while the ladies rush to bath, clean and unknot the bride’s surprisingly unruly hair – Rhaenys took her leave to seek a few moments solitude.

With her feet threaded into the grainy sand of the shores and nose filled with the salty twang of the Narrow Sea, Rhaenys felt the ocean stretch out around her.

Should such a beautiful view not evoke some sensation? Objectively, Rhaenys could acknowledge its magnificence, but beyond that it felt a hollow observation. What was the purpose of beauty when there was no one to share it with?

The cold air covered her face like a fine veil, the only sign of her moments of grief was the redness of her nose and the frost on her eyelids.

She’d suffered loss before. Both her parents died too young, but the grief of their absence hadn’t prepared her for Laena’s demise. The agony of losing her daughter didn’t lesson the pain of having Laenor ripped from her too. The Stranger wasn’t estranged from her, and no amount of familiarity lessened the pain of its black grip.

The distant chatter of the seagulls was muffled by the servants completing the finishing touches for the wedding ritual. The staff were talking in excited murmurs, their faces alight with anticipation. It was palpable in the air, yet none of it reached her.

Detached from it all, Rhaenys drowned them out and focused on the pounding surf. She closed her eyes, frost tipped lids dusting her cheekbones, and listened to the lullaby of sailors. The waves lapped against the shore, constant squelch and tumbling water. If she listened hard enough, she could almost hear their whispers.

A mother shouldn’t outlive her children.

It came upon her in waves. Sometimes the grief lapped gently against the shore of her heart, before retrieving with the low tide. Other instances, it rose like a tsunami on a clear day, come to consume her. It wasn’t upon her this instant, but the threat felt imminent. As if the next one of Hariel’s laughs, or another smile from Aemond might drown her.

Similarly to how solitude left a beautiful sunrise meaningless, Rhaenys stood alone in her grief. Her husband had returned to war and adventure. Their grandchildren were trapped with the murderers who killed their children, and Rhaenys couldn’t protect them anymore than she could Laena and Laenor.

Rhaenys opened her eyes, seeing the horizon expand before her. The sun was rising over the final resting place of her children, the light glimmering like starlight breaking against the waves.

The legends said when the sun rose up from the sea, it was sinking in the realm of the Merling King. To Rhaenys, it only left her guilt ridden whenever she enjoyed a day’s sunshine. Was that not another way to punish her? To know that as the sun warmed her face, her children lay in the cold darkness?

What was the point anymore? After all she’d done… how come those naïve, stupid children stumbled their way into happiness whilst after decades of effort, Rhaenys had only misery to show for it?

Rhaenys had spent her life making sacrifices in the belief the cost of a war of dragonswasn’t worth what she’d stood to gain. Rhaenys had taken the defeat during the Council of 101 with her head held high, telling herself it gave her an air of dignity. Though in truth, likely she’d merely allowed the lords a better view of the devastation across her face.

What did they know though? How naïve they were.

Without her, they wouldn’t be slotting pieces of parchments into a box under misplaced assumptions their opinions mattered. No. Without her, they’d be assembling armies and praying to the Gods their castles wouldn’t be engulfed in dragonfire. It was only because Rhaenys herself had refused to saddle Meleys and fly off for war that kept her husband from launching his fleet against Daemon’s hired soldiers and dragon fodder; to claim back her stolen birthright. They would not have acted so haughty if it wasn’t for Rhaenys’ mercy.

They weren’t the only ones mistaken about the situation. In her youthful nativity, Rhaenys had been weary of becoming a kinslayer. Her children had been so small and unbearably fragile, and there was nothing she wouldn’t give up to keep them safe. Look at what holding back got her though:

Nothing.

The war for the throne never came to pass, Viserys got away with robbing her birthright, and ever since, Daemon saw fit to steal away all the reasons Rhaenys had to hold back. Cutting away the barriers between Rhaenys rage and the world one after the other.

He stabbed Laenor in the back to steal his wife. While Laena once had aspirations of dragons, flying free and was raised to be Queen of Westeros – but instead Daemon locked her away in some fat country lord’s manse in Essos without leave to see her kin. He snuffed out her fire before his son snuffed out her life. There was nothing left, and Rhaenys was trapped alone between fire and shadows. Why had her husband left? Where were her children? Her grandchildren?

It could’ve driven anyone to despair, but of late… Rhaenys had been unable to feel much of anything. At least until those two children appeared on her door to stir things up. But mostly it seemed as if the shell of her body remained, but who had made her Rhaenys was fractured beyond repair. And perchance it was for the better. This numbness; it was a shield that kept the world out as much as it kept herself contained.

Without it, the wrath would consume her, and Rhaenys would saddle Meleys, and burn the realm to ash.

Mayhaps, if it wasn’t for her grandchildren, for those babes Laena and Laenor had loved – for their sake, she held back.

... but the thoughts were there, nesting in her chest; and the fantasy persisted…

What if?

“May I have a word, aunt?”

Ser Daeron Velaryon called to her, approaching in quick strides and bringing a finality to Rhaenys solace. The young knight was helping with the last preparations, but he must have come across and issue that required Rhaenys opinion.

Having so many hands on deck was needed to get everything ready on time, but the rushed efforts couldn’t be entirely disguised. It’s not as if there was time to procure more of anything they lacked, be it candles, meat, butter or beverages.

“Yes, nephew?”

“I know this is a… er’ custom, but I must beg you reconsider the stallion. He’s the best one. Anyone else would be better, aunt. We have some older ones that likely won’t last the winter anyway. Wouldn’t one of them serve better?” Ser Daeron asked hesitantly. As the eldest son of Ser Vaemond, Daeron was a proud Velaryon. He was trained in seafaring and knighthood, but today was shining a glaring light on his patchy knowledge in their ancient Valyrian customs. He'd seen no need to learn. The young man was recently betrothed to lady Hazel Harte, but the day he said his vows, it’d be in a Sept like the majority did south of the neck.

“It’d be seen as an insult.” Rhaenys dismissed, “Sacrificing an old, sick horse for the ceremony is bad fortune, and it’d reflect poorly on what sort of quality I wish for their marriage. It’d be the same as saying I wish for them a frail, short and unwell marriage. For this purpose; the more virile, the better.”

“But he is such a fine stallion,” Daeron said urgently. “-in his prime.”

“A sacrifice is only a sacrifice when what’s lost is also missed, otherwise it’s no more significant than getting rid of rubble.” She paused, “Be thankful it’s not a dragon, nephew.”

His eyes widened, “A dragon?”

“I heard tales of how in Old Valyria, when the most important lords married, they wouldn’t settle for a fine horse – instead they sacrificed dragons. This must’ve been the time when the number of dragons counted in the thousands, but it was still noteworthy. It was a sign of their station; for the strongest dragonlords to show they had so much wealth and power they could spare extra dragons as sacrifices. The legends say the soul of the dragon would be reborn within the line of those who sacrificed it.”

“…” Daeron looked dubious. “A dragon?”

“It’s what the tales say, but some texts disagree with each other. Some say they used dragons, more still spoke of human sacrifices, other claimed animals. The exact wedding ritual and why certain things were done was lost with the doom.”

Knowing she wasn’t budging, Daeron headed off; shoulders slumped in defeat as he went to make sure the sacrificial portion of the ritual looked as it should. After a few more moments on her own, Rhaenys pulled herself together, and decided it was time to face her demons again. Demons which had taken a new form on this day; walking about her castle as a couple excited youths.

Rhaenys returned to the terrace, schooling her features into a polite mask. Over by the doorway, lady Hariel was smiling and chatting with a gaggle of ladies about her. A couple were girls Rhaenys had set to assist the bride for the day; lady Valaena Velaryon was a short and plump maiden, insightful for her age, which had come of use to Rhaenys in the few moons the girl had served at High Tide. The other assist was lady Hazel Harte, a golden, gorgeous young woman, swept up in the excitement of a royal wedding, who’d not been ordered to aid the bride; she’d simply volunteered. Eagerly so. And who was Rhaenys to deny such a spirited enthusiasm to duty? Though the rest of the crowd wasn’t assigned to be there, and had migrated to the bride out of curiosity.

She’d assumed they were observing the decorations being put up, but when Rhaenys looked over the ritual circle, she did a double take.

“What happened?” When Rhaenys was here earlier, it had not looked anything akin to this.

The ritual circle was where the main portion of a Valyrian wedding took place, described as ‘a circle of fire’. This was normally replicated with candles, or even laying a flammable trail of bushes and oil in a wide circle. They had also needed an altar for Rhaenys to place the wedding tray on during the proceedings.

That’s not quite how it looked now.

The railing was decorated with candles, but so many more than Rhaenys had approved of. They couldn’t waste all their wick for one wedding – not in winter – but she quickly realized they couldn’t all belong to her. Several of the candles were a striking golden colour, and most of the flames making up the circle hovered in the air without support. This was magic.

“Lady Hariel used spells to complete the decorations, Princess Rhaenys,” Lady Valaena brushed her long, straight silver hair behind her ears as she walked up to meet Rhaenys, her face lit with wonder.

“The candles and stone statues melted into being before our eyes. It was wonderous, and I’ve never seen anything akin to it. I wish you could’ve seen it, my Princess. Lady Hariel also magicked a beacon for the ceremony too – look there.” She gestured to the tall - and brand new -beacon down on the beach.

“We didn’t have to take from our log storage, and she says it won’t need to be maintained. Isn’t this something out of fairytales?”

Rhaenys had approved of a smaller bonfire, as it was part of the wedding too. There simply hadn’t been time to construct a larger one, though the less official reason was that they didn’t have the wood to spare for an outdoor fire of that size. The timber at Driftmark was needed to heat the castle and for the furnaces in the kitchens, but Rhaenys may as well not have said anything, because lady Hariel had just… made a beacon. It was a large one too.

With an encouraging smile, Valaena made gentle gesture for her to come closer, reaching out as if she wanted to take her hand. Her hand retracted right before it grazed her arm, sensing Rhaenys wouldn’t appreciate it. “It’s less cold too. You’ll feel it if you come further onto the terrace, Princess. Please step into the warmth.”

Mindfully, Rhaenys did, and what a strange sensation it was. Like stepping into milder weather. It was still outside; with the sounds, wind and open air, but the stinging chill was lessened. It made a distinct difference.

“I see you’ve been productive,”

At Rhaenys understated remark, lady Hariel turned away from the gaggle of girls.

For now, she remained dressed in the travelling gear she’d arrived in. House Velaryon had several Valyrian wedding garments to pick from. Some passed down by Corlys ancestors, as well as several more brought back from her husband’s nine voyages - and she’d offered the couple to pick whichever suited their preferences. They had, but it wasn’t time to put it onyet. For the first part of the wedding, it was practical to wear something that handled the strain of hunting.

“Where’s the Prince?”

“Aemond is bringing Vermithor,”

If the Prince had gone, then it looked like most of was ready. With Hariel’s magic, things looked more ready than Rhaenys had expected they’d get.

“Then all that’s left is for your groom to arrive and then we can start.”

The bride was still all smiles and crinkling eyes, but her restless shifting around emanated a nervous energy. Brides often were a bit on edge during their weddings, and it seemed the same could be said for those who eloped.

“There is one more thing, if it’s not too much trouble: I should mention that we had a slight mishap earlier with our guards.” Hariel face was set in an apologetic lilt.

“How so?”

“When we went to wake and tell Ser Arryk and Ser Gwayne about the wedding; things didn’t go as we hoped. Ser Gwayne did come around to our way of thinking, as you see, he’s right over there – see? Er’… unfortunately, Ser Arryk proved more disagreeable.”

Rhaenys barely refrained from rolling her eyes. And they called themselves knights?

The whole of Driftmark had been stirred awake at the hour of the eel – yet those two had been kept blissfully asleep and ignorant through the night. At least Ser Gwayne appeared refreshed compared to some of the more sleep deprived Velaryons in attendance.

“Instead of supporting our choice, Ser Arryk expressed a wish to escort us back to King’s Landing, which we disagreed with. So we… er’, I won’t bore you with the details, but Aemond and I had to barricade Ser Arryk within his chamber.”

“You imprisoned a knight of the Kingsguard inside my castle?”

“It’s not like we locked him in the dungeon.” The bride protested, “He’s in his chamber. There’s water, a chamber pot, he’s warm, fed and it won’t be for long. We just needs marry before someone lets him out.”

Once upon a time, Rhaenys would’ve been scandalized: To think, a Kingsguard was imprisoned in her Keep.

One of the finest warriors in Westeros, of the most decorated knights of the Order. His skills at arms honed and his dedication to his art so admired he was tasked to protect and defend the King’s wellbeing and life: yet swiftly defeated by two petulant children who wouldn’t fall in line.

Now there was an ironic turn.

“Aemond gave the order to keep him locked there, but this is your castle. I hoped you would second the instruction to the staff of Driftmark?” Lady Hariel asked, “Would you tell them Ser Arryk is not allowed out until after we’re wed?”

Rhaenys glanced skywards when a large shadow appeared in the sky. Vermithor’s wings spanned wide as he soared overhead, circling for a place to land.

“Do as you please. Who am I to question how the Prince sorts out his servants? I will second the instructions.”

“Er’… thank you.”

This was the signal the castle of Driftmark had been waiting for. Excited murmurs sprung up around them as the group shuffled towards the stairs or found a spot along the railing to watch.

“And not only for that either,” Hariel’s voice piped up, hesitant.

Rhaenys turned back, where lady Hariel was not watching her groom or going to meet him. Instead she was still not done with their conversation.

“Hm?”

“You have my gratitude, not only for the thing with Ser Arryk, but everything.” She said. “We appreciate this, Princess.”

Acting the graceful host, Rhaenys smiled courteously.

“Though we have shared loved ones, the two of us don’t know each other very well,” Lady Hariel spoke as if she was reciting a practiced statement, though quickly falling off script. “I know you think we’re only doing this because you mistakenly assume we’re expecting. Once again, I must stress that this is wrong, I am not with child – this wedding is not because of that. It’s not possible because Aemond and I have never…er’ done.. er’… that.” lady Hariel’s sounded so uncomfortably disjointed Rhaenys was momentarily inclined to believe her sincere.

“Regardless of why you believe we’re doing this; I appreciate your hospitality. I know we’ve inconvenienced you.” Lady Hariel took a careful pause as she tried pick the right words. “Especially after… after everything. I know you have more than enough to be going on with.”

She looked around the terrace, from the ritual ring to the guests. “This isn’t how I imagined my wedding would go -- though honestly, I should have expected the unexpected. When have my life ever gone according to plan? The only constant is that nothing is constant. Still… now that we’re here,” She nodded back towards the castle, signifying the whole location and not just the terrace deck, “I am reminded the only reason I met Aemond is lady Laena. She’s the one who argued Daemon down to take us back to Westeros, and… and here we met your son. Ser Laenor was always so patient and welcoming with me and Hagrid. I wish he was here. Aemond struggles to express it, but I know he does too - or else we’d probably have gone elsewhere. It’d be faster to simply marry in a Sept on the mainland, but marrying here is a way for us both to feel like we get to invite Ser Laenor to our wedding.”

Rhaenys mouth may as well be sewn shut. She tried, but a pressure in her throat was strangling her voice, making it dry and hard to draw breath. Her jaw was so tight it wouldn’t open. The bride kept watching her, until she knew something was wrong when the hesitation grew too distinct. By then it was better to remain quiet than try rectifying the situation. It would only further punctuate her struggles.

Lady Hariel was able to guess though.

“I’m sorry-! I didn’t mean to bring up... your loss. I’m sorry. I just wanted to convey my thanks, but I’ll- I’ll… er’ go meet Aemond.”

With her hands tightened in white knuckled fists, lady Hariel dallied for a moment, before making up her mind, and she turned on heel and walked off. She reached the stairs and skipped down, her ink black hair trailing on the wind.

It was for the better. Because the well-meaning sentiment had set it off, and Rhaenys could feel herself unravelling. Fighting for composure, she turned away, gripping onto the nearest wall. She had little choice as she was caught in an abrupt wave of memories. Why did it always fall on her to be the sensible one? The one to hold back from retaliation in the face of disrespect and abuse? When did they forget she was of fire and blood too?

Because Laenor should have been here, and he would have - if it wasn’t for those… those...!

The wave overcame her, and next Rhaenys was pulled under.

Gods. Curse them all! She hated them.

Laena had deserved better than being chained to that ungrateful, spoiled c*nt of Prince, and what had Laenor ever done to them? He had never… Never deserved it. He had been their ally, the father of Rhaenyra’s trueborn children – but he’d known too much. He had tried to be better, and Rhaenyra hadn’t allowed that. Daemon coveted Laenor’s position, and once it turned out Laenor had opinions that didn’t perfectly align with theirs, patience ran out.

Who would be next?

Perhaps they felt untouchable after Daemon murdered the heir to House Royce, and again when he killed the son of an exiled son of a Sealord without a single consequence – but they’d grown overconfident. The King had always protected their treasons and murders, and that hadn’t changed; but they had escalated to killing dragonriders now. But that they could ever assume Rhaenys and House Velaryon would accept it – would keep supporting them – was ludicrous.

The heir to the throne was dangerously delusional to the reality of her situation. Even a commoner with no understanding of the political games could puzzle out that killing the son of your strongest ally would see their support removed, effect immediately, if not break into war.

It would already have come to that, hadn’t Rhaenyra showed up to Laenor’s funeral parading around her hostages; Rhaenys grandchildren. Most who were kept locked away on Dragonstone. Those f*cking cravens cowed behind their human shields - children and babes - acting as if it’d be enough to keep Rhaenys under their control.

Though perhaps Rhaenyra would understand what she’d subjected Rhaenys to, if her precious Jacaerys “accidentally” ended up fed to Meleys?

Perhaps then, the spoiled disgrace would know what happened when she played with fire. With dragonfire.

It felt like her children could never rest in peace before justice was served. Rhaenys wanted their murderers to suffer and be humiliated as she’d been. She wanted their crimes laid bare and for everyone to know what frauds and usurpers they were. She wanted Viserys and his whole line to burn, because it was cursed. She wanted to be the one to see it done, and leave the King as the last man standing with the bones of his children and brother sprawled around his precious seat. He’d be forced to acknowledge what he’d allowed to happen by looking the other way and stuffing his ears with straws. He’d know he was a failure. Nothing but a puppet king who should’ve never-

“Princess?” The melodious voice sounded so far away, and it wasn’t before a hand touched her shoulder that Rhaenys looked up, blinking through watery eyes.

Her daughter looked back. A maiden with dark skin, silver hair and lavender eyes. Rhaenys held onto the visage a moment longer, but with a shuddering exhale, she allowed the veil fall away.

Of course this wasn’t her dear Laena. She knew that. Her daughter was four years dead – and despite being the great granddaughter of Corlys’ cousin, lady Valaena didn’t truly look like Laena. She had the colouring, but short, plump and with straight silver hair, she didn’t look like Rhaena or Baela either.

Letting go off the illusion, Rhaenys backed away whilst wrestling back control of her senses. Mind over heart.

“Princess Rhaenys? Are you well? Do you need to sit down? Should I send for the maester?”

If she didn’t get these kids off her island, Rhaenys may lose whatever wits remained to her. And if not her wits, then her restraints would give out. It was hard to know which would be more devastating.

“No.” Rhaenys said, her voice hoarse.

The girl wasn’t convinced, “If you’re unwell, there’s others who can take your place as officiant, Princess. They’ll understand. Ser Vaemond-”

“I’m fine, thank you Valaena. Did you prepare the wedding tray?”

“Yes, Princess...” Valaena hesitated, looking over Rhaenys face with deep worry, but wisely decided to back off. “I sorted it just as you instructed. Do you want me to bring it to you? Is it time?”

“Aye,”

During her… momentary distraction, time had moved strangely.

It was as if in a blink of an eye, Vermithor was properly settled, and the bride and groom were waiting for the officiant. For her.

A part of her hated the sight of Aemond. Sickened by his similarities to Daemon, and she was filled with an urge to warn lady Hariel. Advise her to saddle her dragon and fly away. Leave Westeros behind and never look back, because this marriage would turn every ounce of joy in her life into smouldering anguish.

If it wasn’t for Baela’s precarious position, Rhaenys would have.

And yet… Laenor had burned with those two. Not only lady Hariel, but the Prince too. They’d been set ablaze in Vhagar’s fire, but Laenor had come out the other side, incandescent.

The sting of his loss would have hurt regardless, but it was more a waste when for the last four years, Laenor had burned brilliantly in everything he put his mind to. After a miserable decade chained to Rhaenyra’s side, he’d found the confidence to start breaking free and act for himself. Prioritizing himself, his line and his House whilst he grew into the man Rhaenys had always known was in there. He had always been her little boy, she’d always loved him, even when he disappointed her - but for these last years he’d eclipsed her every expectations. He’d proven her wrong, and capable – and his wife had him murdered for it.

For Laenor.

She didn’t know why the sight of them struck such a nerve in her. Aye, Rhaenys could blame it on Aemond being Viserys son, Rhaenyra’s brother and Daemon’s nephew. That he’d treated Baela with disrespect. Except… those things hadn’t struck her half as hard mere days ago when she’d seen them at the Red Keep.

It was having them here, at Dirftmark, in her home; marrying, that was bringing it forth. It hurt… it hurt to be reminded of who Rhaenys had once been. They were a long buried memory of how life had looked before it all went wrong. Of before.

Life had been a cruel teacher. In time, they’d learn too.

These two… they didn’t bring out the best of Rhaenys, but it was noteworthy she could feel more than numbness too. If only for today, mayhaps she could try recall what it was like to be sixteen and a bride again. Just like Hariel, that had once been Rhaenys story too.

Lady Valaena returned with the tray. On another day she’d have checked her work – the girl had never put together a Valyrian wedding tray before -- but she wanted this to be over. Trusting Valaena could follow basic instructions, Rhaenys took the tray, and was relieved she moved steadier on the outside than she felt within. The tray wasn’t heavy, but amongst the ribbons and dragonglass, there was also a goblet filled with fire wine after all.

Taking one step after the other, Rhaenys walked down the terrace stairs and onto the beach. Ser Gwayne and Vaemond had both volunteered to assist, and wasn’t far behind her.

As they neared, Rhaenys watched Hariel patted down Aemond’s hair after the windy flight, and the Prince let her fuss. When her arms fell away, he leant down and kissed her forehead, then kissed her cheeks in turn, making Hariel laugh – which may as well have been his intentions.

The pleased, awkward smile stuck on his face brought out a youthful warmth. Giggling like a carefree lad, Aemond looked less like Daemon than Rhaenys expected - than most Targaryens during their wedding. She’d know. Rhaenys had seen quite a few Targaryens marry.

Viserys and Aemma married in a grand ceremony. Despite Aemma being a girl of 11, she’d followed the wedding instructions perfectly, and Viserys had mostly expressed a relief the estranged cousin he married turned out to be both pretty and dutiful.

They’d burned the invitation to the King’s second wedding.

Though unfortunately, she’d attended two of Daemon’s three weddings. The first one to Rhea had been opulent, but frigid. The groom had sneered whenever the bride turned to him, and by the time they’d said their vows, the bride was fighting back tears of hurt. The second one had been luxurious too, but intimate. Daemon had been perfectly composed when he married Laena, chin held high and smirking as he stole away the pearl of Driftmark, never to return the treasure.

Aemond and Hariel neither behaved nor looked like the visage Baela and Aegon had struck during their wedding either. Everything had been perfect that day; from the locations, to the guests, to the decorations and the ceremony had been on point whilst the perfect bride and groom had gone through the motions. On the King’s orders, they’d moved on cue, talked on cue and smiled politely – until the hour grew late, the King retired to bed, and the masks fell off.

Yet that disaster still hadn’t been as doomed as Laenor and Rhaenyra’s wedding. Rhaenys recalled vividly how miserably that ended. Tears had streamed down her son’s bruised face whilst he forced out his wedding vows. They’d barely been announced husband and wife before the King collapsed.

They should have heeded the warning signs, because the Gods may as well have been screaming their protests: It was a cursed union. It was a mistake. But would Kings and lords listen to the Gods when the warnings went against their insatiable ambitions?

No.

The disparity was stark between that wedding and this one, and Rhaenys couldn’t solely attribute the differences on this being a rushed eloping. This wedding wouldn’t be in a Sept. Wouldn’t be as grandiose as expected when a Prince married, nor be the fairytale setting girls dreamt of growing up – but it didn’t bother them. Mayhaps in hindsight, they’d think of all the things they wished they’d done differently, but in the present, they were just two joyful children excited for the future.

Whatever reason they were doing this; a lapse of judgment, a change of situation, or an impatience to grow up, Rhaenys could see the two were infatuated. Who knew… mayhaps it was love?

Reaching within hearing range, Rhaenys heard lady Hariel using her dragon speech on Vermithor. A sound that made the hairs on her neck stand on end. The noise seemed beyond what a human should be able to imitate.

Hariel pointed towards the unlit beacon, as if explaining to the dragon what was going to happen. It was hard to believe, but it truly seemed that was what she attempted, especially when Vermithor hissed back. As if answering. The hissing was not the normal growls a dragon would naturally use. Meleys had never made it, and the only times Rhaenys heard a dragon use it was in response to lady Hariel’s call.

“Are you ready?”

Aemond nodded to the group. “We are.”

“Daeron is waiting for you with the sacrifice.”

“Daeron’s here?” The Prince tilted his head,

“Not your brother,” Ser Gwayne said, “Not Prince Daeron.”

“I speak of Daeron the elder; Ser Daeron Velaryon,” Rhaenys clarified, “Vaemond’s son. He’s prepared the horse sacrifice. With the blood, we thought it better to place the site of the slaughter away from the dragon’s immediate reach.”

“A wise decision, Princess.” Aemond nodded, “Vermithor has a particular fondness for horseflesh.”

Turning away from Vermithor, lady Hariel’s expression faltered. Mayhaps it was from the dawning realisation her wedding was about to take place for real, mayhaps it was from imaging a dragon swooping down and robbing them of a wedding dinner, or mayhaps it was the idea of killing a horse – whatever the cause, the bride’s perky happiness fell away. A contrast to her groom, who’s sharp smile never faltered.

“Vermithor,” Aemond called, perhaps a tad superfluous when the dragon was already alert. The Prince pointed towards the beacon. “Dracarys!”

The air rippled around Vermithor’s great jaws, before a scorching exhale sent a fiery blast across the sandy beach, engulfing the wooden structure in an inferno. Lighting the beacon.

Once Rhaenys was confident Vermithor wouldn’t breathe anymore fire, she walked up to the beacon with the wedding candle to light it in the dragonfire. Signalling the beginning.

The groom entwined his fingers with his bride, heading towards the first part of the wedding.

Rhaenys lingered by the beacon, placing the wedding candle securely inside the lantern on the tray. She watched the silver haired prince and the black-haired witch walk ahead. Taking strength from the flame and a last prayer, Rhaenys followed.

HARIEL XXXVI

Hariel once told herself she’d prefer a Valyrian wedding than mimic the spectacle of Baela and Aegon’s wedding held in the traditions of the Seven. At present though, all she could think was how; ‘if they’d married in a Sept, that poor horse would’ve been fine.’

They were strolling up the beach, returning to the castle, and finished with the part Hariel had dreaded most. Even if the rhythmical brush of Aemond’s thumb over her knuckles was comforting.

He’d been a proud, silver stallion, until they’d killed him as a sacrifice, drained drops of blood into the wedding cup, and now the horse was being prepared for the feast. Aemond wasn’t affected the way she was. He’d been exposed to butchers killing animals since before he could remember. He agreed the horse was a fine one, yet it didn’t bother him to slaughter it in the name of his ancestral traditions.

It’s not that Hariel didn’t know the realities of life or seen that before. She’d lived hand to mouth in Essos for a year. Collecting enough food to suffice for a growing baby dragon and a half-giant for a year had been no picnic. She knew where the meat on her plate came from. Even so, there was always something indescribably sad about killing a being that still had so much life left in them.

Her fingers tingled, imagining there remained a ghostly trail where the warm horse blood had dripped over her hands - despite having wiped them after the deed.

With her head whirling, they climbed up the stairs of Driftmark. Hariel barely got inside the doors before ambushed by a couple ladies laying in waiting.

The two assigned to help her was a Velaryon cousin named Valaena, who had a knack for sorting out the wildest of requests – and the other was lady Hazel Harte. As the betrothed of Ser Daeron, Hazel and her mother were guests at Driftmark, but she’d somehow gotten roped into helping anyway.

Together, the two pulled Hariel away, and the last she glimpsed of Aemond was as he got pulled down in the opposite direction by his uncle and a couple Velaryon cousins. As they walked, the ladies tugged and loosened her riding attire. They likely would’ve undressed her in the hallway hadn’t Hariel fastened her pace.

Once the chamber door thudded shut behind them, Hariel allowed them take control, subduing any shyness. It wasn’t the nakedness. For years Hariel lived, cleaned and dressed alongside other girls and gotten familiar with less privacy than the English expected. However, she was usually the person helping princesses getting dress, than being the one attended to by others.

Whilst lady Valaena went over her body with a wet cloth, lady Hazel tackled her hair.

Once scrubbed free of stray traces of blood splatters, Valaena brought over the gown. Getting it on was less complicated on the second try than on her initial fitting at dawn, but only because they’d done a practise round. It was still a rather uncomfortable experience to be dressed by Valaena at the same time as Hazel clung to her hair with an iron grip, fully absorbed in her task to braid the head piece securely to her scalp. That did not stop Valaena from using her short stature to her advantage, flittering in between and around the both of them. She circled the skirt over Hariel’s shift, then wrapping the top piece, the draping overcoat and securing the waist belt.

Hariel’s duty throughout this was to keep her head still, arms raised, and stand a steady pillar in the middle of the constant tugging. A moment of weak knees would likely result in them all toppling over in a heap.

Far faster than expected; it was done. When Hariel looked into the mirror, she hardly recognized herself.

The gown was white with an inner layer of red peeking out underneath her sleeves, bottom hem and collar. Despite appearing clean and “simple” compared to some gowns she’d seen at court, the extravagance lay in the details. White flame and dragon embroideries sprawled across the white textile, with white silks and laze layers. What pronounced the details wasn’t colour, but the play between coarseness and glossy textures.

The headpiece was intricately woven. With golden disks and red silk threads embroidered together in intricate spirals. It was not as tall as the one Rhaenyra wore for her wedding. That one had been triangular – more akin to a crown. Hers was smaller, rounded around her head like a halo, with dangling threads of fine golden chains falling to just above her shoulders, framing her face.

Though her wedding was held in the Valyrian customs too, and her gown was of a related style, it wasn’t identical to the ones Rhaenyra and Daemon wore. She wasn’t sure why she’d expected they would be. Even if the majority of English brides wore white dresses with a veil, they didn’t all wear the exact same dress. It was the same here. The base elements were similar, but she’d never mistake this for Rhaenyra’s.

Hariel’s gown was of lighter fabrics and a brighter white. Her wide sleeves draped down past her knees, a thick, decorative belt sat around her waist, and the skirt fell in purposefully designed folds down her legs.

It was so pretty. Steeped in Valyrian traditions and countless symbolism that absolutely flew over Hariel’s head. Sheed probably ask Aemond to decipher them for her later. And yet…

Hariel stared into the mirror, but struggled to see a bride.

Which was plain wrong. Hariel was 1/3 married already, and regardless what she was wearing, that made her “a bride”.

Though her black hair contrasted hard against the pale gown, Hariel still looked like the bride of Aemond Targaryen. The attire was authentic and lovely, and with some adjustment spells it now fit her perfectly. It was just…

Despite how gorgeous and crips the gown was, this was not what she thought brides looked like -- and oddly enough, she somehow felt she was wearing Dudley’s hand me downs again.

She was grateful to Rhaenys generosity, but this was never what she pictured when thinking the words: “her wedding”. Not what she’d expected back in England, nor did it look much like the styles she’d grown familiar with in Westeros either. This was yet another cultural curveball, and the exotic style highlighted the feeling of being wrapped in someone else’s cloak.

This wedding was consumed by Targaryen history and traditions. Aemond was having a blast with this... While Hariel felt like an intruding foreigner, dressed in a pretty costume. Made to blend in on a stage she didn’t belong. This dress, like everything else; was borrowed.

“You know you look stunning, don’t you, lady Hariel?” Valaena asked.

“Breathtaking,” Hazel patted down her hair, looking over the braids with the gaze of a hawk. “If he didn’t before, the Prince must fall in love with you now,”

Valaena tilted her head, looking over Hariel again. “I declare you stand a true Valyrian flame,”

Hariel smiled weakly, feeling a little better to hear that from someone with Valyrian ancestors. She looked back into the mirror, turning this way and that.

Was this uncertainty really about the dress? Or was it the wedding? Did she regret it?

... no?

No.

Considering the drama leading up to this, what sort of gown Hariel wore was such a superfluous detail to get hung up on. She should stop thinking about it and focus on enjoying the day.

This wasn’t just any wedding; it was their wedding!

Hariel knew their future wouldn’t stay uncomplicated, but for today, she wasn’t going to worry of the many what’s, if’s and but’s. She’d made up her mind; they were getting married. It was happening, and it achieved little but ruining the day for herself and Aemond if she focused on the negative.

Hariel could worry about consequences another day – politics, protests, consequences; she wouldn’t even dwell on their young ages. This day was theirs, this wedding was for them, and she was going to enjoy being a bride. If she was to get lost in thoughts about anything, it was the wonderous realization that Aemond genuinely wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. It hadn’t merely been flowery talk; he was keeping good on his words.

So who cared what her dress looked like? She’d marry Aemond, enjoy the feast, and have a great celebration. Like a quidditch after party.

Honestly, after spending her life getting tossed around different cultures; from the muggle world, then the magical world, being a commoner in Essos, a guest of a Prince in Essos, a ward of a princess on Dragonstone – Hariel’s opinions on the different dress codes was rather flexible, and her personal preferences had turned into a cultural fusion. It took excessive amounts of eccentricities before she thought anything looked odd anymore.

So why on earth was this getting to her now?

And … Would it be so bad if she tweaked a few of the details?

Just a tiny little bit?

“Could you hand me that, please?” Hariel pointed to her backpack. Hazel handed it over with a quizzical smile.

Thoughtful, Hariel took out one of her handkerchiefs. She may be having a Valyrian wedding, following Aemond’s family traditions in Westeros, but for this one day, what of her traditions?

Hariel had never attended an English wedding, but she’d seen her parents wedding photos. On the thank you card they’d written Hagrid, the moving photograph showed her father in a set of dress robes, while her mother had worn a white gown with a veil. Hariel was wearing white already, but she couldn’t see a reason why she shouldn’t add a veil too. She could have that much.

Scrubbed, dressed and styled; Hariel was finally deemed appropriate by Valaena and Hazel, and allowed to finish getting married. Stepping back out, she heard voices drifting up the hallway, stemming from a small crowd waiting by the terrace door.

Hariel broke into a smile when she met Aemond’s eyes, slightly startled by how different he looked. Aemond nearly always wore black or dark attires. Therefore, the stark change from that to these white groom’s robes took a moment to adjust to.

“I’ve never seen you in white,” Hariel smiled, “You look so dapper.”

He stood with arms crossed behind his back, his posture perfect, like always - but at the remark his chin jutted out, arms falling to his side as he came over to meet her.

His eyes roamed over her attire; “And you look beautiful, my love,” Aemond reached out to touch her veil, giving her the same quizzical look the ladies wore while helping her secure it in place. “…This isn’t traditional,”

“Mayhaps it’s not Valyrian,” Hariel said, hoping he wouldn’t object to this last second change. Then again; there hadn’t been much time to arrange this.

“Not Westerosi either,” Aemond arched a brow, “Veils are for funerals.”

“The black veils, yes.” Hariel said, “But in Britain, wearing a white veil was traditional for weddings, particularly during the ceremony. I wanted to honour that.”

Even with years of lessons in sewing and making gowns, it took Hariel several tries to find the correct enchantment to merge the style of the veil with the Valyrian gown. To make the clash of two cultures look connected – even though wearing veils wasn’t a wedding-thing here. The closest would be a Maiden’s cloak, but that wasn’t Valyrian either.

Aemond fidgeted lightly with the veil, running his hands over the magically woven material, careful not to ruin the ladies hard work securing it.

“Hm, it looks very fine.” He mused, “Do I need one too?”

Hariel laughed, “No, you’re perfect as is.”

“Hem-hem, ” Rhaenys drew their attention by clearing her voice.

Hariel was relieved the colour had returned to Rhaenys face, and that her expression less pinched. It seemed the Princess was doing a better, though it was hard to tell with her: She was always composed.

Rhaenys held out the ceremonial tray. A wooden one with carved seahorse handles with a bottom sheet of dark velvet spilling over the edges; making the presentation of the dragonglass dagger, two ribbons, the wedding cup, the candle which had been burning since the start of the wedding appear more official.

Shall we begin?” Rhaenys asked in Valyrian.

“Last chance to jump on Vermithor and flee, my Prince.” Ser Daeron japed to Aemond, his grin wicked.

The room laughed, drowning out some of Hariel nervous giggles.

Why are you still here?” Rhaenys asked drily. “Make yourself useful, nephew, and keep the door open for them.”

No one could fault Daeron’s compliance. The knight skipped up to the door, holding it ajar with an innocent smile as he let everyone out, winking at lady Hazel when she was the last to leave after Ser Gwayne. The lady giggled as she disappeared out the door, her long golden hair flowing in perfect curls behind her.

“He’s right,” Hariel joked. “Last chance to run.”

Aemond smirked, offering her his elbow. “hm,”

Linking her arm through Aemond's - they headed out.

Going from the dim hallway to bright daylight made her eyes sting. Hariel’s eyes fluttered to adjust, and when it cleared she saw the white powder falling around them. It had started to snow.

Her arm tightened around Aemond’s, momentary stressing out; until she recalled she’d enchanted the area, so it'd likely be fine. No one would freeze and get sick. Besides, the coverage wasn’t too thick, and hopefully it would pass. For now though, the snowflakes falling softly over the circle of fire had a beauty of their own too. A peaceful duality of white and red, of cold and warm.

Arm in arm, they walked past the crowd of guests while Hariel took in each of their faces in turn. Feeling a wave of warmth for each of them. Hazel joined Ser Daeron and his brother Daemion by their father Vaemond. Valaena stood with another group of Velaryon cousins, amongst them Melantine and Rhogar Velaryon. They had the maester of Driftmark and a local Septa in attendance as well, the latter whom seemed torn between fascination and concern. Further back were the households knights too, and Hariel grinned as she caught the eye of old Ser Dorin.

Together they stepped into the ritual circle, stopping by the low altar. Aemond and Hariel turned to face each other while Rhaenys took her place on the other side of the altar.

The crowd shifted closer, though none stepped beyond the confined of the fiery circle. Behind the nobles gathered on the terrace, she could see servants peeking out from the doors and windows. Hariel caught the eye of a little boy sitting on his mother’s shoulders for a better vantage point, and she smiled. He grinned back, waving excitedly. All of them had been so wonderful.

Yet she didn’t truly know anyone here except the one she was marrying, and suddenly Hariel missed Hagrid something fierce. It was like a physical twinge in her gut how badly she wished he was here too.

Leaning close, she whispered; “Do you wish your mother was here?”

Aemond’s eyes broke away, briefly flickering towards the horizon, “A little.”

It was nice to imagine everyone being here to celebrate with them, except her pessimistic side insisted they’d made the right choice. Because one had to wonder if their wedding would stay celebratory if Aemond’s family was on the guest list. In a perfect world, they’d all be invited; have fun, enjoy the feast and celebrate, but in reality; there was a higher likelihood someone would lose an eye, than for House Targaryen to get through an event peacefully.

Laena’s funeral, Laenor’s funeral, Aegon and Baela’s wedding – there was an unfortunate track record that couldn’t be ignored. Every time House Targaryen attended the same events, be them funerals or weddings, they ended up making it about themselves. What brought them together became secondary or forgotten entirely, as everything never failed to derail into family drama and political scandals. And that didn’t sound like a particularly nice wedding either.

In a way, by excluding their closest friends and family, Hariel’s and Aemond’s wedding ended up being about little else but them. She could only hope Hagrid would understand.

Rhaenys looked sombrely between them, wetting her lips before she raised her voice for everyone to hear, even if maybe not all could understand the Valyrian flowing smoothly off her lips.

From the striking of a first spark, a flame can be created. It will grow to a mighty fire that burns its course until there’s nothing left but dwindling ash. This is the ways of fire as it is the way of life. We are gathered here today, to witness a binding of lives. A wedding in fire and blood, of two dragonriders, come to bind themselves from spark, to flame, to ash. Who is the groom, come before the fourteen fires?

It is I,” Aemond answered in Valyrian. “Aemond, of House Targaryen.

Rhaenys turned to Hariel, her voice carrying across the terrace, “Whom is the bride, come before the fourteen fires?”

It is I, Hariel, of House Potter.”

Valyrian weddings were called ‘rituals’ for a reason. It could be described as ceremonial, but the fire, blood, sacrifices and symbolic values made the ritualistic part rather prominent. The sacrifices were three fold, an offered life, offered blood, and offered promises.

Cutting their lips was a trust exercise, because they had to do it to each other. The dragonglass dagger was sharp, but using too little pressure would still only make a shallow cut. If it didn’t bleed, that was seen as not committing, but putting a bit too much pressure, and they’d end up with cleft lips. Briefly, her gaze narrowed warningly when he placed the blade to her lip, which he responded to with an amused smirk. As if saying; ‘Relax. I’ve got this.’

He did. They got through it together, before Aemond dipped his finger in the wedding cup, using his stained finger to draw the symbol for ‘blood’ on his own forehead, and ‘fire’ on Hariel’s, covering her scar in the sacrificial blood.

A heat spread like a flush from her toes to her ears, she was no longer concerned with the falling snow further than speculating on the aesthetics when they caught on Aemond’s hair and eyelashes.

With her lip split and blood on her tongue, Hariel watched Aemond rest the dragonglass against his palm. Hariel followed suit, pulling the dagger across her hand in a line. Blood tickled out, giving Hariel a sudden sense of déjà vu at the sight of her cut hand, though for the life of her, she couldn’t say why.

Rhaenys made them repeat Valyrian prayers while the fire flared around them. The torches crackling, the candles fizzling whenever a snowflake was caught too close to the heat. She’d never truly noticed until that moment how tantalizing fire was, and when she looked closer, Hariel almost imagined there were shapes moving in their depths.

The circle of fire burned stronger, framing Aemond’s outline in a warm glow. He’d never looked more a Prince. They clasped their bleeding hands, their wounds rubbing against the other.

It’d been dawning on her gradually; from the horse sacrifice, to the little offering, to the ritualistic repetitions and prayers; but this felt peculiar. Not just because the primitive ritual was so different – this was a different sort of weird.

Hariel watched curiously whileRhaenys picked the last item off the wedding tray; a long ribbon, ready to initiate the handfasting. Rhaenys looped the band around their bleeding hands, finishing the wrapping by tucking the ends neatly between each of their thumbs.

Once everything was in place, Aemond’s fingers tightened around hers, and together they squeezed. The text said this signified the unification of their bloodlines. Hands throbbing, their mingled blood dripped into the wedding cup Rhaenys held underneath.

Simultaneously, a ghostly breath flittered through Hariel, and her skin erupted into goosebumps.

Had she imagined it? Or was it merely getting married that made her feel so warm? That made her head heavy and her skin tingly?

It was hard to compare it to anything… except maybe a memory of brewing potions in a castle dungeon. The befuddling effect of staying too long in an enclosed space filled with heavy, circling fumes and bubbling brews. Magical, but still not entirely… her magic.

Potions could be summarized in a simplified way with the sayings: the whole is greater than the sum of its parts – but that didn’t make the parts worthless. The ingredients were pieces of an incomplete spell, and like a blacksmith, a potioneer moulded them into a multicomponent form of magics that were often versatile beyond what a wand could accomplish alone.

The power was constructed step by step, and the hints of it hovered understated amidst the heavy air of the dungeon – easy to miss, but always there. There was something similar happening here. There was a hint in the air; a presence hovering over the ritual, tingling over their cut hands, lingering like an indescribable aroma at the roof of her mouth.

“Blood of two. Joined as one. Ghostly flame. And song of shadows. Two hearts as embers. Forged in fourteen fires. A future promised in glass. The stars stand witness. The vow spoken through time. Of darkness and light-”

Rhaenys recited prayers Hariel didn’t hear. She’d just been handed the wedding cup, and contemplated the implications.

Was she making something out of nothing? Or was this how the dragonlords of Old Valyria cast magic? Was 'potions' the right word for it? And what would happen when she drank this?

What a peculiar sensation this was. What a strange form of magic the Valyrians tangled with. Could it be some sort of blood potion?

Her first-year potion book mentioned blood could make for potent effects. One thing was horse blood, but what did human blood do? Then again, it’s not as if this was boiled, stirred and brewed in a cauldron... yet.

With the briefest hesitation, Hariel lifted the goblet to her lips. It tasted like bitter fire with an aftertaste of spicy blood, and erupted when it reached the back of her tongue. Eyes watering, Hariel swallowed forcibly, the liquid slithered like hot, smoky snakes down her throat.

Aemond’s thumb brushed over the back of her hand, anchoring her back into the moment. He was signalling her, as Hariel had been clutching hard at his hand, making blood ooze from their wounds while she half expected something to happen – except nothing did. The heat in her throat ceased, everything remained the same, and Hariel was curiously both relieved and disappointed at the anticlimactic result.

She passed the goblet to Aemond, feeling a bit silly and dramatic. Whatever she felt, it was likely the magic already here. Vermithor was lazying on the beach, and she’d used her fair share of spells on the ritual circle earlier – and getting married felt a little magical too.

Hariel had been a witch her whole life: magic was her bread and butter, and she ate of it every day - but she only had today to get married.

Hariel and Aemond were promising to spend their lives together. To love and protect one another. To be there when things got hard – which it so often was - but it would be less so when they had each other’s back. Aemond had such a fierceness about him. There’d been times that intensity frightened her, but Hariel knew she had an intensity that frightened others too. He drove her crazy as thoroughly as he could drive her joyous. Life would never be boring, and she was in this with him. She loved him, and she’d show him so for the rest of their lives.

They were getting to the grand finale; this was not the time to get distracted. Whatever trace of Valyrian blood magic this ritual evoked, it could bloody well wait. She was getting married right now, and nothing but Aemond deserved her undivided attention. Maybe she and Aemond could puzzle it out together? It could be their first puzzle as husband and wife.

Hariel watched as Aemond took his own sip from the wedding cup, and grinned from ear to ear as he failed to keep a straight face. He swallow it quickly, but not without wincing.

Rhaenys waited until she was sure Aemond wasn’t at risk of throwing up, before she continued. “You may now tie the knot.”

Afte making sure the ribbon still lay correctly, they slid their hands apart, taking along their individual ends of the ribbon as they went, forming a knot and tightening it.

“From a spark, to flames to ashes." Rhaenys said, "From today to the day your embers turn to ash, each of you will be companion to the other, burning together. You are two bodies, but there is only one life before you.”

It was almost over now. A thrill rolled around in her stomach, clearing her mind as she recognized their cue. Praying she wouldn’t mess up any of the words, Hariel and Aemond spoke their vows to each other, as one;

“With this spark, I promise to love and cherish you.”

Rhaenys carefully tilted the candle towards the wedding cup. The cup contained the blood of three sacrifices, but those ingredients merely added a few drops to the top. The rest had been fire wine – an aptly named beverage. When the candle flame touched the liquid, the concoction burst into fire, and they recited the second line together;

“With this flame, I promise to be yours faithfully. Through summer and winter. In plenty and want, in joy and sorrow, in sickness and health.”

Holding each end of the bloody wedding knot, they gave their last offering by casting the ribbon into the fiery cup. The mixture sizzled and greedily consumed the added fuel. Hariel blinked repeatedly, since she could see a face in the fire. She could hear it too. Not now. This was not the time.

She reached out, taking Aemond’s hand. At once he pulled her closer, and the image thankfully faded away. Relieved, Hariel took a deep breath, and joined him in the final vow:

“Till death do us part, as ashes in the hearth; these are my solemn vows to you.”

It was done, and Hariel couldn’t look away from Aemond’s brilliant smile.

You have made your vows in fire and blood,” Rhaenys declared, “binding yourself as husband and wife in holy matrimony.”

His free hand pulled back her veil to brush over her cheek, head tilting down until their mouths found each other, and Hariel readily sunk into the embrace.

Yesterday was done, tomorrow couldn’t yet touch them, and this achievement was nothing but lovingly victorious. The kiss started warm and tender, where neither let themselves be hampered by the sting from their cut lips, if anything, it only fueled it. The way a pinch of bitter salt could make sugar sweeter, their first kiss as man and wife grew as intense as Aemond himself was. Holding promises of unfolding dreams, and tasted like wine and blood.

Notes:

Thank you so much for reading!!

I had so much fun figuring out what a Valyrian wedding would include, even if at one point I realized I was leaning too far into the Valyrian-sort of stuff. Since all that's really known of the Valyrian freehold is that they had a thing for fire, practised rampant slavery and blood sacrifices. That they left cursed ruins with firewyrms wiggling around, and what remains of the Valyrian culture in Essos is likely what Slaver's Bay was inspired by. So that leaves me thinking Old Valyria might have looked pretty on the surface, but it was absolutely not a good place for anyone to live except the 1% who were rich enough to have dragons, and reaped in the benefits of everyone else's misery. There was likely a reason the faceless men got so desperate they'd rather be dead than enslaved by the Valyrians after all.

From the little we've learned of this place, they make the Dothraki sound a kinder and gentler culture than what the hell was happening in Old Valyria.

Anyway, how the Valyrian wedding ritual needed to originate from such a barbaric culture as Old Valyria is how I accidentally ended up with a ridiculously bloody and gory wedding, and needed to reel it back in. This was supposed to be a happy occasion after all, and at one point it sounded like Hariel and Aemond were trying to summon the devil while sacrificing the soul of a first born instead of getting married. I know there's still blood and fire (and magic) involved, but I hope it still read like a wedding too.

We see a little of how it goes down in the tv-show, and I had fun adding stuff to it. Basically, I added a bit of Dothraki culture here, a little of Essos manners there, and some Targaryen's obsession with putting everything on fire sprinkled on top, and this is what it ended up as. I imagined this started as some sort of blood ritual connected to the blood magic of Old Valyria, but knowledge has been lost, the ritual twisted over time, and what the Targaryens do later down the line is a "watered out" version of what it used to be, and likely a lot cheerier as a result.

I also had help from A_Strange_Twist_of_Fate in this chapter! She was great brainstorming with me and giving opinions whenever I got lost (which was about 40 times over the last month). Thank you so much!

Chapter 51: The Night is Dark and Full of Terrors

Notes:

WARNING: This chapter contains scenes of sexual content between minors.

Long break, no see? I needed a break to recharge my writing batteries, so thank you so much to all who's reading :)
Also, a few months ago, me and A_Strange_Twist_of_Fate pooled our resources of westerosi-character ideas and started sharing several OC's to use across both our separate stories. It's like having an oc-gallery of extended Westerosi-characters from both prominent and minor houses. Either to extend the background story of known characters in ways that isn't done in fire and blood/hotd (such as; who was Alicent’s dead mother and Otto’s wife?) or to have an OC at the ready in case a story requires characters. Which is why one of my OC's might show up in her story, and in this chapter one of hers, Valentine Velaryon, shows us :) Thank you so much for letting me borrow him for the wedding!

I apologize for the mistakes, but English is not my native language, and despite trying my best I never manage to catch all the errors.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Hariel XXXVII

Their hurriedly planned wedding left an awkward gap in the timetable. The ceremony finished several hours before the feast was ready, and there was neither entertainment nor snacks prepared to occupy the guests in the meanwhile. So after a long string of congratulations, Aemond announced it'd be best the party broke off to freshen up or entertain themselves until the kitchen had finish with the dinner.

The guests took it in stride. A couple Velaryon cousins turned to Rhaenys, enquiring after drinks to float them through the break. The Princess sent Ser Daeron to sort something out with the blacksmith, while she went herself to prepare refreshments for the thirsty cousins.

Lady Valaena and her friends went to inspect the magic of the ritual circle, whispering about the fiery globes hanging in the air.

Ser Gwayne patted Aemond on the back, then headed inside to share a barrel of mead with the Velaryon cousins. The Hartes wasn’t far behind him, but they asked for cider to suit their preferences.

Lastly, Ser Arryk was released from his temporary bedroom cell. The knight emerging with the air of a man fighting for his remaining patience.

“You married then?”

“We did,” Aemond confirmed, pleased as punch.

“Your mother will have you locked in your chamber for a year, lad.”

“She can’t ground me. I stand a married man now.”

“She’s the Queen,” Ser Arryk stressed, talking as if Aemond had missed the obvious. “-and your mother. Of course she can.”

Ser Arryk huffed, and strolled off to join the drinkers. Aemond watched him go, his smirk fading as the knight accepted a cup from Vaemond Velaryon and emptied it in a couple big gulps.

“Do you think she’ll ground you?” Hariel prodded, placing a hand on Aemond’s back to gently nudge him in the opposite direction. If everyone else were taking a break, Hariel wanted one too.

In fact; she needed one.

They’d been awake for two days, and Hariel was trying to convince herself that was what made her see and hear strange things in the fire. She needed a few hours of uninterrupted rest, and then the odd …daydreams… visions, would surely go away.

Right?

“No.” Aemond said, “She’d have to leave Aegon’s sickbed long enough to hear we married in the first place, and longer still to enforce an order. The worst I’ll suffer is a sharply phrased message delivered on her behalf by Ser Criston.”

“She is a bit preoccupied...” Hariel conceded, but silently she didn’t believe the Queen would be that blasé about missing her son’s wedding.

Though the Queen was very politically active, always busy and often in meetings - very much a working mother, as far as Westeros had such - she still cared.

Even if Aemond felt overlooked, Hariel hadn’t forgotten how his mother reacted years ago, in this very room after Aemond, Laenor and Hariel had survived Vhagar’s fire. Her composure only held until Aemond had the “brilliant” idea to demonstrate that Hariel was fireproof by pushing her into the fireplace.

The queen's scream had pierced clean through the thunderous commotion in the Hall of Nine, and that fearful sound had not been on her behalf, but Aemond’s.

In a way, Aemond and his mother were similar there. She didn’t know the Queen well enough to be sure of her, but certainly Aemond struggled to show he cared, and his mother appeared similar. Much was camouflaged behind courtly masks and drilled manners - when often they might be some of the ones who cared most.

“-What of your father? What will he say of our nuptials? We married without his leave.”

However, Aemond didn’t think this was a concern. “He’ll be pleased, and bestow us a gift that will surely be useful at Crackclaw. He’ll want to display his generosity, and how much he favour of our match. In the name of formalities and to uphold courtly appearance he may express discontent regarding our hastiness, but not about the marriage itself. He’s approved of our betrothal, and we’ve also done him a favour. The King’s health isn’t well enough to entertain guests throughout a second wedding anytime soon.”

They walked through the Hall of Nine, Hariel trying to steer them on a route out which kept as far away from the main fireplace as possible. She didn’t want to see anymore faces in the fire — though now she was also reminded of her and Aemond’s disastrous first day as acquaintances. It had become rather humorous to look back on in hindsight. At the time, Hariel had certainly not predicted she’d marry that pompous boy who set her on fire - twice - on the same day they met.

Hariel bit her lip, fighting a smile.

“What?” Aemond asked, his eyes on her mouth.

“I’m thinking of the time you pushed me into that fireplace.” She said, pointing. “It was right there you-” Hariel stopped.

Like before, she’d suddenly caught sight of a face in the fire. There were people all around the Hall of Nine, yet none took note of the fiery shape, nor did anyone seem to find it peculiar when it talked.

“They made me do it!”

This happened during the wedding too. The only difference was that it was always a new face in the fire. Sometimes difficult to make out, but other times it was clear as a beacon in the night – and this time she knew the face too. It was Aemond. His face was simultaneously right next to her, and across the Hall of Nine in the fire. Except the second face was flickering, younger and angry.

“They gave me a pig!”

Eh?

Like the previous instances, Hariel didn’t understand the purpose of this statement either.

What did pigs have to do with anything?

If it was Aemond saying that, how come he sounded so irked about being served pig?

“Ugh,” Aemond groaned, and pushed her onwards and through the door. “I was ten!” He hissed.

Hariel looked at him sharply. Had he seen it too then? Because the fire-face certainly did look like a ten-year-old version of him, except-

“After Vhagar’s fire, how was I to guess a measly little campfire could threaten us?”

Aemond was only talking of the fireplace incident – the other one where he’d pushed her. Not the current fireplace incident happening as they were speaking.

Across the hall, Ser Arryk had noticed them leaving. The knight put down his goblet, rolled his shoulders, and rushed to catch up with them.

“Hm…” Hariel said, her voice a little rough, “A sailor might fall off his ship, and miraculously survive when he’s washed up to shore. That doesn’t mean he’s become immune to drowning for all time.”

“I know that,” Aemond said, affronted when Hariel bit her lip, giggling. “I was- wait.

They halted underneath a wall hanging spiral-shell the size of a barrel. Aemond cupped her face, tilting her chin up to see better in the dim hallway light. With fixed attention, he brushed his thumb over her bottom lip. “Your cut is gone.”

“What?” Hariel touched her lip.

Sure enough; there was no longer a wound. No line to trace. No twinge of pain.

“I thought you couldn’t use magic to heal?” Aemond asked just as Ser Arryk caught up with them.

“I can’t.” Hariel insisted. “I didn’t do this.”

“How else did it heal then?”

“… I guess it might have been accidental magic. Or else it was…” Hariel trailed off, glancing at the Kingsguard. Even before Ser Arryk joined them, this hadn’t been a private conversation. “Can we speak somewhere else?”

“Mm,” Aemond agreed, “Why don’t we go to our apartment? It’s been readied for us.”

Aemond took her hand, leading her towards the stairs. With his back turned, he’d not noticed Ser Arryk roll his eyes before setting off to guard his charge.

Ser Arryk was made to stand guard at the door, his expression wry as Aemond instructed they wanted privacy, because they were going to rest until the feast started.

“Then have a good rest, my Prince,” He tone was a tad too knowing, “You too, lady Hariel.”

They were a bit early, but Rhaenys had readied the best guest apartment of High Tide for their wedding night. With a sizable solar, dining room, dressing room, changing room and bedroom, all the rooms luxuriously furnished. As an honour to Aemond’s heritage, the Targaryen banners draped around the walls was a bit on the nose, but he seemed to approve, and it remained the finest apartment Hariel had stayed in. Even nicer than Helaena’s rooms at the Red Keep.

Then again, it was the apartment the King had occupied the last time he’d been here. In summer it had a gorgeous overview of the courtyard and out towards the sea through several windows, but nearly all of them were bolted shut to hold in heat. All except one, which had thick curtains pulled back to allow sunlight illuminate the room.

While Aemond took a brief inspection of the rooms, Hariel went straight for the bed. It was enormous, with furs, blankets and pillows. It beckoned to her, looking tantalizingly cozy, so Hariel collapsed onto it - face first.

“Hariel?” Aemond laughed.

The feather mattress bent as Aemond climbed up on the bed, and with some effort, Hariel rolled onto her back.

“Aemond…” Hariel shuffled up the bed, only for her headpiece to get caught on a blanket. With some tugging, she managed to get it off undamaged. With an amused smile, Aemond took pity on her, and smoothed down the worst of her unruly hair.

Hariel tried again; “Aemond, we used fire and blood during our wedding ceremony. There was a ritual circle and everything. Was it more than I knew? Was that a magical ritual we partook in? Some sort of… Valyrian magic?”

“Mm, no?” Aemond said. “It’s a wedding ceremony my family has used for generations, mostly on Dragonstone before the Conquest - and though it’s believed to connect us with our dragons, it’s not magical.”

“Dragons are magical though,” Hariel pointed out, “If it connects with them, there would be some sort of magic involved.”

“Perhaps… But why would that be relevant?”

“Because of my healed lip? it must’ve been magical, but I wasn’t the one who did it. I think it was the wedding ritual.” Hariel sat up, “Look at your own lip Aemond. It’s not entirely healed like mine is, but yours looks a lot better too. Then it’s how I feel like I’m under someone else’s spell whenever I get close to fires.”

“Pardon?”

“I’ve felt off since the ceremony.”

“Could you possibly be tired?” Aemond wondered. “It’s been a busy two days.”

“Maybe,” She allowed, and laid back down, ending up rather close to Aemond. His face was unexpectedly close, and her eyes darted nervously to the canvas over them. Then Aemond adjusted closer still, accidentally brushing his leg against her hip as he propped himself on his side, facing her.

Was Hariel tired? Unquestionably, yes. Her aching muscles was melting like butter into the soft feather mattress.Hadn’t it been for Aemond’s proximity setting her heart beating a drumroll and her mind skipping giddily around in circles, she could have fallen asleep.

Aemond placed a hand on her stomach, gently tracing lazy circles. A shiver rippled out from the point of contact, all the way down to her toes. He kept his feather light, fuelling the tingly feeling in her lower stomach, and all she could think was:

What did that mean?!

They were married, but it wasn’t their wedding night yet. When Aemond told Ser Arryk they were going in here to rest, she’d sort of… believed that. It was only just past noon, during the brightest hour of the day. Didn’t they have to wait until after dinner?

And if not… what did she even do? Did Hariel just let him continue? Should she touch him too? How on earth were they going to do this?

Hariel had spent years in lessons being told the importance of keeping her maidenhead. She’d been warned countless times of the ruination that befell a woman who “sinned out of wedlock” – if it’d been willingly or not didn’t really make a difference. It was such a mantra, such a fact, in Westeros, that it was impossible not to be apprehensive about it.

Though Hariel didn’t personally believea girl who had sex outside matrimony was “ruined” -- everyone else very much did. Hariel didn’t even believe in the Seven, but somehow the threat of not being a maiden felt daunting. Even if she theoretically knew her friends or court wouldn’t name her a whor* for sleeping with her husband, it was a fine line. Being a “young maiden” had served Hariel as a shield against the barbs of; “foreigner,” and “witch” -- but it wouldn’t be there anymore.

And what if she messed up? What if she was awful at sex and Aemond was left disappointed? It was an unfortunate pattern between them that their other firsts had all gone disastrously. First meeting, first kiss – it all went to hell on the first go. What if this did too?

Then again… If they were the sort who gave up after a first try, neither would be here now.

Aemond’s hand didn’t drift too far, but even innocently rubbing circles in the same place made Hariel so frazzled she closed her hand over his. He looked at her, waiting, so Hariel began playing with his hand, turning it this way and that, and comparing the curious scale difference. Having something to do calmed her down, as it felt less one sided. Like this, Hariel decided to act as if laying on a bed while kissing and touching was perfectly normal behaviour between them, and asked;

“Do you not like pork?”

“Mm…” Aemond blinked. “Pork?”

“As in; do you not have a taste for pork?”

Because he’d sounded rather upset he’d been given pig in that fire-vision, and unlike the other times, she could actually ask Aemond if what she was experiencing was correct.

“… Where does this come from?”

As he answered, Hariel remembered seeing Aemond eating pork during Aegon and Baela’s wedding. With an open buffet set with endless selections, why would he pick the pork unless he liked it?

What was going on?

It kept happening. Odd, unexplainable flashes of sounds and pictures would come over Hariel sporadically since the wedding ritual, making her dizzy with it. Was this the result of going sleep deprived or was Hariel going nutty? Was this a bad reaction to drinking blood… or was it the wedding cup? Just how strong had that firewine been? Could this possibly be but a bad allergic reaction?

What overcame her seemed magical -- it certainly felt like she was under the effect of a potion like concoction -- but what she heard wasn’t even true.

Hariel shrugged, and said instead; “Isn’t it the sort of thing a wife should know of their husband?”

Aemond’s face split into a smile. He leant down, breath ghosting over her lips before closing the space. The few moments of distractions leapt out the window, and then all she could think about was sex, and soon they were making out like the teenagers they were. Or maybe like newlyweds?

Several sweet moments later, they parted and Aemond murmured;

“I’ve got a taste for it, aye,”

Her stomach was flipping around in somersaults, her head full of air.

“Huh?”

It took her a moment to realize he was answering her question. Obviously, Aemond was talking about whether he had an appetite for pork. Not… her.

Though she could tell where this was going. Regardless of if it was now or in a few hours, there was something they hadn’t had time to talk about. She really didn’t want to bring this up, mostly out of embarrassment, but it was too important - and she didn’t think she’d be given a better opportunity to bring it up than now.

“I meant to say something,” She started carefully, her heart aflutter and still flushed from their tumble on the bed. “About later. About the… er’, the bedding-”

“We’re husband and wife, Hariel.” He reminded her tightly – as if she needed it.

“We are, but initially we agreed to wait until we were both of age-”

“An agreement you were happy to break an hour ago.” Aemond answered, “Without a consummation, our marriage can be annulled, Hariel.”

“Didn’t your uncle spend a decade in an unconsummated marriage to lady Rhea Royce? And that didn’t get annulled.”

“A decade?” Aemond spluttered, focusing on the wrong part of the example and misunderstanding what she meant.

“I’m not suggesting we follow in his footsteps, Aemond. I love you, but we’re just too young for kids. Hagrid will kill me if I get pregnant at sixteen – no wait, he’ll kill you, or the both of us, or worse; blame himself – I don’t know, but he’s already going to be so upset we married without him, and he’ll be furious if I end up sixteen and pregnant.”

“Why? He should be celebrating. Any other lord would. You’ve made a wonderful match, and regardless of what Hagrid may feel, now that we’re wed there will be expectations, and we have a duty to my family. A duty to House Targaryen, and you have a responsibility to me, not him. I’m your husband.”

“As my husband, I’d prefer you held deeper attachment to a child of ours, than merely viewing them as a; ‘duty fulfilled’.”

“I would.” He said quickly.

“Is it such a high demand? Won’t you honour the agreement we initially compromised on, and wait with children until we’re both of age? Can’t we at least be careful? I mean… we can still- still-“ Her face was burning, but she pressed onwards, “We can consummate our marriage. We can be together as husband and wife, but could we wait to be parents? There are ways to lower the chances of conceiving.”

“That’s…” Aemond’s brow smoothed out. “My mother was younger than you when she had Aegon.” He remarked, sidestepping her question.

“And your father was forty – so at least Aegon had one adult parent.” Hariel snarked.

She wondered if he’d be insulted, but Aemond arched a brow.

“I’m not sure my King father was quite that old, but an adult, aye, he was. Though by that very same logic; doesn’t it follow that we’re the same? I remain in my minority, but aren’t you of age?” He challenged, but with a hint of a smile. Hariel rolled her eyes. Their age difference was drastically lesser than the one between Aemond’s parents. Even if Aemond had married at the same age as his mother.

She tried to picture getting pregnant, but it made her break into a cold sweat.

Though Hariel was married - and Merlin, it was hard to wrap her head around the title. She was a married woman now. A wife - she felt no more ready to be a mother today than she’d been a year ago. If she’d been back in England and gotten pregnant at sixteen, the father a fourteen year old, she’d be the sort of “stupid, tramp of a girl” that aunt Petunia would gossip about with the neighbours. All these years later, even though it was absolutely pointless, somehow Hariel still felt compelled to prove the Dursleys wrong about her.

Some ladies here in Westeros were fine with becoming mothers at this age -- well, that was well and good for them; but Hariel didn’t share that opinion. Married or not, at the end of the day she simply didn’t feel ready.

Aside from the never-ending family drama that was the Targaryens, how was Hariel supposed to be responsible for a whole other person? A baby wasn’t like a dragon. She couldn’t tell a baby to behave in parseltongue, and leave it to fend for itself in a cave for the night. Not like a dog, because she couldn’t put the baby in a leash and take it for a walk whenever it needed to poop. Babies grew slowly, and demanded so much.

Even so, Hariel knew any child of theirs would be privileged, born into literal royalty. The magical, rich, dragon riding sort of royalty, and a more personal concern was how Hariel had never felt interested in the babies around her in a maternal way. Sure, they were cute, and on request she would babysit Visenya and Joffrey now and then, but she was always grateful when relieved from her duty.

Children were exhausting, and Hariel was most comfortable when someone else but her was responsible for their dirty diapers and schedule. Not like Rhaena, who would happily volunteer to look after the younger royals. Personally, Hariel preferred children a great deal better once they learned to walk, talk and manage their own plumbing. They were more approachable then. And what if Hariel messed up so badly, she ended up raising some Dudley-like person? Or worse, like that Draco Malfoy boy?

There were other fears too. Didn’t she owe their kid better? Did they not deserve more than an overwhelmed teen mother and a child-father? Born out of responsibilities to the system - like the kid was an obligatory examination that had to be fulfilled- and not as a wanted choice?

Hariel searched Aemond’s face. Was his childhood the sort she wanted to imitate with their child? Aemond was perfectly aware he’d been conceived as a duty to the Crown. To fill the role as a spare to Rhaenyra – or Aegon, depending on who was asked - and Aemond had a lot of issues about that.

In time, and likely sooner than she’d have chosen if it was only up to her, Hariel knew she’d have a baby. Their name would be Targaryen, and she’d have to handle it somehow.

Yet as scary as that felt, Hariel wanted a family. She really did, but… not right now.

“It’s but a year, Aemond.” She said, voice quiet. “You agreed before. I compromised on the wedding date, won’t you compromise on this?”

She could tell the worst of Aemond’s defensiveness was ebbing away.

“No moon tea.” Aemond said firmly. “The maesters has loose tongues, and before we know it, everyone at court will be gossiping about why newlyweds would require moon tea. I wouldn’t blame them either. That is how rumours of infidelity starts up.”

“How would waiting with children be mistaken for infidelity?” Hariel wondered, genuinely curious. “We’d still be married.”

“I’ve seen how it goes before, Hariel. The royal court heard frequent rumours of how Rhaenyra sent for moon tea in the years after Lucerys birth.” Aemond said scornfully. “It made people wonder. Did Rhaenyra not want to honour her marriage alliance and carry forth anymore trueborn Velaryon children? If so, her consistent supply of moon tea should have been a rather superfluous precaution. How come she needed to prevent pregnancies in the first place, when Ser Laenor never visited his wife’s bedchamber? Though in the end, the seed was Strong, and Joffrey was born anyway.”

Hariel took a deep breath. “There are other ways which does not involve the maesters.”

“Then… fine.” He said, a bit stiffly but he’d given his acceptance. “But it must be kept between us, Hariel. Don’t talk of this arrangement to your friends – and especially not amongst mine half-sister’s lot. The Faith condemn such conduct. The sacred purpose of marriage are trueborn children and the continuation of our linage - but with discretion… it shouldn’t harm us if we were to try to avoid it for a while yet.”

“I won’t,” She couldn’t imagine sharing intimate details regardless; Baela and Rhaena were twelve, and Helaena was Aemond’s sister.

“Thank you,”

Hariel’s fingers twisted around a lock of his silver hair, and combed it behind his ear. She tilted closer, nose brushing along his before their lips met. Just like that, with the promise of a proper wedding night, his lectures about expectations and duties weren’t quite so urgent anymore.

Their remaining time before the feast might have been better spent napping, but this sudden permission to be alone with Aemond proved just as distracting as adults always cautioned.

They knew it shouldn’t go “too far”, but after the talk they just had, maybe it was unavoidable they’d opt to explore more of a… nonverbal sort of familiarity.

They were both getting familiar with the intimacy, and for each hurdle tried and tested, they grew more confident on the second go. Hariel leant into each kiss, while Aemond explored her shape with trailing fingers.

Hariel was very aware of those hands, but in a thrilling sort of way. When she didn’t protest these attempts, in some instances leaning in, he grew daring.

It’s not that she forgot herself. They both knew customs dictated they should wait for the wedding night. They shouldn’t go all the way. Not yet…

But in between searching kisses, exploring hands, secret smiles, and whispered endearments that made her heart flutter, it became hard to care.

Not now. She thought, pulling Aemond out of his cumbersome overcoat. It was in the way.

Not yet. She told herself, sighing as his lips trailed down her neck.

Not yet,

… but soon.

Hariel pulled up a leg to place the heel on the mattress, making it easier for Aemond to slide in between her knees. His hand trailed up her thighs, hiking up her skirts.

Then again, married is married.

“The feast?” Hariel's question came out breathy.

Aemond was untying her gown. Fingers making quick work of the little knots on her belt, unwrapping her top until cold air ghosted over her breast. Her skin erupted into goosebumps, and she struggled with an urge to cover herself. She shouldn’t need to hide from him, but regardless; she wondered what Aemond thought. She wanted him to be attracted to her, as it’d certainly be gut-wrenching if he wasn’t.

“It could be hours,” Aemond said, reaching to untie her skirt next.

So we’re starting the feast early? Hariel thought, not bold enough to say it aloud.

The mixture of focused impatience and an inability to stop touching made her think Aemond didn’t find too many faults with her. Hariel wiggled her arms out of the gown, and then she was bare from the waist up. Aemond stared, his hands becoming clumsy with the intricate knots Valaena had tied. Hariel covered his hands, halting his effort. Smiling shyly, she untied the skirt herself.

Their remaining clothes came off in between trailing kisses, exploring touches and giggling. Aemond was wiry, and his proportions seemed stretched compared to her own. Longer torso, longer legs, longer biceps and forearms. Not that she had much time to look before the cold air had them burrow under the covers, wrapped around each other. She breathed him in, soaking in the heat radiating from his hard angled body.

Hariel had heard stories and seen animals coupling, but that didn’t feel enough anymore. She didn’t know how to do this. Clueless and curious, Hariel was left to figure it out following Aemond’s lead, and partly from following her guts.

She’d also heard accounts of riders tearing their maidenhead in the saddle. As a frequent rider of both horses and dragons, Hariel hoped it applied to her too, yet there had been no way to learn beforehand. Only having sex and seeing if it hurt would tell whether it remained.

“Ngh,” She hissed when he entered her. Learning with a scorching heat she wasn’t amongst those who got to skip the pain. Holding in a string of curses, Hariel shifted her hips around as much she could, adjusted the position of her legs, even hooking it over his hip, though it made minimal difference.

At first she wondered if Aemond was in pain too, but no; his furrowed brow and locked jaw was caused by a very different sensation. Aemond started rocking, building up a rhythm, but each thrust jabbed her insides. Hariel dug her nails into the mattress, breath catching, yet she didn’t tell Aemond to stop. She’d known her first time would hurt, but she was determined to see it through.

Hiding her face in his neck, Hariel kept adjusting, spreading her legs wider, bending one up, trying to get comfortable. Aemond’s rapid breaths brushed over her skin in a trail of kisses and muffled murmurs.

Maybe she finally found the right angle, or perhaps enough time had passed that the worst sting of the wound had calmed -- truly, all Hariel cared about was the relief. It felt more like a throbbing numbness instead of jabs, and though it wasn’t exactly pleasurable, Hariel would settle for anything that wasn’t a “stabbing pain.”

Hariel found that her best distraction was Aemond himself though. His eyes were hooded, jaw set, face flushed and he was working up a sweat. Hariel traced down his back, mapping out the contours of his build. On the way up she scraped her nails lightly along his sides, and up on his shoulders. When she cupped his cheeks, his face softened into a smile.

With a heart fit to burst with affection, Hariel kissed him deeply, before peppering his face with little kisses. His cheek and nose, the corner of his smile, his jaw and down his neck to the bony shoulders he hadn’t quite filled into yet. Hariel was warm and giddy, with an urge to get closer still.

Now that she could think of more than the stinging discomfort, Hariel felt a bit inactive. Was he supposed to do all the work?

She tried to move with him, but accidentally made him slide out, and they fumbled to reposition. It took her a few tries to find out how to rotate her hips to catch the thrusts, but the effort was well worth it. With a counter force and an adjusted angle, everything just slotted so much better.

Aemond groaned, and Hariel made an approving hum, except it came out so sultry she was shocked it was within her repertoire at all.

The sounds in general would take some getting used to. The slide of their bodies, the sighs and steadily rising breathing. The rhythmical slaps, thudding bedframe and the squelching. How come no one warned her sex was so noisy? Despite the unfamiliar sounds, despite the pain, Hariel was starting to see what the deal with sex was. They were still figuring this out, and surely practice would make perfect, but even for a first attempt this was an act far too sensual for mere friends. Too exposing and possessive.

His pace increased, determinedly chasing an end. Hariel wondered if she should say something, to remind him of their agreement, but Aemond ended up keeping his word without it.

Afterwards, they remained on the bed for the rest of the afternoon, and Hariel only left to get her wand. Her thighs were bloody and sticky, but a cleaning charm did the trick.

With legs tangled and her head resting on Aemond’s shoulder, he went and fell asleep on her. In truth, Hariel wished she could too -- but though she was in a bed, warm and comfortable, she remained far too worked up to fall asleep anymore.

Instead, she let him nap while she tried and failed to relax. Daylight streamed in through the window, their clothes were left strewn on the floor, with a couple pieces caught dangling at the side of the bed. Besides his soft breathing, she could make out distant music and laugher drifting through the floorboards.

Sleep evaded her, and Hariel remained in bed, free to study his face without being caught staring. In sleep, Aemond was unguarded and relaxed, and she was rather relieved to learn he didn’t snore.

Memories of their first time was still playing on repeat within Hariel’s head hours later during their wedding feast. During their absence, the Hall of Nine was decorated for a “small wedding” that still counted 27 guests and seven courses.

Up in the gallery, the upbeat music of drummers, fiddlers, strings, pipes and a harp kept the atmosphere festive. Though Hariel and Aemond hadn’t been disturbed, and they’d showed up looking perfectly presentable, most of the guests had a good idea what had been happening.

“-and a thank you to Princess Rhaenys for hosting a most rushed and unorthodox wedding with such grace. Sharing your roof and pantry in celebration of the bride and groom.” A flushed Ser Gwayne said during an impromptu toast. The third course had just been served; an appetising hot crab pie with chickpea paste and grapes on the side. Hariel popped one in her mouth, grinning at Aemond at the sweet juice. She hadn’t eaten grapes in ages – since summer ended. These had to be fresh off a ship from Essos. Or possibly Dorne?

Despite having several of his own, Aemond stole a grape off her plate. When she went to playfully swat him, he snatched her hand and placed a kiss on it, setting off another swarm of butterflies in her stomach. Even in the middle of a feast, all it took was a glance or a touch from Aemond, and Hariel felt like they were back in their little bubble.

“We’re aware how rushed the feast was, yet one wouldn’t know from the deliciousness of these courses, and throughout noon we’ve happily indulged in the superb selection stored in the cellars of Driftmark.” Ser Gwayne turned from princess Rhaenys to address Aemond and Hariel at the head table. “You must try it as well, nephew, as you were too preoccupied to join us earlier. Of course, none here begrudge your pick of indulgences for the break. You are a married man, and you’ve always been the sort who strived to be ahead of the curve. But for your information, nephew, during most other – normal - weddings; the bedding comes after supper.”

The room roared with laughter. Hariel scooted down in her seat, face burning from yet another joke about what they’d been up to. For a guy who was usually prickly about being the butt of a joke, Aemond merely chuckled, unabashed.

The feast was splendid, the food excellent, but the long hours was getting to her. Yet even if she was worn from being awake for two days straight, she couldn’t stop smiling.

Besides the toasts, well wishes, a dozen more jokes about “impatient dalliances”, and announcements of gifts they could expect in the future; there was also entertainment. Lady Valaena’s older brother, Valentine Velaryon, was well known as the family troubadour and the most flamboyantly stylish. Propping his frilly, purple tricorn hat at a precise angle so the shadow highlighted his sharp cheekbone, Valentine announced their wedding ceremony had sparked his muse, and he’d written them a song during the break. Now he performed it playing a stringed instrument while singing in a deep soulful voice that was close to liquid honey. The hall listened attentively to the love song between a dragon prince and his witch, several women sighing at his deep, dulcet baritone. During the number, Aemond had slung his arm along her back, while Hariel was tracing circles on his thigh under the table.

The follow up was a group of mummers from Hull. Their play was hilarious, leaving Hariel in tears, and then Princess Rhaenys announced there was a surprise waiting for them outside on the beach. Curious, the wedding party migrated to the balcony. The musicians started a dramatic drumroll accompanied by a sharp flute, and then Hariel and Aemond were gifted a firework show.

The dark beach was illuminated when incandescent, liquid iron arched skywards, the trajectory fracturing it into thousands of sparks. Creating a shower of miniature shooting stars, falling as fiery rain upon the snowy beach to great applause.

The iron firework was the joint efforts of a group of men. The smithy of High Tide was in charge of melting iron, with three runners waiting their turn to set off their portion of fireworks.

The smithy had dug a fire pit on the beach and heated it so warm he could melt iron there. He’d thrown old knives, broken pieces of leftover iron into the hearth. Then, a runner stepped up with a tool that looked like a long ladle to pour the sizzling hot molten into.

With the iron cooling rapidly, the men wasted no time to dash down the beach, flares of liquid fire trailing behind them. Reaching a safe distance, the man used a bat in his other hand. Putting all their strength into a powerful swing to the underside of the ladle, they bashed the quickly cooling iron out of the ladle and skywards, and the result was fireworks.

The melted iron arched into the air, -- the stronger the swing and hit of the runner, the higher it flew -- fracturing into millions of glowing drops and making a shower of fireworks.

Hariel was reminded of New Years Eve back in England, and when she looked at Aemond the fiery sparks reflected in his lavender irises. Making it look like there were stars in his eyes.

It was mesmerizing, but around the fifth run, the fizzling sparks, hot iron and eruptions was starting to make her head throb.

Had they not taken their leave when they did, Hariel would have fallen asleep at the table. Even so, there were a few drunken calls for a bedding, but the majority of their guests were just as tired as them – they’d been drinking rather heavily since noon. Taking pity on Hariel, Princess Rhaenys became the deciding factor. “Why? The bride is dead on her feet, and we’ve been joking of how their marriage had already been consummated all throughout the feast.”

By the time they were back in their apartment, Hariel was dead on her feet. She got ready for bed in a haze, too tired to be self-conscious when she stripped off her clothing. She shivered from the cold and she climbed into bed, barely noticing someone had been in to change their sheet.

Aemond joined her, his arms seeking out her waist under the covers and pulling her close. Tired as she was, Hariel kissed him languidly and played with his hair. It was so long and straight, and she absently wished her hair was that easily managed. When they had kids, she hoped they got his hair, if only to spare them the hours of labour if they got Hariel’s.

“Mm,” Aemond mused, hand exploring more than her waist. “It is still our wedding night…” he said suggestively.

“I’m so tired.” Hariel murmured, not admitting she was still aching and sore. “I’ve been up for two days straight.”

“Right,” Aemond sighed, a bit disappointed. Feeling a twinge of guilt, Hariel fumbled towards the nightstand for her wand. “What are you doing?”

“I want to show you a spell I’ve worked on. It works best at night.” Hariel aimed her wand at the underside of the canopy. Muttering under her breath, Hariel darkened the blue hue until it was near black. She added dusty clouds and shiny little light, finishing it off with a pale full moon, until their canopy looked like a twinkling night sky.

“Oh,” Aemond breathed, “It’s like sleeping under the stars,”

She tried to stay awake, but the darkness was coming for her. Hariel barely felt Aemond’s fingers trailing through her hair as she fumbled to put her wand away. There was a pressure in her limbs, her head was full of fog, and soon she knew no more.

Something felt off about her dreams from the start. It seemed she was struggling from the moment she closed her eyes.

Hariel was running through a forest, pursued by a looming pressure that was persistently hunting her. No matter how fast she ran or where she hid, it was steadily gaining on her. The threat didn’t have a face or a shape, but that only made it more insidious.

She was trying to reach Norbert. No one was crazy enough to attack a dragon. She’d climb onto her back, and they’d fly away together.

Yet it nipped at her heels, clung to her arm. Again and again Hariel struggled and shook it off, even though it always caught up with her.

Just a little further-! Hariel told herself frankly. She could see Norbert’s outline through the trees.

Norbert!”

The trees cleared, and Hariel stumbled into the clearing. Norbert lifted her head, reptilian eyes narrowed, flecking her teeth and muscles coiling to spring. Could she see what Hariel couldn’t? Could she see the thing trying to take her?

Norbert opened her mouth, heat building in her chest, and Hariel panicked.

“Wait!” Hariel cried in parseltongue, arms shooting up in a stop gesture. If she spewed fire now, Norbert wouldn’t only burn the thing pursuing her, but she’d take out Hariel too.

No!

Norbert didn’t listen, and blue fire spewed from her jaws. Hariel didn’t have her wand. She didn’t even have a unicorn hair around her wrist. Defenceless, the fire engulfed both Hariel and her pursuer whole, and then she was caught.

When she opened her eyes, Hariel was drifting in an endless mist. Norbert, the clearing and the forest was gone -- but the thing remained. Though out of sight, Hariel felt their presence in her bones. It was everywhere. Inescapable.

Hariel cautiously began looking around, seeing little but endless mist -- but for each step, she was starting to feel more aware. It was as if she was waking up from sleep while remaining trapped in the dream. Awake yet not. Because she knew she was dreaming now, but didn’t know how to get out. To wake.

“Hello?” Hariel called out. The mist around her vibrated, rippling with a silvery shine. Pale, ghostly clouds stretched out in every direction. She didn’t receive a reply, which was as reassuring as it was ominous.

Hariel had also noted that certain parts of the mist glimmered more than others, a bit like viewing lightening firing within thunderclouds. She was cautious but a bit fascinated; it was almost like there was shapes in there. At first utterly indiscernible, but growing rapidly clearer.

Then all at once, the mist became less dense, contours of a great structure taking shape around her, morphing into a scene like a complex transfiguration spell: And then Hariel was standing in the throne room of the Red Keep.

That wasn’t right. She knew that, but reminded herself the sudden change of location was only because she was dreaming.

It’s not real. It’s a dream. It’s only a dream.

But what a dream it was.

Before her was a younger Viserys Targaryen pacing the throne room, healthier than Hariel had ever seen him, with vigour aplenty to yell and kick at a wrecked looking Daemon laid splayed on the floor.

Hariel knew this was a dream. That was why no one had cared she’d burst in on what was clearly a strictly private family affair. In fact, it felt like none could see or hear her at all. She was a fly on the wall, yet Hariel was careful to approach on tippy toes. Feeling as if at any moment she was about to be caught eavesdropping.

Never had she seen the King so furious, and rarely had she seen Daemon such a mess. Sweaty, dirty and soiled like a drunkard in the street. What had happened here?

“You have ruined her!” The King bent down, grabbing his brother by the collar of his stained shirt. “What lord will wed her now? In this condition?”

Who was Viserys talking of? She couldn’t picture him get this upset on Rhaena or Baela’s behalf, so maybe it was about Helaena? Or did he speak of Rhaenyra?

But she’d been married longer than Hariel had known her.

Did that mean Hariel was dreaming of a world she never married? Or… was this the past? They both looked younger than Hariel had ever known either.

“Who gives a f*ck what some lord thinks?” Drawled Daemon annoyed, voice slurred and head flopping around as if he’d had several too many cups. “You are The Dragon. Your word is truth and law.”

The praise would’ve sounded more convincing if Daemon didn’t simultaneously look to be fighting an urge to puke all over “The Dragon”.

“I have spent a lifetime defending you,” The King spat, “-but your heart is even blacker than I thought. I should disinherit her - as I already did you - and be done with it!”

And what was Daemon’s comeback?

“Wed her to me.” He slurred.

Hariel snorted.

She was startled, yet not surprised Daemon had the gall to ask for Rhaenyra’s hand during a hangover fog. It sounded like he’d had sex with Rhaenyra and the King learned of it. That was punishable by death in men of lower status, but Daemon thought he could twist things in his favour. It was magnificently tone deaf, but wasn’t he always?

Only Daemon would proclaim Viserys words were “truth and law” – all the while Daemon himself was on trial, accused of breaking those very same “truths and laws”. The bold hypocrisy only made his point a hollow one, and the King promptly denied him.

Disgusted, Viserys made it clear Daemon would never get the throne he lusted for. Not through inheritance, and not through Rhaenyra.

With contempt and mockery, the King was telling Daemon to return to his lawful wife in the Vale, when the fog rose up around her, obscuring Hariel’s sight of them.

Hurrying her steps, Hariel tried get closer, but the mist rose like walls around her, dense and impregnable - even their voices faded, and then she was alone.

She pondered over what she’d seen as she hovered in the odd, blurred mist. If that really had happened, the King had changed his mind. In the end Daemon married Rhaenyra, in a heavily frowned upon way too - but as far as Hariel knew, it was without repercussions from the King.

And this mist. What was it truly? Hariel would call it neither gas nor liquid, but something else. Something magical? But not… not hers.

She had a worrying suspicion this was not her dream anymore.

Aside from the silvery lights, Hariel would catch moving shadows from the corner of her eye. Figures morphing in and out of clarity. Like shapes in the sky, like silhouettes in fire - and whatever caused them was out of Hariel’s control.

It was all out of her control. She closed her eyes and tried to wake up, but to no avail. She pinched herself, but it only hurt and didn’t set her free. Around her, the mist was forming another scenery, another vision, another dream. Pulling Hariel along as its unwilling audience.

They were in a forest of weirwood, and here the unnatural mist remained hovering along the ground. A black-haired young woman noiselessly cleaved a path, parting the morning mist until she came to a stop before a young boy who’d fallen over. There was a cane splayed in the moss, and she quickly picked it up just as the boy had reached for it too.

“Get up, Larys.” She demanded.

Hariel had no idea who she was, but she carried a shield painted in the colours of House Strong on her back, and curiously, the edges were stained with fresh blood. Had they been hunting?

“I… can’t.” The boy said, teeth gritted. “My leg-”

My leg, my leg.” The woman sing-songed, her voice going up in a nasal taunt. She kept Larys walking cane out of reach and twirled it like a drill stick.

“I need my cane, Alys.”

“What you need is a spine, Larys.”

Hariel glared at the bully. They were in a forest, and Larys had a painful birth defect that made it hard for him to walk straight passages. He didn’t stand a chance, and this Alys girl had taken his crutch and was humiliating him.

But then the pitiable boy’s face contorted. “Help me up, you f*cking bastard!” Larys snarled. A a rage flared up in him - visibly fierce and near unhinged - unlike anything Hariel had seen in the older version of this boy.

“Or I’ll have you whipped, whor*.”

“I am a bastard,” Alys acted unfaced by the threat, though she handed Larys his cane. “And you don’t see me whine about it. Stop excusing your unnaturalness on your leg. You wanted to see the forest, but what did you f*cking expect when a cripple goes hiking? You’re too old to be carried everywhere. Learn to make your own way, or do us all a favour and stay wherever you fall next.”

Alys turned on her heel, but didn’t get a single step away before Larys bashed his cane into her leg, and she went falling.

Gasping, Hariel leapt forwards and tried to step in between them, but she passed straight through Alys as if she was but a ghost.

Even if she hadn’t, Hariel wouldn't have made much of a difference. The mist had snuck up on her during the argument, and the world blurred into thick fog around her, leaving no trace of the weirwoods, Alys or Larys.

It held her in its grasp, so tight it was getting claustrophobic. When it eased up, the fog turned into clouds and skies, and Hariel’s stomach dropped. She’d not been placed with her feet on the ground. No, she was flying – without wings or a broom.

It was the weirdest sensation. She was bathed in sunlight, above the sea and the ground and even the clouds, navigating the sky like she was Wendy flying to Neverland. Flying so fast she was soaring alongside a dragon. Seasmoke was racing against the wind, with a youthful Laenor clutching to his back. The dragon tucked his wings for a dive, and Laenor’s laugh echoed in her ears as they plunged towards the sea below. But as quickly as they appeared – or was Hariel the one who had appeared? -- they were gone.

Hariel was sad to see such a happy dream of Laenor go, but simultaneously a bit relieved to have both feet on the ground again.

After the brightness above the clouds, the corridors of the Red Keep seemed dark even on a bright summer day. She could see Queen Alicent, except the queen was a child here. Thirteen… fourteen? She stood leant against a window frame, waiting for something, but smiled politely when Larys Strong passed by. He was younger than Hariel knew him, but older than the boy she’d seen in the forest – and the way he behaved here… Well, it struck her as off. The younger Larys hadn’t liked being called weak and dependant by Alys, but the way he presented himself here - the way Hariel had always seen him behave - it was almost like he cloaked himself in those very same derogatory definitions that once left him incensed.

The Queen greeted the lord confessor and the tall knight beside him, and received greetings of “lady Alicent,” from them both - before she went back to watching a door.

She didn’t have to wait too much longer. Larys and the knight that looked eerily like an old Lucerys had just turned the corner when a pretty, silver haired girl appeared in the doorway. Alicent Hightower pushed away from the window, meeting her with a knowing smile.

“Good morn, Rhaenyra.”

She was shorter, more petite and dressed in pastel yellow, but undoubtably it was Princess Rhaenyra as a child. “Thank the Seven you’re here, Alicent. You’d think maester Mellos would be too preoccupied with mine mother’s wellbeing to give me some peace, but no! He still toils to set me the dreariest tasks for what I can only assume is the joy of seeing me occupied. As if I don’t have duties to my father?” Rhaenyra complained, waving a book around.

The Queen laughed with an easy and unguarded air about her. Young and comfortable in a way Hariel didn’t associate with her at all.

“Did he set you lines?” She asked, linking her arm through Rhaenyra’s.

Worse. I’ve got a whole book to recite.”

“Why don’t I help you?”

“You would?”

“Always.”

The Princess leaned against her stepmother, making an exaggerated expression to tease another smile out of Alicent, before Rhaenyra started on a theatrical tirade about how unfair the maester was.

Hariel gaped watching the two girls stroll down the corridor. Perfectly in step and thick as thieves. She’d heard stories that the queen and princess had once gotten along… but had genuinely viewed it as exaggerated legends. It seemed so farfetched. Even now, despite seeing it for herself, it just felt off. Those children had the right faces and right names, but somehow, they were unrecognizable as the women they’d grow into.

Hariel’s head throbbed.

Why did she see it? She had no clue what any of it meant. Without context they were impossible to interpret on more than a superficial level. No deeper than what Hariel could’ve discerned back when aunt Petunia would put on the VCR to play a childhood tape of Dudley throwing a tantrum as a three year old. A window into the past, yet meaningless to anyone who didn’t already have the wider context to make something more of it. If Hariel was to suffer this mist, these visions, then this isn’t what she wanted to see.

As if jumping to comply, the flow of the mist pattern changed. Until now it’d behaved rather docile as it lazily drifted about -- but now it flickered restlessly, sliding across the floor in jerky leaps. Like invisible flames made of smoke.

Far rougher than the earlier times, Hariel was unceremoniously spat out of the mist within the throne room. The King and Prince were gone, and instead Princess Rhaenyra walked by. She’d returned to her adult appearance, Alicent nowhere in sight.

Rhaenyra made her way up the middle isle. Her jewels clinked like chainmail and her quick steps echoed in the near empty hall. She stood exceptionally well dressed; brimming with jewels, rings, bracelets, earrings, a pearly neckline and gemstones embroidered into her black dress. Reaching the bottom of the throne, Rhaenyra picked up her skirts as she climbed the stairs. With care she turned and sat down on the Iron Throne, nudging her gown free of a rusted blade.

She remained seated in silence, taking a moment to twiddle with her glittering rings. Looking at her, Hariel thought there was nothing left of that teenager who’d happily met Alicent Hightower in the hallway. Despite how luxuriously Rhaenyra was dressed and the regal figure she struck upon the throne, she seemed lesser. Thin and cold, with an aura of loss about her.

Rhaenyra clasped her hands and raised her chin.

“Shall we get this over with then?” She said from atop the Iron Throne, “Let in the petitioners.”

The guards moved to comply, grabbing the large double doors and pulling them open -- but instead of people, it was the bloody mist that spilled into the hall. So sudden Hariel jerked back. It slithered like licking flames up her legs, engulfing her whole - and next Hariel was in a bed chamber, decorated with dolls and sweet-smelling flowers.

On the floor sat a silver haired child Hariel knew well, but little Visenya looked older. No longer a toddler, but a young girl growing into the double of her biological father - if only in looks.

She was sitting on the floor in a poofy pink dress, with threads, lace, textiles and hoops all about her. It could have been a calm, serene scene, except her eldest brother was standing over her, glaring daggers.

“Put the needles away!” Jace spat, “You have to at least make an effort, Visenya!” He pointed towards the dragon outside the window.

“No.” Visenya’s dark eyes was filled with revulsion.

“It’s your duty! It’s your dragon!”

“No! Get that wretched creature out of my sight!”

Jace ripped the embroidery out of her hands and threw it onto the fireplace. Visenya shied away from the flames.

The next change of vision happened so fast, Hariel didn’t think she’d even blinked, but somehow Visenya and Jace were gone, and she stood in an unfamiliar nursery. The architecture and rich green treetops she could see through the window told her she was in an entirely different castle.

“Mama?”

Hariel nearly jumped out of her skin.

She’d assumed she was alone, but there was a round cheeked child in the crib. They held themselves up by the wooden bar by a hand while the other clutched a toy stag.

The toddler was suffering a hopeless case of bed hair. The black mop going in every direction in ways Hariel was intimately familiar with. Though what brought her up short was the distinct eyes. She’d never seen someone with dual-coloured eyes before, and… One was just like mine, Hariel thought. The left was brilliant green, the other purple.

The child dropped the toy and reached out their pudgy little arms, expecting to be picked up. Hariel couldn’t have pried her gaze away even if she’d wanted to – and she didn’t want to. Except the kid wasn’t keen to be ignored - and they were staring right at her too.

“Mama!”

Amongst these passing scenarios where she went perfectly unnoticed, for the first time she’d been seen. The kid could see her.

She turned to pick up the child, (her child) but the mist was coming for her. Hariel dashed across the room, reaching out – but the room evaporated into snarling mist before she could get to the crib.

Regret twisted her stomach. Had it been a girl? A boy? She’d seen their face, but smooth with youth and with that cursed Potter hair going everywhere, she hadn’t time to tell.

Frustration welled up in her. She didn’t even care about her new setting or the couple yelling at each other here.

She wanted to go back, to have another look, to know more.

“Yet he’s the rightful heir!”

Hariel held in the urge to snap at them to shut up, but she already knew it wouldn’t matter. She knew these voices without having to look, and the fact neither reacted to Hariel popping in on their private argument was enough to know she was but a fly on the wall again.

The Princess was pacing back and forth in her apartments on Dragonstone, dressed in a night shift with her long hair loose, while Daemon watched his wife sullenly.

“House Velaryon needs be reminded of their place, and you have the means to see it so.” said Daemon, “Let them have Laenor’s son. Let Viserys be their perfect heir, but don’t let him be a dragonlord. Make it so the future lord of Driftmark remains as dragonless as the current one.”

Though frustrated that she was once again pushed into a Targaryen family drama instead of being allowed to study that child further -- Hariel couldn’t help but listen more carefully.

“You suggest I deny my son his birthright?”

“Isn’t Viserys getting his birthright?”

“His Targaryen birthright!” Rhaenyra shouted at Daemon. “Viserys can’t be the only one without a dragon. He’s innocent. He shouldn’t be punished for your impatience!”

Daemon smiled sharply. “My impatience, is it now? That’s a different version of events than I recall.”

“I never told you to kill Laenor.”

“All those years complaining of how easy everything would be if he was gone was a misunderstanding on my end then? What choice were we left with, Rhaenyra?” Daemon sneered, “What choice do we have now?”

When the mist came, Hariel was almost relieved to be ripped away.

It was uncomfortable to hear them yell about denying Prince Viserys a dragon, but did Rhaenyra just say that Daemon had killed Laenor?

It was one thing to hear Aemond lay out his many conspiracy theories -- but hearing them confirmed by Rhaenyra hit very differently.

It felt like a stone had plunged into her stomach when Hariel was morphed into the King’s solar, where a familiar Valyrian model took up half the room. If possible, King Viserys had reached new levels of frailness, while the older woman opposite him stood fiercer than Hariel had ever seen her.

“You look shaken, Viserys.” Princess Rhaenys said rigidly, a startling amount of audible irritation punctuating the observation. She was right too – the King looked like he’d missed a step going down the stairs, or like Rhaenys herself had pushed him down the whole flight.

Princess Rhaenys was usually amongst the highest ranked in any room she entered, but she’d always been polite and subservient towards the King. Not now though.

Hariel didn’t know what was happening, but if she was to put a word to this interaction, it’d be “confrontational”.

“With how you’ve handled your House, you have effectively divided the realm. Rhaenyra has plenty of spare heirs of her own now, which leaves your sons serving no purpose but as a threat to her claim. You sired this conflict, and likely sentenced one or more of your children – perhaps all of them – to death.”

“You- you speak treason of conspiring against my blood. High treason – to your King.”

“You name it treason to inform a King of the state of his rule? Then what do you name yourself for creating it? You made Rhaenyra your heir, only to sire three sons. You split your children in two factions, than gave them all dragons while raising them in division. Allowing the animosity to boil up underneath the throne -- only to now feign shock and unawareness? Don’t you get tired of this mummers farce? You’re too old and too sick to keep pretending, cousin. You’ve always known.”

“I know Laenor’s passing affected you deeply, but that is no excuse to come here, threatening me and mine! You’ve gone mad.”

“Mayhaps, but I’m old. Older than you, weary of these pretences, and I’ve lost everything. Which means I can speak the truth as we both know it, because frankly: What can you do that hasn’t already been done to me? The only way I stand to lose is by staying quiet, and silently watch whilst your succession becomes the ruin of my grandchildren. It’s already started, and you need to hear this.”

“And this is how you go about it? With baseless accusations and blaming me for your every woe? Even if there was a basis for this, what would you even have me do?”

“I’d want the bare minimum. A King able to make the hard choice for the good of the realm when it’s threatened.”

“My entire reign, I have only ever strived to do what’s best for the realm.”

“Then your best was less than Jaehaerys worst.” Rhaenys said mercilessly. Whatever Viserys had expected, it wasn’t that. He was left gaping.

Hariel didn’t blame him the stunned reaction. She was too.

“Even as we speak, the factions are taking shape. The sides are gathering strength and allies, scheming to be ready the day you die.”

“Then give me names, and I will have their heads!”

“Even at the cost of becoming a kinslayer? They are all involved, cousin. At this stage it’d be faster to name those who aren’t involved – but would you care to hear the name of innocents when none in our House would make that list?”

The King breathed heavily, “And which side are you? Which side has bribed your loyalty?”

“Is that where your concern lies?” Rhaenys asked, incredulous. “Does it make a difference to you which of your children I’d support killing the other?”

“Ser Harrold,” The King demanded, “Take Rhaenys to her chamber, and barricade the door.”

“No!” Hariel cried, but like before, she went completely unheard.

Ser Harrold headed for Rhaenys, and stupidly, Hariel rushed in front of the knight as if it could stop him, but he walked right through her – only to stagger.

Maybe he stepped wrong, or maybe she had an effect, because the commander of the Kingsguard stumbled over nothing, clattering to the floor and barely catching himself in time.

The Princess steeled herself and spoke quickly, delivering each word like a slap in the King’s face.

“Do you think imprisoning me will change anything? You name me mad, yet which of us are currently being warned of a deadly threat that may spell the ruination of our House, but still chooses to blame me? When did your common sense and good heart disappear? How can you stand aside and let your children kill each other? Do you think the Gods won’t judge you? Do you think Aemma will forgive it?”

“Silence! I won’t suffer more of your envious, bitter tirade. If you speak one more word on this matter,” The King said threateningly while Ser Harrold got back to his feet. “-then I will have your tongue removed.”

Rhaenys wasn’t cowed, “There is no war so hateful to the Gods as a war between kin, and no war so bloody as a war between dragons. As their father, there is no alternative where you don’t lose.”

Hariel jerked awake with a thud and a clatter. Confused, aching and feeling like she’d ran a marathon, Hariel was startled to find there was no more mist: only darkness.

Though why was she laying on the floor?

Sitting up, Hariel concluded this was no longer her dream. She was finally awake and at Driftmark – though currently sitting with her bare butt on a very hard and cold floor in the middle of the night.

Bewildered and rather shaken from her “dream”, she climbed back up on the bed. She patted around the covers, wondering if Aemond was buried so deep under the layers he hadn’t noticed her rolling off the bed. But he wasn’t there.

Putting on her coat and shoes, she went check the other rooms too, but she was alone.

Where had Aemond gone off to? Why?

And what was that nightmare?

… Had it been but a nightmare though? For a mere dream, she was struggling to shake away the images.

Moving to the window, Hariel pulled aside the thick curtain to peer out into the dark night. It had to be the hour of the wolf, and the feast was well and truly over. All was dark and silent except for the wedding beacon burning merrily on the beach -- and someone was out there. A person was pacing around the fire.

Feeling a little like the unseen spirit of her unnerving dreams, Hariel walked silently through the castle without meeting a soul. Ser Arryk had no longer been guarding their door, no guard was stationed in the hallway, and no maid or servant witnessed her leave through the terrace door onto the balcony.

“What are you doing out here, Princess?” Hariel called, unsure if her presence was welcome, or if the woman wanted privacy.

Wrapped in a thick black coat, Rhaenys looked around. She had a lantern in her hand, and her silhouette stood dark against the burning beacon at her back.

“I could ask you the same.”

“I woke early.” Hariel replied, because it was true.

“As did I.” Rhaenys paused after the statement, only to ask: “Restless dreams?”

“Very restless.” Hariel nodded slowly. She’d come down here to look for Aemond, and to see whether the Princess was alright. It wasn’t normal conduct to go outside at this hour. However, late and unusual though it was, the princess struck an almost ethereal figure. With her dark cloak, lined face set in a serious mask and the lantern in her hands; Rhaenys reminded Hariel oddly of the statue of the Crone back on Dragonstone. One often overlooked by men for being an old woman - and often overlooked by women for not being a maiden or a mother. Yet it was the aspect of the Seven that represented wisdom and guidance. Hariel thought it wouldn’t be the worst if more people sought out a bit more wisdom. She herself could certainly need it.

“Princess, may I ask what you know of Valyrian wedding rituals? Is there magic evoked during them?”

The princess studied the fiery beacon, thinking it over. “I couldn’t say,”

“Isn’t it a yes or no answer?”

Rhaenys made a so-and-so gesture with her hand. “Though it is foremost a wedding ceremony, symbolic and traditional of my House, there are accounts that it was used for other purposes back in Old Valyria. By fire and blood we once weaved spells into the ritual, though the knowledge of how and why has been lost since. It’s a wedding ritual that’s fallen out of favour since we conquered Westeros, but before that, it was practised amongst the lords of Dragonstone, though without mention of evoking magic. I personally did not expect to evoke any magic yesterday either, but then again, magic was evoked regardless.”

“You think so?”

“Of course. Look at this beacon. Magicked by your own hands, and burning through the night without fuel.”

Hariel’s excitement fell. “Oh. That’s a different sort of magic.”

“Is it?” Rhaenys mused.

It was –

Or maybe she felt the magic that gave her those dreams was something separate, because Hariel struggled to control it? She had tried all she could to shake it off. From ignoring it, to physical distance to casting “finite” on herself in hopes whatever was happening would stop. It had zero effect, and it was unnerving to be under the influence of a power she could neither see nor understand.

Was it another being casting this magic? Or was it merely general magic gone wrong?

Which was the more comforting answer? That someone sent those dreams with a purpose, or that magic would randomly place pictures into people’s head, with no grand plan?

“Do you know more about Valyrian magic? Wedding rituals or how their magic worked in general? I’ve heard stories, but they’ve never given me a proper idea of how the Valyrians used their magic.”

Rhaenys was giving her all her attention now. Turning to face Hariel, half her face was illuminated by the crackling flame of the beacon, the other half left in shadows.

“I’m no expert in this topic, lady Hariel.” Rhaenys said, her voice hushed. “But of what I know, Valyrian magic was rooted in blood and fire. It’s said Valyrian magic casters could use dragonglass candles to see across vast distances, or into someone’s mind, and even communicate; mind to mind.”

Hariel swallowed.

“The wizards of Valyria did not cut and chisel stone, but worked it with fire and magic as one might work clay. There’s tales of spell-forged steel, stormsingers, and controlling dragons through magical horns and sorcery. How any of this is done though… ” Rhaenys shook her head. “As a younger woman I had trouble believing half of it, but then I met you and lord Hagrid. It’s made things easier to discern.”

“Do you think Valyrian magic can be evoked on accident?” Hariel asked, her heart beating heavy in her chest. “Yesterday, Aemond and I evoked blood and fire… we even made a sacrifice.”

“It’s been done several times by members of my House, but any magical effects have never been recorded.” Rhaenys said cautiously.

“I don’t mean to sound impertinent, but I am a witch, Princess, and I think I performed a blood ritual yesterday.”

“You are a witch,” Rhaenys conceded, “-and Aemond is the blood of the King.”

“…Yes, he is.” She agreed, a bit confused why that was worth mention here, but Rhaenys expanded on her line of thought.

“There’s an old saying that’s not of Valyrian origins, but… related. It goes: ‘there’s power in a King’s blood’. The sentiment can also be found in texts of Old Valyria, though phrased a bit differently. There were no Kings in Old Valyria. Only dragonlords.”

“You are of King’s blood too, and you are a dragonlord.” Hariel mused, wondering about Rhaenys openness on this topic. “Or should I say dragonlady?”

Rhaenys chuckled. Hariel didn’t think she’d seen the Princess smile since before her son died, so the sound of laughed brought her up short. But Rhaenys laugh was gone as soon as it appeared.

“The correct phrase is dragonlord, regardless of gender.” Rhaenys clarified.

Hariel nodded. “Did you feel strange after the ceremony yesterday?”

“Perhaps a little,”

“Me too,” Hariel said, “And… did you suffer strange dreams tonight?”

“I did.” Something disturbing flickered across Rhaenys face, or perhaps it was merely an illusion caused by the harsh glares of the crackling fire.

Hariel wondered if Rhaenys had been plagued with the same dreams as herself, but thought better of asking. On the surface, there hadn’t been many differences between the woman in front of her and the Rhaenys of her dreams. A different attire, a different hairdo, a different season -- but the most different was her demeanour. She’d had fire in that dream, but the woman before her was more akin to ash.

Instead, she brought up another matter. One far more urgent. Connected to both confusing impressions of dreams, but also backed up by true, actual statements heard while awake.

“Princess?” Hariel started uncertainly, “You know… I… er’ heard something… Regarding Laenor. Mind you, this is only rumours. I have no actual proof of this, but I thought I should share what I heard.”

“What did you hear?”

Hariel licked her lips, steeling herself to say something she couldn’t take back.

“I heard Daemon was involved in your son’s death. That he had Laenor killed, so he could marry Rhaenyra.”

Rhaenys head co*cked to the side, but there was no surprise or shock. “That’s a very dangerous thing to accuse of a Prince.”

“It is,” Hariel agreed.

“Especially for someone living under his roof.”

“I live under Rhaenyra's roof, not Daemon.”

Rhaenys faltered at that, her brows furrowed. As if that was the part that had confused her. “What if you are wrong?”

“What if I’m right?” Hariel rebuffed, because wasn’t that the real worry?

If Daemon killed Laenor, who else would he be willing to kill for gain? The man happened to have easy access to several people Hariel cared about.

If Rhaenyra and Daemon had a son, what would happen to the boys standing in the way of their inheritance? Would love for Rhaenyra protect her older sons from their stepfather? Even if it meant his son would not be in line to the throne? Though Aegon, Aemond and Daeron were Viserys children, Daemon didn’t extend any love he held for his brother onto them. Why would his wife’s sons be any safer?

The Rhaenys of her dreams had dared confront the ugly truth to the King himself, and wouldn’t stay quiet even at the threat of imprisonment and losing her tongue.

It could be seen as reckless. As stupid. As honourable. As brave. Maybe it was all of them.

“Should fear of retribution stay my tongue? Laenor was my friend.” Hariel said, “I might be wrong about Daemon, as I have no proof – but… As Laenor’s mother, I thought you ought to know.”

The rumble of a dragon echoed across the grounds. Hariel craned her head back just as the moon was blocked out by a dragon flying overhead.

“That’s Vermithor.” Hariel realized.

Hariel and Rhaenys watched the dragon fly out over the sea. It was unlike Vermithor to go nighttime flying for no reason, which solved the last mystery that had bugged Hariel on this night, and she finally knew where Aemond was as well.

Notes:

Thank you so very much for reading :)

Chapter 52: Words are Wind

Notes:

This chapter was supposed to have two pov's, both Baela and Aemond's. For some reason, only the Baela part got finished enough to be posted - pretty fast too - while the Aemond portion keeps giving me trouble. Then I realized the Baela part alone is actually more than long enough to be a chapter on its own. It's not as long as some of the ridiculously long ones that's been happening for the last 10-ish chapters, but it's not a short one either - so I just went ahead and posted it as is.

Lastly; English is not my native language, so I apologize for any mistakes. I try to catch them during edits, but somehow I never seem to find them all.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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BAELA V

Since Baela’s wedding, the Hand had acted as the steward of the King's will and wisdom during petitions and the daily running of court. Speaking with the King’s voice whilst the King himself slowly recovered from overexerting himself during the festivities. Today though, King Viserys had returned to hold court, whilst Otto Hightower was made to lurk in the gallery amongst the courtiers.

She’d suspected there'd be an important announcement. Not only because of the King’s return after his long absence, but thanks to whispers trailing up and down the castle since the previous day – yet Baela hadn’t guessed it was to announce Aemond and Hariel’s marriage.

“You came to us from afar, but over the years you’ve found your rightful place amongst us. Even if you were born across the sea, lord Rubeus Hagrid and the lady Hariel Potter has proven steadfast and faithful servants to the Crown. Today, I welcome lady Hariel into House Targaryen, and it brings me great joy to name you mine good-daughter,” King Viserys declared for the court in stunted, hoarse sentences.

His Grace gave his public blessing while the Queen smiled approvingly from the front row. Still, Baela doubted this polite, amicable demeanour was the same faces they’d worn the day before upon their son’s return. Last evening, lady Grayce told Baela that Aemond and Hariel had returned from Driftmark, of all places -- and that Ser Arryk was in trouble with the Lord Commander. Or so her father, lord Jasper Wylde, had let slip to his children during supper. Though now Baela knew what the “urgent distraction” that lured the Queen away from Aegon’s sickbed had been too.

One thing was unquestionable though: Aemond and Hariel had shown up as a united front; prepared to make a statement.

The Prince had his new wife dress like a dragon; clad in black and red from head to toe, which matched with his own attire. Hariel had then gone the extra mile and charmed the Targaryen sigils on their clothes.

Embroidered three headed dragons of red silk slid across the garments, leaping in and out of flaring fires in fishbone stitches. The sewn shapes swayed and crackled like true flames, only to fade with swirling puffs of knot-stitched smoke. At one point Baela swore the dragon crawling along Aemond’s cape abandoned ship and leapt over onto the skirts of Hariel’s samite gown. It coiled around the other Targaryen sigil in slithering loops like a dance of dragons, before returning to its rightful piece of garment. There was even something magical about the fine chains, ruby jewellery, dragon buttons, Targaryen pins and the golden circlet Aemond had chosen to wear to mark his princely station. It wasn’t a crown of Kings and Queens, but a simpler, golden circlet, wrought into a circle of coiling flames marking him as a Prince. Though not as active, the object shimmered with an unearthly quality.

Baela had always been of the opinion Aemond was an annoying brat, but as he stood there in the throne room, they did succeed in keeping everyone’s attention fixed on them. It went beyond appearing royal and rich; they looked like dragonlords.

“The marriage between mine son Aemond and the lady Hariel Potter brings together the dragons of far and near. Connecting the power of distant lands where the Valyrian magic of Old never dwindled, and joins it with the might of House Targaryen in love and blood. To honour this alliance and demonstrate my good will, I decree any children of your union are granted royal titles of prince or princess.”

The King had to take a brief pause to cough, while Hariel and Aemond exchanged looks at the foot of the throne.

“As mine good-daughter is the heir to the Dragon Point at Crackclaw, the Crown can expect a line of dutiful, strong Targaryens at its spearhead. The new Dragon sanctuary for eggs and young dragons will stand a third stronghold of dragons: A symbol of the magic of Britain and the blood of the dragons come together. Rubeus Hagrid will make it his seat and rule it henceforth as the lord of the Dragon Point, and through the union of my son and lady Hariel, your sons and grandsons shall hold and enjoy these honours until the end of time.”

Hariel listened with a sweet smile and sharp eyes as the King welcomed her into the house of the dragon. Aemond mimicked a stiff rod at her side, with his chin jutted out and smirking. Preening while magic trickled off his clothes -- and something about this filled Baela with foreboding.

Normally, Aemond’s general behaviour was such a thorn in Baela’s side she preferred not to think of him at all. She hadn’t paid attention to him, but mayhaps she should’ve. Instead, this had unfolded so gradually Baela hadn’t noticed.

When Aemond claimed Vermithor, it had been disappointing to see such a powerful dragon bonded to a waste of space like Aemond -- but as he was also a Targaryen, there was a rhyme and reason to the bond.

Baela had also dismissed it as inconsequential when he began following Hariel around like an over eager cup bearer. Who cared if Prince pointy-face was smitten with Hariel?

Then Hagrid claimed Vhagar and was granted lands as reward for his servitude, and that wasn’t strictly speaking about Aemond at all. Baela had focused on how this was about Hagrid; but somehow Aemond would end up the benefactor of Hagrid’s rewards.

Their recent betrothal left court whispering of how Hariel married above her station, grasping for power through Aemond – but had it been?

Half a year ago Baela would’ve said there was little but burning straws between Aemond’s ears. Easy to kindle, quick to fizzle out and afterwards he was useless. She’d say he happened to fall onto a couple advantageous benefits, mostly by leeching off other’s achievements to pass off as his own victories – but now there seemed little accidental about his rise.

Aemond hadn’t sought after just “any” dragon; but a King’s dragon. The crowning symbol of Jaehaerys long reign, and the second largest dragon after Vhagar – who was yet another dragon he’d attempted to steal. At least Vhagar had proper taste. Never in the Seven Hells would her mother’s dragon have bonded with the likes of Aemond.

Besides his pursuit of dragons, Hagrid’s seat of power would be shaped under Aemond’s oversight, and in time, his son would rule the lands. He pursued a foreigner, and it was true Hariel damaged his political standing, but the flip-side was that his marriage came with a power unseen since the days of old Valyria.

Along the way Aemond was faced with some short-term obstacles which had discouraged more deserving candidates, but he’d persisted. Even when Baela hadn’t noticed there was anything to persist through. If he kept on this path, if he could reap the benefits of what he was attempting to sow, Baela could see the long-term rewards were tantalisingly bountiful. Unless someone sowed his fields with salt, he may end up with a significant legacy. It irked her, but Baela had to wonder:

Mayhaps Aemond was playing the long game. And mayhaps Aemond was playing it well. The very idea felt blasphemous to even consider, and she shook it away as soon as it entered her mind.

Her attention drifted around the hall to study the others reactions. Prince Daeron watched quietly, his blank demeanour matching with the Hand’s stony stance.

Or did they? Otto Hightower seemed slightly more rigid, as if holding himself in, though the frown on his brow was hard - while the young Prince was more thoughtful. It could be he felt her gaze, as Daeron met Baela’s eyes across the hall. And something about the look in his eyes made her suspect they were thinking the exact same thing:

What the hell happened here?

If there was anything good to say of Hariel and Aemond surprise marriage; it was how court were given some juicy new gossip to sink their teeth into. Instead of speculating about Baela’s disastrous wedding, or whispering of her father’s slanderous wedding -- they were instead gossiping about Hariel’s rushed wedding.

“Why would they hurry to get married? Had it been me, I’d want to make a proper affair of it.”

“Don’t be daft, sister. Obviously it’s because the lady is with child.”

“Guard your tongue, Martyn. Prince Aemond never took lightly to slights against her before, and now, to insult the Prince’s wife is to insult him.”

“Calm your horses. It’s not as if the child will be a bastard anymore. Even if he bedded her first and wed her later, the Prince has already restored her honour by bringing her into his House.”

Baela overheard several versions of that conversation between members at court – even the servants. It was slightly ridiculous how many were taking bets about the gender of Aemond’s “unborn child” and whether the babe would come in six moons or seven – and the hair colour.

At least Baela was given great odds on her own bet, since she was of the minority to think Hariel was not with child at all — yet. Things could change, because Baela wasn’t naïve enough to think Aemond had let his wife remain a maiden.

Unlike Baela’s unconsummated union to Aegon, their marriage was valid in all ways. Hariel was the wife of a Prince, which proved a significant difference Baela hadn’t foreseen. She had understood it theoretically, but it hadn’t prepared her for the reality of Hariel being risen from merely another lady at court – to something that felt keenly like an equal.

Had they not been arguing, mayhaps Baela would have enjoyed Hariel’s raised station. It’s not as if she was unprepared for it; she had always known Hariel would join her family - but alas, their argument tinted everything in distaste and uncertainty.

Before, Baela had held back from sharing tales of how Hariel’s magic had played into Aegon’s fall out of a sense of loyalty to her friend. Because in the larger picture, it had seemed such an insignificant detail – Hariel hadn’t been there, while the more important part remained how Baela and Aegon had been arguing, and that her husband had slipped on ice from his own unsteady footing and drunkenness too. It had seemed needlessly cruel to drag Hariel’s name into it, especially in the middle of her grief over Fang’s butchery, and Helaena hadn’t said anything either.

Mayhaps, whilst trapped in the worst of her rage from their argument, Baela had reconsidered that choice. It’d been tempting to let slip to lady Grayce there was more to Aegon’s fall than previously assumed, and then sit back and watch the gossip run its course through court.

Now though… Baela wasn’t sure she could speak of it, even if she wanted to. It was one thing to accuse lady Hariel Potter – the foreign witch and ward at Dragonstone – of involvement in Aegon’s fall. Mayhaps she wouldn’t be believed, but at least Baela wouldn’t suffer any serious consequences for spreading rumours about Hariel – however, it was quite another matter to accuse the lady wife of Prince Aemond of harming her good-brother. It could prove far more dire to Baela than before, and a part of her couldn’t help wonder if that was why Hariel had caved in to Aemond’s proposal. If she’d been scared of what Baela might say, and how such gossip could have harmed her and Hagrid. The timing was noteworthy.

Was this wedding her fault? That it might be so made Baela feel a twinge of guilt. She had been furious with Hariel, but she hadn’t meant to blackmail her into such a desperate reaction. Not truly. If anything, she’d only wanted Hariel to renew her dedication to their friendship. To express remorse for her idiocy in backing Helaena. She’d wanted... wanted Hariel to pick Baela first, and renounce her favour of Helaena – if not fully, at least in some small way.

Instead, Hariel was not breaking her ties with Helaena at all, and Baela may have accidentally chased Hariel straight into Aemond.

It was a horrifying possibility, and instead she distracted herself wondering over the other rumours. Since the discussions in certain political circles were preoccupied with other aspects of the match than the general courtiers did.

“The realm is brimming with noble ladies of old, respectable lines, yet he picks the foreign witch. The Prince could have done far better. She does not even look Valyrian.”

“The lady doesn’t need look it when she can walk through fire, speak with dragons, and oh – she happens to have a dragon too.”

“That’s all well and good, I don’t protest her Valyrian purity, but you must ask yourself; what of her nobility? Who was her father? Some, Jaime Potter, was it? I mean; Potter? Potter? I have never heard of a House Potter. For all we know, he could’ve been a stonemason in some decrepit hut. Where’s the proof he wasn’t?”

“How many stonemasons walks around with dragon eggs in their pockets and are able to hatch them? Does that sound like the sort of man living in decrepit huts?”

“Er… perhaps not, but you must agree the name sounds common.”

“Dear me, are you truly not aware there is a House Potter?”

“Pardon?”

“Aye, they’re a minor House in the Reach.”

“How can that be? Isn’t she from Essos? I heard something regarding Norvos… and what was that country they say lord Rubeus came from? Bristol?”

“Hm, but her name is Potter. She must be related to the Potter’s of the Reach somehow, or she wouldn’t have the name. Not that she boasts about the relation. I understand why: House Potter is nothing impressive. Such minor lords — if they were even the slightest less minor, they’d be commons – but even if it’s a poor relation, it does mean she’s not entirely foreign. She must have a little bit of Westerosi ancestry from them, even if it’s far up the family tree.”

“What does it matter if she has some drops of Westerosi blood? She’s not from here. She’s as foreign as they come. And a witch. I say the Prince would’ve been better off with a decent, proper Westerosi lady instead of mingling with her sort. Haven’t you heard how Queen Tyanna of the Tower ate the hearts of babes? She was from Essos too – brought here by Queen Visenya to cast black sorcery.”

“Now, now, lady Hariel isn’t like Queen Tyanna.”

“How could you be sure? Tyanna cast some spell on King Maegor that made him marry her. Turning her from some peasant witch whor* to a Queen of Westeros. Mayhaps lady Hariel did the same to Aemond?”

“Hm... I’m not convinced. If the lady had designs for Queenship, it's an odd tactic to focus her attentions on a second son like Prince Aemond. He's no one’s heir. I think the behaviours we see in him is no bewitchment, but merely the symptoms of a young man in the spring of his marriage.”

Baela had left without hearing the rest of that conversation, nor had she cared to correct them. Neither about their opinions nor the misunderstanding with Hariel’s name. It was an uphill battle to correct everyone who assumed Hariel was related to that minor House Potter in the Reach. Hariel was not kin to them, it was mere accidental they shared a family name -- but for each person Baela corrected over the years, six more would keep speculating about it regardless. Though of late, she’d heard of this misunderstanding more frequently. Maybe it was only natural progression of things. To the nosy occupants of court; Hariel’s origins became a hot topic of interest once promised to a Prince.

Baela listened to the gossip and opinions, it was all anyone could talk of for the first few days after their return - but she remained unconvinced.

“Aemond got married? To lady Hariel?” Aegon demanded, blinking stupidly from his sickbed when Baela relayed the gossip travelling around court. She wasn’t sure which of them was more shocked at that moment either.

Of everyone; how could they forget to tell Aegon?

Had none been by his sickroom to inform him? Had they told him, but milk of the poppy had made him forgetful again? Or had Aemond yet to stop by to inform his brother he had married? What could possibly keep someone like him from gloating?

At that thought, her whole face went scolding hot. Baela found she’d rather not know what was so distracting it kept her newly married cousin from leaving his chamber.

“Aye. They did. Hariel is your good-sister now.”

“But— It was a year away. What happened? Is she expecting a bastard? I guess it won’t be a bastard anymore though…”

“I wouldn’t know anything about bastards,” Baela said, the word distasteful on her tongue. “They snuck off to Driftmark. I hear he locked Ser Arryk in a room and had my grandmother marry them before the whole of Driftmark. It was quite the event.”

“And I missed it. The only time in his life the twat does anything interesting, and I miss it.” Aegon spat bitterly, “All because of my leg.”

Her lips quirked up, amused to hear Aemond be called something as fitting as; “the twat” – With her husband’s leave, mayhaps she could adopt it for her own use.

“Even those of us with two legs missed out, husband.” Baela said drily. “They eloped without anyone’s leave.”

A shadow fell over the window outside, and Baela glanced out the window, to the courtyard beyond. Sunfyre had risen from his rest, and was shifting restlessly about, his chains clinking and clanking. On the bed, Aegon was giving her his undivided attention, his brother’s loss of wits and recklessness so unexpected he was momentarily distracted from his crippling. It was a first.

“But why?”

And that was the question of the week. Baela was sure Hariel wouldn’t bewitch Aemond into marrying her. Nor did she believe Hariel was with child and their rushed nuptials was merely to rectify lost honours after an impatient dalliance.

Baela kept coming back to a couple points. Number one; Hariel had too much to loose to gamble away her good reputation on sex – with Aemond, of all people - she just wasn’t that stupid. And secondly; Hariel had been the one who’d pressed to postpone the wedding. She’d lost that battle spectacularly, but Baela didn’t think it was by force either. Anyone who thought Aemond could force himself into her bed hadn’t seen Hariel turn a head of beautiful silvery Targaryen hair into gnarly sheep wool. Had she done so to Aemond, there’d be a battle of dragons between them; not a wedding. There would be no looks between them, and secretive smiles that made the both of them look like lackwits. No stolen kisses, quiet whispers between lovers and hands seeking out the other’s. As if both were of the belief that going an hour without physical contact would cause a rash.

So no, Baela was of the minority who actually believed their stupid, bare-boned explanation – the official explanation which most others ignored.

She shrugged in answer to Aegon’s enquiry. “As boring as it sounds, I believe they married because they wanted to.”

There were potentially some uncomfortable extenuating circ*mstances that had rushed it along somewhat, the sort that made Baela feel guilty – but she also knew if it was entirely unwanted from Hariel’s side, she’d have burned down Driftmark before letting Aemond force her into saying the vows.

Which meant... Somehow, her pompous cousin had fooled Hariel into loving him. So if anyone was to be accused of bewitchment and trickery, she’d sooner point at Aemond. But what could be done about it now? It was too late.

Yet their rushed nuptials had blindsided Baela the same it did everyone else — perhaps more – but she couldn’t make herself seek Hariel for answers. Not after how their argument ended.

A blend of anger and sadness kept her away. Baela would not go to Hariel, and as the witch left for Dragonstone to share the news of her marriage with her foster mother, the household and last but not least; Hagrid - she had no further insight into their sudden marriage outside what court witnessed, heard or speculated over.

“She made Hagrid furious,” Rhaena told Baela a fortnight later.

After their gruelling separation, the sight of her sister lifted Baela’s spirit and made it easier to breathe. She had missed Rhaena, but Baela hadn’t known how much until her twin appeared on her doorstep.

Initially, seeing her familiar smile had hit Baela like a slap to the face, filling her up with such a rush of relief it had bordered on overwhelming. After all this time, here was the one person who made it all better: Baela’s other half.

Flinging her arms around her sister, Baela had near wept with relief, and now she was of a mind to keep Rhaena locked in her room and refuse her to leave. The Red Keep would be a much nicer place with her twin dwelling there.

Rhaena had arrived to King’s Landing amongst a trio of dragons. The swift Norbert soared in ahead, followed by the black bodied and purple winged Ebrion, and last came Dreamfyre with Helaena.

Hariel had left with the Princess before Baela saw either, probably visiting her irritating husband, but Rhaena had gone straight to Baela’s door without delay.

“He disapproved of their marriage?”

Rhaena nodded, thoughtfully.

“But he agreed to their betrothal,” Baela frowned, “It’s sooner than anyone expected, but this was to happen in a year’s time anyway. How angry could he have been?”

“Hm…” Rhaena’s gaze drifted as she thought it over. “Initially he was shocked. You’d think Hariel told him Norbert had died, not that she’d married her betrothed. Then he stormed out, though I heard them argue about it later – most of us did, but it was in their own tongue, so I’m none the wiser to what they were actually arguing and yelling about. I do have a guess though; I believe he was hurt Hariel married without his leave. Without him present. You know how close they are.”

Of course; Hagrid thought of Hariel as his own daughter. What she’d done must have felt like a big betrayal. As if she’d stabbed him in the back, made all the more hurtful when Hariel was his most trusted. Baela knew just how that felt too.

In the last weeks she’d spent most of the time pondering over her grandmother’s words. The argument with Hariel was mixed in with everything too.

Hariel had betrayed her, but she’d also apologized - while her family admitted to high treason.

Things were still tense between Baela and her oldest friend, but still... Baela thought she knew some of what Hagrid must have felt; Hariel hadn’t invited her to the wedding either. Rather rude of her, all things considered. Baela had invited Hariel to hers.

“What of the rest?”

“Princess Helaena was very pleased.”

“Of course she was.” Baela rolled her eyes, “Were anyone else but Hagrid upset?”

Rhaena wrung her hands. “Princess Rhaenyra wasn’t satisfied with Hariel’s explanation. Hariel married without her leave, and she claims the only reason was that they wished to. As her ward, that was an insult to our Princess – though there’s little to be done at this point. Aemond was her betrothed, approved by his grace himself. It’s hardly a shameful match. Besides her… hm, Joffrey was disappointed to miss the feast. He felt cheated out of a piece of wedding pie, and would not forgive her before she compensated him – even though Hariel insisted there hadn’t been time to bake a wedding pie at all. In the end, she won him over with a game of hide and seek,” Rhaena laughed, her smile fond as she thought of their young stepbrother,

“Septa Megga was pleased though. Her relief over Hariel’s good match was so great it moved her to tears. Lady Jacline Redwyne cried too, but I think that was for personal reasons.”

“Oh?” Baela asked, curiosity peeked.

“I feel for her. She was very upset. I think lady Jacline loves Aemond.” Rhaena said delicately. “Certainly, she knew our cousin was promised to Hariel, but the awareness proved but a fragile shield against the heartache.”

Baela smirked, amused to think a lady could fancy someone as unpleasant as Aemond. She should be grateful to have escaped Hariel’s fate.

“Why does that amuse you?” Rhaena placed her hands on hips, doing a great mummery of their septa she eyed Baela disapprovingly. “You, of all people, should understand her disappointment. Lady Jacline is not the only one I know who’s been denied a future with the one she loves.”

Abruptly, her curiosity dwindled, and Jacline’s response wasn’t all that interesting to Baela anymore.

She thought the girl was being foolish; getting lost in her silly dreams of marrying a prince – even more than Baela had been. Jace loved Baela, but Aemond had never made a secret of whom he favoured. His attention had never been towards Helaena’s ladies in waiting. Even if he hadn’t been able to trick Hariel into marrying him, the likelihood he’d have married Jacline in her stead was slim.

With red hair, freckles and a kind smile, Jacline was otherwise plain of face and blended in with court. The most exciting thing about Jacline was her skill with horses and bows. She could shoot a bullseye from horseback, and the fact she was a daughter of the heir to the Arbour. The Redwynes were a powerful House. Old, noble, rich from producing and trading their exclusive wine, and in command of the Redwyne fleet. There was as much salt in the blood of the Redwynes as there was in the Velaryons.

So there were certainly many worse matches, but Baela could think of a few superior ones too. Aemond would sooner have married a Lannister,, or perhaps one of the Storm Four, than the Redwyne lady.

The whole matter was an inconsequential line of thoughts. Aemond had already married Hariel.

“And you?” Baela asked, studying her nails instead of her twin. “What do you think of their marriage?”

“It pleases me.” She stated diplomatically. “She’s your good-sister.”

“Through Aemond.” Baela grimaced.

“He’s unpleasant and mean, but you should stay focused on the important part: it makes Hariel family. As a dragon rider, she was always going to join our House.” Said Rhaena firmly. “I’m pleased it was sooner rather than later – even if it was to Aemond. It means you won’t have to do this alone.”

“How so?” Baela asked, not following along.

“Septa Megga was the one to remind me; but you’ve married about the same time to brothers. Both Aegon and Aemond lives here, so Hariel will spend more time at the Red Keep while you both adjust to your new responsibilities. In time you’ll likely have children…

Catching Baela’s incredulous look, Rhaena quickly amended her words; “Mayhaps Hariel will be before yourself, considering Aegon is a bit… indisposed. But with a bit of luck, mayhaps your children will be cousins of an age with each other. That could be nice.”

“You could do that too,” Baela murmured, unnerved to imagine any child of Aemond’s being friendly with a child of her own.

“Luke and I won’t marry for a few more years, but I thought; you and Hariel can support each other through this.” Rhaena smiled encouragingly.

Baela chewed on the words, trying but failing to imagine it.

“Baela?” Rhaena asked, “Are you two at odds again?” It didn’t surprise her that Rhaena noticed something was amiss. In truth, she’d expected her twin to have noticed it sooner.

That still made her none the wiser on where to start. In hindsight, it was a struggle to draw a clear line between the fight with her grandmother and her argument with Hariel. Especially as her grandmother was the one to arrange Hariel’s marriage. It’s like they’d argued with Baela, only to turn around and immediately bond together behind her back.

And Baela didn’t know how to phrase the flood tide of misery within her chest.

Hariel was one thing – but how did she go about revealing that their grandmother believed in the bastard rumours? That Luke, if their grandmother was to be believed, was a bastard? That Jace was a bastard. That their stepmother was committing high treason, and their father was aiding her? That everyone had been lying their entire life?

What did that mean for Rhaena? For her? For their father?

Was it safe to say it?

No. Of course it wasn't. The King didn’t allow slanders against his daughter, but was it safe for Rhaena to remain unaware? Rhaena deserved to know the dangers their new stepmother may be putting her in – but simultaneously it felt awfully a lot like disobeying their father.

What was Baela supposed to do?

But.. but this was Rhaena. Whether it was wise to tell didn’t matter. There wasn’t a choice. She had to tell.

The dam broke, and the admissions poured out. Initially, it spewed out all at once in such a chaotic and intangible mangle that Rhaena couldn’t hope to understand half of it. Baela had to calm herself, backtrack, and start all over from the beginning, before she was able to relay what their grandmother had been up to.

Rhaena’s reaction wasn’t what she expected.

“You should know better than to spread the Queen’s slanders, sister.”

Baela frowned, “You misunderstand me. This wasn’t gossip I heard from the Queen or her ladies, it was our grandmother-”

“Merely another puppet.” Rhaena said shortly, “I grant you it’s a new puppet, but… but I guess… after everything she’s done, it was to be expected too. Our grandmother is taking advantage of the Queen’s slanders, and if you repeat them, that makes you traitorous too.”

Baela gaped. “So I shouldn’t have told you? You name me traitorous merely for telling you what I was told?”

Rhaena sighed. “It’s how you say it. As if you suspect there could be any validity to that… that… those filthy lies. Do you know how bad this sounds, Baela? If anyone but I hear this treason off your tongue, you will be perceived badly.”

“I beg your pardon?”

“You just married Aegon, only to turn on heel and start claiming Jacaerys is a bastard and the Princess is guilty of high treason. Isn’t that rather convenient? When you’re married to the man who’d take Princess Rhaenyra’s place as heir? Would you truly sink that low; betray your own blood, all to be Queen?”

“No!” Baela flushed, deeply insulted in a gut wrenching way, “How can you say that?”

“Well, good,” Rhaena said, her expression tight, “As it’d be utterly fruitless to go down that route. None would ever accept a cripple like Aegon as their ruler.”

Baela blinked, repeatedly, her eyes dry and her throat tight. “I was merely trying to look out for you.” She bit out.

“How is this about me? Isn’t it about you?” Rhaena demanded to know, “As always?”

“Because if there’s any validity to any of it,” Baela retorted slowly, “-then it means you are being dragged into a treasonous ploy by our stepmother; and none seems in a rush to tell you but me.”

Lies.” Rhaena denied. “It is all lies, Baela.”

“But- but what if it’s... not? What do we do?”

What position would that leave them in? Rhaena could very likely end up taking the brute punishment of their parents actions. Was it so horrible to warn her? Baela had dearly wished someone had warned her.

If she’d but understood the politics better, mayhaps she could have avoided her marriage to Aegon all together. It was something that had dawned on her since her last argument with Hariel. She'd been so angry none had told her anything, and resented the secrecy – resented how Baela had kept it from her - and honestly; she actually did understand why. Now more than ever. It sucked to be the last person informed of how the rest of your life would go.

Rhaena’s expression was marble though. As if such worries was ludicrous to have in the first place; “Why would you suddenly believe it when you never did before? Isn’t it peculiar you’d start heeding those lies the moment it became beneficial for you to believe it? Why would you trust in that treacherous woman who helped remove Luke as heir to Driftmark? Who disinherited me for no reason at all? You’d sooner believe her than our father? Father would never betroth me to a bastard. He’s not an… an- an idiot.

“I don’t think father an idiot,” Rhaenyra was their father’s only path to the throne. He’d also betrothed Rhaena to Luke while he was still expected to inherit Driftmark. Yet even disinherited, he was still a great match. Luke remained a dragonrider and spare-heir to the throne. As it stood, Rhaena was closer to queenship than Baela. Because if something was to happen to Jace, Luke would be the King.

Their father’s only folly was his inability to foresee the turning of the tide in Corlys and Rhaenys hearts – and Baela hadn’t seen that coming either. Even with an explanation from their grandmother fresh in mind, Baela still didn’t understand why.

Why now? If they’d believed Jace, Luke and Joffrey bastards since birth, why stay their tongue about the usurpation of House Velaryon for over a decade, only to abruptly act right after Rhaena – an undisputedly trueborn Velaryon - was betrothed to Luke?

It was baffling. The only thing Baela could point to was uncle Laenor’s death, and the insulting wedding between their father and the Princess before Laenor was laid to rest. Yet compared to some of the other bold claims their grandmother Rhaenys had sprouted in the Godswood, a rushed wedding was a minor insult.

That couldn’t be all. If their grandparents remained obedient and passive in the face of far worse grievances and high treasons, wasn’t that a bit of an extreme reaction to a rushed wedding? Or had it been one step too far? Had the tally grown over the years, and this had been one insult too many?

What was Baela missing? And why didn’t her sister see the warning signs the way she did?

Baela looked into her sister’s face, and unnervingly; she didn’t know what to expect. More than anything else; that scared her.

Since when did Baela not know Rhaena in and out? It left her wrong footed.

As young children, people used to say they were near identical, but the years had seen them grow at different intervals. Baela grew faster and taller, leaving Rhaena the smaller twin. Their father said it was because Baela had Moondancer hatch to her as a toddler, and the dragon strengthened her growth - whilst Rhaena had to wait until she was eight before Ebrion hatched. Rhaena had seen a growth spurt in the years since, and they were almost of a height again; yet no one said the two looked the same anymore. For the first time, Baela didn’t feel the same easy connection anymore either. Something had changed. Something had… gone wrong.

Baela had expected shock and anger, aye, but not these spiteful warnings and open disappointment. How could her twin think Baela wished Jacaerys harm out of selfish spite? How could Rhaena look down on her?

Over the years they’d argued more time than she could count; but it’d been fleeting and quick spats - whilst this was the first time Rhaena reacted so bull-headed. She’d missed the point entirely, and instead she was throwing accusations. Naming Baela borderline treacherous for the sin of sharing her fears and worries with her twin.

Unable to stand the idea of Rhaena thinking her traitorous, Baela backtracked. Putting proper pressure and feeling into her words, she assured her sister she didn’t truly believe it. That she was merely repeating something she’d been told, because their father had told Baela to tell on their grandparents, had he not? It was a direct order.

Yet somehow the reassuring words making her sister relax felt far more treacherous than anything Baela said before.

It made her feel terribly alone. Alone in a way that had become familiar within the Red Keep, but now also seemed permanent. She was ordered to drop all contact with her Velaryon relations. It seemed one half of her family were definitely traitors, and Baela dearly wished she knew for certain exactly which side were the bad ones, but the lines wasn’t as clear cut as she’d once believed. She and Hariel was arguing, and if Baela couldn’t even confide in her other half either… what was left?

Notes:

So I just realized season 2 of House of the Dragon is right around the corner. That is so weird. I started posting Never Ticke a Sleeping Dragon before season 1 was finished airing, and now season 2 is almost here. Weirdly enough, the last few trailers has made a little nervous about it, and somehow made me less excited? Which is an odd reaction. I've never had that happen before... Though a few of Matt Smith's lines here and there did spark some interest.
At the same time, I just keep thinking it was very, very unfortunate they were left filming season 2 during the writing strikes. It means g.r.r.m likely had extremely little input with any writing for this season, unlike the last one, and it honestly makes me nervous about the writing quality. In the past, the quality of game of thrones shows, and particularly the storylines and dialogues, has done a steep nosedive whenever g.r.r.m has stopped being involved, and I really hope that doesn't happen with House of the Dragon too.

SPOILERS AHEAD! STOP READING IF YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW ANY STORYLINES FOR SEASON 2 OR THE BOOK!!

I'm also starting to wonder where the hell Daeron is. If he doesn't appear on the show soon, it means the Blacks will have 12 dragons against the Greens 3 ones - two in truths, seeing as Helaena never rides Dreamfyre. And then they'll be left with only ONE dragon pretty quickly after a certain event. So if they keep Daeron out of the storyline any longer, that'll end up looking like a pretty wild f*ck-up from the Blacks side. I mean... discounting Meleys and Arrax, that will still leave ten against one? And they'll still get all their dragons killed off anyway? I mean, I know the one they're up against is Vhagar, but come on! Apparently Caraxes alone can kill Vhagar, but a group attack isn't attempted for over a year of warring? Even without Sunfyre, Dreamfyre or Tessarion to worry about after what is more or less the first battle?

The way most of the dragons died during the Dance was already farfetched in the book. Like how a healthy and free Syrax - who had sat out every battle through the war - suddenly decided to land in the middle of a random mob and let them hack her to death for precisely zero reasons... though now as I write this, that explains why Rhaenyra never participated in battles. Considering how easily Syrax was killed in canon, she must have been exceptionally weak and slow for a dragon.

But I really hope they’re not about to make it even less realistic. If Vhagar is ALL that stands between Rhaenyra’s victory and the end of the Dance, it's pretty wild they still can't organize a single combination attack. This story really needs Daeron as an opposition, (even if he has a tiny dragon and is only a teen boy, but at least it'd be a counterbalance on the scales that's currently tipped waaaay too far to one side here) or else the Blacks ends up looking astonishingly incompetent. Because Rhaenyra wields three times as much raw fire power compared to her younger siblings at the start of the Dance, yet somehow manages to lose it all in record time. But maybe that's what the show is going for? Loss by incompetency? I know the book version of Rhaenyra is a lot crueller than the tv-version, but such changes will leave the tv-version looking a hundred times more
incompetent. And personally, I’m not convinced that makes for a better story.

Even if they go the lazy route and he remains faceless but characters namedrop Daeron, and excuses his absence by saying he's hanging out in Oldtown - that is so NOT enough. He has to be an active player, and be consistently defending his side if the character is to be viewed as a serious threat. Because at this point, toddler Viserys reads as a bigger threat than Daeron does, by the simple fact we've actually seen the character on screen. And that character has like... zero things to do during the dance except get conveniently kidnapped and taken out of the picture until years after the war is over and the story has space for him again. As far as the Dance itself is concerned, baby Viserys is meaningless within this plot- so if any Targ character could have been easily cut out of the tv-show, it's that one - but somehow Daeron was the character they decided to cut? They couldn't even give him the Baela/Rhaena treatment? (Namely standing silent in the background for a few scenes)

Though beside that nagging worry; at least I'm confident the visuals will be spectacular, the music will sound nice, and all the actors are truly great. What do you think? Anything particular you're excited to see? Something you're worried about seeing (or not seeing) ?

Thank you so much for reading :)

Chapter 53: Sweet Spring

Notes:

Warning: This is an Aemond pov chapter, and he's a minor who just got married to another minor. The teenage boy will have some moments in this chapter which are of a sexual nature. Read at your own risk.

Also, English is not my native language, so I apologize for any mistakes. I try to catch them during edits, but somehow I never seem to find them all.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

AEMOND XII

In hindsight, Aemond couldn’t decide which had been worse; the dreams themselves or waking up.

The wedding was a fond memory, but the night proved less pleasant. Both for what he remembered and what he couldn’t.

He'd laid in bed at Driftmark with his new wife, staring up at the drapings magicked to appear like a night sky, while the enchantress herself had fallen asleep near instantaneously. Aemond wasn’t positive how long he’d been awake, but eventually the glimmering stars above him began to bleed into streaks – as if they were falling. First one, then two, then more - and soon they were all shooting across the night sky. One star went further than the others, falling out of the sky to collide into a forest, sending fire and dust into the air – or so he thought. At a second look, he realised the crash hadn’t caused a burst of fire; but an eruption of birds. A whole swarm of them flew into the air, with red and gold plumage, singing a haunting lament which made the hairs on his arms stand on end - and that was when things got very weird.

There’d been a barrage of glimpses, morphing forms, sounds and sensations Aemond couldn’t keep up with, nor understand. How could he? What was there to understand when the strangest dragon he’d ever seen emerged from the forest. The red scales glittering like rubies were one thing, but the burning set of antlers protruding from its head made it look unearthly. Nothing akin to the usual horns and spikes; it was antlers, like a crown of fire. Yet there were no answers to the absurdity, as next Aemond knew he was gazing at a quaint painting instead, where the boys depicted was moving around. If he couldn’t see the brush strokes, Aemond would have assumed he was gazing through a window.

The dreams kept changing, not always restricted to queer visuals either; there were sounds, smells and a sense of touch too. He heard a familiar accented whisper tickle his ear, softly urgent; “I am not asking you to give him a dragon egg, Aemond. I’m asking you to look after your family.”

Then a big, black dog came sniffing around his legs, and when the hound looked up, blood was oozing like slobber from Fang’s toothless maw, and his eyes were gauged out.

He recalled a torn book on the floor too. It’d been scorched and ripped, the pages barely able to cling together. “All must choose” was written across the front.

A shadow turned the world hazy and hard to make out, and when Aemond tilted his head back, wondering what was covering the light, he saw a cracked moon blocking the sun, only a few rays piercing through. The torn moon bleeding sunlight. As he watched, a sudden flash of light hit him across the face, like glimmering steel, and for a moment his eyes stung. So badly he couldn’t see.

But next he’d seen was Harrenhall from above. Not because he was flying a dragon, but because it had been turned into one of his father’s model pieces. Akin to the one he’d had made of Old Valyria. He reached for the piece to examine the handiwork, noting that the model sized Harrenhall left a bloody imprint behind on the table.

Aemond thought there may have been more such brief snippets; where he was seeing impossible hybrids of beings and alien sounds; but there had also been the more interactive sort. Aemond remembered clearly standing in one of the apartments of the Red Keep, suddenly in the company of Daemon, of all people.

“What’s the meaning of this?” Daemon asked in Valyrian, looking at a dragon handler and a guard dragging a little boy into the chamber.

“Prince Viserys broke into the egg incubating chamber,” the dragon handler answered.

There was a beat of tense silence, and then Daemon giggled; high and mocking. He looked down at the angry little boy. Laenor’s son and heir was no longer a babe, but a young, frustrated child.

Daemon walked around the table, while the boy fumed, and then Prince Viserys anger burst;

“Everyone else have dragons. Even Visenya does, and she don’t want it! I should have Thunderstrike. I should be a dragonrider too. Why can’t I have an egg?”

“Eggs are reserved for worthy Targaryens,”

Aemond nearly winced the same way Laenor’s son did. Despite being yet another of Rhaenyra’s sons, one of them -- Aemond remembered what it was like to be the only dragonless prince. Mayhaps that is why the dream changed, and he found himself on Driftmark, once more a boy of ten on that faithful night he became an Unburnt.

Aemond approached Vhagar, his stomach in knots and his heart hammering a drumroll, but he channeled the discomfort into a source for his determination.

He would do this. Even the stupid foreigner who couldn’t speak their tongue had a dragon, whereas Aemond didn’t. It couldn’t continue. It wouldn’t. They’d never laugh at him again when Aemond claimed the biggest and most dangerous dragon of them all.

Aemond reached for the rope ladder to Vhagar’s saddle, but it was a move too far — he’d become too greedy too fast — and this was the instant he awoke the dragon. Her ancient eyes locked on him, the mighty beast evaluating the suitor who’d come disrupting her rest. She sniffed, her low growling reverberating through his soul, and Aemond felt it. Her. It seeped into his skin, her smell, her heaviness. The smothering effect could be mistaken for fear, but Aemond knew what this was. He was bonding- but no! He was already bonded. He had Vermithor, his true dragon.

Vhagar snarled, raised her head again, opened her mouth, and all Aemond could think was; where was Ser Laenor? Shouldn’t he drag him off soon? And where was Hariel? Aemond was alone.

“Dohaeris!”

The fire glowed in the back of her throat, a wave of heat smothering the air.

“Dohaeris , Vhagar! Lykiri!”

Threads of fire flared up like walls around him — entirely from the wrong direction. As stupid as it was, Aemond whirled on his heel, turning his back on the largest dragon in the world at the sound of his sister’s scream.

It’d been a whirlwind, the core of his essence uprooted and shaken violently, and all these “dreams” hadn’t felt like they were happening one after the other, but on top of each other, simultaneously. Everything, everywhere, all at once.

Even as a part of him was climbing up a rope ladder to Vhagar’s saddle, thrilled and barely able to breathe for excitement – a third version of Aemond was simultaneously laying in a bed, soft hands around his member, coaxing him to her heat. His head felt heavy and not entirely alone, but perhaps it was because of the intensity of the green eyes watching him curiously.

The weirdest part was how in the middle of sex, Aemond was somewhere entirely else too; standing within an inferno made up of a very different kind of heat. No dragon or lover in sight, only lethal fire — and the scream from earlier was still echoing in his ears, and he finally found the source. His sister was running for her life, clutching tight to a crying, dark haired child.

“Helaena!” Aemond shouted, at the same time as another Aemond had reached Vhagar’s saddle, holding the reigns and shouted; “Soves!”

And then he was flying.

The world bled away into a river of other bewildering dreams. Terrible, heartbreaking ones, experienced at the same time as honey sweet moments that was nearly as gut wrenching because they were ripped away too. In this ever changed stream of possibilities, neither cruelty or happiness could stay. Yet somehow what broke him wasn’t the dreams – it was waking up.

After myriads of alternate worlds colliding together, dragging Aemond along like a ragdoll tossed round and around a maelstrom; the piercing silence of suddenly waking up was deafening. Aemond had stared emptily about the dark room, the disorientation making him unable to tell where he was, what was happening, or even who he was.

All he could tell was that he was breathing heavily, dizzy and sitting in a… soft bed, but he had no reference of mind for what “a bed” was. The air was cold, but he struggled to recall the effects of winters, or discern it from the other seasons. It was compressed in a blurred heap.

Once awake he couldn’t make head or tails of a fraction of it.

He’d sat there with both too many memories – yet no memories of a life at all - to explain how he ended up there. There was a black-haired woman sleeping next to him, but who was she? Where was this?

He had so many memories of her, yet none. He’d been clueless to her identity, but something nagged at him, telling him she was safe. This was fine. He’d woken up next to this stranger a thousand times and one.

There’d been several realities squeezed together into too narrow a place, leaving no room for him. One or the other had to let go of this shell, as there wouldn’t be room for them both.

So the “dreams” that awoke him so violently were slipping away like water in cupped hands. Mayhaps because some part of him had willed it – mayhaps because a man’s mind was never designed to hold onto them in the first place.

Gradually there was light and space enough to find himself, and he finally recalled his name was Aemond. Aemond the kinslay- no…! What in the Seven Hells?

At the time it’d been disorienting, in hindsight; it was terrifying.

He remembered the feeling of connecting to Vhagar though, too lifelike and intimate -- even wakefulness couldn’t shake it. It’d been unnervingly real, and she’d felt so heavy. Immense, distrustful, powerful and full of a dark, bottomless rage.

He’d wanted – no, needed, - to go see Vermithor, and verify his memories, because there were conflicting impressions.

Aemond dressed himself quietly so not to wake the woman he still couldn’t quite name, but was certain he cared about. If he could just play this out calmly and pretend everything was fine, surely it would come back to him?

Outside the door, a knight stood guard, and the man could tell something was off with Aemond. He’d followed after him, and it was on the staircase Aemond remembered this knight had to be one of the Cargyll brothers, either Erryk or Arryk. He’d stopped in his track, staring hard at the Kingsguard. He couldn’t put his finger on why; but if this was the wrong twin, then that was bad… for some reason.

“Arryk?” Aemond asked,

“Yes, my Prince?”

The quick, accepting reaction reassured him. Ser Arryk was merely expecting an order, not correcting him about the name. Though Aemond couldn’t explain to himself why the exact identity mattered. Erryk or Arryk; what was the difference? They were twins.

“My… wife,” Aemond said, stilted, but since Ser Arryk didn’t react to this phrase, it must be right. Things seemed a bit clearer now, and he felt her name was on the tip of his tongue. “You should stay and guard her... Hariel.” The name suddenly clicked; as if it’d never gone anywhere to begin with. “I’m seeing my dragon.”

“How come you wish to fly at this time of night, my Prince? On your wedding night?” Ser Arryk asked, his expression concerned.

“Hm,” Aemond shrugged, even as he recalled – the other’s take him, but Arryk was right. It was his wedding night. Yet Aemond didn’t answer. He turned away and walked off whilst the shadows of alternate realities mockingly danced at the corners of his perception.

Despite direct orders, Ser Arryk followed after him, so Aemond settled for ignoring the knight. Feeling like he’d been here before, Aemond snuck out of Driftmark in search of a dragon. His main priority was to locate something defining – the most assuring truths, going beyond what could be heard, tasted, felt or seen.

“Vermithor,” Aemond whispered, an echo of the call reverberated through him. Aloud it was barely audible, but within him it felt akin to a plea. Desperately needing to be heard, yet terrified the wrong being would answer.

He marched blindly into the night, his breath fogged and the frosty ground cracking underneath his feet. In his wake, Ser Arryk complained he hadn’t had time to put on a warmer hat, which stopped abruptly at the sound of a deep, gravelly roar. A patch of the starry sky disappeared behind the massive wingspan of a dragon, heading directly for them.

It was a crushing relief to see Vermithor’s sharp angles and hear his rumbling roar. Enormous and powerful, and so much more cooperative than some others. He’d answered Aemond’s distress, and sought him out in the dead of night.

The fiery hearth of Vermithor’s body sent the cold winter air steaming away. He soaked in the bond, imagining he could feel Vermithor’s pulse beat in tune with his own. They soared through the night while Aemond put together the pieces of his fractured reality; everything slotting into the right places, or so he hoped -- and that was when the waves of horror and disbelief crashed over him.

How could he have forgotten his own name? His life? What happened? What could entangle memories and dreams so tightly Aemond couldn’t distinguish between them anymore?

He’d heard tales of men who were hit on the head and turned into lackwits, but he couldn’t recall any injury – and physically Aemond felt perfectly fine. Perhaps the ghost of an ache lingered around his eye, but otherwise there was nothing.

Still, whilst they broke their fast the following morning, Hariel noticed something was amiss.

“Are you going to share what troubles you?” She wondered, “You fly off during our wedding night, and you’ve been distracted since you returned. Do you… regret this?”

Right then and there, Aemond almost told her everything, but the words wouldn’t come. He’d sound mad, and Aemond could only imagine what she’d think. She’d finally agreed to marry him, only to wake up to tales of her husband losing his mind and forgetting who she was. It was an excuse so idiotic even Aegon wouldn’t use it after a night of excessive drinking.

When the silence stretched with no forthcoming explanation, Aemond did the only thing that seemed reasonable: He kissed her. Deeply.

Aemond had no desire to talk. He didn’t want to think either, and Hariel was perfect. The exertion and pleasure of sex proved an excellent distraction as Aemond decided to forget the night. Determined that only dreams which deserved his attention were the dreams he achieved for himself.

In the weeks following his wedding, there were certain signs of better days to come. Until one afternoon a white raven was spotted above King’s Landing, heralding the change of seasons: winter had passed into spring.

The citizens of King’s Landing welcomed spring like a dearly missed friend, returned from treacherous voyages.

Since the winter had lasted a year, it was considered a blessedly brief one, but Aemond was relieved all the same. It was a different way to wake, and not only because he’d exchanged the furs and blankets for soft, airy sheets. No, it was a thousand minor things combined:

Aemond didn’t need to dress in five layers to walk down a hallway, and the windows were no longer barred to trap heat. The shutters were taken down and the windows cleaned, allowing sunshine from the longer days brighten the gloomy rooms of the Red Keep. There were bird songs, and the reemergence of buzzing insects made Helaena beside herself with excitement. Despite her unfavourable living situation, it eased Aemond to see his sister gush over a spider she found crawling on her nightstand, acting she used to when they were younger.

The bite of frost faded into warm wind fragranced with the traces of blooming flowers. Aemond could daily enjoy fruits and rich vegetables to break his fast, and he could practice outside without risk of catching his death. It made his squiring under Ser Harrold significantly less bothersome.

Aemond could ride into the woods on horseback, and fly further with Vermithor – which was a blessing when he spent so many of his days in the air:

Flying to Dragonstone, flying to Cracklaw and even flying across the Narrow Sea. And for nearly all of these travels, his wife flew at his side.

During one of these trips, Aemond leant into his saddle as Vermithor stretched out his wings and tilted into a turn. Portpoint had come into view, and Aemond confirmed they were landing. Vermithor was agreeable enough, and his dragon started a controlled descent, using wide loops to gradually lose height.

In contrast, the small shadow that had been flying over them did an abrupt nosedive, and then a blue streak of colour plunged straight downwards.

Aemond chuckled. Hariel had no one to blame but herself. She’d been the one to teach Norbert her “tricks”, and now she was doomed herself to sudden jostling and aerial acrobatics. Norbert was a youngling that still liked to play, and wasn’t always aware of how fragile her bonded human was compared to herself.

By the time Aemond climbed off Vermithor, Hariel was trying to calm her windswept hair while Norbert was sniffing around, her spiked tail smashing agitated into the ground.

Aemond frowned. “Her tail, Hariel!”

Hariel looked over her shoulder, scurrying back just before she got sideswiped.

Annoyed, Hariel yelled at Norbert in the tongue of dragons. He was clueless to what was being said, but judging by her expression, Hariel was scolding the dragon somehow.

Norbert hissed back, sparks erupting from her mouth, and making Hariel take another step back, and now her wand was in her hand. For a moment Aemond worried his wife was about to try wrestle with her dragon – which would be suicide. Fortunately, she was able to resolve matters through that speech of hers, and Norbert flew off again.

“What was that?”

“Norbert is being such a turd,” Hariel exclaimed, catching up to him for the stroll back to Portpoint. “Her fiery little highness is of the opinion Crackclaw is boring.”

“She doesn’t like it here?”

Hariel reached for his hand, entwining their fingers. “It’s the lacking company. There’s Vermithor and Vhagar, neither which she’d be idiotic enough to challenge,” She gave Vermithor a rueful glance, as if that was self-explanatory. Vermithor was a much calmer dragon than Norbert, but if Vermithor was to sit down where Norbert happened to be, the blue dragon would die from the crush injuries.

“Hagrid would never allow her around little Morning or Thunderstrike either -- so she’s mostly alone. As much as she complained about them, I think Norbert misses chasing Vermax, Arrax and Ebrion around. She says she wants to fly to King’s Landing too.”

“Why?”

“I think she wants to fight with Moondancer, like they used to on Dragonstone. Moondancer never misses a chance to fight back – and Norbert wants to fight Sunfyre too. They got along rather well, as they kept trying to bite each other’s head off.”

She shook her head exasperated; “Honestly, I’ve raised such a bully.”

Aemond smirked, giving her hand a light squeeze. “Dragons only care about strength.”

“Mayhaps,” Hariel agreed, “Though speaking of Sunfyre and his rider…” She looked at him pointedly, and Aemond’s stomach tightened, suspecting he knew what was coming:

“Did you speak with Aegon about Drakaerys?”

“I didn’t see Aegon. There wasn’t time during the visit. Besides, the boy is settled at Driftmark with his mother. Their life is there.” He pointed out.

There was an irony to be found here. Hariel had insisted she wanted to delay with children of their own, yet with Aegon’s bastards, she was in quite a rush.

Hariel had known of the bastard for years, but she’d seen the boy Drakaerys during their wedding on Driftmark. Standing amongst the smallfolk on the docks as they left, with a mop of curly, silver hair and stained, worn clothes - and after that; Hariel wouldn’t let the matter be.

“It’s not enough, and you know it. Aegon will never take care of his son.” Hariel said, “He wouldn’t before his injury, and the likelihood he will now is next to none.”

“He may not even be-”

“He is.” Hariel cut him off, rolling her eyes with exasperation. “Everyone knows it. They’ve known whom the father was since before Drakaerys was born. Princess Rhaenys told me; Besides; all you need do is look at the boy. He’s your brother writ small.”

She wasn’t wrong about the similarities, which went beyond the lad’s pure Valyrian colouring. The shape of his eyes, the brow, the nose, the face – he did take more after his father than his maid of a mother.

“Why do you care about the ragged little bastard?” He asked rhetorically.

“… As your wife, that ragged little bastard is my nephew too.”

Aemond frowned, “And now you expect to raise him from rabble to prince?”

“I am not asking you to give him a dragon egg, Aemond. I’m asking you to look after your family.”

The breath caught in his throat. Aemond had heard those words before. The dream returned with an aching clarity, and the words with it. He’d tried to repress it and everything else from that night, but now the words sprang back up like a trap. They were the same words, the same tone – and he’d heard it moons before it happened.

Aemond didn’t know what his expression was like, but Hariel mistook it for something else.

“You have all the means to see it done – yet you choose not to. You all do; Aegon, Rhaenyra, the King, the Queen – everyone has let that boy down -- but why? How come it’s such a challenge to provide the bare necessities for your nephew?” Hariel challenged with poorly disguised judgement.

“Growing up, there was no love between me and my aunt and uncle either. They hated me, and the feeling was mutual – but when I was orphaned and helpless at one year old, they took me in. I was never happy in that home; mostly miserable actually, but still; they sheltered me, fed me, clothed me and kept me alive. That’s more than I can say of you.”

Aemond blamed the dreams.

Those damned words unbalanced him in the middle of their discussion, and his wife had had taken advantage of it. Before he was certain how; he’d relented.

The Dragon Point was a long way from finished, but they did need smallfolk to serve throughout the construction. The children were too young, but their mothers could be put to use, and it wasn’t an unreasonable request. Hariel wasn’t suggesting they come live in the Red Keep, she was merely requesting he look out for his kin. Even if it was from a sullied line, they too were descendants of Aegon the Conqueror.

The issue was, of course, that Drakaerys wasn’t Aegon’s only bastard.

From years and years back, Aemond knew of a couple bastards his brother sired -- both dead. There’d been a sickly girl who died before her first nameday, and then there was that maid at the Red Keep who died in childbed alongside the babe. After what befell her, the Queen made sure the servants Aegon took to bed were given moon tea. Their mother’s preventative actions had likely spared the realm a whole legion more of Aegon’s bastards -- but a few lovers had slipped through the Queen’s fingers.

Aemond located a boy from a whor*house named Gaemon, and another girl named Lila. The boy was confirmed by Ser Erryk, but Aemond wasn’t as certain of the girl. The toddler sported a mop of frizzy, sandy blonde hair without a single strand of silver. Yet Lila did have purple eyes, and when asked about her parentage directly - a bewildered Aegon confirmed he’d bedded the tavern wench who birthed Lila.

The moons spent injured and locked in with the maesters had turned Aegon gaunt, frail and pale. Resembling their father’s pallor more than their mother. His brother looked a pathetic wreck, and it was near unbearable to behold. This was no Prince of the realm. No dragonrider. It was barely a man.

It was a depressing reality; but the wreck in front of him was also an improvement, seeing as Aegon was no longer in mortal peril. Suffering Aegon’s company usually left Aemond irritated even on the best of days, but being confronted with how broken he’d become – the frail exterior reflecting the uselessness within - made it worse.

It’s why he hated visiting Aegon, and could only be convinced to do so when he had a purpose. They had little to discuss, and any words of comfort would be nothing but empty lies.

“Why do you want to know of my bastards?” Aegon questioned, scooting up on his bed. The sheet draped over Aegon’s lap shaped around his remaining leg, but laid flat where the other should’ve been. “What are you up to?”

“As a concerned uncle, I’m merely making sure mine brother’s bastards aren’t starving on the streets.” Aemond said whilst looking over his brother’s belongings. His new cane was propped against the night stand, and there were ropes tied from one bed post to the other for Aegon to grip whenever he needed to get out of bed.

“-and what will you do if they are?” Bland eyes watched Aemond with dull accusation.

Aemond picked up a jar standing at his brother’s nightstand, pretending he was inspecting it. “Hagrid has offered your bastards a place at the Dragon Point.” He explained, “They’d be fostered under his care.”

“Lord Rubeus?”

“He prefers Hagrid, actually.”

From the corner of his eye, Aegon faltered. Something like disbelief or confusion flickering across his face.

“… Of everyone, I’d assume you – especially - would keep them where they are.”

“How come?” Aemond smelled the jar, his nostrils filling with a sharp twang of milk of the poppy. Was Aegon still being filled up with this horsesh*t?

He eyed Aegon, trying to ignore the pathetic exterior for what laid beyond. His brother seemed lucid enough… but then again, the jar was full. Perhaps it wasn’t quite time to take his potion yet.

“Because it’s none of your concern?” Aegon spat, as if he needed such reminders. “Because they may be mine, and so... frankly; I presumed you’d prefer they disappear into obscurity than purposely bring them to everyone’s attention.”

Aegon’s lips tilted into a humourless smirk, “Considering the curse of what my claim means for everyone else?”

Why was Aegon impossible? Was his purpose in life to be a thorn in Aemond’s side? Aemond reached over, tilting the jar over his head and oiling Aegon’s disastrous hairdo with milk of the poppy.

“You imbecilic waste of space.” Furious, Aemond marched out of the room.

“Wait! Wait Aemond, Are you serious? You? You will see to them? What spell did your witch put you under? Or is this a ploy to get them together so you may drown them in a well?”

Aemond stopped in his track, dearly wishing he could throttle Aegon. Did he say Aemond would murder his bastards? Even as half a man he remained an intolerable arse.

Turning on heel and marching back to the bed, Aemond unsheathed his knife, the sunlight reflecting off the polished edge.

Aegon went from confused to alarmed, and he jerked back in his bed. “Aemond? What the-!!”

Aemond slashed out with focused force, cutting clean through the rope tied between the bed posts. His brother gaped, staring at the swaying ropes which were of little supportive use anymore. Aemond grabbed the walking cane for good measure. With a mocking smile, Aemond sheathed his knife, slung the clunky cane over his shoulder, and ignored Aegon’s indignant outcries as he walked out.

Though he’d prefer otherwise; Aemond made sure to visit court to keep up with petitions, his squireship with Ser Harrold and to show his presence – but the majority of their time was spent at the Dragon Point. The seasonal change into spring meant they could start building.

The minor village at Portpoint doubled in number from the influx of crew arriving with the first couple ships from King’s Landing. Carpenters, stonemasons and a blacksmith was sent along for the constructions, alongside hunters, guards and cooks to keep the workers alive – but Aemond had involved the local smallfolk as well. His grandfather sent a raven to the citadel requesting aid for the construction of the Dragon Point, and in response, maester Irvyn was put on a ship and sent their way.

He’d arrived on one of three ships emblazoned with House Targaryen sails, which initially confused Aemond, because they’d come alongside a fourth ship with the grey tower of House Hightower on its sails.

It turned out all four ships journeyed from Oldtown, but only the Hightower ship was expected to return.

“The three Targaryen ships are new, and are bestowed to- to Prince Aemond and his lady wife as your wedding gift -er’, gift from lord Ormund Hightower. He sends his regards, Prince Aemond.” Maester Irvyn explained in a thin, high voice as he handed over a scroll with the seal of House Hightower, which included the written letter that covered the same message. Not only were there three ships, but they were carrying seven artfully carved statues, an alter and nearly everything required to build a new Sept at Crackclaw.

“Your brother Daeron sends his-his regards too.”

“Daeron arrived in Oldtown?”

“In- indeed. I saw him arrive to Oldtown astride the blue.. the blue queen myself. He’s returned to his squire-ship with lord Ormund.”

Maester Irvyn smiled timidly throughout the instruction. He spoke with a minor stutter, and kept his eyes downcast. It didn’t matter if it was a stable boy or a Prince, whomever he conversed with; maester Irvyn would sooner address their shoes than look them in the eyes. He made up for some of his timidness with height, standing a little taller than Aemond himself, but pudgy from doing little but sitting and reading through his thirty years of life. He’d spent over two decades building links in the citadel, where his uncle had dropped him off at the tender age of seven.

“Those are very generous wedding gifts,” Hariel mused, watching the crew carry the intricately carved wooden statutes off the ship.

“It is,” Aemond agreed, even though it didn’t surprise him that Oldtown had an invested interest. Not only were they Aemond’s kin, and the extravagancy displayed rather well they remained one of the richest Houses in Westeros — but more importantly; this was a new, blooming seat of power, and they wanted the Faith to grow alongside it. Especially as Hagrid was the lord; foreigner who openly didn’t hold to the ways of the Faith, and had access to dragons.

“Oh, but if we’re having a Sept, what of the others?” Hariel said distractedly,

“What do you mean?”

“We’ll need to make space for a Godswood as well.”

Hagrid was made to take a ship to Crackclaw too, keeping his oath to not fly Vhagar, whilst simultaneously making certain any nearby pirates didn’t try their luck. Not only because the ship had the Targaryen sigils draped across the sails, but because Vhagar had flown after the ship from Dragonstone. Hovering above it like a fiery knight, and ready to roast anyone who crossed her bonded wizard.

It made Aemond question the oath; did it matter if Hagrid rode Vhagar or not? The bond seemed sufficient enough Hagrid might be able to weaponise Vhagar from the ground.

The many arrivals meant the population of Portpoint tripled; creating a village of tents on the outskirts of Portpoint which outnumbered the locals.

Aemond’s private tent was amongst them, but holding all the comforts required for a Prince. He’d also brought staff to see to cleaning, hunting and food - but once they’d arrived, his guards ended up spending more time in his pavilion than Aemond did himself. Hagrid had brought along his magical chest, which was easily the best venues to camp in, even if it came with a certain sacrifice --

“Separate rooms? She’s my wife, Hagrid!” Aemond exclaimed in disbelief, “What are you trying to protect? Her virtue? You can’t be so daft as to think she’s a maiden?”

Hagrid had gone beat red, and Aemond had taken a brief satisfaction in the following stuttering, but it was short lived. Something in his face turned hard and dangerous.

He knew Hagrid had been upset about their abrupt wedding, and hurt he wasn’t invited - but Aemond thought Hagrid was coming around…

Apparently not.

“Yeh may be married, and yeh may have crossed a line yeh can’t undo –“ Hagrid had told him sharply, crossing his arms and looking down on him. Aemond swallowed through a bone dry throat. Hagrid towered over the tallest soldiers. Without magic, Hagrid was a behemoth onto himself, and he made Aemond feel a frail toddler with a wooden sword.

Was that why Vhagar chose him? Instead of the speaker, instead of the bloodline, she’d gone for power.

“-but yer only five and ten, Aemond.” Hagrid said, his soft firm and soft in a way Aemond wasn’t sure how to interpreter. He seemed angry, aye, and at the same time caring.

“I don’t mind yeh staying here, that’s not it; family look out fer each other, so yer always welcome, Aemond - but whilst yer under my roof, yeh follow my rules, an’ the both of yeh are too young ter make me a grandfather. Yeh have loads ter do and experience, and it’s never amiss to take a few years ter gather some wisdom. Havin’ a proper home would help too. So yeh may stay here with me and Hariel, but in separate rooms, or yer free to stay at yer fancy pavilion. Those are my rules, but it’s yer choice.”

He’d been both furious and conflicted. He wanted to share a bed with Hariel, and it was his right… but Hagrid’s acceptance mattered too, and Aemond was starting to understand Hariel better. As far as his wife was concerned, there was no greater sin than disappointing Hagrid. It was disquieting to find some of that must have rubbed off on him, as Aemond was starting to feel discomfort whenever he let Hagrid down too.

He was kind. Similarly to Hariel, yet not at all. He was direct and pure in the ways some children were. Falling short of Hagrid’s expectations of him felt like kicking a puppy. He was a good man, with a good heart, and in his own backwards way, he was looking out for his family’s wellbeing. Aemond respected that. And if his chest felt tight when Hagrid called him family, well, no one would know.

He conceded to Hagrid’s rules. The bathroom, the kitchen and a noiseless chamber where he didn’t hear half the camp through the nights was too convenient to pass up. Besides; Hariel was happy to sneak off with him whenever Hagrid was occupied.

The sleeping arrangements wasn’t the only hurdle to overcome though.

Despite having more than enough to do at Cracklaw, Rhaenyra hadn’t given Hagrid leave from his duties at Dragonstone. Hagrid’s new lordship didn’t mean the dragons under his care stopped needing supervision — but he couldn’t possibly do both at once. The “compromise” was for Hagrid to bring his work along to the Dragon Point… Even if there were no facilities, dragonhandlers or systems in place to see to their needs yet.

They’d have it eventually, but they hadn’t had time to build any dragon sanctuary.

Yet both Morning and Thunderstrike were brought along, and Hagrid was under orders to hatch another egg too – all the while building the Dragon Point.

If Aemond thought Rhaenyra possessed a strategic bone in her body, he’d assume it an attempt to sabotage them. It was impossible to call her out on it though. Superficially, it looked akin to an act of trust and honour — but if it hadn’t been for Hagrid and Hariel’s magic, it would have turned into a fiery massacre.

What else could be expected when forced to bringing two unruly dragons into a camp of flammable tents in a wooded area? Hagrid couldn’t leave the dragons either – for their protection as much as everyone else’s. He needed to keep them close, but he also needed to be available at the construction sites, and it was not an ideal combination for anyone involved.

Simultaneously, Aemond wouldn’t credit Rhaenyra with enough wit for such schemes. It was too subtle and patient for a woman who couldn’t prioritise the safety of her kids ahead of the instant gratification from lovers — what other mother allowed the man who murdered Laenor to raise Laenor’s children? It certainly wasn't for the kids wellbeing -- but Aemond wouldn’t put it past Daemon. If it was, Aemond was determined to have the last laugh.

True, it was still the early days, the toddler dragons were a constant pain in the arse, and there had been some priority arguments to sort out - but thanks to magic, the constructions were already a year ahead of schedule.

Hagrid and Hariel had different priorities than the Crown’s expectations, which had set off the first arguments regarding what should and shouldn’t be built.

Whilst Aemond ordered the Crown’s workers to start on the dragon sanctuary and the castle – he’d been forced to share maester Irvyn’s time and mind with Hagrid. Irvyn would be the maester serving at Hagrid’s keep, which was how Hariel roped the maester into aiding her with Portpoint village.

Somehow, through the efforts of only Hariel, Hagrid and the maester, they made more progress in a fortnight, than Aemond had managed with 200 men working to clear out the site where their Keep would be. Whilst the men cleared an old ruin for parts and to be reused, Hagrid and Hariel had taken council with some fishermen too old for Aemond’s needs. After listening to their many grievances of how the “newcomers were ruining everything”, they’d also figured out where the underlying issues were;

The port wasn’t big enough to sustain the sudden boom of traffic, and secondly; the main well was running dry whilst the other had gotten polluted, along with several other issues.

And then they’d started from there.

Whilst playing fetch with Morning to distract her from trying to start yet another forest fire, Hagrid had gone to mend the old wells right away. Hariel had gone a step further, and Portpoint now boasted two new wells to accompany the influx of people – and for easier access to water in case of fire.

They had also laid out rock foundations for 20 new houses to try meet the demands. Though rock was tedious to mine, heavier to carry, and slower to lift into place than more affordable options – Hariel wasn’t faced by that challenge. Despite having plenty access to wood, maester Irvyn had talked Hagrid and Hariel into banning the smallfolk from building anything new with timber. Of course, one didn’t have to look further than Morning and Thunderstrike to understand why he’d be so adamant about that. Fire didn’t spread nearly as fast between stone houses as it would between wooden ones, and rock didn’t rot. They also proved the practical expenses were not an issue with Hariel and Hagrid around.

Hariel could cut the stone blocks out of mountain with her wand, then lift a whole carriage full of rocks and transport it back to the village. Work which would have taken a moon, Hariel could get done alone before midday, and what took the longest wasn’t the labour – it was walking back and forth.

In the first week the locals were distrustful: The influx of dragons, ships, staff, guards and royalty proved overwhelming for a village that had barely seen visitors since King Aegon I came to get their support for the Conquest.

Yet thanks to the the rapt efficiency in which Hariel and Hagrid improved that rabble of a village, even the simpletons had seen the benefits. The turn from quiet disapproval to open adoration a fortnight later was startling, but Aemond wouldn’t complain. As their lady, it behoved Hariel to endear herself to the smallfolk, and even if her methods may be bit more “hands on” than was proper, no one could fault the results.

They had cleaner water and easier access. Hagrid took a look at the old dirt path leading from the village and down a steep cliffy hill to the port, and went to work. First he evened it out, before widening it to a stone-paved road. Broad enough for both bridleways and footpath, flanked with drainage ditches to prevent flooding during heavy rains.

They’d also magicked a deep channel as a path for the plumbing system, following along to drawings maester Irvyn made. For now it was still open, but their intention was to cover the sewer with a new road above it, which would hide the sight and smells. Though even closed, Hagrid could still stand straight within the tunnel.

Aemond had initially opposed the sewer because of cost and priorities. The construction would take years and a fortune – and their Keep and the dragon sanctuary was their main priority. The Crown had granted money for those builds, not the plumbing of Portpoint village. But with the use of their “spell tools”, -- because Aemond had no better phrase to describe Hariel and Hagrid’s way of constructing -- maester Irvyn’s calculations always came out favourable.

Even if the maester cautioned there were too many unknown variables for his calculations to be a 100% accurate, each rough estimation showed the sewer would be about as expensive as a modest, stone building back in King’s Landing. Not only could Aemond easily afford it out of his own coffers, but the cost of the sewer would pay for itself. There would be less maintenance costs, and it’d pay itself back within a year or two, while the sewer would last for decades more.

The numbers maester Irvyn provided spoke for themselves, and Aemond changed his mind. Going from a firm “no”, to wondering whether extending the sewer up to the Dragon Point was feasible.

If it could be combined with a road going from Portpoint, past their castle and up to the sanctuary, laying the groundwork for potential future expansions too. There was no immediate rush, but Aemond was starting to see the potential.

Aemond had been optimistic about it the whole time, but now he was truly invested. He could see what Hariel meant; This could be something great, and it was becoming a dream worth working towards — far beyond his expectations.

Initially, Aemond had assumed the Dragon Point would be a near dead piece of land, akin to Dragonstone. Certainly, the ancestral castle of Dragonstone itself was one of a kind, but everything else was barely a step above a sad travesty. The villages on Driftmark and Crabb isle had accumulated wealth on their private islands in a way the Targaryens only gained after conquering Westeros. Even after 400 years of Targaryen lordship, Dragonstone village barely had a population big enough to run a tavern.

Aemond could’ve settled for something similar. It’s what he’d expected when he lobbied for this deal with his King father in Hagrid’s name.

He’d been determined to remain contented with a castle and a dragon sanctuary, but with a nearby village that didn’t factor into anything. Either for taxes or conflicts, whilst making his earnings back through trade across the Narrow Sea akin to something the Velaryons and the Celtigars did – all because he’d underestimated the practicality of magic.

Aemond had seen magic for its destructive use. How it could be used to defend or attack, and how it worked alongside or even against dragons -- but now he was being confronted with its power of improvements. What it could optimise and how. For each hurdle Hariel was able to wave away with her hands, Aemond’s dreams grew, and he wouldn’t make the mistakes his ancestors did.

King Jaehaeerys had always lamented King’s Landing poor foundations. A city that expanded too fast without the proper groundwork to accompany the rapid expansions. The maintenance issues around the city were severe and costly, yet rarely amounted to more than subpar results. Nothing ever seemed to be fixed, only patched up; awaiting the next time it got ruined. King Jaehaerys had once expressed a desire to tear down King’s Landing and build it anew from scratch.

No, for Portpoint, Aemond would look to the foundations of Oldtown -- a city that'd stood since before the coming of the Andals -- before the foundations of King’s Landing.

Hariel and Hagrid’s increased popularity left the people demanding their attention and magic. Aye, their magic could do wonders, making everything from digging out cave sized tunnels, to mining stone blocks for buildings, to transportation of extremely heavy materials into child’s play – but they couldn’t do it alone.

Hariel and Hagrid had skills, but limited knowledge. They were not master builders, and needed both local advice from those who understood the lands, alongside professional council from the maester so that whenever they used their magic, they used it correctly.

It wasn’t enough that their spells made “pretty things” — it needed be functional to the people who’d actually be using it on a day-to-day basis. It was a collaboration, where magical convenience was used to optimize the mundane necessities. Hariel’s goal of this union of magic and practicality was to create systems that eased everyone’s way of life.

So everyone were demanding their presence – all at once. Requiring their attention for this mundane task or the other - all day, every day – and it simply wasn’t practical in the long run.

“And I thought dragon babies were demandin’! Everyone has been pesterin’ me since I stepped foot off the boat. I know it’s fer a good cause, but this is exhaustin’. I told yeh, Hariel, didn’t I?” Hagrid had exclaimed during last night’s supper. The cooks had prepared honeyed boar, hunted from the Bloodbark woods while they’d been overseeing the completion of the new dock.

“Remember what I told yeh the day I took you fer supplies back home? In Diagon Alley? Now these muggles knows about us, everyone’d be wantin’ magic solutions to their problems.”

Judging from his tone and the context, Aemond assumed ‘muggle’ was the word for ‘peasants’ in their native tongue. It was clearly true they were being smothered in requests, and he didn’t blame them. It was intruding on their every waking hour. What made it hard to argue against was the results.

It was too good to turn down, but Aemond had put his foot down when he found Hariel standing with the master builder down in the sewer channel, measuring out pipe dimension.

Hariel may be a witch, she may be useful, but it wouldn’t do for people to forget she was a lady. She was his wife. Aemond didn’t care how effective it was, he knew how such a tale would be twisted. His mother would be horrified, and his nephews would laugh themselves silly if they heard Hariel had gone from a respectable lady at Dragonstone under Rhaenyra’s care, to digging sewers for smallfolk under Aemond’s.

If Hariel was to lend her aid, she had to find an appropriate way to do so.

Aemond expected a heated argument when he brought it up, but Hariel had deflated his irritation before it could escalate to anything.

“Alright… I understand why that could be twisted into an unflattering tale. Though surely you understand that I can’t use my spells from afar? There’s some things that simply can’t be accomplish without me. Mayhaps Hagrid can do the transport and cave-shaping, but not the drainage. He’s not as good at charms as I am, and we absolutely can’t make a mistake with this. Everyone would be made to suffer if some clumsy spellwork left us with a faulty sewer! … hm…. oh! What about this? What if I used my invisibility cloak whenever I’m down there? I could still do spellwork, the project wouldn’t be put on hold, but no one would be able to tell I’m there – or bring tales of a ‘Prince’s wife working in the sewers’ to your father’s court.”

“…” Aemond had expected exasperation; not this practical acceptance. As if it was an unfortunate truth, but nothing she found interesting enough to get worked up about.

“Fine.” He agreed to the compromise, struck by how easy it was, and wondering which of them had changed most for it to be that way. He suspected this discussion would’ve ended in yelling not a year ago, but of late, every challenge could be overcome. Every accident could be fixed. Every argument avoided, every discussion was solved with reasonable solutions that miraculously seemed to satisfy everyone – everything was going smoothly.

The lack of conflicts was honestly a bit jarring. There were days the peaceful, joyous hours felt unrecognisable – like pages out of someone else’s life — until Aemond returned to court for his weekly chores, and he remembered where he’d left the drama.

The days of spring trickled by at a rapid pace. His schedule was always full, and so Aemond missed just how much time had passed until rudely reminded during a visit at court.

He’d merely gone through the motions of his usual visit; stood through petitions, met with his connections, avoided Baela, and made some enquires — but when he was about to leave, his mother had pulled him aside for a private word over supper. He’d wanted to fly home, where he could eat with Hariel and Hagrid in the magical chest, hearing what progress had been made, but instead-

“You’ve been married nine moons, Aemond.” His mother said, looking so deeply concerned you’d think he was dying, “-and your wife is yet not with child?”

The topic should not have surprised him. His mother had been hinting at it constantly for ages, but in the last few moons the urgency increased after receiving a letter from Dragonstone regarding Rhaenyra.

His half-sister was whelping again.

Considering how Rhaenyra threw herself at their uncle once she ridded herself of Laenor, none were shocked to hear she was expecting. But by putting a babe into the shrew, Daemon had finally – truly - secured his path to the throne. Something that was enough to give both his mother and grandfather sleep issues. The only upside was that if the brat turned out to be a boy, then Jacaerys, Lucerys, Joffrey and Prince Viserys wouldn’t be able to sleep safely anymore either. Though even that was marred, because Helaena’s betrothal to Jace left her in peril too. As with Ser Laenor and lady Rhea, it wouldn’t be hard for Daemon to arrange more “accidents” to befall those he found inconvenient to his legacy.

As always, each of Rhaenyra’s choices left Aemond’s family in more and more danger.

So Aemond understood. For a multitude of reasons, his mother needed their side of the family to expand too. Since Aegon was more of a dead weight than ever before, and they had good reasons to believe his King father was unable to sire anymore children, the Queen felt the duty fell on Aemond’s shoulders. He could agree they were in a dangerous position… but—

He and Hariel were finally happy. Why did this too have to be marred by the shadow of his half-sister’s never-ending parade of disastrous decisions? Things had been going well at Crackclaw, and Aemond was loathe to burst their bliss.

“When I married your father, we had Aegon about nine moons later. This is a deeply troubling sign and it does not bode well. Lady Hariel should be in her best childbearing years, Aemond, and the court is-“

The court?” Aemond spat, repressing the urge to roll his eyes. “They who were so adamant I married my wife because she was already with child?” The sheep could keep their barbed rumours and speculations. Their opinions were utterly inconsequential. Who were they to judge their Prince?

“That was then, and you can’t blame them. If only that had been the case, then neither of us would have to suffer this conversation. We’d be in a nursery, doting on your heir instead.” She said pointedly, “No; now there’s speculations regarding whether your wife is barren.” His mother’s brow creased with lines of worry.

“She’s not.” Aemond said tightly.

“How can you possibly know?” His mother asked, exasperated. “You married Hariel nearly at the same time Rhaenyra and Daemon married, but their babe is expected in a few moons. You said yourself Hariel has not conceived. Not once. In nine moons? After so long without a single conception, there may be some validity to it. She may be barren, and if that’s the case-”

“Don’t-!” Aemond had to bite his tongue from saying more. Of all people, he could not tell his mother he and Hariel were sullying the sanctity of their marital bed with preventative actions against conceiving trueborn royal children to strengthen their side. How could she see it as anything but a betrayal? They were in such a vulnerable, delicate standing.

At the same time, the situation felt infuriatingly absurd.

He had his mother barraging him for grandchildren at one shoulder, whilst Hagrid was acting a manic Septon crying “sin” in his attempts to prevent the exact same thing at the other.

“Aemond,” His mother said with quiet intensity; no trace of backing down. She was driven by cause.

“I urge you: Have the maester examine her. Mayhaps there’s something they can do. Or- Or is it…” Taking a deep breath, his mother took his hand. “I’ve been wondering whether I overlooked your teachings regarding certain aspects of life. I left your education to the maester, but perhaps he didn’t have time to cover it. Your marriage was quite unexpected.” His mother’s lips pursed in silent disapproval, but she continued onwards.

Aemond wished she wouldn’t.

“If it’s not her fault, then mayhaps there’s some misunderstanding in the way…?”

“Misunderstanding?”

“Are you certain you know… precisely, what is required between husband and wife when conceiving a child? Where… everything goes? Where to put-’”

“Mother!” Aemond smacked away her hand, torn between embarrassment and a wave of rage. “Of course I know how to f*ck.” His mother flinched, but Aemond didn’t care. This was stupid. So damn stupid. “Seven Hells. My marriage is perfectly valid, and I’d thank you to stop nagging us. Hariel is healthy and there’s nothing the matter. If the original contract was honoured, we wouldn’t yet be wed. There’s plenty of time.”

His mother leant back in her chair, worn and cold. “… If only it was so, my son.”

It wasn’t difficult to understand his mother’s standpoint, but as sceptical as Aemond had initially been to the agreement with his wife, it worked.

Would they have gotten as far on Crackclaw if Hariel was with child? Surely not. The progress, the flying, the explorations and everything would be different, and he wasn’t ready for that. Aemond enjoyed their new normal. He’d even put up with Hagrid’s ridiculous sleeping arrangements, though mostly because it was hardly challenging to get around. They could have privacy at his pavilion, or the cabin on the ships gifted for their marriage, or the abandoned butchery the locals avoided for fear of ghosts – they’d gotten creative.

Though this freeing easiness went beyond his marriage. There was also a drive to see the Dragon Point flourish. Aemond wanted to be part of it, leave his mark in the foundations -not merely with gold, but with his ideas and efforts.

Aemond had always been given the best. From meticulously wrought swords and armour, to finely cut jewels and expertly carved furniture… But most of it merely appeared, and it had little to do with his own skills. Whether he worked hard or didn’t give a damn made no difference regarding what he was granted. Now it did.

To be involved made a difference for the end result. Seeing the changes from week to week was staggering too. He’d seen it all; from a ruin being cleared out, to the new foundations being laid, to the walls starting to rise – it gave Aemond another kind of purpose. A sense of… success. It was a team effort, but for once, his efforts made all the difference in the world.

Aemond wrung his shirt over his head, unlaced his boots, and stripped off his clothes. Folding them once, he dropped them over a nearby branch as he glanced over his shoulder. At first he didn’t see his wife, but after a moment he glimpsed her yellow dress through the green thicket.

“Hariel?”

Slowly, Hariel appeared between two trees, nearly tripping over the thick roots. Too preoccupied with her magic to pay attention to where she placed her feet.

“Hariel,” he repeated, and she looked up, then down, then up again —

“You’re naked.” She stated, slightly befuddled. With her attention stuck on her spellwork, Hariel had stumbled through the forest, only able to follow along because for most of the trek, Aemond had kept a steady hand on her back and guided the way.

“Aye. We’re here.”

Her eyes trailed past him to the glimmering river cleaving a path through the Bloodbark woods. The dark trees stood like crocked walls, twisting in arcs over the river. Sunlight streamed through the thick canopies above, making shimmering patterns upon the reflective surface. It was a perfect afternoon to go swimming.

Threading over moss covered boulders, Aemond peered out from a section of rocks where the river was deep enough he could jump in without fear of hitting the bottom. Unlike the shallow sections further down where he could easily climb out once done.

Aemond jumped into the clear water, with a splash submerging into the fresh chill. The water colder than the dry air and sun above - though it was not so bad he didn’t quickly adjust.

He swam back and forth across the river, enjoying the cleanliness and the way it seemed to clear his head.

In the meanwhile, Hariel sat down and made herself comfortable on the rocks. Her feet dangling off the edge to trace the surface with her toes.

“Won’t you join me?” Aemond enquired, reaching for her ankle and giving it a light yank.

“Let me just…” Hariel trailed off, her frustration furrowing her brow. “I’m almost done.”

“You’ve claimed so for hours,”

Aemond didn’t understand how her magic worked. Why this was giving his wife so much trouble in ways other magics – magics that seemed far grander and more impressive – did not. However, Hariel said it was a piece of magic she had heard was possible to do in her homeland, but which neither she nor Hagrid knew the spell to actually perform – and so she was attempting to recreate it.

“If I can get this right, we’d be able to pump fresh lake water out to the fields for the growth cycles - but maester Irvyn can’t finish his calculations unless I give him an example of what he’s working with, and instead of pressure, I keep getting-”

Hariel cut off when a burst of bubbles erupted from her wand. Aemond stared, fascinated as the translucent, fragile structures bounced around her. They looked exactly like underwater bubbles, but inverted to exist in the air instead. Hariel glared at her stick like it had betrayed her. She waved it a couple times, and all the bubbles popped.

“Mm,” Aemond said, “I think a break will do you well, my dear. Join me.”

“I promised this would be done, Aemond.” Hariel said, a slight annoyance in her tone.

“Did you promise to have it done today?”

Hariel sighed, the sound heavy. “I just want things to be done. Too many of us are without a roof. We’ve been fortunate so far, with steady enough weather, but what if there’s a storm?”

“We’re prepared. The lower keep has a roof, the houses – there’s enough shelter to see everyone through a storm. Getting water out to the fields won’t make a difference.”

“But it would for provisions. For food. We’re too reliant on shipments.”

“Where’s this sudden urgency from? We’re years ahead of schedule, my dear. Come swim with me. It’ll do you good.”

Hariel bit her bottom lip, chewing on her words for a moment, and then deflated. “Fine. I may as well take a break. I’m none the wiser on what I’m doing wrong.”

She put down her wand. “Is there a current?” She wondered, releasing her hair from the up-do it had been trapped in. Like a river of ink, her long black curls spilled over her shoulders and down her back.

“Not a strong one,”

“Alright…” Aemond swam in a lazy circle whilst she unlaced the ribbons holding her gown together. It tumbled to the ground, her shift following soon after. Hariel didn’t try cover herself anymore. She had grown bolder since their first night, and didn’t shy away from his attention.

After slowly hanging her clothes on the branch next to his, Hariel dallied on the rocks, uncertainly peering down at the water.

“It’s not cold, if that’s your concern,”

“It’s not that,” She insisted, “Do you promise not to laugh?”

“I swear to not laugh,” Aemond said, his mouth already breaking into a wide smile.

She couldn’t have missed his expression, but she spoke her piece regardless; “… I’m not certain I can swim.”

Aemond burst out laughing,

“You swore you wouldn’t laugh!” Hariel griped, flushing all the way to the top of her breasts. “I’ve never tried before, but I know the theory.”

“You’ve never gone swimming?” Aemond asked, “How is that possible?”

“I never got around to it. My relatives never took me along to learn.”

“What of Hagrid? He never taught you how during your time in Essos? Haven’t you gone swimming on Dragonstone? It’s an island, surrounded by water.”

It shouldn’t be possible. Hariel had such control of the elements in ways no one else did. She could walk through fire – she could fly through the air, yet somehow she couldn’t do something as basic as swim? Couldn’t everyone swim? Aemond had learned when he was five.

“The little stream on Dragonstone is too shallow to swim in,” She said, “There’s treacherous currents. I’ve heard of people who’s lived their whole life next to the sea, but one fall off the docks and into the ocean dragged them away, never to be seen again. Even strong swimmers have drowned. Beginners are told to travel to the mainland to find calm bodies of water if they wish to learn to swim. And I never did.”

“And Essos?” Aemond murmured,

“Hagrid had his expandable trunk with the tub and shower. Why would I need a lake?”

He drank her in, admiring the play of shadows from the leaves across her bare body. “I guess it falls to me to teach you,” He offered, “The Dragon Point is surrounded by water on three sides. I can’t have mine wife live in perilous dangers merely strolling along the shore.”

“How chivalrous. What a shame Ser Harrold didn’t hear that, or mayhaps he’d finally grant you that knighthood you seek.”

“I beg to differ. I brought you here for the privacy.”

She gave him a knowing look, and holding tightly onto the rocky side, so not to slip under, Hariel lowered herself into the water, the surface rippling out. They were at the deep end of the lake, not ideal for someone who couldn’t swim, but she had him there to keep her afloat.

Taking a gulp of air, Aemond sunk under the surface, and kicked his legs and rotated his arms to propel himself through the water. Like a shark honing in on a seal, he shot forwards until his hands found her soft skin.

He emerged from the water with a giggling witch in his arms. She locked her legs around his waist, twined her arms about his neck and pressed her breasts to his chest. She kissed him in between giggles, trusting him to keep them afloat.

Unfortunately, it wasn’t feasible to have sex in water with no foothold. In his daydream of how this would play out; this had worked easily enough, but the logistics proved too awkward. So Aemond actually did end up teaching his wife to swim.

Her first awkward paddling was entertaining to behold, but Hariel was a quick learner. Once she could navigate the water without aid, it quickly turned into a swimming race. When he won, it escalated into a water fight, as his wife attempted to avenge her loss. Aemond wasn’t sure which of them won that final struggle. He managed to chase her up on the riverbank, there was a tumble through the reeds, hands caressing and teasing, limbs entwined, their mouths lapping hungrily, teasing moans and sighs from the other – and a laugh when they nearly rolled over a frog. Regardless, it could end in no other way but a very wet round of sex. And for that kind of battle, Aemond wasn't too upset to see it ending in a draw.

“Hmm,” Hariel mused, splayed across his lap. She was flushed and sweaty, but glowed with a mischievous smile. Aemond gazed up through heavy, half lidded eyes.

“So this is how you’d look with your mother’s hair colour.” She laughed. Aemond ran a hand through his hair, his fingers getting stuck in the muddy tangles.

Sex always made him sleepy, but Aemond forced himself to sit up while Hariel climbed off his lap. Her legs caked with sand and mud, and there were reeds and leaves tangled in her raven hair. He was exhausted, but Hariel’s smile was infectious. Even looking like an utter Dothraki barbarian, her carefree happiness stood out to him. It was a stark difference from the pale, sombre demeanour he’d been familiar with at court.

Though it could hardly be called proper. Rolling around in the mud, mingling with all sorts of “people” and skirting their duties. He knew that, but Aemond couldn’t find it in him to care. She looked so f*cking happy. He was happy too.

After the mess they’d made, there was no other option but to take a second dip in the river to rinse off. They emerged back onto the riverbank, dressing in their shifts and procrastinating whilst the sun dried them. Aemond watched Hariel picking reeds into a bouquet, admiring how she’d still looked beautiful as a dirty mud monster.

Of course, she was a beautiful woman, but like everyone else she had bad days too. Days where she was worn and drawn, and her hair was a disaster. When she woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Mummering an affronted boar, and mercy to whomever dared cross her then.

But then there were days like this; perhaps especially today, where she was liquid sunshine.

Idly, he plucked out some strand of reed to join in her collection. Hariel took it from him, and nimbly twined together a wreath of river reeds.

“It’s not as nice as your golden circlet, but-” Hariel trailed off, and crowned him with it.

“There,” she brushed away drying sand from Aemond’s cheek. “I believe that makes you my King of love and beauty.”

Aemond rolled his eyes, fighting the heat in his cheeks. There was something extra hearing her call him my King – even if she was being silly.

The sun was dipping towards the horizon, the afternoon waning into early evening, and they got dressed before the insects came swarming. He helped Hariel tie the back of her gown, and she brushed her fingers through his hair to loosen the tangles in the back.

In amicable silence, they began the walk back.

“Are you flying to the Red Keep this week?” Hariel asked, lifting her feet over the roots of an old oak.

“Aye. You’ll have to come too. Mother invited you to join for a family dinner.”

“That’s kind.”

“Don’t be fooled.” Aemond sighed, “Be prepared for a barrage of uncomfortable questions.”

“I expect as much. I got her last letter.” Hariel trailed off, and eyed Aemond. “Though… I think it should be fine… or it depends.”

“Depends?” Aemond turned the phrase over in his head, unable to make it fit.

“Yes,” Hariel looked at him pointedly, and said quickly; “-it depends on why my moon blood is late.”

“Mm?” Her moon blood was late? Aemond halted, “Is something the matter?”

“The matter?” She repeated, “I’m late, Aemond.”

Generally, Aemond had heard girls who did not have their moons blood were either too young or too old to have children… so what did it mean when Hariel stopped too? Aemond straightened.

“That…. Surely that can be sorted. How long has it been absent?”

He thought back on the last few moons. The last time Hariel had rebuffed his advances because of this was weeks ago… But exactly how many weeks? Strangely, the more worried Aemond became, the more confused Hariel seemed.

“Er’… it’s been absent for about a fortnight?” She said.

“A fortnight?” Was that long? It didn’t sound long.

“Perhaps it’ll be back? Surely skipping one does not mean it’ll be gone forever? Maybe it was something you ate? We’ll have Maester Irvyn examine you. Or we could fly back to the Red Keep and have Maester Orwyle’s opinion as well.”

“Aemond!” Hariel grabbed his hand, making him face her, “Stop- do you not know what it could mean?”

“I would assume you’re worried you’re…” Aemond looked around for eves-droppers, an old habit returning out of worry by the mere implication of this unexpected obstacle. What the hell was he supposed to do if his wife could not have children? Aemond whispered the last part; “-you’re barren.

To his surprise, Hariel burst out laughing.

“I don’t see what’s so amusing here.” Aemond growled. What had he missed? “Only young child-girls who are not yet matured, or women who’s dried up past their child bearing years does not have moon blood.”

And expecting mothers,” Hariel wheezed out between hiccups of laugher. “I don’t know why I expected you’d know of this – but why would you? You’ll never have to carry a child. The maester probably didn’t think it relevant — but Aemond; when a woman is expecting a child, she usually does not have her moon blood from the day the child is conceived until after the birth. It stops. It’s one of the biggest signs.”

It was? How did that make sense?

“It’s still early, and I could be wrong – mayhaps it really is something I ate, but it fits. Of late, we have been a bit too sloppy. I think… I think we may be expecting.”

Aemond took insult. He was not “sloppy” during sex, and he was still of a mind to argue the faulty logic of moon blood. How could the most solid proof of infertility also be a proof of fertility? That was just bewilderingly contradictory.

None of that got expressed beyond a dismissive huff — cut short, because it was at that point the rest of the message finally dawned on him. The reason this was a discussion at all.

Oh…

Goosebumps ran up his back as Aemond’s gaze flickered to her stomach, and he took a staggering step backwards. The points he’d wanted to argue flew his mind – leaving the peculiar sensation of blankness. As if his thoughts were bleeding out his ears and carried away with the breeze.

Oh.

She watched him with uncertain hope. He tried to return her smile, but it may have looked closer to fear, because Hariel tugged him close and hugged him. Reflexively, he enclosed her slender frame within his arms, becoming engulfed in the scent of earth, river and the warm familiarity that was Hariel. The sudden tightness in his chest made it hard to talk – but he wouldn’t know what to say anyway.

They had tried to prevent this-

It failed,

That was a good thing… Wasn’t it?

His mother would finally be placated.

Hagrid would be so upset.

But it was their duty.

She was carrying his child-!

He’d be a father!

But what about the Dragon Point?

The first keep wasn’t done yet.

Where would they put the babe when they didn’t have a home?

Oh- f*ck…!

He pulled her in, kissing her brow and soaking in her warmth. Hariel burrowed her face into his neck, holding on as fiercely as he did. A grounding force holding him steady as everything changed.

Notes:

For those who wonders about Aemond’s recollection of his wedding night (if anyone does) I want to clarify; the same type of magic happened to him as to Hariel. Despite reacting “harder”, Aemond actually had "lesser" visions than Hariel too. She was experiencing visions all day, but was fighting them off until she fell asleep.

Anyway, think of it the way people might react to being stung by a wasp. For one person, it hurts and they complain about it a bit, and then get on with their life. Now, if someone allergic to wasps get stung; it is NOT ignorable. In worst case scenario they’d be rushed to the hospital because they might die. The exact same happened to them both, but one has better immunity.

As a witch, Hariel has far better immunity to magical voodoo happening to her head than Aemond does. He has a bit of magic too, most of it squeezed out from so much inbreeding, but there’s a little left – but he also just drank the blood of a witch during a blood ritual(!), and is basically having an allergic reaction to the overdose. Hariel wasn’t having a good time with the visions either, and was both unnerved and freaked out – but she actually had better manoeuvrability and control than he did. Aemond had zero control, while Hariel – though she felt she didn’t – actually did manage to watch and distinguish between several different visions in a somewhat orderly fashion. Before she fell asleep, she was constantly batting them away too – while characters like Helaena can’t actually stop a vision from hitting her. Awake or asleep, she is forced to see them regardless if it’s a good time to be distracted or not. Though Helaena’s visions aren’t caused by an external spell like a blood ritual. It’s her magic – but dangerous magic all the same.

Because Westerosi magic is no joke. When it hits, it can have some scary effects on the people consumed. The ones who handles magic best are the zombies, be it white walkers, Beric Dondarrion or Mellisandre - while the living people dabbling in magic, like Stannis, has a hell of a time, more often than not resulting in some serious health issues. Once Mellisandre starts using his soul (or shadow, or something) to feed her spells in his name, Stannis struggles to both sleep and eat. Then it’s how Bran forgets to eat too, because he feels he’s eating inside his direwolf, who he’d often spend days inside instead of being himself. Leaving his real body neglected and starving. And Bran is one of the more powerful magic wielders, yet even he struggles to keep the lines between his own identity and his wolf clear. So… yeah…

The effects of magic on mind and body is some scary sh*t in the book. It is not safe. Powerful, yes, but not safe, and the magic partitioner might end up ruining themselves as much as they do anyone else. Which is why I described Aemond’s reaction to experiencing Westerosi mind-magic as a bad thing.

I hope that clarifies things :) I also hope you liked the chapter. This was supposed to be posted alongside the Baela pov in the previous chapter, because both are "time skip" chapters. But Aemond's pov really didn't want to cooperate with me. It was actually a bit weird to write a whole chapter where (nearly) everything is going smoothly. I had to restrain myself from adding in some conflict, but it's called "the honeymoon phase" for a reason. So I think I've rewritten this chapter 10 times now, but I hope the end result made sense.

Thank you for reading!!

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